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March 30, 2006
March 31st Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is Day 9 Period II.The Novena Rosary Mysteries
for March 31st are Glorious.
We are now printing Blue Book V.
Please pray for the printing of it.
March 30, 2006
Readings from Today's Mass
Exodus 32: 7-14
Yahweh then said to Moses, Go down at once, for your people whom you brought here from Egypt have become corrupt. They have quickly left the way which I ordered them to follow. They have cast themselves a metal calf, worshipped it and offered sacrifice to it, shouting, "Israel, here is your God who brought you here from Egypt!" Yahweh then said to Moses, I know these people; I know how obstinate they are! So leave me now, so that my anger can blaze at them and I can put an end to them! I shall make a great nation out of you instead.
Moses tried to pacify Yahweh his God. Yahweh, he said, why should your anger blaze at your people, whom you have brought out of Egypt by your great power and mighty hand? Why should the Egyptians say, "He brought them out with evil intention, to slaughter them in the mountains and wipe them off the face of the earth?" Give up your burning wrath; relent over this disaster intended for your people. Remember your servants Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, to whom you swore by your very self and made this promise: "I shall make your offspring as numerous as the stars of heaven, and this whole country of which I have spoken, I shall give to your descendants, and it will be their heritage for ever." Yahweh then relented over the disaster which he had intended to inflict on his people.
Psalm 106: 19-23
At Horeb they made a calf,
bowed low before cast metal;
they exchanged their glory
for the image of a grass-eating bull.
They forgot the God who was saving them,
who had done great deeds in Egypt,
such wonders in the land of Ham,
such awesome deeds at the Sea of Reeds.He thought of putting an end to them,
had not Moses, his chosen one,
taken a stand in the breach and confronted him,
to turn his anger away from destroying them.
John 5: 31-47
Were I to testify on my own behalf,
my testimony would not be true;
but there is another witness
who speaks on my behalf,
and I know that his testimony is true.
You sent messengers to John,
and he gave his testimony to the truth
not that I depend on human testimony;
no, it is for your salvation
that I mention it.
John was a lamp lit and shining
and for a time you were content
to enjoy the light that he gave.
But my testimony is greater than Johns:
the deeds my Father has given me
to perform,
these same deeds of mine
testify that the Father has sent me.
Besides, the Father who sent me
bears witness to me himself.
You have never heard his voice,
you have never seen his shape,
and his word finds no home in you
because you do not believe
in the one whom he has sent.You pore over the scriptures,
believing that in them
you can find eternal life;
it is these scriptures that testify to me,
and yet you refuse to come to me
to receive life!
Human glory means nothing to me.
Besides, I know you too well:
you have no love of God in you.
I have come in the name of my Father
and you refuse to accept me;
if someone else should come
in his own name
you would accept him.
How can you believe,
since you look to each other for glory
and are not concerned
with the glory that comes
from the one God?
Do not imagine
that I am going to accuse you
before the Father:
you have placed your hopes on Moses,
and Moses will be the one
who accuses you.
If you really believed him
you would believe me too,
since it was about me that he was writing;
but if you will not believe what he wrote,
how can you believe what I say?
March 30, 2006 message continues
Messenger:
The devil comes to the door of friends that
are playing and having fun he
enters with lies
about he who you love and then leaves
then the friends once loving act differently
as they see the lies of satan about the other
and then act divided and unloving to the one
satan lied about.
In play, children were having fun
One lacking socialization skills saw
the children, laughing and having fun
with an envious and jealous heart
they came to the group not to unite
and have fun but to divide causing
disharmony and breakup their fun.
Satan acts like this.
A person gave their life loving and
being a model friend, another came
showing a scam that the person
loving was really not loving at all.
So then they discredited the kind heart
and walked away in a position of
tearing down their joy.
When a person is your friend and they
give you love and share themselves
with you, having fun, is your own
experiences of love not more to the truth
than a thief that enters and tears down
your friend who loves you and has
proved their love and truthfulness over and
over again. What kind of friend are you?
Satan can act this way in this mask
behavior tearing down love relationships
as people give in to the fictitious lies
he presents as his truth about the other.
