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September 15, 2007 - Feast of the Sorrowful Mother
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September 15, 2007 - Feast of the Sorrowful Mother
From the Apostles Manual discerned carefully by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. -
July 23, 1996
R. Last week during Tuesday's rosary at Tom's Farm, (July 16, 1996) instead of receiving a meditation or message on the last Hail Mary, I saw a miracle of the sun. It began as Fr. Carter prayed the second last Hail Mary. I was in such awe and detached from my surroundings that I could not pray this last meditation or message. It continued for 10 to 15 minutes. I looked at it without any discomfort to my eyes.
The sun looked like heart tissue. It was dark reddish. It kept dividing. There were red and yellow rays of light coming forth from this heart. It looked as cells dividing. It was pulsating.
He told me, that it was His beating Heart. That as we in the Shepherds of Christ Movement give our hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, though we are many, we are one in Their Hearts and rapidly growing in His beating Heart, pulsating in this world as He lives in us with His burning love.
I did not say anything later, because if you look at the sun you can damage your eyes. We are not encouraging anyone to look at the sun, and we are not responsible if you do look at the sun.
Love is Giving
R. This is transcribed from a tape at 5:00 A.M. Jesus wished this message passed out at Tom's Farm.
Jesus: My dear child, I ask you to surrender. When will you come to the womb of My Mother and surrender? It is there that you will receive My life. It is there that the Holy Spirit works in you to sanctify you, to change you from your willful and controlling ways. Love is the gift of self to one another. You must give yourselves. I gave Myself on the cross. Your life is a constant learning process of how to love more perfectly. Your ways of love are imperfect ways. You are molded. You are shaped by the Spirit within the heart of My Mother to My ways of love. As you dwell in her heart and My Heart, you are My work of art, for you are formed and molded into My image through the Holy Spirit. You must die to yourself child, die to yourself that I can live in you. You are resistant to change. You want to hold on to those things that are familiar to you. Many times those things that are familiar to you are not My ways. I am calling you to surrender, that the Holy Spirit can work within you and form you in the womb of My Mother more to My image and likeness. I am Jesus. I come to you to make you holy and loving. I live in you. I minister to this hurting world through you. You are transformed more and more into My image and likeness through the Holy Spirit. The incarnation continues, and you are formed and molded into My image and likeness. I live in this world in you, My beloved ones. You must surrender and let Me possess your soul. Let Me live in you. You are afraid. You are afraid in your hearts that you will be left out. Love is the gift of self to another. You will not give as long as you hold on to your selfish ways. It is in giving that you receive. It is in loving that you will be loved, I loved you first, and I give to you Myself. You must focus on how I love you. You act lovingly when you feel loved. I love you so much. Will you listen to Me and realize that I love you? You are saturated with My love, but your hearts must be open that I can fill you and mold you into My ways. Within the heart of My Mother, the Holy Spirit works to make you holy. It is in dwelling in Our Hearts, the Hearts of greatest love, that you will be saturated with My life and My love. The more I live in you, the more I act in you. You must surrender. It is an act of your will to love one another. I loved to My death. I loved when I was persecuted. I loved when I was beaten. I loved you so much. I came into this world a helpless baby to show you how to love. You must surrender and give yourself. Love is giving of yourself. The key is to focus on the giving and not the receiving. Surrender to Me, and I will give to you My divine love. And you, My child, will have enough, I provide for all your needs. You act selfishly when you are afraid. It is in fear that you punish yourself and punish all those you touch. My life will flow through you when you are an instrument of love.
R. When I give of myself, I am happy. When I am selfish, I am unhappy. Happiness is a loving heart.
Prayer: I love You, Jesus. I love you, Mary. It is for the sake of the reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of the Immaculate Heart I am working. God, come and strengthen me, I want to be one in Thee. Come and live in my soul.
end of July 23, 1996
8 Years before Mary's image head was knocked
off. (March 1, 2004)
March 1, 1996
Early Morning
R. The agony I feel in my soul is so great. I wish there was something so simple here I could blame it on so I could forgive and it would be over, but nothing can help to stop the utter agony. I am suffering in my arms and my legs are shaky.
I want to scream to know what I know and have no one to share this with. My God, my God, how truly I love only Thee! The utter anguish is indeed so great. No death could be this painful. The pain in the soul deep within, the soul that longs for God, the pain of those in purgatory.
March 1, 1996
First Friday, Noon
R. I received this at Holy Cross-Immaculata Church where at the end of the year Jesus appeared to me at the point of death on the cross.
A message from Jesus March 1, 1996 about Hell
Jesus: I beg you to get the messages out. You will continue to suffer pain for the souls suffering in Purgatory. Never must you let up and feel sorry for yourself. I am giving you great graces to spread My love to all My dear souls. NEVER, never will you forget this suffering. March 1, 1994 I woke you knocking two years ago. I beg you to help me reach the world.
You and Fr. Carter have joined in this effort to reach all the souls on this earth with My burning love. Never are you to give in to feeling sorry for yourself. I love you with the deepest love forget the perfection and the criticism.
