Given January 8, 2016

                Jesus: My way is the way of light, of unity, of forgiveness,
                of being responsible for wrongs done to others
                in unloving ways.

                    I call people to commitment in their vocation
                and those being called to a vocation put their
                hands in the hands of others. So the person
                who is a leader is to be growing in holiness
                to give a good example to those under them.
                They have a responsibility to God to be growing
                more and more in My image and likeness. I
                paid the price with My life to teach you
                about holiness. My Mother, the perfect handmaid
                of the Lord, showed you in love and perfection
                how to be. She loved, she gave, she loved the
                Father's will – she was sinless.

                    When you consecrate your hearts to Jesus
                and Mary – you give yourselves to Our Hearts,
                to be led, to walk in holiness, to live in love,
                to live in love according to the Father's will –
                to build for the souls, I died for,
                I laid down My life for the souls. I
                gave My all for the souls, I give Myself
                now to you in love in the Eucharist.
                I am the Good Shepherd, I laid down My
                life for the flock. Yes the man who is selfish
                doesn't give in love for the souls, he
                lives in anger, and darkness, jealousy,
                envy and pride and he gives less
                and less from his heart. He is of such
                a disposition he doesn't want to – give
                and take – with anybody. He can live his
                life building walls to be alone and
                the more he gives into jealousy, the more
                he begins to hate his brothers. A way of life
                can be a way in which a person lives
                in jealousy and envy and anger and
                pride – expecting others to make them happy –
                so they try to force others in relationships
                that are slavishly dependent and dark.
                They can be a person who does not give, but
                hurts others and expects others to go down
                to their darkness by unloving acts, but
                they use things as force to make others
                go to their way – they take what is dear
                to them, what they need to do God's will, survival
                things and then try to control what they need
                to force their ways –

                    holding out – a child can hold their
                breath at such an early age so parents
                don't put them to bed, to get their way
                they pout, when they become adults they
                can be very isolated – looking for a
                place to not change and continue their
                dark, childish ways.

                    I call leaders to lead in holy ways,
                a person has a responsibility with leadership
                to grow more and more as I showed them –
                to grow in love – to maintain order and
                structure – to love means to give for the
                good of the other – so they can grow to be
                holy – so the men together can work for
                the building of the Kingdom of God

                Trust is a big thing among dysfunction –
                the devil tempts the person to not work
                by trusting anyone and fear of
                abandonment keeps them trying to
                keep someone in a relationship that is
                dysfunctional and slavishly dependent.

                    I have called you to the light – Only in
                living in love with others are you raised
                up. A person that trusts and loves no
                one life long – has all kinds of ways
                they use to keep themselves that way.

                    They are not a leader to show
                people love. Who wants to come and
                be wrapped in a web of unloving
                ways from darkness.

                    Hell is total darkness, total isolation –
                you were created to be lifted up – to have
                new life – to learn to lay down your lives
                in the building of My Kingdom.

                    To lead others to the light – to work
                in unity and love in Our Two Hearts
                of Pure and Perfect Love.

                    A person who wears a title, a
                person who wears a habit and tells
                the world they are a person of Christ, the
                Spouse of Christ is to be a person
                living to be more and more like Me –
                Giving is where I laid down My life
                I love for the souls –

                I gave My all –

                I loved the souls to My death –
 

John 10: 11-15

I am the good shepherd:
the good shepherd lays down his life
   for his sheep.
The hired man,
   since he is not the shepherd
and the sheep do not belong to him,
abandons the sheep
as soon as he sees a wolf coming,
   and runs away,
and then the wolf attacks
   and scatters the sheep;
he runs away
   because he is only a hired man
and has no concern for the sheep.
I am the good shepherd;
I know my own
and my own know me,
just as the Father knows me
and I know the Father;
and I lay down my life for my sheep.

                Jesus: So when you die and stand before God –
                you are prepared in love, love of God,
                love of oneself, love of others to enter
                the Kingdom of Perfect love –

                Jesus taught you to pray:
                "Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven"

                Do you know a leader has a bigger and
                bigger responsibility to teach love and
                advance in My image and likeness?

                Being in the dark is like a blind man –
                    he is in the dark and can't see –
                day long – he can't see – and he has to
                make do in the darkness –

                    No man can call himself a Christian,
                Christ-like and live in the darkness
                of self-enclosure, bitterness, unforgiveness,
                envy, jealousy, remorse, despair,
                anger, pride, slothfulness.

                    Your role in life is to live to be
                Christ-like. Religious were called
                by Me to be My Spouse – that isn't
                a "Me and them" relationship – they become
                more selfish and call themselves leaders,
                wear a habit and fight with authority
                and disobey.

                    I called religious to be examples –
                live in holiness, be willing to die for
                the souls – love their brothers.

