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God's
Blue Book 9

The Mass and the Hearts
of Jesus and Mary

by Rita Ring
 

 

 

 

Table of Contents

        October 1, 1995
           
Love Songs and Messages from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary
        October 1, 1995
            I Suffer for the Children
        October 1, 1995
            Experience the Mysteries of His Life in the Rosary
        October 1, 1995
            In the Darkest Night, I Met My God
        October 3, 1995
            Mary's Sacred Womb
        October 4, 1995
            Our Powerful Weapon, the Rosary
        October 4, 1995
            Notes
        October 5, 1995
            Pray the Rosary on the 5ths
        October 5, 1995
            Reparation is the Foundation of the Fatima Message
        October 8, 1995
            Awake, Sons of God
        October 9, 1995
            God Created the World
        October 9, 1995
            To Know Him is to Love Him
        October 11, 1995 - 4:17am
            I Go Before You
        October 11, 1995
            See Suffering as a Gift
        October 11, 1995
            We Must March on with a White Banner
        October 11, 1995
            Experiencing God at Mass
        October 11, 1995
            We Must Obey the Church
        October 12, 1995
            The Sacrifice of the Mass
        October 12, 1995
            The Mass
        October 13, 1995
            The Burning Embers of His Heart
        October 13, 1995
- Jackson, Michigan
            The Joyful Mysteries
       
October 14, 1995 - Jackson, Michigan
            The Sorrowful Mysteries - Before the Tabernacle
        October 15, 1995 - St. Joseph's - Jackson, Michigan
            The Glorious Mysteries - Before the Tabernacle
        October 15, 1995 - Jackson, Michigan
            St. Joseph's Children Home
        October 15, 1995 - Jackson, Michigan
            Joined in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary
        October 16, 1995
            A Holy Priest at Mass
        October 17, 1995
            I am Crucified with Him
        October 17, 1995
            The Blasphemies to Mary
        October 17, 1995
            I Am on Fire for Love
        October 18, 1995
            Mary's Heart Should be Venerated Next to Jesus' Heart
        October 18, 1995
            I am Lost in Him
        October 19, 1995
            I Depend Totally on His Grace
        October 19, 1995
            Baptism in the Holy Spirit
        October 19, 1995
            He Loves Us in Our Weakness
        October 20, 1995
            Join in Their Hearts and to Each Other
        October 21, 1995
            There is Joy in Suffering
        October 22, 1995
            The Mass
        October 23, 1995
            The Holy Spirit
        October 24, 1995
            Our Immortal Soul
        October 24, 1995
            The Pierced Heart of Christ
        October 26, 1995
            As I Unite to Him I Love Others More
        October 27, 1995
            My Precious Jesus
        October 30, 1995
            I Am Wed to God
        October 31, 1995 - Chapel of Our Lady of the Woods
            The Sorrowful Mysteries
        October 31, 1995
            Halloween
        October 31, 1995
            Mary Cries for the Little Children
        November 1, 1995
            I Love Jesus to Love Me       

        November 2, 1995
            The Youth Will Spread Jesus' Love to the World
        November 2, 1995
            Jesus and Mary want Our Love
        November 2, 1995 - All Souls Day
            The Sorrowful Mysteries       
        November 5, 1995
            The Sorrowful Mysteries - Before the Tabernacle
        November 6, 1995
            Rosary Notes
        November 7, 1995 - 5:30am
            I Will Help You
        November 7, 1995
            Feel the Pain Inside
        November 8, 1995
            I Want the Grace to Love Him More
        November 8, 1995
            The Promise of Our Lady at Fatima
        November 9, 1995 - Children's Rosary at Reading
            The Glorious Mysteries
        November 10, 1995 - After Communion
            The Love of the Trinity
        November 11, 1995
            Feel the Presence of God
        November 13, 1995
            Love
        November 13, 1995
            Mary's Womb
        November 14, 1995 - Shepherds of Christ Meeting
            The Sorrowful Mysteries
        November 14, 1995
            Places of Rosaries
        November 15, 1995
            Give Him All the Glory and Praise
        November 15, 1995
            Go to the Depth Beyond
        November 15, 1995
            Focus on the Interior Life
        November 15, 1995
            Feel Their Pain
        November 15, 1995
            The Greatest Act I Can Do is to Love God
        November 15, 1995
            You Have the Information You Need
        November 17, 1995
            Be Saturated in His Life
        November 17, 1995
            I Am on Fire for Love
        November 19, 1995
            The Glorious Mysteries
        November 21, 1995
            I Want to be Wrapped in His Divine Presence
        November 21, 1995
            The Joyful Mysteries - Before the Tabernacle
        November 24, 1995
            Children Need to Know How Much Jesus Loves Them
        November 24, 1995 - After Communion
            He Feeds the Starved Soul
        November 26, 1995
            I am a Baby at the Breast of My Mother
        November 26, 1995
            Mary is the Mediatrix of All Grace
        November 27, 1995
            Feed the Hungry
        November 28, 1995
            The Holy Spirit
        November 28, 1995 - After Mass
            The Mystery of God's Love
        November 30, 1995
            The Incarnation
        November 30, 1995 - St. Andrew
            The Joyful Mysteries
        December 1, 1995
            Christ that Comes from the Heart
        December 1, 1995
            From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary as They Live in My Heart
        December 1, 1995
            On Nuns Being Priests
        December 2, 1995 - Friday between 12:00 and 3:00 about 1:15pm
            Oh You Blind Men
        December 3, 1995
            Mary Brings Forth the Christ in Me
        December 5, 1995
            Mary Our Mother
        December 5, 1995
            The Joyful Mysteries
        December 7, 1995 - St. Ambrose
            The Joyful Mysteries
        December 8, 1995
            Formed in the Womb of Mary
        December 8, 1995
            The Immaculate Conception
        December 8, 1995
            Men Have Their Role; Women Have Theirs
        December 10, 1995
            Union is Giving
        December 11, 1995
            We Know Him Through the Word
        December 11, 1995
            It is Through Mary that We Receive Christ
        December 11, 1995
            We Must be Sorry for Our Sins
        December 11, 1995
            Message from God the Father
        December 12, 1995 - Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center
            The Joyful Mysteries - Before the Tabernacle - Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe
        December 13, 1995
            Such Suffering for the Religious and Children
        December 13, 1995
            Notes
        December 13, 1995
            Archbishop Ed, My Cousin
        December 14, 1995
            People Laugh and Talk after Communion
        December 15, 1995 - l2:00 - 3:00pm Immaculata Church 
            Big Experience
        December 15, 1995
            He Wrapped Me in His Divine Embrace
        December 15, 1995
            I am Touched in a Special Way by God
        December 16, 1995
            A Prayer Before the Tabernacle to My Divine Lover
       
December 16, 1995
            I Want to Give Him the Greatest Love
       
December 16, 1995
            I Existed In Him
       
December 17, 1995 - 12:00pm after Mass
            The Red Room
        December 17, 1995
            The Earth Stopped and I Touched Heaven
       
December 18, 1995
            In the Deepest Recesses of His Heart
       
December 19, 1995
            Feed the Hungry Souls
       
December 20, 1995
            Mystical Experiences
       
December 21, 1995
            Relationships: Be in One Heart with All Men
       
December 22, 1995 - 6:45am at All Saints
            About the Magnificat
       
December 24, 1995
            Love Him Quietly
       
December 26, 1995 - 12:15pm at Holy Cross-Immaculata Church
            Do Ordinary Things With Love
       
December 26, 1995 - St. Stephen, First Martyr
            The Joyful Mysteries
- Before the Tabernacle
        December 27, 1995
            It is in the Cross We Will be Raised to New Life
        December 27, 1995 - after Communion
            They Come with Thorns in Their Hearts
        December 27, 1995
            A Prayer Before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass
        December 27, 1995
            Let Us Love the Two Hearts of Jesus and Mary in the Reception of the Holy Eucharist
        December 28, 1995
            Carry the Cross of Christ in Your Heart
        December 28, 1995 - Holy Innocents
            The Joyful Mysteries
        December 29, 1995 - 12:00pm and 3:00pm, 12:20pm at Holy Cross-Immaculata Church
            Fused with the Son and Our Father
        December 29, 1995
            He Breathes His Divine Love and Our Soul is Made Clean
        December 29, 1995
            Flesh of My Flesh, Blood of My Blood
        December 29, 1995
            Notes
        December 31, 1995
            Mary's Sorrows
        December 31, 1995
            Mary Appeared in the Grotto
        December 31, 1995
            Mary's Presence
           

 

 

 

 

A Prayer before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass

    Let me be a holy sacrifice and unite with God in the sacrament of His greatest love.

    I want to be one in Him in this act of love, where He gives Himself to me and I give myself as a sacrifice to Him. Let me be a holy sacrifice as I become one with Him in this my act of greatest love to Him.

    Let me unite with Him more, that I may more deeply love Him. May I help make reparation to His adorable Heart and the heart of His Mother, Mary. With greatest love, I offer myself to You and pray that You will accept my sacrifice of greatest love. I give myself to You and unite in Your gift of Yourself to me. Come and possess my soul.

    Cleanse me, strengthen me, heal me. Dear Holy Spirit act in the heart of Mary to make me more and more like Jesus.

    Father, I offer this my sacrifice, myself united to Jesus in the Holy Spirit to You. Help me to love God more deeply in this act of my greatest love.

    Give me the grace to grow in my knowledge, love and service of You and for this to be my greatest participation in the Mass. Give me the greatest graces to love You so deeply in this Mass, You who are so worthy of my love.

                                               -Mass Book, December 27, 1995

   

    

 

 

 

        We were told to make a tape Songs and Messages on October 1, 1995. It had a little sheep on the label.

October 1, 1995

R. Love Songs and Messages from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. This tape contains a message from Jesus explaining how He wants us to be ever so close to Him, how He is longing and waiting for our love. The tape also contains His love songs to us including 1) A Song from Jesus, 2) I Love You Jesus, and 3) Little Child. In a special message, the Mary Mist message, on September 5, 1995 Mary called out to her little children who are suffering so in this world.

 

October 1, 1995

I SUFFER FOR THE CHILDREN

R. I have been experiencing such sufferings to my heart. This morning, I felt as if I couldn't think of it anymore, as if there are wounds, and ridges, on my heart. He keeps giving me this intense heartache and suffering. Satan keeps distracting me with issues that cause me mental torture.

Since September 13th, I have experienced intense sufferings in my heart. He wants a burning love affair with the nuns and priests. His Heart is wounded the most by some of those He chose and loves so much.

I feel almost like I can't think of this anymore. I have had a constant aching or intense pain in my heart. I feel He is allowing me to have this to know His presence and the anguish He experienced.

I feel a ridge in my heart for the indifference and ingratitude of men around the Holy Eucharist. I know it so well-this is when He has given me the greatest sufferings over this issue. Mary showed the children of Fatima the souls suffering in hell. From this suffering, I know I should spread the tapes on His burning love.

 

October 1, 1995

EXPERIENCE THE MYSTERIES
OF HIS LIFE IN THE ROSARY

Written after Communion:

R. I realized my wretchedness, how unworthy I am to receive Him. All the sufferings are worth one moment of deep union with Him.

I saw a red glow around the Heart of Jesus, a warm red glow, a yellow filter. As I live in Him and He lives in me, I live His death and Resurrection in my life.

I carry the cross. I fall to the ground. My heart feels the pain and I rise in Him to new life. One moment of deep union with Him is worth the sufferings, one moment, knowing deeply His love, despite my wretchedness.

I live the mysteries of His life. I experience the mysteries in the rosary as I live each mystery in vivid detail in my life.

Mass was wonderful. I am such a sinner to have Jesus come to me. I am given such a gift.

 

October 1, 1995

IN THE DARKEST NIGHT, I MET MY GOD

R. He comes like a thief in the night. We do not know the day or the hour. All our ill deeds will be made light. In heaven, there are many mansions. His ways are the ways of truth.

The night follows the day, the day follows the night, in one moment, He can snatch us from our place, and our life has ended.

We live His life, death, and Resurrection in our lives. We walk the Passion with Him. I have struggled all through my life. In the deepest, darkest night, when it was black, I met my God. I truly felt as if I would never see the light of day.

We live the Pascal Mystery in our lives. I see the life of Christ. I experience His Passion. I walk with Him on the way to Calvary. I feel the persecution, the rejection, the wounds, deep in my heart, the wounds that hurt and cause me to cry out in pain. I feel the agony, the dark night He spent in the garden, His anguish so intense that He sweat blood!

I experience, I live the life, death, and Resurrection of my beloved Savior in my life. But, I know today so much more about the mystery of the Resurrection. I experience His life within me. I experience such oneness with Him. I feel the agony. I know how it is to be on the ground but I do not despair for I experience His life within me. "...it is no longer I, but Christ living in me..." (Ga. 2:20) I am alive in Him. To suffer is to know the life. To suffer is to experience sometimes His life even more deeply than before.

When I look back over the dark nights in my life, I reminisce with great joy for it is in those nights I was forced to spend very intimate time with my Lover. It was only through Him I lived in the dark moments. Now, when the struggle is over I look with such joy on the time I spent with Him. I reminisce on this time for I was so close to Him and so dependent on Him. Even though I was in intense pain, it was in the struggle that I grew more deeply in my life with Him.

Great struggles - great gifts of His abundant life. Many nights I suffered, many days I cried out for relief and the relief did not seem to come. I pursued Him more intensely because of this immense pain. In this pursuit and in the deep pain, I found my Beloved!

He was there in His sweet and gentle ways. I experienced His presence even though the room was crowded with darkness.

Many times I felt as if all hell pressed in and I wanted so badly to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but did not see it. I pursued Him in front of the tabernacle. It was there that I experienced His presence the strongest. I pursued Him in the dark nights when all were asleep and I was awake with my pain and struggle, and I found Him. I found my Beloved, His most Sacred Heart-His Heart, ever burning and beaming with light - His Heart, filled with love.

I struggled. I grew. It is the moments when I was down that I experienced the greatest growth - these are my fondest memories.

Would I but die to myself, I would experience Your life even more deeply. I surrender, my God, and I give You myself!

I saw a vision of a cave. It had a very distinct doorway, framed with wood boards. There was no door, just a doorway. It had a narrow passage way, the way was so small and the walls covered with big, sharp rocks. Then there was a second open doorway inside it. They led to a space that was rather open and the rocks still surrounded the interior walls of the room, but the space was much larger and lighted much more than the narrow passage way.

The open doorway beckoned me to come in. I then lived in the narrow, dark room and experienced the pain. The walls were hard and pointed, the room was dark, but it was in this little, cramped space I met my Lord every day. As I struggled, I lived for those moments when I was so alone with Him and so dependent on Him. I knew my Lord in the darkness. I felt His life within me more and more for His light was such a contrast to the darkness.

It was from this dark room that I entered into the second room. I knew His presence from the close quarters (the first room) and entered into the second room.

I carry His light within me. I carry His life within me. I know my Beloved, and I am no longer cramped for to know Him is to possess the keys of the Kingdom. The walls are still covered with the dark, gray, sharp, rock, but His light has cleared the darkness. His presence has pushed the walls back and now I live. As I live, I live through Him, with Him, and in Him. The rocks are still there. The quarters may seem tight sometimes, but the burning embers of His beating Heart keep me warm and secure.

I love You this day. Thank You for the gift of Your life. Thank You for showing us Your way!

I am living this day the Pascal Mystery of death-resurrection. If we die in Him, we will rise in Him, and He will raise us up on the last day. (My feet hurt as if I had little nails in them).

I feel such immense sorrow and a deep propelling desire to spread the love of His beautiful Heart. It is my Mother I hear calling, to go out to the highways and the byways and spread the love of her Son!

After Communion, I saw the red room with the burning embers. He beckons us to come and dwell in His Heart and feel the beating of His Heart and experience the warmth and security of this place, our place of refuge from the cold and dark night.

He is alive! He is alive! His Heart is burning and on fire for us!

Song, "I Love You, Jesus":

Oh Burning Heart, Oh Love divine, how sweet You are to me. I see the Host, I know You're here to love and care for me. I know Your love a little now, so dear You are to me. Come give me life, abundant life, I thirst to be with Thee. I cannot say. There are not words to say what my heart feels. I love You so, I scarce can breathe when You come into me. I know Your love a little now, so dear You are to me. Come give me life, abundant life, I thirst to be with Thee. Your tender Heart, Oh how it beats for love of each this day. I want to give You all my love, surrender totally. I know Your love a little now, so dear You are to me. Come give me life, abundant life, I thirst to be with Thee.

 

October 3, 1995

MARY'S SACRED WOMB

Written after Mass:

R. I realized that as Christ was carried in the womb of Mary, He is in me now. The word "in": the depth with which He unites to us lays me away. The word "in" - we "in" Him and He in us. Who am I that God comes to me and gives Himself to me?

I see the womb of Mary, with such a brilliant light, holding and forming the Son of God. I behold Mary's womb as so sacred, for it is within her that He lived.

I am awe struck that the Son of God enters me. I am so unworthy that He comes to me. I see so clearly her womb with such light and holiness.

I am so blessed, beyond words, to the point of tears, that He, the Son of God, comes to me and is in me now.

In us, one with us! So unworthy am I, so wretched in my ways, and so far from holiness that He should come and dwell in me and unite in this deep union with me. I love Him so much!

 

 

October 4, 1995

OUR POWERFUL WEAPON, THE ROSARY

R. Jesus has all the power. I am completely dependent on God. I cannot exist without prayer and being alone with Him. I beg Our Father to guide me.

He humbled Himself. He gave Himself for the good of all souls.

There will be an era of peace. The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign, and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph. Satan is so strong and he wants to stop us. Bless yourselves and your places of work. You cannot overlook his tactics. Bless your cars, your children, all that you use. Pray the prayer to Saint Michael. We must pray to St. Michael and bless our houses, our work, and our children with holy water.

Jesus: You must have time alone with Me. Each day a solid hour of contemplation, a time to listen and be taught, a time to be filled with My gifts and to listen to the plan for the day. You are being called to be My Apostles. You are spreading My love throughout this world. It is through the Shepherds of Christ Movement that many hearts will be touched. You are called, you are chosen.

I can, in one moment, do more than you in a million years. If you do not pray, if you rely on yourselves alone, you will be disappointed. I am acting in you. You must be humble and allow Me to accomplish My work in you.

I am calling you on a special mission to spread the Shepherds of Christ Movement and My messages given in God's Blue Books and the Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. You are My dear ones, My beloved ones, given a special mission from Me. It is only in humbling yourselves and remaining fixed in My love that you will carry out this mission. You must join together with the purpose being to carry out this message of My burning love given in these messages.

I have called, you have answered this call. It is through your cooperation with the grace I give you, joined deeply in love together that the message of My burning love will penetrate the hearts of those you contact. Only in deep love, filled with the Holy Spirit, marching according to the Father's Plan, and in My Name will you accomplish this mission.

Satan will aim to divide you. The messages given here were delivered by Me and My Mother under the guidance of Father Carter, Rita's Spiritual Director and Spiritual Director of the Shepherds of Christ Movement. I am asking you to dispense with all other messages received from visionaries when you are traveling in this special mission. This mission is to accomplish this task: to deliver these messages, to be as the apostles moving fearlessly ahead, joined in love. To try to know more than one another is to divide you. I am asking you to keep all personal experiences, visions, etc. to yourself. This mission is to deliver this message. These messages have been discerned and approved by Father Carter.

I further request that you do not discuss with the group or with individuals your own personal theories compiled by studying other visionaries. Every effort should be made to support the messages given in God's Blue Books, Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and the Handbook and Fr. Carter's other books.

Satan will attempt to distract you. You must be careful traveling as an apostle for Shepherds of Christ to adhere to the absolute truth and to support this movement. You do not know the craftiness of satan to divide you.

You will carry rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary to many parts of this world. Your weapon on this and every journey will be your continued union with Me. Time spent alone with Me in prayer and time together - always attend Mass and Communion and find time to be alone with Me in prayer, if possible before the tabernacle. Do not gossip or talk about one another. Pray the rosary as a powerful weapon to squelch Satan.

I am with you, My special Apostles. You will carry My beautiful love letters to many hearts and they, in turn, will carry them to many more. This is your mission - to deliver My personal love letters, to feed the hungry hearts with My love, to promote these rosary meditations.

I love you with the deepest love. I love you with a heart of burning, vibrant love. Thank you for spreading the devotion to My Heart and My Mother's heart to the world.

You will carry out the messages of My love and many hearts will unite to Mine. I have called My priests and religious to the special mission of spreading My love to the world. When souls that are hungry unite with My love they will pray fervently for the priests and religious. Your goal is to lead others all over the world to pray for the priests and religious. I am calling you to help spread the messages of Our Hearts - to encourage these hearts to pray for and support the priests and religious.

I love you so much, My special apostles. I am Jesus. I am forever with you and guarding you.

 

October 4, l995

Notes:

Annunciation

R. The Heart of Jesus was formed in Mary.

Luke 1: 38 ‘You see before you the Lord’s servant, let it happen to me as you have said.’

R. The Trinity dwells in the graced baptized soul.

Mother of us, Mother of Jesus, we go to her spiritual womb, the Holy Spirit forms us more and more in the image of Jesus.

Jesus took on a human nature. Jesus is a Divine Person with two Natures, a human nature and a Divine nature.

God so loved the world He sent His only begotten Son into the world.

The Son of God became Man.

Many men ignore Jesus.

Look at how we have sinned - pray the Divine Mercy.

John 3: 16

For this is how God loved the world:
he gave his only Son,
so that everyone who believes in him 
    may not perish
but may have eternal life.
 

R. Meditate on the Mystery of the Incarnation.

Meditate on the goodness of God.

How many martyrs went joyfully to their death.

 

Prophesy of Simeon 

R. Mary is Mother of all, Mary is Mother of the Church. There are many little lost children.

Mary had a constant ache in her heart from the prophesy of Simeon.

                Sing: Little Baby Hands and Feet

   

 

October 5, 1995

Pray the Rosary on the 5ths

Mary: I am Mary, your Mother. This is an urgent call to you at the Center and the Shepherds of Christ Movement. I have appeared as Our Lady of Light for 14 months daily at the Center. I have given to you special rosaries to be circulated among the youth and for all of your devout souls to be drawn closer to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. These rosaries are an important part of the fulfillment of Fatima.

I have called a special rosary on the 5th of each month in honor of the 5 wounds suffered by my Son and the 5 blasphemies suffered to my Immaculate Heart. I have called and called for all to follow the promises given at Fatima for those who honor my request to pray on the First Saturday of the month. I am calling out an urgent plea to answer my call. I have appeared from April 5th, until September 5th, at the Center, six appearances. The first rosary received in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel was March 17th, a very important rosary, received before the exposed Eucharist. I requested the rosary be prayed in the presence of the tabernacle. On March 21, 1995, a special rosary was prayed before the Pieta at the Shepherds of Christ meeting. Many of my children saw events at that rosary. On March 30, 1995, I came in a special way, the corner was filled with a tinted film and I was adorned in such light and alive. At this time I requested the rosary be prayed in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel. The rosary was prayed there for the Shepherds of Christ meetings and many nights. This continued for six months. On September 1st, I gave a very special rosary at 12:00 noon, Friday, a time my Son requested that the rosary be prayed at the Center. Rosaries were given on most Fridays at 12:00 noon. Very tender rosaries of my Son's special love for His beloved souls. I want published a book of these rosaries received on Friday at 12:00 noon. I want published the first book of rosaries with all the rosaries already discerned. In this book, you should include pictures of the windows in the Rosary Chapel, the love songs given from my Son, Jesus, the Seven Sorrows and the messages I have specified. The second book of rosaries should be all of the rosaries received during the Shepherds of Christ meetings. These rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary were given to teach chapter members about Our lives. They are to be spread to this world. They will lead the hearts of your members to my Heart and the Heart of my Son. A book should be published as soon as possible for rosaries for children. I have given many children's rosaries, and the early rosaries were given for children. These rosaries should be used in the Junior Shepherds of Christ Movement.

We have given to you thirteen books. Many answers to your problems are in these books. These books, God's Blue Book and Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary are an important tool to draw souls back to the Church. My Son is so wounded by the indifference and neglect given to Him in the Eucharist.

The Center will light up this world, for many of my messages and my Son's messages were received there. The rosaries were received at the Center. The hearts of many will be filled with the love of God when you circulate these rosaries.

I call out to you. I will continue to come on the 5th of each month. The time was changed at Our Lady of the Woods for I have requested that the rosary be prayed close to 6:30 p.m.

Your Center will remain divided. The funds will come when these rosaries and love letters are circulated.

The funds for the Shepherds of Christ will come when you circulate and publish the books and tapes. I have given to you information about these books. My Son has requested a book of messages given after the daily Masses. These messages will lead many to a deep union with God during the Mass.

You are given great gifts in these messages. Satan has confused and tried to stop these messages. These messages need to circulate. They will lead many to God. I beg you with my motherly Heart to please listen to me. Today is a special day, this October 5th. This is my message to all, to help circulate these messages. Pray earnestly for their circulation and publication. Pray for the funds to help you circulate the books and tapes. The tapes will help many in hospitals, nursing homes. Pray for the funding and it will come.

Many other messengers will come to confuse the importance of these messages. SATAN wants these messages stopped. When they are circulated, my Son will unite deeper and deeper in such oneness with many hearts. These will be the soldiers that will carry His love to this world. Unless these messages of His love are transmitted in the Church, the Church will continue to suffer.

I beg you to listen. I am Mary, your Mother. Many of my little children will go to hell. You hold personal messages from Our Hearts and Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

I am Mary, your Mother, and thank you for responding to my request.

 

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October 5, 1995

REPARATION IS THE FOUNDATION
OF THE FATIMA MESSAGE

R. My experience at Holy Cross-Immaculata Catholic Church before the Lourdes Statue and the Cross was awesome.

The world is suffering and in pain. We must pray the Divine Mercy.

"A sacrament is a visible sign of an invisible, divine reality."25

Jesus no longer walks the earth. We carry out His life, death, and Resurrection in our lives.

The Church is the continuation of Christ upon earth. The Church is a sacrament. We encounter Christ in a special way through the Sacraments.

If I am united to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, if I dwell in Their Hearts, I help channel grace to others.

The more I live in Their Hearts and you live in Their Hearts, the deeper we are united.

I am deeply united to my brothers that are deeply saturated with His grace.

The rosary is the story of the lives of Jesus and Mary. God communicates with us through His Son, Who became man.

Mary's heart was pierced seven times. There are seven Sacraments. Mary is the Mediatrix of all graces. When we dwell in Their Hearts, the love of God is so alive in us. We are joined in such oneness with God when we are dwelling in Their Hearts. We receive His divine life and divine love.

Mary's heart is filled with His love. She dwells most deeply in His Heart. Her heart is sinless. Through Mary, we can dwell more deeply in His divine Heart because her heart is pure.

The grace-life comes through His humanity. Life comes from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, through Mary, to us. We act as channels of this life in the world. We carry out His life in our lives.

The Church continues His life, death, and Resurrection this day. He is present to us in the Sacraments. Mary is our Mother and Mother of the Church. The Spirit transforms us in Mary's heart to make us more like Jesus.

Jesus gives us His Body and Blood this day. His life flows from His pierced Heart from which blood and water flowed. The water is a symbol of Baptism, of the life He gives to us; the blood is a symbol of the Eucharist whereby we are fed.

The Mass is the Sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present. The angel told the three children at Fatima:

"Take and drink the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ, horribly outraged by ungrateful men! Make reparation for their crimes and console your God."

Father Carter says in his book, The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorje that: "Reparation is a foundation of the Fatima messages."26

…we notice the distinctive Trinitarian nature of the messages. We are instructed that, in our Christian existence, we must express the greatest reverence for Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, as we serve them through the virtues of faith, hope, and love. These three virtues are at the heart of our life of grace.

We are reminded of the ugly reality of sin and of our duty to make reparation for it.26

Our Lady calls for a specific act of reparation - the five first Saturdays. Reparation is a foundation of the Fatima message.

Love God; Love our neighbor. Pray and make sacrifices for others. Make everything we do a sacrifice. We must be united to God throughout the day.

God has sent Our Blessed Mother to call us back to Jesus and to be in a closer union with Him. Mary is our Spiritual Mother - the Mediatrix of all grace. We should accept all the sufferings He sends us. The cross leads to life. We carry out the Pascal Mystery in our lives, that of death-resurrection. The cross leads to life. We live the cross. We act as channels of His grace to others. The Eucharist is at the center of the Church's life.

"'My God, I believe, I adore, I hope and I love You! I ask pardon of You for those who do not believe, do not adore, do not hope and do not love You.'

Then, rising he said: 'Pray thus. The Hearts of Jesus and Mary are attentive to the voice of your supplications.'…"27

During the summer of 1916, the angel again appeared to the three visionaries. He said to them:
"Pray! Pray a great deal. The Hearts of Jesus and Mary have merciful designs on you. Offer prayers and sacrifices continually to the Most High. Make everything you do a sacrifice, and offer it as an act of reparation for the sins by which God is offended, and as a petition for the conversion of sinners. Bring peace to our country in this way…I am the Guardian Angel of Portugal. Accept and bear with submission all the sufferings the Lord will send you."28

In the fall of the same year, the angel visited the visionaries a final time:
"The angel came…bearing a golden chalice in one hand and a Host above it in the other. The amazed children noticed that drops of blood where falling from the Host into the chalice. Presently, the angel left both suspended in mid-air and prostrated himself on the ground, saying this beautiful prayer: 'Most Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, I adore You profoundly. I offer You the most precious Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity of Jesus Christ, present in all tabernacles of the world, in reparation for the outrages, sacrileges, and indifference by which He is offended. By the infinite merits of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and [the intercession of] the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I beg of Thee the conversion of poor sinners.'"29 30

Holy Hearts of Jesus and Mary appear in the foreground as the inseparable Mediators of the Father of Mercies.

 

October 8, 1995

AWAKE, SONS OF GOD

R. People were so irreverent at a church on Sunday, October 8, 1995. Immediately after Sunday Mass, people were selling entertainment books in the church, drinking coffee right in front of the altar and in front of the tabernacle, standing around laughing, hollering, and socializing, and counting money from the entertainment books on the Communion rail in front of the tabernacle. One man whistled as he carried the table he sold entertainment books on all through the sanctuary by the side of the main altar.

 

October 9, 1995

God Created the World

R. God gave to man such gifts, and Adam and Eve sinned against God. God gives us such gifts today and man continues to sin against God. Let us help make reparation to God for the offenses against Him. Tell Him that we are sorry for the ingratitude of sinful men.

God showed His love and His faithfulness to His promise by the Incarnation and by the life, death, and Resurrection of the Incarnate Second Person of the Trinity.

God knows and loves Himself. He was perfectly happy and did not have to create man. He created him out of His great goodness. Creation is usually attributed to the First Person, knowledge to the Second Person, and love to the Third Person, but all share in these actions.

All I want to do is to know Him more. To know Him is to love Him.

Jn. 1:1-13:

In the beginning was the Word:
the Word was with God
and the Word was God.
He was with God in the beginning.
Through him all things came into being,
not one thing came into being
except through him.
What has come into being in him was life,
life that was the light of men;
and light shines in darkness,
and darkness could not over power it.

A man came, sent by God.
His name was John.
He came as a witness,
to bear witness to the light,
so that everyone might believe
through him.
He was not the light,
he was to bear witness to the light.

The Word was the real light
that gives light to everyone;
he was coming into the world.
He was in the world
that had come into being through him,
and the world did not recognize him.
He came to his own
and his own people did not accept him.
But to those who did accept him
he gave power to become children of God,
to those who believed in his name
who were born not from human stock
or human desire
or human will
but from God Himself.

R. Life flows from the pierced Heart of Christ. Man is redeemed by the blood of Jesus. And the light shines in the darkness and the darkness grasped it not.

I love You. I love You. I love You. I want to know You, to seek You, to have You more and more and more. My heart craves Your love - You are my Beloved.

We were born because God wanted us to be born. If we are baptized, we have a special sharing in His divine life. We are sons of God and heirs of His kingdom if we love and serve the Lord.

God existed. He was completely happy. He lacked nothing. He wanted to communicate His goodness and love so He created man.

Adam and Eve, our first parents, sinned. God prepared men for the coming of the Jesus. This is given in the Old Testament. The New Eve, Mary, and the New Adam, Jesus, came to this earth. Mary is our Spiritual Mother, the Mother of our spiritual life. Eve is the mother of the living. God promises to send a Redeemer. Jesus comes and gives Himself that we will have life, that we will share in His divine life. God keeps His promise. God is always faithful to His Word.

 

October 9, 1995

TO KNOW HIM IS TO LOVE HIM

R. Mary has said at Fatima that we will not have peace in the world until a sufficient number of people are consecrating their hearts to Jesus and Mary. Mary will be faithful to the promises of Fatima.

The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph.

Salvation History includes the story of man's willfulness and sinfulness. God is faithful with His infinite mercy and love.

God was completely happy. He created man from His goodness and love to communicate His love to His creatures.

Many times man is blind and deaf and does not see the plan. This is the plan of Salvation History that man was created to know, love, and serve God.

To love God more, we must know Him. He is revealing Himself to us in the Scriptures. We must read them to love Him more.

From the side of the first Adam came Eve. From the side of Christ came the Church.

We are fed through His Body and Blood.

 

October 11, 1995 - 4: 17a.m.

I Go Before You

R. Awakened with pain so bad in the left foot — drawing up in both feet. Couldn't stay in bed, too bad.

Jesus: I awake you with pain in your feet. You do not want to deliver My messages of love.

These are messages of My love. My Shepherds of Christ Members are so important to the spread of this movement.

I am guarding you, your loss of sleep will not bother you. I am controlling your life. You have surrendered your will to Me.

You will continue to experience pains, deep in your hands and feet. You do not comprehend, this is My constant presence with you.

Why do you fear, when you know that I am the Almighty God and I am present to you.

You must do everything I ask, these tapes are important to spread Fr. Carter's messages about the Shepherds of Christ.

My messages will be spread extensively through these tapes. You must continue to travel and take the books and tapes with you.

I will continue to talk to you in the rosary when other visionaries have ceased to get messages.

These rosaries are so important in drawing all to the burning love of our hearts. Do not hold back, proceed steadfastly ahead and I will be your fore guard and your rear guard.

I am giving you these pains to keep you focused on Me. I want time spent alone with Me in the early morning. You must surrender, you have not beckoned to My call.

I am guarding you, do not be afraid, I go before you on the journey to prepare the way for you.

Take not nap sack or clothes, use your voice, I deliver this message through you.

Even now you doubt with pains in your hands and feet.

Circulate My messages and the messages of June 26. You experience this suffering because of those in the Church who neglect Me and irreverence among some. Who do I call, if you turn away. These are messages to you and to the group. Please beg them to obey and take me seriously.

Where you go to the meeting, I go with you, My Mother goes with you.

Whenever you speak, I am present. You are being guarded. Please make reparation to My Heart and My Mother's Heart for the sins of men.

I love you, Jesus

 

October 11, 1995

SEE SUFFERING AS A GIFT

Written at 4:17 in the morning:

R. He sweat blood for the indifference and neglect.

Jesus: They pierced My hands and feet, they numbered all My bones, from My pierced side the Church was born. This is My gift to you today - I give you Myself. Let not your hearts be troubled! I am the Bread of Life, come to Me. Love Jesus

R. There is such trouble in the Church today. I know I want to circulate the tapes and books with the Gospel message of His great love for us. The pains in my hands and feet are a constant reminder of His presence with me. All suffering is a constant reminder of His presence with us if we see the suffering as a gift from Him. He knows our every thought. He allows all that we are experiencing. The very hairs of our head are numbered.

 

October 11, 1995

WE MUST MARCH ON WITH A WHITE BANNER

R. I am very disturbed to have a problem with anyone for I love them and do not want to hurt them in anyway, but I want to always respond according to the truth.

The truth is my banner, to march on this world. The truth is the banner I carry, the message, the message of His love and my great love for God and for the Church. I love the Church and His especially chosen religious. He has anointed them, and they will lead the strayed ones home. He has chosen them. Jesus wants us to spread this book to the religious.

Jesus: I call out and My cries fall on deaf ears.

R. He wakes them from a dark, long sleep and they begin to see the light of day. The Church will carry a white flag filled with purity and burning love for the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

Song: Oh burning Heart, oh Love Divine, how sweet You are to me.

All through the day, I unite in the Mass with all the Masses all over the world. I love the Mass so much. I see Christ acting through the priest in the Mass, and I love him deeply in his deep love for Jesus. My whole life is spent in this quest for deeper and deeper union with God. I thirst with the driest mouth for this knowledge of God. Knowing Him helps to love Him - to more deeply in Him.

I thirst for Thee, my God. My mouth is so dry and my thirst is so deep. Only in You do I find my joy. The world parades its beauties before me. I focus on Jesus. He is my all. My goal is to have deeper and deeper union with Thee. I thirst, and I am quenched by the knowledge of You given in the Scriptures and from my spiritual director, Fr. Carter. I call and You quench my thirst. You have provided Fr. Carter as a great gift given to help in the renewal of the Church and the world. His love for the Church will be passed on through his writings. It is in Jesus' Heart and the heart of Mary that men will realize the love of God.

Jesus: Circulate the Blue Book II to nuns and priests - tell Mike thank you for His efforts.

When Blue Book II is circulated among the priests many will be drawn closer to My burning love. I thank Mike and Tom for this effort. Many are called, few are chosen, I am calling you to deliver the messages of My burning Heart to this world. The priests will answer this call through the Priestly Newsletter and I will outpour My grace through this instrument I am giving them through the prayers of many in the Shepherds of Christ and Prayer Chapters.

I beg you to circulate the Second Blue Book to the priests. Pursue the imprimatur, do not be discouraged, but encouraged, I am guarding you in all the confusion and you are being strengthened for the dark days ahead. You must all unite in one mind and one heart delivering these messages to the world. I love you Jesus.

R. The priests will answer this call through the newsletter and the graces they are receiving from God through the prayers of many. We must all unite in one heart delivering His message of love to the world. He loves us so much.

My deepest union with the priest is in the Sacrifice of the Mass, when I unite with Jesus as victim and offer myself with Jesus and Mary to the Father. The priest merges with Jesus, offering Himself to the Father. It is Jesus offering Himself, through the priest, to the Father.

In one moment bread, and wine are changed into the Body and Blood of Christ through the priest. This is the intense moment when I unite so deeply with God. I am in awe of this act. I see the priest, at this moment, as Christ, and I love God so deeply for the great gift given to men. Who are we that God gives a man the power to change bread into His Body and wine into His Blood?

I love Jesus so much. I adore Him. I love Him. I worship Him. In this moment, my heart is filled with such union with God for His goodness. I love the priest deeply as I know the great gift God has given to us in him. I love the Church. It is through the priest, I love the Church more for He has chosen the priest to represent Himself to me. I see Christ in the priest. I receive His life from the Church. The priest administers the Sacraments to me. The priest celebrates the Mass.

I love the priest so much because he is chosen by God and is acting as Christ in the Church today. I love the Church with my whole heart, with all its flaws and problems. I love the priest because he represents Christ to me. I know Christ is acting in him and in the Church this day.

If I do not have this love for the Church, for the priest, for the Mass, for the Eucharist, I am missing this special encounter with Christ given to us this day. I love the hand that feeds me.

Priests are not being loved by the faithful this day. The Church is disrespected and made fun of in many cases. We must pray for the people to love the Church and love the priests and pray for them.

My love of others enhances my love for God, my love for the Church, my love for the Sacraments, my love for Christ. I love God's holy priests. We must love the Church, the Sacraments and thank God for these great gifts given to us.

Jesus: I wake you with pains in your feet, spread this message to My faithful to love the Church, love the sacraments, love the great gifts given to them.

 

October 11, 1995

EXPERIENCING GOD AT MASS

R. Such an experience after Communion: My beloved God comes inside of me and unites to me. The Almighty God gives Himself to me. I cry to express my deep, deep love for Him.

I see clearly the role of the Church as we are formed more into the image of Jesus. I know how I must love the Church. I do love the Church. The Church ministers to me His life.

Jesus: I am the way, the truth and the life, I am alive, I am alive, I am alive. I give you the Church. I give you Myself in the Blessed Sacrament this day. I am truly present in My Divinity and humanity in the Eucharist. I am the Almighty God. Oh how I love you. I give Myself to you. 
 

   

October 11, 1995

We Must Obey the Church

R. To love God we must know Him. The truth must be taught in the Catholic Church. The Church has the right to govern. We cannot say what we want. The Church has the right and the power to govern. We must obey the Church.

God wants our salvation and happiness far more than we do. If we become more like Christ we will be more pleasing to the Father.

 

 

October 12, 1995

THE SACRIFICE OF THE MASS

R. I realize more the offenses against God performed by myself and sinful men. I want to help make reparation to His adorable Heart. His Heart was wounded by ingratitude and indifference. My heart cries out, realizing the great gifts we are given and how Jesus is ignored and treated with such disrespect many times by irreverent men.

At Mass we unite praying to the Father, in the Holy Spirit, united to Jesus through the powerful intercession of the angels and saints and the souls in purgatory, through the intercession of Mary. We pray united with all our hearts.

Jesus: I shed My Blood for the sins of ungrateful men, it pleases Me so for you to offer reparation to My Heart and My Mother's Heart. Many men are so sinful in their ways, pray with deepest fervor for their souls. Unite to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. Pray to the Father. How this pleases Him My beloved child.

R. "Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, have mercy on us." We beg, beg for mercy for the men this day offending God. I see His pierced Heart - a fountain of mercy and love, pouring out on the world as we unite in our most fervent prayer from our hearts.

Prayer:

Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, we place our trust in Thee. Let us unite with all the faithful throughout the world in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass praying to the Father, with the deepest, fervent love, petitioning that He outpour His graces and mercy on ungrateful men.

Let us thank and praise God for the great gift of the Mass. Let us help make reparation to Jesus who is ignored and forgotten by so many men today.

Let us unite in one heart fervently loving God and beg the Father to unite this world in love. Let us live always according to the Father's will as little children, always obeying Him and depending on Him for everything.

I join with the priest, in such oneness, with these prayers offered to the Father. I pray these prayers go to the Father - I pray for the Reign of the Sacred Heart and Triumph of Mary's Immaculate Heart.

We join in such oneness in this Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. The Mass is so powerful!

   

 

October 12, 1995

THE MASS

R. The Mass is a great act of love. The sacrifice of Calvary is sacramentally made present. In the Mass, Jesus gives Himself completely to us and we give ourselves completely to Him.

May the sacrament of His love draw us closer in love with one another. It is in the reception of the Eucharist that we unite so deeply in Him and in His love. So, too, I unite with every person. Every difficulty I have with others seems so minute, for I can unite with them in Him.

Each person in my life, I love so much more dearly because I have united in deepest union with my God. Each member of my family, of my life, that I unite with socially, becomes so dear and close to me in Him. He has united in deepest union with my heart. Now I must go forth and carry this love to all those I interact with.

I feel so sad for my sins and the sins of the world. I see how often I fail, all through the day. I beg Him for forgiveness and mercy for myself and for the sinful world. I want to help make reparation to His adorable Heart for the sins of man.

I pray, in this Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, that the petitions in my heart ascend upward to the Father, united in this Holy Sacrifice, in the Holy Spirit, with Mary, the angels and saints, and the souls in purgatory. I pray with all my heart for mercy, mercy for the sins of ungrateful men.

The Mass is so beautiful. We unite in the mystery of His love. We ask forgiveness for our sinful ways. We offend Him in thought, word, and deed, what we should have done and failed to do. I beg the heavenly Father for forgiveness and remission of these sins. We beg mercy for us and our sins.

We are fed by His beautiful Word. We are touched by this Living Word of God. We ask the Father to give us what we need, and we unite with all present in this Sacrifice, in these prayers. In one heart, we lift our hearts to the Father and pray for our needs.

Let us share in the Divinity of Christ Who humbled Himself to share in our humanity.

Wash away our iniquities. We offer ourselves with the bread and wine that will soon be the Body and Blood of Christ. May the Lord accept this sacrifice for the praise and glory of His name for our good and for the good of His whole Church.

Lifted high on the cross, He gave Himself. We join with all the angels and saints.

 

 

October 13, 1995

THE BURNING EMBERS OF HIS HEART

R. He lifts the veil and I realize the immensity of His love. I envision the burning embers of His Heart. I rested so deeply in His Heart. I envision the glow going in and out from darkness to light. He keeps a constant vigilance for us.

I felt the burning flames of His love from darkness to light. They went in and out with a red hue. It was a burning movement of a flame that went in and out.

My heart is so warm. Such an experience! My heart burns with deepest love of Him. I feel my heart now.

I begged Him to let me unite with Him in the highest union at every moment of my life. I long for Him, for Him alone, and this deep union with Him. Song, "In the deepest recesses of His Heart..."

I am so aware of the pulling in my heart like an ache, but not painful. I long for deep, deep, deep union with Him, I long to be so one in Him, so deeply embedded in His Heart.

I realize from reading Mother at My Side, that Mary is our prayer partner. A mother is always there. She is attentive to her child. She feels the child's pain. She is so joined to her child.

Mary is there, she is more than I can imagine, attentive to my every care. She is indeed my Mother. I do not have any fear if I realize her constant love and care, that someone constantly loves and cares for me. I know her constant motherly presence with me.

It is in realizing this constant, motherly love that I am set free from fear and can rest so tenderly in His Heart.

How do I write what I feel? Mary, my Mother, help me to know your constant presence with me and your constant motherly care and love for me! I know this is the secret to my resting deeply in His Heart.

It was through Mary that Christ came. He was in Mary's womb. The connection between Them is so deep in the rosary meditations. It is in meditating on Their lives that I see this deep union between Their two Hearts. It is in Mary that I will feel secure and know His love.

All these years I've missed my earthly mother who died when I was five years old. Now I know I have my heavenly Mother forever with me, leading me in deepest union with her Son! Her role as my spiritual Mother is to help me to unite more and more deeply in Him.

 

 

October 13, 1995
Jackson, Michigan

Before the Tabernacle

Joyful Mysteries

The Annunciation

R. Put yourself in the presence of Almighty God. Jesus is truly here, in His Divinity and humanity, no less present than the day He walked this earth and He is longing and thirsting and waiting for us to open our hearts and to join ever closer to His Heart in such oneness. He longs and thirsts for our love. He wants us to come to Him with hearts that are burning and in love with Him. Think of this: think of Jesus hanging on the cross, His head crowned. His arms hanging from the nails covered with blood. This is love: that He gave Himself on the cross and that He gives Himself to us this day and remains with us here in this room, the same Jesus that we know in the Scriptures, the same Jesus that walked the earth is here in this room!

1. R. Let us feel the presence of the Almighty God in this room and within our hearts for when we are baptized and in the state of grace the Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within us. Let us feel this presence and open our hearts wide to feel the graces that He is giving to us as we are present before the tabernacle.

2. R. My dear Jesus, how tenderly I love you, to give me these great gifts! Let us put ourselves in the room with Mary at the Annunciation. The angel appeared to Mary. Mary was a young virgin. Mary loved the Father so dearly and wanted only to please her beloved Father. And, the angel came to Mary and Mary said "yes" to the angel to be the Mother of God.

3. Luke 1: 35 The angel answered, ‘The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will cover you with its shadow. And so the child will be holy and will be called Son of God.

4. R. This day, October 13th, is a very, very special day for the Blessed Mother appeared at Fatima and gave to us such promises on the 13th. Mary is our Mother at our side, our spiritual Mother with us at every moment. I think of how many times we go through the day and we feel so alone sometimes and then we focus on our Mother, so loving. As she walked beside Christ all through His life, she walks with us in this valley of tears and in our joy she is constantly there.

    Feel her with us this evening and in this rosary and be more aware of her motherly presence within us and that she is guarding us and protecting us with her mantle. Let us surrender at this moment to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. We see the statue of Jesus and Mary. Jesus wants these images in our homes and Churches and schools. We see Them in the pictures, with Their hands beside Their Hearts, the Hearts of love. It is not a lip service love that Jesus and Mary speak about but a love that comes from our heart. Let us lift our hearts in deep love to the Almighty God. God in all of His goodness, created us in His image and likeness and loves us with such love.

5. R. How tenderly we are loved?

6. R. Our starved souls stalk the barren desert for something that will fill us when God is truly present this moment in the Eucharist. Jesus is longing and waiting to be so close to us. We look everywhere and nothing fills the craving within. We are left empty. Only God will fill our starved soul with His love and with His life.

7. Jesus: My dear ones, how tenderly I love you. I am present with you at this moment. I want to tell you of My tender love. Listen to this message. Open your heart. Let go of all the walls that keep you from deeper union with Me. Let go at this moment and let Me touch your heart and your soul. Let Me touch you interiorly that you will unite deeper and deeper in love with Me. I come into this world a little baby in the womb of My Mother. I came to you that I may give you a sharing in My life and I give you life My love.

8. R. The Father chose the Virgin Mary from all women to be the Mother of His Son Jesus. Who are we that God so loved this world that He sent His only begotten Son into the world, incarnate, in the womb of the Virgin Mary! We are so loved by the Almighty God that we feel such emptiness in our hearts and I hear Jesus call out, endlessly, to me, "Tell them, Rita", He says, "tell them how I am waiting and longing for them, how I wait endless hours in the tabernacle for My beloved ones to come and to be so close to Me. Tell them, Rita, tell them, how I love them!"

9. R. Nothing on this earth will fill the starved soul like the love of God. Let our hearts be open, let our hearts be soft and supple. Pray for the grace that we will join closer and closer to the Heart of our beloved Savior who came into this world in the womb of the Virgin Mary.

10. Sing: Ave, Ave, Ave Maria

 

The Visitation

1. R. Mary made haste to the hill country to be with her cousin, Elizabeth, who had conceived of a child. When she arrived, Elizabeth said, "How is it that the mother of my Lord should come to me?"

2. R. The child in Elizabeth's womb leapt for joy at the sight of Mary and at the presence of Jesus in the womb of the Virgin Mary.

3. R. Should we not jump for joy this day? We are blind and we are dumb. We do not realize that God is present and in our midst. So few of Jesus' beloved souls come to the church to be with Him and He calls out endlessly, "could you not watch one hour with Me? I am waiting, a prisoner in the tabernacle, waiting for you to come."

4. R. Mary and Jesus want us to pray the rosary. Their Hearts are joined in such intimacy. The relationship between Jesus and Mary is so close. As we meditate on Their lives, we see this closeness between the Heart of Jesus and the heart of Mary. His Heart was formed within the womb of the Virgin Mary, through the Holy Spirit. The two Hearts beat within the body of the Virgin Mary. Such intimacy between these two Hearts!

    We hear all through the Mass how Jesus wants us to be one in Him. Who are we that the Almighty God, wants to be one with us. Jesus was carried in the womb of His Mother. We meditate on this for these two mysteries of the rosary.

    The Father chose Mary whereby He sent His Son into this world. It is in Mary that we will unite ever closer to the Heart of Jesus. Mary is our Mother, that walks by our side, always there.

    I think of how sometimes when we struggle and we feel we are alone that our best prayer partner is with us. She is there at every moment. Do we feel her here this moment? Do we know how our Mother loves us, how it is through her, our spiritual Mother and the Holy Spirit, that we will be formed more and more like Jesus?

5. R. Life is not life if it is not rooted in God. God is the source of life. Life flows from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, through the heart of Mary, to us. We are to be living witnesses of God living in us in this world today.

6. R. The child in Elizabeth's womb leapt for joy at the presence of the Almighty God. Should we not leap for joy this moment for God is truly present and in this room? Think of this: the Almighty God is here and we worry about such incidental things and we focus on these things and He cries out! He wants us to know that He is there at every second and at every moment! He knows our hearts far more than we know our hearts. He is the Almighty God. He has all the power and we wander, we roam, and we cry and God is there, attentive to all of our needs!

7. R. Think of Mary carrying the Child Jesus within her womb. If I saw Mary, I would see such radiance for God is with her. Such awe I would feel, that Jesus comes to us in His Divinity and humanity, in the Holy Eucharist, and how do we treat this great gift given from God—that He comes to us in this deep oneness to unite with the Almighty God, who is love! I am filled with love. He gives Himself to us. He is as present within us when we receive Him in the Eucharist as He was in the womb of the Virgin Mary. When we go to Communion and we receive Him, think of Mary carrying Jesus within her womb and think of Him being inside of us. Who are we that God unites with us in such oneness?

8. R. I become one in Him, you become one in Him, and in this oneness, we are united.

9. R. The more we realize our oneness with God, the more we will unite with one another, He calls out, He wants such union with us. This is our goal in life - to be united ever closer to the Almighty God and to live for all eternity united to the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Let us keep forever this focus, this goal, before our eyes. That it is in this union, in living in such oneness with Him and doing the Father's will, living in the Father's will, that our peace and our joy lies.

10. Hail Mary

 

The Birth of Our Lord

R. The pain and the joy in our lives, living out the life, death and resurrection in our lives. We live the Paschal mystery. We meditate on Mary as she traveled to Bethlehem with the child Jesus in her womb. Mary arrived at Bethlehem. There was not room for Jesus to be born in the Inn.

1. R. Jesus came into this world, not a king adorned in gold and silver, but He came into this world, the Son of God, the King of all Kings. He came into this world a little baby, in the town of Bethlehem, born in a cave, surrounded by the beasts of the earth and He is laid in a manger.

2. R. Jesus came into this world. Jesus was rejected by men. Is not this how it is today - that Jesus is rejected this day, that Jesus is alive and He is here with us and He is rejected? The sports events are filled. The music halls are filled. They are so concerned about all the details of all the celebrities and the Son of God is here and with us.

    We read in the Psalm, "let our hearts sing with joy, let us talk about God." Do we talk about God? God is here! He wants us to love Him with our whole heart and our whole soul and our whole being. Do we talk about God to one another? Do we tell each other how we love Him so much? Do we think about Him and know how present He is? This is the message that I am receiving, that He is alive and He calls out "I am alive, I am alive, I am alive and I live in hearts of men." He comes and He shows us His Heart. Jesus and Mary appear with blood in Their eyes. They appear so that we will know that They want us to go to Their Hearts and to love Them with our whole hearts.

    Jesus shows us His Heart but we continue to pray with such shallow prayers. Jesus wants to be so close to us. Jesus wants to outpour His grace to us. We want to be abundantly filled with His life. We want the Word to live in us. Listen to the words of the Mass. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit live in our graced baptized soul, God nourishes this life in the Eucharist. Jesus wants pure hearts burning with love for Him and He wants to love us with this burning love.

    Let us take a moment and realize the great gift that we are given, that in Baptism He gives us a sharing in His Divine Life, and if we remain in the state of grace, He dwells within us in such a special way. Let us take a moment here and focus on the Almighty God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit within us. Feel the presence of God and His burning love in our heart.

3. R. Jesus came into this world a little baby. Jesus wants our love. Let us tell Him endlessly all through the day, Jesus, I love You so much. He says how few souls come to His tabernacle and tell Him how they love Him.

