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                        - The Most Holy Body and Blood of Christ

                        - June 3, 2005
                            First Friday
                            Most Sacred Heart of Jesus

Sing: Give Me Your Heart Oh Jesus

                            Sing Litany Sacred Heart

                        - June 4, 2005
                            First Saturday
                            Immaculate Heart of Mary
                            Sing litany of the Blessed Mother

                            Rejoice

Messenger:      Alleluia, Alleluia

Acts 10: 34, 37-43

Then Peter addressed them, ‘I now really understand’, he said, ‘that God has no favourites,

You know what happened all over Judaea, how Jesus of Nazareth began in Galilee, after John had been preaching baptism. God had anointed him with the Holy Spirit and with power, and because God was with him, Jesus went about doing good and curing all who had fallen into the power of the devil. Now we are witnesses to everything he did throughout the countryside of Judaea and in Jerusalem itself: and they killed him by hanging him on a tree, yet on the third day God raised him to life and allowed him to be seen, not by the whole people but only by certain witnesses that God had chosen beforehand. Now we are those witnesses—we have eaten and drunk with him after his resurrection from the dead— and he has ordered us to proclaim this to his people and to bear witness that God has appointed him to judge everyone, alive or dead. It is to him that all the prophets bear this witness: that all who believe in Jesus will have their sins forgiven through his name.’

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Jesus speaks:    I come to bring you life -

                        A city in darkness has seen a
                            great light -

 
                        My message to you My beloved ones
                            through My Movement Shepherds of Christ
                            is to dwell in the Immaculate
                            Heart of your Mother, the
                            New Eve and to go to My
                            Sacred Heart and to dwell there.

                            A man sat by the side of a
                        river and he watched the little
                        waves go in and out, he fell in
                        the river and he then drowned.

                            A man sat by the side of a
                        river and he watched the little
                        waves go in and out, he saw the
                        reflection of the sky above -
                        he saw the sun dance on the
                        water.

                            Later he refreshed himself
                        with enjoyment bathing in
                        the little body of water -
                        he came out refreshed, seeing
                        the wide vision of the skies and earth
                        surrounding the body of water.

                            You can put your nose in the
                        dirty water and climb in and be
                        lost forever or you can see with
                        the vision of God.

                            Some try to control everything
                        around them.

                            I give you a free will to love,
                        to sacrifice, to do My will.

                            Some are in such patterned
                        behavior they just automatically
                        fall in the river and almost drowned, but
                        because it is a patterned behavior
                        they do it anyway - their heart is
                        heavy, they hurt others, they
                        just keep doing it the old way
                        like the man falling in the river
                        on his nose, never to get out of
                        a pit of his own making.

                            Some intentionally hurt others
                        to emotionally control them. They
                        do not even see the old sick patterned
                        ways of their behavior where they focus
                        on themselves and their "snarly attitudes"
                        when they could build a bridge
                        leading to building My kingdom -
                        they give into satan and block the
                        very work they have set out to
                        accomplish because of punishing
                        others, controlling others, they are
                        gripped by a trap set by satan
                        like the man falling in the river -
                        for no reason, except habit, they
                        continue to stay in a locked box
                        and tear down the work of building
                        the bridge because they give into
                        possessive behavior, and they are tearing
                        down rather than building up.

                            A church was to be built
                        big and strong and reach the sky - a
                        man came with bags of manure
                        on his back - he was the foreman -
                        but every time he needed to do an
                        important task with the men
                        on the construction crew - one
                        of the bags of manure on his
                        back became so heavy he couldn't
                        stand it and he dropped it
                        right on the men -

                        They then had to leave the project
                            to clean themselves and the work
                            stopped.

                        Some men even contracted disease
                            from the bizarre behavior of
                            the foreman.

                        The crew was sick. The crew had
                            to listen to and deal with the
                            man carrying the bags of manure
                            and being in charge.

                            What will shake you into looking
                        into the mirror, into letting go to
                        My healing hand that lifts you from
                        the pit of old patterned behavior
                        because of jealousy, pride and
                        controlling others - emotionally or
                        passive-aggressive ways others
                        use to control others.

                            Some people are never happy.
                        They sit as the man on the river
                        and then continually fall in -
                        they give into the grip of satan -
                        they allow satan to manipulate
                        their actions.

