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October 3, 2005

12 Years Ago

  

Use Your Talents

 

October 3, 1993 Chicago Marian Conference 11:30a.m.

Jesus speaks: I am your Savior, Son of the Living God. I come to you that you might have life, not as the world gives you life, but My life which is life eternal. I carved you from My special carving and made you little less than an angel. I love you and cherish all the moments when you, My special child, come to sit with Me. I wait here and I hope you will choose to come, but I never force you. Your will is totally free and I give it to you because of My love and the will of the Father. I inform you in numerous ways. You do not have to guess and wonder. Come be with Me in this silence and all you need to know will be told to you. Your life is unfolding as a beautiful rose. Each petal falls and you plant My odors about as I so desire. I make your life full and sure as you trust in Me. No need for worrying, My little flower. My ways give you freedom if you listen to your heart. I am a personal God and you know Me as giving you fullness and life. You know there is some magnetism to Me and the way you crave to be part of Me. This is the work of the one, true God Who created you with a thirst that can only be quenched by Me. All roads that lead to Me give you fullness, worth, peace and joy, not as the world thinks, but as you yourself know true peace and joy. When I really touch you, you do not remain the same. I shed My Blood for you that you will have the life only I can give. What friend in this world would die for you? You, My child, were worth My dying for. I came that you will have life eternal and the gift I give is My Precious Blood for your sins. Come to Me in trouble and when you are bowed down. Come to Me in joy. Come to Me every day that you live and I will give you all you need. Seek to know Me more and more. Knowledge of Me, being with Me, are the only way to perfect peace. They lead to eternal life.

    I have a divine plan for you. I created you with special gifts and talents to be used to do My work. They are not for your own self-promotion. You, My child, are nothing except as I created you. Why try to promote yourself? It is none of your own doing. I gave you the talents you are using. You had nothing to do with it. These talents were given to you to do My work. To use these talents to make yourself feel better than your brother is indeed a sin. You must realize they are loaned to you to work for Me. As you give someone a car, or loan them a place to stay, I loan you your talents to use to work for Me. If you do not work for Me and use them to make yourself better than your brother, you are offending Me. Likewise, if I give you talents and you do not use them because you think you are not as good as your brother, you are not being thankful to Me for My gifts to you. You are not using My gifts and that offends Me greatly. Each person was created by Me to do My work. Each person has all he needs to do My work. To be envious of others is fruitless. They have their job. You have yours. You are not supposed to do their work. That is why you were not given their talents.

    Do your own work. Don't be envious of your brothers. Don't hide your talents. You did not earn them. I gave you your talents. You must sing because I will it. Others must do as I will them to do. It displeases Me to give you a gift and watch you hide it and make light of it. I give the gift. You must use all your gifts. They were given to you to do My work. Your brother has his gifts. Be grateful for your brother and he should be for you. You are all chosen by Me for a special mission. You know what to do. It feels right. I plant little seeds in your heart and all you do that is for you in the end feels right. You are not to be doing your brother's work or he yours. Talk to Me that you might know just what your work is and do it.

    Do not hide your talents. Praise your God Who gave you these talents. Embrace and use them. This is not pride. This is My plan. I love you. I give to each of you, My precious children, as a mother who buys special Christmas gifts for each child. To buy gifts all the same for all your children is not to respect their specialness, their individuality.

    Oh, I love you, little ones, so much. Please come to Me. I am so good and I wait to be with you and share My love with you. Come now. This is your top priority. All else will work when you come to Me first. I love you. You are My chosen children. Come and be filled and I make your loads light and I fill you with the Spirit of Salvation.

    All roads that lead to Me are the right roads. Praise Me for I am good and I love you, little dear ones.

end of October 3, 1993

From Blue Book V

October 12, 1994

To His Death, He Did the Father’s Will

Messenger: Think of her holding Him under the cross — total surrender to the point of death. He gave the last beat of His Heart.

    Does He ask us for little things? Do we want to do the Father's will? He showed us how He obeyed the Father's will — look at Him, lifeless in Mary's arms. This is doing His Father's will — this is knowing the Father's love. This is me seeing Jesus and knowing His love for us. He died for us — the Father's love for us — He gave His Son!

Jesus: This is My life, given up for you, My beloved ones. I am Jesus, I am your Savior, I am Who Am and I gave Myself. I did the will of the Father I died for love of you.

    Do you know Me? Study My ways. I come to show you the way. I did the Father's will. Do you follow His will? I came to show you the way. I am the way, I am the truth, I am the life. I love you. I died for you. Live to love. Love those I died for. Don't say no, I want you to love your brothers for Me. Your mission is to love more than anything and do the Father's will. To My death I loved My attackers. You love those who are cruel. They are the creation of My Father, they are precious to Me. Live to love, My dear ones. You are so loved by Me.

    My dear ones, I love you, as a warm bath. I bathe you with My love. Feel the warmth surround you. Feel this security and know My love.

    I am your ardent lover, on fire for love of you, this day.

Song: A Song From Jesus

Messenger: Peace:

    How do we grow in peace?
    Peace comes from doing the Will of the Father.
    Peace comes from dying to self.
    Peace comes in loving God — in living for
    His love and not for ourselves.

    We are so special to God. He created us. We do not need to prove ourselves. We are special because the Father created us.

    Peace comes with realizing the Father's will.
    When I resist His will, I am unhappy. I must do always the Father's will to be happy.

    Christ had perfect peace, even to dying on the cross.

    No matter what they did to Him, He accepted it. He knew the Father's will. He knew the Father's love.

    Spirit, help me to know you more and love you more. I am thirsty for the love of God. Fill me with your gifts.

Song: God's Love

January 2, 1999

Mary speaks: I am Our Lady of Snows. I come to cover the earth with a soft white blanket of my love.

I come to bring peace to the earth. I tell you to let go of the anxiety in your heart and experience my peace and His love.

I am your heavenly Mother. I come to hold you and caress you and take you to my Immaculate Heart.

