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June 19, 2009 - Feast of the Sacred Heart

June 20th Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is Day 7 Period II.

The Novena Rosary Mysteries  
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June 19, 2009 - Feast of the Sacred Heart

 

 

                Jesus: I Love you, I love you, I love you.

 

Love Letters from 1991 - 1992

 

September 14, 1991

R.  I dreamed Jesus put His arm around me and I felt so secure.
Feed the hungry, I have been getting this
for the last 6 weeks.

 

 

October 28, 1991

Letter to Jesus

R. I played at Mass yesterday and I heard everyone
singing and praising God - I was thrilled
at all of them praising You. I kept
playing from the heart. I felt Your presence
and I felt it last week in Communion -
like a pressure on my chest knowing You are
this close to me. I know You are with me.

Jesus, help me to find Your light deep inside
me, a light only You can give. I can flounder
around inside for years in darkness, but
You can turn the light on and fill me
with your peace, only You can fill me with
Your peace.

God speaks: Peace, I leave My peace. I give peace
to you.

R. Peace for me? Lamb of God, You take
away the sins of the world, grant us peace.

Breathe in the richness, the fullness
of God, the richness, the fullness of God.

 

Psalm 91: 2

saying to Yahweh, ‘My refuge, my fortress,
my God in whom I trust!’

 

R. Jesus, here is my heart, please put on Your
spiritual bandages. And as You place a
spiritual bandage on each scar, the scar
is healed by the power of Your grace and the
bandage disappears.

 

Psalm 91: 2

saying to Yahweh, ‘My refuge, my fortress,
my God in whom I trust!’

 

R. And You are here, Lord. You stand
across the room from me and You come
close to me clothed in white. Your
body is surrounded by
a beautiful light and You come near me with
Your power and Your love. Your strong but
gentle hand You place on my head and
through my body is a feeling of warmth,
joy and peace, and I know I am
touched by Your ever present love.

   

 

October 29, 1991

Jesus I have sent a shower of grace healing and
    nourishing you.

You are My child and you are precious in My eyes,
    I love you.

Breathe in the goodness, the richness of God.

R. I will not cease praising Him, my God.

 

Matthew 11: 28-30

‘Come to me, all you who labour and are overburdened, and I will give you rest. Shoulder my yoke and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. Yes, my yoke is easy and my burden light.’

 

R. Glory and praise to You, Oh Lord Jesus Christ.

 

Psalm 66: 1-2

Acclaim God, all the earth,
sing psalms to the glory of his name,
glorify him with your praises,

 

R. You have touched our hearts and now we listen to Your word.

My heart is on fire with Your love deep within me.

Fill me, LORD.

Oh, Spirit of God, guide my going out and my coming in - for You have touched my heart and You will show me the way of the Lord.

R. With a contrite heart for my sins I beg of You to shower Your grace deep in my soul.

I don't want to leave, I want this peace and love to linger and be there with me all day, I want this warmth inside to continue with You Lord Jesus and Holy Spirit and God the Father. My Father, Who made me special, my Father, You created me as Your child. I have a divine lineage. My Father is God. I am His precious child.

God speaks: I have healed you and you will be set free - go in the mercy of God.

R. Permeate my heart with Your love so I may know You more and more.

As a child of God, I have dignity, I am somebody - what would God not do for His child?

   

 

1991  

                Dear Jesus Keep my heart pure and free to
                    love, and show light to others.
                    I am knowing Your light in me.

                    I know you love Jesus —
                    I am washed clean —
                    Bathed in Your precious Blood.
                    Fill me with love, God —
                    Fill me with grace.
                    Let me know the warmth of
                        Your love.
                    Bathe me —
                    Let the Holy Spirit move in me.

                Jesus is the real spiritual doctor —
                    Jesus takes away our pain —
                    Jesus helps us forgive and let go —
                    Jesus fills us with His truth —
                    Jesus gives us His healing —

                Jesus can remove the hurts if
                    I let the lid off —
                    so His grace and healing pour
                    inside.

                God I thank You for Your healing
                    hand —

                You can do all things —

                I thank You for what You are
                    doing in my life today —

                All praise and honor to my God

                    Love,
                            Rita

 

                Sing:  Spirit Song

                Sing Song:  Healer of our Every Ill

                    Beg for grace to be healed
                    Beg for grace to forgive
                    Beg to know the truth about
                        ourselves and not project
                        our past hurts on others —

 

                R. Dear Jesus
                    I put my head on Your lap
                    I ask for Your presence
                    I ask for Your peace
                    I ask for your love

  

Matthew 11: 28

‘Come to me, all you who labour and are overburdened, and I will give you rest. 

 

              1991

                    JESUS
                    JESUS
                    JESUS

                I put my head on your lap —

                Jesus my Lord and my God

                Pray to all who have died and we
                    think are in heaven and love
                    us very much —

                Litany of those I love who I think are in heaven
                    Mom pray to Jesus for me.
                    Catherine intercede to Jesus for me

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                    Jesus You know my problems
                        help me —
                    Jesus You know    this    problem —
                        help me —

                I called on the Lord and He heard me —
                    He sent me a blessing
                    God loves me so much


                    I rest in the Lord
                    God dwells in me
                    God has all the power —
                    Men cannot harm me

 

Matthew 25: 34-40

Then the King will say to those on his right hand, "Come, you whom my Father has blessed, take as your heritage the kingdom prepared for you since the foundation of the world. For I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I was a stranger and you made me welcome, lacking clothes and you clothed me, sick and you visited me, in prison and you came to see me." Then the upright will say to him in reply, "Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you drink? When did we see you a stranger and make you welcome, lacking clothes and clothe you? When did we find you sick or in prison and go to see you?" And the King will answer, "In truth I tell you, in so far as you did this to one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did it to me."

  

                Jesus fill me with Your blessings
                Jesus fill me with light
                Holy Spirit - help us get funds
                    for this mission

                FIGHT MY FIGHT GOD

                I plug into God's unending power


                        God children are taught
                                        isolation
                                        many - they aren't important
                                        selfishness
                                        cruelty
                                        hatred
                                        genuine love from a truthful heart
                                        deception —
                                        how to be angry
                                        how to not forgive

                God I pray parents recognize
                        it is through example they
                        teach many lessons

                Help parents to be like
                        God the Father wants
                        Mary our Mother would mother

                Instruct them in the spiritual
                        life

                    Help them to love


                Go to confession —

                Great grace comes from
                        confession

                Song: Why do we Hurt the Ones We Love

 

 

1991

                Jesus says

                    Forgive others as you wish Me
                        to forgive you

                    You are a human person —
                    You sin —
                    You are imperfect
                    Ask for forgiveness for your
                        sins from God —

                    Move on

                    Go to confession and tell God you
                        are sorry for your sins —
                        not your brothers

                    Focus on your imperfections
                        in confession

                    Trouble yourself not for the
                        wrongs of yesterday
                        forgive

                    Busy yourself for the joys of today
                    Every moment is golden in My eyes
                    Many are wrapped in shame
                    Your moments are golden

                    Do what God intends you to do
                        today
                    Render to others their just do
                    Make recompense for your
                        sins —
                    Take responsibilities for past
                        offences

      

Matthew 18: 1-5

At this time the disciples came to Jesus and said, ‘Who is the greatest in the kingdom of Heaven?’ So he called a little child to him whom he set among them. Then he said, ‘In truth I tell you, unless you change and become like little children you will never enter the kingdom of Heaven. And so, the one who makes himself as little as this little child is the greatest in the kingdom of Heaven.

‘Anyone who welcomes one little child like this in my name welcomes me.

 

    

                Jesus:  I love you —
                I forgive your sins
                I died for your sins and lies
                You are precious to Me
                You are wounded
                You are broken
                You are still My love

                R. We need to see the whole picture
                    of life — what is important
                    what is not

                God give me the gift of wisdom

 

Wisdom 14: 1

Wisdom builds herself a house; with her own hands Folly pulls it down.

 

                Jesus:

                    My child — I come and I harken to
                        your call — I can protect
                        you from the evil one —
                        pray for My grace

                        I give you a land flowing
                    with milk and honey. I send the
                    Holy Spirit to fill you —

                    The devil wants you to suffer —
                    People making others suffer for
                        dominance are sinning

                    You will beheld accountable for
                        your sins

                    The devil wants to hurt you
                    The devil wants you to do his
                        evil work and block My work

                    Don't deviate from My Father's Plan
                    Don't give into satan

                    I stand before you clothed in
                        white and beams of light are
                        flowing from My hands —
                        I have all the Power
                        I am there, Rita, I am here —
                        I am your God and I have rescued
                        you and your children, in
                        your pain — I have outpoured
                        My light, My love, My grace to
                        you and your children.
                    I fill you with My life
                    You will have trials.
                    You will be My light for the
                        world

                    You will see My light brighter
                        and brighter than ever before —
                        I have all the power —
                        I wrap you in the arms of
                            your mother —
                        Be not afraid —
                        You should not be frightened, child
                    I love you all, I will be there
                        in your every trial —
                        I am all powerful —
                    I am your light

 

Psalm 27: 1

Yahweh is my light and my salvation, 
    whom should I fear? 

  

                    You cried unto me and I heard your
                        pleading and your cries —

                    Others may be blind
                    Others may be deaf

                    You suffer for their deaf ears —
                        their blind eyes —
                        I speak to you —

                    Those closed in heart have a
                        trial — and much unhappiness —

                    Open your heart wide to My love

                    A person with a cold heart is
                        closed like a wall — they
                        become lifeless — they are
                        locked in a rock wall

                    A person who has closed off their
                        heart is locked in a cave of
                        darkness, they lack spontaneity —
                        their hearts become hard and cold.

                    Those whose hearts are open — know
                        life and spontaneity inside —

                    Your heart is red with the fire
                        of My love — your heart is
                        warm, your touch gentle
                        to know My letters of love —

                    Satan will attack to block My letters
                        of love — through jealous others
                        working for him

                    You are open - to My golden light —
                        I pour My light on each one
                        of your hearts —

                    You are surrounded by My halo
                        of light — You know the
                        miracle of God's love —
                        you are open to receive healing —

                    My strength is upon you.

                    Rays of light and warmth penetrate
                        your troubled souls and
                        the fire of the Holy Spirit
                        fills you —

                    I come to heal your wounded
                        heart.

                    Soak in My warmth, My
                        love,
                        You will know My power —

                    This healing is the real
                        healing that will help you —
                    I want you to know I heal
                        you and fill you —
                    You are dependent on Me
                    Soak in the light —
                    Breathe in Peace

                    Know that Jesus loves you
                        so much —

                    Live in My love —

                    I give you your special
                        children to serve Me
                        I have gifted them

                    I love them
                    I bless you in all your trials —
                    I love you
                    I am your God and I live
                        in you
                    I am with you every minute
                    Be not afraid
                    Cast out satan
                    You are blessed
                    You are the apple of My eye.
                    I stand at your bed
                    I watch you day and night
                    I never sleep
                    I am there

                    I love all of you

                                Love
                                    Jesus
 
 

                How do you feel?

                        tired
                        exhausted
                        angry
                        overwhelmed
                        scared
                        bored
                        surprised
                        shocked
                        loving
                        cautious
                        ashamed
                        afraid
                        smug
                        disgusted
                        confident
                        sad
                        frustrated
                        lonely
                        shy
                        anxious

                    get in touch with your
                            feelings

                Don't let them rule you —
                Satan can work in feelings  

   

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                    (1) Love and Forgive
                    (2) Live in truth - not deception
                    (3) Don't judge things in
                            extremes when they can
                            be gray - don't judge
                            all white or black
                    (4) Don't manipulate
                    (5) Don't control others to be dominant
                            for dominance sake
                    (6) Don't sit on a pity-pot
                            and be SELFISH

    

Prayer for Union with Jesus

    Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

  

                    (7) See the big picture
                    (8) God will fight our fight
                    (9) God will heal our wounds
                  (10) Rely on God's grace
                            ask for it
                  (11) Don't get addicted to
                            excitement or misery
                  (12) Get unstuck from
                            stuffed feelings —
                  (13) Look at traumas that may
                            have you stuck
                  (14) Be truthful

 

                Ask yourself

                    (1) Am I self-centered
                    (2) When I am wrong do I admit it
                    (3) Am I jealous, resentful,
                            envious
                    (4) Do I know God loves me
                            so much
                    (5) Do I have fear of abandonment

                When you make a mistake say you
                    are sorry — don't lie
                    say "Oh I made a mistake, I'm sorry"

                Other forces besides me affect
                    others' lives 

                Gratitude

 

November 8, 1991 - 4:00am

R. Waken from sleep at Grandma's (Carson House)

    

November 1991

R. Dear God,

    I am drawn to You like steel is to
a magnet — drawn to You as being plugged
in — I must touch You — there is a
pull within my soul to You, You are
the power and I am filled up again by
You. I give You my will and My life, plug
me into You Jesus —

Jesus: Your strength and
courage comes from the Lord. Alleluia.
For you were hungry and I fed you —
I plugged you into My power, I took
your burdens and made your weights
light, and you walked on the path
I made ready for you. For your
strength and your courage comes from Me.

