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June 16, 2007

June 17th Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is Day 2 Period II.

The Novena Rosary Mysteries  
for June 17th are Sorrowful.


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June 16, 2007

                    Everything we do we do for
                the honor and glory of God.

                    Jesus tells us

                    "Everything we do we do for Him"

                    Our lives being a constant surrendering
                in seeking God's will, not our will to
                please ourselves for our honor and glory.

                Seeking every moment to be in loving
                    union with God, serving Him —
                    not seeking to be served.

                The Good Shepherd showed us He laid
                down His life for His flock —

                Serve — not to be served.
                Love that led Him to give Himself on
                    the cross for our sins.

                Forgiveness to forgive those even who
                    put Him to death.

                For me the lesson of the cross is a
                    life long lesson to learn from —

                One of forgiveness — that God forgives
                    and loves man so much that
                    Jesus took on flesh and died
                    for our sins.

                Such love that He in loving surrender
                    gave Himself to His death for
                    His flock.

                The cross is a major part of our lives —
                    for we are here for advancing in
                    the spiritual life —

                    That God's love will live in us

                    So as we are in the world we will
                        be because God is alive in

                    God gives to us this sharing in His
                        life in baptism —

                    Our knowing and loving capacity is
                elevated in the sacrament of baptism —

                In giving us this sharing in God's life —

                    we know that God: Father, Son and Holy
                    Spirit live in the graced soul

                He - God - lives in us —

                We are the branches with His life
                    alive in us in the world.

                Loving surrender to the will of God

                    surrender to have the Spirit of
                        God living most abundantly
                        in the world today so very
                        much in need of the truth.

                What is truth —

                Jesus says

                    "I am the way, the truth and
                        the life"

                Jesus is the vine —

                We in the Church must focus on
                    our calling as members of the
                    body of Christ.

                We have been called to be alive
                    with the Love of God in our
                    hearts and souls —
                    to be like Jesus —
                    to be other focused —

                    to forgive
                    to not be selfish

                In watching children, one can
                    learn how they must be taught
                    to share — how they are taught
                    to love — how they are taught
                    to know about security —

                If parents are very selfish they may
                    not teach and give themselves
                    as a child needs —
                    they may not be other focused —

                A child at two throwing a temper
                    tantrum is learning not to
                    do this

                A new born wants their needs met —
                    food - clean diaper - love —

                    babies come into the world — they
                        are learning about their
                        freedom of the will — right

                They are trained —

                Babies begin to demand what they
                    want right away

                Dad may see the child run outside
                    and say —
                    hey — "Go in the house" and
                    the two year old in wanting their
                        will can lay
                        flat down on their back on
                        the garage floor and
                        demand their way

                    curly hair — cute as a button —

                    little body right there and then
                        lay flat on their back on
                        the greasy garage floor

                    That child doesn't want to obey
                        and go in the house like
                        dad says

                    In defiance they lay flat down
                        where they are — little
                        body — grease on the floor —

                    It is a fancy way of saying

                        "no", "come move me"

                    Eventually he will get her to move
                        by saying "Get in the house"

                        or she will push it and wait
                        for something else

                It is because we want our way —

                Children test parents from day one
                    in some way

                Parents have to teach children about
                    sleeping at night — they have
                    a big job when a baby
                    has days and nights mixed up.

                Moms who are pregnant are tired,
                    sick sometimes, have some
                    health issues sometimes —

                    they give their bodies for the sake
                        of the baby

                Somebody killing a healthy baby
                    in the womb is saying "no"
                    to giving themselves "big time"

                Learning to obey

                Learning to do God's will
                Learning to give and take
                    are all lessons we learn —

                Two cute little children may not
                    want to share anything in
                    a home.

                If there are two children in a family
                    and two parents —

                    the children learn big sharing
                        lessons when parents teach
                        them about loving each
                        other and still teach them
                        a big lesson

                God loves us all
                    and there is enough love to go
                    Jesus died for all of us

                There are many lessons learned from
                    imperfect - wounded parents

                We creatures all have a wounded human
                    nature but Mary, so we are
                    all acting in tainted ways —
                        selfish ways
                        with imperfect vision of God,
                            ourselves and others

                    this tainted human nature must
                        deal with ways involving
                        pride, jealousy, envy,
                        anger, gluttony, slothfulness,

                A person can seek dominance
                    for dominance sake —
                    want their will
                    not obey authority —

                    like the curly haired child on
                        the garage floor

                Babies scream — they get fed
                                      — they get changed
                                      — they get their way

                A two, three, four year old is
                    learning they can't demand
                    mom and dad stay home from work
                    or going out


                    "I want you home, I don't
                        want you to go" and cry
                        and misbehave to try to force them
                        to stay home

                The best way to be is to know the
                    security of God —
                    how He is always watching us
                    He cares for the very hairs of
                        our head

                    Jesus loved us so much He died
                        for us.

