R. We 
					pray majorly united in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, for an 
					increase of faith, hope and love, in ourselves and in those 
					who do not believe, do not hope and do not love God as 
					they should.
					3 Hail Marys
					Glory and Praise 
					to You Lord Jesus Christ!
					Hail to our king, 
					obedient to his Father; he went to his crucifixion like a 
					gentle lamb.
					Glory and Praise 
					to You Lord Jesus Christ!
					  
					
					The Agony in 
					the Garden
					Matthew 26: 
					14-25 (Wednesday of Holy Week)
 
				1. Hail Mary
				2. Hail Mary
				3. Hail Mary
				4. Hail Mary
				5. Hail Mary
				6. Hail Mary
				7. Hail Mary
				8. A reading from Isaiah 61: 1-3, 6, 8-9 (Chrism 
				Mass Holy 
				Thursday)
				9. R. The Apostles slept and Jesus went to them 3 
				times. Judas was about to betray Jesus. When we look at our own 
				lives, do we really see that we are working and trusting God 
				more, that we are growing more in the school that God has put us 
				in, the school of love? Are we really preparing ourselves as God 
				has called us to, preparing ourselves for heaven, that is 
				everlasting happiness – being united in perfect love? 
				    Jeremiah was a prophet and he delivered the 
				prophecy that God ask him to deliver, and we know that Jeremiah 
				was thrown in the pit. And God, who has given to us so many 
				gifts, has given to us this Church, and has given to us the 
				sacraments. Do we really think today that God would not call to 
				us, in the messages that He is given in the Shepherds of Christ, 
				to help us to unite in the depth of His Heart, to be united to 
				the Mass, that this tremendous grace can be released, as we live 
				more united as members of the mystical body of Christ? What do 
				we think will really end up helping this world to be different? Do you 
				think that somewhere down the line something will happen, or 
				do you think that it will take God's Might in order for this 
				world to be more in that image and likeness of Christ? For it is 
				that the world and the Church and the individual Christian is in the 
				state of becoming, more Christ-like, but it takes our individual 
				hearts, but it takes faith, it takes us realizing that it is 
				God's grace that increases in us, this faith, that is needed to be 
				on fire with the love of God as He speaks of in the early Blue 
				Books. 
				    It's like the angel before Fatima, the angel 
				said that we should pray for those who do not believe, do not 
				hope and do not love. Do you think that they really did pray for 
				that, or were they too busy just wondering if the message was true or 
				not, the message of the angel? Wouldn't it have been far better 
				if we would have listened to the message of Fatima, and grown in 
				that devotion to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, of conversion, of 
				reparation as the Blessed Mother said at Fatima? We all know 
				that over 60,000,000 people were killed in World War II, and 
				just because 60,000,000 people were killed in World War II, does 
				that mean that we have obeyed the message of Fatima yet, that 
				Mary appears here telling us, that her children are dropping into 
				hell like rain. Many times we bring down great suffering on 
				ourselves because we do not obey God, we do not seek His will as 
				we should, and of course, we are not seeking to be lovers as God 
				has asked us to be, and preparing ourselves for everlasting 
				happiness in heaven. It can become too easy to decide that we 
				are not our brother's keeper. 
				    And yet God has called us in the Shepherds of 
				Christ, to pray these prayers for the priests, the Church and the 
				world and to spread them in all the 8 languages throughout the 
				whole world. Why is Mary appearing here, telling us that we 
				should pray the Holy Spirit Novena twice a day. I think it only 
				takes about 5 or 6 minutes, for it is praying for that increase of 
				faith, hope and love. It is praying for healing within us. It is 
				praying for so many things, the virtues, the gifts of the Holy 
				Spirit, that we can really grow to be more that witness for 
				Christ in the world. But we can just get into the same old, same 
				old, mind slot that we have, where we just live every day with 
				the same agenda, telling ourselves that we are doing something different 
				when we are running our own life, rather than really surrendering and 
				realizing how important our lives are as members of the mystical 
				body of Christ, that we belong to God. He created us and we are 
				His.
				    We have read in the readings about Abraham and 
				Noah and these magnificent prophets, and yet we come into this time 
				in salvation history, and we can even ignore that the Blessed 
				Mother's image appeared on this building here, or that she 
				had a message for the world to say, or that maybe the
				Mass Book that does have the Imprimatur, could 
				help us to really be better members of the mystical body of 
				Christ, interceding for the priests, and the Church and the world, 
				that God not only gave us those prayers, but He gave us the 
				Mass Book. The first writing in the Mass Book is like 
				so powerful, but if you can go a little further to read the 
				Blue Book messages, like Blue Book 11, you can really see 
				how important it is, our part in the work of redemption. 
				    Of course, the devil will tell us that we 
				shouldn't trust others, and we need to think about ourselves and 
				we can stay divided, and we don't have to do anything because we 
				are in charge of ourselves. Isn't that great? With that kind of 
				attitude we are really in charge of ourselves, who do you think 
				is going to be the one that is going to go out there and do like 
				the Pope, 
				Pope John Paul II, what he did? Did he sit around and say to 
				himself, now I 
				have to think about myself? He changed the face of many of the 
				countries, because of his love, because of his oneness with God. 
				
