January 10, 2008

                    I believe in the Might of
                God

John 17: 11-26

 
I am no longer in the world, but they are in the world, and I am coming to you. Holy Father, keep those you have given me true to your name, so that they may be one like us. While I was with them, I kept those you had given me true to your name. I have watched over them and not one is lost except one who was destined to be lost, and this was to fulfil the scriptures. But now I am coming to you and I say these things in the world to share my joy with them to the full. I passed your word on to them, and the world hated them, because they belong to the world no more than I belong to the world. I am not asking you to remove them from the world, but to protect them from the Evil One. They do not belong to the world any more than I belong to the world. Consecrate them in the truth; your word is truth. As you sent me into the world, I have sent them into the world, and for their sake I consecrate myself so that they too may be consecrated in truth. I pray not only for these but also for those who through their teaching will come to believe in me. May they all be one, just as, Father, you are in me and I am in you, so that they also may be in us, so that the world may believe it was you who sent me. I have given them the glory you gave to me, that they may be one as we are one. With me in them and you in me, may they be so perfected in unity that the world will recognise that it was you who sent me and that you have loved them as you have loved me.

Father, I want those you have given me to be with me where I am, so that they may always see my glory which you have given me because you loved me before the foundation of the world. Father, Upright One, the world has not known you, but I have known you, and these have known that you have sent me. I have made your name known to them and will continue to make it known, so that the love with which you loved me may be in them, and so that I may be in them.

                    This is the message Mary and
                Jesus has given to me to help
                bring peace to the world.

                    I believe in God's power
                    If we repent — if we make
                reparation as Mary called for
                at Fatima — Fr. Carter said
                the Fatima message — centered
                around reparation —

                    Jesus says — the mentality of
                the world is — many
                think they do not sin anymore —
                We are sinners — sins of commission —
                sins of omissions —
                sins of lust, gluttony, pride,
                anger, envy, slothfulness — Sin
                Sin — Sin —

                    We sin — we must make
                reparation to God for the
                many offenses against God —
                sins of the flesh —

                    When children are born into
                the world and we are a party to
                teaching them to sin by bad example
                this is wrong

                SIN - SIN - SIN

                    Why be angry when
                the greatest commandment is this —

                Reparation is at heart of the
                    Fatima message —

                    We need funds to keep putting
                out the Newsletter/Books as
                Mary and Jesus want — We could have
                a better system of advertising in the
                newsletter — everyone who gets it give
                $1 — prayer chapters give monthly
                for the Newsletter — We need a
                monthly contribution to do what Jesus
                asked with the Newsletter.

                    At the end of the 80's God
                asked me to commit time before the
                tabernacle and turn my life over to
                Him — giving my will to Him —

                    Since this time in the late 80's
                I began with daily Mass and adoration —
                Most of my life I had gone to daily
                Mass —

                    At 43 in All Saints Church —
                I cried giving my will and my life
                to God — not knowing what that
                would be —

                    Teaching at Xavier in the 90's I prayed
                before the Mary statue there — I took my 2 younger
                children sometimes

                    I saw tremendous light
                around Mary's statue when I prayed
                and her face changed so many times —

                    Once when my children and I
                were praying before Mary's statue
                a man came in — went to the chapel
                a little room not far from us and cried and
                cried so loud — Mary's statue was stone —
                We kept praying and begged for help for him —
                Mary's statue was in a little nitch —
                as we prayed a welt went from her eye
                to the top of her breast — we felt
                the welt in the stone and saw how big it
                was — we believed our eyes —
                The next days we came to the Mary statue
                again and the welt was gone —

                    I went to daily Mass at Bellermine chapel
                for I taught 2 classes there — sometimes
                2 people were there in the big chapel —
                President Graham, now, said the Mass most
                of the time — I spent much time in
                the chapel at Xavier — praying the rosary
                before Mary and I had great sorrow crying
                as I prayed — I would go to my car and
                I would receive messages —