                        The vision must be on the Resurrection -

                        Come out of your tombs -

                        Drop the old black cloths that
                            have tied you up like
                            a mummy and stopped My
                            work.

                        When you are in charge of a
                            big organization and the
                            demand inside to control
                            and manipulate others is stronger
                            than building up the company -
                            your company will soon fold.

                        Satan can come, grip your emotions,
                            you give into him, you are
                            not focusing on the will of
                            God - you are locked in a
                            dark vault with the stone
                            rolled up to your door -

                        Do you want to see the light of day -

                        Can you discern the spirits yourself -
                            do you tell others, but fail
                            to look at yourself -

                        Do you act on the promptings you
                            get inside and pride yourself
                            on being always right -

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Jesus speaks:    A blind man went into a room
                            and there was big furniture all
                            over the room and he kept
                            bumping into it and pushed
                            it into others -

                        When a man came and gave him a way
                            to deal with the obstacles -
                            he said "no" and continued
                            in the same way.

                        When your emotions and how you
                            feel become the motive force
                            for your behavior - you may be
                            being manipulated by satan and
                            doing his work.

                        Some ideas come from  1) yourself
                                                           2) the evil spirit
                                                           3) from God

Excerpt of The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius, by Louis J. Puhl, S.J.
    

328. RULES FOR DISCERNMENT OF SPIRITS
II

Further rules for understanding the different movements produced in the soul. They serve for a more accurate discernment of spirits and are more suitable for the second week
  

329.  1.  It is characteristic of God and His Angels, when they act upon the soul, to give true happiness and spiritual joy, and to banish all the sadness and disturbances which are caused by the enemy.
   It is characteristic of the evil one to fight against such happiness and consolation by proposing fallacious reasonings, subtilties, and continual deceptions.

330.  2.  God alone can give consolation to the soul without any previous cause. It belongs solely to the Creator to come into a soul, to leave it, to act upon it, to draw it wholly to the love of His Divine Majesty. I said without previous cause, that is, without any preceding perception or knowledge of any subject by which a soul might be led to such a consolation through its own acts of intellect and will.

331.  3.  If a cause precedes, both the good angel and the evil spirit can give consolation to a soul, but for a quite different purpose. The good angel consoles for the progress of the soul, that it may advance and rise to what is more perfect. The evil spirit consoles for purposes that are the contrary, and that afterwards he might draw the soul to his own perverse intentions and wickedness.

332.  4.  It is a mark of the evil spirit to assume the appearance of an angel of light. He begins by suggesting thoughts that are suited to a devout soul, and ends by suggesting his own. For example, he will suggest holy and pious thoughts that are wholly in conformity with the sanctity of the soul. Afterwards, he will endeavor little by little to end by drawing the soul into his hidden snares and evil designs.

333.  5.  We must carefully observe the whole course of our thoughts. If the beginning and middle and end of the course of thoughts are wholly good and directed to what is entirely right, it is a sign that they are from the good angel. But the course of thoughts suggested to us may terminate in something evil, or distracting, or less good than the soul had formerly proposed to do. Again, it may end in what weakens the soul, or disquiets it; or by destroying the peace, tranquility, and quiet which it had before, it may cause disturbance to the soul. These things are a clear sign that the thoughts are proceeding from the evil spirit, the enemy of our progress and eternal salvation.

334.  6.  When the enemy of our human nature has been detected and recognized by the trail of evil marking his course and by the wicked end to which he leads us, it will be profitable for one who has been tempted to review immediately the whole course of the temptation. Let him consider the series of good thoughts, how they arose, how the evil one gradually attempted to make him step down from the state of spiritual delight and joy in which he was, till finally he drew him to his wicked designs. The purpose of this review is that once such an experience has been understood and carefully observed, we may guard ourselves for the future against the customary deceits of the enemy.

335.  7.  In souls that are progressing to greater perfection, the action of the good angel is delicate, gentle, delightful. It may be compared to a drop of water penetrating a sponge.
    The action of the evil spirit upon such souls is violent, noisy, and disturbing. It may be compared to a drop of water falling upon a stone.
    In souls that are going from bad to worse, the action of the spirits mentioned above is just the reverse. The reason for this is to be sought in the opposition or similarity of these souls to the different kinds of spirits. When the disposition is contrary to that of the spirits, they enter with noise and commotion that are easily perceived. When the disposition is similar to that of the spirits, they enter silently, as one coming into his own house when the doors are open.

