Shepherds of Christ Daily Writing

December 14, 2015

Pray for special intentions.
  

Pray for Dan & Melanie, Jimmy,
Fr. Joe, Mary, Blue Book 16.

Please pray for funds & grace.

                December 14, 2015

                R. Did you ever drive around in a snow
                storm because you had to go to the hospital
                to see someone with a lot of others in the
                car and it was a big town, like Chicago, and
                it was down town – right before Christmas
                and the roads were icy and full of snow
                and as you drove – you could barely see –
                you didn't know where you were going – the
                roads were packed with cars and one of the
                passengers was very verbal from the back seat
                all the way forward, speaking her mind, on your
                shoulder and more than that you made the
                wrong turn right by the busiest shopping store
                and it was dark out –

                    But in your mind's eye – you could see the
                quiet of your goal – being at the hospital
                everybody getting out and the car parked, but
                your friend in the hospital – you all came to see
                was dying.

                    Wow that is anxiety and in it all you can
                know the presence of God, because He is always
                with you. A power greater than yourself you
                can count on, that even though the verbal
                lady was breathing down your neck with
                know it all comments – inside you is - Jesus,
                the Holy Spirit, the Father that dwell in a presence
                in you – even in such commotion.

                    Yes, the presence of God, it is so real to me –
                This is a little how martyrs like St. Stephen
                knew when they were going to kill him.

                    And what about Saul who was ordering the killing –
                obviously he did not have that connection inside
                at the time he was ordering Stephen to be killed.

                    There is a presence of God we can know inside –
                And there are others that function and do a
                lot of things, but are not focused on presence
                of God, will of God, the Holy Spirit guiding them.

                    Fr. Carter said he could not have done what he did
                without the transforming union, a constant presence
                of God.

                    I remember going to a priest Jesus sent me to and
                he said we were all to go in the direction of being
                mystics –

                    Jesus said February 23, 1994 in the city set on a
                hill will shine its light to the world message – that in
                the time to come people would live as having
                Jesus their personal spouse –

                    In the dark night, in the snow, in a busy
                town I did not know, I could see the uncertainties.
                I couldn't see. It was dark. It was snowy.
                It was crowded, the car full of people who could
                say anything – uncertainties, uncertainties, uncertainties
                and yet peace inside, like a boat tied firm to the
                peer, the Holy Spirit deep in my being, Jesus in my heart,
                My Father and His will behind me and in the
                biggest, uncertain storm, in the dark of night –
                there is a certainty to go ahead doing the will of
                God and God is with me, I know Him, I know
                His presence.

                    Where as a man can go his whole life and
                make decisions while satan can direct him –
                We see Saul when he was putting Stephen to
                death –

                    Operating according to God's will – operating
                in the Heart of Jesus is like Fr. Carter would
                always say –

                    the waters can be so stirred up on the surface
                and if you go deep enough there is a calm –

                    I could see when I wrote the
                message Saturday how working from God the Father
                down to me – doing what He wants has His
                Might behind me. I am operating and Power
                comes from the Father, through the pierced Heart of Jesus
                in the Holy Spirit, through the Heart of Mary to me and
                I can do things God wants me to do with His
                Might.

                    A person who disobeys authority to seek
                dominance for dominance sake is saying –
                "the buck starts with me". So you get all he can
                give and if he is disobeying an order from just
                authority that God wants –
                    then he is opening the door to operating for
                satan.

                    God gives us His laws. We can't ignore
                them and do what we want. If we ignore
                God's laws and disobey God we open a door
                to satan.

                    God gives us the Commandments and His
                Word and the Commandment is to love –
                We are doing all we do for the honor and glory
                of God ultimately –

                We see in our actions our final end and we
                perform actions that have as the goal ultimately
                to help us to get to heaven, with right reasoning
                with love, with duty to God our Creator.

                I kept praying to do God's will and I prepared to
                be a math teacher in college and to play the
                organ and –

                    God took away my voice –
                    I didn't get it at first –

                    I prayed on my knees one spring break
                from college – "why are You letting my voice
                not work"

                    Soon I understood – I had to quit my jobs to
                be able to receive the messages of Blue Book 1, 2, 3 etc.,
                I liked what I did, but God helped me see that
                He had another plan for me.

