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September 9, 2007

September 10th Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is Day 6 Period II.

The Novena Rosary Mysteries  
for September 10th are Luminous.

Mass on September 13th is at 9:30am.
We are starting early.

Come to the Retreat in China

September 10th - 13th.


Sept. 10th - Mass at 12:00 noon

Sept. 11th - Mass at 12:00 noon

Sept. 12th - Mass at 11:00am.




September 9, 2007 - 4:30am


Exodus 32: 7-11, 13-14

Yahweh then said to Moses, ‘Go down at once, for your people whom you brought here from Egypt have become corrupt. They have quickly left the way which I ordered them to follow. They have cast themselves a metal calf, worshipped it and offered sacrifice to it, shouting, "Israel, here is your God who brought you here from Egypt!" ’ Yahweh then said to Moses, ‘I know these people; I know how obstinate they are! So leave me now, so that my anger can blaze at them and I can put an end to them! I shall make a great nation out of you instead.’

Moses tried to pacify Yahweh his God. ‘Yahweh,’ he said, ‘why should your anger blaze at your people, whom you have brought out of Egypt by your great power and mighty hand?

Remember your servants Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, to whom you swore by your very self and made this promise: "I shall make your offspring as numerous as the stars of heaven, and this whole country of which I have spoken, I shall give to your descendants, and it will be their heritage for ever." ’ Yahweh then relented over the disaster which he had intended to inflict on his people.


1 Timothy 1: 12-17

I thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who has given me strength. By calling me into his service he has judged me trustworthy, even though I used to be a blasphemer and a persecutor and contemptuous. Mercy, however, was shown me, because while I lacked faith I acted in ignorance; but the grace of our Lord filled me with faith and with the love that is in Christ Jesus. Here is a saying that you can rely on and nobody should doubt: that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners. I myself am the greatest of them; and if mercy has been shown to me, it is because Jesus Christ meant to make me the leading example of his inexhaustible patience for all the other people who were later to trust in him for eternal life. To the eternal King, the undying, invisible and only God, be honour and glory for ever and ever. Amen.




December 19, 1996 

Mary: My dear children, I give to you, my Son, Jesus, born in a stable in Bethlehem on Christmas morn. He is the Almighty God, the Light of the World.

    I appear to you, my children, on a (former) bank in Florida. You have made money your god! Do you know how cold are your hearts? You turn away from my Son, Jesus, for your money. Your money is your god.

    I am Mary, your Mother. I do not appear as I once appeared to you. I am asking you today to circulate my message given on a tape on the feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe, December 12, 1996. Please circulate this tape now. Give it to as many people as you can. I am Mary, your Mother. Please circulate my Rosary Book.

end of December 19, 1996


Luke 17: 5-10

The apostles said to the Lord, ‘Increase our faith.’ The Lord replied, ‘If you had faith like a mustard seed you could say to this mulberry tree, "Be uprooted and planted in the sea," and it would obey you.

‘Which of you, with a servant ploughing or minding sheep, would say to him when he returned from the fields, "Come and have your meal at once"? Would he not be more likely to say, "Get my supper ready; fasten your belt and wait on me while I eat and drink. You yourself can eat and drink afterwards"? Must he be grateful to the servant for doing what he was told? So with you: when you have done all you have been told to do, say, "We are useless servants: we have done no more than our duty." '


                I can say this — so many families are divorced
                    we need to Spread the Consecration
                    use the Statue with Glass and Shepherds of
                    Christ Prayers.

                I have watched the grace being outpoured
                    during the retreats in China and prayer
                    services on the 5ths and 13ths and in
                    Florida, the Sidney Rosary.

                We pray deeply in the Spirit, singing
                    letting go to God to sing songs from the
                    Glory and Praise, songs to worship —
                    to communicate with God telling Him
                    how much we love Him and we are
                    sorry we have offended Him, begging
                    for grace and mercy from God —
                    really being with God — loving Him —
                    in China before the exposed Eucharist —
                    we know He is truly present in His
                    Divinity and humanity and we love Him
                    so very much.

