Mary has requested that the daily message be given each day to the world. It is read nightly at the prayer service from her Image Building in Clearwater, Florida, U.S.A. This is according to her request. All attempts will be made to publish this daily message to the world at 11 p.m. Eastern time, U.S.A.

We acknowledge that the final authority regarding these messages rests with the Holy See of Rome.

I appear my children on this former bank building in Florida, Our Lady Clothed with the Sun.

March 24, 2000 Mass, China, Indiana

A Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb, the Bridegroom of the Soul

Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.

Messenger: Include Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center in 6:20 prayers.

Messenger: When Christ was in the garden He knew all the pain and suffering, the sins of the whole world.

He knew all things.

When God gives me lights and depth into a mystery, I know so many things in a time that is not even an instant. I just know, I could write for ever of one split instant when He gives me a light, an insight into a mystery.

I live in all these experiences in which He has acted on my soul.

A mother, when she looks at a child, even if he is 30 years old, knows the experiences she has had with him.

God is the I AM. He is. There is no beginning, no end. The depth of the mystery He reveals to me.

I know Him more, I know more His Heart as He gave Himself on the cross, I know more the Baby as she carried Him when she went to see Elizabeth, I know more His birth as He lay in the stable in Bethlehem.

As He reveals Himself to me, the more I know Him.

I was born in time, I live in this time, I will live in eternity.

I AM Today, I am living today, I want to be with Him forever in heaven. What I do now affects my after-life.

The fullness of life is to comprehend insight into the mysteries in such depth where I know Him, I know God.

On Ascension Thursday May 25, 1995, He cried out, "I AM ALIVE, I AM ALIVE, (Click on Apostles’ Manual p. 418, 421)

At Mass that day, I had a revelation of Jesus in so many mysteries, His Ascension, His birth, and so forth, and how I know Him now. It was as if my whole relationship was one with His whole life, I knew Jesus. I saw Him ascending into heaven, His arms outstretched and His red garb on. In that I knew Him in His birth, the Eucharist, as my Bridegroom. In such experiences it is the fullness of His life I experience, the depth of the mystery.

When I live, I live in the experiences of Himself as He has revealed Himself to me.

How would the experience of Jesus dying on the cross as I experienced Him, or seeing the transfigured Lord and what He did to my soul during that experience not be a part of my every day life? Having been taken to a heavenly state and having Him act on my soul in such intimacies where I existed in the Divine God are a part of every waking moment of my life. I live to be united to Him in these ecstasies and experiences of knowing God and His divine love. I live to be wrapped in this fullness of His life for all eternity. It is my desire, my hope, my life.

How could the experiences of having the Mother of God cry out before me, not be a part of my life? It is in my every breath as I live to deliver her message in tears to this world.

God lives in me. He is the I AM. As I become more one in Him, as I become more filled with His grace, I live more deeply in Him, the Almighty God, the I AM. In my littleness I am existent to a higher degree in Him as I mature more and more in my spiritual life.


Revelation 3:1

I know about your behaviour: how you are reputed to be alive and yet are dead.

My dear Jesus, my Spouse,

I look forward to being alone with You. I love the interior life when I can just focus on being your handmaid and your spouse. How many things we tell ourselves that we must do. We are busy, and yet our souls are filled up through moments we take alone with You. It is difficult to be connected to You in the noise of this earth. Some of the music, I can hardly stand. I feel a very ruffled spirit at the sound of it, and yet I know in the clamor I can withstand everything with Your presence within me. I see more and more the love of those who serve you and their commitment and my lack of understanding of their needs. And yet, Jesus, it is their understanding and love I seek. Oh that I would see with Your vision and be filled so deeply with the presence of You and Your love that I could love more selflessly. In writing this Jesus warns me that a person that gives and gives and is a "busy giver", one that makes others dependent on him so he himself feels good, is not what He means as selfless love, nor does He mean giving our services to everyone against God’s will. He defines self-less giving as it is with one who through deeper union with Him focuses his love on the other in the proportion that is intended by God’s will. He has cautioned me about this, that we do not become absorbed in others "slavishly" and ignore the development and care of our own spiritual growth.