                    I had visions of doors before the Blessed Sacrament
                and I thought oh I had a vision that was not
                as grand as His – The doors were part open with
                a chair in front, I guess I had to remove the
                chair and let God do what He wanted –

                    And He gave me Blue Book II on surrender
                    And He gave me the Prayer for Union –
                    Almost 22 years ago –

                I see how the purpose of Fr. Carter was in
                trying to tell the priests about Mary's relationship
                in their spiritual life –

                I see what happened with 17,000,000 Priestly
                Newsletters and Priestly Writings over 21
                years with the consecration of the Two Hearts –
                God has a plan and He works in mysterious
                ways, but we must report for work –
                give ourselves – let Him possess our souls –
                Be open – not fighting Him – controlling
                for pride –

                God gave us our Centers –

                Fr. Carter said we were looking for a center –
                We drove over 1 1/2 hours and got lost
                    in the China parking lot –

                    God put Mary's image on the building
                in Florida – the same day the Red
                Rosary Book went out –

shipped from the printers December 17, 1996

Mary appeared December 17, 1996

                R. Going through life is full of
                uncertainties. I know the experience
                of Saturday – I want His Might behind all
                I do –

                I want that place of presence in God –

                I want His grace more and more abundantly
                    filling me –

                R. The big message yesterday is about giving –
                    If we hold out to get our way with
                    those God is calling to direct us –

                It is like a two year old – holding their breath
                    so they don't have to go to bed –

                The consequences are ones that hurt the
                    child –

                When God wants us to do something – it
                    is a gift to be able to serve Him –
                    opposing God, rebelling against God,
                    holding out will bring satan
                    in to try to direct things.

                A man had a house and he lived in
                    the woods, Jesus came and knocked
                    on the door
                    and he told Jesus
                    "go away, I am feeling mad"

                When satan came and knocked he let
                    him in and darkness covered
                    the house and he got more
                    and more dark himself in
                    anger and pride –

                Satan is a deceiver – he tells the person –
                    like Eve in the Garden – they can
                    be equal to God and he appeals
                    to their pride and control and discrediting
                    God's power –

                Satan has been working and working and
                    he works in the deadly sins –
                    jealousy, pride, envy, slothfulness,
                    anger, lust, gluttony –

                Satan is a liar –
                    he tells the person lies to try to get them
                    to do what he wants –

                A lot of our life is uncertainties –
                    we are on a journey and we need
                    the guidance of the Holy Spirit to do
                    God's plan for us –

                Jesus showed us – He followed the Plan
                    of His Father –

                Jesus went off to pray –

                Jesus came to teach us –

                We follow Jesus –

                He paid a big price

                He is love

                We have a path we can follow –

                Following the path God gives us is the best path –

                We can go all different ways –

                A man went on a journey and he had a choice
                    to follow several paths –
                    one path was full of prickly bushes and
                    dark places, lots of stones and
                    debris

                Another path was smooth sailing – it
                    was easy to see, it had places
                    filled with jewels and sparkled,
                    some of the places had broken
                    things, but if you watched it
                    it didn't hurt you and the
                    journey.

                The Holy Spirit wants to lead us on the path –
                    with light and show us the way to go,
                    but we may still suffer – Jesus
                    suffered, but moved steadfast
                    ahead – even to His death –

                Satan wants to come in – He comes when
                    a person wants power and seeking
                    dominance for dominance sake –
                    Satan comes in when the person is
                    looking distortedly at his brother –
                    envy, jealousy and is not loving
                    his brother or respecting just authority
                    as he should.

                We seek the counsel of the Holy Spirit. We seek to
                    live virtuously – We know God's presence in us and
                    we live to do His will. We prepare ourselves
                    for heaven, by seeking God's will and loving
                    to do it.

                    We will to do what God wants. We seek perfection
                of our will – we seek perfection of our intellect
                that we discern with right reasoning –
                not distortedly as satan tempts through our
                tendencies toward the deadly sins.

                    We seek perfection in reasoning and
                will. We were created in the image and
                likeness of God.

                God is Divine –

                Our knowing and loving capacity was elevated
                in baptism.

                We need the virtues to know and love likened
                    to God.

                We seek the truth –

                We want to know and to understand –

                Only in seeing truth ultimately in God can
                    we see as we are driven to want to
                    see because God created us with
                    this desire for truth in Him.

                We seek perfection in God –

                Eve was tempted by satan and gave into
                    pride – the devil works in these tendencies
                    of the wounded human nature –

                But we were created in the image and likeness
                    of God and in us is this desire to
                    be possessed by God –
                    to know truth in Him –
                    to want to be full in Him in eternity –

                20 years ago, when God gave me the experience
                    of December 15, 1995 –
                    I cannot express the intensity and
                    joy of that experience in God –
                    I tried to write about in in the Mass Book –

                    The message of March 26, 1996,
                the beauty of the vision that went with it –

                    Now yesterday in China, the beauty of that
                place – the reality of Jesus truly present in
                His Divinity and humanity.

                    Man can reach for nothing if he wants – be
                completely disconnected in his heart –
                be like a roving dog in a China shop – no
                emotions, no connection in the heart to
                what God is saying –

                    I love the Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb
                the Bridegroom of the Soul –

                    "You are the Initiator, I am the soul waiting
                        your favors"

                What a surprise when God is running things.