                A person who has had relationships as a
                    mom and dad and many children have
                    an opportunity to learn to love
                    and work in love giving for the
                    sake of the family —

                The Church is to exist as the family of
                    God — showing security —
                                truth —

                            in a troubled world

                We were created with the desire that
                    can only be satisfied by God's

                Song:  God's Love

                Song:  Why Do We Hurt the Ones We Love

                Song:  Live This Day


                God works in a family

                Jesus came in a family

                Mary was Jesus' Mother
                Joseph was Jesus' Foster Father
                The Holy Spirit the Spouse of Mary
                Jesus is God and man

                Jesus comes to show us how to
                    be a child of God

                    We are the children of God

                Mary is our spiritual Mother

                The most perfect community is the

                God the Father, Son and Holy Spirit
                    are 3 Persons in one God.

                The mission of the Shepherds of Christ is to
                    teach the world about oneness

                    oneness in families
                    oneness in the Church
                    oneness and love

                There is a spiritual battle in the world

                    The devil wants to divide people
                    The devil wants people to hate
                    The devil wants people to attack
                        authority —
                        to take out the structure.

                A person is very, very complicated

                    They were taught all these lessons
                        about security
                                what is right —

                    They were wounded by the failure
                        of others to teach them real
                        love and security and peace

                    They must deal with these wounds
                        of selfishness, bitterness
                        and be healed

                    Anger can be triggered from deep
                        wounds —
                        the person in which "anger" is
                            acted out on — may not get
                            "anger" because they deserve it
                        "Anger" stuffed is like hungry
                            dogs in a basement —

                    One more time - something triggers
                        wounds unhealed and a
                        person rages "red" against
                        innocent others

                    Satan comes in doors in which
                        we have unhealed wounds
                        and works in imperfections

                    Mary struggled, Mary suffered,
                        but Mary did not get
                        angry and envious and prideful,
                        seeking dominance for
                        her personal glory

                Song:  A Song from Jesus

                The human creature has a wounded human
                    nature and therefore tends toward
                    this —
                    this is from the sin of Adam and Eve

                But Jesus died for our sins —
                    So we could share in His life

                God gives us this sharing in His life
                    in baptism to
                    deal with our wounded human
                    nature and be more like Him

                Death — Resurrection

                Feat of the Sacred Heart


Ezekiel 34: 11-16

    “For the Lord Yahweh says this: Look, I myself shall take care of my flock and look after it. As a shepherd looks after his flock when he is with his scattered sheep, so shall I look after my sheep. I shall rescue them from wherever they have been scattered on the day of clouds and darkness. I shall bring them back from the peoples where they are; I shall gather them back from the countries and bring them back to their own land. I shall pasture them on the mountains of Israel, in the ravines and in all the inhabited parts of the country. I shall feed them in good pasturage; the highest mountains of Israel will be their grazing ground. There they will rest in good grazing grounds; they will browse in rich pastures on the mountains of Israel. I myself shall pasture my sheep, I myself shall give them rest–declares the Lord Yahweh. I shall look for the lost one, bring back the stray, bandage the injured and make the sick strong. I shall watch over the fat and healthy. I shall be a true shepherd to them."


Psalm 23 

Yahweh is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
In grassy meadows he lets me lie.

By tranquil streams he leads me
    to restore my spirit.
He guides me in paths of saving justice
    as befits his name.

Even were I to walk in a ravine as dark as death
I should fear no danger, for you are at my side.
Your staff and your crook are there to soothe me.

You prepare a table for me
    under the eyes of my enemies;
you anoint my head with oil;
    my cup brims over.

Kindness and faithful love pursue me
    every day of my life.
I make my home in the house of Yahweh
    for all time to come.


Romans 5: 5-11

and a hope which will not let us down, because the love of God has been poured into our hearts by the Holy Spirit which has been given to us. When we were still helpless, at the appointed time, Christ died for the godless. You could hardly find anyone ready to die even for someone upright; though it is just possible that, for a really good person, someone might undertake to die. So it is proof of God’s own love for us, that Christ died for us while we were still sinners. How much more can we be sure, therefore, that, now that we have been justified by his death, we shall be saved through him from the retribution of God. For if, while we were enemies, we were reconciled to God through the death of his Son, how much more can we be sure that, being now reconciled, we shall be saved by his life. What is more, we are filled with exultant trust in God, through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have already gained our reconciliation.