				    Can we not even do these little things like praying these 
				prayers and spreading the Blue Books so that we can really believe 
				whole-hearted in the power in the Mass, in our role as members 
				of the Mystical body of Christ, that we think that God would 
				take on flesh, come down here, die on the Cross like He did, but 
				then in the state that the world is in, leave us to ourselves, or are 
				we blind or are we so focused on the seen and not the unseen? God 
				created the seen and the unseen. And just because we don't see 
				it, 
				or because we are trying to prove it scientifically, does that 
				mean that it isn't? How can a mystery be a mystery, when you want 
				it to be so clear to you, that you can almost prove it 
				scientifically? A mystery is a mystery! Let's all explain the 
				mystery of the Trinity. 
				    Let's explain how grace is being 
				outpoured right now in this place, where the Mother of God's 
				image appeared for 7 1/2 years on the 5th. Why would I do this 
				for 22 years, when the Blessed Mother appears to me. I remember they 
				said that to me. I would go in there and they would say, 'people are not believing you at the Holy Spirit 
				Center, why would you go in there, when people are talking about 
				you?' And I said, 'well, if the Blessed Mother is appearing to you, are you 
				going to go check out and see who is believing you and go in and see 
				her?' I mean, it was just twisted. 
				    I am here to deliver a message 
				from God, of the power of the Mass, and us as members of the 
				mystical body of Christ, and I didn't start delivering it today. 
				I delivered it in 1995 - 20 years ago. And that Mass Book 
				got the Imprimatur, and read the Prayer before the Holy 
				Sacrifice of the Mass, and know that at every single moment that 
				we are united to the Masses that are going on around the world, and our 
				lives are important. 
				    I have grandchildren. I want them to grow up 
				in a world where there is love, not where evil is flourishing, or 
				where we have to end up going out and deciding that it is up to 
				men to change things. It is up to us, folks. That's why the 
				Blessed Mother appeared on this building for 7 1/2 years. Look 
				at the captivity in salvation history of the past, and every time 
				that they did their own wills and they rebelled against God, who 
				suffered? They suffered. They made more problems for themselves. 
				And that's what we do today. God is telling us about the Mass, 
				the power in the Mass, the power in that time before the Blessed 
				Sacrament, how important these prayer meetings are, in this 
				building where the Mother of God appeared for 7 1/2 years.
				Dear God, please give us vision.
				10. R. I truly believe that if a person lives the 
				Blue Book messages, that their lives will be a witness, that will 
				help bring down this grace for their brothers in preparation for 
				our own eternal happiness, that we will answer the call of the 
				Mother as she gave it to me on August 27, 1996, 3 months before 
				she appeared here. The call was 'I stood beneath the cross of my 
				Son, and my heart was in such anguish for the little ones that 
				would be lost forever – the little ones that would be lost 
				forever'. What does she want us to do? Read the Mass Book, 
				read Blue Book 9. It's just got a few extra messages in it, that 
				were demessagized so we could get the Imprimatur. Be that 
				member of the mystical body of Christ, that Christ wants all of 
				us to be.
				    How many times have you read the scriptures, 
				and you see the barrenness of the women in the Old Testament, 
				and you see the barrenness of Elizabeth, and then you know that 
				Elizabeth in her old age came and brought forth John the 
				Baptist. And isn't John the one crying in the desert, to make ready 
				the way of the Lord. How many parables and writings do we know 
				of the barren fig tree, and he will go and dig around it. Let us 
				put our hands on the truth of the Gospel, that this world is 
				becoming more and more barren, and what it needs is, to be fed – 
				like Jesus said, for how many weeks before He gave me the Blue Book 
				messages, "Feed the Hungry", back, way back then, in 1991, I 
				heard it for like 7 weeks, 'feed the hungry, feed the hungry, 
				feed the hungry', and then He gave me the Blue Book writings. 
				    Is 
				this world hungry? They need to be fed. They are thirsty. They 
				are longing for this outpouring of grace, that you and I can 
				help by becoming more and more holy. That means that we don't give 
				into the jealousy and the anger and the envy, and we decide that 
				we don't have to trust anybody, we can just go there and be by 
				ourselves. We are really in there praying to God to change our 
				hearts, to be hearts of love, to be deeper members of the 
				mystical body of Christ, to quit listening to satan that says, 
				you can't trust the people that God called you to work with. 
				None of us are perfect – you, me – all of us are sinners. Don't 
				expect perfection of anybody! 
				
				    There was something He gave me last week, how some people, they want to put on a pedestal, and then they think 
				they are going to turn them into the mother and father that did 
				stuff, that hurt them, and fix the old wounds with their parents. We are imperfect. Pope 
				John Paul II was imperfect. Every human person is not perfect, except the Blessed Mother, 
				who was conceived without sin. We are imperfect and we have 
				tendencies toward anger and jealousy and envy etc. But you can 
				see the witness of a person like Pope John Paul II or Pope 
				Francis and His going out. 
				    You know, I look at 
				my brother who is a priest and he is trying so hard to still 
				serve at like 77 years old, and Fr. Mike and people call them up 
				all day. They give so much to others. They are being 
				called upon constantly and they are saying yes. They are not in 
				their comfort zone, sitting around and then deciding that they can't 
				even give. They are giving and thank God that those old priests, 
				that are old and tired, and he has 2 knee replacements, they 
				are out there and they are giving and they are giving and they 
				are giving and they are giving. Where would we be without our priests that are 
				giving? Don't we see the witness of Christ in them? And then we 
				act the way that we do, where we can't give much? What are we saving 
				ourselves for? I don't know. I don't get it.
				Glory Be
				R. After 20 years of watching Our Blessed Mother 
				appear, and just having people watch me to see if they think I am telling 
				the truth or not. It just is ridiculous, after she appeared on 
				the building here. It's just – what He says in those Blue Books 
				and then the Mass Book, about the Mass is the truth. Even the 
				gift of how every person comes into this world, the intimacy of a 
				man and a woman is in such unity. And the devil can take some 
				people where they can't even hold hands with somebody in Church, 
				because they just keep getting more and more into where they 
				just end up getting isolated. When God talks about dwelling in 
				His Heart, He is talking about showering us with the rich 
				grace and our very lives are witnesses in the 
				world, by the fact that we live to do the will of God. And for me 
				that may be coming down from Cincinnati and doing this retreat, 
				no matter whether its hard or not hard. Rather than sitting in church all 
				day and deciding that we are going to do it our way. It means giving 
				God what He wants. 
				  