                    Love is the reason we live — to
                put God first and foremost in our
                lives to focus on God, to love God to
                see our strength, our peace, our
                joy is in our relationship with God.
                All relationships are because God
                wants us to have that relationship —
                and our relationships are for His honor
                and glory.

                    God has a plan for us — God wants
                us to have certain others that we
                are united to, to do His work.

                    I knew in the Shepherds of Christ that every
                person God has called is so vital to this mission —
                I cannot do this work of sending the
                Newsletter by myself, it is every person God has
                called saying "yes" — "yes" to Him —
                "yes" to working with the people He
                has given us to work with.

                    Satan can use dysfunctions to
                distract us — we know alcohol
                affects some people — they can be on a constant
                cycle — they are thinking of drinking,
                they are drinking, they are having
                a hang over. People in alcoholic
                families have to live this cycle with
                the alcoholic — some promising when
                drinking, being nasty when it
                wears off or the next morning —
                We are to be constant — our life is
                alive with the Spirit of truth in
                us — we don't wave in and out —
                Our purpose — our blue-print is
                like the letters of the Blue Book —
                Solidly rooted in Him.

                    Satan uses sleep, food, alcohol,
                work, the need for acceptance — what-
                ever he can to get us solidly off the
                course God wants us on — living deeply
                in the Spirit — not being a weather
                vane in either direction.

                    To be like Jesus and Mary — the
                Hearts of love — we love deeply — we
                are an empty vessel — we are not clogged
                with unforgiveness — needing to control
                because of stuffed pain — we are
                like Jesus.

                    Another person who has been
                wounded can use another person
                like alcohol. When the pain comes up,
                which it does because they have stuffed
                anger, unforgiveness, maybe years of
                generational anger and unforgiveness,
                hatred — then the person controls,
                manipulates, stalls, provokes,
                opens doors of promise to use as
                bait on another later on (False Promises)

                    This constant abuse of another
                is sick. It is not friendship — Fr.
                Carter called it "slavishly dependent" —
                a person who is racked with pain
                may abuse another very subtly as
                they force them to go through these
                cycles to get simple work accomplished,
                Another person being used like this
                is sinful — who has the right to
                manipulate and use passive-aggressive
                tactics on another to rob the life
                from them. The passive-aggressive person
                provokes through false promises and
                then stalls for weeks, months and
                does not deliver. Mary was promised
                a computer to help her from George —
                he disconnected all her previous systems —
                brought the computer — 1/2 hooked
                it up — all past data was unable to
                retrieve for her — all new data pretty
                hard to attain — this was a source
                of daily contact for her — after months
                of being frustrated and unable to do
                anything as she once did — a small
                voice of patient waiting was heard
                by Mary — that was without any
                effects — this went on for months — finally
                Mary cried to George after he baited her
                and made her beg and beg to fix the
                system — then in total frustration
                after 5 months she cried —

                    he was relieved that his tactics
                produced the emotion he himself
                failed to express —  (to be continued)


                Note:  A person that has
                a hardened heart and stuffed feelings
                can become almost frozen, insensitive
                they may try another through constant
                argumentation to be able to feel because
                they are so locked up themselves.
                The person who is abused in this relationship
                by the other must be very sensitive
                and able to express feelings. They can
                express the feelings of their heart easily,
                they are usually loving, sensitive, and
                compassionate. The other with the hardened
                heart uses the sensitive person to express
                their feelings which allows them to become
                more stone hearted.

                    Where one is sensitive reacts easily,
                the other that is stone-hearted may not
                be affected unless they provoke the other
                to rage and deep seated crying.

