Sidney Rosary

Mary Appeared

 

 

 

January 15, 2008 Rosary

Sorrowful Mysteries

  Song:  You Are Mine

Jesus: I will come to you in the morning and in the evening and in the afternoon but you must be waiting for Me to come. If you get all caught up in negative thinking and other things you will miss My silent little whispers and miss the fact of how very close I am to you in all of your work. It is in seeking greater intimacy with Me, knowing the mystical marriage, knowing that I am the Bridegroom of your soul that you will have great peace and love and be a light to shine in the darkness. Satan will come when I want to give you a special grace and he will press down and you can say "Come on in guy" or you can say "I'm not giving in to your stupid tactics again. I've got Jesus with me. He is loving me in the deepest way."

 

The Agony in the Garden

1. Jesus: Let your yes mean yes and your no mean no. How would you like it if tomorrow morning when you wanted to get up if instead of the day you had another night, and then another night, and then another night, and then another night. But then I said to you "Well, I don't have to bring up the night and the day. I can be unpredictable."

    No, my child. I have given to you the gifts to know Me and you know that night follows day, and night follows day, and sun comes up and stars in the sky and trees blossom in the spring — and in the north go barren in the winter and your grass grows brown and the corn comes up all at the proper time. Yes indeed. You know that I am God and I am unchanging

2. Jesus: And so then why would you think that Mary would appear at Fatima and give you this message that she gave to you - and today it's like dead wood. Sorry. The message the Queen of Peace delivered to the earth is the same message today. It is just that in your willfulness you want things your way — more convenient, less holy, doing your own will, more evil, sexual promiscuity, homosexuality, marriages that are not right, abortion of babies — legalized? Child, sin is sin. I sweat blood in the garden for the sins of the men, the sins that you do not even know how wretched they were. I am Jesus Savior of the world.

3. Jesus: And some of the martyrs suffered so, and while they suffered others enjoyed the lust that they thought would bring them true happiness when in fact they were sinning on the same earth, on the same surface of the earth. In one place there can be deep sin and on the other deep holiness. But I have told you the message of Our Lady of Fatima that the more that you spread the consecration through the newsletter, through the prayer chapters, through all of the instruments that I have given to you, the more there will be peace on the world. It is you whose faith is very weak. Look at Peter, he denied Me three times — Peter, My beloved Peter. How could he do that? But he was afraid of what they might do, what they thought, My beloved Peter — and the cock crowed.

4. Jesus: I was hung on a tree, I was tied to the Pillar, My head pitiably crowned with thorns, pounded into My precious skull. The blood that I shed was for your sins, and you say "Oh anger, I got none." Do you know how much dysfunction continues because of denial, failure to take responsibility for sins that are committed because of blindness and ill will towards others. And I cry to you to pray to the Holy Spirit that you will not be stuck in your cloud that keeps you truly stuck, and blindness when you could be ever closer to Me — you are locked in a cage.

5. Jesus: A cage of your own making.

6. Jesus: And the angel appeared to Me to comfort Me. Today My beloved ones, I tell you of My love so deep for you that I give Myself to you here — that I give to you My Eucharistic presence. Oh precious child, how truly I love you.

7. Jesus: And I sweat My blood for My beloved ones that would reject Me and many would be lost forever. Oh My dear ones spread the love of My Sacred Heart and My Mother' heart to the ends of the earth. Let them know of the embrace that I am revealing to you now — the little heaven on earth — being embraced and dwelling in the love of the Two Hearts.

8. R. And He was in the garden in the darkness and the Apostles slept and He suffered bitterly seeing before Him, His suffering and the souls that would be lost despite the gift of Himself given and He cried out to the Father. And He said "Yes — yes God, yes", yes to the Father's will.

9. Hail Mary

10. Hail Mary

    

Song: Little Baby Hands and Feet

   

Jesus is Scourged at the Pillar

1. Jesus: And My thoughts were of you, when they beat Me and the whips came down and it tore My flesh. I saw before Me all of your sins of ingratitude, your sins in which you did not tell the truth and deception. And I cried deep within My Heart when the whip hit My body and tore My flesh. For you, My precious one, I said "Yes" and today you hide these things rather than growing — for it is for your sanctity that I gave Myself that you would grow to be ever closer to Me that you would be more holy. And you hold on to so many things, like little trophies because of pride and anger. And yet I have called you to spread this devotion to My Heart and the heart of My Mother, that you would pray for that holiness, that you would not deceive yourself but allow the Holy Spirit to work within you, that you'll see with the light of seven suns how pure you can really be, how one you can be with Me — as you go to the Mass and you pray to the Father for the priests, the Church and the world. But you give into satan and I stood at the pillar and the whip hit My flesh for the times that you lied.

2. Jesus: This day will soon be gone, January 15, 2008 and it will not return, so the moments of your life and how you lived it today will be done when you go to bed. And you are one day closer to your death. How did you live your earth? How did you spend your days, your hours in serving Me and doing the Father's plan? Every moment of every day I have called you to be in the Shepherds of Christ and to be serving Me in love and with this you will know peace and joy. To those who fail to commit when they are called, and yet remain, their life is a hell — for he will test you, the evil one, over and over and over again. I stood at the pillar and they whipped Me and they tore My flesh for your sins. And you hang on the fence whipping back and forth from one side to the other, one day yes, next day no — waning in the wind.

3. Jesus: And you are neither hot nor cold and I spit you from My mouth. For I have called you and blessed you and loved you, embraced you, kissed your cheeks and you took a road that led to your own hell.

4. Jesus: Anger is not a nice thing. For it is like a bomb inside that is hidden in the brush and you do not know what the time of the setting is. And so a man walks by and it is set for 5:00 and if he walks by at 5:00 it explodes — if he walks by at 6:00 it has already gone off — if it is set for 4:00 there is no evidence even of its presence as it hides from beneath the bush. It is like that for one who keeps themselves locked in a fury. And the longer it goes on the greater the fury.

5. Jesus: How sweet is your heart of love. Have you opened it, like a little necklace wherein lies a picture that is sweet and inviting. Or have you taken your heart, your little locket, wrapped it and bound it in gauze and tape and when others come and say "Well what is that ball of stuff around your neck?"

    You say "Off with you. You will not know the secret therein."

    "Well why are you wearing that around your neck? It is in such view for me to see. Do you not wear it that I would ask you about it?"

    "I do not know why I wear it. But the fact that you ask, angers me."

    "Oh - sor - ry." And you walk down the street to another with a locket, gold and glistening and you say "Oh that man up there had a big ball of gauze, wraps - where you have that precious locket. May I look in it?"

    "Sure" he says "Open it up and inside" he says "Well here's the people I love on this side and Jesus and Mary on this side. I like to carry it so I can think about how close I am to the Hearts of Love and how close I am to the people I love here below. You may want to wear a locket that people can look and see how you like to love. It's really easy. You just focus on the heart and somebody you love and go to the store and put them in there and then you know they are right there. And then I can go do all these things for others because I'm always remembering how much Jesus and Mary love me and how much my family loves me and I am thinking about others."  "Oh"

    My child, why do you think in all My images of My Sacred Heart I am pointing to My Heart in a world that is turned so cold. What do you think of the fire that I showed to My messenger, the fire that was open and so white and intense and so burning? What did you think of the crown of thorns that surrounded My Heart as they tore My flesh at the pillar and I thought of you and how much I loved you that I would suffer for your sins? What did you think of My Mother's heart with the little flowers around it — the flowers that you can do every moment and every second of your day so that when you do die and you meet your heavenly Father, you can say "Hey Father, here's a basket of flowers for You — from all the days and minutes and hours that I lived on the earth and I admitted a sweet fragrance for all those around me that they would know how precious Your love was."

