| Shepherds of Christ
May 7, 2009
May 8th Holy
The Novena Rosary
We need to sell one Crucifix a week.
We didn't sell one this week.
You could give it to your Church.
May 11th thru May 14th
May 13th is the 92nd Anniversary
of Our Lady of Fatima's
Please try to come.
Mass at 12 noon.
Help us with the repairs on the Crucifix outside.
We need to sell a Crucifix a week.
Help us by - Buying a Crucifix!
Please come and buy a
and have it signed by Felix and
have your picture taken with him.
$820.00 with stand
The Crucifix needs work.
This is how it did look —
The church needs to have the stucco replaced
and also the community building.
It is about $38,000 to repair it.
People pray in the church 24 hours a day.
We have prayed in there for 11 years.
The archdiocese gave the church to us
for this purpose for a small price.
Can you help us?
Available for $10.00 plus postage
May 7, 2009
June 29, 1992
R. You my Savior is in my heart —
Body and Blood. You have come into my
humble heart, I am a sinner, I
am sorry, work in my heart to love
You and others more. I want to love and
do your work — to love others as You
Jesus: Open your heart and let Me come
in and sup with you —
R. Jesus I hear You knocking — come
into my heart — wash away — flush
with water my anger and hatred —
My heart is wounded, I need Your
grace to be like Mary — a pure
heart — Jesus, Jesus help me —
You are all Powerful.
You are full of love.
Thank you God.
Jesus I give You my will and my life —
talk to me, I am powerless, I wait
on Thee — You can give me what
I need to serve You and do Your work —
Create in me a clean heart —
I hold the cross — I surrender to You my God.
I hold Your cross today and I ask You to
cast the devil into hell, by Your precious Body
and Blood. I pray for me and my family
and the Church and the world —
God I pray that Your Blood will
be spread on us —
Let Your love change us —
Dwell in me —
I let go, I let go.
Jesus: My child listen to My voice — I
am the voice of your supplication —
I cry to you My child — be strong
make ready a way for the Lord.
My way is truth and love —
You cannot have peace without
truth and love —
Free yourself —
You must pray that those who trouble
you open their hearts to My love —
You must love others for Me —
Love your children — love to lead
others home to My Heart —
Know My love — My truth and
My strength —
live your day in friendship
with Me and others —
You have a choice to love or
not to love.
Be open, Be loving
I love and comfort you —
I am your love —
Open now your heart —
Be holy —
I outpour My clean and bountiful
water over the wounds
of your heart —
I want you to love with a
heart that is pure
so you can deeply know Me and understand
My mysteries —
Wash away my iniquities my Lord so
I can be open more and more for Your love.
I want to love as You want me to love.
Jesus: I fill you with My Divine love —
I have given you this day to love to
love Me and love others — to serve
I want you to promote the Reign
of My Heart —
R. Take me Lord — I give myself
to You — Be there for me, my
God — You have given me your
mercy and Your love —
Oh Lord hear my prayer, turn not
away from my pleading, empty me,
let me hear You speak to me and know
Your promptings and do the Father's will.
Wash away guilt — be my strong hold to
my heart — God always be in me —
free to work for You —
Oh God love through me —
Lord hear my prayer
hear my cry of anguish
Comfort me, Lord when I
need comfort —
Be my strong guard and my rear
guard — ever vigilant
and ever ready at the door
of my heart and a
protector of the house — you guard my
heart so it will never be hard or
bleeding, but open and filled
with the fires of Your most
Thank you, God, for the persons you
send to me to comfort and love and
support me when You know
I am in need —
Oh God I cried out to You in my distress and
You heard my cry — You came
to the aid of my heart, You
answered my call — God —
You rebuilt my shattered
hopes and my fallen
dreams — you put a
new song in my mouth — and filled me
with the flowing grace I thirsted
after — You took the tattered and
torn heart and You rebuilt the
scars with Your rebuilding kit,
I sit loose and wait for Your words
to be poured over me as to
knock me over and know my path
is only directed by Your words.