R. Alleluia, Alleluia, Lord Jesus, Father
Son and Holy Spirit — I was empty and
alone and scared and You filled my heart
with Your love, Your fire was planted
in my heart to burn for those around
me. Grant me your good graces that
I may not be tempted by the devil to
think of my unworthiness — my
heart is your temple, you designed
it as a place for You to live and You
want to dwell there in, there is not
room in my heart for hatred and conflict
only for love of you, that is why I
place these burdens, Lord Jesus, I place
the problem with them on your shoulders
and ask You to carry the load
for me — for I need to keep my
heart open with Your love.

    In the midst of confusion You
were calm, in the midst of chaos
You knew Your way — show me Your
way in the midst of chaos, please
help me to do what You want — Take
each load and fill my heart with the
fire of Your love. I was hungry and You
gave me to eat, naked and You clothed
me. You set my feet on solid ground
and made my enemies my footstools —
You put a new song in my mouth and
taught me Your ways and I listened
and found serenity and peace and joy in
my heart. My eyes were opened and
I was no longer afraid and confused,
but knew what was your way.

    Teach me Your way that I may
show others Your truths, especially
my children that I will give to them
the truth and that I teach them about
faith in You and faith in Jesus, Your
Divine Son, Jesus. Give to me
oh Lord the seven gifts of the Holy Spirit
Wisdom, Counsel, Understanding, Fear
of the Lord, Piety, Fortitude, Knowledge.

    Give me Your love, so I may love my
fellow beings with this gift. To
see in each human being Your
eyes, Jesus, and Your Heart oh Jesus
in each person. Please help me
to see each person's specialness.

Jesus: You are My daughter
and I love you. You are special,
I want to dwell in you — I have
all the power. I give you My gift —
My light, My flame of light and
love burning in your soul. I have
all the power. You are plugged
in as to an electric plug and
you are aglow with fire
of this love.

    I am your God and you shall
have no other gods before Me.
Listen to Me, pray. Talk to Me
and I will make you fishers
of men. I will warm the cold heart,
I will cast out all fear and I will
be with you forever —

R. Oh God, You are my light —
You give me courage,
You give me strength. You are Almighty.

Jesus: I will ward off all confusion, because
you will only have to ask and I will lift
your burdens and see you through. Have
faith My child — listen for My direction,
I will be with you all your days
I neither slumber or sleep. I am
awake and I live in your heart.
You need only speak to Me and
I am attentive to your call.

R. The Spirit of the Lord dwells
within me, in my heart.

Jesus: You are a temple of the
Holy Spirit — You are My temple,
I am in you. Respect and care
for yourself because this is My
temple. I will be with you
forever more. I AM IN YOU!

    I will be with you that is My promise,
I will be with you forever more.

    Go in the peace of harmony of
Jesus Christ.

    In the midst of confusion,
be the light shining in the darkness,
be life to those who are down-hearted.
I have the power to do all things and I
am within you, so you have the
power to be My light to the world.
You are plugged into an
undying source. I am there.
I want to love, I want to give,
I want to comfort and strengthen.
I will do these things to My
brethren through you, if you
let Me. Love your family — I
have given them as gifts to
you, to love and care for. Treat
each member as a gift that
I give directly to you. I will
bless you for watching over
these little hearts. Teach them
My ways — they are children who
need to be full of My love to
have peace. Teach them love,
so they will know I live in them.
Give them a good example and
strive to be more perfected as your
Heavenly Father is perfect. Grow in
holiness. LOVE each other and be My light
to the world and I will strengthen you and give
you unending peace. My peace is not of
this world. Peace is in Me — Ask
for peace and I will give it to you.

R. This is peace, this is joy, this is love,
this intensity of knowing you are my God and
You live within me. You have chosen to
live in my imperfect self. I do not want
to leave Your presence. It is warm
inside. It is good and I am filled with love
and goodness. Thank you for this.

  

November 15 or 16 or 17, 1991

Jesus: You are precious in My sight — I have
carved you in the palm of My hand —

By name I have called you —

R. Unto you I lift up my voice, Lord. Lord
hear my prayer and be attentive to my
voice and my pleadings. Counsel me
and teach me your ways that I might dwell
in Your house forever. Be with me God
my God.

  

November 1991

Jesus: Dear Child,

    I will fill your heart with the love
you seek, I will answer your call.

I am with you now — you are
precious to Me — you are God's
child, you are My temple, I live
in you. You can be sorry, but
you are okay — tell Me
you want to do the right thing and wait
for My guidance, My love — I am
there ready to give to you —
you have a right to just be —
you are good.

Song:

    Come unto Me all who are weary and
find rest for your soul come to
Me all who are burdened — I will
comfort thee.

    Place Your yoke upon My
shoulders — do not be afraid —
for I will gently show you of
the ways of the Lord.

    Come unto Me all who are weary
and find rest for your soul — come
to me all who are burdened I
will comfort Thee.

  

    Breath in the richness
the goodness of God.

   

November 1991

R. Dear Jesus,

Jesus: I am the way, the truth, and the light —
I am there to comfort you and
be with you in your trouble. You are
My child and I love you.

    Listen to Me be attentive for My
voice and I will speak and you will
know it is Me. I will give you
your direction and you will not be
afraid and you will know what to do.

    I love you, now and forever.

   

                        November 1991

                        R. Dear Jesus,

                            Help me Oh God, I love You, please
                        be my courage and my strength. Dear Jesus
                        please come and dwell in my heart, when
                        I was hungry You gave me to eat,
                        when I was naked you clothed me.

                        I will be with you that is my promise,
                        I will be with you forever more,

                        R. Stay with me and be my God —.

                            Jesus I give You my will and my
                        life, I give you my life, please be with me
                        dear Jesus — my strength and courage
                        is the Lord. Thank You for helping me
                        with that lady. Please Jesus I leave
                        it up to you. Please Jesus talk to me
                        in this book —

                        Jesus: Love one another and be kind to
                        those who hate you.
                        You will be more perfected in love
                        likened to your heavenly Father. In the
                        midst of confusion pray to God
                        with all your heart for strength
                        and courage and He will give it to
                        you. Your strength and your
                        courage is the Lords — Alleluia
                        Alleluia and you were hungry and I gave you
                        to eat, naked and I clothed you —

                        R. My strength and my courage is the Lords,
                        Alleluia, Alleluia.

 

November 8, 1991 - 4:00 a.m.

Jesus:  From this day forward, you will have love, peace and joy.

You are drawn to Me like a magnet - come home to Me and feel the inner joy in your heart.

I am with you always to the ends of the earth.

I am your God and you shall not have other gods besides Me.

I will be with you - that is My promise. I will be with you forever more. Cling to Me for I am strong.

Do not be afraid, for I will gently show you the way of the Lord.

Matthew 11: 28-30

‘Come to me, all you who labour and are overburdened, and I will give you rest. Shoulder my yoke and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. Yes, my yoke is easy and my burden light.’

R. Jesus, save me from the snare of the devil, from his seed. Plant me on solid ground so I can prosper and be full and follow the ways of the Lord.

For You have gently touched my heart and I am warm and cuddly inside.

Your wish is my command. I must follow the ways of the Lord in all things and follow His path, doing His will.

You will show me this path, if I am open to You. All I need do is ask, and I will be answered.

Open my heart and my will to Your direction, Lord Jesus. You are with me in the night, in the rising of the sun and during the day. In all my trials, You are there. Open up my heart to Your word.

The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak. Give me Your direction so I might know what path You want me to take.

If I open my heart and listen, all will be revealed to me in His time. For the honor and glory of You Jesus Christ I ask these things in Your name and open my heart to Your direction.

Please help me to put aside the ways of the flesh and follow Your direction, Lord Jesus, this day and always to dwell in the house of the Lord.

Song: All My Days

R. Today is one of those days. Sing praise to God our Father, Jesus, His Son, and the Holy Spirit. Honor and glory to You, GOD.

Thanks for this letter, You wake me from my sleep. I thought I heard a noise, but it was You waking me to talk to me.

Your word is the word of God, and all honor be Yours for Your direction. It came from God and I must heed these words.

God speaks:  Put your anger aside, and make room in your heart for Jesus' love I pour into you right now. Replenish yourself with My love and My grace and be still, for I am with you this day. I will watch over you, and comfort you, and bring you into the land flowing with milk and honey. Listen to My word and be glad so that all might see your good works and praise your Father Who is in heaven.

I bless you and keep you ever in My Heart. Be ready to do My will and be blessed by Me. Listen and be glad, for I am with you until the consummation of the world.

Go now and live My word, My child. I love you.

Jesus: In the midst of confusion, be the light shining in the darkness, be life to those who are down-hearted. I have the power to do all things and I am within you, so you have the power to be My light to the world.

You are plugged into an undying source. I am there. I want to love, I want to give, I want to comfort and strengthen. I will do these things to My brethren through you, if you let Me.

Love your family, I have given them as gifts to you, to love and care for.

 

November 8, 1991

Jesus: Fight a good fight: wage a good war, for God will bless you in the days of battle.

  

November 17, 1991

Special Day of Your Life

Jesus: You are precious in My sight. I carved you in the palm of My hand. By name, I have called you.

R. Unto You, I lift up my voice, Lord. Lord, hear my prayer and be attentive to my voice. In my pleading I embark upon this special day of my life. Console me and teach me Your ways that I might dwell in Your house forever. Be with me, God, my God.

Song: From the Day You Were Born

   

 

  

December 17, 1991

Jesus: I am Jesus. I have spoken as never before, you will spread My love to all souls on this earth.

R. When I received this message and saw the vision on March 26, the bells tolled at 8:00 a.m. and at 9:00 a.m.

The vision of Jesus' Heart on fire I had in the same pew at All Saints Church, December 17, 1991. The heart that is on the 2nd Blue Book. The first vision March 26, 1996, I had in the same pew on the other end of the pew toward the center aisle, the first pew on the right side of the church as I faced the altar.

  

December 17, 1991

His Burning Heart

R. I was alone in All Saints Church after Mass and Communion, in front of the tabernacle, when I saw the Sacred Heart. It was red around the outside, then a layer of yellow and then the brightest light in the center. I felt heat and it looked like an open furnace.

    I thought about it all day and it instantly gave me peace and warmth in my heart. This is the purpose of these lettersto draw hearts to the ardent on-fire love of Jesus. I received the following message that day:

    "Open your heart to the fire of God's love. He is ablaze in your heart. He wants to dwell in you and love you and others through you. Love God, yourself and one another and experience the fire set aglow in your heart and experience the warmth of His love."

 

 

                December 1991

                    R. Please my sweet Jesus, help me, my sweet
                Jesus.

 

                About December 31, 1991

                    R. Please help me my God to know thy holy
                will, now Lord Jesus, I am your child, you know
                my hurts, you are my God and I place
                my trust in you, I will follow Your law,
                show me Your way, nothing is too great
                for You, I my Lord, place my Trust and
                my heart in You, You have created me into
               Your image likeness. You have lavished
                me in Your love, with dignity and honor
                you clothed me, given me rule over all, your
                sun and your moon give me light and guide me in
                this very night and I am indeed alive with thy holy
                presence which I would not have experienced
                except for this conflict. Thank you for Your love
                and your peace. I am Your child, I am blessed and gifted
                by You. My children are indeed great gifts.
                You are my light, you are my strength
                when I am bowed down, you are my hope and my rock, your
                sun and your moon give me light this very night, I will love
                because others need me. You are indeed my shield, my
                fortress, my army against the wicked one and You will
                not be shattered by any attempts to tear me down I will
                be fortified and strengthened by You and filled. God is as alive in
                me as me sitting here. I feel his presence, seeing God all in white
                in eternity his arms outstretched and saying, "My child come to
                me for I will give you rest", I see God and feel His presence in my
                heart — he is as alive. I see Jesus standing His arms outstretched — saying
                "Come to me, come to me, all who are weary of heart, place your
                yoke upon my shoulder and I will give you rest" weed out my unrest and
                fill me with the peace and joy that only you can give, why go there when
                I know my undying source comes from You my God — my Father,
                my Savior, my sanctifier and you live in me now — I am your
                child, I am blessed, you have carved me in the palm of your hand. You
                have called me blessed and holy and you dwell in my heart because I asked
                you and you come, I am your servant, I am Yours, God.
                Bless and keep your servant forever. I want to love others
                through you, I want to do Your will, I love you, God.

 

                January 1992

                R. I called and He answered me, He comforted
                my oh so sad heart and hugged me with
                the warmth of His love, He heard
                my sad songs and listened and answered
                me. He gave me His strength to
                wash my soul to fill my heart —
                And I come to You and You heard the pleas
                of my heart, You gave me a clean heart and
                renewed my spirit and I was made whole.
                You washed me of my pain and entered
                my heart with a thundering bolt and
                washed me from my sins. I am sorry
                for my offenses against You and I ask
                Your pardon for my sins. With love
                and dignity you washed my
                heart and gave me Your forgiveness
                that I may ask the Lord for His
                blessings on my soul and heal me of
                my offense.