				Jesus was Whipped at the Pillar
				Sing: Glory and praise to you Lord Jesus 
				Christ
				R. Christ became obedient even to 
				death. He died on the Cross. Christ shows us His witness.
				Sing: Glory and praise to you Lord Jesus 
				Christ
				1. Sing: Our blessing-cup is a communion with the 
				blood of Christ
				Psalm 116: 12-13, 15-18 
				(Psalm of Holy Thursday)
				R. I want to pray for all the people 
				that we are praying for healing, for Dan and for Melanie, for Jack, 
				for Matthew, pray especially for Eva. Pray for Sonny. Pray for 
				everybody that's on your list. I want to pray for healing and 
				believe that God is really with us, in a strong way, praying 
				united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, together as members of 
				the mystical body of Christ, praying to the Father in the name 
				of Jesus, in the Holy Spirit, with all the angels and saints and 
				the souls in purgatory. We pray for all the members and donors 
				and all their families. We pray for all their work situations. 
				Everything on my list, Jerry's list, Sheila's list, your list. We pray for the spread of the Blue Books throughout the world 
				and vocations to all 7 categories. We pray for the members of 
				the mystical body of Christ, that they will really see this 
				tremendous gift and sup at the supper of the Lord, because it is 
				a blessing on the whole wide world, when we grow in our holiness 
				and we are united to the Mass all day as members of the mystical 
				body of Christ.
				Sing: Our blessing-cup is a communion with the 
				blood of Christ
				1 Corinthians 11: 23-26 (Second 
				Reading of Holy Thursday)
				R: Praise and honor to you Lord Jesus Christ.
				Verse before the Gospel: 
				I give you a new commandment: love one another 
				as I have loved you.
				R: Praise and honor to you Lord Jesus Christ.
				2. Sing: I Am the Bread of Life
				3. Isaiah 52:13 – 53:12 (Reading 
				of Good Friday)
				4. R: Father, I put my life in your hands.
				Psalm 31: 2, 6, 12-13, 15-17, 25 
				(Psalm of Good Friday)
				5. Hebrews 4: 14-16; 5: 7-9 
				(Second Reading of Good Friday)
				6. R. Do you have Blue Book 11? 
				That is such a wonderful gift, that Blue Book 11, it's 
				wonderful. This is from Blue Book 14. It's Oh the 
				Great Gift of the Mass
				January 1, 1997
				R. I went to Mass at Fr. 
				Carter’s and I felt Jesus give Himself to me when Father gave me 
				the Eucharist. I saw Jesus. I saw Jesus give me the host and 
				Jesus gave Himself to me.
  
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				“In the name of the Father, and of the Son, 
				and of the Holy Spirit, Amen.”
				
				“The grace of Our Lord, Jesus Christ, and the love of God and 
				the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all.”
				
				R. God pours out His grace in this Holy Sacrifice of the 
				Mass. It is the greatest gift when God gives Himself to us.
  
				
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				R. This is in the Mass Book. It is in 
				Blue Book 14, January 2, 1997.
  
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				We share with God His life, given to us abundantly in the Mass. 
				He gives Himself to us and we give ourselves to Him. 
  
				
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				R. We learn how to love and to be loved. A lot 
				of times we get stifled in our relationships by the fact that we 
				don't let other people love us back and we always want to be the 
				operator. Well, if we give it, it's okay, but if somebody really 
				is giving love to us, we don't know what to do with it. So we 
				can distance ourselves or cause division ourselves from 
				others. We want to give love and learn to receive 
				love from others and be united and be happy! Learning to receive 
				love is vitally important to the unity of being a member of the 
				mystical body of Christ.
  
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				We share with God His life, given to us 
				abundantly in the Mass. He gives Himself to us and we give 
				ourselves to Him. 
				The great love affair between God and man: His 
				Holy Mass. The priest is another Christ to us. It is Christ 
				present,
				through the priest, celebrating the Mass. We must see Christ in 
				the priest, see Him celebrate the Mass, see His beautiful brown
				hair, His gentle face, see Him, our Savior. 
				Song: A Song from Jesus
				7. 
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				This Jesus Christ that came was born an infant 
				and gave Himself to His death on the cross that we would share 
				His life. See Him now in the
				Mass, giving Himself in the greatest gift of all. He gives us 
				His divine love and His divine life.
				
				Oh, we thank You for Your life. We know Jesus died and rose and 
				gave us a sharing in His holy life. His life is now abundantly 
				poured, as a fountain to us, especially in the Mass. Then we 
				hear His word. Let the word of God penetrate our being. Let us 
				feel this Living Word of God. As a two-edged sword, it comes 
				forth with such conviction and love and it penetrates the souls 
				of the faithful with such love. It is food indeed, food for our 
				soul.
				
				He is the Good Shepherd. He speaks to us. He gives us all we 
				want. “Yahweh is my shepherd, I lack nothing.” (Ps. 23:1) He 
				gives us green pastures, and His water pours out and refreshes 
				us. He outpours His grace as a fountain to feed us with His 
				life.
				
				He is a just God, good and kind, all loving, for He is Love. We 
				want for nothing for He outpours His love and His life to us in 
				the Mass. We feast on His Body and Blood and are fed with His 
				Word. We become one in Him and He shares Himself with us.
 
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				It is through the Mass celebrated by the hands 
				of a holy priest that we will experience the Mass the way Christ 
				intends. These writings are insights which hopefully will help 
				lead you to the spring of life-giving water, the fountain of 
				love and life He outpours in the Mass.
				
				There will be a new earth when men will see with the light of 
				seven suns. They will know God. A people walking in darkness 
				will see a great light. They will no longer be blind, they will 
				be enlightened, they will love God with the greatest love in the 
				Mass. They will feast on His Body and Blood and will be united 
				as one body in His holy Church through His life given to us in 
				the Eucharist.
				
				We will drink copiously from the fountain of grace which He 
				pours out in the Mass. We will be filled with His love, absorbed 
				with the love of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit and feasting 
				on His divine life.
				