This day you will know what it feels like to suffer pain - the pain of everlasting hell is beyond the human mind's comprehension. You waste valuable time worrying about details. I beg you to think of souls shriveling in the fires of hell for all eternity - the pain of not knowing God!
You worry for the words and English - you miss the message given. You play a key role in helping souls to know Me. Many souls will go to hell. I am begging you to focus on the problem at hand. I am begging you to put aside your differences and see the souls parading into hell. I want you to reach the precious souls of this earth with these messages.
Satan will use every detail to slow you on your way. Satan will create division, doubt and anxiety. He will drag your spirit down with criticism. You are given such graces and gifts and you are ungrateful for the gifts I give you.
The focus is to spread My love. I want the tapes and messages given away at a donation price which is not expensive. The funds will come when you read My messages. You are focusing on the English and missing the messages given. Souls will be lost while you tarry. I beg you to focus on the souls going to hell.
I thank you for all the great sacrifices you are making. I love My priests with the most burning love. I beg you to continue ahead as quickly as possible. Souls are at stake.
This message is for My Church and My world. You are My messenger to deliver My message of love to this world. This is a great honor that God is talking to you. Thank God for your gifts. Thank and praise God endlessly in song.
I beg you to pray to the Holy Spirit to lift you high.
I love you. I am your precious Jesus.
Mary's Third Apparition to the Fatima children 90 Years Ago.
Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima
by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. quotes
July 13, 1917
"During her appearance in July, Our Lady, in answer to Lucia's plea, promised that in October she would work a great miracle so that all might believe and know who she was. Again, the Mother of God told the children to sacrifice themselves for sinners and to say many times, especially when making a sacrifice, this prayer: "O my Jesus, I offer this for love of Thee, for the conversion of poor sinners, and in reparation for all the sins committed against the Immaculate Heart of Mary." (11)
"During this same July apparition, Mary showed the three children a vision of Hell. She told them:
"You have seen Hell, where the souls of poor sinners go. To save them, God wishes to establish, in the world, devotion to my Immaculate Heart. If people do what I tell you, many souls will be saved and there will be peace.
"The war (World War I, then raging) is going to end. But if people do not stop offending God, another and worse one will begin in the reign of Pius XI. When you shall see a night illuminated by an unknown light [January 2, 1938], know that this is the great sign that God gives you that He is going to punish the world for its many crimes by means of war, hunger, and persecution of the Church and the Holy Father. (12)
"To prevent this, I shall come to ask for the consecration of Russia to my Immaculate Heart and the Communion of Reparation on the five first Saturdays. If my requests are granted, Russia will be converted and there will be peace. If not, she will scatter her errors throughout the world, provoking wars and persecutions of the Church. The good will be martyred, the Holy Father will have much to suffer, and various nations will be destroyed....
"But in the end, my Immaculate Heart will triumph, the Holy Father will consecrate Russia to me, Russia will be converted, and a certain period of peace will be granted to the world." (13)
NOTES:
11. For background material on Fatima, I am particularly indebted to
Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven (Rockford: TAN
Books and Publishers, Inc., 1983). pp.3-4.
12. Ibid., pp.4-5.
13. Ibid., p.5.
Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima
by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. quotes
August 13, 1917
Because of the excitement caused by the apparitions, the civil authorities were so alarmed that they kidnapped the three young visionaries and put them in jail. The incarceration period included the day of August 13. Consequently, Our Lady did not appear to the children on this particular 13th.
The authorities, fearing reaction on the part of the people, quickly released the children. Mary appeared to them on August 19 near Valinhos:
She told them she was greatly displeased by the action of the mayor. As a result, the miracle promised for October would not be as impressive as originally planned. 15
15. Our Lady's Peace Plan, op cit., p.6.
On the Feast of the Sorrowful Mother September 15, 2007
A message from Jesus
Jesus: My child
I have given them Myself in the
Holy Eucharist and they ignore Me. My
name is treated with such disrespect.
Oh child, I have loved and given, I have
chosen and helped My special souls
who have done the work of satan and
torn apart the work in love and sacrifice
others have built and have given.
Hell is a place the soul knows isolation.
You have been called to earth to learn to love
to be communal, to learn to give and take,
I taught you how I obeyed My Father to
My death on the cross.
When a person gives into evil they seek
dominance for dominance sake, they are
self-focused, they want to hurt one person
or others while you have given your life
to write about My love — they would tear
down for satan and their own self-glory —
but it comes from the weak self-image
that satan can use to tear down another.
Satan tempts the person and they give in.
The heart was made for truth.
I carried My cross with full knowledge of
those that would disobey the Father's will
and tear down giving into satan, but the
devil knows no fury for his wrath is
relentless.
Souls dead in sin have chosen their
fate — they teach themselves the ways of
selfishness, where I call you to write
about My love, to forgive, to give as I
give Myself to you in the Eucharist — day
after day their lives are lived in the numbness
to connect with their own heart —
They can become frozen by a trauma
they fail to look at and act out — act out
their pain in the world today on another or
others. Their reality exists privately in
their head and it is not in the truth, but
it is so dark they do not tell others, that
should tell them they have a problem, but
they hide the darkness and act from this
insecure place of darkness, pain, lack of
love for themselves and others, lack of
compassion, lack of vision including real
love for others from the heart.
