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May 28, 2005
May 29th Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is Day 9 Period I. |
The Novena Rosary Mysteries
for May 29th are Joyful. |
11th Day
From May 18, 2005 message
Prayer for these 17 days —
Dear God help me to be other focused —
Help me to be a source of joy.
Help me to thank You for the gifts
You have given me.
Help me not to block the work
you have called us to do by
focusing on myself —
When pilgrims come, help me
to have grace to spread
the message You have
called me to spread.
Dear God help me to be holy — to see
I am a little link in the big
chain, a single link to help
lead the world into oneness
and love. When I focus on
myself and do not do the work
of being a light and I am
to talk to pilgrims I can
miss an opportunity to spread
your love, through the materials,
prayers, letters of love, consecration,
morning offering You have asked
me to spread.
Dear God thank You for calling me to
be an apostle, (handmaid, servant
etc.) help me to do Your will.
May 28, 2005 message continues
Messenger:
Tomorrow is Feast of the Most Holy
Body and Blood of Christ
May 28, 2005 message continues
Messenger:
We have bodies, we take up space.
I want to talk about the place God took
me to December 15, 1995.
It was a red (light red like a heart)
cavern, it had layers and in the
center was white light surrounded
by a golden yellow light.
Now my ecstasies are associated with this
place, of where I was wrapped
so deeply in the embrace of the
Divine God, where I knew His
presence, that of Father, Son and Holy Spirit
where He fills me with Himself, where I am
so one in the Divine God and I know Mary
with me and I am one with heaven and one with
earth. It is rapture, it is being existent
in Him, it is knowing God and His presence
to a very heightened degree —
I was in the back of Holy Cross-Immaculata
and I had, had a deep experience with the
Infant of Prague, being in tears and knowing
such joy and then it happened, God took
me to the inner layers of His Heart and there
I was wrapped in the presence of God.
I see this now as a place of deepest
union with God, there is color and the light,
but the main thing is the existence of my
being in Him — it is a state of high
ecstasy of knowing God, of dwelling
in Him and it lasted a short while — in these
experiences, time to me feels non existent —
the world around me is not important — if
anyone is around or where I may be — I
exist in Him.
Although He may let me see as the
layers of the Heart and light, it is the existence
of myself in Him that is what is important —
it is a state of being, it is not the physical
things at all.
After communion sometimes I could
hardly walk back to the pew, the physical is
almost numbed, non-existent, when Jesus
gave me the writings in the Mass Book, I was
in such an ecstatic state sometimes I did not want
to write, to move the body, it was, as it felt
non-existent in a sense.
When I wrote this song it was after an experience
at Mass at the Faber house in 1995
Song: His Presence Pervades My Soul
again I can hardly exert the physical, but God
wanted me to write and I wanted the
experience I had to last forever.
God acts on my soul — He is the initiator, I
am the soul wanting His favors —
He is the bridegroom —
I am the bride —
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Messenger:
I am the soul — ready and waiting
A Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb, the Bridegroom of the Soul
Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.
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Messenger:
In the message Jesus gave Fr. Carter July 31, 1994
Jesus promised those who pray the prayers
he would take them deeper into His Heart
and Mary's Heart.
He has done that in the Shepherds of Christ.
I think we are so happy when we are united
because Jesus has taken us deeply into His
Heart and it is there we unite in the
depth of His Heart, where is found
the treasure of all treasures, knowledge
and love, love and more love possessing
our soul from the Divine God.
To be in the Heart of Jesus, is to be in great
peace and love and joy and this is how it
is when we are united on the 5th, 13ths,
at Mass, Margaret's funeral etc.
But satan is a raging lion — to not have this
ecstatic state and feel lack of it at Mass
was a great suffering sometimes. I longed
to be so deeply united to God, taken into that
place where I know so much about Him in
a split second and it is with such an intensity
of existing IN HIM in these experiences, that
the devil could press down to try to get
me to get focused on details, division, things
at the bottom of the mountain before one
of these experiences, so I had to fight
temptations toward negative thoughts and really
pray and beg for grace if God was about to
give me one experience of deep union, an
ecstatic experience with Him.
The beginning of 1996, January — I actually
saw Him transfigured 4 times in Holy Cross-Immaculata
Church. I wrote thus —
Excerpt from December 22, 1998
Messenger: On January 9, 1996, I went to pray. The snow was so bad the street was blocked to Holy Cross-Immaculata. I finally managed to find a place to park and trudged through the snow, panting with joy to be with Our Lord in the tabernacle there. When I arrived all I could do was kneel before the Sacred Heart statue and pour out myself to Him.
Please show a picture of the tabernacle and the Sacred Heart statue.
From my writings of January 9, 1996, I write:
"I was engulfed again in my love of God and cried so hard because I love Him so much. In this intimate act of giving myself totally to Him, my whole act was in emptying myself, wanting only to be lost in Him and united forever to Him in this most blissful moment. I turned myself over and was lost in Him, knowing His presence with me and knowing His deep love. The world stopped and I existed in Him, longing to forever stay there, so this moment would never end."
"I touched you, God and in this embrace I knew your unending love. I saw Your Body as if it was transfigured and glowing in light and I was lost in Thee."
This is how it began. I would see a great reflective light, as if from a mirror, on the eaves of the church in the front of Holy Cross-Immaculata and His Body was changed in the most brilliant light before my eyes. I cannot describe what I saw, nor have I ever seen it except in this vision and two that would follow the next two days. Jesus was transfigured before my eyes.
The date of January 9, 1996, when it first happened, was the same date January 9, 1994, when I genuflected before the crucifix and the altar at St. Gertrude's and the Father spoke; Blue Book II-page 18, January 9, 1994: "This is My beloved Son in whom I am well pleased."
On January 9, 1996, I would see Jesus transfigured before me in the statue.
end of excerpt from December 22, 1998
May 28, 2005 message continues
Messenger:
In 1996 I had many experiences. Mary
continued to appear on the 5ths in Holy Cross-Immaculata
Church before I went to Mass at the Faber house
with Fr. Carter except at the end of 1996 —
Jesus appeared in the back of the Church
December 5, 1996 instead of Mary, on the crucifix
at the point of death.
Excerpt from April 4, 2003
Messenger: I saw Him at the point of death on the cross December 5, 1996, after Mary appeared 500 times.
He hung, all battered, greatly weakened. His mouth moved very clearly. It seems that a man in His condition could not move His mouth to that extent.
Later in the rosary that night, He gave messages and said: "No one was listening."
May 28, 2005 message continues
Messenger:
Then I got this message December 6, 1996.
First Friday - December 6, 1996
Jesus speaks: I am calling you as a family. You will be joined in one heart, acting as My Heart beating in this world. All the apostles in the Shepherds of Christ Movement are joined in one Heart.
Messenger: The core leaders will contact the coordinators. The coordinators will contact the individual apostles. All are apostles with a job directed by Jesus to do. Her peace plan was given at Fatima:
- Until a sufficient number of people have consecrated their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we will not have peace in the world.
- Mary has requested all to pray the daily rosary.
- We must observe the Five First Saturday devotion:
- Communion, confession (within 8 days before or after the Saturday), recital of the rosary, meditating for 15 minutes on the mysteries of the rosary. All this is to be done in spirit of reparation. - We must make reparation to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.
His plan centers around this.
We have heads functioning in the individual ministries. Everything we do leads to consecration of hearts. As the apostles press on the three institutions, the Church, family, and school to help spread the consecration, the strayed ones will be led home to His Heart.
Mary said at Fatima until a sufficient number of people have consecrated their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we will not have peace in the world.
The present condition of the world
Peace will come when hearts are hearts of love. The scales must shift. It will happen through the consecration. Mary's peace plan: until a sufficient amount of people consecrate their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we will not have peace.
The Father looks to the earth; He sees much darkness.
The Father looks to the earth. There are few hearts fervently in love with God. The hearts of love light up the earth. It is as lights on a Christmas tree. It is sparsely lighted by a few hearts. Therefore, the tree looks dark.
As the Shepherds of Christ Movement spreads (as well as other movements focused on spreading consecration to Their Hearts) the tree is covered with more hearts and the earth becomes more lighted.
The tree is covered with hearts consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. The tree is illuminated.