336.  8.  When consolation is without previous cause, as was said, there can be no deception in it, since it can proceed from God our Lord only. But a spiritual person who has received such a consolation must consider it very attentively, and must cautiously distinguish the actual time of the consolation from the period which follows it. At such a time the soul is still fervent and favored with the grace and aftereffects of the consolation which has passed. In this second period the soul frequently forms various resolutions and plans which are not granted directly by God our Lord. They may come from our own reasoning on the relations of our concepts and on the consequences of our judgments, or they may come from the good or evil spirit. Hence, they must be carefully examined before they are given full approval and put into execution.

end of excerpt of The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius

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Jesus speaks:    2 little babies will fight over a toy and
                            cry and want their own way -
                            little children pout when they
                            don't get their way -

                        Mature Christians -
                            WANT THE WILL OF GOD -
                            It is the motor force to build
                                God's Kingdom -

            From The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius, 
                by Louis J. Puhl, S.J.  p. 12                     

            23. FIRST PRINCIPLE AND FOUNDATION

                                Man is created to praise, reverence and serve God 
                                our Lord, and by this means to save his soul.

p. 25

46. PRAYER.  In the preparatory prayer I will beg God
our Lord for grace that all my intentions, actions, 
and operations may be directed purely to the 
praise and service of His Divine Majesty.

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Jesus speaks:    Mary is the pure and sinless one -

                        You are the children of Adam and Eve -

                        Some people live to rescue -
                            they get their feeling of importance
                            making problems for others
                            and rescuing them -

                        Years later they are doing the same thing -
                            new partners, old patterned ways
                            of behaving -

                        Remember the woman who married 5 men
                            and she thought they were all the same.
                            Finally after the 5th man, she thought maybe
                            it could have something to do with her behavior.

                        The retreats I give in China, Indiana

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Jesus speaks:    are for this purpose -
                        to work through the spiritual exercises -
                        to focus on the Mysteries of the Rosary

                        April 9 - after 6:20 prayers
                                        discernment of spirits
                                        purpose
                                        sin - tendencies toward impure ways

                        April 10 - Joyful Mysteries

                        April 11 - Building the Kingdom of God
                                        Mysteries of Light

                        April 12 - 3 classes of men
                                        The Passion - Sorrowful Mysteries
                                        Your role in the Church and the
                                            world
                                        Ministry

                        April 13 - Death - Resurrection
                                        A day of rejoicing
                                        Jesus appeared to His Mother
                                            after the Resurrection
                                        Intimacy with God and celebration
                                        Ministry

                        Florida  mini retreat - April 5 and 6
                                    the focus of the spiritual exercises

                                    sin -
                                    light and darkness -
                                    living in Him

                        LIGHT - DARKNESS

                        Prayers in April

April 5, 2001

April 5, 2004

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Messenger:    Prayer services and retreats are for this -
                            1) to pray for the Priestly Newsletter and for the prayer chapters

                            2) to pray for the priests, the Church
                                and the world

                            3) to pray for the people of the world to be the
                                 the way God wants them to be

                            4) to pray the people in the Church
                                will cherish their gifts
                                given to them and
                                pray united as one body for
                                the priests, the Church
                                and the world

                            5) to pray for wider vision -
                                more holy priests
                                more holy Christians
                                    in the world and the Church

                            6) to pray that the whole world
                                will give themselves in
                                consecration to the
                                Sacred Heart and
                                Immaculate Heart

                            7) to pray that people will
                                cherish the gifts of the
                                Church and pray for the
                                Church

                        Here is a message I received

Ascension Thursday May 21, 1998

Jesus speaks:  (with great emotion)  COME OUT OF YOUR TOMBS, COME OUT I CALL YOU!!!!  I have imparted to you knowledge of myself, transforming your heart and soul to be more likened to mine.

I give you messages after the reception of the Eucharist for it is then I am most one with you. Put aside the thoughts of burgers and what have you in your minds and listen to Me you earthly beings.

Come out of your tombs, come out I call to you who slumber and sleep and do not hear the voice of the Mighty One. Your are like the dead that need to be raised. A trumpet horn blaring would not waken a man who is blind from birth. Only the Lord will unlock the minds of the senseless men, so foolish, but oh how I do indeed love them so.