                    Their pain is so deep and they are
                becoming less sensitive to anything
                preying on a host (the sensitive person
                becomes the host). (not the Eucharist,
                meaning a prey)

                    It is a vicious circle. The one caught
                in the relationship because of funds, work,
                children, etc. does not know how to walk
                away. The other becomes less compassionate,
                less sensitive, less living in the Spirit of God

                    The Spirit of God in a person unclogged
                with debris is filled with spontaneity and joy
                for life, joy to be one in God.

                    The other is tense, clogged with hatred
                and unforgiveness preying on another
                wanting relief from pain much like an
                alcoholic. It is relationship slavery.

                    Jesus comes pointing at His Heart
                filled with love on fire. He wants us to be
                one in Him. A person with a clogged system
                soon may die. Those who have clogged
                arteries have major health problems.

                    The Spiritual Life is much like this. How
                can the Spirit of God move in a soul that
                is enslaved to sin projected hidden anger
                and unforgiveness and manipulative control
                and abuse on an innocent other.
                The promise of the prayer services and retreats,
                the Virgin Mary appearing at the beginning
                core group meetings are why we have
                survived in the Shepherds of Christ. On
                these 5th, 13ths and Sidney Meetings great
                healing grace and unity was promised
                to those attending.

                    Many today in the world suffering
                abuses in homes being deprived of precious
                love because of mixed marriages and
                divorces. I hear Mary cry about her
                children and souls going to hell like rain.

                    I now offer to you the mighty medicine
                given through the Shepherds of Christ Movement
                Jesus' movement started from Fr. Carter
                and me as co-founder, Rita Ring.

                    Here is the first Blue Book writing.


Cling to Me

May 13, 1993

Jesus: My dear child, if you stay close to Me, then I live in you and you live in Me. I am He Who created you and I love you with such an intensity that you will never know. My words are your truth. You must abide in My heart in all things. There is no room for doubt. My ways are steadfast, direct, and without error.

You must stay rooted in Me to ward off the power of the evil one. His grip is paralyzing and crippling. His power is stronger every day.

When you live in Me, I am in your heart and he has no power over Me. I am your God. I am your true lover. I want to protect you. I want to guard you from this force. Stay rooted firmly in Me and he will have no power.

I am He Who comforts you. My hand is upon you. Hold tight to Me, My child. My eyes are fixed right on you. You are My most precious child. I love you as no other can. My arms are about you. My tenderness surrounds you. My love is in your heart. You go not alone. I walk with you.

I share every aspect of your life with you. Cling to Me, feel My presence. It is warm and secure within your chest. There is no room for fear, for I cast out fear and bring you comfort and joy.

end of May 13, 1993


                    The promise by Jesus is of deeper life in
                Him and St. Paul says


Galatians 2: 19-20

...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me.



                    All of our mission is to lead to deeper oneness
                look at these prayers of the Holy Spirit Novena.


Holy Spirit Novena


Opening Prayer

In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

Dear Father, we come to You in the name of Jesus, in union with Him in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, in the Holy Spirit. We come to You united to the Child Jesus of Good Health and the Infant of Prague. We come to You in the perfect, sinless heart of Our Mother Mary, asking her powerful intercession, uniting ourselves to her holy tears. We come to You united to all the angels and saints, and the souls in purgatory.

Prayer for Holy Spirit

We pray for an outpouring of the Holy Spirit on us, to be baptized by the Holy Spirit, that He will descend mightily on us as He did on the Apostles at Pentecost. That the Holy Spirit will transform us from fear to fearlessness and that He will give us courage to do all the Father is asking of us to help bring about the Reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of Mary's Immaculate Heart. We pray for the Holy Spirit to descend mightily on the Jesuits and the Poor Clares on the Shepherds of Christ leaders and members and on the whole Body of Christ and the world.

Protection by the Blood of Jesus

We pray that the Blood of Jesus will be spread on us, everyone in our families, and the Shepherds of Christ Movement, that we will be able to move steadfastly ahead and be protected from the evil one.


