June 7, 2012

May 1, 2012
Feast of St. Joseph, the Worker

Sidney Rosary
transcribed live from a tape

Clearwater, Florida

R. I give my heart to Jesus and Mary with you in love.

God the Father: I have called you here to pray for healing and for the issues of the Movement. I have called you to be docile and kind in your hearts that you will understand the seriousness of the messages that I have given to you. For if you know the seriousness of the condition of the world, you would surely welcome a message given from God, to tell you that I will help you if you pray the prayers that I gave to you 17 years ago. But instead the harmony that is needed, the eagerness to hear why the Blessed Mother appeared on the building as Our Lady of Clearwater is not recognized as the gift that I have given to you.

R. In the Name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen.

"O Jesus, who said, "Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be opened to you," through the intercession of Mary, Your most holy Mother, I knock, I seek, I ask that my prayer be granted."

R. Dear God, please spread the Blood of Jesus on all these people, consecrate their hearts, cast the devil out, and ask for a special outpouring of the Holy Spirit. We unite all of our prayers to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, and we pray for the priests, the Church and the world.

God the Father: I have called you to listen to the message that I have given, for it will help you in the conditions that the world is undergoing at this time. But as I give the message, the seriousness of this matter is greatly ignore by those, that I have called to listen and to help to spread the message. Ask yourself, if I am giving to you this great gift of the Clearwater building, if I am giving to you this great gift of the messages as I have given to you these 17 years, why is it, that you will not listen to the message that I have given, after I have responded with such gifts and signs, given to you. I have called you on this Tuesday to pray for healing, united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, to pray in purity, to admit those offenses in which you have greatly offended Me so many times, that your hearts will be pure, that you will be docile as children coming to their Father, helping to make reparation for your sins and instead, if you arrived without the docility and the contriteness of your heart, why would you expect the Father to listen to your pleas for healing and for grace, to help in the conditions in this world, that have reached such a summit of darkness, such a condition of such violence, such a way of such disobedience, rebelling against the commandments of God, against the Father's will, and still in this rebellion, do you not expect more and more and more gifts from God in your rebellion.

    I give to you a simple message, a message to pray these prayers, the sign of the Lady of Clearwater, as she was given on the image for 7 1/2 years, asking you to put the glass in the statues of Jesus and Mary in your homes, and to pray the prayers simply for devotion to the Sacred Heart and to her Immaculate Heart, praying majorly as a body for the priests, the Church and the world. And the devil comes and he wants you to give into your feelings of trying to be in charge, of jealousy, of anger, of division, of fighting this very simple message with pride.

    The Blessed Mother who is the greatest disciple, the Blessed Mother has given to you the example of how to be a handmaid of the Lord. But you do not even recognize how Eve disobeyed and wanted to be equal to God. And the Blessed Mother gives to you the example, that you can live a life of virtue, having within you the virtues of faith, hope and love, because of your love, because of your devotion to God, praying more and more that you will live a virtuous life, and not giving into the ways of the world that are seeped in trying to be over, persecution, anger, envy, jealousies, pride, slothfulness.

    Now I ask you to take a moment and to meditate on Mary, full of grace, to meditate on her humility, to meditate on what humility means, for it is truth, and it is in that truth that you will know peace and love in your hearts. But if you fail to recognize the call of the Heavenly Father and the vision that has been given in Clearwater, Florida, calling you to purity, to love, to be in one mind and one heart, to be docile - then you will surely miss the opportunity to come with a heart that wants to make reparation, that wants to enliven the relationship that God wants to have with you by asking God for forgiveness of your sins and the ways in which you have offended God as a human race.

    How do you think God would speak to you, because of the rebellion to the Father's will, that has been the very way of life of so many. Would the Father come and put up with more and more and more rebellion, when the very existence of the people of the earth depend on God. Little men caught up in your angers and jealousies, disobeying the commandments, giving into your willful ways, wanting to be equal to God, raising up before God in your ways of pride.

    For it is this way, when you become a rival to the will of God, you are tense, for God has called you to relationship. He has called each and every one of you to know the Persons of the Trinity, that there are 3 Person in one God, and that you as the people of the earth are to be one in your hearts, serving God, loving God, glorifying God, doing God's work. And so religious orders have been established in which men are to be in one mind and one heart with a certain charisma, that they have been called to, in serving God in a certain way, as the Shepherds of Christ in praying for the priests, the Church and the world, and spreading the devotion to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart, and spreading the Priestly Newsletter, and spreading the devotion to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, consecrating the homes and the individuals, that you have been called to pray the rosary, that you have been called to be holy, and faithful and loving. And as the world grows more and more in its ways, don't you think it's time for you to heed this message that I have given and take it serious, that you will spread it to others, rather than trying to be on the fence where you don't really have to do it, and you don't really have to do it all the time.

R. Mary has appeared in this building since 1996, and nary did she stop with her apparitions because the image glass was broken, did not stop the apparitions of Mary, that were given all the way back to July the 5th of 1994, as are written in the Blue Books. But it is become more and more lackadaisical as if you need not worry, for God is not really speaking to me.

In the name of Father, and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen.    The Apostles Creed

R. We pray for our Holy Father, we pray for his strength, we pray for him and every way that he needs prayers now. We pray that the Church can be this leaven in the world, to help bring to the world what is needed, that men will obey the heavenly Father, operate according to His will, grow in the virtuous life, in the virtues of faith, hope and love. Live in this love. Live virtuously. All the other virtues.

    And will not give into the pride and the selfishness, the isolation, the ways of saying to God I will not serve, the rivalry against the Father's will, that men will answer the call that God has so sweetly given to us in spreading this devotion to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, the prayer chapters, the image glass and the statues for families to pray these prayers devoted to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart before them, the Blue Book writings that are the writings that tell us about how important we are as persons, and how important it is to be united, that the Trinity is 3 Person in one God and that life as a religious is to reflect this importance of community in which men are dying to themselves and growing in that common mission of serving God as He deserves to be served, obeyed as He deserves to be obeyed, and given honor and glory as He deserves, and that families are to be united, serving God, loving God, a little church, that families and religious, as members of the mystical body of Christ, are members that are strong, that are helping to bring to this world the truth of the Lord Jesus, to strengthen the Church more and more, and to not hide under the opuses that you do not have to do anything, for things aren't as bad as you think they are.

God the Father: I am your Heavenly Father and I am greatly offended by so many actions of those that I have called to serve Me, when in effect, they have rebelled against the Father's will and have continued in that rebellion in their disobedience. I have reached out and My hand has been swatted by the very people that attests to be the supporters that I have called.    Hail Mary

God the Father: And  there was a big dinner and many men and women were called. They were called by the head bridegroom to come to the feast and they said "oh no, I must bury my father first", "oh no, I am too busy", "oh no" and so the night of the feast came and all that came were a few stragglers that were not properly clothed, and so the head bridegroom called in many others to serve, while the others missed the opportunity that would help them to follow according to the Father's plan rather than being a rival to the Father's plan, in operating in superficial ways that were of little importance but still were their gods.   Hail Mary

God the Father: And your Mother Mary is full of grace, and in baptism you have been given this sharing in Divine life, with a capacity to know and to love, and yet that capacity is to be developed in loving God more and more ardently. And in sharing yourself in love with others, you grow more and more in the ways of loving and develop that capacity. But if one has been baptized, given the elevation in the knowing and loving capacity, but isolate and offend God more and more with selfish ways, in hatred, in slothfulness, then in fact, has that capacity been developed more and more, is this the opportunity of the man that follows in the way that God has prescribed for him?    Hail Mary

R. And so I look out and I see all the different things that are going on in the world, and I know the message here of Our Lady of Clearwater and God the Father and of Jesus, and I deliver the message accurately as God wants this message delivered. And because of the desires of the flesh to keep serving oneself, in the way that one is accustomed, even though they see the degradation of many things, that they once held sacred, they blind themselves to the very importance of the message, and, the simplicity that God is asking of us, which is to love, and to serve Him, to adore Him, to glorify Him, and to be as God has called us to be, growing more and more in the ways of love. And that doesn't mean isolating, where you can say to God, well, I will love here, but I will not love where You put me or where You called me, because I am going to do it, my way. That is becoming a rival to the will of God, that is becoming a rival that causes tension in your own body. It is not the way of peace, for the way of peace, is, the way of living in the truth, and that is telling yourself, if God is calling you to this mission, and you know that you are truly called, then you will offend God when you turn away and become a rival to what He is calling you to do.

