Mary has requested that the daily message be given each day to the world. It is read nightly at the prayer service from her Image Building in Clearwater, Florida, U.S.A. This is according to her request. All attempts will be made to publish this daily message to the world at 11 p.m. Eastern time, U.S.A.

We acknowledge that the final authority regarding these messages
rests with the Holy See of Rome.

I appear my children on this former bank building in Florida, Our Lady Clothed with the Sun.

May 19, 2006

May 20th Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is Day 5 Period II.

The Novena Rosary Mysteries  
for May 20th are Luminous.




Jesus wants Blue Books 4 and 5

on sale for $5.00 each plus postage

so you can circulate them to other people.


DVDs and Videos are on sale too for $5.00

so you will circulate and show them to others.


Call Glaci for image wallets to circulate.




 Shepherds of Christ Ministries
P. O. Box 193
Morrow, Ohio 45152

We accept credit card.



May 19, 2006


ERA of 2 Hearts of LOVE

ERA of Love



May 19, 12006 message continues

Messenger:     Feed the hungry souls starving
                            to death.

                        How deep can we go to be ever
                            more united to God —
                            inexhaustible depth into

                        But likewise how bad can the evil
                            get — how deep is the darkness.

                        An old man was blind and had a little
                            black dog that went with him everywhere —
                            his wife had died and he was pretty much

                        He could think and pray because he
                            was blind — he keenly could see
                            ever more deeply into the Divine
                            Mystery —

                        Soon his hearing went out as well and
                            he found himself so deep
                            in his relationship with God.

                        Our senses can help us know the
                            world and people that surround

                        But inside is this special place where
                            I have my interior life — it can
                            be very private, but in the beginning
                            God told me to share myself —
                            my interior life with every one and
                            He would give me deeper insights
                            in my soul -- Help me to express
                            my loving relationship with Him to help

                        I really became aware of this interior
                            life very deeply at five when my
                            mom died. Everyone told me she
                            went to heaven and so I knew
                            about the life hereafter with
                            my mom. Mom died in her body,
                            people would say
                            "Rita but she went to heaven."
                            When mom was dying of cancer, I had
                            heard a lot about heaven and we
                            prayed — my mom went to daily
                            Mass and her prayer book was
                            yellow and worn from all the praying
                            she did. She was a third order
                            Franciscan so she was buried with
                            some brown Franciscan robe and
                            I think it had Jesus' Heart on it.
                            It was June 19, a Thursday night
                            or Friday morning, I think, it
                            could have been the Feast of
                            the Sacred Heart.

                        My dad went into a nervous breakdown                     
                            after that — I was the youngest of 5
                            children, 5 years old, my oldest
                            brother became a priest and still is —
                            he was 9 years older than me and
                            my sister a sister for 26 years —
                            on the 26th year she committed
                            suicide — she went through all the
                            changes in the convent and they sent
                            her to what was called a house of
                            affirmation, which closed after
                            that and there was treatment she went
                            through at the hospital for depression — there were
                            problems in the convents with nuns
                            from full habits and convents crowded
                            when she went in >> to nuns wearing
                            red dresses, lipstick and having jobs.

                            But I write this here for 2 reasons
                        1) God wants holy religious women giving
                            their lives praying for the priests,
                            the Church and the world and serving
                            like a mother praying for these
                            children of the Church.

                        2) I never planned any of this Movement —
                            My sister died and I loved her — She committed
                            suicide on her 26th anniversary of
                            being a sister — Mary's
                            celebrated birthday September 8th.                           

                        When I was 48 years old — I began working
                            with Fr. Carter and he celebrated the Mass
                            of the Sacred Heart on a First Friday
                            for my birthday.

                            Mary was appearing to me daily — what a
                        gift — my mom died when I was 5 and
                        then Mary appeared when I was 48 the
                        age my mom was when cancer took her
                        away from us.

                            But in the suffering — there is the joy.
                        There is the joy of knowing deeply about
                        heaven at age 5 and my mom was
                        probably there — I was told it and it
                        was great — a connection with heaven then
                        so young. My heart ached because my
                        mom was dead, but she wasn't dead
                        she was in a great place and getting lots
                        of love and God took her home and that
                        was our real home. A profound lesson to
                        know at age 5 — know about heaven so deeply.

