January 8, 2008

Mary Queen of the Universe 

                    If we really realized how close Jesus and Mary
                are to us we would not be afraid. What are
                we afraid of any way if we are doing everything
                we can for Jesus and trying to obey God and the
                Church.

                    A man had trouble with relationships, but he would
                not really get close and open up to others and not be selfish.

                    Fr. Carter gave this definition of love -

Love is the gift of self to promote the true good of those loved.
He states the reception of love is the receiving of the gift of the other,
so my good will be promoted. 

                    In the world today — the devil has pressed down.
                Some people are in relationships for their own self
                interest and wonder why it doesn't work out. In one
                of Fr. Carter's books he said — people who were asked
                why they marry were quoted as saying —

                    "I married to get love"

                    Fr. Carter said — could this be a reason for high divorce
                rates — when people marry to get love and not
                give love.

                    Persons never feeling loved by others — may constantly
                be trying to get approval to heal their hurt and be
                prideful at the same time they are seeking approval.
                When a person is little the parents should give
                the child love and tell them how important they are —
                Little children know immediately after birth —
                love by how parents handle them —
                are they cold and don't know it — are they rigid —
                selfish — these lessons about love can wound
                a little baby and can teach them how to love or
                not trust and be cold — be selfish etc. —

                    Little children come and they are listening —
                putting things together — they grew in their mother's
                womb — small and warm — they can experience things
                there — hear noise etc. and then they are thrown
                in the big world — Mom and dad are to focus on the
                new baby, teach them love — what if mom and dad soon
                get a divorce, what if they weren't married, what
                about the child that is in a very healthy loving
                marriage, nursed by mom, held a lot, taken care
                of to feel safe and such a blessing.

                    We come into the world and when we are longing
                to feel safe and have our needs met as an infant there
                can be lots of love — lots of anger — selfishness —
                divorce.

                    No matter who our first teachers of love were —
                we got really strong lessons from imperfect people —
                Babies are cute and we can smile when we see them
                Toddlers can light up the room

                    "You did it grandma"

                Being hurt can have wounds.

                People may have given in love and been betrayed like
                    Judas betrayed Jesus — Brutus betrayed Caesar

                Wounds from people who are hurt can be nasty
                    in intimate relationships —

                What happens when you have a big wound on
                    your knee — gaping and a person comes and
                    accidentally some hard object pierces it further —

                    People with wounds need the Blue Books — the
                Mighty Medicine — we may have been taught by
                imperfect others, but God in His letters of love
                (especially Blue Book IV and V) tells us of His abundant
                love for us — God is love — God is perfect —

                We have imperfect parents
                We are tainted ourselves

                Jesus gives to us His letters of love, but we must
                give ourselves to Him —

                    Mary kept saying January 5, 2008 let go of fear —
                to know God's love we must have faith
                to know God's love we must trust God

                God can heal the wounded soul

                To go to others and always be wanting them to satisfy
                    us — and mad because we have wounds
                    they did not do it —
                    Does not get to the root of our problem
                    We may have generations of anger — past down
                    by angry parents and

                When somebody gives us love —
                    we want more
                    we want healing
                    we won't let go
                    we try to get another to fill us
                        and only God satisfies us

                Reaching in a cookie jar —
                    all day can make us heavy —

                Going to the tabernacle fills us with
                    God's grace — He outpours His
                    life to us

                Song: God's Love  

                God created us to love Him —

                We are to be faithful to our relationship
                    with God — seeking always God's
                    vision

                A dog which is bloody and hit in the road, pushes
                    people away

                A man with unfinished business and wounds
                    needs to be healed by God's grace —

                    Some people have never had intimate
                        relationships their whole life because
                        all they did was try to get others to
                        selfishly serve them and heal
                        their wounds

                Then when they hurt others, they deny how
                    they need to learn to love and blame
                    the other for their own stone, not spontaneous
                    heart.

                We were created to love God and one another —

                Heaven is love
                Heaven is living in union in the Father's vision
                    in love.

                Our life here is in preparation for this —

                To hide our inability to share and be selfless —
                    to lie to ourselves about the truth —
                    to make others suffer and say "I don't
                    remember" is not taking responsibility
                    for sins when we are angry and say "ugly"
                    "hurtful" things to others.
                    We are to help make reparation for our sin.

                To be single and say — I am right and not
                    be able to relate with others intimately —
                    in spontaneous laughter and social
                    things — is a life of misery —

                It is going against what God wants

                God wants us to be empowered in our vision
                    of helping Him — loving — going out —
                    loving God and others

                The devil wants us to see ourselves as a victim —
                    inside —
                    hurt —
                    babies pout

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                The devil always attacks authority —

                If men went to war and there was no plan — no head —
                    no strategy — the men would soon die —
                    because everyone would try to be a
                    chief — with no authority —

                The devil wants to torpedo authority —

                In that he can attack and
                    tear things apart

                Look at the Marian groups that folded —
                    They set out to help the world —
                    The devil presses on authority to disengage it.

                    The devil presses on others to act
                        in disobedience, pride, jealousy,
                        envy, seeking power for the sake
                        of power and soon —

                It is craziness
                    set in motion by the devil
                    to divide
                    to stop
                    Good and holy people
                    Good and holy work

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                The devil works to divide families
                    children, schools,
                    husbands and wives

                Consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary

                The Eucharist is the Medicine of Immortality

                The Rosary 

 

GOD’S BLUE BOOKS COMMENTS 

Here are some comments from over “a half a million” people who have received the Blue Books. Many have called the “Shepherds of Christ Ministries” to thank us for the Blue Books and to tell us how they have been touched and how their lives have been changed by reading God’s Blue Books! 