Joyful Mysteries

The Annunciation

1. R. But we were created by God, with a purpose, and God gave to us the talents, that we could contribute as members of the mystical body of Christ, living that calling in baptism, to serve Him, to love Him and to help build the Kingdom of God, but the devil comes and the devil wants people to say, no to God. How can you know that God is calling you to do something, to harmoniously serve God who created you with a talent that He is giving to you, and to turn your back on that calling and to do exactly the opposite, and not expect to experience tension, sadness, and lethargy in your own life, when God is, and you exist because He is keeping you, alive now.

2. R. But we see the gift that God is given to us in sending Jesus, His Son into the world, in teaching us about love, about obedience. We see the Old Testament, and we see the lives of those men like Samuel and Saul. And Saul did exactly what he wanted, and we see the outcome of that life, and yet we see David, although he sinned, the outcome of his life, and how he served God and how Jesus came from the house of David.

    But the devil will tell us to limit our vision and to think as if we are here in a little parcel of time, today, giving into the impulsive desires of that moment, and to continue the bad habits of hurting others, of offending God and building up guilt within our hearts for not telling God we are sorry, and admitting the truth about our sinfulness. Sin did not go away with the way that the world is operating now. Sin is the same as it always was, and if the world wants to ignore that there is sin, and that we are offending God, it doesn't change anything, because God is the I AM, and the plan of the Father is constant despite the evilness of men, His plan does not change.

3. R. And now I give to you the writing that Jesus gave today.

May 1, 2012

                R. Truth brings peace —

                Mary is the Mother of Jesus —
                Mary the perfect handmaid of the
                    Lord —

                Mary said "Do whatever Jesus tells
                    you" —

                See Mary under the cross —

                Mary loving Jesus who gave
                    Himself for us —

                Mary is Mother of the Church —

                We, handmaids of the Lord are
                    to imitate the virtues
                    of Mary —

                Where Eve sinned —
                Mary served God perfectly —
                Mary gives us her life teaching
                    us about purity —

                    A person makes tension in their own
                body when they become a rival to God's
                will for them —

                    Like a rebellious teenager a person
                can rebel against God's will and they suffer
                the consequences in rigidity within themselves —

                    God created us to serve Him —

                Acceptance from deep in our
                    heart —

                Mary teaching us about virtue —
                Mary is full of the Trinity —
                Mary is full of grace —

                Mary brings unity to our lives as
                    Mother of the Church —
                    Our Mother —
                    Mother of the Family of God —

                Mary: Jesus gave this Movement
                    to promote unity and love —

                I am Queen of Peace —

                To live in real peace you
                    must pray for the Holy Spirit to fill
                    you, to be people of love,
                    peace and joy —

                To build unity —
                To build a community of love —

                To be in harmony with the Plan
                    of God for unity — 

                R. Jesus communicates to us —
                The Incarnation goes on in us —

                The Church is a reflection of the Trinity —
                The Church is Body of Christ —
                The Church is Spouse of Christ —

                We are privileged to give
                    witness to Trinitarian
                    life —

                A life of loving relationships
                    in God —

                Eve disobeyed God —
                Eve a rival to God's will —
                Eve undisciplined wanting
                    her way, her glory,
                    being equal to God —

                The devil says I will not serve —
                The devil wants us to isolate, caved-in,
                    where God wants us to go
                    out — be witnesses
                    to the ends of the earth —

                God wants unity, community, order
                    and love —

                Living virtuously — living likened
                    to Jesus —

                Jesus came to teach us to walk in
                    His footprints —

                Love is Relationships —
                Love is trusting others —
                Love is telling the truth!

                Love is witnessing about Jesus who
                    lives in us and
                    Jesus who we serve.

                Satan wants selfishness — Satan wants
                    isolation and rebellion to God's will —

                The Christ-life — a life of knowing
                    God more and more, unity —
                    intimate love — God is love

                God gives us a sharing
                    in His life in baptism —

                Jesus elevates our knowing and
                    loving capacity — 

                R. This capacity of being able to love —
                    to share in Trinitarian life
                    is to help us know and love others
                    more and more likened to God.

                The life of the Trinity is
                    Person centered —

                The life of the Church must
                    be person-centered —

                God teaches us in the Blue Book
                    how He personally loves us —

                God loves us personally —

                We are to aid in leading people
                    closer to the Father, united
                    to Jesus in the Holy Spirit

                We are to have a relationship
                    with the Persons of the
                    Trinity and love and know
                    God as one —

                Communities are made up of
                    persons that are to be
                    one in God —
                    one in the Church —
                    one in families
                    ONE - ONE - ONE
                    UNITY —

                Each Christian communicates
                    to the community
                    life of the Church.
                    We see that religious are
                        to be married to Christ
                        as their Spouse — know
                        Mary as their Mother —
                        the Father as their heavenly Father
                        and live in the Holy Spirit.

                Husbands and wives are to be
                    one, bringing little
                    communities in the Church —

                Life is short —
                We have a contribution to make —

                We are to grow in relationships,
                    in trust, in love —
                    modeling our lives after
                    the unity of the Trinity —

                The Church is to be built
                    up by the unity and love of
                    its members —

                Satan wants to tear apart —
                Satan wants people to isolate —
                Satan wants to tear apart religious
                    communities by people isolating
                    and doing their own thing —

                Satan wants to tear apart families
                    by isolation and people doing
                    their own things —

                Satan wants dysfunctional relationships
                    where people try to force co-dependent
                    dysfunctional relationships
                    on others — self-serving, angry,
                    jealous, envious, slothful

                In the proportion to the degree
                    of a person's gift of self,
                    Fr. Carter says, is the proportion
                    to their gift of holiness —

                Jesus selflessly gave Himself on the
                    cross —

                Mary served perfectly as the handmaid of the Lord —

                Joseph served Jesus and Mary selflessly —

Prayer for Union with Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

                R. Authentic interpersonal relationships
                    help develop community —

                The Trinity is 3 Persons in one God —

                The Trinitarian Community is
                    a community of profound
                    relationships —

                The Church reflects Trinitarian
                    community
                    the members of the Church are to
                    have relationships with
                    members of the Trinity and with
                    others —

                God has given us religious communities
                    and the family to help strengthen
                    the Church —

                There is order in the Church —
                    Structure —
                    Authority under God —
                    The father is head of the family —
                        the wife is loved by him and
                        helps work as authority of the family.

                    The Superior is in charge of religious
                        orders — there are not 2 Superiors
                        or 2 Pastors in one parish.

                Authentic interpersonal relationships
                    are important for a person
                    to grow — to help
                    the community grow —

                The more one learns to love others,
                    the more one grows in their
                    capacity to love which God has
                    commanded us to do to get to heaven.
               
