Mary has requested that the daily message be given each day to the world. It is read nightly at the prayer service from her Image Building in Clearwater, Florida, U.S.A. This is according to her request. All attempts will be made to publish this daily message to the world at 11 p.m. Eastern time, U.S.A.

We acknowledge that the final authority regarding these messages rests with the Holy See of Rome.

I appear my children on this former bank building in Florida, Our Lady Clothed with the Sun.

July 31, 2004 - St. Ignatius of Loyola

August 1st Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is Day 5 Period I.

The Novena Rosary Mysteries
for August 1st are Joyful.


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July 31, 2004


St. Ignatius  


December 14, 2000
4 days before Father Carter's death


July 31, 2004 message continues

Messenger:     Dear God, I pray for peace, love and harmony. Dear God help us to be 
                        one in this mission. Dear God, I give my life to you. Spread us all with
                        the Blood of Jesus. Consecrate our hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.
                        Suffering is part of life. Jesus shows us how He suffered. God calls
                        us to do things to help promote His Kingdom. What is most important
                        is that we live to do His will. That we pray to do His will. Sometimes
                        God calls us to do something and the devil can press down so hard
                        we have to endure tremendous suffering to do what He calls us to
                        do. Jesus shows us that He suffered to His death on the cross.

                            Sometimes satan can press down so hard trying to block
                        what God is calling us to do and we have to endure tremendous
                        suffering and or pain to do what He calls us to do.

                         The world is so focused on so many things that are not God's will.
                        I may hear the television or movies and feel so shocked how
                        God's name is used in vain, very vile words are used, sex
                        is the focus, impurities are prevalent, dress is very

Mary speaks:
                             I cry for your babies who are born
                        and hear violence at such an early age. Little babies just
                        born are educated by so many things on the News. Homo-
                        sexuality may be shown as a way of life. I cry for my


Mary's Message
from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary speaks:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.

end of Mary's Message, August 27, 1996


July 31, 2004 message continues

Messenger:     Light comes in the window and it fell across Megan's
                        lap. She noticed its warmth and was very pleased
                        to feel the soft embrace of the light.

                        If a person is one always looking for negative outcomes ––
                        They may miss a soft tender embrace one can receive.  

Jesus speaks:  I call you to love, and you My precious ones, I am
                        testing you. I see so many with their focus on the
                        moment. What are you living for in a religious
                        order if not to be pure?

                        To those much has been given, much will be expected.
                        Suffering is suffering. Some suffer trials a little
                        while then give in and give up for relief.

                        They may abandon a call given to them because
                            satan is pressing on you to stop.
                            How bad could the suffering become?
                            Does it really make you feel better when I am
                                calling you to do something and because you
                                are pressed on you abandon your post?
                            How much suffering could you endure? Many
                                times satan presses on someone when they
                                have a big job which will help promote My
                                Kingdom. Because of anxiousness and
                                irritability someone can give in and abandon
                                their post. The next time satan may press
                                harder because you gave in the time

                        Your lives can be a mixture of joy and suffering. I may
                            call you to endure tremendous testing.

                        I love you so much and I am calling you to this
                            mission to pray for the priests, the Church and the
                            world and help to spread My Priestly Newsletter.

                        Today 10 years ago I gave this message


Given to Father Carter
on the Feast of St. Ignatius

July 31, 1994

Words of Jesus to Members of
Shepherds of Christ Associates:

"My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.

"I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.

"I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."

- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)

end of July 31, 1994 message given to Fr. Carter


July 31, 2004 message continues

Jesus speaks:      Many saints were asked to endure suffering.

                        Suffering may come in this way. You are asked to be loving to 
                            someone and you would rather wash your hands of the 
                            situation but you act lovingly even when you don't want to.

                        There is suffering for parents many times in disciplining
                            your children.
                            There is suffering in dealing with people with many
                                imperfect ways, but which one of you are
                                not imperfect yourself?

                            Be docile and humble, live to love, try to work out
                                differences so all can enjoy their calling in
                                harmonious love working together.

                            A lady always had a very clean house. Her pipes
                                in the house broke and sewage came into the
                                house. She was forced to deal with the disappointment
                                of the dirty water and the debris.

