Schedule for March 12, 2004

March 12, 2004

Genesis 37:3-4, 12-13, 17-28

    Jacob loved Joseph more than all his other sons, for he was the son of his old age, and he had a decorated tunic made for him. But his brothers, seeing how much more his father loved him than all his other sons, came to hate him so much that they could not say a civil word to him.

His brothers went to pasture their father’s flock at Shechem. Then Israel said to Joseph, ‘Your brothers are with the flock at Shechem, aren’t they? Come, I am going to send you to them.’ ‘I am ready,’ he replied.

The man answered, ‘They have moved on from here; indeed I heard them say, "Let us go to Dothan." ’ So Joseph went after his brothers and found them at Dothan. 

    They saw him in the distance, and before he reached them they made a plot to kill him. ‘Here comes that dreamer,’ they said to one another. ‘Come on, let us kill him now and throw him down one of the storage–wells; we can say that some wild animal has devoured him. Then we shall see what becomes of his dreams.’ 

    But Reuben heard, and he saved him from their clutches. ‘We must not take his life,’ he said. ‘Shed no blood,’ said Reuben to them, ‘throw him down that well out in the desert, but do not kill him yourselves’—intending to save him from them and to restore him to his father. So, when Joseph reached his brothers, they pulled off his tunic, the decorated tunic which he was wearing, and catching hold of him, threw him into the well. The well was empty, with no water in it. They then sat down to eat. 

    Looking up, they saw a group of Ishmaelites who were coming from Gilead, their camels laden with gum tragacanth, balsam and resin, which they were taking to Egypt. Then Judah said to his brothers, ‘What do we gain by killing our brother and covering up his blood? Come, let us sell him to the Ishmaelites, then we shall not have laid hands on him ourselves. After all, he is our brother, and our own flesh.’ His brothers agreed. 

    Now some Midianite merchants were passing, and they pulled Joseph out of the well. They sold Joseph to the Ishmaelites for twenty shekels of silver, and these men took Joseph to Egypt.

  

Psalm 105: 16-21

He called down famine on the land, 
he took away their food supply; 
he sent a man ahead of them, 
Joseph, sold as a slave. 

So his feet were weighed down with shackles, 
his neck was put in irons. 
In due time his prophecy was fulfilled, 
the word of Yahweh proved him true. 

The king sent orders to release him, 
the ruler of nations set him free; 
he put him in charge of his household, 
the ruler of all he possessed,

Matthew 21: 33-46

‘Listen to another parable. There was a man, a landowner, who planted a vineyard; he fenced it round, dug a winepress in it and built a tower; then he leased it to tenants and went abroad. When vintage time drew near he sent his servants to the tenants to collect his produce. But the tenants seized his servants, thrashed one, killed another and stoned a third. Next he sent some more servants, this time a larger number, and they dealt with them in the same way. Finally he sent his son to them thinking, "They will respect my son." But when the tenants saw the son, they said to each other, "This is the heir. Come on, let us kill him and take over his inheritance." So they seized him and threw him out of the vineyard and killed him. Now when the owner of the vineyard comes, what will he do to those tenants?’ They answered, ‘He will bring those wretches to a wretched end and lease the vineyard to other tenants who will deliver the produce to him at the proper time.’ Jesus said to them, ‘Have you never read in the scriptures: 

    The stone which the builders rejected 
    has become the cornerstone; 
    this is the Lord’s doing 
    and we marvel at it? 

‘I tell you, then, that the kingdom of God will be taken from you and given a people who will produce its fruit.

    When they heard his parables, the chief priests and the scribes realised he was speaking about them, but though they would have liked to arrest him they were afraid of the crowds, who looked on him as a prophet.

Mark 12: 10-11

Have you not read this text of scripture: 

The stone which the builders rejected 
has become the cornerstone; 
this is the Lord’s doing, 
and we marvel at it ?’

Psalm 1: 1-6

How blessed is anyone who rejects the advice of the wicked 
and does not take a stand in the path that sinners tread, 
nor a seat in company with cynics, 
but who delights in the law of Yahweh 
and murmurs his law day and night. 

Such a one is like a tree planted near streams; 
it bears fruit in season 
and its leaves never wither, 
and every project succeeds. 
How different the wicked, how different! 