    What would you like around your neck? Would you like a pretty locket that people could open and they could know about love? Or would you like a ball and chain wrapped tight with gauze and adhesive. And when people come up and say "What's that around your neck" you grumble and say, "Ain't gettin' in." You do not understand, if this is your choice, what the whole mission of the Shepherds of Christ is all about.

6. Jesus: And I stood at the pillar and they tore My flesh and I did it for your sins. And the blood flew into the air and I said I loved them so, I want them with Me for all eternity. For you My precious one, I allowed them to tear My flesh and My Blood to fly in the air.

7. Hail Mary

8. Hail Mary

9. Hail Mary

10. Hail Mary

     

Jesus: I came into this world a little baby that you would know that I did not come a high and mighty, but a little vulnerable baby, a baby of love, a baby, the Divine Almighty God came a baby. Why are you so high and mighty in your ways of pride and you harbor inside the bitterness of so much anger over the years when you are really cheating yourself of the life that you long to have. It is as simple as letting go of the negative tapes and of looking at the flowers that surround the beautiful heart of My Mother, a heart of pure and tender love.

   

The Crowning with Thorns

1. Jesus: Did you ever think why on the rose there are thorns? Did you ever think of a rose as death and resurrection? That you can look at the beauty of the rose but you can't really touch it's stem the way you want to, you have to be careful or you will get pricked with a thorn. My precious one, I am the Divine God, the Almighty One, the All Powerful One — the rose and a crown of thorns surrounded My precious Head. But I allowed them to hammer into My head the thorns and the blood went into My eyes and into My ears and down My skull and it burned because it was cut from the lacerations with which they hit My head. But it was far worse when they hit My head with the crown of thorns. I suffered these thorns for your pride and your lies. I suffered to My head for the things that you did with yours.

2. Jesus: And I keep telling you of My Mother's way of purity. Mary the sinless one, to model your lives as handmaids and servants as Mary did, to model your lives as apostles in greater holiness and not the rebellion of Adam and Eve. And all suffered from the sin of Adam and Eve and today alone you suffered tremendously. Sin is like a poison. It's not an isolated event. It is not something that you do in a locked box. Whatever you do affects others, and more than that, sin offends Me your God. I love you so much. I was crowned with thorns for the sins done by men's head, the pride, the anger, the argumentation. I paid the price with a crown of thorns.

3. R. A little baby, a man with a crown of thorns.

4. Jesus: Did you ever have an infection in your eye? Was it hard it see? Did your eyes itch? Was there secretion? They came at Me with their whips and they hit Me all over My body and My head — they did not care that they hit My head. Today it is illegal to abuse others. It is illegal to push and shove, to harass — but I suffered for the abuse that was given, for the abuse that has not been reckoned with by the men themselves. They crowned Me with a crown of thorns and they hit Me. And My eyes filled with such fluid that was far worse than any eye infection for they did not care that they pounded My head or smacked Me with a crown of thorns on My head. They did not care that My eyes were swollen shut. Do you care that My eyes were swollen shut for the wounds that I received because of this pride? Do you care of the blood that sealed My eyes shut while My hands were tied? While in the swelling My eyes burned, burned from the raw wound, the sealed eyes, the crowned head and they bound My hands, bound Me. How many have you bound with your abusive ways? It is wrong.

5. Jesus: And you can look at your picture here but it is not a true picture, for the picture of My body is one that was torn, every part of My flesh covered with blood and wounds. My eyes sealed shut, My nose bleeding, My teeth lose from the way they socked My mouth. What comes forth from your mouth or what do you hold back from your mouth when I beg you to help Me?

6. Jesus: And I tasted the blood from My teeth within My mouth.

7. Hail Mary

8. Hail Mary

9. Hail Mary

10. Hail Mary

    

Jesus: Many dare not even call it sin anymore today. Who do they fool when I suffered the wounds, the battering, the hatred of the men that I loved as I love you so much. And they put Me to death.

      

The Carrying of the Cross

1. Jesus: You do not even comprehend a small amount what it was like to have the cross put on My back and how heavy it was from the weight of the sins of the world. For you have not meditated on how heavy were your sins — the sins that you deny, but say yes to — the cruelty that you do to one another when I am asking you to be wrapped in Our Hearts to spread My light of love.

2. Jesus: Now I want to talk plainly to you. There are so many people in the world that are in so much sin and they will not even look at the sin. And I say to you, here I will give you the road map, I will give you My Heart, I will open My locket wide for you, I have bled for love of you. Will you not take this gift given, know of how dearly you are loved by Me and spread the burning love of My Heart to this world that is aching and crying, many who will lose their souls. Is your selfish focus so important, you cannot see? Are your eyes more closed than Mine that were sealed shut by blood and wounds and swelling? When you pompously say "I want My way." And I say "Please help Me, I love you so.

    I want you to come to Me before the Blessed Sacrament. I want you to read My messages of love. I want you to spread the consecration for I have called you to this vocation. I want you to know the embrace of My Heart and My Mother's heart. I want you to think about how important the Mass is and how much grace can be released on the world and satan comes and he can tempt you with the dumbest things. And right in the middle of the Mass at the consecration, there you are thinking about yourself and your own glory, and those moments are so short and so precious in which I outpour My grace on the world. Pray to be holy. Pray to be where the Father wants you to be, not to have an agenda that you do not even understand why you are so self-focused. Pray to be holy soldiers in My war in this world. I have called you by name. You are Mine.

3. Jesus: And I fell under the weight of the cross — I fell and I fell.

4. Jesus: And they poked at Me when I was down. They stuck their instruments into My wounds and the pain was so ferocious. For you, My child, I endured the pain of this suffering, for you that you would have a high place with Me in heaven. Do not settle for the dark road. Listen to Me, before it is too late. For tomorrow will be January 16th, and then January 17th, and January 18th — every day a little closer to the end of your life here below.

5. Song: Come unto Me all Who are Weary

6. R. And when He could hardly get up they poked at Him in the wounds and they forced Him to carry the heavy cross till He could hardly move from exhaustion and blood loss.

Jesus: For you My precious one, I went to the hill of Calvary. I mounted My cross and I died for your sins.

7. Mary: I stood beneath the cross of my Son and my heart was in such anguish for the little ones that would be lost forever. Oh my little children of light, listen to your Mother Mary. For there are so many today that are dropping into hell like rain. And when I appeared at Clearwater I was ignored. Your life is so short here, like a thief in the night he comes and there you are standing before the Father, when you least expected it. And He said "What did you do on January 13th to promote My Kingdom? What did you do to spread love on January 14th? How were you focused on loving God and loving others on January 16th? Why were you so selfish when I asked you for such a little thing?

8. Hail Mary

9. Hail Mary

10. Hail Mary

   

Mary: I stood beneath the cross of my Son.

    

The Crucifixion

1. Mary: And my heart was in such anguish for the little ones that would be lost forever, my children, forever, not for 80 years or 60, or even a 100, but forever to the fires of hell because they give in to the world and give up the love of my Son.