                What a gift – we are like blind men walking
                    around and doing it, in waiting for
                    God to lead us and take our hand and
                    supply His Might –

                Blue Book II is such a beautiful book of surrendering
                    to God.

                    Yesterday I saw the power in the unity of men
                giving their hearts to Jesus. If I am one in Jesus
                and you are one in Jesus - we are one in Jesus –
                If I am in Cincinnati and you are in Italy –
                place doesn't stop unity in the Heart of Jesus –
                I know, I seek, I see, not with eyes veiled,
                but He keeps lifting the veil to be operating
                under His Might, His perfection, His authority,
                He is supreme –

                    I am the soul waiting His favor –

                He is the leader of the dance –

                He has sent people to us to help us to see –

                Eve was given so many gifts and she
                    listened to satan because of pride –

                The more we see our art – God has given
                    us and we live in Him perfecting
                    that art for His honor and glory –
                    the more we have joy and happiness –
                    Being in competition with our brothers
                    God has asked us to work with in
                    the building of His Kingdom in jealousy
                    and envy is a paradox to surrender
                    and letting God run the show with
                    the gifts He gave all of us to accomplish the job –

                Prudence helps us to see how we should
                    be in working in love with each other
                    to accomplish God's work –

                Envy, jealousy, anger and pride can be used to
                    even take the gifts God gives us and use them
                    dishonorably for our unloving ways.
                    It is indeed a paradox to be given
                    great gifts for the building of the Kingdom
                    of God and to hoard them to entertain
                    and foster our power and envious
                    ways.

                God is the giver of our gifts –

                God gives us talents to be used for His honor
                    and glory – to help ourselves and others
                    to go to heaven –
                    our call is this to work to go to heaven and
                    not be envious of our brothers, but
                    to help them to go to heaven too and to
                    have joy as God operates in us in
                    the building of His Kingdom –

                God help us be holy

And Mary said:

My soul proclaims
    the greatness of the Lord
and my spirit rejoices
    in God my Saviour;
because he has looked upon
    the humiliation of his servant.
Yes, from now onwards
    all generations will call me blessed,
for the Almighty
    has done great things for me.
Holy is his name,
and his faithful love extends age after age
    to those who fear him.
He has used the power of his arm,
he has routed the arrogant of heart.
He has pulled down princes
    from their thrones
        and raised high the lowly.
He has filled the starving with good things,
    sent the rich away empty.
He has come to the help
    of Israel his servant,
        mindful of his faithful love
—according to the promise
    he made to our ancestors—
of his mercy to Abraham
    and to his descendants for ever.

December 13, 2015 Sunrise in China

 

Joyful Mysteries

The Annunciation

1. Hail Mary
2. Hail Mary

3. R. I can't help but think when we are meditating on this mystery of the rosary, how God calls and it is our response to Him. I mean it is kind of like that one scripture, that He calls the stars and they say "Here we are shining brightly" and that is how it should be with us, where there is that Call - Response and we are saying to God, "Here we are God, shining brightly."

4. R. So when He told me to write this Intro in this book, it says:

        My dear priests, hierarchy and members of the mystical body of Christ, 

         I give my heart to Jesus and Mary with you in love. 

         Fr. Carter our founder wrote two very important books Response to God’s Love and Response in Christ.

         The following thoughts are inspired by these two books. 

         God first loved us. 

         We receive a sharing in Divine Life in baptism – our knowing and loving capacity is elevated. 

         We are human creatures and yet we see God’s loving self-communication to us with our concomitant response to Him in love. 

         Man rejected this self-communication of God in original sin. 

         God on His part communicates His own life through grace and man in return gives himself to God and his fellowman in loving service.  

         We can respond to this marvelous gift God gives to us as members of the mystical body of Christ – with Christ our head. 

         We can be witnesses of Christ alive in us both in the Church and in the world because the Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell in a special way,
          in our graced, baptized soul. 

          God wants such intimacy with us.
 

5. R. Then in the back I wrote:

    God has chosen us, we are to turn to Christ with greater generosity, and as baptized Christians to grow in our knowing and loving capacity.

     God has put His handprint on us in baptism giving to us the virtues of faith, hope and love. These are theological virtues. We must pray to God for the increase in these virtues and we respond to the grace He outpours to us. In praying for the increase in faith we can see more and more the vision of the Heavenly Father. We can hope for our eternal salvation and help spread that hope in our lives to others and we can share more deeply in God’s loving activity –

R. And yesterday it was just made so clear to me how God really does want to operate through us. So when we think more of our own will over God's will, we are really stopping that way in which He wants to use us, as His instrument in the world to do some particular work. So we really want to know that God wants to work in us powerfully, that God is Almighty, and that we have that Might behind us in our lives, rather than disobeying Him, or disobeying authority that is over us, if it is the Church, or whatever that authority is, and then in that, then bringing in the devil who is going to work.