As the Shepherds of Christ apostles spread the consecration to the Church, the family, and the school, the tree is covered with lights and the earth is covered with the fire of His love.
The Father looks to the earth now. He is displeased with the hearts of men. The Father wants us to love God and love each other. He wants us to live according to His will in love.
Mary appears at Fatima. She tells us that we are offending God. She tells us what we must do. Mary's peace plan:
- Until a sufficient number of people have consecrated their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we will not have peace in the world.
- Mary has requested all to pray the daily rosary.
- We must observe the First Saturday devotion.
- We must make reparation to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.
Mary said there will be an era of peace, no matter what we do, in which the Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph.
Man disobeys, the devil blocks the Fatima message. World War II happens just as Mary said.
Mary appeared to me for 14 months daily. She gives us the same message as Fatima. Jesus and Mary give us God's Blue Book and Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. He writes His message of love on our hearts. His life lives in our hearts. The Scripture and the Mass live in our hearts.
In the Shepherds of Christ Movement, our focus is on the priest.
end of December 6, 1996
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Messenger:
Then I got this message December 7, 1996
on light and Fr. Carter said the scriptures
opened up to him after that.
December 7, 1996 First Saturday -
Revelations on the Light
Isaiah 30: 19-26:
Yes, people of Zion living in Jerusalem,
you will weep no more.
He will be gracious to you when your cry for help rings out;
as soon as he hears it, he will answer you.
When the Lord has given you the bread of suffering
and the water of distress,
he who is your teacher will hide no longer,
and you will see your teacher with your own eyes.
Your ears will hear these words behind you,
'This is the way, keep to it,' whether you turn to right or left.
You will hold unclean the silver platting of your idols
and gold plating of your images.
You will throw them away like the polluted things they are,
shouting after them, 'Good riddance!'
He will send rain for the seed you sow in the ground,
and the bread that the ground provides will be rich and nourishing.
That day, your cattle will graze in wide pastures.
Oxen and donkeys that work the land
will eat for fodder wild sorrel,
spread by the shovel-load and fork-load.
On every lofty mountain, on every high hill
there will be streams and water-courses, on the day of the great slaughter
when the strongholds fall.
Then moonlight will be bright as sunlight
and sunlight itself will be seven times brighter
-like the light of seven days in one-
on the day Yahweh dresses his people's wound
and heals the scars of the blows have received."
Isaiah 40:1-8:
'Console my people, console them,'
says your God.
'Speak to the heart of Jerusalem
and cry to her
that her period of service is ended,
that her guilt has been atoned for,
that, from the hand of Yahweh, she has received
double punishment for all her sins.'
A voice cries, 'Prepare in the desert
a way for Yahweh.
Make a straight highway for our God
across the wastelands.
Let every valley be filled in,
every mountain and hill be leveled,
every cliff become a plateau,
every escarpment a plain;
then the glory of Yahweh will be revealed
and all humanity will see it together,
for the mouth of Yahweh has spoken.'
A voice said, 'Cry aloud!' and I said, 'What shall I cry?'
-'All humanity is grass
and all its beauty like the wild flower's.
The grass withers, the flower fades
when the breath of Yahweh blows on them.
(The grass is surely the people.)
The grass withers, the flower fades,
but the word of our God remains for ever.'
Song: A Voice Cries Out in the Wilderness
Messenger: Adam and Eve are given great gifts and insights into God. They sin, the light of knowing God is dimmed because of their sin. They do not know God as they did before the sin.
Christ comes, He is the Light of the World. He dies, He gives Himself. He shares His life with us through sanctifying grace.
Through Baptism we receive this sharing in His divine life. The more He shares His life, the more we are saturated with His life, the more we know Him. He reveals Himself to us--we see the light.
The Kingdom of God is at hand. It is all here: the Mass, the Eucharist, God giving Himself.
To partake more in His life we must give ourselves to Him.
Mary appears to Bernadette. She tells her she is the "Immaculate Conception." We are sinners, but through Mary, the pure and sinless one, we can unite deeply in Him.
We are in darkness in varying degrees. The more we are saturated with His life, the more we see.
The reign of God is at hand. Since He came to the earth, everything is in place to see the light.
God is giving to us great graces to see the light now. He is lifting the veil.
There will be the era of peace.
Isaiah 30:26:
"Then moonlight will be bright as sunlight
and sunlight itself will be seven times brighter
-like the light of seven days in one-..."
We see the darkness. As at night, we do not see the colorful leaves, they are there, we do not see them.
In the morning light, we see the glory of the beautiful day, the colorful leaves.
As the light steals across the sky, we see more and more. As the sun gradually comes up, we see more clearly the beauty of the leaves.
At first, our vision is not so clear because the light does not show in its deepest intensity. As the sun comes up we see more and more vividly until finally we see clearly the beauty of the colorful leaves.
Isaiah 30:26:
"Then moonlight will be bright as sunlight
and sunlight itself will be seven times brighter
-like the light of seven days in one-..."
In a message to Fr. Carter on July 31, 1994, Jesus has promised us: "I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."
As stated above, the more we are saturated with his life, the more we are one in Him, the more clearly we see. It is in this union, in the depth of His Heart, that we receive such life, that we know Him with great clarity, that we are given this vision of God.
It is not with "eyes" that we see, but the illumination is in the knowing power that He gives to us. He reveals insights into the divine mysteries. We share most intimately with Him when we are one with Him in the Mass and after Communion. These are treasured moments in which He gives us a special sharing to know Him, our Divine Lover.
We see clearly when our hearts are hearts of love. We see vividly when our hearts are filled with love and peace. We were created to love, to love God and love each other.
Adam and Eve sinned. They lost the great gift given to them. The light of knowing God was dimmed because of their sin.
Christ comes into the world. He is the Word. He is the light of the world. He comes to save man from his sin. He comes in the womb of the Virgin Mary. Mary is the pure and sinless one. Jesus comes to pay the price for the sin of Adam and for our sins. We are all tainted by this sin of our first father and mother. Mary is the Immaculate and pure one, the highest human person. Divinity unites with humanity in the womb of Mary. They are one. Jesus is carried within the body of His mother. Such unity from the beginning, for His life is formed within her body. Is it surprising to us, then, if Christ comes within the womb of the Virgin Mary, that we too must go through Mary to unite to Him? Where is the pride in the hearts of men that think they do not have to go through their Mother Mary? If Christ comes in the womb of Mary to pay the price for man's sins, and we are tainted by the sin, in order to unite to the Almighty God who is all holy, we must go through the pure and sinless one.
Adam and Eve sinned. The Father sends His Son into the world to pay the price for man's sins. Jesus is the New Adam; Mary is the New Eve. Man continues to sin, greatly displeasing God. The Father allows Mary to appear to Bernadette at Lourdes as the Immaculate Conception, as having been conceived without original sin. The Father then allows Mary to appear to the children of Fatima as the Immaculate Heart of Mary.
We are sinners, we cannot unite closely to Him unless we go through Mary.
Mary is the pure and sinless one. We can unite deeply to Him. We are in darkness in varying degrees. The more we are saturated with His life, the more we see.
The reign of God is at hand. He came to the earth, He died, He rose on the third day. He gave to the Apostles the power to change bread and wine into His Body and Blood. He gave to them the power to forgive sins. He established His Church pouring forth from His pierced side. We do not see the great gifts that He has given to us. He is giving to us great insights into these gifts. God is giving to us great graces to see the light now. He is lifting the veil.
There will be an era of peace and all will see with such light as Isaiah speaks of in chapter 30, verse 26:
"Then moonlight will be bright as sunlight
and sunlight itself will be seven times brighter
-like the light of seven days in one-..."
Man sinned. Jesus came to redeem us. Man is still so sinful. Mary appears at Fatima. She tells us that we are offending God, that we must make reparation to her heart and the heart of her Son.
She gives us the peace plan for the world. She tells us that the Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and her Immaculate Heart will triumph but we must do what she says. The Church has approved Fatima. The devil has blocked the message. How can we disobey our Mother? How can we ignore her? Mary appeared at Fatima and was ignored. Mary appeared to me almost daily for 14 months--she does not appear as she once did. Jesus has told me that He will handle these messages, that He is in charge, that the plan of the Father will unfold despite any person's willfulness.
