Shepherds of Christ Daily Writing        

December 21, 2020

December 22nd Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is 
Day 7 Period II.

The Novena Rosary Mysteries 
for December 22nd
are Glorious.

Dec. 21st - 1:30 pm & 6:20pm
Please tune in & pray with us.

Pray for Rita having cataract surgery
this week and the last week in December.

Please pray for healing & our country
Pray united and tune in to the radio.

Please pray for Special Intention, funds,
and the mailing, especially for Jeff & Dan.

Pray for Dan, Jeff, Fr. Joe, Rita.

  Pray for Fr. Joe, Dan, Melanie, Mary, Sanja,
        Jim, Rosie, Louie's family, Carol R. & Family –
        Madonna, Christopher, a special couple,
        all Shepherds of Christ intentions on lists.

Pray for China and the mailing.
Also pray for Urgent intention.


People, please spray your state with Jesus, Mary and Holy Water for the election.


Prayer for Grace for Election and our Country

Dear Father united to Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, the Sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present, celebrated around the world, in the Holy Spirit. We offer up all we do united to the Mass. We unite in one mind and one heart as members of the mystical body of Christ, with Christ our head in the pure and holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary, through the powerful intercession of Mary with all the angels and saints and souls in purgatory, and we beg for the saving grace, for our country, the United States. Please help us. We further pray for unity to always do the will of God in love. We spread the Blood of Jesus on the leaders and people of the United States and cast the devil into hell. We consecrate our country to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart and all our dioceses, and beg for an outpouring of the Holy Spirit. God help us. We pray for our families, the priests, the Church and the world. In the Name of Jesus please hear us, we pray. We pray for our president and leaders. We pray that we are united as one nation under God to work together in love as God wants.  


                December 21, 2017 

                Today's Readings

Song of Songs 2: 8-14

I hear my love. 
See how he comes 
leaping on the mountains, 
bounding over the hills. 
My love is like a gazelle, 
like a young stag. 

See where he stands 
behind our wall. 
He looks in at the window, 
he peers through the opening. 

My love lifts up his voice, 
he says to me, 
‘Come then, my beloved, 
my lovely one, come.
For see, winter is past,
the rains are over and gone.

‘Flowers are appearing on the earth.
The season of glad songs has come,
the cooing of the turtledove is heard in our land.
The fig tree is forming its first figs 
and the blossoming vines give out their fragrance. 
Come then, my beloved, 
my lovely one, come.

‘My dove, hiding in the clefts of the rock,
in the coverts of the cliff,
show me your face,
let me hear your voice;
for your voice is sweet
and your face is lovely.’



Psalm 33: 2-3, 11-12, 20-21

Give thanks to Yahweh on the lyre, 
play for him on the ten–stringed lyre. 
Sing to him a new song, 
make sweet music for your cry of victory.

but Yahweh's own plan stands firm for ever,
his heart's counsel from age to age.
How blessed the nation whose God is Yahweh, 
the people he has chosen as his heritage.

We are waiting for Yahweh; 
he is our help and our shield, 
for in him our heart rejoices,
in his holy name we trust.


Luke 1: 39-45

Mary set out at that time and went as quickly as she could into the hill country to a town in Judah. She went into Zechariah’s house and greeted Elizabeth. Now it happened that as soon as Elizabeth heard Mary’s greeting, the child leapt in her womb and Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit. She gave a loud cry and said, ‘Of all women you are the most blessed, and blessed is the fruit of your womb. Why should I be honoured with a visit from the mother of my Lord? Look, the moment your greeting reached my ears, the child in my womb leapt for joy. Yes, blessed is she who believed that the promise made her by the Lord would be fulfilled.’




                        Excerpt from December 17, 2017 Rosary

8. Mary: This is a special night, my children, for God is outpouring His special grace upon you, His grace is that increase of His life, His Divine life, more and more in your hearts and souls. Be open. Do not give into the distractions. Tell God that you give Him your heart, that you will love more and more. Be instruments of love in your families and in the world. Live in unity and not division and chaos and confusion, but relying on the Holy Spirit to help you to know the will of God the Father and the courage to do it as you should, living in love. Oh my children, God the Father allowed me to appear here as Our Lady of Clearwater, to deliver the message that many of the souls today are falling into the fires of eternal damnation, because they would not love, because they sinned mortally, and because of pride would not even ask for forgiveness. Spread this message of God's love in the Blue Books, to the world that is hurting and confused, that is why my Son, Jesus gave these letters from His Most Sacred Heart, His letters of love. My children, He speaks to you in these letters of His love, to you. I am Our Lady of Clearwater, oh that your hearts would be hearts, more and more likened to the Heart of Jesus, He loves you so.

                 R. Mary said:

                "My soul doth magnify the Lord and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior."

                Sing: Veri Tu Sanctus


From the Lectionary

                        Pentecost Sequence

Come, Holy Spirit, come!
And from your celestial home
    Shed a ray of light divine!

Come, Father of the poor!
Come, source of all our store!
    Come, within our bosoms shine!

You, of comforters the best;
You, the soul's most welcome guest;
    Sweet refreshment here below;

In our Labor, rest most sweet;
Grateful coolness in the heat;
    Solace in the midst of woe.

O most blessed Light divine,
Shine within these hearts of yours,
    And our inmost being fill!

Where you are not, man has naught,
Nothing good in deed or thought,
    Nothing free from taint of ill!

Heal our wounds, our strength renew;
On our dryness pour your dew;
    Wash the stains of guilt away;

Bend the stubborn heart and will;
Melt the frozen, warm the chill;
    Guide the steps that go astray.

On the faithful, who adore
And confess you, evermore
    In your sev'nfold gift descend;

Give them virtue's sure reward;
Give them your salvation, Lord;
    Give them joys that never end. Amen.


Zephaniah 3: 1-2, 9-13 

Disaster to the rebellious,
    the befouled,
the tyrannical city!
She has not listened to the call,
she has not bowed to correction,
she has not trusted in Yahweh,
she has not drawn near to her God.

Yes, then I shall purge
the lips of the peoples,
so that all may invoke
    the name of Yahweh
and serve him shoulder to shoulder.
From beyond the rivers of Ethiopia,
my suppliants will bring me tribute. 

When that Day comes
you will never again be ashamed
    of all the deeds
with which you once rebelled against me,
for I shall rid you
of those who exult in your pride;
never again will you strut
on my holy mountain.
But in you I shall leave surviving
a humble and lowly people,
and those who are left in Israel
will take refuge in the name of Yahweh.
They will do no wrong,
will tell no lies;
nor will a deceitful tongue
be found in their mouths.
But they will be able to graze and rest
with no one to alarm them.


                Read Isaiah 45: 6-8, 18, 21-25

                O Antiphons

                December 17th   -   Come O Wisdom

                Sing: Oh Come, Oh Come, Emmanuel

                December 18th   -   O Lord our Ruler

                December 19th   -   O Root of Jesse

                December 20th   -   O Key of David

                December 21st   -   O Radiant Dawn

                December 22nd   -   O King of Nations

                December 23rd   -   O God with Us

                Sing: Oh Holy Mary  -  all verses

                Sing: Creator of the Stars of Night

                Sing: Glory Be

                Sing: On Jordon's Bank

                Sing: Of the Father's Love Begotten


Picture of the Sacred Heart of Jesus

Angels Will Read the Message

December 20, 1993 - 2:40 a.m.

Jesus:  Who will read the message? Angels will read the message. I will be by their side. I want the messages out. I want them out, I tell you. I want My people to hear all I am telling you. I want, not a few, but all to hear these words. They are private revelations given by Me to My people. The souls are, oh, so hungry for this one. They need to get these messages.

    I am one crying in the desert. Make ready the way of the Lord. Prepare ye a path for the Master. He comes as a child in a stable. His people are asleep. Where are they and what are they doing with their busy lives? The angels will read the messages. They will rock the heavens and all will know My love and My might. From the housetops, shout this. Proclaim, "The day of the Lord is approaching. Make ready a path for Him." Will you comply with this demand to deliver a message to My people?

    Time, child, is so short. You must ready all with My words of love. They are half asleep and dazed. They walk this earth with blinders on their eyes. My day will rock them off their rockers and they will know it is I with Whom they deal. No mistake will be made as to what is happening. All will see My power and My might. From the heavens shall come a sign and all will know from whence it comes. And the days that follow will be days to prepare men's hearts for My coming. I will not come unannounced. I will come with My power and My might and you will know what you will behold. Men will turn their hearts to Me with these messages. Get them out, I tell you, for their need is very great. I am patient and yet I am demanding. Ready yourself for this day of the Lord. I come as a baby into your midst, the angels sing, the choirs of heaven rejoice and you will know soon that I am very close to you all. Indeed you will know!

    What awaits those in their feeble hearts! They run after such useless things when I, God, am talking in these letters. They think their world is their end. What an awakening they will have-a wide awakening!

    I knock to make ready for My coming. You hear Me knock on your door in the night. Make ready this path so My people will read these letters of love. I am mighty and worthy of such praise. My people must realize My love in My intense might. What sign do you need? Do you think these messages were for your ears alone? Such power and wisdom in Rita's purse? This is not the idea. They are for all! My ease goes with you in all your undertakings to get these messages out.

    Slow, too slow, I tell you. Shout My message from the housetops, that I am Lord and I am coming in your midst as a baby, but, with such might! My time is at hand. You tarry too long, My little ones. Time you do not have. This world is crazy! People are so busy at the malls. Oh, what foolish ones. I come as a baby into your midst. This is My birthday and whom do you worship? You worship idols! It is all such a sick world. Make ready My path, My little ones. Time is so short and you must not tarry any longer for into your hands I place My words for the world. They are mighty, little ones. Read them! What do you do with these words? Do you want proof? Look at Me hanging on the cross. It is out of this love of you I died a brutal death! Do you think I would not go to this extent to save the souls of My loved ones? Why would I come to this earth, give My life for all My beautiful creatures, and then, at this stage of the game, not send some mighty medicine to cure My sick little ones? You possess the mighty medicine. I mixed it with such love and I hand-deliver each message to shake My people to My love. The heavens will rock and the Son of Man will appear on a cloud and the glory of the Lord will be shown on high!

    Get busy, you little people. The angels declare My words are given here. This is My gift to My people-distinct, clear letters proclaiming My love. Are you listening? Do you think I would not try everything to save My beloved ones?

    Oh, I will go to any extent to save these little ones, so ornery and so stupid in their ways, so sinful in this evil world, but so precious to Me. I will come in My glory and I want every last soul.

    I am God. Why would I not speak to you? I wait for you. I wait, I wait, but you are all so blind and dense. What you do is so silly. Your ways here have become sick and your hearts have become hard. But shout it from the housetops! I loved you to My death! I love you all in your sickness. I want you united under the mantle of My mother, praying and honoring God.

    America, turn yourselves around before it is too late. Come and heed My harkening. Come, come, My children. Time is so short and a lot of mending must be done in your hearts. You have hardened them and now they must come back to life. Only I can give you this life in your hearts.

    Heed My words here. I am gentle and kind in heart. My heart is a heart of love. I have hand-delivered these messages to My people and you are My delivery boys. Get them going, little ones. You tarry too much.

    My gift to My people is My love this Christmas. I am showering all at this Center with grace this season. The devotion there pleases Me, but more must flock and they will be changed from hardened hearts to hearts for God. I am God, little ones. I came and I died a brutal death. I am calling to you all to deliver this now. Make this your top priority so they will hear My message of love and know the love I have for them. Do not tarry. Do this today, little ones.

                        end of December 20, 1993



December 19, 1996
Message given through Rita Ring

Jesus: My Children,

I am Jesus. I am calling you on the l3th of each month. I will give you, My apostles, My special messages to light the world with My love. You are My lights. I send you into the darkness. Please study My messages. I am operating through you. You must live your consecration to Our Hearts. You will lead the strayed ones home to My Heart. I want your tender love. Oh, please give your hearts to My Mother and Me. I want your hearts. I love you.