				We see with the vision of God. We partake in such a union with 
				God. We see with the light the Spirit gives to us. The priest 
				celebrates the Mass and we know God with such an intense knowing 
				in this union. We are saturated with His life flowing from the 
				hands of His consecrated priest.
  
				
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				R. You know, 
				in baptism we share in His loving activity, and so God really 
				wants us to realize how much that is so pleasing to God, when we 
				are united in deep love in the Mass, because we are giving great 
				love to God, because we are sharing in His loving activity, 
				because that capacity of loving is elevated through baptism. But 
				if we think that it is up to us to grow in love, we are not 
				getting it. Because that is that imprint of God that has been 
				placed on our soul through baptism, and He gives us this sharing 
				in this supernatural capacity of having greater faith, and hope 
				and love, because they are theological virtues. And we need to 
				pray fervently for this, and then, to be willing to let go and 
				let God take charge and surrender in our lives. Which is what 
				Fr. Carter would always say, the second Blue Book is a 
				tremendous book of surrender. To continue here –
				
				 
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				R.
				And I look at Him, the priest, and I see Jesus there. I see Him 
				giving Himself to Me. I see the new and Holy City. I see with 
				such clarity the great gift that God gives to us in the Mass!
  
				
				
				
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				R. It's like being on top of the mountain with 
				grace being outpoured all over the whole world, and we see 
				Jesus, just like at Mount Tabor, we see how He went away from 
				the other disciples to pray, that picture is so beautiful, that 
				we have, of Jesus overlooking the city. And we really have to 
				see this Mass with it's capability of outpouring this grace that 
				men, as they receive this gift of God's grace, will be able to 
				see with the light of seven suns. But the more that the world 
				gets into this capsule-like, where it's up to man, the more that 
				they want scientifically, for things to be proved before they 
				take it as part of themselves, they are going away from faith! Faith is not like that. Faith is 
				seeing the vision of God and it's a mystery. 
				    And it's take the letting 
				go and asking God to work in our soul and to help us to have 
				whatever we need, and that's why the angel of Portugal said to 
				pray for those who do not believe, do not hope and do not love 
				God. Because it was a message from God that said, if you do not 
				believe and hope and love, then this message that Mary is going 
				to deliver at Fatima, is not going to have it's impact, because 
				people aren't going to believe it. Do you believe it here, that 
				people are believing? How is the world? Does the world have to 
				have a scientific proof? That's not faith! Look at the faith of 
				Abraham. Why do we have that, in last Sunday's Gospel – and then 
				He took them up to Mount Tabor and they saw this magnificence, 
				the seen and the unseen, and up unto that point, Jesus just looked 
				like any other man. And that's what that Isaiah says, He didn't look 
				like anything much. And yet He was God.
  
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				We learn how to love in the Mass, for we unite 
				to God. He gives us such an intimate sharing in His divine love 
				that we carry His love out to the world.
  
				
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				R. It is God that is loving in us, God that is 
				operating in us. As long as we got control, we are holding 
				ourselves back.
  
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				In this union we know His loving to an intense 
				degree and we carry this love out to others. We share in an 
				intense way in His Divine act of loving. 
  
	
				
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				R. Yes, keep control of yourself. Make sure you 
				got everything in control. That is just like a menace to the 
				spiritual life. This is in the Blue Book 14, it's in the
				Mass Book. It's in the Blue Book 9. And then I 
				remember exactly what I was given when I got this Prayer 
				Before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. Sometimes in the 
				Mass, I would just be so overwhelmed, with wanting to give love 
				to God, and it seemed like I knew God inside of me, loving 
				Himself in me. And then in reading Fr. Carter's writings, and 
				understanding how we share in God's loving activity and we are 
				loving God more and more deeply in Him and we grow in this capacity to love more 
				deeply, because He elevates that capacity to love in baptism, to share 
				in this activity of God's love. It's supernatural. And it is so 
				pleasing to God the more we grow in our loving capacity - the 
				more we are likened to God. 
				    But if we get down to the 
				point where we think we are controlling everything, we aren't 
				even thinking about the unseen. We are trying to prove 
				everything, and then not taking it to ourselves until we are 
				sure. That is not faith. You are not going to be sure of a 
				mystery, the mystery of the Trinity, is an ever evolving 
				process, until we are wrapped in the beatific vision for all 
				eternity in eternal happiness. So the more that we just keep 
				trying to prove everything, and to know it for fact, the more we 
				are deviating from the letting go that is necessary to see the 
				vision of God, to believe in the mystery, and to let God fill us 
				with knowing Him through this elevated knowing capacity that He 
				gives to us. It needs to be developed. It is a capacity!
				    Our knowing and loving 
				capacity needs to be developed, and we have to pray to God for 
				the grace to work in our hearts, to give us this supernatural 
				help, so that we can respond, call - response, it's all call - 
				response. If you are the guy who is the head-cheese, you're not 
				listening to His call, you are out there telling Him what you 
				are going to do. I am going to spend all day in Church praying 
				to You God, I got 5 million tons of prayers that I pray 
				everyday. You got an agenda, you're doing it the way that you 
				do. He's calling you to work with somebody else, but you are not 
				going to work with them because it is too hard. 
				    Well, welcome to the crowd! 
				It's hard to work with others. What about these priests that 
				have to work with others all day, anybody can come in there. 
				Somebody comes in there and they need to go to confession, and 
				they are really a hard person. And he can see a priest and what 
				God is calling him to do, how his whole life can be changed 
				through Christ acting in him. Why did God ask us to pray for the 
				priests, the Church and the world? Because they have got it 
				hard. So I heard several things, about priests that were leaving 
				because of other women, how they were suffering because of 
				persecution, but they need grace to help them deal with  
				persecution and temptation. They 
				need these prayers. 
				    And the Church has to check 
				things out, when somebody comes in with a bunch of evidence 
				against a priest. 
				It can be not true, but they have to check it. It's just the way that it is, that there is suffering. That 
				Christ had these wounds in His hands, and His head and in His 
				Heart, and we are going to suffer too, but we share in a greater 
				life in Him, because of this suffering when we do it right. And 
				He may call some of these priests to tremendous suffering, where 
				they have to go through persecution and ridicule, and they have 
				to end up staying in their vocation. And then somebody else can 
				come when they have already been down, and just start to come up 
				and knock them down again, a reporter, somebody else. These 
				priests need our prayers, and they are out there every day on 
				the front line, trying to be Christ to others. Are they 
				all perfect? No, they are not all perfect, and some of them can 
				sin. But there are a lot of priests that are out there that are 
				really, really holy -- priests need our prayers.
  