4. Hail Mary

5. R. A little baby in the town of Bethlehem. Jesus is born on bare wood. Jesus is rejected by men and He hung on a cross at Calvary, a cross of wood. Jesus came to show us the way. Jesus came and He gave Himself that we would have life. That we would share more and more, deeper and deeper in His Divine Life and He outpours this life abundantly to us, in the Eucharist, especially when we sit in front of the tabernacle. Let us thank the Almighty God for the gift of His life and His love.

6. Song: A Song from Jesus

7. R. Jesus cries out that the bloodshed in the Church will continue until the messages of His love are transmitted in the members. Let us open our hearts wide and let Him pour into our hearts His Life. His grace abundantly in us. We are open, ready for His touch, His life and love in us. We go into this world and in this oneness with Him, He will operate in us and He will minister to the world that is hurting and in pain. The Almighty God came into this world a little baby in the town of Bethlehem. Jesus took on flesh. Let us meditate on this mystery. This is the love that God has for us and how do we return this love to Him?

8. R. What a price Jesus paid that we would be saved!

9. R. There is such intimacy between the Hearts of Jesus and Mary in the first two mysteries of the rosary: the Heart of Jesus beats within the body of Mary. In the third mystery the little Child Jesus receives His life support through her milk. Let us focus more and more on this close relationship between Jesus and Mary for it is in Mary that we will unite closer to Him, realizing her presence and motherly love for us.

    Mary, our dear Mother, help us to feel more and more your working in our lives so that we may be closer and closer to the Heart of your beloved Son, the Heart of deepest love.

10. Hail Mary

 


 

The Presentation in the Temple

R. Mary and Joseph came to the temple with the Child Jesus. Simeon prophesied the sufferings of Jesus and Mary to come. He says, "a sword too shall pierce your soul, Mary."

1. R. Simeon says that this child is destined for the rise and fall of many in Israel.

2. R. From that moment on, Mary had a constant aching in her heart. Think of this, think of knowing that your Son would suffer as you looked at Him, a little baby in your arms as you watched Him, as He played, as you took care of Him. From the prophecy of Simeon you constantly had an aching in your heart. Mary had this aching in her heart. Mary pondered this deeply in her heart. Mary's heart ached constantly from the time of Simeon.

3. R. We see the joys and sorrows, they are mixed in the mysteries of these joyful mysteries of the rosary. Look at our life - We realize the sufferings that we receive can help us be closer to Jesus - We identify in His sufferings. Our sufferings each day, the constant struggle, all through the day, but it is in these sufferings that we can grow in deeper life in Him.

4. R. I see such intimacy between the child Jesus and the Virgin Mary. Jesus knew all things. Mary knew from the prophecy of Simeon, of the sufferings to come. I see the pictures: Our Lady of Perpetual Help and the Icons - the look of Jesus and Mary, that intimacy that They shared, that They both knew throughout Their lives of the sufferings to come.

5. R. Mary pondered these things and kept them in her heart. Mary's heart was pierced with a sword. Mary is the Mediatrix of all graces. Christ hung on the cross and His Heart was pierced with a lance and there flowed forth blood and water: water for baptism, and blood for the Eucharist. Mary's heart was invisibly pierced with a sword, Mary is the Mediatrix of all graces. Mary carried Jesus in her womb in the first two mysteries of the rosary. In the third mystery Mary supports the Child Jesus with her milk after Jesus is born. Mary is our spiritual Mother - We dwell in Mary's heart. As we go to her, the Holy Spirit forms us more and more in the image of Jesus. Mary is the Mediatrix of all graces.

    On this, October 13th anniversary of the Sixth Apparition at Fatima, let us open our hearts and let our loving Mother come closer and closer to us for it is in her heart, it is in Mary, that loves us with a deepest love, that we will know more the love of the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

6. Song: I Love You Jesus

7. R. Mary appeared to me. Mary calls us to come to her Son. Mary is Our Lady of the Eucharist. Mary wants us to thank God for these great gifts that we are given. Our beloved Mother is calling out to us this day - to come ever closer to the Heart of her Son. The two Hearts: His Heart was pierced with a lance and her heart was pierced with a sword.

8. R. This rosary is a meditation on the lives of Jesus and Mary. The more we meditate on Their lives, the more Their lives will live within us.

9. R. Think of the heart of Mary invisibly pierced with a sword. Think of her holding the Child Jesus in her arms, looking into His eyes so tenderly and think of her standing beneath the cross. Think of Mary so close to Jesus as He hung, watching Him as He hung to His death on the cross.

10. Song: See the Eyes That Look at Mary

 

 

Finding of the Child Jesus in the Temple

R. When Jesus was 12 years old He was taken up to the temple for the Feast of the Passover and Mary and Joseph went ahead and Jesus was left behind.

1. R. Mary's heart was in such sorrowing that the Child Jesus was lost.

2. R. We see the connection in these mysteries of the rosary, the connection between Their Hearts beating within the same body in these first two mysteries. The Child Jesus, receiving His milk from His Mother. We see her carry the child to the temple and after the prophesy of Simeon, she knew in her heart the sufferings to come and she was separated from the Child Jesus.

    At the Holy Spirit Center in Norwood this mystery of the rosary is across from the crucifixion. When she was separated from the Child Jesus, she knew in her heart the sufferings to come. This separation troubled her heart greatly.

3. R. Mary stood under the cross of Jesus, and Mary saw her Son covered with blood. Jesus' head crowned with thorns, Jesus' arms stretched open, His hands and feet nailed to the cross. Mary suffered with her Son. Mary knew the love that He has for each and every soul this day and she watched Him as He gave His life for each and every precious soul.

4. R. I see our blessed Mother over and over and over again in front of me and she calls out a plea to pray as we have never prayed before for the little lost children of this world for she says many are going to hell for their sins and their willfulness. It is so hard to see the blessed Mother before you and to hear her call out and to tell of the souls that will be lost in hell!

5. R. Mary stood beneath the cross of Jesus and Mary saw Him before her eyes. Mary saw Him die. Mary knew in her heart that her little, lost children would go to hell, despite His suffering. Mary is appearing today and calling out, out an urgent plea to pray with our whole hearts, to join this movement to pray for the world, to pray for the priests and religious — those that have been chosen by God to lead the stray sheep back to God! The priests and the Sisters, will lead the souls to Him. We unite in the Shepherds of Christ Movement to pray for the priests and religious the world over. (Mary is so illuminated and alive in the statue.) One priest, with the burning love of Jesus within his heart can lead so many souls to the burning Heart of Jesus. It is in this Movement that we pray for our beloved priests and Sisters and for the Church. (What I am seeing is awesome - the tabernacle is like a flame.) This Movement is Jesus' Movement to lead hearts to the burning Heart of Jesus. (She is so alive and beautiful in the statue.)

Mary: I call out to you my children, this day, to come to the Heart of my Son, Jesus, to unite in deepest union with Him. It is in your union that your prayers will become more and more powerful. We are with you in a special way. You do not know the great gifts that you are being given. Open your hearts and you will be touched deeply with the grace of God. My little children, this day, are suffering and in pain and they do not know my Son Jesus. It is through you that they will know His love. It is through your prayers. Let Jesus live in your hearts. As you are one in your hearts so shall you be in this world. Unite even closer to my Son. Jesus wants to operate in this world through you. The Kingdom of God is at hand. (She is just so beautiful - sing Our Lady of Fatima for peace and unity.)

R. Mary has asked us to pray with all of our hearts, to lift our hearts high, to the Father in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass in the Holy Spirit through her powerful intercession all through the day, to be united with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass throughout the world and to pray for all the children in the world and the souls in purgatory. Mary says many souls will go to hell.

6. Hail Mary
7. Hail Mary
8. Hail Mary
9. Hail Mary

10. Jesus: Let your hearts be soft and supple. The graces I am pouring into your hearts fill you deeply. My little ones unite more and more to the Almighty God.

Song: Hail Holy Queen

 

 

October l4, l995
Jackson, Michigan 

Before the Tabernacle

Sorrowful Mysteries

The Agony in the Garden 

R. Let us focus on our interior life. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within our graced baptized soul. Let us feel the presence of God. Blot everything out around you and go into the interior of the Heart of Jesus. Through the wounds, we are inside of Jesus’ Heart. He is love. We are warmed and saturated by His love. There is nothing to fear, for He is the Almighty God and we are dwelling in His Heart. Let us dwell in the Heart of Jesus. Block out all of the distractions, all of the worries, all of the cares of this world, all of the blockages that keep us from becoming closer to Him and let Him fill us with His abundant love so that, in this rosary, we will unite deeper and deeper in the Heart of Jesus, filled with burning love. 

l. Jesus: My dear ones, Satan is pressing hard on this earth. You are My apostles that I have called into this room this afternoon. My tender ones, My beloved ones, harken to My words here for I am speaking to you. Listen carefully. You must let go and surrender. Let the Father be so close to you. Feel His love in your heart. The more you unite to Me, the deeper your love with your beloved Father. 

2. R. Jesus always complied with the Will of the Father. As we meditate on his life, we will see that all through His life He did the Father’s Will, always - always did the Father’s Will. Help us, dear God, to live in the Father’s Will. That our whole lives are focused and pleasing our beloved Father, for it is in living according to His Will that our peace and joy lie. 

3. R. Many men this day in their foolishness have forgotten God and in their willfulness they move aimlessly about their lives pursuing whatever they wish.  It is in living according to the Father’s Will that we will have peace and joy. We must surrender and let go. Heavenly Father, lead us closer and closer to You, through the Heart of Your Beloved Son,  pierced with a lance on Calvary and in this rosary help us to unite with deepest union with the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Jesus came into the world in Mary's womb. It is in Mary that we will unite deeper and deeper in the Heart of Jesus Christ, her Son. 

4. Song: O burning heart...

R. Agony of agonies. The agony that Jesus suffered in the garden to His Most Sacred Heart for the indifference, the neglect, for the hatefulness, the willfulness, the sinfulness of man this day. God so loved the world that He sent His only begotten Son into this world, that we could join in deeper love with Him and look how men have returned this love to God!  Look at the creatures on the earth this day and the ingratitude that they give to the Almighty God for all the gifts that are given to them! In the garden Jesus suffered so for this ingratitude and indifference. His Heart of burning love flowing over with such deep love for each of His precious souls and look how men have treated our beloved God! 

5. “O burning heart, O love divine, how sweet you are to me.“ 

R. This is the way that God wants us to love Him, that we sing this song all through the day, that our hearts are on fire for love of Him. He comes and He shares with us His Divine Life. Who are we that we share in His Life in baptism. Look at the way He is treated by men this day as they foolishly pursue such idle pursuits, looking for something to feed the starved soul.  On the face of this earth only the love of God will feed the starved soul. How foolish we are in our pursuit, when the Almighty God is present, when He lives in our hearts and is truly present in the Eucharist, buckled over with pain and agony in His Heart - pain that we do not even comprehend, for He saw before Him His entire Passion. All of His sufferings He saw before Him, all the sins of all men, the murder of all the innocent babies in the womb of their mothers, and the sinfulness in this world this day. He is love. He gives us His love. He came that we would be saved, that we love God and love one another. Love is giving.  How He suffered in the garden for our sins! 

6. R. O burning heart, O love divine. Love divine — what we seek on this earth, and God gives to us His Divine love. His Divine Life. And we treat Him so indifferently! 

7. R. Do I know what it is to love someone so deeply and to be rejected? To give and give and give and to love them and be treated with such coldness, or hatred. Jesus came to this earth a little baby in the town of Bethlehem. He came that we would have life, that we would know His love and look how He is treated this day. He is rejected and scorned. He is mocked. Look at the way the people talk about the Virgin Mary! Such great gifts given to man, returned to God with such ingratitude that He sweat blood. His blood fell to the ground. How much agony is that, that the Son of God sweat blood for the love in His Heart for men and the way He is treated by those He loved! 

8. “O Burning Heart, love divine. Love divine, how sweet you are to me. I see the Host, I know you’re here to love and care for me.” 

R. He cries from the tabernacle: “Can you not wait one hour with Me? Can you not come and help make reparation to My Sacred Heart for all these indifferences and ingratitude of men?” Here is God and He is given such ingratitude by His creatures and He remains truly present in His Divinity and humanity in the tabernacle, no less present than the day He walked the earth. He waits and He outpours His abundant life when we come and we visit with Him. He waits for endless hours in the tabernacle and so few come, so few come to Him and pour out their heart and say, “Jesus, I love you, I love you, I love you.” This is what He wants. He longs and thirsts and waits for our love. The devil has created such confusion in this world in our busy lives that we go about every day without time for the Almighty God. Our every breath and heart beat depends on God. Why are we so blind that we cannot see that in one moment He can take our breath from us! Our life depends on Him, yet we treat Him with such indifference. Many so scornfully mock Him and spit on Him. Look how He is treated this day and He is calling out over and over and over again and allowing me to experience some of the sufferings of His Heart. His Heart buckled over in deepest pains in the garden for love of us and He is rejected, rejected by those He gave His life for. 

9. Hail Mary
10. Hail Mary

  

Scourging At The Pillar

R. Think of Jesus. They tied Him to the pillar. His once unblemished body was beaten and torn by His attackers. He is love. This is how He was treated by those he loved. Think of how it is to be treated scornfully by those we love, but think of how it would be to have your flesh torn and to be beaten by those you loved so dearly! 

l. R. They tore His flesh.  I see before me the scourged body of Jesus, covered with such wounds, covered with blood. His beautiful eyes, the eyes of Divine Love, look at me and He says to me, “this is the love that I have for you, that I suffered so, but My greatest agonies were not the agonies that I experienced to My body but those that I suffered to My Heart.” In your mind picture the body of Jesus covered with deep wounds, deep, deep wounds. His skin torn from His body. Stand beside Him as you watch them continually beat the Son of God who is already raw from their scourging. 

2. R. Why do I not see the great love that you have for me, my God? My life an endless search of seeking love and approval and you love me so dearly, so tenderly. I see before me the scourged body of Jesus. This is the love that He has for us. I do not comprehend and I do not take it to my heart and say, Jesus loves me this much. 

3. R. Jesus came into this world a little baby, so lovable. He wants to be loved by us and He wants us to know His love. A capacity to love depends on realizing the love of the Almighty God for us. The more we realize His love for us, the more we will respond with love for Him and for each other. Give us the grace to know you more, our beloved God. How can we love you if we do not know you? We go aimlessly about our lives, so busy for such incidental things, yet our hearts are starving for the love of God, but we do not have time to spend with Him, even a few moments after Communion when He unites with us in such union and imprints on us such knowledge of Himself, but we are busy. How can we be busy when the Almighty God comes and gives Himself to us? How can we love God when we do not know God? How can we know God when we do not have the time to spend with God, to read the Scriptures? How can we know God when our minds are wondering through the Mass - the beautiful Sacrifice of the Mass. Help us God, give us the grace to know and love you more, to not be distracted by Satan and to focus on you. Let us go into the interior of our heart and feel the presence of the Almighty God. God loves us so much. Jesus is truly present here in the Eucharist.

4. R. Let our hearts be bathed with His love. Let us be saturated, deeper and deeper with His life. Let us beg: Dear Father, in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, outpour to us your abundant life, your grace, that we will grow deeper and deeper in our graced life in You for to know You is to want so much more!  

5. R. I see the scourged Body of Jesus. The body that was scourged for me, the body that was scourged for you, the body that was scourged for each and every soul. How can I say I love God and not love my brother when He was scourged at the pillar for my beloved brother? Give us the grace to know more and more Your love to respond more and more in love of others. 

6. Song: O burning Heart... 

7. R. Let our hearts burn with the love of God. Let us put aside all of the barriers that keep us from deeper union with Him. Let us trust Him. The Most Sacred Heart of Jesus. Let us see Him as He stood at the pillar, bound and tied, the Almighty God, that He comes on this earth and He shed His blood for love of us. 

8. R. Dear Holy Spirit, move within us. Give us your gifts that we may partake deeper and deeper in Your Divine love and be filled more and more with Your grace. 

9. Jesus: Tenderly I love you. I come to you with this tender love. My Heart is on fire and I am rejected and ignored. My beloved ones, you are My apostles that I am calling this day. It is through you that I will minister to this world that is sick and in pain. I call and call and call and My words fall on deaf ears. Who listens? Will you listen to this call? Will you come to Me and join ever closer to My Heart? 

l0. Hail Mary

 

The Crowning With Thorns 

R. Let us find such comfort in meditating on the wounds of Jesus. The precious head of our Savior, the Son of God, that was crowned, not with a crown of jewels but with a crown of thorns, pounded deeply into His head and the blood ran down His face, into His eyes and into His ears, His head, covered with blood. 

l. R. Let us see the holy head of Jesus, crowned with thorns and covered with blood.

Jesus: Satan is pressing down on this earth. You are receiving so much mental torment which I am allowing so that you may join ever closer to My Heart. Accept your sufferings. Accept the crosses that I am giving to you this day. It is in the cross that you will have deeper and deeper life in Me. I am Jesus and I call out to you, My beloved ones. Come close to Me. Accept the sufferings with great joy for it is in these sufferings that I will unite deeper and deeper to you. Do you feel  My presence in these sufferings? Do you feel Me in your life?  Do you feel deeper and deeper in your darkest night? Look at your sufferings and gifts given from Me that you will grow deeper and deeper in My life. Surrender, surrender to all that you are given. Quit fighting what I have given to you. I am guarding your every step, your every breath and your heartbeat. I am watching you, My dear ones, with the tenderest, gentlest love. You do not hear, you are bolted to this earth. Release yourselves, know that as you breathe, I am attentive to all your needs. 

2. R. Holy head of Jesus, crowned and pierced with thorns, covered with blood! Why is it that I focus on incidental things when you are so close to me? The head that I see tells me of your immense love for me, that you came to this earth and you gave yourself for love of me! 

3. Song: Crown Him with many crowns... 

4. Song: O burning heart... 

5. R. What do we know of the love of Jesus? If we look at Him, His Body, scourged and covered with wounds, His holy head covered with thorns, will we know more His love is burning love? It is not lip service love. It is not love that is shallow. It is as deep and deeper than the wounds on His Body. The wounds from the nails that went through His hands and His feet. What is the depth of His love? What is the depth of my response to God, for He longs and thirsts for our deep, burning love for Him. Let us pray everyday for the grace to love Him more, to love Him with our whole heart, our whole soul and our whole being. 

6.  R. What are we looking for in this life? We are so foolish. What is life? Life is not life if it is not rooted in Him. God gives us the baby in a womb. God shares His life with us in baptism. God is the source of love and life but many men, this day, have forgotten God. Many men have made this earth their end and one moment God can take our breath away! Life is not life if it is not rooted in Him. 

7. Song: I know your love a little now... 

8. R. Jesus sat on His throne, the King of all Kings, the Son of God. He came to this earth in greatest love for His beloved creatures and they stood around Him. Jesus was crowned with thorns as He sat on the throne and they spit on Him and they mocked Him and they poked at Him and He withstood all of this. His greatest sufferings were not the sufferings He experienced to His Heart but for the ingratitude and the hatred of His beloved creatures. He came to this earth to save these creatures He loved so much. He loved with a burning Heart on fire for love of them. 

9. R. The creatures on this earth - how they have treated God! Let us beg for mercy for my sins and the sins of my brothers. Let us help make reparation to His adorable Heart, surrounded with a crown of thorns, for the way He is treated by His beloved souls that He loves. 

l0. R. I think of how it is when you bleed when you puncture your finger or any part of your body. Jesus was covered with deep, bleeding wounds. His head was covered with blood, impounded with sharp thorns, but these wounds were nothing compared to the wounds in His Heart. 

 

Jesus Carries His Cross

R. Jesus stood and many men condemned Him to death. They shouted out, “Crucify Him, Crucify Him.” The mob! The mob! Jesus, the Almighty God, the Son of God, the God of love - and they cried out in their angry voices, “Crucify Him, Crucify Him”. 

l. Jesus: You will be persecuted this day for My sake, My beloved ones, but in this persecution you will know the fire of My love and the burning embers that are burning deeply within your heart. Accept the sufferings that I am allowing you to experience and you will unite with deeper union with Me. Do not curse the cross. Thank the Almighty God for the gifts that you are given. I love you. I love you. I love you with the deepest love. I love you and I come to you. Do you hear this message of My love? I am God and I am calling out to you. Do not turn a deaf ear. Open up your hearts and listen. I want  to unite in deepest union with your heart and I am here. I am with you. I am alive. I live in your heart. Will you carry a message of My love to the world in your being? My message will go to this world. I live in your heart, My beloved ones. Make your hearts ever pure and let me dwell there. I want to be King and center of your hearts. Surrender, surrender, surrender to the God who gave His life for you.

2. Song: O burning heart, O love divine... 

3. Jesus: I am alive, I am alive. I live in the hearts of men. I am with you this day. Surrender and let go and let me work in your heart. I carried My cross on My back. It dug into My shoulder, deeply and tore the wounds on My shoulder, deeper and deeper, the wounds in My Body. I gave My life for you - will you not come to Me for the love that I want to give to you? 

4. R. Jesus' eyes peered into the eyes of His Beloved Mother. Such intimacy between this Son and His Mother, such a relationship between them! This is the relationship that He wants us to have - a binding force of our heart being joined to His Heart, a burning love. We must let go of the walls that are around our heart and realize that God is calling out for us to come and be so close to Him. 

5. R. Jesus walked the walk to Calvary. He fell to the ground. I see His chin on the ground. How many walks do we walk when we feel that our chin is scraping the ground? The deep sufferings that we endure, but it is in these sufferings that we are brought to greater life in Him. In our darkest night these are the nights that lead to greater union with Him. Bless the Almighty God for all the gifts that He gives to us, for our joys and for our sufferings. Accept those sufferings that He allows us to experience and endure those sufferings for as long as He allows us to carry this cross. 

6. R. Jesus carried the cross. He did not give it up. There was not relief. He carried the cross, covered with wounds and blood, weakened as it became heavier as He walked and He became weaker. Jesus came to show us the way, the truth and the life. Life is not life if it is not rooted in Him. The way is the way of the cross. It is in the cross that we are brought to new life. Our life, a constant dying and rising in Him. Let us expect the struggles that He gives to us this day and beg for the grace to handle it the way He wants us to. 

7. R. As Jesus looked into the eyes of His Beloved Mother, His Mother of love, let us realize that she walks by our side, that she is with us at every moment, that we are not alone, that she is mothering us. It is in her heart, through the Holy Spirit, that we become more and more like Him, that she is our spiritual mother to lead us on our journey to eternity. Feel her presence, so close to us. Think of this: she is with us at every second - every second! We are not alone. Let us focus all through the day to realize the presence of the Almighty God within us and to join with our Lady who walks with us on our journey. 

8. Song: Our Lady of Fatima 

9. R. Jesus fell on His journey three times and our beloved Mother was by His side, always there with Him. Such union between Their Hearts. Let us feel this oneness in our heart with the Almighty God and with our Lady. Let us feel this oneness in our heart here, joined with one another, for as we are one in Him, we are joined in deeper union with each other. We are all created by the Father with a plan - such a plan - that the Father has for us! Each one of us is given such gifts and talents to help in His work. Let us surrender to our beloved Father and live according to His Will for it is there that our peace and our joy lie. 

l0. Hail Mary...

 

Jesus is Crucified and Dies on the Cross 

R. Jesus is the Son of God. See Him as they nail His hands and His feet to the cross, as He stood at the pillar bound — this is the Almighty God!  At any moment He could have stopped anything that they were doing but He endured the suffering for love of us. Our life paid for with the price of His Blood! 

l. R. Jesus' tender and gentle love for us: He spreads his arms and they nail Him to the cross. He hung on the cross for three endless hours. His Body withered, His head crowned with thorns, covered with blood. As we look at the pictures of Jesus hanging on the cross, meditate with our heart, deeply in our heart, on the crucified Body of Jesus. We do not realize the immensity of His love! 

2. R. We know only a little of His love. Let us pray more and more for the grace to know more and more His deep burning love for us. (Hail Mary - three times.) We are dependent on Him. Let us surrender and beg for the grace to know Him more. Let us beg for the Spirit to move within us, to know God more. Let us beg for the grace to unite in the Mass, deeper and deeper and deeper, to make each Mass the best Mass that we have ever attended. Let us beg for the grace that the Almighty God outpours to us and that every word in the Mass, the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, will mean so much to us. The Sacrament of God’s love. We share in the mystery of His love in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. He comes to us. He gives us Himself. As He gave Himself on the cross, He gives Himself to us this day in the Holy Eucharist. 

3. Hail Mary

4. R. How can we be busy when the Almighty God comes and unites with us in such union in the Holy Eucharist and He remains with us for about 20 minutes after communion! We run from the church. How this wounds His aching Heart - that we do not have time to spend with Him! 

5. Jesus: My dear ones, come to Me. Be one with me. I give Myself to you. 

6. Jesus: Gently and tenderly I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you. Will you come to Me? Become so one in Me and tell Me of your love. 

7. R. Jesus gave us His beloved Mother to be by our side, to mother us and to lead us on our journey, to be with Him for ever and ever in heaven, our true home. 

8. Song: At the cross, His station keeping...

R. Mary stands by our side endlessly, taking care of us and protecting us. She is the dearest Mother. As she stood beneath the cross and she watched her Son hang to His death, she walks beside us in all of our struggles, constantly taking us closer and closer to the Heart of her Son, Jesus Christ. Jesus' Heart was pierced with a lance; Mary's heart was invisibly pierced with a sword. It is through His Heart that the sacramental life of the Church was born. A light flows through His Heart and we are fed by His Body and Blood. The light flows through His Heart, through the heart of His Mother, into our heart. Let us go to our Mother Mary for she will lead us to the Heart of her Son.

9. R. Mary stood beneath the cross and she held her Son Jesus in her arms as she once held His little baby body when Simeon prophesied the sufferings to come. Mary held His withered, lifeless body under the cross. The Hearts of greatest love. It is in uniting to these two Hearts that we will unite more and more to the one, triune God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. This is our goal. This is how we will spend all eternity, in union with our beloved God. Let us go to our Mother, Mary and love the Father more, as Mary loved the Father. Love her Son, Jesus, through Mary's heart. Love the Holy Spirit through the heart of Mary. Ask her to lead us closer and closer to the Almighty God. 

l0. Song: I come to you with greatest love...

 

 

October 15, 1995

THERE APPEARED IN THE SKY A WOMAN, MARY

Written at 3:00 a.m. in Jackson, Michigan:

R. I was awakened. I thought, "How can I spread His love to others if I do not have a deep love relationship with Him?"

Jesus: I am calling all present to be My apostles in the Shepherds of Christ Movement, I am working through you to help the hurting world. I will give abundant graces to all to be joined deeply in their love with Me. Many are called, few are chosen. You are called, you are chosen, I am giving you great graces. I love you. I want you in union with Me. You will carry My love to others. How can you tell others about My love if you do not love Me deeply. It is in your deep and burning love with Me you will transmit My messages of love.

R. The Gospel is the Living Word of God. The Gospel messages live in us. What is within will come forth from the mouth of a man. Let our hearts be filled with His love that we may declare the Gospel. Let His Word live in us. Let it be alive in our souls, penetrated with His divine presence, that we sing of His love for all.

The interior life can be life or death, light or darkness, a place of peace or a place of fear. It depends on the heart of the person. We must stay rooted in Him, then we remain saturated with the life of God, the divine life of the Trinity.

Mary told us at Fatima what we must do. The more we totally surrender and give our hearts to Jesus and Mary, the more we grow in holiness. Consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary is the answer. When we give our hearts to Mary, the Holy Spirit works within her heart to make us more and more like Jesus.

Within the heart of Mary, we receive lights from the Holy Spirit to know God. We are formed, the children of light, in the womb of Mary. Christ the firstborn was formed in the womb of Mary. He is the Light of the World. We are formed in the womb of Mary and she brings us forth her children of light. She protects us against the devil. She crushed his head with her heel and we find shelter in her womb.

This is the message of Fatima: that the heart of Mary should be venerated with the Heart of Jesus. We unite more to God as we become one in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. God created us to communicate and share His love with us. The more we become one with Them the more we unite to God and others.

Life flows from His Heart through her heart. She is the Mediatrix of all graces. Under God, all grace flows through her.

God creates creatures in His own image and likeness because of His great love of man. The creatures sin against God. God sends His only begotten Son to make reparation for sin. Jesus is the New Adam. Mary is the New Eve.

"Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars." (Rv. 12:1)

Eve was the physical mother of the human race. It is through Jesus that we relate to the Father. Jesus is our Mediator with the Father. The Father communicates to us through His Son.

Man, today, sins and treats God with such ingratitude and indifference. We are all members of the human race, all brothers in Him, all His creatures. Here is God. He is a Divine Being and He gives to creatures His love, His life, His goodness. Many men turn their backs on God. I want to make some recompense to God for my sins and the sins of my fellow human beings. God is so gravely offended by men.

Jesus gave us His Mother under the cross as our Mother. She is pure, she is immaculate, conceived without sin. When we give our hearts to Mary, we can unite to Jesus in the pure heart of Mary. We are sinners. Of ourselves, we cannot unite in great depth to Him unless we go through Mary's pure and sinless heart.

God has raised Mary to such heights. She is the closest human person to God.

Mary says at Fatima:

"...God wishes to establish in the world devotion to my Immaculate Heart. If what I say to you is done, many souls will be saved and there will be peace. The war will end. But if people do not cease offending God, a worse one will break out during the reign of Pius XI."31

Because not enough people responded to Our Lady of Fatima's request for conversion, the tragedy of World War II did occur.

Through many of her messages at Medjugorje, Our Lady is also calling us to conversion. It is emphatic, such as part of her message of January 25, 1988:

"Dear children, today, again I am calling you to complete conversion...I am inviting you, dear children, to convert fully to God..."32 33

Mary: You must consecrate yourselves, your homes and businesses to the Sacred Heart and to My Immaculate Heart. Souls are going to hell. Pray, convert, be children of the light

R. We must consecrate ourselves, our homes, and our businesses to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Mary showed the three children of Fatima a vision of hell.

You have seen Hell, where the souls of poor sinners go. To save them, God wishes to establish, in the world, devotion to my Immaculate Heart. If people do what I tell you, many souls will be saved and there will be peace.

The war [World War I, then raging] is going to end. But if people do not stop offending God, another and worse one will begin in the reign of Pius XI.34

We need to pray for souls to be converted. We are among the children of the light.

Oneness is being so united to Him, to be one in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, as we partake in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, as we live Their lives in the rosary, as we live the words in the Scriptures, the Living Word of God. There is a oneness in our every breath as our hearts burn for love of Him.

Mary is the Queen of Peace. She wishes to establish peace in the world, and she asks us to help her accomplish this great goal.

She calls us to conversion. "This peace will take place when the human family is at peace with God-when human hearts are united with God, in loving conformity to His will."35

She calls us to conversion by consecrating our hearts to the Sacred Heart and her Immaculate Heart.

The Blessed Mother said to Jacinta:

Tell everybody that God gives graces through the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Tell them to ask graces from her, and that the Heart of Jesus wishes to be venerated together with the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Ask them to plead for peace from the Immaculate Heart of Mary, for the Lord has confided the peace of the world to her.36

The message of Fatima centers in the act of consecration to the Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary.

Say "yes" to consecration. Say "yes" to her grace. Read Scripture. We are children of the light. Conversion is based on consecration to the two Hearts. Fatima outlined what is needed to save mankind. Medjugorje confirmed it, and gives us the details. To consecrate means "to make holy". Only God can make us holy. Baptism seals us with the holiness of God - in Baptism we share in His divine life - our Christ-life.37

Mary's promises for those who make the five first Saturdays: "...I promise to assist at the hour of death with all the graces necessary for salvation all those who, on the first Saturday of five consecutive months, go to Confession and receive Holy Communion, recite five decades of the rosary and keep me company for a quarter of an hour while meditating on the mysteries of the rosary, with the intention of making reparation to me."38

God is faithful to His promise. Mary is faithful to her promises. God listens to prayers through Mary.

Adam and Eve sinned against God. God sent His only begotten Son to save men from their sin.

Our Lady is pleading with the human race to return to God (in the 20th Century): "Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars." (Rv. 12:1)

Mary: I am calling you to conversion. I am the Queen of Peace.

R. At Fatima, there occurred the great miracle of the sun. Mary is Our Lady of Light. We are among the children of the light fixed in Him. She is leading us to our final destination, which is heaven. She is the highest human person. She is the human person closest to God. She was given the role as our Mother under the cross. She is Queen of Heaven and Queen of Earth. She is given by her Son the title, 'Queen of Peace'. All graces flow through her Immaculate Heart.

All the power is in God. At Fatima, the sun came down to the people as if it would destroy them. I see the sun, its power is blinding. The sun is the light to this earth. Even if the sun ceases to shine, we will not fear for we know God is almighty and He lives in us when we are in the state of grace.

He gives us the Holy Eucharist. Its power is greater than the sun - it is the Almighty God. Man, in his blindness, ignores the signs given.

The devil tempted Eve, and she yielded. He tricked her. The devil, this day, is tricking men into alienating themselves from God. The devil tells us this day we do not need God.

God is a Supreme Being. He, in His goodness and love, gives us life. He gives us great gifts.

We have a fallen human nature. At times, we give in to the temptations of the evil one.

The Father sent His only begotten Son into this world to make reparation for the sin.

Eve is the physical mother of the human race.

She and Adam sinned. This sin is passed down to us from Adam and Eve.

It is in Baptism we receive a sharing in His divine life. Original sin, passed down from Adam and Eve, is taken away. We still have in part a fallen nature.

Man, this day, is greatly offending God. Mary, our spiritual Mother, the New Eve, is appearing and telling us to amend our life. "Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars." (Rv. 12:1)

She is the Lady of Light. We are among the children of light. If we stay fixed to God and walk with our heavenly Mother, we will help light up this dark world. She is constantly bringing forth her children. If we stay within her spiritual womb or heart, she will protect us. The moon is beneath her feet. The darkness is beneath her. She crushes the head of the serpent. We are her apostles of light that she is sending into the world.

The great miracle at Fatima involved the sun. Jesus comes into this world and gives Himself for sinful men. He is all-powerful. He remains with us in the Holy Eucharist. I can see the sun and see the power and how blinding it is. In the miracle of the sun, the people were permitted to look at the sun and watch it spin for God can filter out the blinding light. He gives Himself to us in the consecrated Host. He has filtered out the blinding lights. If He showed us Himself, we would fall on our face, we could not stand the light, but He comes under the appearance of bread and wine.

At Fatima, the sun then came crashing at the earth and all feared, but it stopped. The Almighty God, the God of love and goodness, in His goodness and love, created man to share His love. His love was complete and perfect in Himself but He wanted to communicate this love to us and created us in His own image and likeness to share His love.

Adam and Eve, in their willfulness and greed, sinned against God. Jesus Christ comes to save men from their sins. He is the sacrifice given to the Father for sin.

It is through His pierced Heart, pierced with a lance, that all life and mercy flows.

The sacrifice of Calvary is sacramentally made present at every Mass. Man, this day, is offending God. God, the Supreme Being, gives to us His goodness and love, and we offend Him with our sins. We treat Him with indifference and neglect!

We are all brothers, all creatures of God, with offenses against God. Mary appears and tells us how offended God is by the sins of man. Mary is the New Eve. She is our spiritual Mother given to us under the cross of Christ.

From the prophesy of Simeon, we know her heart, too, was invisibly pierced by a sword. Life flows from the pierced Heart of our beloved Savior, that died on the cross, and flows through the heart of His beloved Mother, invisibly pierced with a sword. She is the Mediatrix of all graces. The Father chose her to be the way that His Son entered the world. He came in the womb of Mary. He received His life in her womb. It is in Mary, this day, that we receive His life. It is through Mary that we are drawn closer to the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

God communicates His love to man through the person, Jesus Christ. It is through His pierced Heart that our life flows. It is through Mary, the Mediatrix of all graces that we receive this life. She appears to tell us to make reparation to her Immaculate Heart.

Mary appears to tell us to help make reparation to her Immaculate Heart and Jesus' Sacred Heart.

  

  

October l5, l995
St. Joseph’s - Jackson, Michigan 

Before the tabernacle

Glorious Mysteries 

The Resurrection 

l.  R. Let us put ourselves in the presence of the Almighty God and realize that Jesus Christ, the Son of God, is present in this room with us in His Divinity and humanity, the same as when Mary carried Him in her womb, the same as when He walked this earth, that He is here and with us this day. Let us feel within our hearts such joy at the presence of the Almighty God. 

2. R. Let us lift our hearts to the Almighty God and each one of us put aside the separateness that we feel with one and another and ask God for the grace to unite in one heart, in this place, in this rosary, as we pray together the petitions mentioned and give honor and glory to God and help make reparation to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary for the sins of men. 

3. R. Let us put aside all of the distractions in our heart, all of the thoughts of all of the problems that we have brought with us and let us focus entirely on the resurrected body of Jesus. Let us see Him, adorned in white, with His glorified wounds, dazzling white, as He comes forth from the tomb on the third day, as He rises victorious. 

4. R. Let us have a picture before us of Jesus as He hung on the cross, His arms outstretched, His body covered with blood and His head crowned with thorns, the wounds in His hands and His feet. Next to this picture of the crucified body of Jesus, let us see the body of the risen Lord with His glorified wounds, dazzling in white. 

5. R. Death has no power over Jesus. We see Him as He comes forth from the tomb on the third day. Think of the mystery that Jesus died on the cross and He rose to new life on the third day! He died that we would have life and have it abundantly. 

6. R. Meditate on the mysteries of the rosary, on the lives of Jesus and Mary. Let us meditate on these lives. We live the life, death and resurrection in our lives, dying and rising in our lives in Him.

7. R. We struggle as we walk our way and we suffer. We look at Jesus as He struggled, as He walked His way through the Passion and then we see Him on the third day as He rose victorious to new life. This is how our life is. He allows us to go through sufferings each day, sometimes there are many sufferings in the day, even enormous sufferings. It is in these sufferings that we are brought to new life in Him. Constantly, we are living this Pascal Mysteries in our lives - death and resurrection. We struggle and sometimes we feel as if we are flat on the ground, but after the struggle and the suffering, we receive such abundant life in Him.

Look back over your life to the darkest moments that you have experienced — the night when you were suffering so badly and it felt like God was so far away, but you stayed so close to Him and at the end of the struggle you felt the new life as it came into your heart. As we knew Him deeper and deeper through that dark night, the light of our life came into our hearts and entered our soul and we see the Pascal Mystery of death and resurrection. He walked the walk on the way to Calvary. He was hung on the cross and on the third day He rose victorious. He came to give us life, to share His life with us. Through His Passion and death, we partake in His life in the Resurrection. 

8. Jesus: My dear ones, I am allowing you this day to suffer many trials for the days ahead will be dark and hard. In these struggles that you experience you will know deeper and deeper life in Me. Do not give up the struggles. Accept all of the sufferings that I am giving to you. Accept the sufferings as great gifts that I give to you for it is in your struggles that you will know Me more and more. In your life, which is a constant journey, constantly dying and rising in Me. Your goal is to be united deeper and deeper in the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Surrender to all of the sufferings that you are experiencing at this moment and come to My Heart. Come to Me I will give you abundant life. 

9. R. Jesus walked with the disciples on the way to Emmaus and He accounted for them the Scriptures that pertained to Him from Moses and the early prophets. When He arrived at Emmaus, He broke bread and they recognized Him and they said, “Were not our hearts burning within us when He accounted for us the Scriptures!”

Today - the more we are saturated with His life, the more we know Him, the more we partake in His Divine Mysteries, the more our hearts burn with the love of God for His love is not dry and inactive but His love is vibrant and burning.

I see Him as He hung on the cross, covered with blood, His head crowned with thorns - this is the love that He has for us, that He came to this earth, the Son of God, that He gave Himself and hung on the cross for three agonizing hours, that we would have life and share in His life abundantly. 

Dear Father, we beg of you to outpour the graces to us that we may share deeper and deeper in this Divine Life, in this Divine Love. Let us be saturated with His life so that every word that is spoken in the Mass, every word in the Scriptures, the Eucharistic sacrifice, all the great gifts that we have been given, will have such great meaning in our lives as we partake deeper and deeper in Your Divine Life. 

Song: I Know Your Love A Little Now 

l0. R. God gives us such gifts. He shares with us His Divine life and His Divine love and look how He is treated this day with such indifference and such ungratefulness from His creatures! Who are we that God gives Himself to us and we treat Him this way? Let us help make reparation to His adorable Heart for our offenses committed by us and other men this day and let us beg Him for His mercy for ourselves and for the sins of our brothers.

 

Ascension 

l. R. Before Jesus ascended into Heaven He gave the apostles the power to baptize and forgive sins. It is through Baptism that we share in His Divine life. 

2. R. We go through our lives each day growing deeper and deeper in His life in us. We are preparing for eternity when we want to be united with Him forever and ever. 

3. R. Think of the mystery that Jesus rose from the dead and the mystery that He raised His arms and He ascended into Heaven! 

4. R. These are truly the glorious mysteries. 

5. R. Jesus took them out to the town of Bethany. He raised His arms and ascended into Heaven and the apostles were awestruck as they looked from the field below to see their beloved Jesus go into the sky. 

6. R. They were filled with fear to see Him go. They were filled with such immense insight for they knew Jesus, they walked with Jesus, they saw Jesus die on the cross and they saw Him after the Resurrection, and now their beloved Jesus ascended into Heaven. 

7. R. BUT, He remains with us this day and I hear Him call out, “I Am Alive, I Am Alive, I Am Alive. He is alive. When we are baptized and remain in the state of grace the Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within our graced baptized soul.

8. R. What have we to fear when the Almighty God dwells within our graced baptized soul? If the wind blows and the rains come, if the sun ceases to shine, if the earth rocks, we know that the Almighty God is present within our graced baptized soul. What have we to fear for He is all powerful! Who are we that God loves us so much that He sent His only begotten Son into this world and that He lived and walked this earth, that He suffered and died and that He rose and that we receive this sharing in His Divine life, for He wants us to love Him so intimately in our hearts. 

9. R. God loves us so. He raises us to such dignity. God, the Father, created us in His own image and likeness and He remains with us and dwells in our graced baptized soul. If we knew even a little bit the immensity of His love for us, we would not fear. If we felt this presence deep within us and felt His love, we would not fear. Let us focus here for a moment on the presence of the Almighty God within our graced baptized soul. Oh what awe! That God dwells in us. 

l0. R. Jesus gives to us a sharing in His life in baptism. He shares with us His Divine life. We are human. In Baptism we are incorporated into Christ. We are raised to such heights in Him. It is through the pierced Heart of Jesus that the sacramental life of the church was born. What came forth from His pierced Heart was blood and water. Water for Baptism, and blood, for the Eucharist, whereby we are fed by His Body and Blood. Jesus came to this earth. God gives us a sharing in His life in baptism. Jesus feeds this life with Himself in the Eucharist. Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist in His Divinity and humanity. I hear Him call out “I am Alive, I am Alive, I am Alive.”  

Song: I Am the Bread of Life 

 

Descent of the Holy Spirit upon the Apostles and the Blessed Virgin Mary

l. R. The apostles and the Blessed Mother, were gathered in the upper room and there was a gigantic-like wind and there appeared over their heads parted tongues of fire and they were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in foreign tongues as He prompted them to speak.

2. R. We see the apostles. We see Peter, afraid because he had denied Jesus. We see how the apostles were and then the Holy Spirit descended upon them and they were transformed from fear to fearlessness. 

3. R. In all of their weaknesses, Jesus left the apostles behind to carry out the work that He had begun. Peter was chosen by God to be vicar of His Church. 

4. R. Jesus gave His Blessed Mother to us - our Mother is the Mother of the Church. 

5. R. Jesus no longer walks this earth. Will we carry out His life, death, and resurrection in our lives? This is our mission, from Baptism, to carry the Good News to the world. 

6. R. It is in these Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary that He is pouring out to us abundant graces to grow deeper and deeper in our union with Him. This is a special gift that He has given to us this day. Let us open our hearts and receive the graces that He is giving to us to unite closer to Him. 

7. R. Let us pray to the Holy Spirit to receive the fire of God’s love within our hearts - to feel this burning love of the Heart of Jesus. Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts with the fire of God’s love that we, too, will be transformed from fear to fearlessness, that we will have the courage to go out and to say to this world, “Jesus is Lord”, “Jesus is alive”, “I love Jesus”, “Jesus is my best friend” - Jesus, Jesus, Jesus! Let us talk to one another about Jesus and let us not be afraid of the influences that have infiltrated this world in so many circles where God is not spoken about, in schools, in public. We go to Jesus and we sit before Him in the tabernacle and He outpours His grace to us and we go out to our workplaces and we are afraid to tell the hungry souls about Jesus! 

8. Song: Come Holy Ghost 

9. Jesus: My Beloved ones, I call you to mission. I call you to unite in deepest union with My Heart. Many are called but few are chosen. I have chosen you and called you here to unite in this deep union, to go out to this world and to spread the love of My Most Sacred Heart. I am alive, I am alive, I am alive and I live in the hearts of men. Let My life penetrate your soul. Open wide your hearts. My love is burning and on fire. I ask you to come to Me and to share this love and to feel this love burning within you for Me. I ask you to come to Me and to share this love and to feel this burning within you and to tell Me of your burning love for Me. I am Jesus. See before you My body as it hung on the cross - this is the love that I have for you this day. I am alive, I am alive, I am alive. 

l0. R. The Holy Spirit descended upon them and within their hearts they felt the vibrancy and the life of the Almighty God within. Who are we that God, the Father, loves this world that He sent His Son into this world to give us His life and He is treated with such indifference and ingratitude by His creatures. Let us help make reparation to God for the sins of men.

Jesus: I am alive, I am alive, I am alive.

 

The Assumption

1. Excerpts from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

Before receiving the six apparitions of Our Lady, May through October of 1917, the three Fatima visionaries were visited by an angel on three different occasions during the preceding year. He appeared to them in the spring, summer, and fall.

2. Excerpts from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

Lucia (now Sr. Lucia) describes the springtime apparition of the angel:

"My God, I believe, I adore, I hope and I love You! I ask pardon of You for those who do not believe, do not adore, do not hope and do not love You."

Then, rising he said: "Pray thus. The Hearts of Jesus and Mary are attentive to the voice of your supplications."

His words engraved themselves so deeply on our minds that we could never forget them (3)

3. Louis Kondar, SVD, editor, Fatima in Lucia's Own Words (Fatima: Postulation Center, 1976), p.62. Distributed in the U.S.A. by the Ravengate Press, Cambridge, MA.
 

3. Excerpts from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

During the summer of 1916, the angel again appeared to the three visionaries. He said to them:

Pray! Pray a great deal. The Hearts of Jesus and Mary have merciful designs on you. Offer prayers and sacrifices continually to the Most High. Make everything you do a sacrifice, and offer it as an act of reparation for the sins by which God is offended, and as a petition for the conversion of sinners. Bring peace to our country in this way.... I am the Guardian Angel of Portugal Accept and bear with submission all the sufferings the Lord will send you. (4)

4. Our Lady's Peace Plan, op cit., pp.1-2.
 

4. Excerpts from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

In the fall of the same year, the angel visited the visionaries a final time:

The angel came...bearing a golden chalice in one hand and a Host above it in the other. The amazed children noticed that drops of blood were falling from the Host into the chalice. Presently, the angel left both suspended in mid-air and prostrated himself on the ground, saying this beautiful prayer: "Most Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, I adore You profoundly. I offer You the most precious Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity of Jesus Christ, present in all tabernacles of the world, in reparation for the outrages, sacrileges, and indifference by which He is offended. By the infinite merits of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and [the intercession of] the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I beg of Thee the conversion of poor sinners." (5)

5. Our Lady's Peace Plan, op cit., p.2 (The words in brackets are my own-added for clarification).
 

5. Excerpts from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

Sr. Lucia relates how the angel gave them Communion:

Then, rising, he took the chalice and the Host in his hand. He gave the Sacred Host to me and shared the Blood from the chalice between Jacinta and Francisco, saying as he did so:

"Take and drink the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ, horribly outraged by ungrateful men! Make reparation for their crimes and console your God." (6)

6. Fatima in Lucia's Own Words, op cit., pp.64-65.

 

6. Excerpts from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

    Reflecting upon these messages of the angel, we see how much they contain for our spiritual instruction.


7. Hail Mary
8. Hail Mary
9. Hail Mary
10. Hail Mary

 

The Coronation

1. Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

    From the apparitions of Our Lady at Fatima. Mary appeared 6 times. She told the 3 children this on May 13, 1917.

May 13, 1917 

    "Do not be afraid, I will do you no harm..... I am from Heaven.

    "I have come to ask you to come here for six months in succession, on the 13th day, at the same hour. Later on, I will tell you who I am and what I want

    "Are you willing to offer yourselves to God and bear all the sufferings He wills to send you, as an act of reparation for the sins by which He is offended, and in supplication for the conversion of sinners?

    "Pray the Rosary every day in order to obtain peace for the world, and the end of the war." (8)

8. Frere Michael de la Trinite', The Whole Truth about Fatima  (Buffalo: Immaculate Heart Publications, 1989), pp.112-114.
 

2. Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

    From the apparitions of Our Lady at Fatima. On June 13, 1917 Our Lady told the 3 children:

June 13, 1917

    "God wishes you to remain in the world for some time because He wants to use you to establish in the world the devotion to my Immaculate Heart. I promise salvation to those who embrace it, and their souls will be loved by God as flowers placed by myself to adorn His throne." (10)

10. For background material on Fatima, I am particularly indebted to Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven (Rockford: TAN Books and Publishers, Inc., 1983). p.3.
 

3. Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

From the apparitions of Our Lady at Fatima. On July 13, 1917 the Lady told the 3 children:

July 13, 1917

    "During her appearance in July, Our Lady, in answer to Lucia's plea, promised that in October she would work a great miracle so that all might believe and know who she was. Again, the Mother of God told the children to sacrifice themselves for sinners and to say many times, especially when making a sacrifice, this prayer: "O my Jesus, I offer this for love of Thee, for the conversion of poor sinners, and in reparation for all the sins committed against the Immaculate Heart of Mary." (11)

 11. For background material on Fatima, I am particularly indebted to Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven (Rockford: TAN Books and Publishers, Inc., 1983). pp.3-4.
 

4. Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

From the apparitions of Our Lady at Fatima. On July 13, 1917 the Lady told the 3 children:

July 13, 1917

    "During this same July apparition, Mary showed the three children a vision of Hell. She told them:

    "You have seen Hell, where the souls of poor sinners go. To save them, God wishes to establish, in the world, devotion to my Immaculate Heart. If people do what I tell you, many souls will be saved and there will be peace.

    "The war (World War I, then raging) is going to end. But if people do not stop offending God, another and worse one will begin in the reign of Pius XI. When you shall see a night illuminated by an unknown light [January 2, 1938], know that this is the great sign that God gives you that He is going to punish the world for its many crimes by means of war, hunger, and persecution of the Church and the Holy Father. (12)

    "To prevent this, I shall come to ask for the consecration of Russia to my Immaculate Heart and the Communion of Reparation on the five first Saturdays. If my requests are granted, Russia will be converted and there will be peace. If not, she will scatter her errors throughout the world, provoking wars and persecutions of the Church. The good will be martyred, the Holy Father will have much to suffer, and various nations will be destroyed....

    "But in the end, my Immaculate Heart will triumph, the Holy Father will consecrate Russia to me, Russia will be converted, and a certain period of peace will be granted to the world." (13)

12. For background material on Fatima, I am particularly indebted to  Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven (Rockford: TAN Books and Publishers, Inc., 1983). pp.4-5.
13. Ibid., p.5.
 

5. Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

From the apparitions of Our Lady at Fatima. She did not appear in August for they had jailed the children — She then appeared August 19, 1917

August 19, 1917

    She told them she was greatly displeased by the action of the mayor. As a result, the miracle promised for October would not be as impressive as originally planned. (15)

15. Our Lady's Peace Plan, op cit., p.6.
 

6. Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

From the apparitions of Our Lady at Fatima.

September 13, 1917

    More than 30,000 people were present in September, and saw a shower of mysterious white petals fall to within 10 feet of the ground before dissolving into the air. Many also saw the globe of light bearing the Lady come to rest atop the tree, and the branches bend as though someone were standing on them. Later, they saw the cloud depart into the east, from whence it had come.(16)

16. Our Lady's Peace Plan, op cit., p.6.
 

7. Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

From the apparitions of Our Lady at Fatima. On October 13, 1917 the Lady told the 3 children:

            October 13, 1917

                In her message that day, Our Blessed Mother told the children:

    I am the Lady of the Rosary. I have come to warn the faithful to amend their lives and to ask pardon for their sins. They must not offend Our Lord any more, for He is already too grievously offended by the sins of men. People must say the Rosary. Let them continue saying it every day.(17)

17. For background material on Fatima, I am particularly indebted to Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven (Rockford: TAN Books and Publishers, Inc., 1983). p.7.

8. Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

From the apparitions of Our Lady at Fatima.

October 13, 1917

    While the people in attendance were beholding the great Miracle of the Sun, the three young visionaries, and they alone, were privileged to see striking visions in the heavens:

    As Our Lady had promised, St. Joseph had come with the Holy Family and had blessed the world. Then, Our Lady appeared as the Mother of Sorrows, accompanied by her Divine Son, Who also blessed the world. Finally, Lucy had seen the Blessed Virgin, dressed in the brown robes of Our Lady of Mount Carmel, crowned as Queen of Heaven and Earth, holding a brown Scapular in her hand, with her infant Son upon her knee. However, in none of these visions had any of the figures spoken to the children. (18)

16. Our Lady's Peace Plan, op cit., p.8.
 

9. Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.   

From the apparitions of Our Lady at Fatima.

    Besides the messages associated with the major Fatima apparitions, there were other revelations given by Our Lady. Before Jacinta died, she told of other messages given her (during her illness) by Mary:

    More souls go to Hell because of sins of the flesh than for any other reason.

    Certain fashions will be introduced that will offend Our Lord very much.

    Many marriages are not good; they do not please Our Lord and are not of God.

    Priests must be pure, very pure. They should not busy themselves with anything except what concerns the Church and souls. The disobedience of priests, to their superiors and to the Holy Father, is very displeasing to Our Lord.

    I can no longer restrain the hand of my Divine Son from striking the world with just punishments for its many crimes.

    If the government of a country leaves the Church in peace and gives liberty to our Holy Religion, it will be blessed by God.

    Tell everybody that God gives graces through the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Tell them to ask grace from her, and that the Heart of Jesus wishes to be venerated together with the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Ask them to plead for peace from the Immaculate Heart of Mary, for the Lord has confided the peace of the world to her. (19)


NOTES:

19. Our Lady's Peace Plan, op cit., pp.9-10.
 

10. Hail Mary

 

 

October l5, l995

St. Joseph’s Children’s Home
Jackson, Michigan 

Note:

— Rita read from Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorje, by Fr. Carter.
— Mary is calling out to us to come to her Immaculate Heart to help make reparation for our sins, and to draw us closer to God.
— October l3th - Mary appeared as Our Lady of the Rosary
— May l3th - pray a rosary every day
— Promises of Fatima and the 5 First Saturdays

— Shepherds of Christ Movement: This movement was started by Fr. Carter and I am the co-founder and we have prayer chapters all over the U.S. with people praying for the priests and the religious of the world, and consecrating their hearts to Jesus and Mary. 