 

                January 8, 1992

                R. Dear Jesus,

                    My heart cries out to you, Oh Lord
                hear my prayer, for I was hungry and you
                gave me to eat, naked and you clothed
                me, for in my desperation, I cried
                out and the Lord heard my pleases, he
                made my enemies your footstools and
                gave me love and peace and joy and pardon.

   

                January 1992

                Dear Jesus,

                    Jesus: Come to Me, come to Me, all of you
                who are weary. Put your yoke upon
                My shoulder, for My Heart is merciful, My
                burden light. I have heard your prayer
                and am working with My light in their
                heart. My light to dispel the darkness and
                cast out fear and wash the pain away,
                to just let it go entirely.
                I am your God and you are My most
                precious child, I love you in your
                suffering and your pain and I am close
                to you. I am the God of your
                children, they are My children, you
                needn't worry, I am there for them. I am
                their Father and brother and I love them as much
                as I love you and I am watching out
                for them. They will be okay. You are
                not their sole responsibility. I am
                working in you, make yourself
                putty, make yourself able to be
                molded and I will do the work. I am
                your most merciful Jesus, in My
                merciful Heart, I see their pain,
                I will guide you — be loose, be
                attentive, listen and pray. Your life
                is unfolding and I am your God, I
                am with you and your children every
                step of the way. I created all my children,
                I love them all, you do not have to be god to anyone,
                live your life, I am watching out and carrying for you,
                I want to carry you, to
                nurture, love and work My light in you
                to dispel any darkness and your fear —
                My light is a beam in your heart —
                feel its warmth and love and in ever
                surrounding closeness, you are indeed
                not alone. I go with you with My
                light and My rod and staff, savor the moments
                of your life with the joy, as I intend you
                to do. I love you. I am with you,
                a voice cries out in the wilderness
                prepare ye the way of the Lord.

                You are on the lighted
                path — follow it — surrender
                to its beauty — it is there for
                you.

                            I love you.

      

January 17, 1992

Come to Me in Your Pain

Jesus: Do not go only to man, most especially come to Me. I am the only One Who can completely minister to you when your heart is broken. The worst pains are the pains of the heart. Stay plugged into My source. Know I am here with you every minute, every second of your life, and I will be there always.

Come unto Me all who are weary and I will comfort you. Do not be afraid for I will gently show you the way of the Lord.

I will be your rock. I will be your fortress. I will not leave you ever. I am there. My Heart is an undying source of fire and warmth and power.

I am your power. I am your strength. I am your God. I am there every instant of your life.

R. I can never live the moments of this day again. When I go to bed, today is gone forever. I must choose to treasure each moment because it is the only moment I have and it only lasts one moment.

 

                January 17, 1992

                R. Dear Jesus,

                    I want to be close to You and feel Your
                presence in my heart. I ask You to open
                my heart to the fire of your love and know
                Your promptings at this moment in my
                life. You are my God and I am your child and
                my way in life is useless without Your
                direction. My life would be so full of fear
                without having the relationship that You
                have given me with you. The devil tempts
                me to think I am unworthy. Most Sacred
                Heart of Jesus I put my trust in Thee.
                No matter what day and what
                minute it is you will always be there because
                you do not slumber or sleep.

                Jesus: I am your rock, I am your strength,
                I am your Savior. I am the only one who can minister
                to you when your heart is broken. I know
                your pain and your distrust and your hurt
                and your numbness and fear not to trust
                again. I have been offended so many times
                by so many. The worst is pains of the
                heart. Stay plugged into my source, know I am
                here with you every minute, every second,
                of your life, and I will be there ALWAYS —
                I died on the cross for you.
                Come to Me all who are weary and I will
                comfort you. Place your yoke upon My
                shoulder and do not be afraid for I will
                gently show you the way of the Lord.

                    I will be your rock, I will be your
                fortress, I will not leave you, I am there.
                Pray for your friends — many are
                suffering and will not open their hearts to
                Me or you or anybody. Many say "yes"
                to satan and "no" to Me. Pray hard for
                them, go to daily Mass and Communion and
                pray for them.

                I have all the power. All power
                    comes from Me —
                My heart is an undying source
                of fire and warmth —
                I have all the power.
                I am your power —
                I am your strength —
                I am your God —
                I am there with you now
                I will always be ready to help you
                    if you turn to Me.
 

                                        Jesus

 

                January 17, 1992

                Jesus: I am all powerful
                    I am your strength
                    I am your God
                    I am there every breathe you take!!
                    You must stay plugged into My Power.
                    Without Me life is void, empty and
                        unproductive.

                    They wander a valley of pain,
                        hiding —
                        they give their power to satan —
                        they think they are in charge and
                            yet they can be enslaved
                            to satan —
                            because of their pride

                    As "you" stay plugged into My power —

                    "They" give into satan

                    They weave a web of their own making —
                        a web they are caught in
                        fallacious reasoning from the evil
                            one
                        impurities keeps them stuck.

                    They want power because they feel a
                        loss of power — so they want
                        power over innocent others

                    How can you trust a liar —

                    What is a promise from a man
                        who rocks with untruths —
                        full of sin

                    Some seek power over others so
                        they like watching others
                        suffer.

                    You are plugged into My source —

                    You are plugged into an endless
                        source —
                    You know My light —

                    You know the fire of My love,
                    You know My warmth,
                    You know My ever vigilant heart —

                    My Heart is burning for love of you —
                    I am your God —
                    You should have no gods before Me

                    I am here with you now in your
                        heart —

                    I love you so much —

                    Come Holy Spirit
                    Beg for the gift of Wisdom —
                    Beg the Spirit of God to fill you —

                    The devil wants your power —

                Some people want to be over authority,
                        but authority under God
                        is to be respected —

                    People who seek power over
                        authority — seek problems —
                        they are challenging structure —
                        God has put in place —

                DISORDER —

                Where I put order —

                Fallen man

                    DISORDER

                My power never runs out!

                It is an endless source of power

 

 

 

 

 

                January 27, 1992

                 Jesus: My child listen to My voice, heed My
                direction, days are coming when there will
                not be a stone left on a stone, but you
                have nothing to fear, trust in me and know
                I am your God and I will watch out after
                you. I love you, you are My child. Go to
                bed.

                                        I love you
                                            Jesus

                R. This was the message I fell asleep at the end.
 

 Luke 21: 5-11

When some were talking about the Temple, remarking how it was adorned with fine stonework and votive offerings, he said, ‘All these things you are staring at now—the time will come when not a single stone will be left on another; everything will be destroyed.’ And they put to him this question, ‘Master,’ they said, ‘when will this happen, then, and what sign will there be that it is about to take place?’

But he said, ‘Take care not to be deceived, because many will come using my name and saying, "I am the one" and "The time is near at hand." Refuse to join them. And when you hear of wars and revolutions, do not be terrified, for this is something that must happen first, but the end will not come at once.’ Then he said to them, ‘Nation will fight against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be great earthquakes and plagues and famines in various places; there will be terrifying events and great signs from heaven.

 

                R. After this I lost my voice until I quit all my jobs
                    and wrote the Blue Books —
                    His voice came in me in rosaries and writings.
           
                  

                R. Got this saying from Jesus

                I CAN NEVER LIVE THE
                    MOMENTS OF THIS DAY
                    AGAIN

                WHEN I GO TO BED
                    TODAY IS GONE FOREVER

                I MUST CHOOSE TO TREASURE
                    EACH MOMENT BECAUSE
                    IT IS THE ONLY
                    MOMENT I HAVE AND
                    IT ONLY LASTS ONE MOMENT.

                Song: Live This Day

 

                January 1992

                R. And I called and He answered me,
                He comforted my oh so
                sad heart and hugged me
                with the warmth of His love,
                He heard my sad songs
                and listened and answered
                me. He gave me His strength to
                wash my soul — He wiped
                each tear away with His
                love and bathed me in His blood and I
                felt His warmth and comfort deep
                in my cells as a burst of love
                washed through my sad body.

                    He filled me with His grace.
                He restored my shattered heart —
                His Spirit filled me. He breathed life into
                my tattered soul and washed
                me with the waters of comfort
                and He said to me "Yes My child
                beloved of My Father, You
                are oh so precious and oh so
                special to me and I am Divine.
                I see your little bouncy girl,
                your beauty and your innocence and
                I watch your tears and sorrow and
                I know the pain and trials of
                your heart, I share in your
                grief and I really love you,
                turn to me and feel My presence and
                comfort in your heart, I will
                take care of you, My graces and
                support are endless, I love
                you, you are not alone. I am
                here and I hold your hand, know
                it My child, you are indeed
                My precious child.

                    Cling to Me and be not afraid, though you
                go in raging waters, I am there with
                you, My rod and my staff guide your way and
                My light is there to illuminate your path
                Oh ye, beloved of My Father, friend and lover
                let the Holy Spirit embrace you. God loves
                you, I am your God.
                I listen to your cries and comfort you, I
                turn not away, I love you, I know
                you and I want to be with you at every
                moment.

                    I made your tears as a way
                to release your sorrow and cleanse yourself
                of your pain. I am in touch with you
                and I walk with you at every turn of your
                path — know Me — you are not alone, I am
                here with you now, in this silence,

                I speak to you, no whisper, these are
                My words to you, I am here in this
                room and in your heart and I love you with
                My love. My love is Divine Love. Feel My presence, warm
                and close in your heart. I am your
                God, I am alive. I
                neither slumber or sleep. I know
                your sadness deep in your heart.
                I am He who comforts you and I say again,
                be not afraid, I love your every cell and I
                am forever within you — Cry out to
                Me and I hear each cry and I free you
                from your loneliness and pain. Don't
                be afraid and lonely, I am here with you.
                I love you.

 

 

                    February 21, 1992

                    My dear Jesus,

                    Jesus: LET GO! RELAX — I am there
                    to run the show. Your most important
                    job in life is being the light to the
                    world — no tension, no anxiety —
                    look at your jaw, look at your
                    voice — pulled taunt like a
                    string pulled too tight — you
                    have pulled your throat tight
                    you are so tensed — you are GOOD
                    ENOUGH — LET GO — enjoy what
                    you do — no anxiety — do the same thing
                    without the pressure — walk and ride
                    the bike, it is good for you.

                        You are creating your own
                    anxiety and tension and taking it out
                    on your throat. What ever you
                    do is enough.

                        You have not taken the time
                    to write to Me because you have
                    not wanted to. You are being anxious
                    I can do more things in a minute
                    than you can in a week.

                        LET GO - TRUST in ME — be
                    with Me and turn it over — I will
                    not leave you orphaned. I will
                    be with you that is My Promise.
                    By name I have called you —
                    You don't need a doctor for your
                    throat — you need to relax and
                    let go — what does it profit a man
                    if he gains the whole world and
                    loses his soul.

                        I have worked miracles in your
                    life — LET GO — BE YOU —
                    love everyone around you and
                    take time for them. I will help you —
                    just take it slow, steady, and relaxed.
                    When you are tired rest — don't push
                    you are important. I will help you —
                    I love you. LET GO.

                        To sit by a quiet brook and listen
                    to God's birds chirp in the trees and
                    smell the freshness of the outdoor and
                    let go of school, of church, of work,
                    of the mess and just be with God and
                    feel the breeze on your face. You can
                    do that — I want you to — you are
                    choosing to not be serene —
                    You are choosing to ignore the
                    nurturing you need and I will give —
                    the warmth of the sun, the sound of
                    birds, the beauty of the trees — these
                    visions are alive in your mind — go
                    there, be there for a little while and
                    enjoy these things — they will nurture
                    you. See your children and spend the time
                    with them — these moments are gone
                    forever. LOVE them. I will
                    help you — I heal your chest —
                    your throat — if you want it
                    healed, let go, you are attacking
                    yourself — SO TIGHT are you —
                    LET GO and LOVE and RELAX —

                                                Love

                                                        Jesus
                     

February 21, 1992

R. He told me - let go, relax, and let Him run the show. My most important job is being a light to the world - no tension, no anxiety.

 

 1992

R. At the end of January, 1992, I was given a message from Jesus that I would suffer.

Next, I lost my voice and I had trouble breathing. It was the key that helped me let go of my teaching jobs in colleges, my position in a special choir, and my job as organist and choir director at a small church.

Here is a letter I began to write to Jesus and the message God gave back to me.

My first letters with Jesus were a lot of dialogue. I would write and He would speak to me as I opened up my heart to Him.

Many times He woke me in the night with a lengthy message.

This is a letter I wrote to Him March 17, 1992, when I was having a lot of trouble breathing and talking.

He was working in my suffering to help me let go of all I was doing so I could be His messenger. It was a great time of trial when I couldn't breathe very well or couldn't use my voice very well. All my jobs depended on it. It was from this cross that I was given my voice to do what I am doing today. I had to surrender to His plan-I couldn't use my voice as I had done in the past.

When I finally quit most everything about 1 1/2 years later, I had my voice to do His work, to do this job.

