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November 7, 2012

November 8th Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is Day 2 Period I.

The Novena Rosary Mysteries 
for November 8th are Luminous.

 

 

                November 7, 2012 

 

God's
Blue Book 8

 

by Rita Ring
 

 

July 5, 1995

Sorrowful Mysteries

                The Agony in the Garden

1. Jesus: Be alone with Me. Focus totally on My presence with you. I am Jesus. Put aside all of the thoughts that are in your mind that are applying to the distractions of this world and focus totally on the events of My passion. My dear ones, My dear ones, feel the presence of the Almighty God within your heart as you feel when you receive Me in the Holy Eucharist. Feel this presence so alive within you. It is in praying and realizing My presence with you at every second that you will be closer and closer to Me all through your day. Feel this presence. I am Jesus. I long to be so close to you.

2. R. I see before me Jesus in the garden of Gethsemane, and I picture myself there with Him in the quiet night. Jesus the Almighty God, Jesus who knew, in His Divine knowing, all things all through His life from infancy until this time, in His Divine knowing, an awareness of the sufferings to come. Even as a helpless baby, a baby that could not talk, in His Divine knowing He knew all things for He was truly God.

3. R. In His Divine knowing, Jesus could see before Him all of the sins of every man for all time. He could see all things. How His Heart was in such anguish to know all of the indifference and neglect, the cruelty of the souls that He loved so dearly.

4. R. How much pain and anguish a human heart can hold to know the sufferings of the loss of a loved one, to know the hurt of someone very dear, to be rejected and treated coldly? Think of your heart and the deepest sufferings you have had in your heart when you loved someone so dearly and were rejected. Jesus, the Almighty God, loved each soul to His death. This is the love that He came to this earth and would give His flesh and His blood for each precious soul and in the garden He saw before Him all the souls that would turn their backs on Him and live their lives without a thought of God.

5. R. Jesus took flesh, Jesus came to this earth and Jesus remains with us this day. He is as present as the day He walked on this earth in His Divinity and humanity in the Holy Eucharist. He is alive and present. He no longer walks this earth, but He is truly present in the Blessed Sacrament. Out of greatest love He remains waiting and longing and thirsting for each one of us to come and to be with Him. I hear His words, His words of love constantly in the letters that I have written. I hear these words of love over and over and over again. In one letter how many times He professes His love and it is as if I am numb and do not hear, for when I truly read with my whole heart and realize that Jesus is saying this to me, I cry. This is the love that Jesus has for each one of us, that He came to this earth born a helpless little baby in the town of Bethlehem, Jesus gave His flesh and His blood so that we might have life and Jesus remains with us this day in the Holy Eucharist. Jesus Christ is waiting and longing and thirsting for us to come and to tell Him how much we love Him.

6. R. The words I hear, over and over, of His love is constant lamenting of love and how He wants our love in return, how He wants us to come to Him with hearts that are filled and on fire for love of Him. That our soul sings with the love of God, that as we read the Scriptures and as we pray our prayers, we pray so deeply in each prayer for we are praying to the God that we love. He wants us to love Him with our whole heart, our whole soul, and our whole being.

7. R. And how personal He is with each one of us that the very hairs of our head are numbered, that as we drive about that He moves a truck from our path, that there are so many obstacles that He moves in our day and we do not realize the miracles that are occurring in our lives all through the day, for minute by minute, second by second as we breathe and as our heart beats, Jesus our beloved is there with His attentive care watching and guarding us and living in us.

8. R. Jesus when He was in the garden saw the murder of all the babies in this world this day. The massacre of the minds of children from the television and from other sources. Jesus saw all the sins for all time and in His Divine knowing, He knew all things. How His Heart was in such anguish, for He is love.

9. R. And He looked for someone to comfort Him and His Apostles slept and He said to them, "Can you not watch one hour with Me?" and He went back to pray and His anguish was so great that His sweat became as great drops of blood upon the ground. Think of that, to be in such anguish as to sweat blood, and He calls out from the tabernacle. I hear the lamenting constantly for His beloved souls, the souls that He came and gave His life for. He waits and waits in the tabernacle for His beloved souls to come and to spend one hour with Him. He said in a letter once, I give to you twenty-four hours a day. Can you not come and spend one hour with Me?