                    I had seen Jesus' Heart December 17, 1991 and
                began receiving messages October 1991 —
                for 2 months before this I heard day and
                night feed the hungry — I would wake up
                in our house and go down the big
                steps in the night — in the dark and hear
                "Feed the hungry" — "Feed the hungry" —
                It was so constant I wanted it
                to stop, but it did not — I heard
                it constantly before I got the first messages
                of October 1991

                    Now I know the message and what it
                meant — "Feed the hungry souls — with
                the message of God's love —

Excerpt from TO THE READER

Messenger: Jesus wants to share His love with you. He comes in these letters to tell you how you can be in intimate union with Him.

All of us possess everything we need to have an intimate union with Him. He has written to me since October of 1991. For at least a year I sat in front of the tabernacle and begged him to talk to me. I wanted words. I prayed to the Holy Spirit and begged and begged Him to baptize me. After a long and seemingly endless search, trying to hear God, He told me to "feed the hungry." For six weeks this was all I heard. I thought maybe I wasn't feeding my children well or eating well enough myself. What a long wait for three words! At long last one day, as I was writing to Jesus, I received a letter back. He told me, "I am Jesus, Son of the Living God." I did not want to write this but it kept coming-and so many other messages. I knew nothing of anyone getting messages. I wrote them, reluctantly, and hid my notebooks. The letters kept coming-a lot in the night-and I would be awakened by long letters which I felt compelled to get up and write down. I read these letters privately and my life began to change. I felt a new life within me.

end of excerpt To the Reader

                    Jesus after I got the messages
                sent me to Fr. _____, but he sent
                me a man who knew Fr. _____ and I
                kept talking to Fr. _____, but he wasn't
                nice and neither was the man — I soon
                got help from another man and then
                a Marian priest told me when the corner
                fell off — Fr. Carter was to be my
                spiritual director — Fr. Carter came and
                told me too — I was always led what
                to do as God provided help, but it was
                a hard road of people all the way in
                93 who didn't like me claiming God
                was talking to me.

                    Miracle after miracle appeared to lead me
                this path with Fr. Carter —

From the end of the 70's all through                 the 80's I prayed with the Sacred Heart picture and                 carried it always with me — They became                 so beat up I would laminate them — to                 help save them —

                    At night again - when people slept —
                I would be up praying before the Sacred Heart 
                and some thing would happen —
                My picture would be full of the most
                brilliant light and Jesus' face would change
                more and more beautiful than the picture —
                I loved Jesus so much — I had 2 children —
                tried to go to daily Mass and in 1978 — not
                knowing music — I wrote these two songs
                with no effort

                    Live This Day
                    Why do We Hurt the Ones We Love

                     I had the following experience one year
                before Christmas —

1980's

Messenger:  One night in the 1980's, I was in my living room. I always had the Sacred Heart picture on a table with a vigil light in front. I was going through so much suffering in my life, I carried the Sacred Heart picture with me in my pocket, under my clothes next to my heart. I knew Him then and knew He would help me. I had a picture inside the kitchen cupboard and I would open it and look at Him. I would be up many nights with my Jesus and when I looked at His picture, the Sacred Heart picture (the picture in the front of the Blue Books), He would glow and look so real. Looking at this image of Jesus and carrying Him with me was my comfort in all my trials.

    On this night--and this never happened to me before--I was praying to Him and begging for help. I had a whole wall filled with mirror tiles. I saw a door frame over a door. I do not even know how it happened. The door was dark and then it began, a golden light slowly filled the door, not all at once. It started at one part of the door and then the entire door was filled with light. Soon the wall was covered with light, a shoe was before a staircase. I heard the following and I quote it below. I had written it in the margins of a pocket-size book near me and I saved it. I do not remember writing anything much after that until after September, 1991, when I heard Jesus tell me to feed the hungry.