Hold me, care for me, replenish
me, comfort me, I then in turn
can help others who are tattered and
torn to know Your healing and
vibrant love —
Oh sing a song of love of the Savior
A song of His most bountiful gifts —
Let not your tongue be quiet —
Jesus is the Savior
He loves us this much!!!
I am the Light.
I am the candle that never flickers
I am the candle that never goes out
but shines to others because
I am on fire for love of you
and My precious souls —
My Heart is an endless burning
fire for you and My precious
My fire never goes out —
Live in Me.
R. Dear God — fill me, forgive me
for all I may have done in anyway
to hurt others, thinking of my own
wounds — I want You to pour out
Your grace on me and all I have
touched — am touching or will
I want to spread Your love
Always The Sacred Heart
On Fire for love of men.
You are the fire that never goes out —
The power that never stops —
Forgive me God — help me to forgive
others and to love.
Make my heart humble —
on fire with Your love —
for I was hungry and You gave me
Naked and You clothed me.
I am Your servant.
I am Your handmaid —
The devil presses in — to tell
us we need things
that we don't need —
Help me Jesus to be strong and love You
so intimately — help me not to
offend You — My precious God —
Your love is filling my heart —
Your Divine love is filling my heart.
I go to You to learn to let go and
love more and more likened
I love You God —
help me to love others as You desire
not slavishly dependent —
not inappropriately —
with PURE LOVE
NOT ATTACHMENT —
Help me to be as You want me to be in
all I do —
To love as You want me to love.
You are my God —
You are the Lord that fills me —
You give me milk and honey —
The devil wants you to turn to
anger, envy, jealousy,
greed, pride —
Don't listen to satan — come for
My ways are gentle
My ways are true.
My ways are loving as the Father desires —
R. You call God and I come.
You call and I come, I fill you
with My gentle love — your
heart is gentle with love and
you thirst not for the water
because you are filled
with the gifts I give you —
I fill your soul.
I work in you.
I am attentive to your calling.
I stand at your door and
I knock and
I come and sup with you.
R. You are my God and You love
the others in my life —-
when I turn my life
over to You and I ask
for help in prayer —
I know You are
working in their lives.
Jesus: Live, Love and be happy for I am
your God and you shall
have no Gods before Me.
May 9, 1992
Though you walk in raging
waters — you will not drown,
you are precious to Me,
Live your life in the joy of
Christ — My light is within you
lighting your path,
feel My presence and My warmth
within you, I am here My daughter
My arms embrace you and
My touch is there for you,
I hold you.
R. Dear Jesus
I am Your servant Lord, I give
You my will and my life —
I surrender and ask Your forgiveness
for all my errors and ask You to
wipe away any hate and anger and
anxiety with Your spiritual
healing rays, I am here and I
feel Your rays in my heart
cleaning out my debris —
please let me live in the now
in happiness and joy —
Jesus, my Savior, Father, my
Holy Spirit my Sanctifier give to me
Your gifts of wisdom, knowledge,
May 23, 1992
R. Jesus, Jesus hear my prayer,
walk in the valley of darkness You
are there with Your rod and Your staff
to comfort and love me —
Jesus: I will make the light
I am your God and you are My
My light is deep within you, know
it and experience this in your
I am your God, I will not leave
R. In 1992 I went to the Beach
with my children — I drove up 19 from
Lido beach and went to a shopping center in
Realizing that I had lost my travelers checks
or they were back at the hotel, I left the two
oldest children (almost out of college) at the
movies and took the younger ones back to the hotel
on Lido Key.
That morning I had gone to Mass
it was raining so we traveled North to
the Shopping Center when I missed my travelers
Well hurricane Andrew had hit
and I thought I
wouldn't get off the key when I returned to the hotel —
for they were closing the Key —
When I finally got the older
at the movies there were no cell phones —
it was a gift from God The children were
only minutes away from where Mary's image
appeared 4 years later at 19 and Drew —
the water in the parking lot at the movies was
up to and past my thighs and I had to walk
in this to rescue the older children (college age)
We then drove out literally with
the other cars and the whole area was
water — up to the bottom of my van
like driving in the ocean.
Earlier that week I had written
message on the beach.
R. I thought I smelled roses
last night and this morning, what it did
was make me feel honored and
important, I am honored.