10. Jesus: I wait by the door of your heart. My dear ones, I wait by the door of your heart. I want to come and to be so close to each one of you. I guard you, each second of your life you are watched. You go through your life and you think that you are alone and I am watching you, constantly with you. My dear ones, why do you fear when I am so close to you?

Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love . . .

 

The Scourging at the Pillar

1. Jesus: Will you stand by Me, My dear ones? Will you stand close by the pillar? Do you hear the blows? Do you see as they beat My body? My dear ones, it is in meditating on My passion that you will know more and more the immensity of My love for you.

2. R. I come by You O beloved Jesus, and I stand by Your pillar, I stand close and I am sick to my stomach as I see the hatred and the anger of the men that beat You, and I see Your blood as it flies into the air. I am sick, Jesus, to see Your flesh as it is torn before my eyes and to watch the hatred and the anger in the eyes of the men that beat You and their cursing and their fowl talk and I see You my beloved Jesus, You are so beautiful. I see Your hair. I see Your face. I see bruises on Your face from where they hit Your face and wounds on Your arms. Every part of Your body has been beaten my dear Jesus. My beloved, I scarce can stand and watch at what they have done to You. My Jesus, I know a little of Your love. As I stand and watch how can I not realize the immensity that You, Jesus Christ the Son of God came to this earth and stood there bound to the pillar...God...bound. Who could bind God? They bound You Jesus and You could have at any moment stopped it all. You came and shed Your blood for me that I might live and be with You forever in heaven. My Jesus I see You, You are so beautiful. You have a human body like our body and it was beaten and scourged and Your flesh was torn and You with-stood this for my sins.

3. R. I realize sometimes the immensity, the goodness, of the Almighty God. To tears, I realize how God is so good that He came to this earth and that He gave Himself for love of us and that He gives Himself to each one of us in the Eucharist, that God, the Almighty God, comes within us, comes inside of me. God, with His power and His might, comes in His Divinity and humanity as present as the day He was at the pillar and comes inside of me in the Eucharist.

4. R. So much to know about You my beloved Jesus, the more I come to You in silence before the tabernacle the more I come to You in silence where ever I am, if its in the car, if its any place, there is a time that there is a meeting of Our Hearts and You pour out to me Your wisdom to understand more about You, My Divine God. My beloved Jesus, who am I that through Baptism You allow me to share in Your Divine life, that You elevate our knowing and loving capacity in the Sacrament of Baptism. My beloved Jesus I see You, I see Your body so beautiful and so marred as they beat You at the pillar, and I thank You for coming to this earth and for giving Yourself for love of me and we are filled more and more with grace.

5. R. The sins of the flesh, we look to this world this day and we see all the sins and we know as we stand by Jesus at the pillar, all of the strokes that He suffered for all of the sins of this world and He ask us to make reparation to His Most Sacred Heart, to come and spend time with Him alone, alone in the night, alone in front of the tabernacle, time alone with Him, to be close to Him, to share with Him our life for He longs and wants to be loved by us.

Jesus: I want hearts that are on fire for love of Me. Come to Me My beloved ones, come close. Drop all the walls around your heart and pray for grace to let go, to trust, to come and experience the love that I have to give you. Let go of your hurts and your hatred and your anger, for a heart that is filled with anger can not unite with My Heart of love. You trade this anger, you trade your bitterness and your heart will be filled with My love. To unite with My Heart, your hearts must be pure. I call you to holiness My dear ones. I call you to a life that is vibrant with the life of the Almighty God alive within you. I want to give you more and more grace. You hold yourself at such a distance. You put up walls that block Our union and I am waiting with such union with you. My dear ones, will you come and stand by the pillar? Will you see the blood as it flies in the air? Will you see My body that is marred and covered with wounds? These wounds are nothing compared to the wounds within My body, the hurt that I suffered to My Most Sacred Heart for the love that I have for each precious soul.