From Rita Ring

 Discerned by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S. J. - Founder 

 

1)  Monroe - MI

     To read the Blue Books is what I need. Jesus’ words of love make me feel so good!

2)  Niles - IL

     They are so beautiful and I am so happy in becoming more united to Jesus! These books are so powerful! And I want everyone to have them! I will buy many of the Blue Books and give them out!

3)  Salem - OR

     The Blue Book has helped me immensely and I want to thank the Shepherds of Christ for these great books!

4)  Inglewood - FL

      I love the Blue Books! I feel so comforted and full of hope! These books are worthy to give thanks for.

5)  Montrose - MI

     I love the Blue Books and they have helped me a lot!

6)  Steubenville - OH

     These books are just so beautiful and so comforting. I will give one to each of my friends!

7)  Coral Springs - FL

      I was in church begging Jesus to speak to me! Then, came a lady and gave me a Blue Book and I opened it at a page and it said exactly what I needed to hear! Jesus truly speaks to me in the Blue Books!

8)  Forth Worth - TX

      I got a Blue Book from my sister and I put it on the shelf without opening it, but for some reason I could not get that book out of my mind until I opened it and, all I can say is that; the words were very powerful and I felt in my heart that Jesus was speaking to me!

9)  Pittsburgh - PA

      I love the Blue Books and I live by them! My life has changed! I am so happy! This is all I can say!

10)  Midland - TX

       I love the Blue Books! I can feel in my heart that Jesus is speaking to Me! They brought me back to church after 5 years!

11)  Denver - CO

       I love the Blue Books! I will spread the good news to all I meet!

12)  Orange Park - FL

       The messages are so beautiful! I would never stop reading them!

13)  Niles - IL

        I love the Blue Book so much that I can no longer live without it!

14)  Chicago - IL

       This is what I need! I want to grow spiritually and get closer to God! I open it all the time, it lifts me up and gives me  the answers I need! I will help many people to have these books!

15)  South Paris - ME

       This is what I need! Nobody loves us as God does! These love letters are real joy and happiness! That is what I need in my life! I am so touched by these books…I have no words to express myself…

16)  Delray Beach - FL

        I will promote the Blue Books and help others to grow in their relationship with God!

17)  Maryville - TN

       All my family use the Blue Books and I have given them to many people! The Blue Books are a gift from God! I make sure, I tell everyone about them! I carry the book with me wherever I go! I love to meditate in what Jesus tells me!

18)  Sarasota - FL

Jesus' love letters have changed my life! I just love them!

19)  Mesa - AZ

I found a Blue Book in the adoration chapel. I love it! It changed my life!

20)   Rockville - NY

        I find my answers in the Blue Books and I will share this great gift with others!

21)   Bronx - NY

        I have no words to express how the Blue Books has helped me! I am feeling much better now!

22)  Tampa - FL

        My friend was reading the Blue Book and said that Jesus was speaking to her! All right I said and laughing I added; Jesus will talk to me too and He did! I could not contain my emotion, for Jesus spoke to me exactly of what I was joking about! YES! Jesus really speaks to us in the Blue Books!

23)  Staten Island - NY

        I live by the Blue Books! Jesus tells me what I need to know! I love it!

24)  Chaparral - NM

       One day I was organizing my books and I found a Blue Book and I don’t know where it came from! I opened the book and I was touched1 I use the book all the time ever since!

25)  Denver - CO

        Jesus called me back to church in His Blue Books! I have been away for several years! Now I know God loves me! He is guiding and directing me…How blessed I am!

26)  Saucier - MS

        I use the Blue Books all day long and I love it!

27)  Kendall Park - NJ

        The Blue Books are so powerful! I can’t live without them! I am buying 2 boxes to give out and I know everybody will love it!

28)  Hollywood - CA

        His love is so intense! I am so happy to know God loves me so much! I want all to know how precious everyone is to God! The Blue Books tell me what I need to know!

29)  Atlanta - GA

       The Blue Books have helped me greatly and all my family! It is a treasure!

30)  Detroit - MI

        I went on your web site and I found the Blue Books! Thanks to God!

31)   St. Mary’s - PA

        I lost my Blue Book! I am so anguished! Please send me the book as soon as you can! I need these words!

32)  Exeter - PA

        I feel like giving the Blue Books to the youth! They are searching for something to satisfy their hunger!

33)  Whippany - NJ

        I gave a Blue Book to a friend four years ago and she paid no heed. She opened recently and it changed her life! It opened her eyes to see that God really speaks to us in the Blue Books!

34)  Cincinnati - OH

       I grew in relationship with God since I began to read the Blue Books! God is becoming more and more personal to me! I love it and I want all to know about it! I just can’t keep secret of such joy! Thank you Jesus!

35)  San Antonio - TX

        We have a great supply of books at our house! Since we have the Blue Books we dropped all the rest! We don’t want to read anything else! We are so happy to have the Blue Books and to follow Jesus' directions!

36)  West Chester - OH

        I find the answers in the Blue Books! I love it! I now spend an hour with Jesus everyday! I want to have this love relationship with God!