I am love — thinking and speaking from
the brain and not being filled with love
and life in the heart is not real love. It borders on deception.
I show you My Heart filled with the fire
of My love. Love from the heart knows no
bounds — it seeks unity and love. The Persons
of the Trinity are Three Persons and One God.
Satan deceives the person that they
can fool others.
Genuine love from the heart is active,
spontaneous, it knows no bounds, the
focus is the Father's will and the love is
from the heart for others, the souls I died
for.
To speak in tongues where one is shut off
from their heart is to lack the real connection.
The connection is in the heart.
The depth is in the heart.
The love I knew as I went to My death for
My precious souls was in My Heart. My Heart
hurt more than any wounds to My body for
those who lie about really loving Me —
and then act selfishly and do the evil work
of satan disobeying authority and misleading
others from the truth.
Little Prayers to the Holy Spirit
Dear Holy Spirit, help us not to be ignorant or indifferent or weak, help us to be strong with the love of God.
Dear Holy Spirit, please pray for our needs for us.
Dear Holy Spirit, help us to respect God and to avoid sin. Help us to live in the Father's will.
Dear Holy Spirit, help us to keep Your commandments and to respect authority. Help us to love all things as You will us to love them. Help us to want to pray and always serve God with the greatest love. Help us to know the truth. Help us to have the gift of faith, hope, and love. Help us to know what is right and what is wrong.
My child, I have given in love My Blue
Books letters of love and I have watched this
message of My love be blocked. The Movement
exists to spread the Blue Books and My writings.
The devil comes to hurt the Plan of the Father.
The devil stopped the daily visits when Mary
appeared as the Sorrowful Mother by others
consumed with jealousy to get you to
leave the old seminary.
When the corner fell off on Lucia's birthday
in minutes they still would not listen.
Today I have bless you. Satan works to take
over. Satan is out for the jugular vein.
Satan works in the impurity of the heart —
Where one heart is consumed with love and
light and vision, another is dark and
self-focused — lacking vision — being
selfish — wanting to prove they are right
because they have been wronged as a
child, as a parent, in a relationship.
A person has control of their free will.
They can pray for grace, you can pray for
them, but if their god is their own self-
dominance they do not see beyond
the selfish acts of hurt and hatred
they may perform.
A heart that is like Mine is open
and filled with the fire of God's love. The
Holy Spirit fills the heart, not the evil
spirit of suspicion, hatred, sin, envy,
punishment, lust, greed, and slothfulness.
My Mother stood beneath the cross and
cried for the children. She saw her Son
die doing the Father's will — giving Himself
in love for the souls.
I was beaten, bloodied, My flesh was
torn, I was crowned with thorns, I
give you from My bounty and because
of your evil hurts you will not let
go of the darkness, the frozen hearts,
the ability to consecrate your heart to
My Heart and to serve Me.
A person who is prideful serves themselves,
they think they are in control and
above when in fact they are enslaved
by satan — living a mere existence in
their dark heart — They have no where
to go for they have clogged their heart
with control, pain and anger, guilt,
pain beyond all pain they act out on
another and others because —
As I was consumed with love and
self-giving — they are consumed with
self-dominance, a clogged heart, to
which satan fills them with deceptive
fallacious reasoning.
A cancer usually lurks below, but
where you go to bed and know the presence
of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit so alive in
your graced, baptized soul, — they know darkness —
blaming others — like Adam and Eve in
the garden, for their hatred, when the small
space they have inside is full of hatred,
bitterness, remorse, lies about what
really makes them hate.
Where one lives in love — saturated
with My grace, knowing the presence of
God in your heart — knowing truth —
they have made their dark heart a place
where they see reality and they have
practiced, many, over years to be
controlling, angry, blaming, isolating,
clogged in heart — they plunge and are
ready to fight and argue to prove they
are right —
having been deeply wounded somewhere,
the real reality of why they fight, why
they lunge to argue over directions is
to right the unfinished business long
ago to be wronged. They want to win
because they feel so low inside.
Some have suffered such wounds and
become so frozen, stopped at a
certain trauma and they don't allow
themselves to remember now for fear they
will suffer.
Consumed with hurt and lies they have
told themselves — they become like stone —
they live divided lives, they are comfortable
in division —
So as a gentle heart rooted in the Lord —
unity and oneness — seeks love, compassion,
joy — they come in darkness, tension,
argumentation, ready to fight, to have
their unfinished business stop hurting —
they want to control — even if it is only one
other — they try to force an addictive relationship
on another using power, argumentation,
money, unavailability to force their
control and manipulation.
Where are you?
The question comes in this
How light is your hearts?
Jesus: See Me point to My Heart —
My Heart is consumed with love —
I am love.
I obeyed My Father's will.
I am All in All.
God is love - community —
The body of
Christ
A Body — A UNIT —
A Community