Just like chaff blown around by the wind 
the wicked will not stand firm at the Judgement 
nor sinners in the gathering of the upright. 
For Yahweh watches over the path of the upright, 
but the path of the wicked is doomed.

October 21, 1994
(between 12 and 3 p.m. I heard bells in the Priests' Residence Chapel)

Messenger: God is love. How can we love God if we do not love one another? I do not know God if I do not love. If I know God and share truly in His divine Life, I must love.

Oh, God, how I love You! You are in the morning sun, the breath of fresh air. You are in the sun-lit morning. You are in all those things, created by You. You are in my brothers, in their smiles and in their eyes. You exist - You truly exist in this world this day. I am surrounded by Your presence. Your power and Your might surround me as I dwell on this earth. As I live and breathe, I breathe in life with the air You provide for me. I am connected to You at every second. There is not one second that I am not dependent on You for my existence.

Oh, blind men on this earth, it is indeed so clear to all who look! God is present and in our midst this day! He is alive and ever ready to provide us with every need. Yet, God, the Son of God, Who waits for the love of mere creatures, sits alone in both tabernacles here all morning! He is truly present, exposed or not. He is here and waiting our love. He writes the song He wants us to sing to Him. I scarce can breathe to be near to You, my God! This is the love He wants us to have. He is present. He is there. He is alive, and He knows our every thought and action. He is the love we all crave. He is truly here. Oh, my God, who am I that I sit in Your presence here. I sit and others do not even realize how You long for their love.

Jesus speaks: Tell them, My child. I have commissioned you and Father to tell them of this great love I have. I am your most precious Savior. Truly, I died for you. Truly, I would die for them this day. You are My apostles to spread devotion to My most Sacred Heart and My Mother's Immaculate Heart. She tells you at every rosary, "I am the Immaculate Heart of Mary and I love all My precious children." This is your calling - to spread the love of these two Hearts.

See My Heart as beating and on-fire second-by-second. I never leave you. Promote the promises. Tell all to say them every day. It is through My most Sacred Heart you will be warmed in the coldest night. Take shelter from the wind, the rain, the cold, from pestilence, from every kind of affliction you may suffer. Find shelter in the dear, tender Heart of the Child Jesus. My Heart is on fire and waiting to exchange love with My beloved ones. They do not know how this Heart beats for them this very day.

Come to Me and I will lead you away into the realms of intimacy with Me - intense intimacy in My most Sacred Heart! I am the Heart of Jesus, on fire for love of you, My beloved ones!

Messenger: (How can I really know God and not love? He is Love!)

 

Messenger: The same day I had this vision.

This is the picture from my notebook.
  

  

  

October 21, 1994

An Exterior Vision: I saw His Heart on His chest, hands off to the side.

Messenger: I was praying (people opened the door in the Priest’s Resident Chapel). I kept looking at the vision - a little child was in the heart, in the center. It could have been an embryo in a developed stage. His Heart was formed in the womb of His Mother. Rays were around the heart.

He said something about being a child. I was distracted by the opening of the door but I continued focusing on the vision.

I kept hearing the song, "when you are inside of Me", the song Jesus gave me.

I have been smelling faint smells of incense and roses at different times.

His presence pervades my soul. I love Him so much, it is He whom I seek! I want only Him. I love you so much, my precious love!

I feel such love for St. Margaret Mary...

I do not want to leave the tabernacle. He says: "My presence is with you, take it forever with you in your heart! I give Myself to you in this special way. You are never without My deepest love. I dwell in you in deep union. Be lost in My love."

I always have trouble on Fridays between noon and 3pm. He wants me to cherish this time with Him. I love you Jesus. Jesus. Jesus!

All hope of life eternal comes through Christ crucified. Our hope of eternal life comes through His death and resurrection.

Make the sign of the cross, profess our faith in Him and our love of the Trinity. I love God!

 

Excerpt from March 1, 1995 Rosary

The Agony in the Garden

7. Jesus: ...I call out to you this day to harken to My pleading to be about this world spreading My love. There are souls that are at stake, depending upon what you do with your lives. Will you spread My love? Will you be My mouthpiece to this world? I call out to you. You must stand strong and pray to the Spirit for He transforms you from fear to fearlessness. You are My apostles to go into this world and spread the love of My Most Sacred Heart!