37)  Columbus - OH

        All my life I have searched for answers and now I find them in the Blue Books! They have helped me so much!

38)  Rochester - MA

        I borrowed my friend's Blue Books just out of curiosity! I learned that God is truly speaking to us in these messages! It touched me! I can no longer live without the book!

39)  Jackson - TN

        I saw a lady with the Blue Book and I had no peace until I went to talk to her. She gave me your toll free phone number! I know I need this book! Please send it to me as soon as possible!

40)  Framington - MA

       I am a priest. Please send me 2 sets of the Blue Books to put in my Adoration Chapel!

41)  Jacksonville - FL

       I have three youth children and they say that Jesus speaks in the Blue Books! They want to have all the books. They go to their friends house and read the Blue Books and they love them!

42)  Los Angeles - CA

        My friend was away from the Catholic faith but now, all she wants is to be with Jesus before the Blessed Sacrament! She is in great love with Jesus through the Blue Books!

43)  Missouri City - TX

       I open the Blue Book and Jesus said to me: “Come to Me my little one, be with me in silence. I have all you ever need”. This message touched me so much and opened my eyes to see that I have been too busy with other things. Now I know that Jesus wants me to take time to be with Him and to love Him in return!

44)  Des Moines - IA

       I gave a Blue Book to the priest at my parish and he begun to spend an hour with Jesus every day!

45)  Khartoun - SUDAN

        I am a priest and a nun friend of mine told me about the wonders of the Blue Books, please send me all the volumes!

46)  Pittsburgh - PA

         I saw a lady reading a book and she never took her eyes off of it and, when I finally could read the cover of it, I read “God’s Blue Book”. From there I went to see the doctor and when I walked into his office, there was the Blue Book! I opened it and what I read was so beautiful and I could not take my eyes off the book either then, I could understand why the lady was so focused on what she was reading.

47)  West Indies

         The Blue Books are working wonders in my life! Please send my order out soon! I will share the books with all my friends!

 48)  Boston - MA

        I went to confession and the priest gave me a Blue Book! He said that the book would help me! The book has helped me so much! I feel I am a new person! Thank you Jesus!

49)  New York - NY

        God led my hand in the adoration chapel and I picked up the Blue Book! I am so blessed to have opened it, now I can order my own!

50)  Orland Park - IL

        I found a Blue Book in the church and I love it! Please send me all the other volumes!

51)  England

         I found the Blue Books on the internet and I would like to purchase all the volumes for myself and also some for my friends to whom I already told about the Blue Books!

 52)  Broomall - PA

        The Blue Books are wonderful! They make me feel so loved and so special to God!

53)  Jacksonville - FL

        The Blue Book brought me to life in Him. Jesus is in my heart and I totally rely and depend on Jesus for everything! I would never stop thanking your Ministry for the Blue Books! Please let me know when the next volume will be published!

54)   Nyika - Zimbabwe

          I am a priest! Please send me your Blue Books! I have heard so much about them!

55)   Gary - SD

         A friend of mine showed me the Blue Book and I read a sentence! It was the exact answer I was waiting for!

56)  Grand Rapids - MI

        The Blue Book VI is so powerful! My husband and I have grown so much in our spiritual life by using the rosary meditations from that book! Thank you Shepherds of Christ!

57)  Ghana - West Africa

        I am a priest and I thank God for providing us the Blue Books through your ministry! May God continue to bless all your wonderful works!

58)  New Zealand

        I am spreading the Blue Books in my Country! They have made my life much better!

59)  Smithfield - NC

        I had a Blue Book sitting on the shelf for a couple of years and suddenly my children began to use it and leave it everywhere in the house! Wherever I went or was looking for something, there was that Blue Book! It was like the book was following me around! So, I finally decided to open it today and the message I got was so important to me and it made me cry…my life has changed the last minutes!

60)  Morgan City - LA

        I was in the chapel and a lady had a Blue Book and was reading it! I knew I had to have that book! That is why I am calling you today!

61)  Mobile - AL

        I had my Blue Book since 1999 and I use it all the time! It is a treasure! I want to order some to give out!

62)  North Haven - CT

       I would like to have my own copy of the Blue Book! Sometimes it is not available at the chapel when I want it! This book is so great!

63)  Chicago - IL

       I know the Blue Books are very powerful! Please send them to me! I know I need to have them!

64)  Moville - IA

       I love the Blue Books and the people to whom I give them love them too! My daughter was pregnant and she wanted to have an abortion! After she used the Blue Books a few times she changed her mind and did not have the abortion!

65)  Corwith - IA

       I got a Blue Book from a priest and I just love it! Jesus really speaks to me in that book and I want to give some out to my friend and to the priest who gave his own book to me!!

66)  Spring Ballew - CA

       A friend of mine gave me a Blue Book and I love it! It is so comforting to me to know that God loves me and is always with me!

67)  Miramar - FL

       My daughter and I found a Blue Book in the adoration chapel and we love it! We took it home with us and we would not return it until we would have our own!

68)  Fairborn - OH

       I found a Blue Book in the adoration chapel and I love it! I want my own and I want to follow what Jesus is teaching in it!

69)  Atlanta - GA

       I love the Blue Books and I know Jesus is really speaking to me in them!

70)  Whippany - NJ

        I gave a Blue Book to a friend whose family was all divided and there was so much sufferings! She opened the Blue Book and she kept getting the same message every time she opened it! The Divine Mercy! She began to pray that prayer and things began to change and from there on she always looks for her answers in the Blue Books!