Jonah 1: 1- 2: 1-2, 11

The word of Yahweh was addressed to Jonah son of Amittai: ‘Up!’ he said, ‘Go to Nineveh, the great city, and proclaim to them that their wickedness has forced itself upon me.’ Jonah set about running away from Yahweh, and going to Tarshish. He went down to Jaffa and found a ship bound for Tarshish; he paid his fare and boarded it, to go with them to Tarshish, to get away from Yahweh. But Yahweh threw a hurricane at the sea, and there was such a great storm at sea that the ship threatened to break up. The sailors took fright, and each of them called on his own god, and to lighten the ship they threw the cargo overboard. Jonah, however, had gone below, had lain down in the hold and was fast asleep, when the boatswain went up to him and said, ‘What do you mean by sleeping? Get up! Call on your god! Perhaps he will spare us a thought and not leave us to die.’ Then they said to each other, ‘Come on, let us draw lots to find out who is to blame for bringing us this bad luck.’ So they cast lots, and the lot pointed to Jonah. Then they said to him, ‘Tell us, what is your business? Where do you come from? What is your country? What is your nationality?’ He replied, ‘I am a Hebrew, and I worship Yahweh, God of Heaven, who made both sea and dry land.’ The sailors were seized with terror at this and said, ‘Why ever did you do this?’ since they knew that he was trying to escape from Yahweh, because he had told them so. They then said, ‘What are we to do with you, to make the sea calm down for us?’ For the sea was growing rougher and rougher. He replied, ‘Take me and throw me into the sea, and then it will calm down for you. I know it is my fault that this great storm has struck you.’ The sailors rowed hard in an effort to reach the shore, but in vain, since the sea was growing rougher and rougher. So at last they called on Yahweh and said, ‘O, Yahweh, do not let us perish for the sake of this man’s life, and do not hold us responsible for causing an innocent man’s death; for you, Yahweh, have acted as you saw fit.’ And taking hold of Jonah they threw him into the sea; and the sea stopped raging. At this, the men were seized with dread of Yahweh; they offered a sacrifice to Yahweh and made vows to him.

Now Yahweh ordained that a great fish should swallow Jonah; and Jonah remained in the belly of the fish for three days and three nights. From the belly of the fish, Jonah prayed to Yahweh, his God; he said:

Yahweh spoke to the fish, which then vomited Jonah onto the dry land.

Jesus speaks:      It is a condition of the heart
                        that one lives in obedience to a
                        superior.

                            It is a condition in the heart that
                        a ten year old lives in obedience to
                        their parents.

                            One may hear — they are obedient
                        to their parents, they are obedient
                        in school.

                            We can look in a class of 30 how
                        one with an impure heart may
                        challenge the teacher, disrespect
                        authority, cause a ruckus trying
                        to show the class that they are
                        equal to the head. They by their
                        unruliness can be confrontational,
                        instead of the teacher focusing
                        totally on the material at hand it
                        may appear that she or he is
                        a weak head because of the
                        constant confrontation of the authority.

                            In a bank, a company, a person
                        is the head, the president, if there is
                        constant confrontation of the head, so
                        little work is accomplished, always trying
                        to set the structure with a willful
                        bank teller, the company does not focus
                        on the work at hand. The bank teller
                        should be fired or obey the head.

                            A ten year old child can constantly
                        be confronting their parents, most every
                        day is spent with this child with the
                        unruly disposition that wants to be in
                        charge, not under the parent. There are
                        those who disobey and just do as
                        they please, then say "sorry" if found
                        out and act like they didn't know
                        any better.

Mary speaks:      I am the handmaid of the Lord. A willful
                        priest acting against the pope can
                        hurt the Church. In an order there is a
                        superior — the same superior if put
                        over others may have a different set of
                        rules for those under them, than they
                        themselves observe under another.

                            My Son Jesus showed you how to
                        be holy — A woman being disobedient
                        told the superior of her great favors
                        given from God.

                            It is the handmaid of the Lord that
                        serves the Church through those
                        in authority, the pope, etc. in love
                        rather than thinking you are above
                        those over you.

                            If you cannot trust the pope,
                        the superior, the teacher, etc.
                        then you do have a problem.

                            My Son has given you the Holy
                        Father, he is to be respected and
                        obeyed.

                            Today there are fewer and fewer orders —
                        fewer and fewer priests because of the
                        failure of people to want to be
                        under a superior, a bishop.

                            My Son wishes to establish an
                        order in the Shepherds of Christ where you will
                        be servants and handmaids, serving
                        the Church and the pope and living
                        to pray for the Church and the
                        world.

                            The story of willfulness is an old
                        story like Adam and Eve.

                            In the front of your bible it
                        tells about Adam and Eve who disobeyed
                        God.

                            I speak of purity in the heart.
                        If you want a pure heart you are
                        obedient to the superior, the pope,
                        children to parents.

                            The devil is constantly trying to get people
                        to confront authority and trying to show a
                        weak head to the people under
                        them, as the person struggles, as
                        head, to love and serve, the devil
                        works through the unruly will to try to
                        be in charge — making themselves
                        equal.

                            God blesses obedience and recognition
                        of authority. The devil attacks the
                        structure, through willful people
                        they may justify their actions further
                        by telling themselves how right they
                        are, giving themselves messages
                        from God, telling themselves they are
                        blessed in their disobedience.

Jesus speaks:       A person acting in disobedience
                        may very easily act incorrectly. I
                        am the head and the power flows
                        through Me to the pope, to those
                        in authority.

                            Confronting authority over and over
                        again is the work of satan most of
                        the time to allow a willful person
                        to show they want to be in charge
                        over the head.

                            A pure person is trying to serve
                        the head, they get their directions
                        from those over them or they have
                        discussed their work with those
                        over them.

                            The devil is tempting people like
                        Eve in the garden.

                            The New Eve, My Mother shows
                        you the way.

Mary speaks:     The New Adam shows you how
                        He obeyed His Father —

                            He gave His life for you.
                            He obeyed His Father.

                            In studying the lives of the saints you
                        can study how they obeyed those over
                        them. It was a constant struggle
                        for some.

                            Convents were full and priests
                        were plentiful.

                            In the realm of the spiritual life,
                        a priest taking the vow of celibacy
                        can focus purely on his vocation and
                        the spiritual life of his flock
                        in a way where he is not engaging
                        in a marriage with a woman.

Jesus speaks:        I call you to obey your superiors.
                        In a war, how will the army win if
                        some leaders disobey those over
                        them. The plan is set, all work
                        together.

                            In a symphony — they all play the
                        same song in harmony.

                            Playing the same song in harmony
                        is not in the mind of one who has decided
                        they will be their own boss and not
                        obey.

                            On a big ship — all the men did their
                        own thing, because they all wanted
                        to be in charge —

                            "It won't work, I tell you" — you
                        may say and I say — "yes"

                        Your connection to Me is in obeying those
                        in authority over you.

                            I give you this scripture —
                            Read and study this scripture

Genesis Chapter 3

   Now, the snake was the most subtle of all the wild animals that Yahweh God had made. It asked the woman, ‘Did God really say you were not to eat from any of the trees in the garden?’ The woman answered the snake, ‘We may eat the fruit of the trees in the garden. But of the fruit of the tree in the middle of the garden God said, "You must not eat it, nor touch it, under pain of death." ’ Then the snake said to the woman, ‘No! You will not die! God knows in fact that the day you eat it your eyes will be opened and you will be like gods, knowing good from evil.’ The woman saw that the tree was good to eat and pleasing to the eye, and that it was enticing for the wisdom that it could give. So she took some of its fruit and ate it. She also gave some to her husband who was with her, and he ate it. Then the eyes of both of them were opened and they realised that they were naked. So they sewed fig–leaves together to make themselves loin–cloths.