In August 1996, Mary spoke in the rosary: she said she could not hold back the hand of her Son any longer. On the 5th of this month, instead of Mary appearing as she had in the past, Jesus appeared alive on the crucifix with His mouth moving for twenty minutes. We are not listening to Mary or to Jesus. Man has sinned. Jesus came to redeem us. Mary tells us what we must do. Men are disobedient. They disobeyed their Mother. They do not do what she told them what they must do at Fatima. When hearts are consecrated to Jesus and Mary they become holy hearts, deeply one with God. The reign of the Sacred Heart is at hand for He has given to us abundant grace that we are seeing with such clarity this vision of God. He has imparted to us understanding into His divine mysteries.
The more we focus on what Jesus and Mary have told us, the more we will have peace. He is angered by the willfulness of man. He will get their attention. We are spreading the good news when we spread the consecration.
We must heed the words of our Mother. She will not go away because of willful men. We have angered God more by ignoring her. There is only one way: it is the plan that Mary has given to us at Fatima. He is lifting the veil for those whose hearts are consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.
Many in the Shepherds of Christ Movement are fervently loving Him. In the Shepherds of Christ Movement, as the apostles spread the consecration to the Church, the family, and the school, the fire of His love will cover the earth and it will be lighted with this love coming from the Sacred Heart of Jesus. The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph.
We, in the Shepherds of Christ Movement, are spreading the fire of His love across the earth through the consecration.
The hearts of men will turn from their sick and desolate ways to hearts gentle as a little lamb. There will be one flock and one Shepherd and His staff will rule over all. Hearts consecrated to Their Hearts will lead the light across the earth. This light will be a light of intense brightness, brighter and hotter than any light from a flame. It will be the fire of God's love. The Spirit will move in all hearts consecrated to His Heart, and we will know how fire truly spreads, for the love of God is a fire, it is vibrant, it is encompassing, it is smoldering, burning deep within and speedily spreading on the outside. No fires on this earth can ever describe the burning embers that burn from the Sacred Heart of Jesus. No fire burns like the fires coming from His Heart and hearts filled with the love from the Sacred Heart of Jesus.
On October 13, 1917 Our Lady gave to Lucia and 70,000 spellbound people, a great vision: the sun spun in the sky, casting off great lights. This happened three times in about 12 minutes. As quoted from Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven:
It seemed that the whole world was on fire with the sun spinning at a greater speed each time. Then a gasp of terror rose from the crowd for the sun seemed to tear itself from the heavens and come crashing down upon the horrified multitudes...just when it seemed that the ball of fire would fall upon and destroy them, the miracle ceased, and the sun resumed its normal place in the sky, shining forth as peacefully as ever.
Mary gave this tremendous sign at Fatima and people did not listen. The events that followed were as she had predicted since we disobeyed her. There was a brutal war, WWII. Mary appeared to me almost daily - very few have listened. She told me over and over again of the souls going to hell. She told me in August she could not hold back the hand of her Son anymore. Adam and Eve sinned. God, the Father, sent His Son. Man continues to sin--the Father sends Mary but she is ignored!
On July 2, 1996, my son, Joseph, was taking pictures of all of the Shepherds of Christ members at Tom Arlinghaus' farm. He took one picture of each person. Jesus told me to tell him to take two pictures of Fr. Carter. The first picture was a normal picture. The second picture was of Fr. Carter covered with a pillar of light.
In front of a statue of Our Sorrowful Mother, Mary was alive in the statue.
Jesus speaks: "Peace will bound when nations, churches, families, and individuals are consecrated to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary. The Shepherds of Christ Movement...is a pillar of light in the darkness."
Messenger: We must encourage all to consecrate their hearts to the Immaculate Heart of Mary and the Sacred Heart of Jesus and to join the Shepherds of Christ chapters, and the Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus Movement, to pray for our Church and our world.
Jesus speaks: This is My Movement for renewal of the Church and the world, based in consecration, joining your every act to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, praying the rosary, and making reparation to Our Hearts, especially on first Fridays and first Saturday. It is through your prayers and sacrifices many souls will be saved. Grace will flow from those whose hearts are consecrated to Our Hearts and the fire of My love will light up this darkened world.
Messenger: Many are living in darkness because they are not obeying Our Lady. The people will see the light when they obey her and consecrate their hearts to her heart and the Heart of Jesus.
To have this intense union with Jesus, with God, we must give ourselves to Our Lady. It is there in the intimacy with Him that we are saturated with His life and that He reveals to us great lights, great insights into His divine mysteries. Yes, indeed, the light will steel across the earth and the hearts of men will be hearts filled with His love. They will know their God with great light imparted to them by the Holy Spirit given to them because of the deep union that they have with Jesus. The reign of the Sacred Heart is at hand. He is giving to us these great lights at this time for He has lifted the veil and we see many things and the light steals across the sky and we see with clear vision.
Isaiah 30: 26:
"Then moonlight will be bright as sunlight
and sunlight itself will be seven times brighter
-like the light of seven days in one-..."
Isaiah 30: 25:
"On every lofty mountain, on every high hill
there will be streams and water-courses, on the day of the great slaughter
when the strongholds fall."
Truly His Heart is the fountain of divine life. It flows through the Church, through the hands of His holy priests. When priests are consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and celebrating the Mass, and administering the sacraments, an immense amount of His grace will be outpoured on the earth.
A people in darkness have seen a great light. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, the Light of the World!
Our Father...thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. We will all love as the Father intends, for now He looks to the earth and He sees it covered with darkness. As hearts are consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, the earth will be covered with His light.
Revelation 12:1-12:
Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars. She was pregnant, and in labor, crying aloud in the pangs of childbirth. Then a second sign appeared in the sky: there was a huge red dragon with seven heads and ten horns, and each of the seven heads crowned with a coronet. Its tail swept a third of the stars from the sky and hurled them to the ground, and the dragon stopped in front of the woman as she was at the point of giving birth, so that he could eat the child as soon as it was born. The woman was delivered of a boy, the Son who was to rule all the nations with an iron scepter, and the child was taken straight up to God and to his throne, while the woman escaped into the desert, where God had prepared a place for her to be looked after for twelve hundred and sixty days.
And now war broke out in heaven, when Michael with his angels attacked the dragon. The dragon fought back with his angels, but they were defeated and driven out of heaven. The great dragon, the primeval serpent, known as the devil or Satan, who had led all the world astray, was hurled down to the earth and his angels were hurled down with him. Then I heard a voice shout from heaven, 'Salvation and power and empire for ever have been won by our God, and all authority for his Christ, now that the accuser, who accused our brothers day and night before our God, has been brought down. They have triumphed over him by the blood of the lamb and by the word to which they bore witness, because even in the face of death they did not cling to life. So let the heavens rejoice and all who live there; but for you, earth and sea, disaster is coming-because the devil has gone down to you in a rage, knowing that he has little time left.'
We are in her spiritual womb (heart). She is pregnant, bringing forth her children of light. As we go to her heart, she crushes the head of the serpent. Some of the brightest stars that will light up the earth are in the Shepherds of Christ Movement. We are the children of light. We are being sent forth as she brings us forth her children of light to stamp out the darkness. We must give ourselves to Mary.
end of December 7, 1996
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Messenger:
Then the beginning of January 1997 to the end of 1999
I went through the Church-year in the messages
on Sundays at Morrow — 3 years
with insight into the Sunday Scriptures
during Sunday rosaries, all taped and under
the guidance of Fr. Carter. We still have all tapes
(many not transcribed, they are organized and kept by date)
On December 17, 1996
Mary appeared on the building in
Clearwater —
July 5, 2000
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Messenger:
The ecstatic experience I had in Holy Cross-Immaculata
was one year before December 15, 1995 on John's
birthday.
On December 17, 1995 one year before Mary
appeared on the building I wrote this
about that experience.