His ways are division, disharmony and
breaking up love relationships. His ways
are hatred, coldness and fallacious reasoning.
When one is truly rooted in a loving relationship
with another knowing them deeply, why
would the lying remarks of another affect
the relationship of love they have with their
loving friend.
Discrediting authority, upsetting structure
is the way of satan. This is to make a solid
structure to try to be wobbly and weak. Christ
is the head of the Church, His priest His
faithful ministers. Because of the human
condition, weakness of some men to sin
some priests have performed some
pedophile acts. The body of priests running the
Catholic Church, most of them, are faithful
ministers loving God deeply and giving
their lives to His holy service in the priesthood.
Some may have sinned. It is wrong to judge
holy priests by actions of those who have
sinned when their lives have been clearly
given as holy servants in our service,
in serving the Church, in loving the body
of Christ, in being God's priest.
Satan wants to shake the structure in the
Church. He wants to discredit authority, He
wants it to look weak, he attacks for this
purpose to discredit all priests, to try to wipe-out
the Eucharist and the priesthood. Satan is
a liar, he uses mask behavior, he tries to
present fallacious reasoning working in
people's thoughts. Some people, in advanced
stages, can give into satan working in
their thoughts and believe what they
think -- is the truth -- when, in fact it is not.
A man shared his heart with a
woman loving her deeply she was
sneaky and unfaithful in her love
how should he be
work through the pain, forgive and
move out of it
He does not have to go back to her,
but for his own sake, he has to let go
of bitterness at some point.
The second choice he can instead of
dealing with the pain, spread her bitter
betrayal to all women, watching them
fall under his controlling feet.
Never again, he says, will a woman
get over me I lock my heart with
a key, I am bitter and I will be in
control I will manipulate others
to get control because of my pain.
A sword is worn in his heart and
he takes it out and sticks it in
others to act out his pain because
of his failure to get over it.
Many children were taught many
lessons that were dysfunctional: i.e.
like a man is in charge and women
are weak. If a male was an alcoholic
abuser he controlled his wife many
times by force.
Mary, the Mother of God, is not
respected by many priests in her
role as the only sinless human person.
Jesus speaks:
How can a priest have deep
intimacy with Me when he believes
the Mother of God should not
be a woman, but many priests
do not give Mary her rightful
role in their lives because of
pride.
Mary said
Excerpt from the Spirituality of Fatima
by Father Edward Carter, S.J.
Tell everybody that God gives graces through the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Tell them to ask grace from her, and that the Heart of Jesus wishes to be venerated together with the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Ask them to plead for peace from the Immaculate Heart of Mary, for the Lord has confided the peace of the world to her. (19)
NOTE:
19. For background material on Fatima, I am particularly indebted to
Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven (Rockford: TAN
Books and Publishers, Inc., 1983). p.9-10
March 30, 2006 message continues
Messenger:
God picked Mary to be the way
He entered the world.
Many men do not wish to be
under a woman.
Jesus has spoken to me for 15
years and Mary appeared for 12, Fr. Carter
and I were founder and co-founder of
the Movement respectfully.
I have been given a battle by
many men.
God picked me and Fr. Carter
died. Today I still get messages and
have run the Movement for as long as
Fr. Carter almost.
God picked me to give me His letters
of love for 15 years now.
Do we thank God for the gifts
given to me? Do we allow God
to wear the pants (He says) in His
own Movement or do we want
to take the pants off God.
Fr. Carter respected me always
strongly before others he supported
me and told others to obey the messages
Jesus gave me. Fr. Carter was a priest
and a man. Jesus is a man
supporting me as head of this Movement
and the superior is doing what Jesus does and
Fr. Carter gave a good example.
After all God has given all of us
in the Blue Books and Rosary Meditations
and I have opened up my heart in love
and your lives have changed from
God's gifts through me
how could one jealous, untruthful
person change your heart, when I
have loved you and given you my
heart open wide,
but it happens because of pride
and jealousy.