I am not perfect, but I try to
I am so lucky to be here and feel
the breeze and listen to the ocean.
I have You my sweet Jesus —
I give You my life — I have the
wonderfulness of these children
you allowed me to bring into the
world and share my life with them,
I am indeed blessed in so many ways,
You are my rock and My
strength, I am Your putty, I hope
when I am home, I can close my eyes
and come to this place in my
heart, the flowers, knowing Your life in me,
the mercy of God and yes oh yes all my
gifts — this moment of love with my
children seeing each child's specialness
and loving the moments of being here
with them, Please God I pray to You to
send your special grace and love into
each soul and with Your precious blood
paint each soul with Your blood —
solid and thick to know that we are free
from outside forces. I denounce satan
in Your name Lord Jesus. You are my best
friend, Jesus, I love You so much —
Jesus, Jesus help us all to be
holy — Cast the devil far away
from my family and every
thing in this world — God help
us to be holy — Outpour Your
grace on my husband and
children and forgive us all for
anything we ever have done
to have unity and love and to be
a strong persons loving in our
Church and the world —
Jesus, Jesus, I consecrate our
hearts as a family to You and to
Mary our Immaculate Mother.
Protect us from the evil one —
help us to be joined hand and hand
in the hearts of Jesus and Mary —
Let my family be so united to the
precious Hearts of Jesus and Mary to
ward off any evil attempts
against us and help us grow in
Our strength and our courage is
from You dear Jesus and Mary and
through Your most loving hearts —
Our love will endure in the hearts
of Jesus and Mary — You, Lord, are
our strength —
We ask for healing for any
generational healing — that love will
abound in the Hearts of Jesus and
Mary — I ask for this healing so we
will be one in the Hearts of Jesus
and Mary —
Our family dwelling in the
Hearts of Jesus and Mary —
Help us all to go to heaven —
Dear Father, I love You, My
God hear my prayer — help us to
be heirs of the kingdom —
Oh most blessed Holy Spirit —
I beg for the gifts of wisdom,
counsel, fortitude, knowledge, piety,
and Fear of the Lord — I beg to have
love in our family — Holy Spirit —
the fire of God's love.
Holy Spirit shower on my family Your
I want the fire of Your love over
all our heads —
impart to us the fire of the tongues
of love —
You gave Your gifts to the apostles
please Holy Spirit give them to my
family — to the world.
Protect us from the fears of the
hurting us with their errors.
Your love is Divine Love.
Your love is unending —
Your love is everlasting —
You my God
You my Savior
You Oh Holy Spirit
I know You never slumber or sleep —
I know the very hairs of my head are
numbered, every freckle and white
spot counted and You care for me
with precious love — You know
everything about me —
You know the love of my heart —
on fire for You and the love for each
child and the world — a furnace that
is hot and a blaze with the fire of
Your love —
Oh Holy Spirit — I love — I
more Your understanding and Your wisdom,
Your counsel — I want my heart to
be consumed with love —
God help me to spread Your love
to the world —
Fill me with Your grace —
I am Your child, God
You love me with Divine Love —
You are my strength
You have all the power,
I give You Lord Jesus, my will
and my life —
I surrender to the fires of Your
I give in — Help me Jesus to let go
and let You run the show,
help me to let go to You, Jesus —
I am Your putty.
You are my God.
put me in Your hands —
let me feel Your presence with me.
"Listen to my direction. I
you. Write these letters every day
as you get up from bed.
A new letter every morning —
my direction will be with you —
new life — I come to give you
You will have peace —
Your children are guarded.
Your life will be directed by Me.
It will be easy for you to turn
your life over to Me.
I love you, I will not leave
you orphaned — nor
your children —
celebrate and know My gift
is at hand.
I am your God —
Jesus the Lord
Everything that Jesus has taught me in 17 years
and all of us is about prayer,
is about life in Him,
is about being a branch attached to the vine
God wants us to help in the work of redemption,
baptized Catholics are to live more deeply
as members of the body of Christ
I am the vine you are the branches
May 17, 1992
In my journal May 17, 1992 I wrote
Yesterday I had the image of the
keys and Carol gave me a key with
Jesus, Mary, and Joseph on it,
the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.