Song: Our Lady of Fatima

Petition and Prayer:
— We pray to the Father in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass in the Holy Spirit and we ask Jesus and Mary to be with us in a very special way, to pray with us. We ask all the angels and saints and the souls in Purgatory to pray with us. We pray for priests and religious the world over. We pray for the success of the Priestly newsletter, the prayer chapters in the Shepherds of Christ Movement and we pray for every person here that they will hear the messages that Jesus and Mary want them to hear and that they will be drawn closer in their heart to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

We pray for our families and for our friends and all those who have asked us to pray for them. At this moment you can mention all your petitions.

We pray for children the world over, for all the souls in Purgatory, for the spread of these messages to this world and with this rosary we bind the hearts of our children and grandchildren to the Immaculate Heart of Mary.

Song: Come Holy Ghost

 

October l5, l995 - Jackson, Michigan

Joined in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary

Note: Rita talked to the group, telling them about materials that were available.

She read from Fr. Carter’s book.

She explained about the Handbook for the Shepherds of Christ Movement, and suggested, even if only 3 people could attend, say the prayers once a week at least - Jesus will send people - it is not numbers (Mother Teresa is one person).  Everyone has a special calling - we make up the threads in the tapestry.

Rita talked about the Nursing Home Ministry - see Gerald and Donna.

Rita talked about the Jr. Shepherds of Christ and Cathy, Joe, Emily and Nick talked.

Rita’s Prayer: I pray you are joined with the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and that you join ever closer to Jesus and that at every Mass that you know more and more the fire of God’s love and that every word at the Mass sings in your head and from this message that you will go out to this world. In your circles you will be filled with the fire of God’s love from the Holy Spirit, to spread the message of His love to this world for we, indeed, are greatly gifted by Him and I am just so thankful for all of you, that you have answered His call to come here.

Song: Teach Me to Love You

 

 

 

October 16, 1995

A HOLY PRIEST AT MASS

Written on the Feast Day of St. Margaret Mary, after Communion:

R. All through the Mass, I realized the need to beg God for His mercy for my sins and the sins of all. How God is offended by our sins! I realized, after Communion, I am a little creature and He is God, and He gives Himself to me. In this moment, I want to relish each and every precious second that I am united to Him. My heart burns for love of Him.

I hear the song, "...I scarce can breathe when You come into me." and sing, "Oh Burning Heart, Oh Love divine, how dear You are to me. I see the Host, I know You're here to love and care for me."

Jesus and Mary want the priests to be holy. I feel the holiness of the priest, and it increases my union with Jesus for his reverence and holiness and oneness with Jesus is transmitted to me as he celebrates the Mass.

It is a power I feel in the offering of the sacrifice of Jesus to the Father. I feel His presence at the Mass, especially when a holy priest is officiating.

 

 

October 17, 1995

I AM CRUCIFIED WITH HIM

R. God gave His Son as a sacrifice to make reparation for sin. We unite in this Holy Sacrifice, the most pleasing sacrifice to the Father. I become one with Jesus. I am crucified with Him. I offer myself as a sacrifice to the Father for my sins and the sins of the whole world.

The Holy Sacrifice of the Mass goes on to make reparation to the Father for the sins of ungrateful men. We unite in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, all over the world, at every moment, to make reparation for the sins going on all over the world.

I become one in Him; He becomes one in me, and we unite and offer to the Father this Holy Sacrifice.

Jesus: I am the vine, you are the branches. He who lives in Me will bear much fruit. You unite in deepest union with Me in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. I outpour to you My grace. I give you mercy. Men are ungrateful to Me. You join in My Heart, in deepest love in the Eucharist, you are fed with My Body and Blood. You carry My love to others. You unite in deepest union with God, you become one in Me. You will spread My message of love to this world.

R. I keep realizing that I am such a little speck and so sinful and so unworthy. I am nothing without Him. I see myself uniting to God, and I am awe struck at His goodness and His love. I am laid waste by His abundant blessings to me.

 

 

October 17, 1995

THE BLASPHEMIES TO MARY

R. Let me die in Christ. He was crucified. Let me offer myself as a sacrifice in the Mass with Him that I will rise to new life in Him. Through Him, With Him, and In Him.

All graces flow through Mary's heart. She is the Mediatrix for all grace. We must venerate her Immaculate Heart. She is the highest human person. She was created immaculate. He gives us a model to follow, one without sin. He raises her to such heights. She is His Mother.

By venerating her Immaculate Heart, we are recognizing the goodness of God, His love for His creatures and the heights to which He raises men. He raised Mary, a creature, to the Motherhood of God.

This shows us the dignity and honor He gives to men - He made Mary, a human person, the Mother of Jesus! He makes Mary the Mother of all men. He makes Mary the Mediatrix of all graces.

We are denying our own importance to God when we deny the fact that Mary was conceived without original sin. She is a human person. He so loved man that He created her spotless. Eve was without sin - Eve sinned; Mary is conceived immaculate - she is sinless - the new Eve.

The first blasphemy is against her Immaculate Conception. Mary's heart is pure, sinless. It is in her sinless heart, we can dwell deeply in His Heart. The devil has waged a war against Mary for he knows Mary is the gatekeeper of the Heart of Christ.

The second blasphemy:

Mary did not unite with a creature, she is the spouse of the Holy Spirit.

It is in this act, between Divinity and humanity, that the Son of God is born.

She is the spouse of the Holy Spirit. She is betrothed to Him.

The third blasphemy is against her as Mother of God. It is by loving through Mary's pure heart that we give great love to God. We want to love Him so much, in her pure heart, we love through her Immaculate Heart. We are sinners. She is sinless.

I understand her role as Mediatrix of all graces. He loves creatures so much He chooses Mary, a human person, to be the Mother of Jesus. She is the Mediatrix of all His graces.

To not recognize this is to not recognize the great dignity to which He has raised His creatures that He has chosen Mary to be the Mother of God. She is the Mediatrix of all graces. (We are not recognizing our own dignity if we do not recognize that Mary is given this great gift from God. This is how God loves His creatures).

God raises man to such heights that He creates him in His own image and likeness. Adam sinned against God; God is faithful to His promises. God sends a Redeemer to save man from their sins.

God enters the world in a human creature, Mary. By denying the Immaculate Heart of Mary, we are denying our own dignity and honor. God wishes us to venerate and make reparation to her Immaculate Heart - to do so is to see the great dignity and honor and love God has for His creatures.

She is the highest human person. She is the New Eve. She is conceived without original sin. She is a virgin, espoused to the Holy Spirit. She is the Mother of God. Her heart is invisibly pierced with a sword. She walks the Passion with our Lord.

To know Mary, to love her, to see her great dignity and honor, is to know His love for His creatures, to know more His love for us.

To hate Mary is to not recognize God's great love for us.

She is the highest, created, human person. She is our model. She is Mary, Immaculate, Mother of the human race. She is a human person and He raises her to all these heights. People who do not honor Mary do not understand the greatness which God has given to His beloved creatures. We miss the love God has for us.

It is to miss our own dignity and honor. He makes her the Mediatrix of all graces-all life flows through her. Man is united to God in her womb. Oh, holy, holy womb of Mary. Mary, Immaculate, conceived without sin, virgin, betrothed to the Holy Spirit.

It is the work of the devil to blaspheme Mary in her Immaculate Conception, virginity, and against her as Mother of God.

When I understand the great love God has for Mary, the great dignity and honor He gives to Mary, I understand more fully His great love for me. Mary is the highest human person. In recognizing Mary in her specialness to God, I recognize His specialness for me.

There are five blasphemies against Mary. They are against her Immaculate Conception, against her virginity, against her as the Mother of God, against her images and statues, against her as mother of her children. Some little children are taught ugly things about their heavenly Mother. Some little children are taught to hate her.

The rosary is the story of the love of God for His creatures. His love is perfectly communicated in the Persons of the Trinity. He wishes to share His love and goodness with man.

In giving such great dignity to Mary, God adds to the dignity of each of us. The devil has tried to divide men from their Mother. Some priests and religious do not honor Mary. Some members of the Church do not honor Mary. Not to honor Mary is not to properly recognize our own dignity. We do not recognize the heights to which God raises His creatures. She is the model. He gives to her the role as Mediatrix of all graces - as co-redemptrix, she shares in Jesus' role. She is so united to her Son.

The message of Fatima says this: God wishes the Immaculate Heart of Mary to be venerated next to His Sacred Heart. We must venerate her heart next to His. Her heart is so closely joined to His. Her heart is immaculate. She was conceived without sin. She is a virgin. All are to recognize the close union Jesus wants with His creatures. He came into this world with a Heart of deepest love. This is how God loved this world. Jesus' Heart is a symbol of this love. His Heart was formed in the womb of Mary. Jesus wants His Heart venerated with the heart of Mary. In this way, He shows His intense love for us, His creatures. He raises us to such heights. He is so closely linked with the highest human person. He wants His Heart venerated with His Mother's heart. His Mother's heart is the key to His Heart. This is our little heaven on earth. How could sinful men enter the Heart of Christ? We go to the heart of Mary, she is the sinless one. We give ourselves completely to her that we will be able to go to the deepest chamber of His Heart. Her heart is sinless.

To me, the message of Fatima is this: Here is God - Here is Man. God, in His goodness and love, creates man, and man sins against God. God so loves His creatures He comes into the world, His Heart formed in the womb of a creature.

Mary is the highest human person. To not recognize Mary, her Immaculate Heart, and the fact that she is a virgin, espoused to the Holy Spirit, is to miss a big link between God and His creatures. We cannot go deeply into His Heart unless we go through the sinless one, Mary. He made her a human person entirely sinless and pure. Divinity unites to humanity in the heart of Mary.

He wishes His Heart to be venerated next to hers because of His great love for us. To not recognize Mary is to miss our own dignity and honor and the love He has for us. We were created to know, love, and serve God. We are creatures - He is God.

Heaven is a gift given to us from the Supreme Being, God. We must realize that if we go to heaven it is because of His great love for us.

To not recognize Mary, her Immaculate Heart, the virgin birth, Mary as Mother of God, is to have pride in our hearts. We are creatures, He is our Creator. It is to not see the connection between God and man. Divinity is joined to humanity. God, the Son of God, becomes man. His Divinity is joined to our humanity in the Incarnation. She is the Mother of God!

She is a virgin (espoused to the Holy Spirit), and she is immaculate - conceived without sin.

God has entrusted to Mary the peace of the world. Mary appears at Fatima and tells us her peace plan. It is centered in 1. consecrating our hearts to Jesus and Mary, 2. the rosary, 3. first Saturday devotion, 4. making reparation to Their Hearts. If what Mary has asked for is observed, we will have peace. If she is ignored, we will not have peace.

In reparation, we give ourselves as a holy sacrifice at the Mass. We unite at Holy Communion in the deepest union with God and tell Him we want to help make reparation to His adorable Heart. This is a most pleasing offering to the Father. We want to help make reparation for the blasphemies against her heart. Whether the world has war or peace depends on Mary's peace plan.

In the Shepherds of Christ Movement, we are telling people about consecrating their hearts to Jesus and Mary. If enough people give their hearts to Jesus and Mary, we will have peace. Their hearts, then, will be hearts of love and will respond in love to all difficulties and turn to God. If most people do not respond to Mary's plan and remain bitter and hateful in their hearts, we will have war. The heart determines our actions. Hearts consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary are hearts of love. Hearts that are filled with bitterness and hatred will respond with hate and start wars.

It is a great gift to be called to be an apostle in the Shepherds of Christ Movement and spread His love to the world.

Mary said that until a sufficient number have consecrated their hearts to Jesus and Mary, we will not have peace in the world.

This is good news, we must try to spread this Movement to the world. Fr. Carter is reaching the priests in his spirituality newsletter. It is centered in consecrating the priests' hearts to Jesus and Mary.

We are reaching the sisters and brothers in a newsletter for religious, written by a sister and Fr. Carter. We have prayer chapters all over the world praying for priests and consecrating their hearts to Jesus and Mary. We have adult chapters and children chapters.

Jesus: Do you know what it is to be treated with indifference and neglect? I am the Almighty God, I am He whose bootstraps you are unworthy to tie, so few have time for Me in their busy lives, or even mention My name. I give you great gifts and insights into My Heart and My Mother's heart. Let go of any ill feelings and rest in My Heart.

R. Jesus is my refuge and my life. It is in Him I live. His Mother is my Mother. She is the highest human person. How tenderly He loves His creatures that He gave to her the gift of becoming Mother of God. A creature becomes the Mother of God! It is in realizing this mystery more, I see His immense love for me.

He gives to Mary the gift of being born without sin. She is a human person. She is sinless.

She is our model, and she is our Mother. She is immaculate. He raises her to be so pure and holy. It is in blaspheming her that we are hurting ourselves for she is our beloved Mother. In blaspheming her, we do not realize the great dignity and honor that God raises man when He gives this great gift to her.

Notes: The most perfect sacrifice, the most efficacious prayer, is, of course, the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass offered to God.

Jesus: I give you great gifts and sufferings. In each precious gift I have given you deep insight into My love for men.

 

October 17, 1995

I Am on Fire for Love

Jesus: You have been allowed to share many emotions of My Heart. It is in these experiences you know My love more deeply.

This is the love I have for men. I was neglected and treated with such scorn. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus, My Heart is on FIRE for men. I am treated with neglect and forgotten, you are My apostle to spread this love to the suffering world.

 

 

October 18, 1995

MARY'S HEART SHOULD BE
VENERATED NEXT TO JESUS' HEART

R. He wants His Heart venerated next to Mary's heart.

This shows us how much He loves human persons. His Mother is a human person and He holds His Mother's heart next to His Heart. To not recognize Mary is to not see the great dignity and honor He gives to human persons.

To recognize God's relationship with Mary and the great dignity and honor He gives to her is to recognize His love for His creatures. He raises us to such heights, and He loves us dearly.

He wants His Heart venerated next to Mary - He wants us to dwell in Their Hearts.

Who are we, so unworthy, little specks, that He gives us such dignity and honor!

By recognizing Mary and His relationship with her, we are elevated to such heights for she is the highest human person and our Mother. She is the pure one, the sinless one, by dwelling in her heart we can go to the Heart of her Son. We are sinners, how do we, in our sinfulness, go to the depth of the Heart of Christ. We go through the pure and sinless heart of His Mother.

God chose a woman, a human person, to be Jesus' Mother. He was incarnate in a human person. Divinity joins with humanity in the womb of Mary, a human person. Mary is espoused to the Holy Spirit, she (a human person) becomes the spouse of the Holy Spirit (a Divine Person). He raises a human person to such heights, far beyond our comprehension. This is the love He has for His creatures. There must be such love between the priest and Mary.

The devil has tried to divide us from our Mother.

She appeared at Fatima. She wants us to make reparation to her Immaculate Heart. She appears with her heart in her hand. God, in His great goodness and love, creates creatures. Adam and Eve sinned. He loves His creatures so much that He sent His only Son. He elevates Mary to such heights. She is espoused to a Divine Person - the Holy Spirit. She becomes the Mother of God. Jesus is formed in her womb. She is a virgin espoused to God, and she is treated with disrespect, dishonor, and made fun of. She is the highest human person! It is in her womb that Divinity and humanity meet - that the Son of God is formed in His human nature.

He gives to her the role of Mediatrix of all graces. He loves Mary so much.

To not recognize Mary, to not honor her, is to not recognize this great gift God has given to His creatures.

To not recognize Mary is to miss how God joins so deeply to humanity in Mary.

She is the woman clothed in the sun, the moon under here feet and 12 stars about her head.

She, the Lady of Light, the Mother of the children of light, crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth - the darkness is under her feet. She is the highest human person.

To not recognize her is to not see our own dignity and honor as loved ones of God.

The devil knows this - he has engaged a war to separate us from God.

We are joined to God in the womb of the Virgin Mary. Mary is espoused to the Holy Spirit, created without sin, and the Mother of God.

 

 

October 18, 1995

I AM LOST IN HIM

Written after Communion:

R. I am but a speck on the great abyss of His love. I see myself as a little speck and tucked deeply in the ocean of His love. I lose myself entirely in Him. Some things are not so important now. I am lost in Him and His love. I can go to Him, and I am totally at peace. I am lost in Him. I can let go. I am so tiny, totally enveloped in Him, with no cares, only His presence. I am in ecstasy.

I am in the great abyss of His love. I am lost in Him. There is such healing of our hearts in the Eucharist; to unite with God, Who is love, is to be filled with love!

 

 

October 19, 1995

I DEPEND TOTALLY ON HIS GRACE

R. I have been taunted by Satan for two days, since before the rosary. I see my guilt. I see my pride. I see my offenses and selfishness against God. I see my lack of trust. I am wed to Jesus. I am nothing without His grace, so sinful and so full of pride!

I saw Jesus with a ring, put it on my left hand. He said I am wed to Him. I depend on His grace.

 

 

 

   

May 26, 2005                                                  August 25, 2003

 

October 19, 1995

BAPTISM IN THE HOLY SPIRIT

Jesus said I want all involved in the Shepherds of Christ Movement to be involved in life in the Spirit Seminars.

R. We need to begin our Shepherds of Christ meetings with a song. We could sing "Come Holy Ghost," "Immaculate Mary," "To Jesus' Heart All Burning." Singing opens the heart. We, in the Shepherds of Christ Movement, should enroll in a "Life in the Spirit" seminar.

Jesus: Children need to be baptized in the Holy Spirit. Meetings can begin with Come Holy Ghost, Immaculate Mary, Hail Holy Queen and To Jesus Heart All Burning. All can sing softly without music.

Prayer is the lifting up of the mind and heart to God. Prayer and singing should be done devoutly, with gentleness and love. Songs should be love songs to Jesus.

Your hearts should join in one heart with My Heart. Your heart is to be in this oneness with My Heart and My Mother's heart and all others present. Your voice joins with the saints and angels in praising God. You are to be one in Our Hearts.

To focus on yourself is to break the harmony. Your focus must be on God. I am Jesus. Satan is pressing down and dividing many workers. He is talking in your heads.

I want you, Rita, to compile messages that will cover Life in the Spirit booklets.

Many children will be filled with the fire of God's love from the work you will do here.

A small booklet can be compiled with these messages and you can instruct others to carry out a 7 week program.

I am calling you to join this Life in the Spirit Seminars to the Shepherds of Christ Movement. I am calling you to compile the messages given in God's Blue Book and the Rosaries in a 7 week program of Prayer and Praise, that will include the Baptism in the Spirit.

The little booklets formed can be similar to those used at the Consecration of Homes and Business.

The members in the Shepherds of Christ Movement need to daily consecrate their hearts to the Sacred Heart, the Immaculate Heart and the Holy Spirit.

It is important before every prayer session that they pray the prayer to the Holy Spirit found in the handbook.

 

 

October 19, 1995

HE LOVES US IN OUR WEAKNESS

R. If we understand the great dignity and honor that God raised Mary, then we understand more about our relationship to Him.

To deny the importance of the connection between Mary and God is to miss an immense link between man and God. I recognize the betrothal of Mary to the Holy Spirit, that He is the Spouse of Mary - this intimate relationship between a Divine Person and a human person.

I see the intimacy between myself and Jesus. He wants to be our beloved Lover. He wants an espousal relation with us. In knowing that Mary is espoused to the Holy Spirit, it helps me to unite deeper in my union with the Divine Person, Jesus Christ.

In realizing that He (God) unites to me, I want to be so pure. I see my sins and my weaknesses, I must pray to the Holy Spirit to sanctify me. At the Consecration of the Mass, I die to myself and beg God to make me more like Jesus and Mary. It is in dwelling in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, I am made holy. The Holy Spirit works in the heart of Mary to make me more like Jesus. Jesus was formed in the womb of His Mother through the Holy Spirit. I am formed more into the image and likeness of Jesus, through the Holy Spirit, in the womb of Mary.

I see more and more how truly weak I am, and I need His grace. I need the Holy Spirit to make me holy. When left alone, I am tempted and fall into behavior that is not like Jesus. I absolutely am so dependent on Him!

It is only in Him that I am made holy, only in Him that I am strengthened. I am selfish and lack humility. It is only with His grace that I act selflessly and with virtue. He came and He rescued me from my sins and made me whole. I have a fallen, human nature. I am weak. I am self-centered and tend toward darkness many times. His way is light. His way is love. His way is peace. His way is the way.

Many times I do not recognize the great love I am given from God. I do not see the great gifts given. I do not give thanks to God for His great gifts.

I have so much to learn. In all my weaknesses and faults, He still loves me.

At the Consecration of the Mass, I offer up myself as a sacrifice with Jesus to the Father and pray He accepts my sacrifice freely given for reparation for my sins and the sins of others. I offer my entire self. We must give all of ourselves to Him.

I want to help make reparation for my sins and the sins of others to the Heart of Jesus, so greatly offended by the ingratitude of men.

I want to make reparation to the Immaculate Heart of Mary for the blasphemies against her heart.

 

October 20, 1995

JOIN IN THEIR HEARTS AND TO EACH OTHER

R. I see the intimacy between Jesus and Mary and how He wants intimacy between each one of us. The joining of Their Hearts is the model for our hearts, joining to Him and to Mary and to each other.

I understand my relationship with God and with my brothers by further understanding the relationship between Jesus and Mary (the rosary helps us). I give my heart to Jesus and Mary, you give your heart to Jesus and Mary, and we are one in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

Christ says:

But I say this to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you; so that you may be children of your Father in heaven, for he causes his sun to rise on the bad as well as the good, and sends down rain to fall on the upright and the wicked alike. For if you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Do not even the tax collectors do as much? (Mt. 5:44-46)

Hatred of God is the worst - hatred against neighbor follows.

Heaven and Earth meet in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

The new Adam, the new Eve, Adam and Eve sinned, Jesus comes and saves us from our sins. Eve the Mother of the living, Mary our spiritual Mother.

Mary (Father said is Queen of Apostles) she is above in the mysteries (Descent of the Holy Spirit on the Apostles).

She is above — Glorious mysteries.

We are body and soul.

 

October 21, 1995

THERE IS JOY IN SUFFERING

R. Last year on October 21, I saw Jesus. His hands on each side of His Heart. It was such an experience. The statue in the front of Holy Cross-Immaculata Catholic Church of the Sacred Heart looked alive and illuminated - surrounded by a mist. I opened my book to a message of Mary I received July 4th in Holy Cross-Immaculata telling me to pray the stations.

Mary: I wept outside the tomb of my beloved Son for the children in your world today. Little children being murdered, little children being taught vileness and sex at such an early age. The slaughter of my Son, the slaughter of the innocent today. Pray my beloved ones, meditate on the sufferings of my Son in the stations here. As you meditate on His passion and death your hearts will deepen in such love with Him. You must pray come to our hearts and find strength to continue your battle against the evil world. You are my apostles I send into the world armed with hearts of love. Harken to my call, for many of the little ones will lose their souls. What you do in your life will help many souls if you live to do God's will.

I am Mary your Mother, I am giving you my Motherly protection and love. Thank you for responding to this request.

R. I prayed in front of the tabernacle for the grace I needed most and was led to beg the Father that we could have retreats in Immaculata for priests and nuns, pray the rosary here and people could be out on the steps and hear what they say.

Jesus: Pray the stations here. Immaculata is the Center for the Shepherds of Christ Movement.

R. I wish we could have our meeting here and pray in front of the Lourdes grotto. Mary wants to come on a hill. I see immense joy of her under the cross, saw this all morning for souls that would be saved by His blood. I receive so much under the cross.

At the Mass of Mary, the readings talked about Eve and how she was tricked by the serpent. Then at the Psalm: Mary was filled with the Holy Spirit and cried out the Magnificat. Then at the Gospel: Mary was under the cross. Jesus gave us His Mother under the cross. Mary is the New Eve, Jesus is the New Adam.

"…My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord" (Lk. 1:46)

See Jesus on the cross and John below. The Mass is the sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally made present. The heart of Mary had joy and pain, immense suffering. Mary saw her Son die. Mary saw Him covered with blood. She screamed out in the suffering. I understand some of the mystery. There is joy in sufferings. Mary's heart was torn within her to watch her Son die, but she knew of many who would be saved by His blood.

In the sufferings of a mystical experience, I can experience great joy. I understand in the suffering deeper insight into the hidden mysteries.

Jesus says: I AM ALIVE, I AM ALIVE.

R. There is such joy in sufferings, the level of intensity of understanding insight into the hidden mystery is many faceted. Envision Mary under the cross, she sees her Son covered with Blood, she knows her children that will die, she knows those that would be saved. In horror she cries out, in joy she weeps her tears for her children that will be saved. The sufferings of the Heart are indeed many faceted. I see so much all through the mysteries of rosary. Heaven and earth meet in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. Jesus comes and saves us from our sins. Eve is the mother of the living; Mary is our spiritual Mother!

When I look at the rosary windows at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center, I see Mary above the Apostles when the Holy Spirit descends upon them. She is the Queen of the Apostles. We are called Apostles today to spread the devotion of the two Hearts. We must go to our Mother Mary for help.

A quote explains this well:

As no other creature does, man's nature embraces a spiritual element as well as a physical one. Made up of spirit and body, we are at one and the same time immortal and mortal. We are the lowest of the spiritual creatures and the highest of the physical creatures. Through the goodness of God, we can also participate in the divine life of the Creator. When this participation occurs, the soul becomes Christ-like, the Holy Spirit dwells within the soul. Man then becomes truly the image and likeness of God.39

Notes: He wants us to be happy. We crave God, we cannot be attached to any person, place, or thing. We must live all things according to His will.

God is our Source. God is our goal.

What will make us happy is to know and love God. God so loved the world, He gave His only Son. Adam sinned, God provided a Redeemer. He kept His promise while He prepared men.

God gave His Son, incarnate in the womb of the Blessed Mother, this is His great gift to us. Jesus came to show us how to live and love. He left a perfect Sacrifice to offer to God - in which He is Victim and Priest - He left His Body and His Blood!

The Holy Spirit works in the Church today, continuing the Incarnation in the Church, and in us.

St. Augustine says: "The kingdom of heaven, O man, requires no other price than thyself, the value of it is thyself; give thyself to it and thou shalt have it."40 "…the most exquisite happiness consists in praising, adoring, loving, and being loved in return by a Being who is so great and good."41

Love is emptying of self. I must empty myself and make room for Him.

I must love God and love all His creatures as He commands me to do.

 

October 22, 1995

THE MASS

R. At Mass today, I had such a love for the Church today after Communion - I was in tears, loving the Church so much.

At Mass at All Saints; I received a terrific blessing. I experienced His immense presence. I was in a deep state of peace and ecstasy.

Jesus: From now on you will have My constant presence.

R. On October 22nd, I went to All Saints -  7:35am. I cried for 45 minutes, cried to be there — I love Jesus so much — Such peace.

I had such pains in my left hand — pains in my arm. Pains like His hand and arm hanging on the cross.

 

October 23, 1995

THE HOLY SPIRIT

Jesus: Pray with the heart, pray in one heart.

Sing: "Come Holy Ghost"

R. We must pray with the heart, pray in one heart - Sing "Come Holy Ghost".

The Holy Spirit is the love of the Father and the Son.

The Holy Spirit is the gift - God's gift to us.

He is the dispenser of every grace.

The Holy Spirit is a Paraclete and advocate. He is our Helper, Counselor, Consoler, Comforter, Guide, and Friend.

"…the Fathers of the Church liken the Holy Ghost to an artist who works to bring out the full beauty of God's image on the canvas of the individual soul by the brush-strokes of grace."42

Christ is the Head of the Mystical Body.

We are given the Holy Spirit at Baptism and increasingly so at Confirmation. He is present in a special way in a soul in sanctifying grace.

The Apostles saw all the miracles performed by Christ, but they wanted the first seats. They were changed when the Holy Spirit descended on them in the upper room.

Peter told Jesus he would be with Him, yet he denied Him three times. Jesus is love. Someone didn't obey Jesus, and James and John thought He should bring fire on them. Jesus said He came not to destroy, but to save. Peter, James, and John saw the transfiguration yet they slept in the garden. When they came to apprehend Jesus, the Apostles ran away in fear. After the Resurrection, the Apostles were afraid. They shut themselves off in fear. The Holy Spirit descended upon them, and they were changed from fear to fearlessness. They were new men. Thousands were converted and baptized. The Holy Spirit worked in the Apostles. We must open ourselves to the Spirit and allow Him to work in us. We must let go and let God do the work through us. Spirit, come and work in us.

 

October 24, 1995

OUR IMMORTAL SOUL

R. I am composed of body and soul. Let us go within ourselves and focus on our graced soul. Man was created with a mortal body and an immortal soul.

Let me see within myself the great gift I am given, a divine soul. Let me join with God in my spirit, forget all that is pressing on my mind, and experience the presence of the Almighty God within me.

Let me realize more the great gifts given to me. God shares His divine life with me. Let me feel such dignity and honor within myself that I have been created in the image and likeness of God.

Let the Spirit move within me to mold me more and more into a likeness of God. As the Spirit formed Jesus in the womb of Mary, let the Spirit form me in the spiritual womb of my Mother more into the image and likeness of God.

God sent His only Son that I would be saved and share in this life. God took the nature of a man. I can communicate with God. He took on flesh, conceived in the spotless womb of Mary. God enters this world in a mortal body, but death has no power over Him. Jesus showed us that on the third day, even though He was crucified and died, even though He was locked in the tomb for three days, that He rose to new life on the third day!

We, too, have a body that is mortal, that will die and be buried, but our life continues. We have an immortal soul. Our soul will never die.

All through the day, we suffer so many little deaths in our lives, but our strength lies in connecting to our spirit. Death has no power over Jesus. Death has no power over me. My body may be burned, I may be handed over, whipped and scourged, as they did to Jesus, but no one can ever kill my soul. The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit live in me. Why do I fret and fume when I realize that the Almighty God lives in me!

I pray to the Spirit to enlighten me to know God. My heart sings for, even when I am pressed on, I feel the burning love of God radiating in my weak body. I pray that I will never offend my God. I love Him so much!

I have, within myself, the Almighty God. That which I crave is the Almighty God. I know this presence within. I possess the true treasure! I pray to the Spirit to help me to realize more and more the Almighty God alive within me.

Sin takes us away from God. My biggest fear is that I lose my God through sin. I pray for the grace to resist temptation to sin. I beg God for grace. I long. I thirst. I want to be saturated with His divine life.

 

October 24, 1995

THE PIERCED HEART OF CHRIST

R. I rested my head on the pierced chest of my Savior. I felt His presence and put my head on His pierced wound. I see His chest and wound so clearly experienced in my heart.

His Heart was wounded by the sins of man, I rest on His wound.

Open up the wound and go into His burning Heart. See the wound opening and enter into the great, red abyss of His love. It is in the wound that I enter.

His glorified body has this wound. It is from His pierced Heart that our life flows.

It is in the wounds, I get the life. The glorified wounds of Christ are my delight. He carried the cross. He bore the pain. He was pierced that we would live in Him!

 

October 26, 1995

AS I UNITE TO HIM I LOVE OTHERS MORE

R. I saw before me all my sins. I see how I make myself right and others wrong. I see my pride. I see Jesus, I see His gentleness and love, never condemning, always loving. He calls me to have mercy on all others. He calls me to love.

I know how I have offended Our Lord with all my ill thoughts toward my brothers. I do not have to justify my actions to anyone. I must love. Love is self-giving!

I see the bread, and it is changed into His Body. He can change me from my faults to being more and more like Him. He can change bread to His Body and wine to His Blood. He can change me from my faults to being more like Him. I can only change through His grace. I am weak and sinful.

I want to be like Him. It hurts me to know how He suffered especially in the garden and know how I have offended Him with my sins. He gives me such graces, and I am so ungrateful!

I unite in such union with Him in my sacrifice to the Father. I give myself and want to be made holy in this sacrifice. I unite in deepest union with the Almighty God, and I am touched by His love.

I want this transforming union with Him. I cannot think ill thoughts towards anyone. I must pray to the Holy Spirit for the truth. I must pray to the Holy Spirit to love God and neighbor. I must pray for greater grace to know, love, and serve Him. His way is always love. I must strive to always respond in love. Fr. Carter said the more I unite to Him the greater my gifts of charity towards others. The further I am from Him, the less my gifts of charity towards others.

Jesus said to him, "You must love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind. This is the greatest and the first commandment. The second resembles it: You must love your neighbour as yourself. On these two commandments hang the whole Law, and the Prophets too." (Mt. 22:37-40)

 

October 27, 1995

MY PRECIOUS JESUS

Written after Communion:

R. I cannot contain my emotion to call You, my precious Jesus. I love You with the deepest love. I cannot, in my body, express my love for You. In You, I live, I breathe, I am. In You, I exist and am. Only in You does life have any meaning at all. I scarce can breathe to tell You of my love. There are not words for me to express my love.

   

October 30, 1995

I AM WED TO GOD

R. My body is weary, my head feels faint, but I go to the chest of my beloved Spouse and I lay my head on His wound. I enter into the great abyss of His love through the wound in His side.

I see the need to pray for priests and sisters and the faithful as never before. I see myself and how far I am from Him and how close I want to be. I see my offenses against my Lord. I long to be more and more like Him. I want to be beautiful for my beloved Spouse. What the world thinks is beautiful is of no concern. I want to live in Him. I want my soul white and pure. My soul is marred with daily offenses against my beloved God. I want Him so much. I don't want to offend Him.

I see as never before the great dignity and honor He gives to His creatures and His great love for them. I feel chills to know I am betrothed to Him, my beloved Savior. He is the Bridegroom of my soul.

My spirit is alive, my energy endless. I will not tire for I am married to the Almighty God. He is my beloved Spouse. I travel and speak on His behalf to tell this world of His endless love. I pray for grace for myself and others that He will speak through me and use me as His instrument. However He uses me is my delight, for my life is for Him and Him alone. My body may feel weary, my heart is on fire with burning love for my beloved Prince, my King, my Prophet, my Savior, my Beloved, my God!

I become one in the sacrifice as I unite to Him at every moment. As He is sacrificed, I am sacrificed with Him and I offer myself, imperfect and unworthy, to the Father for my sins and the sins of this world.

I honor You. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. I am in awe to unite with my beloved God. Who am I that I unite with the Divine God? My strength is in You for when I am weak, I am strong. When I fall to the ground with exhaustion, I rise up with the cross on my back for I am living in Him. I am living His life in my life, carrying out His life, death, and Resurrection in my life.

He is my Strength. He is my God. He is my All. Unto Him I lift my soul. I pray that He will accept this unworthy sacrifice, that I will unite ever more deeply to my beloved Spouse, and I will be His little flower, fresh and beautiful before the throne. I pray the Spirit transforms me more and more. I am weak, and I am a sinner. He is strong, and He is the Almighty God. It is in Him I am made whole, and it is in Him, I live. It is in Him I exist. It is in Him, I love.

Take me, work in me, for I love You with my whole heart, but I am so weak, but in You, I am strong. In You, I can live in the Father's will. I am but a baby. Let me die to myself at every Mass and be stripped bare of my sins. As I unite in the sacrifice with my crucified Lord, I become one in His wounds. I unite my unruly spirit to Him.

If bread and wine is changed into Your Body and Blood, You can change me from my sinful ways more into Your image and likeness.

I am burned in the furnace of His Heart. My debris is burned away more and more. At each Mass, I die more and more to my selfish and prideful ways. I am united to the sacrifice. In Him, I am made more pleasing to God. I am unworthy. I have so many impurities. (I am weak in myself - only in You am I anything!) Take me, and do with me as You desire. I am Yours, Lord. In You, I live, I breathe, I am. Make me more and more like You.

  

October 31, 1995

HALLOWEEN

R. I went with Joe's class to a concert. The kids were so bad on the bus. They talked about the devil at the concert.

I realized the intense need for children to receive the messages of God's love. I felt intense suffering for the children and cried for the children of the world. I was suffering for the little children. I felt so sick because Jesus is rejected and forgotten in the tabernacle! I cried under the crucifix for a half hour. I am so weak right now, I don't want to move.

I am suffering for Mary's little lost children in the world, suffering and experiencing heartache for the neglect of Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament.

Today is Halloween. I had intense suffering for the loss of little children parading around as little devils. They do not even know God!

 

 

October 31, 2012
Shepherds of Christ Meeting

Before the Blessed Sacrament
at Our Lady of the Woods

Transcribed by Melanie

Sorrowful Mysteries

Song: A Song from Jesus

Agony in the Garden

1. R. Let us focus on the presence of Jesus in this room with us. Think of our beloved Jesus hanging from the cross, see Him vividly before your eyes covered with blood and withered. Think of the love that He has for each one of us. Thank You Jesus. Picture Him so clearly. He is still in the last moments before His death on the cross and He is saying, that He is giving us His beloved Mother as our mother. Can you put yourself there and be under the cross with Mary. Can you realize that Jesus gave us His Mother, present there and think of how it would be, if you were standing under the cross and you heard Jesus call out. If you saw Him with the nails in His hands and His feet and you saw Him covered with blood and withered in all that pain and anguish. Think of His great love for us. Jesus gives us His Mother. I feel within my heart a chill to be there as I envision myself at the crucifixion. But, Jesus is in this room with us. This is the same Jesus, truly present in His Divinity and humanity in the Eucharist. I heard Him today call out and call out and in such sorrow. My heart was torn within me to hear what I heard, of how He is longing and waiting for His beloved souls to come and to be with Him. He says He is ignored and forgotten. Jesus is here. Focus on the presence of the Almighty God, the all powerful God, in this room.

    Jesus is longing for our love in this rosary, to outpour our love to Him. Jesus wants to hear from our lips and from our hearts how much we love Him. As we meditate on these mysteries of the rosary, let us pray for the grace to join in deepest union with Him, to feel this deep love that He has for us. Pray for the grace to give this love back to Him. Pray to know more how to love our beloved Savior. Tell Him we are sorry for the neglect we give Him. We are sorry for the sins of men and the way Jesus is being treated this day, by the men in this world.

2. R. Jesus how I love You. I see You there hanging on the cross and giving me your Mother and I feel warmed in my heart, for I feel Your love and I want to give my love back to You. How many times I offend You by my ways and how I long to love You more, as You deserve to be loved.

3. R. Jesus is a person. Jesus is present and He is in this room, no less present than the day He knelt in the garden. I envision myself kneeling next to Him in the garden. I am here with Him now in this room for He is truly present in the Eucharist.

4. R. Why are we so busy that we do not have time to spend with Jesus. Why is it, we do not realize that He is the Almighty God and that in one second He can reveal to us such insights into the hidden mysteries. Jesus shares with us great gifts. Jesus makes our load light when we go to Him. Jesus said to the apostles "Can you not watch one hour with Me." The apostles slept. We think how could the apostles have slept? The Almighty God was there. Jesus is as present this day in the tabernacles of this world. Jesus is forgotten in many Churches. Jesus is forgotten and ignored. Jesus is crying out today. Today under the cross I heard Him say - how He suffered in the passion for the neglect given to Him in the Eucharist. Jesus says, He is truly present in the consecrated host and left alone many times in the Churches where He is present. He is here with us now. Jesus wants our love. He came into this world a little baby to be loved by us, Jesus is longing for us to open up our hearts to let go of all the debris and anger toward any person and to fill our hearts with love.

5. Jesus: I call out, My dear ones, to purify your hearts. In every Mass offer yourself to My Father united with Me in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. I was nailed to the cross. You too, will suffer, suffer with Me. Identify with My suffering! Give yourselves entirely to the Father. You die to yourselves and your sinful ways, pray to the Holy Spirit to transform you more and more into My image and likeness.

6. R. Say the Morning Offering. Go to Mass: "Through Him, with Him and in Him". Jesus calls us to unite in such oneness in the Mass.

Jesus: Cleanse your hearts of debris and unite with Me. What could be more important than uniting to the Almighty God?

7. R. The drop of water is mixed with the wine at Mass. We are little specks compared to the Almighty God and He loves us creatures so much that He wants to become one in us. Jesus' Heart was in such anguish in the garden. Jesus was rejected by those He loved so dearly. Jesus gives Himself to us.

8. R. The heart and its ways. We know how it is to have a heartache. We do not even know minutely how, Jesus suffered to see the sins of all men in the garden. He saw the sins from all time, of all men, all the hatred and all the anger, and all the offenses committed against God, the ingratitude to God. God came to this earth in the womb of Mary. Mary was a human person, that shows us a little His immense love for His creatures. After the sin of Adam and Eve He came that we could be saved. Look at how He is offended this day, by our sins and the sins of the world.

9. R. Let us help make reparation to the adorable Heart of Jesus for our sins and the sins of all the world. Let us come clean and admit our offenses against God - how we blocked God's love because of our jealousies and selfishness and anger and pride!!

10. R. Eternal Father I offer You the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your dearly beloved Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and the sins of the whole world.

Sing: A Song from Jesus

 

The Scourging at the Pillar

1. Jesus: I am with you in all of the struggles that you are experiencing. I am guarding you and I'm watching your way. You go it alone My little ones and I am so close to you. I am attentive to your every breath and your every heartbeat. You do not know how I watch you and how I guard you. You walk away from Me many times as a little child. You think how hard your life is and I am the Almighty God and I am with you in every breath that you take. Surrender yourselves, let go, take both of your feet off the ground and let go. You hold on to foolish things and I want to possess your soul My dear ones. Surrender, surrender, surrender and feel My presence within you, the Almighty God within your breast, I am truly present in the Eucharist in this room and you worry for such incidental things, let go.

2. R. See Jesus at the pillar, see Jesus' skin torn from His body and look into Jesus' eyes the eyes of deepest love. The blood covering His face, as they whip Him. Jesus stands at the pillar and receives the blows and accepts them. The Almighty God who at any moment could have stopped the treatment but accepts it willingly because of His love for us this day. Jesus is ignored and mistreated in the tabernacle today, in the churches. People walk by and do not even realize that the Almighty God is there and we should kiss the ground. The children that do not even know and He longs and thirsts and wants them to tell Him of their love. Can we add sweetness to the bitterness of this anguish during His passion, how He suffered for our insensitivity and anger and unloving way.

Jesus cries out, come to Me My beloved, I am God and I am waiting for you. 

3. R. His love is tenderness, His love is kindness, His love is gentleness, His love is always in peace, His way is peace.

4. R. Outpour Your grace to us, oh God. We go to Mass and implore You to outpour Your grace. Help us to die to ourselves and to grow in holiness. Let us die to those things that are not of You, pride, anger, selfishness, self-promotion, whatever it is that, is in our hearts that blocks us from deeper union with You. Let us feel a cleansing at each Mass. We must die to ourselves and grow in greater life in God.

5. Song: I Love You Jesus

6. R. And in my weakness I am strengthened in Him. With His grace I can be molded more and more into the image and likeness of the Almighty God. The bread and wine is changed into the body and blood of Jesus Christ, He is the Almighty God. We come to Him with a humble heart. With a heart that is so surrendering and yielding. Jesus works in us and we are transformed more and more into His image and likeness.

7. R. Give us the grace as we sit before the tabernacle. Give us the grace we need most in order to unite in deeper and deeper union with You.

8. Jesus: Why do you complain about the struggles that you are given? You can be drawn closer in suffering. Beg for grace. Accept the crosses and come to Me. I am waiting for you and longing to unite ever deeper with your precious heart.

9. R. I look into the eyes of the scourged Jesus covered from head to toe with deep wounds and blood. Parts of His skin ripped off His body and as I looked into His eyes I see the tenderness and the deep love that He has for each one of us, and I thank Him, I thank Him and I thank Him and I thank Him for the great gifts that He has given to us and that we know more and more about the Divine God.

10. R. We thank You, we love You, we adore You, we worship You, we thank You, beloved scourged Jesus, for the love that You have for us.

Song: A Song from Jesus

 

The Crowning with Thorns

1. Jesus: Die to yourselves My beloved ones and live in Me.

2. Jesus: So as you are in your heart, you will be in this world. Let go of any debris, trade any bitterness or anger for My love.

3. Song: Are Not Our Hearts Burning Within Us

4. R. We feel alone sometimes and Jesus is there and so close and calling out to us.

Jesus: I am with you at every second at every moment. I am guarding you and I am watching you. I am asking you to trust in Me, trust in Me. You must discipline your thoughts, for the days ahead will be hard and dark. You are My soldiers that I am sending into this world to carry the message of My love you must be strong soldiers. It is in your weaknesses that you are strengthened, for within your breast you know God dwells in your graced baptized soul and is giving you grace when you come and ask to love. Love God and love neighbor and love yourself as God wants. I give you grace to be holy when you come to Me and ask in docility and with a contrite, truthful, humble heart.

    How can you feel afraid when you know God is within you? If your body is burned and you are handed over to your oppressors you will know peace in your hearts for the Almighty God lives and dwells in the graced baptized soul. I am truly Jesus Christ the Son of God and I am giving to you great graces to carry out the Plan of the Father. Surrender, let your hearts be gentle and your ways meek and humble. Be motivated only by the love of God.

5. Jesus: I am your spouse, I am your lover you are wed to the Almighty God. Do you take our marriage lightly? No commitment - IN and OUT behavior. I am attentive to your every need and ever with you. You miss our love affair, minute by minute, second by second, I love you. You must trust and surrender, pray for faith, My dear sweet, sweet children. You must have faith, do not give in to the temptations of satan to lead you from My Heart through pride and jealousy and anger, I am the Almighty God and I am present and with you in every trial and every struggle. In your trials you will know My presence with you if you depend on Me for your every breath.

6. Jesus: The seeds of time move exceedingly slow many men are blind, they are deaf and they do not hear, they reject the great graces that I am giving to them. I am giving to you graces in abundance. Open wide your heart and let Me unite in deepest union with you. As I become one in you, you will spread My messages of love to this world, if you have a holy, loving, truthful heart. For it is in your eyes and in your face, and in your hearts that you will help to change this world that is turned hard. Many hearts have turned to stone. Your hearts must be loving and soft and supple, obedient to God's will and living to love and build My Kingdom.

7. Jesus: What have you to fear when God dwells within your breast.

8. Jesus: See Me as I sat on the throne crowned, with a crown of thorns and the blood poured down My face. My way is peace. My dear ones the Father loves you, surrender, come to My Heart I will bathe you in a bath of My love. Enter through the wound in My Heart, it is through this wound that you will fall into the great abyss, of My burning love and dwell there. When the world presses on you from all sides lay your head against My chest and enter My Heart through My wound and you will be secure in My burning love.

9. Jesus: Close your eyes and focus on your interior life, for I dwell within you. I am guarding you. I am watching you and I am giving you My abundant love.

Excerpt from Response to God's Love by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

... In reference to Christianity, God himself is the ultimate mystery. Radically, God is completely other and transcendent, hidden from man in his inner life, unless he chooses to reveal himself. Let us briefly look at this inner life of God.

    The Father, in a perfect act of self-expression, in a perfect act of knowing, generates his son. The Son, the Word, is, then, the immanent expression of God's fullness, the reflection of the Father. Likewise, from all eternity, the Father and the Son bring forth the Holy Spirit in a perfect act of loving.

    At the destined moment in human history, God's self-expression, the Word, immersed himself into man's world. God's inner self-expression now had also become God's outer self-expression. Consequently, the mystery of God becomes the mystery of Christ. In Christ, God tells us about himself, about his inner life, about his plan of creation and redemption. He tells us how Father, Son, and Holy Spirit desire to dwell within us in the most intimate fashion, how they wish to share with us their own life through grace. All this he has accomplished and does accomplish through Christ.

10. Jesus: The heart and its ways. I know the ways of your heart. I know your every thought, your every desire, your every wish far more than you yourself. I know your fears I guard you and I watch you I gave My life for you. Will you surrender and trust in Me?

Song: I Love You Jesus

 

Jesus Carries His Cross

1. Jesus: The heart and its ways. I know your heart far more than you yourself.

2. R. Let us walk, the walk, of the stations with Jesus. Jesus was condemned to death. Jesus stood around so many men. Men that cried out! Crucify Him! Crucify Him! Crucify Him! The crowd, the angry crowd. How are we in our lives? Many stand around and shout awful things to us, did Jesus justify Himself? Jesus stood silent and accepted all that they gave to Him.

3. R. Did He say, oh but I am God, how could you do this to Me? Jesus is God, at any moment He could have stopped what was happening, but He stood silent. He came and it is through His blood that we are saved and He came to show us the way. Do we have an angry crowd that surrounds us? A crowd that shouts out sometimes it seems, crucify him, crucify him. How did Jesus respond to His attackers?

    What are we doing to Jesus today when He calls us and asks us to obey the Father's Plan in love? What do we do when Jesus knocks on the door and we won't let Him in, but open the door to the devil in vices we give into? Do you see the thief and do you open to Him?

Luke 12: 39-48

You may be quite sure of this, that if the householder had known at what time the burglar would come, he would not have let anyone break through the wall of his house. You too must stand ready, because the Son of man is coming at an hour you do not expect.’ 

    Peter said, ‘Lord, do you mean this parable for us, or for everyone?’ The Lord replied, ‘Who, then, is the wise and trustworthy steward whom the master will place over his household to give them at the proper time their allowance of food? Blessed that servant if his master’s arrival finds him doing exactly that. I tell you truly, he will put him in charge of everything that he owns. But if the servant says to himself, "My master is taking his time coming," and sets about beating the menservants and the servant–girls, and eating and drinking and getting drunk, his master will come on a day he does not expect and at an hour he does not know. The master will cut him off and send him to the same fate as the unfaithful. 

    ‘The servant who knows what his master wants, but has got nothing ready and done nothing in accord with those wishes, will be given a great many strokes of the lash. The one who did not know, but has acted in such a way that he deserves a beating, will be given fewer strokes. When someone is given a great deal, a great deal will be demanded of that person; when someone is entrusted with a great deal, of that person even more will be expected.

4. Jesus: How are your tongues, My beloved ones, your tongues inside your mouth the way that I enter into your body I give Myself to you. Guard your tongue as the doorway to your heart. Guard your heart in malicious ways of manipulating others through passive-aggressive attacks to provoke and hurt.

5. Jesus: I call you to holiness, I call you to a deep union with Me. It is in surrendering yourself that you will unite ever deeper to My Heart. Let go of any debris in your heart and pray for the grace to become ever closer to My Heart.

6. Jesus: Pray for healing in the Mass as you die to yourself. You offer yourself in sacrifice to the Father. Pray for the grace to be transformed more and more into My image and likeness. Unite in the Holy Eucharist in such deep union with Me. Be holy!

7. R. In the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, offer yourselves to the Father and know how the Father loves you that He created you with such unique talents and that He gave to you such gifts. He wants you to be more perfected and to witness through your example - how you obey your superiors and live by the rules God put before you.

8. R. And His eyes peered into the eyes of His beloved Mother and she looked at her beloved Son and saw Him with the cross on His back. Mary saw Him when He fell to the ground. Mary sees us as we struggle and as we fall to the ground. Our beautiful Mother that is by our side guards us. Mary leads us on our journey to eternal happiness.

9. R. Jesus was stripped of His garments and they nailed His hands to the cross. Jesus came to show us the way, the way to new life is through His death.

10. Jesus: Do not try to do it yourself. Come to Me. Pray, pray, pray to be sanctified through the Holy Spirit. Depend on God. Surrender and know My Might and My helping you in the struggles.

Song: A Song from Jesus

 

 

September 4, 2004

 

The Crucifixion

1. R. Be there, stand there, and hear the crowd calling out, Crucify Him, Crucify Him and see Jesus accept the heavy cross on His back and struggle as He walks with the cross that is so heavy. See Him as He falls, His chin to the ground and He gets up and struggles. And His eyes peered into the eyes of His Mother. They called Simeon to help Him with the cross and Veronica wiped His face and He fell a second time. The children and the women wept over Jesus and He says to them "weep not for Me but for yourselves and your children." Look at our children in this world today, look at the children. What about the children, what can I say when I see the Blessed Mother appear in front of me time and time and time again and say that the children will go to hell because of their mortal sins and their willfulness, their unrepented mortal sins. What can I do? I'm one person, one person I keep seeing Mary and she keeps saying the children will go to hell, the children will go to hell for their mortal sins. You must help me. You must help me. Jesus said on the way of the cross "weep not for Me but, for yourselves and your children." Are we blind do we not see the children in the world this day? Do we not see that tonight we celebrate Halloween and the devil and all its goblins are out there! Not a word about Jesus, all the little children parading around like little devils. Jesus hung on the cross to His death that we could be saved. The devil is prowling the earth and He wants our youth. Mary is appearing and she is saying children will go to hell. Look at your children, these are my children, she says, will you help me, will you help me, will you spread the message of my Son's love? Can you see the face of Mary? Can you hear her call out, can you say "no" to her? Do you hear her at Fatima say that we need to consecrate our hearts daily, to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Look what happened because they would not listen to the Fatima message.

    From Our Lady's Apparitions at Fatima

July 13, 1917

    "During this same July apparition, Mary showed the three children a vision of Hell. She told them:

    "You have seen Hell, where the souls of poor sinners go. To save them, God wishes to establish, in the world, devotion to my Immaculate Heart. If people do what I tell you, many souls will be saved and there will be peace.

    "The war (World War I, then raging) is going to end. But if people do not stop offending God, another and worse one will begin in the reign of Pius XI. When you shall see a night illuminated by an unknown light [January 2, 1938], know that this is the great sign that God gives you that He is going to punish the world for its many crimes by means of war, hunger, and persecution of the Church and the Holy Father. (12)

    "To prevent this, I shall come to ask for the consecration of Russia to my Immaculate Heart and the Communion of Reparation on the five first Saturdays. If my requests are granted, Russia will be converted and there will be peace. If not, she will scatter her errors throughout the world, provoking wars and persecutions of the Church. The good will be martyred, the Holy Father will have much to suffer, and various nations will be destroyed....

    "But in the end, my Immaculate Heart will triumph, the Holy Father will consecrate Russia to me, Russia will be converted, and a certain period of peace will be granted to the world." (13)

 12. For background material on Fatima, I am particularly indebted to Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven (Rockford: TAN Books and Publishers, Inc., 1983). pp.4-5.
 13. Ibid., p.5.

R. We need to follow the practice on the First Saturday and make reparation to her Immaculate Heart. The peace of the world depends on this, but our tongues are stuck in our mouths and we do not speak and we are afraid, self-focused, angry - even me I am afraid to hand out the Blue Book to somebody. I pray for the grace to hand Blue Books to somebody. I pray for the grace to hand Blue Books to the world, for the children of this world are suffering and in pain. They are being taught such vile things in schools and on television and they have no reference point at all to even come back to. They need to be taught to know the love of Jesus and Mary. They need to know Jesus is calling out. Tell them, tell them. Tell the children. Mary is calling. Tell the children. Jesus is calling. Tell these children they have a loving Mother.

Mary: Tell them about my Son, tell them, tell them, tell them.