                            You cannot control everything. A lady lived in an
                                apartment. It was so beautifully decorated, she
                                spent time making sure every corner was clean and
                                she shopped for a long time to furnish it in a
                                particular way. A tornado came and took off the
                                roof and the structure was unsafe. She was forced
                                to move out with little compensation.

                            A man spent a good part of his life building his business
                                and working out special relationships on the golf-
                                course. He watched his diet and his weight –– he
                                spent little time thinking about Me or religion.
                                One afternoon his hearing was gone –– he soon
                                found out he had a tumor –– in three months
                                he was dead.

                                Carol Lynn went on a trip with her Church
                            friends, on the way home a tractor-trailer
                            ran into their van because he fell asleep at the
                            wheel. Carol Lynn was killed instantly.

                                Your life is so short on 9-11-2001 many, many people
                            went to work in a busy high-rise in New York
                            City. That night they lay buried in a grave of
                            burning cinders.

                                I have warned My precious souls of the shortness
                            of your life. Your world is so focused on temporary
                            pleasures. Many are focused on life of the body
                            and they may give little or no attention to the life
                            of the soul.


Mark 10: 35-40

James and John, the sons of Zebedee, approached him. ‘Master,’ they said to him, ‘We want you to do us a favour.’ He said to them, ‘What is it you want me to do for you?’ They said to him, ‘Allow us to sit one at your right hand and the other at your left in your glory.’ But Jesus said to them, ‘You do not know what you are asking. Can you drink the cup that I shall drink, or be baptised with the baptism with which I shall be baptised?’ They replied, ‘We can.’ Jesus said to them, ‘The cup that I shall drink you shall drink, and with the baptism with which I shall be baptised you shall be baptised, but as for seats at my right hand or my left, these are not mine to grant; they belong to those to whom they have been allotted.’


July 31, 2004 message continues

Jesus speaks:     The gift I give to you is your life, but it is so short.
                                Some people going through cancer before death
                                need to realize how valuable their suffering
                                is for their life and for souls.

                            Fr. Carter suffered tremendously from when he found
                                out he had cancer and he died. He offered this
                                suffering up for the Shepherds of Christ Movement
                                and this Mission and for the school rosary program. That
                                October 250,000 home made rosaries were distributed
                                to the Catholic schools in the United States.

                                You may not recognize how much My Movement, through
                            your hands, have touched so many souls and changed
                            the world. The Blue Book writings have led so many
                            souls to greater lives of holiness and led them to be
                            greater intercessors for the world. Priests using the
                            Blue Books are usually transformed into being
                            special priests of My Sacred Heart.

                                The Shepherds of Christ Priestly Newsletter
                            was circulated about 8 years in concentrated
                            form. The Newsletter centered in consecration of
                            their hearts (the priests) to Our Two Hearts has
                            helped to combat worse evils that would have
                            existed in the world if Fr. Carter and the Shepherds
                            of Christ were not praying and circulating the
                            Newsletter to so many priests.

                                I have opened My Heart raw in the writings
                            in My Movement pleading and begging you to
                            listen. When God the Father spoke 11 years ago
                            He was telling you of all these writings to come.

                                I went to the front of St. Gertrudes Church that
                            day January 9, 1994 and God the Father spoke clearly
                            to me, "This is My beloved Son in whom I am well pleased."


July 31, 2004 message continues

Jesus speaks:     On December 5, 1996 before Mary appeared in Clearwater ––
                                I appeared at the point of death on the cross
                                with My mouth moving because no one was
                                listening. (at Holy Cross-Immaculata)  



Excerpt from April 4, 2003Jesus on the cross at Immaculata Church

Messenger:    I saw Him at the point of death on the cross December 5, 1996, after Mary appeared 500 times.

He hung, all battered, greatly weakened. His mouth moved very clearly. It seems that a man in His condition could not move His mouth to that extent.

Later in the rosary that night, He gave messages and said: "No one was listening."


July 31, 2004 message continues

Jesus speaks:     Early in 1996 I appeared transfigured before My
                                messenger in the front of Holy Cross-



... January 9, 1994, when I genuflected before the crucifix and the altar at St. Gertrude's and the Father spoke; Blue Book II-page 18, January 9, 1994: "This is My beloved Son in whom I am well pleased."