Jesus speaks: My child, a selfless giver is one who sees the other through My eyes, one who is saturated with My love and grace and wants the world to be filled with love because it is God’s will, one who prays for all his brothers, who wishes them well, who wants them to be all that they can be according to God’s will.

A selfless giver is not one who waits on another for a selfish mode of control. He is one who sees the other through the eyes of God and helps the other because he is needed and it is God’s will.

There is this mutual give and take, dependence and independence. There are all kinds of imperfections when two engage in interaction. The plan is this, each individually works on his own spiritual growth, and from this maturity grows in a deeper more mature, more perfected love union rooted in God.

The interactions of the loved ones are the opportunities I give to you to advance more perfectly in love relationships and in your spiritual life through wholesome, loving interaction. The monk is filled with love in his heart for all his brothers. There are many isolated people who call themselves loving and are ready to jump and attack anyone that interacts with them because of their wounds.

When people do not wish to comply with anyone over them in authority, they create tremendous problems with those in authority over them.

If a person had severe problems with those in authority over them, he can transfer the problems to every person with authority over them.

People that do not love themselves may feel violated by others when the other has not done anything to them.

In alcoholic homes the husband or wife alcoholic can break all forms of communication by the tactic I now explain. A person that is gruff, wishing to control, can stop all forms of communication by creating a problem whenever conversation begins. This person has been trained, and through other factors is ready to respond thusly. Therefore issues are never discussed. Some people have been taught in dysfunctional families to answer every statement with a nasty question. This takes the focus off of them and puts the mode of attack on the other.

They go through life like a bull in a China shop, knocking off the fine china and then wondering "who made this awful mess?"

"Attackers", people who attack through various means when others try to communicate with them, are always on the defense, always ready to defend themselves against attack. They see others as wanting to hurt them, and they are usually not disappointed. They leave a trail of hurt feelings with everyone and they are very naive regarding the truth that they in fact create most problems because of their attitude. Every person they interact with becomes an enemy.

Those that break down all forms of communication by warding off the other through this switch in roles are very cunning in the way they handle others. They have been trained to approach interactions with others in this fashion.

Some persons see everyone as loving, but single out a victim. Their lives would be wonderful if it wasn’t for this one person. "I love this person and that person:, but this particular one, "their victim" is the cause of all their problems.

Others who engage with such wounded parties cannot change the behavior of the severely wounded person.

In an alcoholic’s life, he sees everyone else as his problem, not himself. The alcoholic that is actively involved in the struggle with drinking is usually in a very strong denial stage. He denies totally his problem, despite all the evidence.

I refer to alcohol, but this can be used in all other forms of addiction behavior.

It is most important that those who engage in self-destructive patterns that hurt themselves and all those around them do an honest inventory of themselves.

Many times only a very difficult shock will rock them from their blindness.

In the reign of the Sacred Heart, men will live in truth. One who lives to please God does not have people he does not love. He does not have victims.

A person of holiness loves all.

A person of holiness says he is sorry and acts to be forgiven.

A person of holiness knows he is not perfect and wishes oneness.

You cannot blame your own bitterness on others. What makes you happy and sad comes from inside of you.

Oh you say, tomorrow, I will fix everyone around me and then I will by happy.

I say to you, today you must quit blaming others and realize that the bitterness and hatred, unforgiveness and misery that you feel, comes from inside of you.

Oh the desire to fix all your bothers, then you will feel good because you are needed.

You must realize you are imperfect and you are dependent on God.

You must live to do God’s will and you must look at your faults and admit them.

I give you My rules, you must walk in the truth.

Some people stay by themselves all their lives because they cannot get along with others. They are desiring to love, but through training they do not understand what is wrong with their ways of interaction.

A child that was raised in a happy home with love and forgiveness knows this.