                The Church is a reflection of
                    the Trinitarian community —

                The Church is the body of Christ — 

                St. Paul says about unity, and so St. Paul really does spell it out in 1 Corinthians 12.               

4. Jesus: And so the devil comes to tear apart, where as those who follow Me, are living a life of building this unity in God, of living to build relationships of working in harmony and following the will of the Father and not rebelling as a rival against the Father's plan.

5. Jesus: In the dissension that is in this world today, where men have told themselves, that they are supreme and can do as they please, not being restricted by the ten commandments or the will of God, in the world as it is today, more and more, it is easy for the one that wants to do their own will, to overlook how they are offending Me, your God.

6. R. And so the Heavenly Father speaks and He says:

God the Father: As your Heavenly Father I have given to you My Son, Jesus, who came to this earth to teach you how to love, how to be sons of God, and I gave to you your Heavenly Mother, who served the Almighty God in all of her ways. And many reached down low to follow the example of Eve, giving into their fallen human nature, in envy, in jealousy, in pride, in anger, and I have called them to live the virtuous life, likened to your Heavenly Mother. I am offended by the sins of the human race.

    My Son, Jesus delivered to you the message to pray the prayers giving great devotion to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, for I have given to you My Son, Jesus, born in a stable in Bethlehem, who died on the cross and rose on the 3rd day, that you would share in Our life. And many have scoffed at the gift that I have given, the gift of your Heavenly Mother, and I have called for devotion to the Immaculate Heart, to the Sacred Heart, to help make reparation for the sinfulness of the human race, who have given such disrespect to My Son, Jesus and to Mary, your Heavenly Mother.

    And as I have asked so many years ago, 18 years ago, to begin these prayer chapters, giving devotion to My Son, Jesus and to your Heavenly Mother, little has really been done to spread this message. I am offended by the human race, who continues to give this disrespect and disobedience to God. And in telling you this message, you have a chance to repent and to take the message I give, seriously. For Jesus has promised to those who pray the prayers, that they will be taken deeper and deeper, into His Heart and the heart of His Mother, but you disregard the fact that God is greatly offended by these sins.

7. Hail Mary
8. Hail Mary
9. Hail Mary
10. Hail Mary

 

The Visitation

1. Mary: As your Heavenly Mother, I have told you over and over again, to pray the rosary. As you pray the prayers of the Hail Mary listen to the words carefully, that you will understand that God is giving to you a great gift, in sharing in His life through baptism, and that your knowing and loving capacity has been elevated, and so therefore, you pray to God for the grace, that you will grow in this capacity ever more, that in loving one another you grow in this capacity to love more perfectly, more likened to God. To this dimension, in which you give of yourself, is the dimension, in the proportion, in which you truly are growing in holiness.

May 2, 2012

    As your Heavenly Mother, I am Mother of the whole human race, and this brings with it the unity that God wants in you, as the children of God, and as long as, one, that is called, (a leader) continues in isolation, fighting and rebelling against the Father's will, they are doing more to tear down the body of Christ, than one that does not stand before others as a leader. When you stand before others as witnesses and Christians and leaders, with your crucifixes and whatever you do, calling yourself Christian, and divide and act selfish, you are giving false witness to the word Christian and will be held accountable for your bad example.

    Christianity means that you are growing in the Christ-life, more and more likened to Jesus, not that you say that you are a Christian, then in words and action, isolating and tearing apart, when the very calling that God have given to you has been that of building the Father's Kingdom as it says in the Our Father. Are these words that you speak, that you put under your heel and that you step on, or are they the intentions of your heart? I am Mary your Mother, full of grace. Let your heart be empty. Be docile in your spirit. Pray to the Holy Spirit to come to you, to mold you more and more in the image and likeness of Jesus, and surrender to your ways of being controlling, and getting in your own way of holiness by being selfish, envious, jealous, angry and slothful.

2. R. And I lift my eyes to you Mother Mary, and I know so much from the messages that you and Jesus have given, about how important it is that we work with others in relationships, that we die to our selfish ways, that we know that our whole life is to be lived to grow in loving relationships, and that we can't say to ourselves, "oh I have arrived", and then try to force others to follow the dysfunctional patterns that we may have been instructed in our lives or given into, because we do not want to change. For our whole life is in becoming more and more molded in the image and likeness of Jesus. But to the man who feels that he has arrived, and is trying to force others to do the dysfunctional dance that he throws out there, calling himself a Christian, wearing a crucifix, he is causing far more harm than good.

3. Jesus: Let your "yes" mean "yes" and your "no" mean "no", for I spit you out, for the man that is called to be a witness before men and gives to them the bad example of using his position to act out pride and anger and envy.

4. Jesus: When the night comes there is much darkness and yet in the sky the stars are there and the moon many times will shine brightly. And if you are there before the ocean, you see the moon shining on the ocean, and it is such a beautiful sight. But to the man that gives in constantly, in disobedience, in isolation, in envy, in jealousy, in not coming clean in the sins that he has committed, the stars do not shine and the moon does not cast its light over the vast ocean. His life becomes more and more a center of darkness and his misery ever deeper within himself, reaching out further and further and further to help to change that vast pit of darkness within. He blames others for his discontent and further leads himself into graver and graver sins. For the life of rebelling against the Father's will is one of great unhappiness. It is one of disharmony with the very purpose for one's life, for God has called you to be witnesses of the light and to not walk in the darkness, the charted path that leads to misery.

5. R. And we see the relationship of Mary and Elizabeth. We see how important that relationship was, and the relationship with John the Baptist, the one called to prepare the way of the Lord, that He must increase and we must decrease. And we see from the very beginning the relationship of Mary and Joseph, and Joseph the Worker, whose feast we celebrate today, how he served Jesus and Mary, selflessly in helping the Father's plan to unfold in their lives. Joseph was not a macho man that was standing out there thinking about himself, but one that was loving to the Virgin Mary, loving to the Child Jesus, and lived his life in great sufferings many times, serving the Father according to His plan. Joseph was a real man.

6. R. Jesus, God-made-man, a real man. Jesus, gentle and kind of Heart. Jesus, the perfect Son of God. Jesus, who came and gave and gave and gave selflessly to teach us about holiness. Jesus, who was not in competition with any creatures that God had created. Jesus, the Divine Almighty God, served us all in giving Himself in tremendous love, the Divine Almighty God, washed their feet.

7. R. Man, in His pride, can forget his creaturehood, can think of himself as a little god, as one that should be waited on and have things his way. And the more that we give into such prideful thoughts, the more that we become in that realm as Eve, who was disobedient to God, and wanted to be equal to Him. God is God. There are 3 Persons in the Trinity in one God. We were created by God to love and to serve Him, to follow the Father's plan. In this lies our happiness, that we follow in the footsteps of Jesus, living the truth in our lives, telling God we are sorry for our offenses against Him and helping to make reparation as Jesus has called us, through Fr. Carter, to do, to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart, the New Adam and the New Eve, because God is greatly offended by the evil ways of the men in this world.

    Dear God, we are sorry for the sins of the human race, and we want to give to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart, great devotion in spreading these prayer chapters before the statues in our families, in our churches, in our schools, in the whole world, in the nations, that Jesus will be the King and the Center of their hearts. And when we get to the point where we say, "nobody can correct me or tell me what to do" we are stymied in a bucket of stagnate water and the only way to go is down because water doesn't start to get fresh once it is stagnated. The old patterned ways that we may know, when they are not the ways of the Father, become stink-i-er and stink-i-er, more and more stagnated.