Messenger:    On January 9, 1996, I went to pray. The snow was so bad the street was blocked to Holy Cross-Immaculata. I finally managed to find a place to park and trudged through the snow, panting with joy to be with Our Lord in the tabernacle there. When I arrived all I could do was kneel before the Sacred Heart statue and pour out myself to Him. ...the Father spoke: "This is My beloved Son in whom I am well pleased."

Messenger: On the 20th of August, 1997, I was at St. Gertrude's and the Lord appeared transfigured on the cross. I heard the voice of the Father speak, "This is My beloved Son, in Whom I am well pleased, listen to Him."



Excerpt from February 28, 1999

Messenger: On the 20th of August, 1997, I was at St. Gertrude's and the Lord appeared transfigured on the cross. I heard the voice of the Father speak, "This is My beloved Son, in Whom I am well pleased, listen to Him."

end of excerpt from February 28, 1999



Excerpt from the rosary of August 19, 1997

Jesus: Come away with Me, My young ones. Come into the field and taste of the beauty of the air and the beauty of this day with the most beautiful flowers that I have created for you. Do you see the beauty in each petal of the flower, or are your eyes covered with mud that you do not see? I have lifted the veil for you today and I have showed you My way. My way is the way of trust and faith and I told you in the message on Sunday that you must have faith and endurance, for I took you to the darkest night to the pointiest tunnel, to the place where you thought that you would never return and at that point I opened up through a little hole the light of day and it came streaming in and you perceived and you felt My presence, which is greater than all the things of this earth.

    Wipe the grin off your face you silly earth, for you have ran after so many foolish things, when I stood there adorned in white before you, in the most glorious robes and you did not perceive that the Almighty God was alive and so I have called and I have told you and I have allowed you, My shepherds, to suffer, but the days ahead will be days of great victory, for I come to you clothed in white and adorned in a gold veil and you see that God lives and you will carry the white flag across this earth. You My shepherds, have won and the victory is yours.

    Did you fall in the mud and did you skin your knees, did you feel your head ache as Mine ached in the garden, did you feel the thorns poke deeply into your skull, and did you feel the ripping of your flesh as the sword went into your skin?

    I am Jesus, I am God, I will not be undone. I am Almighty and all powerful to the ends of the earth. You will know My might and you will not be afraid, but you will not know this if you do not trust, for I have told you the secrets in My messages, but you do not read as if you believe, you read half heartedly. You must believe with all your heart that I speak to you to be heard, for you truly are the shepherds that will go across this earth and carry the white flag, but you do not have this conviction within your heart, so therefore you do not do all that I have asked you to do, your belief is wishy-washy and you do not believe with a conviction of a strong heart.

    I am calling you My shepherds this night to renew your faith and your endurance to realize that I am God and I have spoken here to you this evening. I am alive, I am alive, I am alive and I am with you, I am your God.

    You wanted the light all the time and the light was not in the plan of the Father. It comes in light and it comes in darkness, it comes in death and it comes in victory, it comes in death and it comes in Resurrection, it comes in pain, and it comes in joy, but this world tells you today to look for only the joy and when you do not find it to do everything that you can to fill your selfish pleasurish whims that you have within you.

    I tell you that you must fall to your knees, that your knees will be scuffed and that you will suffer and your flesh will be torn and your head will be crowned with thorns, but you will come forth from the tomb with a veil of white across your face and you will say this is the victory that we have won because we have lived in Him.

Your Movement will spread forth to the far ends of the earth, but it is faith that I am calling you to My beloved ones, you must have faith in your hearts, for this is a sign that I give to you this day. If you do not believe, you will not be able to continue ahead, for you must move ahead in faith. It is the only way that you must operate. You cannot operate trying to logically think your way across this world. It is only in believing and obeying the messages that the job will get done. It is My might that will lead this Movement to the far corners of the earth. Open your pockets and let us see your money. Do you have the money to do the things that I have asked you to do? It is in prayer, hourly prayer and begging for the funds, realizing that it is in your prayer, that it is in your endurance, that it is in your faith and your sacrifices that your prayers will be answered. You must pray hourly the Novena to the Infant of Prague and I will answer your prayers, and you My beloved ones will know the results when you pray.

