February 24, 2018               

                Song: Live This Day

                Jesus: I have given you this day
                    to do My work, to love, to
                    be at peace, to be as I
                    want you to be –

                I loan you your time –

                I am your beloved who loves
                    you and wants you to serve
                    Me every moment today –
                    You have been called by
                    God the Father to do His will –
                    You will have an accounting
                    for your life today to God.
                    God has a plan for you, today –
                    You are to report for that Plan –

                You are on the stage of life and
                    God the Father is watching
                    your performance –
                    God created you a precious
                    gem and God loves you –

                The ideal self – the true self –
                    the self as God wants you
                    to be –

                Living in the past and not be
                    accountable for your actions
                    is a bad place to be –

                First you must strive to know
                    your self –

                You were created by God
                    uniquely special – to serve
                    God –

                You were wonderfully made.

                You have a free will to love
                    others, to trust others
                    you need to trust to do
                    the work God wants you
                    to do today –

                God intends you to walk
                    hand-in-hand with your
                    neighbor.

                You are accountable to God –

                Jesus: God loves you –

                You are to walk Hand-in-Hand

                In baptism you receive a sharing
                in My life –

                I live in the graced, baptized
                    soul –

                I elevate your knowing and
                    loving capacity –

                You are to live the Christ-life –
                    life in Me –

                I am the way, the truth and
                    the life –

                I am the Light of the World –

                To walk in darkness and isolation,
                    to be a rival to God's will
                    for you, is not to live at
                    all.

                Your hearts were made for love.
                    There is enough love to go
                    around.

                    Love does not run out –
                I am love –

                    The mission of the Shepherds of Christ
                is to live more deeply the Christ-life,
                to live in the Holy Spirit –
                to be alive in love and oneness
                with God and others.

                    Life is in Me.

August 22, 1997 - 6:30 am

The Father Spoke

R. Jesus came December 5, 1996 - at the point of death, moving His mouth because no one was listening. To begin the messages, I saw the cross and heard the Father speak. I do not recall the Father speaking directly like that again since January 5, 1995 - both times I heard a voice speak. Jesus was hanging on the cross at St. Gertrude’s sometime at the beginning of 1994 and the Father spoke: “This is My beloved Son in whom I am well pleased.”

    January 5, 1995: Strongly, He spoke: “My plan will unfold despite the willfulness of those blocking the plan.”

    December 5, 1995 - Mary speaks: “I stood beneath the cross of my Son and cried...” Again, the cross.

    I had the great experience on December 15, 1995 under the cross at Immaculata. I was enveloped in the love of the Trinity and went to the deepest chambers of His Heart, knowing all three Persons and Mary!

    The whole Mass Book refers to experiences I suffered under the cross at Holy Cross/Immaculata and under the 12th station. When I received the Mary Message tape, December 12, 1996, I was told to read it under the cross.

    In China, Indiana, the mural is: Mary standing under the cross.

    Now He appears transfigured on the cross. I see His face clearly. His face turned straight when I talked about bringing up devotion to the Eucharist in Churches, and Shepherds of Christ’s Chapters all over the world. His Body was bathed in light.

    God the Father said “This is My beloved Son in whom I am well pleased. Listen to Him.”

August 30, 1997

A Letter to an Associate

Jesus: My dear beloved Kathy,

    I am asking you to be an apostle in the Shepherds of Christ Movement. I have called you and I am asking you to respond. In order to be an apostle you must live the messages I am giving to you, the messages for the Shepherds of Christ Movement have been given to Rita Ring under the direction of Fr. Carter. Fr. Carter also receives major messages for the movement.

    I gave a message to Fr. Carter that stated that I would give great grace to be more united to My Heart and Mary’s heart from praying the consecration given in the prayer manual. Apostles are focused on the Shepherds of Christ Program primarily.

    The devil will try to distract you, will talk in your head. I have called you. I am God. I want you to live and obey the messages.

    This is My mission to lead the souls deeply into My heart. You must live the messages I give you to do this. Do not underestimate the extent satan will go to stop you from assuming the role I have called you to. He will attack you in tiredness, through others, irritability. I am God. I am love. I am kind. I am gentle. I have called you by name.

    You must come to the rosaries and stay close to the other apostles if you are to be effective in this movement. You must study the message of August 4th.

    Satan wants you stopped. You are in a battle with devils to get you off course. Your only way is to live the messages and come to Me.

    In order to have an intimate relationship with Me you must come to Me with an open heart. I am in control, it is in the grace I give you, you are open.

    Wait on the Lord and He will give you your heart’s desires. I give the grace. You do not control it. It is majorly given in the Eucharist, in Mass, in time spent before the tabernacle or in private prayer.

    You must pray hourly whenever possible. Memorize the prayers - it takes a few moment.