    God works in structure. Power comes from the Father, through the pierced Heart of Christ in the Holy Spirit, through the heart of Mary, and it comes to us. And when somebody jumps away from that power and decides they want dominance for dominance sake, then they are the one that is saying, 'well the buck starts with me and I don't need all that grace and power and stuff coming down from God, and you should pay attention to me'. And that is what we have all over the world, where people are just making their own plans, and trying to get other people to do it, and it is really not connected from the top down, but it is coming more from the bottom up.

6. Hail Mary

7. R. And so we see Mary in that docility, this young Virgin and the angel comes to her and Mary says 'yes' to the angel, of being the Mother of God. And we know that Mary was sinless because if God was going to come, He could not come in any kind of sin at all. But we see Mary as model, the perfect Handmaid of the Lord, because she was a human person, conceived without sin, completely perfect. And we have been tainted by original sin, even if we were baptized, we have tendencies towards the deadly sins, and so we look at Mary as model. We ask Mary our spiritual Mother, Mother of the Church, Mother of us, Mother of Jesus, to take us into her pure and holy heart, and she takes us to the Heart of Jesus, and in that we find the treasures of living in love, living a virtuous life, living in the light.

    And so God has told us to spread this consecration, to tell people to give their hearts to Jesus and Mary. And Mary said in one rosary I did in Florida, the whole rosary, that the Hearts of Jesus and Mary are attentive to the voice of your supplication. So we really have to ask and then have that faith, that too is what she said at Fatima. We have to believe in the big picture, and not look at the little parts, even though there is much destruction and evil in the world, God is still in charge.

8. R. In the St. Ignatius Spiritual Exercises, there are two camps and he talks about the camp where the people or whatever they are, are cohorts under the command of Jesus Christ and they go out to the world to spread the message of Jesus Christ and to help build the Kingdom of God. And then there is the other ones, where satan keeps pressing on them, and they become the instruments of satan to go out into the world. And when we are not obeying the will of God, then we are acting for satan when we oppose the will of God, and we are out there and we are doing that which God does not want us to do.

9. R. We cannot even understand the Mind of God. He is a Supreme Being. He is omnipotent. We don't even understand that, but because of baptism, He can elevate us so we can have this understanding into the Divine Mysteries. But we are always learning more and more, there is always this immense amount that we absolutely do not know. And this is what can come to us, the more that we are filled with His grace, the more that image and likeness of God is imprinted on our heart and soul, and the more that we are assured that if we keep living this way, that God will be able to take us to heaven. Because you have to be pure to get into heaven. You can't decide that you are just going to do your own way, and just go right up there and get right in. "Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven." We need to do that.

10. R. And if we go to heaven, we will be full of grace. Isn't that wonderful! So now we keep trying to seek to be more and more abundantly filled with His grace, His life in us, so that some day we can go to heaven and then be full of grace. Mary is full of grace.

"Be it done unto me according to your word." Luke 1: 38

Sing: Ave, Ave, Ave Maria

     

The Visitation of the Blessed Mother to Her Cousin Elizabeth

1. My soul doth magnify the Lord and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior. Luke 1: 46-47

2. Song: Holy Is His Name

3. R. Put yourself there when Mary goes to see Elizabeth and she says the Magnificat, and Elizabeth says to her, "Why should I be honoured with a visit from the mother of my Lord?" Luke 1: 43

4. R. And the child within her womb, in Elizabeth's womb, leapt for joy, at the sight of Mary and the child Jesus in Mary's womb.

5. Sing: My soul rejoices in God my Savior, my spirit finds it joy in God the living God.

6. R. Mary lived a selfless life. Mary lived in obedience to the Father, always obedience, loving His will, wanting to serve Him.

7. Sing: My soul rejoices in God my Savior, my spirit finds it joy in God the living God.

8. Sing: Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

9. R. And Mary stayed with Elizabeth about 3 months. John the Baptist was called to prepare the way of the Lord, the voice of one crying in the desert, make ready the way of the Lord. Alleluia.

10. R. They have that special time in the lives of Jesus and Mary, and Elizabeth and John the Baptist, when Mary was at the home, feel that closeness of Mary for her cousin, Elizabeth, and the joy within Mary and Elizabeth, both, knowing that they were carrying the babies that they did, within their wombs – Mary, the Son of God.