December 17, 1995
Excerpt from the Mass Book
T
HE EARTH STOPPED AND TOUCHED HEAVEN I long to unite in the deepest union with Him in the Eucharist. I long for the Mass. I long for Thee, oh God. My every moment, I join as I did to You December 15 under the cross, where I felt Your presence. You whisked me away, and I was totally absorbed in that moment of celestial union with You. For that time, I existed only in You, in the deepest union, and I was in this moment existing in You. The earth stopped, and I touched the heavens, all my bodily cares were existent in You. I existed in Your Divinity, my being was in You. There was no desire or wish or wanting, for in that moment, I had all I wanted in You. I was satisfied and wanted nothing but to remain in that embrace. You were the Being, and my being existed in You, but I was only as I was in You - merged in You, knowing and being in Your Divinity and being so full as to feel complete in myself.
You are so enormous, and You surrounded me in a burning embrace, the presence of red fire. I was not little, or "nothing", but existed in this enormous power and being so complete!
I touched eternity, and in that embrace, I knew all the waiting was worth the glory. You enveloped my being, and I was truly merged in the Divine Presence. I was merged in Your being. I existed IN You, with You, in the highest union with You, although I knew I was still distinct from You.
I was fused and absorbed in You, feeling complete and satisfied. To describe this union is far beyond any work of my pen and paper. I pray for the reader of this page to receive the grace to share this experience with Him, I will now live for this union-to be forever merged In Him, to be One in Him, to reach higher perfection as I exist in Him, for He takes the lowly and gives to them a sharing in Himself. He merges with us and we exist in Him. The word "in" - I could write pages about. I long for the deepest union with Him, where I am swept up in the heavenly embrace of the Divine God, and I am IN Him.
This is heaven on earth: to be merged as one with Divinity, although remaining distinct from God, to take our feeble hearts, our lowly status and to unite ourselves with the Divine, Almighty, powerful God and in this union to be meshed with Him, that His power dominates and our humanity reaches its heights of fulfillment in this union, in this oneness with Him.
The word I have looked for is "oneness." I understand some of the meaning of the words "One in Him." Oneness is the word to describe this union of our humanity with His Divinity. The depth to which we could meditate on oneness with God is incomprehensible. In that moment, the earth stood still, and He, my Divine Lover, the Bridegroom of my soul, took me to Himself, and I knew the embrace of the Divine God.
Nothing on the face of this earth can describe our union with Divinity. Oh, good God, that creatures are so ungrateful regarding Your divine love. I am so sorry. Let me help make reparation to Your adorable Heart. Please unite with me now that I may more deeply love Thee.
Oh, Divine Lover of my soul, let me help make reparation to Your adorable Heart for the neglect and indifference against You.
Song from Jesus: I come to you with greatest love. I am your loving Savior. I am your God. I died for you. I come to you this day.
He allowed me to experience such pain in my heart - wanting Him so badly, so many times-and then on Dec. 15, 1995 - He gave Himself to me in the deepest union.
Nothing satisfies the soul but Him. He wants the nuns and priests to love Him. He chose them to spread His love.
Souls are hungry. They will only be fed with His burning love. Priests need to talk about Jesus' love for us from the pulpit. Priests need hearts burning for love of Jesus. This will feed the hungry souls - lip service love doesn't do it.
He is alive today. He is a Person. He wants us to love Him.
end of December 17, 1995 Mass Book entry
17 de Diciembre de 1995
El Cuarto Rojo
Escrito después de Misa a las 12:00 p.m.
Dios ensalza a los humildes. Veo que al unirme a él,
ya no soy yo la que vive, sino él quién vive en mí. El es todo-poderoso.
Yo me hago uno en él. El obra a través de mí. El levanta nuestra carga
y quita la resistencia.
Si me uno a Dios, él está rezando a través de mí.
Me imagino esta experiencia, y soy unida a él en la más profunda unión.
Si rezo de esta manera, es con este poder que la oración va a Dios,
unida a través de Cristo, con él y en él.
Cuando sentí que estaba en la profundidad del
Corazón de Jesús, el 15 de Diciembre de 1995, me imaginé un cuarto rojo.
Sentí el calor, la prescencia de Dios.
Me uno a Cristo en semejante unidad. Es muy
profunda en el Santo Sacrificio de la Misa. El dio su todo. Yo me uno
profundamente a él cuando le entrego mi todo y muero a mí misma en la
Consagración de la Misa.
Me uno profundamente en la Consagración. Me uno
profundamente cuando estoy dando mi todo a Dios. Me hago uno en los
Corazones de Jesús y María. Soy despojada de todo como cuando
Jesús murió en la cruz, y doy mi todo como lo hizo él. El nos muestra
su cuerpo descubierto y sus brazos extendidos. El quiere que muramos a
nosotros mismos. El se entregó como un sacrificio completo al Padre.
Es al entregarnos con Jesús, al Padre, que el Padre se complace. Es al
morir a nosotros mismos en Jesús que surgimos a nueva vida en él.
Después de su Muerte vino la Resurrección.
Veo la misericordia y las gracias fluyendo en el
Santo Sacrificio de la Misa. En la Santa Comunión, Jesús quiere que
hagamos reparación especialmente por nuestros pecados y por los pecados
de los demás. Es en este momento cuando María nos pide que hagamos
reparación a su corazón, los Corazones coronados con espinas. Los
Corazones de Jesús y María fueron traspasados. El de él con una lanza,
el de ella invisiblemente con espadas. Las heridas son profundas y
penetrantes. Sólo a través de Jesús, somos salvos. El nos muestra el
Corazón traspasado. Es a través de su Corazón, que recibimos vida y
alimento.
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And this (Mass Book December 18, 1995)
Fr. Carter died 5 years later December 18, 2000
December 18, 1995
Excerpt from the Mass Book
IN THE DEEPEST RECESSES OF HIS HEART
The place Jesus took me was into the deepest recesses of His Heart. I was enveloped in His burning love. It was a red room with heat and an intense glow. I was swept away in this embrace, and I only existed in Him. The power of the Almighty God enveloped me, and I only existed in Him. There was no fear, for I was existent in this Almighty Being. My heart was wrapped in the eternal embrace of this Supreme Being. The security, the power I know was His deep presence in which I existed.
I knew the room was red and warm. I knew His immenseness, but I felt my own completeness in Him. I did not feel little, as a speck, but elevated and empowered for I existed then in Him in a most special way.
I was overtaken by the love of God. The fire of the Holy Spirit filled me. I was absorbed by the love of the Father, and I existed IN Him and in the deepest recesses of the Heart of Jesus. Our heaven on earth is these inner chambers of His magnificent Heart - the Heart of the Almighty God, with all the power, with omnipotence, with the fire of the love of God. He took me to the deepest chamber of this fiery Heart, and in that moment, I touched eternity, for I knew what it was to be enveloped in the deep furnace of His love. I now want to exist in this chamber of His Heart, swept away in His burning love, absorbed in my every cell with His love.
We do not understand the fire of His love. We do not understand what it is to be absorbed by love itself. He took me to the inner, deepest chamber of His Heart, and I felt the heat and knew the presence of love itself, and there was no fear, only a feeling of completeness, omnipotence, all-embracing, penetrating love - a power indescribable in words, a saturation of my being in the presence of God, and I was as I was created to be - living in Him!
This is how I will forever live my life, saturated with His divine life and love deep within this inner chamber of His burning Heart, living in Him as He possesses my being, and I operate with His power in me.
Little creatures though we are, we are His, His power, His life, flowing through us. In Him, we are as the Father intended: one in Him, each one of us, dwelling in this fiery furnace of His love. With our fears quieted and our hearts empowered by His life, we live forever in Him - in the Heart of Jesus.
Let no man separate what God has joined together. I am wed in the deepest love with my beloved Spouse, wed to the Heart of Jesus. As I am, I am one in Him. I live and I breathe in Him. He, Who is love, He Who is our all, He Who is mighty and without limits, He Who is, He Who is God and as I live, He lives in me in this world.