6. Jesus: I am rejected, forgotten, ignored, treated with indifference and hatred by this world of today, the world that is Godless. Would you come to Me and make reparation to My Heart for all the souls that are so cold, that have turned their backs and walked away?

7. R. Think of the network of pain within the body of Jesus, the nerves shooting pain from all of the wounds, the wounds in His side, and think of the Heart surrounded with a crown of thorns for the indifference, neglect, and sacrileges committed against Jesus' Heart, committed against Him in the sacrament of His greatest love, the Blessed Sacrament. The endless hours that He waits in the tabernacles of this world, God, if we truly realize that God is really present in the tabernacle how could we not come if we really realize? If you think that a movie star that would be on a street corner, we would be out there to see, to be close. We go and pack the concert houses and the Almighty God waits in the tabernacle many times alone, waiting and longing and He is God. He outpours His life, His abundant life to each one of us when we come to the Eucharist and sit in front of the tabernacle. We are filled more and more with His life in us. Saturate our being. Fill our soul. We want to share more and more in His life in us. We want to be so holy at Mass. Love every word of the Scriptures, it lives more and more in us. The great gift that He gives to us is this sharing in His life. We can never exhaust the infinity of His love, for to know Him is to know that there is always more deeper and deeper, deeper love, more love. To know Him a little is to want so much more.

8. R. Beaten, bloodied, and bruised, weakened that He scarce could walk. Jesus marks this earth with His bloody footprints as He comes from the pillar.

9. R. Dear Jesus mark our hearts with Your Divine love. Penetrate deeply our souls with Your presence at every moment that we realize this presence that we feel after communion, that we can feel this all through our day as we focus more and more on Your presence with us, for You are with us and long to be ever closer to us. If we surrender and let go and let down the walls, the walls that divide us from You, how can we not trust Jesus, for He stood at the pillar and was beaten for love of us?

10. Jesus: My dear ones, I will never forget you. I have carved you on the palm of My hand. I wait for you. I long for you. I am Jesus. I am present and with you in a special way this evening in this room My dear ones, giving to you graces to draw you closer to My Heart and My burning love for you. Let go and focus totally on the words that I am speaking to you in these messages. Let go and listen to My words of love, each word that I speak to you My dear ones. I am Jesus Christ, and I died for love of you.

Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love . . .

  

The Crowning of Thorns

1. R. I see a body, my Jesus, a body, a human body and I see You with Your brown hair and Your beautiful eyes, as I did see another person that is next to me and feel their presence, and I see this body, the body of a man that sits on the mock throne and receives a crown of thorns pounded into Your most precious head, can You visualize clearly, Jesus, as I am close to this throne, and I see a man as the thorns are pounded into Your head and the blood rolls down the sides of Your face? Do I see this clearly Jesus? For the clearer I see more and more of Your passion, the more inside of myself I cry, for I realize the immensity of Your great love for me for You came to this earth and You took on a human body, and You truly were crowned with a crown of thorns and to this crown of thorns they pounded Your head and the blood came from Your mouth from the blows to the head, and I see before me Jesus, a man that did not fight back, a man that was the Almighty God that sat and took this treatment and accepted this because You knew it was the Father's will. I see myself next to Jesus. I see so much, I see how Your eyes are still loving, not hard and angry, eyes that are still filled with love for You loved those who beat Your body and crowned You with thorns and You came to show us this way, that when they persecute us and hate us and looking at You as they beat Your body and pounded the thorns into Your head, You still loved those men.

2. Jesus: My dear ones I call you to love. I came to show you the way. My dear ones, satan is pressing down so hard in your minds, constant thoughts of your brothers and how they wronged you. My dear ones, when thoughts of division come into your mind, you must release those thoughts and focus on My love. Satan is running rampart in this world this day and working in the minds of many men. I am Jesus, My beloved. I am with you second by second, minute by minute. I am there in your heart. Feel this presence of the Almighty God and send the thoughts that are thoughts of division and hatred away. Let go. Let go of any thoughts that are destructive and cause division with members of your family and with your friends. Satan aims to trip you up. You must discipline your mind and come to My Heart.