 

R. This is such a beautiful time of year. Christmas is a time of year for us to realize that God loves us so very much. That God the Father sent His Son, and Jesus took flesh. The Son of God took flesh and came into the world, a little baby. This is about salvation. This is about us being able to go to heaven despite the sin in the world, and the sin of Adam and Eve, that God so loved the world, that He sent His Son into this world. This is to have the joy of the Season, that we can be saved and go to heaven for all eternity, if we love. That is why He calls us. Love is giving. When I got the message this morning, the whole thing is about giving - giving - giving - giving, and He shows us, He gave, by coming into the world. He gave by teaching these men. I'm sure He had His struggles, teaching these men, that had their dysfunction, walking with 12 men.

    If the Son of God can stand that kind of aggravation and walk around the earth, why would we think, when God has called us to work with others, that may be difficult to work with, why would we think that we are above that, when Jesus came down here and died on the cross for our sins. We just think that Mary was just pure. She didn't have to think about herself. Let's line ourselves up with Mary and Joseph. Let's see how we have grown in the spiritual life, since last Christmas. Let's review in our lives, do we have an image of Christmas that is all messed up? Or are we real witnesses to go out into the world, to tell the world how precious indeed is the gift of the Divine Almighty God coming into the world and taking flesh.

    When the Blessed Mother appears to you for 21 years, you know the reality, but the excitement of knowing how she prays with us, how God loved the Shepherds of Christ Movement so much to give us that building in Florida where the Mother of God appeared on it, for 7 1/2 years. The attitude of gratitude – because the spiritual life is about the interior life. It is about being one in God.

    Every thing I have received since 1991 is One-In-God. One In God, knowing presence, have the presence of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit within us, at every moment, having that vision with every action – is this action an action that will help lead me to eternal salvation or is it an action that offends Our Lord? In begging for the gifts of the Holy Spirit, Fear of God, so we would not want to do the slightest sin to offend Him.

    For 21 years, I have been asked by God to be the leader of this Movement to bring the messages from God's Blue Book all the way to what I have in Blue Book 16 and the Daily Message to this world. 21 years ago, receiving the Prayer for Union with Jesus, almost 22 years ago. This is a Movement about saying those prayers, and being grateful to God for the gift that He is giving, teaching us and to spreading that good news to others.

  

The Birth of Jesus

Song: Silent Night

1. R. To get in touch with the light, to know what it is to see the light of the Virgin Mary, as she appears in the light that is indescribable in words. From 1994, when she appeared every day for 14 months, before me, in magnificence and height and beauty, such a light I cannot even explain, buried so within my heart and soul, to then see the Blessed Mother as she appeared on the building in Clearwater. What a gift we have been given, in how He asked so little for us to give. He has given to me all these rosaries over all this time, expressing through my mouth, in the way He speaks.

"I stood beneath the cross of my son", she says, "and my heart was in such anguish for the little ones that would be lost forever."

R. People are going to hell for all eternity. Mary begged us to spread the rosary to children, 21 years ago. And I ask people to help. We are here to change. We are here to say 'yes' to God, a 'yes' in everything that we do. We are here to be people of the light, not to live a life of darkness and bitterness, and anger and holding out, and then expect to arrive, and He is just going to take us right up there, when we did not act like God at all. We are witnesses before others, when we carry our crucifixes right on our chest, and wear our veils. We are witnesses when we go into the Church and show the people what it is to be Christ-like, to have the Christ-life in us, to help form the world and the Church in this image of Christ. For 21 years, as the co-founder of this Movement, I have delivered all these words through my mouth, with emotion, with clarity, with love, with devotion, the words that God has given to us in the rosaries.

    Can we not give more than a crumb? Or give nothing at all, and hold out – an attitude of gratitude? The interior disposition that is to be united to that interior disposition of Jesus, who gave Himself on the cross, bloodied, beaten, crowned with thorns. Can we muster up a little breath, and emotion to show we have a heart? This Movement is about the heart. This Movement is about love. This Movement is about giving. When I hear Jesus ask for these days of prayer on the 13th, the 5th, the 17th, I want to give it all to Him. I want to pray for the priests, and the Church and the world. I believe in that unity, right now, with the Sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally being made present in all of the Masses that are celebrated right now and I know unity, unity back to Christ on the cross, unity on the altars, unity with the Resurrection, having watched the vision of the mystery of Christ, in His birth, at one Mass of Fr. Carter's, seeing that mystery of Christ, in the mysteries of these rosaries, watching them all. It is so far beyond.

    But I will tell you this, there will be no connection to any of it, from the hardened heart. From the person that is called by God to be a leader to teach others about love in the heart and unity, because you don't stay the same in the spiritual life. You either grow in love in the likeness of God or you go further and further, keeping on, more and more the clogged pipe of distorted vision, self-justification of the wrongs that are committed through seeking dominance for dominance sake, and anger and envy and all those things, that are not like the Heart of Jesus at all.