In this suffering, He led me to do His will.

St. John the Baptist's father lost his voice.

St. John the Baptist's mother was barren.

St. John the Baptist was the 'VOICE OF ONE CRYING IN THE DESERT'.

I prayed to do His will and He helped me find His will. Through great suffering and surrender I was given greater life in Him.

The story of my struggle in doing His will and losing my voice is accounted in an entry in Blue Book III which appears at the end of this message.

Jesus wanted the message of March 17, 1992, presented today, that we can carry it with us and live by it. We must surrender and let Him run our lives and do His will. Some of the greatest trials are the way He leads us on the right path for us.

 

March 17, 1992

Note:  I couldn't breathe again. From my notebook I wrote:

R. Dear Jesus,

I am not feeling calm, I am so grateful for being able to breathe. I know an inner voice during the movie said, I will be okay. Please help me Jesus, I need you.

God: I am your God and I love you, you are precious to Me. Remember how I loved you to My death. This is the season of Lent, a time to look and listen and learn all you can about Christ and His passion. I am telling you of My great love for you and all My children. Hold close to Me and do not be tempted to go astray, keep your eyes fixed on the eternal end, the bright and beautiful light, your glory, for your reward will be great in heaven. Keep the glory of the Lord in heaven in front of your eyes.

Don't look for worldly pleasures and satisfaction here on earth. Love and give to others and forgive and know your reward will be great in heaven.

I will show you the path to follow. Listen attentively and be calm. In conflict don't react, practice removing yourself from that. It isn't necessary to criticize, to shame, to hurt, to bargain for who is right and who is wrong. Hold on to peace and love and joy and happiness. Hold My hand and see My light. See the big, big picture. The answers are in you, I love you and I will teach you what you need to know. Be still and listen, I want to instruct you, I am talking to you now in your heart. I love you always, stay close to Me and know I am your God.

R. You are my God and You love me, I am Your temple. I know You go with me with Your rod and Your staff protecting me and giving me comfort and hope and love and joy and peace. The moments I spend now will be gone in 5 minutes.

I want to spend this time with You, I don't want to be anywhere else, I want to know Your presence , Your warmth, Your love.

God: You are powered by Me. You are My child, you are precious and you know it. You are special to Me, hold tight to Me. I love you, My chosen daughter.

R. Create in me, Oh Lord, a CLEAN heart, Oh Lord—create in me a clean heart.

I offer up my suffering to You.

God, help me live my precious moments.

God, help me.

Thank you, I love you.

   

                      April 2, 1992

                      R. Dear Jesus,

                            I am so happy to have you in my
                       heart. Thank you for this day and the sunshine,
                       thank you for helping me give my life to you and bringing
                       me to this point in my life. Thank you for
                       the trials that has brought me closer to
                       You and teaching me how to love more. Jesus,
                       I give you my will and my life,  I give you
                       what I am and I ask you to run my
                       life, please what ever happens
                       I surrender to you running my life.

                            Please Jesus help me to know the
                       way of life you call me to. Help me surrender to what
                       ever you want me to do. I will let you
                       run the show. I am going to do what you want,
                       I know today I was to go to All Saints
                       and spend this time with you.

                            Thank you for your relationship,
                       Thank you for the Holy Spirit and my
                       heavenly mother, thank you for real
                       joy which I now feel in my heart.
                       Thank you for the image of the
                       wall of rocks and the door for me
                       to walk through.

                            That was my image from you, at that point
                        seeing the gray rocks oh so close like a
                        wall and a door, you were taking me to a
                        new beginning in my life — a life of
                        surrendering and realizing that you are
                        running my life. What is for today? I do your will.
                        That is what is to be. I am
                        filled with Your love and Your joy as I
                        walk through this door into surrender
                        with you — on the other side there are
                        still rocks, but they are not closing in
                        they are opening up and the light, as the
                        warm sun is now seen atop the
                        rocks and my body is warm and secure in
                        Your love. You oh my Lord are in
                        the driver's seat. I walk through that door.
                        My relationship with you is alive and new,
                        and I surrender and walk through the door.
                        I have a deep relationship with
                        my children and my close friends — they
                        are there, all around me — I Lord Jesus
                        walk through the door — the rocks
                        open up and I am not closed in anymore,
                        but I can always look up and see the
                        opening and the sky. You are in the
                        driver's seat, you are rowing my
                        boat and driving my car, though I
                        tread in raging waters, I do not
                        need to be afraid, you are there with
                        your rod  and your staff and you comfort
                        me, I am not afraid, your warmth
                        and your love is always there, I am
                        secure, I am your child, I am
                        protected and held and you will stand
                        for me, you will say, she is indeed my
                        child, I love her, she is mine.
                        She is my child.

                        Jesus:  I will never forget you,
                        I will not leave you orphaned, I
                        will hold your hand and lead you.
                        You dwell in My Heart at this moment.
                        Die to the old ways not likened to
                        Me — to live a deeper life of
                        resurrection in Me.  I am here and I am
                        still in your heart. My love for you is
                        real, I will not abandon you. I
                        will nurture you and prune you and
                        watch you grow in my light, I
                        will be your light, you will
                        not flicker or fade, but be constantly aglow
                        with the light of my love, I am ever
                        present in your heart. Reach out and
                        touch my heart, it is warm and alive
                        and beating for you, know you are loved
                        child. No earthly person can give this
                        love to you. Look up and see the heaven and
                        count the stars if you can, your
                        life will be even brighter, brighter
                        than all the stars.  Bathe yourself
                        in my love and know it is constant and
                        there for you, I am your God — you
                        shall have no Gods before me, nothing
                        can compare to this love, I give to you.
                        Do not turn to the world, I will provide
                        you with nurturing and love, with
                        peace and joy, do my work and be attentive
                        to the voice within you, it is there and
                        you must constantly listen, you will
                        know when I am talking to you —
                        listen my child, I do not slumber or
                        sleep, I am attentive to your needs
                        and I love you, I will strengthen and
                        protect you always. Jesus died
                        upon the Cross, Christ arose from
                        the dead and you too will live a deeper
                        life of resurrection in Me. You are through the
                        door, surrender to Me. Listen to
                        my directions and carry them out, I am in
                        your life, I am in your heart, I am He
                        who comforts you, do not, my child,
                        be afraid, walk in the confidence
                        of knowing I your God walk
                        before and with you every step
                        of the way. I am he who comforts and walks
                        with you. I love you, I love you, Jesus

 

                            April 16, 1992 - Holy Thursday

                            R. We cannot close the door on the past, we are a product
                                    of the past, it is shutting the door on ourselves,
                                    We can only grow if we accept the past and
                                    learn from it.

                                As in a business, the boss looks back and sees
                                    how he did it before and tries to improve it.
                                    He would never close the door on past
                                    interactions and start everything new.
                                    He can only build on the past so
                                    the company can grow.

                                So too with our lives, we must look to our
                                    past and embrace it to know it well,
                                    it is the key to our happiness and growth.

                                We need both sides of our brain to live
                                    a balanced life one side is the
                                    thinking side and the other side is the
                                    feeling side and expressive side (expression of self),
                                    we need both sides in balance.

                            Jesus: I am the way, the truth and the life
                            no one comes to the Father except through Me.

                                  

The Our Father

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name. Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

                                  

                            R. The truth shall set you free. I
                            am speaking the truth, lies are deception
                            and cause confusion and hurt. The truth is
                            that which we need to embrace and spread
                            to have happiness. Covering up of the truth
                            usually is not to our advantage. Covering up the action
                            to protect another person can be enabling them to
                            continue their lewd behavior. In
                            the light of truth — that which really
                            is, is brought to light and dealt with —
                            hiding the truth is what allows it to
                            go on. Say for example: in an alcoholic or
                            dysfunctional family you are not protecting the
                            person but enabling them to continue their problem.

                            Jesus: Be of a clean heart and you will not
                            have to cover things up — love one another and
                            try honestly to give each their just due and there
                            will be nothing to hide. All evils shall be brought
                            to light and all goods shall be revealed
                            in the day of reckoning. Fight a good fight
                            live a good life, love, be kind and be ever
                            attentive to the needs of those around you
                            and you will be blessed with ever lasting happiness.

                                For I say unto you, many are called
                            but few are chosen, it is up to you to follow
                            the path of right. You can do My will or reject
                            My will. My will is the WAY, the TRUTH and the
                            life. The way to a long lived happy life and to
                            experience life is through the truth. The truth
                            in all things. Do unto others as you would want
                            them to do unto you. Love one another and cherish
                            your precious moments you have together.

                                The gift of children are the great
                            gifts of all, in them is life and
                            love and innocence. Cherish these
                            years when they are young and teach them
                            honesty and truth at all cost, for you are
                            molding them to bear fruit. They are My
                            precious gifts to you to have and hold and teach.
                            Your example is the way you teach. Each
                            moment is precious to behold because when
                            it is over it is gone forever. More precious
                            than jewels are the moments of your lives
                            because you will only live the moment
                            now and it is gone forever.

                                Make each moment precious, by
                            loving one another. God is first always —
                            Before anything else — any other order is
                            OUT of ORDER and does not work —
                            any other ORDER is not God's order.
                            His life is simple — it is not confused,
                            it is simple LOVE AND TRUTH —
                            these are the jewels of each moment.
                            Do the will of God.

                                I am your God, you shall have
                            no other gods before me — not WEALTH,
                            FOOD, SEX, DRINK, I am your God
                            and I am first when I am first, I give you
                            everything necessary to live. You are working
                            for Me, I will work in you, I will make
                            your life work, you let go and know I
                            am your captain. I love you and I know
                            what you need to make you happy. I
                            have your best interest at heart. Trust
                            in Me and come to Me and make your
                            ways, My ways. I love you more than
                            any other human person could love you.
                            I love you with My Divine Love. I am your
                            God and you are My precious creation, I
                            made you to love Me and love My other
                            children, do this and I will bless you with
                            peace. I am your God and I love you, forever,
                            every moment in every trial and in every tear.
                            I cried, I cried when Lazarus died. I wept
                            bitterly, I cried when I carried My cross
                            and felt betrayed and hurt, I created your
                            tears as a cleanser for you. A way to release
                            that which builds up in you.

                                I am your God, I hold your hand, I want
                            you to put your head in My lap and weep
                            and come to Me and tell Me of your joy,
                            I want you to be you, created by God, I am
                            there to listen and support and love you.
                            I am your best friend, and I love you more
                            than you can love yourself — trust Me with
                            your will and your life and I will make it
                            beautiful for you. Be happy and spread
                            your love to each other — the devil comes
                            with his lies. The devil says "You are not enough, you didn't
                            do enough, you can't do it." — I am your God, listen to Me
                            not the devil.  Believe in your life living
                            according to your vocation for My honor
                            and glory. Don't be jealous, angry, envious, mean
                            seeking dominance for dominance sake —
                            Don't be willful. Do God's will with love.
                            You were created by Me, I LOVE you
                            My precious child. 

 

 Good Friday 1992, April 17

                            R. Dear Jesus,

                                I am sorry for my sins. I am sorry you had to suffer for my sins. Thank you for coming to earth and taking on a little
                            baby body to save me and my family.

                            Thank you for your pain and your sorrow and your tears, Jesus. Thank you my God.

                                    Oh Jesus, my Savior —
                                    Thank you for giving me the gift of faith —
                                    I am your child, God!
                                    I give my will and my life to You.
                                    I want You to talk to me.
                                    I want to know how You want
                                        me to act.

                            Dear Father, thank You for creating me.

                            Dear Jesus, give me Your gentleness and Your love, Your compassion and help me to give myself for others.

                            I love You Jesus, I love You with my whole heart and my whole soul.

                            God is guiding me on the right path today.

 

 

May 2, 1992 - Saturday

R. My Dearest Jesus

Please help me to do your will — fill me with your love and goodness so I can give to others what you want me to give them.
 


 

Jesus:  You are My precious child, I love you every minute of the day. I am in you and I love you, I am in your heart — teach your children to love Me — teach them about the Eucharist — I am blessing you each in a special way. I love you and I will take care of you — I am there for you. I am your God. Ever present in your life, guarding you, watching out for you. I neither slumber or sleep. I am your God. I constantly watch out for you. I love you. We are to have harmony.

NOT MAKE CONFLICT. EXAMINE YOUR CONSCIENCE.

 

 

                            May 9, 1992

                            Jesus:

                                Though you walk in raging
                            waters  — you will not drown,
                            you are precious to Me,

                                Live your life in the joy of
                            Christ  — My light is within you
                            lighting your path,

                                feel My presence and My warmth
                            within you, I am here My daughter
                            My arms embrace you and
                            My touch is there for you,
                            I hold you.

                            R.  Dear Jesus

                            I am Your servant Lord, I give
                            You my will and my life  —
                            I surrender and ask Your forgiveness
                            for all my errors and ask You to
                            wipe away any hate and anger and
                            anxiety with Your spiritual
                            healing rays, I am here and I
                            feel Your rays in my heart
                            cleaning out my debris  —
                            please let me live in the now
                            in happiness and joy  —

                                Jesus, my Savior, Father, my Creator,
                            Holy Spirit my Sanctifier give to me
                            Your gifts of wisdom, knowledge,
                            understanding.