2. Mary: How do I make you understand for you will not listen to me, I stood beneath the cross of my Son and I cried for the little ones that would be lost forever to the fires of hell. Your world is filled with so much evil and I have asked you as your Mother Mary to spread the consecration to the far ends of the earth, not to spread it with a heart of stone, but with a heart of love and conviction, that they will look at you and they will see that the joy of the Lord is within your heart. You can say no with a locket that's tied with gauze and adhesive but when you go to the Father what will He say of that day January 15th. Is it a day to focus on yourself — today, tomorrow, the next day, the next day and the next day? Help me my children! Have I not cried to you long enough, you to whom I talk and you will not listen. I appear, I appear, I appear and I am ignored.

3. Mary: I appeared in Clearwater without any eyes, for you are to be the eyes that look out to the world that see with the love of my Son for there is the crying in the darkness. You say "Oh Jesus help them. Help me to do more to spread the consecration, to tell them how tremendous it is to have the Catholic Church and the priests." Satan will come with his focus on yourselves. I ask you to be in one mind and one heart with the mission of the Father given through myself and the Son. I am Mary, Mother of the Heart of Jesus, Mother of the Two Hearts.

4. Mary: Spread the consecration that they will know what love is all about. They are hungry, they are crying, many will be lost. You have been given so many abundant graces from your heavenly Father. Do not waste the opportunity that He has given to you in feeble talk and wasting God's time any longer. The retreats that are given are retreats to draw the pilgrims to the places that they will receive the messages my Son has given to you. Spread the consecration and that people will know the gift of the Catholic Church. Pray for your priests, the Church and the world and watch your lives be blessed then.

5. Mary: I appear, I appear, I appear and I am ignored. Help me. I am Mary your Mother, Mother of the Universe, Mother of the Children of the World, Mother of the Church.

6. R. Are you there Mary? For we want to see you and we want to know how close you really are. And she says

Mary: Yes, my child. In the darkness my light is ever brighter than it ever was. As I give to you my special Motherly love.

7. Mary: Not for a day and a night but for the rest of your lives here, know that I, Mary your Mother and my child, Jesus are with you always.

8. R. And the lightening flashed across the sky. Do you see, it was dark? Do you see a blood ridden man hanging with a Heart consumed with so much love that He gave His all and how truly selfish we are when He died for you and me.

9. Mary: Oh children, how truly short is your lives.

10. Hail Mary

   

Mary: Now I talk to you plainly, I am Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas and I appeared in Clearwater that they would heed the words that I had already delivered many years before. In spreading the School Rosary Program and the consecration to the children and the family praying the rosary and in spreading the newsletter, the instrument my Son gave to you in the Shepherds of Christ Movement, in spreading the consecration to billions of souls on the earth. And when my Son called and my Son chose you, satan came with his tricks to press down. And the message has been given to you for 14 years of the importance of the daily adoration, especially for the priests, and you must pray for that. You must not lose heart, read the Blue Books, study the messages my Son has given to you, read the daily messages. Come to pray on the 5ths and the 13ths and I will make myself known to you in a way you have never know me and the love of my Son Jesus. For I am Mary your Mother and I am wrapping you in my embrace of my Immaculate Heart now.

    The Holy Spirit will fill you if you are open, that you will be cleansed more and more of the impurities that lead you from intimacy with God and following the mission that God has called you in this vocation. But you cannot hold on to your old ways, you must have an open heart and be fervent in answering the call as Jesus has called you, not my messenger, but Jesus. It is the call of Jesus you answer. It is the call of My Immaculate Heart that will help my children of the whole entire world. Do not minimize the importance of this mission for one moment.

    Pray as I have asked you and I will make known to you the great favors as your Mother Mary for yourselves and your families. I will wrap them in a protective blanket of my unending love and hold them close to my heart as I held my child Jesus. But you must believe and live to be holy, obedient and loving. I am Mary your Mother, I have spoken to you as never before and you will know the gifts given, soon, if you study and heed my words, but to those who continue to ignore me, they will not reap the benefits of this vocation called to them by my Son Jesus. The Father, Son and the Holy Spirit will work in you, in the work that They have begun will be most fruitful — believe, have faith, commit yourself to this mission, I am Mary your Mother, listen to me.

Hail Holy Queen

Jesus: I am outpouring to you My richest graces if you come to My Sacred Heart, I will bathe you in a vat of My love. And as you pray more and more and more and do the mission, the mission I have given to you, in calling you to this vocation in the Shepherds of Christ, millions of souls, all over the earth, will know the fire of the love of My Heart. This is no little mission. The Father has sent Me to you with this request.

 

     

From January 26, 2006

Mary speaks:      Souls are at stake -

    Jesus wants you to live in this
        deep oneness with Him -

    Oh my children

    He loves you so much.

    God's love is a fire that
        burns for this earth -

    Use these gifts He has given

  

July 5, 2000

January 26, 2006 message continues

Mary speaks:       I appeared in Clearwater, Florida
                                as Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas

 

 

January 26, 2006 message continues

Mary speaks:       From the red rosary book

 

July 5, 1994 6:30 p.m. Excerpt from the Red Rosary Book

I was told to go to Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center to pray the rosary with my children. There were people in the front of the church, so we decided to pray the rosary in the back before the Sorrowful Mother statue. I had the following vision at the end of the rosary.

The statue of the Sorrowful Mother was lit up as if she had fire around her. The light was very bright. Her whole gown was all-white, but the statue's gown is blue and pink. She was all aglow. It looked like the glow that comes off of a fire. Her face kept changing but remained totally sorrowful-the sorrow of an older woman. She was in such pain and sorrow! (It was hard to explain how she looked-extremely pained!) Her face looked as though she was in such pain that she could hardly bear it.

The vision remained like this for about ten minutes, having begun during the last Hail Mary of the Sorrowful Mysteries of the rosary. She was holding something-it was all bright white-the brightest light ever!

    

January 26, 2006 message continues

Mary speaks:    Pray through the intercession of
                            Our Lady of Clearwater, Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas.

    In Florida I give you my grotto

 

 

January 26, 2006 message continues

Mary speaks:    See Don Bosco Vision

   

  

Mary speaks:    See my grotto

I appear Our Lady of Lourdes -

Messenger:   

        As I drove across Florida
        before a hurricane I had the Following
        visions

 

Excerpt from October 19, 2005 message

                                On October 19, 2005 about 3pm Emily and I went to the
                            ocean in Miami and blessed the ocean
                            pouring in again Jesus and Mary water.

(October 19)     We then continued to North Key Largo  about 5PM in the afternoon  putting in Jesus and Mary water and  blessing the area.      In the night October 19, we blessed the  Atlantic Ocean north of West Palm Beach pouring in  Jesus and Mary water about 9PM  blessing the area. Traveling over  70 October 20 morning, we blessed this area   with Jesus and Mary water - I had  the following visions in seconds.

                                First I saw Our Lady of Lourdes clearly in the
                            grotto, high above as such — Next I
                            saw St. Anthony to the left of the grotto — my right
                            as I looked at the grotto, St. Anthony holding a baby.
                            Then I clearly saw a manger of light,
                             - concave inward - empty — (big)
                            Our Lady appeared dressed with what
                            looked like an Egyptian scarf around
                            her head in the grotto — the focus
                            was this her hands folded over her
                            chest like so 
                            Finally her hands went to high folding
                            hands — dress more white traditional
                            Mary appearance. (could have been
                            Our Lady of Fatima)

                                The grotto is where the Lourdes water
                            began — 
                            Where I had these visions was a little east of Arcadia
                            on 70, October 20.
                            It was the Feast of Our Lady of Lourdes,
                            February 11, 2005 when I was told the Jesus
                            water was miraculous.  

end of October 20, 2005 message

   

Mary speaks:   

    My Son wants a small grotto of the
        Sacred Heart by the Jesus well
        like my grotto.