    To go to other groups and to do your own thing is to lead you away from this calling. You have a free will to do as you please, to be an apostle you must obey and live the messages. To be an Apostle of the Sacred Heart of Jesus for the Shepherds of Christ Movement you must have Shepherds of Christ as your focus.

    I am God. I am in control. I have called you. I ask again that you study the message of August 4th. There is a copy at the center.

    I am Jesus. I love you so tenderly. I want you to come to Me. Satan wants you stopped.

    I love you, Jesus.

                Excerpt from February 21, 2018

                Mary: I come as your
                heavenly Mother to teach you
                about love in your hearts.
                I always did the Father's will –
                I loved the Father's will – I
                loved – My life was lived to
                serve the heavenly Father in
                all things – I lived to serve
                God, I lived to love. My love
                of God was always first in
                my life for I would never
                want to offend God. I lived
                to please my heavenly Father –
                being a handmaid of God means
                living to serve God – living to be
                a child of God, living under
                God – putting God first in
                everything – God's will was
                my delight – I loved God with
                my whole heart, my whole soul,
                my whole being –

                    God was always first in
                my life. Love was the
                status of my Immaculate Heart.

                Mary: I lived to know my God
                more deeply, more intimately,
                my whole life was for
                my God.

                    When I carried Jesus in
                my womb I was consumed
                with love to carry Jesus.
                You have been so favored by
                God to be able to be
                baptized and share His life –
                You are so favored and loved
                by God my children. Do you
                meditate on how God loves
                you? Do you meditate on
                the gifts God has given to
                you because of this love?

                    How could a person who
                recognized what being a
                handmaid of God not be
                so happy, filled with joy
                to be so loved by God.

                Mary: You never saw Jesus and
                how He suffered for you,
                my children –

                    Meditate on the mysteries
                of the rosary. They are
                mysteries of how much
                God loves you. They are the
                story of love for you.

                    Satan wants you selfish –
                how you offend God when
                you are so loved, so blessed
                and you act like a selfish,
                spoiled child when in truth
                you are so loved by God,
                so loved by Jesus – God
                gives you Himself in the
                Eucharist –

                    My children, Our lives
                were lives of love, obedience
                to the heavenly Father because
                We loved - We existed in love –
                always love – always service –
                always joy even in the
                deepest suffering –

                    My Son Jesus is LOVE –
                He loves you – You have been
                blessed –

                    God is light, in Him is
                no darkness.

                    You offend God when
                you choose sin over
                love – sin over God –
                selfishness instead of
                counting your blessings –
                Oh my children - you are
                so blessed, so loved,
                God wants unity –
                unity and love with
                one another.

                    Satan is division, chaos,
                independence, hatred,
                impudence, lies.

                    God is love – in Him
                is NO DARKNESS –

                    Do you meditate on His love
                for all the hours I have seen
                some selfishly sit around
                and feel sorry for themselves
                in darkness –

                    How this offends God
                whose gifts to you show
                His love –

                    Do you really meditate on
                love in the mysteries of the rosary –

                    How God loves you –

                    How He wants you to
                go to heaven forever –

                    Pray for grace to
                love – live virtuously –
                don't offend God by
                living in the deadly sins –
                You are here to have a
                beautiful relationship with
                God and others –

                I am Mary –

                The blind many times sin
                because they want it –
                How can you offend God
                who loves you so much –

                R. I smell incense.

                Mary: Being free is serving
                God –

                    Being free is living to
                love.

                    Being free is living
                to please your heavenly
                Father –

                    Satan is the Father of
                lies. Adam and Eve
                made God a rival –

                    When you oppose God's
                will you live like a
                rival to God –

                    Not a loving, obedient
                grateful, sweet child –
                learning to love – preparing
                for heaven – developing your
                relationship with God and
                others – God is love –
                God is absolute truth –
                You have a free will to
                serve satan or live a
                life of serving God –

                    Why would you offend
                God who loves you –

                    Souls are going into hell –
                Don't you care for your
                brothers who need my message?

                Mary: I appear, I appear
                and I am ignored.

                    How can you call yourself
                holy and offend God as
                you do with your anger and
                selfishness, slothfulness and sins?

                I am Mary
                    your Mother –
                    Mother of Jesus –

                I have spoken – my
                    children –

                Listen to me –

                This is why I appear –
                    You ignore me, you ignore God,
                    when you are angry and hateful.

                God is love –

                February 24, 2018 continues

                R. Mary is the Queen of heaven
                    and earth –
                    Mary is my Mother –
                    Mary is your Mother –
                    Mary loves us like no
                        earthly Mother can –

                Mary has appeared on the building
                    in Clearwater to deliver
                    these messages to the world.

                Mary has been sent by God the Father
                    to deliver the messages of
                    how He loves us –

                What a gift Clearwater is –

                R. Her Heart is a Heart of
                    pure and perfect
                    love –

                The purpose of this Mission is
                    to dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and
                    Mary – the Hearts of pure and
                    perfect love.