10. Jesus: ...I beg you to spread this love in every corner of this world this day. You are apostles that I send into this world.

     
   

9 Years later this happened
   

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From the January 4, 2004

feast of the Epiphany, 

Nursing Home Video

January 4, 2004

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Revelation 12: 1-2

Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars. She was pregnant, and in labour, crying aloud in the pangs of childbirth.

   

    

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January 5, 1999

   God the Father speaks:  It is because of your fervor to pray here that you have held back the hand of My Son from punishing the earth with just punishment for the crimes committed against your God.

end of January 5, 1999 message

       

Excerpt from January 5, 1999

Messenger:  On January 5, 1997, I was wakened by Our Lord and He was mumbling as He was around my bed as He did on October 8, 1997, when He delivered the "Seedless, Barren, No Fruit on the Vine" message.

    I heard Him and He repeated the words over and over again. I had a copy of the all-night message on the floor, I jumped from the bed and began to write around the message, for it was the only paper available and He was speaking very plainly and direct. I wrote this message in the margins of the paper. He kept repeating "BABY, BARE BABY, LAID BARE".

  

Message of January 5, 1997

Jesus speaks:  Open yourself, Oh Jerusalem, your time is come you will be a light to the people in darkness, many will walk whence you come and the earth will be shakened and the light will come across a dark sky and enlighten their minds.

Oh stiff-necked people, you are so stiff in your ways, let the spirit envelope you and lead you on your way.

A country of stiffs, a people of planning and prodding, of deliberating and wondering—you lack faith, Jerusalem, you lack faith in God.

Oh walk naked into the cold night, you are cold in your hearts and naked in your clothing—I cloth you with glory, I light your face with light, but you turn your cheeks to the darkness and stay stiff-necked in your hearts. Oh cold and dark hearts, reach for the light that you may know the glory that awaits the sinners and enlightens their minds.

end of excerpt from January 5, 1997 / 1999  message

    

   

Jesus With Us All Day

January 5, 1994

Jesus speaks:  Dear child, come unto Me and I will give you rest. I am the Lord of all and author of your life. You give yourself to Me and I write the book of your life. You do not worry. You do not fret. You trust totally in Me and I operate you as I need you.

Kneel before Me and pour yourself out to Me. Let Me possess your soul. You need silence before Me, and total submission. Will to let go totally of your all to Me. Focus on My intense love for you. It is constant and hyper-vigilant and I am with you, filling you up, always. When you operate, you do so with My will. Make yourself like jello, totally formless. You needn't prove anything to anyone for I am acting from your soul. Become selfless and unattached and hold tight in Me at every second.

Make your day a day with Me, your constant companion. Keep Me always in your thoughts and present by your side every second. You are never alone. I am with you at every moment. Focus on Me and My love. It is so intense and so warm! Make Spiritual Communions to Me and be alone for short times in an intimate way all day. Be in love and be with your lover all through the day. We share an intimate time, a few minutes here and there, just stopping to be in spiritual communion together. Our love develops every day as you grow in your union with Me. It deepens and powers your life. As our love deepens, your assuredness to operate is increased. You act always out of love of Me. This is how I want you to be. Your actions are directed by the love you feel inside. Your actions become powered by a mighty force. The love and life that radiates from you is My love and life.

Total communion with Me, all through the day! To see this world through the eyes of Jesus, to operate with the love of Jesus in your heart, you must become totally selfless and operate from My love. Stop and be in spiritual communion. Stop and spend time alone with Me, a power house, self-focusing, turning yourself back to Me and My love, recharging your worn battery in My heart. What an experience! I am here, little one. You need My constant power and love. I am here and you need Me to do as I will. Tap into the source all day, a quiet moment alone with your love, a few moments often to focus on Me and My love.

You are My light to this world. It takes energy and power. It takes My love to shine in the darkness. Come and be plugged in. I am always there and ready to charge you.

I love you so, little one. Stay so close to Me. You need Me constantly. I love you. Jesus.

Personal Note: My God is Jesus. When I get distracted, I have made something else My God. He comes first and last and He is what is important to Me. He alone do I serve. Alleluia. My focus is shifted to His heart. Alleluia.

end of January 5, 1994

   

 

  

I Want To Know Him More

January 5, 1994 8:30 a.m.
After Mass

R. After Communion this morning, I felt pain that I could not become closer to and know Him more. It is such an intense longing to know My Lord. It is painful.