                            Then the First Communion, by then I had
                        a wonderful step-mom, but my dad was
                        still so shaken from my mom's death — he didn't
                        go to my first communion — so when everybody
                        had their natural parents, I had neither so
                        I got real close to the Eucharist — I knew
                        Jesus was coming to me — I looked around —
                        saw all the "kids" with their moms and dads and
                        once again went inside to touch heaven and
                        be with Jesus and I did —

                            I feel so deeply the presence of God in
                        the Eucharist — it is, as I cry, the light
                        in the interior walls of my heart — the
                        place where I went to — to know happiness,
                        warmth of the Divine God coming to me.
                        I went to the Eucharist daily most of my
                        life and I know God outpours His grace
                        to give us deeper insights into the Divine

                            As Fr. Carter talked about dwelling in the
                        Hearts of Jesus and Mary and I didn't quite
                        understand that — my heart is full with
                        this knowledge of God in my interior life —
                        A reality of knowing God: Father, Son and
                        Holy Spirit more deeply every moment I live and especially
                        through these revelations and ecstasies God has
                        given to me and asked me to share in the writing.
                        Fr. Carter would call dwelling in Their Hearts
                        a little heaven on earth and he said - many
                        times - if I didn't have this
                        transforming union it would be hard
                        handling the problems and things
                        early-on in the setting up of the Movement.

                            Dwelling in Their Hearts is going to the
                        red room for me — seeing the pot bellied
                        stove on Blue Book II — the vision of December 17, 1991 —
                        the Heart of Jesus and the message — I didn't
                        know what these revelations would do to
                        draw men to His Heart and then
                            watching it unfold —
                            The Blue Books — the Mighty Medicine
                            for the hungry world — leading souls
                            to the depth of the burning Heart
                            of Jesus - on fire for love of souls

                        I did not know after the vision December 17, 1991
                        Our Lady of Clearwater would appear 5 years later December 17, 1996

                        Interior life — dwelling in Their Hearts —
                        Knowing the presence of God as I wrote
                        December 17, 1995 in the Mass Book —
                            one year before Mary appeared
                            in Clearwater


December 17, 1995

Excerpt from the Mass Book


    I long to unite in the deepest union with Him in the Eucharist. I long for the Mass. I long for Thee, oh God. My every moment, I join as I did to You December 15 under the cross, where I felt Your presence. You whisked me away, and I was totally absorbed in that moment of celestial union with You. For that time, I existed only in You, in the deepest union, and I was in this moment existing in You. The earth stopped, and I touched the heavens, all my bodily cares were existent in You. I existed in Your Divinity, my being was in You. There was no desire or wish or wanting, for in that moment, I had all I wanted in You. I was satisfied and wanted nothing but to remain in that embrace. You were the Being, and my being existed in You, but I was only as I was in You - merged in You, knowing and being in Your Divinity and being so full as to feel complete in myself.

    You are so enormous, and You surrounded me in a burning embrace, the presence of red fire. I was not little, or "nothing", but existed in this enormous power and being so complete!

    I touched eternity, and in that embrace, I knew all the waiting was worth the glory. You enveloped my being, and I was truly merged in the Divine Presence. I was merged in Your being. I existed IN You, with You, in the highest union with You, although I knew I was still distinct from You.

    I was fused and absorbed in You, feeling complete and satisfied. To describe this union is far beyond any work of my pen and paper. I pray for the reader of this page to receive the grace to share this experience with Him, I will now live for this union-to be forever merged In Him, to be One in Him, to reach higher perfection as I exist in Him, for He takes the lowly and gives to them a sharing in Himself. He merges with us and we exist in Him. The word "in" - I could write pages about. I long for the deepest union with Him, where I am swept up in the heavenly embrace of the Divine God, and I am IN Him.

    This is heaven on earth: to be merged as one with Divinity, although remaining distinct from God, to take our feeble hearts, our lowly status and to unite ourselves with the Divine, Almighty, powerful God and in this union to be meshed with Him, that His power dominates and our humanity reaches its heights of fulfillment in this union, in this oneness with Him.