Luke 15: 3-7

So he told them this parable:

‘Which one of you with a hundred sheep, if he lost one, would fail to leave the ninety–nine in the desert and go after the missing one till he found it? And when he found it, would he not joyfully take it on his shoulders and then, when he got home, call together his friends and neighbours, saying to them, "Rejoice with me, I have found my sheep that was lost." In the same way, I tell you, there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner repenting than over ninety–nine upright people who have no need of repentance.


                Immaculate Heart of the Blessed Virgin Mary


2 Corinthians 5: 14-21

For the love of Christ overwhelms us when we consider that if one man died for all, then all have died; his purpose in dying for all humanity was that those who live should live not any more for themselves, but for him who died and was raised to life. 

    From now onwards, then, we will not consider anyone by human standards: even if we were once familiar with Christ according to human standards, we do not know him in that way any longer. So for anyone who is in Christ, there is a new creation: the old order is gone and a new being is there to see. It is all God's work; he reconciled us to himself through Christ and he gave us the ministry of reconciliation. I mean, God was in Christ reconciling the world to himself, not holding anyone's faults against them, but entrusting to us the message of reconciliation.

    So we are ambassadors for Christ; it is as though God were urging you through us, and in the name of Christ we appeal to you to be reconciled to God. For our sake he made the sinless one a victim for sin, so that in him we might become the uprightness of God.


Psalm 103

Bless Yahweh, my soul, 
from the depths of my being, his holy name; 
bless Yahweh, my soul, 
never forget all his acts of kindness. 

He forgives all your offences, 
cures all your diseases, 
he redeems your life from the abyss, 
crowns you with faithful love and tenderness; 
he contents you with good things all your life, 
renews your youth like an eagle’s. 

Yahweh acts with uprightness, 
with justice to all who are oppressed; 
he revealed to Moses his ways, 
his great deeds to the children of Israel. 

Yahweh is tenderness and pity, 
slow to anger and rich in faithful love; 
his indignation does not last for ever, 
nor his resentment remain for all time;  
he does not treat us as our sins deserve, 
nor repay us as befits our offences.

As the height of heaven above earth, 
so strong is his faithful love for those who fear him.
As the distance of east from west,
so far from us does he put our faults.

As tenderly as a father treats his children, 
so Yahweh treats those who fear him; 
he knows of what we are made, 
he remembers that we are dust. 

As for a human person—his days are like grass, 
he blooms like the wild flowers; 
as soon as the wind blows he is gone, 
never to be seen there again. 

But Yahweh’s faithful love for those who fear him 
is from eternity and for ever; 
and his saving justice to their children’s children; 
as long as they keep his covenant, 
and carefully obey his precepts.

Yahweh has fixed his throne in heaven,
his sovereign power rules over all.
Bless Yahweh, all his angels,
mighty warriors who fulfil his commands,
attentive to the sound of his words.

Bless Yahweh, all his armies,
servants who fulfil his wishes.
Bless Yahweh, all his works,
in every place where he rules.

Bless Yahweh, my soul.


Luke 2: 41-51

Every year his parents used to go to Jerusalem for the feast of the Passover. When he was twelve years old, they went up for the feast as usual. When the days of the feast were over and they set off home, the boy Jesus stayed behind in Jerusalem without his parents knowing it. They assumed he was somewhere in the party, and it was only after a day’s journey that they went to look for him among their relations and acquaintances. When they failed to find him they went back to Jerusalem looking for him everywhere. 

    It happened that, three days later, they found him in the Temple, sitting among the teachers, listening to them, and asking them questions; and all those who heard him were astounded at his intelligence and his replies. They were overcome when they saw him, and his mother said to him, ‘My child, why have you done this to us? See how worried your father and I have been, looking for you.’ He replied, ‘Why were you looking for me? Did you not know that I must be in my Father’s house?’ But they did not understand what he meant. He went down with them then and came to Nazareth and lived under their authority. His mother stored up all these things in her heart.


2 Corinthians 6: 1-10

As his fellow-workers, we urge you not to let your acceptance of his grace come to nothing. As he said, 'At the time of my favour I have answered you; on the day of salvation I have helped you'; well, now is the real time of favour, now the day of salvation is here. We avoid putting obstacles in anyone's way, so that no blame may attach to our work of service; but in everything we prove ourselves authentic servants of God; by resolute perseverance in times of hardships, difficulties and distress; when we are flogged or sent to prison or mobbed; labouring, sleepless, starving; in purity, in knowledge, in patience, in kindness; in the Holy Spirit, in a love free of affectation; in the word of truth and in the power of God; by using the weapons of uprightness for attack and for defence: in times of honour or disgrace, blame or praise; taken for impostors and yet we are genuine; unknown and yet we are acknowledged; dying, and yet here we are, alive; scourged but not executed; in pain yet always full of joy; poor and yet making many people rich; having nothing, and yet owning everything.