 

  

                            May 23, 1992

                            R.  Jesus, Jesus hear my prayer, though I
                            walk in the valley of darkness You
                            are there with Your rod and Your staff
                            to comfort and love me  —

                            Jesus:  I will make the light shine
                            on you.

                                I am your God and you are My child,
                            My light is deep within you, know
                            it and experience this in your
                            life.

                                I am your God, I will not leave
                                    you  —

  

  

                            Saturday 1992

                            R.  In 1992 I went to the Beach near Clearwater
                            with my children  — I drove up 19 from
                            Lido beach and went to a shopping center in
                            Clearwater.
                            Realizing that I had lost my travelers checks
                            or they were back at the hotel, I left the two
                            oldest children (almost out of college) at the
                            movies and took the younger ones back to the hotel
                            on Lido Key.

                                That morning I had gone to Mass and
                            it was raining so we traveled North to
                            the Shopping Center when I missed my travelers
                            checks.

                                Well hurricane Andrew had hit and I thought I
                            wouldn't get off the key when I returned to the hotel  —
                            for they were closing the Key  —

                                When I finally got the older children
                            at the movies there were no cell phones  —
                            it was a gift from God The children were
                            only minutes away from where Mary's image
                            appeared 4 years later at 19 and Drew  —
                            the water in the parking lot at the movies was
                            up to and past my thighs and I had to walk
                            in this to rescue the older children (college age)

                                We then drove out literally with all
                            the other cars and the whole area was
                            water  — up to the bottom of my van
                            like driving in the ocean.

                                Earlier that week I had written this
                            message on the beach.

 

  

                            Saturday 1992

                            R.  I thought I smelled roses two times
                            last night and this morning, what it did
                            was make me feel honored and
                            important, I am honored.

                                I am not perfect, but I try to be good,
                            I am so lucky to be here and feel
                            the breeze and listen to the ocean.

                                I have You my sweet Jesus  —
                            I give You my life  — I have the
                            wonderfulness of these children
                            you allowed me to bring into the
                            world and share my life with them,
                            I am indeed blessed in so many ways,
                            You are my rock and My
                            strength, I am Your putty, I hope
                            when I am home, I can close my eyes
                            and come to this place in my
                            heart, the flowers, knowing Your life in me,
                            the mercy of God and yes oh yes all my
                            gifts  — this moment of love with my
                            children seeing each child's specialness
                            and loving the moments of being here
                            with them, Please God I pray to You to
                            send your special grace and love into
                            each soul and with Your precious blood
                            paint each soul with Your blood  —
                            solid and thick to know that we are free
                            from outside forces.  I denounce satan
                            in Your name Lord Jesus. You are my best
                            friend, Jesus, I love You so much  —
                            Jesus, Jesus help us all to be
                            holy  — Cast the devil far away
                            from my family and every
                            thing in this world  — God help
                            us to be holy  — Outpour Your
                            grace on my husband and
                            children and forgive us all for
                            anything we ever have done
                            to have unity and love and to be
                            a strong persons loving in our
                            Church and the world  —

                            Jesus, Jesus, I consecrate our
                            hearts as a family to You and to
                            Mary our Immaculate Mother.
                            Protect us from the evil one  —
                            help us to be joined hand and hand
                            in the hearts of Jesus and Mary  —
                            Let my family be so united to the
                            precious Hearts of Jesus and Mary to
                            ward off any evil attempts
                            against us and help us grow in
                            greater holiness.

                                Our strength and our courage is
                            from You dear Jesus and Mary and
                            through Your most loving hearts  —
                            Our love will endure in the hearts
                            of Jesus and Mary  — You, Lord, are
                            our strength  —

                                We ask for healing for any dysfunction  —
                            generational healing  — that love will
                            abound in the Hearts of Jesus and
                            Mary  — I ask for this healing so we
                            will be one in the Hearts of Jesus
                            and Mary  —

                                Our family dwelling in the
                            Hearts of Jesus and Mary  —

                                Help us all to go to heaven  —

                                Dear Father, I love You, My Divine
                            God hear my prayer  — help us to
                            be heirs of the kingdom  —

                                Oh most blessed Holy Spirit  —

                            I beg for the gifts of wisdom, understanding,
                            counsel, fortitude, knowledge, piety,
                            and Fear of the Lord  — I beg to have
                            love in our family  — Holy Spirit  —
                            the fire of God's love.

                            Holy Spirit shower on my family Your
                            gifts  —

                            I want the fire of Your love over
                            all our heads  —
                            impart to us the fire of the tongues
                            of love  —

                            You gave Your gifts to the apostles  —
                            please Holy Spirit give them to my
                            family  — to the world.

                            Protect us from the fears of the world
                            hurting us with their errors.

                            Your love is Divine Love.

                            Your love is unending  —

                            Your love is everlasting  —

                            You my God

                            You my Savior

                            You Oh Holy Spirit

                            I know You never slumber or sleep  —
                            I know the very hairs of my head are
                            numbered, every freckle and white
                            spot counted and You care for me
                            with precious love  — You know
                            everything about me  —

                                You know the love of my heart  —
                            on fire for You and the love for each
                            child and the world  — a furnace that
                            is hot and a blaze with the fire of
                            Your love  —

                                Oh Holy Spirit  — I love  — I know
                            more Your understanding and Your wisdom,
                            Your counsel  — I want my heart to
                            be consumed with love  —

                                God help me to spread Your love
                            to the world  —

                                Fill me with Your grace  —

                                I am Your child, God

                                You love me with Divine Love  —

                                You are my strength

                                You have all the power,

                            I give You Lord Jesus, my will
                                and my life  —
                                I surrender to the fires of Your
                                    love  —

                            I give in  — Help me Jesus to let go
                                and let You run the show,
                                help me to let go to You, Jesus  —

                                I am Your putty.

                                You are my God.

                                heal me

                                put me in Your hands  —

                                let me feel Your presence with me.

                            Jesus says:

                                "Listen to my direction. I talk to
                            you. Write these letters every day
                            as you get up from bed.
                            A new letter every morning  —
                            my direction will be with you  —
                            new life  — I come to give you
                            new life.

                            You will have peace  —

                            Your children are guarded.

                            Your life will be directed by Me.

                            It will be easy for you to turn
                                your life over to Me.

                            I love you, I will not leave
                                you orphaned  — nor
                                your children  —

                            celebrate and know My gift
                                is at hand.
                                I am your God  —

                                                Jesus the Lord

  

  

                R. Everything that Jesus has taught me in 17 years
                and all of us is about prayer,
                is about life in Him,
                is about being a branch attached to the vine

                God wants us to help in the work of redemption,
                baptized Catholics are to live more deeply
                as members of the body of Christ

                I am the vine you are the branches

 

                May 17, 1992

                R. In my journal May 17, 1992 I wrote

                Dear Jesus,

                     Yesterday I had the image of the
                keys and Carol gave me a key with
                Jesus, Mary, and Joseph on it,
                the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

                    Today I had the image in the chapel
                of the brown door opened ever so
                slightly, dark inside with a
                chair in front of it.

                    Jesus: Remove the
                chair from the closed door My
                child, Let your light shine —
                Open the door — let yourself out
                to express your joy — take the chair away —
                the negative tapes

                R. I had a vision of a brown door
                yesterday a vision of keys

                Jesus:

                You my child are strong and alive, you
                have tried harder to do more —
                look at yourself, open the door —
                go through the door — you
                are waiting to bloom as a bud
                ready to burst open with life.

                Your life — your potential is like a
                    seed that is ready to burst
                    its pod — it cannot be contained
                    any longer.

                    Open the door — let yourself out
                    use the key — the key is you — you
                    are strong — you are not dependent

                I am the way, the truth and the life,
                I am the light of life. I dwell in
                your heart. I live in you,
                I work in you, yes you have
                accomplished so much, I have been
                by your side, I am by your
                children's side, reach out and touch me, feel
                My presence in your soul, I am
                He who comforts you, do not be afraid and
                I say to you wait, listen, and you
                will be told what and how to do it.

I am talking to you now.  Readying you
for your journey, a journey into life —
you will know life as you never known it before and He brought a miracle
down on them and they were set free

                I am He who comforts you. I come
                to you in all your trials, I am with
                you, I am your God and I love you.
                Do not be afraid, I will be there for
                you, My most precious child.

                    R. I Lord want to do Thy will, please
                live in my heart, see with my eyes,
                touch with my hands and walk with
                my feet, I want to do Thy will. Love with
                your heart and listen with your ears.

                Jesus: I am he who comforts you —
                Be not afraid.

 

                Wednesday, May 18, 1992

                R. Dear Jesus,

                    Please help me this day to do thy
                holy will. This is a day you have
                created for me, it is unfolding
                I ask for you to mold me and my day
                I have a free will, I surrender to You God.
                I am your child please
                guide me and help me to do thy holy will
                I admit my powerlessness over this
                situation and I give you my will  and
                my life. The door stands open and
                I have moved the chair. I want
                to serve You. Here are my hands
                my heart, my eyes, my feet,
                my mouth, my life, hear me I
                am here to do thy holy will,
                please guide me and lead me and
                help me in every moment of this
                day.

                Jesus: You My child are a gift I give
                to this world, your smile, your
                warmth, your love, your compassion
                I give you as a bud ready to burst
                and be full and let all see your radiance
                and your beauty. Everyone smells
                the flower and looks at its beauty
                and is glad it is there, never to abuse
                or mistreat. You My child are
                special as a flower, never to be used
                or mistreated but to be enjoyed and
                respected. See yourself as a beautiful
                flower. Many are called, but few are
                chosen. You My daughter are
                one of My chosen ones. Remember
                yourself as a flower and a gift,
                people look at a gift and treat
                it with respect and you are My
                gift to these children and to the
                world, you are My gift to My
                other children, you are of
                value, of worth, of respect,
                they are given this gift
                I give them through you. You
                are a flower — ready to open
                and omit a fragrance, the fragrance
                comes from Me, I am the power
                where by you open and omit My
                love which is the fragrance —

                let Me use you — you are beautiful
                as the flower, great to behold and
                to have in their presence. You
                are special and they are favored by Me to have
                received such gifts. You have so
                much to give.

                I love you, you are My precious
                child and My precious flower — you
                are a door waiting to open and be
                your new life — a pod ready to
                explode — you are My child and
                wherever you go, whenever you go, I go
                with you with My rod and My staff —
                helping and protecting you, I am your
                strong guard, your rear and fore guard
                I am your protection, your light
                and your life — cling to Me and know
                My presence. I go with you
                in all that you do. You are My
                flower. I love you,

                                        Jesus

  

      

  

May 18, 1992 Thursday

R. Please help me Jesus — today
    I am in such pain —
    help me Jesus
    Pour Your Blood on me
    I cast the devils into hell —
    away from me —
    my family.

My precious Savior I love You

Answer this prayer and
    drive the devils into the fires of hell

Drip your Blood on us Jesus —

My Jesus talk to me please —

 

Jesus: My child listen to my voice,
        I am He who comforts you,
        be not afraid —
        I will not leave you orphaned —
        though you walk in raging
            water you will not
            drown —
            you are My chosen one,
            beloved of My father
            I am with you in your
                suffering —
            I suffered for you on the
                cross —
            I will pave the way and show
                you My way to walk to
                do My will

  

    R. Dear Jesus
            Help me to do your will
            clean out my rubbish and
            hate and anger
            go deep into my heart —

    Help me see the good in every person
    Especially those in my family
    Help me to celebrate the life
            I have been given —
            this wonderful and glorious day.

    I can never live the moments
        of this life again.
    I ask you Mary my sweet Mother
        to help me to be as you
        want — a good mother to my
        2 children  (the other 2 children
        were in college) as Jesus desires me
        to be.

  

The Our Father

    Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name. Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

 

R. Dear Jesus — 

Serenity Prayer

God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change...
Courage to change the things I can
and Wisdom to know the difference.

 

May 19, 1992

                    R. I must treasure each moment I have right now because I can never have it back again.

                        I love You Jesus
                        I love You Holy Spirit
                        I love You God the Father

 

 

May 27, 1992

Jesus:  My ways are simple My child — You must realize this. My child I know how afraid you are I am with you now!!

 

 

  

                            May 27. 1992

                            Jesus:

                                My dear child, I love you, pray to
                            Me, surrender.

                            R.  I surrender my God
                            with all my heart.

 

                            May 30, 1992

                            Jesus:

                                My dear child, hold to Me, though you
                            go through raging waters you will not
                            drown. I am there with My rod and
                            and My staff and I go before you and I
                            comfort you and I prepare the way
                            for you. You do not need to be afraid,
                            I will help you with your children I
                            love them more than you, look
                            into their eyes and see their innocence
                            I love them  — look at them and see Me, see
                            Jesus in them and pray for them  —
                            I give your heart love, weed out
                            the hate open the door to
                            the raging fire of My love, Love is
                            healing  — love, love, love  —
                            love one another,
                            be kind and loving  — don't
                            take in the hate  — be as a ball jar
                            let it bounce off of you. You are
                            so special to Me, I am holding your
                            hand and I am there with you, you are
                            not alone and I love you. The devil
                            is a liar. You must try to do all you can.
                            Know that I love you so much  —
                            you are special to Me. I love you.
                            Love yourself  — you deserve love.
                            I am your God and I love you and live
                            in you.