R. I am one person these messages are not for me alone, I am a messenger and you have been called here to help me to deliver these messages to this world. Look at the children, do we see them, the ones sinning mortally and they could go to hell. Do we see children, rebelling, do we see what is going on at this moment. Do we know the suffering of Jesus and Mary and the souls that have rejected the love given to them. They can go to hell for their sins. Let us pray daily to the Holy Spirit to have the fearlessness of the apostles. Let us see for ever before our face, Jesus as He hung on the cross, let us look at the wounds in His hands and in His feet and in His side the holes in His head the blood as it teams down His face, let us stand beneath the cross of Jesus after we walk, the walk in the stations and see the love that He has. Go out. Look at the children in this world today. How can we stand by, help me that's all I pray, I pray that someone helps me to circulate these rosaries and these messages to the children for my heart is in such pain. To take it to the schools, messages without messages just the words that Jesus is with us. He is longing for the love of the children. The children are our hope. Jesus said "reach the children and you will reach the world." Children are full of energy and many do not know about Jesus. Many children do not even know how to pray, I am sick, I am sick and I am one person, I see Jesus and I stand beneath the cross. I kiss His feet on the crucifix - I kiss His wounds, the wounds in His feet. Mary, the Mother of the children calls out, "my little lost children will be condemned and will go to hell for their mortal sins and their willfulness."

2. R. The Mass is so glorious, the Father is so loving, the Holy Spirit fills us with fire in our breasts and we feel the burning love of God within our chests. We are afraid many times to go out and to speak, Jesus is truly present in the tabernacle. See Jesus His arms outstretched with His hands pierced, and His feet pierced and His head crowned with thorns. There are crucifixes all around us, dear Holy Spirit give us the fearlessness to do the work that the Father has intended us to do and help us to reach the children.

3. Mary: I stood beneath the cross of my Son Jesus and my heart was torn within my chest as I watched His face covered with blood His hands pierced His feet pierced and my heart, in such anguish for the children that would lose their souls because of their mortal sins. I am Mary your Mother and I am begging you to help me to reach the children with these messages, messages of my Son, Jesus. Help us, help us, to lead the children to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. Help us to lead the children to the rosary. To know about God you must ask Him for His knowledge and love. You must seek God my sweet, sweet children. You must reach the children of this world. I am Mary your Mother and I am calling out to you to reach the children of this world.

4. R. You can see before you smart children, nasty children picking on children or you can see children before you their hands folded and going to Jesus and telling Jesus of their love. Will children go to Jesus and tell Him of their love when no one is telling them about Jesus and His burning love. Jesus is speaking to us here. Mary His Mother has appeared over and over and over again and has asked us to reach the children. Children need to know about the rosary and the Eucharist and the Mass and the tabernacle, will you help me reach the children?

5. Song: Little Child

6. R. How can we look at the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Jesus' Heart is surrounded with thorns. There is a cross above it with the lance mark on the side. See the Heart of Mary, how can we live and know what we know about the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and watch little children have hardened hearts at such an early age. How could they ever turn to God if they're not being told about Jesus and the Eucharist, about their Mother, about the Holy Spirit, about the rosary.

7. R. Mary stood beneath the cross of her Son and her heart was torn within her chest for she knew of all the little lost children that would go to hell because they sinned mortally and didn't care.

8. R. We teach the children about safe sex but do we teach the children about God and the commandments of God.

9. Jesus: Unless the messages of My burning love are circulated within the members of My Church the bloodshed will continue. I am Jesus and I am calling out to you to help Me to spread these messages to this world to help spread the Second Blue Book to the priest and the religious to tell them of My burning love and to reach the children and to pray as you have never prayed before. To come to the Eucharist with a heart that is holy. As you unite deeper and deeper to Me your prayers will become stronger and stronger. You are My soldiers. You are My lights, that I am sending out to light up the darkened world, My apostles, I am calling out to you. Reach the children and you will reach the world.

10. Jesus: I am calling you to pray for your priests and your religious pray for the priests and give them these messages, for when the priests come to the tabernacle, when they spend one hour a day in adoration then their lives will be focused on Jesus.

 

 

October 31, 1995

Mary Cries for the Children

Mary: My messenger suffered great anguish and joy from my Lourdes Grotto at Holy Cross-Immaculata Church. On October 31, 1995, I cried out in pain for my little children. Give them my book of rosaries rather than violent games. Teach them to pray and love from their hearts.

I love you so much, I am your Mother Mary.

 

 

November 1, 1995

I LOVE JESUS TO LOVE ME

R. Jesus was condemned to death.
Jesus carried His cross.
Jesus fell the first time.
Jesus sees His Mother.

I will not have peace until I look at my foes with love. I must see their loving deeds. Focus on the good they have done for me. See the good in the person. See the reflections of God's life within them, the deeds they have performed that were loving.

Satan wants me to see the ill deeds of others. He talks in our heads and tries to get me to focus on how I have been wronged. I will, with the grace of God, see the beauty of God reflected in them and try to respond with love to them, try to understand their position, try to thank God for the gifts given to me.

My greatest gift is my union with Jesus. Such gifts I have been given by my beloved Spouse. He is a Divine Person. No person can compare even a speck to my relationship with my Divine Lord. He is God; creatures are creatures. I will cherish the love I share with Him, my Savior, my Lover, my God, my All.

The key that makes us His disciples is our love for each other. If I am making myself right and others wrong, I am not focusing on the love given from God.

I must love. I must beg the Holy Spirit to direct my heart in the ways of love.

The Apostles were filled with the love of God from the descent of the Holy Spirit. When filled with His love, we share our joy with others. His way is love. We must love one another and trust in Him. Our advancement in being like Christ is to advance in love. We must rely on the Holy Spirit to fill us with the burning fire of God's love.

Dear Holy Spirit, You are my Friend. I love You so much. I adore and love You. The Holy Spirit is a ball of fire. He is Love.

The Father is love. God created us because of His goodness.

God is our goal. True happiness is achieved only in Him.

I love the Holy Spirit so much. He is my very, very deep Friend. Our goal is to love God. Jesus left a sacrifice in which He is victim and priest. We must give ourselves to others as Christ gave Himself.

 

November 2, 1995

THE YOUTH WILL SPREAD JESUS' LOVE TO THE WORLD

R. Jesus is alive this day!

Jesus: My precious youth, children of My Father, loved so dearly by My Mother. I died and gave My Blood for you.

This day I cry out to you My precious youth, you are blinded by the sin in this world. I am tender and kind in Heart. I come to you with My Heart shining and glistening in light, adorned in a brilliant yellow haze, I came as a victim dripping with blood, I bear the wounds of bloodshed for you My precious little hearts.

I am alive this day in the Holy Eucharist, I come, I am Jesus, I rose from the dead, I want to fill you with My life. I want to feed your starved souls. Envision My glorified wounds - see them glistening in light. I am the Light of the World. Death has no power over Me.

You should not fear, My beloved youth, I am alive, guarding you, I love you so much, come to Me. Stay away from evil. Do not give into satan. Satan wants to steal your heart and take you to everlasting doom in the fires of hell.

You are living in a very sick world. Babies are murdered. People give into satan and many in the world do such evil!! Many men's hearts are very cold and filled with such vile deeds.

Look at the murders today, look at the abortions, look at the sins of the flesh, the hatred, the lies, the deception, the disrespect for one another.

I come to fill your soul with My light. To lead you out of darkness and into the light.

I appear with My Burning Heart on fire for love of you. My Mother appears and cries out for the little children abused and mistreated by dark hearts of this world.

You are My children of light. Mary appears to lead you to your rightful home in heaven.

It is through Mary's Immaculate Heart that you will be led to My Burning Heart of love.

Your Mother is forever with you and watching you. You must turn to her, you are her little treasured children.

Oh children of the light come to Me and I will take you to the Father.

Pray to the Holy Spirit to fill you with His life and transform you from fear to fearlessness to stand up for God.

I am forever with you, guarding you and watching over you. Let go of your sinful lives. Come with a heart that is humble, gentle and ready to be filled by My love.

Then you will shine in the darkened world as the children of the light. You will march as the little army of love and many that are in darkness will see My light shine through you.

I love you, I love you, I love you, you are My precious holy children.

Love, Jesus

 

November 2, 1995

JESUS AND MARY WANT OUR LOVE

R. I see the face of Mary and I hear her cry for the little children of the world that will go to hell. Help me to be an empty vessel whereby You use me to spread Your love.

I beg You to give me the books to circulate.

I beg You for the way to spread Your love to the children.

I live for Thee and Thee alone.

Mary is allowing me to suffer her pain as I stood under the cross. It was as if I had the agony of both Hearts. Hers for her little lost children - His for His hungering Heart of deepest love. Jesus longs for the love of His precious ones.

Let me die to myself that I will live in You that You may operate in me to help others to get to heaven. I empty myself and ask You to possess my soul, to do what You want through me for the salvation of souls, to give to me fearlessness to carry out the message of Your burning love.

 

November 2, 1995

Sorrowful Mysteries

The Agony in the Garden

  1. Let us put ourselves in the presence of God and put aside all the distractions that are in our minds and think only of Jesus.

  2. Kneel with Jesus in the garden of Gethsemane and feel the pain that He suffered, the pain and the anguish that He suffered for all of the sins of all men for all time.

  3. Jesus and Mary are calling us to come to Their Hearts. Their Hearts are filled with love for us.

  4. Buckled over in pain in the garden, we cannot even imagine the anguish in the Heart of Jesus. God is Love.

  5. Look at your world this day. See the murder of the little babies in the womb of their mothers. See how many in America have forgotten that God even exists. Our every breath and our every heartbeat depend on Him.

  6. Out of greatest love for man, Jesus came into this world a little baby in the womb of Mary. He suffered so, all through His Passion. He loves man so much.

  7. Think of how it is when you love someone so much and you are rejected by the person you love. Jesus loved us so much that He came into this world. He suffered all through the Passion. He gave His life on the cross. He is rejected by many of the souls that He came to save.

  8. He is alive this day and He gives Himself to us with such love. He is treated with such indifference and such hatred.

  9. Let us ask God for the grace to know and love Him more. For to know God is to love Him.

  10. Let us pray for the youth of this world, the little children whose hearts have turned to stone at such an early age. Jesus loves them. Even in this dark world, His love is present. He is always with us.

The Scourging at the Pillar

  1. They led Him away as a common criminal and they tied Him securely to the pillar.

  2. They took harsh instruments and they began to beat His body with such instruments that tore His flesh.

  3. See as vividly as you can at the scourged body of Jesus. See Him with the big patches of skin that have been torn from His body. Think of the love that He has for us. He withstood this treatment for love of us.

  4. Jesus loves the children of this world. Let the little children come to Him. He wants them to come to Mass, to the Eucharist, and to be so close to Him.

  5. We go to the Eucharist and we receive Jesus. Let us open up our hearts and tell Him how much we love Him. We need Him in this world that is so dark. We need His light to shine in our hearts and to shine in our world today.

  6. We will be the children of light that shine in this dark world today if we live in Him.

  7. Look into the eyes of the scourged Jesus. See His body covered with wounds and blood. See His face covered with scratches and deep wounds. As we look into His beloved, tender eyes, surrounded by the wounds, do we know a little more of His immense love that He has for us?

  8. Mary loves the little children of this world. She wants us to come to her. She will lead us closer to her beloved Son.

  9. It is in meditating on these Sorrowful Mysteries and thinking about the love that Jesus has for us, that we will realize more and more, how much He truly loves us.

  10. We must come to Him and He will give us His abundant love.

The Crowning with Thorns

  1. Jesus sat on a mock throne and they pounded into His head a sharp crown of piercing thorns.

  2. Think of the wounds of Jesus, all over His body. Now they have wounded His most precious head. Blood ran down His face and into His eyes and into His ears.

  3. The blood ran from His mouth from the blows they gave Him to His head.

  4. It is hard to be in this world today. Many in the world have turned to sin.

  5. Children are laughed at for praying and for saying grace. Many children showing kindness and being nice to each other are made fun of. God wants us to be loving.

  6. Jesus wants us to be tender, kind, and loving. The only way to heaven is to love God and to love one another.

  7. How cold the world is this day. In order to survive, children are being taught to be cold in their hearts. Children's prayers are so powerful. We join together as children in the Shepherds of Christ Movement. We are praying for special graces from God. We want to be closer to Him. We want to be children of the light. We want to shine in the darkness in the schools. We want to tell the children of America about the God we love.

  8. Let us look at the crowned head of Jesus and the face covered with wounds. See His blood. Look at His body, bloodied and bruised. When we are ridiculed and treated unkindly, we must go to His Heart. We must pray for the person that is treating us with cruelty.

  9. We have a loving Mother that is forever with us. We are never alone, not for one moment. Jesus is with us. He is guarding our ways and Mary is guarding her little children of light.

  10. Song: Little Child

Jesus Carries His Cross

  1. A good way to meditate on the Passion is to make the Stations of the Cross. As we stand at the first station, we see how the men around Jesus shouted ugly words at Jesus. They cried out, "'Crucify him!'" (Mk. 15:13) We are ridiculed today for being close to Jesus. Jesus stood. He took all the torture. He is the Almighty God. He suffered for love of us.

  2. Jesus is God. He is love. They gave Him a heavy cross that they put on His back.

  3. Jesus fell to the ground. His head hit the ground. The cross was on His back. Many times we have to suffer. It is in suffering that we are drawn closer to Jesus.

  4. See Jesus and Mary as They look into each other's faces on the way to Calvary. His eyes met her eyes. He saw her sad face covered with tears. She saw His bruised face covered with blood. Jesus and Mary love us so much. They walked this brutal walk to the Crucifixion. They walk with us today. We are never alone. They are always with us. Their Hearts are filled with love.

  5. When we are ridiculed, let us remember how Jesus was treated.

  6. The world tells us that we should look for pleasure. They tell us to put down our crosses. The world says we should not suffer, that we should get rid of our suffering. Jesus came and He walked the walk on the way to Calvary. It is in the sufferings that we receive greater life in Him.

  7. Let us carry the crosses that we are given this day and offer them up to the Father. Many souls will be lost and condemned forever to hell. Jesus and Mary want us to pray very hard for all of our brothers that are suffering and in sin.

  8. Jesus walked the way to Calvary. The women wept over Him. He said to them, "...Daughters of Jerusalem, do not weep for me; weep rather for yourselves and for your children." (Lk. 23:28) Today we should weep for the children of this world, for they are suffering so much. They are not being told about how much God really loves them.

  9. Our prayers as youth are so powerful. Our prayers in this movement are so powerful. Jesus will give us graces when we pray. Jesus loves the children. Jesus and Mary want children to pray. Mary told us at Fatima we must pray the rosary.

  10. Let us thank Jesus for the great gift that He gives to us. He has given us a sharing in His life. He gives Himself to us in the Holy Eucharist. We must treasure each moment that we spend with Him after Communion at Mass.

Jesus Is Crucified and Dies on the Cross

  1. The Hearts of Jesus and Mary are the Two Hearts of greatest love. Mary's heart was invisibly pierced with a sword as she watched them nail her Son's hands and feet to the cross.

  2. Think of how it would be to have your whole body covered with wounds, and your head crowned with thorns, and then to have nails pounded all the way through your hands and your feet.

  3. Jesus held nothing back. He spread His arms. He gave His all that we would know how much He loves us.

  4. As He gave Himself on the cross, He gave His all. He gives Himself to us this day in the Eucharist. The Son of God comes to us and enters our bodies. He is as present as He was the day Mary carried Him in her womb.

  5. Do we realize how much God loves us, that He gives Himself to us in the Holy Eucharist?

  6. Mary stood beneath the cross and watched her Son. He died before her eyes. She saw Him covered with blood and wounded. She stands by us this day and watches us when we are ridiculed for loving God. She wants us to be the children of the light. She wants us to pray to her Spouse, the Holy Spirit. We must pray for the strength to stand up for our belief in God. So many in the world today have forgotten God exists.

  7. At every Mass, let us pray for the grace to unite with Jesus and offer ourselves to the Father. We must try to do whatever He wants us to do. It is in doing His will that we will be happy in our lives today.

  8. Jesus hung on the cross. His body was withered. He gave the last beat of His Heart for love of us.

  9. His last thoughts were for us. He gave us His loving Mother. She is our Mother. She will help us to follow the way of Jesus. She will help us to get to heaven.

  10. He gave Himself. He gives us Himself this day and He gives us His Mother to guide us on our way to everlasting happiness.

Thoughts before the Hail Holy Queen:

Mary loves us with the tenderest motherly love. Many children this day are suffering and are in sin. Some children may go to hell if they continue sinning. Children are being taught such vileness at such an early age. We must pray as we have never prayed before for the children of America. Many do not know of the love of Jesus, her Son. She wants the children to pray. So many children could go to hell if they die today. At Fatima on July 13, 1917, she showed the three children a vision of hell. She told them:

You have seen Hell, where the souls of poor sinners go. To save them, God wishes to establish, in the world, devotion to my Immaculate Heart. If people do what I tell you, many souls will be saved and there will be peace.22

We must realize that hell is forever. Some children are sinning and do not even care that they sin. Some children's hearts have turned to stone. She wants us, as our Mother, to pray. Children of America, we must pray. On October 13, 1917, Mary appeared to the children, and she said:

I am the Lady of the Rosary. I have come to warn the faithful to amend their lives and to ask pardon for their sins. They must not offend Our Lord any more, for He is already too grievously offended by the sins of men. People must say the Rosary. Let them continue saying it every day.23

Please help us circulate these rosaries to the schools. We must reach the children with the rosary and the consecration.

23. The Spirituality of Fatima and Medjugorje, op. cit., pp. 14-15.
 

 

 

 

November 3, 1995 - First Friday

I saw My Intimate Times with Jesus

R. I had such an experience before the St. Louis trip - I loved Him so deeply - He showed me all our intimate moments together and I cried so hard.

Then I saw my sins and asked Jesus to forgive me and help me to give Him great love.

I had the presence of the Almighty God as never before.

 

November 5, l995

Sorrowful Mysteries

Before the Tabernacle

Agony In the Garden 

R. Let us place ourselves in the presence of the Almighty God. Think of Jesus, see His brown hair, His body clothed in a tunic and see Him walking on a sunlit day. Focus as if you were there and how it would feel to be this close to Jesus and walking next to Him. You are there at this time with Jesus and you are right next to Him. You can speak and He will hear you and He will speak to you. Does your heart burn to be so close to the Almighty God? Jesus is in this room, no less present than He was the day that He walked this earth. The Almighty God, the Son of God, is in this room and in the Holy Eucharist and He is crying out to us to unite in such oneness with Him, to be so close that He dwells within our hearts in such oneness as the bridegroom of our soul. Jesus wants this close union with us at all times. Let us surrender at this moment and during the mysteries of this rosary and ask Him for grace to help us join closer and closer in our union with Him, to know more and more the burning fire of His love. 

l. R. Be with Jesus in the garden. Kneel beside Him. He asked the apostles to come and to watch with Him and they slept. Let us comfort His aching heart in such pain for all the souls that would reject Him and neglect Him and treat Him with such indifference - the souls from all time. He suffered in the garden such agonies to His Heart for His beloved souls that He loved so dearly and would treat Him with hatred and indifference and ingratitude. 

2. R. Focus on the Heart of Jesus as we see the heart on the Sacred Heart picture, as we see Jesus on so many pictures, with His hands on both sides of His Heart, always showing us His Heart. His Heart is a burning furnace of love. He wants us to see His Heart, adorned in yellow, burning with such heat and love for us. 

3. R. Are not our hearts burning within us as we think that the Almighty God so loved His creatures that He took on a human body and came into this world conceived in the womb of the Virgin Mary, a human person! Who are we that God loves His creatures so much He took on a human nature? 

4. R. We endlessly search, day after day, for something to feed our starved souls when nothing on the face of this earth will feed our souls but only God can feed our soul. Jesus calls out constantly and is telling us, “I am here, and I am with you minute by minute, second by second, with a Heart that is filled with burning love, outpouring this love to you, My beloved ones. How I love you. I am so glad that you have come to be with Me in this room. I am longing and thirsting to unite deeper and deeper with you. Open wide your hearts. Release yourselves of any walls that surround your heart. Let go. Focus on My burning heart of love. I give to you this love, I dwell within you in a special way when you are in the state of grace. Do you feel My presence in this room? I am truly present in the consecrated host, no less present than the day that I walked this earth? Do you know that I come to you, My beloved ones, with My Heart burning and on fire? Open wide your heart. Let My love penetrate your starved soul.” 

5. Song: I come to you with greatest love

6. R. Jesus, Jesus, the Almighty God! Can we ever realize a little bit that the Almighty God is in this room with us, truly present, in the Eucharist? 

7. R. We run after such foolish things and God waits, day after day after day in the tabernacle for His beloved souls to come and to visit Him and to be with Him. He said to the apostles, “can you not wait one hour with Me?" Can we not come this day and spend some of our busy day with the Almighty God, truly present, waiting and longing to be ever closer to us?  

8. R. You do not realize the great gifts that we are given, that God is here and waiting to share a love relationship with us!  

9. Jesus: When the messages of My love are transmitted among the members of My church, the bloodshed will stop. I am calling out to you to come closer and closer to My Heart. As you unite in this oneness with Me, I will operate through you and minister to this world that is suffering and in pain. The most important thing you can do, My beloved ones, is to unite to Me.

l0. R. In the Mass we hear, “Through Him, With Him and In Him.” Let us pray for the grace to unite deeper and deeper in our union with Him for to unite with Him is to have all that we need.

 

Scourging At the Pillar  

Song: I Love You Jesus

l. R. Come Holy Spirit, come into our hearts and fill us with the fire of God’s love. Transform us more and more in the heart of Mary into the image and likeness of Jesus.  

2. R. We see our beloved Jesus as He stood at the pillar, tied, His hands tied and they beat Him, they tore His flesh with harsh instruments!  

3. Jesus: My dear ones, I am asking you to meditate on the Passion. It is in meditating on My Passion that you will know more and more the immensity of My love. You must learn to go to the inner sanctuaries of My Heart and dwell there, through the heart of My Mother. Enter into My Heart through My pierced side, into the inner chambers of My Heart, into a room where you are secure and warm. I am waiting to caress you and hold you within My Heart. You will be protected from all of the storms that surround you for I am the Almighty God. I have all the power. I take you to My Heart and if the wind blows and the stars cease to shine you will find refuge in the inner chambers of My Sacred Heart.

4. R. Jesus stood at the pillar and He was beaten by those men that He loved, but His greatest agonies were the agonies to His Heart. Jesus was buckled over in pain from those who rejected Him and treated Him with such violence and such hatred.  

5. R. How did the martyrs suffer martyrdom? Some were sawed in half, some were beaten, many were murdered. How did they suffer this martyrdom? They knew, within, the burning love of God, Jesus is giving to us great graces to join in deepest union with Him to know Him in the inner sanctuaries of His Heart. He is calling us to unite in such oneness that if even the stars would cease to shine and if the sun would fall from the sky, we would know the presence of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit within our hearts and our hearts would burn for love of God for we would know that God is all powerful and almighty and He lives!! He lives within us in a special way when we are in the state of grace. I see Jesus, bound and whipped at the pillar, but His eyes are gentle and loving. His face is full of love, love for the men that beat Him. This is the love that He wants in our hearts, love for those that persecute us, love for all men as He loved those that tore His flesh. 

6. R. How do we do this? How do we love as He wants us to love? At every Mass, pray more and more for the grace to unite in deepest union with Him, to be healed of any hatred or anger, and to unite with Him in deepest love in the Holy Eucharist. For Jesus is love, to know Jesus intimately, is to have love in our hearts. We cannot hate and love at the same time. 

7. R. Jesus stood at the pillar and they tore Jesus' flesh. Jesus was covered with blood and wounds and He loved those who beat Him! 

8. Jesus: Unless the messages of My love are transmitted among the members of My Church the bloodshed will continue. I call you to unite with me in deepest union. Come to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass and unite with Me in this sacrifice to the Father. Offer yourselves to the Father and unite in deepest union with Me when you receive the Holy Eucharist. 

9. R. How is it that God loves us so much that He unites with us - the Divine God wants to be one with us, a human person! Jesus gives Himself to us in such union in the Holy Eucharist! It is in this union that we are filled with His immense love. 

l0.  Hail Mary

 

Crowning With Thorns 

R. Each one of us, was uniquely created by the Father and is so important to God's plan, each one of us, is so loved by Him. Let us pray for the grace to realize more and more the immense love that God has for us. 

l. R. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within our graced, baptized soul. God wants us to be witnesses of love to others. Let us pray for the grace to realize the immensity of God’s love for us, for Jesus says, “unless the messages of His love are transmitted in the members of His Church, the bloodshed will continue.” It is in becoming one with Him and being filled with Jesus' love that we will be loving witnesses to others in the world. 

2. R. How important we are to the plan of the Father! See Jesus with His head crowned with thorns and the men spitting on Him and hollering at Him, yet He withstood all of this treatment for He loved us to His death. He loved us! 

3. Jesus: I am alive, I am alive, I am alive, and I am in this room with you at this moment. I call from the tabernacle to you, My beloved ones. I want such union with you. Come to Me and let Me bathe you in My love. I long and thirst to be so close to you. You will be pressed on day after day by the evil one. It is only in realizing My love that you will be a channel and carry this love to others.

Satan is very strong. He is pressing down on you, My faithful ones, for He wants souls for hell. I am Jesus. I am calling you to come and unite ever closer to My Heart for you will be the light shinning in the dark world, filled with My love. You will radiate this love to those that are suffering. Satan is running rampant at this time. He is causing much confusion and doubt in your lives. You must come to My Heart, through My pierced side. Come into the inner sanctuary of My Heart and I will bathe you with My burning love. 

4. Song: I Love You Jesus 

5. R. We go about our lives everyday and we live the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus in our lives. 

6. Jesus: Who will I call if you do not answer? I am calling you. You will be pressed on. You will be tried. You are My beloved ones. I am calling out to you to be strong, to come to the Eucharist, to come and beg for the grace to be strengthened by My grace in you. I am giving to you abundant graces to grow deeper and deeper in your union with Me. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior. Many souls will be lost. I am calling out to you to unite and to help in the salvation of souls. 

7. R. Jesus sat on a mock throne and He was crowned, with a piercing crown of thorns. Jesus' face was covered with blood. Jesus' garment covered His body, His garment covered the open wounds. He did not answer back. He did not call out. He was silent. He accepted the treatment and loved those that persecuted Him. He came to show us the way to live. He walked the earth. He suffered. He died. He rose and ascended into heaven. Jesus wants to dwell in us this day. Live in our hearts. He wants us to live His life, death and resurrection in our lives. 

8. R. We struggle and we struggle.  In the deepest struggles, we experience deeper and deeper life in Him. 

9. R. It is in handling the ordinary little problems that are sometimes the hardest to handle. Handle them with love and patience and ask the Holy Spirit to help us to be more and more like Jesus. Telling Him we are sorry when we realize how far we are from being like Him. 

l0. Hail Mary...

 

Jesus Carries His Cross 

R. They stood around Jesus with their angry faces and the hatred in their eyes. Picture yourself there and look at the faces of the men that are poking at Jesus and look at the face of Jesus filled with peace, and love. The faces of the men poking at Jesus were filled with hatred, anger and condemnation. He came to show us the way. Jesus came to show us the way that He wants our faces to look.

l. R. Jesus accepted the cross that they gave to Him. They put the cross on His back. It was so heavy Jesus scarce could walk but He accepted the cross and went His way. Jesus came to show us the way. Jesus was born in a stable in Bethlehem, in such poverty, rejected by men at birth. He carried His cross on His back to His death on Calvary.  

2. R. Jesus shows us how He died on the cross and He rose on the third day. Jesus shows us that the way to follow Him is to take up our cross and follow Him. In the cross there is the resurrection if we follow Him. In Him is life. Let us walk this way through this mystery of the rosary and realize that, with all the crosses we can follow Jesus, and we can obey God's will.

3. R. In Jesus is the victory! Death/Resurrection. Follow Jesus, die to those ways not like Him - rise to new life. On the third day He rose victorious, adorned in white, His wounds glistening. We, too, carry our crosses but if we endure the suffering, and follow Jesus we can have new life. 

4. R. Mary walked beside Jesus. Mary is His beloved Mother. As Mary walked and looked into His face, Mary saw the Son that she loved so dearly. Mary carried the secret in her heart, from the prophesy of Simeon, knowing that sufferings would come, knowing all through her Son's life that He would suffer and now Mary saw her Son, Jesus, covered with blood, Jesus' head was crowned with thorns, Jesus' body was torn, with the cross on His back and Mary watched Him fall, with His chin to the ground. Mary carried this in her heart for 33 years, knowing sufferings would come. Mary suffered by Jesus' side. 

5. R. How the heart of Mary knows the Heart of Jesus. How pure and loving is Mary's heart! She is His beloved Mother of love. Mary loved her Son with the deepest love. It is in uniting to Mary's heart that we will love Jesus more deeply. Let us ask Mary to carry us deeper and deeper into the inner recesses of this burning Heart of love. 

6. R. We could look into Jesus' eyes if we could see His beautiful eyes. We could see the most magnificent burning eyes of love. Let us go to the inner recesses of His Heart and ask Him to help us to experience more and more His burning love, to unite in deeper, deeper union with Jesus to be so one in Him. Such joy to unite with Him in the Holy Eucharist, to have this presence of God in our heart. Are not our hearts burning within us that God loves us so much that He carried the cross and gave Himself on a hill at Calvary? 

7. R. We see so many times how we are stripped of things that are so important to us. Even words that people say to us, hurt us, abuse us, others can be very cruel to us. We see Jesus as they tore off His clothes and they treated Him with such cruelty and they pushed Him!

8. R. It is in joining deeper and deeper in the Heart of Jesus that we will have peace and joy in our hearts. The winds may blow and the stars may cease to shine but we will know His burning love within us. 

9. R. I see Him so many times with His chin on the ground and the cross on His back and I look into His beautiful eyes, the eyes of such love and no matter what is going on - to see Jesus, the Almighty God, strung out on the ground, the cross on His back, gives us strength. 

l0. Sing: A Song from Jesus

 

Jesus is Crucified and Dies on the Cross 

R. Think of Jesus with His hands outstretched. They pulled His arms so tightly and they stretched His body and nailed His hands and His feet to the cross. 

l. R. How was it for Jesus to know that they lifted the hammer and that they would come down and pound the nails into His hand? 

2. R. How is it for us that He cries out this day from the tabernacle that He loves us so much but we are so blind that we do not realize that He gave Himself for love of us, that the Son of God came to this earth, incarnate, in the womb of the Virgin Mary, that He lived in a human body on this earth and that He gave His life because He loved us so much. 

3. R. Stand with Mary under the cross as she looks up and she sees her beloved Son. A constant aching in her heart, Mary knew Jesus would suffer from the prophesy of Simeon. Mary stood beneath the cross and Mary saw her Son covered with blood and crowned with thorns. In her heart Mary knew souls that would suffer despite Jesus' sufferings. Jesus suffered for all men. Jesus is our Savior. Many men would throw away the gift Jesus wanted to give them. Some men even go to hell despite what Jesus did.

4. R. We do not need deep theology to understand the love of God. It is clear. If we look at the crucifix we see that Jesus so loved man that He came to this earth and He allowed Himself to be crucified and He died willingly that we would be saved. The crucifix is such a friend - to look at the crucified body of Christ as He hung on the cross, to look at the hands and to realize that the nails went all the way through, to see His head crowned with thorns, and to see that God loves us so much that He gave Himself! Jesus gave His last breath and the last beat of His Heart that we would be saved, that we would be with Him forever and ever in heaven. 

5. R. Let us focus on the wounds of Christ. Look at the depth of the wounds in His hands from the nails. The suffering within the body, all the pain, carried within His body. We see on the outside of His body the wounds, but the pain within!

    The Church this day is suffering within. The messages of His love are not being transmitted as they need to be among the members of the Church. We are to love as members of the body of Christ. God is love!! Mary appears and she calls out to spread the love of her Son, especially to the children. Many little children are not even being taught about the love of Jesus, they are being taught many vile and cruel and ugly and horrible things in this world today, but they are not being told about Jesus and how He loves them. We were created to know, love and serve God. To mention the word of God is scoffed at by many today, imagine that! To mention such vile things and such poison on television and the movies is accepted, but to talk dishonorably about God how offending to a good God. Mary appears and she asks us to pray, pray, pray for the children. We must contact the children. We must tell the children how Jesus and she loves them. We must tell the children about the Eucharist and teach children to pray the rosary. Mary is calling out so strongly every day and this week I understood the deep sufferings that Mary suffered. Mary says we must reach the children. Mary is begging us to reach the children. Mary stood beneath the cross. Mary is the Mother of Jesus. Mary stood beneath the cross and she saw her Son covered with blood and wounds and she knew in her heart all that would be lost this day. Mary has said many children are going to hell. Children, her beloved children, that are in sin and use drugs etc. Mary is calling out to reach the children. Let us pray fervently that we carry the message of God’s love to this world, especially to children, for the children are being taught daily so many ugly things in this world, but where do they go if they have not been told about the love of God? We have been called by Mary to reach them.

6. R. Let us beg the Father, in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, in the Holy Spirit, to give us abundant graces, to unite ever deeper to the Almighty God, to know more and more, every moment of our lives, the great gifts that we are given from the Almighty God, to know the Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell in our graced baptized soul. Pray to know the immense love of God. 

7. R. Jesus called out once when I was meditating on the crucifixion that He gave Himself for us, what more do we want? That He gives Himself to us this day! We do not treasure the great gift that we are given, how He is treated with such indifference and ingratitude by those who receive Him in the Holy Eucharist and run from the church and He calls out -  “tell them, tell them, that the Almighty God gives Himself to them and how He longs for us to visit and spend those precious moments after Communion with Him, when He gives us infinite knowledge of Himself! 

8. R. I hear Him call out when the priest raises the host:  “This is My Body, This is My Blood.” This is what He gives to us. Jesus gives us Himself in the Eucharist. Jesus gives us His Body and His Blood. Lord, give us the grace to unite ever closer to You and to realize this most precious gift that we are given in the Eucharist. 

9. R. Mary stood beneath the cross and Mary looked at the lifeless body of her Son - Mary held Him in her arms. The wounds in His side, the wounds in His hands and feet - His head punctured by the thorns! Jesus complied always to the Will of the Father. Jesus died on the cross for us. It is in the death there is the resurrection. Death has no power over Jesus! We must stay rooted in Him. Pray for a greater sharing in His life. 

l0. Song: I Love You Jesus

Jesus: If the messages of My love are not transmitted among the members of My Church, the bloodshed will continue. I call you, My dear ones, to come and to unite in deeper union with Me. I am pouring out My abundant graces to you for I long and thirst to be so close to you. It is in this union that I will minister to this hurting world. I am Jesus and you have been called here by My Mother. It is through her heart that you will be placed deeper and deeper in the inner recesses of My Heart and know more and more My burning love for you.

 

 

November 6, 1995

ROSARY NOTES

R. I receive the Holy Eucharist. I realize the presence of God within me.

I feel as Mary felt to know the Child Jesus was within her. I meditate on Christ coming to us in the Holy Eucharist.

Feel as Mary felt to visit her cousin Elizabeth. Partake in Mary's life, carrying Jesus within her.

Mary felt His life move within her. It was through her body we receive His life.

She saw Him on the cross and watched His life leave His body.

 

November 7, 1995 - 5:30am

I Will Help You

Jesus: My dear child - Do not give into satan. I will help you in the battle against satan.

I am your bridegroom, I come to give you peace. Satan wants to divide you from those I have sent you to work with, tear apart relationships that are needed to do this work. Will you give into satan?

You must pray! I love you! What people say about you does not mean it is true!! I will handle those who oppose Me, the enemies to the Father's will that tear apart what I have asked you and Fr. Carter to build.

You are as you are - rooted in Me - not as other jealous people may say. I am giving you abundant grace now.

You must trust Me, you must love, do the Father's will, in love - All your actions in compliance to My Father's will!!

Satan will use others to try to discredit you - You are My messenger. They challenge you and attack you to discredit you. They oppose the Father's will tearing down this gift My Father has given through you and Fr. Carter to the world.

You must now focus on Me and My life with you - I am the bridegroom of your soul, Stay close to Me - They are giving into satan to discredit you - You are My messenger and the co-founder of this Movement, I will do what the Father wants through you as My messenger -

They oppose My wishes to teach the world about My Burning Heart and the Mass.

 

November 7, 1995

FEEL THE PAIN INSIDE

Written at 8:15 a.m., in front of the tabernacle:

R. I love You so much, sweet Jesus. I love the Blessed Sacrament. I love the Eucharist. I love each moment with You - so precious to me, each moment, every special second. I am in tears and filled with such emotion and love for Him.

We see the outside, the body, the wounds of Jesus, but the pain was felt inside, the buckling over in the chest, the sound in His ears from angry men, the scene-all within the body of Christ.

The scene today from the outside-looks that are hollow, that are self-promoting, the looks on the face, the actions, the words spoken reflect the hearts within. The more the heart is like Jesus' Heart, the more the words will be like Jesus' words. How saturated are we in His life? How much do our actions reflect His life within us? Is our life rooted in Him? Do our actions reflect His light, or darkness coming from starved souls? The exterior of the body reflects the life within. A life rooted in Him reflects His life. A life rooted in selfish promotion reflects darkness inside. To be of Him we must die to self and live in Him. The struggles we have experienced have caused us to rejoice in new life.

 

November 8, 1995

I WANT THE GRACE TO LOVE HIM MORE

R. At the Mass, I am so aware of the miracle taking place through the hands of the priest.

I am in awe. Bread is changed into the Body of Christ.

With all my heart, I know this is truly the Almighty God, in all His greatness. I realized the great Sacrifice offered to the Father at the Consecration - so aware of everything going on and the Sacrifice is the sacrifice of Calvary, now being sacramentally made present there.

I wanted, with all my heart, to unite to Jesus in this sacrifice and make reparation for my sins and the terrible sins of all men against God.

I wanted so much, with such depth, the very deepest union with Him to help make reparation for the awful sins of man against God. (writing this is shallow - my heart burns with such depth, for I cannot describe the way I feel).

I want, so deeply, to love God. I kept asking Him to help me to love Him so much. I am such a little speck, but I know He can help me to give Him deeper love. I want so much to give Him love - great love, and I am so inadequate to love God.

He magnifies my love so I can love Him more - He Who is so worthy of love!

I want to worship Him and adore Him and honor Him for He is so great and worthy of such honor and glory, but I need Him to help me to love and honor and worship Him more for I am such a little speck compared to God.

Had I but Mary's sinless heart, to love Thee more, my dear, precious Lord!

I realized, from before Mass, how deeply I love each Person of the Trinity, to the point of tears, knowing They are all within me, wanting so deeply to unite with Them, and give Them greater love - greater and greater love as little as it is.

 

November 8, 1995

THE PROMISE OF OUR LADY AT FATIMA

R. The promise of Our Lady at Fatima is this:

My daughter, look at My Heart surrounded with the thorns with which ungrateful men pierce it at every moment by their blasphemies and ingratitude. You, at least, try to console me, and say that I promise to assist at the hour of death with all the graces necessary for salvation all those who, on the first Saturday of five consecutive months, go to Confession and receive Holy Communion, recite five decades of the Rosary and keep me company for a quarter of an hour while meditating on the mysteries of the Rosary, with the intention of making reparation to me.43

Our Lady of Fatima requested us to carry out the following devotions on the first Saturdays. She promises us the graces necessary for salvation at the hour of death. We must follow the devotion as Our Lady stipulated.

...The practice of the five first Saturdays involves:

1) Going to confession, which may be done from eight days before to 8 days after the first Saturday. Of course, if a person is in the state of serious sin, the confession must be made before receiving Communion.
2) Receiving Holy Communion.
3) Recitation of five decades of the rosary.
4) Meditating for 15 minutes on the mysteries of the rosary.

All of the above [except confession] must be done on the first Saturday of five consecutive months with the intention of making reparation to the Immaculate Heart. For those who make the five first Saturdays, Our Lady of Fatima has promised to assist them at the hour of death with all the graces necessary for salvation.44

43. The Message of Fatima, op. cit., p. 48.
44. Rev. Edward Carter, S.J., Mother at My Side [Milford: Faith Publishing Co., 1993], p. 21.
 

 

November 9, l995

Children’s Rosary at Reading

 

Glorious Mysteries 

The Resurrection

1. R. Walk with the women as they walked to the tomb and feel how they felt when they saw the stone.

2. R. Jesus told them many things, but they did not understand.

3. R. Mary Magdalene was crying and she saw a man that she thought was the gardener and it was Jesus and she was so overjoyed to see her beloved Jesus.

4. R. Jesus is alive this day and He is with us. He is truly present in the Holy Eucharist and He dwells within our hearts, in a special way, when we are in the state of grace.

5. R. Picture in your mind so clearly the glorified body of Jesus, His glorified wounds. See Him glistening in white, surrounded in light.

6. R. Look into His face and see His love and His brightness and His caring for us.

7. R. In all of the struggles, in all of the darkness in the world this day, Jesus is alive and if we focus on Him, we can feel His presence within us, for He never leaves us.

8. R. Picture the body of Jesus hanging on the cross and think about Him being locked in the tomb and on the third day, He rose victorious.  Death has no power over Jesus.

9. R. Jesus came to this earth. Jesus suffered and He died, we share His Life through baptism. Jesus came to give us a sharing in His Life.

l0. R. In baptism our knowing and loving capacity is elevated.

 

The Ascension

1. R. Before Jesus ascended into heaven, He gave to the apostles the power to baptize and to forgive sins.

2. R. Jesus promised to send the Holy Spirit to descend upon them and to fill them with the courage that they needed, to go out to spread the Gospel.

3. R. Jesus took them out to the town near Bethany. Jesus raised His arms and He ascended into heaven.

4. R. Envision yourself standing in the field below with the apostles and the Virgin Mary and feel in your heart the excitement, the awe, the confusion, to see Jesus as He ascends into the clouds.

5. R. Jesus calls out, “I am alive, I am alive, I am alive”. Jesus lives this day and Jesus wants us to know His burning love for us.

6. R. Jesus came to this earth and He put on a human body, the Almighty God, because He loves us so much and wants us to share in His life.

7. R. The apostles were a sorry lot. They were filled with fear. They did not understand the words of Jesus. They were filled with self, always worrying who was first. But Jesus ascended into heaven and promised to send them the Holy Spirit, to fill their hearts with the fire of God’s love.

8. R. Jesus no longer walks the earth. He is truly present in the Holy Eucharist. Jesus wants to dwell in our hearts.

9. R. Jesus tells us not to fear, for He is here in our every breath and our every heartbeat and He is guarding us. For He loves us so much that He gave His life that we would share in His life.

l0. Sing: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord

 

The Descent of the Holy Spirit Upon the Apostles and the Virgin Mary

1. R. They were afraid and they had locked themselves in the upper room. There was a gigantic-like wind and there appeared over their heads parted tongues of fire and they were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in foreign tongues as the Holy Spirit prompted them to speak.

2. R. When we are in the state of grace, the Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within our hearts in a very, very special way.

3. R. It is the Holy Spirit that transforms us more and more in the image and likeness of Jesus.

4. R. It is the Holy Spirit dwelling within us that is constantly leading us on our way to be closer and closer to God.

5. R. The more that we tell the Holy Spirit how much we love Him, the more our hearts will burn within us in love of God and others.

6. R. Holy Spirit alive in our hearts at this moment, how we love You and want to be ever closer in such intimacy with You. Fill us with the burning fire of God’s love in our hearts.

7. R. Dear Holy Spirit, mold us in the heart of Mary to be more and more like Jesus.

8. R. The apostles were so filled with the Holy Spirit that they went out and so many were converted. They were locked in prison and they got out of prison singing songs of great joy for their hearts were filled with the five of God’s love.

9. R. Let us feel the life and vibrancy of God’s love within us. As Satan tempts us and tries to drag us down, let the Holy Spirit lift us up, for we will be propelled by the love of God. 

l0. Song: Come Holy Spirit

 

The Assumption of Mary into Heaven

1. R. Jesus gave His Mother to us under the cross. Mary guards us and protects us in everything that we do. Mary loves us with the tenderest motherly love, with a personal motherly love.

2. R. Mary loves us and wants to lead us through her heart to the Heart of her Son.

3. R. How close Mary is to the Heart of her Son. Mary lived with Him. Mary cared for Him. Mary carried Him in her womb. Mary nursed Him. Mary watched Him as He walked the way to Calvary. Mary stood under the cross. It is through her heart that we will know the Heart of Jesus more and more.

4. R. Mary’s heart was sinless. Mary conceived without sin. Mary loves the Father with the deepest love. Mary loves her Son. Mary loves her spouse, the Holy Spirit. It is in going to the heart of Mary and loving the Father, loving the Son and loving the Holy Spirit, through her heart, that we join ever closer to the Almighty God.

5. R. How Mary waits for us, stands by us, stands by our bed as we sleep, as a loving mother, caring at every moment and wanting us close to God.

6. R. We are never alone for Jesus and Mary are with us, guarding us and caring for us. Mary cares for her little children in this world.

7. R. The angel appeared to Mary and asked her to be the Mother of God. Mary always did the Father’s Will and she was taken into heaven. The Father has a plan for us, if we follow His will, we too will go to heaven someday.

8. R. In recognizing the great love that Jesus has for His Mother, we realize more the love that Jesus has for us.

9. R. Jesus loves His Mother so much that He wants His Heart venerated next to her heart.

l0. R. Mary is our spiritual Mother. Mary loves us more than any earthly mother.

 

Mary is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

1. R. Heaven may seem so far away for children in this world, but Mary wants us to always have pure hearts and always be ready to meet our God.

2. R. Do we realize, as children, that one mortal sin can keep us from heaven forever and ever and ever?

3. R. We must be ready at all times to die and to remain in the state of grace. Sin offends God, who loves us so much.

4. R. We think that God is so far away and He is so close. We look at the sunlit day and the star-filled night and we see the wonders of the Almighty God. He is present this day and in our midst.

5. R. Jesus has all the power. Our every breath depends on God. At any moment we could be taken from this world and we must be ready to meet God. Forever and ever we will live in heaven, if we loved and served Him.

6. R. At the Holy Spirit Center, in Norwood, Ohio, in the stained glass window, Mary is crowned by Jesus and the Father and the Holy Spirit are close by. This is the love that the Almighty God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit have for Mary. Mary was crowned Queen of heaven and earth. Do we realize even a minute amount of the immense love that God has for us, His creatures?

7. R. We must meet God in our hearts. For, we are His temple and the Father, Son and Holy Spirit, dwell within our graced baptized soul in a very special way, when we are in the state of grace.

8. 1 Corinthians 2: 9

"What no eye has seen and no ear has heard, what the mind of man cannot visualise; all that God has prepared for those who love him;"

9. R. It is so foolish to not love. For God loved man so much that He came to this earth and died and rose that we would share in His life.

10. R. It is so foolish to not be prepared to meet our Maker.   

 

 

November 10, 1995 - After Communion

                The Love of the Trinity

R. I feel the Spirit of the Almighty God move in me. I want to die to my sinful ways and unite ever deeper to my Divine Lord. Oh my Savior, how I long for the courts of the Lord to unite in endless love with thee, the bridegroom of my soul, to be one with Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I see the three Persons as one in ecstasy. Deep unity in this love of God.

Excerpt from Response to God's Love by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

... In reference to Christianity, God himself is the ultimate mystery. Radically, God is completely other and transcendent, hidden from man in his inner life, unless he chooses to reveal himself. Let us briefly look at this inner life of God.

    The Father, in a perfect act of self-expression, in a perfect act of knowing, generates his son. The Son, the Word, is, then, the immanent expression of God's fullness, the reflection of the Father. Likewise, from all eternity, the Father and the Son bring forth the Holy Spirit in a perfect act of loving.

    At the destined moment in human history, God's self-expression, the Word, immersed himself into man's world. God's inner self-expression now had also become God's outer self-expression. Consequently, the mystery of God becomes the mystery of Christ. In Christ, God tells us about himself, about his inner life, about his plan of creation and redemption. He tells us how Father, Son, and Holy Spirit desire to dwell within us in the most intimate fashion, how they wish to share with us their own life through grace. All this he has accomplished and does accomplish through Christ.

  

R. As I unite in such union with Jesus in the Holy Eucharist, I know the Holy Spirit moving inside of me. I know the vibrancy and fire of God's love in me. I feel the Father's love in the great gift given. Jesus loves me. I know the Father's love in giving me a sharing in His Divine Life in baptism.

The presence of the Trinity sometimes overwhelms me. I cry for joy to be given this love. The Persons of the Trinity fill me and permeate my being.

We are raised to a new life as we model our lives after Christ and we learn to relate in the greatest love. No matter what they are doing on the outside, I will stay close to Him on the inside.

 

November 11, 1995

FEEL THE PRESENCE OF GOD

R. I went to Mass at St. Xavier Church, downtown. I had such a presence of the Trinity after Communion. This is what happened on Thursday, also the Feast of St. John Lateran, I had a presence of the Almighty God. I felt as if I was knocked off my feet and knelt before the tabernacle. From this moment on, this presence is embedded in my soul.

My heart still burns to think of it.

Such a presence of the Almighty God, such a gift given from Him. My heart burns. My spiritual director said that we must want whatever God wants, not too much, not too little. We become one in Him. We identify with Him. My heart is burning for love of God.

Jesus and Mary show us Their Hearts. We see Jesus on many pictures with His hands on both sides of His Heart. He is showing us His Heart crowned with thorns.

 

November 13, 1995

LOVE

R. Love is giving. I am only satisfied by You! My heart finds fulfillment only in You! To look for anyone as the end to help you feel good about things, is a sick love.

In You, I am satisfied. You are a Divine Person. No one can satisfy my soul but You. I can feel satisfied at this moment if I am united to You, always living in a spiritual Communion!

The easy way is to think some person will satisfy your need for love. Only God satisfies our need for love. Love is giving, love does not seek gratification, love gives and keeps on giving. The Source of our love is God.

  

November 13, 1995

Mary's Womb

R. Mary was a walking tabernacle.

Jesus' most Sacred Heart was formed in her womb.

A meditation on the Annunciation: Be with Mary - the angel appears to Mary, Mary has fear inside, the angel says, "...Mary, do not be afraid..." (Lk. 1:30)

The plan of the Father revealed at Fatima is unfolding. Elizabeth says: "Why should I be honoured with a visit from the mother of my Lord?" (Lk. 1:43) He gives us Himself in the Eucharist. Why should we be honored with a visit from Our Lord?

Our hearts burn within us.

Father reveals Himself through His Son in the Holy Spirit.

The Holy Spirit led Simeon to the temple. He prophesied through Simeon and Anna.

See the Father and the Holy Spirit present at birth and in the temple.

 

 

November l4, l995 

Shepherds of Christ Meeting

Sorrowful Mysteries

Agony in the Garden 

l. R. Let us make a Spiritual Communion and ask Jesus to come to us in a spiritual communion - focus on Jesus' presence in us. Feel ourselves united in such close union with Jesus and know that He is outpouring His abundant love. 

2. R. See yourself kneel with Jesus in the Garden, next to Him, and we see His gentle, loving face and we see the look on His face as He suffered. Jesus knew all of the sins of all men from all time. As we look at our world today, we see the vileness and the hatred and we know that Jesus knelt in the Garden and suffered for the love of all those souls that are in the world today that are filled with such hatred and anger in their hearts. 

3. R. Jesus suffered for all of the children that are being poisoned in their minds this day by the media and all that is being said that is so vile for He loves each and every soul with such love and He saw before Him how the children in this age today would suffer and many not even know His love for them. 

4. R. Mary calls out to us again and again to go to the children to tell the children of the love of Jesus, to be a mother to each child in this world, to take this responsibility upon ourselves to go to the children, to tell the children of the love of Jesus and Mary. 

5. R. We do not see Jesus before our eyes, He no longer walks this earth, but He is alive and so close to us. Jesus is truly present this day in the Eucharist. Jesus is calling out to us to reach out this day to the children of the world, to reach out to those who are suffering and in pain, to give to them His love for we are His faithful ones and He is giving graces to join ever closer to Him. Jesus is asking us to go out to this world and to be loving to all for it is by our love that they will see the Christ that lives within us.

6. Sing: A Song from Jesus

7. Sing: Teach Me to Love With Your Heart

8. R. Jesus took with Him Peter, James and John and they slept. Jesus said to them, can you not watch one hour with Me? No matter how busy our lives are this day, we must find time in our busy schedule to be alone with Jesus for this world is in such a state that we will not act as He wants us to act unless we take time to be alone with Him. 

9. Jesus: You are My apostles that I am sending into this world. You must come to Me and be alone with Me. I am Jesus, I am giving to you great graces of My Divine love. You need to come and to spend time each day alone with Me.

l0. Jesus: I call you to prayer, I call you to sacrifice, I call you to My Heart for I want to be one with you. My beloved ones, every moment of the day I want to operate through you to this world that is hurting and in pain. I am making an urgent plea to you to come and be alone with Me so that I will operate through you all through the day. You must make time to be alone with Me. I am Jesus. I am longing and thirsting and waiting for your love. I love you, I love you, I love you. I am alive and I am with you this day, so close to you, waiting to outpour My gentle love to you. It is by your love that others will know Me. You must love. My ways are love. Always love. To My death on the cross I loved those who persecuted Me, who tore My flesh. 

R. Think of anyone of us in this room, sweating blood. Jesus knelt in the Garden and His suffering was so great that His sweat became as great drops of blood on the ground. You do not know the love in the Heart of Jesus. He was buckled over with such pain in His Heart for He loves each and every soul so deeply and think of how He is treated this day, how He is neglected and ignored. In the Garden His Heart was in such anguish. Feel the pain in your heart.

Jesus: I call out to you. I come to you covered with blood and crowned with thorns. I come to you with this urgent plea to spend your days praying, to spend every moment loving. You are My hands. You are My feet. You, I send into this world. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior. Do you see this world this day? Do you see the state this world is in? I am calling you. This is My plea: to each person here I am begging you, begging you, to unite ever closer to Me and as you unite, you will be strengthened by My strength.

 

Scourging at the Pillar 

l. R. God so loved this world that He sent His only begotten Son into this world and Jesus took on flesh. You cannot comprehend even a little the immensity of God’s love but ponder the fact that the Almighty God took flesh that He wants to help us understand more the immensity of this love. 

2. R. They bound the Son of God to the pillar and He withstood the treatment. He could, at any time, release Himself. He was subjected to such humiliation and torture and willingly He suffered this for love of us but His greatest agonies were not the agonies that He suffered to His body but the agonies that Jesus suffered to His Heart. 

 3. R. Jesus sings to us this day this song, The Song from Jesus. “I come to you with greatest love.” In the Holy Eucharist He is truly present in His Divinity and humanity and He is ignored and forgotten. Look at the world this day and see how few people think of God. And He says, how few people tell me how much they love me. Let us never fail to tell Jesus our love for Him for He came to this earth out of greatest love for us. We were created to know, love and serve God. The Almighty God is so offended by the sins of men and He gives to us such gifts and look how He is treated by His creatures! 

4. R. Look at the scourged body of Jesus. This is the love that He has for us. 

5. Song: A Song from Jesus

6. Sing: "I come to you this day"

7. R. Let us meditate on these mysteries of the rosary and ask the Almighty God to help us to love Him more and more and to give us whatever we need to give the love to Him that is His due. To give Him more and more love. I feel so inadequate to love the Almighty God but with His help I can love Him more. 