2 Samuel 12: 7-10, 13

    Nathan then said to David, 'You are the man! Yahweh, God of Israel, says this, "I anointed you king of Israel, I saved you from Saul's clutches, I gave you your master's household and your master's wives into your arms, I gave you the House of Israel and the House of Judah; and, if this is still too little, I shall give you other things as well. Why did you show contempt for Yahweh, by doing what displeases him? You put Uriah the Hittite to the sword, you took his wife to be your wife, causing his death by the sword of the Ammonites. For this, your household will never be free of the sword, since you showed contempt for me and took the wife of Uriah the Hittite, to make her your wife."

    David said to Nathan, "I have sinned against Yahweh." Nathan then said to David, "Yahweh, for his part, forgives your sin; you are not to die.


Galatians 2: 16, 19-21

have nevertheless learnt that someone is reckoned as upright not by practising the Law but by faith in Jesus Christ; and we too came to believe in Christ Jesus so as to be reckoned as upright by faith in Christ and not by practising the Law: since no human being can be found upright by keeping the Law.

In fact, through the Law I am dead to the Law so that I can be alive to God. I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me. The life that I am now living, subject to the limitation of human nature, I am living in faith, faith in the Son of God who loved me and gave himself for me. I am not setting aside God’s grace as of no value; it is merely that if saving justice comes through the Law, Christ died needlessly.


Luke 7: 36 - 8: 3

One of the Pharisees invited him to a meal. When he arrived at the Pharisee’s house and took his place at table, suddenly a woman came in, who had a bad name in the town. She had heard he was dining with the Pharisee and had brought with her an alabaster jar of ointment. She waited behind him at his feet, weeping, and her tears fell on his feet, and she wiped them away with her hair; then she covered his feet with kisses and anointed them with the ointment. 

    When the Pharisee who had invited him saw this, he said to himself, ‘If this man were a prophet, he would know who this woman is and what sort of person it is who is touching him and what a bad name she has.’ Then Jesus took him up and said, ‘Simon, I have something to say to you.’ He replied, ‘Say on, Master.’ ‘There was once a creditor who had two men in his debt; one owed him five hundred denarii, the other fifty. They were unable to pay, so he let them both off. Which of them will love him more?’ Simon answered, ‘The one who was let off more, I suppose.’ Jesus said, ‘You are right.’ 

    Then he turned to the woman and said to Simon, ‘You see this woman? I came into your house, and you poured no water over my feet, but she has poured out her tears over my feet and wiped them away with her hair. You gave me no kiss, but she has been covering my feet with kisses ever since I came in. You did not anoint my head with oil, but she has anointed my feet with ointment. For this reason I tell you that her sins, many as they are, have been forgiven her, because she has shown such great love. It is someone who is forgiven little who shows little love.’ Then he said to her, ‘Your sins are forgiven.’ Those who were with him at table began to say to themselves, ‘Who is this man, that even forgives sins?’ But he said to the woman, ‘Your faith has saved you; go in peace.’

Now it happened that after this he made his way through towns and villages preaching and proclaiming the good news of the kingdom of God. With him went the Twelve, as well as certain women who had been cured of evil spirits and ailments: Mary surnamed the Magdalene, from whom seven demons had gone out, Joanna the wife of Herod's steward Chuza, Susanna, and many others who provided for them out of their own resources.


                So it was stated and clearly taught to us
                    in the Gospel and readings —

                    God is love
                    Jesus died for our sins

                    To fool ourselves as human creatures
                        to give into pride and judge
                        ourselves "sinless" when in
                        fact we are all "imperfect"
                        and sinners is indeed to
                        effect our spiritual growth —

                    Growth comes to those who are filled
                        more and more with His life —

                The more we go to the Sacraments —
                    especially Eucharist and
                    Penance — the more we can
                    receive greater life in Him.

                God knows our ways — our sins of
                    pride and selfishness and
                    Jesus came to this earth and
                    gave us the Church  —
                    the fountain of His life —

                    So our hearts can be filled more
                        and more with the love of
                        God and
                        we can live a holy existence,
                            filled more and more with His
                            life and branching out
                            into a world that is
                            strengthened by His life
                            alive in us —

                I boost only of my revelation
                    about the greatness of having
                    His life more and more alive in me

                    as I operate in this world
                    according to the Father's will
                    in love —

                My writings are to help unveil the working
                    of satan in our lives and to
                    give us deeper insight into the
                    treasures that await the man
                    who loves and serves the Lord and
                    seeks greater life in Him.