                               You must keep busy and do My work.
                            I will work through you every day
                            guiding you and making your day
                            worth while. Turn to Me and I
                            will make your day a day of the
                            Lord.  I will use you to do My
                            work. I love you and I am with
                            you. Smile your smiles and be
                            gentle to those around you.

                            Matthew 5: 13

‘You are salt for the earth. But if salt loses its taste, what can make it salty again? It is good for nothing, and can only be thrown out to be trampled under people’s feet. 

                            Shine your light
                            so all can see and praise your
                            heavenly Father in heaven. In
                            My house there are many mansions.
                            Many are called but few are
                            chosen. You are a chosen one,
                            do My will, shine My light and
                            I will dwell in you.
                            Come to Me now. You go not alone
                            you go with Me doing My work
                            among your brethren. You
                            need not worry I will guide you and
                            lead your troubled heart into
                            the beauty of  leading men. You
                            are chosen by My Father, I love
                            you, I want to work in you  —
                            make yourself putty in My
                            hands and let Me mold you into
                            My image. I love you.

                                I will shine My light in the darkness
                            and make ready a place for you. I am the way,
                            the truth and the light and I am in your humble heart,
                            I want to work and love through you, you
                            are My precious child, oh you beloved
                            of My Father, loved by Me that I would
                            lay My life down for you. I came to earth
                            that you might have life and have it
                            more abundantly. I am your rock, your
                            fortress, your way. I am hope for the
                            weary  they know love  — My way is direct and is
                            simple. Give unto others as you would
                            have them give to you. Some disobey
                            My laws, they disobey the commandments,
                            their lives do not make sense, you cannot
                            make sense out of something that makes
                            no sense. My life makes sense, it is direct,
                            you live loving and forgiving. You live in
                            truth. You are honest. I am He who comforts
                            you, you are the beloved of My Father. You
                            are My rose  — never to be trodded
                            on by those who are doing evil, you
                            are to be respected. You I comfort and love.
                            Beloved of My heart, I love you  —
                            Come to Me, know your specialness.
                            I am He who comforts you, be not afraid,
                            though you walk in raging waters
                            you will not drown. I will be there
                            with My rod and My staff and I will
                            set your feet on oh so solid ground,
                            the days of the awakening are coming,
                            follow your heart, love and cherish
                            the moments with your children  —
                            you are My beloved, you are My daughter.
                            God is your Father. Mary is your mother.
                            You are always watched over by your God
                            and loved by Mary, lest your foot stumble
                            and fall  — let GO AND LET GOD DO it  —
                            get out of the driver's seat move over,
                            let Me have the wheel, I will take you
                            where and when you need to go  — enjoy
                            the precious moments of your life.

                            I am your God and I never slumber
                            or sleep. I am with you always.

                                                Love you,
                                                        Jesus

 

   

                  June 1, 1992           Mom died in June 1952

                  R. Dear Jesus, 

                        Help me to know Your will  —
                        Jesus You are my best friend  —
                        I love You so much Jesus  —
                        I can talk to You  —
                        Help me, Jesus
                        I love my family so much Jesus
                        Help me in everything
                        You comfort me
                        I will not be afraid
                        In raging waters You are here  —
                        with Your rod and Your staff  —
                        You love and comfort me  —

                  Jesus:  I am your God, Rita, Rita,
                  you are My beloved child, I will
                  comfort you, I have blessed you
                  in oh so many ways with all
                  I have given you and I will help
                  you, I will not leave you  —
                  You must do My will  —
                  In suffering you are led to greater
                        life in Me  —
                  I will be with you with My rod
                        and My staff.

                  Guarding you  —
                  Giving you rest  —

                  Though you trod in raging waters  —
                  I will be there  —
                  I will comfort you,
                  I will bring the light to you,
                  The darkness bright  —
                  I will send My light into your eyes  —
                  I will send My light
                  I will send My healing,
                  I will put you on the right path  —
                  I am your God  —
                  trust Me.

                  I am He who comforts you  —
                        Do not be afraid  —
                        though you walk in the
                        dark valley, know I am with
                        you lighting your way  —
                        You are My child  —
                        Oh child  — know I am with you,
                        know I light your path  —
                        I am your God  —
                        feel the breeze  —
                        I made it for you  —
                        the beauty of the earth  —
                        I made for you  —
                        Feel My presence in the moment.

                 R.  Mary my mother come to me  —
                 Mother me  — Help me to know your
                 precious Son and do His will  — though
                 I walk in the valley of darkness,
                 — you
                 are there with the light  —

                Jesus says:  

               Cling to Me  — hold My hand  —
               Know Me  —
               Oh you, beloved of My Father  —
               Love all that I send to you as
                    the Father intends.
               I put you into My strength
               Like dipping you in My
                    machine  — you are made
                    strong.

              Little girl, walk your path, you
              are not alone, feel My hand,
              know My love  — you are in
              My care  —

              Little girl, walk your path
              you are not alone, feel My
              sun light  — warm and good  —
              you are not alone  —

                    Little girl, walk with Me,
              tell Me your troubles too  —
              I am there to listen as no
              other can do  —

              Little girl walk your path, you
              are the one I know, sweet and
              kind and always there for others.

              Little girl walk your path,
                skip if you feel the need,
                slow down and stop  —
                look at the earth  —
                study some "dumb old weed".

              Little girl walk your path,
                open your heart to love  —
                to love one another  —
                That is all you need do  —
                Love God and love others as yourself  —

               Little girl walk your path,
                    turn your life over to Me
                    if I watch out for the leaves  —
                    do you think I would not
                    watch out for thee  —

                Little girl walk your path,
                    looking to others, but
                    God knows and you know that
                    you are to be one with
                        God first  —

                     I love the rain on a warm
                dark day  — to hear its calm
                pitter, patter  — There is something
                about rain, that makes me
                feel that nothing else matters  —
                It helps me let go.
                When it's warm outside and
                    the rain comes there is
                    comfort in sitting out
                    under and when it is cold
                    there is pleasure in
                    listening to rain on the roof  —

                I think I may not always
                    feel the pleasure in the rain,
                    I feel today, but in quiet
                    moments of my life that
                    is when the rain has gain.

                I love to listen, I love to just
                be in the moment  — if I only
                take the time  — it is precious
                moments like this God has
                given us the rain.

                    After my mom died at 5, I would
                sit by the window at the Carson
                house upstairs and stare at the
                rain drops as they fell and changed
                on the window. They were so
                beautiful and it comforted my little
                heart thinking of the rain drops and the
                mystery of life and death and mom who
                died of cancer when I
                was so little and left 5 children motherless.
                Serenity is mine.
 

                    June 1992 - For healing

                    R  Dear Jesus

                            I offer You my pain for the sake
                    of souls —

                            Please come into my heart and dispel
                    all hate, anger, "poor me" and replace
                    with your healing power of Your love,
                    please wash me with a bath of
                    pure water and fill me with
                    Your grace  — help me enjoy my
                    present moments  —

                    I have this moment and I let go
                    and give it to You Jesus  —
                    Jesus I want to cry  —
                    Help me let go of the pain  —
                    Let go  — Let go, Cleanse me
                    with Your precious blood  —
                    drip Your precious blood on me  —
                    on the person or persons who
                        offended me  —

                    all in the past
                    ancestors who taught any way that
                        have been passed on to me.

                    Bathe our families in Your blood  —
                        (siblings)
                        all relatives  —
                        neighbors  —
                        school mates
                        old relationships (people involved)
                        people at Church
                        people at work
                        people in the U.S.
                        The Church and the world  —

                    God have mercy on the human race
                        for we have sinned.
                    Help me to let go  — to love  — to forgive.

                    Jesus:
                       
Let go, Let go  — let go.

                    R.
                       
I surrender to Thy will,
                        I give You my heart and
                        I ask You to hold it with
                        the fire of Your love and
                        heal any scars and wounds.

                    Bathe me in the bath of spring water  —
                    I give my day to You Jesus!!
                    I surrender and I know how
                    precious Your love is for me.

                   Jesus:

                       My dear child  —
                    Think of the vast ocean.
                    See the vast ocean
                    Think of the water cleaning you
                        to make you more and more
                        holy and pleasing to Me  —
                    Feel the gentle sway and listen
                       
to the waves  —
                    I created the ocean  — I give
                    you the beautiful water  —
                    I bathe you  —
                    Know My Power.
                    Know My Love.
                    You are My precious child  —
                    look at yourself  —
                    created with such talents by the
                        Father.
                    I bathe you in My love
                    I bless your children
                    My love is endless
                    I am the Almighty God.
                    Focus on My Power.
                    My Power does not run out.
                    Let Me work in your heart  —
                    Your job is clear now  —
                    It is to let Me live in you
                        and minister through you  —
                        to those around you.

  

Prayer for Union With Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling in me.

I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of The Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

 

                Jesus:

                   I am your strength
                   I hold your hand
                   I am the power.
                   I love you with the fire of My
                        Divine Love.

                  Recognize your pain  —
                  Don't stuff it
                  Forgive
                  Let go  — Embrace your pain and
                  Let go.
                  Be loving and Be likened to Me
                  If one person upsets you  —
                    you cannot give into that  —
                    you must think of your
                    mission, do the Father's will  —
                  otherwise the devil can provoke you
                    with one individual and disturb
                    your peace.

                  Live to love.
                  You indeed are My child.
                  I will watch over you.
                  See the lilies of the field how
                    they grow
                  and who watches over them  —
                  You are My child  —
                  Much more precious than
                     all of these
                  I have bathed you in My
                      Blood

                  I will bring you to a special place
                      of ownership of the land  —

                  I am your rock

                  I am your stronghold.

                  You don't go alone  —

                  Express the pain  — then let go  —

                  Forgive - love

                  I love you.

                  I know your pain and your
                        joy  —

                  I have taught you in suffering  —

                  I have led you to joy.

                  The Pain and the Joy.

                  You are loving and giving  —

                  Let go of tension  —

                  You know I love you.

                  You are precious to Me.

                  I have chosen you.

                  I love you with such love  —

                  See the ocean.

                  Hear the waves.

                  I know your pain  —

                  Let go to My hands  —

                  Be My Heart to the world

                  Be My hands.

                  Love your brothers in the
                        world  —

                  Be My love  — My Heart
                        beating in the world  —

                  Be  Me to your children

                  Be their loving mother.

                  I am He who comforts you

                  Be not afraid

                  though you walk in raging
                        waters  —

                  I will be there with My rod and
                        My staff and

                  I will hold you up  —

                  You are held up by Me  —

                  I will love through you  —

                  I have put you on this earth today  —

                  I love you, I love you, I comfort you,
                        I am He who is your bridegroom

                  I love you in a special way  —

                  cling to Me

                  I will be there with you.

                  I am your Power source.

                  I love you,

                        Jesus
 

 
 

                  June, 1992

                  Jesus:

                        Be of a clean heart  — free yourself
                  of blame and hatred. Open your heart to
                  the fire of My love.

                  For I was hungry and you gave Me to eat  —
                  naked and you clothed Me, I am your
                  God, I am your refuge and your rock  —
                  you are My child and I love you  —
                  Be attentive to My call  —
                  Do the Father's will
                  I am guarding you, I love you so much.
                  I know your hurt and pains, you
                  are to forgive and love  —
                  It is in forgiveness you find peace,
                        happiness and joy  —
                  Love the unloving  —
                  Pray for those who persecute you.

                  R. Oh Father You made us so beautiful and
                          You do not make junk  —
                          We are so precious  — You sent Your
                          only begotten Son to save us  —
                  Oh Father You want us to be saved  —
                  We are to obey and love You, Father  —
                  You are our heavenly Father —
                  God gives us special gifts in children  —
                  We are to treasure and love these children.

                  Jesus: Respect human life.

                  R. We are called to love  —
                      We are to forgive and have joy and
                         happiness because we are
                         so loved.

                  Jesus: 

                  LOVE ONE ANOTHER
                  Do good to those who hate you  —
                  more wars are won with love than hatred  —
                  The devil wants hatred among men  —
                  Don't get even or rage
                  TEACH LOVE  —
                  You are ready to love  —
                  I am your God and I love you.
                  God's love is endless.
                  Love resounds from generation to generation.
                  Hate goes from generation to generation.
                  Cast away fear and hate.
                  Look at Me hanging on the cross.
                  I died for you  —
                  I died for your sins  —
                  I want you to share in My life  —
                  I am with you  —
                  Feel My presence.

                  R. Jesus, Jesus, my rock,
                         my strength, my hope,
                         my all  —

                  My Lord and My God  — I love You  —
                        I give You my heart, I give
                        You my soul —

                  God teach me to love  — Show me
                        the way.

