August 11, 2016

                R. Because of the wounded
                human nature you must
                pray to be obedient to
                just authority from God –
                The devil tempts people to
                disobey God and be willful –
                The devil can then work in
                this.

                It is supernatural to be able
                    to be obedient to just
                    authority under God and
                    with this, one is doing
                    God's will – the best plan –
                    with God's direction and help –
                    Why would one cut off the
                    power coming from God –
                    the direction coming from
                    God and follow their own
                    willful way which is
                    rejecting God's will and
                    following what satan
                    is telling them to do
                    in willfulness.
                    Giving into the willfulness
                    of the wounded human nature.

                A car runs on gas –

                If it runs out of gas
                    it doesn't run –

                    God is life –

                    Jesus is the way, the
                truth and the life –

                We need God –

                Life is in Him.

                Being obedient takes lots of
                grace and discipline to
                want to be obedient –

                Many religious take the
                vows of poverty, chastity
                and obedience. The Franciscans
                wear 3 knots to remind
                them of their vows. Fr. Carter
                took his vows most
                seriously – he would
                never disobey his superiors –
                his bishop –
                priest must obey their
                bishops –

                That is how power works –
                God has all the power and
                it comes from God –

                When a person is willful
                    they do what they want –
                    they break that chain
                    of authority – when they
                    are under authority
                    under God –

                They break the chain of
                    authority coming
                    from God and put
                    themselves on top –

                A Shadow Government in
                    religious orders operates
                    like this Fr. Mike told me –
                    The superior is placed under
                    God with authority and a
                    person under the authority –
                    could be second in charge
                    tells the leaders under them
                    to keep secret what they
                    tell them to do and demand
                    they obey them – absolutely.
                    They put themselves as the
                    authority – undesignated –
                    demand silence of those
                    under them – don't tell the
                    real authority and demand
                    obedience to them.

                    The main authority is then
                left out and watch the cards
                fall – unable to correct things
                because no one admits the
                truth – there are secrets and lies –

                What a mockery for any
                religious organization that
                is showing the world it is living
                under God and instead
                lives in lies and secrets –
                deceits and hypocrisy.

                    Our nation was founded on –
                one nation under God – how
                offensive to God when men
                disobey the commandments of
                God and do not live as God wants them to live.

                    Power comes from God –
                People who want power to do
                satanic ways use Godly
                things to establish their rule.
                Jesus calls them hypocrites –
                God commands we love.
                God commands we do what we
                    do for His honor and glory –

                It can be asked of our
                    actions – do we do this
                    for the honor and glory of God –

                If "yes" we are basing our
                    actions on God –
                    serving God –
                    loving God –
                    doing them for our
                    eternal salvation –

                A person that gives into the
                    deadly sins has habits –
                    like gutters – gutter
                    balls when bowling go
                    down the gutter –

                    If we did a trench and
                pour water near it – the water
                will follow the trench –

                    Habits are like this –

                One who is not focused on love
                    on obedience to God – but
                    has habits of disobedience
                    and envy, jealousy, hatred –
                    goes right to the trench –
                    that darkness becomes habitual
                    and leads to unhappiness because
                    God created us for Him –

                Giving into the deadly sins
                and not repenting or trying
                to change bad habits
                "become us". We become
                angry because we
                distance ourselves from
                God – who is love –
                We reject God who is
                love and choose darkness –
                hatred –

                    Hell is total
                absence of God forever –

                    Hell is total despair –

                    In baptism we receive the
                virtues (good habits) of faith,
                hope and love –

                    A person of despair
                is miserable. Judas
                despaired – He did not
                ask for forgiveness
                and mercy –

                    People who give into
                the deadly sins become
                blinded – their right
                reasoning twisted –
                Satan can easily keep
                leading them to deeper and
                deeper darkness and rebellion
                and disobedience.

                    Obedience to God's will
                takes grace, we have a
                wounded human nature –
                We must pray to God
                to be obedient to Him
                and beg for that grace –
                Want obedience to God and
                bend the stubborn heart and will!

                God has the Plan –
                He created us –
                He wants us to be
                more and more in His
                image and likeness –

                R. Deadly sins are pride, greed, envy, wrath, lust,
                    gluttony, and sloth.

                    A person who gives into the deadly sins becomes
                darker and darker inside because they distance
                themselves further and further from God.
                They feel angry inside because it is against
                what brings us life.

                    God has given us baptism – this gives
                us a sharing in His life.

                    This opens up the supernatural world
                to the person –

                    Life is in Him –

                    God intends us to follow in His footsteps –
                to follow in the footsteps of Jesus.

                    Jesus came and He wants us to love.
                God is love – Jesus showed us –
                Jesus gave of Himself. Love gives of oneself.

                    Jesus showed us how He gave to others.

                    The devil wants a person to close down –
                to live entrapped inside of oneself in their
                self-made prison –

                    The darkness inside of one wrapped in
                deadly sins becomes darker and their
                anger for how they have chosen to
                rebel against God makes that place
                a hateful place to be in.

                    It can fill up in such dismay and
                darkness they want others to suffer
                and relieve themselves of their self-
                made prison.

                    It is a place of self-made prison –
                It is in rebellion to the light and
                life God wants us to have interiorly –
                So they may try to punish others –
                when they see others filled with light
                they are jealous and want to bring
                them down –

                    They may want to escape their self-
                made prison by abusing others –
                they can find a victim to release their
                own dilemma and they decide they want
                that person to suffer at their hands –
                This relieves themselves for a short time
                because they let go onto an innocent other
                they try to force to suffer at their hands –
                trap in their snare.

                    The devil is jealous that men can
                sin and ask for forgiveness of God
                and be forgiven and given mercy
                from God because they seek forgiveness
                and mercy and can even have eternal
                life.