    The Sacred Heart of Jesus will Reign.
    The Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph.

    Oh I love you so much.

    Pray tonight at 6:30 -

        Fr. Mike will celebrate Mass at 7:00
        unite to this Mass at the Centers
        and around the world.

    Say the litany to the precious Blood
        sing it -
        sing the refrain from Save us
            Oh Lord for the response

    Pray united tonight apostle night -
    pray the prayers in different
    languages

  

English

Spanish

French

Portuguese

   

January 26, 2006 message continues

Mary speaks:       I am you Mother -

        pray united at 6:20 all over
            the world.

    My water from Clearwater will
        help with the temptation
        of the devil.

    The Jesus water is for healing.

 

   

January 26, 2006 message continues

Mary speaks:       I am Mary your Mother help me.

       

January 26, 2006 - First Message - 1pm

Messenger:         From the messages and rosaries in Blue Book VI
                    especially yesterday -

                           I know such oneness with the Father
                    and the Son and the Holy Spirit.

                            God outpours His gifts to us. He dwells
                    deeply in me.

                            I am His daughter, (daughter of the Father).
                    I am so intimately united to Jesus.

                            Every time I work with the Blue Books
                    and the rosaries Jesus and Mary gave to me
                    when they appeared I receive such
                    intimacies with God at Mass and before
                    the tabernacle, knowing how God is
                    consumed with love for us.

                            The priest is a special gift. He is
                    another Christ to us. He has special gifts
                    God gives him. To be in the presence of
                    a priest is special, I feel Christ acting
                    through him, especially at Mass and
                    confession and when he administers 
                    this sacraments.

                            I am so grateful for the priest and
                    the Church. I am so, so grateful
                    for the Mass and the exposed Eucharist.
                    I know my Divine Love, God truly present
                    in the Eucharist.

                            Use these Blue Books and rosaries - say
                    the prayers. God is giving grace He has
                    not given to the greatest saints, He says,
                    when we pray and use these writings He
                    has given.

                            People know their lives change
                    when they read the Blue Book - call
                    after call at Morrow tells us this -
                    more wanting to spread them.

                            Jesus outpours His grace to us to
                    draw us deeper to His Heart when
                    we read His letters of love.

                            We are to do that hour of adoration
                    with Jesus - He loves us so very, very
                    much, we are to think deeply of the
                    presence of the Trinity in us in a very
                    special way when we are in the state
                    of grace.

                            This is reality - God loves us so much
                    with an undaunted love -

                            Look at Him hanging on the cross.
                            Look at the resurrected Jesus in a picture.
                    Pray for grace to see and beg the Holy Spirit to outpour
                            His fire of love in our hearts.

                            When I went to Mass today, I cried. From
                    working with these writings, I know how
                    it is to be so one with Father, Son and
                    Holy Spirit and it makes my heart burn with the
                    grace He gives me at Mass.

                            I want to be there alone with Him and
                    just so intimately united in my heart
                    with God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

                            My heart burns - this is reality -
                    God's love for us is a burning fire we cannot
                    even fathom -

                            Help me shout it to the world and
                    spread these writings of Jesus and
                    Mary when Mary appeared everyday and
                    Jesus appears now on the building -
                    "Don't it make your heart burn" for love
                            of God. Why would we offend
                                the precious Lord?

 

 

 

January 26, 1995 - Second Message

Messenger:       Dear Apostles,

    I give my heart to Jesus and Mary with you
in love.

    Remember the great gift of the
rosary January 26, 1995, I was
in the Holy Spirit chapel at the
old seminary. It is in the Red
Rosary book and will follow on the
internet.

    These rosaries were gifts I
received daily when Mary and Jesus
appeared to me before Our Lady and
Our Lord appeared at Clearwater,
Florida.

  

  

  

January 26, 2006 message continues

Messenger:           This rosary in the red rosary book
                        was to be used in Clearwater, because
                        Mary appeared December 17, 1996 in rainbow
                        color the same day the Red Rosary
                        book left the publisher.

    We have been given such gifts -
The Mother of God appeared to me
daily for 14 months, it is like
Clearwater where she appeared to
us all daily and Jesus sometimes
appeared in the Blue Book
Jesus picture (most of the time and
especially when I did a rosary
on the road, Naples, Florida
June '95 - Boca Raton June 29, 1995.)

    Included at the end is a message when
I first went to Naples, Florida June 26, 1995.
Also the rosary of January 26, 1995 - 11
years ago today in the Red Rosary Book -
The Red Rosary book was printed many
times and so many circulated and it helped
so many people.

    Today, every day, people from
all over call and order the Blue Books -
They are such a gift, some people
order 40 and 50 books to distribute from
all over the world. The Blue Book
changes peoples lives. (We circulated about
half a million Blue Books I, II and III.
What is important to me is that the Blue Books 
led people all over the world to the Eucharist and 
to beginning Eucharistic adoration in their churches.)

    When people begin using the Blue
Book they develop a deeper intimacy
with Jesus. They know how deeply
God dwells in us. They live more
and more being one in God.

    We long for the beatific vision -
In Jesus' Movement Shepherds of Christ God takes
us ever deeper into His Heart from
praying the prayers of consecration to
Jesus' and Mary's Heart we go deeper and
deeper into His Heart.

    We can spend hours with Jesus
before the Blessed Sacrament in
deep union, dwelling in the Hearts
of Jesus and Mary, we can be with
Jesus more deeply after communion,
we can more deeply understand the
scriptures and the Mass - the more deeply
we dwell in His Heart.

    This is the picture Jesus wanted with
His Blue Book writings.

    

 

Jesus speaks: "This is the picture I want in My messages. When you read these messages, look at My picture and know I love you. These messages are My words of love for each of you."

- Jesus to Rita Ring
 

    

January 26, 2006 message continues

Messenger:           What a gift that Jesus and Mary appeared
                        to me and gave us these messages -
                        long ago so that we can have this
                        deep intimate relationship with
                        God.

    We should never take this lightly.
In the '95 apparitions and messages
from Jesus - He said He would give
us gifts not given to the greatest
saints and He has taken us
deeply in His Heart where we
experience this deep union with
Jesus and are led deeper into knowing
the Father in the Holy Spirit.

    Forever I can grow in deeper
union with God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
Jesus promised this to Fr. Carter when
we pray these prayers.

 

  

 

January 26, 2006 message continues

Messenger:           Jesus has taken us into a deeper
                        love union with Him as we live
                        this deeper life of consecration.
                        In the Florida store and the
                        China, Indiana store we have
                        lots of pictures of Jesus, the
                        Sacred Heart and Mary, the
                        Immaculate Heart to put in
                        our homes, schools, churches,
                        so we can consecrate our
                        homes and families, churches and
                        schools to the Sacred Heart and
                        Immaculate Heart as God
                        intended us to do and asked for
                        this. Here is a message I received
                        on First Friday in May when the
                        Sacred Heart appeared -

    

 

Consecrate Your Churches, Homes and Workplaces to the Sacred Heart
and the Immaculate Heart - May 5, 1995

First Friday

(To be read by leader or family member)

Jesus: I want you to consecrate the human race to Sacred Heart of Jesus. I want to be enthroned in all homes, churches, and businesses.