                  I LOVE YOU  — GOD!!

                  Jesus:

                  I was spit on, mocked, hated,
                  slapped, My head crowned with
                  thorns.

                  I know all your pain  —

                  I am with you in all your
                        trials  —

                  I have been with you, your
                        whole life.

                  Trust Me.

                  Turn to Me.

                  I love you, forever.

                  R.  I turn my life over to You, Jesus  —
                  I want to do Your will  —
                  I turn this day over to You  —
                  I love You so much  —
                  You are my God  — I love You.

                  Jesus:

                      My dear child, I am He who comforts
                  you, feel the breeze on your face
                  it blows away your troubles,
                  it feels so good, the birds sing a
                  song for you  — feel My breeze blow
                  on you  — it blows away the cares
                  that trouble you — let go — let
                  Me run your life.      

  

                  June 3, 1992

                  R.  The Lord has sent a light to His people
                  He has comforted them in their sorrow and
                  pain and sent them His light and given
                  them a sharing in His life.

                        Jesus gives us Himself in the
                  Holy Eucharist  — He fills us with His
                  life. We are saturated with His gifts.
                  Jesus is our rock and our fortress  —
                  to those who love Him they will have
                  the light of life.

                        Jesus brings His love into our
                  hearts  — We have the gift of the Mass.

                  Jesus says:
                        Pray constantly and know that I am
                        your God,
                        Oh you My child, blessed of
                        My Father, if I care for
                        the birds of the air do you think I would
                        not care for you and your children.
                        I am, Rita, ever attentive to your needs
                        your sorrow, your pain  —

                       I will lead you out into a land flowing
                       with milk and honey. Cling to Me
                       and know that I am there every moment
                       I do not ever slumber or sleep or  —
                       some days you do not have to wonder
                       for I am with you always.
                       You experience My presence with
                       you, that is not a drip to how
                       it really is.

                       Love one another  — do good
                       to one another  —

  

  

                  June 5, 1992

                  Jesus:

                  My dear child,
                       Turn to Me  — though you pass
                  through raging waters  — I am with
                  you  — I speak to you here  — I love
                  you  — I will not leave you orphaned  —
                  I will always comfort you.

                        My child  — hold on  — to Me
                  I will show you your path at the time  —
                  take no action  — I will work in your
                  life  — you are My precious child,
                  you are plugged into Me  —
                  feel the gifts I give you now  —
                  feel the intensity of My presence
                        with you.
                  feel My love.

                  Today is the only day you can live  —
                  tomorrow this day will be gone  —
                  have the gifts of this day  —
                  I am He who comforts you  —
                  Lean on Me,
                  I am all powerful,
                  I want what is best for you  —
                  You are never alone
                        I dwell in you.

                  Serenity prayer

                  "God grant me the serenity to accept
                        the things I cannot change and
                        the courage to change the things
                        I can and the wisdom to know
                        the difference."

                  Let go to Me.

                  Do not be tense, or fearful  —
                  Let go of fear
                  Everything in your life put in
                        My hands.

                            I love  you,
                                Jesus

  

           

                My Mom died June 19, 1952.

40 Years Later

                 June 20, 1992

                 R.  I want to help a soul who is suffering
                 now, that they may choose good instead
                 of evil, please help all those who have
                 suffered and are now acting out anger
                 etc. and doing evil or about to
                 do evil or hurt others out of anger,
                 hatred, misabuse — lack of love —
                 etc.  —

                    Help us God to spread Your love —
                    Help people to tell the truth and come
                out of denial — hurting others —
                    Give people Your light Oh
                Holy Spirit —
                    Oh God have mercy on the human race.

              Jesus: 

              Oh My child — I outpour My grace to you —
              let go of all past hurts and forgive everyone —
              be of a clean heart so you can be
              more deeply one with Me —
              Seek purity, My child
              Seek purity
              I hold your hand, I wipe your tears —
              I know you — I love you so much —
              be of a humble heart,
              I am your God, I am there in
              all your sufferings, I will
              show you the way, ask and
              you will receive —
              seek and you shall find —
              knock and it will be opened unto you —
              for you were hungry and I reached out
              My hand to you and I gave you
              comfort —
              I gave to you the keys of the
              kingdom  — oh you — little one
              living in this world —
              reach high
              help build the kingdom of God
              while you are on earth —
              In My house there are many
                  mansions — do My will.

              Do good to those who persecute you —
              I am your God
              I am your strength
              I am ever constant and ever
              vigilant, in all your struggles
              I come with My peace and My love
              and My forgiveness.

              I am He who comforts you, Oh beloved
                of My Father,

              Cling to Me — Pray for mercy —
              you are beloved  — you are
                    blessed —
                    you are in My Heart — now
                    Feel peace.

               I am the Lord thy God, I run
               the show, you are My child
               and you must know I have
               all the power.

               I am your Savior.

               If someone is unloving — you must
                    be ready to still do My work
                    for others —

               I am your strength.

               You are to give and to love and to forgive
                    and be holy.

                You were created in the image
                    and likeness of God —

                You are to be holy despite a
                    close friend who is nasty —
                    don't close your heart to
                    others who need you —

                Do God's will.

                I am He who comforts you —

                I am your strength —

                I am your fortress —

                I am Jesus and I really love you.

                I am gentle and meek of heart —

                I am alive —

                I live in your heart

                Do not be afraid, I come to nurture
                        you and I am always before you,
                            child —

                You are kind and humble of heart —

                I know your gentle and kind ways —

                Strive always to do My will —

                Cling to Me —

                 I know you, Rita, blessed

                 child of My Father —

                 You are dear to My Heart — always —

                 Your heart is to be kind, merciful

                 I love you so much.

                 I am God-made-man.

                 I am kind and gentle of heart

                 I know you and the desires
                        of your heart.

                 You grow to be stronger in your
                        trials —

                 Make your children's lives calm and simple,
                        happy —

                  These are days to long remember

                  I give you peace and tranquility —

                  I go with you with My peace and love.
                  I go with you with My peace and love.

                  I shower you with the wealth of
                        My love and drive the devil
                        far from you —

                  Let My waters wash you so you
                        are ever purer —

                  You are free — feel this washing,
                  you have been washed, I am
                  with you, and I go with you in
                  love and with peace.

                  Cling to this thought you are
                        never alone —
                        utilize every moment of this week —
                        pray for healing
                        be in harmony with the people
                            in the family.

They will know your peace.
Go in My love and peace.

 

 

 

                  June 29, 1992

                  R. You my Savior is in my heart  —
                  Body and Blood. You have come into my
                  humble heart, I am a sinner, I
                  am sorry, work in my heart to love
                  You and others more. I want to love and
                  do your work  — to love others as You
                  desire.

                  Jesus:  Open your heart and let Me come
                  in and sup with you  —

                  R.  Jesus I hear You knocking  — come
                  into my heart  — wash away  — flush
                  with water my anger and hatred  —
                  My heart is wounded, I need Your
                  grace to be like Mary  — a pure
                  heart  — Jesus, Jesus help me  —

                  You are all Powerful.
                  You are full of love.
                  Thank you God.
                  Jesus I give You my will and my life  —
                  talk to me, I am powerless, I wait
                  on Thee  — You can give me what
                  I need to serve You and do Your work  —
                  Create in me a clean heart  —
                  I hold the cross  — I surrender to You my God.

                      I hold Your cross today and I ask You to
                  cast the devil into hell, by Your precious Body
                  and Blood. I pray for me and my family
                  and the Church and the world  —
                  God I pray that Your Blood will
                  be spread on us  —

                  Let Your love change us  —
                  Dwell in me  —
                  I let go, I let go.

                  Jesus:  My child listen to My voice  — I
                  am the voice of your supplication  —
                  I cry to you My child  — be strong
                  make ready a way for the Lord.
                  My way is truth and love  —
                  You cannot have peace without
                        truth and love  —

                  Free yourself —

                  You must pray that those who trouble
                        you open their hearts to My love  —

                  You must love others for Me  —
                  Love your children  — love to lead
                  others home to My Heart  —

                  Know My love  — My truth and
                        My strength  —
                        live your day in friendship
                        with Me and others  —

                  You have a choice to love or
                        not to love.

                  Be open, Be loving

                  I love and comfort you  —

                  I am your love —

                  Open now your heart  —

                  Be holy  —

                  I outpour My clean and bountiful
                        water over the wounds
                        of your heart  —

                  I want you to love with a
                        heart that is pure
                        so you can deeply know Me and understand
                        My mysteries  —

                  R.

                  Wash away my iniquities my Lord so
                  I can be open more and more for Your love.
                  I want to love as You want me to love.

                  Jesus:  I fill you with My Divine love  —
                  I have given you this day to love to
                  love Me and love others  — to serve
                  your God.
                  I want you to promote the Reign
                        of My Heart  —

                  R.  Take me Lord  — I give myself
                  to You  — Be there for me, my
                  God  — You have given me your
                  mercy and Your love  —

                  Oh Lord hear my prayer, turn not
                  away from my pleading, empty me,
                  let me hear You speak to me and know
                  Your promptings and do the Father's will.
                  Wash away guilt  — be my strong hold to
                  my heart  — God always be in me  —
                  free to work for You  —
                  Oh God love through me  —
                  Lord hear my prayer
                        hear my cry of anguish
                        Comfort me, Lord when I
                        need comfort  —
                  Be my strong guard and my rear
                        guard  — ever vigilant
                        and ever ready at the door
                        of my heart and a
                        protector of the house  — you guard my
                        heart so it will never be hard or
                        bleeding, but open and filled
                        with the fires of Your most
                        precious love.

                  Thank you, God, for the persons you
                        send to me to comfort and love and
                        support me when You know
                        I am in need  —

                  Oh God I cried out to You in my distress and
                        You heard my cry  — You came
                        to the aid of my heart, You
                        answered my call  — God  —
                        You rebuilt my shattered
                        hopes and my fallen
                        dreams  — you put a
                        new song in my mouth  — and filled me
                        with the flowing grace I thirsted
                        after  — You took the tattered and
                        torn heart and You rebuilt the
                        scars with Your rebuilding kit,
                        I sit loose and wait for Your words
                        to be poured over me as to
                        knock me over and know my path
                        is only directed by Your words.
                        Hold me, care for me, replenish
                        me, comfort me, I then in turn
                        can help others who are tattered and
                        torn to know Your healing and
                        vibrant love  —
                        Oh sing a song of love of the Savior

                        A song of His most bountiful gifts  —
                        Let not your tongue be quiet  —
                        Jesus is the Savior
                        He loves us this much!!!

                  Jesus says:

                        I am the Light.
                        I am the candle that never flickers
                        I am the candle that never goes out
                        but shines to others because
                        I am on fire for love of you
                        and My precious souls  —

                        My Heart is an endless burning
                            fire for you and My precious
                            souls  —

                        My fire never goes out  —
                        Live in Me.

                  R.  Dear God  — fill me, forgive me
                  for all I may have done in anyway
                  to hurt others, thinking of my own
                  wounds  — I want You to pour out
                  Your grace on me and all I have
                  touched  — am touching or will
                  touch  —

                      I want to spread Your love

                      Always                 The Sacred Heart

                    On Fire for love of men.

                  You are the fire that never goes out  —
                  The power that never stops  —
                  Forgive me God  — help me to forgive
                    others and to love.

                  Make my heart humble  —
                    on fire with Your love  —
                  for I was hungry and You gave me
                     to eat.

                  Naked and You clothed me.
                  I am Your servant.
                  I am Your handmaid  —   
                  The devil presses in  — to tell
                        us we need things
                        that we don't need  —

                  Help me Jesus to be strong and love You
                  so intimately  — help me not to
                  offend You  — My precious God  —

                  Your love is filling my heart  —
                  Your Divine love is filling my heart.
                  I go to You to learn to let go and
                        love more and more likened
                        to You.

                  I love You God  —
                  help me to love others as You desire
                        not slavishly dependent  —
                        not inappropriately  —
                        with PURE LOVE
                        NOT ATTACHMENT  —

                  Help me to be as You want me to be in
                        all I do  —

                  To love as You want me to love.

                  You are my God  —

                  You are the Lord that fills me  —

                  You give me milk and honey  —

                Jesus:

                  The devil wants you to turn to
                  anger, envy, jealousy,
                  lust, slothfulness,
                  greed, pride  —

                  Don't listen to satan  — come for
                    My love.

                  My ways are gentle

                  My ways are true.

                  My ways are loving as the Father desires  —

                R.  You call God and I come.

                Jesus:

                   You call and I come, I fill you
                   with My gentle love  — your
                   heart is gentle with love and
                   you thirst not for the water
                   because you are filled
                   with the gifts I give you  —
                   I fill your soul.
                   I work in you.
                   I am attentive to your calling.
                   I stand at your door and
                   I knock and
                   I come and sup with you.

               R.  You are my God and You love
                        the others in my life  —-
                        when I turn my life
                        over to You and I ask
                        for help in prayer  —
                        I know You are
                        working in their lives.