3. Jesus: Do you hear this word love, My dear ones...love? Look as they crown Me with thorns. This is the love that I have for you. They spit on My face and mocked Me and I sat and did not answer. I suffered My dear ones so much persecution as you too are suffering in this world today, for this world has turned Godless and turned their backs on God. You are the lights that I am sending into the darkened world and it is only with My love alive in your heart that the light will shine on the darkened souls.

4. R. The King of Kings, the Almighty God, and they wove for Him a crown of sharp, piercing thorns that they pounded into His skull.

5. Jesus: You are being pressed on with much mental torment that I am allowing to strengthen you, My dear ones, you must pray, you must spend time alone with Me. It is in these moments that you spend alone with Me that you will be refueled and you will be strong against the dark night.

6. R. What did You think Jesus as You sat there and they crowned You with thorns and they spit on You? What were Your thoughts Jesus? And Jesus said to me in church," I thought of you, My beloved and how you would be sitting in this church this day and telling Me how you love Me and the sweetness of your love comforted the pain of My sufferings."

7. Song: Crown Him With Many Crowns

8. Jesus: Go within your hearts and find a spot within your heart. Be alone with Me and so close to Me and know at every moment that you can go and find refuge in My Heart. I dwell in your graced baptized soul. I am present. You are not alone. Find comfort of going within and blocking out the distractions that hurt you and come to a place of refuge within My Heart. There is warmth and joy in this place within. My dear ones, I am the Almighty God. I dwell in your graced baptized soul. The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit dwell within you in such a special way when you are in the state of grace. If the earth rocks and the sun ceases to shine, you will find refuge from the cold night in My most Sacred Heart. Minute by minute, second by second I am with you.

9. Song: Only This I Want

10. R. Release me O Jesus, from those things that hold me bound, and help me to be free to let go and experience Your presence deep within me, every moment to feel the presence of the Almighty God within me and to have this peace, this quiet peace although there may be suffering and there may be discomfort but to know Your presence in me that I can go to You, and it is in this suffering that I become closer and closer to You.

Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love . . .

 

The Carrying of the Cross

1. R. Jesus walked but could hardly move with the cross on His back. Think of Jesus bent over with the heavy weight of the cross on His back and His crown of thorns on His head and the blood trickling down His face, some dried on, some fresh as He exerts Himself to move with the weight of the wood on His back, and you are by His side as He moves so slowly dragging the cross, hearing the thumping of the cross as He moves so slow but is so heavy, and by the side of Jesus, you look into His eyes and He looks into your eyes, and you make contact with the Almighty God who came to this earth and is suffering for us. He wants us to go to heaven. Look into His eyes. What do you see?

2. R. We look into His eyes as He falls under the weight of the cross. Look into His eyes with the cross on His back and His chin on the ground. This is the Almighty God. This is love.

3. Jesus: My dear ones, I would have suffered more for love of you. My greatest agonies were not the agonies that you see on the outside of My body, they were the agonies within, a network of pain shooting through the interior of My body and My Heart welled over with such pain, pain that you can not understand, to love as only I can love and to be rejected and treated so coldly by those that I love.

4. R.  And Jesus is in such a weakened condition. His arms are battered and the pain shooting up His arms, His legs weak, He barely can move and the cross is pressing down on Him, and it is such an exertion to move each foot as He walks, and we carry these little crosses and loads on our back, crosses that lead to greater life with Him and we complain and argue and fight. Look into the eyes of Jesus, humped over with the cross on His back. This is a cross to carry. Can we not carry the little crosses that He gives to us and realize that in each cross there is a resurrection and that it is in this cross that we grow more and more in our life with Him?