At 6:40 a.m. I had felt very close to Him. I had reached the realm of losing myself in Him. My chest felt His love very close, all the way until I received Communion. Then I felt such sadness not to be able to experience Him deeper.

He is so beautiful and so ready to be in union with us. We must constantly be about deepening this union with Him. He creates a flutter in my heart, but also an ache not to experience Him with the intensity I crave. It is the magnetism of my Lord that powers my life and bids me to spend as much time as possible in prayer with Him.

I feel such sadness in my soul because I want so much more. This craving is an appetite in each of our souls and it increases as we know Him more and more. This is the pain of those in purgatory who know the Lord but cannot behold Him. It is indeed suffering to know Him a little, but not more. I have an ache in my heart for a more intense union with Him. I just want more of Him.

It is a bittersweet feeling of love and pain to know and love Him, but not be able to experience Him fully.

Jesus: Wanting to see and hear Me is to demand the ways of the body to communicate. I want to communicate in your heart. Your soul tends to the way of the Lord in your heart, in your spirit. Come to Me and feel Me in your soul. Feel the bittersweetness in the heart. It is I who deal with you interiorly. I need not words. I need not your eyes to keep looking, for this is to delay your communion with Me. Get lost in Me in your soul. It is a feeling you cannot describe in words. It is a feeling you only know in your soul. There are different feelings you experience in the soul, as you know in your heart.

Not all of your feelings associated with Me are the same. Sometimes intense longing, sometimes intensity to feel My presence, sometimes warmth, sometimes insights into My intense love, sometimes insights into other things: My might, My glory, My closeness, My sufferings--all feelings in the soul. I do not communicate to you in words. Oh, such things, all in your heart, are all but glimpses of your God. Be so tuned in to your heart and so aware in these periods of silence with Me. What is the ache in your heart? Love? Or is it longing? You will never completely experience Me on earth. Sometimes more ache, sometimes more love. Come and sit with Me and let Me enter into your heart. It is there that you know Me. You know and experience Me in the heart.

Such insights are given to you after Communion in front of the tabernacle. Wordy, you say, and such repetition? But who listens? You sit here, day after day, in an empty church, alone with Me, as others give lip service to My cry for their love. I sit a prisoner in the tabernacle out of love for you. I beg you to come and bring yourselves to Me. I cannot force you to come. You will never know Me if you do not spend time in silence with Me. I make Myself known in little glimpses in front of the tabernacle.

To those who are sick or elderly I come at their request, but, for you who are able, I wait, as a prisoner of love, for your time with Me. To know Me is to be with Me. Time alone in silence. I pour out to you such gifts and wisdom that no human mind can ever comprehend. Ask not what you get. Your aching heart tells you of My intense love! To know Me a little, but never enough. I communicate to you in the yearnings in your chest.

Become aware of your feelings with Me. How do you feel when you hug your lover? Is it words? No, it is a feeling in your heart. To love Me is to experience Me in your heart. So simple, you say? Yes, simple, but profound. I am the ardent love who waits for you to come. I beg for you to be with Me. Do you say no to busy yourself with such nonsense when your God waits for you? Oh, little ones, come and concentrate all your efforts on improving your union with Me. Do you say no to your God or do you come to Him Who loves you like no other? My ways I make known to you. You come and I fill you with such gifts as you do not comprehend.

R. I am filled with emotion to know this is truly the one, true God who sits here in this empty church with me. Jesus, Who walked the earth and died a brutal death for love of us, sits and waits for us here.

He gave His all for us. He opened His arms and died this brutal death for love of us and we do not have time for Him. It saddens my heart that no one is here to share His love, that He Who loved us so much that He came to earth and gave His life for us sits in an empty church.

This is not a myth. This is real. He is truly present in this tabernacle, this day. Let me, Lord, and all my brothers, know Your true presence here. Oh, God, I love You so.

I experience His True Presence. I am saddened here by so many things. He speaks in my emotions here. I am so saddened by this empty church and the empty hearts of my brothers. He loved everyone to His death. I am saddened by a desire to know Him more and more and not be able to know. But I am filled by His intense love and His goodness. Shout His love from the housetops and stand on the roofs. Declare the day of the Lord is near! Your hearts need the love He has to give! Come in flocks to His altar and worship Him in His might and thank Him for the gifts He has given to you. He is so good and worthy of such honor and praise. We are His chosen ones.