We pray for healing in body, mind, and soul and generational healing in ourselves, in all members in our families, and in all members of the Shepherds of Christ Movement, the Jesuit Community, the Poor Clares, the Body of Christ, and the world.

Prayer for Strength and Light

We adore You, oh Holy Spirit. Give us strength, give us light, console us. We give ourselves entirely to You. Oh Spirit of light and grace, we want to only do the will of the Father. Enlighten us that we may live always in the Father's will.

Eternal Spirit fill us with Your Divine Wisdom that we may comprehend more fully insight into Your Divine Mysteries.

Give us lights, Oh Holy Spirit that we may know God. Work within the heart, the spiritual womb of the Virgin Mary, to form us more and more into the image of Jesus.

Prayer to Be One with God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit

We long for You, Oh Spirit of Light, we long to know God, we want to be one with Him, our Divine God. We want to be one with the Father, know Him as a Person most intimately. We want to know the beloved One, the Sacred Heart of Jesus, and live and dwell in Him at all times, every moment of our lives. We want to be one with You, Oh Spirit of Light, that You move in us in our every breath.

Prayer to Be One in Jesus

Let us experience life in the Sacred Heart of Jesus, so we can say as Saint Paul, "I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me...." Let us live, united to the Mass, all through the day being one in Him. Let us be able to love and know in this elevated state of oneness with our God. We long for Thee, oh beauteous God, we love You, we love You, we love You. We praise You, worship You, honor You, adore You, and thank You, our beloved God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

Prayer to Dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary

We seek to be one in God, to live and dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, our little heaven on earth, to experience life in the all perfect, pure, sinless heart of our Mother. We want the Holy Spirit to move in us and to be united to Jesus as the Bridegroom of our souls and be a most perfect sacrifice offered to the Father at every moment as we unite in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass around the world to help in the salvation of souls.

Prayer for the Holy Spirit and His Gifts

Come Holy Spirit, come, come into our hearts, inflame all people with the fire of Your love.

Leader: Send forth Your Spirit and all will be reborn.
All:  And You will renew the face of the earth.

We pray for the seven gifts of the Holy Spirit, we ask for perfection in our souls to make us holy, holy souls likened to God.

Dear Holy Spirit, we give ourselves to You soul and body. We ask You to give us the Spirit of Wisdom, Understanding, Counsel, Fortitude, Knowledge, Piety, and Fear of the Lord.

Prayer for the Word Alive in Our Hearts

We know, dear Holy Spirit, the Word in His human nature was brought forth within the womb of the woman. We pray that His word will be brought forth in our hearts as He lives and dwells in us. We want the incarnation to go on in our lives. Dear Holy Spirit, work in us.

Little Prayers to the Holy Spirit

Dear Holy Spirit, help us not to be ignorant or indifferent or weak, help us to be strong with the love of God.

Dear Holy Spirit, please pray for our needs for us.

Dear Holy Spirit, help us to respect God and to avoid sin. Help us to live in the Father's will.

Dear Holy Spirit, help us to keep Your commandments and to respect authority. Help us to love all things as You will us to love them. Help us to want to pray and always serve God with the greatest love. Help us to know the truth. Help us to have the gift of faith, hope, and love. Help us to know what is right and what is wrong.

A Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb, the Bridegroom of the Soul

Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.

end of Holy Spirit Prayers



                    Look at the Prayer for Union with Jesus.


Prayer for Union with Jesus

    Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994



                    Look at the Prayer Before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.



A Prayer before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass

    Let me be a holy sacrifice and unite with God in the sacrament of His greatest love.

    I want to be one in Him in this act of love, where He gives Himself to me and I give myself as a sacrifice to Him. Let me be a holy sacrifice as I become one with Him in this my act of greatest love to Him.

    Let me unite with Him more, that I may more deeply love Him. May I help make reparation to His adorable Heart and the heart of His Mother, Mary. With greatest love, I offer myself to You and pray that You will accept my sacrifice of greatest love. I give myself to You and unite in Your gift of Yourself to me. Come and possess my soul.