71)  Glastonbury - CT

         A friend of mine gave me a Blue Book and I use it all day long. I cry of joy because I know Jesus is speaking to me! Jesus’ love letters changed my life and my heart! My heart is on fire for love of Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament! I am so grateful and I will thank Jesus forever for the Blue Books! I am giving them out. I want all to have these books!

72)  Kendall Park - NJ

       I give out the Blue Books and I have the permission of two priests to put the Blue Books in the churches so people can help themselves. Please send me two more boxes of books, volume IV and V. I will help you “Shepherds of Christ” until you have done what God wants you to do!

73)  Holyoke - MA

       I am Sister ______ and I got two Blue Books from a friend! Oh! How good is God to us! These books are so beautiful! I will share them with all the other 75 nuns and we will be ordering more, I am sure! Thank you Shepherds of Christ!

74)  Plainfield - NY

       I got a Blue Book from a friend and I love it! I believe if everyone would live by these messages, they would change their lives and their hearts!

75)  Boston - MA

       I got a Blue Book from a friend and I love it! I have my own ministry but, the Blue Books are what the world needs, really!! They are the food for the hungry souls on this earth!

76)  Maywood - NJ

       I went to my daughter’s house and I found a Blue Book there on the table. I opened it and I was deeply touched! Please send me all the volumes!

77)  Ft. Walton Beach - FL

       I need to order more books for they go fast, just like hot cakes! I believe in the Blue Books and so does everyone else who opens them! It is amazing! God is so good to us! Thank you Rita for the Blue Books and for being God’s messenger!

78)  Brazil

       I gave a Blue Book to a friend of mine who was the most bitter person I ever met! She was snarley, angry and had no respect for anyone! She had no friends and nobody wanted to be around her either! She was a smart person and knew eight languages but, did not work at any place for a long time until I gave her a Blue Book and she began to change overnight! Today she is a new person and is successful in many ways!

79) 

    My daughter and I love the Blue Books! We let Jesus guide and direct us on our ways! We totally depend on Him! Now my daughter needs another Blue Book to send to her boyfriend in Maryland! He needs it!

80)  Belgium

       I am a priest. Please send me the Blue Books! I am looking forward to have them! May Our Heavenly Mother protect you and all your work!

81)  Middleburg - FL

       I love to read the Blue Book when I go to the Adoration Chapel! It is so great! Now, my mother passed away a few days ago and I decided to go through her stuff and I found a Blue Book! What Joy to know my mother also used the Blue Books! I am calling today to order 30 books and give them to my family as a Christmas present!

82)  Sylmar - CA

       My wife and I love the Blue Books! A friend of mine borrowed one from us but he never gave it back! So now, I would like to order that same volume so we have all of them!

83)  Romania

       I heard about the Blue Books and I want to order them! I heard the Blue Books are awesome! I will spread it all over my Country! God Bless you!

84)  Shelton - CT

       I got your phone number from a Blue Book I found in the Adoration Chapel! I am on fire with love of Jesus and His love letters! God is so good to us! What love He has for us! I did not know that God loved me so much until I opened the Blue Books! Thank You Jesus!

85)  Canada

       I used the Blue Books since 1999 and I love them! I am having some health problems and the Blue Books are helping me greatly! When I am having a difficult time, the Blue Book comes to my mind as a mighty medicine and I always read what I need to hear! Thank You Jesus!

86)  Springfield - NJ

       I give out many of the Blue Books! The other day I was at my church and a priest from India was there and I opened the book and I read; Jesus speaks “Give My Blue books to the priests” and so I did and the priest was so happy with it!

87)  Chicago - IL

       I got the Blue Book a long time ago! I study it I read the messages over and over again! My heart burns for the desire of spreading these Blue Books! I want all people to know these powerful and beautiful love letters! They need to get to all God’s children!

88)  St. Mary’s - PA

       I gave the Blue Books to the priest at our parish! He loves them and has the books with him all the time and underlines many parts of the books!

89)  Kansas City - MO

       I have a book store and would like to know if you have a special price for bookstores, for I would like to order several boxes. I have heard wonders about this book and that everyone loves them!

90)  Wethersfield - CT

       My husband and I read the Blue Books at the Adoration chapel and they have been so helpful to us! We would like to have our own books from here on! Please send us all the volumes!

91)  Woodstock - GA

       I have the Blue Books for many years and would like to order a new set because mine are falling apart for I use them all the time! I love them! I don’t want to live without them! Thank you Shepherds of Christ!

92)  New York - NY

       Thank you for sending me the Blue Book! I am old and have no money to pay for it! I was so sad someone took my Blue Book and thanks to your generosity I have a new one now! Thank you Shepherds of Christ!

93)  Hot Springs - SD

       I am a priest and I would like to have your Blue Books! Could you please send me all the volumes you have, I will send you the payment.

94)  Stow - OH

       I am a father of 8 children and we all love the Blue Books but we need some more to make everybody happy!

95)  Antioch - TN

      I got a Blue Book from a lady and I just love it! The messages are so beautiful! Please send me all the volumes you have!

96)  Santa Maria - CA

       I received a Blue Book from Rita days ago! I am reading it! I love it! Please send me 5 more so I can give them to some of my friends!