8. R. When God has called us to be a work in progress, to be a beautiful, beautiful person, molded more and more through the power of the Holy Spirit in the Immaculate Heart of the Virgin Mary into the image and likeness of God, when God has called us to such a calling, to such an honor, to so much love, when God who created us with such a purpose, to be so beautiful, why would we stand in the stagnated bucket of the ones that went before us, and continue to do the same things that cause such dysfunction and disharmony in their lives that they were miserable. God intends us to be people of joy, of love, of giving, of service, of working for Him to build the Kingdom and it takes discipline, discipline of will because loving is an act of the will.

9. Hail Mary
10. Hail Mary 

May 2, 2012

Mary: And I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my heart was in such anguish for my little ones that would be lost forever, because of the example of those who call themselves Christians, many of you, and yet are not Christ-like at all. And I appear here, and My Son, Jesus has asked for this devotion to Our two Hearts, that you will grow in greater holiness and be examples of what a Christian really is to the world that is thirsting and in pain and longing to know Christ, who is their end, who is their happiness, who is their life, who is their truth. And why do you add hatred and anger to that mix that is already out there and label yourself a Christian? I am your Heavenly Mother, Our Lady of Clearwater and I appear here to deliver this message and I have been ignored, by the very people that God has called. Do not use the gifts that God has given for your evil ways.

 

The Birth of Jesus

1. Jesus: And I came a baby in the stable in Bethlehem to teach you that you are to grow in the spiritual life, that it is not a time in which you stand still, but as the baby grows, so too, are your hearts to grow in holiness.

2. Song: A Song from Jesus

3. Hail Mary
4. Hail Mary
5. Hail Mary
6. Hail Mary
7. Hail Mary
8. Hail Mary
9. Hail Mary
10. Hail Mary

 

The Presentation

1. Hail Mary
2. Hail Mary
3. Hail Mary
4. Hail Mary
5. Hail Mary
6. Hail Mary

7. R. And I want to pray for healing because this is a healing rosary in body, mind and soul, of all of the members and all of the donors and all of their families, and all of the people that we promised to pray for. We are praying for Dan, for Catherine and her husband, and praying for Amanda, and praying for the people in the Movement, and praying for the people who help us put out the books, and praying for the all the priest that receive the book. We want to pray for all the funds that we need in order to spread the books to the rest of the priests in the United States, and for the paper that is needed for the books and the printing of the books, that it will be in a timely manner.

    We want to pray for some special intentions of people that have asked us to pray for them, and intentions of ways that we can do the work of Our Lord spreading the blood of Jesus on every situation that is any kind of a situation here, and the people that are involved. I want to pray ardently for all the priests that help us, for Monsignor, and for all the priests, for all the priests in the whole wide world, and the cardinals and the bishops and the pope. I want to pray for the leaders in this country, that they will obey the commandments, and that they will selflessly serve the people since all authority is there, to serve the people and the people are to do the will of God in the ways that they act, that they don't come from selfishness and anger and envy and greed and lust, and all the ways in which men can give into the 7 deadly sins to fill themselves.

    I want to pray for the spread of the devotion to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart, and for the offenses that are major against Our God, who has called us here in the Clearwater building to serve Him and to spread that devotion to the Blessed Mother, to spread the statues and prayers in the homes, so that the families are praying them, and that they grow up praying them, and Mary said that the family that prays together will stay together.

    We want to pray to the Father in the Name of Jesus in the Holy Spirit, united with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass with all the angels and saints and the souls in purgatory, through the powerful intercession of Our Lady of Clearwater, St. Joseph the Worker and in the Holy Spirit, asking the Holy Spirit, majorly, to come upon us, uniting us to the Mass, the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present, taking this prayer that we pray right now with the utmost seriousness, seeing ourselves at the consecration of the Mass, seeing the Father and the Church triumphant united, uniting ever deeply to the sacrifice of Jesus in the Holy Spirit, being united to the angels and saints and the souls in purgatory, through the powerful intercession of Our Lady, and coming and asking God that our hearts will be most pure.

    I pray with all of my heart and everything inside of me that God, You will please from this building, hear this plaintiff cry, that the world will be the way that You want it to be, that You will outpour Your grace, especially to our beloved Church, to the cardinals, to the pope, to the bishops, to the priests, that there will be obedience to the commandments of God, that men will listen to the messages of Our Lady of Clearwater and that people will be healed, who pray the prayers, who use the waters, who have the statues and are praying the prayers with great devotion to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart in churches, in families, in religious orders throughout the world, that in these 8 languages in which these prayers have been given, that men will do what God has called us to do.

    I want to pray for Jerry's mom and everything on Jerry's list and my list and your list, praying ardently as we have promised to those who Jesus has told us to reach, praying for all the leaders in Shepherds of Christ that they will indeed serve the Lord and not offend Him in any way through disobedience and rebellion, to the will of God. Please, my God, hear this prayer. Amen.

8. Hail Mary

9. Jesus: And I have called you to serve Me and many have served themselves. They have served themselves and used the things that I have given, dishonorably, before Me, and as if I do not know the condition of your heart. For it is in unloving measure to yourself when you dishonor your beloved God who loves you and gave Himself for you.

10. Jesus: Wipe the silly grin from your mouth, for the end comes, oh too soon, for the wicked who stand by and continue as if no one is watching, for I am God and I am offended by your sins.

May 3, 2012

The Finding of the Child Jesus in the Temple

1. Hail Mary
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9. Hail Mary
10. Hail Mary

April 16, 1995, Easter

Easter: Pascal Joy

R. The Jews celebrated Passover with a lamb
    in memory of their release from bondage in Egypt.

Jesus was the Pascal lamb — He gave Himself
    as a sacrifice to lead us out of the
    bondage of sin.

Jesus paid the price with His blood.
The Mass is the Sacrifice of Calvary, Sacramentally made present. 

 

Look at the gift Jesus gave to the Apostles —

   

Luke 22: 19

    Then he took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to them, saying, ‘This is my body given for you; do this in remembrance of me.’ 

   

Slavery from Evil

 

Christ is Truly Present
in the Eucharist today in His Divinity and humanity.

Jesus offered Himself on Calvary to
    the Father —

He was the innocent Lamb led
    to the Slaughter —

Jesus — the Pascal Lamb —

Christ's body was broken for our
    sins —

We are, today, fed by His Body and
    Blood through the hands
    of the priest —

Jesus is Chief Priest and celebrant —

Jesus shed His precious blood on
    Calvary to set us free from
    our sins — slavery to sin —

The Jews celebrated passover as a
    memory of their redemption
    from bondage in Egypt —

The Mass is the sacrifice of Calvary
    sacramentally made present.

Jesus really died on the cross
    on Calvary —

Jesus rose on the third day to
    bring us new life —

Jesus' sacrifice was His offering
    to the Father —

There was the interior offering
    of Jesus Christ —

The priest offers himself to the
    Father in love for the purpose
        of . adoration
            . thanksgiving
            . petition
            . satisfaction for sin

 

Fr. Carter says in his book Response to God's Love

Liturgical Participation (excerpt)

       In Jesus' sacrifice, the same five elements occur, although not exactly in the same order. There is the interior offering; Christ as priest offers himself to the Father in love for the purpose of adoration, thanksgiving, petition, and satisfaction for sin. This interior offering is then externalized at the ritual of the Last Supper. The victim, Jesus himself, is immolated upon Calvary. The Father gives a miraculous sign that he accepts Jesus' sacrifice through the resurrection. Finally, there is the sacrificial meal at the Last Supper.

 

 

April 16, 1995

Short Joyful Mysteries

Joyful — Jesus came to the earth.

1. Annunciation

    The Incarnation - Awesome

   

John 1: 14

                    The Word became flesh,
                    he lived among us,

  

2. Visitation

     Mary goes to Elizabeth —
                    She tells somebody —
                    John will go before Jesus!