I am wed to Him, and I shall not fear for He is God - one, complete, loving, God. Heart of Jesus, I place my trust in Thee. As I live, I live in Your most adorable Heart, the furnace of God's love!
end of December 18, 1995 writing
both have Imprimatur
17 de Diciembre de 1995
La Tierra Se Detuvo y Toqué el Cielo
Anhelo unirme en la más profunda unión con Jesús en
la Eucaristía. Deseo ardientemente la Misa. Oh Dios, ansío por ti. A
cada momento, me uno a ti como lo hize el 15 de diciembre bajo la cruz,
donde sentí tu prescencia. Me llevaste rápidamente y fui totalmente
absorbida en ese instante de unión celestial contigo. En ese tiempo,
existí solamente en ti, en la unión más profunda, y yo estaba en ese
momento existiendo en ti. La tierra se detuvo y toqué los cielos, todos
mis cuidados corporales estaban presentes en ti. Existí en tu Divinidad,
mi ser estaba en ti. No había deseo, ni anhelo ni quería nada porque en
ese momento, tenía todo lo que quería en ti. Estaba satisfecha y no
deseaba nada, solamente permanecer en ese abrazo. Tú eras el Ser, y mi
ser existía en ti, pero yo era sólo como lo era en ti - fundida en ti,
conociendo y existiendo en tu Divinidad y estando tan plena hasta
sentirme completa en mí misma.
Tú eres tan enorme, y me rodeaste en un ardiente
abrazo, la presencia del fuego rojo. ¡No era pequeña o "nada", sino que
existí en este poder enorme y siendo tan plena!
Toqué la eternidad, y en ese abrazo, supe que valía
la pena esperar la gloria. Envolviste mi ser y en verdad estuve fundida
en la Presencia Divina. Estuve fundida en tu ser. Existí EN ti,
contigo, en la unión más alta contigo, aunque sabía que aún yo era
distinta a ti.
Estaba fusionada y absorbida en ti, sintiéndome plena y
satisfecha. Tratar de describir esta unión es algo más allá de
cualquier trabajo de mi papel y pluma. Yo pido para que el lector de
esta página reciba la gracia para compartir esta experiencia con Jesús.
Ahora yo viviré para esta unión - estar siempre fundida en él, ser Uno
en él, alcanzar
una mayor perfección al existir en él, porque Dios toma a los humildes y
les da una participación en sí mismo. El se une a nosotros y existimos
en él. Yo puedo escribir páginas acerca de la palabra "en." Anhelo por
la unión más profunda con Jesús, donde soy acogida en el abrazo
celestial del Dios Divino y estoy EN él.
Esto es el cielo en la tierra: el estar fundidos
como uno con la Divinidad, aunque permaneciendo distintos de Dios, tomar
nuestros débiles corazones, nuestro bajo estatus y unirnos al Dios
Divino, Omnipotente, poderoso y en esta unión estar fusionados con él,
que su poder domine y nuestra humanidad alcance su nivel de realización
en esta unión, en esta unidad con él.
La palabra que he buscado es "unidad." Comprendo
algo del significado de las palabras "Uno en Dios." Unidad es la
palabra para describir esta unión de nuestra humanidad con su Divindad.
La profundidad en la cual podríamos meditar acerca de la unidad con Dios
es incomprensible. En aquel momento, la tierra se detuvo y él, mi
Amante Divino, el Novio de mi Alma, me llevó a él y conocí el abrazo del
Dios Divino.
Nada en la faz de esta tierra puede describir
nuestra unión con la Divinidad. Oh, buen Dios, que las criaturas sean
tan malagradecidas respecto a tu amor divino. Lo siento mucho. Ayúdame
a hacer reparación a tu adorable Corazón. Por favor únete conmigo ahora
para que yo pueda amarte más profundamente.
Oh, Amante Divino de mi alma, déjame ayudar a hacer
reparación a tu adorable Corazón por el olvido y la indiferencia contra
ti.
Canto de Jesús: vengo a ti con gran amor.
Soy tu amoroso salvador. Yo soy tu Dios. Morí por ti. Este día vengo
a ti.
Dios me permitió experimentar semejante dolor en mi
corazón - el desear tanto a Dios, tantas veces - y luego el 15 de
diciembre de 1995 - El se entregó a mí en la unión más profunda.
Nada satisface el alma sino Dios. El quiere que las
monjas y sacerdotes lo amen. El los escogió para difundir su amor.
Las almas están hambrientas. Solamente serán
alimentadas con el ardiente amor de Dios. Los sacerdotes necesitan
hablar acerca del amor de Jesús por nosotros, desde el púlpito. Los
sacerdotes necesitan corazones ardiendo por amor a Jesús. Esto
alimentará a las almas hambrientas - las palabras vacías no lo harán.
Dios está vivo hoy. El es una Persona y quiere que
lo amemos.
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So Christ takes us in the Mass Book into the
depth of His Heart.
Frequent Communion
Prayer before the Blessed Sacrament
Saying Shepherds of Christ prayers —
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takes us to the depth of His Heart
Let me talk about depth and layers —
I saw layers —
We can go deeper and deeper into His Heart —
We can see deeper and deeper insight into the
mystery —
People can unite with each other on a shallow basis —
on the surface —
like lily pads dancing on the water —
no depth —
Christ takes us deeply into His Heart in
the Shepherds of Christ —
there we unite with Him and each other
I have a body,
but when I had the great car accident
several years ago, I couldn't move —
but all my thoughts were the same —
you can't touch my thoughts
you can't touch my love
you can't touch my depth of understanding
it is intangible, not matter.
But I knew a little how a person stricken
with cancer can be locked in a
sick body, but their thoughts, love,
will-to-live, is the same —
the illness doesn't touch the thought in
our mind, the love in our heart —
our love doesn't get cancer —
our thoughts aren't matter.
Can we not see how the body dies and
our soul moves on —
all we are —
all we love —
our maturity to love —
our greater perfection from our weaknesses —
our capacity to love —
MOVES ON FOREVER.
I see the TV focus on the body —
what about the perfection of our hearts too?
what about maturity in the spiritual life?
what about meditating on the mysteries of
Christ so we can carry this
maturity with us forever in heaven —
God put us here to learn how to love —
every day is a day to dip into the
layers of our imperfections and become
more forgiving, more united in knowing
God and modeling our lives after the
Divine God —
like we can dip into the layers of knowing
God and it is endless to know and
experience Him —
the devil can tempt people to dip into
the layers of evil —
one can listen to the News and see the
child pornography and we may say
yuck,
but the person that keeps reaching into
a bucket of evil and perversion willingly is
going to become more and more
perverted — because satan has
a pot of evilness, we can not imagine —
hell is not a good place
you can look at star wars and evil, but
I say listen to Mary who appeared
7 and 1/2 years on the building — crying
for her children who will go to
hell forever because of evil and
people ignored her —
Excerpts from The Spirituality of Fatima
by Father Carter, S.J.
July 13, 1917
"During her appearance in July, Our Lady, in answer to Lucia's plea, promised that in October she would work a great miracle so that all might believe and know who she was. Again, the Mother of God told the children to sacrifice themselves for sinners and to say many times, especially when making a sacrifice, this prayer: "O my Jesus, I offer this for love of Thee, for the conversion of poor sinners, and in reparation for all the sins committed against the Immaculate Heart of Mary." (11)
"During this same July apparition, Mary showed the three children a vision of Hell. She told them:
"You have seen Hell, where the souls of poor sinners go. To save them, God wishes to establish, in the world, devotion to my Immaculate Heart. If people do what I tell you, many souls will be saved and there will be peace.
"The war (World War I, then raging) is going to end. But if people do not stop offending God, another and worse one will begin in the reign of Pius XI. When you shall see a night illuminated by an unknown light [January 2, 1938], know that this is the great sign that God gives you that He is going to punish the world for its many crimes by means of war, hunger, and persecution of the Church and the Holy Father. (12)
"To prevent this, I shall come to ask for the consecration of Russia to my Immaculate Heart and the Communion of Reparation on the five first Saturdays. If my requests are granted, Russia will be converted and there will be peace. If not, she will scatter her errors throughout the world, provoking wars and persecutions of the Church. The good will be martyred, the Holy Father will have much to suffer, and various nations will be destroyed....
"But in the end, my Immaculate Heart will triumph, the Holy Father will consecrate Russia to me, Russia will be converted, and a certain period of peace will be granted to the world." (13)
NOTES:
11. For background material on Fatima, I am particularly indebted to
Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven (Rockford: TAN
Books and Publishers, Inc., 1983). pp.3-4.