97)  Clearwater - FL

       I was in the chapel searching for an answer for a long time then, I opened a book and there was the answer! Oh my God! That book talks to me! I looked at the cover and it said; God’s Blue Book! I took it home with me and wanted to find out where I could get that book! Then, I found you! “Shepherds of Christ Ministries” Thank you all! 

98)  Norwood - OH

       I called you a few weeks ago and I bought a Blue Book. Today I am calling to thank you, for the Blue Book took me back to church! I now realize that Jesus is waiting for us to come to Him. He is really speaking to us in His Blue Books!

99)  Middlesex - NJ

        I was at church this morning and I saw a lady with the Blue Book. I went to her and asked her about the book and the lady with great emotion told that the Blue Book has changed her life and that Jesus wants us to open the book all day long at any page and He gives us our answers! So, I opened the book and I was touched and I would like to order all the volumes and I will promote them to all the people I meet!

100) Dayton - OH

       I am a 78 year old man and I have given out many Blue Books! All people need these books, they are very powerful. I will help to spread these books as long as I can afford it!

  

THE CALLS WE HAVE RECEIVED ABOUT THE BLUE BOOKS ARE ENDLESS. THESE ARE JUST A FEW COMMENTS WE ARE SHARING WITH YOU, FOR YOU TO KNOW THAT THE BLUE BOOKS ARE A GIFT FROM GOD!

    

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I Love You

(Letter for Front of B.B. II)
April 13, 1994

Jesus: How, child, do I, Jesus, tell you I love you? You hold on to silly things, when God is in your midst and is ardently loving you. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I am writing to each precious child this day. I am on fire for love of you. I remain in the Eucharist to be with you with My ardent love. I did not want to leave My beloved ones at the Last Supper. I love you so, My dear and ardently loved children. I remain with you this day in the Blessed Sacrament, the same Jesus Who died a brutal death on the cross.

Do you know I am truly present there? Do you know that God waits every day for you in the tabernacle? Do you comprehend even a minute amount of My love? You will never on earth know how I love you.

I, Jesus, truly the Son of God, came to earth a man and suffered a brutal death for love of you. I love you so much! I remain with you this day. I long for your love. I want you to come and be with Me in front of the tabernacle. I wait, I yearn for you to come and whisper your love to Me. I am a Person and I love you this day with such an ardent, on-fire love. No human could ever compare a speck to My love for you.

I wait, little ones, in the tabernacle. I wait for you to come and receive Me in Communion. I want you to want Me so much that you cannot wait to come and receive Me. I want to be the love, the Center of your life!

I am Jesus. I am the Son of God. I am writing to you this day. I want to possess your very soul and live in you. I have all you need, sweet ones. Oh, you are so blind! I long for your union with Me. I wrote the book on love. I instituted it, yet you go to the world for your love and do not even come to Me! Oh, I love you, little ones. Little ones, beloved of the Father, loved by the Holy Spirit, mothered by My very own mother, what more can I say? The rest is up to you!

I give you your will with such love and I want your love, freely given. I am God. What do you think you could ever need that I do not give you? I am the Savior of this world. I am Jesus, the Son of God. I am waiting for you. I am longing for you. I am yearning for you. I am God. I have all you ever will need!

Surrender this life to Me. Pray My prayer for union with Me. I want to possess your soul and operate from your very being. I am Jesus. I am the Son of God. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I am Who am. I died and rose on the third day.

Harken to My call, harken to My pleading. Spend your days in love with Me. Nothing matters unless it is rooted in Me and rooted in My love. I am the Son of God. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I love you with the tenderest love. I am waiting this day for you, My beloved one. Come to Me for I am the tenderest of all hearts. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

end of April 13, 1994

 

 

The Way Of The Cross Is The Way To My Heart

September 26, 1993

Jesus: Little child, you are so precious to Me. I hate to see you suffer. Offer it up to Me. Accept your cross and it will make you holy. I know you strive to be holy. Share in My Passion. Walk with Me, little one. The Way of the Cross is the way to My heart. It is a beautiful way. It brings you to Me. I wait with open arms to caress you, little beauty.

I love you. I am the prize for your suffering. Nothing is so valuable. Accept your cross that you may gain the golden reward, My love.

I am your Jesus. I never leave you. I share your sorrow and wipe the tears from your eyes. Lay you little head on My lap. The road is rocky but the reward is a reward, indeed. I am clothed in white and embrace you. I give you rest. I love you so much. Think of Me, sweet one. Don't think of your problems.

I love you.

end of September 26, 1993

     

  

Come, Be Alone With Me

October 2, 1993

Jesus: I am the Good Shepherd. I know Mine and Mine know Me. I know the inner workings of the heart and your desire to be alone with Me. Forget everybody else. Just let Me talk to you now. I am truly here, just you and Me. I am your precious Savior, even in distraction. Find My peace. Feel My warmth by your side. Let go of every problem, every distraction. See Me looking at you, My eyes gentle, My smile very slight, loving you in My gaze. All else is fuzzy around you. I am with you-you and Me alone. I am standing in front of you, My hands outstretched, dressed in white. You feel My peace surround you. Warmth. It is as if smoke surrounds us and we are encased in this screen of smoke, all by ourselves.