 

3. Birth of Jesus

     Birth, poverty, on the earth

 

4. Presentation

      Joy and Sorrow
          Rise and Fall
          Jesus is truly God; Mary and Jesus will suffer.

 

5. Finding of Jesus in the Temple

      Jesus shows His wisdom as a child
            in the temple —

 

We keep seeing the Father's Plan

The Chosen people — People of God
    were formed.
    They believed in the one true God.
    They had faith.
    They grew —

Time is ready as prophets foretold.

 

Jesus comes quiet —
Jesus on the earth —

We keep seeing people added to the
    picture of the Father's Plan

We are players now - on the earth
    God created —

We have a place in salvation history.

  

Jesus always accepted the Father's Plan
Jesus always accepted the Father's will
Mary and Jesus knew - we are part
    of His Plan

 

April 16, 1995

Short Sorrowful Mysteries

1. The Agony in the garden —

    "Thy will be done"

    The angel appears to Jesus.
    Jesus says, if it is possible please
            remove this cup from Me.

 

2. Scourging

    "Thy will be done"

     Jesus was whipped at the pillar for our
              sins

 

3.  Crowning with thorns

     See Him crowned
     See the King of Kings
 

4.  Carrying the cross

     See Him carry the cross —

     See the Lamb of God

 

5.  Crucifixion

      The Lamb is slain for our sins.

 

April 16, 1995

Short Glorious Mysteries

Resurrection

Jesus rose from the dead

 

Ascension

Jesus ascended into heaven and leaves the Apostles behind.

 

Descent of the Holy Spirit

The Father sent the Holy Spirit and they were filled with the Holy Spirit.

 

Assumption

Mary was taken body and soul into Heaven - but Mary is still our Mother of love.

 

Coronation

Mary is crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

   

April 16, 1995

Mysteries of the Rosary

Short Joyful Mysteries

Mysteries of God

1. Annunciation

The Father has a Plan, the Plan of salvation
for men. The angel announces the plan to Mary,
she complies to the Father's will, her life
is in harmony with the Father, a deep
awareness of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
How all revolves around His Plan.
Living in His will.

   

Luke 1: 38

Mary said, ‘You see before you the Lord’s servant, let it happen to me as you have said.’

 

Mary is filled with the Holy Spirit.

If we all live in this plan we live in harmony,
    love and peace. He is our loving Father who
    created us.

 

2.  Visitation

Mary goes to Her cousin Elizabeth. She is filled
    with the Holy Spirit, "My soul doth magnify
    the Lord, My Spirit rejoices in God my Savior"
    Elizabeth carries the child that will
    go before Christ to prepare the way for Jesus.

 

3.  Nativity

In the Nativity: All is quiet, Jesus is born in poverty —
    God is on the earth — the plan is
    unfolding - with the power of God
    there is no need to fear only to live
    according to the plan. The plan is for the
    salvation of the world.

 

4. Presentation

Mary takes Jesus to the temple, she is told of
    the suffering to come, the joy of
    the salvation of many souls.

 

5. Finding in the Temple

Jesus is found in the temple. He tells all, the
    most important thing, is to follow in
    the Father's will. He shows His
    Divinity in His wisdom and answers.
    For 12 years He has lived on the earth and
    has been quiet, He is God in His Majesty.
    He has been quiet - only following the
    Plan, the will of the Father.

See the quietness the surrender, the willingness
    to live by the Plan.

 

April 16, 1995

The Rosary Is Their Lives

These are the mysteries of the lives of Jesus
    and Mary. They followed the plan. They were
    not boastful, they quietly complied to the
    will of the Father.

His plan is unfolding for us. How are we
    living in His will?

 

Short Sorrowful Mysteries

1. Agony in the Garden

The plan in the Garden
Jesus sees everything He will suffer.
Jesus sees all the sins of men.
Jesus says: Thy will be done

The plan, we must look at Him in the garden.
We have a free will. This is so hard.
He sees how He will suffer, He also
sees how souls will be condemned to
the fires of hell despite His sufferings.
He sees all the souls He loves and How some
will reject Him and He knows His
sufferings to come, but for love of us
and to please His Father - He complied
to His will.

 

2. Scourging at the Pillar

Jesus is the lamb, led to the slaughter, the
plan of salvation is at hand. Always the
Father's will.

 

3. Crowning with Thorns

Jesus is crowned not with a crown of glory.
He is crowned with a crown of thorns,
pounded into His head, always, quiet
surrender, beaten, bloodied, bruised,
spit on — Always the will of the Father.

 

4. Carrying of the Cross

Jesus carries the cross, the cross that He will be
slain on. He carries His cross. He
came to serve, to give His blood for the
salvation of many, always compliance
to the will of the Father.

Jesus gives to the Apostles the power to change
bread and wine into His body and blood.
The descendants of the Apostles,
the Bishops ordain priests to
celebrate Mass, the sacrifice
of Calvary, sacramentally made present.
Jesus was slain, He gave His life, He says, It
is finished — He gave to us His Mother,
She mother's us. She is Mother of the Church.
Mary brought Jesus into the world, Jesus was
born in her womb. The Church
was formed from Jesus pierced side. The
blood and water flowed from the
lamb, His pierced side,
who died on the cross for our sins.

 

5.  Crucifixion

     Jesus is the Lamb that was
              slain.

     The Mass is the sacrifice of
            Calvary, sacramentally
            made present.

 

April 16, 1995

Short Glorious Mysteries

1. Resurrection

Jesus is truly present in His Divinity and humanity
in the Eucharist through the hands of the priests.

Death has no power over Jesus.
Jesus rose from the tomb — Jesus came to give us a
sharing in His life. Jesus is the resurrection and the life.
We are given baptism
and nourished in the Eucharist.

 

2.  Ascension

Jesus ascended into heaven, Jesus gave to the Apostles
the mission to carry on His work. They are
awestruck and fearful. God the Father has a Plan.

The Apostles continue Jesus' work.
We are given the Church. Peter is the pope.

Jesus is the New Adam, Mary is the New Eve.

    

3. The Descent of the Holy Spirit on Mary and the Apostles

    The Holy Spirit descends on them and transforms
        them from fear to fearlessness.

    They go out now to carry out the mission,
        the plan of the Father, to spread
        the Good News.

    The Church is the bride of Christ. Jesus is with us.
        Mary is our Mother, Mary forms us in
        Her spiritual womb through the power of the Holy Spirit
          more and more into the image of Jesus

    The Church carries out the mystery of Christ today.

 

4. The Assumption

    Mary is taken Body and Soul into Heaven.
        The Apostles are now on their own.
        Jesus and Mary are still with us.

 

5.  Coronation

      Mary is crowned Queen
      of heaven and earth.

    

     

^{1 Corinthians 2: 9}

"What no eye has seen and no ear has heard, what the mind of man cannot visualise; all that God has prepared for those who love him;"

  

 

     

Excerpt from Response to God's Love by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

Chapter 7 - Liturgical Participation

                                                                           The Church's existence centers in her liturgy: "The liturgy is the summit toward which the activity of the Church is directed; at the same time it is the fount from which all her power flows" (Vatican II, Constitution on the Sacred Liturgy, no. 10). Furthermore, the Church's liturgical life is centered in the sacraments and, most especially, in the eucharistic sacrifice. We will briefly consider the sacraments in general, and then more extensively develop ideas about the Mass.