Jesus: Do not stay away, but flock here. Beat a way to the door. You tarry too much. You miss the whole reason for why you live. You have chosen such incidental things and passed up the golden treasures in the fields.

I am the Alpha. I am the Omega. I am your all. I am truly present and I wait for you. You tarry too much and you are losing precious time. Beat a path to My door and spend your days and nights with Me for I am your God, worthy of all honor and all praise, sayeth the Lord. Alleluia, Alleluia.

end of January 5, 1994

 

 

Message given January 5, 1995 - 6:45 a.m.

Jesus speaks: My dear child,
I want you to see the big picture. My messages are not for two or three. My messages are for all souls. Souls are at stake. You contain the mighty medicine to draw men's hearts back to My burning love. I am Jesus. Put everything aside and focus only on Me talking to you.

The world is hurting. Men's hearts are so cold. They do not see beyond themselves. They do not see that God is with them this day. Little one, you were created to know, love and serve God. God must be first in your life. Many in your country have denied the existence of God. The batting of an eye, the dropping of a pin, and your life is over.

See with the eyes of God. See with the vision of God. God is eternal, God sees time as one. You do not see because you do not pray for grace.

You see with limited vision .You think with a human mind. You use a human mind to judge the things of God. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I came to this world to lead all men to heaven. I come to you this day. Do you think God comes to talk to a few? I came to lead all souls to everlasting happiness.

Pray for vision. I see not a little town, I see all men, yet, I love each soul so uniquely. You do not understand the mind of God. You do not see as I see. I ask you to give My love to all. You see a few and love a few. You are one body, all men are your brothers. I came to give My Life to all men.

You must pray for vision and grace to do the will of the Father. My plan is unfolding and it depends on you. One person fixed on the love of God can radiate such might and power.

You cannot light the city without My power. My power I pour out to you in the Eucharist. My power I pour out to you when you sit in front of My tabernacle. You cannot do it without My might, My power. I am the Power, I am your All.. You see yourself as controlling so many things and being so strong. Your power comes from Me. To do the work I am calling you to, you must have the might of God. You see yourself with a little area and a little job. I am calling you to love all. I am calling you to radiate love. I am calling you to light up the world with My love. I am calling you to make a difference in the lives of so many souls. Your love given through Me will change so many hearts.

Pray to the Spirit to transform your hearts to be more and more like Mine. Go to Mary and unite with Our Hearts. The more you unite to Our Hearts, the more the Spirit pours out His grace to transform your hearts. You do not ask for that life I want to give you. My Life, My grace, My vision, I pour out to you in the Eucharist. Oh, children, you are so blind. I speak to you, your Mother comes and appears and you see only in front of your face.

I come to you this day to deliver this message. Open your hearts to My love. Come to Me at Mass and in Communion with this open heart to receive divine love and divine life. Sit in front of Me in the tabernacle. I beg you. Times are coming when the things you hold onto so tightly will wither in front of your faces.

You are one body in Christ. See the big picture. See the world. See heaven. See all souls living and dead. See the Church as one. See, My children. You in your ways hold onto such little things. You see only in front of your faces.

I call, I knock, My Mother appears and calls each of you here this day. You are soldiers in My army to lead souls to My love. I need strong soldiers. I am fortifying you with My Body and Blood. I give to you this day in the Eucharist. You will radiate with the love of God when you turn your hearts to the Eucharist. I am present no less than the day I hung on the cross. You look for little signs and Jesus Christ, the Son of God, is here. I am here in My Divinity and Humanity in the Eucharist as present as the day I died on the cross, as the day I walked on Calvary, as the day I was born in Bethlehem. I wait in the tabernacle to fortify you with your supplies to spread My love. You do not see because you do not come for your supplies.

Please take Me seriously. Time is short. You need to turn to My Eucharistic Heart. Come to this Center and pray. Come to My tabernacle. Attend Mass and Communion.