Today I had the image in the chapel
of the brown door opened ever so
slightly, dark inside with a
chair in front of it.
Jesus: Remove the
chair from the closed door My
child, Let your light shine —
Open the door — let yourself out
to express your joy — take the chair away —
the negative tapes
R. I had a vision of a brown door
yesterday a vision of keys
You my child are strong and alive, you
have tried harder to do more —
look at yourself, open the door —
go through the door — you
are waiting to bloom as a bud
ready to burst open with life.
Your life — your potential is like a
seed that is ready to burst
its pod — it cannot be contained
Open the door — let yourself out
use the key — the key is you — you
are strong — you are not dependent
I am the way, the truth and the life,
I am the light of life. I dwell in
your heart. I live in you,
I work in you, yes you have
accomplished so much, I have been
by your side, I am by your
children's side, reach out and touch me, feel
My presence in your soul, I am
He who comforts you, do not be afraid and
I say to you wait, listen, and you
will be told what and how to do it.
I am talking to you now. Readying you
for your journey, a journey into life —
you will know life as you never known it before and He brought a miracle
down on them and they were set free
I am He who comforts you. I come
to you in all your trials, I am with
you, I am your God and I love you.
Do not be afraid, I will be there for
you, My most precious child.
R. I Lord want to do Thy will, please
live in my heart, see with my eyes,
touch with my hands and walk with
my feet, I want to do Thy will. Love with
your heart and listen with your ears.
Jesus: I am he who comforts you —
Be not afraid.
Wednesday, May 18, 1992
Please help me this day to do thy
holy will. This is a day you have
created for me, it is unfolding
I ask for you to mold me and my day
I have a free will, I surrender to You God.
I am your child please
guide me and help me to do thy holy will
I admit my powerlessness over this
situation and I give you my will and
my life. The door stands open and
I have moved the chair. I want
to serve You. Here are my hands
my heart, my eyes, my feet,
my mouth, my life, hear me I
am here to do thy holy will,
please guide me and lead me and
help me in every moment of this
Jesus: You My child are a gift I give
to this world, your smile, your
warmth, your love, your compassion
I give you as a bud ready to burst
and be full and let all see your radiance
and your beauty. Everyone smells
the flower and looks at its beauty
and is glad it is there, never to abuse
or mistreat. You My child are
special as a flower, never to be used
or mistreated but to be enjoyed and
respected. See yourself as a beautiful
flower. Many are called, but few are
chosen. You My daughter are
one of My chosen ones. Remember
yourself as a flower and a gift,
people look at a gift and treat
it with respect and you are My
gift to these children and to the
world, you are My gift to My
other children, you are of
value, of worth, of respect,
they are given this gift
I give them through you. You
are a flower — ready to open
and omit a fragrance, the fragrance
comes from Me, I am the power
where by you open and omit My
love which is the fragrance —
Let Me use you — you are beautiful
as the flower, great to behold and
to have in their presence. You
are special and they are favored by Me to have
received such gifts. You have so
much to give.
I love you, you are My precious
child and My precious flower — you
are a door waiting to open and be
your new life — a pod ready to
explode — you are My child and
wherever you go, whenever you go, I go
with you with My rod and My staff —
helping and protecting you, I am your
strong guard, your rear and fore guard
I am your protection, your light
and your life — cling to Me and know
My presence. I go with you
in all that you do. You are My
flower. I love you,
R. At the end of January, 1992, I was given a message from Jesus that I would suffer.
Next, I lost my voice and I had trouble breathing. It was the key that helped me let go of my teaching jobs in colleges, my position in a special choir, and my job as organist and choir director at a small church.
Here is a letter I began to write to Jesus and the message God gave back to me.
My first letters with Jesus were a lot of dialogue. I would write and He would speak to me as I opened up my heart to Him.
Many times He woke me in the night with a lengthy message.
This is a letter I wrote to Him March 17, 1992, when I was having a lot of trouble breathing and talking.