                The devil is a prowling lion — prowling
                    the earth looking for one to devour
                    and the message God has given to my
                    heart is the message of His Word
                    in the Scriptures that can be
                    so very alive in us and living
                    in the world through us as
                    we live today —

                A garden can be seen full of beautiful
                    flowers or we can see a shriveled
                    up brown patch barren and
                    fruitless, full of the desert —

                What words you would have me speak

                    is to teach from the teachings of
                    tainted others — like children
                    learning from imperfect parents

                And I teach clearly as God has revealed
                    for a Church that needs deeply
                    to embrace the Gospel message
                    more fully and know the deeper
                    meaning of the message of
                    the cross of Jesus and the
                    resurrection of Jesus to which
                    we are witnesses every time we
                    embrace the solid teachings
                    of the Church and feast at the
                    altar of the Lord and live
                    in the message of the Scriptures.

                The devil wants to tear down the work
                    of the Shepherds of Christ put into
                    practice for me now beginning 16 years
                    ago when Jesus showed me
                    a vision of His Heart — all open
                    and on fire December 17, 1991 and
                    told me.

                I did not know what vision this
                    Heart He showed me would do to
                    lead so many souls to His
                    Sacred Heart.

                I said yes and He has called you to answer
                    His call of the Shepherds of Christ as He has
                    given to me now 16 years and
                    two years before even that as I
                    prayed many endless hours before
                    the tabernacle seeking to serve
                    Him and know and do His will.

                My math degrees were not the content of
                    these revelations but He imparted
                    to me the secrets of His Heart to be
                    written and distributed to souls
                    seeking deeper life in Him.

                Last Tuesday May 29, 2007 - I had an experience when
                    I did the Sidney Rosary of Mary
                    standing beneath the cross —
                    crying and suffering for 3 days
                    for souls that would be lost
                    forever to the fires of hell —

                Next that Thursday at the end of the
                    3 days I was given messages
                    from Jesus how He cried
                    Bloody tears for His message was
                    ignored and

                    people were not even grateful
                    for the gifts they were given
                    through the Shepherds of Christ.

                I knew how deeply He wanted
                    reparation for the sins of the
                    human race and our sins —

                I was given revelations of uniting
                    to the sacrifice of Jesus in the
                    Mass, the sacrifice of Calvary,
                    sacramentally made present in
                    the Mass, and praying to the Father
                    in making reparation for the
                    sins of the human race and my sins.

                Sins of omission, commission,
                    lies, thinking we are perfect —

                All of the offences against God instead
                    of listening to the message and
                    spreading this message for the
                    sake of souls —

                    but satan's grip is paralyzing and crippling

                    and our mission is oneness as
                    seen in the first Blue Book writing

                    May 13, 1993 over 14 years ago


Cling to Me

May 13, 1993 

Jesus speaks: My dear child, if you stay close to Me, then I live in you and you live in Me. I am He Who created you and I love you with such an intensity that you will never know. My words are your truth. You must abide in My heart in all things. There is no room for doubt. My ways are steadfast, direct, and without error.

    You must stay rooted in Me to ward off the power of the evil one. His grip is paralyzing and crippling. His power is stronger every day.

    When you live in Me, I am in your heart and he has no power over Me. I am your God. I am your true lover. I want to protect you. I want to guard you from this force. Stay rooted firmly in Me and he will have no power.

    I am He Who comforts you. My hand is upon you. Hold tight to Me, My child. My eyes are fixed right on you. You are My most precious child. I love you as no other can. My arms are about you. My tenderness surrounds you. My love is in your heart. You go not alone. I walk with you.

    I share every aspect of your life with you. Cling to Me, feel My presence. It is warm and secure within your chest. There is no room for fear, for I cast out fear and bring you comfort and joy.

end of May 13, 1993 message


                And the mission God wants to lead souls
                    to be deeply mystically married
                    to God     


The Bridegroom Awaits

December 27, 1993 - 4:00a.m.

Jesus: Dear child, the Son of Man waits and you sleep in the night. I wait for you and you sleep. You know I am waiting and you are dead in your bed. Awake, My little one, when I call. You must not give in to the desires of the body. I care for your needs. Your strength comes from Me. Jump from your bed, sound the trumpet and arise, for your Savior comes in the night to bring you a message for all His children. Ready yourself, for I do not like to wait. Get up and come, child. I am God.