December 19, 1996

Received in a few minutes after Communion
St. Gertrude Church

Jesus:  My Beloved Ones,

You will know a great time of trial and darkness. I have written to you of the great sufferings to come. The sinfulness of this world greatly displeases Me. I beg you to pray for forgiveness and turn your hearts to love.

And darkness covered the earth and the light was cast in little corners of the earth. Those who were willful remained in intense darkness, those who were rooted in God, and giving themselves to consecration, were the children of the light.

And the light shown in the darkness and the darkness grasped it not, but to as many as responded, they became the children of the light and from them His life flowed into the hearts that were cold and dark and slowly, very slowly, the light began to steal across the darkened sky and the moon was covered with blood. The blood was the blood of the Lamb. The blood represented the blood He shed to give us life. But the blind just saw ordinary blood and were scared to death. They responded with the greatest fright and lacked peace, but those rooted in God, those whose hearts were consecrated to Mary and Jesus, knew the sign was from God—that the time of reckoning was at hand. Many were punished and suffered a great chastisement. Many were left to death, but the children of light prayed the rosary and trusted in God.

And the night was no more for the light of day came stealing across the sky and myriads of angels filled the sky and the heavens. Sing Alleluia, Praise the Lord, you saints and angels, show yourselves to the survivors for they walked in darkness and could not see, but the light was alive in their hearts and they dwelt within the furnace of His Heart.

Have no fear now, My people, for you are the children of the light and My hand is forever upon you. You may suffer now a little, but it is nothing compared to the splendor to come.

R. Oh, reign of peace, reign of the Sacred Heart, triumph of her Immaculate Heart, we wait for you anxiously for the nights have been cold and dark and we cried a bitter cry in the darkness but we knew of the glories to come for we forever trusted in You and Your mighty hand.

Your hand is struck with power. The Virgin Mary warned the poor children that died an eternal death to mind their ways and they cried out, "Not me, oh, no, God — your ways are stiff necked and cruel. I want for foolish pleasure now and tomorrow will care for itself."

And the Lord called and called and they marched into the darkness with cold hearts, telling the Almighty God, 'no'.

Mary: Oh, my children, my little children of light, the time is nigh and many will be lost forever. I appeared and warned and told all to mind their ways and come to the Heart of my Son and they said "No, my Lady, not for you or any mother. We are children of darkness and that we remain, for we seek our pleasure by day and feast on sin all night and when you called, mother, we laughed at your Son and ignored Him and His ways." And He called and His call fell on deaf ears.

Please, my children of light, come to my heart now for although you walked next to the children of darkness. I smite the dragon that whirled around you and protected you in my heart and you will now feast on the glories of His Kingdom, my little children of light. 

end of excerpt



December 19, 1996 

Mary: My dear children, I give to you, my Son, Jesus, born in a stable in Bethlehem on Christmas morn. He is the Almighty God, the Light of the World.

    I appear to you, my children, on a (former) bank in Florida. You have made money your god! Do you know how cold are your hearts? You turn away from my Son, Jesus, for your money. Your money is your god.

    I am Mary, your Mother. I do not appear as I once appeared to you. I am asking you today to circulate my message given on a tape on the feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe, December 12, 1996. Please circulate this tape now. Give it to as many people as you can. I am Mary, your Mother. Please circulate my Rosary Book.

end of December 19, 1996


Picture of the Sacred Heart of JesusI Came This Day as a Baby

December 25, 1993 Christmas Day

Jesus: I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me. The gift I give is eternal life. I came this day as a baby to make ready your way to the Kingdom. I love you with such intensity. This is the reason for My coming.

If I could get inside of you and make you realize My love. I died a brutal death. I came and was born God as a man. I rose again from the dead and you don't even realize My death and how important all this is to your salvation. You doubt My intense love, no matter what I said or did. You need to keep a list every day and put on it the proof that "my Lord loves me." Make this your gift to Me and yourself this Christmas. A list every day of proof of My love for you! I love you so, little one. Cling to Me and My ways. The world is in so much darkness and so much pain.

Let go of your children and give them to Me. I am watching them for you. I promise this. You must learn trust. You are so far from Me when you do not have adoration. Go to church early and pray. You need time in front of the tabernacle. I will help you find a way to know My love and quit caring about anything but Me.

Start anew-prayer and playing with the little ones. They must come and be in front of Me. This is My birthday. Come and be with Me, this day. I want to be honored this day by you.

It is a hard road you walk, with Me. Such worldliness knocking on the door and you think you are feeling queasy. You know the truth. There is a false peace in this world of yours. So many are in total darkness. You must pray constantly when others are around you. Pray for this world. It lives a life of blindness. I am the Savior. There was no doubt of My brutal death, My birth, My resurrection. It was not pretty and it happened. I know how bad this world is and I tell you. You talk to Me and you know because I tell you of the evil ways. You, My child, must pray this day. I call you to put aside self, offer it all up as the morning offering. I know exactly what is happening and I am not going to tell you again.

Stop, now. Focus on Me and My love. Focus on the infant birth in such poverty. Focus on the brutal death-every detail-and then the resurrection. I am Jesus, Son of God. I come to you this way to deliver a message. The message is My love. Fret not what you have done or are doing. Your works and the love with which you do it please Me greatly. I am the truth, the way, the life. All else takes its place behind Me.

Do not get caught in the laugh of the great deceiver. His ways are to trip you up, to make you feel as if you are the one who needs to understand the world. The world says: "I am the world and I, in all my joy, come to tell you of my ways." No, little one, the world is not joyful. The world laughs a laugh of sin. The first commandment demands My being made the first and last in your life-your all. Everyone who is focused on the world is going down a dark road. That road is not paved with joy. It is paved with empty hearts. Only in Jesus do we have joy in our hearts. To be void of Jesus, or to push Him onto the back burner, is to be void of happiness. You were created with a soul to know, love and serve God. This is ultimate in your being. Any other pleasure is momentary and leaves your heart empty.

The world has taught the lesson that leads to such unrest in the soul. The world has given you such hardness in the heart. Love does not demand its own way. It is there and exists for others. Love is seeing your brother, even when sick, as a child created by God and finding a place for him, even when sick, in your hearts. You are above the things of this world. You are of the things of God. Then, pray to be like Him in your actions. Put aside pettiness and love your brothers despite their faults.

This, child, takes God! You cannot do this act alone. You need the power of God. This is how this world will be changed. It will be changed by your love, given to the sick and sorrowing, even when they don't know they are sick. I am Jesus, your Savior. I am here in your unrest. I hold your hand and offer Myself to you. Make a Spiritual Communion, little one.

Time will stand still and you will feel a new cleansing in your heart. Read the November 25 message all day. One month before My birthday! Make ready a path for the Christ Child. Put foolishness and doubt aside and be in union with Me. I am guarding your children.

R. Alleluia, Alleluia.



                Excerpt from Blue Book 4

The Love of the Hearts of Jesus and Mary

This book is centered on the intimacy between Jesus and Mary and the deep love for us of these two Hearts.

I experienced some of Mary’s sufferings and was given insight into her deep connection with her Son. From conception to His Ascension, such oneness in their lives together! The rosary is from her young life to her old life. I saw the faces: young faces, old faces, joyful faces, sorrowful faces, on the statue. I experienced some sufferings of Mary holding the Child Jesus and holding His lifeless body under the cross. The intimacy between Jesus and Mary is felt so deeply in their peering eyes on the way to Calvary.

I experienced the lifting of the veil throughout this book. I had such profound experiences and insights into the other side. So immense is the love of Jesus that words are too weak to describe it. I was given a real awareness of heaven, hell and purgatory and how souls will truly be lost. It is a very deep book about the sufferings and the love of the two Hearts—Jesus and Mary.



                Excerpts from Blue Book 5

December 16, 1994 - Friday night

Messenger:  They past out meditations

    Mary was so beautiful — she was real most beautiful appearance I saw, I ever saw


December 16, 1994 - Friday night at home

Messenger:  Jesus appeared as my Jesus of Mercy


December 17, 1994

Messenger:  Oh my Jesus, How I love you, I love you.

    I love you, I love you, my heart cries out for you, for deeper, deeper union with you, union that will never end, to be with You in Your most intense presence, never ever to end, oh my beloved, Jesus, how I worship, how I adore, how I love You with my whole heart, my whole soul, my whole being.

    How I love so intently Your most beautiful Mother, my dear Mother, my Queen, my sweet and pure Mother and I love the Holy Spirit who is so dear, He penetrates my very being with His life inside me.

    I love so dearly my beloved Father, He who is all good, He who created me, little me, with such love. Who am I that He bothers to love me so much.

    Oh I cry for this tremendous gift of sharing in His life and love, I am in awe and tears to know this God in all His Might, just a little. To know Him a little is to be overwhelmed and filled with such emotion for He is truly God. He dwells among us.

    Jesus Christ, the Son of God is here this day, totally present to me in the tabernacle, no less present than the day He died on the cross, no less present than the day Mary carried Him in her arms.

    I am overwhelmed by the greatness of God. At His name we feeble creatures should bow and give to Him such tribute. He is the Master, He is for all generations the Almighty God, one, true, magnificent and omnipresent here and in my midst, my heart is overwhelmed with emotion and shouts of jubilation to this our God, to His greatness, to His mercy and His love. For He is one, almighty, powerful, adorable, loving God.

    My beloved God, all three Persons with Mary by my side, I am overwhelmed with it all.


Messenger:  Fr. Carter took these letters very serious. He discerned them and was very careful to preserve the words of Jesus. Others pressed on him sometimes trying to get him to do it their way. He did not comply to people's wishes.

Here is a message from Jesus.

December 17, 1994

Jesus:  Bow and bend low to He who is mighty. To HE WHO IS TO BE WORSHIPPED AND PRAISED. I AM YOUR GOD, I AM HE WHO IS THE LORD, I AM THE ALMIGHTY GOD. I write to you this day with the greatest love. If you change words here, you change My words. I am writing to you My beloved one, listen or not, it is your loss, you are blind, you do not hear. You do not listen, you do things your way. You change words in My letters, I write with emotion. My words are My words. I am He who writes here this day. Harken to My call to take Me seriously. I AM GOD, I WANT TO BE HEARD. The deaf do not hear, the dumb do not speak. Give your ear to these messages for I am truly speaking here, but the blind to not see and the deaf do not hear. You do your own wills, you do not open to the Spirit among you. I am the almighty God, I can rock this earth. I ask and I plead, I am not taken seriously, I write to be heard. To alter My letters is to alter MY Letters. I ask you to be My special servants to deliver these messages. You are My dear beloved ones, I want these messages to circulate as I write them. To change My words to alter My words displeases Me. Fr. Carter is helping with all these letters. Special editing to please the public is not to My liking. I am writing with such emotion to alter the word, so much, is to alter the letter. I beg you to take Me seriously. To change words to please the reader is not publishing the letters as they were received. I ask you to once again, realize, I am Jesus, I am speaking here, these are not Rita's letters, these are My letters, these letters are from Jesus Christ, the Son of God, I love you dearly and ask you to help Me circulate My letters of love as I have delivered them.



December 17, 1994

Messenger:  Realization of little boy Jesus how she looked at Him and knew what He would suffer - broke her heart every time she looked at Him.

    Passion and wounds, bare back - wounds on Jesus, thorns, nails, hands and feet - want to cry - I love Him so much.

    Keep hearing I'm not going to be around long. Don't know what that means. All I care about is my children, worry about them.


December 17, 1994

Messenger:  If my life is short, all I have to worry about is loving and drawing as many souls to His love.

    Live to inherit the kingdom of heaven.

    Time is so short, live only to get to heaven and lead others to go there.

    God Bless you, I love you.

Song:  See the Eyes That Look at Mary


December 17, 1994

Messenger:  10 days all through the passion - I was there heard the blows, saw Him hanging on the cross, heard the wind blowing, heard sounds of night.

    How deep is the wounds in His hands -

    He humbled Himself to share in our humanity.

By the mystery of this water and wine may we come to share in the divinity
of Christ, who humbled himself to share in our humanity. 
From the words of the Mass

    Saw Mary Friday.

    Saw Jesus.