Come out I tell you, I call you, in your sleepy state with scales in your eyes you do not see. If these scales were removed and a fresh lense graphed on the already existing eye, the men may see then clearly that I speak in these messages to bring about the Reign of My Heart and the triumph of the wailing woman's Heart on the earth.

I came, I gave the gifts and the world slept. My little ones, the apostles slept in the garden when my hour was at hand.

Oh my shanty little town, you are stuck indeed, in your ways. You walk the streets as blindmen and I shout to you.

My earth, come out of your tombs, come out and live a life rooted deeply in My Heart.

Messenger: I was in the cage, it was a prison held on all sides by bars, I cried, I screamed, I felt no way to escape and low and behold I turned and where I had thought I was totally enclosed, a whole wall was not even there and I gaily walked into the free night and the sun followed me as I walked.

Jesus speaks: Your earth is enclosed in a wall of their own making. They have put up walls to enclose themselves. They have traveled around in their little boxes and spit at the freedom that I wished to give them.

Freedom is in living according to God's will. Freedom is in Me.

Talk of chains, for you have some. You have bars and are enclosed in your stone or brick houses. A mighty fortress is your dwelling, you think. A mighty fortress is in the walls of My Heart. I am the gateway that leads to freedom. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus, the Holy One of the Virgin Israel. I am the gateway to heaven. I am God!

Messenger: As I unite with Him in the most intimate experiences in the Eucharist, I become one in His desires and what He wants, I become more as He is. He is the life, He is the resurrection, He is God.

I become more in Him, His desires are my desires, the Father's Plan is imprinted in my soul during the Mass and the reception of the Eucharist and before the tabernacle. I am transformed immensely in those moments after Communion to being alive in Him.

God the Father: I am God, you are man, I have given My Son Jesus to you to unite your soul to Me. I am the Father, He is the First Born from the dead. Life will abound in heaven and on earth.

God has visited His people and now He Reigns. He has ransomed them with the Blood of the Lamb.

Messenger: Some time between Ascension Thursday, May 21, 1998 and Pentecost, May 31, 1998.

I saw a vision of an open door, the light within it resembled the light of the vision of March 26, 1996 that can be found in the Apostles Manual (p. 34-36).

The open door was glistening with this reflective golden color mirror-like light. I cannot describe, as I could not describe concerning the 3 main visions, the first being March 26, 1996.

The closest light I can describe to this is the sun reflecting on the water at Tom's Farm but this too leaves an emptiness to its description.

There was a little white sheep at the bottom of the open, glistening door and the little sheep hobbled over a small threshold and went in.

The door was rounded on the top, no corners, like a semi-circle on the top, and the wall surrounding this door was black. The light I describe was within this door and peered out to me in the vision.

I heard our Lord over and over again cry out during this period, "Come out of your tombs, dead, dead, dead, you are dead."

I heard the words similar to the message of May 21, 1998.

I was walled in on all sides – BARS – a prison of my own making. I turned and there was a wall missing and I gaily walked into the free night and the sun followed me as I walked.

I hear Jesus speak: "I am the gateway that leads to freedom."

I know the sea of glass from the vision of March 26, 1996. I know the open door from the vision.

I know the Power, I know the Intimate Burning Heart of Jesus in the Mass.

Jesus speaks: (Ascension Day May 21, 1998)

Your earth is enclosed in a wall of their own making. They have put up walls to enclose themselves. They have traveled around in their little boxes and spit at the freedom that I wish to give them.

Freedom is in living according to God's will, Freedom is in Me.

Talk of chains, for you have some. Your have bars and are enclosed in your stone or brick houses. A mighty fortress is your dwelling, you think. A mighty fortress is in the walls of My Heart.

I am the gateway that leads to Freedom. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus, the Holy One of the Virgin Israel. I am the gateway to heaven. I am God.

Come out of your tombs, I am alive, I am treated as a dead object.

Sing a new song, the dead shall be raised.

They conquered the devil with the Blood of the Lamb.

Pray to the Holy Spirit to come mightily on you.

end of May 21, 1998 message
 

May 25, 1995
(Apostles Manual pg. 418 - 421)

I Am Alive!

Messenger:  Prayer is a lifting up of our minds and hearts to God. Who am I that I can change any event that is occurring in the lives of another, that I can affect the outcome of any event? I am a child of my Father. My Father is the Almighty God. How I love my dear Father. He is God and He has created me in His own image and likeness. My beloved, dear Father, how I love You that You give me such gifts - that You allow me to share in Your life!