I am He Who made the world, He Who makes the sun shine and the baby in the womb! You make Me wait while you sleep. Rise and run, for the Lord is at hand. God awaits you and beckons you to be attentive to your calling. Sound the trumpet! Arise in the night. I am He Who comes to you. You must harken to the call. Come pronto to My request and do not tarry. I wait and I wait and I eagerly want to talk to you.

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. Oh, child, I want these messages to reach the ends of this earth. I deliver each with such love. Will you deliver My messages to all My loved ones? They eagerly need to hear My words of love. They need to know how I feel about each one of them. They need to know that I am God. I love each child uniquely and My love is the love of God. What can you get on this earth that can compare to the love of God? You have a message declaring My love for each of My children. They are My love letters to them. Please see that they receive this letter. This is your top priority. It is a love letter to My beloved ones.

I am your Savior. I am not a myth. I am alive and I come to you. I wait in the tabernacle every day as a prisoner. Waiting and waiting in the tabernacle and who comes to be with Me? I await you, My children, to come and realize that God is in the tabernacle. I am Jesus, the Son of God, and I wait for you every day. Come to Me in your busy day. Come to Mass. Make ready your hearts and receive Me in Communion. I am there awaiting you as a groom awaiting his bride. I want to be with you, united in Holy Communion. I am truly present there, but which of you come? I wait for each of you. I am God. I can love you each so intently you do not understand. Your brother does not make up your love to Me. I wait, you little ones. Will you come and receive your love this day?

Ready your hearts and keep them holy. God will enter there. Prepare the way for Me. Do not sin. Do not lie to yourselves and tell yourself that some sins are of no account. Every sin is wrong. I tell you what is right and wrong in your hearts. You know the Ten Commandments. Satan tells you "but in this case, you are exempt", "this is out of date, you are allowed here." No, little ones, sin is sin and your heart knows what is wrong! Keep it pure. The more you lie to yourself about evil, the more right it becomes. Oh, how sad to numb your beautiful heart and accept the things of this world that are evil as okay. Evil is evil and you must guard against any evil the world tells you is okay.

I am the way, the truth and the life. When you abide in My ways, you possess the light of life. Do not be pulled into the world and its evil ways. Ready yourself for My love. I am as a bridegroom awaiting his bride. So pure, so white, so untainted she appears, just for her loved one. Her ways are gentle and kind and she is a picture of holiness, dressed in a white gown. Dress your soul in a white gown for Me. Keep your soul clothed in a cloth of dignity, a white cloth untainted by any sin, pure as the bride who meets her groom. Our meeting is with such love.

You enter My church, you walk My aisle. Your bridegroom awaits you in Communion. I am the bridegroom of your hearts. I come with such love to enter your soul. I am He Who walks with you to be united in Communion. I am Jesus. I am your true Love. I wait for you, My child. Please clean yourself up for My arrival! Think of My coming the day before and eagerly await our union. This is the greatest event of your life, union with God. Anticipate it with such eagerness, as the wedding of our hearts. I await you, little ones. I am God. What could this world ever give you that can be likened to God's entering your soul?

I am God and I come to you in Communion. Do you wait for Me, the bridegroom of your soul? Do you wait as one who is going to one's own wedding? This event far surpasses any wedding. It is you who are missing the significance here. I am here every Mass waiting, just for you. Get dressed, purify yourself, see the priest, go to confession, guard your tongue as the opening to your soul. I enter therein and you receive God, my child. Do you not comprehend this a little?

Read My words here. They are as real as the eyes you use to read them. It is you who blind yourself to all I have to give you. You do not reach with the things of the soul. You look for explanations in bodily things. To see the soul and the things of God you must reach with the eyes of God. You must be opened by the faith I eagerly want to give you. Beg to be open to Me so I can give you all you need to know Me. This world is blurring your Godly vision. It is hard to see through the mask of evil it has created. Every day the mask becomes more dense.

I am here, little one. You must die to this world to see Me. You don't need more of the world. You need less of the world. As the world decreases, your knowledge of Me increases. Take the mask off your face. Make your hearts pure. Pray to the Holy Spirit for His gifts of wisdom, understanding, counsel, fear of God-all gifts that only He can give! Fill your hearts with the gifts of the Spirit. He will remove the blinders from your eyes and dwell in your soul. You will know a new life and I will become so much more alive to you. You, child, need the Spirit!

The way to God is through Jesus. You need the Spirit. You need the Father. You need all three. Pray to be made whole in the Holy Trinity. Pray for union with God. Pray for the things of the soul. When your soul is in order, all else falls into order. You needn't pray for things of the world. Pray to know Me more fully. Pray for unity with God. Pray for opening in your hearts. Pray for holiness. Pray for faith, hope, charity. Pray for knowledge of how to please God. These are the true treasures. All else is of no account. Don't recite prayers for worldly things. Pray for your union with God. This is what it is all about!