December 1994

Messenger:  The connection between Mary and Jesus, Statue went into Jesus statue, then into the saints.

    If we see Jesus in one another we realize how we are all one in Him. We receive His body in the Eucharist, this oneness is so enhanced after communion.

Sing:  One bread, one body

Messenger:  We are all one body in Him.

    There is such oneness between Mary and Jesus, as I grow in my union with her - I am more united to Jesus because she is so closely united to Him.

    We are one body, we must see in each others eyes the Jesus that is living within. As I saw Jesus' eyes in a lady at church and a priest and Fr. Carter.

    Look into your brother's eyes. The eyes —



Messenger:  December 17, 1994 Mary appeared, 6:30, at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. I received the following rosary.

December 17, 1994 - Saturday

Joyful Mysteries

The Annunciation

  1. Messenger: The angel Gabriel appeared to Mary. "Mary said, ‘You see before you the Lord’s servant, let it happen to me as you have said.’ And the angel left her." (Lk 1:38).

  2. She always had such trust and faith in the Father. She always complied with the Father’s Will. She said yes to the angel.

  3. She was filled with the Holy Spirit and the Word became Flesh.

  4. Song: Come Holy Spirit, Fill Our Hearts . . .

  5. There was such intimacy between Mary and Jesus from the first moment of conception.

  6. His little life grew within her body.

  7. It was in her womb that the most Sacred Heart of Jesus was formed.

  8. Joseph was filled with fear and an angel of the Lord appeared to him and told him to be not afraid.

  9. He loved and supported Mary.

  10. Song: O Holy Dwelling Place of God

The Visitation

  1. Messenger: Mary went to visit her cousin Elizabeth.

  2. When she arrived, the child in Elizabeth’s womb leapt for joy.

  3. Mary was filled with the Holy Spirit and cried out in a loud voice the Magnificat.

  4. Song: My Soul Rejoices in God My Savior

  5. Jesus is no less present when He comes inside of us when we receive the Eucharist than He was the day that Mary carried Him inside of her womb. If we saw Mary with Jesus in her womb, we would be in awe of God inside of her, but He comes inside of us in His Divinity and Humanity, and He is present to us. We should be so flattered that Jesus comes inside of us.

  6. He wants so much intimacy and love with us.

  7. This is our beloved Savior. He longs and He waits for us to come and to receive Him, and to sit with Him in front of the tabernacle.

  8. Song: O Come, O Come Emmanuel

  9. A voice cries out in the wilderness: Prepare the way of the Lord!

  10. Hail Mary...

The Birth of Jesus

  1. Messenger: Jesus was born in a stable because there was no room for Him in the inn.

  2. He had not a place to lay His head. He laid His head in a manger at birth and it hung from a cross at His death.

  3. The sheep and the cows kept Him warm.

  4. Song: Angels We Have Heard on High

  5. Jesus comes to us now as He was born in a stable, in quietness. He comes inside of our hearts.

  6. Song: Away in a Manger

  7. Song: O Come let us Adore Him (refrain)

  8. What the birth of the baby Jesus did for salvation history!

  9. Jesus loved us so much that He humbled Himself to be born a human.

  10. Hail Mary...

The Presentation in the Temple

  1. Messenger: See Joseph and Mary as they take Jesus to the temple to be circumcised.

  2. The prophet Simeon predicts the sufferings of Jesus and Mary.

  3. And a sword, too, shall pierce thy heart.

  4. "As the child’s father and mother were wondering at the things that were being said about him, Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, ‘Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed -’ ".

  5. See the tender eyes of Mary look into Jesus’ beautiful baby eyes with such love. And see her eyes look into His eyes as He carries His cross on Calvary.

  6. How her heart was pierced with a sword. See her. See all the sorrows that she went through. See through her eyes all the sufferings that she saw Jesus suffer for love of us. She calls us to see through her eyes the love of her beloved Son.

  7. Song: I Rocked Him as a Baby

  8. Stand under the cross with our beloved Mary and see through her eyes. Helpless, she stands and watches her Son for three agonizing hours as He breathes His last breath and sheds His last drop of Blood and gives the last beat of His Heart . . .the greatest love for each and every one of us.

  9. How do we think about Mary who mothers us as she mothered Jesus, who is forever by our side with the most intense love? Mary, please help us to have a closer union with you so that the Holy Spirit can transform our hearts more into the image of Jesus, your Precious Son.

  10. Song: I Rocked Him as a Baby

The Finding of Jesus in the Temple

  1. Messenger: See Mary and Joseph as they take Jesus up to the temple for the feast of the Passover when He was twelve years old.

  2. They had gone a day’s journey before they realized that they had left their beloved Jesus behind.

  3. Think of the sorrow in their hearts to lose their beloved Jesus. Think of how it would be to lose your beloved child.

  4. With hearts full of greatest sorrow, they returned to Jerusalem to find their beloved child.

  5. After searching for three long days, they found Him teaching in the temple.

  6. And she said to Him: "...’My child, why have you done this to us? See how worried your father and I have been, looking for you’."(Lk 2:48).

  7. And He told them that He had to be about His Father’s business, and He went down and became subject to them.

  8. Mary, please lead us to the Eucharist. He is truly present there, no less present than He was when you searched for Him and found Him in the temple. And He comes to us with greatest love, and longs for us to realize His presence and how He remains with us this day with greatest love.

  9. Mary, please lead us to the Eucharist, to your Son, Jesus Christ, who waits endless hours in the tabernacle longing and thirsting for souls to come and be with Him. Open our blind eyes through your Immaculate Heart. Help us to realize your Son’s immense love for us.

  10. Song: Sweet Sacrament We Thee Adore (Refrain).



Mary speaks: The song of my Son, See the Eyes that Look at Mary, should be sung by all. Please put it here. It was given December 17, 1994.


December 18, 1994 - Sunday

Jesus: My beloved priest-son,

(6 years later Father Carter died on December 18, 2000)

    I would like the Blue Books used by the members of the chapters of the Shepherds of Christ. If they so desire, they can read these messages and your messages at meetings. All the Blue Books should be published as soon as possible, as they deal with the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart of My Mother.

    I love you with the dearest love and thank you for your faithful service to bring the priests to the heart of My Mother and My most Sacred Heart. I am burning for love of My priestly sons. You are so special to My Heart, I have forever written your name in My most Sacred Heart. It is through this most special movement that My Church will be led back to the on fire love of My Heart, through My Mother's heart. I am forever guarding you and keeping you deeply in My Sacred Heart. I love you with this My most tender burning love.

                    I am your Most Sacred Heart,




December 20, 1994 - Tuesday before Christmas

At Shepherds of Christ Meeting

Jesus:  My dear, dear loved ones,

    As My birthday approaches fill your hearts full of My love. I am with you this day.

    Do not look at the little problems you face, look at the big picture. Live each day to spread the love of My dear Mother and the Christ child.

    Do not let satan get you focused on incidental events. Focus on LOVE — look at the big picture — live My love in your heart.

    I am filling you with such grace to spread this love. Open your hearts and love your families the greatest gift you can give this Christmas is a heart of love.


December 1994

Messenger:  Fill my heart with your love. Oh Jesus, I want to receive you in the Eucharist.

Jesus:  Oh little loved one,

    Do you know how I miss our time alone? Please come in the night, I wait and watch for you.

    Oh beloved of My dear Father, though heaven and earth pass away My words do not pass away ever, they live in your hearts.

    I am truly God. I am with you in this Holy Spirit Chapel. Let Him transform you into My likeness. Pray to the Holy Spirit. Sing songs of praise and thanksgiving, worship, honor and adore the God who loves you.

    Oh child, you will be raised to great heights in heaven. Highest joy and happiness. I am your beloved Savior, I love you so much. I never leave you.

Song:  A Song From Jesus

In truth I tell you, till heaven and earth disappear, not one dot, not one little stroke, is to disappear from the Law until all its purpose is achieved.  Matthew 5: 18

Jesus:  My love never goes from you. Oh little loved one, you who need so much, you seek what you need in the wrong place. My love satisfies. I outpour to you a sharing in My life. You are missing such love I pour out to you My little beloved one.



The Blessed Mother appeared to me during this rosary. It was a live rosary transcribed from a tape. I received this during Mary's apparition. I was there with my two children and Marty while Mary appeared.

December 21, 1994

Feast of St. Peter Canisius

Glorious Mysteries



1.  Jesus died to bring us new life. After being locked in the tomb for three days after His crucifixion, He arose on the third day as He foretold.
2.  When we suffer sometimes it seems so hard to bear, but in all the suffering, if we cooperate with the will of God, there is a deeper sharing in His life that this suffering brings, the life that Jesus wants us to share when we go through this suffering.
3.  He came that we might have a share in His life, so that we might have life and have it to the full.
4.  Mary Magdalene and some of the others went to the tomb. The stone had been rolled back.
5.  Jesus appeared to Mary Magdalene. She didn't know who He was at first, but then she realized that it was Jesus. He told her not to touch Him because He had not gone to His Father yet.
6.  Jesus appeared to the apostles. They had locked themselves in a room because they were afraid.
7.  He traveled with two men on the way to Emmaus and recounted to them the scriptures that referred to Him from Moses and all the prophets.
8.  When they got to Emmaus, they sat at table and He broke bread and blessed it. Then they recognized Him, but He vanished from their sight.
9.  Later He appeared to the apostles. Thomas was with them and he wanted to put his hands into Jesus' hands and feet. And Jesus said, "Blessed are those who have not seen and yet believe."
10.  Jesus gave to them the power to baptize and to forgive sins.


The Ascension

1.  When we are baptized, we share in God's life in a special way.
2.  He took them out to the town of Bethany and gave them His final blessing.
3.  Then he raised His arms and ascended into heaven.
4.  Think of this. Jesus rose from the dead and He ascended into heaven.
5.  He died - He rose from the dead - He ascended into heaven.
6.  "But our homeland is in heaven and it is from there that we are expecting a Saviour, the Lord Jesus Christ, who will transfigure the wretched body of ours into the mould of his glorious body, through the working of the power which he has, even to bring all things under his mastery." Phillipians 3:20-21
7.  Think of Mary and the apostles and how they felt to see Jesus leave.
8.  Jesus is truly present today in the Holy Eucharist, He remains with us in love.
9.  Song:  A Song From Jesus - I come to you with greatest love, I am your loving Savior.
10.  He gives us a special sharing in His life in baptism. Song:  I Am the Bread of Life.

John 6: 53-58

Jesus replied to them:

In all truth I tell you,
if you do not eat
   the flesh of the Son of man
and drink his blood,
you have no life in you.
Anyone who does eat my flesh
   and drink my blood
has eternal life,
and I shall raise that person up
   on the last day.
For my flesh is real food
and my blood is real drink.
Whoever eats my flesh
   and drinks my blood
lives in me
and I live in that person.
As the living Father sent me
and I draw life from the Father,
so whoever eats me
   will also draw life from me.
This is the bread
   which has come down from heaven;
it is not like the bread our ancestors ate:
they are dead,
but anyone who eats this bread
   will live for ever.