5. R. And I see the peering eyes of Jesus and Mary meet. From the time that Mary was told by Simeon that Jesus would suffer, she was so aware of the sufferings to come. Always before her eyes, she knew what would happen, and Jesus in His Divine knowing, knew of the sufferings to come, and the secret held in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, probably unspoken, both knowing of the sufferings to come, both watching the other for thirty-three years, and knowing in Their Hearts what sufferings were about to come, and as Their eyes meet on the way to Calvary, in that meeting, the summation of the life of Jesus and Mary, from when she had Him inside of her womb and watched Him as a child and stood by Him all through His life, knowing since the time of Simeon that this day would come when there would be such sufferings, and her eyes met the eyes of her beloved Son and as she looks into His eyes she sees His face drawn, covered with blood, crowned with thorns, His back humped over with the cross on His back and she sees the same child that she once carried in her womb, and He looks into her eyes, the Mother that cared for Him and He loved with the deepest love, and He sees her suffering, and in that meeting of the eyes, the intensity of the love between Them but the bitter sorrow of seeing the other suffer. This intimacy between Jesus and Mary, all through the rosary we see this intimacy in Their lives, from birth as she carried Him in her womb, the two, the two Hearts beating in one body. We see the intimacy of a mother holding her child. Jesus comes to this earth in the womb of Mary, held in the arms of Mary, always with Mary, in each mystery of the rosary, and this meeting of the eyes is climactic, for we see a summation of thirty-three years of two Hearts beating deeply in love with one another and experiencing this.

6. R. We can not even imagine a minute amount of the sufferings within the heart of the Virgin Mary. To cry or to scream, how could she express the hurt within her, to know and love her Son as she did and then to go through this, but she comes to tell us of this love. She ask us to see through her eyes, her beloved Son. Look into His eyes as she looked into His eyes and see His suffering face, for this is truly the love that Jesus has for us. He carried His cross and gave His life.

7. R. Jesus, I want to live likened to You, to be following You and to model my life after Mother. I carry the little crosses that You allow me to carry, to realize the immense love that You have for me. Thank You for all the great gifts that You give us even in our suffering, to realize that in suffering we can have greater life in You. We can grow in closeness to You, help me to have before my eyes, Your eyes, as I look into them as Mary looked into Your eyes, on the way to Calvary and see Your eyes under the crown of thorns. See the perspiration and blood as it rolls down Your face, and see in those eyes the gentleness and love of the Almighty God. In all my suffering and trials to know that these eyes are the eyes that are looking at me at this moment and guarding my every step, my every breath, my every heartbeat and loving me with the same love as the day You carried Your cross on Your back.

8. Song: I Rocked Him as a Baby

R. See through the eyes of Mary the love of her beloved Son. Go to her heart. Find refuge in the heart of the Virgin Mary. As we rest and dwell in her heart and she dwells in the Heart of her Son, in such depth to His Heart, for He came into this world in the womb of Mary. Mary held Him in her arms and as He died on the cross, Mary stood beneath the cross so connected to her beloved Son, and Mary held His lifeless body in her arms under the cross.

It is through Mary's heart we have this intimacy with Jesus. If I see Jesus carrying His cross, I see suffering, but if I see Jesus carrying His cross and see Him with His Mother, looking into her eyes, I feel such depth and warmth in my heart. If I see Him hanging on the cross by Himself, I see His suffering, but if I see His Mother under the cross, there is such dimension to that picture, when Mary was with Jesus. When we meditate on the rosary, let us see the connection in the mysteries between the Hearts of Jesus and Mary and every picture that we picture let us see Mary there. We can see Mary and Jesus in so many mysteries of the rosary together.

9. R. And Veronica wiped the face of Jesus and on her cloth was the imprint of His beautiful face, may that imprint be printed deeply in our minds constantly before us, that every moment that we breathe, we have the imprint of the loving face of Jesus and His loving eyes looking at us as He looked at His Mother under the cross on the way to Calvary.

 

April 5, 2001

 

10. Hail Mary

Song between decades: See the Eyes that Look at Mary

 

The Crucifixion

1. R. Think of the pain at it was shooting up the arms of Jesus. Think of this, all of the sufferings that He went through to His most precious arms, the wounds, the gashes, the strains of His arms from carrying the cross and being forced to carry the cross. He could not take a rest. He was jabbed and poked and forced. Think of your arm when you are strained and you can't hardly do it any longer. He did not have a choice. He was forced to continue and all the pains in His arms that He had experienced to the nerves inside and then the blow to the palm of the hand, a pounding in of the nail that severed the nerves in His hand. As they crowned His head with thorns, they crowned each arm with a gigantic nail that went through His entire hand.