    This is a Movement about the Heart of God, about pure and perfect love, about the gift of giving, where God gave to us, not only His only begotten Son, Who took flesh, but gave to us the highest human person, the Virgin Mary, conceived without sin, to bear Him, to bring the Son of God, in the body of a human person, to give that much. He took the nature of a slave, to be one like us. Opposing what God has called here, the emotion, the sincerity, the love, the gift, is sad for those who have never known. It is sad when I, through my throat and my mouth, felt the tears as I delivered the Mary's Message and I will never forget any of these things.

Mary: I stood beneath the cross of my Son and I cried for the little ones, that would be lost forever.

R. How much emotion should you have when God has called you to be a part of this, the same as me, and to deliver that message, that there are souls this day, that are dying, that are going into hell, and will never have any of God, no love, isolation. What kind of emotion do you think that Mary would give, when she appears for 21 years, and then God the Father puts her on the building in Clearwater. The hard of heart are mentioned all through the scriptures. The emotion that I know, is the emotion of the truth, of every Word of the scriptures, a two-edged sword. What a gift the Word of God is, the Bread of Life. To read it here today. We have the Eucharist exposed, but we did not have a Mass, so therefore to me, the Bread of Life, is in the words that He gave to me and asked me to read, and I know the grace that is outpoured from the Word.

    I know the grace that is united, that pours forth, from the Heart of Jesus with that Holy Sacrifice of the Mass being celebrated all over the world. I know the era of peace after hearing 21 years of messages of what He wants, but we all have a free will. We have a free will to give Him a little breath, a little energy, a little love, a little belief in the 13ths and the 5ths, a little joy in the second pew at St. Boniface, while my brother, such a holy priest, celebrates the Mass, to know that, that Mass and that man that He has given as an instrument to us, can spread grace all over the whole and entire world. Because God is omnipotent, He is great, He is all powerful, He Is.

    He is so beautiful in that Eucharist and there is such a light that is there. Such a light! Having seen the lights of heaven and the lights surrounding Him in the Blessed Sacrament, having seen Jesus appear and Mary appear – Oh God, I am so grateful for the gifts, that You give to us – now, and in this Movement. And it is my heart's desire to spread this to as many as possible, because it is Thy holy will. To be united and to know unity, to go to the Heart of Jesus and to dwell there and know that the presence of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within my feeble heart, a sanctuary of His love.

    This is reality. This is the message that needs to go to this earth. It's not a mundane, or whatever that word is, ah - yes - its - huh –. Only the fool would hold back, when God has given gifts to us, not given to the greatest saints. It is with joy that I am here on the 13th of December before this, the Divine Almighty God, truly present, appearing and loving us, in every breath and heartbeat, that He gave to His last on the cross, that the Mass is celebrated at this moment, and there could be such unity in the members of the body of Christ, the more that we circulate the Mass Books and the Blue Books, that children need the rosaries. They need to meditate on the mysteries of the rosary, the birth of Jesus, the death, the resurrection. Where would we all be, without the rosary?

    Gosh, this church is so beautiful, I just can't even believe it. What gifts He has given. To be in that Apparition Room down in Clearwater and to watch her appear and to pray with us. It's beyond words, and it is real. It's life. Life is in the heart. We know that from our own hearts, right? If the heart gets clogged, there is no life. When the heart is hard, it's not soft and supple. It's like the clogged pipe. It's like the clogged artery. Can you operate with a hard heart and answer the calling of consecrating your heart to Jesus and Mary?

    Did you ever wonder about the wound in the Heart of Christ, and how from that wound pours forth blood and water, blood for our salvation, water for baptism, that we are reconciled to God because of the blood of the Lamb, and that we need to be reconciled, that we can't commit sin and sin and sin and sin, against our brother, and hold out and not do what we are suppose to do, sins of omission. And then not be reconciled to God and the person. This is really about love. This is about why Jesus came and took flesh, because they did what they did in the Garden. They disobeyed God. The sins that came at the time of Noah, were so corrupt.

    When I hear Mary's voice and she cries out for her children, I went over to Immacualta and I cried my eyes out, because I said 'What can I do?' And then eventually Mary appeared at Clearwater. And I said, give some sign, and Jesus said: "I give you all these writings." I give you all these writings. To those that are wise, they will hear the words of Jesus and they will be glad.

2. Jesus: And I come to you in such beauty and I am present to you and appearing to you, because the 13th is so important, and your prayers here and united to Florida and all the others that are united can help to bring down so much grace. The 24 hour adoration is so important to Me.