    The word I have looked for is "oneness." I understand some of the meaning of the words "One in Him." Oneness is the word to describe this union of our humanity with His Divinity. The depth to which we could meditate on oneness with God is incomprehensible. In that moment, the earth stood still, and He, my Divine Lover, the Bridegroom of my soul, took me to Himself, and I knew the embrace of the Divine God.

    Nothing on the face of this earth can describe our union with Divinity. Oh, good God, that creatures are so ungrateful regarding Your divine love. I am so sorry. Let me help make reparation to Your adorable Heart. Please unite with me now that I may more deeply love Thee.

    Oh, Divine Lover of my soul, let me help make reparation to Your adorable Heart for the neglect and indifference against You.

Song from Jesus: I come to you with greatest love. I am your loving Savior. I am your God. I died for you. I come to you this day.

    He allowed me to experience such pain in my heart - wanting Him so badly, so many times-and then on Dec. 15, 1995 - He gave Himself to me in the deepest union.

    Nothing satisfies the soul but Him. He wants the nuns and priests to love Him. He chose them to spread His love.

    Souls are hungry. They will only be fed with His burning love. Priests need to talk about Jesus' love for us from the pulpit. Priests need hearts burning for love of Jesus. This will feed the hungry souls - lip service love doesn't do it.

    He is alive today. He is a Person. He wants us to love Him.

end of December 17, 1995 Mass Book entry


May 19, 12006 message continues

Messenger:        And I cried to know the reality of more
                            and more life IN Him and be
                            saturated more and more with His
                            grace — His life.

                        Oh mysteries of mysteries to contemplate
                            Christ's life alive in us. The
                            lights shining out of us as God
                            dwells in the graced soul:
                            Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

                        I know the oneness of God, I experienced
                            it so deeply December 15, 1995 and I know the
                            Father, Son and Holy Spirit as Persons of the
                            Trinity —

                            This Movement and the gifts God gives
                                us in the sacraments, the Church,
                                the priest has come alive as
                                He reveals Himself to me and insight
                                into His mysteries deep in my soul!

                        The joy of the interior life
                        The joy of life in Him here below

                        A mom dead at 5 — the opening of the door
                            of His Heart full of fire for love
                            of men —

                            Heights of knowing Him —
                            Loving Him
                            Having life in Him

                        Fr. Carter would say
                            if we could only see our own graced
                            soul — we could hardly take it.



May 19, 12006 message continues

Messenger:       Study every word and sing it to
                            Him — this is what He wanted —
                            He said —

Jesus speaks:    Tell them I want them to sing
                            this song to Me —
                            I will give it to you so they
                            will sing this love song to Me.

Messenger:       On Ascension Thursday
                            May 25, 1995 I had this vision.
                            Here is what He said.


May 25, 1995
(Apostles Manual pg. 418 - 421)

I Am Alive!

Messenger:  Prayer is a lifting up of our minds and hearts to God. Who am I that I can change any event that is occurring in the lives of another, that I can affect the outcome of any event? I am a child of my Father. My Father is the Almighty God. How I love my dear Father. He is God and He has created me in His own image and likeness. My beloved, dear Father, how I love You that You give me such gifts - that You allow me to share in Your life!

You are the Father of Jesus and You are My Father. Thank You, My Father, for all Your gifts and for Your life. Who am I that I can affect the life of any person?

I am a child of God. I call on my dear Father and He loves me so, He listens to me. I lift my heart to You, my dear beloved Father and You listen to little me and You care for me so much. I call upon God and the Almighty God cares for me with such love that He listens.

Jesus speaks: Such truths have been given to you from My Father because of His great love for you. You are far more precious than the finest pearls, My beloved child. The Father so loved you He gave His Son so that you would have life. He gave His Son as a sacrifice for you. The Father gives to you His life through Jesus, His Son. You partake in His divine life.

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. My life I give to you, I live in your being, My beloved, I impart to you My divine life.

How many turn their backs on the great gift of this life given from the Father. To know this life and to know all those who have rejected this great gift!

I am the Almighty God, My power is endless. The power and might you felt within yourself is only a small sampling of My immense power.

I am God and I am allowing you to experience what you are experiencing to spread My love to others. Your immense understanding into these mysteries will help you speak and write them for others.