12. Ibid., pp.4-5.
13. Ibid., p.5.
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scrutinized me for delivering the
message of the rosary and
they keep patronizing the evil
movies — that are raping the
minds of our young —
Mary's Message
from the Rosary of August 27, 1996
Mary speaks: I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.
end of Mary's Message, August 27, 1996
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Messenger:
There are layers of evil —
more vile —
like I go to Church —
the Eucharist —
I try to be more perfected —
I dig deep into my soul —
I thirst after God —
I want to love Him and be more
perfected —
The devil talks in some people's head and they
listen — he gives them messages —
they do not discern they are coming
from the evil-one and they obey them, many times
and they are ways the devil leads
them off —
I have watched many people get false
messages — they keep slipping more
and more into satan's trap and then they
can have a bad end —
I have watched it
the devil wants souls for hell
I have cried out for 11 years with the
message of Mary to get the rosary to
the little ones, the youth in schools —
now the tiny tots —
The Agony of Jesus in the Garden
1) Jesus loves us so much.
2) Jesus suffered in the garden.
3) Jesus saw all our sins.
4) Jesus suffered so much He sweat blood.
5) Jesus did the will of the Father.
6) Jesus wants us to do what God wants.
7) Jesus saw all the men who would not love Him.
8) Jesus' heart was in such pain in the garden.
9) Jesus wants us to bring forth fruit for the
Kingdom.
10) Sing A Song from Jesus.
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Messenger:
Layers —
children are being taught deeper
things about evil,
pornography —
safe sex at an early age —
in the music —
in the movies
commercials —
books in the airport
I saw a sexual pose on a magazine
about 30 times at the airport —
they used the same magazine to
make a wall
what does that do —
is that God's will —
women on T.V. shows that are the most
popular shows have guns and sometimes
are torturing men —
Mary is our model —
She appeared to tell us
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Messenger:
What does it do to little ones if mom or
dad is watching this violence
by women and men shooting and the
little newborn already hears the
shots that don't stop —
the foul talk,
the Name of God blasphemed
Little ears are hearing it is okay —
Where we need to go deeply into the
mystery of God —
we are going deeper and deeper into
perverse evil
Wisdom
From Today's Mass
Sirach 51: 12-20
And therefore I shall thank you and praise you,
and bless the name of the Lord.
When I was still a youth, before I went travelling,
in my prayers I asked outright for wisdom.
Outside the sanctuary I would pray for her,
and to the last I shall continue to seek her.
From her blossoming to the ripening of her grape
my heart has taken its delight in her.
My foot has pursued a straight path,
I have sought her ever since my youth.
By bowing my ear a little, I have received her,
and have found much instruction.
Thanks to her I have advanced;
glory be to him who has given me wisdom!
For I was determined to put her into practice,
have earnestly pursued the good, and shall not be put to shame.
My soul has fought to possess her,
I have been scrupulous in keeping the Law;
I have stretched out my hands to heaven
and bewailed how little I knew of her;
I have directed my soul towards her,
and in purity I have found her;
having my heart fixed on her from the outset,
I shall never be deserted
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Messenger:
Layers —
Jesus wants to take us to the depth of His Heart
Jesus wants us working on our sin —
Jesus wants us working on our imperfections
Jesus wants us working on forgiveness —
Jesus wants us learning depth of love of Him
Jesus wants us learning depth of love of each other.
Today's Mass
Psalm 19: 8-11
The precepts of Yahweh are honest,
joy for the heart;
the commandment of Yahweh is pure,
light for the eyes.
The fear of Yahweh is pure,
lasting for ever;
the judgements of Yahweh are true,
upright, every one,
more desirable than gold,
even than the finest gold;
his words are sweeter than honey,
that drips from the comb.
Thus your servant is formed by them;
observing them brings great reward.
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Messenger:
In the Blue Books
In the Mass Book —
Jesus wants to take us into this Bridal Union with
Him —
Jesus wants depth of union with Him —
Jesus wants us to have spiritual discourses on the mysteries —
Jesus wants the layers of our thoughts to be on
loving Him, working out our imperfections
Satan wants evil to rage —
Satan wants the hearts to be worldly —
The television blares out loudly —
America is obese —
waxed bodies —
exercise equipment —
cancer is . . . —
fear for health issues —
a person listening to the television
all day —
so focused on life of the body, obesity —
fear of disease and death etc.
Mary speaks: What
about life of the soul —
What about life hereafter —
From The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius,
by Louis J. Puhl, S.J.
p. 12
23. FIRST PRINCIPLE AND FOUNDATION
Man is created to praise, reverence and serve God
our Lord, and by this means to save his soul.
May 28, 2005 message continues
Mary speaks: Some
diets are not good —
Messenger:
What happened to Terri — was she
on a diet —
We need to eat not to be thin, but
eat to take care of our bodies,
eat not to have a beautiful
skinny body, but
eat to be healthy —
Some people decide they are over-weight
and then go on a diet to get thin that
can deprive their body of needed
nutrients and hurt their health.
The body and how it looks is being over
emphasized today.
From The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius,
by Louis J. Puhl, S.J.
p. 12
23. FIRST PRINCIPLE AND FOUNDATION
Man is created to praise, reverence and serve God
our Lord, and by this means to save his soul.
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Messenger:
Jesus wants us focused on our spiritual life too,
not primarily focused on our physical
body that decays and goes to the ground
and forget about our spiritual life.
In writing I hope I have explained one thing
depth —
God wants the depth of love with Him
He speaks of in the Blue Books.
Many relationships today center around
sports, movies, who are important
people in the world etc.
In a retreat we look inside ourselves
From The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius,
by Louis J. Puhl, S.J.
p. 11
21. SPIRITUAL EXERCISES
Which have as their purpose the conquest of self
and the regulation of one's life in such a way that
no decision is made under the influence of any
inordinate attachment
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Messenger:
But Mary tells us she wants us praying the
rosary daily. She says this Reign of
Peace will only come when a sufficient
number of people have given their
hearts to Jesus and Mary.
Are our relationships like lily pads touching
the surface of the water?
Are relationships like God wants —
to be one body in Him —
to dwell deeply in His Heart
to live by the Commandments and
to live by the Word.
to ponder the mysteries of God —
to pray before the tabernacle
to spend time with Jesus after communion
to beg to be filled with God's grace.
Here is a prayer Jesus gave me in the
First Blue Book —
Prayer for Union with Jesus
Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.
I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.
I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.
When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.
-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994
May 28, 2005 message continues
Messenger:
Jesus wanted that prayer in every Blue Book.
What happens if the world is so noisy
and we don't go to Him in
prayer and ask Him to help us
sort out the good things and bad things
in a days time —
how can we do God's will if we do
not have the silent time to sort
out all these fragmented things
coming to us.
How do we know God's will if we
do not discern what comes
from the devil, from the Holy
Spirit or can just be thoughts
we have — good or bad.
WISDOM
From
Today's Mass on wisdom
Sirach 51: 12-20
And therefore I shall thank you and praise you,
and bless the name of the Lord.
When I was still a youth, before I went travelling,
in my prayers I asked outright for wisdom.
Outside the sanctuary I would pray for her,
and to the last I shall continue to seek her.
From her blossoming to the ripening of her grape
my heart has taken its delight in her.
My foot has pursued a straight path,
I have sought her ever since my youth.
By bowing my ear a little, I have received her,
and have found much instruction.
Thanks to her I have advanced;
glory be to him who has given me wisdom!
For I was determined to put her into practice,
have earnestly pursued the good, and shall not be put to shame.
My soul has fought to possess her,
I have been scrupulous in keeping the Law;
I have stretched out my hands to heaven
and bewailed how little I knew of her;
I have directed my soul towards her,
and in purity I have found her;
having my heart fixed on her from the outset,
I shall never be deserted
From the Holy Spirit Novena
Little Prayers to the Holy Spirit
Dear Holy Spirit, help us not to be ignorant or indifferent or weak, help us to be strong with the love of God.
Dear Holy Spirit, please pray for our needs for us.
Dear Holy Spirit, help us to respect God and to avoid sin. Help us to live in the Father's will.
Dear Holy Spirit, help us to keep Your commandments and to respect authority. Help us to love all things as You will us to love them. Help us to want to pray and always serve God with the greatest love. Help us to know the truth. Help us to have the gift of faith, hope, and love. Help us to know what is right and what is wrong.