I am so eager to make Myself known to you. Our love affair awaits and it depends on you. I am here loving you. It is you who keep us apart. What could you find on this earth that could compare with a love affair with God, child? Your soul was created to know love and serve Me. It craves this union with Me. This appetite is stronger than any other you possess. You hold it back and make light of it because this world has taken God out. This world is messed up. I am God and you are a creature of God. You cannot take God from you or you remain only a creature. What dignity you sacrifice to remove God from yourself!

Prepare for the wedding of our souls. Your bridegroom awaits you. I am Jesus, Son of the one, true, God. I await your union with Me. Child, nothing you ever do on this earth can compare with Communion with God. If you do not behold this as something, you need to pray to know Me more. Go to the Spirit and beg Him for understanding and wisdom. Beg Him for all his gifts to enhance your knowledge of God. Beg the Spirit for His baptism. Let Him shower you with His life and you will become alive and on fire in your heart.

Your bridegroom awaits you. Prepare yourself for the wedding. Come, pure and white, and anticipate this union with eagerness. I love you so, My child. You will never find a speck on this earth that can compare with the love of God. Search, you feeble creature, for worldly satisfaction and you will never satisfy one little part of your soul. Your soul can only be satisfied by the love of God. It stalks your restless heart and is only satisfied in God. It craves God like an appetite except that it is much stronger. What is in your heart that is never satisfied by your worldly way? It is the soul that craves union with God. It constantly keeps you in a state of unrest, of searching, of seeking, of looking for more. The more is found in the Eucharist. It is the answer to the empty heart. It is the love you seek, but cannot find anywhere else. It is Jesus, child. It is your Bridegroom. Come and be in Communion with Him. He awaits you and bids you to come, pure in your heart, to the wedding-the wedding of your soul.

Messenger: I felt as if there was so much I just did not understand and I was overwhelmed by the mystery of God. I opened the Blue Book to this:

Nov. 21, 1993:

Jesus speaks: Oh, what glories I have in store for you when you finally see it all, see all there is to Me! Little glimpses I will give you. These are special treats of My love, but you, in your earthly form, cannot even handle it. My power, My light, My fire would blow you off your feet and you would be out cold.

That is how I am at your side, with a power pack like this, and you worry about a power failure? Oh, how silly, when I am with you. Trust, trust. I am here.

  end of December 27, 1993


                And this is the summit message received
                    January 17, 1994 the same as the
                    day as the Prayer for Union with
                    Jesus —


Prayer for Union with Jesus

    Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994



             I Want My Priests to Come Back

January 17, 1994 3:40 a.m.

Jesus:  You know I am He Who lifts you up. In one second I can turn your feelings around and lift you up. Constantly pray to Me. You need Me through these times. Remember, I truly died for you on the cross. Remember, little one, I have chosen you to write to Me. Do you think I will ever abandon you? I am a God who truly loves His people. I love you with such ardent love. You must never doubt.

    Look into My face and see My gentleness. I am the kindest of all hearts. I am He who knows how to love with such love. Become totally lost in My arms.

    Do you think Satan will not taunt you? Put him behind you. You are being guarded by God and His heavenly court. Walk in My ways and the angels walk with you on your path. You are escorted on your way and you are never alone. You are guarded as a precious treasure that is being transported to another place.

    You need to put all your cares in My hands. You are developing true trust when you let go and let Me take over. Keep trusting and silence the ugly prompting of Satan who wants you to worry about useless things. Quit worrying and pray and play with your children. I am telling you there is so much peace and grace gained by private prayer with them. I will tend to all the details of your life. Do not worry for one moment. Put your life in My hands. I am here, little one. Read this message and all of them over and over again.

    You need to go to the Blue Book for your answers. Your answers are found there. I never leave your side. God is guarding you. Just continue to have a union with Me all through the day. All the prayer time alone with Me in one day is not enough. I want you in constant prayer.

    Turn to Me and My Blue Book. This will help many priests to come back and sit before Me in private union with Me. When priests come back to the tabernacle, the flock will begin to be led back to His altar. Priests need to read these letters. They are the preachers. If they do not value their own relationship with Jesus, if they are being led away from Me with busyness, they will not preach the intimate love of Jesus. They are so busy, but it is like throwing out the baby with the bath water. I am the center and their relationship with Me is utmost.