The Descent of the Holy Spirit

1.  "John baptised with water but, not many days from now, you are going to be baptised with the Holy Spirit.’" Acts 1: 5
2. "When Pentecost day came round, they had all met together, when suddenly there came from heaven a sound as of a violent wind which filled the entire house in which they were sitting;" Acts 2: 1-2
3. "and there appeared to them tongues as of fire; these separated and came to rest on the head of each of them." Acts 2: 3
4.  "They were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak different languages as the Spirit gave them power to express themselves." Acts 2: 4
5.  And the apostles were transformed from fear to fearlessness.
6.  Holy Spirit, transform us to be more and more like Christ so that we may be led to deeper union with the Father, through Mary's Immaculate Heart. Mary, please help us to be joined ever so closely to your Immaculate Heart.
7.  Song:  Come Holy Ghost (1st verse)
8.  The apostles that were once full of fear, now went out to preach the Gospel and all understood. And where they were once so fearful, now they were not afraid. They were fearless and transformed through the power of the Holy Spirit and His magnificent grace.
9.  Holy Spirit, impart to us the grace that we need to be drawn ever closer to the most Sacred Heart of Jesus through His most loving Mother. Help us to have the courage to do that which God has created us to do and to follow the plan of the Father. Where we were once full of fear, make us now fearless to follow Your calling.
10.  Song:  Come Holy Spirit, fill our hearts


The Assumption of Mary into Heaven

1.  Mary remained on the earth a long time after Jesus' death.
2.  And when her time had come, she was taken up into heaven.
3.  She loved Jesus so much.
4.  Mary is with God forever in heaven.
5.  Mary has the closest union to God.
6.  She is our Heavenly Mother. She wants to guide us to an ever closer and intimate union with her most precious Son. It is through her Immaculate Heart that we will achieve a most intimate union in the inner recesses of His Most Sacred Heart.
7.  All that is of any account, is always rooted in God. The greater our union here on earth, the greater our union will be with the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit when we get to heaven, which is our true home.
8.  Jesus longs to be ever closer and closer and closer to us. In order to have this intense union with Him, it is necessary to realize the oneness between Jesus and Mary, and go through Mary's Immaculate Heart to reach such deep union with Him.
9.  Mary, hold us so close to your heart; mother us. Help us to know you as our most Loving Mother whom Jesus gave to us, and lead us to such close intimacy to your Beloved Son and His Most Sacred Heart.
10.  Holy Spirit, please transform us more and more into the image and likeness of Jesus.


Coronation of Mary as Queen of Heaven and Earth

1.  Now Mary reigns with her Beloved Son in the courts of heaven.
2.  "Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars." Revelation 12: 1
3.  "What no eye has seen and no ear has heard, what the mind of man cannot visualise; all that God has prepared for those who love him;" 1 Corinthians 2:9
4.  Such preciousness, those moments after communion, this special union with Jesus. Such burning love He has for us, and we love Him. We share a most intimate communion with Jesus. Our union with Jesus here below is a speck amount compared to the intense union that we will have with Him that will last forever and ever and ever and never end in heaven.
5.  This intense union that we have with Jesus and with Mary leads us ever closer and closer to the most tender love of Our Father in the Holy Spirit.
6.  No person, nothing that we experience here can ever compare to the intimate union that we have interiorly with the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit in union with Mary.
7.  That is what heaven is: this unending intense union with the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, and seeing Mary and being with her and all the angels and saints in such bliss forever and ever and ever.
8.  Song:  Hail Holy Queen Enthroned Above - 1st verse and refrain
9.  Song:  Ave Maria, Gratia plena, Dominus tecum, Benedicta tu
10.  Mary is with us this very day. Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist. This is God's world. Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist with the most ardent love for each one of us. Jesus remains in the Eucharist and longs and waits for each one of us. And someday we can be forever in such intense union with the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, in union with Mary and the angels and saints forever and ever and ever in heaven. We cannot imagine in any way what heaven is like. God's Divine embrace in heaven, such a gift.



The Seven Sorrows of the Blessed Virgin Mary

1.  The Prophecy of Simeon.   And a sword, too, shall pierce your heart, O Mary.


2.  The Flight into Egypt.  "After they had left, suddenly the angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream and said, ‘Get up, take the child and his mother with you, and escape into Egypt, and stay there until I tell you, because Herod intends to search for the child and do away with him.’ So Joseph got up and, taking the child and his mother with him, left that night for Egypt, where he stayed until Herod was dead. This was to fulfil what the Lord had spoken through the prophet: I called my son out of Egypt. Herod was furious on realising that he had been fooled by the wise men, and in Bethlehem and its surrounding district he had all the male children killed who were two years old or less, reckoning by the date he had been careful to ask the wise men. Then were fulfilled the words spoken through the prophet Jeremiah: A voice is heard in Ramah, lamenting and weeping bitterly: it is Rachel weeping for her children, refusing to be comforted because they are no more."  Matthew 2: 13-18


3.  The loss of the Child Jesus in the Temple.   Think of Mary's and Joseph's hearts in such sorrow as they search for the child Jesus.


4.  Jesus and Mary meet on the Way to the Cross.   Such intense suffering as they peer into one another eyes: but joy to see the other.


5.  Jesus Dies on the Cross.   Stand with Mary under the cross and see through her eyes her Beloved Son as He hangs on the cross, as He dies. Her little beloved child that she once held in her arms, now she sees Him hang from the cross.


6.  Mary Receives His Lifeless Body under the Cross.   Such love this Mother had for her Son and has for each one of us this day. Such love Jesus has for us that He gave His life, and such love that the Father has for us that He gave His Son. Jesus calls out to us to realize this intense love that He has for us, that He truly died and was laid in His Mother's arms without a breath in His body. He gave Himself in compliance to the Father's will and in greatest love for us. He calls out to us this day to take this seriously: that this is His world; our every breath depends on Him; our every heartbeat depends on Him; and we do nothing without God. But He calls us only to love, love of God and love of one another. Reach out and spread His love to this hurting world. This is our calling this day. Do not be blinded by the world. Pray to the Holy Spirit, to see the world through God's eyes and see as God wants us to see this world. We are His servants to spread His love to this world and He longs and waits for us to come to Him to receive this love that He pours out in abundance to us so that we can love our brothers as He wants to love through us.
Jesus:  I call you My children to love; love of one another. Will you answer this call this day? Turn not a deaf ear to Me. Open up your hearts and let Me enter in. I want to love through you, My beloved ones. I love you with the dearest love. My Heart is open and on fire for each one of you. Come and I will pour My love out to you.


7.  Jesus is placed in the Tomb.   And Mary weeps bitterly outside.



December 1994

Jesus:  You look for your love in other persons and places and I am here second by second pouring out Myself to you. Oh little scared one, do not size yourself up, just love for Me.

    Love as if today was your last day to live. If you had only 24 hours to live how would you spend it?

    Oh little loved one, what are you doing that is keeping you from My love? You are finding time for other things. My child, I wait for you, I love you. Let go and live in My love.

                                                                I love you my dear
                                                                    little Rita.


December 1994

Messenger:  I cry because I love Him so much. Last night I read the bible and it was about the crowning with thorns.


Messenger:  I cried and cried to hear them say they hit Him.

I cried today when I see Jesus and Mary, I love Him and her so much.

Song:  I Love You Jesus

Messenger:  To realize that He is truly God, that God dwells in me in a special way when I am in the state of grace. I am filled with such emotion that I know His presence. I want to cry at Mass. He is inside of me and where He is, so is the Father and the Holy Spirit, it makes me have such great emotion.

Song:  God's Love

Messenger:  This is God, this is His life He shares with us. God dwells within me in a special way when I am in the state of grace.

    Such intensity I feel after communion, the Son of God comes to me in His Divinity and humanity.

    We are only seeing with limited vision. Our work is affecting this world, our prayers for the priests, the Church and the world.



December 22, 1994

See the Big Picture

Jesus speaks: To all My dearest beloved ones at the Center and in the Shepherds of Christ:

You do not see the big picture. You do not see how your job is so important to My plan. Do you see your confusion? The devil presses in . He tells you how everything is hard and you are working so hard and not seeing any results. He tells you that you have not done enough. Oh, little loved ones, you are involved in the renewal of My Church. You see with such limited vision! I am using Shepherds of Christ to renew My Church throughout this world. I am lighting My world with the love that is being radiated in the many hearts that are coming to the Center and the Farm. You see, minute-by-minute, day-by-day, your frustrations and problems.

I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I write these intense love letters of My love for this world. You see only your little daily frustrations. You are so important to spreading My love! I am giving you messages for all My beloved souls of this world. My (Shepherds of Christ priestly) Newsletter will enkindle in priests the fire of My love. I will light this world with My light through you.

Oh, little loved ones, see the big picture. Pray for grace to know and love Me more. It is by your love of God that you will carry out My plan with ease.

You see little details. I call you to prayer. I call you to sacrifice. I call you to love and purity in your heart. I call you to union with Jesus and Mary. I call you to consecration of your heart to the Immaculate Heart of Mary and the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I call you to live in the Spirit, to pray to the Spirit, to be alive with His fire, to be transformed into My great soldiers of love, so that your hearts will be on fire with the most burning love of the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

I call you to vision. I call you to doing the will of My Father, to saying "yes" as Mary said "yes" to the angel, total compliance with His will!

I call you to time spent alone with Me in front of the tabernacle and after Communion.

Oh, My beloved children, you are blind. You do not see that this is My world. The reality is that your every breath depends on Me. I am here. I am in your midst this day, no less present than the day Mary carried Me in her womb, no less present than the day I died on the cross. Open your eyes and see the love I am pouring out to you.

This (Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center) is My Mother's house. I write these letters to you from her house in Norwood. I am alone many times in My tabernacle here. You cannot light this world on your own. You need to pray for the grace to grow in love of Me.

I write these letters of My intense love to My precious souls. I want these letters to circulate. The lives of Myself and My Mother will become more and more alive to you as you read these letters. Pray the rosary with these meditations. I am begging you to listen to Me.

I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I have written five books of My intense love. I have given you such insights into My suffering and My Mother's suffering. It is through the rosary and these letters that the love of God will grow more and more in men's hearts. I beg you to take Me seriously. I love, I love, I love. I write songs of My love. I want these songs recorded.

I am an open furnace of endless love, on fire for My beloved souls. I write, I write, I write of this love. You do not take Me seriously!

Your city will shine with the love of Jesus in the hearts of those who go to the Center when you promote these letters. To hold these letters back from My beloved souls wounds My Heart. I wait. I long. I thirst for the love of My beloved souls. I write five books of love letters. I beg you, all of you involved in circulating and publishing these letters, to do so. Your churches will radiate with My love when you circulate these letters.

My Heart is on fire for love of you. I beg you this day to listen to Me. I am Jesus. I write of My ardent love for you and I am taken so lightly! Please circulate and read these messages! Please support these letters! What more must I do to tell you? What more do you want? I write five books of My love. I teach you the rosary to help Our lives live in you. The rosary is so important to the hearts of those who go to the Center and the members of Shepherds of Christ. The rosary and its mysteries must live in the lives of those who pray them. My renewal will come from the two Hearts. Listen to Me. Please circulate these letters and rosary meditations. They will lead many hearts to My love and the love of Mary.




December 22, 1994 



Messenger:  My beautiful Mother,

    Oh how I love you Mary, you held the child Jesus so tenderly in your arms, you who mother me so tenderly. Hold me in your arms, so close to your heart and place me ever so gently into Jesus' tender loving Sacred Heart. Oh Mary, my dear, dear mother, draw me ever closer to your motherly love and the love of your beloved Son. Draw me ever closer to His Most Sacred Heart. This Heart that thirsts and loves me so dearly.

                                                    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

                                                    Love Rita


Messenger:  Oh Jesus How I love you.

Sing song:  I LOVE YOU JESUS.

Messenger:  How Mary and Jesus love us and want us to give Them such love. They can experience this great love we have for Them.

    Jesus says He thirsts and longs for our love.

Song:  Teach Me to Love with Your Heart

Song:  The Rosary Song


Be there in the Passion

Messenger:  Hear the wind blow — see Him hanging on the cross. I heard the blows, it was so clear —

    I heard the agony — I heard the sounds of the night — 


Messenger:  How deep is His wounds in His hands 



Messenger:  Carrying cross injury to arms  


Sing:  Little Baby Hands and Feet

Messenger:  Priest is such a gift from God, such honor

    We should LOVE His Church
    We should LOVE the priest
    We should ADORE JESUS   



Messenger:  One-ness of Mary and Jesus

The Holy Spirit

Jesus: "My beloved friend, tell My people to pray daily to the Holy Spirit. They are to pray for an increase in His gifts. My people must realize that the Holy Spirit comes to transform them. The Spirit desires to transform you more and more according to My image. Those who are docile to His touch become increasingly shaped in My likeness. He performs this marvel within Mary's Immaculate Heart. The more one dwells in My Mother's Heart, the more active are the workings of the Spirit. The Spirit leads Mary to place you within My own Heart. In both Our Hearts, then, your transformation continues. The more you are formed after My own Heart, the more I lead you to the bosom of My Father. Tell My people all this. Tell them to pray daily for a greater appreciation of these wondrous gifts. I am Lord and Master. All who come to My Heart will be on fire to receive the gifts of the Spirit in ever greater measure! I love and bless My people!"