   The man and his wife heard the sound of Yahweh God walking in the garden in the cool of the day, and they hid from Yahweh God among the trees of the garden. But Yahweh God called to the man. ‘Where are you?’ he asked. ‘I heard the sound of you in the garden,’ he replied. ‘I was afraid because I was naked, so I hid.’ ‘Who told you that you were naked?’ he asked. ‘Have you been eating from the tree I forbade you to eat?’ The man replied, ‘It was the woman you put with me; she gave me some fruit from the tree, and I ate it.’ Then Yahweh God said to the woman, ‘Why did you do that?’ The woman replied, ‘The snake tempted me and I ate.’

   Then Yahweh God said to the snake, ‘Because you have done this,

    Accursed be you of
    all animals wild and tame!
    On your belly you will go
    and on dust you will feed
    as long as you live.
    I shall put enmity
    between you and the woman,
    and between your offspring and hers;
    it will bruise your head
    and you will strike its heel.’

     To the woman he said:

     I shall give you intense pain
        in childbearing,
     you will give birth to your children
        in pain.
     Your yearning will be for your husband,
      and he will dominate you.

   To the man he said, ‘Because you listened to the voice of your wife and ate from the tree of which I had forbidden you to eat,

     Accursed be the soil because of you!
     Painfully will you get your food from it
     as long as you live.
   It will yield you brambles and thistles,
     as you eat the produce of the land.
   By the sweat of your face
     will you earn your food,
     until you return to the ground,
     as you were taken from it.
     For dust you are
     and to dust you shall return.’

   The man named his wife ‘Eve’ because she was the mother of all those who live. Yahweh God made tunics of skins for the man and his wife and clothed them. Then Yahweh God said, ‘Now that the man has become like one of us in knowing good from evil, he must not be allowed to reach out his hand and pick from the tree of life too, and eat and live for ever!’ So Yahweh God expelled him from the garden of Eden, to till the soil from which he had been taken. He banished the man, and in front of the garden of Eden he posted the great winged creatures and the fiery flashing sword, to guard the way to the tree of life.

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Jesus speaks:       A man was given an important job
                        to accomplish a task —

                            He had a group of people to
                        support and help him

                            They became jealous every time
                        he gave a command, they wanted
                        to be in charge —

                            They tied his feet and his arms
                        and they stopped him from doing any
                        work.

                            At long last the Master returned home
                        to find the one he left in charge
                        bound and in a closet — He said
                        "No work was done and you bound
                        the man I left in charge."

                        One of the aggressive servants, not even
                            recognizing his dysfunction shouted —
                            "We thought he was telling us what to
                            do and, we don't want anyone
                            telling us what to do — so we
                            bound him and watched him and
                            made sure no one listened to him."

                        I am God —
                            you listen to the evil one
                            you bind and paralyze the messenger
                            I have sent —

                        You knocked off the head of My
                            main messenger My Mother —
                            you failed to listen to Me through My
                            messenger —

Genesis 37: 2-36

This is the story of Joseph. 

    Joseph was seventeen years old. As he was young, he was shepherding the flock with his brothers, with the sons of his father’s wives, Bilhah and Zilpah; and Joseph brought his father bad reports about them.

    Jacob loved Joseph more than all his other sons, for he was the son of his old age, and he had a decorated tunic made for him. But his brothers, seeing how much more his father loved him than all his other sons, came to hate him so much that they could not say a civil word to him.

    Now Joseph had a dream, and he repeated it to his brothers, who then hated him more than ever. ‘Listen’, he said, ‘to the dream I had. We were binding sheaves in the field, when my sheaf suddenly rose and stood upright, and then your sheaves gathered round and bowed to my sheaf.’ ‘So you want to be king over us,’ his brothers retorted, ‘you want to lord it over us?’ And they hated him even more, on account of his dreams and of what he said. He had another dream which he recounted to his brothers. ‘Look, I have had another dream,’ he said. ‘There were the sun, the moon and eleven stars, bowing down to me.’ He told his father and brothers, and his father scolded him. ‘A fine dream to have!’ he said to him. ‘Are all of us then, myself, your mother and your brothers, to come and bow to the ground before you?’ His brothers held it against him, but his father pondered the matter. 

His brothers went to pasture their father’s flock at Shechem. Then Israel said to Joseph, ‘Your brothers are with the flock at Shechem, aren’t they? Come, I am going to send you to them.’ ‘I am ready,’ he replied. He said to him, ‘Go and see how your brothers and the flock are doing, and bring me word.’ He sent him from the valley of Hebron, and Joseph arrived at Shechem. 

    A man found him wandering in the countryside and asked him, ‘What are you looking for ? ’ ‘I am looking for my brothers,’ he replied. ‘Please tell me where they are pasturing their flock.’ The man answered, ‘They have moved on from here; indeed I heard them say, "Let us go to Dothan." ’ So Joseph went after his brothers and found them at Dothan. 

    They saw him in the distance, and before he reached them they made a plot to kill him. ‘Here comes that dreamer,’ they said to one another. ‘Come on, let us kill him now and throw him down one of the storage–wells; we can say that some wild animal has devoured him. Then we shall see what becomes of his dreams.’ 

    But Reuben heard, and he saved him from their clutches. ‘We must not take his life,’ he said. ‘Shed no blood,’ said Reuben to them, ‘throw him down that well out in the desert, but do not kill him yourselves’—intending to save him from them and to restore him to his father. So, when Joseph reached his brothers, they pulled off his tunic, the decorated tunic which he was wearing, and catching hold of him, threw him into the well. The well was empty, with no water in it. They then sat down to eat. 

    Looking up, they saw a group of Ishmaelites who were coming from Gilead, their camels laden with gum tragacanth, balsam and resin, which they were taking to Egypt. Then Judah said to his brothers, ‘What do we gain by killing our brother and covering up his blood? Come, let us sell him to the Ishmaelites, then we shall not have laid hands on him ourselves. After all, he is our brother, and our own flesh.’ His brothers agreed. 

    Now some Midianite merchants were passing, and they pulled Joseph out of the well. They sold Joseph to the Ishmaelites for twenty shekels of silver, and these men took Joseph to Egypt. When Reuben went back to the well, there was no sign of Joseph. Tearing his clothes, he went back to his brothers. ‘The boy has gone,’ he said. ‘What am I going to do?’

    They took Joseph’s tunic and, slaughtering a goat, dipped the tunic in the blood. Then they sent off the decorated tunic and had it taken to their father, with the message, ‘This is what we have found. Do you recognise it as your son’s tunic or not?’ He recognised it and cried, ‘My son’s tunic! A wild animal has devoured him! Joseph has been torn to pieces!’ Tearing his clothes and putting sackcloth round his waist, Jacob mourned his son for many days. All his sons and daughters tried to comfort him, but he refused to be comforted. ‘No,’ he said, ‘I will go down to Sheol in mourning and join my son.’ Thus his father wept for him.