A child that was not taught this, learned anger passed down from generations past. Children in an angry house learned many times they were not accepted. They were blamed no matter what they did.

They learned anger from those who were to teach them love.

They learned tricks in relationships. They learned how the truth was not always the truth and people twisted the truth.

It is a sad state of affairs when children watch and learn while parents engage in hateful arguments. It is especially harmful if persons control and twist all their words to justify their anger.

I give you an example.

A woman came home and told her husband of her difficult day. He listened to her and tried to understand her feelings and supported her with love.

Another woman came home and told her husband of her difficult day. He hit her, he told her how she is a mess and never has anything happy to say. The anger and hatred in him was triggered by anything she said and he exploded.

These are two extreme cases, but in the homes, before the eyes of children, there are ways of relating that are taught.

These dysfunctional ways taught to children have kept many 70 & 80 year old men and women in a tomb, unable to relate with others because they wouldn’t honestly look at themselves and see what was wrong with the way they related with others.

Lonely old men and woman who wanted to be loved never shared love because they couldn’t admit they were not perfect.


Shepherds of Christ - Apostles Manual

May 25, 1995
I Am Alive!

R: Prayer is a lifting up of our minds and hearts to God. Who am I that I can change any event that is occurring in the lives of another, that I can affect the outcome of any event? I am a child of my Father. My Father is the Almighty God. How I love my dear Father. He is God and He has created me in His own image and likeness. My beloved, dear Father, how I love You that You give me such gifts - that You allow me to share in Your life!

You are the Father of Jesus and You are My Father. Thank You, My Father, for all Your gifts and for Your life. Who am I that I can affect the life of any person?

I am a child of God. I call on my dear Father and He loves me so, He listens to me. I lift my heart to You, my dear beloved Father and You listen to little me and You care for me so much. I call upon God and the Almighty God cares for me with such love that He listens.

Jesus: Such truths have been given to you from My Father because of His great love for you. You are far more precious than the finest pearls, My beloved child. The Father so loved you He gave His Son so that you would have life. He gave His Son as a sacrifice for you. The Father gives to you His life through Jesus, His Son. You partake in His divine life.

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. My life I give to you, I live in your being, My beloved, I impart to you My divine life.

How many turn their backs on the great gift of this life given from the Father. To know this life and to know all those who have rejected this great gift!

I am the Almighty God, My power is endless. The power and might you felt within yourself is only a small sampling of My immense power.

I am God and I am allowing you to experience what you are experiencing to spread My love to others. Your immense understanding into these mysteries will help you speak and write them for others.

I have chosen you as an instrument to touch many hearts and bring them to My divine love. Great gifts and understandings into these mysteries I am giving to you. You will lead many priests to the love of God.

I am alive. I am God. I long to be loved by man and many have turned

their backs on Me and forgotten Me. You must tell them all I am allowing you to experience, these sufferings and understandings into My deep love.

This is the beginning of many days when I will allow you to experience the rejection I felt from those I loved. Your heart is in immense pain for the souls who reject Me despite My love for them.

I beg you to speak and write. Make reparation for souls that have forgotten My love. Spread the love of My Sacred Heart and My Mother's heart, throughout the world.

I love, I love, I love My beloved souls. I beg you to tell them. I beg Fr. Carter to tell every soul on this earth of My love. You will continue to suffer such pain and anguish in your heart. Suffer in silence for souls. I love so deeply and am so gravelly offended!

I am Jesus, My dear, little child. I am alive and in this world. I live in the hearts of men, I live in the consecrated Host, I am forgotten and ignored and treated with such dishonor.

Speak for Me, I beg you to spread this love throughout this earth. I am sending you as missionaries into this world.

On this Ascension Thursday, I have given you great sufferings and great joy. I have allowed you to experience the highest ecstasies in My love and plunge you into deep pain in your heart for those who reject Me.

You, I send as missionaries to carry out the work I have begun. Be fearless and pray to the Spirit. This day I am giving you abundant graces to speak, and through this speaking, others are sent into this world as My apostles.