    "I am the light of the world and the light shineth in the darkness. The darkness is filled with the light. If you look for the light you will see the light. Walk in the way of the light. If you go away from the light, it gets darker. The closer you are to the light the brighter it gets. Fear not, do not be afraid, for I am the Light of the world."

end of 1980s

                I got my Masters in 1978 and began teaching
                Math at UC, which I did part-time for more
                than 16 years after that —

                    My third daughter was born on the Epiphany
                January, 1979 — she is the one who helped with
                the Newsletter and the Blue Books were
                written for her and my son born 5 years
                later.

                    I was 33 when she was
                born, my sister was a sister and struggling
                in the early 80's — my dad had died
                and that was really hard on her — in 87
                she committed suicide on her 26th
                anniversary in the convent

                    They had given her electrical shock treatments
                to the brain for depression — She
                wouldn't leave the convent — She was
                a DRE at a huge parish and had a
                difficult priest to work with for over 5 years

                After the shock treatments she had
                    several jobs lined up — using him as a
                    reference — as he consented to — he
                    gave her a bad reference everytime— she could
                    not get a job — the religious orders had
                    changed a lot in the 80's — she went
                    from full habit — huge head gear to
                    nuns wearing red dresses — lip stick and
                    even though she took the vow of poverty —
                    the new ones didn't have to — they had money —
                    which was another problem — the convents
                    changed —

                    She went in — was a postulate — novice
                (a big head gear - with white veil) and
                then black veil — took her 25 years
                vows — shock treatments and killed
                herself after being sent to a place to
                recover for nuns and priests which
                soon closed.

                    She committed suicide on the Blessed
                Mother's birthday September 8, 1987 her 26th
                anniversary of her entry into the convent —

                    13 years later Fr. Carter celebrated his
                last mass in China, Indiana on the
                Blessed Mother's Birthday
                    September 8, 2000

                Here is his homily —

Homily delivered by Father Carter 

in China, Indiana

September 8, 2000

        

Matthew 1:18-23

Joseph adopts Jesus as his son

This is how Jesus Christ came to be born. His mother Mary was betrothed to Joseph; but before they came to live together she was found to be with child through the Holy Spirit. Her husband Joseph, being an upright man and wanting to spare her disgrace, decided to divorce her informally. He had made up his mind to do this when suddenly the angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, ‘Joseph son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife, because she has conceived what is in her by the Holy Spirit. She will give birth to a son and you must name him Jesus, because he is the one who is to save his people from their sins.’ Now all this took place to fulfil what the Lord had spoken through the prophet:

Look! the virgin is with child
    and will give birth to a son
whom they will call Immanuel,

a name which means ‘God–is–with–us’.

  

Father Carter's homily

    We notice that the Church in Her liturgy for the celebration of the birthday, the Birth of Mary, immediately puts her with Jesus:

    "She will give birth to a son and you must name him Jesus, because he is the one who is to save his people from their sins." (Mt 1:21) – words from today's Gospel.

    And so the Church reminds us that Mary was born for the sake of Jesus. Again, in celebrating her birth, the Church links her very, very directly with Jesus. Yes, this is the reason for her birth: to be Mother of Jesus, and in doing that, everything else about her takes its proper place.

    And just as Mary was dedicated entirely to Jesus and to His cause, we in giving her a birthday present of the highest value can only promise her, "Mary, as you were completely dedicated to Jesus, help me be completely dedicated to Him. You were His first and perfect disciple. Teach me to imitate you in the putting on of Christ."

end of Father Carter's homily

                Now what happened here —

                    When my sister went in the convent
                1961 — they wore full habits and were packed —
                so packed she had a wash bowl for her face
                in her room and it would break out —
                even though the convent was humongous (not enough showers) —

                When my brother - who is a priest over 40
                    years entered the seminary in 1964 —
                    They were packed - packed packed —
                        where would we be in Cincinnati today
                        without these old priests — 80 year
                        old priests are taken out of retirement