June is the month of the Sacred Heart. I want to be king and center of all hearts. I will keep My promises given to St. Margaret Mary of Alacoque. I promise all this from My most Sacred Heart. Consecrate your chapter to the Sacred Heart of Jesus. Consecrate the church or room in which you hold your meeting.

Today is First Friday. I want you to circulate the message I gave to you on consecrating your homes to My Sacred Heart. Make booklets available for people to be able to consecrate their homes and businesses easily. Use the message I gave to you when you consecrated your home.

The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph. Consecrate all homes and businesses to Our Two Hearts. Tell all to have displayed and honored, pictures of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary. May and June are the months of Mary and the Sacred Heart of Jesus. Tell all to consecrate their homes to Our Two Hearts. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. On this day, the 5th of May, 1995, First Friday, I request that you spend the next two months encouraging all to do this consecration.

Gather your friends and say the prayers I have instructed you to say. Sing "To Jesus Heart All Burning" and "Immaculate Mary." May these Two Hearts of love give all members of the human race peace, joy and love in their hearts.

R. Jesus said He desires to be honored by men in the Blessed Sacrament.

Jesus: Circulate the Blue Book messages. They promote this devotion. How My Heart is filled with happiness by the souls who come to the tabernacle and sit with Me. I am Jesus Christ, I wait and long and thirst for My precious souls to come. The souls of men have turned cold. I want souls to come to daily communion and be with Me in front of the tabernacle.

Men's hearts have turned cold. They do not know what love really means. I want hearts that are filled with fire for love of God. Men's hearts have turned to stone.

You are to promote devotion to My most Sacred Heart. I want hearts that burn with love for My Heart. It is through Me that you will know the Father's love. I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life.

Offer a holy hour for the indifference, ingratitude, and sacrileges committed against Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament, the Sacrament of His greatest love.

R. He promises great graces to those who give reparation to His Sacred Heart and who tell others about offering reparation to Him. 

    

January 26, 2006 message continues

Messenger:           The Consecration for the homes,
                        churches and schools is so easy and
                        we have big ones and tiny ones
                        in English and Spanish with the
                        Imprimatur, also at the Florida
                        store.

 

   Clearwater, Florida

  

January 26, 2006 message continues

Messenger:      Also lots of statues, very nice, big,
                        Mary said to put the Fatima statue
                        in our homes. We are proud of all
                        our statues and pictures in the
                        store.

    We have coloring books for
the mysteries of the rosary that
match the rosary ave videos -
led by a priest with very short
meditations on the mysteries of
the rosary with the Imprimatur
that can be used in schools on a
power point or any TV with DVD
or with video.

  

   

  

January 26, 2006 message continues

Messenger:         We also have lots and lots of nursing
                        home videos - including a beautiful
                        Mass and messages in big print that
                        lays on the lap for the nursing
                        home people, to pray the rosary
                        etc. ALL IN THE STORE IN
                        CLEARWATER -   

    Mary appeared Our Lady of
Fatima in the Americas in Clearwater
to take us to deeper love union with
her Son and teach us how to pray.
Spiritual Exercises - using these
materials exercise us spiritually
so we want to spend our hour
with Jesus.

    The world needs Apostles of the
Eucharistic Heart - spend your
2 hours weekly - we need that -

    What follows are 3 messages given to
Fr. Carter.

 

 

July 31, 1994

Words of Jesus to Members of
Shepherds of Christ Associates:

"My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.

"I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.

"I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."

- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)

end of July 31, 1994 message given to Fr. Carter

      

October 13, 1994

The Birth of the Full Ministries
of the Shepherds of Christ

    "I wish to share with you part of a message which Jesus gave us on October 13, 1994. The message tells us about the expansion of the Shepherds of Christ movement:

    'My beloved priest-companion, today I come to you with another mission. I am asking you to establish Shepherds of Christ Ministries. At My request you have already begun the priestly newsletter, "Shepherds of Christ", and the prayer chapters, Shepherds of Christ Associates...

    'I am giving you this message on this day, the 77th Anniversary of the Great Apparition at Fatima, because of the close connection between the Shepherds of Christ movement and the Fatima message. The Fatima message is centered in devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart, especially in consecration to Our Hearts. Shepherds of Christ Ministries is also centered in devotion to Our Hearts. I will use Shepherds of Christ Ministries as a great instrument in helping to bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. When this occurs, My Church and the world will be experiencing the great era of peace promised by My Mother at Fatima.

    'Today, then, October 13, 1994, the 77th Anniversary of the Great Apparition at Fatima, marks the birth of Shepherds of Christ Ministries. I pour forth the great love of My Sacred Heart to all. I am Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the flock.'

    "Jesus has told us that Shepherds of Christ Ministries includes: the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, Shepherds of Christ Associates prayer chapters, various publications, including books, whatever else Our Lord directs us to undertake.

    "As members of Shepherds of Christ Associates, you are an extremely important part of Shepherds of Christ Ministries. You have given great joy to the Heart of Jesus by responding to His invitation to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. As He draws you closer to His Heart and to His Mother's Heart as Associates members, He will fill you with an ever-increasing experience of His love, peace, and joy."

- From In the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, Newsletter of Shepherds of Christ Associates
by Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J., Volume 1, No. 1, 1995. p. 2.

end of October 13, 1994 message given to Fr. Carter

   

Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus

My dear fellow Associate Members,

Jesus is calling special apostles to join a new division of the Shepherds of Christ Movement. Here is a message from Jesus given to Father Carter:

    My beloved priest-companion, I am requesting that a new prayer movement be started under the direction of Shepherds of Christ Ministries. I am asking for volunteers who are willing to pray before the Blessed Sacrament for one hour, twice-weekly. Members of the Shepherds of Christ prayer chapters, as well as others, are to be invited to join this movement.

    These apostles are to pray for the intentions I am giving you. For part of the hour they are to use the prayers of the Shepherds of Christ Associates Handbook. They may spend the rest of the hour as they so choose.

    I will use this new prayer movement within My Shepherds of Christ Ministries in a powerful way to help in the renewal of My Church and the world. I will give great graces to those who join this movement. The name, Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus, is to be given to this movement.

    I am inviting My beloved Rita Ring to be coordinator for this activity.

    I pour out the great love of My Sacred Heart to all. I am Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the flock.

    This is indeed a special calling for us to unite in one heart with His Eucharistic Heart and pray for the following intentions:

1. For the spread of the devotion to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary culminating in the reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of the Immaculate Heart.

2. For the Pope.

3. For all bishops of the world.

4. For all priests.

5. For all sisters and brothers in the religious life.

6. For all members of the Shepherds of Christ Movement, and for the spread of this movement to the world.

7. For all members of the Catholic Church.

8. For all members of the human family.

9. For all souls in purgatory.

end of Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart message

    

February 8, 1995
Feast of St. Jerome Emiliani

This rosary was prayed before the tabernacle.

 

The Resurrection

1.  Jesus:  I call you to surrender as I surrendered to the Will of the Father.

He then left to make his way as usual to the Mount of Olives, with the disciples following. When he reached the place he said to them, ‘Pray not to be put to the test.’ Then he withdrew from them, about a stone’s throw away, and knelt down and prayed. ‘Father,’ he said, ‘if you are willing, take this cup away from me. Nevertheless, let your will be done, not mine.’ Then an angel appeared to him, coming from heaven to give him strength. In his anguish he prayed even more earnestly, and his sweat fell to the ground like great drops of blood. When he rose from prayer he went to the disciples and found them sleeping for sheer grief. And he said to them, ‘Why are you asleep? Get up and pray not to be put to the test.’   Luke 22: 39-46

        Jesus:  I suffered the brutal Passion and died on the cross. I rose from the dead on the third day.