    Cleanse me, strengthen me, heal me. Dear Holy Spirit act in the heart of Mary to make me more and more like Jesus.

    Father, I offer this my sacrifice, myself united to Jesus in the Holy Spirit to You. Help me to love God more deeply in this act of my greatest love.

    Give me the grace to grow in my knowledge, love and service of You and for this to be my greatest participation in the Mass. Give me the greatest graces to love You so deeply in this Mass, You who are so worthy of my love.

-God's Blue Book, December 27, 1995



                    Oneness in the Holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary
                Oneness as Mary wanted by spreading
                the consecration at Fatima.
                Deeper oneness than ever before in the body
                of Christ no more clogged vessels in religious
                orders, enslavement brought about by
                unforgiveness, hatred and anger, jealousies,
                envy ...

                    In consecrating our hearts to the Hearts of
                Jesus and Mary, in going to the Eucharist and
                in these special prayer services I have seen
                miraculous healing in wounded hearts rout
                with pain and not understanding why they do
                not feel.

                    We are here for one and only one purpose —
                to love
                    Do you ever see a cat in a pillow case
                that is tied shut? Would he not feverously
                bounce around from corner to corner
                to get out.

                    In relationships, communities, families,
                churches, schools tension can be like a hot

                    Do you remember the story "The boss
                hollers at the husband at work, he comes
                home and hollers at his wife, she hollers
                at the children, the children kick the dog."

                    What the Eucharist, consecration to the
                Hearts of Jesus and Mary, the Blue Books,
                the retreats in China, the 13ths, the 5ths,
                the prayer services that Jesus conducts
                through me can be aids to healing the
                wounded clogged hearts if we cooperate
                with the graces given.

                    Religious orders can become like
                'married singles' where no one really unites
                for a common purpose. We must ward
                against this. The more one is purified in
                their heart the better the heart beats and
                blood pumps through the body. The more one
                rids themselves of unforgiveness, anger, jealousies,
                ruthlessness toward our brother — more one
                is an empty vessel ready to be filled with
                His grace (His life in us).

                    This is where deeper oneness in the
                body of Christ lies — in souls united in
                deep oneness in Him.

                    We have only tapped the potential
                of the magnificent healing grace that
                God can release as we members of the
                body of Christ become united in the Hearts
                of Jesus and Mary and fed at the table of
                the Lord.

                    We can then live as deeper intercessors
                pleading for grace for the priests, the Church
                and the world.

                                    -   -   -   -   -   -   -   -  

                    The person that is acting abusive, passive-aggressively
                can almost be dead inside in lacking spontaneity and in expressing their feelings.
                Their anger and lack of forgiveness has brought
                themselves to such a stage of frozenness.
                They are lacking expressive life within them, that is
                they are lacking a happy life within them,
                laughing is staged, tenseness is always present, and felt by others around them —
                control of others for them is eminent so nothing unpredictable they hope can
                ever happen again if they have the chance to control it.
                They are like a wounded knee that they guard less
                someone bump it.

                                    -   -   -   -   -   -   -   -  

                    Now I will continue with the story
                of one who is co-dependent on another
                in a dysfunctional relationship.

                    This is the story of George and Mary
                and her frustration over the computer.

                    His co-dependent
                relationship with Mary was not what
                she wanted — he was filled with pain
                and he passively attacked her through
                provoking and provoking — baited
                on false promises which she needed
                to accomplish her work. Then when
                Mary acted out his pain he got
                relief and walked away with a white
                unruffled shirt. "Oh look at how
                Mary can't control herself", he would

                    The sad thing is one person so rooted
                in pain is like a big boulder inside —
                they don't know themselves or they
                would move the boulder, but they may
                be hurt so bad and stuffed so many
                feelings for so many years they would
                never open their can of worms and let
                their feelings out now.