Song: See the Eyes that Look at Mary

2. R. Focus on the human body of Jesus with all of these wounds and gashes and the nails being pounded into His hand, and His Mother stood beneath the cross and watched this slaughter of the same baby that she once carried in her womb, of the little hands that she washed and cared for. What of the heart of Mary, to watch this slaughter of her beloved child.

3. R. And I hear the cries of Mary from under the cross, her arms pleading upward as her Son hung on the cross, and I hear these cries, but in her heart the sorrow of watching her Son. Knowing from the time of Simeon that He would suffer and she held this and pondered this in her heart for thirty-three years and now the culmination of carrying this prophesy. Her Son Jesus hung to His death on the cross. Of the heart of Mary, besides all this suffering He gives to Mary all the children of this world, and she knows how many souls will reject the great graces that He won for us. Some souls will be condemned to hell despite His suffering because of their mortal sins. The heart of Mary, filled with such suffering, suffering to watch her Son, her child suffering, to see the children that will go to hell despite His death. This is why Mary has come for one year. We have come and prayed the rosary every day and I hear at the finding in the temple Mary call out and call out PRAY, PRAY, PRAY! Pray for my lost children. Many will go to hell for their sinfulness and their evil ways, and she begs us with our whole hearts and our whole beings to PRAY, PRAY, PRAY. What of the heart of Mary, the heart that stood under the cross and witnessed the slaughter of her own precious child, but the heart of Mary that loves each child in this world with the most personal love. Her little children, each one so special and she calls to us to come and to pray, to pray this rosary for her little children, for souls will be lost and condemned to the fires of hell for their willfulness and their sinfulness.

Mary: I am Mary your Mother and I have come for one year and pleaded to all to pray this rosary. I appear here and ask you my children, to come and pray this rosary for my little ones that will be lost. These rosaries are rosaries that I have given to you, rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, my Christmas gift to this world. I ask you my dear ones, to join in praying this rosary, for the life of myself and my Son will grow in your life and you will be a light that shines into this world as the life of the Almighty God grows within your heart. You will be a light in the darkest night.

4. Song: Ave Maria

5. R. Hail Mary full of grace, we see you as you stand beneath the cross. We see you with your heart of love, your heart most pure, and we ask you Mary, to let us dwell in your heart. We ask the Holy Spirit to form us to be more like Jesus, to be this light that shines in the darkened world and to carry the fire of God's love to the world that is hurting and in pain, for we want to be your children of light. As you appear to us here as our Lady of Light, we respond as your children and ask you Mary to transform us more and more into the image of your Son through the power of the Holy Spirit so that we will be children of light and will shine as beckon lights to a darkened world.

6. Song: Jesus, Jesus, Jesus the light of the world. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus the light of the world.
Praise Him, praise Him, Jesus the light of the world, Praise Him, praise Him, Jesus the light of the world.
Worship Him, worship Him, Jesus the light of the world. Worship Him, worship, Jesus the light of the world.
King of kings, King of kings, Jesus the light of the world. King of kings, Kings of kings, Jesus the light of the world.

R. And He came into this world a helpless baby and His throne was not a throne of gold and silver, but He came in a little cave in Bethlehem and He was laid in a manger, a manger of bare wood, and He went out of this world on a throne, but His throne was not a throne of mighty kings. It was a cross, a cross of bare wood and Jesus Christ the Son of God shed the last drop of blood and gave the last beat of His Heart to proclaim to this world the great message of His love, and He comes to us this day and He tells us how He loves us over and over and over again. Give us the grace that we need to realize more and more the immensity of Your love and help us to be filled more and more with grace. In You may we be united closer and closer to the burning Heart, on fire for love of us, the Sacred Heart of Jesus Christ, the Son of God.

7. R. And He gives to us Himself, as He gave Himself on the cross, He gives to us Himself in His Divinity and humanity in the Holy Eucharist, and He cries out, tell them Rita tell them.