        Messenger: Death has no power over Jesus!!

2.  Jesus:  Such freedom to surrender!

3.  Song:  A Song from Jesus

4.  Jesus:  I will take you to the end of the hill and you will jump forever into My loving arms.

5.  Jesus:  It is in My hot air balloon you will know immense freedom.

6.  Jesus:  I rose on the third day from the dead. It is through the power of the Spirit that you are transformed more and more into My image and led closer to the Father. The Father loves you so much.

7.  Jesus:  Amen, Amen I say to you that you shall not falter for as you walk I walk before you and prepare the way.

8.  Jesus:  Satan wants to confuse you and try to get you to doubt, don't give into satan - Live to be more deeply united to Me. Satan doesn't want you to get close to Me. You must let go.

    Song:  Little Child

9.  Song:  Be Not Afraid

10.  Jesus said: I am the resurrection. Anyone who believes in me, even though that person dies, will live,  John 11: 25

Song between decades:   Come Holy Spirit, fill our hearts

  

The Ascension

1.  They were still talking about all this when he himself stood among them and said to them, ‘Peace be with you!’ In a state of alarm and fright, they thought they were seeing a ghost.  Luke 24: 36-37

2.  Messenger:  His enemies were overjoyed when they locked Him in the tomb.
                           Death has no power over Jesus.
                           He rose on the third day.

3.  Messenger:  He is the Almighty God. He has all the might!

 Then he told them, ‘This is what I meant when I said, while I was still with you, that everything written about me in the Law of Moses, in the Prophets and in the Psalms, was destined to be fulfilled.’   Luke 24: 44

4.  Mary:  Surrender my children to the burning Heart of the child Jesus for He is full of such love. Pray to the child Jesus. He will help you do the Will of the Father. Ask for grace to do the will of God.

5.  Messenger:  Out of greatest love for us, Jesus remains with us in His Divinity and humanity in the Eucharist, no less present than the day He walked the earth. We have nothing to fear for Jesus is truly present in this room with us at this very moment!

6.  Song:  I am the Bread of Life.

7.  Jesus:  Surrender! Surrender! Surrender! As I surrendered always to the Will of the Father and I was triumphant on the third day and rose from the dead and ascended into Heaven - surrender to the will of God.

8.  Jesus:  My children, I call out to you to come to the Tabernacle. Come forward! Be with Me! Be there with My Burning Heart that is on fire for each one of you. All power comes from God. Come to My Eucharistic Heart!

9.  Jesus:  Power! All power comes from ME!

10.  Jesus:  Sing:  Let go, let go, you hold on so tight. To the things that are near you, not ever right. 

Song between decades:  Come Holy Spirit

 

The Descent of the Holy Spirit

1.  Messenger:  Holy Spirit transform us into the image and likeness of Jesus within the heart of Mary. We want to be closer and closer to our Father and know His love for us.

2.  Messenger:  And they had locked themselves in the upper room and a gigantic wind descended upon them and over their heads there remained parted tongues of fire!

3.  Messenger:  And they were filled with the fire of the Holy Spirit!

4.  Messenger:  The fire! The vibrancy! God's love! The Spirit that moves - filling us with love!!

5.  Messenger:  Come to us O Holy Spirit and transform our hearts from fear to fearlessness.

6.  Messenger:  Surrender! Don't think about what other people think, focus only on the Father's Will for us!

7.  Messenger:  How we cry out: Lord! Lord! I will always be there! I want to love You. But when we are faced with a problem, when we are in front of other people, many times, we shrink back afraid to speak out about the love of God. Holy Spirit, fill us with the fearlessness you gave to the apostles when they went out and preached. They were not afraid. Fill us with this fearlessness to see before our eyes the souls that will be lost. You are truly calling us this day to be apostles to spread the love of Jesus' Most Sacred Heart into this hurting world. Holy Spirit come to us and fill us with the fire of the love of Jesus as you did the apostles when they went out into the world and they preached the Gospel fearlessly. Give us the same fearlessness to always stand before you and to operate in this world filled with God's love.

8.  Messenger:  Holy Spirit transform us more and more into the image of Jesus.

Galatians 2: 19-20

I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me. The life that I am now living, subject to the limitation of human nature, I am living in faith, faith in the Son of God who loved me and gave himself for me.

     Messenger:  Permeate our being with the fire of Your love, come and possess our soul. Help us to love the souls that are hurting. Help us to surrender to do God's will - in that lies our peace and joy.

9.  Messenger:  I call out to you Lord to outpour to me Your abundant grace so that I am filled more and more with your grace - I know your life alive in me. Let me know Your Divine Love oh God: Let me know so deeply your love: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. This is our prayer this day: to ask you to outpour your grace abundantly on each one of us so that we can operate with your life alive in us more and more.

10.  Messenger:  And He filled their hearts with the grace of the Divine God and they felt the courage that they needed to do the work that the Father had called them to do. For it is in this work that the love of God will be spread throughout the world. For it is truly this job that the Father calls each one of us to: to be soldiers in a hurting world, to spread the burning love of God.

Jesus:  Time is so short,  My children. Many in this world has forgotten God. My heart was in such agony in the Garden for all the souls in your world today that treat Me with such indifference. It is in your earnestness to spread this message to this world that the world will be a better place through you if you open up your hearts and carry the message of My love to the world today.

Song between decades:  Come Holy Spirit

 

The Assumption of Mary into Heaven

1.  Song:  Eye has not Seen.

"What no eye has seen and no ear has heard, what the mind of man cannot visualise; all that God has prepared for those who love him;" 1 Corinthians 2:9

2.  Jesus:  What are you holding on to that keeps you from union with Me?

3.  Mary:  I love you so much, I am your Mother Mary.
                    Jesus loves you so much.

4.  Mary:  Open your hearts to Jesus.

5.  Sing:  Immaculate Mary

6.  Sing:  See the Eyes that Look at Mary

7.  Sing:  On this Day

8.  Sing:  Little Baby Hands and Feet

9.  Sing:  The Rosary Song

10.  Sing:  A Song from Jesus

Song between decades:  Come Holy Spirit

 

The Coronation of Mary as Queen of Heaven and Earth

1.  Song:  Come Holy Ghost

2.  Sing:  May the angels

3.  Sing:  Hail Holy Queen

4.  From the litany sing
          these invocations

     Queen of angels, pray for us
     Queen of patriarchs, pray for us
     Queen of prophets, pray for us
 

5.  Queen of apostles, pray for us
     Queen of martyrs, pray for us
     Queen of confessors, pray for us
 

6.  Queen of virgins, pray for us
     Queen of all saints, pray for us
     Queen conceived without original sin, pray for us
 

7.  Queen assumed into heaven, pray for us
     Queen of the most holy rosary, pray for us
     Queen of peace, pray for us

8.  Act of consecration to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary.

"Lord Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the flock, I consecrate myself to Your most Sacred Heart. From Your pierced Heart the Church was born, the Church You have called me, as a member of Shepherds of Christ Associates, to serve in a most special way. You reveal Your Heart as a symbol of Your love in all its aspects, including Your most special love for me, whom You have chosen as Your companion in this most important work. Help me to always love You in return. Help me to give myself entirely to You. Help me always to pour out my life in love of God and neighbor! Heart of Jesus, I place my trust in You!