                    A person who has done "recovery"
                for hidden pain and anger is free
                inside — like an unclogged pipe
                to let God's grace flow in them —
                they have a big space — an open
                heart to be filled with God's grace.

                    A person who has a hardened heart
                due to pain, trauma in relationships,
                deaths, mistreatment, alcoholic,
                dysfunctional families is wounded.
                They can stuff and stuff feelings
                lying about the truth of what
                is in them and then "acting out"
                on one or more others.

                    In the cycle of abuse where one
                picks a "host" (not the Eucharist,
                meaning a prey) — a husband,
                a wife — partners in a job —
                relationships Fr. Carter called
                "slavishly dependent" — there is a
                constant cycle psychologists talk
                about — the abuse cycle — I am
                not a psychologist only as God has
                imparted to me the workings of satan
                in relationships in these writings that
                keep others stuck —

                    But passive-aggressive control
                is used by one usually who is full of
                pain and needing a "host" (not the
                Eucharist, meaning a prey) to work
                out their pain on. It is deceptive —
                rooted in untruths and the devil
                is the person working to keep this life
                threatening mechanism working.

                    A person using alcohol and addicted as an
                alcoholic is really writing a ticket that ends in a
                bad end. A person that opens this door is
                opening a door that goes down hill
                and in the Alcoholic Anonymous book —
                can end in death.

                    A person using the cycle of abuse
                is sort of like this

                    False promises

                    provoking — other person puts up with in love
                    provoking — other person puts up with in love

                    it keeps going to a climax (in tense tension between parties)

                    In the climax there is some explosion between the parties.
                    This brings relief.

                    This is where the person provoking
                        receives the relief needed

                Then there can be a honey-moon cycle
                    that lasts at most 24 hours —
                    when the other feels — oh nothing
                    was wrong — it was me — I will
                    try again.

                    The provoker can bring flowers,
                    makes false promises — it is
                    a honeymoon cycle —

                In advanced abuse cycles — the
                    provoker skips the honeymoon
                    cycle — they can go smoothly
                    to provoking and provoking to
                    a big climax.

                The climax is mounted with so much
                    tension that the air is red
                    thick with pressure

                It looks like a bell curve —
                    like this —



                In the Climax the passive-aggressive
                    person watches the other act
                    out their pain —
                    they provoke aggressively at this
                        point — denying all previous
                        activities to enrage the

                    the person with the pain is
                        relieved when the other gets
                        enraged — cries out their pain.

                The person who is manipulating and
                    controlling, full of pain becomes
                    more a stone heart and less
                    in touch with themselves
                    really, as they lie about their
                    part in provoking and deception.
                    They see themselves as wronged
                    rather than telling the truth
                    of how they stalled and stalled —
                    provoked and promised to
                    do something —

                Then it begins again
                    here are my promises the provoker states.

                    In the beginning in the honey-moon
                        cycle — the person being
                        manipulated — trying to love and forgive
                        can feel "almost crazy" oh they
                        did nothing wrong it is me.

                But here is how it is flatly

                    God intends us to love
                    God intends us to forgive
                    God intends us to tell the truth
                        about our ways of handling
                    God does not intend us to provoke
                        others to anger to relieve
                        ourselves of tension.

                A person who is acting out the abuse
                    on another, usually, — has one primary
                    person they use as a whipping

                They can be the guy looking good
                    on the business end
                    the guy laughing because one
                        person becomes their
                        alcoholic and they lie to
                    "I have no problems"




                    They can come to promise as bait
                                                                (FALSE PROMISES)

                       STALL, PROVOKE, BE UNAVAILABLE,

                Until they get the climax out of their
                    "host" (not the Eucharist, meaning
                    a prey) which gives them

                Christ said "Let your 'yes' mean 'yes' "
                                 "Let your 'no' mean 'no' "

                Jesus is the way, the truth and
                    the life.