       In the previous chapter, we stated that the Church, in union with Christ, her head, helps continue the work of Jesus according to the pattern of Jesus. One aspect of Christ's existence, we stated, was that he was the primordial sacrament of God. We concluded, therefore, that the Church is also sacrament. The Church's sacramentality is then actualized in a special manner through the seven sacraments. In the same way that the Church in general is the visible continuation of Christ's Incarnation, so also can her individual sacraments be considered particular, visible extensions of Jesus.

       It is evident, therefore, why the sacraments are special encounters with Christ. Jesus unites himself with the sacramental sign as he offers his grace to the recipient. In this sense, Christ and his sacraments become one; the sacrament and its minister are merely instruments that Christ employs to give himself anew. The primary sacramental encounter is between Jesus and the recipient.

       Christ offers himself through the Church and her sacraments so that we might become ever more united to him. This incorporation into Christ begins at baptism, through which the Christian becomes a member of both Christ and the Church. What is more, this incorporation into the life of Christ means being incorporated into his paschal mystery because death-resurrection was the summary mystery of Christ's existence. Death-resurrection was the central mystery whereby Christ gave us life, and it is the central mystery that the Christian must relive in Christ.

       Each one of the sacraments deepens our incorporation into Jesus' death-resurrection; each one achieves this in a somewhat different manner according to its primary purpose; finally, and very importantly, each of the sacraments deepens this incorporation within an ecclesial framework. The sacraments, because they are realities of both Christ and his Church, intensify the Christian's relationship not only with Jesus, but also with the members of the Church and, ultimately, with all others.

       The death-resurrection of Jesus, which is encountered in a special way through the sacraments, is most especially renewed in the eucharistic sacrifice. Consequently, we can see the logical connection between the sacraments and the Mass. Indeed, all of the sacraments point to the Mass.

       The eucharistic sacrifice renews and summarizes the Christ-event, and likewise summarizes our participation in this mystery of Jesus. Obviously, then, the Eucharist is a multisplendored reality. All dimensions of the Eucharist are profoundly interlinked with one another; as a matter of fact, all are dimensions of the Eucharist as sacrifice because the sacrificial note is the fundamental characteristic. We say fundamental because we presuppose the idea of Christ's real presence in the Eucharist. These two aspects have always been stressed in Church teaching, as Richard McBrien has pointed out: "Catholic eucharistic doctrine has been focused on two issues: the sacrificial nature of the Mass and the real presence of Christ in the consecrated elements of bread and wine. It is official Catholic teaching . . . that the Mass is a true sacrifice . . . without diminishing the value of the sacrifice of Calvary. Christ is the same victim and priest in the Eucharist as he was on the cross, although the mode of offering is different at Mass. The sacrifice of the cross was a bloody sacrifice; the sacrifice of the Mass is unbloody" (Catholicism, vol. 2, p. 763). Because the idea of sacrifice is so fundamental to the understanding of the Mass, we will begin our discussion of the Eucharist from this perspective.

end of excerpt

 

 

Ephesians 4: 14-16

Then we shall no longer be children, or tossed one way and another, and carried hither and thither by every new gust of teaching, at the mercy of all the tricks people play and their unscrupulousness in deliberate deception. If we live by the truth and in love, we shall grow completely into Christ, who is the head by whom the whole Body is fitted and joined together, every joint adding its own strength, for each individual part to work according to its function. So the body grows until it has built itself up in love.

     

The Mass is the sacrifice of Calvary,
    sacramentally made present.

We live in faith.

 

Chapter 6 - The Christian and Church (excerpt)

                                  God calls us to live the Christian existence, the spiritual life, within the framework of the Church that Jesus has established. This Church is a many-splendored reality; it has many different names, images, and dimensions that variously attest to and manifest this multifaceted richness. All of them, however, speak of one and the same reality; each in its own way emphasizes now this, now that, particular truth or truths of the Church's existence. Each of these dimensions or concepts of the Church has something to say to the individual Christian about his or her spiritual life. Let us briefly consider some of these facets.

       The Church is the Body of Christ. One of the truths that is emphasized by this concept is the idea of community. The communion that binds the members of the Church together is, in turn, connected with that wider idea of community that embraces the whole of mankind.

 

April 17, 1995 - 6:45a.m.

Wrapped in Love

R. I am wrapped by the warm arms of Mary, my
Mother, deep in my heart. Also I know the presence of
God within me. So deep is my rapture to be joined
in such a union with God.

No words can explain
Such peace and elation, joy, intensity,
    in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel.
   

 

R. My gift from Him on the 17th's, Oh
    my God, how I love you, I love
    you, I love you.

   

April 17, 1995

Short Glorious Mysteries

1. Resurrection

Dear God outpour your life to us.

 

2. Ascension

Jesus has commissioned us to help in the renewal of the Church and the world and pray for the priests.
Priests can baptize and forgive sins, say
       the Mass and administer the sacraments.

 

3. Descent of Holy Spirit on Apostles and the Blessed Virgin Mary

Dear Holy Spirit come and fill us. Come Holy Spirit fill our hearts
enkindle in us the fire of your love.

 

4. Assumption

Mary went up to heaven.

 

5. Mary is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

May the saints and angels lead us into paradise.

Jesus gives us the Church -
God calls us to live the Christian existence,
the spiritual life, within the framework of
the Church, that Jesus has established.

 

April 17, 1995

Short Glorious Mysteries

1. Resurrection

Jesus came forth from the tomb

Sing: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord.

 

2. Ascension

Christ ascended into heaven —
the apostles were full of  fear.

 

3. The Descent of the Holy Spirit on the Apostles and the Virgin Mary

There appeared over their heads tongues
          of fire.

The apostles were transformed from fear to
           to fearlessness

 

4. Assumption

Mary was taken into heaven body and soul.

Mary is still with us.
 

5. Mary is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

We are preparing ourselves here for
         heaven.

 

April 18, 1995  

These are the Lives of Jesus and Mary lived in the Rosary

R.  It is the story of our
    redemption of the great love of
    the Father to send His only begotten
    Son, Jesus, into this world. It is the great
    love that Jesus and Mary, His mother, have for
    us this day.

    The Symbol of this love is Their Two Hearts.
    Jesus' Heart was pierced with a lance,
    Mary's heart was invisibly pierced with a sword.

In modeling our lives after Their lives,
    in realizing the Father's Plan and
    living as little children pleasing
    always our beloved Father, we
    will have peace and joy.

Mary is our Mother, she was a human
person, the Father is our Father, He
is a Divine Person. Who are we that
He loves us so much that He created us
and that Jesus redeemed us with His
blood.

 

April 19, 1995 - 6:15a.m.

Be One with All

R. I offer myself as a little warm child wrapped
in a blanket on a platter to my Father.
I am your little baby Father, mold me, shape
me into the image of Your Son.

Song: Jesus I Love You

R. I long to be so united with You, Jesus, and be one with the
Holy Spirit and Mother Mary. To
be so immersed in this union, to know
the immensity of Your love deep, deep
immersion. Constancy, rapture,
depth, forever. My heart
pants for You, oh Lord. How I long and thirst
after Your love. To be wrapped in the
embrace of Your infinite love, a touching
of our hearts.

    I feel the oneness of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit
and Mary, the angels and saints, souls in purgatory and
my brothers. Intense unity, rooted in Jesus
my beloved.
 

            

        from Tell My People

The Holy Spirit

Jesus: "My beloved friend, tell My people to pray daily to the Holy Spirit. They are to pray for an increase in His gifts. My people must realize that the Holy Spirit comes to transform them. The Spirit desires to transform you more and more according to My image. Those who are docile to His touch become increasingly shaped in My likeness. He performs this marvel within Mary's Immaculate Heart. The more one dwells in My Mother's Heart, the more active are the workings of the Spirit. The Spirit leads Mary to place you within My own Heart. In both Our Hearts, then, your transformation continues. The more you are formed after My own Heart, the more I lead you to the bosom of My Father. Tell My people all this. Tell them to pray daily for a greater appreciation of these wondrous gifts. I am Lord and Master. All who come to My Heart will be on fire to receive the gifts of the Spirit in ever greater measure! I love and bless My people!"