				
				The Prayer Before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass
	
				
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				R. And when we love God in the Mass, 
				we are sharing in 
				God's loving activity, and giving Him great love.
  
				
				The Prayer Before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass 
				continues
				Let me be a holy sacrifice and unite with God 
				in the sacrament of His greatest love.
				I want to be one in Him in this act of love, where He gives 
				Himself to me and I give myself as a sacrifice to Him. Let me be 
				a holy sacrifice as I become one with Him in this my act of 
				greatest love to Him. (R. Let's all say this.)
				
				Let me unite with Him more, that I may more deeply love Him. 
				  
	
				
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				R. That's why we are here. The greatest 
				commandment is that we love God with our whole heart, our 
				whole soul, and our whole being. And we being members of the 
				mystical body of Christ are called by God to ardently love Him 
				in the Mass. Distractions can enter our mind where we just sit 
				there and think about everything under the sun. Let's go to Mass 
				and let's make it a love affair with Him.
  
				
				The Prayer Before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass 
				continues
				May I help make reparation to His adorable 
				Heart and the heart of His Mother, Mary. With greatest love, I 
				offer myself to You and pray that You will accept my sacrifice 
				of greatest love. I give myself to You and unite in Your gift of 
				Yourself to me. Come and possess my soul.
	
				
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				R. Yes!
  
				
				The Prayer Before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass 
				continues
				Cleanse me, strengthen me, heal me. Dear Holy Spirit act in the 
				heart of Mary to make me more and more like Jesus.
				
				Father, I offer this my sacrifice, myself united to Jesus in the 
				Holy Spirit to You. Help me to love God more deeply in this act 
				of my greatest love.
				
				Give me the grace to grow in my knowledge, love and service of 
				You and for this to be my greatest participation in the Mass. 
				Give me the greatest graces to love You so deeply in this Mass, 
				You who are so worthy of my love.
				 
	
				
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				R. How many Hail Marys have I said?
				10. Hail Mary
				 
				R. Listen to this. This is from April the 
				13th, of 1994, God's Blue Book, Volume II, 21 years ago.
  
				
		
		 I Love You -
				April 13, 1994
I Love You -
				April 13, 1994
				
				Jesus: How, child, do I, Jesus, tell 
				you I love you? You hold on to silly things, when God is in your 
				midst and is ardently loving you. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of 
				God. I am writing to each precious child this day. I am on fire 
				for love of you. I remain in the Eucharist to be with you with 
				My ardent love. I did not want to leave My beloved ones at the 
				Last Supper. I love you so, My dear and ardently loved children. 
				I remain with you this day in the Blessed Sacrament, the same 
				Jesus Who died a brutal death on the cross.
				Do you know I am truly present 
				there? Do you know that God waits every day for you in the 
				tabernacle? Do you comprehend even a minute amount of My love? 
				You will never on earth know how I love you.  
				end of excerpt
  
	
				
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				R. You know a lot of times 
				all through the day, it's like our mind just keeps running non-stop, more and more 
				on the 
				same old groves, and the old tapes that are negative, that are 
				worldly, that are selfish, that are prideful, that are whatever 
				else, angry, what are what – I remember Him saying that we could 
				listen to those rosaries or listen to the radio, and those 
				rosaries would really help our minds when times got really bad, 
				to stay focused on God and that's the truth. It's like some of 
				those tapes, and Regina has all these different dics out there. I 
				play, Sheila has the prayers as she says them, she's got the 
				prettiest voice, and she prays on that disc for our intentions, 
				I play that all the time in my car, it's the Holy Spirit Novena, 
				that the Holy Spirit gave us, it's the prayers that Jesus gave 
				us. She prays them so nice, then she prays a beautiful rosary 
				that we got that's really short, in the month of the Sacred 
				Heart. I remember that Fr. Carter loved that rosary. It's just 
				beautiful. And to put that on in our car and to know that the 
				devil is really attacking people's marriages, he's attacking a 
				lot, anyway that the devil can get in to bring the level of 
				holiness down, he is going to be attacking right now. It's all over 
				the world. 
				    Why can't we 
				really be the Shepherds of Christ that are out 
				there that have that confidence in this calling that God has 
				given to us and how important it is that we are united to the Holy 
				Sacrifice of the Mass, that we are living this vocation as 
				members of the Shepherds of Christ and we know we live it 
				with each other and we know that God is outpouring His grace 
				because the Mass is the Sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made 
				present, and we are helping to change the world. When you come 
				here on the 5th, I just know from all the different things that 
				I have gone through on the 5th in twenty-some years, that the 
				devil don't like the 5th and he don't like the 13th. It's 
				a big thing to God for you to be united and praying with us on the 
				5th and the 13th. 
				    If you can come down here and pray, the Mother 
				of God appeared on this building for 7 1/2 years in her image, 
				and she is still appearing to me. She appeared last 5th. There 
				is a lot of grace that is released in going to China, the 
				Eucharist is exposed, we have had people in there since 2004, 24 hours a day, praying in front of the 
				Eucharist, and before that for another 8 years. We prayed all day in that church, 
				and Fr. Carter would celebrate Mass in there, at least 5 times a week, 
				China is really a holy place, so when you can come down there, 
				tune in on the 13th, He really does outpour a lot of grace. We 
				need to realize this vocation that God has called us, praying 
				for our priests, the Church and the world and then having the 
				faith, that we don't need a scientific proof to know that God is 
				answering these prayers. We need to pray for greater faith. We 
				need to ask God to strengthen us. Let God take over – Surrender 
				to God.
 