Reflection: The Holy Spirit is given to us to fashion us ever more according to the likeness of Jesus. And the more we are like Jesus, the more Jesus leads us to the Father. Do we, each day, pray to the Holy Spirit to be more open to His transforming influence? Do we strive each day to grow in union with Mary? The greater our union with our Mother, the spouse of the Holy Spirit, the greater is the transforming action of the Holy Spirit within us.   Excerpt from Tell My People


Messenger:  Mary appeared to me!

Song:  The Rosary Song



Messenger:  On December 23, 1994, I received the following rosary at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. I met Harold and his family.



December 23, 1994

Sorrowful Mysteries


Agony in the Garden

1. Messenger:  Be there with our beloved Jesus in the garden. Hear the sounds of the night. See Him as He kneels in such anguish, seeing all the things that are about to happen with His coming Passion.

2. And He cries out to His Father. Luke 22:42 " 'Father,' he said, 'if you are willing, take this cup away from me. Nevertheless, let your will be done, not mine.' "

3. Agonies of the heart...the greatest of all agonies. Jesus saw before Him the souls that He loved so dearly. Many souls would neglect Him and treat Him with such indifference.

4. The agonies He suffered to His Heart were so immense. The wounds in His Heart so deep.

5. He saw before Him all of His most beloved souls that would be condemned to eternal damnation despite all the sufferings that He was about to undergo.

6. His agony was so great that His sweat became as great drops of Blood upon the ground.

7. This is the reality: God runs the world. Jesus truly suffered for love of us. He gave His life and He suffered in the garden for all the sins that we are committing this day.

8. He saw before Him His entire Passion: the blows, the spitting, His death on the cross. He saw this. With greatest love of us, He endured the Passion to the end.

9. He was filled with such anguish and suffering that an angel of the Lord appeared to Him to comfort Him.

10. He waits endless hours in the tabernacle today. Jesus Christ, the Son of God in His Divinity and His humanity, waits for us to come and to be with Him. He said in the garden: Matthew 26:40-41 "He came back to the disciples and found them sleeping, and he said to Peter, 'So you had not the strength to stay awake with me for one hour? Stay awake, and pray not to be put to the test. The spirit is willing enough, but human nature is weak.' " Can we visit Him today in the tabernacle?



Scourging at the Pillar

1. Messenger: See Jesus as they tie Him to the pillar. He is God-made-man.

2. With anger in their hearts, they beat Jesus to the point of their own exhaustion.

3. Hear the sounds as they beat Jesus. They hit His precious back. Hear the blows over and over again as it tears at His flesh. Do you hear Jesus as He makes whimpering sounds? The men are filled with anger and hatred, and they beat Jesus with great force.

4. Do we have any idea what it is like to suffer as Jesus suffered for love of us?

5. How deep are the wounds that covered His entire Body as they stood by mercilessly and they beat Him?

6. Think of how Jesus suffered. Be there at the pillar and hear the sounds. See what He went through: their anger and their voices hollering at Jesus. He was mercilessly tied to the pillar while they struck Him, God Who is all love.

7. SONG: A Song from Jesus

8. SONG: Teach Me to Love With Your Heart (verse 1)

9. SONG: Teach Me to Love With Your Heart (verse 2)

10. SONG: Teach Me to Love With Your Heart (verse 3)



The Crowning of Thorns

1. Messenger: They pounded a piercing crown of thorns into Jesus' most precious head.

2. They put a dirty purple robe on Jesus and they sat Him on a throne. They mocked Him and they spit on Him, and they hollered ugly slanders against Him.

3. SONG: God's Love (verse 1)

4. SONG: God's Love (verse 4)

5. He is truly here with us, and His Heart is ablaze with love that radiates for us. We are His beloved ones. He withstood all this torture so that we might have eternal life, so that He might have the deepest union with us. And some day, if we go to heaven, we will be forever united to Jesus, the Father, and the Holy Spirit in such close union that will last forever and ever and ever. He shed and gave His last drop of Blood for love of each one of us.

6. SONG: A Song from Jesus

7. He is present in the tabernacle with such love for each one of us as He had the day they crowned Him with thorns and poked Him and spat on Him. He is with us this day, no less present than the day He was scourged and crowned with thorns. He loves us so much. He shed His Blood and gave the last beat of His Heart.

8. Hail Mary.....

9. Hail Mary.....

10. Hail Mary.....



Jesus Carries His Cross

1. Messenger:  He carried His cross on His most precious shoulder. The weight was so heavy that it felt as if His shoulder would break. He did not give up His cross. When the weight was too heavy for Him to bear, He collapsed under the weight of it.

2. SONG: Under the Weight of the Wood

3. Jesus traveled with His cross on His back. His Heart was in such anguish for all the souls that would reject the grace for eternal salvation that He would merit for them.

4. Jesus is our focus. The more we are drawn to the immense love of this most Sacred Heart, the more we realize how He is truly alive this day. He loves each one of us. We will experience the peace, the joy, and the love that He wants us to have. We will be His lights shining in this world.

5. He has DIVINE LIFE and DIVINE LOVE in His most Sacred Heart. He outpours HIS LIFE TO US. He merited this grace for us by His death on the cross.

6. As His Mother walked along side of Him on Calvary, she walks along side of each of us. She never leaves our side. She withstood all this suffering. She knew what it was like to suffer. She did not take anything to relieve the suffering and she did not leave His side. She withstood such suffering, standing by His side. She stands by our side as we walk our path, which sometimes seems like a slow Calvary. But Mary is by our side with such love. She gives us her maternal love. She mothers us as the most perfect Mother. God the Father chose Mary as Mother of Jesus and us.

7. When our path is so hard we must realize Mary is always with us. It is God's grace that will get us through.

8. Jesus' grace is sufficient for every trial that you are experiencing this day. We must go to Him, go to His most Sacred Heart through Mary's Immaculate Heart. Mary leads us to Him. He is Love.

9. SONG: Little Baby Hands and Feet (verse 1)

10. SONG: Little Baby Hands and Feet (verse 2)



Jesus is Crucified and Dies on the Cross

1. Messenger:  See Mary as she holds the tender feet and the tender hands of the Child Jesus. And see her as she sees them nail His precious hands and feet with big nails into the cross.

2. How deep are the wounds in Thy precious hands and Thy feet, oh Jesus? How deep, oh Jesus, are the wounds to Your Heart? You suffered so for souls. Oh precious Jesus, fill our hearts with Your divine love and Your divine grace so that we may never wound Thy Sacred Heart with indifference, with neglect. Fill us with Your divine life so that we will always be drawn to the source of real life which is only found in You. I am sorry for all who neglect you in the Holy Eucharist.

3. You gave Your very flesh, You gave all the Blood in Your veins. You spread Your arms and You gave Your all for love of us, dear Jesus. And this day, You give Yourself in Your Divinity and Your humanity, with greatest love, in the Holy Eucharist. Help us, dear Jesus, to be deeply aware that you are truly the Son of God and that when we receive You, we receive God in our hearts.

4. SONG: A Song From Jesus

5. You ask us to love God and love one another. You were beaten for love of our brothers. Why can't we love our brothers? You call us to love as You loved us. You call us to give our lives for our brothers.

6. Oh Mary, as you stand under the cross, how deep is the anguish to your Heart? You have no wounds, you have no scars. You're supported by your beloved John. And this day you walk by our side and you support us as we walk what seems to be a Calvary sometimes. You forever walk by our side and hold us up with such motherly love. You gave Jesus such love as you stood under His cross. Thank you, Mary, for the love that you outpour to us.

7. SONG: I Love You Jesus (verse 1)

8. Let us see, Oh Mary, through your eyes, the love that your precious Son has for us. Let us be joined ever closer to the tender Heart of Jesus through your most Immaculate Heart. Jesus gave the last drop of His Blood and the last beat of His Heart for love of us.

9. SONG: I Love You, Jesus (verse 2)

10. SONG: I Love You, Jesus (verse 3)

end of December 23, 1994 Rosary meditations



December 23, 1994

Jesus:  I gave, I gave, I gave. When you love you give, you do not hold back, you do not build a wall to fortify the self, the focus is always on the other. Seeing with My eyes, feeling with My Heart. I give Myself to you this day. I am with you.

    I gave Myself, I showed you the way. Mary went to the hill country to visit her cousin Elizabeth. My Mother was carrying a child, but she went to help Elizabeth, total giving. She gave her life, she gave her body, she gave herself for the other with her great love.

    A heart of love - GIVES, do you give or do you hold back. Christmas is the time of My love given to you. Mary's love given that she brought forth her beautiful infant and laid Him in a manger.

    Giving and love, when Christmas Day is over, remember the Christ Child. I gave myself to the world so that you would have eternal life. I humbled Myself and became a man for great love of you. Oh dear little hearts, how you are loved by My Father and the Holy Spirit. How Mary and I love you. Soak in this great love being outpoured to you today.

    Come with a pure heart, a heart free of any resentments or anger, let go of hurts, take the walls down around your heart. How can I get in if you are holding walls around your heart to protect you from others that may hurt you.

    I will never hurt you. I died for you. I was born in the womb of Mary. I took on a little baby body for love of you. Let go of anything holding you back from a pure heart.

    Open wide your gates and I enter in with My Heart open and on fire for love of you. I am Jesus the Lord, your beloved, come to give you My great love this day. Let down your walls, I will sustain you, I will protect you, the Holy Spirit will transform you into a heart likened to Mine. I will take you to the inner sanctuaries of My Heart. Go to My Mother and be united to her love, she will lead you ever closer to My Sacred Heart.

    Little one, little one, how you search for such things when I have for you a Heart of Divine love to fill you. I give to you a sharing in My life. I give you My Divine love. Let it penetrate your being. Draw ever closer to My beautiful Mothers' heart and My Heart, We are the Hearts of such love. Ready and waiting for you.

    Tender, tender love, waiting for you. I love you so much, My beloved ones.


December 23, 1994

Messenger:  Mary teach me to be a mom like God wants — My mom died when I was five — I am always learning to be like Mary — Mary help me to love like you love Jesus and all souls.

    I smelled roses when I was 5 the whole time in the funeral parlor. I always remembered the roses.


December 23, 1994

Mary:  Every time you thought you were alone I walked by your side. As I walked by Jesus on Calvary, I walked by you all through your little life, all through your adult life.

    I walk by you, I am standing by you now my little love. Feel the presence of your most loving Mother. From this day forth you will know what it is to have your mom by your side.

    As I held Jesus so close to my heart, I hold you ever close to me. I tenderly caress you and love you with the dearest motherly love.

    I am your loving Mother. The more you realize my tender love that I have for you, the deeper you will love Jesus, with tender love. He is the tenderest of all Hearts. He loves you with such tender love.

    But I, my little child, how I love you with the deepest maternal love. I have forever cared for you and loved you. I am your loving mother. This day you will forever blossom and bud forth more and more — blooming. You are my beloved daughter.

    I will lead you tenderly to my Son. I am Mary your loving mother and thank you for responding to my call.

    As I watched all the sufferings of my beloved Son, I stood under His cross and watched my child hang and die. I will not abandon you, I stayed with Him. This was the most bitter heartache.   

    I stood under His cross with full awareness of what was happening. I did not take any pain medication, I stood there and I withstood the heartache. When your heart aches remember how I endured all the sufferings. Through God's grace you can endure your trials. If I could withstand such anguish, you with God's grace can withstand your trials.

    Focus on your Father's love for you to give His only Son. Focus on Jesus' love for you to give His life. Focus on my love for you and how I forever stand by you, always with you, I never abandon you.

    You have a loving Mother, always by your side, as I stood under Jesus cross and endured all of this suffering, I walk with you, I never leave you and I hold you up as John held me under Jesus' cross.

    Mother you, I do. I mother you, I love you, I call to you to come to my motherly heart so that I may lead you to the Heart of my beloved Son.