I have chosen you as an instrument to touch many hearts and bring them to My divine love. Great gifts and understandings into these mysteries I am giving to you. You will lead many priests to the love of God.

I am alive. I am God. I long to be loved by man and many have turned their backs on Me and forgotten Me. You must tell them all I am allowing you to experience, these sufferings and understandings into My deep love.

This is the beginning of many days when I will allow you to experience the rejection I felt from those I loved. Your heart is in immense pain for the souls who reject Me despite My love for them.

I beg you to speak and write. Make reparation for souls that have forgotten My love. Spread the love of My Sacred Heart and My Mother's heart, throughout the world.

I love, I love, I love My beloved souls. I beg you to tell them. I beg Fr. Carter to tell every soul on this earth of My love. You will continue to suffer such pain and anguish in your heart. Suffer in silence for souls. I love so deeply and am so gravely offended!

I am Jesus, My dear, little child. I am alive and in this world. I live in the hearts of men, I live in the consecrated Host, I am forgotten and ignored and treated with such dishonor.

Speak for Me, I beg you to spread this love throughout this earth. I am sending you as missionaries into this world.

On this Ascension Thursday, I have given you great sufferings and great joy. I have allowed you to experience the highest ecstasies in My love and plunge you into deep pain in your heart for those who reject Me.

You, I send as missionaries to carry out the work I have begun. Be fearless and pray to the Spirit. This day I am giving you abundant graces to speak, and through this speaking, others are sent into this world as My apostles.

It is through the Shepherds of Christ Movement My love will be spread. Circulate My messages and rosary meditations. The love of the two Hearts will be known throughout this world through these messages and rosary meditations.

You will be fearless, everyone I send to you is a messenger to carry out My love. Circulate these letters with FIRE for I am delivering them to you in FIRE.

I am Jesus Christ, the Living God. I am allowing you to experience My life, alive in you and giving you these emotions to spread My love.

On this Ascension Thursday, I beg you to carry out the message to this world. Live My life in your life, every moment My life living within you.

I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life. I have commissioned you to go out and to carry this message - the message of My immense love for ALL mankind, including My burning love for My priests and religious. Souls will turn their hearts to Me from these letters. This is the mighty medicine to turn a sick, cold world to hearts filled with the love of God.

Prayer, My beloved ones, is the lifting up of your minds and hearts to God. When you intercede to Me through My Mother's heart, I will pour out My greatest mercy.

I will not refuse hearts begging for grace for their loved ones. Pray from your whole being. Let My life live in you.

You can pray and ask God to send help. You do not know the power of a heartfelt prayer. I listen to your prayers. The Father and Holy Spirit are listening to your prayers. The more you unite with God, the greater you intercessory prayer. I am Jesus. I am alive this day. I ask you to spread My messages to the world. I am crying out in your heart on this Ascension Thursday. I ascended into heaven and I have left behind you to carry out what I began. I am with you. I am alive this day. I will unite with you and the earth will know the power of the Almighty God. I am Jesus Christ, Chief Shepherd of the flock. Lead My little ones home - home to the burning embers of My Most Sacred Heart, through My Mother's heart.

Messenger: I cried so hard, I have never been so immersed in heartache. I heard Him shout, "I Am Alive, I Am Alive." I cried so hard, I could hardly write.

I know Him. He is alive in my being. My soul is filled with His love. I live the life of Jesus and Mary in my life. I love His life, her life - their presence forever with me. From this great gift, these rosary meditations, His life has become one with mine. I feel His life in the Mass. I hear Mary under the cross. I hear the cries for the souls going to hell for their willfulness and sins. I hear the laments of Jesus in the tabernacle - how He longs and thirsts for souls and is neglected and ignored. I hear Him tell of the sacrileges committed against the Holy Eucharist.

I heard Him this day. I felt His presence and the presence of the Almighty God as He cries out, "I am alive, I am alive, I am alive."

He is alive. We have the Mass. He gives us Himself in the Eucharist. Mary is appearing, we are given this rosary. We are sent as soldiers by Him in the Shepherds of Christ. We are thirsting for union with Him, sent by Him, apostles to go out to this world and spread His love, one with the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus, one with the Trinity. He will light this earth with hearts on fire for love of Him.