Feel My power radiating to you. You are engulfed in peace. The world could stop and you wouldn't know and you wouldn't care. I am all you need. Your heart stops beating except for My presence. We are so close. There is such peace there that you never want to leave or care about anything else. I am the Lord, your God. I am your all. I am with you and you are filled by Me. It is such a fullness. The light and warmth that surround us are nothing you could describe. Power-waves of power in the air almost like a magnet-nothing else matters. This is how it is in your life. All is insignificant except in Me. You can be with Me in a crowd. You can block out all things around you and feel My presence. This is what you must learn to do-be alone with Me in a crowd. I am all that matters. Anywhere you are, all people, places and things are insignificant if not seen in Me.

Through the day you must have these moments alone with Me. Come and sit with Me now. I am standing in front of you or I can be sitting with you, but think of us all alone, Me clothed in white, a smoke screen about us. My arms are open and I embrace you and you feel engulfed by My love. You are filled with such peace when you come to sit here alone with Me. See this picture. Feel the pull to Me in your heart-a flutter, a magnetism to be drawn to Me. I am all you need. Nothing else is important. I fill you so you will radiate My love to your brothers. I call you to this place with Me that you are filled to do My work. Come alone and be with Me. I wait with open arms at any time to be with you! It pleases Me so for you to stop and sit with Me, even in a crowd. At work, anywhere you are, come and sit with Me and I will give you My peace and love and your day will start anew. You are refreshed and sent on My mission with My love in your heart. I am the Good Shepherd. I know Mine and Mine know Me. I bid you come and sup with Me. I love you, little one. I am your Jesus. I love you.

end of October 2, 1993

      

 

Try To Be Saints, My Children

December 12, 1993 2:40a.m.

Jesus: I love you very much. I am glad to be with you. I am the way, the truth, the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me and the gift I give you is My life.

R. Oh, Jesus, help me do Your will. I love You, God. You are so great. Alleluia. Praise You, Father, Son and Holy Ghost. Praise Your Name forever!

Jesus: Whom are you running from? Where are you going? I am He Who powers you like a power boat. I pass you in the night in your busy lives. Most are too busy to come to Me. I lament their busy lives. If they only knew the whole picture, but I give you a free will. What men do with that freedom! I could at any second snatch it back and then they would know they better mend their ways! What good is love if it is not freely given. I give that you might have life. And the life I give you is My Son.

R. Praised be Father, Son and Holy Ghost!

Jesus: I come to you and you are made whole. How do you separate Me from the Father? We are there as one. You want us each in a neat little package. There isn't a neat little package. We are three in one and you cannot comprehend this! When I act, the Father and Holy Spirit act with Me because We are all God. We all love you this intently. We all loved you intently when I died on the cross. The Father gave you His only Son out of love for you. I, Jesus, died a brutal death. The Holy Spirit was there. We are all God. How do you separate Us? You might try to, but We are not separate. We are one in the same God, Father, Son and Holy Ghost. It is not clear, My little one, because you cannot understand this now.

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I am here with you in the bathroom of this motel, you ask? Yes, if you write here, because your children are asleep in the next room, I come in the bathroom. That is why every place is sacred, for I come to you where you are. Don't go to places that are not holy because I go with you. You carry Me in your hearts. If you do not belong where people are sinning, do not go for you carry Me in your hearts. You should remain holy at every instant. You do not get a night or afternoon off to indulge. You are to remain holy always in Me, as My little saints. Try to be saints, My children. In honoring Me, you too can become My saints. It is you who say no to sainthood. I want to call each of you to this special order. How do you commit yourself? Just this much, then the world takes over. Commit your whole heart to Me. Be attentive every moment. I am with you all at every moment and I talk to you. You don't listen. You say, "Oh, He wouldn't be talking to Me." Yes, I am. You are the one who remains at arm's length. You are the one who opens your heart just this much and then holds on to the world this much. Surrender. Let Me in to do My work in you! I will turn you into My saints. You are all chosen by Me for this mission. You say no and turn away and back to your world. I call and you give this much, like a measuring stick. You say, "This much, Lord" and then that is all. Then you run back to the world. Your world is a dry, barren desert. It is out for itself. It does not give freely. It gives to you and expects an exchange of equal value for what it gives. The world is stingy. It does not give out of love. Men in the world love you with hearts likened to Mine, but the world as a whole holds back and does not give when I ask. Most want an even exchange for all they give. Their hearts are hard and guarded and many have big brick walls around their hearts to guard against a thief trying to steal their love. They hold their hearts as an armed guard watches a bank at night. Love is not love unless you give it away. To guard your heart is to guard your love and who wants love that is guarded and doled out like money at the bank.

Guard your heart against those who seek honest pay for a little love given. A true lover gives and never expects anything in return. A true lover is one who does not demand his way, but gives for love of the other. A true lover is a person who, for the sake of the other, lays down his life for his friend. I am that lover. My heart is never guarded. It is radiant and on fire for love of you. I give and I do not ask a price for My love. I give freely, 24 hours a day. I am attentive to you and ready for your call. I love everyone this much! I love all, even in their sin! I am loving them this much even in their darkest sin! I never measure your love and then decide to love this much in return. I, God, love you as you are. I love you any way. I forgive you for any sin you have committed. I love you in good times and in bad. In your deepest sin, I am there, still loving you. I hate your sin but I love you. You are a creation of My Father. You are a temple for Me to dwell in. It is you who have moved from Me, not I Who moves from you.