Jesus: I have given to you the greatest gift this day. I am Jesus, and I have come to you and I have asked you to open wide your heart and to thank Me for the gift I have given, for if the answer would have been different how would your hearts be this night, and how was it with the lepers, when I gave to them the great gift and they did not come and say thanks, but you are My holy ones that I am sending into this world and your hearts must be filled with joy. I have asked you over and over again to sing to Me with a heart that is filled with joy. I have given to you songs that I wrote Myself for you to sing of the love of My Heart. I am Jesus, the Son of God and you are the apostles of this new era. As you go out into the dark night the light will shine behind you and many will know the light of My Heart. Do not be discouraged, for the very hairs of your head are numbered and I am with you at this very moment, guarding and watching you, give Me your heart My shepherds. I have given to you a great gift this day, give Me your thanks and continue to pray. It is through prayer that you will accomplish all that the Father intends you to accomplish.

    I am Jesus, the Son of God. I have chosen you, I have called you and you will accomplish the work that the Father intends you to through prayer. Do not be discouraged, but encouraged for I am God and I am with you. Think of how it was before, when you did not share your love with so many others, but I have given you each other and I have bound your hearts in one heart and you come here because your hearts are filled with great joy. The more you love and the more the Movement spreads, the more will be the blessings, for as the love expounds and gets larger, the love is more full, for your love is rooted in Me and the more you love deeply the more full the love you will have. This is how it will be, one body in Me, and you will love many and you will know them deeply in your heart and your heart is full My shepherds, because I have taught you My ways of love and given you each other. You are My holy family and I love you. I have called you and so you say “why me?”, and I say to you “why this Saint, or that Saint or why the Blessed Mother, why were you called?”. You were called because I love you and I have given to you a great grace to be My shepherd in the Shepherds of Christ Movement.

end of excerpt


July 31, 2004 message continues

Jesus speaks:     I tell you this. I am a God of justice and mercy. I have
                                outpoured My mercy to you. I have revealed Myself
                                to you so you would listen and change your ways,
                                but few have responded.

                            Through My Movement and Mary's visions
                                from July 5, 1994 - March 1, 2004 ––
                                9 years and 8 months I have spoken
                                to this earth ––

God the Father speaks:

                            You fail to recognize My Son. I have given Him to
                                you and told you to Listen to Him.

                            Oh clutter –– clutter of what you listen to –– not the
                                words of the Savior given in His Movement Shepherds
                                of Christ ––




July 31, 2004 message continues

Messenger:     I had such a gift from Our Lady for she spoke to me and
                            appeared to me now for over ten years.

                            Mother of mine, I entrust the Newsletter of your Son
                            Jesus to you and Father (priest) who had edited it that
                            he will be able to teach the world as God directs
                            him and has worked through him in his extensive
                            study for 14 years of Our Lady and St. Ignatius and
                            the Spiritual Exercises.

                            He writes in his dissertation that St. Ignatius placed
                            himself under the protection of Our Lady at every
                            decisive moment in his career.

                        I knew in the vision of December 15, 1995 her presence when I
                            experienced God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit so deeply.
                            I wrote one year exactly before her appearance at
                            Clearwater, December 17, 1995, about this experience ––


December 17, 1995

Excerpt from the Mass Book


    I long to unite in the deepest union with Him in the Eucharist. I long for the Mass. I long for Thee, oh God. My every moment, I join as I did to You December 15 under the cross, where I felt Your presence. You whisked me away, and I was totally absorbed in that moment of celestial union with You. For that time, I existed only in You, in the deepest union, and I was in this moment existing in You. The earth stopped, and I touched the heavens, all my bodily cares were existent in You. I existed in Your Divinity, my being was in You. There was no desire or wish or wanting, for in that moment, I had all I wanted in You. I was satisfied and wanted nothing but to remain in that embrace. You were the Being, and my being existed in You, but I was only as I was in You - merged in You, knowing and being in Your Divinity and being so full as to feel complete in myself.

    You are so enormous, and You surrounded me in a burning embrace, the presence of red fire. I was not little, or "nothing", but existed in this enormous power and being so complete!