                    We got to visit my sister a couple of hours
                about every other month in her novitiate
                only once a year
                When she was professed she was sent out west
                and my brother a couple of hours
                once a month at the seminary where
                Mary would one day appear to me daily
                for 14 months — (30 years later exactly - from
                when he was ordained Mary appeared
                as Our Lady of Light/Our Lady of Sorrows
                30 years later. 30 years after my brother
                was ordained — the corner fell off the old
                seminary on Lucia's birthday March 22, 1994

                When I went to the seminary
                    to see my brother — the whole
                    chapel with these rosary windows
                    where Mary appeared to me

                The whole chapel was packed with
                    seminarians singing vespers
                    which seemed like 1 1/2 hours to
                    me and I had to
                    stay awake — my dad really bumped
                    me if I fell asleep —

                30 years later when I was 48
                    the same age my mom died
                    Mary the Mother of God appeared to me

                How many seminarians now —
                One year when I sang in the Athenaeum
                    choral before I lost my voice
                    the Cincinnati diocese had one person
                    ordained.

                Why wouldn't Mary appear to me at the
                    old seminary with these
                    statistics —

                And the corner fell off on Lucia's birthday
                Why did people throw me out 3 times
                    when Mary appeared at the old
                    seminary 94/95 when there
                    are few or little priests
                    and religious now —

                And the birth of the Shepherds of Christ, my
                    core group came from the old seminary
                    August, 1994.

                Why have we only been able to start a
                    hand full of Cincinnati Prayer
                    Chapters in Cincinnati in 14 years —
                    when there are hardly no religious —
                    few priests and
                I am persecuted for delivering a message
                    to pray for priests and religious in that
                    diocese — because I said Mary
                    appeared to me at the old seminary
                    where most of the existing priests
                    came from —

                A message
                Some help for the shortage of priests
                Fr. Mike left Children's Hospital 3 years
                    ago — which is like a city and
                    no priest was available for services

                People see the shortage of priests —
                    they won't even begin a prayer
                    chapter praying for the priests —
                    the Church and the world

                Who wants these messages silenced
                    as we spread 5,800,000
                    Priestly Newsletter and about
                    300,000 books in 14 years

                And a billion prayer manuals praying
                    for the priests, the Church and the world

                Do you not believe that Mary would appear
                    to me daily at the old seminary where
                    the priests came from and
                    dwindled this much —

                So Mary appeared in Clearwater 7 1/2 years —
                    to deliver the message of the
                    prayer chapters — 17 years after I
                    have gotten messages and

                This is a message —
               
                Mary appeared to me at an old seminary
                    July 5, 1994 - September 5, 1995
                    and they tried to block me and
                    kicked me out 3 times

                After which 5,000,000 Priestly Newsletters
                    were circulated
                    billions of prayer manuals

                Why would somebody try to stop a
                    message from God —

                Because satan presses on them and their
                    imperfections to do it and
                    then finally - they fight amongst
                        themselves giving into satan and
                        are dissolved

                    While we still go on
                    This is God's plan for the renewal
                        of the Church and the world —

                    The Shepherds of Christ came mostly from
                        my messages and has survived 14 years

Genesis 22: 1-18

It happened some time later that God put Abraham to the test. ‘Abraham, Abraham!’ he called. ‘Here I am,’ he replied. God said, ‘Take your son, your only son, your beloved Isaac, and go to the land of Moriah, where you are to offer him as a burnt offering on one of the mountains which I shall point out to you.’ 

    Early next morning Abraham saddled his donkey and took with him two of his servants and his son Isaac. He chopped wood for the burnt offering and started on his journey to the place which God had indicated to him. On the third day Abraham looked up and saw the place in the distance. Then Abraham said to his servants, ‘Stay here with the donkey. The boy and I are going over there; we shall worship and then come back to you.’ 