My love is unconditional. It is always there! My heart is real and I blush for love of you. If you see Me this way you know the true Jesus. I watch you and I radiate love from My beautiful heart. I am all powerful and I am ablaze for love of you. Do you believe Me, My little girl? You should look at My picture. See Me in My brightness loving you with this power. If you realized My intense love for you it would knock you off your feet. How do I make you understand? Come to Me, My babies. I wait for you day and night. My love is always there in your deepest need. I am available to wrap you in this love. It is you who stay away when you most need Me.

I am here. You are not. The devil tells you God wants you away when you are troubled and in sin and it is then I am calling your name the loudest. Come to Me all who labor and are heavily burdened and I will give you rest. Not as the world gives it, but as only I can give it!

I write all these letters and then the devil says, "You never had any real love" and you believe him? Oh, if I could only make you know! I watch you with such love, little one. It is you who say you aren't enough and I think you are beautiful. I love you, just as you are, flaws and all. Like a mother who loves her children even when they are being good or have been naughty. A parent sees their beauty and still loves them. I see your beauty. I see you as the Father's creation. I see the good you do. I see you as a little child and not always obedient and without sin, but you I love anyway. I think you are cute and I love you.

Oh, dear little girl, how I love you. Don't ever think again that no one has loved you as you want. I have loved you to My death. I am waiting with My arms open wide to embrace you. It is you who do not feel and do not believe. Believe Me, I love you in a way no earthly person could ever do! I am God and I am mighty. I have made you and the most powerful thing you can think of on your earth. I am loving you with this power. It is no less the same power I have to make all things on the earth and all the people in it. I am this keen with My love. Power. Love. Open up, child. Feel it. It is you who shut down and then cry, "Nobody loves me." You do not know My love or you would never cry for love again. I pour out My love and then you overflow to others. Be open. Ask for My help to open your guarded hearts. Let My love pour into you, especially in the Eucharist. Oh, I could knock you over with My love, it is so intense.

Read this letter over and over again and make your heart open. Ask for help. I love you, little one. Power. Love. You are looking in the wrong place. This is not a joke. It is real and I am here at every moment, not like a lover who leaves and is there sometimes. I am always there, 24 hours a day. Come and open wide your gates and let Me permeate your heart and soul with this love!

end of December 12, 1993

 

  

Love Is Action From The Heart

March 5, 1994 8:00 p.m.

Note: When I received this message He was full of fire. His picture was glowing and His face was beautiful. He was lifelike, His face completely different from the one in the picture.

Jesus: I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I am ablaze with love for all. I am Jesus, the Son of God. Come and bow low, bend your knee, for I am the Son of God. Worship Me. Adore Me. Honor Me. Preach, preach My love to all. I am afire with this love. I am on fire.

I am the Son of God. See Me with the brightest light on fire for My beloved ones. I am on fire. I am Jesus, the Son of God. My heart is a burning flame, My love abounds. From the ends of the earth shout My endless love. Do not lose minutes to preach My words here. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I am on fire. I am alive. I am lighted up for you. Look into My eyes and behold Jesus, the Son of God. You will provide a team to bring all back to this burning fire that is in My heart for love of all My beloved ones. Do not tarry for I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus on fire this very day for the love of all My beloved ones.

I am Jesus. I am the Son of God. I talk to you now. Preach My urgency. I am begging you to get this message out to all. I am begging you, My little ones. You must comply with Me now. Praise My name, worship Me, I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

By your example you teach the mightiest lessons. As you are in your heart is how you are in this world. If you busy yourself about our love affair, all works for the greater glory of God. If you spend time with Me in union, you preach the gospel in your being. If I live in your heart and you live in Me, then I am He Who operates from your very soul.

Oh, what a joy to your brothers to behold the love of Jesus being taught through your actions. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I want to operate from your very being. This is your gift to this world, to be so united in Jesus that you preach His word through your being.

Oh, so simple, you say? One thing that pleases Me is your union with Me, the ardent, longing love you give to Me. To sit and tell Me how you long to be with Me and want Me so much! I want a love affair with you. I want emotion, heartfelt emotion.

I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I am a burning fire, a furnace of love. Come to Me with longing.

I am not a little, inactive love. I am on fire for love of My beloved ones. Preach emotion, heartfelt love. I gave My life. How much emotion is that? To lay down My life for love of you!

I am a fire of love. I want emotion. I want them to know how I long for them. How I wait, a prisoner in the tabernacle waiting for My beloved ones!

I want action, action from the heart, not to talk about the love of God and, "Oh, He loves you," but to say, " He is alive, He is on fire, He longs, He cries out to you to come and love Him"!

Preach emotion. People are thirsty from the depth of their souls for this emotion. They are begging to be fed.

My love is fire. It is alive. Talk about My love. Give them the strong emotion I feel for them. This world is numb in its feelings. This world is not alive. It is hard and cold. You must start a fire burning in their hearts. When they come to Me in Communion, their hearts are skipping beats with excitement to receive God, truly God-the one, true, magnificent God-made-man-in Jesus Christ.

How much love and emotion do you think it took the Son of God to be born a mere human on this earth? How much emotion to suffer a brutal death for love of you? This is My life: to be born a human, to die a brutal death, to resurrect into new life on the third day. Is this what the little mimicking mouths that come say, in a monotone, about the love of God?

The love of God is active. I, a prisoner, sit this very moment in all the tabernacles in this world out of ardent love for My beloved ones. I, God, sit and wait for your love. Little prayers you pray, half asleep, in a monotone-lip-service! No action from your heart! Look at Me. Look at My life. Action from the heart, the Heart of Jesus.