                Inside of the Hearts of Jesus and Mary
                    are purity and love.

                We are telling people in the Shepherds of Christ
                    about love and unity and

                Satan is division, hatred, disunity.
                Satan is discord.

                Heaven is
                to be embraced
                in oneness
                in the beatific
Hell —
total isolation

                The person wanting holiness has to clean
                    the debris of their hearts —

                When they suffer they take it to Jesus.


Psalm 71: 1-2

In you, Yahweh, I take refuge, 
I shall never be put to shame. 
In your saving justice rescue me, deliver me, 
listen to me and save me. 


                A person who is stuffed with pain
                    and anger is like a person
                    dressed for the ball with "no
                    where to go" — (they cannot go
                    inside their own heart to find peace
                    because they are a clogged vessel
                    "no where to go.")

                So satan gets them to go out to others
                    to do works not according to God's will —
                    take the pain to alcohol
                    take the pain to food
                    take the pain to sex
                    take the pain to control (PASSIVE-AGGRESSIVE -
                                                        ABUSIVE WAYS)  


                Note:  There is so much tension in the world
                    because of sin that people are
                    affected by the media and are
                    acting out pain from horrible
                    things happening in the world,
                    much of what is written here
                    can be applied on a larger scale
                    say for example a whole group
                    may be used as a scapegoat
                    by others unjustly.


                Passive-aggressive abusive ways
                    are lies —
                    I saw a preacher on television
                    (I never watch TV or preachers)
                    but I was in a hotel and
                    this came on.

                    He talked about slothfulness — I do
                not have what he said, but he referred
                to the passive-aggressive person
                    not obeying the boss at work
                    doing the best you can at everything
                        for Jesus is how we are to act                   

                    I can't remember, but he had very
                many scripture quotes.

                    He said our eternal salvation is affected
                by this behavior — that is reason enough
                to change.

                    Jesus says to me

                    WHOSE SIDE ARE YOU ON

                    when you disobey authority and it is
                    what you need to obey —
                    you are the ship sailing without
                        the main source of power on
                        the sea

                God is ALL in ALL

                We are here to love

                We are preparing for heaven
                We are to obey structure (if they are not sinning)
                We are to stay rooted in the vine.
                ROOTED —
                Christ talks about rooted

                Satan will work wherever he can

                We are made of body and soul.

                At baptism we receive a sharing in God's

                Our knowing and loving capacity is elevated.
                God the Father, Son and Holy Spirit live in the
                    graced soul.

                Are we alive with the Spirit of God in
                    us —
                    Is His truth in us

                The devil is the father of lies —
                The devil wants division, hatred —
                    the evil spirit operating out of us


                Whose side are we on

                GOD'S SIDE
                NEW ADAM - DID FATHER'S WILL
                NEW EVE - DID FATHER'S WILL



Revelation 7: 2-4, 9-14

Then I saw another angel rising where the sun rises, carrying the seal of the living God; he called in a powerful voice to the four angels whose duty was to devastate land and sea, 'Wait before you do any damage on land or at sea or to the trees, until we have put the seal on the foreheads of the servants of our God.' And I heard how many had been sealed: a hundred and forty-four thousand, out of all the tribes of Israel.

After that I saw that there was a huge number, impossible for anyone to count, of people from every nation, race, tribe and language; they were standing in front of the throne and in front of the Lamb, dressed in white robes and holding palms in their hands. They shouted in a loud voice, ‘Salvation to our God, who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb!’ And all the angels who were standing in a circle round the throne, surrounding the elders and the four living creatures, prostrated themselves before the throne, and touched the ground with their foreheads, worshipping God with these words:

    Amen. Praise and glory and wisdom,
    thanksgiving and honour
       and power and strength
    to our God for ever and ever. Amen.

    One of the elders then spoke and asked me, ‘Who are these people, dressed in white robes, and where have they come from?’ I answered him, ‘You can tell me, sir.’ Then he said, ‘These are the people who have been through the great trial; they have washed their robes white again in the blood of the Lamb.