You are the Father of Jesus and You are My Father. Thank You, My Father, for all Your gifts and for Your life. Who am I that I can affect the life of any person?

I am a child of God. I call on my dear Father and He loves me so, He listens to me. I lift my heart to You, my dear beloved Father and You listen to little me and You care for me so much. I call upon God and the Almighty God cares for me with such love that He listens.

Jesus speaks: Such truths have been given to you from My Father because of His great love for you. You are far more precious than the finest pearls, My beloved child. The Father so loved you He gave His Son so that you would have life. He gave His Son as a sacrifice for you. The Father gives to you His life through Jesus, His Son. You partake in His divine life.

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. My life I give to you, I live in your being, My beloved, I impart to you My divine life.

How many turn their backs on the great gift of this life given from the Father. To know this life and to know all those who have rejected this great gift!

I am the Almighty God, My power is endless. The power and might you felt within yourself is only a small sampling of My immense power.

I am God and I am allowing you to experience what you are experiencing to spread My love to others. Your immense understanding into these mysteries will help you speak and write them for others.

I have chosen you as an instrument to touch many hearts and bring them to My divine love. Great gifts and understandings into these mysteries I am giving to you. You will lead many priests to the love of God.

I am alive. I am God. I long to be loved by man and many have turned their backs on Me and forgotten Me. You must tell them all I am allowing you to experience, these sufferings and understandings into My deep love.

This is the beginning of many days when I will allow you to experience the rejection I felt from those I loved. Your heart is in immense pain for the souls who reject Me despite My love for them.

I beg you to speak and write. Make reparation for souls that have forgotten My love. Spread the love of My Sacred Heart and My Mother's heart, throughout the world.

I love, I love, I love My beloved souls. I beg you to tell them. I beg Fr. Carter to tell every soul on this earth of My love. You will continue to suffer such pain and anguish in your heart. Suffer in silence for souls. I love so deeply and am so gravely offended!

I am Jesus, My dear, little child. I am alive and in this world. I live in the hearts of men, I live in the consecrated Host, I am forgotten and ignored and treated with such dishonor.

Speak for Me, I beg you to spread this love throughout this earth. I am sending you as missionaries into this world.

On this Ascension Thursday, I have given you great sufferings and great joy. I have allowed you to experience the highest ecstasies in My love and plunge you into deep pain in your heart for those who reject Me.

You, I send as missionaries to carry out the work I have begun. Be fearless and pray to the Spirit. This day I am giving you abundant graces to speak, and through this speaking, others are sent into this world as My apostles.

It is through the Shepherds of Christ Movement My love will be spread. Circulate My messages and rosary meditations. The love of the two Hearts will be known throughout this world through these messages and rosary meditations.

You will be fearless, everyone I send to you is a messenger to carry out My love. Circulate these letters with FIRE for I am delivering them to you in FIRE.

I am Jesus Christ, the Living God. I am allowing you to experience My life, alive in you and giving you these emotions to spread My love.

On this Ascension Thursday, I beg you to carry out the message to this world. Live My life in your life, every moment My life living within you.

I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life. I have commissioned you to go out and to carry this message - the message of My immense love for ALL mankind, including My burning love for My priests and religious. Souls will turn their hearts to Me from these letters. This is the mighty medicine to turn a sick, cold world to hearts filled with the love of God.

Prayer, My beloved ones, is the lifting up of your minds and hearts to God. When you intercede to Me through My Mother's heart, I will pour out My greatest mercy.

I will not refuse hearts begging for grace for their loved ones. Pray from your whole being. Let My life live in you.

You can pray and ask God to send help. You do not know the power of a heartfelt prayer. I listen to your prayers. The Father and Holy Spirit are listening to your prayers. The more you unite with God, the greater you intercessory prayer. I am Jesus. I am alive this day. I ask you to spread My messages to the world. I am crying out in your heart on this Ascension Thursday. I ascended into heaven and I have left behind you to carry out what I began. I am with you. I am alive this day. I will unite with you and the earth will know the power of the Almighty God. I am Jesus Christ, Chief Shepherd of the flock. Lead My little ones home - home to the burning embers of My Most Sacred Heart, through My Mother's heart.

Messenger: I cried so hard, I have never been so immersed in heartache. I heard Hi