3. R. Oh God, that it would never end. The embrace of the beauty that I see before me and the reality of what it is to see a vision, to know the insight into the light, to want to grasp, evermore, the mystery of God, to be filled with Your grace, that Your life is more and more abundantly in us. How precious indeed, are the gifts that God has given.

4. Jesus: I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus on fire for love of men.

5. Jesus: I am present and with you now.

6. R. To be lifted high just to know a little more of the truth, of the great mystery of God, to see the red and the golden light, to know His burning love is a reality, To know that the world is bleeding because of the fact, that they do not know love, and to know that God is appearing. He is appearing to me. He has given these messages to us of His burning love, telling us – what would you say to Him –

Jesus: Tell them that I would die for them this very day. I love them so much.

R. This is reality folks. This is God with us.

7. Song: I Am the Bread of Life

8. Hail Mary
9. Hail Mary
10. Hail Mary

  

The Presentation

1. Song: A Song from Jesus

2. Hail Mary
3. Hail Mary

4. R. Rain down Your grace God upon this earth, that the earth know more and more, this outpouring of Your grace, so that there will be peace and truth and love. As we approach these days of Christmas, please hear this urgent cry from all of us. For we want to spread this to the world, but we pray for Your grace and Your help, grace and help with the Blue Book, the Blue Book 16, for the cover, for the whole book that it will be able to be circulated. The message of helping in the work of redemption from Blue Book 11 on.

    We pray dear God, for there will be unity on the face of this earth, and the more that this message circulates, the more that men give their hearts, to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, the more there will be unity on the earth. For I cannot dwell in the Heart of Jesus and you dwell in the Heart of Jesus, and us not be united. It is as simple as that. There is no division in the Heart of Jesus. If we live the consecration as God has asked us for 21 years, how could we have division, in the Heart of Jesus? There must be some kind of error in the way the consecration is understood, for division to exist. For God has a plan and and the plan is perfect, and the timing is perfect. Dear God, please send workers into Your harvest.

5. R. May the light of Christ shine from one end of this earth to the other this Christmas. May the evil that is going on more and more, around the world, be squelched by the love of hearts that are united to the Heart of Jesus, and may we find the assistance to be able to spread this message by living more fervently the message that He has given to us. It isn't a message that He has given, that we should talk about, it is a message to live with the presence of God within us, that we are one in Him, one in the Masses going on around the world, bringing unity to the members of the mystical body of Christ.

    We are reconciled by the blood of the Lamb, and reconciliation must be done for the sins of mankind. He has given us this gift, throughout the centuries, the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, sacramentally made present and we are united as members of the mystical body of Christ. It is up to us to participate more fully in this, in giving our lives as an offering and encouraging all others to do so. Because it isn't by our might that things can change in this world, but it is by His Might, because He is all powerful.

    Woe to man that puts himself above and blocks what God is asking for. Because as it said in that message, until the messages of His love are circulated in the Church, the bloodshed will continue. Bloodshed is continuing with the murder of the babies, with the persecution of innocent men. It pivots around the Mass my people. We are the People of God. The devil tells people to be isolated, to hold out, to worry about what they have here, to think about what people think.

    In seeing the light and He shows to me, it is so real. This is reality, what is in the Blue Books, what He has given to us. The message that can help bring this era of Peace, December 17th, the 19th anniversary of Mary's apparition at Fatima. We pray that people will come and pray, pray as Mary prays with us, as the Queen of Peace, for this peace in the world. At this time of the year, He came the Prince of Peace, into our midst. He took flesh. He loves us beyond anything that we can ever imagine. This is reality.

6. R. He has used my hand and my mouth to write about His truth and His gifts, and they are consistently given from the beginning, as if they were received yesterday, 20 some years ago, and tying in, like the scriptures, are how old.

7. R. Does this give us a glimpse of eternity, that His Word endures forever, that the truth of God does not change? It doesn't wane in and out, like the men of the day, like the clouds that pass in the sky. His Truth Is.

8. R. The plan of the Father goes on forever.

9. R. Dear God, give us Your wisdom that we can reach to the heights, to see and to know supernaturally, and with our hearts, to love in the Heart of Jesus, so that we can give love to You, that is of a much higher caliber, then the love that we could even give. It is hard to explain to know, that the more You are in me, that the more that You give me supernatural love, that the more it is the love that is needed to give, that special love to God, for You deserve our love.

10. Jesus: Oh ye of hardened hearts, what treasures have you wrought from all of your foolishness? And if I speak to you thusly, are you already there with your self-righteousness, justifying as you do, when I come to you with a simple message of love, and it is you that rejects the message that I give. You harden up your hearts. You are like cold ice, and I give to you the burning embers of Divine love.

 

Jesus: Wake up before it is too late. And the days of your lives pass in petty pace, one after the other, where you hold on to such foolishness, when My message is not hard to decipher. It is that of love.