Reflection: The Holy Spirit is given to us to fashion us ever more according to the likeness of Jesus. And the more we are like Jesus, the more Jesus leads us to the Father. Do we, each day, pray to the Holy Spirit to be more open to His transforming influence? Do we strive each day to grow in union with Mary? The greater our union with our Mother, the spouse of the Holy Spirit, the greater is the transforming action of the Holy Spirit within us.

 

 

 

April 20, 1995

Trinity - Love

R. God is love, Love is a virtue.
Love is a driving force. It propels
one to act with a heart on fire —
the heart of Jesus.

    Love is not sterile, dry and
inactive. Love is how Jesus
lived His life — Giving to the Apostles,
giving to the people —
giving to us.

We see the love of the Holy Spirit —
Love on fire —

We know love in how we live
in the truth.

The more one grows in
humility — the more one
is living in the truth.

To live falsely about oneself
is being unloving to God,
others and oneself.

To deceive, with the intent to
deceive another, when one has
hurt the body of Christ, one
should be sorry and work
to build up where their
actions, have torn down
what the Father wants of
us, in being creatures living
by the law of love.

   The more one knows the
Trinity dwelling in them, the
more they exist in love and truth.
In heaven there is only purity
and holiness.

We in preparing
ourselves for heaven, should want
to wipe out the stain of sin
on our soul — to repent of
sin and make amends for
our sin and to God and others.
God intended us to love
truthfully — to be true in
our presentation of ourselves
to others — not deceptive —
Love is truth and Jesus who
is love is the way, the truth
and the life —

The more one dwells in the Heart
of Jesus and knows the Trinity
in them — the more one is
loving in their ways, for they
dwell in the source of love — God.
They are authentically
living in love according to the
Father's will.

    If I am one with Jesus,
then I am one in love, I
know what God is calling me
to, in living according to His will,
in being intimately one with Jesus.

Jesus is the Divine Lover.

I cannot unite in deep oneness to God —
Really be one in Him and not
be loving.

 

April 20, 1995  6:20 a.m. - Sorrowful Mother Chapel

Knowing and Loving

R.  I, of myself am impure in some of my actions
because of my fallen human nature from
original sin, but I was created in His
image and likeness. I have been baptized.
He elevates me to such levels,
the more I am penetrated
with His life. My actions become
more likened to His, depending on
the more I am saturated with His life.

He has elevated our knowing and loving
    capacity in Baptism and has given
    us a sharing in His life.
He has raised us to such heights.

Oh my God, You have given me out of
    Your great goodness, You have
    lavished my soul with Your Divine
    life, my heart sings to know
    You, I adore You, I worship
    You, I love You and in so
    loving You and being united to You
    my being longs to love, to give,
    to be Your instrument to spread
    Your love to others.

    Penetrate my being and saturate my
soul with your life and be patient
with my sinful ways, I Love, I
Love, I Love, for You have given
me a sharing in Your life. It is this life I sing
about my God for my being proclaims
Your greatness and my heart is full
of Your goodness. I am alive as I
exist in, through and with You. You
are life and my life exists in You.

Love is not physical, I do not hug Jesus,
    I know Him in my heart, I exist in His love.
    Love is kindness,
    love is caring, love is giving, love
    is rooted in Him, love is Jesus living
    in me. We become one
    with Him, His ways become our ways.
    He is love, we are loving
    more and more because we are united to
    Him.

    We are unique individuals as the
Father created us. We want to be saturated with
His life. We want to be all God wants us to be.
   

                April 20, 1995

Fear to Fearlessness

                R. I see the fear in the Apostles. Peter
                denied Jesus 3 times. Now the Apostles
                are fearless — We see this in the Acts
                of the Apostles. Peter stands up for
                Jesus. Peter cures the cripple
                in the name of Jesus.

                    The Spirit is upon us, let us rejoice.
                Let us beg Him to transform us from
                fear to fearlessness. Alleluia, we
                are His witnesses, Jesus has died, He
                has risen and He will come again.

                Jesus raised Lazarus from the dead. He leaves
                the Apostles behind to carry out His
                work. To carry on what He started. Living
                the mystery of His life, death and
                resurrection in their lives, in the Church.
                They killed Jesus, He rose from the dead,
                now Peter and John heal the crippled
                man in the name of Jesus.

                We too can do wonders in the name of
                Jesus. He is calling us to spread His
                love, we are fearful as the Apostles,
                we need the Holy Spirit to transform
                us from fear to fearlessness. Alleluia.
                Praise God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit Alleluia.

                April 21, 1995 - 3:00a.m. Friday

Pray at 3:00

                R. Waken with terrible cramps in my feet and legs, especially left leg, pulling up from my feet.

                Jesus: Pray for souls, My beloved at this 3 o'clock
                hour, I beg you from My pierced and
                wounded Heart to pray for the souls.

                Pray for the souls in purgatory. I
                beg you My beloved, souls will be lost
                and condemned to hell. Pray at 3 o'clock,
                this is the hour of My greatest mercy.
                How I suffered for My dear ones and
                they were rebellious and willful
                sinning mortally and not repenting.
                I call you at the 3 o'clock hour to pray
                the Divine Mercy, morning and night
                whenever possible, to stop what you
                are doing and call on My Father to
                pour out His mercy at this hour. Meditate
                on My Passion. Blood and Water poured
                fourth from My side, I give to you My
                Church, pray for the priest and all
                those who minister in the Church,
                pray at the 3 o'clock hour, pray the
                Divine Mercy Chaplet, beg the Father
                for Mercy, this is the hour of My greatest mercy,
                pray for mercy for the souls of your
                brothers, those that are lukewarm, those
                that are suffering and in pain for their own
                willfulness, those who resist the light
                I give to them. Pray My beloved ones for it
                is at 3 o'clock I pour out My great
                mercy to souls.

                "For the sake of His sorrowful passion have
                    mercy on us and on the whole world."

                Read December 18, 1993 explain it and
                Say the Divine Mercy.

Take Up Your Cross

December 18, 1993

Jesus: Pain? Oh, how I suffered! The pain was so intense, I could hardly bear it. I was so wounded and so covered with blood. Think of a little gash and how it hurts when it begins to bleed. I bled and I bled all over. Such intense pain. Every time you experience pain, think of Me and how minute your little pain is. There was not a place on My body that was not covered with blood. There were deep wounds all over Me. My head throbbed from the crown they had placed on Me and I was forced to carry a big cross so heavy, I scarce could move it on My shoulder. My shoulder ached so badly I felt as if it was constantly breaking by the weight of the cross. But I carried it and pushed on My way. If I stopped, I was poked and pushed and hit. The crowd jeered and they forced Me on My way. What crime had I committed? Why was I forced to endure such torture? It was out of love of you that I continued that journey. I was God. I could have stopped at any moment. I was obedient to death to the demands of My Father.

Pain, child? I suffered so much for love of you! This is how I love you at this moment. In all that befalls you you must know at every moment that I know exactly what you are suffering. There is nothing that happens in your life without My consent and it comes from Him Who loves you.