    Oh little loved child of mine, you have a mother. I am Mary your Mother. I stand by you today.


December 23, 1994

Messenger:  After the consecration, I had a strong realization of Him receiving blows at the pillar. My stomach and my heart ached. I could hear noise and hear His grunt. I felt as if I could feel His wounds. I wanted to get so connected to it. I sat down after communion and felt like I could get totally lost in His wounds and knowing His love for me and for us. Head down, I wanted to go somewhere and be lost in His passion. I wasn't thinking about the passion at all and all of the sudden I could hear Him getting scourged at the pillar. I wanted to cry and buckle in, go off somewhere and be alone with Him.

    Same as when I saw wound in His hand when praying the rosary with Fr. Carter.

    Today prayed rosary with Fr. Carter afterwards — I prayed and was so close to Jesus, felt as if I could go off — I had an ecstasy in church this morning.


December 24, 1994 - 4:00am

Message to Rita on Christmas Eve

Jesus:  Dear Child,

    I am your precious Savior, from your bed to this letter you are already talking in your head.

    Little one, little one, it is in trusting in Me you will find your peace.

    You do not trust, you are afraid what others think. You are afraid they will leave you and not talk to you again.

    All you suffered led you to where you are at this moment. Oh, how you have received such gifts from Me, your beloved Savior, but satan wants to stop you. You must let go totally to Me. You do not fume, you do not fret, you must totally surrender to the will of the Father.

    I am caring for your every need, child. Oh child, child, how you waste your precious days in planning and prodding when I am guarding you with My Divine love.

    No problems will befall you. Anything that occurs will be handled by Myself and My Mother. She forever watches you and guards you. She is by your side, always. Little child, little child, sing My songs of love. I have hand delivered love songs, love messages, I showed you so many miracles and you are still at unrest.

    Rita, Rita, I talk to you constantly, I watch you and you, fumble around in your heart. Your heart is so full of fear, all the days you suffered were in vain child. I am here at every moment, I never ever leave you. I died on the cross in perfect peace.

    Peace is yours. I am so attentive to you and your needs. Let go, let go, let go, I walk with you, I talk with you. I am forever with you and guarding you and you child are full of fear and trembling. Oh, dear one, beloved of the Father, your life is unfolding as He, My Father, has planned. Your surrender is necessary for this plan to take place. You stumble on your path. You fight your trials, accept that which happens as that which I allow. Accept and surrender to the joys, to the sorrows, to the love that is outpoured to you. Surrender to rejection. Did I not show you how to live in adversity? Oh little loved one, beloved of My Father, His plan for you is unfolding, your response will lead you to peace or turmoil. You bump along, yet you surrender. Surrender. Consecrate your heart to My Heart and that of My Mother's. I talk, you do not hear. Consecration is surrendering, you accept, you are then in great peace. I am guarding you. Suffer child for the child Jesus. I was born in such poverty, I came into this world God made man in a stable, I died on a cross.

    Do you want to follow Me? I was at peace ALWAYS. I knew the Father's will, I knew His love. You need to take down the wall of protection you are building around your heart. It is being fortified by your fear and lack of trust in Me and My Father. Surrender to the will of God. Let the Spirit move your soul. Surrender and be led to deeper life in Me. I am pouring out to you My grace.

    Surrender, Surrender, Surrender. You fret so about being abandoned. My child I never abandon you. This is your secret. If I never abandon you, why do you fear?

    You are fearing and not trusting in He who guards you. I guard you. You do not write this letter at 4:00am to comfort yourself. Oh little one please let go in your heart to My Heart.

    You are fighting My union with you. I want union with you, intense union at every moment. You are only connected to Me at certain times. You are a little frightened child.

    Take hold of your heart and surrender to My dear Mother's heart and My Heart. All you know about Our hearts and you fear. Oh little one, your fear is from satan. He aims to cause you discomfort. I walk with you and forever guard you.

    Let go and come totally into My Heart. My Heart is open and waiting your entry.

    Let go to all I send you. You cannot control the weather, you cannot control others, you must surrender. This trial will lead you to the deepest recesses of My Most Sacred Heart. Accept the trials and suffering for they are the most precious moments when our souls are joined so closely together. Oh sweet one, how sweet is the union I want to have with you. You are to savor all I send you with trust and love. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior, I came to this earth and died for you, why do you worry this morning? Oh I love you. Come to My Heart, I am your Most Sacred Heart and I love you with a Heart burning for love of you.

    Sweet surrender to My love. Sufferings are the golden gems that lead you so deeply into My loving arms.

    I LOVE YOU. I love you that I came to share in your humanity and you fret for anything.

Messenger:  I saw the Sacred Heart picture at the center turn into Claude and many Saints. It was all in color and so distinct. The rosary was so intense and gorgeous. I had heard blows in church at the Cathedral of Him at the pillar and felt His suffering, I want to go off and be in His passion. We said the Sorrowful mysteries and the Sorrows, most beautiful. Oh Jesus how You bless me and how I am so easy to fall into satan's trap to take my glow away. I saw Mary all aglow, I saw Jesus turn into the  Saints.

    Oh the Communion of the Saints I pray in union with them in this rosary and with Mary, praying to Jesus.

    We were alone, my two children, Marty, Harold and his wife, Diane and his son and we were united to the saints as we prayed. We are united to the saints and Mary when we pray. Though we are little in number the most beautiful saints are united with us as we pray. Oh I love you Jesus and Mary, how much I have to learn and how exciting to talk to You and be with You. God and the saints are my greatest friends. I love you so much.

    Take my heart, oh Lord, make it ever true. Take my heart, oh Lord, I belong to you.


December 24, 1994

The Rosary Book from Jesus and Mary

Jesus:  Ask Marty to help you with writing up the meditations on the rosary. You can use Harold's picture for the cover of the book.

Jesus:  My dear little child,
    Please write up the meditations on the rosary. Ask Marty to help you and ask Harold to use his picture for the cover.

    You are to begin recounting your experiences daily. Start with the experiences from July 5, 1994. Include Fr. Carter's part in the rosary and Marty's part in the rosary. Write down the events you see daily, by date. Write down what you see. Include October 31, 1994 rosary. Marty is your partner in publishing the rosary book.

    You should list all you both see. Include the Christmas rosary. Begin by writing down your rosary meditations. All will become clear as you begin your rosary journal.

    Your time recounting these events will lead to a closer understanding of Our lives and Our intimacy with each other.

Mary: Your union with My Son and the Father and the Holy Spirit will deepen as your understanding of the union between myself and Jesus grows.

    From this day forward you will be closely united to me, your mother, and closely united to Jesus through the rosary. I want you to lead the rosary always. Always dim the lights and use candles. I will be there and Jesus will be there whenever you pray the rosary. We will be with you in a very special way. Your job is to promote the rosary. When you pray the rosary, tell them about my letters to them, centered around my Son in the Eucharist.

    Always pray the rosary. Always center it in the Eucharist. Ask Marty and Fr. Carter to help you. This will be a powerful tool for bringing many to the rosary and to loving My Son in the Eucharist. I am Mary, your mother, and that is My Christmas gift to all. Pray the rosary for us.

    Get Marty's picture fixed and everywhere you pray the rosary take that picture and the extra Sacred Heart picture at the Center.

    Always start the rosary with the Holy Spirit Song.


December 24, 1994

Mary:  My dear ones,
    I want pictures of the rosary and seven sorrows in the rosary book. I would like meditations on the seven sorrows. I would like the songs that could be used during the different mysteries of the rosary. I would like rosary meditations and certain messages that pertain to meditations on some mysteries. My rosary, prayed as I have instructed, will lead many hearts to Our Two Hearts. We are so closely united in the rosary. The rosary is the most beautiful prayer. Singing between the Hail Marys pleases me so much. Lift up your hearts. Pray the rosary with your whole heart and it will live in your day. I, your beloved mother, and My Son thank you for responding to my call.




Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary
from Mary's Daily Apparitions

December 1994

Joyful Mysteries 


(1)  The Word became flesh, ...  John 1: 14

(2)  Look! You are to conceive in your womb and bear a son, and you must name him Jesus. He will be great and will be called Son of the Most High... Luke 1: 31-32

(3)  ...And so the child will be holy and will be called Son of God.  Luke 1: 35

(4)  And I tell you this too: your cousin Elizabeth also, in her old age, has conceived a son, and she whom people called barren is now in her sixth month, for nothing is impossible to God.’  Luke 1: 36-37 

(5)  Mary said, ‘You see before you the Lord’s servant, let it happen to me as you have said.’  Luke 1: 38

(6)  Jesus:  Be with Me in the first station of My cross, I am condemned to death. I said yes - Your Mother said 'yes'. I said 'yes' I gave My life for you.

(7)  ... I lay down my life ... No one takes it from me; I lay it down of my own free will, and as I have power to lay it down, so I have power to take it up again; and this is the command I have received from my Father. John 10: 17-18

(8)  Think of Mary's FIAT.

(9)  Jesus gave His all for us.

(10) We are called to say yes to God — to serve Him - to live all for the glory and honor of God and 

Mary:  live to do the will of the Father in love.



(1)  Mary is the singular vessel — Mary loved Father, Son and Holy Spirit. She went with love to serve and support and strengthen her frail cousin.

(2)    and his faithful love extends age after age 
            to those who fear him.
  Luke 1: 50

(3)    He has used the power of his arm,
        he has routed the arrogant of heart.
        He has pulled down princes
            from their thrones
                 and raised high the lowly.  Luke 1: 51-52

(4)    He has filled the starving with good things,
            sent the rich away empty.
        He has come to the help
             of Israel his servant,
                mindful of his faithful love
        —according to the promise
            he made to our ancestors—
        of his mercy to Abraham
            and to his descendants for ever.  Luke 1: 53-55

(5)  Mary stayed with her some three months and then went home.  Luke 1: 56

(6)  Jesus accepted His cross. He took up His cross. Mary did God's will to humbly serve, support & strengthen her cousin. 

Jesus:  I give you strength and mercy.

(7)  Jesus:  I died for your sins.

(8)  Jesus:  I give you healing.

(9)  Jesus:  I give you compassion.

(10)  Live to serve and love God.


Birth of Jesus

(1)  ... and laid him in a manger because there was no room for them in the living–space. Luke 2: 7

(2)  Today in the town of David a Saviour has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord.  Luke 2: 11

(3)  And here is a sign for you: you will find a baby wrapped in swaddling clothes and lying in a manger.’  Luke 2: 12

(4)  And all at once with the angel there was a great throng of the hosts of heaven, praising God with the words: Glory to God in the highest heaven, and on earth peace for those he favours.  Luke 2: 13-14

(5)  After Jesus had been born at Bethlehem in Judaea during the reign of King Herod, suddenly some wise men came to Jerusalem from the east asking, ‘Where is the infant king of the Jews? We saw his star as it rose and have come to do him homage.’ ... And suddenly the star they had seen rising went forward and halted over the place where the child was. The sight of the star filled them with delight, and going into the house they saw the child with his mother Mary, and falling to their knees they did him homage. Then, opening their treasures, they offered him gifts of gold and frankincense and myrrh.   Matthew 2: 1-2, 9-11

(6)  Mary:  I treasured all these things and kept them in my heart.

(7)  Jesus: I am lovingly holding you and protecting you just as your mother did to Me. I hold you, nourish you, and protect you.

(8)  Jesus:  I love you so much.

(9)  Jesus:  I died, I rose for you.

(10)  Jesus:  I give you a special sharing in My life through baptism.



(1)  It had been revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he would not see death until he had set eyes on the Christ of the Lord.  Luke 2: 26

(2)  ‘Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed—  Luke 2: 34

(3)  There was a prophetess, too, Anna the daughter of Phanuel, of the tribe of Asher. She was well on in years. Her days of girlhood over, she had been married for seven years before becoming a widow. She was now eighty–four years old and never left the Temple, serving God night and day with fasting and prayer. She came up just at that moment and began to praise God; and she spoke of the child to all who looked forward to the deliverance of Jerusalem.  Luke 2: 36-38

(4)  Jesus meets His mother on the way to Calvary.