    Meanwhile the Midianites had sold him in Egypt to Potiphar, one of Pharaoh’s officials and commander of the guard.

    

Matthew 21: 33-43

‘Listen to another parable. There was a man, a landowner, who planted a vineyard; he fenced it round, dug a winepress in it and built a tower; then he leased it to tenants and went abroad. When vintage time drew near he sent his servants to the tenants to collect his produce. But the tenants seized his servants, thrashed one, killed another and stoned a third. Next he sent some more servants, this time a larger number, and they dealt with them in the same way. Finally he sent his son to them thinking, “They will respect my son.” But when the tenants saw the son, they said to each other, “This is the heir. Come on, let us kill him and take over his inheritance.” So they seized him and threw him out of the vineyard and killed him. Now when the owner of the vineyard comes, what will he do to those tenants?’ They answered, ‘He will bring those wretches to a wretched end and lease the vineyard to other tenants who will deliver the produce to him at the proper time.’ Jesus said to them, ‘Have you never read in the scriptures:

The stone which the builders rejected
has become the cornerstone;
this is the Lord’s doing
and we marvel at it? 

‘I tell you, then, that the kingdom of God will be taken from you and given

Jesus speaks:  You do not recognize the New Adam and
                            the New Eve —

                        You say:— "oh we don't need any directions —
                            We are human persons" and
                            I sent Mary to you and you
                            would not listen ——

                        And I came Myself and you have
                        ignored My building and My face —

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Jesus speaks:  You have blasphemed Mary's image
                        And she appeared all those 5ths to pray
                            for the blasphemies against
                            My Mother and you wiped off
                            her head —

We chose to put more than just one of each of these 5ths because of they're importance.
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December 5, 2003 Jesus instructed the prayer service be done inside

December 5, 2003

February 5, 2004

February 5, 2004

February 5, 2004

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February 5, 2004

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Jesus speaks:  You will suffer and you have suffered
                            for not listening

December 5, 1996

Messenger:    I saw Him at the point of death on the cross December 5, 1996, after Mary appeared 500 times.

He hung, all battered, greatly weakened. His mouth moved very clearly. It seems that a man in His condition could not move His mouth to that extent.

Later in the rosary that night, He gave messages and said: "No one was listening."

October 3, 2005 message continues  

Jesus speaks:  When you go to Mass special grace
                            is given — A person that loves
                            Me very much may have very many distractions
                            the devil will try to introduce to affect
                            the outcome of the prayers offered by
                            a holy soul.

                            When going to Mass you are not
                        exempt from distraction. A person
                        was related to the priest and felt
                        a special honor to be at the Mass —
                        others who should have been grateful
                        for the opportunity too, gave into temptations
                        from satan to use the situation as a distraction
                        for the pious soul.

                            A person that gives into satan to
                        distract others is very self-focused —
                        they are very used to not being thankful
                        for all they have — they focus on making
                        another be distracted because of the dirty
                        junk in their own hearts. There can be
                        hearts pure like My Mother, the New Eve,
                        there can be hearts that are full of bitterness,
                        jealousy, envy, pride that play into their
                        lives as they give into satan time and time
                        again.

                            They do not see the big picture

                            I am God

                            authority comes from God

                        If a person is unwilling to live under authority
                            they should not be permitted to stay in
                            a convent or seminary.

                        A person to be a priest, must recognize the
                            importance of authority.

                            People living in community have an
                        advantage for they can pray together.

                            My Movement Shepherds of Christ is designed for
                        community life.

                            Very many times a person not obeying
                        authority and living alone can make
                        a place inside their mind that is not true in
                        reality.

                            A person that is pure and humble of
                        heart is grateful and loving is always
                        living to serve God under the structure
                        given to them.

                            A person not willing to live under
                        structure in religious life will most
                        assuredly weaken any community.

                            The devil works through those who
                        are willful.

                            Operating as one, means one in the
                        Hearts of the New Adam and the New Eve.
                        Being one means working the plan to please
                        God for love of God.

                            Impure motives, pride, envy,
                        self-satisfaction, malice hurt the
                        body of Christ.

                            A person talking about Me should
                        try to act like I am.

                            I am pure, holy, loving, I give
                        you Myself, I was obedient to My
                        Father to My death on the cross —

                        Look into your hearts —
                        Most religious orders have folded —

                        Your priests have dwindled for no reason
                            but your own

                        You continue to bring your contaminated
                            hearts to Me

                        I give to you —                                               
                        I give to you —
                        I give to you —

                        And you are not joyful —

                        Ask yourself —

                        Who is telling you to be that way —
                            opposed to happiness and gratitude —

                        Don't you think its time to quit
                            being that way

                        A religious is holy

                        Don't be a hypocrite

                        Put the tactics of satan away —

                        Why did you enter religious life?

Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus

My dear fellow Associate Members,

Jesus is calling special apostles to join a new division of the Shepherds of Christ Movement. Here is a message from Jesus given to Father Carter:

    My beloved priest-companion, I am requesting that a new prayer movement be started under the direction of Shepherds of Christ Ministries. I am asking for volunteers who are willing to pray before the Blessed Sacrament for one hour, twice-weekly. Members of the Shepherds of Christ prayer chapters, as well as others, are to be invited to join this movement.

    These apostles are to pray for the intentions I am giving you. For part of the hour they are to use the prayers of the Shepherds of Christ Associates Handbook. They may spend the rest of the hour as they so choose.

    I will use this new prayer movement within My Shepherds of Christ Ministries in a powerful way to help in the renewal of My Church and the world. I will give great graces to those who join this movement. The name, Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus, is to be given to this movement.

    I am inviting My beloved Rita Ring to be coordinator for this activity.

    I pour out the great love of My Sacred Heart to all. I am Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the flock.

    This is indeed a special calling for us to unite in one heart with His Eucharistic Heart and pray for the following intentions:

1. For the spread of the devotion to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary culminating in the reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of the Immaculate Heart.
2. For the Pope.
3. For all bishops of the world.
4. For all priests.
5. For all sisters and brothers in the religious life.
6. For all members of the Shepherds of Christ Movement, and for the spread of this movement to the world.
7. For all members of the Catholic Church.
8. For all members of the human family.
9. For all souls in purgatory.

end of Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart message

October 3, 2005 message continues  

Jesus speaks:    I want the servants and handmaids
                        to live as My special spouse and to
                        read the Spouse of the Lamb
                        after communion.

                        Begin today —

                        Make messages available in book
                            form today.

                        Give them to the servants and handmaids
                            today.