Be with Me after Communion. How eagerly I wait to be with you. Pray the rosary with the meditations I have given you. Be there in the lives of Jesus and Mary as you pray the rosary. Pray to the Spirit. All day pray to the Spirit to fill you with the fire of His love. Pray all day for Him to transform you more and more into My image. Pray all day to be soldiers in My army spreading My love to this world. I call you this day. Will you answer Me?

Messenger: On January 5, 1995, the Father spoke in front of the altar at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. This altar, I believe, was in Holy Cross Monastery. The Father spoke to me there on January 18, 1997, in several messages.

He said: "I am the Father, My plan will unfold despite any willfulness."

 

 

First excerpt from January 5, 2001, rosary

Mary speaks: My dear children, I am Mary, your Mother, and I speak to you, my children, of the love of my Son, Jesus. 
    For He loves you, my children, with a love that you will never know here on this earth. 
    My children, you get caught up in the little details and you miss the gift that your God is giving to you. 
    Take the mud out of your eyes. Pray for the grace to see with a wider vision. Go to the Eucharist and ask your God to fill you with the fire of His love. 
    O my children, you are so silly and you do not even see. 
    After all the messages that We have given to you, you are so focused on the things of this earth, and the mission that my Son is giving to you is so important for the sake of souls. 
    O my children, my heart cries, for how do We reach the children of this earth and the world if you to whom We speak do not listen to the message that We give. 
    This is of serious matter, my children, that you listen to me tonight. 
    What you do with your lives is so important to my Son, Jesus. 
    What you do is so important in helping to bring about the completion of the mission that I began at Fatima. 
    And I speak to you, my children, and you look around and you say, "Oh, to so few, and how can we do this when the world is so big?" And I say to you, my children, you do not know the POWER of your PRAYER. 
    Do not look to your brother! Look now to yourself! 
    Make the commitment within your heart to lay down your life. The Good Shepherd laid down His. Lay down your lives daily in all that you do united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. Carry the message to the hungry, to the ones that are out there that are waiting and thinking, "What is my life all about? What is it for?" 
    O my children, so many years later and I deliver the same message with the same intensity. 
    And your eyes are not as clouded now as they once were, but you must open your heart and surrender. You must be willing to do God's will. 
    Open your heart and surrender. You must be willing to do God's will. 
    It is not a plan that you make up on your own. It is one in following the plan He has given, the course of action. It has been plotted, this plan, by the Almighty God. 
    From the time I appeared at Fatima, the plan has gone into action, and at the end of this century, here you are, my children, a big part of that plan. 
    You must have the faith within your hearts and not be afraid. You must pray for grace constantly. You cannot give in to the tauntings of Satan to get you divided in ways that you do not even comprehend. 
    You must stay focused on what it is that God is asking of you. Always keep the focus. 
    Do not fall into the traps that he sends, for his traps will become more tricky and you will not understand. And you must say to yourself, "What is God asking me to do?" 
    Satan is a liar, a deceiver. 
    He is one that can twist the truth in all kinds of ways. 
    He is one that convicts you in your own thoughts and you fall into the trap and you do not do the work that God is asking you to do because you listen to him. 
    O my children, if your eyes were wide open and you could see the beauty of it all and the gifts that the Divine God gives to His children of the earth. 
    O my children, come into my arms as a baby and let me hold you and comfort you. 
    Do not give into the wiles of Satan, sometimes and your feelings are hurt, and you would throw your arms in the air because you do not feel good. Do you not see that it is the great deceiver to trip you in your path? And you fall so fast time and time again. 
    Even the way in which you feel can be affected by how he acts on you, my children. 

Messenger speaks: The word is there but it is "lethargy," and I don't know what the word means but that is what she says. Whatever that is. 