Judas betrayed Jesus
Judas did evil
Jesus is God
no matter what any man says
or does
they beat Jesus
they crowned His Head
they hung Him on a tree and
He is God
To walk in His footsteps is
to walk as Mary not respected
and loved by many priests
because of their male pride.
For me to walk in Jesus' footprints
I watch men try to disrespect
me before others.
I am the head of the Movement and
the messenger of these messages
do you think you can change
God's plan?
Do you think Mary will
go away?
Satan is a roaring lion looking
for one to devour.
These Blue Books will get out
if people help me do it
No one else can do this. I
know the time, the day
the content of messages 12, 13
years old.
Jesus speaks: Help Me I am sick!!
A man is the best man he
can be when he acts like Me
and models his life after Me.
Adam sinned the whole
human race suffered
I am the New Adam being
a man, the best man you can
be, is not in trying to be
better than a woman and control
it is in doing God's will.
My Mother is a woman, it is
God's will they put Mary in her proper place
not be prideful fools.
Many men think they are better
than women, they even go so
far to think they are more intelligent
how silly it is to be so competitive
and argumentative
My Heart is gentle and kind
and loving that is why I chose
a female messenger to express
the most tender, gentle, aspects
of My love, on fire for you and
all men, a mother, grandmother,
wife
All you may want is control and
not recognize Mary's great role
in helping in salvation history because of
your pride.
Mary is the singular vessel
conceived without sin.
You can be as prideful as
Adam and Eve in the garden
I have watched women suffer and
suffer at the hands of prideful
men, but a real man like Me
is not prideful and thinking
himself better than women
he recognizes the Father's will
and respects it more than his
jealous, envious pride.
My Mother is Mother of
all men Mother of the Church
My Mother is Spouse of the
Holy Spirit many men
think they don't need her and
do not need the rosary either.
Oh the rosary is My gift
to you.
Prayer for Union with Jesus
Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.
I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.
I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.
When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.
-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994
March 30, 2006 message continues
Jesus speaks: You do this for your own gain. (many of you)
You take My gifts and you
smite Me in your selfish
prideful ways.
You knock off the head of
My Mother (the image)
You ignore My 13ths or 5ths
or try to block Me and
My daily message and I
should keep feeding your
pride.
When will you surrender to
My plan and let Me wear
the pants in My Movement.
I am God
This is My Movement
Your Father is waiting thanks
from you for the sign
He sent in Our Lady of Clearwater.
You think you deserved
all this.
Eve wanted to be like God
What about you?
Can you thank Me and
help Me?
Surrender to My Plan and
quit disrespecting
My messenger for
your selfish pride
your selfish gain.
15 years of this and who listens.
You have changed little
which is why your
spiritual life has not
advanced
You are a control freak
I am tired of your opposition
you don't help
you discredit My messenger
Every order has a superior
I am the superior
I wear the pants
I am sick of this.
March 30, 2006 message continues
Jesus speaks:
They scourged Me and made Me
bleed.
March 30, 2006
Jesus speaks: I unveil the workings of
satan
in your lives. A person has a responsibility
to do something. They do not even
report for their job, then they come
in and act like nothing happened
3 weeks later causing havoc and
trying to regain power.
In alcoholic homes and
dysfunctional
homes the unavailability of
either parent because of a
dysfunctional disease leads
to unpredictability and lack
of the growth that is
necessary for maturation of the
individual children. A person
should communicate and be
open in a home, a business,
a Church etc, about their
whereabouts when the responsibility
of making decisions lies on
them. They have a sense of
the importance of their role
and they love the children, family
etc. enough to
communicate
their commitment and to extend the
security of relationship, commitment,
predictability.
A person responsible for
attending
decisive meetings does not linger
making everyone wait or throws
decisive decisions on the arms of
others at midnight etc. when the
day is done, the body weary and the
person needing sleep.
To disturb a person when their
vital needs are needed, sleep,
food, etc. is to ask for problems.
A cell phone can be charged,
used, but when it is out of "juice"
it will not run anymore.
A person from a dysfunctional
home
one who has been forced to go to bed
too early may
rebel and stay up
all night when they leave home.
Another from a divorced family
may force others to do work when
they are most jealous of the
time of their x-spouse and children.