It is through the Shepherds of Christ Movement My love will be spread. Circulate My messages and rosary meditations. The love of the two Hearts will be known throughout this world through these messages and rosary meditations.

You will be fearless, everyone I send to you is a messenger to carry out My love. Circulate these letters with FIRE for I am delivering them to you in FIRE.

I am Jesus Christ, the Living God. I am allowing you to experience My life, alive in you and giving you these emotions to spread My love.

On this Ascension Thursday, I beg you to carry out the message to this world. Live My life in your life, every moment My life living within you.

I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life. I have commissioned you to go out and to carry this message - the message of My immense love for ALL mankind, including My burning love for My priests and religious. Souls will turn their hearts to Me from these letters. This is the mighty medicine to turn a sick, cold world to hearts filled with the love of God.

Prayer, My beloved ones, is the lifting up of your minds and hearts to God. When you intercede to Me through My Mother's heart, I will pour out My greatest mercy.

I will not refuse hearts begging for grace for their loved ones. Pray from your whole being. Let My life live in you.

You can pray and ask God to send help. You do not know the power of a heartfelt prayer. I listen to your prayers. The Father and Holy Spirit are listening to your prayers. The more you unite with God, the greater you intercessory prayer. I am Jesus. I am alive this day. I ask you to spread My messages to the world. I am crying out in your heart on this Ascension Thursday. I ascended into heaven and I have left behind you to carry out what I began. I am with you. I am alive this day. I will unite

with you and the earth will know the power of the Almighty God. I am Jesus Christ, Chief Shepherd of the flock. Lead My little ones home - home to the burning members of My Most Sacred Heart, through My Mother's heart.

R: I cried so hard, I have never been so immersed in heartache. I heard Him shout, "I Am Alive, I Am Alive." I cried so hard, I could hardly write.

I know Him. He is alive in my being. My soul is filled with His love. I live the life of Jesus and Mary in my life. I love His life, her life - their presence forever with me. From this great gift, these rosary meditations, His life has become one with mine. I feel His life in the Mass. I hear Mary under the cross. I hear the cries for the souls going to hell for their willfulness and sins. I hear the laments of Jesus in the tabernacle - how He longs and thirsts for souls and is neglected and ignored. I hear Him tell of the sacrileges committed against the Holy Eucharist.

I heard Him this day. I felt His presence and the presence of the Almighty God as He cries out, "I am alive, I am alive, I am alive."

He is alive. We have the Mass. He gives us Himself in the Eucharist. Mary is appearing, we are given this rosary. We are sent as soldiers by Him in the Shepherds of Christ. We are thirsting for union with Him, sent by Him, apostles to go out to this world and spread His love, one with the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus, one with the Trinity. He will light this earth with hearts on fire for love of Him.

I come to you with greatest love, I am your loving Savior, I am your God, I died for you, I come to you this day.

The earth shakes and the Son of Man appears. He lives in the hearts of all. I want hearts on FIRE for love of Me. I want vibrancy and love from My beloved ones. Hold not back My love from this world.

I adore you, Oh Lord, I praise you, I worship you, I bless Him with

my whole soul. My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord and holy, holy is His name! Jesus wants souls that are holy, on fire with the love of Jesus. Make novenas to the Holy Spirit to have hearts on FIRE with the love of God. Sound the trumpet, sound the gong - Jesus LIVES - He lives this day! Alleluia.

Sunday is a special day to praise Him, to love Him, to pray to Him - His day to be honored and worshipped in a special way. Pray from a pure and holy heart, a heart that sings for love of the Lord. Pray from your whole being.

Mary's Message from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Sorrowful Mother

Mary speaks: I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.

Song: O Lady of Light, shining so bright, be with us this day, guiding our way, O Lady, O Lady of Light.

Mary speaks: I appear to you as Our Mother of Sorrows.

(End of Mary's Message)


I                                    give my heart to
You Jesus and Mary on this day
February 14, 2000.
I promise to help spread the devotion to
the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.


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