From today's Mass
Psalm 19: 8-11
The precepts of Yahweh are honest,
joy for the heart;
the commandment of Yahweh is pure,
light for the eyes.
The fear of Yahweh is pure,
lasting for ever;
the judgements of Yahweh are true,
upright, every one,
more desirable than gold,
even than the finest gold;
his words are sweeter than honey,
that drips from the comb.
Thus your servant is formed by them;
observing them brings great reward.
Sirach Chapter 1
All wisdom comes from the Lord,
she is with him for ever.
The sands of the sea, the drops of rain,
the days of eternity—who can count them?
The height of the sky, the breadth of the earth,
the depth of
the abyss—who can explore them?
Wisdom was created before
everything,
prudent understanding subsists from remotest ages.
For
whom has the root of wisdom ever been uncovered?
Her resourceful ways, who knows
them?
One only is wise, terrible indeed,
seated on his
throne, the Lord.
It was he who created, inspected and weighed her up,
and then
poured her out on all his works—
as much to each living creature as he
chose—
bestowing her on those who love him.
The fear of the Lord is glory and
pride,
happiness and a crown of joyfulness.
The fear of the Lord gladdens the heart,
giving happiness, joy and long life.
For those who fear the Lord, all will end well:
on their dying
day they will be blessed.
The basis of wisdom is to fear the Lord;
she was created with the faithful in their mothers’ womb;
she has
made a home in the human race, an age–old foundation,
and to their descendants
will she faithfully cling.
The fullness of wisdom is to fear the
Lord;
she intoxicates them with her fruits;
she fills their entire
house with treasures
and their storerooms with her produce.
The
crown of wisdom is to fear the Lord:
she makes peace and health flourish.
The
Lord has seen and assessed her,
he has showered down knowledge and intelligence,
he has exalted the renown of those who possess her.
The root of
wisdom is to fear the Lord,
and her branches are long life.
The rage of the wicked cannot put him in the right,
for the
weight of his rage is his downfall.
A patient person puts up with things
until the right time comes:
but his joy will break out in the end.
Till the time comes he keeps his thoughts to himself,
and many a lip will affirm how wise he is.
Wisdom’s treasuries contain the maxims of knowledge,
the sinner, however,
holds piety in abhorrence.
If you desire wisdom, keep the
commandments,
and the Lord will bestow it on you.
For the fear of
the Lord is wisdom and instruction,
and what pleases him is faithfulness and
gentleness.
Do not stand out against fear of the Lord,
do not
practise it with a double heart.
Do not act a part in public,
keep
watch over your lips.
Do not grow too high and mighty, for fear you
fall
and cover yourself in disgrace;
for the Lord would then reveal your secrets
and overthrow you before the whole community
for not having practised fear of
the Lord
and for having a heart full of deceit.
Sirach 2: 1-7
My child, if you aspire to serve the Lord,
prepare yourself for an ordeal.
Be sincere of heart, be steadfast,
and do not be alarmed when disaster comes.
Cling to him and do not
leave him,
so that you may be honoured at the end of your days.
Whatever
happens to you, accept it,
and in the uncertainties of your humble state, be
patient,
since gold is tested in the fire,
and the chosen in the
furnace of humiliation.
Trust him and he will uphold you,
follow a
straight path and hope in him.
You who fear the Lord, wait for his
mercy;
do not turn aside, for fear you fall.
May 28, 2005 message continues
Jesus speaks: My
child,
I want you to come to the depth of My
Heart. I want you to deeply dwell within
Me. I want you to grow humbly in love.
May My Sacred Heart be your refuge.
Come through the Immaculate Heart
of My Mother, there the Holy Spirit
will work to take you to the depth
of My Heart — come to Me through the
Immaculate Heart of My Mother. The
Immaculate Heart of Mary is your
spiritual womb — Be a child of light —
The Holy Spirit will work deeply in the
Heart of Mary to help you to come
forth a child of light.
Oh, beloved of My Father, pray as I have
directed you and live a deeper life
of consecration.
I stood before them and they whipped
Me —
Some never admit they do anything wrong,
they see themselves as perfect —
you cannot advance in the spiritual
life when you lie to yourself
about the truth.
Pride keeps many stuck in their faults,
in their imperfections, in their
sins.
You can exercise, take care of your bodies
to look good.
but can give little attention to what
negative thoughts you allow to
permeate your minds.
Trying to prove yourself better than
everyone doing the work is
keeping your focus on yourself
and not My work.
I write to you in these messages to
unveil the workings of satan
in your lives.
A man kept everyone in the house
in tension — he blocked the unity —
he did the work of satan -- where there
could have been peace, love and
joy there was tension and fear
and all the energy was drained
from everyone else while they kept
everything tense.
You have thoughts — all day —
who controls your thoughts?
Giving into negative thoughts draws your
energy from you.
Being happy, relying on My grace to help
you can lift you and others up high
and I will help you in your work.
Ezekiel 36: 16-28
The word of Yahweh was addressed to me as
follows, ‘Son of man, the members of the House of Israel used to
live in their own territory, but they defiled it by their conduct and actions;
to me their conduct was as unclean as a woman’s menstruation. I
then vented my fury on them because of the blood they shed in the country and
the foul idols with which they defiled it. I scattered them among
the nations and they were dispersed throughout the countries. I sentenced them
as their conduct and actions deserved. They have profaned my holy
name among the nations where they have gone, so that people say of them,
"These are the people of Yahweh; they have been exiled from his land." But
I have been concerned about my holy name, which the House of Israel has profaned
among the nations where they have gone. And so, say to the House of
Israel, "The Lord Yahweh says this: I am acting not for your sake, House of
Israel, but for the sake of my holy name, which you have profaned among the
nations where you have gone. I am going to display the holiness of
my great name, which has been profaned among the nations, which you have
profaned among them. And the nations will know that I am Yahweh–declares the
Lord Yahweh–when in you I display my holiness before their eyes. For
I shall take you from among the nations and gather you back from all the
countries, and bring you home to your own country. I shall pour
clean water over you and you will be cleansed; I shall cleanse you of all your
filth and of all your foul idols. I shall give you a new heart, and
put a new spirit in you; I shall remove the heart of stone from your bodies and
give you a heart of flesh instead. I shall put my spirit in you, and
make you keep my laws, and respect and practise my judgements. You
will live in the country which I gave your ancestors. You will be my people and
I shall be your God.
May 28, 2005 message continues
Jesus speaks: A
woman in an organization brought up
problems every month before her
menstrual cycle, she never admitted
her part in pressing down and down
until she upset the place with
her constant negativism at this time.
Had she been married, a husband
would have to address her issues or
maybe vacate such a position.
She would have been forced to recognize
her irate behaviors and owned
the problems created as hers.
When your problem before a menstrual
cycle causes others so much pain
and you are picking up the
pieces the other 3 weeks of the
month, covering up your ill-
behavior — the answer to your
problems lie in admitting the
truth about your problems
and your part in it, rather than
maintaining an attitude of perfection
and blaming others when you in
effect caused them because of
a physical condition.
Remember this — the truth when you have
acted "wrongly" is always the
best attitude, not a cover-up
to maintain your perfect image.
Learning to look into one's heart and
tell the truth will help you to
work united.
A woman worked closely with others —
she felt awful inside, was pressed
on, irritable and causing tension —
finally a man, from the tension,
said some things that were hurtful.
The lady never admitted her part
in it at all —
The man felt this tension all day —
where she could have said immediately
when she knew she felt mean
"I don't feel very good today"
She created tension and it was
only a matter of time somebody
blew.
If she focused on one individual
with her tense, nasty ways —
he probably would have been
the one to act out her anger or tension.
She was a "pro" at transferring her
tension to others and she never
humbly said, "I am sorry", she
left a trail of angry people that
worked with her that had to
get her bags of dirt off their
back daily.