				Christ was Crowned With a Crown of Thorns
				R. God the 
				Father is the Creator, and we are the creature. I 
				pray that all of us will realize our creaturehood, that we can 
				be so in love with God, that we just want to serve Him, and love 
				each other.
				1. R. This is what Jesus told me to put in the 
				front of the Blue Book 11 because it is so important how we help 
				in the work of redemption in our lives. This is actually from 
				The Movement of Eucharistic Theology” in Chicago Studies, Vol. 
				10, but it was in one of Fr. Carter's 
				books. 
  
				Excerpt from Response in Christ - Chapter 4 
				by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J.
				
				In schematic outline we have discussed the manner in which the 
				baptized Christian extends his Mass to his daily existence. As 
				he so lives out his Mass, he is becoming more Christlike. He 
				becomes a more perfect priest and victim for his next 
				participation in the eucharistic sacrifice.42
				
				 
	
				
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				R. And I want to pray for Monsignor and Fr. Ken 
				who help us here.
  
				Excerpt from Response in Christ - Chapter 4 
				by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J.
				
				The beautiful cycle which the Mass contains lies exposed 
				before us. As part of this cycle the Christian is intimately 
				involved in the process of continued redemption. The Mass is the 
				center of the Christian life: “. . . the liturgy is the summit 
				toward which the activity of the Church is directed; at the same 
				time it is the fount from which all her power flows.” 
				43   
				
				42. For a 
				current treatment of the varied richness of the Eucharist, cf. 
				J. Wicks, "The Movement of Eucharistic Theology" in Chicago 
				Studies, Vol. 10 (1971), pp. 267-284.
				43. The Constitution on the Sacred Liturgy, No. 10.
				  
				And Jesus gives this message November 21, 
				2013.
				
				Jesus: I call you to live your lives as devout members of 
				the mystical body of Christ. I have given these writings that 
				men will realize that they are to live united deeply to the Mass 
				going on around the world. Your lives, given as an offering, a 
				sacrifice every moment in union with the Mass going on around 
				the world. Your life, a sacrifice, offered to the Father, in 
				union with the Mass in oneness with Me, in the Holy Spirit 
				through the intercession of the Blessed Mother with all the 
				angels and saints and the souls in purgatory.
				
				Your lives given as members of My mystical body can help to 
				bring down great graces for the priest, the Church and the 
				world.
				
				Excerpt from Response in Christ - Chapter 4 by Fr. Edward J. 
				Carter, S.J.
				
				“How does the Christian help Christ redeem the world? 
				(Henceforth the term “world” is to be understood as including 
				both rational and nonrational creation.) As previously stated, 
				the Christian helps Christ redeem the world by reliving Christ’s 
				mysteries. The same “events” or mysteries which accomplished the 
				objective redemption further the subjective redemption also. 
				Since at the heart of Christ’s mysteries are His death and 
				Resurrection, it is especially these that the Christian must 
				relive. As the Christian dies mystically with Christ through 
				loving conformity with the Father’s will, he rises with Christ 
				to an ever greater share in the Resurrection, in the newness of 
				life, in the life of grace. As the Christian in this manner 
				relives the paschal mystery of Christ, he is accomplishing not 
				only his own redemption, but he is also, in a mysterious yet 
				real manner, helping Christ redeem the world.”
				2. Sing: Oh Sacred Head Surrounded
				3. Genesis 1: 1-5
				4. Genesis 1: 6 – 2: 2 
				(First Reading of Easter Vigil)
				5. Sing: Lord send out your spirit and 
				renew the face of the earth
				6. Genesis 22: 1-18 
				(Second Reading of Easter Vigil)
				7. A Reading from the 
				Book of Exodus 14: 15 – 15:1 (Third Reading of Easter Vigil)
				Sing: I will sing to the Lord for He has 
				covered himself in glory
				8. A Reading from Isaiah 54: 5-14 
				(Fourth Reading of Easter Vigil)
				9. Sing: I will praise you Lord for you 
				have rescued me
				10. R: I will draw waters from the springs of 
				salvation
				R. This is from Jeremiah's secretary. Baruch 3: 
				9-19, 33 – 4:4 (Sixth Reading of Easter Vigil)
				Sing: Lord you 
				have the words of everlasting life
				  
				Jesus Carries His Cross
				Ezekiel 36: 16-17, 18-28 
				(Seventh Reading of Easter Vigil)
				1. Like a deer that longs for running 
				streams, 
				My souls longs for you oh God
				R. Create a clean heart in me, oh God
				Paul to Romans 6: 3-11 
				(Epistle of Easter Vigil)
				2. R. Dear God we are sorry for our sins and 
				in this prayer service, we want to help make reparation for our 
				sins and for the sins of the world. Dear God please help us to 
				be united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass going on around the 
				world that great grace will be released for this world, that 
				soon that we will have the Reign of the Sacred Heart and the Triumph 
				of Mary's Immaculate Heart. We ask that the Blood of Jesus be 
				spread on the whole world, and the Church, we cast the devil 
				into the fires of hell. We ask for a special outpouring of the 
				Holy Spirit, and we consecrate the whole Church and the world 
				and all of our families and ourselves to the Sacred Heart of 
				Jesus and to the Immaculate Heart of Mary in as far as we are 
				able. Amen.
				3. You have put on Christ, in him you have 
				been baptized.
				4. From the 
				Breviary
				
					All-powerful God, Father of our Lord Jesus 
					Christ,
					by water and the Holy Spirit
					you freed your sons and daughters from sin
					and gave them new life.
					Send your Holy Spirit upon them
					to be their helper and guide.
					Give them the spirit of wisdom and understanding,
					the spirit of right judgment and courage,
					the spirit of knowledge and reverence.
					Fill them with the spirit of wonder and awe in your 
					presence.
					We ask this through Christ our Lord.
				