I want an active relationship with you. I wait for a heart ablaze with ardent love. You sit on the shoreline throwing little words at Me.

Love is embracing, love is entwined, love is vibrant and forceful, love is burning, love is longing, love is wanting, love is thinking about the other and talking about that person at all times. Love is an active force. It is on fire. I am God. The love I have for you is inexpressible in human terms.

You sit and throw words at Me. They are cold. You talk about My love and the love of God as you talk about the rain that is coming down or your dirty socks.

I am God, child. I am the Son of God and I love you. If a lover professed such love to you, would you not run to His waiting arms?

You have a soul that craves this ardent love. You were created for this purpose. Spin your silly wheels and watch them turn and get you nowhere.

I am all you seek. Nothing satisfies the hungry soul but the love of God. Spin your wheels and watch yourself go nowhere. I am He Who fits your soul like the perfect glove. You are he who searches everywhere but in the right place.

Oh, little ones, listen! Emotion! Action from your heart! Enkindle your love affair with this ardent lover. I am a furnace on fire for love of you, My beloved servant. I need your love affair with Me. My love will shine from your very being. Pray this prayer constantly for union with Me. I loved you to My death. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. Ready yourself, My children, for I am strengthening you for the days ahead.

end of March 5, 1994

     

               
       

                        Feel Wrapped In the Love of Mother and Son

July 7, 1994 - After Communion

R. The vibrancy of this Heart of our Savior!

I had a vision in my heart of His Heart: big and red (not bright red, more of a dull red) and firm, surrounded by thorns that were red and blended in, almost unnoticed. His full red Heart, long and slender, a round, very firm Heart, with a flame above it.

This Heart beats with ardent longing love for each of us and my heart skips a beat at the mention of the name of God. I feel warmth in my chest for Him, my God.

Oh, how I love You so, my precious Jesus, God. How I love the Father and Holy Spirit! After Communion I am so filled with such fullness of this love of my beautiful God! Oh God, You are so good. To be with Him and our Blessed Lady! I love her so.

Oh beautiful Lady, Mother of my precious Jesus, you are so united with One another. I feel wrapped in this love between Mother and Son, and Son and Mother. My heart is overflowing with such fullness of love of God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Oh Father, my Father, I love You so. The intimacy I feel with the Spirit Who lives in me! I love You so, my precious God and Mary.

It is through this sinless heart of Mary that I beg to be united to Him, my precious God!

At the mention of His name my heart skips a beat. He is my most precious love. I love His name. I love Him. To speak of Him fills my heart with such joy. He is my Savior. He loved us to His death. Oh Mary, how you suffered for us! How you loved us and love us now! Oh, dear Mary, my Mother, there is such fullness I feel in my chest because of the love of God. To Thee I sing, Thee I praise, Thee I honor and love, My God, my precious One!

Jesus: Do you really think I would leave you, child? My Heart is ablaze for such love of you. My Heart is burning for you. Speak of this love. I love all My precious ones, dear one. I love you so. Focus on My love for you and you will be set free of all worries. Focus on this feeling you experience in your chest, the love of God, so full for you!

Preach the gospel in your being. Stay united to Me this very day. Every moment, think of this burning, ardent love I have for you. Experience this feeling and you will run and not get weary, you will fly on eagle's wings. Your heart will love those you touch.

The secret is to stay in union with Me constantly. I am here. I am on fire for love of you. I am the Heart you see, red and vibrant, solid and firm. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I live today. I am the ardent lover of your soul. Does your heart skip a beat at the mention of My name? This delights My Heart to know how you love Me deeply. Focus on Our love for each Other, feel this deeply in your heart. This is the fire that will light the cold heart. This is the love of God, without limits, without bounds. Such vibrancy, such power, such might! This is the love I give to you. Join in oneness with My Heart and that of My Mother's heart. We will be so united in such intimate love. I love you so, My sweet one.

Read this letter over and over again. Focus only on our love and our union and you will light the dark world through My most Sacred Heart.

You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill will shine in the darkest night. Let your light shine to this world so all can praise your heavenly Father.

R. Alleluia, Alleluia, and they were made the beacon lights that shown bright in a dark world. It was the light of Christ that shown deeply from their hearts. Alleluia, Alleluia.

Jesus: You must prepare for My Mass. When you spend time being with Me for long hours, the Mass is so full! When you are with Me and being close to Me for a long time and then go to Mass and Communion! Prepare yourself to receive Me. Come with your hearts united to Me in deep prayer. It is intimacy I want with you in Communion. To be close and spend time together, to be together, then to go to Mass and Communion, such intimacy! My relationship with you takes much time. To be close to Me, you must have uninterrupted time alone with Me - this means you free your mind of all distractions. You must let go of your world to be united to Me. You must let go.

Take time to be with Me. Focus on letting go of all distractions and giving them to Me. Trust Me, little baby. Be as the little baby who gives his cares to his loving mother. Give your cares to Me and be free. Then come to Mass and Communion. Such union, such intimacy. Oh, you need time alone, not just in body but time alone in your heart and your mind with Me. No distractions in your heart.

Pray to let go. Let there be total surrender, trust, consecration to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart of Mary. We will be united in Our Hearts. Oh, how I truly love you, My beloved ones. To My death, I loved you ... what more can I say?

end of July 7, 1994