He was working in my suffering to help me let go of all I was doing so I could be His messenger. It was a great time of trial when I couldn't breathe very well or couldn't use my voice very well. All my jobs depended on it. It was from this cross that I was given my voice to do what I am doing today. I had to surrender to His plan-I couldn't use my voice as I had done in the past.
When I finally quit most everything about 1 1/2 years later, I had my voice to do His work, to do this job.
In this suffering, He led me to do His will.
St. John the Baptist's father lost his voice.
St. John the Baptist's mother was barren.
St. John the Baptist was the 'VOICE OF ONE CRYING IN THE DESERT'.
I prayed to do His will and He helped me find His will. Through great suffering and surrender I was given greater life in Him.
The story of my struggle in doing His will and losing my voice is accounted in an entry in Blue Book III which appears at the end of this message.
Jesus wanted the message of March 17, 1992, presented today, that we can carry it with us and live by it. We must surrender and let Him run our lives and do His will. Some of the greatest trials are the way He leads us on the right path for us.
March 17, 1992
Note: I couldn't breathe again. From my notebook I wrote:
I am not feeling calm, I am so grateful for being able to breathe. I know an inner voice during the movie said, I will be okay. Please help me Jesus, I need you.
God: I am your God and I love you, you are precious to Me. Remember how I loved you to My death. This is the season of Lent, a time to look and listen and learn all you can about Christ and His passion. I am telling you of My great love for you and all My children. Hold close to Me and do not be tempted to go astray, keep your eyes fixed on the eternal end, the bright and beautiful light, your glory, for your reward will be great in heaven. Keep the glory of the Lord in heaven in front of your eyes.
Don't look for worldly pleasures and satisfaction here on earth. Love and give to others and forgive and know your reward will be great in heaven.
I will show you the path to follow. Listen attentively and be calm. In conflict don't react, practice removing yourself from that. It isn't necessary to criticize, to shame, to hurt, to bargain for who is right and who is wrong. Hold on to peace and love and joy and happiness. Hold My hand and see My light. See the big, big picture. The answers are in you, I love you and I will teach you what you need to know. Be still and listen, I want to instruct you, I am talking to you now in your heart. I love you always, stay close to Me and know I am your God.
Messenger: You are my God and You love me, I am Your temple. I know You go with me with Your rod and Your staff protecting me and giving me comfort and hope and love and joy and peace. The moments I spend now will be gone in 5 minutes.
I want to spend this time with You, I don't want to be anywhere else, I want to know Your presence , Your warmth, Your love.
God: You are powered by Me. You are My child, you are precious and you know it. You are special to Me, hold tight to Me. I love you, My chosen daughter.
Messenger: Create in me, Oh Lord, a CLEAN heart, Oh Lord—create in me a clean heart.
I offer up my suffering to You.
God, help me live my precious moments.
God, help me.
Thank you, I love you.
Felix is at the site
Please come and get a
signed crucifix by
Felix and your picture
Betty is a handmaid who has prayed in the
China Church for 11 years. To get from her
house to the church she uses a walker and
must go over a creek and a little bridge.
We wanted a little place she could rest
by the Church. We need about $1,000 to
make this happen. Can you help us?
We are trying to get
Response to God's Love
and the Mass Book out.
Anybody who wants to help us
with a donation to get these 2 books
out in the Priestly/hierarchy mailing —
Please call Kathleen 1-888-211-3041
July 31, 1994
Words of Jesus to Members of
Shepherds of Christ Associates:
"My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.
"I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.
"I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."
- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)
The China Church is over 140 years old
and we pray in there 24 hours a day.
It needs stucco and so does
the community building.
Can you please help us?
Call Kathleen 1-888-211-3041
Likewise the priest house
is 150 years old.
Jesus told us to repair it
which we have been doing.
We need $13,000.00 for this work.
You can help put the Blue Book V
in the hands of 1,000 people
we need $1,200 postage for this
It is ready to go
You can help put Fr. Joe's homily
book in the hands of
1,000 priests — it costs $1,100
This can help 1,000 parish priests
talk about Covenant for Lent
Please help us
It is ready to go
Call Kathleen 1-888-211-3041
Call Kathleen to Order any of the items below