                    The devil knows he will be in
                hell for all eternity. The devil wants
                to take souls to hell for all eternity.

                    Life is in God.

                    We see the beauty of the world God
                has created for us. We can see magnificent
                beauty in a little flower by the road
                with its intricacies – it will soon be
                discarded.

                    When ever Mary and Jesus appeared
                They were full of light. They were so full
                of light – I cannot even describe it
                or compare it to anything. I cannot
                find words or colors to describe
                the shades, the beauty, the variations
                of color that I saw –

                    The gold and silver, mirror like
                beauty – the way light was shown –
                the precision of the intensity of goldenness
                or of a mirror like way I saw such
                things –

                    Nor could I explain depth of how
                things were shown to me – It was
                supernatural –

                    I was shown mirror like cracks
                that indicated intensity and infinity
                and beauty my eyes never saw and
                nor could I describe any of it.

                    Recently we went to see the mountains
                and lakes and the depths and heights
                I could not ever describe – the blue
                skies, the clouds that seem to come
                out of mountains, but even this does
                not compare with the visions I
                saw – the supernatural visions
                that reach deeper than the sky
                and what we see as concrete with
                our eyes – it has a mystical quality
                I cannot describe and yet they appeared
                before me – right before me – they showed
                me in our worldly space Themselves
                and it was surrounded by a mystical
                light and place – indescribable in
                our space in this world.

                    I see the Eucharist at Mass and
                when Fr. Carter would raise the host, a see-through
                host would come out and go up
                after he raised the host – It was in
                varying sizes – once I saw the
                whole host duplicated above
                and come out.

                    I saw Jesus transfigured the beginning
                of 1996 in January several times and
                I have seen Him other times transfigured
                February 5, 2000 at the building in the
                statue outside as they tried to film
                me –

                    But the interior life is inside of us –
                knowing the light of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit
                dwelling in us. Knowing hope and
                light and having faith – believing
                in Him and love that continues to
                grow in us that we just appreciate
                all God has blessed us with and
                given to us – Love grows – love
                expands – love knows no limits –
                love is why we live – to give, to
                grow in – to see what is to become –

                    The more a person closes themselves
                in a space of darkness – it is
                like locking oneself in a closet
                with the power out and no windows –
                the small space crouches in
                and the darkness they want to
                escape – in the darkness of the
                soul – the deadly sins can become
                the way of life to one living with a
                diseased will – they are jealous, angry,
                envious, they hurt for what they did
                to themselves and in pride they won't
                even try to see that they can choose
                to come out of the hole they have
                made. They may want others to suffer
                at their hands – suffering is what
                they know – self-made darkness –
                and pride keeps them so locked in –
                jealousy is theirs – they are jealous
                and light dispels them.

                    Who would want to stay locked in
                a heart of darkness – so they can
                try to make others hurt to relieve
                their pain –

                    The world of darkness –

                    My dear friends when Mary
                appeared at Fatima she showed 3
                little children hell – what they saw
                they described as such.

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                R. We also saw Don Bosco's vision.
   

                R. When Mary appeared to me over and over again
                    the first 14 months daily –
                    She cried out souls are going to hell
                    like rain –
                    Help me –
                    Help me reach the children –

                If we want healing ourselves, we must
                    go out to others – in action – in
                    prayer in love in the heart –

                This is the will of God –

                To be so one daily in the Morning Offering
                united to the Masses going on
                around the world – praying for
                ourselves and souls – This is love!
                The Mass is the sacrifice of
                Calvary sacramentally made
                present –

                    When God calls us – we want to be
                in the state of grace – we want our
                hearts to be ready – we want
                to be in the light – living in Him –
                this is why we are here to prepare
                ourselves in our every action for
                our eternal reward –

                    to be obedient to God's will –
                to love – to give – to go out – to live
                in the light –

                    Why would a person choose to rebel
                against God and stay in darkness –
                Why does a person like the hole of
                darkness

                We have a free will – God loves us –
                Jesus died for us. Heaven is real
                and heaven is for lovers –

                    In working the 12 Steps of
                Alcoholics Anonymous a person must
                admit their lives had become
                unmanageable and only God could
                restore them to sanity –

                    A person who works the 12 steps
                wants to do God's will – they are
                listening and choosing God's will
                not their own – that is the
                3rd step –

                They want the truth – in the 4th
                step they make a fearless inventory –
                no place for masks and false
                pride to keep them stuck –

                    And they tell at least one trusted
                friend – they let see their soul and
                know they need as a friend to
                help them –

                We also have the priest and confession –

                Then in the end they must go out
                and help others –

                    We watched the movie "War Room"
                we saw how the lady made
                herself available and helped
                to change a troubled family –
                Wow – that is love –

                Watch War Room –

                Sing song: Choose Life

                Song: Why Do We Hurt the Ones We Love –

                R. Heaven is for real and God has
                    put us here to honor and love and
                    serve Him and love our neighbor
                    as ourselves –
                    to walk in the footsteps of
                    Jesus –
                    to go out and to love –
                    to see the light and

                We were created to be with God
                    forever in the beatific vision
                    in heaven –

                Heaven is for lovers –

                It is a choice –

                The devil wants souls to go to
                    hell for all eternity –

                The choice is ours –

                We make the choice –

                Jesus showed us the way –

                He came and gave Himself for us –

                He gives us Himself in the Eucharist –

                The pride of the devil rejected
                    God –

                Jesus is truly present in His
                    Divinity and humanity
                    in the Eucharist.
 

                R. Respecting Authority is a big thing –

                Being under God and learning
                    to serve under just authority
                    is important.
 

                Song: God's Love

                R. Letters from God