Jesus speaks: I come to you with greatest love, I am your loving Savior, I am your God, I died for you, I come to you this day.

The earth shakes and the Son of Man appears. He lives in the hearts of all. I want hearts on FIRE for love of Me. I want vibrancy and love from My beloved ones. Hold not back My love from this world.

Messenger: I adore you, Oh Lord, I praise you, I worship you, I bless Him with my whole soul. My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord and holy, holy is His name! Jesus wants souls that are holy, on fire with the love of Jesus. Make novenas to the Holy Spirit to have hearts on FIRE with the love of God. Sound the trumpet, sound the gong - Jesus LIVES - He lives this day! Alleluia.

Sunday is a special day to praise Him, to love Him, to pray to Him - His day to be honored and worshipped in a special way. Pray from a pure and holy heart, a heart that sings for love of the Lord. Pray from your whole being.

end of May 25, 1995 message


May 19, 12006 message continues

Jesus speaks:    Go inside Jesus says and I will
                            tell you the secrets of
                            My Heart.

                        My Heart is burning with fire
                            for My precious souls.

Messenger:           Our bodies die and decay — they
                        go to the earth and what goes
                        with us, the things we do not touch, the
                        love of our heart, the immortal

                            Dwelling in the pure and holy Hearts
                        of Jesus and Mary —

                            The reality of the life hereafter
                        so deeply wedged in my soul —


                        LIFE TO THE FULL

                                IN Heaven

                        Let the reality of this gift - seep in us.

                        How to describe it — I do not know
                            with His grace I try —
                            with His grace they were refreshed
                            at the table of the Lord and
                            He entered them with such

                        Love is forever —

                        Love in Him never dies

                        This is a labor of love

                    To spread the Good News

                    To Feed the hungry sheep with
                        the knowledge of the Eucharist and
                        His word and the love of God.

                    Leading the Flock to this great
                        era of love

                    AND I say yes to the
                        top of the mountain

                    Yes to joy
                    Yes to love
                    Yes to God

                        for He fills my soul

                        This is the timely message

                        man's salvation
                        Jesus died a brutal death

                        Our gaze is on Him
                        Our gaze is on the Mystery of Christ

                        The hidden mystery


Excerpt from Response to God's Love, 
by Father Edward Carter, S.J.

The Mystery of Christ and Christian Existence

    ...In reference to Christianity, God himself is the ultimate mystery. Radically, God is completely other and transcendent, hidden from man in his inner life, unless he chooses to reveal himself. Let us briefly look at this inner life of God.

    The Father, in a perfect act of self-expression, in a perfect act of knowing, generates his son. The Son, the Word, is, then, the immanent expression of God's fullness, the reflection of the Father. Likewise, from all eternity, the Father and the Son bring forth the Holy Spirit in a perfect act of loving.

    At the destined moment in human history, God's self-expression, the Word, immersed himself into man's world. God's inner self-expression now had also become God's outer self-expression. Consequently, the mystery of God becomes the mystery of Christ. In Christ, God tells us about himself, about his inner life, about his plan of creation and redemption. He tells us how Father, Son, and Holy Spirit desire to dwell within us in the most intimate fashion, how they wish to share with us their own life through grace. All this he has accomplished and does accomplish through Christ. St. Paul tells us: "I became a minister of this Church through the commission God gave me to preach among you his word in its fullness, that mystery hidden from ages and generations past but now revealed to his holy ones. God has willed to make known to them the glory beyond price which this mystery brings to the Gentiles—the mystery of Christ in you, your hope of glory. This is the Christ we proclaim while we admonish all men and teach them in the full measure of wisdom, hoping to make every man complete in Christ" (Col 1:25-28).


May 19, 12006 message continues

Messenger:       What goes on with us — like my
                            mom when she died —
                            She loved the Eucharist —
                            I never knew her
                            Mom died
                            Mary appeared to me at 48


                        I sought my love in God and

                        No love here below could ever
                            quench the hungry thirst
                            of my soul, but Jesus

                        All of you

                            Tell God we are sorry about
                                the Di Vinici Code and tell
                                Him you want to do His
                                work here with me —

                        I remember a great writer had a story —
                            a woman wanted a red dress and
                                the husband never gave it
                                to her —
                                when she died he buried her
                                in it —
                            why didn't he give it to
                                her when she was alive and
                                could wear it here and enjoy it?