7. Sing: "I come to you this day"
8. Sing: "I come to you this day"
9. Sing: "I come to you this day"
l0. Sing: "I come to you this day"

 

The Crowning with Thorns 

l. R. Come Holy Spirit, fill our hearts with the fire of God’s love. Impart to us, Dear Holy Spirit, the knowledge and wisdom to know God more and more. 

2. R. Fill us with the fearlessness to go out into this world and to preach the Gospel message for this world this day is suffering and in pain and Jesus is crying out an urgent plea to us to go out to tell our brothers, through our actions, of the love of God. 

3. Jesus: My way is the way of love, always love. I am calling you to holiness in your heart, to hold your tongue, to not talk about one another. Satan will try to divide you, My beloved ones. Time is so short and so many souls are at stake. Look into My eyes, filled with blood and My head crowned with thorns. This is the love that I have for My beloved souls. Many will be lost this day. Satan will try to trick you. You must come to Me and spend time alone with Me. In the moments in the night come and talk to Me. I am waiting for you to spend time alone with Me.

4. R. Let us go to the Heart of Jesus. Let us go deeply into His Heart and be bathed by His precious love. Let us focus now on the presence of the Almighty God within us. 

5. Jesus: Why do you talk about one another when you could spend this time telling Me of your love for Me. I long to hear the words from your lips of how you love Me. I loved you, My beloved ones, to My death. It is in your actions this day that you will preach My lessons to this world. 

6. Jesus: To know Me is to love - to love God and to love one another. 

7. Jesus: They spit on Me. They tore My flesh and pounded thorns into My head. I responded, always, with love. You are My hands, My feet, in this world this day. Your face will shine with My light when you come to Me and spend time with Me. I am sending you out into a world that is full of evil. You must spend these moments alone with Me that I can refresh you and prepare you for the work at hand. 

8. Jesus: I am the Almighty God. I can do all things. You must take time to be alone with Me. 

9. R. They whipped Him and they tore His Flesh and they pounded into His head a sharp crown of thorns and the blood ran into His eyes and into His ears and it came from His mouth. This is the love that He has for us. He is the Almighty God. God is all powerful. Look at the vastness of this universe, created by the Almighty God. Each life given from Him and we wonder and we fret and worry and we think that we are in control and He gives to us this sharing in His life in baptism. He wants us to be His instruments in the world.

Jesus: In one moment I can do more than you can do in a million years. I am calling you to prayer and sacrifice. I am calling you to let go - do the Father's will. I am Jesus. I will never forsake you, My beloved ones. 

l0. Jesus: I magnify your efforts and many souls will be touched by what you do. Come to Me and I will give you wisdom to guide you on the way. You are My workers that I am sending out.

 

Jesus Carries His Cross 

l. R. Jesus stood with His hands tied in front of Him and they surrounded Him and they poked at Him and they hollered obscenities to Him and they called out, “crucify Him, crucify Him.” This is Jesus Christ, the Son of God. Look how He was treated by those He loved! 

2. Jesus: I came to show you the way. It is in carrying your cross that you will have life in Me.

3. R. See Jesus' body covered with blood and wounds, His head covered with thorns, and they gave to Him a heavy cross that He carried on His back. 

4. R. Think of what it would be like to carry the cross on your back that you knew, that, this was the cross you would die on. 

5. R. How we worry about the words of others that hurt us when Jesus carried the very cross, that He died on. 

6. R. Jesus was the innocent Lamb led to the slaughter. Jesus carried the cross and when it was so heavy, Jesus fell and the cross fell on Him. Without a word, He fell. 

7. Jesus: How heavy is your cross that you carry this day, the little crosses that I give you to bear? My sweet children, I give you crosses because I love you so much. As you carry this cross you will grow deeper and deeper in your love for Me. 

8. Jesus: I died on the cross but I rose on the third day, victorious!! 

9. Jesus: Surrender to Me, surrender and let go. You cannot do it on your own. I am calling you, My beloved ones. Come to Me and let Me lead you on your way. You must pray and surrender. You cannot accomplish the work that I am sending you on your own. It is only in a deep union with Me that the work will be accomplished. You must pray and surrender for I am aiding you, in this endeavor!! 

l0. R. And He fell, His chin fell on the ground, and when Jesus got up He looked into the eyes of His beloved Mother, Mary. It is through Mary that we will be aided in our efforts to spread the love of God throughout the world. Jesus promises that if we pray the rosary Mary will aid us in all of our needs and if we promote this rosary she will help us on our way. We must ask her to help us, to do the plan of the Father. It is the Father’s Plan and we are His servants. We are not doing this on our own. We are doing it with the help of the Father, Son, Holy Spirit and the Blessed Virgin Mary. We must surrender and allow Them to lead the way and to work in us.

 

Jesus Dies on the Cross 

l. R. See Jesus and see them with their hammer and their nails. They put the nail in the palm of His hand. They lifted the hammer high and they pounded the nail in His hand. Focus on the fact that He is the Almighty God, all powerful, in control of all things and He subjected Himself to this treatment for love of us. Could we allow them to put the nails in our hands and pull back the hammer and continue if we had the power to stop it?

 2. R. Mary knew that she would suffer. From the time of Simeon she knew how she would suffer. Knowing in her heart all those years, she stood beneath the cross and she watched her Son as He was put to death. 

3. R. Stand beneath the cross with Mary and feel the agony in her heart, the suffering, the pain. Weep as Mary wept under the cross. All of the emotions in her heart. Jesus suffered for so many souls that would throw away these graces that He won. Mary knew in her heart her beloved children that would go to hell despite His suffering. Stand beneath the cross with Mary and in your heart experience the anxieties, far beyond any expression of yelling, a buckling over in your chest, pain that cannot even be expressed, that she suffered under the cross. Her heart, her chest, buckled over in pain. Could she scream and express the agony? Could she cry tears? Could you express the agony of watching your son die as Jesus died?

    Mary is appearing and she is calling out and her call is the same call for the children of this world that will be lost to the fires of hell. I see her face. I feel her pain and I weep her tears. There is nothing, nothing, I can do alone to answer this cry of our Mother. I am a messenger. This message is for you. If you were in this room, the message is that I have seen Mary and heard the cries for the children that will go to hell. We must reach the world with these messages of His love. Mary is calling out to us. We are the creatures God created. He created us in His goodness and love. God created us out of His goodness and love and Adam sinned, and Jesus came, the New Adam, Savior of the world. Look how the creatures are treating God this day and Mary comes and says, “Look - you have to stop this - you are offending God. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer” and we ignore, ignore and ignore this. I have seen Mary, when she is crying out how the children will go to hell. This is a message for you from your Mother Mary to spread these messages to this world. If you are here, you are hearing these words because you have been called and you have responded. The message was delivered to me, it is given to all of you.

See Jesus as He hung on the cross, His head crowned with thorns, the nails pounded into His hands and feet, His body withered. He cries out , “I love you, I love you, I love you. Will you deliver this message to this world today for many souls will go to hell and I am the Almighty God and I am speaking here. Will you respond?” Will you help me with this message for this message is not my message, it is the message from Jesus and Mary for this world, not for this room alone, for this world. I am one person, you are one person and the message has been delivered from My lips but from God to you. From Mary, with her heart, crying out and the urgent plea of your beloved Jesus. See Him as He hung on the cross. 

4. Sing: Crown Him with Many Crowns 

5. Jesus: I love you, I love you, I love you. This is an urgent cry from Me to you. My beloved faithful ones. Will you carry this message to this world - the world that is suffering and in pain for the bloodshed in this church will continue until the messages of My love are transmitted among the members. You see the world. I am giving to you great graces to know My presence in your hearts. Will you help Me to spread My love to this world for many souls will be condemned to the fires of hell. Time is so short, here today and gone tomorrow and all that feeds the stalking soul is the love of God, not sex, nor money, nor the vileness that goes on this day will feed the souls. Will you go into this world and spread My love? I am Jesus, I am crying out to you. 

6. Jesus: Busy, busy, busy. You are busy. How many souls this day would go to hell if they died at this moment? This is My plea to you, to help Me spread the messages of My love. 

7. R. Jesus raised high on a cross - on a hill and He breathed His last breath and He gave the last beat of His Heart and He died that we could be saved. 

8. Jesus: I call you to love. I died for each and every soul. It is by your love that you will witness to Me in the world. Purify your hearts. 

9. R. See Mary under the cross and in her arms the lifeless body of her Son, His arms draped over her arms and His feet and legs draped over her, His head hung back and her red, covered face looking at her beloved Son and Mary is appearing over and over and over again and calling to us to think about the children of this world and to tell them about the love of her Son. So many children are in sin this day, Mary's children with little, hard hearts that are becoming harder each day as they go to the world and are not nourished by the messages of God’s love but are being fed a daily dose of poison. Let us pray the rosary every day and ask Mary to help us to promote this rosary so that we can reach the children with the messages of God’s love, with the rosary, with the Eucharist, with the burning Heart of Jesus. And we can go to Mass!! What a gift!! 

10. Jesus: Does it make your heart cry to see a 10 year old child that is hard in heart and mistreating another child? My way is love - I call you to spread this message for the members in the Church will continue to suffer until the messages of My love are transmitted.

    Pray to the Holy Spirit to sanctify your hearts. I call you to holiness and to love. My way is always love. Let your mouth and your tongue be pure for you receive Me in the Holy Eucharist with the same mouth. I remain in your heart for a short while after the reception of the Eucharist. My dear ones, I am giving to you great graces and gifts of My love. I will support you in all of your efforts to spread the message of My love to this world. I am Jesus. This is an urgent plea to you this evening to come to My Heart and I will fill you with My love and you will go into the world as a light shining in the darkness.

 

        November 14, 1995

        Places of Rosaries

Rosaries were from

                     Lady of Knock
                     Lady of the Woods 
                     Pennsylvania
                     Michigan
                     St. Louis
                     Tennessee

                                     

November 15, 1995

GIVE HIM ALL THE GLORY AND PRAISE

Written at 1:30 a.m., after Mass:

Such an experience, such unworthiness to receive Him. I want so much to be made pure. I am so full of self and pride. I want to die at the Consecration to all that is not holy.

I see that anything that is not of Him interferes with my work to serve Him. All I want is to spread His love and His Word and His goodness throughout the world. I realize how we are to love Him and give Him such honor and praise.

I want so much to love Him with the deepest love. I want to give Him love, because He deserves the love, and I love Him so much. I want to give Him great love.

I beg Him, beg Him to give me whatever I need to give Him greater love just so He receives great love.

I want to love through Mary. She is so pure and sinless. I am a sinner and so undeserving of such great love. I want to be more pleasing to Him. I beg Him to sanctify me. I cried at the Consecration in awe of the miracle taking place.

 

November 15, 1995

GO TO THE DEPTH BEYOND

Written after Mass at St. Gertrude's:

As we become one in Him, we love Him more as we are more united to Him.

I long to be one with Him. The more grace He gives me to love Him, the more I can love Him. I see my wretchedness-I am so unworthy of Him. Our greatest act is in loving Him.

Read Nov. 2 journal entry after Communion. First Friday was so wonderful I could not write.

Fr. Carter is a key to helping me share this with the world. He is my spiritual director.

Tonight, I experienced such pain in my heart. It was as though swords were in my heart, and I opened the book, Mother at My Side, by Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.. I read about Mary's pain under the cross. I know some of her pain under the cross. My heart has experienced her suffering, so much of her suffering.

October 31, I suffered both the sufferings of Their Hearts for 45 minutes, in such intensity, for the children.

At Fatima, Mary, Our Mother, told us we must consecrate our hearts to Mary and Jesus. The messages of His intense love must be transmitted in the Church. This is the mighty medicine. The mighty medicine is His burning love. I love the Mass so much, I write to share this love of the Mass with this world.

We must go beyond this level. There is a depth far beyond our comprehension into the mystery of God's love. My spiritual director has a Doctorate in Theology. I have discussed my writings with him. Beyond this is deeper understanding into the mysteries. Oh I love God so much, I want to know Him more and more. I long to know Him more.

We must thank God for the gifts He gives us in the Mass, in the Church, in the Sacraments, in the priest.

I know insights into the mysteries in my heart as Jesus becomes more intimate with me. We must circulate writings which tell about the love of Jesus and the Mass. Please help us circulate this book on the Mass and Fr. Carter's book of priestly newsletters.

I love the Mass so much, it is the center of my life.

 

November 15, 1995

FOCUS ON THE INTERIOR LIFE

We are the body of Christ. He was wounded over His entire body. His Heart is pure. He is the Light.

We adorn the body and polish up the outside and the inside is left to rot.

We are inside-out. We need to polish up the heart, focus on the interior life.

He bears the wounds in His body. His insides carry the pain. He was buckled over in pain. We polish up our body and let our hearts rot.

The main thing is to love God. If our hearts are filled with love, our bodies will shine. There is much fake beauty on the outside.

He is one in us. The most important thing we can do is love Jesus. The most important thing is our love affair with Him.

He is the Priest, Victim, King, in the Mass. Let us be one with Him in every prayer we pray.

Pray, be alone with Him after Communion. This is when He imprints the depth of His love on our soul.

 

November 15, 1995

FEEL THEIR PAIN

Written at 1:15 in the morning:

Jesus was in the garden, and His Heart was torn in His chest because of the pain He suffered for the love of His precious souls.

My heart was in such agony, pain, excruciating, buckling over pain, in my heart.

I know the pain of rejection, of loving and being ignored. I know the pain that made my heart ache, as if a lance pierced it, in the garden, and remained in it, excruciating pain in the heart.

Oh Jesus, how it hurts. Nothing can top this pain in the heart. My heart hurts so badly, I cannot describe it.

I opened up Fr. Carter's book, Mother at My Side, and it read: "Who can fathom the depth of her [Mary] grief as she watched her innocent Son suffer the excruciating pain and death of crucifixion?"45

My experiences: Standing under the twelfth station at Holy Cross-Immaculata Catholic Church and standing under the cross on Oct. 31, I felt such suffering about Mary holding the lifeless body of her Son, and Mary looking into His eyes. Mary had a constant ache since Simeon's prophecy.

I feel such sorrow in my heart. It hurts so badly I can hardly stand it. My heart hurts like someone is jabbing a sword in it, and it won't stop. She wants me to reach the children. My heart hurt Monday after Communion. My heart hurts. It feels like someone is jabbing a lot of swords in me, in the middle of my chest. Now it hurts all around my heart.

I want to spread the rosary to the world. I want to help children to love Jesus and Mary and consecrate their hearts.

I must rest in Their Hearts.

Mary's heart hurt for the little lost children of the world. I must reach the children with the rosary. I must get the Rosary Book out, write up children's rosaries, and circulate the tapes for Mary.

If I should die at this moment, I would rest in Jesus' and Mary's Hearts. We are all one body in Him - one heart. There should be no division, only love.

 

November 15, 1995

THE GREATEST ACT I CAN DO IS TO LOVE GOD

I go deeply inside and unite in a deep place with God. I am as it were in another place, another level. It is not like what I see in this world, it is a world beyond. When I reach this level, whether it is joy or suffering, I am experiencing it and it is beyond here. It is immense joy. It feels like heaven.

Last night, I could see so clearly that the greatest thing I could do on this earth is to love God. Not only could I see that I experienced, as I have been, the overwhelming desire in my soul to love God and the feeling of intensity to love Him as deeply as possible, I realized with all my heart how He deserves to be given the greatest love possible. As I unite more with Him, I can love Him more. This realization has given me great joy.

This has been my greatest desire - to love Him with the very deepest love. I am filled with immense sorrow for my sins and the sins of men because He is so offended by His creatures. I want to cry so hard because I realize how He is offended, and I love Him so much and want Him to receive love as is His due.

It is as if I delve so deeply into Their emotions. It is not suffering. It is immense joy, for I am so one with Them. At this time, I can recall all those experiences. Monday night, after the Mass for Don's wife, I was so one in the experience of Mary's sufferings over the children.

I feel immense suffering for the lost children of this world, how they are being poisoned, seeing them with such clarity, needing the love of Jesus and being poisoned.

Saturday, I went to Mass at St. Xavier and had such a presence of the Trinity. A permanent mark is left on me from experiencing this - a knowing of the Almighty God.

Thursday, the feast of St. John Lateran, I cannot even say what happened - such a presence of the Almighty God, realizing the great reverence that is due to Him, in all His power and might. I am wrapped in their divine presence. I cry from awe of it all.

All through the Mass, sometimes I want to cry for I am seeing with such clarity what is going on. What I write on paper is so beautiful, but it falls so short of actually describing the experience that is going on, for it is indeed beyond words. At each Mass, I can recall these experiences. I feel and know the greatness of the moments at the Mass.

Tonight, I knew, in every cell of my body, how the greatest thing I could do on this earth is to love God. I know He deserves this love and my whole being wants to render to Him this love, and I partake in a union with Him that is far beyond words. For, in this realization or wanting with my whole being to give Him love, He gives me His love in this union, and I am swept away by this love in my being, uniting my humanity with His Divinity in this deep embrace. This is the deepest when I am begging, with all my heart, begging to give Him more love, and in this moment, there is not a thought for me, but a craving with my whole being to love, honor, and serve Him, my great and good God.

 

November l5, l995

You Have the Information You Need 

Jesus: All messages will stop and you will write these books for this world:

God’s Blue Book - future volumes

A Mass book composed of your writing my messages in your words.

Rosaries for Children, without locutions.

            You will promote the fire of My love through books and tapes and talks, delivering previously discerned rosaries.  Public messages will stop when Fr. Carter’s crucifix turns gold.  Your job is to help spread the Shepherds of Christ Movement throughout this world.  Talk to priests and Sisters and children about My love, the Mass, the Eucharist and the rosary.

            I have given you the information you need.  You must formulate this information into books and tapes.  Your workers are chosen by Me for this special mission.  I tenderly love each precious worker I have sent to you.  The funds for the Shepherd of Christ Movement, the Center, will come when you are aided by those involved in spreading these messages.

            I am the Almighty God, this is an important part of the Father’s Plan for the renewal of the Church and the world.  You will continue to suffer in immense proportions the agonies of My Heart and My Mother’s heart.  You will have a stigmata in your heart.  You will know my suffering in my hands and feet by the pains you feel.  My members are suffering tremendous pain:  the slaughter of the children’s minds.      

            I will wake you in the early morning to write, to write children’s rosaries and the Mass book.  Your deadline for this book is January l5.  This is a special date for the renewal of My church for it is the day Fr. Carter was born.

            It is through his efforts, his writings, his aiding you spiritually and with My messages and rosaries given to you that hearts will turn to My Heart and My Mother’s heart.  You must circulate all tapes published..  You will receive much opposition from those closest to you seeking perfection.  I am telling you of the children that will go to hell if you tarry any longer with this medicine for My church and the world.

            Read Dec. 20, l993 message.  I am aiding you in accomplishing this task.  Your opposition from this moment on, will battle with Me.  I am writing these messages to be heard.  I beg you to assist Me in this medicine for this world.

            You will continue to experience Mystical lessons daily.  You will be steadfast in My love and the love of the Trinity.  You will know exactly what God is telling you from these sufferings and ecstasies.  You must remain fixed in Me.

            You will continue to receive messages always.  Messages for this world will stop when Fr. Carter’s  crucifix turns gold.  This will be your sign and his - this is the mighty medicine for this sick world.  I am Jesus.  I have spoken.  I will not  be silenced any longer.  To hold up My messages is to hurt many souls and to hinder the flow of My burning love to the church and the world.  I am Jesus.  I have spoken.  I beg you to heed this message.

            I am the Son of God.  I gave My life and I died for you.

            Father Carter is reaching this world when he  reaches  the children.  He is reaching the priests, the religious, the laity, the children are all that is left. 

R.   As per my message of Ascension Thursday, when I was wadded in a ball - He wants Fr. Carter to reach every soul in the world. 

  

 

November 17, 1995

BE SATURATED IN HIS LIFE

Written at 8:15 a.m., in front of the tabernacle:

R. I love You so much, sweet Jesus. I love the Blessed Sacrament. I love the Eucharist. I love each moment with You, so precious to me, each moment, every special second - tears filled with such emotion and love for Him.  

Jesus:  To My Blue Book Team:

    Tell them every word in all the love letters are from Me.  They are love letters.  When you love someone you love to read the words in the letters they write to you.

    I write to you these letters of My burning love.  I love you so much.  I want to be so close to you, you are so special to Me.  Every word I write with deepest love to you.  I watch you and I wait for you to talk to Me.  Every action you do, unite to Me for I am with you.

    Be with Me.  I love you.  Please circulate these letters to all and tell them to read them as My love letter to them.  I love you so much, My special team helping Me to spread My love to all - I thank you so much.  I love you with a burning Heart.           

    I want you to do a tape on forgiving and loving.  Ask Fr. Carter for anything He has discerned in the May 4,1994 message.  also make a tape of the Joyful Rosary.  Rosaries for Children and prayers in the Handbook.

R. We see the outside, the body, and the wounds of Jesus, but pain was felt inside - the buckling over in the chest, the sound in His ears from angry men-the scene all within the body of Christ. The scene today from the outside - looks that are hollow, that are self promoting. The looks on the face, the actions, the words spoken reflect the hearts within. The more the heart is like Jesus' Heart, the more the words will be like Jesus' words. How saturated are we in His life? How much do our actions reflect the penetration of His life within us? Is our life rooted in Him? Are our actions - His actions, acting through us, or are our actions selfish and self promoting? Do they reflect His light or the darkness coming from a starved soul?

A life rooted in Him reflects His life. A life rooted in selfish promotion reflects darkness inside. To be of Him, we must die to self and live in Him. The struggle we have experienced has caused us to rejoice in new life. Growth occurred when we cut back.

 

 

November l7, l995

            R. We are the body of Christ.  He was wounded over His entire body.  His Heart was pure; He is the light.

            We adorn the body and polish up the outside and the inside is left to rot.

            We are inside-out.  We need to polish up the heart, focus on the interior life.

            He bears the wounds in His body.  His insides carry the pain.  He was buckled over in pain.  We polish up our body and let our hearts rot.

            The main thing is to love God.  If our hearts are filled with love our bodies will shine.

            Fake - beauty on the outside.

 

 

November 19, 1995

Glorious Mysteries
 

The Resurrection of Our Lord from the Dead

  1. Walk with the women as they walked to the tomb and feel how they felt when they saw the stone had been rolled back outside of the tomb.

  2. Jesus told them many things, but they did not understand.

  3. Mary Magdalene was crying. She saw a man that she thought was the gardener. It was Jesus. She was so overjoyed to see her beloved Jesus.

  4. Jesus is alive this day and He is with us. He is truly present in the Holy Eucharist. He dwells within our hearts in a special way when we are in the state of grace.

  5. Picture in your mind the glorified body of Jesus. See His glorified wounds. See Him, glistening in white, and surrounded in light.

  6. Look into His face and see His love. See the light surrounding Him. See the tenderness in the face of Jesus.

  7. In all of the struggles, in all of the darkness in the world this day, Jesus is alive. If we focus on Him, we can feel His presence within us, for He never leaves us.

  8. Picture the body of Jesus hanging on the cross. Think about Him being locked in the tomb. On the third day He rose victorious. Death has no power over Jesus.

  9. He came to this earth. He suffered and He died that we would share in His divine life. He came to give us His life. We become partakers in His life.

  10. Our humanity is raised to such heights when we share in His divine life.

The Ascension of Our Lord into Heaven

  1. Before Jesus ascended into heaven, He gave to them the power to baptize and to forgive sins.

  2. He promised to send the Holy Spirit to descend upon the Apostles and to fill them with all of the courage that they needed to go out to spread the Gospel.

  3. "Then he took them out as far as the outskirts of Bethany, and raising his hands he blessed them. Now as he blessed them, he withdrew from them and was carried up to heaven." (Lk. 24:50-51)

  4. Stand in the field below with the Apostles and the Virgin Mary and feel in your heart the excitement, the awe, the confusion to see Jesus as He ascends into the clouds.

  5. He lives this day and He wants us to know His burning love. He came to this earth. He put on a human body because He loves us.

  6. The Apostles were a sorry lot. They were filled with fear. They did not understand the words of Jesus. They were filled with self. They were always worrying who would be first. Jesus ascended into heaven and promised to send them the Holy Spirit to fill their hearts with the fire of God's love.

  7. He no longer walks the earth, but this day He lives in this world in the Holy Eucharist and He is truly present. He lives in our hearts.

  8. He tells us not to fear for He is here in our every breath and our every heartbeat. He is guarding us, for He loves us so much that He gave us His life that we would share in His divine life.

  9. We are His apostles today. We must spread His love to this world.

  10. We are doing His work. He wants us to be one in Him. He wants to act in us. We must put aside our selfish ways and be like Him. He wants us to give love to all.

The Descent of the Holy Spirit upon the Apostles and Mary

  1. The Apostles were afraid and they had locked themselves in the upper room. There was a gigantic wind. There appeared over their heads parted tongues of fire. They were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in foreign tongues as the Holy Spirit prompted them to speak.

  2. When we are in the state of grace, the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit dwell within our hearts in a very, very special way.

  3. It is the Holy Spirit that transforms us more and more into the image and likeness of Jesus.

  4. It is the Holy Spirit alive within us that is constantly leading us on our way to be closer and closer to God. He is in our hearts when we are in the state of grace. He wants us to tell Him of our love for Him.

  5. The more that we tell the Holy Spirit how much we love Him, the more our hearts will burn within us for love of the Son and the Father.

  6. Holy Spirit, alive in our hearts at this moment, how we love You. We want to be close to You. Fill us with the burning fire of God's love in our hearts.

  7. It is in the pure and tender heart of Mary that we will love Jesus ever more. Holy Spirit, mold us in the heart of Mary to be more and more like Jesus.

  8. The Apostles were so filled with the Holy Spirit that they went out and so many were converted. They were locked in prison and they got out of prison singing songs of great joy, for their hearts were filled with the fire of God's love.

  9. Let us experience the life and vibrancy of God's love within us. As Satan tempts us and tries to drag us down, let the Holy Spirit lift us up for we will be propelled by the love of God.

  10. Song: Come Holy Spirit

The Assumption of Mary into Heaven

  1. Jesus gave to us His Mother under the cross. Mary guards us and protects us in everything that we do. She loves us with the tenderest motherly love, with a personal motherly love.

  2. She loves us and wants to lead us to the Heart of her Son through her heart.

  3. How close Mary is to the Heart of her Son. She lived with Him. She cared for Him. She carried Him in her womb. She gave Him His life through her milk. She watched Him as He walked His way to Calvary. She stood under the cross. She watched Him as He ascended into heaven. It is through her heart that we will know the Heart of Jesus more and more.

  4. Mary's heart is sinless. Mary is conceived without sin. Mary loves the Father with the deepest love. She loves her Son, Jesus. She loves her Spouse, the Holy Spirit. It is in going to the heart of Mary, loving the Father, loving the Son, and loving the Holy Spirit through her heart that we join ever closer to the Almighty God.

  5. How Mary waits for us, stands by us, stands by our beds as we sleep, as a loving Mother caring at every moment about our life in God.

  6. We are never alone for Jesus and Mary are with us, guarding us and caring for us. She cares for her little children in this world.

  7. The angel appeared to Mary and asked her to be the Mother of God. She always did the Father's will and she was taken into heaven. The Father has a plan for us. If we follow His will, we too will go to heaven someday.

  8. Mary is the highest human person. In recognizing the great love that Jesus has for His Mother, we realize the love that He has for us.

  9. He loves His Mother so much that He wants His Heart venerated next to her heart.

  10. Mary is our spiritual Mother. She loves us more than any earthly mother.

Mary Is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

  1. Heaven may seem so far away for children in this world, but Mary wants us to always have pure hearts and always be ready to meet our Almighty God.

  2. Do we realize, children, that one mortal sin can keep us from heaven forever and ever?

  3. We must be ready at all times to die and we must remain in the state of grace. Sin offends God Who loves us so much.

  4. We think that God is so far away and He is so close. We look at the sunlit day and the star filled night and we see the wonders of the Almighty God. He is present this day and in our midst.

  5. He has all the power. Our every breath depends on Him. At any moment, we could be taken from this world. We must be ready to meet God. If we love and serve God and keep His commandments, we will be in heaven forever and ever.

  6. At the Holy Spirit Center, in Norwood, Ohio, the beautiful stained glass windows depict Mary as she is crowned by Jesus. The Father and the Holy Spirit are close by. This is the love that the Almighty God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit have for Mary. Mary, a human person, is crowned Queen of Heaven and Queen of Earth. We do not realize the immense love that God has for us. We are His creatures.

  7. The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit dwell within our hearts in a very special way when we are in the state of grace.

  8. Eye has not seen, ear has not heard, the glory that God has ready for those who love and serve Him.

  9. The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit love each other perfectly. Out of Their great love, They created man. It is so foolish to not love, for God loved man so much that He came to this earth, died, and rose that we would share in His life. No person will get out of this life without dying. It is so foolish to not be prepared to meet our Maker.

  10. We know not the day nor the hour. We are called to purify our hearts. We must give our hearts to Jesus and Mary. Jesus loves us with the most tender love. He wants to be so close to us. We must give ourselves to Mary. Her heart is pure. We are sinners. We can get closer to God through Mary's pure heart. Jesus gave us His Mother to mother us.

Thoughts before the Hail Holy Queen:

Mary will teach us the way to love. She will help us love the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. We must open our hearts to love. We must love God and one another.

 

 

November 21, 1995

I WANT TO BE WRAPPED IN HIS DIVINE PRESENCE

R. I realized the presence of God. I realized His Divinity. He took on a human nature. I wanted to cry all through the Mass. Such love! I realize God's presence - all three Persons - inside me. After Communion and during the Mass, I was enveloped in His presence. I want to be lost in His presence and wrapped in the loving gaze of God!

 

 

November 2l, l995

Before the Tabernacle

Joyful Mysteries

The Annunciation 

1. R. The angel Gabriel appeared to the Virgin Mary and asks Mary to be the Mother of God.

2. R. Prayer is a dialogue with God whereby we experience the love that He gives to us and we exchange our love given to Him. It is an interaction between us and God. In baptism we are given a sharing in is Divine Life and if we remain in the state of grace, the Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within our hearts in a very special way. Let us at this moment focus on the presence of God within our graced baptized soul. Think of the indwelling of the Almighty God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit in us. God gives us this sharing in His life in baptism because of His great love for us.

3. Hail Mary

4. R. The Almighty God so loved this world that He sent His only begotten Son incarnate in the womb of a human person, the Blessed Virgin Mary. The Son of God was conceived in the womb of a human person, through the power of the Holy Spirit. This is the love that God has for man. Out of His great goodness and love God created us. Adam and Eve sinned. Jesus is the Savior of the world. Meditate on the Almighty God and His power. Meditate on Jesus who took flesh for us.

5. Hail Mary

6. R. Mary is the Mother of God. Let us focus on the fact that Mary was chosen from all women, a human person, to carry the Son of God within her body. We realize more and more the immensity and the love that God has for His creatures.

John 3: 16 

For this is how God loved the world:
he gave his only Son,
so that everyone who believes in him 
    may not perish
but may have eternal life.

7. R. We cannot even fathom the immensity of this love that God has for us. We must pray for the grace to know and love God more and more.

8. Hail Mary
9. Hail Mary

l0. R. The Almighty God is present in this room with us. Jesus is truly present in the tabernacle at this moment, no less present than He was in the womb of the Virgin Mary, as she carried Him. Jesus is as present this day as the day He walked this earth and hung on the cross and He cries out to us from His Most Sacred Heart, how tenderly He loves and wants to be close to us. Jesus wants us to talk to Him, I listen to Him, I am one with Him. We want knowledge of Jesus and we want to know the will of God. Jesus is truly present in this room in the Eucharist. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, You are present and with us this day. Let our hearts burn within us to realize that we are given this great gift and help us to unite in these moments that we share with Him more and more the love of His Divine Heart. The wind may blow and the sun may cease to shine, the earth may cave in around us and in our heart we will know how close God is to us. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell in our graced baptized soul. Jesus is longing and waiting for our love. Jesus wants us to unselfishly tell Him, “I love you, I love you, Jesus.” We are to know, love and serve God with our whole heart and soul. Jesus is worthy of that love. 

 

The Visitation 

l. Luke 1: 39-41

Mary set out at that time and went as quickly as she could into the hill country to a town in Judah. She went into Zechariah’s house and greeted Elizabeth. Now it happened that as soon as Elizabeth heard Mary’s greeting, the child leapt in her womb and Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit. 

2. R. When she arrived, the child in Elizabeth’s womb leapt for joy at the presence of the Almighty God in Mary. 

3. R. We should want a deep love relationship between us and God. I give my love to Him and I know He loves me. In the Rosary we meditate on the the lives of Jesus and Mary and we know more His love for us and we grow more deeply in our love for Him.  

4. R. We ask for a special outpouring of His grace.

5. Luke 1: 46-47

    And Mary said:

My soul proclaims
    the greatness of the Lord
and my spirit rejoices
    in God my Saviour;

6. Luke 1: 48-49

because he has looked upon
    the humiliation of his servant.
Yes, from now onwards
    all generations will call me blessed,
for the Almighty
    has done great things for me.
Holy is his name,

7. Luke 1: 50-51

and his faithful love extends age after age
    to those who fear him.
He has used the power of his arm,
he has routed the arrogant of heart.

8. Luke 1: 52

He has pulled down princes
    from their thrones
        and raised high the lowly.

9. Luke 1: 53-54

He has filled the starving with good things,
    sent the rich away empty.
He has come to the help
    of Israel his servant,
        mindful of his faithful love

l0. Luke 1: 55

—according to the promise
    he made to our ancestors—
of his mercy to Abraham
    and to his descendants for ever.

 

The Birth of Our Lord Jesus 

l. R. The angel sang and the star shone above the place where the Child Jesus lay. The Son of God is laid in a manger. Jesus takes on human flesh. Jesus is not adorned in gold and silver, Jesus is wrapped in swaddling clothes and laid in a manger, in such poverty, while the sheep and the cows surround Him. Joseph and Mary gaze on the beauty of this child - Jesus is the Savior of the world. Let us meditate as if we were there in the stable with Jesus and Mary. Be there and hear the cows, feel the chill of the night, smell the hay as we gaze upon the infant lying in the manger - the sweet, little, baby child. But you know that this is God. Jesus is a Divine Person. The babe sleeps. Jesus is God. In such awe, we could kneel by the manger and think God is here. We could see the star over His bed. With awe we would gaze on Jesus. Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist. That same child, that was born because of His love for all men remains with us this day. Jesus is neglected and forgotten by many He loved so much. Jesus is waiting and thirsting and waiting for our hearts to burn with love for Him. 

    Jesus is a Divine Person. We are human persons. Jesus wants to be so one with us. There is nothing that can compare on the face of this earth, to union with Jesus. At each Eucharist He gives Himself to us. We pray for grace to be outpoured. This is what our souls crave. He is waiting for us to come and be with Him. The little baby, born in a manger - what His birth did for this world!

2. R. And how ungrateful men are this day that He is ignored and forgotten by many. How offended the Almighty God is by many creatures below. We look at the sun and see its magnificence, its blinding effects. We cannot even look at the sun. God is so much more powerful than the sun. God loves us tenderly and waits for us. 

3. R. Look at the world and the vastness of the world created by the Almighty God that He gives us this sharing in His life in baptism. God creates a human child with all the little parts, the intricacies in the human ear, and the eye, how it operates and functions. God, the Almighty God, the Creator, and in our brassiness look how we are filled with pride. We think that we are in control. We offend God by our indifference and neglect. Jesus says we need to make reparation to God for our sins and the sins of all men. God gives to us this gift - sharing in His Divine Life in baptism, how can we not want to make reparation for our sins that we commit and the sins of all men? 

4. R. Jesus gave His all. Jesus was born in such poverty and Jesus died on a cross. Jesus was born on bare wood, Jesus died on bare wood. Jesus spread His arms and Jesus gave the last drop of His blood to show us how we are loved by Him, and yet we look and we look for love and we feel so empty in our hearts when Jesus loves us so much and wants to fill us with His grace. Let us focus on the presence of God truly present in the Holy Eucharist. Let's try with all our hearts to feel His presence in this room with us. Feel the presence of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit within our hearts. Dwell on the presence of the Almighty God with our graced baptized soul. 

Song: I Come to You with greatest love

R. And His way is the way of love. He came to share His love with us. He came to teach us how to love. He came to this world. Jesus took on flesh. Let us focus on this gift where the secret of peace and joy lie: to know the presence of God in every moment in our graced baptized soul. To be deeply united to God, to identify with Him, to not wander aimlessly about and think that we are operating by ourselves. To strive in our every breath to be in union with God. Why would we want anything else when He gives to us this plea to unite with Him, the Almighty God, and yet we wander aimlessly all day and think we are operating on our own and His might is there for the asking.

Song: See the Eyes that look at Mary

5. R. Jesus is the Savior of the world - this is for the Almighty God, come to this earth, a Divine Person, and Jesus took on a baby body for love of us. This is the love that Jesus has for us.

6. R. Are not our hearts burning within us. Pray to realize more His presence in us. As you crawl into your bed at night, go into your heart and realize that the Almighty God is there and waiting and longing to be so close to you. Just be present with Him. God loves us so much. He wants this union with us. God dwells in our graced baptized soul - Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Just focus on God dwelling in our graced baptized soul. Feel peace and comfort and know He has all the power and all the might. Be one with Him. Put aside fear - trust in Him, our beloved God who loves us so much.

 7. R. Jesus comes to us in a special union in the Holy Eucharist Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity, in the deepest union, the Son of God gives Himself to us and it is as if we are grabbing on to a hot wire, for we unite to God in this oneness. A Divine Person unites to us, we are elevated to such heights in this union. 

8. R. Jesus came a little baby in the town of Bethlehem, laying in a manger. Oh Jesus You are meek and gentle of Heart. God loves us so much. 

9. R. How many times we feel alone, we do not feel loved and if we were surrounded by many, many people, professing their love to us, how secure we might feel, but all the people in the world, with their arms surrounding us, cannot even compare minutely to the immensity of the love of God that is given so freely, so sweetly, and so tenderly - and we take it so lightly. Give us the grace to see how we are blind. We need you, Oh Holy Spirit to remove these blinders from our eyes. Fill our hearts with the fire of God’s love. Envision the child lying in the manger and see the glow of the star above and the glow around Jesus' head. God comes and dwells in us - let's focus on our holiness. Although the earth be shaken and the sun cease to shine, remember God's love. Jesus came into this world and took on a little baby body. Jesus came to this earth. Let us seek to unite with Him in our actions and know the security of this union! Jesus is alive and He is with us. 

l0. Jesus: I love you, I love you, I love you. How tenderly I love you and call out to you. How I long to unite in deepest union with you, to hear you as you speak those words to Me all through the day. Do not worry, do not fear, open your hearts and profess your love to Me. Put aside all of your doubt and your worries and come to Me and tell Me of your love. Do you not know that I am the Almighty God, that I am all powerful and I will care for you in all your needs. Do not worry. Discipline your thoughts and your wills for the days ahead will be hard and dark. It is in disciplining your thoughts and your wills that you will remain in peace in deepest love with Me, My beloved ones. How dearly I love you! Do you hear the words spoken to you? Feel the security of My love within your heart. Surrender to Me and I will bathe you in My precious love.

 

Presentation of Our Lord in the Temple 

l. Hail Mary

2. Jesus: Come to Me and let go to Me, let go of anxieties. Come and be alone, meditate deeply on My life and My presence with you.  It is there you will find peace and joy. It is there you will find comfort. 

3. Jesus: You go out to the busy world. You must come to the interior of your hearts, empty yourself of anger, jealousies, unforgiveness, pride, that I can fill you with My love and fill you with My grace. It is there that you put the pieces of your life together with giving yourself to God, moments alone with God. You are comforted and feel at peace. Come, My dear ones, into the interior of My Heart and I will care for you.

 4. R. We see as we meditate on the rosary, all through the rosary, the Father’s plan unfolds. The Father’s plan for Mary to be the Mother of God - and how Jesus and Mary complied to this plan. We see the Father’s presence all through Their lives, They knew His love and They complied to His Will. We see the workings of the Holy Spirit in the prophet Simeon as he was led to the temple, when Joseph and Mary arrived. Focus on the presence of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Jesus leads us in the Holy Spirit to the Father. There are 3 Persons in One God! It is in realizing the love of each person that our hearts are filled with such dynamite love for God. Tell the Holy Spirit of our immense love. Outpour your love to God! Let our hearts burn for love of Jesus. God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit love us! Let us focus as we meditate on these mysteries, on the presence of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Let us feel the presence of the Triune God. 

5. R. Simeon, the Prophet, told Mary that a sword too would pierce her heart. Mary is the Mediatrix of all grace. The heart of Mary was invisibly pierced by a sword and the light that flows from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, flows through Mary’s heart to us. Simeon told Mary that a sword too shall pierced her heart. Let us go to Mary, the Mediatrix of all grace, our loving Mother and ask her to lead us closer and closer to the Heart of Jesus. 

6. R. As we dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we are bathed in this Divine Life. 

7. R. It is in being saturated more and more in His Divine Life that we partake more fully in the Divine Mysteries, that every word in the Scriptures and every word in the Mass becomes so vibrant to us. Dear Jesus, we beg You as we sit here before You in the Holy Eucharist in the tabernacle, that You outpour Your grace to us and that we may be full more and more of Your grace.  

8. R. We thank You for all the great gifts that You have given to us to lead us to this place, in our life, for giving us this grace this evening.

9. Hail Mary

l0. Hail Mary

 

Finding of the Child Jesus in the Temple 

l. Jesus: In one moment My beloved ones, you can be snatched from your place. I am the Almighty God. Your every breath and heartbeat depends on Me. I am with you in a special way for you have been called this evening to be here in this room and to unite deeper and deeper in My love. I am calling out to you to identify more and more with Me, to feel My presence within your hearts at every moment. It is in realizing My presence with you that you will have a constant peace and joy in your heart. You must meditate on My presence within you. You must go into the interior of My Heart and dwell there and feel the peace and security. 

2. R. I see Mary. I hear her call out. I feel the suffering that she allows me to experience for the little lost children of this world that will be condemned to hell. We take this so lightly, but I know so well what Our Heavenly Mother is telling me. This is the message given to me. My heart is in deep grief from all that I have experienced and I beg you from my heart to hear the words of Our Heavenly Mother that so many children in this world today will suffer the loss of their souls, that so many souls in this world will go to hell despite the sufferings of Our Beloved Jesus on the cross. I am begging you to unite with me to make our every effort in our life - an effort to help draw souls closer to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. To think in our every action that souls will be lost and to take up our cross. Mary has told me about our need to pray for her children over and over again. I am a messenger, this message is for you from our Heavenly Mother. Engraved in my heart is sufferings for what she is saying. It is an urgent cry from her. It is something so serious that our Heavenly Mother appeared and cried out over and over and over again. Let us help in the work of salvation for the souls that will be lost, to help in all of our efforts to lead souls to the Heart of Jesus. 

3. Song: Amazing Grace 

4. Mary: I am Mary, your Mother. My messages are coming to an end. Hear me, my dear, sweet children. The messages that are given have been ignored. I call and no one listens to my pleading. I am calling you, my faithful ones, to open wide your hearts and to know that the days are at hand, the time is set, the place is here. I am Mary, your Mother. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I beg you from my Motherly heart to pray as you have never prayed before, for so many of my little children will be lost, condemned to the fires of hell. Do you hear the words I speak here? I ask you to help to circulate these rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. In these rosaries we are giving great graces to those praying the rosary, to draw them ever closer in their love relationship with Us. I am Mary, your Mother. It is through the rosary that many will know the burning love of Our Hearts. I beg you to answer this urgent plea. Many souls will be condemned to the fires of hell. I call out to the souls of my children, especially the little children of the world, the children that are poisoned this day in this world. You are my soldiers, my soldiers of light, that will shed the light in the darkness. As my messages end I ask you to read more and more and more my past messages and to distribute them to all souls. We are giving great graces to all souls praying the rosary from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. 

5. Hail Mary

6. Hail Mary

7. R. Mary’s heart was in such turmoil for she knew of the sufferings to come. From the prophecy of Simeon, from that time on, there was a constant ache in her heart. She did not forget for one moment the words of Simeon, she carried them and pondered them deeply in her heart as she carries in her heart the love of her little children and she calls to us and asks us help to lead the little children of this world to the Heart of her Son. 

8. Mary: You will receive abundant graces when you pray the rosary as I have given to you here. 

9. Mary: Our lives will become more alive in you and this force is too mighty to be contained.

l0. R. The light of the Almighty God shone from the hearts of those that were united in deepest union with Him. It shone in the darkness. It is the light that shined over the crib of the Child Jesus - so magnificent and beautiful, so, too, the light of the Almighty God that shines from the eyes and face of those that are rooted in Him.

 

November 24, 1995

CHILDREN NEED TO KNOW
HOW MUCH JESUS LOVES THEM

R. Mary wants children to consecrate their hearts every day to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary.

Children need to know how much Jesus loves them.

 

November 24, 1995

HE FEEDS THE STARVED SOUL

Written after Communion:

R. There is a constant ache in my heart from the sufferings Mary has allowed me to experience. I desire, in my whole being, to help save souls. My every action is being used for this. An imperfect instrument I am, but I ask Him to use me and give myself entirely to this cause to help others to get to heaven and know His love.

I have had such a day, longing for Him and wanting the deepest union with Him, craving His presence in the Blessed Sacrament, begging to be fed by His adorable love. Nothing can satisfy me but His deep, burning love. I long and thirst for Him with a hungry heart.

The world is hungry for the love of our Savior. He feeds the starved souls and makes them whole. In Him, we are nourished with His words and His very own Body and Blood.

I love the Eucharist. I adore Him in the Eucharist. I hunger after Him.

 

November 26, 1995

I AM A BABY AT THE BREAST OF MY MOTHER

R. I am realizing how starved my soul is. I am really hungry right now for Him, but I can't seem to get close as I want.

Will you baby me, Mary, like you babied Jesus? All I want is to be loved like a little baby and give this love to others. My maturity depends on my suckling at the breast of my heavenly Mother as the graces of His life flow from her to me, and I mature more and more in His life.

I am but a baby suckling at the breast of my Mother as His life flows through her to me.

There are seven sorrows of Mary and seven gifts of the Holy Spirit. These gifts are released in the spiritual womb of our Mother.

God gives graces. He keeps giving, and we are afraid He will get too close, so we push Him away.

Many times we push away those who give us love, afraid they will get too close.

 

November 26, 1995

MARY IS THE MEDIATRIX OF ALL GRACE

R. The Mass is a love story. He gives Himself as a sacrifice for me. I unite to Him in deepest love in Communion.

I love You, Jesus. I love You, Jesus. I love You, Jesus. The Word became man. I receive Jesus in the Eucharist, and I carry Him in my body, no less present than when He was carried by Mary in her womb.

Jesus and Mary's Hearts beat together in Mary's body. There was such intimacy from the beginning. Think of it, two Hearts beating within one body. There are seven sorrows, seven Sacraments, seven gifts of the Holy Spirit.

Mary is the Mediatrix of all grace. I nurse at her breast and receive His life. The Sacred Heart was formed in the womb of Mary, through the Holy Spirit. I am being molded into the image and likeness of Mary through the Holy Spirit. There is such intimacy between Jesus and Mary.

Pray through Mary's heart. Love through Mary's heart. Jesus put on a little, human, baby body. Mary is the highest human person. Jesus wants His Heart venerated next to Mary's heart. This tells us how much He loves Mary. God truly loves us. See Jesus a little baby born among sheep. He is Chief Shepherd of the flock. Life comes through Mary to the Christ Child. Life flows through her into the Church. God comes. He is not too mighty to be born among lambs.

He was the innocent lamb led to the slaughter. He loves all His creatures. He comes especially for the lowly. Mary and Joseph went to Bethlehem. Joseph knocked on the door; he was rejected. We go from door to door, knocking on hearts; we are rejected. Mary is the link between heaven and earth.

 

November 27, 1995

FEED THE HUNGRY

Written on Monday in the car:

R. Feed the hungry. Jesus and Mary show us Their Hearts. I hunger. I thirst. I long. I cannot give love to You and to others as I so desire. My incapabilities of loving are frustrating. With all my heart, I beg You to help me love You. You reached down and I felt Your abundant love, given to me as You help me relate more deeply to You.

I thirst. I long. I want to delve deeper into the mystery of His love. So much frustration is felt, so much hunger. Please feed this starving, starving desire for deeper union with Thee.

They show us Their Hearts. It is not subject matter. It is not textbook material. Jesus wants us to love deeply with our soul. I reach into the very depth of my being and express my heartfelt thoughts.

At Mass, do we reach deep in our soul and love Him, Jesus, Who gave His life for us? Does our soul cry out to unite in such oneness as He says, through the priest, "Through Him, With Him, In Him, In the Unity of the Holy Spirit"?

Oneness - One in being, so close - it is to merge and be intensely united.

Am I one with you? Am I separate from you? Where is the point of this co-existence? It is in Him, in the Mass, in the Eucharist, I receive Him, you receive Him - we are One in Him!

It is not a textbook love, it comes from the soul. It is not on the surface, it is in the whole being (in my guts, I feel it in my toe prints). I feel His love in every cell of my being - it is the power that powers me.

What power is love? It is a force. It is untiring. It gives and gives as an ever-ready battery, powered by the force of the Almighty Lord, God, Himself, who is love. The power does not get weak or run down, it operates consistently, forever. I am not a machine. I am not a computer. I am not a robot. I am a creature, created by a Divine Being, given a soul - and nothing, nothing feeds my soul but my God!

I am so hungry. I am thirsty. I am wanting and what will feed me, what will satisfy me is His burning love!

He told me for six weeks to “feed the hungry.”

    He said: “Unless the messages of His love are transmitted in the Church, all the problems will continue.” (the slaughter of babies in the wombs of their mother, a baby isn’t safe in their mother’s body—the slaughter of little children’s minds, their souls hungry for God are being fed sex and violence, murder, gross deeds that men do to one another and hatred).

    Feed the hungry, my message from Jesus and Mary. The devil is cunning and evil. Mary says the devil wants “souls for hell.” He wants the young ones' souls “souls for hell”, the devil wants them.

    Mary’s cry is urgent: Feed the hungry. Not words, surface words, but words from the heart, from the soul, not from textbooks, from the hearts - Jesus and Mary show us Their hearts, Their eyes bleeding, Their hearts bleeding.

    Blood is deep within. Love is deep within. Wounds are deep within. Wounds in the hearts of the people today, their hearts are deeply wounded by alcohol, sex, abortion, hatred where there should have been love. Little children, who have never been given heartfelt love, woundedness passed on from generation to generation, the wounds deeply engraved in the bleeding hearts of the members of the body of Christ. What is the cure for these hearts? It is the mighty medicine. Only His burning love will heal these deep wounds. Feed the hungry souls.

 

 

November 28, 1995

THE HOLY SPIRIT

R. Experience the presence of the Holy Spirit as a Person within. Really relate to Him as a Person. Talk to Him as I do to Jesus. All the time Jesus spent on the earth was very important.

The Father communicates through His Son.

The Holy Spirit carries out His work in us, moving and leading us.

We are commissioned in Baptism to carry out His life, death, and Resurrection. How can I do this without meditating on the Gospels?

The Holy Spirit gives us His gifts.

He gives the Holy Spirit to lead us.

 

November 28, 1995

THE MYSTERY OF GOD'S LOVE

Written after Mass:

R. How could Mary not be filled with grace? She carried the Son of God within her. She carried Him in her body. He was formed from her blood. She was conceived without sin. She is full of grace.

Pray to know more the mystery of His love. Today, as I looked at the crucifix, I saw Him on the cross as the sacrifice offered to the Father. Here is the table of offering. The sacrifice of Calvary is sacramentally made present in the Mass. On the table is His Son, Jesus Christ. My heart burns with love of the Holy Spirit today, and, I realize His presence within me. I want to know Him and love Him so much and tell Him my love. I want to be one in Him. I want to be united with this presence within me so deeply. This union with the Holy Spirit makes my heart burn.

The mystery of God's love is revealed in the Christ-event-that God became flesh and was conceived in the womb of Mary, that God lived and walked the earth for 33 years. I see Him on the cross. I see the mystery of God's love so vividly. At the Consecration of the Mass, I envision the Father, above the Holy Spirit, and, under the Father, Jesus on the cross. I felt I heard Mary again under the cross. I was so present on Calvary. I could see the darkness as if I were there, present with Mary. Envisioning this makes me realize more the mystery of God's love. The more I come to the Mass, the more the mystery is revealed, my heart burns. I love to go to Mass and hear every word. I see more into the mystery of His love. He remains. He gives Himself to us in His Divinity and humanity at each Eucharist that we celebrate! We die to ourselves more and more at each Mass and unite in the sacrifice to the Father. We are sanctified more and more through the outpouring of His life. The miracle takes place at every Mass-that the bread and wine are changed, through the hands of the priest, into the Body and Blood of Jesus. We, too, are changed as we offer ourselves in the sacrifice. We are united with Jesus on the cross at the Consecration as the sacrifice on Calvary is sacramentally made present at the Mass. The grace flows from the Father, from His pierced Heart, in the Holy Spirit, through the heart of Mary.

I love God so much. I am so thankful for His goodness and His love. I wanted to stay there at the time of the Consecration. I pictured myself present at Calvary. I want to die to myself and live only for Him and be like Him, to unite so deeply in His love in the Eucharist in this Holy Sacrifice of the Mass! The Eucharist is the source of greatest unity. As I am one in Him and you are one in Him, we are one with each other. All one body in Christ - all united throughout the world in this Holy Sacrifice.

The mighty medicine for the world is His burning love. These writings are to help souls more.

Women and men have different roles. The man gives the seed; the woman receives the seed. Christ is the New Adam; Mary is the New Eve. The role of the woman is to nurture and love. Christ is the Head of the Church. The Church is His body. We must be lovers of God and lovers of one another.

Christ loves His Church. The priest needs to love the Church. They need to love with their whole heart.

Mary is blasphemed in her motherhood, her virginity, and her Immaculate Conception. We must make reparation to Mary's heart for the blasphemies against her.

At Fatima, Mary tells us her peace plan. If hearts consecrate themselves to Mary and Jesus, we will have peace in the world. Mary told us in each message at Fatima to pray the rosary. She has made outstanding promises to those who observe the first Saturday devotion.

Heaven and earth meet in Mary. Divinity is united to humanity in the womb of Mary. Mary is Mother of God. She is Mother of the Church. The Church is a pilgrim Church, always in a state of becoming. She is bringing us forth to maturity in Him - we are undergoing the change.

I long for Jesus. I thirst for Him. He longs for me. We are joined in such oneness. I am always growing in my love for Him. My relationship with Him is always getting deeper and deeper. Jesus wants a burning love relationship with the priests. Jesus wants our burning love. He wants priests that are on-fire for the love of God. This will feed the hungry people.