               Jesus:  Live, Love and be happy for I am
                                your God and you shall
                                have no Gods before Me.                       

 

October 5, 1992 - 3:30am

R. Dear Jesus, Give me Your hand to write this book for you. I am your servant. I want to be Your hand to this world. If you, Lord Jesus, would write a book, what would you say?

Jesus:   My dear children,

   Today I come to deliver a message to each of you. I want to tell you of each person's dignity, of their beauty and their self-worth. Each child is, oh, so uniquely precious to My Most Sacred Heart. Each child is full of the talents I have given to them. Each person is divinely created by God and given all these gifts to be happy and love one another.

   The problem comes when you feel you will be left out. That you will be left by another who has trodden on you and will do it again. I see you all as My most precious children. I watch your every move and know all pain and anguish in your heart. My Heart aches, you have insecure feelings about yourself. I came to this earth I died for you. I felt cold, hungry, lonely on this earth. You need not worry that no one knows the pain and anguish in your heart. God created you with such special gifts and talents. It is important for you to raise above your wound and forgive those who hurt you.

   You need only turn your will and your life over to Me and I will guide you in all your ways. I have all the Power. Many are not of My ways. The key to life is to recognize your faults, but still know you are this precious gift of My Father a gift to this world. This world is in need of your strength. Running yourself down, blaming others hurting them can cause you misery and pain. At this very moment, you are the precious creation of God!! You must operate with Me in your heart.

   You need not run yourself down. I am with you every day guiding your ways, lest your foot stumble and you lose your way. You will not wander far from your path if every day you keep bringing your focus back to Me. If you dare let Me be at the helm, if you dare to really let Me run your life, I will do with you such wonders that you yourself would be amazed. But you will know with such ease when you did these things that you did not do them alone. You will know My power, moving the mountain, My power chipping at the stone, My power working on your hardest problem and you will be set free.

   Oh yes, you will be set free and know a serenity that only comes from letting go and letting Me run your life. To you, My child, I have given all that is good. I made you My holy soldier, My warrior in a world of pain and hatred. You are the light that shines in the darkness, you are the coat to a cold child, you are the smile that warms a troubled and lonely heart. You are the comfort for everyone you meet, because My most precious Heart powers you, smiles through you, understands and loves through you.

   Love your fellows for Me. There are so many troubled hearts that need to know My love. I can love through you if you let Me, I can be their friend through you if you let Me. I am He who comforts you and you are he who comforts them. My power is endless, it never runs out, there is not a power failure EVER. In your darkest hour, My light shines in the darkness and I say to you, "Oh blessed of My Father, look at yourself with awe, you are My creation, you are indeed so precious to Me, you are My light to this world, you are My hands and My feet and most of all My Heart."

   Oh, you are My loving Heart, to those who are bowed down, to those who are lost in the darkness, you carry My smile and wear My armor in a world that is trying to tear one another down with hate and ugliness. There is gentleness, there is love, there is hope in you, if you open yourself up to Me. Be My knight to the world, wear My armor. I am your God and I will protect you from the darkness. Plug into My power, be not afraid, I go before you always and you can rest in My arms when you feel weary. You can put your head in My lap and weep, you will know, I am truly with you and you are My light to this world. I created you so special - to cast out fear in the darkness, to clothe the naked, to give hope to the oppressed, to be as I live in you and love through you and you are My smile and I touch My hurting ones through your love.

You are he who loves this world. You must stay plugged into My power-source This world is hungry for My love. It needs My love, I give to them through you. I am your God and I made you as a gift to the world. You are filled.

Focus on Me and your life will be abundant and whole, joy in suffering, freedom but you can take the knocks because you will know you do not go it alone, but with Me. I love you My precious child.    

 

 

 

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      Betty is a handmaid who has prayed in the

        China Church for 11 years. To get from her

        house to the church she uses a walker and

        must go over a creek and a little bridge.

        We wanted a little place she could rest

        by the Church. We need about $1,000 to

        make this happen. Can you help us?

 

 

 

We are trying to get

Response to God's Love

and the Mass Book out.
 

Anybody who wants to help us

with a donation to get these 2 books

out in the Priestly/hierarchy mailing —

Please call Kathleen 1-888-211-3041

 

 

July 31, 1994

Words of Jesus to Members of
Shepherds of Christ Associates:

"My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.

"I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.

"I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."

- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)

 

  

 

  


 

The China Church is over 140 years old

and we pray in there 24 hours a day.

It needs stucco and so does

the community building.

Can you please help us?

Call Kathleen 1-888-211-3041

 

Likewise the priest house

is 150 years old.

Jesus told us to repair it

which we have been doing.

We need $13,000.00 for this work.

 

 

 

 

 

 

You can help put the Blue Book V

in the hands of 1,000 people

we need $1,200 postage for this

It is ready to go

Call Kathleen

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You can help put Fr. Joe's homily

book in the hands of

1,000 priests — it costs $1,100

This can help 1,000 parish priests

talk about Covenant for Lent 

Please help us

It is ready to go

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Fr. Joe's Homily Books

Guiding Light -
The Word Alive in Our Hearts

$10.00


Guiding Light -
Focusing on the Word

$10.00
 

 

 

Rita Ring

God's Blue Book 5
So Deep Is the Love of His Heart
Books written by the cofounder of Shepherds of Christ Ministries


Writings by Rita Ring
 
Mass Book
A Journey Into the Heart of Jesus - Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 12.00 plus postage
Rosary Meditations for Parents and Children
From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 10.00  plus postage
God's Blue Book I
Teachings to Lift You Up. Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage
God's Blue Book II
The Fire of His Love. Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by Fr. Edward J. Carter S. J.
$ 10.00  plus postage
God's Blue Book III
Love God, Love One Another. Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage
God's Blue Book 4
The Love of the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Author: Rita Ring
$ 5.00  plus postage
God's Blue Book 5
So Deep Is the Love of His Heart. Author: Rita Ring.
$ 5.00  plus postage
God's Blue Book 6A
He Calls Us to Action Author: Rita Ring.
$ 10.00  plus postage
Rosaries From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary - Volume I
Red Rosary Book - Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage
Blue Rosary Book
Rosaries From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary - Volume II
$ 12.00  plus postage
Short Rosary Meditations for the Ederly, Ill, and Homebound
From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary: Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
This book is 8 1/2" by 11" and you can open it up and sit it on your lap.
$ 10.00  plus postage
Messages From Jesus
Given by Jesus to His Messenger Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
This book is 8 1/2" by 11" and you can open it up and sit it on your lap.

$ 10.00  plus postage

Daily Messages From Heaven
From the Florida Apparition Site Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage
Rosary Meditations for Little People and Elderly
Short Meditations for the Rosary
$ 3.00  plus postage
Color the Lives of Jesus and Mary, Book 5
A Coloring Book with Short Meditations on the 15 mysteries of the rosary. Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 5.00 plus postage
Fr. Edward J. Carter

Books written by the founder of Shepherds of Christ Ministries

 
Shepherds of Christ Spirituality Newsletters 1
Selected Writings on Spirituality—for All People Editor: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 10.00  plus postage
Spirituality Newsletters 2
Selected Writings on Spirituality — for All People Editor: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 12.00  plus postage
Shepherds of Christ Spirituality Newsletters 3
Selected Writings on Spirituality — for All People Editor: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage
Tell My People
Messages from Jesus and Mary Author: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimi Potest (spiral bound)
$ 10.00  plus postage
Spirituality Handbook
Shepherds of Christ Associates Spirituality Handbook - A Way of Spiritual Life
Author: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimi Potest

$ 3.00  plus postage
The Spirituality of Fatima
Fatima: The Setting, The Message, The Spirituality of Consecration
$ 5.00  plus postage
Shepherds of Christ 6:20 Prayers CD
Holy Spirit Novena, Associates Prayer Manual and the Rosary Led by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage
Priestly Newsletter 2000 Issue 1
Audio CD - Read by Father Edward J. Carter
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Yes — All the ends of the earth have seen
the power of God.

 

     God has called us to be united as a family in
the Shepherds of Christ.

     This is a vocation — to pray deeply for
the priests, the Church and the world and
to help support the Newsletter and the
Ministries.

     Remember the image of Our Lady
of Clearwater on the building. We have
very special Fatima statues so you can
have a special place of prayer in your
homes, praying the rosary for your family
and for the priests, the Church and the
world. If you are interested in these
very special Fatima/Clearwater statues
e-mail me with your phone number
and address 
info@sofc.org.

     Those using the special statues
will be united to us in a special way —
We want you to pray the Shepherds of
Christ prayers for the priests, the Church
and the world from your special place
in your home.

     When people have set up a prayer corner/niche
with this statue, Fatima/Clearwater glass, they have
reported that their families have received special
blessings. With this statue it is important to pray
the prayers in the red prayer manual and consecrate
your home and family to the Sacred Heart and
Immaculate Heart.

Call Sheila or Doris about statues or go to China or
Clearwater.
 

1-888-211-3041 or 1-812-273-8405

 

27” - $450.00
18” - $250.00
15” - $200.00
12” - $160.00
11” - $150.00
plus shipping

We send these. 

They are good for people
in the family for Christmas,
give with a prayer manual.

 

Shepherds of Christ   P. O. Box 627
China, IN  47250   1-888-211-3041

 

 

Statues

 

Our Lady of Mt. Carmel

Our Lady of Lourdes

   

Our Lady of Grace

   

 

 

Sorrowful Mother

Immaculate Heart - Ivory

Immaculate Heart of Mary

 

  

 

Limpias

Sacred Heart of Jesus -Blessing

Sacred Heart of Jesus

 

  

 

Infant of Prague

Divine Mercy

Holy Family

 

 

 


St. Jude

 

Our Lady of Guadalupe

Holy Family

 

  

 

St. Therese

St. Francis

St. Anthony

 

 

 

St. Claire

St. Padre Pio

St. Joseph

     

Angel

St. Philomena

St. Rita - 18

     

Immaculate Heart of Mary - 18

Immaculate Heart - Ivory - 18

Sacred Heart of Jesus - 18

     

Our Lady of Lourdes - 18

Our Lady of Mt. Carmel - 18

Our Lady of Grace - 18

     

St. Francis - 18

St. Anthony - 18

St. Joseph - 18
     

St. Therese - 18

Our Lady of Guadalupe - 12

St. Clare - 12
 
 

 

 

St. Padre Pio - 12

 

St. Rita - 12

 

Divine Mercy - 12

 

  

 

Pieta - Color

Pieta - Marble

Limpias - 8
     

Fatima w/glass - 11

Pilgrim Virgin w/glass - 12

Pilgrim Virgin w/glass - 15

 

  

 

Fatima w/glass - 18

Pilgrim Virgin w/glass - 18

 

Pilgrim Virgin w/glass - 27

       


Shepherds of Christ Ministries
P. O. Box 627
China, IN  47250

 

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 Holy Family

 24"

$180

 

 Immaculate Heart of Mary

 24"

$125

 

 Immaculate Heart - Ivory

 24"

$125

 

 Infant of Prague

 24"

$125

 

 Limpias

 24"

$125

 

 Our Lady of Grace

 24"

$125

 

 Our Lady of Guadalupe

 24"

$125

 

 Our Lady of Lourdes  

 24"

$125

 

 Our Lady of Mt. Carmel

 24"

$125

 
 Sacred Heart of Jesus

 24"

$125

 
 Sacred Heart of Jesus -Blessing

 24"

$125

 

 Sorrowful Mother

 24"

$125

 

 St. Anthony

 24"

$125

 

 St. Claire

 24"

$125

 

 St. Francis

 24"

$125

 

 St. Joseph

 24"

$125

 

 St. Jude

 24"

$125

 

 St. Padre Pio

 24"

$125

 

 St. Therese

 24"

$125

 
 Divine Mercy

22"

$125  
 Angel

22"

$100  
 St. Philomena

20"

$100  
 St. Philomena

16"

$65  
 Immaculate Heart of Mary

18"

$65  
 Immaculate Heart - Ivory

18"

$65  
 Sacred Heart of Jesus

18"

$65  
 Our Lady of Lourdes  

18"

$65  
 Our Lady of Mt. Carmel

18"

$65  
 Our Lady of Grace

18"

$65  
 St. Joseph

18"

$65  
 St. Francis

18"

$65  
 St. Anthony

18"

$65  
 St. Rita

18"

$65  
 St. Therese

18"

$65  
 Pieta - Color 15" $75  
 Pieta - Marble 15" $75  
 Holy Family

12"

$60  
 Our Lady of Guadalupe

12"

$40  
 St. Padre Pio

12"

$40  

 St. Rita

12"

$40  
 Divine Mercy

12"

$40  
 St. Claire

12"

$40  
 Limpias

8"

$25  

 Fatima w/glass

11"

$150  

 Fatima w/glass

 18"

$250  
 Pilgrim Virgin w/glass

 12"

$160  
 Pilgrim Virgin w/glass 15" $200  
 Pilgrim Virgin w/glass 18" $250  
 Pilgrim Virgin w/glass

27"

$450  


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