                        What good does it do us to serve God
                            and not be loving!!


                        What good does it do us to do
                            1,000,000 good things and
                            not do what God wants
                            us to do.

                        Is our will more important
                            to us, than God's and we
                            block His plan that
                            can help billions of souls
                            because we just don't want to give
                            Him what He wants —

                        God is the hungry hound of heaven —
                            He seeks us like the
                                ardent lover —

                            He sits by our bed like
                                he says in the Blue Book —

                            We move away from Him many
                                times and then blame
                                Him when we are

                        Let's do what Mary and Jesus want

                            Give our hearts to Jesus and
                                Mary in love and

                            Pray for grace to always
                                do God's will!!



On the Interior Life

Excerpt from September 4, 2000

Messenger:  ... That is how it is regarding the knowledge He plants in me. It's more than words.

It is a cognitive reality that exists in my every cell. It is a knowledge of God implanted in my being.

I know the glory of heaven as He has implanted this knowledge of Himself deep in my soul, and my heart cries to tell the earth.

We are so caught up in this world, our very bodies hold us back from existing in that transcendent self that wants to exist in Him completely and fully. At times my whole being is so elated at Mass and in ecstasy that I think I cannot take the experience within me. Grandeur, ecstatic heights of glory, what are the words to express the top of the mountain of God's embrace? There are none. There is not color to describe mystical lights. The picture of Mary, July 5, 2000, is only a picture, the beauty cannot be captured with lights and colors man produces. The top of the mountain is that of God's celestial gifts. There is an awe that only comes when one is at the top of the mountain and looks down on the earth below. Even gazing upward, although quite beautiful, is not like the view looking down the mountain from the summit of the place to what is here below.

Ups and downs, nights and mornings, green fir trees and burned up twigs, little tender skinned babies and old wrinkled men...

I learned about the interior life when my mother died. I knew the veil of death. I knew when something so dear to me was taken away that I had to reach for something else beyond. I knew in my heart that my beautiful mom existed. I knew she was living with God, she told me about Him in her love and holiness. Yes, at five I learned about the curtain of death and the life hereafter. I could have gotten in the casket of the dimly lit funeral home and been with her body, but I knew she wasn't in the casket anymore, only her body, clothed in a brown Franciscan garb of the 3rd order of St. Francis. When they let me touch her body and told me to kiss it, it was cold, dead in that casket, and I ran around the funeral parlor and played games, but inside I was facing a mighty jolt and no one was talking to me about how I felt. I felt alone and scared and I smelled the roses so strong that for a good part of my life I didn't like the smell because it reminded me of the funeral parlor and my mom.

But now I know that the roses meant Our Lady was there with me and it was Our Lady telling me that although my heart ached and I wanted love, someday, Jesus would reveal Himself to me and she would appear when I was 48, the same age my mother was when she died. It took a life of searching for love, I felt a sword in my heart at that early age of five. In reality, I found that God gave me a great gift in my mom's death, helping me understand about that curtain of death between this world and the next. And when Jesus spoke to me in 1991 and showed me His Heart, December 17, 1991.

Messenger: I didn't know how truly important that date was for the world, or that Mary would appear on the building for all her children to see. Five years after I saw Jesus' Heart on fire Mary appeared on the building that same day of the same month, December 17, 1996. And I did not know the first message Jesus gave me would be published December 17, 1993, with the title, "Children Need Time and Attention".

Well, I want you to look at the picture again of the graveyard, because I was directed to take it on Friday, September 1, 2000, First Friday - along with the church next to it.


Sept. 1, 2000 - FIRST FRIDAY

Messenger: Jesus' Movement helps to turn churches into little cities of light. All around us might look merry and happy, and yet the blood of the lonely souls soon runs dry, and they go through that curtain of death.

It is up to you and me to see the graveyard and the church and see our mission. It is one of helping to renew the Church and the world. It is one of praying for our priests, of loving souls so deep in our hearts that at every moment we lay down our lives for them in the Morning Offering.