The Marriage of the Lamb

     What do I write today? Since that day, February 25^th I have experienced the Bridegroom as He stands above me and strengthens me in this trial I have experienced. It has been a hellish experience to do the Father’s will, to stand firm for the truth when it would have been so much easier to laugh and to play as the world danced and I cried inside to stand behind the truth in this "Godless" world.

     They danced and played and whistled a tune on the flute and the Bridegroom was ignored at His own wedding. How indeed would it be if at the marriage the bridegroom was treated as if he were not present?

     We went to the altar, we received Him, the Lamb, the Bridegroom of our souls and then we ignored Him and went to laugh and play. We ignored Him and fed our faces.

     The tenderest love Our Divine Captain gives to us in giving Himself in the Mass. The Almighty God, the King of heaven and earth, gives Himself to us in the deepest spousal relationship and what happens here? We ignore Him and talk to mere humans with God in our breast.

     Let us make reparation to Him, Our Savior, for the ingratitude and indifference given to the King, the Lamb of God, Who was slain for our sins. They now have roped off my pew with a red chord and asked me to move my jacket as I prayed. Several ladies stand at the end of my pew and talk openly in church of the bishop to come in this church today. All the priests, the royal bridegrooms, anointed by the Lord, came out immediately after Mass and talked to the people, right in church. There was conversation and laughing at the beginning of Mass and at the end. A royal banquet, the Lamb was slain for our sins, now sacramentally made present here and who pays Him heed?

     They worship Him with fan-fare and trumpets, flutes and tambourines, but when the banquet is served, they all get up and rush from the table. Little focus is given to the King and royal Bridegroom of the soul. He is really ignored. Oh precious King, we love You, we worship You, we adore You, forever.

     I was unable to be intimately connected to Him today in a way that gave me happy feelings, but in my heart I know in the suffering there is no place to go but to Him.

     Preparation must be made. Time must be set aside for a person who is important in our lives. Time must be set aside to prepare for the Lamb, the Bridegroom of our soul. It begins with acts of surrender, saying the "Prayer for Union with Jesus", the consecration, and the "Prayer before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass".

     I love You, Jesus. In this suffering, I unite in Your passion and death. I love You, my Divine Lord, the Bridegroom of my soul.

     Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

     I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

     I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

     When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

Let me be a holy sacrifice and unite with God in the sacrament of His greatest love.

I want to be one in Him in this act of love, where He gives Himself to me and I give myself as a sacrifice to Him. Let me be a holy sacrifice as I become one with Him in this my act of greatest love to Him.

Let me unite with Him more, that I may more deeply love Him. May I help make reparation to His adorable Heart and the heart of His Mother, Mary. With greatest love, I offer myself to You and pray that You will accept my sacrifice of greatest love. I give myself to You and unite in Your gift of Yourself to me. Come and possess my soul.

Cleanse me, strengthen me, heal me. Dear Holy Spirit act in the heart of Mary to make me more and more like Jesus.

Father, I offer this my sacrifice, myself united to Jesus in the Holy Spirit to You. Help me to love God more deeply in this act of my greatest love.

Give me the grace to grow in my knowledge, love and service of You and for this to be my greatest participation in the Mass. Give me the greatest graces to love You so deeply in this Mass, You who are so worthy of my love.

-God's Blue Book, December 27, 1995

March 5, 1998 - 9th Day

     My dear Bridegroom,

     I see now the plan of the Father and that we are all children in His holy family. This is how we must see the world. It is His, we are one, He is our Father. We would not talk about our brother, we would love him. Always love him, as a brother in the holy family of the Father. We must keep our family pure. Each family is a little family of the Father's family, we are all related as the children of Eve, but this life in the Spirit, this relationship is all in the Spirit. If we understand generations and blood lines, we should clearly understand the connections of this family living as children of God. As we read in John 1:13, "who were born not from human stock or human desire or human will, but from God Himself."
 

     He is the Initiator. We are the ones responding to His initiative. He is the life. He is the light.

John 1:3-8
Through him all things came into being,
not one thing came into being
    except through him.
What has come into being in him was life,
life that was the light of men;
and light shines in darkness,
and darkness could not overpower it.

A man came, sent by God.
His name was John.
He came as a witness,
to bear witness to the light,
so that everyone might believe
    through him.
He was not the light,
he was to bear witness to the light.

     Thus it states: The witness of John (John 1:23)

So he said, 'I am, as Isaiah prophesied:

A voice of one that cries in the desert:
Prepare a way for the Lord.
Make his paths straight!'

     All division will be finished, the hills leveled, the valleys filled in for there will be one flock and one Shepherd, one family of the Father.

     The Son, the Word, reveals the Father, thus: John 1:1,3 he begins,

In the beginning was the Word:
the Word was with God
and the Word was God.

Through him all things came into being,
not one thing came into being
    except through him.

     Zachariah was struck dumb for not believing, John was the voice to prepare the way of the Lord.

     I saw John the Baptist in Conyers, Georgia April 14 or 15, 1993. I had experienced the loss of my voice, I was struck speechless.

     The voice that came forth was His to prepare the way for the Lord of Hosts.

     His voice speaks in these teachings, the voice of the Good Shepherd in Father Carter's and my revelations.

     Here is John's testimony: '...Look, there is the lamb of God that takes away the sin of the world.' (John 1: 29)

First Friday, March 6, 1998 - 10th Day

     My beloved Spouse, the Bridegroom of my soul,

     The days go by with such swiftness, yet my focus is entirely on being one with Thee. The days fade in and out in shades of lights and darks, some days I receive immense insight into Your mysteries, some days I am left to tremendous suffering, wanting You so deeply in my soul and not experiencing Your favor.

     On this First Friday, I recall vividly the vision of Your precious Heart I hold in my heart. I see it clearly, red and filled with fire, and I know the warmth and glow of Your sacred divine love.

     Oh, my Sacred Heart, indeed, Thy love is most sacred. Yet even though I do not ponder as I should on the endless fires of love emitted from your treasured Heart, I have a constant awareness of this love which leads me to march forth in this battle of helping to win souls over for the Kingdom.

     Little is accomplished if I nurse my wounds on those dark days and sit in a corner waiting for a great favor from You.

     I walk those shaded days as You walked with the cross on Your back, but my awareness of Your Father and His plan for salvation is so limited, and I struggle tremendously as I am pressed on as I travel on my journey to the end of the day.

     And then a day of glory comes and You look upon me, my Bridegroom, and give me great favors and allow me to have a day of resurrection from the doom and the struggle.

     And how did He walk the earth? He walked it too, in dark and light days. Days in which they chased Him and wanted to kill Him, in which they called Him crazy, in which He sweat the saving Blood because of His anguish, in which He was tempted, in which He wept, in which He loved Mary His Mother and Mary Magdalene, in which He raised His dear friend Lazarus from the dead, in which He preached about the Kingdom to His followers.