Owning her bad mood, saying she was
sorry, could have led to her own
healing - which she failed to recognize
as a problem, at all, blaming others
and walking away in her perfectly
clean dress,
in addition to that —
saying she was sorry would have
not put undo blame on innocent
others for her bad way —
but she left a trail of angry tense
people —
who never knew
how she would act and give into
satan —
Another office had women and men
and if one felt pressed on they
were not prideful like the first
woman — they prayed for grace —
owned the tension was in them
and rather than blaming others
they tried to work through it
and not hurt others
and not hurt the unity they all
longed for.
You were created to be happy when
there is peace and unity —
the closer people are - the
more division hurts
Married couples being divided
may hurt so bad they don't
want to go to work until it
is settled, but failure to
recognize men and female differences -
they may not know what to do.
Loving and forgiving is My way —
Pride is a big issue in relationships —
People who think they are perfect can
carry bags that make them
very unhappy.
They don't ever say they are sorry —
they fail to make up and
every time they have a problem
with others —
which happens in life —
they can't get over it because
they won't forgive or ever
see themselves as having
a part in it.
You want to be happy —
To those who pray My prayers, I
take them deeply into My Heart —
I want peace and love in My communities
in the Shepherds of Christ -
Convents, places of love
Communities
Places where people come and say
"oh how they love each other"
Examination of conscience at least
once daily is essential
Forgiveness is essential —
Love of God and one another —
time in prayer
Writing a letter to Me and opening
the Blue Book can help
Daily hour before the Blessed Sacrament
for servants, handmaids and apostles
is essential.
Recognizing authority and not using
emotional manipulation for power is
essential.
people that never admit they hurt others,
when they have hurt them, or say
they are sorry, or forgive or try
to work things out — have
people with wounds around them.
A superior, confessor, policeman
is not expected to ask the
person how do you feel and
work things out mutually on
a one-to-one basis,
but in normal life —
in the office —
people need to recognize how they
feel, angry etc. and not project
their anger, bad mood on
innocent others and try to get
them to act out their tension —
Recognizing your own bad moods
and being pressed on by
satan — can help you be
alert
Recognizing expectations and
taking disappointments better — can help
A lady was on a plane and was hungry
since she missed lunch —
when she met others she was
tired and hungry —
she was the boss and needed to
talk about necessary directions.
another with another agenda —
took over with negative matters
that had been problems for
months —
she had begun before the boss
got on the plane on the phone told
the boss negative problems —
The meeting was scheduled a late
lunch meeting to set straight
what direction was to be
taken from the absence —
the other person took over
blocking all positive
endeavors of moving ahead
with the meeting
A man put out a weekly bulletin —
the accountant came in and
wrote how the bills needed
to be paid before the
Good News could be printed —
Failure to recognize the
importance of the bulletin
kept the other with tunnel
vision and over and over
again the issue could
never be corrected because
of willfulness to never admit they
were capable of erroring.
When the boss says I will call
the meeting and you bring
an agenda of a dark impossible
attitude center stage —
you block the open minds
that are coming to be
part of the advancement
toward victory.
People eating many diets today that
are unbalanced, fasting on
bread and water, may be
effected in their moods because
of their diet —
If you are hurting others because
of your diet then you must
analyze why you are hurting
others.
A diabetic must restrict their
sugar so they must choose
to do this for health reasons,
but they cannot have another
outlet hurting others,
punishing others because
they don't feel good —
they cannot be unfaithful to
their wife because they
have to restrict sugar
What is your attachment.
Some today give up food to look
good and
turn to another appetite - disobeying
commandments to have another
outlet.
you must be temperate, but the focus
on not eating may be effecting
some people's chemical imbalance
they become mean or nasty in their disposition,
look for outlets with drugs,
pornography what have you —
From The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius,
by Louis J. Puhl, S.J.
p. 11
21. SPIRITUAL EXERCISES
Which have as their purpose the conquest of self
and the regulation of one's life in such a way that
no decision is made under the influence of any
inordinate attachment
May 28, 2005 message continues
Jesus speaks: A
man with cancer may have to restrict
his diet, his life, but he can't
hurt others and be sinful to
compensate —
Sing: Take Lord Receive
John 14: 6
Jesus said: I am the Way; I am Truth and Life...
May 28, 2005 message continues
Jesus speaks: I
give you My Blue Books —
I WANT DEEP UNION WITH ME
I WANT YOU TO DWELL IN MY SACRED HEART
Some people let their thoughts
be permeated by fear and
the focus of details —
satan can tempt you to think
thoughts of events occurring
that can lead you to
spiral down, down, down, if you give in.
Many things you think may never
happen.
satan is a twister —
he is out to steal your heart —
he is out to permeate your
thoughts, get you divided
from those you love.
Heaven is oneness.
Heaven is LOVE.
Hell is division
Remember the worst day when
you were pressed on and
suffered so much —
Satan wants people to live in hell
where mental anguish never goes away
tell them Rita —
I commission you to tell them
heaven is real —
the devil is trying to steal the
souls forever for hell —
where mental anguish is worse
than any you ever had here —
satan presses on your minds
satan wants you to have hatred and
division in your hearts —
Many will have it so much worse for
all eternity
The loss of a single soul is
a serious matter —
When I have gifted you and
revealed Myself to you
with abundant grace to
lead others to Me —
I expect much of you —
The Blessed Mother appeared
in Kentucky — many thought
only of themselves and didn't
understand — she appeared because
souls were at stake to deliver
a message ——
Mary's Message
from the Rosary of August 27, 1996
Mary speaks: I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.
end of Mary's Message, August 27, 1996
Prayer for Union with Jesus
Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.
I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.
I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.
When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.
-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994
Sing: Take Lord Receive
Jesus speaks: Be
humble
Put aside pride
Live to love
Forgive your brothers
Live by My Commandments
Live by My Word
Don't be stiff men —
I died wounded on a cross for your
sins
Tell the Truth —
to one much is given —
much will be expected
I feed you with My Body
May 28, 2005 message continues
Jesus speaks: I
feed you with My Blood
May 28, 2005 message continues
Jesus speaks: I am the Divine God
Come to Me
John 6: 35-58
Jesus answered them:
I am the bread of life.
No one who comes to me will ever hunger;
no one who believes in me will ever thirst.
But, as I have told you,
you can see me and still you do not believe.
Everyone whom the Father gives me
will come to me;
I will certainly not reject
anyone who comes to me,
because I have come from heaven,
not to do my own will,
but to do the will of him who sent me.
Now the will of him who sent me
is that I should lose nothing
of all that he has given to me,
but that I should raise it up
on the last day.
It is my Father's will
that whoever sees the Son
and believes in him
should have eternal life,
and that I should raise that person up
on the last day.
Meanwhile the Jews were complaining to each other about him, because he had said, 'I am the bread that has come down from heaven.' They were saying, 'Surely this is Jesus son of Joseph, whose father and mother we know. How can he now say, "I have come down from heaven?" ' Jesus said in reply to them, 'Stop complaining to each other.
'No one can come to me
unless drawn by the Father who sent me,
and I will raise that person up
on the last day.
It is written in the prophets:
They will all be taught by God;
everyone who has listened to the Father,
and learnt from him,
comes to me.
Not that anybody has seen the Father,
except him who has his being from God:
he has seen the Father.
In all truth I tell you,
everyone who believes has eternal life.
I am the bread of life.
Your fathers ate manna in the desert
and they are dead;
but this is the bread
which comes down from heaven,
so that a person may eat it and not die.
I am the living bread
which has come down from heaven.
Anyone who eats this bread
will live for ever;
and the bread that I shall give
is my flesh, for the life of the world.'
Then the Jews started arguing among themselves, 'How can this man give us his flesh to eat?' Jesus replied to them:
In all truth I tell you,
if you do not eat
the flesh of the Son of man
and drink his blood,
you have no life in you.
Anyone who does eat my flesh
and drink my blood
has eternal life,
and I shall raise that person up
on the last day.
For my flesh is real food
and my blood is real drink.
Whoever eats my flesh
and drinks my blood
lives in me
and I live in that person.
As the living Father sent me
and I draw life from the Father,
so whoever eats me
will also draw life from me.
This is the bread
which has come down from heaven;
it is not like the bread our ancestors ate:
they are dead,
but anyone who eats this bread
will live for ever.
May 28, 2005 message continues
Jesus speaks: Read
My Blue Books — My letters of love
open anywhere
Read My Mass Book
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