Mary speaks: My children, when he works in your lives to make you feel as if you cannot do it when God is calling you to do it, it is a trick from him to stop you. 
    And yet you hear the call loud and clear within your heart and it almost feels as if you are in quicksand sinking to the bottom of the pool. 
    You must fight to do what God is asking you to do. It is for the souls. My children, you see Him as I saw Him on the way to Calvary, as One going to the finish line of the race with the determination within His Heart to push onward at all cost, at the sacrifice of His body racked with pain and wounded beyond your imaginings. 
    And He went on and on and on with that conviction and that fervor, and His thoughts were of you, His chosen ones, of you praying here. 
    The mass of people that do not care about their God, and in the center of it all, there is that light that He sees in your fervor to love Him and love the souls that He gave His life for. 
    O my children, I am Mary, your Mother, and I stood beneath the cross and I cried, for I watched Him and today I appear here that you will hear my message, that you will carry it to the ends of the earth, that you will see the vision of the Father in your heart, that you will see that He is widening your vision. 
    But you stop up the vision that He gives to you by your own stubbornness to listen to the tauntings of Satan and to give in to the feelings, many times, that lead you array. 
    You must forgive. 
    You must work with one another. 
    And when you pray the "Our Father," you say, "Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us." 
    You must forgive. 
    You cannot get stuck in the muck. 
    You must move onward always, upward to the top of the mountain. And there it is, my children, that you see the light, the light of a new day. And you see the souls marching into heaven, the victors, the ones with the white robes, the children of light. 
    And you say, on that last day, "O my God, I see now that my work was not in vain." 
    For the children have walked into the kingdom of God, the children that you helped to lead home. 
    I am Mary, your Mother, and I speak and you may not hear the words that I speak, for you have allowed Satan to plug up your ears, or is it because you just don't want to help and let go of some of those things that you must let go of in order to really help me?
    But the rosaries need to be in the hands of all those children in the schools. 
    And six years later after I delivered the message and the orders are sent to you, where are the hands to make the rosaries that are needed for the schools that want to put them in those children's hands? 
    It's little things. 
    It's getting up and getting on your knees in the morning and saying the Morning Offering when you think, "Oh, it isn't so important." 
    It's the little things throughout the day, stopping on the hour and just saying, "God, please, I unite to the Mass in this hour and I offer up all the work that I'm doing. Please grant grace to the souls." 
    It's letting go of some of those hurts that are inside that keep you stuck in the mud. 
    It's arguing over and over again about certain points with others when you just do not understand one another because of a blockage that Satan has helped to create. 
    It's saying the consecration to one another. 
    It's little things, like watching him walk down the driveway with a bag and a chalice and the hours on end that he spent in his room that you would have the words today, the words about the life of your Savior in your heart. It was because the of discipline of your founder that there are so many words out there today and you must thank your God for the gifts that He has given to you in the writings and in the appearance of me here on the building. That is what it is. 
    It is hurtful to your God that man does not even recognize the gifts that are given to him, in his breath and the sunlight and the beautiful green trees and the flowers and the baby that comes, so lovingly, into your lives. 
    And you move about so hurriedly just taking it all and thinking that you do not have enough and how it hurts the tender Heart of my Son, for you have been given so many things and you're always saying, "But I don't have enough." 
    Ask God to fill your heart with the fire of God's love that you will love one another as He intends you to love, 
        that you will be generous, 
        that you will work together, 
        that you will not be jealous, 
        that you will help each other genuinely from your hearts, 
        that you will be one body, 
            one holy, happy family working together to serve your God, 
        that you recognize Him as your Head. 
    You are the children of Eve, and I am the New Eve and I give you my Immaculate Heart. 
    My children, come into my heart and I will take you into the Sacred Heart of my Son. 
    There you will experience the fire of His love. 
    O my children, what can I say to you? 
    For I love you so and I long to hold you as my little child and baby close to my heart and in my arms. 
    Always see me this way, always there with you as your loving Mother. 
    I love you so. 
    I am Mary, your Mother. 
    My children, do not ignore my Son. It offends Him so when He gives such gifts and they are not recognized. 
    It is the simple things. 
    It is not the high-foluten theology and all that you may think is so important. 
    It's just the simple things - having a real, loving relationship with the God that gives you so much. 
    You have all this time to do all these things and yet you give so little time to Him. 
    He wants you to write to Him, 
            to talk to Him, 
            to thank Him, 
            to ask Him about the things that you want to know. 
    He wants to give you a greater sharing in His life. 
    O my children, it's simple. 
    It is so simple that the little child could understand, and the hard man and woman just sometimes doesn't see the picture at all.
    How does the blind man see when his eyes are so blind? 
    Well, he really doesn't see much at all. 
    How is it if he was cured and he saw so clearly? 
    It is this way with you, my children. You just do not know what awaits you. 
    Study your God. 
    See the gifts that God has given and be grateful like little children, little children in the family of God. 
    The Heavenly Father is your Father and I, Mary Immaculate, am your Mother. 
    Jesus is your beloved Spouse, and the Holy Spirit fills you with the fire of God's love. 
    I am Mary, Queen of Heaven and Earth. 
    Whether my children recognize me or not, 
    I am the Queen of Heaven and Earth, 
            the Queen of Peace, 
            and the Mother that God gave to you, 
            Mother of divine grace. Amen. 