    I touched eternity, and in that embrace, I knew all the waiting was worth the glory. You enveloped my being, and I was truly merged in the Divine Presence. I was merged in Your being. I existed IN You, with You, in the highest union with You, although I knew I was still distinct from You.

    I was fused and absorbed in You, feeling complete and satisfied. To describe this union is far beyond any work of my pen and paper. I pray for the reader of this page to receive the grace to share this experience with Him, I will now live for this union-to be forever merged In Him, to be One in Him, to reach higher perfection as I exist in Him, for He takes the lowly and gives to them a sharing in Himself. He merges with us and we exist in Him. The word "in" - I could write pages about. I long for the deepest union with Him, where I am swept up in the heavenly embrace of the Divine God, and I am IN Him.

    This is heaven on earth: to be merged as one with Divinity, although remaining distinct from God, to take our feeble hearts, our lowly status and to unite ourselves with the Divine, Almighty, powerful God and in this union to be meshed with Him, that His power dominates and our humanity reaches its heights of fulfillment in this union, in this oneness with Him.

    The word I have looked for is "oneness." I understand some of the meaning of the words "One in Him." Oneness is the word to describe this union of our humanity with His Divinity. The depth to which we could meditate on oneness with God is incomprehensible. In that moment, the earth stood still, and He, my Divine Lover, the Bridegroom of my soul, took me to Himself, and I knew the embrace of the Divine God.

    Nothing on the face of this earth can describe our union with Divinity. Oh, good God, that creatures are so ungrateful regarding Your divine love. I am so sorry. Let me help make reparation to Your adorable Heart. Please unite with me now that I may more deeply love Thee.

    Oh, Divine Lover of my soul, let me help make reparation to Your adorable Heart for the neglect and indifference against You.

Song from Jesus: I come to you with greatest love. I am your loving Savior. I am your God. I died for you. I come to you this day.

    He allowed me to experience such pain in my heart - wanting Him so badly, so many times-and then on Dec. 15, 1995 - He gave Himself to me in the deepest union.

    Nothing satisfies the soul but Him. He wants the nuns and priests to love Him. He chose them to spread His love.

    Souls are hungry. They will only be fed with His burning love. Priests need to talk about Jesus' love for us from the pulpit. Priests need hearts burning for love of Jesus. This will feed the hungry souls - lip service love doesn't do it.

    He is alive today. He is a Person. He wants us to love Him.

end of December 17, 1995 Mass Book entry 


July 3 1, 2004 message continues

Messenger:     Today, Mary, my heart, swells with such love for God
                            and for this present Newsletter. My people, your prayers
                            are needed and sacrifices made for its speedy delivery.
                            Jesus wanted this out around the Feast of St. Ignatius July 31,
                            2004 10 years after this message He gave to Fr. Carter.


Given to Father Carter
on the Feast of St. Ignatius

July 31, 1994

Words of Jesus to Members of
Shepherds of Christ Associates:

"My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.

"I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.

"I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."

- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)

end of July 31, 1994 message given to Fr. Carter


July 3 1, 2004 message continues

Messenger:     The next morning as Mary appeared to me she gave
                            me this message 10 years ago.


August 1, 1994

Pray For The Success Of The Priestly Newsletter - Shepherds of Christ

Messenger: The following is the first official message I received before the statue of Mary at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. It is a personal message for Father Carter.

Mary speaks: (in front of the glowing statue of Our Lady of Sorrows) I am the Immaculate Heart. My Heart is glowing for love of all my beloved children. I am your most loving Mother. I am with you this day. Pray for the success of the priestly newsletter Shepherds of Christ. I am guarding your way. You will receive such graces to accomplish this task! Grace from God is so abundantly bestowed on you and will lead to the success of this endeavor! Pray for this cause at the Center. The priests will lead the people to the love of My beloved Son. This is no little task. It will take many prayers and graces. Pray hard, little one. Your prayers will change many hearts.