My God sent me a soul to help me on this journey when I was 48 and to be a theological consultant. The gifts God has given to us all from one so quiet who dedicated His life to God as a holy priest I cannot even express. God has given us a body of people working with me to bring you these messages and pray for you all through the day, and if my name is out there because it is Ring and that is what Jesus wants so you will associate these writings with a spousal union with Him, it is not I alone that has brought this revelation to you. It is a body of people who have laid down their lives as apostles of the Sacred Heart and have given their money and have believed in these revelations and loved God and you so much that they have contributed themselves so fully to this work. We are a body of messengers delivering with one voice His message. Our president is quiet, and walks with me, giving his all for this work. So I wear a white dress and Father wears a Roman collar. John, our President, is one with us in leading the apostles to do this work and pray. He works hard to get the priestly newsletters, and prayer chapters and the rosary, etc., to the world.

Long hours are spent and lots of sacrifices are given by all the apostles of the Sacred Heart. They have been formed and trained by Jesus. They have loved Jesus and Mary these past 6 years in a special way. We operate as a body of people to bring this message to you, and I thank God for Himself and you and them and all His gifts given to us.

Study the picture of the cemetery. We are here to bring honor and glory to God. Our life here below passes so quickly. We can't take our possessions with us. Our children grow and have babies, our houses grow old, our most treasured loved ones die, and we stay rooted in Him, for He is God, constant and always with us.

Mary, our Mother, Queen of the Roses, help us get this message to the world.


Messenger:  I did not know when they opened up Fr. Carter 18 days later that they would find out he was filled with cancer and had less than 3 months to live.

Excerpt from September 4, 2000



On the Interior Life

Excerpt from March 20, 2001

Messenger: It is the gifts that are given in the Mass that
                I must boast.

                     Oh my God in that moment, I was so connected
                to heaven and earth. I empty myself more
                and more because of my desire that grace
                is released on the world.

                    So much goes on in that moment of 
                consecration. It is as if the lights are dimmed
                and light surrounds the priest in those 
                precious moments.


March 20, 2001 message continues

Messenger:     My heart is so one with all heaven and

                     I am so one in that sacrifice being offered.
                Jesus is the Chief Priest and Victim. I see
                Him offer the Mass.

                     The lights were dim and my focus was in
                that moment of consecration. The lights surrounded
                the priest and I was so connected to the
                miracle that transpired there.

                     I want to empty myself so completely. I want
                the Father to look down and see this great sacrifice.
                The Father sees his Son, a most pleasing sacrifice. 
                I unite so deeply to Jesus and offer myself 
                in such oneness with Jesus to the Father.

                     I just am in that moment. I know so
                much in the moments of consecration. I know
                so much of the above and the below here
                on earth.

                     Oh how to write to you for you fault me, but
                with much prayer I try to express my experience
                to you.

                     From all the experiences I have had, I have been
                given knowledge of those moments of consecration
                in the Mass. My knowledge reaches a greater fullness
                all the time as he allows me to experience deeper
                insights into this great mystery of God's gift of 
                love to us in the Mass.

                     In a split second I know so much of what
                is transpiring in heaven and on earth. For me
                I could write forever about the experience I have
                with the souls in heaven above and my relationship
                with the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit and Mary
                and all angels and saints, the souls in purgatory,
                the members of the Body of Christ and the souls of the earth.

                     I write so feebly of an experience that may come
                quicker than the batting of the eye and yet words
                cannot express it, nor volumes of pages ever exhaust
                what I know in that split second.

                     Oh the joys of the mystical life, for it is God that
                imparts knowledge to me and not the pages of books
                and books written about the intellectual perceptions on
                the Mass.

                     In a flash I see it and my depth of being so one
                with God I cannot ever describe, but my participation
                in it is so important in helping to bring down
                great grace for the souls of the earth.

                     I can experience a depth of union, I cannot
                describe with God the Father, Jesus as Son, Priest
                and Victim, the Holy Spirit and Mary and a greater 
                depth I know with the angels and saints since 
                 Father Carter's death.