Song: "A Song from Jesus" refrain

(End of first excerpt from January 5, 2001, rosary)

     
   

Second excerpt from the January 5, 2001 rosary

Jesus speaks: My children, I am your beloved Savior and I love you so.  
    I want you to come to the depth of My Heart.  
    I want you to love Me.  
    I want you to spend time with Me.  
    I want to have a loving relationship with you, and you treat Me so coldly.  
    I want your love.  
    I speak to you, the ones that are gathered here beneath the image of My Mother.
    For it is for your soul that I long for.
    I long for you to come.  
    Do not look around, I am speaking to you.  
    I want that time alone, but you try to please everyone else and you think about everyone else so many times. And that is good, but when you do not have any time for Me, personal time, to just come and be with Me in an intimate embrace, I long for you.
    I am telling you now, I want this time every day, time that you set aside just to be with Me, quiet in your heart.  
    I love you so.  
    It is in those quiet moments that I will implant knowledge of Myself upon your soul and that you will know more the will of the Father for you.  
    It is in those moments that you will feel peace and serenity and yet you do not take them.
    In the letters that you write to Me, the letters will help you express more the love in your heart and help you to be a loving person more in your lives.  
    It's little things.  
    It's writing a letter and reading the Blue Book and hearing Me speak to you. And it takes time everyday, but it will change your life.  
    And I tell you this and you do not hear Me, for you think your time is so valuable and yet I can do so much in a split second that you cannot do.  
    And you fumble around and look and wonder and you try to accomplish things and you carry the load on your back all by yourself and I am right there ready to help you if you ask for My grace.  
    Or do you even realize that you are still learning?  
    So many think they know it all and they get upset if I try to tell them anything.  
    For they want to just know. And how would you know, for you are a human person and I am the Divine God.  
    God created you and yet the creature is so brazen in their ways. They think they do not need the Creator.

    "How silly," I say. But if I said to you, "tc tc," (He made a noise we cannot write) would you even listen?  
    I say to you now, "I am the Divine God and I want a loving relationship with you. I want your time. And the rest of the time will work so much better for you."  
    But you go it alone most of the day, and you kid yourself and you think you are uniting to Me.  
    That intimate time is so valuable to your life.  
    I give you My intimate letters of love in God's Blue Book to help you stay focused on the things that are above and you stay in that earthy realm and you get caught up in so many silly things and one word from your God in a simple opening of the book could help change the course of events.  
    Listen to Me. I speak to you. I am the Divine God.    

(End of second excerpt from January 5, 2001, rosary)

Excerpt from January 5, 2002 Rosary Clearwater, Florida

Jesus speaks:  And I ask you to see the world as one united in love and harmony. All those people that may not have accepted you to see them as united. I ask you to see My people loving God and making Me the King and Center of their hearts and their lives. I am the Almighty God and there will be this great era of peace in which My Heart will reign and the heart of My Mother will triumph. And it is for this that I have called you and ask you to pray for I am with you and I never leave you. And I ask you to be an intercessor for the Shepherds of Christ Movement to pray for the priests the Church and the world. And I ask you to help Me to get the Priestly Newsletter in the hands of the priests. I ask you to unite in deep prayer on these special days. And in this month of January to pray for unity and to pray for your world and that the prayer manual that will be received by the priests will be received in such a way that they will pray the prayers and use them in their churches. I am Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the Flock.

Messenger:    I pray oh my God I pray that you will help us to be able to do all that you have ask us to do. Amen.

End of excerpt from January 5, 2002 Rosary

Excerpt from January 5, 2003 daily message

Jesus speaks:     I give you grace abundantly, My desire
                                is that souls will come to Me open
                                and filled with a desire to love.

  

January 5, 2003 message continues

Jesus speaks:         Many tried to block this plan which is
                                    a major part of the mission My
                                    Mother began at Fatima.

Jesus speaks:          I came to My beloved priest-son and gave
                                    him the following message.