                    What a paradox – to live in
                darkness and call oneself a leader
                for Christ –

                I am the Good Shepherd –

                I died for My flock –

                I laid down My life for the souls –

 

Priestly Newsletter Book II - September/October 1997

Scriptural Reflections

In all this Mary offers an example. Selfishness was totally foreign to her. She did not belong to herself. She belonged to God. She was not closed in upon herself. She was completely open to God. When God spoke, she listened. When God pointed the way, she followed. She realized that life is not a process a person masters by carefully mapping out one's own self-conceived plans of conquest, but a mystery to be gradually experienced by being open to God's personal and loving guidance.

Selfishness, then, did not close Mary off from God's call. Neither did fear. God asked her to assume a tremendous responsibility. He asked her to be the Mother of Jesus. Mary did not engage in a process of false humility and say that such a great role was above her. She did not say that she did not have the proper qualifications for this awesome mission. Briefly, she did not waste time looking at herself, making pleas that she was not worthy, telling the angel he had better go look for someone else. No, Mary did not look at herself. Her gaze was absorbed in God. She fully realized that whatever God asked of her, His grace would accomplish. She fully realized that although she herself had to cooperate, this work was much more God's than hers.

Mary's words, then, truly sum up what is the authentic Christian response at any point of life, in any kind of situation: "I am the handmaid of the Lord," said Mary, "let what you have said be done to me".

                Jesus: Living 50 years perfecting darkness is
                not being likened to Christ.

               The Church, the world and the individual
                    Christian are to live in the light –
                    to live to be witnesses to the light
                    themselves –

                    A person that has made relationships
                slavishly dependent by force is
                walking in darkness –

                    To grow in virtue one must ask the
                Holy Spirit to possess their hearts and souls –
                They are men of love – so the Holy Spirit can
                come and work in them – work in the
                gifts – bring light to their soul –

                    A man closed down in envy and jealousy
                pride and anger is walking in darkness –
                is usually unaccountable for their
                deeds done to others and in pride listens
                to satan telling them they are above –
                others are down.

                    When I give a grace to a soul, how
                do you reach a soul that chooses
                envy, jealousy, darkness, pride
                life long. Satan is at work in the
                hearts of darkness – A man of pride
                doesn't tell himself the truth about
                his pride –

                It is the Garden again –

                The Shepherds of Christ was given by God the Father –
                where men are to consecrate their hearts
                and lives to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart
                to dwell in the pure and holy Hearts of
                Mary and My Heart and to live
                a life of love.

                Be witnesses to the Word of God
                Be witnesses to the Christ-life within them –

                It is to be built in structure and order –
                where the might behind the women and
                men is to be the Might of God –
                the Holy Spirit moving in light in the hearts –
                renewing the face of the earth –

                It is to be exemplary of the holiness
                    of Mary so I called Servants and
                    Handmaids of the Good Shepherd –
                    Where the love for My Movement
                    was to be where men – laid
                    down their lives in love – teaching love
                    and My way to others – bringing
                    new and vibrant life and light to
                    others.

                    I am the Good Shepherd, I laid
                down My life for My flock. The
                Holy Spirit brings the fire of God's love –
                operating in the gifts of wisdom,
                counsel, fear of the Lord, understanding
                bring unity and love to all men –

                    When you are called to leadership you
                are responsible for bad example and
                trying to force darkness on others –

                    To those much has been given,
                much will be expected – hurting
                others in unloving ways is from
                satan – using My gifts for darkness
                will be seen in how My souls I
                died for suffered –

                I am the Light of the World –

                    A man walking for Christ – walks
                in the light and he is not living
                in darkness, control, anger,
                jealousy, envy, pride –

                    How dark is your dark when
                you have used 365 days to live
                the deadly sins over years and
                years and years.

                    Hell is total isolation and
                darkness –

                What is a worse shame is a man
                sins and then denies it –

                I am a God of Mercy –

                I have called you to be holy –
                to confess your sins with a firm
                purpose of amendment, to turn
                away from those sins and to
                make reparation for your sins –

                This is My rule – The man of darkness
                that gives the example to others, before
                others and calls themselves a leader
                for Christ is hurting the souls –
                I laid down My life for –

                I came
                I gave
                I built –
                I was bloodied
                I died for My precious souls –

                You will be sorry when you continue
                    to call yourself a Christian leader
                    and lead men in your dark ways –

                I am Jesus –

                I have called you to obedience to My
                    way, the will of My Heavenly
                    Father and to love –

                I have called you to make Me
                    the King and Center of your
                    hearts in Consecration –

                Don't be a hypocrite and
                    use Christianity for your
                    pompous pride before men –

                My way is purity –

                So shall you sow – so shall you reap

                Consecration to Our Two Hearts means
                    a life of purity –
                    of dying to your ways unlike
                    Christ and rising to new life
                    in Me –