9.  Act of consecration to the Immaculate Heart of Mary.

"Dear Blessed Virgin Mary, I consecrate myself to your maternal and Immaculate Heart, this Heart which is symbol of your life of love. You are the Mother of my Savior. You are also my Mother. You love me with a most special love as a member of Shepherds of Christ Associates, a movement created by your Son as a powerful instrument for the renewal of the Church and the world. In a return of love, I give myself entirely to your motherly love and protection. You followed Jesus perfectly. You are His first and perfect disciple. Teach me to imitate you in the putting on of Christ. Be my motherly intercessor so that, through your Immaculate Heart, I may be guided to an ever closer union with the pierced Heart of Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the flock."

10.  The Memorare. "Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession was left unaided. Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but, in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen."

Sing:  Ave Ave - Ave Maria
          Ave Ave - Ave Maria  (like in Conyers)

Messenger:  End with Come Holy Spirit fill our hearts

Holy Spirit Prayer. Come, Holy Spirit, almighty Sanctifier, God of love, who filled the Virgin Mary with grace, who wonderfully changed the hearts of the apostles, who endowed all Your martyrs with miraculous courage, come and sanctify us. Enlighten our minds, strengthen our wills, purify our consciences, rectify our judgment, set our hearts on fire, and preserve us from the misfortunes of resisting Your inspirations. Amen.

Sing:  Little Child

 

This rosary was prayed before the tabernacle.

Jesus appeared as the Sacred Heart.

 

 

1 ½ years before Mary appeared in Clearwater

June 26, 1995 The Pain - Naples, Florida

Messenger: He spread His arms, He gave His all, Jesus, the Son of God, the greatest sacrifice, He gave Himself entirely for the good of all men. He opened His arms, He died on the cross.

His arms were covered with blood, His arms so weak and filled with pain, wounded. His arms, the pain shot up His arms and the final blow to each arm a nail through each precious hand.

All the agony He experienced, all the pain, and the crown, to each arm, a nail hammered into the hand.

All the nerves cut and severed by the nail, the pain shooting up His precious arms, the final blow given to His most precious members.

The legs that carried Him, that carried the heavy cross, the legs that were forced and cajoled, that continues to Calvary - the legs weakened, skinned, bleeding, beaten, burned, the legs that knew patience and perseverance, the legs connected to a sore foot that was rubbed and gashed and bleeding, the members of Jesus, filled with such pain and exhaustion, now is crowned with the final glory. The nail that was driven into the foot, the pain shot up this already weakened leg, covered with blood and wounds and pain, the final blow, the nerves severed by the hammered nail.

A blow to each hand, a blow to each foot, a blow to the head, a stamping that pressed down and continued in excruciating pain.

Jesus speaks: They numbered all My bones. They gave Me vinegar and gall to drink. They gave Me a cloth to wipe My blood-covered flesh.

What did they give to Me? Love is giving, My dear ones. How many of you are wounded when you are not given things by your brothers you love?

My members were in such pain, the pain shot up My arms. My legs were so weak I could scarce move them. I was filled with pain within them.

To all who watched, they saw a man, weakened and covered with blood and wounds. They did not see the pain inside that shot up My legs and arms, the nerves inside My body that sent signals of deep pain to My central nervous system. They did not see the nerves inside sending pain signals everywhere.

The final blow being to each hand and foot, the severing of My nerves by the blunt and rusted nails.

An arm extended. A final blow. I beheld a nail pounded into My hand and the pain shot up My arms, unbearable to a human mind.

Do you know of the pain within My body? Signals sending messages of deep pain everywhere. I knew all of these sufferings in the garden. So great were the sufferings to My mind, I sweat blood.

My flesh was covered with wounds. My arms were stretched from their sockets. My body was beaten and bleeding, every inch of My body covered with deep wounds. But, My loved ones, you miss the depth of My love. My wounds were so deep, but the final wound, the pounding of the nails in My hands and feet, a severing of the nerves, an ending of the deepest pain, to experience even deeper pain, beyond your human comprehension, it was done to the Almighty God, a Divine Person, I suffered the final blow to each member.

The pounding in the hands and feet, the crown to each member, and they numbered all My bones. My nerves a network of pain running throughout My entire body.

The pain within the body, the pain recorded in My loving head, the pain sent by a network of nerves in My body, now records the final blows, the nails in the hands and feet, the pain being recorded from every thorn that pierced My skull, every gash to My body, the pain, the pain, the pain - a network of signals and pain, running through My body and the final hour, the pains recorded on the cross, arms outstretched - a surrendering to all pain. I surrendered to a body laden with pain.

You focus on your little problems, your little aches and pains. You discuss them and show the world your pin pricks and sufferings.

Do you want to know holiness and love? They gave Me vinegar mixed with gall. This was their offering. They gave Me a cross. They crowned My head with a crown of thorns.

This, My dear ones, is suffering, My beloved souls, I gave My life for and this is their return.

A severing of My nerves, the final blows to all the aches and pains recorded in My nervous system. This was one of the final blows - the rusted nails pounded into My hands.

You will feel little aches and pains in your hands and feet to remind you of this message. Your understanding of the immense pain within will deepen. What was visible to the eye on My battered body was nothing compared to the pains within. I gave My all. I gave My insides, My mind, My Heart, wounded for the love of men.

All functions in the body were stopped.

The final curtain, blood and water pouring out from My Heart, show that all functions of the body had ended.

Messenger: All signals that carried messages of immense pain had ended, the final act of surrender for God to die to this human body and surrender His flesh.

Jesus speaks: And end, a beginning, the water and blood flowed from My Heart, the beginning of My life in the Church, life flowing into your spirit.

Messenger: Come give me life, abundant life. I thirst to be with Thee.

Jesus speaks: My blood was spent. My human flesh and blood offered as the sacrifice, the sacrifice of Calvary is now made present at every Mass.

An end, a beginning, and the grace and life flow through the sacraments in the Church. My life flows to you in the Mass. Mary, the Mediatrix of all grace, stands by the side of the altar and the grace flows from the Father, through My body offered up as a sacrifice in the Holy Spirit, given through the Mothership of Mary to you in the Church.

You stand under the cross with My Mother and you receive the gift given, My Body, My Blood.

Messenger: Man is reconciled with the Father through the Divine Person, Jesus Christ, and you receive His life poured out to you as Calvary is made present in the unbloody sacrifice of Jesus Christ.

Do you feel the graces poured out to you at this sacrifice of the Son of God at every Mass? Do you feel the presence of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit and Mary, all the angels and saints, and the souls in purgatory? Do you feel united as one at the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present upon the altar through the priest? The priest who now puts on Christ and through Him the dispenser of this life given to man.

Jesus speaks: Oh, My beloved ones, love so dearly your priest. Give him such reverence. He is the chosen instrument of God and you treat him with such ordinariness. You are so blind and so dumb in your ways.

And they numbered all My bones. Each nerve carrying a message of My love of mankind, each member in My Church carrying a special message, all united as one working in harmony according to the Father's will, each carrying a message of love to one another.

The body is many members, you are the messengers of My love. Christ is the head. The message does not flow as it should when some are cut off from the Head.

They nailed My hands and feet and My nerves were severed by the nails, such pain, undescribable in words, the severing of My nerves from the body, the severing of many members from the body of Christ.