I am Mary, your Immaculate Mother. I bring this message to My beloved priest-son.

end of August 1, 1994 message



July 3 1, 2004 message continues

Messenger:     I remember seeing Our Lady early-on at the Priest
                            Residence Chapel, at the old seminary –– Our Lady 
                            of the Holy Spirit Center, it was an interior, vision ––
                            most of the visions I had of Our Lady were
                            exterior visions, but this one was an
                            interior vision, I saw her face at an
                            angle, one cheek clearly and one eye and
                            a tear so big, almond shaped, like
                            clear glass and so large. It hung like
                            a bunch of grapes from her cheek.

                        It is wonderful to have these interior visions
                            for I watch inside my eye lids
                            like a movie screen and it comes
                            unannounced and ends when it
                            ends. I try to sit up straight and strain
                            to see the interior movie going on and
                            it makes little difference.

                        When I got this vision the doors to the chapel
                            were closed and I was deeply united
                            to Jesus in the tabernacle as I was
                            in that room and I had, had very many experiences
                            of Mary and the child Jesus during the seven
                            sorrows after Mass in that room. Mystical experiences 
                            where I deeply knew insights into the
                            love of Jesus and His Mother, her maternal role
                            from childhood of Jesus to the time
                            she held Him under the cross.

                        When I saw Mary's tear that day in the interior
                            vision, it was so big hanging on her
                            cheek and like a solid crystal.

                             All these years later, I can see it clearly
                                now as I did 9-10 years

                            My son was approaching the door 
                                of the chapel that day as I prayed, my son was
                                about 10 years old and I did not dare
                                open my eyes for I was watching
                                the vision.

                            I love interior visions as these and with them
                                usually comes a deep insight printed
                                in my soul that gives me knowledge
                                into knowing Mary and God more



July 31, 2004 message continues

Messenger:         I see the vastness of the mountains and ponder
                                the mystery of God.

                            I see the sun and the blue skies, the vastness
                                of the ocean, but as far as the eye can see
                                to know depth, it never is anything
                                as the depth I know from an interior
                                vision whether visual or intellectual ––
                                with every vision is an awareness of
                                depth of knowing insight into the
                                mystery of God that is beyond any

                            My soul is filled with awe and love of God
                                for revealing to me this insight
                                into the inexhaustible depth of
                                God and insight into a hidden
                                mystery of the ineffable truth
                                about God.

                            Words do not exist to describe what I
                                know of depth ––
                                I know the place beyond that never ends ––
                                the inexhaustible mystery of God
                                that knows no bounds –– I know
                                of the boundlessness of our
                                Divine Savior and I am in awe and filled
                                full with wonder and desire for more –– for
                                fullness of life found in Him –– for heaven forever.

                            Mary is in my soul. She has been a constant
                                companion to me in these 10 years of
                                her appearing to me, but my focus is always
                                Jesus. When I ponder her and her relationship
                                with Jesus and me my heart burns with
                                a deeper love of God.

                            There is a depth of burning love in my heart
                                when I am pondering Jesus and the Father and
                                I focus on the Holy Spirit. I love
                                this fullness I feel and burning love in
                                my heart when I focus on the Persons
                                of the Trinity like this –– It gives
                                my heart and soul such joy and I am
                                embraced with the fire of God's love.

                            Pondering the love of Jesus and Mary and
                                me and Jesus and Mary is different than 
                                pondering the love of the Father, Son
                                and then the Holy Spirit. That love of Mary 
                                and Jesus and me is warm like a warm blanket
                                surrounding me with peace and
                                comfort and love.

                            The love union I experience with the
                                Trinity is deep Passionate love for God, holy and pure.

                            But there is a oneness of it all –– love with
                                Mary and God I cannot explain or
                                express. The experience of December 15, 1995
                                was like this –– all this united in
                                LOVE –– a taste of the expression
                                of intimate love with God for all
                                eternity and Mary and all the angels and saints.

                            You know here on earth how loving one set of people
                                here below can cause a pain in the
                                heart for love with a different group
                                of people you love when you have to be with
                                family and miss others you love and visa versa.

                                It is different when I am wrapped in
                                    God's embrace, there is never
                                    knowing division like here on
                                    earth –– all are perfectly
                                    existing in God's will in heaven ––
                                    here below sometimes we have
                                    to spend time with family who we
                                    love and not be with others we love and the
                                    family is not accepting to our friends ––
                                    it lacks oneness –– happiness and
                                    peace –– there is a suffering that
                                    it can involve.




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