    The priests need these messages. They need to have an intimate, close union with Me. They should be preaching "time in front of the tabernacle." They should be preaching My intense love for My people and how I have so much to give. Some sermons are so complicated—yet nothing about union with Me in the Eucharist and in front of the tabernacle.

    I want My priests to come back and pray before My tabernacle. I want them to read these messages and make Jesus the Center of their lives. When they are led back to Jesus, they will lead the flock home. Priests need adoration every day for at least an hour. I don't care how busy they are. None of it matters if they are not spending time in private prayer alone with Me. They need to come and get their supplies. They need to quit thinking they are doing it and turn back to turning their lives totally over to Me, to totally letting their burdens and busy lives off at the foot of My cross and letting Me lead the way.

    There is not one priest who has so much to do that he cannot do private adoration daily. When the priest comes back to the power in the Eucharist and the tabernacle, the congregation will turn to God for their troubled hearts. Satan has led priests away from Jesus. They are so busy they cannot do all their work, but this must all take second place to praying silently before God and reading His words. These letters will help many priests to come back and be intimate with Jesus.

    All the rituals, all the upkeep of the churches, all the little details, and the King of Glory sits alone! You have thrown out the baby with the bath water. You are missing the boat.

    I want the priests to read this message. Where is the reverence after Communion and who has even heard it mentioned in the church? Private union with Jesus! What an honor! I have all you need. Come to Me and I will give you rest. I am all powerful. I have all the power. I am hyper—vigilant over your lives. I guard you. Quit trying to do it yourselves. Become selfless and let Me possess your souls.

    Have the priests spread these messages. Read them in church. I want adoration of the Eucharist back. I want people to know I am God and I am coming to them in Holy Communion. I want the Blessed Sacrament exposed. I want My churches open. Union with Jesus, the love of Jesus, trust, faith, love for one another, love of God—I want all of these preached from the pulpit!

    I am the Alpha and the Omega. I want My people to be led back to the center, which is Jesus. Pray for your priests. They are under attack. If Satan can wreck the family, the priests, the children, he has it made.

    You are under attack, My beloved priests, and you, in your busyness, are being led away from your union with Jesus. Bring yourselves back to Me and let Me give you My love. I am indeed the bridegroom of your souls. I wait for My beloved ones at the altar. I long for private union with all My beloved ones.

    Come to Me, all who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Come and be lifted up to heights you never dreamed possible. I am God. Put your lives in My hands. Let Me run your life. Quit running amok. You have lost your way and are running down the wrong road. Bring your lives back to Jesus in the tabernacle.

    The world is getting farther from God every minute. Read the messages at prayer meetings. Spread them by word of mouth. The time you waste is valuable. These words are not meant to be saved. Spread them here by any means possible. I want them out, I tell you! If someone wants to read some messages, give them to them and let them read them at prayer meetings. There is no secret here. They are from Me and I want them out. I want you to speak. A lot of your discontent is in sitting around with all these messages and not spreading them. Tell your friends to speak. Speak My words here. You don't have to mention the source. Spread the messages. You are not what is important. The messages are. You will be exposed. Don't worry who knows, but don't spread your own story. Spread the messages. Like ripples on a pond, the love of God will be spread throughout the land. I have so much to give to My hurting ones. I am your God. I died for you out of deepest love. I have come in these messages to lead you back home.

    Quit worrying of details. I am He Who runs the show. Pray for guidance every day. Spend one hour in front of the tabernacle. You cannot do in a million years what I can do in one moment. Quit relying on yourselves. You are only pushing buttons. When you are fixed in Me, the right door opens. When you go it alone, you have a hard road to walk. One hour in private adoration. Be silent or read the Blue Book. Your life will become uplifted by My teaching and you will sail a blue sky.

    Spend time in silence and some in reading My words in front of Me. I am talking to you in these letters. What power, to read them in front of the tabernacle! You can't go it alone. You need My help. You need your supplies. But you must come and get them! You are following your tail around if you do it alone. I am He Who can do all this. When you realize My power in adoration, your lives will change. As long as you are too busy you will have a hard time. The soul craves this union with Me.

    Lead the priests back to adoration and the people will follow. Our leaders have become too busy for adoration. This is the key, the key to unlock the doors to the world's problems. It is found in front of the tabernacle, at daily Mass and Communion. Do the priests ever preach any of this? You have forgotten your center, Jesus, in the Eucharist! All the power is found in Jesus. You have all that you need and you walk about and decorate My churches and clean every speck of dust and repair My pews and carpet My house and fix My organs but you walk about and miss the King of Glory who sits there all alone! Spread the messages on the tabernacle. I want them out!

end of January 17, 1994



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