     Days of light, days of darkness, but He entered the tomb and came forth victorious in the end.

     He rose to give us life, His wounds were glorified, the victory was won.

     My Bridegroom, You give to me Yourself this day. I am one in the glorified Lord in the most intimate way. The banquet is prepared. The Lamb has been slain. Now we reap the glory of the risen Lord. We receive the gift of life in Him.

     LIGHT and darkness. He is the Bread of Life, He comes to feed the starved soul with Himself. Our most treasured gift, our most treasured Friend, Jesus Christ, the Bridegroom of our soul, gives Himself as a sacrifice that we will share in His life most abundantly.

     I love You, Jesus Christ my Bridegroom, come and possess my soul.

March 7, 1998 - 11th Day

     My dear Spouse,

     You take us to Your mountain top and show us Your light and the world slumbers and sleeps and the throng below the hill shakes the tree and the dead fruit falls, but they do not see it.

     We hear the voice of the Father speak, "This is My beloved Son in Whom I am well pleased." and we hear the voice of the Good Shepherd speak as He reveals His Father to us and His plan for the salvation of all men living according to His will.

     The voice of the Good Shepherd will be heard as men listen to Jesus. In this Movement, Shepherds of Christ, we pray for our priests, the Church and the world.

       

 

March 19, 1998 (Excerpt)

Passion

     Passion is a way the devil can lead a holy soul to death. Jesus calls us to holy love. He calls us to brotherly love, love rooted in God.

     Passion is a way the devil uses to drive a holy soul to death.

     When appropriate, for example at certain times when we pray together, Jesus wants us to hold hands, to join in unity and to touch one another in a proper way. Satan works in the thoughts of holy souls to create passions and desires that are not to God's liking.

     Jesus gives us the Commandment, "Thou shall not commit adultery." He asks us to relax and be one and then asks us to be on our guard. He asks us for love as the Virgin Mary had for St. Joseph and for others. Holy love is holy. It is not rooted in passion and desires, it is rooted in love of God and Godly love for each other. If one truly loves himself and another, he would not put himself and the other in an occasion of sin that could lead to the death of the soul. One that loves would not wish the other to sin.

     Time spent before the tabernacle is to give honor and glory to God. God is the focus of this time before the tabernacle. God is there to unite hearts to Himself and to others.

     God gives us the Commandment to love God and one another. We are to love in holy love.

     Satan can create passions, lights, feelings that will lead a holy soul into sin. Satan creates appetites within the soul to be improperly satisfied with food, alcohol, sex, indulgence. Jesus does not want us to be fearful. He wants us to help to bring about the Reign of the Sacred Heart. You must ask yourself, does this relationship have as its primary purpose to give honor and glory to God? Anything that would lead to anything sinful is not giving honor and glory to God.

     I state clearly. Satan will try to lead some astray with passions. Our role is to help bring the world into oneness in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Satan can trick a couple engaging in prayer by passions and feelings. We must focus on the work at hand. Being led away by Satan harms the whole Movement. Be diligent, thrifty, and loving, praying always for the gifts of the Spirit.

            

 

September 29, 1998

Messenger: My dear God,

You have seen me through so many doors and windows of my life to take me to this place with Thee. I write as I hear the nine o'clock bell toll, my God, so beautiful to my ears for I know at every second of my life the bell tolls, for I help in my life in the act of redemption by pleading for the souls of this earth. Deep in my heart is such joy to be here at Mass for I know of the great grace that will be released. I have the great privilege of helping to release the grace. Oh God, I love in such intensity as You elevate my ability to love and know in You in the Mass.

The word Father has such meaning in my heart and soul for I love Him so. It is He that I live to please. It is my Father I wish to please at every moment by living in His Will.

His dominion is forever. Christ is our King, forever. We gather here to worship, adore, thank and love Him, to beg Him for help in all our needs and that in this great sacrifice He will outpour His abundant grace on the earth. Oh that I could write in the deepest union with my Lover and be as He desires me to be in this Mass. I unite in the depth of union in my soul. He acts on my soul. His is the initiator, I am the soul, willing, waiting and wanting Him. I come to the Mass open and ready and with the burning desire for Jesus to act on my soul. He is the Bridegroom of my soul. It is this spousal relationship our beloved Savior desires to have with the soul. He wishes us to be the spouse of the Lamb.

We do not fully comprehend why our God allows us to struggle and go through many trials, but in living at every second, accepting all He sends to us and living only to please Him, loving Him so deeply in our heart and loving all others, great grace is released at every second of our lives. Our dying plea is that we please Him, love Him and help in the work of saving souls.

We are the children of Eve, but our God raises us to such heights by allowing us to share in His divine life through Baptism. What a gift that God elevates our human nature to this level to share in His divine life. In the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass He outpours His abundant grace on us and on the earth, for it is the sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally made present in the Mass, and we unite in this Holy Sacrifice.

Should not our hearts be filled with such joy and adoration and thanksgiving that God gives us this great gift of His love?

Oh my God I am overwhelmed with your gift to me. I unite with You and with the grace You have outpoured to me. My very act of existing in You in the Mass is the act of loving and praising and worshipping You. Oh my God, I truly adore You and want You to come to me.

I fall to my face and call out with the greatest emotion Holy, Holy, Holy Lord, I adore You.

Oh my God help me to teach this world of the great gift You give in the Mass.

In the moment of Consecration grace is outpoured on this sinful world. My God, I truly adore Thee and love Thee so intently and thank You for Your gift to us.

My heart pants to receive You and I feel my heart beating so within my breast. For my God, the Almighty God gives Himself to me.

Oh Lamb of God I adore Thee. I want only to love Thee more and more. My beloved Spouse, please come to me.

The little bride approaches the altar and the Bridegroom gives Himself so completely to her.

My Spouse, I write to Thee, I do indeed love Thee so. If we but fully realized that this is truly reality, that God loves us so much that Jesus, our beloved Spouse and Savior, gives us Himself in the most intimate union.

All the petitions are given to Thee my Bridegroom, at this moment I ask You to possess my soul and implant on me knowledge of Yourself as never before, so that I am so intimately united to You that I will be deeply transformed more and more into Thy image and likeness, that my ability to love and know and act like You will be heightened to a great level as I exist in You. I truly give myself completely to You and wish only that this moment with this intense union with You would linger forever until I am united with You in holy wedlock for all eternity. The spouse of the Lamb, this is my mission in life to more perfectly grow in this role, to live every moment to please Him my beloved Spouse. As persons live to please their earthly spouses and those they love, I live to be the spouse of the Lamb, to please Him and to live always to please my Beloved. In the reign of the Sacred Heart there will be harmony and peace as men live at every single second with the burning desire of their hearts to please and love their beloved God. He will be their God and they will be His people. There will be peace and love in all hearts. Men will know God and want to serve and love Him. My beloved Bridegroom, this is my dying plea of my life, to serve You, to worship You, to adore You and to carry the good news of Your gifts to us to the far ends of the earth. I beg You for the grace to help to serve You more.