                     I long for the Mass. I long for the Consecration.
                I am so one with all parts of the Mass. The depth
                I can experience in the Liturgy of the Word is that
                one word of His Word can send me into an ecstatic
                experience being so one in Him having been given
                a special grace in which I exist so deeply in

                     But the Mass leads up to the Consecration and
                the Communion with Him.

                     Jesus has been teaching me over these years about
                the Mass — 

Through Him, With Him, In Him


March 20, 2001 message continues

Messenger: — In so many different parts of the Mass, He has taught me.
                There are bits and pieces in the writings on the experiences I have had.
                Deep insights into knowing what it is to exist in Him. The
                word IN is so important to me. 

                From the Mass Book  December 17, 1995 ( one year before Mary appeared) I quote:     

                The word "in" - I could write pages about. I long for the deepest union with Him,
                where I am swept up in the heavenly embrace of the Divine God, and I am IN Him.   

                End of excerpt from the Mass Book

Messenger: I went through experiences in many different parts of the Mass:
                The drop of water into the wine at the offertory, The power in the
                words of the Holy, Holy, I love the words of the Mass, I delve so
                deeply into every word. I love the Mass. 
                I love the words of the offertory. Father Carter did
                not want a song then so we could hear the 
                words because they are so beautiful.

                     I love My God so deeply in the Mass. I give Myself to
                Him and He gives Himself to me. I give myself as
                a sacrifice to God. I unite in this Holy Sacrifice 
                with the Divine God. I offer myself with
                Jesus to the Father in the Holy Spirit.

                     I want so much to put it all on paper. To take the
                movie out of my head of the events, to put forth the
                expression of my whole being of what transpires there
                at Mass as I give myself to God. I want to write about
                how deeply I unite to all of heaven and earth and I 
                want to write it for you for He has called me today to do

                     I am so connected to the souls of the earth and so 
                connected to heaven. I am so aware of the souls in
                purgatory. I am as I exist in the depth of the Heart
                of Jesus in the Mass.

                     I sing a hymn of joy for it all. And you ask me
                to structure it to write as men of old may write a
                documentary on the Mass and I write as a soul that
                goes into such depth of existing in my Love,
                my God, in the Mass, I am one with God at Mass
                and the souls of the earth and all of heaven.

                     I see the heavens above me and the earth here
                below and the connection, the depth of union,
                the knowing of what transpires is in my heart
                as I exist so deeply in Him.

                     I write as a mystic, not a theologian, for me the
                most beautiful drama unfolds in the Mass, it
                is the song of my heart, the song I play for
                my Divine God and the heavens, all the angels and
                saints, and the souls of the earth I love so much.
                I play the song in my heart as I give myself so completely
                in the Mass to God and to the souls I love.

                     I empty myself for the honor and glory of God: for my sake,
                for my brothers I love so much on this earth.
                To love them so deeply as I do in the Mass
                gives honor and glory to God and yet for me to describe it
                is so hard for all this happens within me in a beautiful
                symphony from experiencing the ecstasies that He has
                given to me. They are implanted in my soul, they are deep
                deep knowledge of the mystical insights into the 
                hidden mysteries.

                     Instead of chasing me around and making it so hard to 
                publish what I know, I wish that you would help me
                express this great gift God has given to us all in the

                     Oh my God, the gift of the Mass.
                     Oh my God, the gift of Yourself - given to me.

                 I saw the lights dim and I saw the priest surrounded
                    in a cloud of light and the earth seemed to
                    stop in that moment of consecration. He said the
                    words and I watched him, the Divine God is
                    here with us through the hands of a consecrated

                And I cry to you my priests to wear your priesthood so
                    proudly for God has lavishly outpoured His
                    love to the earth through your hands and the
                    gift of priesthood is so sacred to us the

                Oh I do cry. My family watches the News and I see the
                    money a man would spend so he could
                    vacation on the moon and the time for so many,
                    wasted, helping him.

                    Oh my God, the gifts you can experience in
                one Mass is even greater than a vacation to
                the moon.

                    And why won't you help us to get prayer manuals
                in the hands of priests to pray for the priests, the 
                Church and the world?


end of March 20, 2001 message





Prayer for Union with Jesus

    Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994



    Pray for urgent intentions.





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