                Grace heals the wounded hearts.

                Intense prayer as in the China retreat
                    comes in the withered heart —
                    God has outpoured His grace in these
                        prayer services to heal the
                        hearts full of dysfunction,
                        pain, anger

                Psychology can help unveil the working
                    of satan in the hearts, but
                    God heals the hearts

                Divorce is prominent in our world —
                    Wounded adults    — Divided
                    Wounded children — Have a mom and step-mom
                                                — a dad and step-dad

                This is why we must pray for healing.

                There are so many wounded people and
                    children because of divorce.

                There are so many people to have had to
                    deal with division by law over
                    ball games
                    Mother's and Father's Days

                Jesus told me the Blue Books were the
                    mighty medicine —
                    the Blue Books lead you to the Eucharist

                The Eucharist is the medicine of immortality

                The consecration to the pure and holy Hearts
                    of Jesus and Mary — help unite
                    Families, Schools, Churches —
                    in love

                God is love.

Jesus gave Himself to His last for us.


John 19: 38-42

After this, Joseph of Arimathaea, who was a disciple of Jesus—though a secret one because he was afraid of the Jews—asked Pilate to let him remove the body of Jesus. Pilate gave permission, so they came and took it away. Nicodemus came as well—the same one who had first come to Jesus at night–time—and he brought a mixture of myrrh and aloes, weighing about a hundred pounds. They took the body of Jesus and bound it in linen cloths with the spices, following the Jewish burial custom. At the place where he had been crucified there was a garden, and in this garden a new tomb in which no one had yet been buried. Since it was the Jewish Day of Preparation and the tomb was nearby, they laid Jesus there.


                    There was a picture once I saw
                Jesus was in the garden and Mary was over here
                    crying after Jesus was placed in the tomb.


                At 4:00 Mass yesterday I had this vision
                    It was like stone, (grey) — like a big natural
                        grotto and a woman was in front
                        moving her baby in her arms —

                    Then there were several women
                        some with babies in their arms —
                        small children standing at
                        their feet

                    The stone-grotto - hill was clear behind

                Yesterday was the Feast of Mary's birthday —
                    I see the little child of two in Cincinnati
                    who died in a hot car as a little
                    saint and then I think of all the
                    aborted babies and I believe
                    Pope John Paul II said they were in
                    heaven by the love of the Church
                    they were baptized a priest told me.

                These children of Mary then are little
                    saints we can ask to intercede for

                The mother of the two year old is suffering
                    because of the trauma, because of the
                    media —

                    I love her and want all of us to pray for
                        her — she was a good woman and
                        even made her daughter's baby-
                        food, but this teaches us the preciousness
                        of life and why Mary appeared in the image at Clearwater



                She is our Spiritual Mother —

                We must pray for the Holy Spirit — the
                    Spirit of truth to heal the wounded

                We cannot give into the evil spirit

                The seven deadly sins are what we must not
                    give into
                    because of our wounded human nature
                        we have a tendency to do this

                The Shepherds of Christ Movement is to help in the
                    completion of the Fatima mission at
                    the end of the Century and beginning of the
                    Century — almost a decade after

                Mary is the Queen of Peace

                Mary appeared at Clearwater to tell us
                    that consecration to her heart and
                        Jesus' Heart in ourselves —
                                          our homes
                                          our schools
                                          our churches



                Mary is the Queen of Peace.

                In this troubled world we spread
                    the newsletter to our priests

                    centered in consecration to the two Hearts —

                    The Holy Spirit can fill us —

                    Come Holy Spirit fill us

                    And renew the face of the earth

                Seeking dominance for dominance sake is
                    an effect of the garden

                Rebelliousness instead of holiness is
                    an effect of the garden

                Jesus did
                    the will
                    of the Father

Adam and Eve
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