I love You my Jesus, You are my God.

                                                A chosen soul

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Messenger: My beloved friends,

Our Lord Jesus has asked me to write to you as the spouse of the Lamb. We share in the heavenly banquet of the Father in the Mass. We are the children that come around the table of sacrifice and give ourselves in holy love to our God. We come to unite in the deepest intimate union with our God in the Mass as He gives Himself to us and we give ourselves to Him. He wishes us to be united to Him in the most elevated mystical marriage. He is our God, we are His bride.

He wishes us to live in this heightened state of mystical union with Him.

Jesus told me this day to begin writing on the Internet as the spouse of the Lamb. Only those accepted in the Catholic Church are permitted to receive the Eucharist through the Sacrament of Holy Communion. This is a gift God gives to us. He wishes all His precious souls to receive this great gift, the Bread of Life He gives to them. It is in receiving this Sacrament that He outpours abundant grace to us. Grace is a gift of sharing in His divine life. The more I go to the Eucharist, the more I go to church and adore our beloved Lord truly present in the Sacred Host in the tabernacle, the more He gives His overwhelming grace. It is from this reception of the Eucharist and adoration before the tabernacle I have grown more and more in my union with Him. It is in these moments He has implanted great knowledge of Himself within my soul. It is in this great gift that I know more the burning love of the most Sacred Eucharistic Heart of Jesus.

God is with us, He is truly present in the Eucharist. He is the Almighty God, as present today as the day he walked the earth. He is the King sitting on His throne in the tabernacles of the earth. He wishes us to come and worship and adore Him and He outpours His grace to us when we come. We are transformed more and more into His image and likeness and He lives and dwells in us more abundantly through this grace.

This is the message I received this day from Jesus for the daily message.

Jesus speaks: My dear daughter,

I wish you to tell all about the spouse of the Lamb on the Internet.

I am Jesus, I write to you this day, teaching you through My messenger. In no way has she reached this perfection of dwelling most abundantly in Me.

She is growing more and more in her intimate union with Me in great struggles and love. I wish to share this account with you that I have written to you through My chosen soul, that you too will pray and live as the spouse of the Lamb. I desire to be the Bridegroom of your soul and unite most intimately to you. I give Myself to you in the Holy Eucharist.

  

John 6:48-51

I am the bread of life.
Your fathers ate manna in the desert
and they are dead;
but this is the bread
    which comes down from heaven,
so that a person may eat it and not die.
I am the living bread
    which has come down from heaven.
Anyone who eats this bread
    will live for ever;
and the bread that I shall give
is my flesh, for the life of the world.'

 

 

December 19, 1998

(after Communion)

Mary speaks: My children, feel the emotion in my Heart and the Heart of my Son Jesus on Calvary. The desire in Our Hearts is that each and every precious soul would be saved, but experience the emotion to know clearly that some will be lost and some will be saved.

Jesus speaks: I knew them each by name. When I gave My life for you, I loved you to my death on the cross.

A SONG FROM JESUS
REFRAIN: I COME TO YOU WITH GREATEST LOVE,
I AM YOUR LOVING SAVIOR.
I AM YOUR GOD, I DIED FOR YOU,
I COME TO YOU THIS DAY.

Jesus speaks: My children, experience the emotion of Our two Hearts on Calvary in your hearts at Mass. Feel the emotion and the burning, consuming love of My Heart for souls.

Messenger: At Mass I experienced the many faceted Hearts of Jesus and Mary. I experience the thirst for grace for the souls. I beg for this release, experiencing some of the emotion of Jesus' and Mary's Hearts on Calvary. Hang with Him in bitter pain and know His consuming love for souls. Experience her joy and suffering, knowing souls like Oscar and Scotty (message December 7, 1998). Feel the emotion of the message of December 12, 1998, when they woke me on the feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe in utter agony and pain. My beloved brothers in the Shepherds of Christ Movement, plead at every Mass with me for the redemption of souls. Circulate the newsletters 4 and 5, 1998, to priests that they will unite in the pure and holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary when celebrating Mass and will PLEAD, PLEAD for souls, the souls He loved so on Calvary and shed His Blood for, the souls He gave His life for. We plead, Father, for grace and mercy. We unite with our Savior, The LAMB of GOD, we are SPOUSES of the LAMB coming in the Immaculate Heart of Mary, pleading for souls that they will be saved.

We come to you, Father, as a body in the Shepherds of Christ Movement pleading for grace and mercy for souls. Please hear our prayers.

         

 

January 12, 1999

Message from Jesus: To Be Alone with Him

Jesus speaks: I come and I give Myself to you, I long to hear you say to Me, "My God, I want to be alone with You." I long for love. I long for time that you would give to your most intimate friend. I long for a relationship with you. I long for you to want to know Me and know My great goodness. Such favor I will pour out on the soul that just wants to adore and love Me. Spend your time today just thinking of the great love we share with one another. Spend time alone with Me, not being busy reciting prayers, just savoring Our time together. You would sit and hold hands and embrace those you love. How little time you spend with Me, just being, existing in God’s love, being wrapped in the embrace of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit, existing in Me. I love music and songs of worship and joy praising God. Sing to Me. Love Me. I want your favor. A glance, a hand held, the heart that skips a beat, are not all these signs of great love between friends? Is it not important to you that you relish and look for the moments spent alone with Me? I am God, I loved you so much, I died for you. I gave willingly of Myself for love of you. Oh you carefully plan words you say to one another when you want them to love you in an intimate relationship. How it would please Me that you thought of special words of love and appreciation to say to Me! Oh, My children, when you visited My sick one you visited Me.

Say to Me on busy days, "My God, I see Your eyes in their eyes. I do this, My God, to You when I love them." Take time in the day to be alone with Me. Give Me this pleasure, that I am in all you do. You administer to others and see Me in them and when those special moments come for us, you say, "Oh God, how good it is to be alone with Thee!"

I love you so much, I am a jealous lover, I wish your time spent alone with Me every day. In your bed at night, I wish your thoughts to be of Me. Your God wishes a special presence with you in your bed, in the 6:30 p.m. prayer services, before the tabernacle. Experience the presence of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit with you in these treasured moments. Be alone with Me.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

Messenger: A letter to Jesus

My Jesus, I truly love Thee with all my heart. My desire now is to be alone with Thee. My heart wants Your presence, especially after the reception of the Eucharist and before the tabernacle. I long to see the Host elevated. I long to worship and honor You and beg for grace. My heart skips a beat when I see the elevated Host, even when I ponder it in my mind. I am in great awe and have great joy at Mass when the Host is elevated. I wish to unite to it at every moment as Mass is celebrated around the world.