Jesus: The same as I carried My cross on My back, I am present in the Eucharist and they run from My altar. Tell them to stay with Me at least 20 minutes, to stay. These are the most precious moments of your life, when you receive the Son of God within you in the Eucharist. I am Jesus and I love you. I love you. I love you, and I give Myself to you, Body, Blood, Soul, and Divinity, My cherished ones. I give you Myself and I await your love, for I long to hear the words from your lips and the cry from your heart that you love Me. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior.

8. R. And they laid Jesus in the arms of His Mother. He came into this world in her womb and carried in her arms in the temple and Simeon prophesied the sufferings to come and we see Mary holds Jesus in her arms under the cross, now His body lifeless, covered with blood, wounded, bruised, and dead, the final separation.

9. Hail Mary
10. Hail Mary

She appeared like this a year and half later.

 

 

July 6, 1995 - After Communion - 1:30pm

R. I realized the presence of the Almighty God. Who am I? I am so unworthy that He comes to me!

    I cannot, in any way, give love to Him the way I want to. I long to love Him so much more. I want to love Him more and am unable - only through His grace am I able to give Him more love.

    I want to know more. Dear God, please give me Wisdom. Impart to me insight into the Divine Mysteries. I want to understand you more and more. Words do not exist to describe You.

Jesus: I am the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. I give to you abundantly, according to your needs.

R. I go to Jesus through Mary's heart. Her heart is so pure, I go through her heart. My heart is not pure.

   

  

July 7, 1995 - 6:00am

R. First Friday: Such an experience of the presence of God, as if I am lost totally in Him. I am aware of His presence before the Blessed Sacrament and my overwhelming love for God. I am aware of His greatness and this great gift to be in this room with Him. I love Him so much. My tears are from deep within that I cannot express my love for Him more. I dwell in Mary's heart and she dwells in the Heart of my beloved Savior. Come to me Lord and possess my soul.

    I do not feel rest in my heart. My heart burns to unite ever so close to Him. I want to go and be in the deepest union with Him. I want to be pure and holy, to unite every closer, but I am so far from this state of holiness. But - I long and long, and long for deeper union with Him.

    I did not want to write. I just want to be in Him, be lost for hours and hours and no one around and just be lost in Him. No time, no bounds, just a complete letting go and be wrapped in His Divine embrace, immersed in the vat of His endless love. I long, I thirst, I seek, I want this completeness, this oneness with Him, to be lost in an endless abyss of His burning love.

    I feel His presence in this room in the Blessed Sacrament. I love this gift of Jesus truly present in the Blessed Sacrament. He is so near, but so far, to know a little - to want so much more!

    I smelled roses all through the Mass celebrated for the children. Also smelled the roses before the Mass. I want the time I am with others to be special, to share His love. I am to be His light to this world. I see myself in my humanness, as complaining and fretting. It is in surrendering to Him that I have deep intimacy with Him, a letting go of distractions and focusing on Him, my beloved - all powerful Lord.

    Jesus' pain did not stop. I may receive an intense pain, so penetrating and piercing, so painful, but it goes away and there is release. Jesus' pain for so many hours continued, no release. We carry these little crosses and want instant release. There was not a release for one moment.

Jesus: They gave to Me vinegar mixed with gall. I accepted this as I accepted all My sufferings. Without any relief, I continued My way.

R. My Father is within me at every moment. (I realized this and got chills inside.) The Father always loves me with the greatest love. I am His creation. I should live as a little child, to please my Father.

    I thank God for His great love! From the pierced Heart of Christ, the Church was born, - from the pierced side flowed forth blood and water - the sacramental life of the Church.

R. The Church is the fountain of His life.

    We are called to live the life, death and resurrection in our lives. A fountain of life, the Church, flowing on God's people. His abundant grace flows through the Mass.

    Life flows from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, through the heart of Mary to us. We are one body. The life flows through us. It feeds us and makes us whole.