				5. From the 
				Breviary
				
					
					
					God our Father, by 
					raising Christ your Son you conquered the power of death and 
					opened for us the way to eternal life. Let our celebration 
					today raise us up and renew our lives by the Spirit that is 
					within us. Grant this through our Lord Jesus Christ, your 
					Son, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one 
					God, for ever and ever. Christ is Risen indeed from the 
					dead. Amen.
				
				
					
						
							
								
									
										
											
											6. Colossians 3: 1-4 
											(Second Reading of Easter Sunday)
											
											7. 1 Corinthians 5: 
											6-8 (Second Reading of Easter Sunday)
											8. 
											R. Let's think 
											about Christ as He carried our sins 
											on His back and how He said in the 
											Blue Book so many times that His 
											greatest sufferings were not the 
											sufferings that He suffered to His 
											Body, but the sufferings that He 
											suffered to His 
											Heart, for the rejection and the way 
											that men would treat Him. Dear 
											Jesus, we want to ask pardon for the 
											offenses of the human race against 
											You. And thank You for carrying the 
											cross and suffering for us, and 
											coming to this earth and taking 
											on flesh. And we ask You now as we unite 
											together as a body to the Holy 
											Sacrifice of the Mass, that dear 
											Heavenly Father that You will 
											outpour more grace then ever before 
											for this tremendous gift that You 
											have given to us, and realizing how 
											we as members of the mystical body 
											of Christ united, can unite to the 
											Holy Sacrifice of the Mass and can 
											bring down grace for the priest, the 
											Church and the world. We want to 
											please you. We want to ask through 
											the powerful intercession of Our 
											Lady of Clearwater, we want to unite 
											in one mind and one heart, praying 
											for ourselves and our families, for 
											the priests, the Church and the 
											world, praying for all our members 
											and donors and their families, 
											praying for all of our needs, and Dan 
											and Melanie, Eva, all the people on 
											your list, Sheila's, Jerry's, Mike 
											and Sally Jo, and Richard and all them 
											that came to help out in China. And 
											we want to pray, there was a lot of 
											water problems in China, and we got 
											a lot of water problems here, it's 
											really strange. I hope that we got 
											the wells fixed, but there's a lot 
											of air conditioning problems and we 
											want to pray that we can end up 
											having whatever it takes to be able 
											to fix these bursting pipes in 
											China, and air conditioning that's 
											doing all kinds of awful things 
											here. We have to replace the air 
											conditioners. We want to pray for 
											the availability to be able to do 
											this, help us with this dear God. 
											Amen.
											9. Sing: The 
											Lord is My Shepherd 
										
 
									 
								 
							 
						 
					 
				 
				10. Sing: We walk by faith and not by sight
				Sing: We Remember How You Loved us
				Sing: Father, I put my Life in Your Hands
				Sing: Lord send out Your Spirit
				Sing: We Have Been Told
				Sing: How Great Thou Art
				Sing: Come Holy Ghost
				 
				The Crucifixion of Jesus
				R. We see Jesus hanging on the cross 
				and we see the Blessed Mother under the cross, and we hear the 
				words that she spoke – 
				Mary: I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and 
				my heart was in such pain, for my little ones, that would be 
				lost forever.
				1. Mary: And so you ask my children, 
				why has God the Father allowed me to appear in this building? 
				And I say to you that Jesus has given to you the program of the 
				Shepherds of Christ, and it is a vocation, it is a calling, that 
				you live the messages of God's Blue Book, that you live 
				the program that God has given to you, that as you grow in 
				greater holiness, more and more, you will pray powerful prayers, 
				to pray for the priests, the Church and the world. I am Mary, 
				your Heavenly Mother. I call out to you, I stood beneath the 
				cross of my Son, and my heart was in such anguish for my little 
				ones, that would be lost forever. Hear me, my children. I am 
				your Mother.
				2. Mary: I stood beneath the cross of 
				my Son, and I cried for my little ones that would be lost 
				forever to the fires of hell. Listen to me, my children. I am 
				Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas, Our Lady of Clearwater.
				3. Mary: I appear to you, that you will 
				pray ever more, for this increase of faith, hope and love, that 
				you will depend on God and not give in to the selfish control, 
				as the devil has tempted so many in the world today. Surrender, 
				give to God, what is His due. Give to God your heart of love. 
				Love one another, be united, praying, united to the Holy 
				Sacrifice of the Mass, going on around the world. This is a 
				message from God, given to you on this March the 5th, 2015. I am 
				Mary, Our Lady of Clearwater.
				4. R. And she is praying with you.
				Sing: Come Holy Ghost
				R. And we pray, oh Heavenly Mother, 
				through your powerful intercession, united as one, praying to 
				the Father, united to all the Masses around the world, for peace 
				in this world, for you are the Queen of Peace, and we beg you to 
				intercede to the Father, for grace for this world, for we are 
				sorry for the sins of this human race, and for our sins. Oh 
				Heavenly Mother, thank you for this great gift here. Thank our 
				Heavenly Father for the gifts of the 5ths, and for this 
				building, for the Blue Books, for this vocation that you have 
				called us to. 
				    Dear Holy Spirit, fill our hearts with the fire of 
				God's love. Help us to have greater faith and hope and love. 
				Please God, hear our prayer that as we live, more and more, this 
				vocation united, that tremendous grace will be outpoured, for we 
				know that it is by Your Might that the world will change, only 
				by Your Might and Your grace. Please help us to reach people 
				with these prayers and these writings, dear God. Help people to 
				come and to use the waters and to know the great gift of having 
				the waters in their homes, the glass in their homes, to pray as 
				families united, to pray for marriages, that the devil can not 
				get in through lust, that divides people that think that they 
				are here to have sinful pleasures, that are offensive to God, 
				and know that 
				marriage is sacred. Marriage is a sacrament. That families must stay 
				united and pray together like a little church. 
				    Oh Heavenly 
				Mother, we pray for all these intentions, that you and God the 
				Father and Jesus and the Holy Spirit have asked us to pray on 
				these 5ths. We want to help make reparation for our sins and the 
				sins of this earth. Dear God, we have faith that You will hear 
				these prayers, because it is with Your Might that the world will 
				change. Please help our priests to be strong and holy and to not 
				give up their vocations, because it becomes so difficult for 
				them, but to have the grace to handle the situations, and help 
				the married couples to not give up their vocations, because the 
				devil attacks the vocations of religious, the married, the 
				priests. We are weak, but in You we are strong.
				5. R. Mary, Queen of Peace, help us.
				6. R. Mary has asked us to watch the 
				Movie, The Lady of Fatima, the little one with the children. You 
				don't have to stay, but maybe you could have that movie if you 
				can't stay and watch that on your own, and really think about, 
				and watch the Bernadette Movie, too, because we were told to watch those 
				this week. We actually had 3 Bernadette Movies. So that we will grow 
				in the gift of knowing how much a gift it is what God has given 
				to us here, and not take it lightly. But to realize how 
				important the waters are and the glass is, and to be 
				faith-filled. 
				    You know we can almost become scientific in the 
				fact that we think well, if you prove it to me, then I will 
				believe. Like Thomas, until I stick my hands into your wounds, 
				then I will believe God. He said blessed are those who have not 
				seen and have believed. Look at Christ, how much more do we want to 
				see, and the gift of the Eucharist is such a gift. Gosh, it's 
				such a 
				gift. Our priests are such a gift. Our Church is such a gift. 
				