    Abraham took the wood for the burnt offering, loaded it on Isaac, and carried in his own hands the fire and the knife. Then the two of them set out together. Isaac spoke to his father Abraham. ‘Father?’ he said. ‘Yes, my son,’ he replied. ‘Look,’ he said, ‘here are the fire and the wood, but where is the lamb for the burnt offering?’ Abraham replied, ‘My son, God himself will provide the lamb for the burnt offering.’ And the two of them went on together.

    When they arrived at the place which God had indicated to him, Abraham built an altar there, and arranged the wood. Then he bound his son and put him on the altar on top of the wood. Abraham stretched out his hand and took the knife to kill his son.

    But the angel of Yahweh called to him from heaven. ‘Abraham, Abraham!’ he said. ‘Here I am,’ he replied. ‘Do not raise your hand against the boy,’ the angel said. ‘Do not harm him, for now I know you fear God. You have not refused me your own beloved son.’ Then looking up, Abraham saw a ram caught by its horns in a bush. Abraham took the ram and offered it as a burnt offering in place of his son. Abraham called this place ‘Yahweh provides’, and hence the saying today: ‘On the mountain Yahweh provides.’ 

    The angel of Yahweh called Abraham a second time from heaven. ‘I swear by my own self, Yahweh declares, that because you have done this, because you have not refused me your own beloved son, I will shower blessings on you and make your descendants as numerous as the stars of heaven and the grains of sand on the seashore. Your descendants will gain possession of the gates of their enemies. All nations on earth will bless themselves by your descendants, because you have obeyed my command.’

                God tested Abraham
                Abraham took Isaac all the
                    way to the altar
                God gave Abraham descendants

                14 years circulating 5,800,000
                Priestly Newsletters all over the
                world and
                billions of prayer manuals all over
                    the earth with the message
                    of Our Lady of Fatima and
                    Fr. Carter and I got —
                    I should hide my messages —

                    my messages are now
                        17 years old

                God called people to help me —
                They became enemies to the plan —
                They are not doing the work with the institution
                    who fought us — The institution dissolved

                Mary appeared — so you would help me
                    and believe

                    as numerous as the stars in
                        the sky —

                Abraham didn't need
                    someone else interfering
                    with God's Plan for his own self glory

                This plan is set

                God said He is held back by
                    people who fight me and His plan —
                    He can move fast —
                    We try to block Him — we are
                    trying to slow up His
                    plan for our own self glory —
                    The Shepherds of Christ is not my plan —
                    It is God's plan
                        I obey Him

                    I am a messenger

                Our Lady of Clearwater was a messenger
                    for this plan — so people
                    would believe and answer the call

                I was a college Math teacher

                I left that behind - after
                    years of study to do
                    this

                    At 47 - I quit Xavier and UC to
                        write the Blue Books

                    I walked into the unknown with Jesus

                Do you know what tomorrow
                    holds

                    We can try to plan —
                    We really don't know
                        for certain
                    People are guessing —

                My son had at least four friends
                    die of cancer — they
                    were less than 23

                When we focus on ourselves
                    and what we want
                    His work isn't done —

                Servants and Handmaids are to
                    help me and obey —
                    this is the mission —

                We need to spread the writings —
                Tell people of the retreats

                I am fighting to deliver a message
                    by those wanting the
                    Movement for their plan —

                Prayers need to be translated
                Bishops contacted when Jesus says
                Orders sent

                A mind for what is happening
                    not selfish — promotion
                    arguing with me
                    snuffing out why Mary
                    appeared

                When we are fighting your plan —
                    we are blocking God's

                We are not praying for this mission
                Reading the messages/writings for
                    insight

                I am not in competition with men —
                    I am a messenger from God —
                    Don't silence the message
                        He wants to give
                    Satan tempts with fallacious
                        reasoning —

                You want an
                    addendum to His plan —
                    Marked "Me" and "My needs"
                                                  "My plan"

                I have been doing as He told me for
                    17 years

                We came from nothing

                There was no Shepherds of Christ

                Why do you think you should help Jesus now —
               
 

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