                God is our heavenly Father who
                    created us and loves us
                    and wants us obedient
                    to His plan –

                This is freedom – A person can
                    see themselves so distortedly
                    because of a wounded past –
                    they refuse to work on
                    that –
                    every time the unfinished business
                    of emotions, memories and
                    impulses comes up from
                    the past that is wounded
                    they can operate because
                    of this –

                They are not free – It may have
                    hurt so much they closed a
                    door on the past and it is
                    sealed shut – shut,
                    shut –

                It can be guarded by a very strong
                    and stubborn will to
                    do what they want and
                    nobody will get near that
                    door to the past –
                    So they live to tell themselves
                    they are right –

                R. They think:

                If the behavior you're doing doesn't
                    work – Do it harder – Isolate
                    more

                We were created by God the Father
                    to live in Him –
                    to live the Christ-life –
                    to live in the Holy Spirit –
                    to be alive –
                    to be in-touch with our
                    Inner Child –

                An inner child that is wounded
                    and is ruling needs to be
                    healed – not run things
                    in power and control –
                    and isolation –

                God commands us to love –

                R. Because a child is wounded
                    they can act out of their
                    subconscious – life-long –
                    if they can get away with it –
                    forcing or trying to force their
                    dysfunction on everybody
                    around them –

                God is the source for our actions –
                    God is the Creator –
                    God is the Master –

                We are to be open –

                Love God with our whole heart,
                    our whole soul, our whole
                    being

                We are to love our neighbor as
                    ourselves –

                R. CHILD of the Heavenly Father AT PEACE

                Shining the Light of Jesus
                    on our old wounds and
                    unfinished business
                    and healing –

                A person who has distorted vision
                    in denial of a very damaged
                    past – cannot avoid it –
                    Subconsciously the past keeps
                    coming up with its unfinished
                    business in emotions and
                    memories and impulses
                    repressed and then the
                    survival tactics used to block it
                    and what's going on inside is
                    forced on others –

                It's like a crying baby for their
                    lost life – the pain surfaces
                    and they seek power and control
                    or some other addiction to
                    numb it –

                So they don't feel that way that
                    is scary to them –

                They can create an aversion,
                    a big crises, so they
                    never have to open that door
                        to the past, they think –

                A man can be a brain surgeon
                    and so full of darkness he
                    refuses to feel, to know,
                    to touch, to live.

                An MBA behind somebody's
                    name doesn't mean he
                    knows about living in
                    His Heart –

                We are called by God to know
                    the true self created by
                    God and to heal from
                    past wounds and to love –
                    to live obedient to God the Father
                    to do good habits that are His will
                    for us –

                To be creative and happy and
                    joyful – to let the inner
                    child out and to discipline
                    the child so we are
                    accountable and responsible
                    for our actions –
                    and we recognize and deal
                    with consequences that
                    hurt the plan of the heavenly
                    Father by being what He
                    called us to be –

                Who wants a leader that is operating
                    out of his dark side and
                    using his leadership to force
                    his darkness on us.

                A leader is under God – to love
                    God and others and to serve
                    God with His life –
                    living in the Moment –
                    God the Father has a plan
                    for our lives –
                    God the Father has a plan for
                        those we are to work
                        with –

                A person can be in a self-make-prison inside –
                    doing their will opposing
                    God on 3 sides –

                    And if they turned to do God's
                        will – they would know
                        freedom –

                Here is a message in the
                    Apostles Manual that
                    addresses this.

                May 1998

                R. Rebellion against God's will
                    and forcing it on others
                    is a prison of our own making –

                When you procrastinate and hate
                    and sit on a pity-pot –
                    the plan of God the Father is
                    not being done –

                And one day of that – can turn
                    into two and three as you
                    hold out
                    locked in the NEVER MODE,
                    no one will ever open that door
                    you may say and be a
                    zombie guarding it or
                    hurting everyone while you
                    deal in a destructive addiction
                    used to numb the pain –
                    Using an addiction – power
                    control, drama, creating a
                    crises – doesn't get at
                    the root of the problem.

                Did you know the elephant in
                    the living room?

                R. Read the Blue Books.

                Open your hearts –

                    Jesus says –

                R. Mary is the perfect Mother –

                God the Father is the Perfect Father

                God the Holy Spirit fills us with
                    virtue and gifts and
                    joys!

                God the Holy Spirit fills us with
                    Light –

                We are here to grow in love to
                    prepare for heaven –

                So our souls are clean and
                    ready –

                Because of original sin we
                    see God, see others,
                    see ourselves Distortedly –

                The Holy Spirit gives us clear vision
                    and light – but we must
                    open the door and heal
                    past wounds and live.