I see the glow around the Host as in this picture of the elevated Host.

It is far more beautiful than this picture, it is there and I see it.

Oh my God, I thank You for the gift of the Eucharist.

Oh my God, I thank You for Yourself.

 

 

February 20, 1999

Messenger: Today I wade through the struggles in giving the message to the earth. Today I received a message from Mary how important it is to get the daily messages in book form. Before the first Rosary Book went out, it was a tremendous struggle. Before the second Rosary Book went out with the Imprimatur, there were also painful struggles. Mary, you and the Father wish these messages to be published and circulated in book form. Satan has created every distraction to block the accomplishment of this task.

He must increase, I must decrease. I have delivered the message to the world. The proof that heaven wishes to give a message is in the image of Mary on the building. Jesus, I beg You for help to accomplish this task. I am immensely frustrated that Blue Books IV, V and VI never were published. I remember all the obstacles, but no one can stop You. I beg You to handle this situation. I sit with a message from Mary yesterday and today and I am unable to accomplish this task on my own. It takes many people surrendering to the will of God and responding in faith. More than anything, it takes Your grace and Your might. As Your spouse, I implore You to help me, please grant grace that the people will answer the call to help me answer Mary’s requests. She also wishes the tapes of these messages to circulate. Jesus, please grant the grace that men will see and not look away.

     

Messenger: I love You, I am Your beloved child and servant.

 

 

February 25, 1999

     He is our Spouse. In such oneness, we come to the altar of sacrifice to offer sacrifice to the Father in His name. We can understand the great intimacy between husband and wife. Christ uses the spousal relationship to denote oneness. There is a deep mystical union between Christ and His Church. We have a deep mystical union with Him. It is not the same as a relationship between a husband and a wife. It is a much deeper relationship, one on a mystical level between the Divine God and His people, between Christ and His body. And so we offer a profound sacrifice to our God, through Him, with Him and in Him, so intently one with the Chief Priest and Victim. This is indeed a deep mystical union and a divine mystery. It is to our benefit as His people to beg for greater union with Him as His spouse and to identify more with our Master, Chief Priest and Victim, in every Mass and in all our actions all day, united to the Masses being celebrated around the world. We are one body in Him. He is the Head, we are the members of His mystical Body. He is alive. He is alive. He is alive. He lives in us in a special way when we are in the state of grace. He has given us this sharing in His life. Thank You, Jesus. Thank You, our God.

       

 

March 2, 1999

Jesus speaks: My beloved spouse,

I am revealing to you the workings of Satan in your lives so that you will be able to withstand his attacks. I love you My spouse, this is My gift.
 

    

March 22, 2000

Jesus speaks: I am the Bridegroom every bride desires.

I am your Spouse.

I am a Divine Lover.

You want one that can only give you what I can.

Every bride wants a spouse, for you were created for Me, your perfect Spouse, and you will only be satisfied by Me.

Your handmaids and servants are so happy because they live to be My spouse.

I am attentive, I am always there, I always love you, I give Myself in the Eucharist as no man could ever give himself.

Your spousal union with Me comes first.

I "fit the bill" for everything you crave in a spouse. I wait for you. I loved you to My death on the cross. I am your ardent Lover.

I am the gallant One.

I am Your Spouse, I give Myself completely to you. My Father loves you so He created you for Me.

The Holy Spirit can fill your heart with fire for this love union with God.

You are the spouse of the Lamb.

     

May 5, 2000

     I longed for you, my Jesus, to receive you within My breast. I've longed to have you inside of Me.

     Oh my Jesus, I want to be with You as You are in the exposed Eucharist, and it is my delight to just be with You, the Almighty God, truly present and sit with You and gaze upon Your splendor.

     Oh, the excitement to know God is really there in the consecrated Host.

     It is so wonderful to just be with Him in such deep union, and my heart is just so filled with love for God and all others.

     The treasure is the Eucharist.

     Oh God, my heart burns to receive you in the Mass and for You to be with me in my heart right now. To just be with Jesus, the Son of God.

     I want to write about Jesus.

     What would I do if I knew today was my last day on earth?

     I would do exactly as I am doing, for I believe I am living according to His will.

     I would do it with the greatest fervor, uniting as deeply as possible every moment to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass for souls.

     I would pray as fervently as I could for My family and the Shepherds of Christ family, the Church and God's family.

     I would give my all as deeply as possible to the moment and surrender all else to Him.

     I would go deep inside myself and try to unite as deeply as possible in my heart to the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

     Every moment when lived fully united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass can help to release great grace for souls.

     Oh God, I love You so much and I love souls.

     I would tell everyone on the earth about Jesus in the Eucharist, and I wouldn't care what they thought of me because that is such a gift to tell them about.

     I would spend time with Jesus in deep union at Mass and before the tabernacle and I would unite as deeply as possible with all others in my heart.

     I would pray as Jesus has taught us in the Our Father and I would recall the Gospel of John, chapter 17, in my heart, praying and offering up my whole day that the world would be one.

     I would ask God to send love to all that I have ever had a problem with and shower the earth with healing grace.

     Now, my God, there is so much more to write, but I would wish that I could live that day as You will it, deeper than ever, uniting to the Mass and all others in holy prayer.

     I wish that I could give you the greatest love and honor and adoration and I would pray more fervently than ever for our beloved priests and the most wonderful Church and the world, asking God to help me live the day according to God's will to the fullest.

     I love to be with Jesus in the tabernacle. I want to have joy in every moment.

     I love to pray the rosary and think of the mysteries of the rosary before Jesus and pray for my needs and the priests and the Church and the world, especially praying for my beloved family and friends.

     Oh, Jesus, as I go to the rosary today in Florida, I pray for grace for the priests, the Church and the world.

     I ask all to unite with me in praying every day as a body for our beloved priests, the Church and the world, as we are united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

     Let's feel this connection to one another every moment of the day, praying for grace to be released for souls, for the Church and the world.

     I love you all so much. May God's blessings shower your lives as Jesus takes you ever deeper into His most precious Eucharistic Heart.

May 5, 2001

From Florida, 
A letter to Jesus, my spouse

Dear Jesus, 
            How deeply I love you and thank you 
            for all you have given to me. I love 
            to be so united to You in the Eucharist. 
            My life centers around the Mass.
            Oh Jesus, I just love You so. I am here in
            Light of Christ Church in Clearwater, Florida
            where Jesus gave me the Spouse of the Lamb
            writings and Father Carter was here
            during that visit. The work here was
            very tedious that time and daily I
            would give Him my heart and He asked
            me to write the Spouse of the Lamb
            writings.
                Here is the prayer Jesus gave in
                   the beginning.

                       Jesus told me to write to Him as His 
                         beloved Spouse
                         February 23, 1998. He said to begin the
                         writings on Ash Wednesday February 25, 1998.

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