There is a real lack of respect for women. Celibacy has decreased. Mary is our model. Mothers are not looked up to. Mary shows us the beauty of motherhood. She is most holy and blessed. She carries the child Jesus in her arms. Motherhood is a great gift from God. Mary is Mother of God, such an honor. Mary is Mother of the Church. Mary is our Queen. She nurtures. She loves. Mary is blasphemed for her virginity, in her role as Mother, in her Immaculate Conception. To criticize Mary is not to recognize the great love God has for His creatures.

 

November 30, 1995

THE INCARNATION

R. The Father communicates to us through His Son. The Holy Spirit unites with Mary in bringing forth the Son, Jesus. Divinity is united to humanity in her womb. Sin is not present in the Incarnation of Christ. Mary is sinless. She united with God.

Eve is the mother of the living. The sin is passed down from Adam and Eve. Jesus and Mary are the New Adam and the New Eve. Mary is the new Mother of the living. She is the Mother of the Church. We are being formed in the image and likeness of Jesus. She is our Mother. The Incarnation goes on in us.

By Baptism, we partake in His life, death, and Resurrection, dying to all that is not Him and rising to Him in new life. At every Mass, at the Consecration, we unite to Him, dying on the cross, as we die to our ways that are not like God. We offer ourselves to the Father. (At the Offertory, we offer ourselves with the bread and wine. If bread can be changed into His Body and wine can be changed into His Blood, we too can be changed from our selfish, ungodly ways. We are tainted with the results of original sin. We become more and more like Him through the Mass. We die to ourselves to become more like Him.)

Our Mother stands beneath the cross. We are molded more and more in His image and likeness in the Holy Spirit. She is the New Eve. "Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars." (Rv. 12:1) She is constantly forming us in her womb. She is giving birth to us, as we unite with Him in such intimacy at Communion.

I am transformed in the Holy Spirit. The more I outpour my love to the Holy Spirit, to Jesus, and to the Father, the more my insides burn.

 

November 30, 1995

Joyful Mysteries

The Annunciation

  1. Jesus loves us with a Heart that is filled with burning love. See the picture of Jesus with His white tunic and red robe and the children under His feet. He loves to teach the children about His love. He wants the children close to His Heart. The Angel Gabriel appeared to the Virgin Mary and asked Mary to be the Mother of God.

  2. This is a mystery that the Almighty God came to this earth and was conceived in the womb of a human person. Let us think about this.

  3. The sin of Adam and Eve was passed on to all people for they were our first parents. The Blessed Virgin Mary was born sinless. Jesus was incarnate in her womb through the power of the Holy Spirit.

  4. The Baby Jesus was formed in the womb of His Mother. We are formed in the spiritual womb of our Mother Mary. We must pray to the Holy Spirit to change us into the image and likeness of God.

  5. As we mature in our spirituality, we become more and more like God. We were created by the Father in His own image and likeness.

  6. The Child Jesus grew within the womb of Mary. How graced was the womb of Mary? We say in each Hail Mary, "Hail Mary, full of grace." Within her womb, she carried the Son of God.

  7. If we looked at Mary and we saw Mary carrying the Child Jesus in her womb, we would just be in awe. But Jesus comes to us in the Eucharist and we carry this presence within us. He is no less present when we receive Him in the Eucharist than He was in the womb of the Virgin Mary.

  8. He says to us, "Shoulder my yoke and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart," (Mt. 11:29) God came to this earth in the womb of the Virgin Mary and He remains with us this day in the Holy Eucharist. He gives Himself to us.

  9. When we are in the state of grace, He remains with us in His divinity. He lives in our hearts.

  10. Meditate on the Child Jesus being formed within the womb of Mary through the Holy Spirit and think of His Sacred Heart being formed within her womb.

The Visitation

  1. Jesus is a Person and He is alive this day. He wants to be so close to us. He loves us so much. When we are in the state of grace, He lives in our hearts in a very special way.

  2. When we are in the state of grace, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit live within our hearts.

  3. Mary went to visit her cousin, Elizabeth. When she arrived, the child in Elizabeth's womb leapt for joy at the presence of Jesus within Mary's womb.

  4. Should we not leap for joy when we receive Jesus in Holy Communion? He is truly present in His divinity and humanity? He is no less present than when Mary carried Him in her womb.

  5. There was such intimacy between Mary and the Child Jesus for Their Hearts both beat in the body of the Virgin Mary. Jesus wants such oneness with us. He wants to be so close to us that all of our actions are performed in union with Him.

  6. Carry His presence in your heart with such joy for we are never alone. The Almighty God is in us, longing and waiting for us to talk to Him.

  7. Do we realize that Jesus is not far off, that Jesus is a Person, that He is with us, that He is alive, and that He is longing for our love?

  8. When we go to Mass, let us meditate on the mystery of God's love for us, that He gave His only Son. He came into this world in the womb of the Virgin Mary, a human person.

  9. Let us meditate on the mystery that God took on flesh.

  10. We are human persons. He elevates us to such heights. Through Baptism, He allows us to share in His divine life. Let us treasure all the gifts that He gives to us. He gives us the gift of grace which is the sharing in His divine life.

The Birth of the Child Jesus in the Stable in Bethlehem

  1. Joseph traveled from house to house to find a place for the Child Jesus and the Virgin Mary. There was not room for them. Jesus was born in a little stable in the town of Bethlehem.

  2. This day Jesus is rejected by so many of the hearts that He loves so much. He stands at the door of our hearts and He knocks. He wants to be so close to us and so many send Him away.

  3. But He waits, and waits, and waits for He wants us to be with Him forever in heaven. Some of His beloved souls ignore Him their whole lives. He still waits because He loves each soul so personally.

  4. If we meditate on this mystery, we see the Child Jesus wrapped in swaddling clothes and lying in a manger surrounded by cows and sheep. This is the Son of God. He does not come adorned in gold and silver, but He comes in such poverty.

  5. He comes and He is laid on wood in Bethlehem and He dies on a bare wood cross.

  6. How tenderly He loves each one of us and wants us to talk to Him all through the day.

  7. Many mothers abandon their children through abortion in this world today. Jesus promises us that He will never abandon us. "Can a woman forget her baby...Even if these were to forget, I shall not forget you." (Is. 49:15)

  8. Let us meditate on the presence of the Almighty God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit dwelling within our hearts at this moment. Think of God within us.

  9. Let us pray to the Holy Spirit. We must talk to Him and tell Him of our love. The more we pray to the Holy Spirit, the more our hearts will burn with the love of God.

  10. The gift to this world from the Father is the gift of His beloved Son, Jesus Christ, the Son of God.

The Presentation of Our Lord in the Temple

  1. Jesus was taken to the temple by Mary and Joseph to be presented to the Father.

  2. They brought an offering of two turtle doves. Jesus Christ, the Son of God, was sacrificed on Calvary to the Father. This sacrifice is sacramentally made present at every Mass. What a great gift that the sacrifice of Calvary is sacramentally made present at every moment all over the world. We should unite to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass and offer this sacrifice to the Father, for this is the most powerful prayer that we can offer to our Father.

  3. The Holy Spirit led the old man, Simeon, to the Temple and he took the child in his arms and he said, "Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed—-" (Lk. 2:34)

  4. And he told Mary that, "...a sword will pierce your soul too-so that the secret thoughts of many may be laid bare." (Lk. 2:35)

  5. Mary, from this point on, had a constant ache in her heart for she knew of the sufferings to come. She knew that many would be saved through the life of her Son.

  6. It is through His Son that the Father gives us a sharing in His divine life.

  7. It is through His Heart that the sacramental life of the Church is formed.

  8. Jesus' Heart was pierced with a lance and what came forth was blood and water. Water is a symbol of Baptism, our sharing in His life. Blood is the symbol of the Eucharist where by we are fed.

  9. We are given life and we sustain our lives here through our food. We are given a sharing in His divine life in Baptism. We are fed through His Body and Blood. We are given a greater sharing in His life in the sacraments.

  10. Jesus gives us Himself in the Eucharist to feed the life in our souls.

The Finding of the Lord, Jesus, in the Temple

  1. When He was twelve years old, the Child Jesus was taken up to the Temple by Mary and Joseph for the feast of the Passover.

  2. When it was over, Mary and Joseph left with the caravan not realizing that Jesus had been left behind.

  3. When they realized that Jesus was not with them, they returned to Jerusalem in search of Him. Their hearts were in such sorrow for they longed to find the Child Jesus.

  4. After searching for Him several days, they found Jesus in the Temple. He was speaking to the doctors and answering their questions and Mary said to Him, "...'My child, why have you done this to us? See how worried your father and I have been, looking for you.'" (Lk. 2:48)

  5. He told her that He had to be about His Father's business.

  6. Think of the Child Jesus living as a normal little child with Joseph and Mary. Jesus is the Son of God. He humbled Himself. He walked the earth and He lived and grew as a little boy.

  7. It is so powerful to pray to the little Child Jesus especially for health.

  8. There is such suffering and so many illnesses in our world today, spiritual illnesses. We pray to You, little Child Jesus, to come and to heal this world with the gift of Your divine love.

  9. We pray to You, little Child Jesus, to help us to feel Your tender love in our hearts and to know and love You more, to give our love to You freely, and to receive Your love in our hearts, that we may share this love with others in this world.

  10. Many in this world today have lost their way. They have wandered far from their source, which is God. God controls their very breath. Let us pray with all our hearts for our brothers that have wandered from the source, which is God. Let us pray that they will receive a grace, cooperate with the grace, and return to the burning Heart of Jesus. He will bathe them in His tender love.

Let us focus on the presence of Jesus with us and realize that we are never alone. He is a Person that is waiting and longing for us to talk to Him, far more than we realize. He truly listens and cares for our every need.

During this season let us see the Child Jesus in the crib. Let us see the star above His bed. He is the Almighty God. We must stay close to Him. We realize that He is within us. He has all the power. He is with us in our struggles and trials. He is as close as our breath and our heartbeat. He wants to help us. He wants to love us and care for us. When we go to the Eucharist, let us thank Him for the great gift of Himself and outpour our love to Him, the Father, and the Holy Spirit.

 

December 1, 1995

CHRIST THAT COMES FROM THE HEART

R. In the Mass, the love of God present in the priests helps to feed my starved soul with the love of Jesus. I feel the priest's love of God in his gestures, in his heart, and in his words.

Jesus is alive, not sterile, dry, and inactive. He is one in me. I feel such intimacy with Him. We should share our greatest treasure: Christ alive in me, and Christ alive in you!

I want to talk about the love of Jesus and how you relate to Him. I want to talk about your personal relationship with Jesus - the feelings deep in your heart.

 

December 1, 1995

FROM THE HEARTS OF JESUS AND
MARY AS THEY LIVE IN MY HEART

R. The Holy Spirit is my friend. I envision the red room with burning embers. I told the Holy Spirit I just want to love Him so much. He wrapped me in His love. I focus on the presence of the Holy Spirit. He is a Spirit. He wants my love and wants to be intimate with me. I focus on the presence of the Spirit as a Person. I want to tell Him how I love Him! I lay my head on the chest of Jesus and enter into His Heart through His pierced side.

There is such burning in my chest to behold You, Jesus Christ, the Son of God. The world stands still, and in a moment, I catch a glimpse of eternity.

My dialogue with God:

Pains and joys of the heart - love in the heart.

From the Third Blue Book:  Feed the hungry soul. “There is such burning in my chest to behold you, Jesus, Christ, the Son of God. The world stands still and in a moment I catch a glimpse of eternity. Living Word of God!

—The Scriptures are God, living in them.  Read Scriptures - such personal accounts of the apostles.

Talks in the Scripture about the heart, “therefore My Heart has been glad, My tongue exalted”..

Every priest should be like Christ. To be one in Christ should be his goal. Christ should be his model, nothing less than that. What an honor to be a priest and celebrate Mass! The greatest calling for any man is to be called to the priesthood.

People are hungry for God. The people are fed through the Sacraments, the Mass, and the Church. The people should love the priest for they are fed through his hands.

I love the Church because it feeds me. I am hungry, and I love the hand that feeds me and nourishes me with His divine life, with the Bread of Life.

We are hungry for the love of God. He feeds us with His Word. He gives us His own Body and Blood. Jesus said, "...Feed my lambs...Feed my sheep." (Jn. 21:15-17)

He is the innocent Lamb led to the slaughter. Now He gives us His Body and His Blood. (God, Himself, is slaughtered).

He is the Bread of Life. The lamb, that was sacrificed, gives Himself to us this day to feed us. He feeds our starved souls with His life. He feeds us in the Scriptures-the Living Word. He feeds us with the Living Bread come down from heaven. We must give an account of the Good News: Jesus has died. He has risen, and He lives in us. He is alive in us!

 

December 1, 1995

ON NUNS BEING PRIESTS

R. I am not willful - I love the role He gives me. Nuns have been called to be sisters, to love, a nurturing love. We should think of nuns as loving. Many are not like Mary, our model, the New Eve. Sisters are women. The Father chose a woman to bring His Son into the world.

Mary is a woman - she is the Mother of the Church. Mary is the Mediatrix of all grace. Jesus did not make His Mother a priest - He made the Apostles priests. He made Mary, Mother of all children, what a title! The one who carries His life in her, her role is to be a Mother!

According to His will, men and women have different roles.

 

 

Friday, December 2, 1995 - between 12:00 & 3:00 about 1:15 P.M.

Oh You Blind Men

R. For three agonizing hours He hung, His Body bruised and bloodied from head to toe. His flesh was torn and He called out in a loud voice,
 

Luke 23:46

...'Father, into your hands I commit my spirit.'
 

R. As He gave Himself on the cross He gives Himself to us this day in the Eucharist, but so many are blind to the immensity of His presence and His great love. 

Stand under the cross with Mary and hear His cries from the cross. They are the cries that He cries to us this day,
 

Luke 23:34 

...'Father, forgive them; they do not know what they are doing.'
 

Jesus: Oh you blind men, I write letter after letter here and no one listens. I give you your answers to turn men's hearts to love and you plug up your ears and run to your world.

You who are blind have covered your ears and you do not see or hear. What do I do to tell you how truly present I am, how I write here and want these messages to circulate? You do not pray because you do not love. I write My love letters to enkindle a love relationship with you. Oh blind men, I want these letters published. I want all My books published. You do things your own way and I am talking to you here.

What do I do to shake you? The Blue Books need to be published. These are My letters of love to all My beloved souls. Souls are at stake. Some men will lose their souls.

They need to read these messages. I ask! I plead! I tell you sweetly to publish My messages. You do not even read them yourselves. I am begging you to take Me seriously. I want all the Blue Books published. I beg you My beloved ones to listen to My pleading.

I am your beloved Jesus. I come to you with a Heart of love. I beg! I write! I come to you this day. Please listen to My pleading. I am the Son of God. I beg you to respond to My pleas. I am Jesus your Savior.

Hearken to Me, for I call out an urgent message to you this day.

                 

December 3, 1995

MARY BRINGS FORTH THE CHRIST IN ME

Written 5:30 p.m., in the Holy Spirit Chapel:

R. Mary, bring forth the Christ in me. She is constantly bringing forth the Christ in me. There are different degrees of possessing Christ. He wants us to love everyone as He loves them. It is so hard to love everyone after they hurt us, but sanctity is achieved by genuinely loving all. I cannot do many things...I am willing, but...He must give me the grace!

The Holy Spirit works in the spiritual womb of Mary and is bringing forth the Christ in us. She is the Mediatrix of all grace. The Holy Spirit works in her, transforming us with His grace. The Holy Spirit works wonders in the bringing forth of Christ in us.

"Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars." (Rv. 12:1) She is pregnant. She is the Mother of the Church. She is bringing forth the Church to a greater likeness of Christ through the Holy Spirit. She is the Ark of the Covenant. She is the Mediatrix of all grace. She carried the Christ Child. She brought Him forth through the power of the Holy Spirit. She is bringing us forth to a greater Christ-life. We are being formed in her womb through the Holy Spirit. He performs His wonders in the womb of Mary. God communicates to us through His Son. He is the Word Incarnate. He has all knowledge. In Him, we know.

The more I figure this out through the light of the Holy Spirit, the deeper I partake in this graced life, in this Christ-life, and I will know it for all eternity. I am learning, for all eternity, to deeply partake in the divine mysteries more and more. My God, I worship and adore You in Your Divinity. You have elevated my soul to such heights. To know You a little and long to know You more and more deeply-this is my thirst, my love, my portion, my cup. To know more of You, to love You more and to serve You in this world-this is my quest, to know, love, and serve You!

This is why we must dwell in Mary's heart. The transformation of our likeness to Christ is performed in her heart. It is the spiritual womb in which she brings forth the Christ in us, through the Holy Spirit. She places us in His Heart, the transformation continues. The more we are like Jesus, the more we are led to the Father, because Jesus has said, "No one can come to me unless drawn by the Father who sent me..." (Jn. 6:44)

The fire comes when I am loving Jesus, and I tell the Holy Spirit how much I love Him-it is then I feel this fire inside. Jesus shows us about love. He wants this connection with His Heart and Mary's heart. He wants us to know love is not isolated. Love is joining. Love is communication with each other.

I see the reflection of God in you and I love Him in you. To see Christ in others is to love them deeply. It is easy to love someone who is reflecting Christ. I must see Christ in all others. This is the key to loving others. My spiritual director told me that I have to see the person created by the Father and look for their ideal self, not the false self.

I am not writing a textbook. This is the story of my love relationship with Jesus, like writing a diary. I want a relationship with Jesus-it must have the "person" in it, otherwise it is like a textbook. I search after the deep mysteries of His love, of His being, of His truth, of the Sacraments, of the mysteries of the rosary.

I want to go more and more deeply into the center of His burning love, to penetrate His wounds, and enter so deeply into His Heart, and to love Our Lady. The unseen becomes more real than the seen. I thirst. I hunger. I long. I am empty. I have been experiencing a period of such craving to be filled by Him. To know Him is to want so much more. I understand more fully the driving force behind the hungry souls. I feel He is allowing me to experience this hunger, to know the need for souls to be fed by the love of God!

What feeds this starved soul? It is only the burning love of God. My God, I adore You. My life is spent in search of You, only by You am I fed. I long for the Eucharist and the tabernacle. It is there I find peace, for it is there my soul is fed with Your divine life. Like a dry and weary desert land, so my soul is thirsting for my God.

Incarnation:
"...You see before you the Lord's servant, let it happen to me as you have said..." (Lk. 1:38)
Jesus is co-equal with the Father and the Holy Spirit. He took on human flesh from the flesh and blood of Mary.

The Mystery: God, the Second Person of the Trinity - took a whole human nature. He is God-Man.

Jesus allowed Himself to be bound. He was bound in a human, baby body, He was tied to a pillar. He allowed them to nail Him to the cross. His body was locked in a tomb.

 

December 5, 1995

MARY OUR MOTHER

R. Mary is the Mother of God. God the Father sent His Only Begotten Son.

Mary is conceived immaculate. To not recognize this is to not realize the magnificence of God. God could not come in sin. God, Who is all good, could not be conceived in the body of a person tainted with original sin.

"'Father,' he said, 'if you are willing, take this cup away from me. Nevertheless, let your will be done, not mine.'" (Lk. 22:42)

I see that God is all-powerful. I am a little piece of the puzzle. I am not the whole puzzle. My love of Jesus and the Mass is why I write this book.

Mary, conceived without sin, is the New Eve. Mary was made our Mother under the cross. Mary is the Mother of our spiritual life. I have felt the pain of Mary under the cross, the pain for her little, lost children.

Mary is the Mother of God. Christ took on flesh. Mary is the spouse of the Holy Spirit. She is Mary Immaculate. Jesus took on Mary's flesh and blood. To not love Mary is to not recognize His great love for us. We miss our own dignity and honor. Divinity and humanity meet in Mary.

There are five blasphemies against Mary. She has asked us to make the first Saturday devotion. Sr. Lucia ask Our Lord why there were five first Saturdays.

He revealed to her:

My daughter, the reason is simple. There are five types of offenses and blasphemies committed against the Immaculate Heart of Mary:
1. Blasphemies against the Immaculate Conception.
2. Blasphemies against Her Perpetual Virginity.
3. Blasphemies against Her Divine Maternity, in refusing at the same time to recognize Her as the Mother of men.
4. The blasphemies of those who publicly seek to sow in the hearts of children indifference or scorn, or even hatred of this Immaculate Mother.
5. The offenses of those who outrage Her directly in Her holy images.
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We must make the first Saturday devotion to make reparation to her, for the indifferences against her Immaculate Heart.

I can see the devil pushing man away from Mary! The devil knows that Mary is a link between heaven and earth. There is a great link between God and man in Mary.

We realize more the mystery of God's love for us when we see how God loved Mary.

Act of Incarnation: God unites to man. My greatest pain felt, lately, is under the cross.

Mary knows the great gift given from God to His creatures. She is our spiritual Mother. She experiences the pain of her lost children. She sees before her, her Son covered with blood.

Mary says it is because of pride they do not accept her. It is because of pride, some think Mary cannot be any higher than them. They do not recognize election.

In having this pride, many miss the great messages given from God. In having pride, we miss a major link between heaven and earth in Mary. It is the Father's will that Mary is our spiritual Mother.

We reach a deeper level in the spiritual life only in the heart of Mary. It is His will. She was chosen, sinless, the spouse of the Holy Spirit, and the Mother of God.

We can only go to the deepest chambers of the Heart of Christ through the pure and sinless heart of Mary. We are sinners. She is immaculate.

Besides the messages associated with the major Fatima apparitions, there were other revelations given by Our Lady. Before Jacinta died, she told of other messages given her [during her illness] by Mary:
"Tell them to ask grace from her, and that the Heart of Jesus wishes to be venerated together with the Immaculate Heart of Mary..."47
This last message offers us an excellent opportunity to summarize the Fatima message. It tells us "that the Heart of Jesus wishes to be venerated together with the Immaculate Heart of Mary."48

Deep spiritual maturity cannot be achieved without going through the heart of Mary. Jesus came into the world in Mary's womb.

This is the Father's will: for His Son to come into this world, for His Son to be formed in her womb. God wants us to be formed more and more into the image and likeness of Jesus in the spiritual womb of Mary. Jesus wants us to grow in Mary's heart through the Holy Spirit to deepest maturity.

Many, in their willfulness and pride, deny the Mother of God, her Immaculate Conception, and the virgin birth. It is pride, for they do not want to recognize how much God loves Mary. They are proud and/or ignorant and will not recognize another creature higher than they are.

This is how it is: the Child Jesus, God-made-Man, was conceived in the womb of Mary. He was formed in her womb. To reach higher levels of spiritual maturity, we must dwell in the heart of Mary. We are formed there through the power of the Holy Spirit to be more like Jesus. We achieve depth in our relationship with God through Mary.

"And Mary said: 'My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord" (Lk. 1:46) All of us children unite in the heart of Mary. I see such oneness between all of us as we join in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. We unite in the heart of Mary. She places us in the Heart of Jesus. There we are united with all Mary's children. He is the Light of the World. His Heart burns - a yellow glow with hot embers. Many are the children of the light. Mary is our Mother. She is calling us to be children of the light. She is Our Lady of Light.

It starts with you and me and with all His holy priests. As we consecrate our hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we are one in Their Hearts. I give Jesus and Mary my heart, you give them your heart, we are one in Their Hearts. As the Shepherds of Christ Movement spreads throughout the world, we become one with each other as we give our hearts to Jesus and Mary. There will be one flock and one Shepherd. Father Carter is reaching the priests with the consecration in the priestly newsletter. He is reaching the sisters and religious with the consecration in the religious newsletter. He is reaching the lay people with the Shepherds of Christ Associates prayer chapters for adults and youth centered in consecration of our hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

Notes:

In February of 1996, we began a new movement, Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus. In it people volunteer two hours a week in front of the Blessed Sacrament and pray for the renewal of the Church and the world. They consecrate their hearts bi-weekly in front of the tabernacle. We are all joined together to help bring the light to others. This is the center, Jesus in the Eucharist. It is for the renewal of the Church and the world.

Mary is now Our Lady of Sorrows. Her heart was pierced with the willfulness of her children. Her heart is in great sorrow at the loss of her children. She calls us to spread the light to this world, to light up the darkness, to come and be fed by the Chief Shepherd.

The devil has waged a war against the children of the light. Children of the light are richly fed with God's love, given abundantly by Jesus in the Eucharist.

This is the plan of Fatima to reach the world. Hearts must be consecrated to the two Hearts. Fr. Carter is reaching the world in the newsletter for priests, religious, and the associates. All are consecrating their hearts. The children must be reached through the Junior Shepherds of Christ Movement. Children need to consecrate their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. The first Saturday devotion must be observed and spread from the Center.

The Fatima messages say, that the peace or war in our country depends on our consecrating our hearts to Mary. Children must be reached with the consecration. Satan is so strong.

The Father's plan will unfold. We must live according to the will of God with love. Every one of us is given such talents. God carries out the work of redemption through our humanity. We must pray to the Holy Spirit to sanctify us and make us holy.

This is what I suffered under the cross: the sufferings for the little, lost children. Mary wants us to make reparation to her heart. Mary told Jacinta, "Tell them to ask grace from her, and that the Heart of Jesus wishes to be venerated together with the Immaculate Heart of Mary."49 By recognizing her Immaculate Conception, we are recognizing the great dignity and honor He has given to Mary, a human person.

We go to the spiritual womb, the heart of Mary, because He wills it so. The depth of our union with Him can only come about through a deeper union with her. He wills it so.

The Father chose Mary as the Mother of God. The Father chose her, from all woman, to be Jesus' Mother. She is espoused to the Holy Spirit. Such dignity that God unites to her to bring forth a Son! If God comes to us in Mary's womb, we can go to God in Mary's heart.

In realizing the immense love God has for Mary, we can realize more His immense love for us in the Eucharist, to unite with us in such union. She carried Jesus in her womb. He is no less present in us when we receive Him in Communion.

Her soul magnifies the Lord. We see how our soul is raised to such heights through His grace. We, human persons, are raised to such heights in His grace. We are created to know, love, and serve Him. We can't leave out service. For, "...he has looked upon the humiliation of his servant. Yes, from now onwards all generations will call me blessed, for the Almighty has done great things for me. Holy is his name." (Lk. 1:48-49)

Father Carter talked about spiritual childhood: the more we become like a little child, the more the Father gives Himself to us.

God the Father: I am your Father. I will reach many souls through the Shepherds of Christ Movement and the Center. You are willful in your ways. My Plan will unfold despite the willfulness of many there. I am the Father. I have spoken to you before (January 95). Your resistance has continued. Your insistence to do your own wills is affecting the souls of many of My children. I call you to conversion in your hearts. You are so willful and selfish. You must pray to the Holy Spirit to sanctify you. He will make you holy.

 

December 5, 1995

Joyful Mysteries

Prayers began at 6:30

Jesus: O how dearly I love each and everyone of My precious children that have gathered in this room this evening. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior. I love you with the most ardent love. Open wide your hearts and let Me touch you in a special way. My Mother and I are with you to give you messages of Our love and messages about Our lives. Open your hearts and you will be touched with My abundant grace. How tenderly I love you. I have called you, My sweet loving children. I am with you always, always. Do not fear, I will not abandon you. I am with you. Release all fear and anxieties. Let Me enter your heart in a very special way, in a very deep union, during the rosary. I long to love you and long for your love, given to Me. Tell Me from your heart how dearly you love Me. How this pleases Me so! I am Jesus. I love you, I love you, I love you. You are so dear to Me.

Song: Ave, Ave Maria

Jesus: Die to yourself My child and let Me work in you. Come and dwell in My Heart and the heart of My Mother and let the Holy Spirit move within her heart and transform you more and more into My image and likeness. As you are transformed, you will be led closer and closer to My Father. I am Jesus, I love you in a special way.

 

The Annunciation

R. God so loved the world that He sent His only begotten Son, Incarnate in the womb of the Virgin Mary. Think of the mystery that the Almighty God came into this world and took on flesh. This is the love that God has for His creatures, that He sent His Son into the world.

1. R. God-made man. Jesus, a Divine Person, with two Natures, a human nature and a Divine nature.

Song: A Song from Jesus

2. R. The Father loved Mary so much that He chose her from all women to be the Mother of God. Think of the great love that the Father has for the Virgin Mary. Mary was conceived without sin. God came into this world in Mary who was sinless.

3. Song: O Holy Mary

4. R. The angel Gabriel appeared to the Virgin Mary and told her of the plan that God wanted her to be the Mother of His Son.

5. Song: The Angel Gabriel

6. R. Mary loved the Father with the tenderest daughterly love. Mary lived her life wanting to please the Father. Mary said "yes" to the angel. It is in modeling our life after Mary that we too will try to please the Father in our every action, for we are children of the Father and it is in the dependency that we will grow deeper in our love relationship with God.

7. R. When the child Jesus was formed in the womb of the Virgin Mary the two Hearts beat in one body. Think of the intimacy from the first moment of conception for below her Immaculate Heart, the child Jesus rested with His Most Sacred Heart, within her body.

8. R. Why is it so hard for the world to see the importance of the Virgin Mary when the Father chose her from all women. What honor He gives to women that He chose Mary to be the person that God called to bring His Son into the world! So much is within Mary, let us dwell more and more in the Heart of Mary! As Christ was formed in her womb, she is our spiritual Mother and we are formed in her heart through the Holy Spirit to be more and more like Jesus.

9. Song: O Holy Dwelling Place of God, O Holy Temple of the Word

R. Mother of God, think that God loved His creatures so much that He chose a human person to be the Mother of His Son. Mary's title, "Mother of God", meditate on this, a human person, the Mother of God.

10. Song: O Holy Mary

 

The Visitation

R. The angel told Mary that in her old age her cousin, Elizabeth, too had conceived of a child and Mary made haste to the hill country to be with her cousin Elizabeth.

1. R. Mary, full of grace - for within her womb she carried the Son of God. Meditate on Mary, full of grace. Jesus came in the womb of Mary.

2. R. What of us? We were created to know, love and serve God. God gives to us a special gift in the Eucharist for He gives to us Himself. He gives to us a sharing in His Divine Life. In baptism He nourishes this life in the Eucharist and we receive the Son of God within us, no less present than the day that Mary carried Him in her womb as she went her way to Elizabeth. If we saw Mary, we would think, O, God is inside of Mary! How many times do we receive the Eucharist and we are not focusing fully on the fact that God comes to us in His Divinity and His humanity, no less present than when He was carried by Mary. We receive Jesus in the Eucharist - Jesus truly present!

3. R. Let us thirst for these moments that we spend with our beloved Mother in union with the Mass, when we receive Him in the Holy Eucharist. Jesus, so tender, so loving, longing and waiting for us to come and unite with Him in deep union during the Mass.

4. R. We see the intimacy of these first two mysteries of the rosary between Jesus and Mary, that Jesus was carried within the body of His Mother. It is in realizing this closeness between Their two Hearts as we dwell in the Heart of Mary and she places us in the Heart of Jesus, that we will be closer and closer in our relationship with God, that we will know the love of Jesus deeper and deeper through the pure and sinless heart of the Virgin Mary.

5. Song: Jesus, I adore you, lay my life before you

6. Song: Immaculate Mary

7. R. We hear Mary speak: I am the Immaculate Conception. R. Mary was conceived without sin. She carried the Son of God within her womb. Such dignity and honor God gives to the human race that He came within the womb of the Virgin Mary. Let us love Jesus through her pure and sinless heart as we pray. Let us unite to the Virgin Mary in every prayer that we pray and all of our actions pray and act through the sinless, tender, loving heart of the Virgin Mary.

8. R. Mary said that her heart is surrounded with thorns, and there are many blasphemies against her Immaculate Heart. Let us comfort her heart. Let us make reparation to her heart for the offenses against her title as "Mother of God" and as the "Immaculate Heart". Mary is the spouse of the Holy Spirit.

 Luke 1: 35

The angel answered, ‘The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will cover you with its shadow. And so the child will be holy and will be called Son of God.

R. Mary is our Spiritual Mother. We go to her Immaculate Heart and pray to be formed more and more in the image and likeness of God as the Holy Spirit works in this.

The Holy Spirit - From Tell My People

Jesus: "My beloved friend, tell My people to pray daily to the Holy Spirit. They are to pray for an increase in His gifts. My people must realize that the Holy Spirit comes to transform them. The Spirit desires to transform you more and more according to My image. Those who are docile to His touch become increasingly shaped in My likeness. He performs this marvel within Mary's Immaculate Heart. The more one dwells in My Mother's Heart, the more active are the workings of the Spirit. The Spirit leads Mary to place you within My own Heart. In both Our Hearts, then, your transformation continues. The more you are formed after My own Heart, the more I lead you to the bosom of My Father. Tell My people all this. Tell them to pray daily for a greater appreciation of these wondrous gifts. I am Lord and Master. All who come to My Heart will be on fire to receive the gifts of the Spirit in ever greater measure! I love and bless My people!"

Reflection: The Holy Spirit is given to us to fashion us ever more according to the likeness of Jesus. And the more we are like Jesus, the more Jesus leads us to the Father. Do we, each day, pray to the Holy Spirit to be more open to His transforming influence? Do we strive each day to grow in union with Mary? The greater our union with our Mother, the spouse of the Holy Spirit, the greater is the transforming action of the Holy Spirit within us.

 

R. We too will be formed more and more into the image and likeness of Jesus as we pray to the Holy Spirit that works within the heart of Mary to form us more and more into this image and likeness of our beloved Savior.

9. R. Mary visited her cousin Elizabeth and the child within Elizabeth's womb leapt for joy. Think of the abundant graces that we receive when we receive Jesus in the Eucharist and as we sit here before the tabernacle. This is a visit from Jesus. Let us thank Him for the great graces He is giving us at the present moment when He is touching our hearts in a special way and we are sharing more in His Divine Life! How we love

10. Song: A Song from Jesus

 

A Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb, the Bridegroom of the Soul

     Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.

 

The Birth of Jesus

R. The little Child Jesus, the Son of God, was born in a stable in the town of Bethlehem. There was not room for Him in the Inn. In such poverty, the Almighty God came to this earth!

1. R. Let us tenderly love the Child Jesus. Let us pray to Him and realize that He answers our prayers. Let us see Mary as she holds the Child Jesus and see the tenderness between the Mother and Child and pray to her and pray to the Child Jesus.

2. R. The long awaited time was here and Jesus was born, the Son of God on the earth. Jesus was not adorned in gold and silver. Jesus was not surrounded by mighty kings. Jesus came in a stable and was surrounded by the beasts of the earth. This is the Son of God, but above His head there was a star that shone bright to show that He truly is the King of all! The King of Kings, the Almighty God, comes to this earth out of greatest love for His human creatures. Jesus comes and is born in a stable.

3. R. Mother Mary, you are our prayer partner. As you cared for the Child Jesus, care for us in all of our needs and teach us how to pray that we may be joined closer and closer to the Almighty God.

4. R. Mary fed the Child Jesus with her milk. Mary is our Mother, our spiritual Mother. Mary mothers us as she mothered the Child Jesus and she leads us on our journey, our spiritual formation to the Almighty God.

5. R. We go to the Heart of Mary and we are joined to the Heart of her Son for her heart dwells in the Heart of her Son.

6. Song: What Child Is This

7. Song: See the Eyes that Look at Mary

8. R. Jesus is laid in a manger, in the town of Bethlehem. Jesus died hanging on a cross. Jesus, the Son of God - this is the love that Jesus had for each one of us that Jesus, became man, that Jesus gave His life that we would share in His Divine Life.

9. Hail Mary

10. Hail Mary

 

Presentation of Our Lord in the Temple

R. Mary and Joseph took the Child Jesus to the Temple to present Him to the Father.

1. Luke 2: 25-34

Now in Jerusalem there was a man named Simeon. He was an upright and devout man; he looked forward to the restoration of Israel and the Holy Spirit rested on him. It had been revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he would not see death until he had set eyes on the Christ of the Lord. Prompted by the Spirit he came to the Temple; and when the parents brought in the child Jesus to do for him what the Law required, he took him into his arms and blessed God; and he said:

    Now, Master, you are letting 
        your servant go in peace 
    as you promised; 
    for my eyes have seen the salvation 
    which you have made ready 
        in the sight of the nations; 
    a light of revelation for the gentiles 
    and glory for your people Israel.

As the child’s father and mother were wondering at the things that were being said about him, Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, ‘Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed—

2. R. Jesus, the Lamb of God, the lamb that was led to the slaughter, that this day Jesus comes to us this day in the Eucharist, giving us His Body and Blood.

3. R. The sacrifice of Calvary is sacramentally made present in the Mass. We unite to the Mass and pray to the Father. We unite to the Mass and offer all that we do, all through the day, praying to the Father. It is the greatest prayer that we can offer to Him.

4. R. Simeon, the prophet, was waiting to see the Messiah. Simeon told Mary that a sword too shall pierce her soul and from that moment on there was a constant ache in the heart of Mary for she knew of the sufferings to come.

5. R. Mary watched the Child Jesus at play. Mary was with Him all through His life, walking by Jesus' side.

6. R. How Mary's heart was pierced seven times: the seven sorrows of Mary. Mary lived her life with her Son, Jesus.

7. R. The Heart of Christ was pierced with a lance and blood and water flowed forth, water for baptism - blood for the Eucharist. Mary's heart was invisibly pierced by a sword. She is the Mediatrix of all grace. We consecrate our hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

8. Mary: Let me tenderly caress you my beloved children. How I love you and want to lead you ever closer to the Heart of my Son. It is in dwelling in my heart that you will dwell deeper and deeper in the Heart of Jesus. How He longs and waits for you to come.

    I am Mary, your Mother. Listen to me. I call out and my call falls on deaf ears, for many are not heeding the messages that I deliver. I am giving this message to you. Come to my heart and I will lead you to the Heart of my Son. I love you. It is through you, my children of light, that you will light up this dark world. I am sending you into the darkness and you will help many know the light of my Son. I am calling. This is an urgent request to help my little children that are dying in their hearts.

9. Mary: I am asking you to help me to spread these rosaries, to spread the rosaries to all the world, to spread the rosaries to the adults and to the children. The rosary is a very powerful weapon against Satan. Satan is so strong this day, my dear little children. I am calling out to you. You must pray with all your heart. Do not be taunted by Satan. He wants to drive you away from my Son, Jesus. I will lead you ever closer to this burning love.

10. Hail Mary

     

Finding of the Child Jesus in the Temple

Mary: We call out to you on the fifth day of the month to help to spread this movement across the world and to the children. I am Mary, your Mother. I am calling you to open your heart and help to lead many to me and my Son, to help all to consecrate their hearts daily to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary. I promise you, my little children, that there will be peace in this world, but many will suffer great trials and many will lose their souls. I am Mary, your Mother. I am calling. This is an urgent call for time is short. Many will lose their soul. Please – my little, lost children are suffering so in this world.

1. Mary: The murder of the children in the womb of their mothers, my dear ones, this is a crime, the slaughter of innocent babies in the wombs of their own mother!

2. Mary: The children that were taught about sex at such an early age, young children—five and six years old—what do I say? Many have closed their eyes!

3. Mary: How will little children know of the love of God? So many of the teachings that are being taught this day have turned to such evilness. I beg you from my motherly heart to reach the children, to be a mother to each child, to pray from your heart as you have never prayed before. Pray, my dear ones and reach the children, my little children. My heart bleeds for the children in America.

4. Mary: Children of wealth—given such good things and look how they act!

5. Mary: What more do I say? Many children will lose their souls. My Son is to be loved by the children. I am calling out to you to turn your hearts to love, to go to daily Mass and daily Communion. Die to yourselves and unite to the burning love of My Son, Jesus. At every Mass offer yourselves as a sacrifice united with My Son, Jesus. Pray to the Father and pray that you will be joined ever closer to the pure and tender Heart of my Son, Jesus.

6. R. Our beloved Jesus how we adore You and love You. You are the Almighty God, all worthy of all of our love. God created this vast universe and all of the creatures and look, look what man thinks - that he can take the life of a child, a life that God has given.

7. Mary: The darkness covered the earth and the light of the love of my Son was seen in the hearts of the children of the light. I am calling you to light up this darkened world, this world that has turned to sin. I am calling, I am pleading, I am sending out an urgent plea to help me to reach the children of America with the rosary and to go to the schools and to tell the children about the lives of Jesus and Mary.

    I am Mary, your Mother. The rosary is a mighty weapon against Satan. Satan prowls this earth looking for souls to devour. He is aimed at the youth, my little precious youth that do not even know of the love of my Son. Will you help spread his love to the little children in this world?

8. Mary: The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph but many souls will be lost. What you do with your life this day to help me to spread the message of His love will make a difference to this hurting world. Do not be fooled by the false peace that you see for underneath there is much turmoil. Look into the hearts of your youth—look into their eyes, go to the schools and watch the youth.

9. Mary: Tell the children about the Mass and the Eucharist. Tell them of my Son, Jesus, who is truly present this day. This is the healing that the youth need—to come to Jesus in the Eucharist, to come to daily Mass. I am Mary, your Mother, I am calling out to you, my beloved ones to help me to spread the love of my Son to the children of America, for many will lose their souls for their serious sins.

10. Mary: This is a rosary from the hearts of Jesus and Mary. Will you help spread these rosaries to this world? Many do not even know how to pray the rosary. The rosary is a powerful tool to use against Satan. I beg you to help spread the rosary to the souls of America.

 

 

December 7, 1995

Joyful Mysteries

The Angel Gabriel Comes to Mary

  1. Today is the eve of the Immaculate Conception. Mary was sinless. She conceived the Child Jesus. It makes sense that God would come into a virgin that was without sin.
  2. Eve was the first mother of the living. She sinned and now Mary conceives of the Child Jesus. She is the spiritual Mother of all the living.
  3. The angel said, "...'Rejoice, you who enjoy God's favour! The Lord is with you.'" (Lk. 1:28)
  4. The angel asked Mary to be the Mother of God and Mary complied. She always did the Father's will. "...'The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will cover you with its shadow. And so the child will be holy and will be called Son of God." (Lk. 1:35) "Mary said, "You see before you the Lord's servant, let it happen to me as you have said.' And the angel left her." (Lk. 1:38)
  5. The Father created us and has such a plan for each one of our lives. It is in living according to the way the Father wants us to live that we will be happy.
  6. Mary wants us to make reparation to her heart:

During her appearance in July, Our Lady, in answer to Lucy's plea, promised that in October she would work a great miracle so that all might believe and know who she was. Again, the Mother of God told the children to sacrifice themselves for sinners and to say many times, especially when making a sacrifice, this prayer: "O my Jesus, I offer this for love of Thee, for the conversion of poor sinners, and in reparation for all the sins committed against the Immaculate Heart of Mary."24

  1. We tell Mary we are sorry for the disrespectful way some treat her. We tell her we love her.
  2. Hail Mary, full of grace. She is full of grace, for she carried within her the Child Jesus.
  3. The Child Jesus was conceived in the womb of Mary, and His Heart was formed within her womb.
  4. Let us ask our Mother Mary to help us.

The Visitation

  1. Mary went to visit her cousin, Elizabeth, who had also conceived a child in her old age.
  2. "...'Of all women you are the most blessed, and blessed is the fruit of your womb." (Luke 1:42) This was the greeting that Elizabeth gave to Mary when Mary came to visit her.
  3. The child within the womb of Elizabeth jumped for joy at the presence of the Almighty God and the Virgin Mary.
  4. Who are we that God loves us so much that He came to this earth, walked the earth, suffered, and died that we would share in His life?
  5. We are human persons. He is a Divine Person. It is through Baptism that He allows us to share in His divine life.
  6. We are the children of God. Mary is our Mother and we have a most loving Father.
  7. Let us forever be thankful for the visits that God gives to us through His grace.
  8. Mary carried the Child Jesus, the Son of God, within her womb. He gives Himself to us in the Holy Eucharist. He comes to us. He is as present in us in the Holy Eucharist as He was in Mary's womb.
  9. Mary wants us to come to her heart. She will take us to the Heart of her Son. Jesus loves us so much.
  10. How pure and tender is the heart of Mary. How loving, how kind she is. Dwelling in her heart, we will become more pure, more tender, more loving, and more kind. We have a mother when we are born, Mary is the Mother of our spiritual life.

The Child Jesus Is Born in Bethlehem

  1. Dear Jesus, how tenderly we love You and thank You for coming to this earth and for giving us a sharing in Your divine life.
  2. Jesus waits for us to come and to tell Him of our love.
  3. We cannot imagine the beauty of our own soul when we are in the state of grace!
  4. He looks at us and He sees the good in us. Let us always look at our brothers and see the good in them.
  5. Think of the little baby hands and feet of Jesus in the crib. Now think of how Jesus loves us that He allowed them to hammer nails into His hands and feet.
  6. Let us get rid of any hatred that we have toward any of our brothers.
  7. Let us fill our hearts with such love that when we interact with others, we are loving to them.
  8. Jesus is waiting to be so close to us. Many times, we have moments all alone. In these special moments, Jesus would like us to tell Him how much we love Him.
  9. Song: What Child Is This
  10. The shepherds came and they watched the Child Jesus as He lay in the manger. This is the Almighty God, the Savior of the World.

The Presentation of Jesus in the Temple

  1. The Child Jesus was taken to the Temple and presented to the Father.
  2. The old man, Simeon, was waiting to see the Child Jesus and he prophesied of the sufferings to come.
  3. Let us pray to the Blessed Virgin and ask her to help us in everything that we do, for she is our best prayer partner. In uniting with her tender heart, we will become closer to the Father, to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit. She has a pure heart. Her heart is immaculate.
  4. Whenever we are worried, or whenever we do not feel good inside, let us pray for the grace to tell Jesus how much we love Him. We must not waste valuable moments by giving into the thoughts that trouble our hearts.
  5. Satan tries to keep souls away from God. Mary will take us to the Heart of Christ if we pray to her.
  6. From the prophesy of Simeon, Mary knew of the sufferings to come. From this time on, there was a constant ache in her heart.
  7. We are being asked to pray the rosary everyday.
  8. It is up to us to pray from our hearts, not to just say words. We must pray with our whole heart, our whole soul, and our whole being.
  9. Lord Jesus, little Jesus that was held in the arms of the Virgin Mary, watch over us in every breath that we take.
  10. Jesus wants us to go to our beloved Mother for love and protection.

The Finding in the Temple

  1. When He was a little baby, the Child Jesus was taken up to the Temple. The Child Jesus was also taken up to the Temple when He was twelve years old.
  2. Not much is known about the young life of Jesus. This was the Almighty God Who came to this earth and walked the earth as a little boy. It is important in our daily lives to live our lives and be rooted in God.
  3. Mary and Joseph went ahead and the Child Jesus was left behind. When Mary and Joseph realized this, they returned to Jerusalem with their hearts sorrowing in search of the Child Jesus.
  4. They found Him among the doctors and He was teaching them. They were astonished at His wisdom and His answers.
  5. Let us ask the Child Jesus for all of those things that we hold dear to our hearts, for the Child Jesus will help us.
  6. Mary's heart was torn under the cross for she knew of how many of her precious children would lose their souls for their willfulness and their sins.
  7. Let us pray for this world today, for the sufferings and pain, and for the little lost children of the Virgin Mary.
  8. We are the lights that shine in the dark world.
  9. Let us light up the earth with the fire of God's love.
  10. Hail Mary...

 

December 8, 1995

FORMED IN THE WOMB OF MARY

R. In order to grow more deeply in my love of Christ, I must unite to the heart of Mary. As Christ was formed in the womb of Mary, we are constantly being formed in her heart through the action of the Holy Spirit, she is a Spiritual Mother. I am constantly being formed in her heart through the action of the Holy Spirit.

Divinity and humanity meet in the womb of Mary. She carried the Christ Child under her heart. The union of the two Hearts began when the Holy Spirit came upon her. She was filled with grace. To house the God-made-Man, she must be full of grace.

Do you ponder on our own graced soul? Do we think of our graced soul after reception of the Eucharist?

 

December 8, 1995

THE IMMACULATE CONCEPTION

Written at Mass:

R. As Father read the Gospel, I was so connected with each word and filled with such emotion. I was so close to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, so deep in His love.

Every thought of Mary radiated in my body. To hear her name made me want to cry. I love her life. I love Jesus' life. I love the rosary. The rosary is alive in me.

 

December 8, 1995

MEN HAVE THEIR ROLE; WOMEN HAVE THEIRS

Written between 12:00 p.m. and 3:00 p.m.
at Holy Cross-Immaculata Catholic Church:

R. I knew I was supposed to be here. I had such sufferings during the Stations, wrapped in pain. I am so lost in the depth of the emotions. My heart is torn in the Stations.

I love His presence, her presence - I am so wrapped in this presence, I just want to be alone with Them. I just want to be with them in ecstasy.

Jesus says, "...Who is my mother? Who are my brothers?" (Mt. 12:48) There is a oneness in the roles of loving. Mary is His Mother, yet she is the New Eve, and He is the New Adam. He says, "...Who is my mother? Who are my brothers?" (Mt. 12:48) There is such oneness between all in the Body of Christ. There is such oneness in our hearts when we consecrate our hearts to Them. We are all children of the Father. He wants us to love each other and live according to His will.

In heaven, we will be in harmony, enjoying His love, His goodness, His mysteries. I understand this immense love between all, living in harmony in the Father's will!

We see the Lord, and we adore and worship Him and live in His love. His love is enough for us.

The family is a little church. The father is the head. The wife must obey the husband. She receives the seed. There are little children.

Mary is close to Jesus in one Heart. Wives should be close to their husbands in one heart. Men and women have different roles. When we disregard the virgin birth of Jesus, we disregard the virgin birth of the Church. Mary is always bringing forth her children.

Mary is not respected as she should be. There are blasphemies against Mary, against her as Mother of God, against her Immaculate Conception, against the virgin birth. We must go through the pure one, Mary, to go to the deepest chamber of the Heart of Christ.

Concerning the marital act, the focus many times is not on love between husband and wife and the procreation of children, the focus of this most beautiful act many times in today's world is on giving pleasure. The Church does not agree with artificial contraception. One purpose of the sexual act is procreation of children. When people control the sexual act by artificial birth control, they eliminate the purpose of this act for the procreation of children. The act must be performed according to the Father's will. The sexual act is a beautiful loving act created by God. It is not a dirty act, an act for senseless pleasure. It is a serious act created by God to express love between husband and wife and to bring about the procreation of children. It is God's act to bring a life into the world. He gives the life in this act, created by Him!

The devil has made sin out of so many things. The sexual act is a beautiful act given by God. It should be used according to the Father's plan and treasured.

Love, oh, love, oh love - that is God Himself, but how little is understood of real love! Love and forgiveness go hand-in-hand.

Jesus showed us how He always, always forgave. He forgave Mary Magdalene - His way is love!

To be like Jesus we must strive to eliminate division with others in our hearts. Our hearts must be filled with love. He is Love! To be as He is, is to love. Wives should be subject to their husbands; husbands should love their wives. Their roles are not the same. He gives the seed, she receives the seed and loves it.

Priests are representing Christ to us. He has been anointed and chosen by God and given power, through God, to change bread and wine into the Body and Blood of Jesus. Priests should be shown the highest love, respect, and honor, for they are the chosen sons of God.

The priest must realize the great honor and dignity that is given to him. The priest has the great gift to administer the Sacraments.

Also, the priest should pray over people. The priest should pray over people for their healing. It is so powerful when a priest prays over people.

Women and men have different roles. Christ gave Mary to us as our Mother. Mary's role was not to be an anointed priest. Christ is the Head of the Church. Mary is the Mother of the Church. Her role is to bring forth her children so they are more and more like Jesus. Mary stands beneath the cross. Jesus is above her. He is the New Adam, she is the New Eve. "...Who is my mother? Who are my brothers?...Anyone who does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother." (Mt. 12:48-50) We are one in Him. He raises us to such heights. We share in His divine life.

It is through His Resurrection and Ascension, we share in His life.

We are creatures - He is divine. He allows us to share in His divine life.

He is raised on the cross. He gave Himself on the cross. He gives Himself to us now. We unite with God in the Holy Eucharist (the Mass). At the Offertory, we see the priest mix one drop of water with the wine. This symbolizes our humanity sharing in His Divinity.

He is raised high on the cross above the creatures. He is resurrected from the dead!

In Him, we are raised to new life. He ascends into heaven and opens the gates for us. He is the Way. He is the Truth. He is the Life. It is in Him, we are raised up, as we become partakers in His life.

Life flows from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, through the heart of Mary into us, and we act as channels of His life in this world. God is the Source of life. To leave out God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit is to leave out the Source of life.

Life is not life if it is not rooted in Him.

The Church is the way this life is channeled to us. The family is a little church. Our roles are as the Father wills - men and women are not the same!

They are as they were created by Him. It is in living according to His will that we will have peace and joy.

We are called to unite with Christ - only in Him will there be peace and joy in our lives.

To make yourself supreme is to try to reign on the earth. You are without power. Only through Him will you operate in love, peace, and joy. God the Father loves us so much. He wants us to love each other as His little children. We must be humble and put aside pride and hatred. His way is love. He is God. He calls us to love in our hearts. He wants us to act like His Son, to love and forgive and be kind.

Alleluia. He is the King of heaven and earth. The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph!

 

December 10, 1995

UNION IS GIVING

After 7:15 a.m. Mass, the second Sunday of Advent:

R. At the first reading, I wanted to cry. It was Isaiah, and it talked about the gifts of the Spirit. It talked about the reign of God, the reign of peace, the lion laying down with the lamb.

Is. 11:6-9:

The wolf will live with the lamb,
the panther lie down with the kid,
calf, lion and fat-stock beast together,
with a little boy to lead them.
The cow and the bear will graze,
their young will lie down together.
The lion will eat hay like the ox.
The infant will play
over the den of the adder;
the baby will put his hand
into the viper's lair.
No hurt, no harm will be done
on all my holy mountain,
for the country will be full
of knowledge of Yahweh
as the waters cover the sea.

It talked about justice. In the psalm, Ps. 72:7-8, the response was:

In his days uprightness shall flourish,
and peace in plenty till the moon is no more.
His empire shall stretch from sea to sea,
from the river to the limits of the earth.

R. I was filled with such love of God. I want to surrender myself more and more to Him, to unite with Him in the sacrifice. I give Him my hands, my feet, my head - whatever is His will is what I want.

Such intense love at the consecration. I hope I die in the Mass. I picture Jesus raised high on the cross and His creatures beneath. I picture His skin and His human body from the side and see us standing below. This is the love He has for us, His creatures. Look at Him. He is God. He is above us but He came to earth a man and He gives us Mary, our Mother, to mold us into His image and likeness. We are tainted by sin, but He has given Himself that we will have new life in Him. He gives us Mary, our Mother, to mother us on our way.

I realize this is really God coming to me, and I want to love Him so much. I ask Him to unite with me, to give my love to Him. I love God more deeply the more I am united to Him. I offer myself to the Father. All that I am, I give Him - my hands and feet and head, my heart, my every cell, to do with as He wants - complete and total abandonment. I give Him my all and ask Him to make me more like Him. I am yours, Lord, I come to do Your will. Through Him, with Him, and in Him, in the unity of the Holy Spirit.

I am so unworthy to receive Our Lord but so filled with such awe that He comes to me.