Take your crosses and truly endure them. Accept them. Know that everything that happens in your life I have allowed. Accept it with the love with which I give it. You are being taught in that pain. You are suffering for yourselves and others. I endured all that pain. Did I once say, "Father, take it away?" I am your model. I showed you the way. I took it all, every last wound, every kick and smack and vileness. I took My cross and I carried it without a word. This is what I ask of you. Know that when you are experiencing pain or suffering, or being taunted by those around you, look to the Master for your course of action. I took it all, every last wound, and accepted it to My death. I did not say, "Oh, how awful." I did not complain. I walked in silence that bumpy road with a heavy cross, with My mother suffering by My side and I never complained. I accepted it all for love of you.

Carry your crosses, little ones. They are gifts from Me. Do not look for an explanation or a way to get rid of them. I will take them when I think you have had enough. It is in suffering that you experience My life more fully. It is in suffering that I speak to you in a special way. Endure it. I know every ache and pain you are experiencing. I am this close to you! Your pain may save a soul dead in sin or get a soul from purgatory. Accept all I send you and don't complain. A lot of the pain is enhanced by your rejection. A lot of your lessons are lost by your refusal to see that crosses come from Me. I give you crosses to share in My suffering. I love you so much, little ones. Know how personal I am with you: the very hairs of your head are numbered. Come close to Me and look into My eyes. I am truly here with you at every single moment. Think of Me as a person, but I am closer than any person could ever be! I am there and I know your every breath and I care about your every breath. Who could even do this for another? Others would have to sometimes think of themselves.

I am God and I can think of you at every instant. I am so close to you you do not have any comprehension. It is not a myth. I am truly present to you at every instant. Feel My presence. Make Me alive to you. Experience all I have to give you. You will know Me as your personal Jesus the more you read and re-read these letters. I write them to each of you. Only God could love you each this way. Focus on Me and you and how close I am to you. I love you so, little one. Whence you go you never walk alone. I walked a road of torture that led to My death for love of you! When will you realize what I say is true? When will you know how close I am to you and embrace Me as I so desire? You hold yourself back because you do not focus on My love for you. I would walk that path this day for you. I love you the same this moment as I did then. Oh, little one, you want to put your little crosses down so fast. Hold them and walk awhile with Me down the road to Calvary. Be by My side and share a little in how intently I trod out of love of you.

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I am alive in this room with you. I am by your side. A toothache, you say-what pain! Accept your pain. I want you to feel that pain now. It will go away.* It is so little. Heartache I know, heartache to love each of My children so much and be ignored or put at arm's length! Do you know how it is to love another and not have their love? I long for your love with Me, but you are busy. You do not have the time to be with Me while I await thee. I am an ardent lover Who waits for each of My children to come and experience this great love. You stay away from Me Who is always waiting and you search this barren desert for that which I have to give you. I watch you in this search and want you to come home to My heart. I am waiting for you, little one. Don't keep yourself from Me. Remember how I suffered for love of you. When you feel a pain, remember the pain I suffered for love of you. That is how I love you this very day. Take your cross and walk with Me. Come and be with Me. I have that which your hungry soul craves.

I am your loving Jesus. I love you, child. You do not know. I wait to be closer to you. You must see Me as this personal and this alive in your life! Oh, sweet one, I love you to My death and I love you this way today. I lament My children lost in darkness. I want to be united to you. Come and make Me the center of your life. I wait for you!

R. *My toothache is gone!

end of December 18, 1993

                Jesus: Meditate on My passion if only for a few moments
                during this hour. Meditations on the Rosary from
                Ash Wednesday

                February 16th last year
                March 14p. 160-161
                February 23, 1994  I Died for You.
 

I Died For You

 February 23, 1994

Jesus: I want this emotion in the letter I told you to write. I, Jesus, Son of God, talk to you with such emotion! I am He Who died a brutal death for love of you. I died for you! I love you this much, to give My Life! Yet you couldn't even write when I asked you. You must do exactly as I say. I do not want you ever to say no to Me!

I have such emotion! I am telling you how I died a brutal death and you, My child, did not write for Me! What more can I do? What more do they want? You put others before Me or you would do as I command. I want you to do as I tell you every moment.

I am the Lord. I am the Son of God. Such emotion I let you feel for My death. I died. I am a person. I was human and I died for you. Think of yourself giving your life for someone and they do not care. What can I do to shake you? What more can I say? I am here and I am loving you and pleading with you to listen to Me with this emotion that God is telling you. I am Jesus. I died for you. I gave My life for you and do you even listen, My little sweet one? You didn't want to write it for My children. When I give you a command, you write. When I say do, you do. Selflessness! I am pushing you because I need your total surrender. Do not ever deny My writing to My loved ones. You have a responsibility. I don't care where you are when I talk. I am God and I talk to you. I am so present to you.

Listen. I need your selflessness. I need your surrender. I need your life, given for love of Me and Me alone. I need you to be the light that shines on the hill, that does not go in and out but is constant in My love. I need your commitment. I need your attention at every moment. I am feeding you My words every moment on paper and in your hand. You must obey Me exactly as I command. No questions, only action. I want action. Now! You write when I say write. I don't care where you are. You worry not for others. I am giving you the mighty medicine. Would you tell the doctor to wait? I am God and I do not ever want to wait while you play a safe game with Me. When I say do something, I want you to do it. You are My beloved and I am filling you with fire.

I am pushing you to do that which I need done. Do not ever stop to look around. Keep your focus on Me and My commands for you. I am using you every moment. I must be able to count on your constant consent to do My will immediately! I am calling you to this work and I want you to comply. I love you ardently. I am so full of love for you. Focus on this and this alone. I am Who am. I am God, child. Do not ever hesitate. Do not doubt or think. You must act as I act in you or My work will not be done.

Be selfless about My commands. You will do My work. You will spread My words of love and create emotion with My songs and I will use you to bring My flock to My love. I love every soul! You must spread My love.

Note: (Meditating on the Crucifixion) Going to Mass at the seminary at 8:00 a.m. was rushed. He said to me, "Where are you going, child. Do you not feel My presence with you?" A calm came over me. Then He started lamenting how He died for us, how He is a true person and He loves us so much. He said, "I died for you."

R. He gave His life for us. He is the little lamb led to the slaughter out of love for us. He said, "I need you to do this work now and I am pushing you." He was so upset! He died for us. He loves us so much as to give His life.

He begged me to spread His love, to tell others how He, bloodied, bruised and beaten, gave us His life.

Jesus: I am God. I am God. I died. Spread My love now! Now! Now! Now! Now! I am begging you not to hold back! Read these letters now, read and learn about My love. I beckon you to speak of My love. Shout it from the high roof. Proclaim it in the cities. Jesus Christ died for love of you and He is risen! I am He Who is God and I died for you!

Listen and preach My love and emotion here. Priests will create little cities, little cities in each church to spread the light of Christ to this sick world. Each priest can create his own little city, a powerhouse of God's love. God has all the power. His power is endless. It never runs out. It is might. You have no power except through Him. Churches filled with the intimate love of Jesus will be powerhouses.

I am God, My little ones. God can do all things. I can make your cities light up the darkness. I am the Way, the Truth, the Life. I am the light of life. I am God! I can do all things. I want to act in you. You need to be in constant union with Me. My priests, you need to be selfless. My soul and yours are one. I want to act in you.

Hold not back. Pray the Prayer for Union with Me.

                R. Jesus died, He has risen, He sends us now into
                    the world to be His Apostles to spread
                    the Good News. Pray to the Spirit to Sanctify
                    us and transform us from fear to fearlessness,
                    this is our mission. He ascended into heaven
                    He has given us His life, we carry out His
                    life, death and resurrection this
                    day in our lives and in the Church. Mary
                    is our Mother, she mothers us and
                    mothers the Church.