 

The Finding of the Lord Jesus in the Temple

1. R. And He ruffled their feathers and they said "Go away Jesus, we want no pain. We are here to have our glory, to be filled with affection ourselves."

Jesus: And I ruffled your feathers, and you said to Me, "Go away Jesus" and I said to you, "Foolish man, for I have given and given and given and given, and you have become more and more hard in heart, to the point you do not want to give at all." I came to this earth, giving. I went out giving. I went out and taught and performed the miracles, and gave to you the men to carry on the Church, and men went before you that gave their lives in building up the Church, in Martyrdom, in giving all they had to their deaths. Do you really say to yourself, "I am like them?" Pray to the Holy Spirit for the knowledge to see, but you must ask for the grace to be willing to die to your sinful ways, to your pride and anger, and envy and selfishness. Because I see you and I tell you, and you hold on to it, as if it is the treasure that you seek.

2. R. And He called them in the end and He said to them –

Jesus: My son, your time is here, and how have you loved? Knowing how it was, for in those end times, you will not be able to hide by any mask.

3. Jesus: What do you believe the consecration to the Heart of Jesus means? Do you know that, that means that you give your heart to Me, and that your heart becomes more and more loving, and you operate as God wills you to operate, that you are open, docile, supple, meek, and surrendering in your heart? Do you understand what consecration to My Divine Heart means, the Heart of infinite love? For it is therein, that the red and golden embers of light will shine in your life, as never before, for I am the Son of God.

4. Jesus: And to those who listen to Me, you received a treasure, that was a treasure far beyond anything. And they knew a little of the treasure to come in your home in heaven. Turn not away. Turn not away from this offering that I give to you, for you will turn away from the most valuable thing in your entire life – Unity, a profound unity, a transforming union, a Mystical Marriage with the Divine Almighty God – for what – your piddly pride?

5. Jesus: And there was a man in the woods and it was so thick. It was covered with green bushes. And the night fell and the man began to walk and he lost his way, and at long last, he laid down on the ground. He was frightened and cold and he did not know what to do because the darkness of the night encompassed him in a way in which he could hardly see in the thick, dense forest.

    How is it in your lives – when I give to you the light and you choose the darkness, when you walk in the thicket, and there is the clearing? What is the payoff for your saying 'yes' to satan, who wants to slavishly have you as his operator? Pride pays nothing, men. Have you not learned the message of the Garden of Eden? From all that I have given to you, and taught you, of the evilness of sin and disobedience to God, of the pride of Adam and Eve, have you learned nothing? Or do you just listen to the devil and pay no heed with the ears of light?

6. Jesus: In the night there was the gnashing of teeth, there was the crying of those who had fallen into the pits of hell, that knew that they would never know God, never have any love, the darkness was theirs. But they made that on their own, by turning away from God, by choosing their sinful ways, when they could have chosen the clearness, the light, the love, the joy. These are the days of your lives. If this is your last day, what would you do? Would you continue the way that you feel in your heart? Hard hearts are like locked vaults, in which someone has given the key to the evil one.

7. Mary: I stood beneath the cross of my Son and my heart was in such anguish for the little ones that would be lost forever, for I have loved them so. I cry to you to listen to the message that I have given to you, as the Queen of Peace. For God comes in peace and not in chaos. He comes in truth and not in lies. He comes in light and not in darkness. And in the silliness of some, they embrace the darkness, and their pride feeds them, and when they walk in the darkness, and they see themselves so full of what they call intelligence.

8. Mary: My children, I cry unity, I cry peace, I cry love. I am your Mother and I love you. I love you more than any mother on this earth. My Spouse the Holy Spirit, wants to work in you, but He will not be able to work in hearts that are unloving. God is love. You turn away from God when you choose a life of hardness in your hearts. You turn away from God, because God is love.

9. Mary: And there was the weeping and the gnashing of teeth.

10. Jesus: I am a God of Justice. It is not hard to decipher the message that I have given. It is the message to put God before everything in your lives and to love God and to love your neighbor as yourself. And the blind will say, "And I have an excuse for You God, why I did what I did." And they will be fools, for they have no excuse. The message is quite clear. It is satan who tricks you and deceives, like Eve in the Garden. She disobeyed because she wanted to be equal to God. And you are suffering now because she brought disorder, death into the world.

Jesus: Listen to Me, because you do not want the reaper to come and to take you into eternal darkness. Why would you choose such a thing, when the messages are not hard to decipher? It is loving God with your whole heart, and your whole soul and your whole being, and loving your neighbor as yourself. It is living with a heart that is full of love. To try to judge things without your heart, it will not work.

Hail Holy Queen

The Memorare