 

December 11, 1995

WE KNOW HIM THROUGH THE WORD

R. We pray to know and love God. His Word is to be planted in the hearts of men. Men's hearts are formed in the spiritual womb of the Blessed Virgin Mary, through the Holy Spirit. The Son is the Word. We know God through the Word made Flesh. We unite to God in the burning love of the Holy Spirit. The Son leads us to the Father. It is in this action of the Three Persons working together that we experience the knowledge and love of God. I feel this permeating action of the Spirit as I dwell in the heart of Mary and unite in the deepest chamber of Jesus' Heart, and there unite to the Father.

He has told us, "I am Yahweh your God who brought you out of Egypt, where you lived as slaves. You shall have no other gods to rival me." (Ex. 20:2-3) We were created by the Father. Life exists in Him. We were created to know, love, and serve God. It is in dwelling in Their Hearts that we know more the deep love of God.

Mary became the Mother of our Christ-life under the cross. At Baptism we become children of God. Mary is our spiritual Mother. We are born, not of blood but of God. Jesus gives to us His Mother, whereby she is constantly bringing forth her children in the Holy Spirit. We are created in His image and likeness. We are formed in her spiritual womb, or heart, in the Holy Spirit. As we are formed more and more in His likeness, we unite more to the Heart of Jesus, and He leads us to the bosom of the Father. We are the children of God. The Incarnation continues in us as we live our lives in union with the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, with the Holy Spirit. "...the Heart of Jesus wishes to be venerated together with the Immaculate Heart of Mary."50

She is the Mother of our new life. As Eve was the mother of all the living, Mary is the Mother of our spiritual life, our Christ-life, our life in the Holy Spirit.

Mary stood beneath the cross on Calvary, the New Eve. Christ hung high on the cross, the New Adam. He plants the seed. He is the Word. The woman receives the seed and nurtures it. Mary is the Mother of our Christ-life. Mary is the Mother of our rebirth in Him. He is raised high above all of His human creatures. The gift is Himself. We see Him as He hangs high above us covered with blood, and we know the immensity of the God-made-Man. He gives Himself. He gives His life as a sacrifice to the Father. He dies that we too should die in Him, that we might rise to new life in Him, for He came to die that we would be restored to new life. Today this sacrifice is sacramentally made present at every Mass.

The priest puts on Christ. Through the power of the Holy Spirit, he offers the sacrifice of Jesus to the Father. We unite with Him. We offer ourselves, our body and our blood, our soul, our whole being to the Father in the Holy Spirit, that we will die in Him, that we will rise in Him to ever newer life. This is our sacrifice to the Father. As we unite through Him, with Him and in Him, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, we are sanctified. If bread and wine can be changed into the Body and Blood of Jesus, we too can be changed from our dark ways into the likeness of Him. We see our unworthiness to be so loved by God, and we long to give Him the greatest love. Uniting ourselves with the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we love more deeply our beloved God.

I love You, Jesus. I love You. I love You, in the deepest love that I experience in uniting in this Sacrifice of the Mass. Let our hearts sing with the love of God as we are transformed more and more into the creatures that are more like the Father intended us to be. In this great mystery of God's burning love for His creatures, we unite with our beloved Savior in deepest union. In the Holy Eucharist, He gives Himself to us, and we become one with God. He gives us life and He nourishes this life with His own Body and Blood. We become one in Him, and we are united more deeply to each other. He wants us to be one body in Him.

Come Holy Spirit, fill our hearts with the fire of God's love. We are little children that were once afraid and lost and now are renewed and strengthened by this union with Divinity. Let us forever treasure the great gift of God, Himself, given in Mass and make reparation to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Let us make reparation for the blasphemies against her heart, the indifferences, neglect, and sacrileges committed against His Heart, especially in the sacrament of His greatest love. Let us beg for mercy from the Almighty God for our sins and the sins of all His creatures. So ungrateful are we when God loves us so much. The Father gave His only begotten Son that we would be saved. It is through Him, we are restored to new life. Let us always remain after Communion and treasure these moments with our intimate and beloved God. Let us cherish the priests that God has given to us. Let us love him in his holy ministry. He represents Christ to us. Let us pray for the priests and for the Church. This is the channel whereby we receive His life today. Each sacrament is an encounter with Christ Himself.

He is the Alpha and the Omega. He is God. We are unworthy to tie His bootstraps. Yet He loves us with an unfathomable love.

 

December 11, 1995

IT IS THROUGH MARY THAT WE RECEIVE CHRIST

"...it will bruise your head and you will strike its heel." (Gn. 3:15)

R. The Virgin Mary crushed the head of Satan. Man was in bondage from the sin of Adam. It was through Mary, who conceived of Jesus in her womb, that man was restored to new life.

Gn. 3:15

"I shall put enmity
between you and the woman,
and between your offspring and hers;
it will bruise your head
and you will strike its heel."

R. The seed is planted by the priest in the people, for Christ is administering to the people through the priest.

The Word of God should be loved. We are the body of Christ. He loves His body so much. Do we love Him? He is the Head of the body.

 

December 11, 1995

WE MUST BE SORRY FOR OUR SINS

R. We must admit our sins and be sorry for our sins. Sin offends God. We must go to Him and tell Him how sorry we are. We must REPENT to be saved.

 

December 11, 1995

Message from God the Father

God, the Father: I am the Lord, thy God. Thou shalt not have any gods before Me. I am God the Father and I created you. I keep you in existence. You were created for a purpose. You were created uniquely. You were created to know, love and serve Me. It is in knowing Me through the Hearts of Jesus and Mary that you will know to a small degree the depths of the love of God.

 

December 12, 1995

Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center

Feast of Our Lady of Guadalupe

Before Mary as she appeared in brilliant light and prayed before the Tabernacle
 

Joyful Mysteries

The Annunciation

Jesus: With a most tender heart open wide your hearts and let Me fill you with My abundant grace. I am outpouring to you great gifts at this moment.

1. Song: Hail Mary Gentle Woman

2. R. Let us make this rosary a gift of love from our hearts that we give to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. How Jesus longs to hear the words from our lips that we love Him! Jesus is waiting and longing for us to come and to tell Him of our love. Jesus says how few souls come to Me and tell Me of their love and I am longing and waiting to hear them speak these words from their hearts. Think of Jesus here, present in the tabernacle. Jesus is a Person. God loves us so much. Empty our minds of distractions and do God's will. Dear beloved Jesus, let us unite with you in the deepest union.

    Let us focus on the presence of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit within our graced baptized soul, and as we unite deeper to You, let us give to You deeper love. You are the Almighty God, You are worthy of all our love. Let us think of the magnificence of the Almighty God and think of how small we really are, that God loves us so much. He is treated with such unworthiness, such indifference, and neglected by so many of His creatures that He loves. We pray to unite in deepest union with You that we can say with all of our hearts, I love You Jesus, I love You, Jesus. You, who are the Almighty God, deserving and worthy of all of our love.

3. R. Adam and Eve sinned against God. God promised to send a Redeemer. This is the love that God has for His creatures that after the offense of Adam and Eve, God sent His only begotten Son into this world that we could be saved.

4. R. Let us experience the mysteries of this rosary in our hearts. Let us envision the angel as the angel comes to Mary. Think of how Mary felt when the angel came. How Mary felt to be chosen to be the Mother of God. How do you think Mary felt?

5. R. We are so anxious and so worried about all of the events and the little details of our lives. Let us look at the lives of Jesus and Mary and meditate on how They lived.

6. R. Mary, always complied to the will of the Father. Mary said yes to the angel. Mary followed the will of the Father for she loved Him with such tender love. The Father had a plan. Mary was chosen to be the Mother of God.

    The windows in this chapel are part of the Father's Plan. The Father has told me that each window is part of His Plan. When I walk in the chapel the windows come alive to me for they show us the lives of Jesus and Mary in the rosary. The rosary is such a great gift, given to us, for we grow more and more in our relationship with Jesus by meditating on the lives of Jesus and Mary in the rosary. His life becomes alive in us - when we look at the window depicting the Annunciation, we can envision ourselves there, and we can see the angel appearing to Mary - how important this mystery is in the course of Salvation History! Let us ask God for the grace to feel in our hearts these mysteries of the rosary, to love the events in the life of Christ and in our lives, and to act as the Father wills us to act in doing His will in love.

7. Song: The Angel Gabriel

8. Luke 1: 35, 38  The angel answered, ‘The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will cover you with its shadow. And so the child will be holy and will be called Son of God. ...  Mary said, ‘You see before you the Lord’s servant, let it happen to me as you have said.’

9. Song: O Holy Mary

R. Who are we that God loves us so much that He came to this earth, incarnate in the womb of the Virgin Mary? Who are we that God came in the womb of a human person for love of His creatures? God is love. We do not even understand minutely the love that God has for us but if we can meditate on the fact that the Almighty God came within the womb of Mary, a human person, we may understand a little more how much God truly loves His creatures and Mary became the Mother of God, a human person, the Mother of God! Mary espoused to the Holy Spirit and the Child Jesus was formed within her womb.

10. Excerpt from Response to God's Love by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

... In reference to Christianity, God himself is the ultimate mystery. Radically, God is completely other and transcendent, hidden from man in his inner life, unless he chooses to reveal himself. Let us briefly look at this inner life of God.

    The Father, in a perfect act of self-expression, in a perfect act of knowing, generates his son. The Son, the Word, is, then, the immanent expression of God's fullness, the reflection of the Father. Likewise, from all eternity, the Father and the Son bring forth the Holy Spirit in a perfect act of loving.

    At the destined moment in human history, God's self-expression, the Word, immersed himself into man's world. God's inner self-expression now had also become God's outer self-expression. Consequently, the mystery of God becomes the mystery of Christ. In Christ, God tells us about himself, about his inner life, about his plan of creation and redemption. He tells us how Father, Son, and Holy Spirit desire to dwell within us in the most intimate fashion, how they wish to share with us their own life through grace. All this he has accomplished and does accomplish through Christ.

 

Song: O Holy Mary

 

The Visitation

R. Mary made haste to the hill country to be with her cousin Elizabeth who had conceived a child in her old age.

1. R. When Mary and Jesus arrived the child in Elizabeth's womb leapt for joy at the presence of the Almighty God in Mary.

2. R. The Child Jesus was formed in the womb of the Virgin Mary. Mary is our spiritual Mother, given to us as Jesus hung high on the cross. He gave Mary to us - Mary the Mother of our Christ-life. Jesus was formed in the womb of His Mother through the power of the Holy Spirit. We are formed in the spiritual womb of our beloved Mother, through the Holy Spirit, more and more into the image and likeness of God. As we are formed more and more into this image and likeness of Jesus, we are led closer to the Father.

3. R. A baby in the womb is secure, they are dependent. There is such security there. Let us go to our spiritual womb, the Immaculate Heart of our beloved Mother and let us feel this security as we know that Mary, our beloved Mother, loves us with a most personal love and Mary cares for us for our every need. As we dwell in Mary's heart, Mary places us in the Heart of her Son, Jesus. It is in dwelling in Their Hearts that we will be secure against the terrors of the night for dark days are coming. Mary tells us of the dark days, but the refuge is found in dwelling in Their Hearts. We dwell in Their Hearts. We pray to be saturated more and more with His life in us. We are strengthened against the terrors of the night.

4. Luke 1: 41-44  Now it happened that as soon as Elizabeth heard Mary’s greeting, the child leapt in her womb and Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit. She gave a loud cry and said, ‘Of all women you are the most blessed, and blessed is the fruit of your womb. Why should I be honoured with a visit from the mother of my Lord? Look, the moment your greeting reached my ears, the child in my womb leapt for joy.

R. If we were there and Mary came and visited us with Jesus within her, we would be in awe, but Jesus visits us each time we receive the Holy Eucharist. Jesus comes to us and He dwells in us and I hear Him call out and He calls out and calls out to me, "tell them, tell them, that I give Myself to them and they leave after Mass is over." These are the special moments of greatest intimacy with Him. We unite with God truly present. God gives us great knowledge of Himself. He outpours His love abundantly and this deep, deep intimacy. We hear in Mass: Through Him, With Him, In Him!

R. Be one in Him: one, one - how intimate is this oneness that God wants with us that the Almighty God wants to be one in us! Closer than we can be with any person, God wants this oneness, that we identify with Him in such oneness that in our every breath and heartbeat we unite as He operates through us in this world today. In the windows in the chapel Mary visited her cousin Elizabeth. Mary goes to tell one person.

    Across from these windows are the Glorious Mysteries and we see the Descent of the Holy Spirit upon the apostles. Christ came to this earth. Jesus walked the earth. Mary told Elizabeth the good news. Jesus ascended into heaven and left behind the apostles to carry out His work. Mary was filled with the Holy Spirit and the Word became Flesh. The apostles were filled with the Holy Spirit in the Descent of the Holy Spirit on the Apostles and the Virgin Mary. They no longer were filled with fear and thoughts of themselves. Who was first? They were filled with fearlessness and they went out to preach the Gospel. We are His apostles this day that He is sending out especially in the Shepherds of Christ Movement to spread His love to this world that is suffering and in pain.

5. R. Let us thank the Almighty God for the visits He gives to us when He comes into our hearts and unites with us in the Holy Eucharist and let us tell Him with all our hearts those words that He longs to hear from our lips: I love You, Jesus, I love You Holy Spirit, I love You My Father!

6. R. In telling our beloved God of our love for Him, He gives us great gifts for we feel His love deeper and deeper in our hearts.

7. R. Jesus, we adore You. We are thirsting for You. How we love You!

8. R. It is within the womb of the Virgin Mary that the Sacred Heart of Jesus was formed. The Two Hearts of Jesus and Mary, within the body of Mary - this is the intimacy between Jesus and Mary. As we meditate on the mysteries of the rosary we see this closeness between Jesus and Mary. If we can understand the closeness that Jesus had with His Mother, who is a human person, we can understand more how much Jesus loves us. Let us, at every Communion, make reparation to the heart of our beloved Mother for all of the blasphemies against her as Mother of God, as the Immaculate Conception and as a Virgin.

9. Hail Mary
10. Hail Mary

 

The Birth of Our Lord

R. The Child Jesus was born in the town of Bethlehem, surrounded by the beasts of the earth and above His head a star shone brightly.

1. Jesus is the Light of the world yet this world is in so much darkness and Jesus cries out to us from the tabernacle to come for He is outpouring His abundant grace and His love and so few hear the call. Mary calls, "come to my Son in the Eucharist for He is there and He is waiting for you with such graces." But how few hear this call. We are given great graces in this rosary from the Heart of Jesus. Let us unite closer to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Let us open our hearts and ask Them to come in and unite with us so deeply.

2. R. Let us meditate on the fact that God so loved the world that He sent His only begotten Son. Jesus came into this world and took on a baby's body. Realize that Jesus came into this world in a little baby body. If we can see Him hanging on the cross and realize more and more the immensity of His love, what have we to fear when He has all the power and He loves us this much!

3. R. Jesus is the Light of the world. We are the children of this light. Mary is our Mother. Let us walk in the way of the light. Let us unite in the deepest union with Him. For, to be united with Him is to have this light within us and this light is too mighty to be contained.,

4. R. The light shines in the darkness. We see the Child Jesus in the crib in Bethlehem, surrounded by little sheep - Jesus is the Lamb of God.

5. R. The lamb that was led to the slaughter for love of us. Our hearts are hungry and we are searching for that which feeds our starved souls. Only the love of God will fill our souls. We see the lamb of God and we see Him as He hung on the cross and I hear Him call out from the tabernacle, "tell them, tell them, tell them - I am waiting, I am longing and I want to be so close to them. I am giving to them great graces when they come to Me and sit with Me in front of the tabernacle. Tell them, tell them, I love them, I love them, I love them. Tell them every letter I write is from My Heart to theirs, to read the letters as a love letter from me to them. Tell them of My love."

6. R. I see Mary as she stands beneath the cross and I feel the pain of her watching her Son as He hung, and the pain in her heart for her little lost children in this world. They tell me, "tell them, tell them, tell them. Tell them the message is that Jesus is alive and He is with you this day. Jesus is truly present in His Divinity and humanity in the tabernacle here, no less present than the day He was in the crib in Bethlehem, no less present than He was in the womb of the Virgin Mary, and He is neglected and treated indifferently." I hear His words and I hear Him call out, "I am alive, I am alive, I am alive." He says, "Tell them, tell them, tell them. Unless the messages of His burning love are circulated in the Church and in the world, the blood shed will continue. People are hungry, not even knowing what they are hungry for. They will continue to murder babies, will continue to search further and further for that which will fill them when nothing fills the starved soul but the love of God" and I hear Him say, "My Heart is bleeding for I love, I love, tell them I love."

Song: God's Love

R. I see Him in the stable in Bethlehem, the Son of God, in a little baby body. This is the love that God has for us - He came in the womb of a human person, He was born a little baby. He hung on the cross, because of His love. I hear the Almighty God call out to me over and over and over again, "Tell them, tell them, tell them. This is the mighty medicine for this world." He is calling out to us. His messengers, to carry the message of His love, this Christmas, into this world, and people are so occupied with the red and green bows and Jesus calls out to tell them of His love. He say, tell the children of My love. Mary calls out, pray the rosary, meditate on the mysteries of our lives. When you think of the babies that are murdered in the womb of their mothers, and we close our eyes, I hear Him calling out, "tell them of My love."

7. "Unless the messages of My love are circulated in the Church, the bloodshed will continue."

8. Song: What Child Is This

R. Jesus was rejected at birth, the Son of God. He hung on a tree, covered with blood and He gave His life and He remains with us this day in the Tabernacle and He calls out, I am alive, I am alive, I am alive. He is rejected and forgotten. Let us make our Christmas gift to Him the gift of uniting our hearts deeper and deeper in burning love with Him for He says, "how few souls come to Me and profess their burning love and I wait and I long and I want to be so close to My beloved ones."

9. Hail Mary
10. Hail Mary

 

The Presentation of Our Lord in the Temple

1. R. Jesus was taken to the Temple. Simeon, the prophet met Mary and Joseph and foretold of the sufferings to come.

2. "A sword too shall pierce your soul, O Mary."  R. Mary holds the little baby Jesus in her arms and hears the words of Simeon, "a sword too shall pierce your soul, O Mary." From this point on, Mary had a constant ache in her heart for she knew of the sufferings to come.

3. R. The pain and the joy: Jesus Christ gave His life that we would share in His Divine life. We have the gift of baptism where we receive this sharing in His life.

4. R. As we meditate on the mysteries of the rosary we see the pain and we see the joy. We see that Mary's heart was invisibly pierced with the sword. We meditate on the seven sorrows of Mary. Mary held all of these things in her heart. Let us dwell in the heart of Mary - Mary's heart, that is pure and sinless, that we may know Jesus more, through Mary's heart. Mary, who loves Jesus, with a most pure and tender love. As we dwell in her heart, as we pray through Mary, let all of our actions, all of our prayers, bring us to know her Son more. "And she held all these things in her heart."

5. R. To know Jesus a little is to want to know Him more and more, to love Him more and more. The Father chose Mary from all women to be the Mother of His Son. The Father chose Mary to be the way that He sent His Son into this world. This was the Father's choice. Jesus told Lucia that He wanted His Heart to be venerated next to the heart of His Mother. When we realize more the immense love that Jesus has for His Mother, who was a human person, we realize more how dearly He loves us, His beloved creatures.

6. R. To blaspheme Mary is to not realize the immense love that God has for His creatures. Mary is the Mother of God.

7. From Tell My People

The Holy Spirit

Jesus: My beloved friend, tell My people to pray daily to the Holy Spirit. They are to pray for an increase in His gifts. My people must realize that the Holy Spirit comes to transform them. The Spirit desires to transform you more and more according to My image. Those who are docile to His touch become increasingly shaped in My likeness. He performs this marvel within Mary's Immaculate Heart. The more one dwells in My Mother's Heart, the more active are the workings of the Spirit. The Spirit leads Mary to place you within My own Heart. In both Our Hearts, then, your transformation continues. The more you are formed after My own Heart, the more I lead you to the bosom of My Father. Tell My people all this. Tell them to pray daily for a greater appreciation of these wondrous gifts. I am Lord and Master. All who come to My Heart will be on fire to receive the gifts of the Spirit in ever greater measure! I love and bless My people!

Reflection: The Holy Spirit is given to us to fashion us ever more according to the likeness of Jesus. And the more we are like Jesus, the more Jesus leads us to the Father. Do we, each day, pray to the Holy Spirit to be more open to His transforming influence? Do we strive each day to grow in union with Mary? The greater our union with our Mother, the spouse of the Holy Spirit, the greater is the transforming action of the Holy Spirit within us.

 

8. Revelation 12: 1-2  Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars. She was pregnant, and in labour, crying aloud in the pangs of childbirth.

R. Mary comes and she appears as Our Lady of Light to us. We are the Children of the light. It is in meditating on Their lives in the rosary that we will learn to love God more and more. It is through the Hearts of Jesus and Mary that we are led to deeper union with God.

9. Hail Mary

10. From the Priestly Newsletter Book III by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

The Holy Spirit And Mary

The late Archbishop Luis M. Martinez of Mexico strikingly speaks of the ongoing cooperation of Mary with the Holy Spirit regarding the reproduction of Jesus within us: "Christian life is the reproduction of Jesus in souls…

"Now, how will this mystical reproduction be brought about in souls? In the same way in which Jesus was brought into the world, for God gives a wonderful mark of unity to all His works. Divine acts have a wealth of variety because they are the work of omnipotence; nevertheless, a most perfect unity always shines forth from them because they are the fruit of wisdom; and this divine contrast of unity and variety stamps the works of God with sublime and unutterable beauty.

"In His miraculous birth, Jesus was the fruit of heaven and earth…The Holy Spirit conveyed the divine fruitfulness of the Father to Mary, and the virginal soil brought forth in an ineffable manner our most loving Savior, the divine Seed, as the prophets called Him…

"That is the way He is reproduced in souls. He is always the fruit of heaven and earth.

"Two artisans must concur in the work that is at once God’s masterpiece and humanity’s supreme product: the Holy Spirit and the most holy Virgin Mary. Two sanctifiers are necessary to souls, the Holy Spirit and the Virgin Mary, for they are the only ones who can reproduce Christ.

"Undoubtedly, the Holy Spirit and the Virgin Mary sanctify us in different ways. The first is the Sanctifier by essence; because He is God, who is infinite sanctity; because He is the personal Love that completes, so to speak, the sanctity of God, consummating His life and His unity, and it belongs to Him to communicate to souls the mystery of that sanctity. The Virgin Mary, for her part, is the co-operator, the indispensable instrument in and by God’s design. From Mary’s maternal relation to the human body of Christ is derived her relation to His Mystical Body which is being formed through all the centuries until the end of time, when it will be lifted up to the heavens, beautiful, splendid, complete, and glorious.

"These two, then, the Holy Spirit and Mary, are the indispensable artificers of Jesus, the indispensable sanctifiers of souls. Any saint in heaven can co-operate in the sanctification of a soul, but his co-operation is not necessary, not profound, not constant: while the co-operation of these two artisans of Jesus of whom we have just been speaking is so necessary that without it souls are not sanctified (and this by the actual design of Providence), and so intimate that it reaches to the very depths of our soul. For the Holy Spirit pours charity into our heart, makes a habitation of our soul, and directs our spiritual life by means of His gifts. The Virgin Mary has the efficacious influence of Mediatrix in the most profound and delicate operations of grace in our souls. And, finally, the action of the Holy Spirit and the co-operation of the most holy Virgin Mary are constant; without them, not one single character of Jesus would be traced on our souls, no virtue grow, no gift be developed, no grace increased, no bond of union with God be strengthened in the rich flowering of the spiritual life.

"Such is the place that the Holy Spirit and the Virgin Mary have in the order of sanctification. Therefore, Christian piety should put these two artisans of Christ in their true place, making devotion to them something necessary, profound, and constant." 18

18. Archbishop Luis M. Martinez, The Sanctifier, op. cit. pp. 5-7.

 

The Finding of Our Lord Jesus in the Temple

1. Luke 2: 41-43  Every year his parents used to go to Jerusalem for the feast of the Passover. When he was twelve years old, they went up for the feast as usual. When the days of the feast were over and they set off home, the boy Jesus stayed behind in Jerusalem without his parents knowing it.

2. R. When they realized that Jesus was not with them their hearts were in such sorrowing and they returned to find Him.

3. R. From the prophesy of Simeon, Mary knew much - she knew of the sufferings to come. Jesus, in His Divine knowing, knew things. There was such intimacy between Jesus and Mary. We look at the pictures of Our Lady of Perpetual Help and we see the look upon the faces of Jesus and Mary who knew they would suffer. It is in looking at that picture we see this deep intimacy between Their Hearts for They knew so many things in Their Hearts. Such oneness, They shared in Their Hearts from the first moment of conception.  

4. R. Jesus calls us to such oneness in our hearts, oneness with the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, oneness in our hearts with one another. As it said in the reading in the Novena: to be in one mind, that we would be joined in one heart with one another, in deepest love. It said that they were in one mind, all of us living according to the Father's will and there would not be any bumping of heads. We would all live as in one heart and one mind, loving God.

5. Mary: I am Mary, your Mother, my dear little children. I call, I call, I call and my words fall on deaf ears, for who hears my cry? I stood beneath the cross of my Son and I knew many of my little children would be lost. I am calling out to you to come to the Heart of my Son. It is in your union with Him that He will live within you and minister to this hurting world. You are my children of the light that I am sending into the darkness. Open wide your heart and let my Son fill you with His burning love.

6. Mary: Satan is so strong in this world today. I call out to you, my children of the light, to pray the rosary. The rosary is a strong weapon against Satan. Pray the rosary as a family. Gather your children and pray the rosary. Teach them about our lives that they will know how they should live. You are my children of the light that I am sending into this sick world to spread this light. I call out to you from a Heart that is aching to reach my little children. Reach the little lost children in the world today. How my Heart cries out and who listens?

7. R. We are given such gifts that God speaks to us and that Mary calls to us. We are given great graces to join closer in Their Hearts. In these rosaries Jesus and Mary have promised graces to grow interiorly in our union with Them and as we grow in this union and They operate through us to the world, we carry the light within us. Who are we that God loves us so much, in all of our sinfulness and our faults, that we are given these great graces? Let us thank God for these gifts.

    We open our hearts so wide to receive all of the gifts given with such gratitude and love and vow at this moment to love Him ever more fervently, for it is in loving Him, in dwelling in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and consecrating ourselves totally to their Hearts that there will be peace in this world.

8. Mary: I am Mary, your Mother. My little lost children are suffering and in pain, and I call out to you to deliver this message again and again, in my Immaculate Heart, to my little children. Please listen to this message one more time. I call out to you, for the souls of so many will be lost for their sins. I am Mary, your Mother, and I am calling out to you to listen to me.

9. Mary: Do you see the slaughter of the minds of children? Do you see the children as they walk the malls? Do you see the sin - the babies murdered in the wombs of their mothers? You are my children of light. Come to the tabernacle, come to Mass daily and pray the rosary with all your hearts. Pray each and every prayer, for you do not know the power of a heartfelt prayer.

I am Mary, your Mother, and I am petitioning that you receive abundant graces to join ever closer to the Heart of my Son. As you dwell in Our Hearts you will be saturated with His Divine light and your light will shine in the darkness.

10. Hail Mary

 
 

December 13, 1995

SUCH SUFFERING FOR THE RELIGIOUS AND CHILDREN

R. Oh, God, how I love You. I went to Glenmary and was filled with the deep love of the Almighty God. So connected to His wounds and the Passion - so hurt in my heart for those who treat Him with such indifference after He gave Himself for them. My Savior, let my love for Thee comfort Thy aching Heart. You give Yourself with such love, and even some of Your beloved priests do not realize the great gift given.

Oh, how little love is given to God. He gave His All for love of us!

I cry so hard to know what I know and not know what to do. I love Him so much. I surrender myself entirely to Him and give myself as a sacrifice to Him.

I am so aware of how the Word of God feeds us, so filled with such love for each word, so filled by His Word! I love You so much, I scarce can give this love to Thee in my human form. Help me to love You more and more, my adorable Lord.

Thank you for the 13th. Mary, help me to do whatever you are calling me to do this day. I see the link between the Immaculate Conception and the virgin birth. Mary was conceived immaculate. It hurts my heart to think of anyone blaspheming Mary. I love her so much.

The agonies in my heart for the little children of this world, I suffered so much for the children in this world! My heart hurt so badly for Mary's little, lost children - such a pain in my heart. (The pain in my heart is so bad-as if someone is sticking swords in my heart.)

 

December l3, l995

Notes: 

R: Diagram: Agony of the heart

Excruciating pain — children, priest and religious
Pain so bad - greatest agony
Souls are Hungry - and Must be Fed!
Only thing that will sustain us is in dwelling in their hearts.

His greatest pain during the Passion was for the priests and religious.
No priest would talk to me about pain Jesus had - an aching heart.

January l7, l994 - Message: I want my priests to come back. (Gerry sent messages to 300 Bishops in the U.S.)
January l7, l994 - Prayer for Union with Jesus
January l7, l995 - Made Shepherds of Christ a non-profit organization

March 8, l994 - Message - Priests are full of fear.  He wanted this published, but it was not.

Dec. l7, l99l - I saw a vision, which is  on the front of the Blue Book
Dec. l7, l994 - the First message was published.

(Of one who sees what the Almighty sees, enraptured and with eyes unveiled..
He banishes all fear as we are - Rooted in Him.  To be rooted is to be so deeply united in Him.)

 

 

December 13, 1995

Archbishop Ed, My Cousin

    One day before I talked to my cousin, Archbishop Edward McCarthy, and he inspired me and supported me, he moved me. Jesus told me to call him December 13, 1995 and I talked to him on December 14, 1995. He was the retired Archbishop of Miami — Jesus told me to tell him about the Blue Book II and ask him to help me. On December 15, 1995, it was the day I went into ecstasy so very deep, knowing God the Father, Son and Holy Spirit, the oneness of God and I cried with joy, unable to explain it, but I wrote on December 17, 1995 and December 18, 1995.

    I thought it interesting that Jesus told me to call him December 13, 1995, he was the retired Archbishop of Miami. Mary appeared in Clearwater December 17, 1996 — one year later. The message I had for the Archbishop was to help me spread God's Blue Book II especially to sisters and priests. After talking to Archbishop Ed on December 14, 1995, I had one of the most profound ecstatic experiences I ever had.


Archbishop Edward McCarthy and Rita on her graduation from Mt. St. Joseph's May 1968

 

December 14, 1995

PEOPLE LAUGH AND TALK AFTER COMMUNION

R. My greatest sufferings come from the fact that I know Jesus and know He is God and watch the people laugh and talk after Communion. It is like a sword piercing my chest.

At Communion, I was so aware of Jesus, truly present. I love Him so much.

 

December l5, l995

Big Experience

l2:00 - 3:00 p.m. Immaculata Church 

R. Had such an experience - pouring out my love to Him. How I love Him! It hurts to not be able to love Him deeper. Stood under the cross - was praying the Stations. I saw the sanctuary light off and on, flashing around the Sacred Heart statue and the pictures.

 

December 15, 1995

HE WRAPPED ME IN HIS DIVINE EMBRACE

Written at 12:30 p.m., in Holy Cross-Immaculata Church:

R. I wanted to love Him so much. I realized God's magnificence and goodness, and I wanted to give Him such great love, but I realize my incapacity to love Him more in my human form.

I realize how God is so worthy of all my love. My intellectual realization of how worthy He is, does not match with my attempt to love Him. It hurts to want to love Him so much. He gives me an insight, a light into His magnificence, and I realize my littleness.

So overwhelmed with the desire to give Him love, no thought of myself - my whole being wants to love Him with this immense love.

The world is non-existent. It is I and Him, and my whole being merges with Him and this one desire to unite endlessly, forever in the deepest union. Time stands still, and it is the meeting of our hearts, this oneness with Him. I slip into His Heart and nothing here matters, as if I have embraced such depth of union with Him. I want only Him. I see only Him, and I am one in this deep, deep embrace with Him. I lost myself in Him.

My existence is existence only in Him. It is being wrapped in love's embrace with Divinity.

The world existed around me, and all I knew was the embrace of the Almighty God. My heart sunk into His Heart, and I existed only in Him, my whole being seeing myself existing only in Him.

I saw His body as I stood beneath the cross at Holy Cross-Immaculata Catholic Church. I wanted to unite with Him eternally in this great depth of love I felt. I wanted to be totally lost in Him forever. By being merged with Him, I existed in Him, knowing only Him and loosing myself. I saw the Child Jesus statue, and I was lost in God. I begged the Father through the tears of tender, loving Mary, in the Holy Spirit, to help me to make His love known to this world, to use me, use my life as He willed to make this love of God known. Then, coming back to myself, I begged the Father, through the tears of the tender, loving Mary, in the name of the Christ Child, in the Holy Spirit, to help me to make His love known to this world, to use me, my life as He willed to make this love of God known.

 

December 15, 1995

I AM TOUCHED IN A SPECIAL WAY BY GOD

R. When God gives us special illuminations, He is giving to us a great grace to understand insights into His mysteries. I pray for this special grace. It is a grace given to me, I do not control it in anyway. He opens the door, and I know so many insights into the mystery of God. I can experience great agony or great ecstasy. It is a great gift from God, because I know Him so much better after this. I never forget a special experience of His grace. It is printed in my being. I have complete recall. I usually have a great presence of the Trinity and am awed by this presence. I cry because of this presence. It is a great joy. Whether sufferings or joys, I am touched in a special way by God and I know and love Him more. I am wrapped in Their embrace.

Notes:

Center of the mystical experience.
Beginning - length - end
Pain was so great - my heart hurt so badly
Was on the other side.

Unaware of what surrounds me - could not tear myself from rapture
sometimes suffering, sometimes ecstasy, sometimes complete clarity into a mystery — was so clear.
A permanent imprint on my being - complete recall - knowledge accompanied by deep experience.
Presence of the Trinity - Rapture — Duration - sometimes immense sufferings.

 

December 16, 1995

A PRAYER BEFORE THE
TABERNACLE TO MY DIVINE LOVER

R. My most precious Jesus, I am here with You - the Almighty God, truly present, no less present than when You walked this earth.

I love You so much. I just want to love You with the deepest love, my Almighty God.

Oh that I can unite deeper to You in such oneness, You Who are so perfect and loving and good. You unite to my wretched being. I want so much to be an instrument to spread this love to all, to know You and Your love, which is so great. I am compelled to tell all how dearly You truly love them.

Oh Jesus, let my great love for You, which is so little, be magnified to deeper love for You as I unite to You, for in this union with You, I am loving You more. I long with all my heart to unselfishly love You. You are my God, all worthy of all my love.

I want to help make reparation for those who do not love You and those, who through indifference, have forgotten You.

To love You is to feel the pains of the thorns that surround Your Heart for the indifference and neglect of Your beloved souls.

I adore You. I worship You. I cannot express in words my deep love for You. I am Yours, Lord. Help me, every moment, to do the will of the Father. I offer this prayer and petition to the Father, in the name of Jesus, in union with the Holy Spirit, with all the angels and saints, and the souls in purgatory.

I am Rita...help me to know, love, and serve You more.

 

December 16, 1995

I WANT TO GIVE HIM THE GREATEST LOVE

After 8:30 a.m. Mass at the Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center:

R. I wanted only to love Him more deeply. I realized that as I unite with Him in Holy Communion and become one in Him, I can give Him the greatest love at this moment since He is in this union with me.

I am treasuring this moment immensely, for I am realizing it is in this moment that He is greatly loved by me, and I want to give Him such great love. I realize how He is so worthy of love! I want to love Him for the indifference and neglect of so many souls. I know, in my being, the emotions He has allowed me to experience. I feel the pain of the neglect and indifference of souls against Him. I want to comfort His Heart by giving Him such love.

I know the pains He has allowed me to experience, the rejection, the sufferings, the hurt, and I want to comfort His Heart of burning love. I know what love He wants from us, His creatures, and I love Him so much. I realize His worthiness to be loved. I want to love Him so deeply.

 

December 16, 1995

I Existed In Him!

R. The experience I had yesterday is beyond words. I was so united to Him. I lost myself. My whole being was overtaken with the Almighty God. I existed In Him! No want of anything, I was so satisfied. I felt such union with Him. Mass was so wonderful today. I feel such oneness with Him.

 

December 17, 1995

THE RED ROOM

Written at 12:00 p.m. after Mass:

R. He empowers the lowly. I see that as I unite to Him, it is no longer I who live, but He Who lives in me. He is all-powerful. I become one in Him. He operates through me. He lifts our burden. He takes away the resistance.

If I unite to Him, He is praying through me. I envision this experience, and I am united to Him in the deepest union. If I pray this way, it is with this power that the prayer goes to God, united through Him, with Him, and in Him.

When I felt I was in the depth of His Heart, on Dec. 15, 1995, I envisioned a red room. I felt the warmth, the presence of God.

I unite to Him in such oneness. It is so deep in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. He gave His all. I unite deeply to Him when I surrender my all to Him and die to myself in the Consecration of the Mass.

I unite deeply in the Consecration. I unite deeply when I am giving my all to Him. I become one in Their Hearts. I am laid bare as when He died on the cross, and I give my all as He did. He shows us His bare body and His arms outstretched. He wants us to die to ourself. He gave Himself as a complete sacrifice to the Father. It is in giving ourself with Him, to the Father, that the Father is pleased. It is in dying to ourselves in Jesus that we rise to new life in Him. After His death came the Resurrection.

I see the mercy and graces flowing at the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. In Holy Communion, He wants us especially to make reparation for our sins and the sins of others. It is at this time Mary asks us to make reparation to her heart, the Hearts crowned with thorns. Their Hearts were pierced. His with a lance, hers invisibly with swords. The wounds are deep and penetrating. Only through Jesus are we saved. He shows us the pierced Heart. It is through this Heart, we receive life and nourishment.

 

December 17, 1995

THE EARTH STOPPED AND I TOUCHED HEAVEN

R. I long to unite in the deepest union with Him in the Eucharist. I long for the Mass. I long for Thee, oh God. My every moment, I join as I did to You December 15 under the cross, where I felt Your presence. You whisked me away, and I was totally absorbed in that moment of celestial union with You. For that time, I existed only in You, in the deepest union, and I was in this moment existing in You. The earth stopped, and I touched the heavens, all my bodily cares were existent in You. I existed in Your Divinity, my being was in You. There was no desire or wish or wanting, for in that moment, I had all I wanted in You. I was satisfied and wanted nothing but to remain in that embrace. You were the Being, and my being existed in You, but I was only as I was in You - merged in You, knowing and being in Your Divinity and being so full as to feel complete in myself.

    You are so enormous, and You surrounded me in a burning embrace, the presence of red fire. I was not little, or "nothing", but existed in this enormous power and being so complete!

    I touched eternity, and in that embrace, I knew all the waiting was worth the glory. You enveloped my being, and I was truly merged in the Divine Presence. I was merged in Your being. I existed IN You, with You, in the highest union with You, although I knew I was still distinct from You.

    I was fused and absorbed in You, feeling complete and satisfied. To describe this union is far beyond any work of my pen and paper. I pray for the reader of this page to receive the grace to share this experience with Him, I will now live for this union-to be forever merged In Him, to be One in Him, to reach higher perfection as I exist in Him, for He takes the lowly and gives to them a sharing in Himself. He merges with us and we exist in Him. The word "in" - I could write pages about. I long for the deepest union with Him, where I am swept up in the heavenly embrace of the Divine God, and I am IN Him.

    This is heaven on earth: to be merged as one with Divinity, although remaining distinct from God, to take our feeble hearts, our lowly status and to unite ourselves with the Divine, Almighty, powerful God and in this union to be meshed with Him, that His power dominates and our humanity reaches its heights of fulfillment in this union, in this oneness with Him.

    The word I have looked for is "oneness." I understand some of the meaning of the words "One in Him." Oneness is the word to describe this union of our humanity with His Divinity. The depth to which we could meditate on oneness with God is incomprehensible. In that moment, the earth stood still, and He, my Divine Lover, the Bridegroom of my soul, took me to Himself, and I knew the embrace of the Divine God.

    Nothing on the face of this earth can describe our union with Divinity. Oh, good God, that creatures are so ungrateful regarding Your divine love. I am so sorry. Let me help make reparation to Your adorable Heart. Please unite with me now that I may more deeply love Thee.

    Oh, Divine Lover of my soul, let me help make reparation to Your adorable Heart for the neglect and indifference against You.

Song from Jesus: I come to you with greatest love. I am your loving Savior. I am your God. I died for you. I come to you this day.

    He allowed me to experience such pain in my heart - wanting Him so badly, so many times-and then on Dec. 15, 1995 - He gave Himself to me in the deepest union.

    Nothing satisfies the soul but Him. He wants the nuns and priests to love Him. He chose them to spread His love.

    Souls are hungry. They will only be fed with His burning love. Priests need to talk about Jesus' love for us from the pulpit. Priests need hearts burning for love of Jesus. This will feed the hungry souls - lip service love doesn't do it.

    He is alive today. He is a Person. He wants us to love Him.

           

December 18, 1995

IN THE DEEPEST RECESSES OF HIS HEART

R. The place Jesus took me was into the deepest recesses of His Heart. I was enveloped in His burning love. It was a red room with heat and an intense glow. I was swept away in this embrace, and I only existed in Him. The power of the Almighty God enveloped me, and I only existed in Him. There was no fear, for I was existent in this Almighty Being. My heart was wrapped in the eternal embrace of this Supreme Being. The security, the power I know was His deep presence in which I existed.

    I knew the room was red and warm. I knew His immenseness, but I felt my own completeness in Him. I did not feel little, as a speck, but elevated and empowered for I existed then in Him in a most special way.

    I was overtaken by the love of God. The fire of the Holy Spirit filled me. I was absorbed by the love of the Father, and I existed IN Him and in the deepest recesses of the Heart of Jesus. Our heaven on earth is these inner chambers of His magnificent Heart - the Heart of the Almighty God, with all the power, with omnipotence, with the fire of the love of God. He took me to the deepest chamber of this fiery Heart, and in that moment, I touched eternity, for I knew what it was to be enveloped in the deep furnace of His love. I now want to exist in this chamber of His Heart, swept away in His burning love, absorbed in my every cell with His love.

    We do not understand the fire of His love. We do not understand what it is to be absorbed by love itself. He took me to the inner, deepest chamber of His Heart, and I felt the heat and knew the presence of love itself, and there was no fear, only a feeling of completeness, omnipotence, all-embracing, penetrating love - a power indescribable in words, a saturation of my being in the presence of God, and I was as I was created to be - living in Him!

    This is how I will forever live my life, saturated with His divine life and love deep within this inner chamber of His burning Heart, living in Him as He possesses my being, and I operate with His power in me.

    Little creatures though we are, we are His, His power, His life, flowing through us. In Him, we are as the Father intended: one in Him, each one of us, dwelling in this fiery furnace of His love. With our fears quieted and our hearts empowered by His life, we live forever in Him - in the Heart of Jesus.

    Let no man separate what God has joined together. I am wed in the deepest love with my beloved Spouse, wed to the Heart of Jesus. As I am, I am one in Him. I live and I breathe in Him. He, Who is love, He Who is our all, He Who is mighty and without limits, He Who is, He Who is God and as I live, He lives in me in this world.

    I am wed to Him, and I shall not fear for He is God - one, complete, loving, God. Heart of Jesus, I place my trust in Thee. As I live, I live in Your most adorable Heart, the furnace of God's love!

 

December 19, 1995

FEED THE HUNGRY SOULS

R. I want to love deeply, my Lord. It is in knowing Him more, I love Him more. I beg Him for insights of Himself that I will know Him more. I know Him greatly through the intimate experiences I have had with Him. He and Mary have allowed me to experience deep insights into Their sufferings and love, deep insights into the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

If I am closed, I remain locked inside. Love flows from the heart. Love is not words spoken only. Love is the giving of one's self to another person or cause.

Children need this love from their parents. There is a whole generation of children that are receiving substitute moms and dads. Instead of love from their parents, they are given things. Things are not heart-felt love. To love God more, it helps to know the love of another. We see love reflected from God through the eyes of our parents, by their time and attention.

God is love. He is always there. He is attentive to all our needs. He gives and keeps on giving. I do not have to fear for want of love. I know that He is one in me. I am living in this love!

Children today are not given this love. They are given all they need physically, all they can absorb technically, intellectually, all they need to make the appearance of perfection: a beautiful house, a beautiful car, a room adorned with such decorations, some have a private bath, a computer, a television, a VCR, a compact disk player, a telephone, a beautiful suntanned body, a swimming pool, the greatest sports equipment, the right label on their clothes and shoes. They are taken to every sport event so they can participate and be the greatest player, but what about the family meal? What about the nights the family sits and talks about things in their hearts? What about the family rosary? We are raising a heartless, self-indulgent society of youth. Their hearts are dying inside, while their bodies are adorned to perfection. It is what I call the "inside-out syndrome." Everything exists for how we look on the outside and the inside (the heart) is dying and shriveling up inside the body.

I see Mary standing beneath the cross and feel the pain for her little, lost children. I see Mary before me and hear her call out for the children that will lose their souls and go to hell. I see Mary, our heavenly Mother, call out at Fatima. I hear her urgent cry and as at Fatima - who listens?

Satan has attacked our hearts. They are closed and dying in our bodies. We have every hair in place and every muscle exercised. We know the fat level in every muffin and the calories in every spoon of yogurt, but the heart of man is dying within the body.

The starved hearts of the world cry out, more and more, "Please feed our hungry!" We are starving and the world fills the hearts and souls with more and more pleasures and things. The focus is hollow, the eyes are fixed, and what of the little ones who do not even know how to feed the pangs of hunger within their souls?

His Heart was pierced with a lance; her heart was pierced with a sword of sorrow.

His way is the way of the heart.

 

December 20, 1995

Mystical Experiences

R. I am filled with overwhelming love for God on the beach in the Bahamas. I realized the immensity of the Almighty God and how little we are compared to Him. As a little grain of sand on the seashore, a drop in the vast ocean, yet He, in all His immense love, comes and gives Himself to us! His great love becomes apparent. Jesus took on a human nature for love of us.

    I receive mystical experiences. These mystical experiences we receive in our lives can be compared to the light of the sun. The sun is so bright and blinding and we see every detail with such clarity. It is so blinding, we feel the immensity of its power.

    He releases His grace, His light, with a deep, deep light and I see with the deepest clarity. I am wrapped in the love of all three Persons. To be as it were - one in this love, it overtakes me and I know only love—all encompassing love of God. I am and I do not want anything, only to serve Him and give myself over in entire abandonment to Him.  I call this being “on the other side.”  It is in a state of knowing, with deepest clarity, the things of God.  I call it a light.  I am indeed in the light, for  I am in the presence of God and I know it.  I know Him in deepest oneness.  I am aware of myself, my littleness, and I am aware of His love as I become overtaken by perfect love.  He is love. I experience different things at different times.  I remember last year in December ‘94/January ‘95 having such a presence and then Jesus spoke.  It was such an awareness of God and knowing with such clarity the things of God as it said in Numbers 24:2-7 “of one who sees what the Almighty sees, enraptured and with eyes unveiled.  This is exactly what I experience when I am in this light.  The last one was the greatest when I was so satisfied and knew what it was to be one in Him, to know the magnificence of His life.  I have had a constant presence of this since Dec. l5 and I see myself (diagram-circle, God and Me) - it is red, it is warm, it is power for His power flows from me in this union.  It is He who acts in me.  I connect with the presence of the Father and the Holy Spirit working in the Heart of Mary and my Spiritual Director.  My heart is empowered beyond comprehension for I am as I am in Him.  I can vision Jesus and Me — His Heart is red, yellow glow and I am empowered, wishing only the will of God and being satisfied with the outcome, knowing it is His will when I am in Him as in this vision.  His circle is without bounds.  It is more than I am in a red cavity, surrounded by a yellow glow - it is an endless feeling of penetration.  It empowers me for I am IN HIM!

    Last year from the first Saturday in December until January l9, I had seven presences of God like this.  In one of them He read me the January l9th message.  I was filled with shame, having His presence and being on the other side and having ever doubted and knowing all I wanted to do if He didn’t keep me in that moment was to spread the messages He was giving me. Each time I am in this light I vow to do all I can to spread His love, His presence, His messages, for I am given a revelation that I am given, is indeed true and I have touched the Almighty God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit.  I went to (what I call) the other side.  I know what they are saying and it is up to me to tell this world what I have been told when I was there, so I keep saying, “I know what they are saying”, “I know what God is saying”.  How do you tell the world that you have experience this so many times and told by God what He is saying?

    Men did not believe Jesus.  I experience the presence of God and am allowed to suffer deep experiences there.  I know the sufferings of Mary and Jesus to a small degree.

    I have had my heart jabbed with swords and experienced the agonies to a small degree of Jesus in the Garden, Mary under the cross, the Sorrowful Mother, the neglect and indifference of the Eucharist, the Heart of Jesus that cries out for His beloved souls to love Him and treasure His presence in the Eucharist, the Heart of His Mother that calls out for her little, sick children.  I have experienced her heart as she held Him under the cross and touched the lifeless skin of the little boy she once carried.  I know the oneness between their hearts and why He wants His Heart venerated next to hers.

    The light shines, so many mystical experiences that have been recorded as greatly as I can in these letters and in the rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.  I have been swept away by the Father’s love during the Mass and felt all through the Mass the great miracle as it takes place.  I did not know what a mystic was, but I have been given great gifts  over and over again:  mystical experiences, where I have the presence of the Trinity and they allow me to experience these insights into the emotions in the heart.  I only hope that the world can share these deep insights into the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

    Today the clouds lift and I behold the sun shinning through the light, and power only slightly compared to the magnificence of the Almighty God.  I know what He is saying.  I have experienced these things in this deepened sense and have united to Him in this act of intense love. It says in the scripture - Perfect love casts out fear (Acts), for to know Him is to be without fear. He is. He exists and He is alive, with all the magnificence and wonder of the Divine Being, the Almighty God. Our feeble hearts and minds cannot even comprehend in a small sense the magnificence of God, but He gives the grace and in one instance and I see through the eyes of God, I am in an ecstasy with eyes unveiled and in that moment He gives to me His gifts and His love.

    Oh, that this world may know more and more His wondrous works, His power and His might, His love, His Divine Life! That the Holy Spirit will descend on the earth and the earth will be reborn with the Fire of God’s love!

    The light comes and goes, the clouds go over the earth, but His magnificence is forever with us. His light is always existent. I want to live dwelling in the burning cavity of His endless love, in oneness with the heart of Mary that we will embrace this Almighty God.

 

 

December 21, 1995

RELATIONSHIPS: BE IN ONE HEART WITH ALL MEN

Between 3:00 p.m. and 4:00 p.m., Divine Mercy time:

R. My dear Jesus,
I have been troubled for a long time with my relationship with others. To have a heart like Yours, I cannot have division in my heart toward any man. I feel separation between myself and many others. To be in one heart with all men, I must not have division with any person, primarily my family. I must, at all times, stay one with my husband and obey him unless he tells me to commit a sin. I must be loyal to him.

Everything is as it is for You have allowed it in my life. I must always live in the Father's will to have peace in my life. Nothing that is right need be hidden. I do not have to reveal myself to every person, but I must remain undivided and one with all my brothers in Christ at all times.

My primary concern is that of being obedient to You and living in the Father's will.

Fr. Carter is my spiritual director. He represents You to me on this earth. He tells me what You would tell me, and You have given to him great graces to help me draw closer to You. Nothing I do on this earth is of any account if it divides me from You. Under obedience, I must comply always to what he tells me. My closeness to him is as my spiritual director. You act through him and guide him in his actions to draw me closer to You.

I thank Him for all He has given to me and am forever grateful for His deep love for me!

I see as never before, since December 15, when I was enveloped in Jesus' love and existed in God. From this point on, the goal of my life must be to live to try to be as my heavenly Father wants me to be. I am weak and I fail, but my goal is to love God above all things, to always do His will, to want nothing but to please Him as a most devoted child, living to please her Father. I love God with my whole heart and my whole soul and my whole being. I love each and every Person of the Trinity. I love God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. I know and love Him as one. I know and love God as one. I know and love God in each Person of the Trinity. I know so much from standing under the crucifix and being so united to Him on December 15, 1995. He lifted the veil and I saw with eyes unveiled.

I saw with eyes unveiled. I know now the immense concern of His Heart. His Heart is a Heart of endless love. It is burning. It engulfs a soul. He takes them unto Himself. He gives us special moments in which many things are made clear. In that moment, I was embraced by His burning love. I was swept within the deepest chamber of His Heart and heard the roar of the fire from His Heart. In that moment, I knew what it was to be united to God. My eyes were unveiled, and I was enveloped and swallowed up by His presence. I existed in Him. I existed in the endless cavern of His divine love. I wanted for nothing. I felt satisfied, for in that moment I was absorbed in Him, and I knew no fear being united to love itself.

I do not think that I am better than anyone. He has given to me great gifts to share His burning love to all. With all my heart, for my whole life, I will spend all my waking hours trying to please Him and tell this world of His love, my whole life being lived to love God and my fellow man.

Oh, that He loves us so much that He gave Himself for us, and He gives Himself to us now. In the deepest recesses of His Heart, I will find shelter from the rain and the storm, for the embers of His Heart burn the brightest and we cannot even comprehend this deep cavern of His endless love.

He took me to the deepest chamber of His Heart, and I was embraced by the love of God. To this day, I will not be the same. I saw with unveiled eyes, and I saw, as He allowed me to see, with His divine wisdom. Many things being made clear, I embraced eternity, and I know the presence of God as never before.

Alleluia, Alleluia. He is a God, true and just, Who knows no favorites, but loves all His precious souls with an unfathomable love. Alleluia.

(I had a dream about a little boy riding his bike. A bunch of hungry kids would kill him. I woke up and my heart was sick.)

We must be willing as a little child to suffer martyrdom for His sake. We will love to the bitter end, for in the cavern of His endless love there is no fear. Perfect love cast out fear. The Holy Spirit fills our hearts with the fire of God's love, and we are indeed made fearless in His love.

The wind may blow and the earth shake, and we will not fear for we exist In God: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. We are one with the heart of Mary and one with the world and all its inhabitants. To know Him is to love all He created, and to know Him is to love all. There will be one heart and one soul, all united under the reign of His Sacred Heart. The Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph and the Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign, and we will be one in Their Hearts. To know Him, to be one in Him is to exist in His love. We will be joined in one heart with the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. The Hearts of Jesus and Mary were joined in one body before His birth. We will be joined in one heart, all the members of the body of Christ. The Church is the body of Christ. Jesus is the Head. Mary is the Mother of the Church. Mary is our Mother; the Father is Our Father.

As members of His body, we will be like Him in our actions. He lives in the hearts of His members and His love is emitted from their being.

We are one body in Him, joined as one heart in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

They were in the upper room, and the Holy Spirit descended on them and they were as one mind. We will be one mind and one heart, living in the Father's will.

Jesus has said:

"Unless the messages of My burning love are transmitted among the members of My body, the Church, the bloodshed will continue"

"Spread these letters to this world, Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary"

R. They were one mind and one heart for they knew His love, His burning love.

Jesus: I am the Alpha and the Omega, this is My gift to this world, to draw all hearts into the furnace of My Burning love, how I love My beloved souls. I am one with you now.