(5)  Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, ... and a sword will pierce your soul too—so that the secret thoughts of many may be laid bare.’  Luke 2: 34-35

(6)  ... and when the parents brought in the child Jesus to do for him what the Law required,   Luke 2: 27

(7)  Look at Mary & Jesus' eyes meet on Calvary.

(8)  See Simeon hold the child.

(9)  Listen to Simeon' prophecy.  

Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, ‘Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed—and a sword will pierce your soul too—so that the secret thoughts of many may be laid bare.’  Luke 2: 34-35

(10)  Through baptism we receive a special sharing in His life.


Finding of the Child Jesus in the Temple

(1)  Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, ‘Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed—and a sword will pierce your soul too—so that the secret thoughts of many may be laid bare.’  Luke 2: 34-35

(2)  Every year his parents used to go to Jerusalem for the feast of the Passover. When he was twelve years old, they went up for the feast as usual.  Luke 2: 41-42

(3)  When the days of the feast were over and they set off home, the boy Jesus stayed behind in Jerusalem without his parents knowing it.  Luke 2: 43

(4)  It happened that, three days later, they found him in the Temple, sitting among the teachers, listening to them, and asking them questions; and all those who heard him were astounded at his intelligence and his replies.  Luke 2: 46-47

(5)  They were overcome when they saw him, and his mother said to him, ‘My child, why have you done this to us? See how worried your father and I have been, looking for you.’    Luke 2: 48

(6)  He replied, ‘Why were you looking for me? Did you not know that I must be in my Father’s house?’  Luke 2: 49

(7)  He went down with them then and came to Nazareth and lived under their authority.  Luke 2: 51

(8)  Then Jesus came with them to a plot of land called Gethsemane;  ... And going on a little further he fell on his face and prayed. ‘My Father,’ he said, ‘if it is possible, let this cup pass me by. Nevertheless, let it be as you, not I, would have it.’  Matthew 26: 36, 39

(9)  Jesus:  I obeyed My Father. I died on the cross.

(10)  Mary:  My babies are suffering.



                May 4, 2020

                Mary: Pray to the Holy Spirit.

                Keep consecrating to the Sacred Heart and my
                Immaculate Heart as I have told you.

                Do not let up on your prayers –

                China is the Eucharistic Center of the world.

                I appear as Our Lady of Clearwater to
                    deliver these message from
                    God the Father –

                25 years later May 5, 1995

                26 years ago this was blocked May 4, 1994.

                I am Mary your Mother –

                Tell Sheila to read my message
                    from 2 days ago and this
                    and May 5, 1995
                            May 4, 1994
                    and do the rosary in today's
                    daily message from Blue Book 10.

May 5, 2020

25 Years Ago

May 5, 1995

Consecrate Your Churches, Home, and Workplace to Our Hearts

Jesus: I want you to consecrate the human race to Sacred Heart of Jesus. I want to be enthroned in all homes, churches, and businesses.

June is the month of the Sacred Heart. I want to be king and center of all hearts. I will keep My promises given to St. Margaret Mary of Alacoque. I promise all this from My most Sacred Heart. Consecrate your chapter to the Sacred Heart of Jesus. Consecrate the church or room in which you hold your meeting.

Today is First Friday. I want you to circulate the message I gave to you on consecrating your homes to My Sacred Heart. Make booklets available for people to be able to consecrate their homes and businesses easily. Use the message I gave to you when you consecrated your home.

The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph. Consecrate all homes and businesses to Our Two Hearts. Tell all to have displayed and honored, pictures of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary. May and June are the months of Mary and the Sacred Heart of Jesus. Tell all to consecrate their homes to Our Two Hearts. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. On this day, the 5th of May, 1995, First Friday, I request that you spend the next two months encouraging all to do this consecration.

Gather your friends and say the prayers I have instructed you to say. Sing "To Jesus Heart All Burning" and "Immaculate Mary." May these Two Hearts of love give all members of the human race peace, joy and love in their hearts.

R. Jesus said He desires to be honored by men in the Blessed Sacrament.

Jesus: Circulate the Blue Book messages. They promote this devotion. How My Heart is filled with happiness by the souls who come to the tabernacle and sit with Me. I am Jesus Christ, I wait and long and thirst for My precious souls to come. The souls of men have turned cold. I want souls to come to daily communion and be with Me in front of the tabernacle.

Men's hearts have turned cold. They do not know what love really means. I want hearts that are filled with fire for love of God. Men's hearts have turned to stone.

You are to promote devotion to My most Sacred Heart. I want hearts that burn with love for My Heart. It is through Me that you will know the Father's love. I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life.

Offer a holy hour for the indifference, ingratitude, and sacrileges committed against Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament, the Sacrament of His greatest love.

R. He promises great graces to those who give reparation to His Sacred Heart and who tell others about offering reparation to Him.  end of May 5, 1995


  Pictures from May 5, 2002





                May 2, 2020


                    What is important is praying to the Holy Spirit.

                Come Holy Spirit Come and fill us with the fire
                of Your love.

                R. We love You God with all of our
                hearts. Our Lady of Clearwater help us – we
                pray during this retreat. We consecrate
                the Church and the world to the Sacred Heart
                and Immaculate Heart as far as we are able.

                We consecrate ourselves to the Sacred Heart and
                    Immaculate Heart.

                We consecrate our families to the Sacred Heart
                    and Immaculate Heart as far as we are able –

                We consecrate our homes to the
                    Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart.

                We consecrate the United States to the Sacred Heart
                    and Immaculate Heart.

                We consecrate the Shepherds of Christ Movement,
                    our Centers to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart.

                We consecrate all priests and hierarchy to the Sacred Heart
                    and Immaculate Heart as far as we are able.

                We love You, God, thank You,
                    thank You.


                    I want this said at all prayer
                services, first, during this retreat.
                Follow with Holy Spirit prayers at 6:20
                The 6:20 Format.

                    I am Our Lady of Clearwater –
                Pray fervently for the healing of this
                virus and its extinction – pray through
                my Immaculate Heart – pray to
                the Father in the Name of Jesus –

                    Oh my children, satan is
                strong and he wants to scare you.

                    Pray the rosary, consecrate your
                family and homes – the family
                that prays together, stays

                    Pray, Pray, Pray, I am
                Our Lady of Clearwater,
                Pretty Mary, Mother of the Church,
                Our Lady of Fatima in the Americas.

                Pray to the Holy Spirit –

                Pray as you have never prayed
                before –

                Do not fear – pray, my children.
                I love you, I am your Mother,
                Mary, I love you my precious

                    Sing Veni Sancte Spiritus

                    Say Holy Spirit Sequence

 From the Lectionary

                        Pentecost Sequence

Come, Holy Spirit, come!
And from your celestial home
    Shed a ray of light divine!

Come, Father of the poor!
Come, source of all our store!
    Come, within our bosoms shine!

You, of comforters the best;
You, the soul's most welcome guest;
    Sweet refreshment here below;

In our Labor, rest most sweet;
Grateful coolness in the heat;
    Solace in the midst of woe.

O most blessed Light divine,
Shine within these hearts of yours,
    And our inmost being fill!

Where you are not, man has naught,
Nothing good in deed or thought,
    Nothing free from taint of ill!

Heal our wounds, our strength renew;
On our dryness pour your dew;
    Wash the stains of guilt away;

Bend the stubborn heart and will;
Melt the frozen, warm the chill;
    Guide the steps that go astray.

On the faithful, who adore
And confess you, evermore
    In your sev'nfold gift descend;

Give them virtue's sure reward;
Give them your salvation, Lord;
    Give them joys that never end. Amen.


May 2, 2020 - First Saturday

R. Let the thoughts be positive.
My God help everything in my brain and body to work toward health.

God gave us a beautiful body.
The brain is the pilot. Let it be filled with light and healing energy.
God gave us this beautiful machine to operate through life.
Our eyes help us see.

Our brain helps direct the body.

Our ears give us hearing.

Our arms and legs help us live, maneuver.

Oh God thank You for all You have given us.

You gave us breath for our body.
You gave us organs to operate, so we can live.

You gave us cells to reproduce, a skeleton and nerves.

You gave us blood and a system to maintain life.
Oh God thank You for the peace we can have, the interior life, the brain to think,
the heart to love.

Oh God thank You for the world with such beauty, the sky, the rolling hills and mountains, lakes and streams, the ocean so wide and beautiful.

Oh God all the animals, fish, greenery and flowers.

So much beauty, God.

God is love.
God gives us each other to love, to know, to be with.

God gives us our family to love, to be with.

Oh my God, You are so good to me.

My God, Thank You.

I love Thee so.

God is love and in Him is no darkness.

God loved us into existence. God wants us with Him.

Pure and perfect love.

Thank You God for this day and all it brings.

I love You.


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Given February 20, 2020

                R. All the years at the site we had precious
                    statues made by two Portuguese
                    A while ago they went back to
                    Portugal and one brother was
                    bit by an Asian wasp and died.

                We have a limited number of these
                    precious painted statues that
                    we will not have again.
                    These statues come with the glass
                    from the Virgin Mary's image face
                    destroyed March 1, 2004.

                The 16th Anniversary of this will be
                    March 1, 2020.

                We will send the little statues, but
                    wish to sell the few left
                    that are 24 inches from the
                    Florida site.

                There is a very limited number
                    for this anniversary.

                March 5, 2020 6:20
                    Mary and Jesus have
                    asked that you come
                    to the Florida site for
                    the prayer service.

                    This is a miracle building,
                many have received graces and
                blessings of healing and
                particular needs both spiritual
                and physical.

Statues with the Image glass


24" Statues are $500 plus tax


  18' Statues are $350          15" is $300


plus Immaculate Heart of Mary
12" Statues are $250


                Given October 29, 2016

                R. Please spread blessed holy water
You can also mix Jesus and Mary water
                with your blessed Holy Water if you have it.)
                in your yard, around your house,
                in the state you live in.

                And ask God to bless your state
                Ask God to bless the United States

                Pray all prayers through the intercession of
                    Our Lady of CLEAR – WATER.

                Ask the Lady of CLEAR - WATER
                    to help with the blessed water.

                Mary has appeared to me for 22 years,
                    in Ohio and Florida.



 Give the gift that Counts
this Christmas!


Shepherds of Christ Book Store
Books written by the cofounder of Shepherds of Christ Ministries
Rita Ring
Mass Book
A Journey Into the Heart of Jesus - Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 12.00

  Mass Book, by Rita Ring: Many of the entries in the Priestly Newsletter Volume II from a spiritual journal came from this book. These entries
  are to help people to be more deeply united to God in the Mass. This book is available in English and Spanish with the Church’s


Rosary Meditations for Parents and Children
From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 10.00

  Rosary Meditations for Parents and Children, by Rita Ring, Short Meditations for both parents and children to be used when praying the
  rosary. These meditations will help all to know the lives of Jesus and Mary alive in their Hearts. Available in both English and Spanish with
  the Church’s

God's Blue Book 4
The Love of the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Author: Rita Ring
$ 5.00

God's Blue Book IV by Rita Ring. This book is about the love Jesus has for Mary and Mary has for Jesus and Jesus and Mary have for us    It is truly the Love of the Two Hearts. Mary appeared every day at the Holy Spirit Center    Fr. Carter was there. Mary's first apparition July 5, 1994. $5

God's Blue Book 5
So Deep Is the Love of His Heart. Author: Rita Ring.
$ 5.00

God's Blue Book V by Rita Ring. Jesus wants to be the bridegroom of our soul    He is our beloved    Jesus tells us about pure love    how we are to be pure of heart and love God and love others. It is a must, to hear about love from Jesus    Jesus is love    $5

God's Blue Book 6A
He Calls Us to Action Author: Rita Ring.
$ 5.00

God's Blue Book 6A by Rita Ring. Rosaries from Their Hearts during apparitions. Jesus and Mary appeared every day and I received rosaries from Them and They were transcribed from a tape. Also messages of love from Jesus on days of January, 1995    About Baptism    writings from Fr. Carter and the Scriptures. $10