My Body given for all on the cross, the network of nerves within carrying the messages of My love to all mankind. My body covered on the outside with blood and wounded, the pain recorded within.

Your Church, covered with blood on the outside, the slaughter of innocent babies, the homosexuality, the sins of the flesh, the members that have severed themselves from the source by their sins, but the pain is carried in the nerves inside. The blood of the Lamb shed for each and every soul, the real pain carried within. The life is weakened in your Church because the love of God is so weak in many members. The messages of love are not being transmitted as they should be. Your body shows the wounds, but your pain within is the root of the problems. The pain is from the messages of love that are not being transmitted.

Unless you seek to fill your priests and sisters with the fire of God's love, fill their hearts with burning love for God, your Church will continue to show the marks of the blood shed without. I give to you these letters as a mighty medicine for this world, directed to make men's hearts burn with love of God and love of one another. The rosaries are meditations and messages given from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

These messages will make men's hearts burn with fire for love of God.

You have ignored the importance of these letters.

I send to you the mighty medicine to heal a hurting world.

My priests and religious need these messages. The love of God will be transmitted to the Church from these messages when you circulate these letters.

The devil has blocked the minds of men involved in these messages because of their importance to the world and the Church.

I am speaking to you, the founder, to help to get these messages published and circulated as soon as possible. I give to you a mighty medicine for a sick world.

Read St. Thomas Aquinas about the medicine for the sick Church.

You know what these messages have done for you. I am Jesus. I give to you the mighty medicine for a sick world, for a sick Church, rosaries and letters from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

Your Church shows the wounds of bloodshed, abortion, homosexuality, sins of the flesh, murder of little children's minds with sex education in Catholic schools and you hold back the gifts of God's love I am giving to the Church and this world.

My arms were weak and wounded but the final blow as the nail put in My hand. It severed the nerves.

The final blow is the bloodshed in the Church, the slaughtering of children's minds in Catholic schools. My children are pure and innocent. They are not being taught messages of God's love, they are being taught messages of sick sex and coldness.

Men's hearts have turned cold. They have been severed from the life of the body. The body is decaying from within. Only with the love of God enkindled in men's hearts will this bloodshed stop.

I beg you to publish and circulate these messages in the Church. I am Jesus. I am giving you the mighty medicine for the world. Your body wears the marks of the bloodshed, only with messages of My on-fire love will it stop.

Mary leads you to Jesus. Never is she the end. The Father has a plan. Mary's messages have led men and will lead men to Jesus. Satan has tried to stop all efforts to publish and circulate these messages. I am the Almighty God. The funds will come when you circulate and publish these messages and rosaries under the Shepherds of Christ Publishing. I am working with the founder and Rita as messenger to renew the Church and the world. Each messenger has a very vital role in the Father's plan. The significance of these messages are being overlooked. You are not studying the messages as a whole and their content. There are five unpublished Blue Books and more than four Rosary Books which I and My Mother have given to this world in the last 14 months. I have also given 15 songs of My love. I am begging you to see to the recording and publishing of this music. I beg you to listen. This is the mighty medicine for the Church and the world to draw men to the burning love of Jesus. Please harken to My call. I will send you the money. You must study and read these messages. This is a fulfillment of Fatima - these messages were given to bring priests to the burning love of Jesus. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior.

end of June 26, 1995
 

  

  

11 Years Ago today
 

 
 

January 26, 1995

Sorrowful Mysteries
 

The Agony in the Garden

1. R. Be with Jesus as He kneels in the Garden of Gethsemane.

2. R. Be there in the night. Hear the sounds of the night. See Jesus as He kneels in such agony to see before Him all the sufferings that He is about to undergo.

3. R. With greatest love for each one of us, the Father sent into this world His only-begotten Son.

4. R. Jesus took on a human nature with greatest love for each one of us. He now kneels in the Garden, His Heart in such anguish. He who is Love sees before Him all the souls from all time who would neglect Him and treat Him so indifferently despite all His suffering and love that His most tender Heart has for each and every soul.

5. R. He saw before Him all the souls that would be condemned to eternal damnation despite the fact that He suffered and died for love of each soul.

6. R. The anguish that He suffered in the Garden, the agonies that He suffered in His most Sacred Heart, were far greater than the physical wounds that He would soon bear throughout His entire Passion. For He is Love, with a Heart burning for love of all souls-the souls that neglect Him, the souls that do not even think of Him, the souls that go through their lives, have nothing to do with Jesus, and then are condemned forever and ever to the fires of hell.

7. R. Jesus remains with us this very day, the same as the day that He knelt in the Garden. He remains with us in His divinity and humanity. With greatest love for each one of us He longs, He thirsts, He waits for us to come and be with Him in front of the tabernacle.

8. His suffering in the Garden was so great that His sweat became as great drops of blood upon the ground.

9. R. He went to the apostles and asked them, "Had you not the strength to stay awake one hour?" (Mk 14:37) How many times does Jesus ask us this day if we do not have one hour to spend with Him? There are twenty-four hours in a day. But how many times during the day do we say no to Jesus, that we are too busy. And His Heart waits and waits for us. At every second His Heart is an endless, burning furnace of love. Whether we think of Him or not, He is always ablaze, on fire for us, loving us and waiting for us to allow Him to be our constant companion.

10. R. God, grant to us the grace to know and to love You more so that we can more fully realize that You truly are God-made-man in Jesus Christ, that You come to this earth in greatest love for each one of us, that You long and wait for our love and that You want to give us Your love.

Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love, I am your loving Savior. I am your God, I died for you. I come to you this day.

The Scourging at the Pillar

1. Jesus: My Heart is on fire for each one of My precious souls. I long for you to come and be with Me. As I suffered all through My Passion, the greatest agonies were not the agonies that I suffered to My body-the scourging at the pillar, the tearing of My flesh-but the agonies that I endured to My most tender Heart, which is a Heart of love waiting to share with each and every one of My precious souls. Oh, My children, I call out to you this day to spread My love to the world that is in pain. I call out to you to be My soldiers, to spread the love of My Most Sacred Heart to the souls that are suffering and in pain. You are My mighty warriors in a world that is cold and has forgotten God. You must be strong soldiers, for this world will persecute you as they persecuted Me. I send you into the world, armed with hearts filled with My love, to spread My love along the highways and the byways in every corner of this earth and I ask you this day, can you say no?

2. Jesus: They tied Me to a pillar and they beat My flesh. My once unblemished back was now an open wound. I was full of blood. But My worst agony was the agony that I endured in My Most Sacred Heart, the Heart that gives to you and to every soul divine love, divine life, and is rejected by many, is treated coldly.

3. Jesus: I loved Judas so dearly and Judas betrayed Me with a kiss. How many of My dear souls come to Me with hearts that are hot and cold. I want you to come to Me with hearts, full of love, that will unite with Mine, that will become one with Mine, that will give to this world My love for your hurting brothers. I ask you this day, "Do not say no!" I am truly Jesus Christ, the Son of God, Who was scourged at the pillar for love of your brothers. I ask you to hear the blows that they gave to Me. They are the blows that I suffered for your brother. How can you treat your brother badly when they tore My flesh, and out of greatest love I withstood all this treatment for your beloved brother?

4. Jesus: I gave My all. I stood there. I was beaten. I was bruised. I was bloodied. I came to show you the way, the way to love. They persecuted Me. I loved those who persecuted Me. I ask you this day to be kind in your heart, to give to this world the love that I want to give to you. I am a burning furnac