				    We 
				want to always raise up and satan wants us to focus on ourselves 
				so that we see ourselves on the top, and then we get jealous and 
				envious, and want to drag people down, rather than 
				realizing God is sending these messages to lift us up, and 
				we need to listen to them. The world needs to be lifted up, 
				through the grace that God is outpouring through our holy united 
				prayers in this vocation of the Shepherds of Christ to help 
				renew the Church and the world. 
				    If you are looking at me you 
				will find out that I'm what's left. God took Fr. Carter 15 years 
				ago, and I'm the co-founder and I'm the one that's left. And I am 
				a human person and so are you. But so were the Apostles and so 
				was St. Padre Pio, and so was Pope John Paul II, and so were all 
				the other saints, and so was St. Paul and so we saw the wounded 
				human nature of saints. It is that desire to do His plan to love 
				God with all our hearts and all our souls, and our whole being 
				and to work with others, that God has put us with, and not turn 
				them into the perfect mother or father that we never had or what ever 
				else we are turning them into, not to fit them into 
				relationships that we had in the past and try to work out unfinished 
				business on them.  
				    Look at what God has given to us in the 
				priests, and the Church and the world. Look at the gift of this 
				site, and the apparitions of the Blessed Mother. Look at the 
				books and read the books and enjoy that intimacy of knowing more 
				and more deeply God, the insight into the mystery of the Trinity, 
				begging for greater knowledge so that our capacity to know and 
				love is growing, supernaturally, as God outpours His grace, and 
				not turning into the world where we think, if you show me then, 
				I'll might say 'yes'. A mystery is a mystery.
				7. R. What a vocation. If we loved our 
				brothers, we would see how precious we are as Jesus says in the 
				Song from Jesus, to want to operate in us, and He wants to use 
				us, to help bring His gifts of His love to others. What a gift, to love and 
				to be loved, not to say, well, I'll do it as long as I am in 
				control, but I don't really accept love from others. That don't 
				work. That's not the way God intended it. He loves us and 
				wants our love given in return. He wants us to trust in His 
				love and that starts by working with others, when we trust 
				each other and so we want to be trustworthy, we never do 
				anything to try to hurt other people. God gives us a sharing in 
				His loving activity, so therefore all the acts that we perform 
				should be to good. God gives us passion, to love. He didn't give 
				us passion to be angry, passion to hurt others intentionally, 
				passion to be jealous and envious, angry, prideful. He gives us 
				passion to be more and more, in that image of God, and God is 
				love.
				8. Mary: And you are in the school of 
				my Son, who loves you. His Heart is on fire for love of you. 
				Will you stand on that day, and you will see how you have grown, 
				more and more, in His image and likeness, how you have reached 
				out in your vocation in the Shepherds of Christ, as He operated 
				in you to bring that message of love that I give, that Jesus 
				gives, that God the Father gives, that my Spouse the Holy Spirit 
				gives, to a world that is bleeding.
				Until the messages of My love, Jesus says, 
				are circulated in this world, the blood shed in the Church will 
				continue.
				9. Sing: Little Baby Hands and Feet
				Sing: See the Eyes that Look at Mary
				10. Hail Mary
				Hail Holy Queen
				The Memorare
				R. And Mary wants us to say 10 Hail 
				Marys for her intentions, and also to give everybody a Blue Book 
				7 and 14 if they don't have it.
				10 Hail Marys
				R. Pretty fast we should start that 
				movie. If anybody wants anything in the store, Regina will go out 
				in the store, but next month we will probably come back like on the 
				30th of March, and do the Holy Week prayers here because the site 
				will be open for the pilgrims that come on Holy Saturday and 
				Easter Sunday, and so we won't have the 5th as normal. Sheila 
				will play the 5th that Jesus gives me on the radio, so you can 
				still tune in and it will be a 5th that God has given to me, to 
				play and He would like you to come here at 6:20pm on the 5th, 
				but I won't be here on the 5th, and the site will be open on 
				Easter day, all day, for pilgrims to come on Easter, if they 
				want to. So we will start the retreat next month, really it's 
				this month, on the 30th of March and we will have the prayers on 
				the 30th of March. Okay. Thanks. 
				In the name of the Father, and of the Son and 
				the Holy Spirit. Amen.