R. See the heavens and earth as one in Him, all living as being one. The unseen world is really real. What is really real is that which we do not see and do not fully comprehend. We do not know how we ourselves breathe and why our hearts beat and why, at one moment, our bodies will cease to be alive.

Man tries to explain everything with scientific reasoning. He cannot explain the vast universe and the life in the womb of a mother. He cannot explain the power of the sun, and he cannot control the weather, the clouds, a disease such as cancer. He cannot live on his own, he depends on a Being higher than himself-this Being is the Almighty God! I see so clearly how our interior life must be rooted in Him.

We search. We want something to feed our starved souls. We want a person, place, or thing to fill the hunger within us. There is no other way. He is the Way, the Truth and the Life. The more I search this empty wasteland, the more I am left empty. All things must be used according to His will, not too much, not too little, neither all nor nothing, but moderation in all things.

For me many times it was easier to be extreme one way or the other. This is not of God. All things are in moderation, according to His will, not my will. He gives us what we need to help us to grow in sanctity. If we do not learn the lessons, He increases His teachings. All things in moderation, according to His will.

We see hardened faces in this world. We know of the hardened hearts of men. The eyes are sullen, their actions self-centered and on the surface.

He is the source of life.

He says:

I am the true vine,
and my Father is the vinedresser.
Every branch in me that bears no fruit
he cuts away,
and every branch that does bear fruit
he prunes
to make it bear even more.
You are clean already,
by means of the word
that I have spoken to you.
Remain in me, as I in you.
As a branch cannot bear fruit all by itself,
unless it remains part of the vine,
neither can you unless you remain in me.
I am the vine,
you are the branches.
Whoever remains in me, with me in him,
bears fruit in plenty;
for cut off from me you can do nothing.
Anyone who does not remain in me
is thrown away like a branch
-and withers;
these branches are collected
and thrown on the fire
and are burnt.
…My command to you
is to love one another. (Jn. 15:1-17)

R. He is the Life. We receive our life in Him. We are as the branches connected to the tree. If I am an isolated branch disconnected from the vine, I do not have life in me. I will wither and die.

We are one in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. As I become one in the sacrifice with Jesus and die to myself and offer myself to the Father. I am one in Him.

The oneness is deep, not lip service love. All members of the vine must live with their primary purpose to know, love, and serve Him. He died and what flowed forth from His Heart, His adorable Heart, was blood and water. He is the Source of our life. We are given and nourished by Him. As we become one in this Heart, one in the Sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally made present at the Mass, we become one in Him. His life comes to us through His Mother, Mary. She stood under the cross, and Jesus gave us His Mother as the Mother of our spiritual life. Our life in Him is in a constant state of becoming in the spiritual womb of our Mother through the action of the Holy Spirit. The life of the Church is in a constant state of becoming as Mary mothers the Church through the action of the Holy Spirit.

Life flows from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, and through the heart of Mary.

We cannot leave out the Source. To focus on the interaction only between the members is to cut off our life supply from the source. And what does He want? He wants life rooted in Him. He wants oneness with Him. He wants us saturated as watered and fed deeply in Him. To be saturated with His life, we will bear abundant fruit.

We must feed the hungry with the message of His burning love for them. To not have His divine life is to be starved.

So many this day have cut themselves off. They exist isolated from the vine. Their interior life lacks the light of His life. Their hearts are hungry. They exist in and of themselves. They have made themselves their gods. They exist with a gaze that is focused on self.

Unless we die to ourselves, we will not have life in Him. Man cannot serve two masters: He must be rooted in Him. These roots are deep penetration. The heart is the life of the body. In dwelling in His Heart and His Mother's heart (her heart that dwells most perfectly in His Heart), we are saturated with His divine life.

A branch cannot exist separate from the vine. Likewise, we cannot be one body in Him if we are not joined in one heart and one mind with Him.

The Father has a plan for us. We were uniquely created. Each branch of the tree has its own beauty. Each one of us, created in His image and likeness, have a beauty uniquely our own. It is in living in Him that our beauty reaches greater perfection as the Spirit's action works on us to sanctify us. He wants us holy as saints. He wants us to be joined in Him. He wants our goal to be a reflection of the God Who dwells within us. He wants to live in us and become one in us and live in this world in us.

 

 

December 22, 1995

ABOUT THE MAGNIFICAT

Written at 6:45 a.m. at All Saints:

R. I had such an experience and was overwhelmed by the love of Jesus. I cried.

Written later at 8:30 a.m. at Mass:

R. Fr. Carter spoke about the Magnificat today in the Gospel. It made me cry. This is exactly how I have felt - so little, like a speck, but under the cross at Holy Cross-Immaculata Catholic Church on December 15, I was not little. He had raised me to such heights in Him. It was as if I was elevated in the corner of His burning Heart, and I was existing in Him and being in Him!

I cried hardest at the Consecration - I am so aware of heaven and what is going on, filled with deep, deep emotion at the miracle taking place as I unite myself in this sacrifice with Him. I die more and more to myself and unite to Him. Such emotion, for it is in the Mass I am being more deeply one in Him, dying to myself and uniting to Him.

After Mass, I was surrounded by His love, joined in His embrace as at Holy Cross-Immaculata Catholic Church under the cross. I do not care who is there - I am lost in Him. He and heaven are all that exist to me. He and His Heart - I did not feel sorrow. I felt His embrace as if He pressed me to Himself. It was as if I felt the thorns surrounding His Heart press into me. Now my heart really hurts. My heart hurts so badly right now.

I feel the thorns that surround His Heart. I will forever feel these thorns when I look on His Heart surrounded by thorns. The thorns press into His most adorable Heart. They press for the neglect and indifferences shown to Him, especially in His sacrament of greatest love, the Eucharist.

Jesus: How the Mass is rushed and treated with such irreverence. I give to you these mystical experiences during the Mass to carry this message of irreverence during the Mass to the world. I want you to instruct all on the meaning of the Mass, teach all to love the Mass, teach all about Jesus in the Eucharist. Circulate the Second Blue Book to nuns and priests. You will continue to suffer great agony in your heart. My Heart was pierced with a lance and blood and water poured out, you experience such sufferings in your heart. These sufferings are of great joy to you, for it is through the Mass many will receive abundant graces. I beg for reverence during the Mass, I beg for deepest love of God shown in the Mass. I beg for reparation for the sins of men and reparation for the blasphemies against My Mother's heart.

R. I am so weak. I am wiped out. I know many agonies and many joys in the Mass. I know His deep love and the excruciating pain He suffered. I know what it is to be embraced by His love and feel the thorns pressed against my heart. I know the Almighty God in such a way I cannot even write here.

After Communion, I felt embraced, deeply, by the presence of God and satisfied, but I felt pain in my heart.

I remember Christmas 1993, the pain was so excruciating. It started at church, and I went home and wanted to scream or express it in some way. I went to my room before my big Sacred Heart picture that was with me when I wrote, and the pain was unbearable. I will never forget it. It is from these experiences I intimately know my beloved Lord.

Jesus on the cross at Immaculata Church

I feel it is Jesus and I. I can share with Mary too. How she knows His Heart. I can't really share the deep, deep place I have been with anyone. Jesus knows I remember the intimate times with Him in Mary's House at the Center - so many wonderful experiences with my Divine Lover as He revealed the deep insights into His life, His love, His sufferings, and Mary revealed the insights and intimacies between her and her Son. She revealed her suffering and so much more. I now am experiencing deep insight into them here at Holy Cross-Immaculata Catholic Church, especially under the cross and at the 12th station. This is how it was this morning before the tabernacle. I was embraced, as I was here, to a small degree with His divine love. I am wiped out now.

Mary, as I meditate on the mysteries of the rosary, you, who dwell in His Heart and know His Heart, share what you know of God with me that I may love Him and share in His love.

 

 

 

December 24, 1995

LOVE HIM QUIETLY

R. I can communicate with others far better sometimes by not talking. That is how it is with Jesus. This chit-chat is not what is in my heart at all. I just talk to not be silent. With Jesus, I am just silent. I just want His presence. I have to learn to be quiet with others. I am just talking because I am nervous, and I am not saying anything that is in my heart and soul.

In my heart and soul is love, rooted so deeply in the love of Jesus. I have to learn to quit talking. I am not even saying what is going on in my soul.

Gift of love: St. Paul said, "Though I command languages both human and angelic-if I speak without love, I am no more than a gong booming or a cymbal clashing." (1 Co. 13:1)

My heart is so much deeper than words. To speak is to take away what is in my heart, for what is in my heart is so deep.

 

 

December 26, 1995

DO ORDINARY THINGS WITH LOVE

Written at 12:15 p.m. at Holy Cross-Immaculata Church:

R. How I long to be covered with His blood all over me - the precious blood of my Beloved, shed for our sins and the sins of mankind. I went to Holy Cross-Immaculata Catholic Church at 12:15, so eager to be there, filled with such emotion. This is my greatest, deepest feeling, to be here with my Love. My sacrifice is to do the ordinary things and drudgery, with love! I don't always love as I should. I must see beyond the person to an ideal self and to love them. I must see Christ in them - see how they reflect Christ. I need to quit focusing on myself. I do not need to explain!

A saint is one doing ordinary things with love - always love. We must keep our focus on Him. The world is dying in their hearts. The world is keeping children focused on excitement from the outside. It has games that appeal to all senses as a brainwashing technique. They keep the child looking for instant excitement from the outside. It is so intense, so exciting there that their bodies cannot even take it!

High, intense excitement - where does the child go to get the next fix, that which will feed this high level of gratification that they are not even looking for? Sex, drugs, etc.-what excitement comes after that? The devil has created these games and is brainwashing the hearts of the children. All that is sought is on the outside - the real source of life is within the heart.

God is the Source of life!

If the world can keep people focused on the outside, all they need can be found outside the body, excitement to satisfy the body beyond all comprehension. Where does a child go when they are given computers that talk to others on the other end of the world, games that isolate children and keep them in an intense state of self-indulgent gratification They reach such a level of intense gratification that they could kill? They have practiced combat - they have been there!

INTENSITY - responding under intensity - violently

INTENSE NOISE
KILLING AND GUNS
INTENSE SITUATION
A CHILD'S FACE IS RED when HE IS DONE playing some video games

R. Children are taught intensity in video games. They are taught to respond in violence. There is intense noise, use of guns to kill. They are given intense situations.

The way of God teaches:
Love
Union
Bonds
Interiority
Connection
Sacrifice
Will of God
Selflessness
Surrendering

The way of the world teaches:
Fear
Intensity
Isolation
Responding with violence
Heart hearts - ready to kill
Indulgence
Pleasure
Self-UNO
Willfulness
Aggression-
I have power, I am in control.

God teaches us to love according to His will. God wants us to surrender and be led by the Spirit. The world is teaching youth, through the video games, to respond quickly with violence, aggressive behavior; they teach all who play them to respond quickly with anger to kill. Children have practiced these techniques. They have practiced killing quickly. How sick is this?

The games promote: reactive behavior, controlling behavior, pleasure, self-indulgent behavior, isolating behavior, focusing on the exterior, abandoning the interior heart, and violent behavior. The person playing the video games needs high levels of excitement.

Jesus showed us the way - Christ lived for 33 years a calm life, a carpenter's son, a family life. He gave Himself, gave His all and surrendered to the Father's will. He was always calm. He had peace in His Heart. He came in poverty. He left covered with blood.

Women were portrayed in the video game as nasty, with an ugly face and foul language. Mary is our model.

And Mary said:

"My soul proclaims
the greatness of the Lord
and my spirit rejoices
in God my Savior;
because he has looked upon
the humiliation of his servant.
Yes, from now onwards
all generations will call me blessed,
for the Almighty
has done great things for me.
Holy is his name." (Lk. 1:46-49)

 

 

 

December 26, 1995

Before the Tabernacle

Joyful Mysteries

The Annunciation

1. R. Let's put ourselves in the presence of the Almighty God and be so thankful that we are here in this room and that God is truly present in His Divinity and humanity. Out of greatest love He remains with us in this room. Let our hearts skip a beat with such joy for this gift we have, that God is with us and in this room and that He loves us far beyond what we could comprehend.

2. R. An angel appeared to the Virgin Mary and asked Mary to be the Mother of God. Mary complied to the will of the Father. This was her great desire: to please her Father as a little child wanted to please her beloved Father. Mary said yes to the angel.

3. Song: Holy Mary, dwelling place of God

4. R. God so loved this world that He sent His only begotten Son into this world to save men from their sins.

5. R. Jesus is our mediator with the Father. Jesus is truly present in this room with us, in His Divinity and humanity and outpouring to each one of us abundant graces. Jesus is longing for us to tell Him how much we love Him, and to thank Him for coming to this earth as our Savior and King.

6. R. Do we realize that God loves us? That Jesus came to this earth in the womb of a human person? This is the love that God has for man that He sent His Son in the womb of the Virgin Mary. We love You so much, God. Jesus is truly present in this room in the Holy Eucharist. We want to give You our love Jesus. Help us to show our love to You in this rosary. Mother Mary, help us to love your Son, Jesus, through your pure and loving heart. For we know that God is all worthy of all our love and we want to give this love to Him. We love You so much, Jesus. Thank You for coming to this earth for love of us.

7. Hail Mary

8. R. There is such intimacy between Jesus and His Mother. He wishes His Heart to be venerated next to the heart of His Mother. Mary and Jesus are one in Their Hearts. They want us to join in such oneness with Their Hearts, so that there will be one flock and one shepherd.

9. R. We see how the Virgin Mary always complied to the will of the Father all through her life. The angel appeared to her and she said "yes" to God. Mary said yes all through her life. Mary stood under the cross. We see Mary held the lifeless body of Jesus in her arms. Mary carried Jesus in her womb. Mary held Jesus as a baby and Mary held Jesus in her arms, lifeless under the cross. Mary complied to the will of the Father. In compliance to the will of the Father, this is where our peace and joy lie. All through Their lives we see Jesus and Mary in total peace. It is in living according to the Father's will that we too will have peace and joy in our lives amidst the every day sorrow and suffering. The key to living in peace and having joy is to strive, always to live according to the Father's will.

10. Hail Mary

 

The Visitation

R. See in this room the angels surrounding Jesus in the Tabernacle. Think of Jesus in the Tabernacle and if we could really see with eyes unveiled, the Almighty God, it would blind our eyes for He is here. Jesus, the Almighty God, is truly present in the consecrated host. He is truly present, the same as the day that He walked this earth and His words to us are, "My dear sweet ones, I long for your burning love. I am present and in this room, waiting to join ever closer to your hearts. How tenderly I love you and want to be so close to you. I call out to you. I call out for I long to give you My love and to hear you say to Me how much you love Me. I am a Person. I am alive and I am with you this day. Come into My Heart and let Me bathe you in My precious love."

1. R. Jesus was carried in the womb of His Mother. The Son of God, carried in the womb of a human person. Jesus is mistreated today. How God is offended by the actions of His beloved creatures. Jesus calls out to us to come to Him. Jesus says, "how few souls come to Me and give Me their love. I wait and I long for you. I am a Person, waiting for your love. I am Jesus. I love you."

2. R. Mary carried the Child Jesus within her womb and went to visit her cousin Elizabeth. When Mary arrived at Elizabeth's, the child in Elizabeth's womb leapt for joy at the presence of Mary and the Almighty God.

3. R. Jesus is in the Tabernacle in this room, no less present than the day that He was carried in the womb of Mary. Are not our hearts burning within us to realize His presence with us in this room. How favored we are that He remains with us now!

4. R. Let us praise Him and love Him and endlessly beg Him to help us to love Him more. Ask Mary to help us to love Him through her heart that is so pure, for He is the Almighty God, worthy of all of our love.

5. R. Mary was filled with the Holy Spirit and cried out   Luke 1: 46-47 "My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord and my spirit rejoices in God my Saviour;"  Mary said that she found her joy in God, the living God. Yet we look all over to find joy and pleasures to satisfy us, when that which satisfies us, is the Almighty God. Nothing satisfies the starved soul but the love of God. Jesus is truly present and with us here.

6. R. How the sun blinds our eyes when we look at it, but God is more powerful than the sun. We cannot even comprehend His Might and His Power. Look at how God is treated this day! Our every breath and every heartbeat depends on Him. In baptism He gives us a sharing in His life. Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell in our graced baptized soul. In the busy world today so few take the time to spend with Jesus.

7. R. Jesus gives us Himself in the Holy Eucharist. God comes to us and gives us Himself. Think of some who receive the Eucharist dishonorably. We should fall on our face at the great gift that we are given. That the Son of God gives Himself to us in the Holy Eucharist. Jesus is no less present than He was in the womb of His Mother when she carried Him to her cousin Elizabeth's. Are not our hearts burning within us that God loves us so much?

8. R. All through the day let us focus on the presence of the Almighty God, who is with us. Let us yearn for the moments we will be with Him before the Tabernacle and when we receive Him within us in the Holy Eucharist.

9. R. Let us center our life around Jesus. Make Him first in our life. Our greatest desire being, to know, love and serve God. To beg God for grace that we may grow more and more in our knowledge and love of Him. Each grace given to us - a visit from Jesus.

10. Mary: My dear children, I am Mary, your Mother. As my messages come to an end on this earth, I am calling to each of you to read the messages given, to live the messages in your lives. I am with you in a very special way. Every time you pray the rosary in this way, my Son will speak to you and I will be with you.

 

The Birth of Our Lord

1. R. Jesus came to this earth and He showed us the way. He came in poverty. How is our world this day? How do we see the world on this December 26, 1995, with all of our gifts and technology? Many use the world this day to seek pleasure. If we look to Jesus and we meditate on the lives of Jesus and Mary, we see Jesus came in poverty. Jesus came in a stable, lying in a manger, without heat, surrounded by the beasts of the earth. This is the Son of God, who came to show us the way.

2. R. Jesus' way is the way of love. Jesus came and He gave Himself to His death on the cross. Jesus gave His Body and His Blood and He gives Himself to us this day in the Holy Eucharist. Look how Jesus is treated this day - Jesus came into this world, Jesus was rejected, Jesus went out of this world hanging on a cross. Jesus is the way, the truth and the life. His way is the way. God controls our every breath.

3. Mary: My little children, I am Mary, your Mother. I will continue to talk to you for a while longer. I am asking you to go to the Heart of my Son to be ever closer to Him, to carry His light to the world, the light of His love, to look into the eyes of those that you meet and see the reflection of God within them, to look at them with the eyes of love. Pray to the Holy Spirit to fill your hearts with the fire of God's love, that you may love your brothers in darkness.

4. R. A star shone above His bed. He is the light of the world. It is in Him that we will know His light. Let us go to Him and unite in deeper union with Him. Let us be witnesses to the light, for His light is a mighty light - a light too mighty to be contained. The world today needs this light to show them the way.

5. R. I see into the inner recesses of His Heart, the burning embers, this endless cavern of Divine love. Let us ask Mary to take us to the Heart of her Son, to dwell within that Heart, to feel the presence of the Almighty God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit, within our graced baptized soul, to know that we are never alone, that He is there with every breath that we take - He is there! We have nothing to fear if we stay rooted in Him. He tells us to stay rooted in Him. How deep, how intimate it is to be rooted in Him. He does not want a lip service love affair with us - He calls us to be one in Him. He wants us to live in Him, through Him, with Him. In Him we offer ourselves as a sacrifice with Him in the Mass, as we unite with such union with God. We talk about the love of God, we see that His love is so deep, so we should treasure the gift of His love. Jesus came to this earth in the womb of a human person and He went out of this earth hanging on a cross. Jesus has promised abundant graces to all who come and pray this rosary, to be drawn ever closer to this deep union with Him. Let us ask the Almighty God for the graces to help us to realize more the love of God, the great gifts that are given to us.

6. Song: O Come, O Come Emmanuel

7. Song: What Child Is This

8. R. The long awaited day came and Jesus was born in the town of Bethlehem. He lived on this earth, He died on the cross to save men from their sins and He rose from the dead and ascended into Heaven. And, He left behind His Apostles to carry out His work. Jesus is with us this day and in this room. He is the Savior of the world. It is in Him that we are saved. Let us give to Him our love, with our whole heart, our whole soul, our whole being.

9. Song: A Song from Jesus

10. R. Can we comfort His aching Heart helping to make reparation for the sins in this world today? At each Communion, ask Him to help us to love Him more - He wants us to make reparation to His Heart and the heart of His Mother for the blasphemies against her heart, and for the indifference and ingratitude against His Heart. Jesus is with us. He is alive. He is calling out. His Mother has appeared and she has delivered her messages and they have been ignored and forgotten. Mary asks us to read her messages again and again and to live these messages, for God is with us but He is treated so irreverently by many. Let us make reparation to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary for our sins and the sins of mankind.

 

The Presentation in the Temple

1. R. Jesus was taken to the Temple and the prophet Simeon was there. He foretold the sufferings to come.

2. R. Simeon said that this child was destined for the rise and fall of many in Israel.

3. R. Simeon said to Mary that a sword too shall pierce your soul.

4. R. From this time on Mary had a constant aching in her heart, from the prophecy of Simeon, for she knew of the sufferings to come. Mary's heart was invisibly pierced with a sword. Jesus' Heart was pierced with a lance. This is the love that Mary and Jesus have and They show us Their Hearts this day. Yet so much of our world is turning to cold, cold hearts. Jesus appeared to me and I saw His Heart. Jesus' Heart is surrounded by thorns, for the indifference and ingratitude of His beloved souls that He loves so much. I see this pierced Heart. This is the love Jesus has. It is a deep love. The lance pierced His Heart. The swords that invisibly pierced the heart of Mary. How is the love that we give to Them? The love that we give, that is so shallow? Jesus cries out, I want hearts that are burning and on fire for love of Me. We have so little time to give to Him this day. Mary calls out over and over again. I have seen Mary before me over and over and over again, crying out to reach the children, crying out how many souls will be lost, telling us to consecrate our hearts to the Immaculate Heart of Mary and the Sacred Heart of Jesus. Mary tells us to observe the First Saturday devotion. Simeon said to Mary, "and a sword too shall pierce your soul, Oh Mary."

5. R. Let us help make reparation to the two most adorable Hearts of Jesus and Mary that are filled with such love for us. Let us help make reparation for our sins and for the sins of all men. Let us go to communion to help make reparation for the offenses against Their two Hearts.

6. R. This is a time when there is much darkness in the world but God is outpouring His grace and His mercy.

7. R. I see Mary as she is in the Temple, holding the child Jesus in her arms. Simeon tells her of the sufferings to come. We see Mary as she holds Jesus' lifeless body under the cross. It is in going to the heart of Mary that we will be led closer and closer to the burning furnace of the Heart of Jesus. Jesus wants our heart on fire for love of Him. This is the message that I have received over and over again. His Heart is on fire for love of us. He wants this oneness with us that we can say with St. Paul --

Galatians 2: 19-20 ...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me.

8. R. Through Him, With Him, and In Him - let us be one with Him. Let us be so united that we will be more one in Him.

9. Song: See the Eyes That Look at Mary

R. We pray to you, little Child Jesus, through the tender heart of Your beloved Mother, to help us to be the lights that shine in the darkness, to help us to unite in such union with You. We want to be instruments of Your love in the world. Let Your light shine through us. Help us to love with Your Heart.

10. Hail Mary

 

The Finding of Our Lord Jesus in the Temple

R. Help us to die to ourselves, to unite with Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, to be more and more as the Father intended us to be, to be like Jesus more and more in our actions.

1. R. Mary's heart was in such sorrow at the loss of the Child Jesus. Mary searched for Jesus and she found Him. My Vision: Mary, as she stood under the cross, I hear her as I have heard her call out many times for other little lost children of this world. I have seen her before me and heard her call out: "Pray as you have never prayed before. Pray the rosary, spread the rosary to the children. Meditate on Our lives that Our lives will live within you." These are the messages that Mary has delivered. She is calling out to go over these messages, to pray the rosary, and to meditate deeply on Their lives. Mary wants us to be her children of light in this world!

2. Mary: My dear faithful ones, so many of my children are lost this day. I speak and I tell you from my motherly heart how I wish you to pray. I am calling out to you to read the messages given to pray the rosary with all of your heart, to give your hearts to my Son, Jesus, to give your lives to Him, to pray to love Him more.

3. Mary: Satan stalks this earth seeking little hearts to devour, the hearts of my little children are so offended this day. I am calling out to you to take this as an urgent plea from your Heavenly Mother - to go out to this world and to speak of the love of my Son, Jesus, for many children this day are suffering far beyond your comprehension. I am Mary, your Mother. I am begging you to pray as you have never prayed before and to spread the rosary to the little children, for they are being fed such filth on this earth. I beg you, I beg you, to answer this plea.

4. R. Mary stood beneath the cross and Jesus gave her the children of this world as her children. How tenderly she loves all of her children. Mary is our spiritual Mother, Mary is Mother of our Christ-life. How her heart is in such pain for the little children of the world and how they are being poisoned this day! Do we hear the cry of our Mother? Jesus was lost in the Temple and that separation between Mary and her Son made her suffer so in her heart. Mary stood beneath the cross and she watched her Son, covered with blood, His hands nailed to the cross, and she knew that many would throw away the graces that were given and lose their souls despite His sufferings. I know some of the pain in her heart and His Heart. I know the cries of Mary and Jesus. The message is an urgent message for the pains are deep pains. They come with thorns around Their Hearts. They show us Their Hearts and the devil has waged a war against this world. The devil wants many of Mary's children heartless. It is so hard, so hard, to know what Mary says and to see our heavenly Mother and to watch this world. We need to pray with all our hearts, to give our whole selves to Jesus, to let Him use us as He wills, to carry out the messages of His love to this world.

5. R. Mary stood beneath the cross and her heart was in such pain for she knew of the children this day that would be lost despite His suffering and His pain. Mary calls out for us to pray and to give ourselves to Him that He will use us to be the lights that shine in this dark world.

6. R. Sainthood is doing the ordinary things in our daily lives according to God's will with much love. Let us love God with our whole heart, with our whole soul, with our whole being and love one another as He has asked us to love.

7. Song: See the Eyes That Look at Mary

8. R. I heard Jesus call out on Ascension Thursday, "I am alive, I am alive, I am alive." Jesus is alive and truly present in His Divinity and humanity in this room. Jesus lives in our hearts. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within Our graced baptized soul. We are the lights that He is sending into this world. Let us pray for the grace to know and love Him and to unite in such oneness with Him for this is a great honor that the Almighty God loves us so much that He came to this earth and that He wants to be one with us and to be with us forever and ever in Heaven. Let us thank Him and love Him with all our hearts.

9. Song: I Come to You with greatest Love

Song: O Burning Heart oh love Divine

10. R. Let us pray every prayer that we pray with our whole heart and our whole soul and our whole being.

 

     

December 27, 1995

IT IS IN THE CROSS WE WILL BE RAISED TO NEW LIFE

R. His anguish was so great in the garden for the endless hours He would remain in the tabernacle, neglected by so many. I see the Host and a cup plainly, above the agony and the angel. See Jesus in such agony in the garden.

An angel appeared at Fatima - what did he say?

The angel came…bearing a golden chalice in one hand and a Host above it in the other. The amazed children noticed that drops of blood were falling from the Host into the chalice. Presently, the angel left both suspended in mid-air and prostrated himself on the ground, saying this beautiful prayer: "Most Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, I adore You profoundly. I offer You the most precious Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity of Jesus Christ, present in all tabernacles of the world, in reparation for the outrages, sacrileges, and indifference by which He is offended. By the infinite merits of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and [the intercession of] the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I beg of Thee the conversion of poor sinners."51

R. This is the greatest agony I have experienced over the rejection and indifference given to Him by His chosen ones. We were called to the Catholic faith - it is a great honor to be baptized and receive divine life! Election to be called a Catholic, election to receive the Holy Eucharist, our First Communion!

The thorns around His Heart are for the indifference and rejection given to Him. Think of it, to give Himself to us in the deepest intimacy and be rejected by us creatures. His Heart filled with love - He is Love Himself - and He is rejected by many of His Catholic elect!

Mary is treated without respect and honor, even by many Catholics.

It is the faithful that help make reparation in the reception of the Eucharist that comfort Their Hearts.

Mary's heart is surrounded by thorns from the blasphemies against her Immaculate Heart, Her Immaculate Conception, against her as the Mother of God, against her images.

Jesus' Heart is surrounded by thorns for the injustices and neglect against Him. It is our devotion and adorable reception of the Holy Eucharist that was sweetness to His bitter pain in the Garden.

I cried so hard at Holy Cross-Immaculata Catholic Church under the cross and by the Lourdes Grotto because I so deeply wanted to love God, Who is worthy of all my love. I cried because I love God so much and want to give Him great love. In Mary's heart, I can love Him more. She loves Him more than any human person. Her heart is pure and sinless. I want to unite to Him in deepest love. By dwelling in her heart, I am dwelling more deeply in His Heart.

Oh heart of Mary, place me in the deepest recesses of His Heart that I may love Him more and more and love my adorable Father and the Holy Spirit, my beloved, beloved friend.

I just love God so much it makes me cry to talk to Him.

I carry with me the cross of Christ forever in my heart as He carried His cross. I carry His cross in my heart. I love His adorable wounds in His hands and feet and with the tenderest love I love the wound in His side. I love His body as He hangs on the cross- this is love. This is how He loves me, this is how He loves each person-to His death.

The sun shines, and as it shines I behold the cross of Christ. He is the Light to this world. By carrying His cross in our hearts, we share in His life. It is in the cross that we will be raised to new life in Him!

I could write pages on the words "In Him." These are my favorite words as they denote my relationship with Him. I am one in the Word of God. He is the Word. He is living in this world. I feel every word, for it is in me as Christ is in me. His Word is in me and lives in me.

I exist in Him, and His Word lives in me. I love Him. I love the Word of God. I am fed by His Body and Blood. I am fed by His Word. My heart burns to hear it - to read it - I feel it alive in me because He is alive in me!

Think of how it would be to stand tied at the pillar and be slapped by instruments that burned your flesh and tore it, to be slapped on the arms and the face and the back and to hear the loud laughs of the men whipping you. How cruel were the hearts of those who whipped Him, and how His Heart ached for they were loved so by Him!

 

 

December 27, 1995

THEY COME WITH THORNS IN THEIR HEARTS

Written after Communion:

R. He emptied Himself. He poured out His Heart, literally blood and water poured out of His Heart. He gives to us this Heart this day in the Holy Eucharist, and He is rejected.

How hard it is when we pour out our hearts to someone we love, when we give love and are rejected by those we want to love us most. This is the hardest to endure.

Jesus, Who is love, gives His all, this magnificent Heart of love, gives Himself to us in the Holy Eucharist and look how He is treated by some of those He loves. This was one of the greatest agonies in the Garden. The Eucharist is the sacrament of His greatest love, given to us. He is treated with disrespect, irreverence, indifference, and neglect in this gift in which God literally gives Himself!

He poured out His Heart to us and He was rejected by many. Today, He pours out Himself in the Holy Eucharist, and He is treated so badly by so many. He asks us, especially in the reception of the Eucharist and in front of the tabernacle, to help make reparation to His adorable Heart for the offenses against Him.

Mary asks us, in the reception of the Eucharist, to help make reparation to her Immaculate Heart for the blasphemies against her heart. They come with the thorns surrounding Their Hearts. I have experienced such agonies in my heart. I feel as if I have had ridges in my heart because it has happened so many times, over and over again and so deep.

These agonies, I believe, are from the thorns piercing Their Hearts for the injustices against Their Hearts. With each act of love I give to Mary, loving her as the Mother of God, loving her in her Immaculate Conception, loving her as the virgin who gave birth to the Son of God, loving her images and statues, I see each thorn turned into a flower, a garland surrounding her Immaculate Heart of love.

I want to love Him with the deepest love, to make reparation for the indifferences, offenses, negligences, disrespect, and irreverence shown to Him in His sacrament of greatest love. I ask Mary, with her pure and Immaculate Heart, to let me love Him more through her heart, that I may love Him with greater love. My greatest desire in life is to give love to my precious and beloved God. I beg Him to help me to unite to Him, to more worthily love Him with the deepest love.

It is in carrying His cross in our hearts, accepting the thorns in life graciously, outpouring our abundant love to Him, that we help make reparation to His Heart which suffered so much during the bitter Passion.

Let us help make reparation to these adorable Hearts in the sacrament of His greatest love, the Holy Eucharist. It is there we can more greatly love Them when we are united to Him in deepest love. 

   

   

 

December 27, 1995

LET US LOVE THE TWO HEARTS OF JESUS AND MARY
IN THE RECEPTION OF THE HOLY EUCHARIST.

HE GAVE HIMSELF TO US ON THE CROSS. HE GIVES HIMSELF TO US IN THE EUCHARIST.

R. How great was the act of love, God gave to this world, when He gave Himself and died on the cross. He gives Himself to us this day in the Holy Eucharist.

The greatest commandment is that we must love God with our whole heart, our whole soul, and our whole being. This is a commandment. If we are to enter heaven, we must follow the commandments. They are commands given by God for us to follow.

The greatest act we can do on this earth is an act of loving God. The reason for our existence is to love God. In the sacrament of His greatest love, He gives Himself to us. This is an act of love on His part. We are called to respond by giving ourselves in love to Him.

This is the purpose of the Holy Eucharist: to unite in such oneness with our Holy, Loving God. Our all consuming passion should be that of loving God. How many go to the Eucharist with the sole purpose of giving great love to God? He wants us to love Him. He wants souls to tell Him how much they truly love Him. This is the most intimate act of love when Jesus gives Himself-Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity to man. If it is such an act of love, how are we receiving Him in Communion? We should beg God, in this most intimate union with Him, to help us to love Him with greatest love.

Jesus is a Person. He wants our love. The Holy Spirit wants such intimacy with us. Our Father wants us to love Him. In the Eucharist, we unite with God. In this intimate act of uniting with our beloved God, with Divinity, we must pour out our love to God. We must pour out our heart to the most adorable Heart of Jesus. Jesus is so unjustly treated by many of His beloved souls He loves so much. Let us help make reparation to the Almighty God by loving God with our whole heart, our whole soul, and our whole being in the sacrament of His greatest love. This is the Gift of Himself.

Think of how it is to love someone and give your all for that person, to pour out your heart to him or her and then be treated with coldness and neglect. It hurts our heart so much more when we deeply love someone to be rejected by that person. Jesus loves us with the deepest love. We cannot fully comprehend this love. Let us love Him with the deepest love. Let us love Mary and her Immaculate Heart. Let us love her as the Mother of God. Let us love her as the virgin who bore the Son of God. May we, in the reception of the Eucharist pour out our love to Him, to this adorable Heart. May we pour out our love to His Holy Mother.

Mary said at Fatima that Jesus wants His Heart venerated next to the heart of His Mother. Let us love these two Hearts as we receive the Sacrament of the Eucharist. Then we are so deeply united with God. We see Their two Hearts surrounded with thorns for the injustices against Their Hearts. Let us help make reparation daily as we receive Him in the Eucharist. This is a special time to help make reparation to Their wounded Hearts.

Let us remember how He poured His love out to us on the cross and how He pours out His love to us now when He gives us Himself in the Eucharist, the Eucharist which contains His Heart of burning love. His Heart was pierced with a lance. Her heart was invisibly pierced with a sword. As the wounds in Their Hearts are deep, so too is Their love so deep.

He does not want "surface love". He wants hearts filled with deep burning love.

 

December 27, 1995

A PRAYER BEFORE THE HOLY SACRIFICE OF THE MASS

Let me be a holy sacrifice and unite with God in the sacrament of His greatest love.

I want to be one in Him in this act of love, where He gives Himself to me and I give myself as a sacrifice to Him. Let me be a holy sacrifice as I become one with Him in this my act of greatest love to Him.

Let me unite with Him more, that I may more deeply love Him. May I help make reparation to His adorable Heart and the heart of His Mother, Mary. With greatest love, I offer myself to You and pray that You will accept my sacrifice of greatest love. I give myself to You and unite in Your gift of Yourself to me. Come and possess my soul.

Cleanse me, strengthen me, heal me. Dear Holy Spirit act in the heart of Mary to make me more and more like Jesus.

Father, I offer this my sacrifice, myself united to Jesus in the Holy Spirit to You. Help me to love God more deeply in this act of my greatest love.

Give me the grace to grow in my knowledge, love and service of You and for this to be my greatest participation in the Mass. Give me the greatest graces to love You so deeply in this Mass, You who are so worthy of my love.

 

 

December 28, 1995

CARRY THE CROSS OF CHRIST IN YOUR HEART

R. It becomes more and more apparent that He loves us so much when we share in His sufferings. The cross of Christ we carry in our hearts. We look at His adorable wounds, His side wide open, gaping open, and we know truly He held nothing back. The blood poured out from all of the wounds in His body. He asks us to give our all, to love when we are laughed at and knocked to the ground, to love always, to not close up and protect ourselves. He did not close up the wounds. He walked on with the cross on His back. No one stitched Him up. His arms were occupied with the cross. He bled on the ground. Then, He stretched out His arms and hung on the cross with open wounds.

He asks us to share in His life, death, and Resurrection. We carry forever with us the cross of Christ in our heart. In our sufferings, we share in His Passion. In our rejection, we know the rejection He suffered in His Heart.

He loves us much when He allows us to share in this suffering. It is in this suffering and in our joys, in our love shared with one another, that we know our precious Lord. To suffer is a great gift from Him. Let us carry His cross in our hearts with greatest joy, for it is a gift from Him. It is in the cross that we share more fully in His life.

Jesus: You will know more and more how dearly I love you as you realize that sufferings bring you closer to Me. All you experience accept as great gifts from Me. It is in your suffering that you knew Me deeper and deeper. Praise your heavenly Father with the greatest joy for all the great sufferings in your life, it was there you were brought to deeper life in Me. I love you, to My death on the cross. It is in the thorns you will find the roses.

R. St. Paul says: "A man never hates his own body, but he feeds it and looks after it; and that is the way Christ treats the Church, because we are parts of his Body." (Ep. 5:29-30) We eat His Body, we drink His Blood. We are the Body of Christ. He gives us Himself to eat - we are His Body. How much more intimate that we are His Body!

From the beginning, we were conceived in our Mother's womb - the Father having a unique plan for us. I am not to be anxious. Mary and Jesus always were at peace, always Their life in order, not talkative, not boastful, living a quiet life for 30 years. I must have peace and tranquility at all times. The Father's plan is harmonious. They will assist me in any way. I do not need to be anxious or loose my trust in Him. I am as the baby at the breast. I am living to serve, to be a mother, a wife, to live in a family, to be as the Father wants me to be. His way is peace.

Mary, my model, was prudent and just, calm, a woman of few words. This is God's work; I serve. I live in Him. I am the baby; He is the Almighty God. I am one in Him. He is all powerful; I am a servant. When my life becomes unmanageable, I am doing my will - His will is peace and joy.

Spirit of God, take charge of my life to order it. I lack the virtues needed to be more like my model, Mary. Spirit, work in her womb to transform me into the image of my Savior. I want, I long, for closer union with God: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. It is in this transformation, I will unite more closely with my beloved Father. I am Yours. I give myself unreservedly to You to do with as You want.

I surrender and give my all to Thee. Jesus died on the cross and gave His all. I unite with this sacrifice to the Father, in the Holy Spirit, and beg for this transformation in the adorable heart of Mary, my Mother. Everything I do, I want to do united to the Holy Spirit with the divine wisdom He lets me share.

 

 

December 28, 1995

Joyful Mysteries

The Annunciation

  1. The Angel Gabriel appeared to the Virgin Mary and asked Mary to be the Mother of God.
  2. God came into this world and was born in the womb of a human person.
  3. Mary said "yes" to the angel. She always complied to the will of the Father.
  4. Mary was made the Mother of God. Under the cross, Jesus gave us His Mother. She is our Mother this day. As our heavenly Mother, she wants to lead us closer and closer to the Almighty God.
  5. Mary wants us to ask her for her protection. She wants to take care of us. She is our spiritual Mother. We ask Mary, our Mother, to put her protective mantel over us now and to protect us from all of the evil influences that are in our world that lead us away from her Son.
  6. Mary always tried to please her heavenly Father. The Father will tell us more about Himself, the more that we go to Him as a little child. We are dependent on Him for all of our needs.
  7. We see all through the lives of Jesus and Mary how They surrendered to the will of God. As we let go and let God operate in our lives, we will have peace.
  8. We try so hard so many times. It becomes difficult. We feel like saying, "What is the use?" Jesus is close to us even though we do not feel Him close to us. He is there in the most difficult battle.
  9. Jesus wants us to go to His Heart. I envision myself going into the red glowing chamber of His Heart through His pierced wound.
  10. Sometimes we feel discouraged. We see things in this world that are so ugly. We are so busy. We have so much school work. If we ask God, He will help us with all that we have to do.

The Visitation

  1. Mary went to visit her cousin, Elizabeth. How many times we wish this day that we would see Mary, that we would see Jesus, that we would know for sure that He is here. He is here with us. He is alive even though we do not see Him. He is present and He is with us. It is in our faith that we will know Him more and more.
  2. During this rosary, let us ask to know more about His life and His Mother's life.
  3. Mary said, "...My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior;" (Lk. 1:46-47) Let us have hearts of great joy, for He is with us at this moment.
  4. Mary said, "for the Almighty has done great things for me. Holy is his name," (Lk. 1:49) The Almighty has done great things to us. When we were baptized, we received a share in His divine life.
  5. We are human and God raises our nature to a higher level as we share in His divine life.
  6. Let us go to the tabernacle and visit with Jesus. He gives us an abundant sharing in His divine life.
  7. The world sells video games that are so violent and so exciting. Jesus comes and gives to us His peace and His love. This is what our hearts crave the love of the Almighty God. We do not need extra excitement to feel good. It is the peace and love of Jesus that satisfies our souls.
  8. We see Mary visiting her cousin, Elizabeth, and there is such joy.
  9. The world is sick in many of its ways this day. We need to go to Jesus and to the interior calmness of our hearts. We need to encounter Jesus and to be close to Him. God is the source of life.
  10. It is important to interact with others and visit with others. But we must have a quiet place in which we go and talk to Jesus.

The Birth of Jesus

  1. When we follow Jesus in this world today, many times, we will be rejected. At birth, Jesus was rejected. There was not a place for Him to lay His head. He was born in a stable.
  2. We carry out the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus in our lives. When we feel rejected by others, we must remember how Jesus was rejected. He is allowing us to share in His suffering and to know Him more deeply.
  3. God so loved this world that He sent His only begotten Son. Jesus came into this world in a human baby body. The Almighty God enters this world in a little body out of greatest love for man.
  4. Many times we feel frightened and we do not know who to turn to. Jesus wants us to go to a quiet room and to talk to Him about our problems. He never leaves us. He is always with us.
  5. Jesus came into this world in such poverty and was laid in a little manger in a stable. If we meditate on Jesus in the stable and lying in the manger, we will realize more His love for us. God comes in such poverty and such humbleness into our world.
  6. We realize how much God loves His creatures, that He comes in the womb of a human person, the Virgin Mary.
  7. Do we realize that God has all the power, that He is magnificent, that He is Almighty, that He created all that exists in this world? Do we realize that He gives life to every baby that comes into this world and that He created all the trees and all the stars in the sky? This Almighty God loved us so much that He came into this world as a little helpless baby.
  8. Mary loves us more than any earthly mother loves her children and she wants to have a personal relationship with us. She wants us to know how she cares for everything that we are doing and that she wants us to talk to her and know that she is forever by our sides.
  9. Life seems so hard many times. It is then, as always, that we must go to Jesus and know that when it is hard, we are sharing in His life. He is so close to us in our struggles.
  10. We should think of Jesus telling us how much He loves us. Jesus loves each one of us individually. He loves us more than any person on this earth could love us. Jesus loves us so much that He came into this world and He died for us on the cross. We should think about this often.

The Presentation of Our Lord in the Temple

  1. Jesus was taken to the Temple and was presented to His Father by Joseph and Mary.
  2. While they were there, the prophet Simeon, moved by the Holy Spirit, came to Jesus, Mary, and Joseph and he told them that "Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed-" (Lk. 2:34)
  3. He told Mary that "and a sword will pierce your soul too-so the secret thoughts of many may be laid bare." (Lk. 2:35)
  4. Mary wants all her little children to go to heaven someday and to be united with the Almighty God. She wants them to be so close to Him.
  5. Mary's heart was invisibly pierced with the sword. Mary, with her pure heart, is capable of great love. She loves her children more than any earthly mother can.
  6. Eve was the mother of our physical life. Mary is the Mother of our spiritual life.
  7. Mary is disrespected so much in this world today. She is looked down upon. How can we not love the Mother of God? She was conceived without sin. She conceived the Child Jesus. She is a virgin.
  8. Mary wants us to tell her how much we love her and to comfort her heart for all of the ugly things that people say about her. God wants us to respect Mary.
  9. Many people make fun of her pictures and her statues and laugh at her. She is Mary Immaculate, conceived without sin. She is ridiculed and made fun of. Let us tell Mary that we love her. This will comfort her aching heart.
  10. We see statues of Mary with her heart surrounded by thorns. These thorns are from the nasty things that are said about our Mother and the Mother of God.

Jesus Is Found in the Temple

  1. Jesus, when He was twelve years old, was taken to the Temple for the feast of the Passover. Mary and Joseph left on the caravan and Jesus was left behind.
  2. Jesus was lost in the Temple and Mary and Joseph searched for Him with their hearts sorrowing.
  3. There are many little children in this world today that are lost. They have wandered far from her Son Jesus. Mary wants us to pray for all the little children in this world.
  4. She wants us to pray the rosary. We are her little children. We learn about the lives of Jesus and Mary as we meditate on the mysteries of the rosary. We can model our actions after Their actions.
  5. Do we model our lives after our Mother Mary? Do we act with this gentleness, with this purity and kindness? Do we act like Jesus? Jesus came to this earth to save us from our sins and to show us the way to live.
  6. We must always try to act like Jesus. We must be kind. We must talk lovingly to each other. When people look at us, do they see that Jesus lives within our hearts?
  7. The Father has a plan for each one of us. He created each one of us, His special children, with talents that only we have. It is in living according to His plan that we will be the happiest little children.
  8. What is most pleasing to Him is when we surrender and try to do what He is asking us to do.
  9. He always forgives our sins. Jesus paid the price for our sins. God loves us so much and wants us to be happy and to be close to Him, to live in love with Him and with each other.
  10. Let us pray to the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with the fire of God's love, that we may know more and more His burning love for us.

 

 

December 29, 1995

MOTHER OF GOD

Written between 12:00 p.m. and 3:00 p.m.:

R. I was filled with such love for God. At the words, "Mother of God", I cried. I love those words. I love her. I love God so much. I love the Angelus. I love the relationship between Jesus and Mary. I realized how she is truly at our side - she spreads her mantle over us!

 

 

December 29, 1995

FUSED WITH THE SON AND OUR FATHER

Written between 12:00 p.m. and 3:00 p.m. 12:20 at Holy Cross-Immaculata Church:

R. Two weeks ago, I had the experience where I was united in deepest love under the cross at Holy Cross-Immaculata Church. I touched eternity. I was hurled into a red cavern of immense love. I saw myself as being contained in a red circle. I was in this moment embraced by God. I felt no fear. I felt His presence as never before. I was empowered with this union (read Dec. 18 - an account of this event). I saw as it were two circles: both red with a yellow glow. I believe today that the second heart was the heart of my Mother.

At 12:01 today, as I was praying the Angelus, I was overwhelmed by the love I had for Mary and her role as Mother of God. I cried all the way, feeling this love for Mary as Mother of God. When I arrived at Holy Cross-Immaculata Catholic Church, I was overwhelmed by the immense love I felt for God, and I cried so hard, telling Him how I loved Him. I saw nothing else, I felt nothing else, but my great love for Him and my need to profess it so deeply within me, outpouring my love.

Today after Communion, I believe the second circle to be the heart of my dear Mother. I am enclosed in her loving heart and filled with the fire of God's love as the action of the Holy Spirit works on me and sanctifies me to make me holy. I am then hurled in the Heart of Jesus with this fire of the love of God, the action of the Spirit radiating around me, and in this moment, I am fused with the Son and the Father Who is one with Him, although I know I remain distinct.

On December 15, I felt satisfied and complete. I knew the love of God. I existed In Him. I could not even define my position. I was enveloped and embraced by the Almighty God. I had touched eternity, united with love itself.

I now believe it was in the heart of Mary, surrounded by the action of the Spirit, united in the cavern of God's love, which centers in the Heart of Jesus, that I was united with the Father.

This is what I had. There was nothing wanting in that moment - I felt complete, existing in God, in the heart of Mary!

 

 

December 29, 1995

HE BREATHES HIS DIVINE LOVE
AND OUR SOUL IS MADE CLEAN

Written at 3:45 p.m. at Holy Cross-Immaculata Church:

R. I now know how I can dwell in her heart. It was in this moment I experienced eternity. The embrace of the divine love of God. I was enclosed in the heart of my loving Mother.

I experience the presence of the Father.

The Holy Spirit is so alive in this action, filling me with the fire of God's love, sanctifying me. The more I am made holy, the more I unite to Jesus and the Father.

It is the breath of His divine love, acting on me. He breathed His love into my soul, and my soul was made clean. I was purified more and more in the heart of my loving Mother. I go more and more deeply into the endless cavern of the fire of God's love. It is the Heart of Jesus, the great abyss of love, an abyss that is endless. It is there, I unite deeply to the Father and all at once. I experience the presence of God as I exist in the heart of Mary. I am in God and in Mary's heart, but there are no lines, no beginnings, no endings. The action is all at once, simultaneously. It is the state of being in God, in the heart of Mary. There is nothing but a feeling of presence, a completeness, a fullness, to embrace love itself and have no fear.

On December 13th, He plunged me into the deepest sufferings of Their Hearts for the injustices done to children and the pain suffered from the neglect and sins of the religious. Then, two days later, He took me to the great abyss of His love. I existed in Him, and I touched eternity.

This is the love He wants to share with us. He loves the religious with the deepest love. This is what wounded His Heart so much during His Passion. When we love another so much, our heart is wounded the most by that person's indifference.

I will forever see the fiery abyss of His love and dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. This is our little heaven on earth.

The Kingdom of God is within us. We go to our interior dwelling place, and we dwell in the endless abyss of the love of God.

In the deepest chamber I am embraced by the Almighty God, and there is no fear, for in that moment, I am united with Love itself.

Mary is, indeed, the vehicle. Her heart - the way we go to the deepest chambers is through her pure and tender heart.

The Hearts of Jesus and Mary are our gateway to heaven on earth.

 

 

December 29, 1995

FLESH OF MY FLESH, BLOOD OF MY BLOOD

R. We live our whole life carrying out His life, death, and Resurrection in our lives.

I see, all through my life, that I knew Him as I lived. I was persecuted. I had joys. I fell. I was wounded. Now that I unite with Him this day, I see He allowed me to suffer a little as He suffered, and I know Him more by the experiences I had in my life. I walked the Passion with Him when I did not know I was walking the Passion. I was raised to new life in Him when I did not know that I was.

This life He gave me to live is how I know Him today. My whole life now interlocks with His as a great gift He gave me. He allowed me to share His life. Joys and sufferings are made beautiful in my life, for He is teaching me His ways. He gently gives me His loving lessons and allows me to share in His life. I love you, Jesus, my beloved Love. I have loved You my whole life for You were always with me. I close this year dwelling in Their Hearts, for I can feel Their love in my heart. I can put that whole vision in my chest and dwell now in both Their Hearts. I am engulfed in the presence of the Father.

 

 

December 29, 1995

NOTES

R. The Holy Spirit moved in the womb of Mary to form the Christ Child. Let Him move now in me, sanctifying me, and leading me to have a heart of burning love in this cold, dark world.

I experience the oneness of the Trinity alive in me.

It is in that action and presence in all of us that we unite as we dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. I experience the presence in me and my heart burns. You experience the presence in you and your heart burns. We are one in these holy Hearts. The whole world is united in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. A mother protects her children. We are enveloped in her heart. We are such sinners. How could we dare dwell in His Heart with our sins? Through the action of the Holy Spirit, in her pure and tender heart, we are able to enter into His Heart, into the deepest recesses of His burning Heart. She is full of grace. We enter into her heart. She places us in His Heart. We are saturated with His life.

 

 

December 31, 1995

MARY'S SORROWS

R. Mary stood under the cross, and Mary wept. This was the final separation here on earth. His soul now left His body.

"My Son, my Son," Mary cries out in her heart - for in that moment she knew such anguish and pain for all those that would reject His grace, merited by His life and death on the cross. She knew the souls that would go to hell despite the giving of Himself on the cross.

I love the mysteries of the rosary, for they are the times I meditate on the lives of Jesus and Mary, Their oneness with each other.

Mary lost her Son in Jerusalem when He was twelve. Within her Immaculate Heart, she knew God from carrying Him in her body and in her arms. She held in her heart the prophecy of Simeon. She knew of sufferings to come recorded in her heart. She knew in her heart the flight into Egypt and the love of her beloved husband Joseph. She knew so much about Jesus in her heart. She watched Him comply to the will of His Father.

How many of her little children this day have separated themselves from God?

(I smelled gardenias the whole time I was in front of the tabernacle at the Holy Spirit Center.)

 

December 31, 1995

Mary Appeared in the Grotto

R. On December 31, 1995, Mary appeared in the Grotto. A woman from Canada was in the church. Mary gave me a special rosary. I wrote that day in my notebook: "Mary came alive at the beginning of the rosary. The whole grotto was engulfed in silver light. She remained for the entire rosary. I saw as I have never before . She came forward from the grotto and the grotto disappeared behind her. At one point her skin was as alive looking as mine, at other times she looked transparent and adorned in the brightest mystical light. Her face was so young and so beautiful. I cannot in any way, ever describe what I saw in this hour. There was constant motion, the vision constantly changing. At one point in the rosary I could not speak, I was wrapped in the presence.

 

 

December 31, 1995

MARY'S PRESENCE

R. I went to Holy Cross-Immaculata Catholic Church to pray the rosary with my children. (I met a lady from Toronto who took photos for a magazine. I felt moved to ask her about the pictures. She asked me to pray the rosary).

It was a wonderful rosary. We prayed there before the Lourdes Grotto. The Lourdes Grotto was glistening in the most beauteous light. The rocks were seen with a mystical aura far beyond anything I could ever put in words. It was a beautiful apparition of Our Lady in the celestial looking rocks in the Lourdes Grotto with this mystical aura of light. I knew the presence of Our Lord with us as we prayed the rosary and Our Lady appeared in such beauty and light. I love to pray by the Lourdes Grotto and the big Crucifix. Oh how I love God, this is a special place for me to connect to Him and to Mary. I saw Mary young and beautiful in the grotto. I saw the rocks glistening in a silver light. I saw Mary as she came forth from the grotto and at times the grotto would disappear behind her. She is the Immaculate Heart of Mary. She appeared to Bernadette as the Immaculate Conception. I love the grotto there. I saw her alive with tender, young skin, a very young girl. I saw her face in the brightest mystical light, so young and so beautiful. Mary is so beautiful because she is so pure and loving. It is through her Immaculate Heart we will unite deeply to the Heart of Christ.

I love you,

Rita

 


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