How do people put up with
unpredictability as such? A person
establishing this kind of abuse
may lure the other into their
situation only to extend and extend
the time of the meeting as the night
goes on.
Finally at a late hour - the
once used cell phone is forced
to try to do pertinent jobs, but
unable to operate efficiently.
People who manipulate others
in such fashions are addicted
to control and this illness can
progress to heights of being
unable to communicate directly
about anything without a battery
of trials, waiting, while the other
acts like nothing is wrong that they
did, but they continually engage in
efforts to make the other endure
longer periods and trials to
engage in a simple meeting.
A person crippled by not
direct communication with others
can engage in so many passive-
aggressive behaviors, provoking,
extending until finally the other
cannot get a straight answer about
anything.
A person loving others
respects
their commitment and gives whole-
heartily making connections at the
proper time, giving time that is
time when they are available and
both can operate to efficiency.
A person can give into satan
and
can manipulate others for the
pure "joy" of manipulation for they
are controlling and get some
"sadistical" pleasure being over
and in charge.
The workings of satan can be
majorly masked. In an abusive
alcoholic home a spouse may
go through a honeymoon cycle
where they are promised love and treated
as on a honeymoon for 24 hours
while after that 24 hour period
the abuse cycle begins provoking
more and more in cruel ways
until finally a climax is reached
acted out and it is so awful
the marriage or relationship feels as if it has
to end, only to begin again with
the honeymoon cycle to get it
started like nothing ever happened
nor will it happen again promises
are made, flowers are given and
it is only bait for the abuse cycle
to begin again - provoking and
provoking until another climax
is reached.
Messenger: I remember Fr. Carter
he was
so predictable He wanted
the Movement
to continue He gave his
all, He
supported the messages
He discerned and faxed the daily message
until almost his last day. The priest said he was
faxing up there in his room while he was
dying.
He wanted every message discerned,
He believed, He entrusted the
Movement to me to carry on.
The Movement was Jesus'
Movement,
I was Jesus' messenger
He said any
leader that did not live by the
messages could not remain a leader
anyone who did not go on the 13th
was not doing what Jesus wanted
he was strong he was a
man
he was a priest he was
like
Jesus he supported me.
Jesus and Fr. Carter left me in
charge.
This Movement is Jesus'
Movement.
We are doing what Jesus wants
when we make a commitment as
a servant and handmaid and live
under obedience to our jobs
in this organization serving
God in praying, selling in
the store, doing the books
but we are stewards for Jesus
In an organization, like a
marriage - people come with
unfinished business, hurts,
unmet needs a life time
full
of relationships
socialization
skills
they enter a marriage
come
to an order they must
let go of
imperfections, be docile, trying
to live to be more perfected as
their heavenly Father
They don't come and expect
their superior to fix up their
wounds from their divorce
in
religious life sisters and brothers
are not to find romantic love with each
other, but love with God first
as their spouse
All grows to live by structure
and loving the institution whether
a family or an order, they
love that little or big institution
and are loyal to it
They do not make people
outside
their friends and knock their marriage,
family or knock the institution
if they are religious.
They respect those in the
marriage
and are loyal, they respect the
institution and love it, protect it,
help build it.
Christ loved His Church, His
bride even though it is
a
pilgrim Church, we do not tear
down what has imperfections
we work to build it up
we pray we love the
place
God has called us to and commit
ourselves and live to make it
better.
When gifts are given, prices
are paid Christ showed
us this.
Satan's activities are masked
many people go to a job and have
many imperfections our
lives
should be lived correcting our
imperfections living to
be
like Jesus.
Messenger: Fr.
Carter said Mass and I attended almost
every day. He spent days every week traveling to
China and he listened to the daily discourse Jesus
gave
me, discerned every message 4 times and heard
my confession usually daily. He prayed the Prayer
for Union and the consecration prayers from the
prayer
manual before Mass every day. He prayed before and
after Mass and discerned the daily message after
that,
he never missed the 6:20 prayers before the Blessed
Sacrament
he discerned all my prayers given by Jesus
Holy
Spirit Novena, Prayer for Union, Prayer before Mass
and
then they got the Imprimatur and translated
in 4 - 6
languages and the Imprimatur in those
languages.