God's Blue Book 6B
He Calls Us to Action - The Sixth Book, Part B Author: Rita Ring.
$ 5.00

God's Blue Book 6B by Rita Ring. Jesus and Mary appeared every day in February, 1995    So beautiful    transcribed from a tape    the Stations, 7 Sorrows, prayers in the Prayer Manual, the Holy Spirit Novena Book and the Song Book. Pure love    loving and forgiving    a book about Jesus' love, baptism, grace and Fr. Carter's Newsletter. $10

God's Blue Book 6C
He Calls Us to Action - The Sixth Book, Part C Author: Rita Ring.
$ 5.00
God's Blue Book 7
Intimacy with God by Rita Ring
$ 5.00
God's Blue Book 8
See thru the Eyes of Mary. Author: Rita Ring and Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 5.00
God's Blue Book 9
The Mass and the Hearts of Jesus and Mary
$ 5.00
God's Blue Book 10
God's Blue Book 10 - This is My Body
$ 5.00
God's Blue Book 11
God's Blue Book 11 - Showers of His Grace
$ 5.00
God's Blue Book 12
Solidarity In Chirst
$ 5.00
God's Blue Book 13
$ 5.00
God's Blue Book 14
God the Father Speaks After Clearwater
$ 5.00
God's Blue Book 15
$ 5.00
Blue Book 16
Mary Mother of the Eucharist
$ 5.00
Apostle's Manual
Shepherds of Christ Overview: Very carefully discerned by Fr. Edward J. Carter S. J.
$ 20.00

Apostles Manual. About the Movement — the structure of the Movement    All Ministries — from the time 3 months before Mary appeared in Clearwater and 3 months after. Rosaries of the 13ths, Fr. Carter's Newsletters. Messages from God the Father    Reaching the priests, the Church, the schools and the world. $20

Rosaries From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary - Volume I
Red Rosary Book - Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00

Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Book 1. Mary appeared in Clearwater December 17, 1996 in rainbow color and these rosaries left the printer the same day from Apparitions of Jesus and Mary    transcribed from a tape. $10

Blue Rosary Book
Rosaries From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary - Volume II
$ 12.00

Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Book 2. This is a book of so many rosaries — transcribed from a tape. So many beautiful rosaries.   pages  $12

Messages From Jesus
Messages From Jesus for the Ederly, Ill, and Homebound Given by Jesus to His Messenger - Author: Rita Ring Discerned by Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00

Messages for the Elderly, Ill and Homebound. This is a big book of loving messages for nursing home people and homebound from Jesus and Mary    Their lives are so important    united to the Mass offering up their suffering, their lives for the souls of this earth. $10

Short Rosary Meditations for the Ederly, Ill, and Homebound
From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary: Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 10.00

Short Rosary Meditations for the Elderly, Ill and Homebound. This book is so important with pictures they can open it and lay it on their laps and pray the rosary. $10

Songs From Jesus
Given by Jesus to His Messenger Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 5.00

Songs from Jesus Songbook. These loving songs were given from Jesus. So beautiful    Love Songs from Jesus of His love — helping us have pure and loving hearts. $3

Daily Messages From Heaven
From the Florida Apparition Site Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00
Rosary Meditations for Little People and Elderly
Short Meditations for the Rosary
$ 3.00
Meditaciones del Rosario
para Pequenos y Ancianos
$ 10.00
Fr. Joe Robinson
Inspiring Homilist & Author
Fr. Joseph Robinson has dedicated his life to serving Christ and the Church for over 40 years.
Guiding Light - Bread of Life

Guiding Light - Bread of Life, Cycle A for 2019/2020
$ 10.00

Guiding Light - Walk in the Light

Guiding Light - Walk in the Light, Cycle C for 2018/2019
$ 10.00

Guiding Light - The Word Alive in Our Hearts

Guiding Light - The Word Alive in Our Hearts Cycle B 2017/2018


Guiding Light — The Word Alive in Our Hearts. Cycle B    Homilies by the Reverend Joe Robinson given at St. Boniface Church in Cincinnati, Ohio. It is a tremendous honor Fr. Joe has allowed us to share these great gifts with you – for greater holiness and knowing more and more about God. $10

Guiding Light - The Soul Who Could

Guiding Light - The Soul Who Could Cycle A 2016/2017


Guiding Light — The Soul Who Could. Cycle A    Homilies by the Reverend Joe Robinson given at St. Boniface Church in Cincinnati, Ohio.  $10

Guiding Light - Trust and Transform
Guiding Light - Trust and Transform, Cycle C for 2015/2016
$ 10.00
Guiding Light - By God Through Me
Guiding Light - By God Through Me, Cycle B for 2014/2015
$ 10.00
Guiding Light - Inspired To Be Genuine
Guiding Light - Inspired To Be Genuine, Cycle A for 2013/2014
$ 10.00
Guiding Light - Centered In Christ
Fr. Joe Robinson's latest homilies for Cycle C for 2012/2013.
$ 10.00
Guiding Light - Reflect on the Word
Inspiring Homilies Covering Cycle B of the Litugical Year (2011/2012)
$ 10.00

Guiding Light homily series — Reflect on the Word — Cycle B     The Word leaves an impression on our souls. In my thoughts and reflections are born a more tangible understanding of these eternal concepts presented in the Gospels and the readings. Anyone can read a sentence, but not anyone can absorb it's true meaning. Truth, in this day and age, is almost a matter of opinion or individual entitlement. We believe that Christ's truth is our Roman Catholic Church. We, as priests, champion it's teachings; we are ambassadors for the Pope and Christ to those faces looking at us. We are the light by which our congregation reads to reflect upon real truth and we do it hand in hand. $10

Guiding Light - Steadfast to the Son
Inspiring Homilies Covering Cycle A of the Litugical Year
$ 10.00

Guiding Light homily series — Steadfast to the Son — Cycle A    The sunflower is a great example of how we should be steadfastly guided by light. What a powerful thought that this exceptional plant is not stuck in one pose day in and day out, yet adaptable and magnetized to the sun. We feel the same about our Son. Our heads turns to face Christ as each day presents its challenges to find light. We join together like plants in a field and soak up the Son through the pulpit. We are a warm circle of strength using the wind of our breath to carry our priests' words, Christ's words, to new rich soil. $10

Guiding Light - Focusing on the Word
Inspiring Homilies Covering Cycle B of the Litugical Year
$ 10.00

Guiding Light — Focusing on the Word — Cycle B    At times we may feel that our path to Christ is a bit "out of focus". Like the disciples in the Book of Mark, this ordinary life clouds our vision of Christ's Divinity. We may doubt the practicality or possibility of applying His teachings and example to our modern life. Cycle B's homilies are a "guiding light" to help us realize Jesus' Messianic greatness and His promise of better things to come. $10

Guiding Light - Feed My Soul
Inspiring Homilies Covering Cycle C of the Litugical Year
$ 10.00

Guiding Light — Feed My Soul — Cycle C    In a world rapidly advancing and encouraging personal gain, we are faced with modern problems. There is a challenge to find time in our busy schedules for Sunday Mass or a family meal. We are able to research, shop, bank and even work without hearing one human voice. It is no wonder that we may often feel disconnected and famished at our week's end. In Fr. Joe's third book of homilies from Cycle C, we are reminded of the charity that Christ intended us to show each other. We have a calling to turn the other cheek and be the Good Samaritan to others. We are rewarded with the Father's kingdom and love when we are not worthy. We are not left alone or hungry. $10



Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.

Here are all the products in this category:

Books written by the founder of Shepherds of Christ Ministries

Response in Christ
Fr. Edward J. Carter gives to the modern Christian a message that will sustain him.
$ 10.00
Response to God's Love
...God Himself is the Ultimate Mystery
$ 10.00

Response to God’s Love by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. In this book Fr. Carter speaks of God as the ultimate mystery. We can meditate on the interior life of the Trinity. Fr. Carter tells us about our uniqueness in the Father's Plan for us, how the individual Christian, the Church and the world are in the state of becoming. Imprimatur. $10

Shepherds of Christ Spirituality Newsletters 1
Selected Writings on Spirituality—for All People Editor: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 10.00

Shepherds of Christ — Selected Writings on Spirituality for all People as Published in Shepherds of Christ Newsletter for Priests. Contains 12 issues of the newsletter from July/August 1994 to May/June 1996. $15

Spirituality Newsletters 2
Selected Writings on Spirituality — for All People Editor: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 12.00

Shepherds of Christ — Volume 2: by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. Contains issues 13—29 of the newsletter (September/October 1996 — Issue 5, 1999) $15

Shepherds of Christ Spirituality Newsletters 3
Selected Writings on Spirituality — for All People Editor: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00

Shepherds of Christ — Volume 3 by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. Contains Newsletter Issues 1 through 4 of 2000 including Fr. Carter’s tremendous Overview of the Spiritual Life $10

Tell My People
Messages from Jesus and Mary Author: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimi Potest
$ 10.00

Tell My People. Messages from Jesus and Mary (As given to Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.)    One of Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.'s Synopsis of the Spiritual Life    From Jesus to Fr. Carter "On Holy Saturday, 1994, Jesus told me that on the following day, Easter, I would also begin to receive messages for others. Our Lord also told me that some of these were eventually to be published in a book  and here is that book." $10

Spirituality Handbook
Shepherds of Christ Associates Spirituality Handbook - A Way of Spiritual Life
Author: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimi Potest

$ 3.00

Spirituality Handbook. Fr. Edward Carter, S.J. did 3 synopsis of the spiritual life. The Spirituality Handbook, the Priestly Newsletter 20he Tell My People book. The way of spiritual life proposed to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates is centered in consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. All aspects of the spiritual life discussed below should be viewed as means to help members develop their lives in consecration to Christ, the Sacred Heart, and to Mary, the Immaculate Heart. $3

The Spirituality of Fatima
Fatima: The Setting, The Message, The Spirituality of Consecration
$ 5.00

The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. The Fatima apparitions and messages received official Church approval in 1930. In giving her official approval to the Fatima event, the Church tells us that what took place at Fatima involving the three young visionaries is worthy of our belief. $5

  Shepherds of Christ Holy Spirit Novena CD
  Holy Spirit Novena Read by: Rita Ring
  $ 10.00 
plus postage

  Holy Spirit Novena CD. Prayers and scripture readings from the Holy Spirit Novena Booklet read by Rita Ring. $10


Statues/Religious Items

Blue Crystal Rosary
  Rosary with the Image of Our Lady of Clearwater
  8mm - $ 40.00
plus shipping


  Red Crystal Rosary
  Rosary with the Image of Our Lady of Clearwater
  8mm - $ 40.00 plus shipping



  Clear Crystal Rosary
  Rosary with the Image of Our Lady of Clearwater
8mm - $ 40.00 plus shipping





R. Pray for These Things

                1) Pray for the Pope & hierarchy to help us start prayer chapters.
                2) Pray for Special people.
3) Pray for the priests, the Church and the world!
                4) Pray for the spread of prayer chapters,
                    also for the spread of priests doing prayer chapters.
                5) Pray for the spread of Blue Books.
                6) People going to Florida and China.
                7) Vocations to all 7 categories.
                8) Pray for spread of Consecration and Rosary.
                9) Pray for pope helping us.
               10) Pray for Jeff.
               11) Pray for the country
               12) All intentions on my list, Jerry's list.
               13) Priests getting Fr. Joe's book.
               14) Pray for Fr. Joe's new book, cover & funds for printing & postage.
               15) Donors and members and their families.
               16) Healing of the Family tree.
               17) Pray for the Corona Virus to go away
               18) All who asked us to pray for them.
               19) All we promised to pray for.
               20) Rita, Doris, Sheila, Jerry, Sanja, Fr. Mike, Louie, Laverne,
                    Fr. Joe, all priests helping us, Ed, Jimmy, Mary,
                    Carol R., a special couple, Rosie & all involved.
               21) All of our families.
               22) Funds and insurance.
               23) All of our houses.
               24) In thanksgiving for gifts, graces, & blessings received.
               25) Spread the Blood of Jesus on all of us here.
               26) Consecrate all hearts.
               27) Cast the devil out of all of us here and all in Movement.


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