When I did the 5ths in Florida
Mary appeared in
gold and rainbow-gold. The Blue Books have changed
many, many people's lives, but when Fr. Carter died
and all
was in place with the Movement and Mary's head was
knocked off things became more and more difficult.
The very people who should be helping me may
have become more jealous and controlling and as
Mary and Jesus and God the Father still continue to
speak and I have 2 priests helping me
we can lose
our focus of how God expects us to treat the
pilgrims - to boast of the Movement and spread it
to the world.
Satan can press on people's
unfinished business and
when they serve they can do it for their own
personal
gain, greater glory for themselves, control,
manipulation
and as I struggle to deliver the message as the
rosary that
follows and Mary gave 11 years ago March 30, 1995
Mary appeared for 2 to 2 1/2 hours
pink and brilliant.
I wrote
Excerpt from May 7, 2004 message
Mary appeared in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel for two hours. The whole corner was adorned in the most brilliant celestial light with a pink hew. Marty and I will never forget the experience of this evening. Jesus illuminated in the Sacred Heart statue during the litany and the promises of the Sacred Heart. Jesus requested that this rosary be circulated to all.
end of excerpt
March 30, 2006 message continues
Messenger: Mary
said she wanted us to pray this rosary
every day it was so important.
The public 5ths began April 5, 1995.
Mary warned in the March 30, 1995
rosary of children
suffering and they did in a catastrophe in
mid-April.
I see
every one going into close relationships in marriage
and community and first they don't let their "hair
down" sometimes and show their real selves
then they can become very selfish, controlling
demanding people, fix unmet needs from the
past in their lives rather than serving and
building up the body they begin tearing it
down sometimes like
babies trying to get
people to fill them, heal their wounds and
make them happy.
Only God will completely
satisfy our
desire for happiness in heaven. To think
a person, place or thing can do it here
below is to be grossly misinformed.
People should do things
because it is
God's will, not do something in an organization
to change things because they have the
night off Don't do
anything that is not
God's will and discern the spirits prompting
you that you think are telling you God's will.
Pride is a big problem
That is why
God put it in the beginning of Genesis.
March 30, 2006 message continues
Messenger: Nobody can fill our soul
created to be
satisfied by God in
eternity.
Satan's activities are very masked as we
work with each other.
Jesus speaks:
My intent is to reveal to you
the workings of satan in your
lives.
If you quit working on yourselves
and think
you are perfect - then work on others
to fix yourself
it's like working
on a leaking faucet by planting
flowers in the backyard. It does
not help the leaky faucet.
Excerpt from March 25, 2005 message
March 25, 2005 - On Good Friday 11:00 - 12:00 am
Messenger: And He saw before Him all the men that would be
lost forever.
Into the darkest night I have gone my God and seen
the
sufferings of the souls in sin, for it is for You we
live and are born here to this valley of tears.
Into Your hands I commend my spirit -
Oh God hear my prayer and be attentive to my
supplication.
Dark nights are just these - a condition, a state
that God allows us to share in to experience
His passion.
I look into the soul, God, and see as You have asked
me to read and plead for the innocent, the depraved,
the ones You gave Your life for.
Oh God hear my prayer and let my cry come unto Thee -
A dark night is a night without light -
the dark nights may
be the very openings to the door that leads to
Your precious light and showering of grace
upon us.
A night was richly blessed when the Savior
shed His Blood from His pores, in such
anguish seeing before Him the souls that
would be lost forever despite His suffering
and death.
Oh Heart of Jesus hear the plaintiff cry of Your
servant
suffering and in pain for the sin in the world and
Your Blood You shed to save us.
Oh Savior, Incarnate, born of the Woman, Mary
Immaculate,
outpour Your gifts on the poor banished children
of Eve for we are the children walking in the
shaded light of imperfections and sin offending
You by our arrogant and prideful ways.
When it is docility and obedience You desire of us -
Oh Blood shed on the cross, from You our precious
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