 

 

July 7, 1995

First Friday at Noon

Before the Tabernacle

Sorrowful Mysteries

Agony in the Garden

1. Jesus: I give to you the strength to carry all the trials which you are given. Let go and release yourself totally into My hands, for I am by your side and forever within you. Let go! I am Jesus Christ, Son of God. I am Mighty! I have all the power. I have all the power. Come to Me and surrender. Place yourself totally in My hands, for this is My work and I will accomplish this work through you if you release yourself and respond always in love. For I am the Almighty God. I am all powerful, worthy of all honor, glory and praise. My beloved, you are in the Presence of the Almighty God. Bend low and kiss the earth for I am truly the same Jesus Christ that hung on the cross, the same Jesus Christ that walked the earth. I am in this room ever attentive to all your needs. Take all of the tauntings in your heart, the pressure in your mind that Satan has created and let go and focus totally on Me. Place yourself in My hands. I am Jesus, Son of the living God, with you truly present in this room. 

2. Jesus: How you turn to Me will affect the lives of so many souls this day. Harken to My call. I am Jesus and I ask you to pray to the Spirit to fill you with the fearlessness of the Apostles, to move steadfastly ahead, to operate always in love but in firmness, for I am using you to spread this message to the world. 

3. Jesus: Be with Me in the Garden. See as I kneel there alone. You are with Me at this moment and your mind is filled with many things. I am the Almighty God. I have all the power. You come My child, you are weak. You do not realize that you must surrender and give yourself totally to Me for I am working in you, through you and with you and you will accomplish many things through the grace that I am giving to you. Let go to Me. Let Me operate your life. Surrender, let go to Me. I love you.

4. Jesus: The pressing down that you feel in your mind many times when you are burdened with problems, is an agony. Release and let go. Many torments you will experience each day. These are crosses I am allowing you to suffer to come to My Heart. Release yourself. Come and dwell in the Heart of My Mother and dwell deeply in My Heart. 

5. Jesus: No problem is too big for the Might of God! 

6. Jesus: Satan aims to trip you up and create division in your families and in your lives in communities, in people who need to work together. I am Jesus. You must focus totally on Me. Come and dwell in My Heart. Come and live in My Heart. Minute by minute, second by second, know I am with you. Make Spiritual Communions all through the day. Release and respond always with love. 

7. Jesus: I saw all that I would suffer, all the persecution, the beatings, the spittings, but My deepest agonies were not the agonies that I experienced to the outside of My body, but the pain within; the pain in the Garden and continued until My death! 

8. Jesus: Do you feel pressed on? Do you know what it is to suffer; to suffer without release? A continuous suffering of immense, intense pain and the relief came in My death. 

9. Jesus: I give to you many crosses to carry and you experience this release at certain times. The intensity of My pain was so intense, so penetrating, it did not stop. It continued and continued until I gave My last breath! 

10. Jesus: Do you know pain? Do you know mental torture? My dear ones, you do not know the agonies that I suffered. Knowing all the sins of all men, the soul that I loved so dearly, each and every sin that they committed. You do not know the agony that I suffered, suffered so that My sweat became as great drops of blood on the ground. My dear ones, it is in the surrendering that you will feel freedom of letting go to God. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. Satan aims to divide all of the workers here at this Center. No one is listening to My messages. You must hold tight for I am forever with you. I am the Almighty God. I will tend to all My work if you stay steadfastly fixed in Me. Satan wants to take you out. He attacks the leaders to discredit the place. He has focused on discrediting leaders. He wants to discredit priests and hierarchy. You must listen. Pray the prayers I gave Fr. Carter for the priests, the Church and the world and spread these prayer chapters, now, in all languages, to the world.

Song: A Song from Jesus (song to be sung after each decade.) 

 

Jesus is Scourged at the Pillar 

1. R. And they led Him away and they had Him scourged. Who are these men that they scourged the Son of God? Jesus complied always to the Will of the Father. 

Jesus: Always in compliance to the Father's Will, always obedience My dear Ones. Live according to the Father's Will. Obey always your Superiors, follow the Church. I am Jesus. I work in the Church. I complied to the Will of the Father. They beat My body, My body covered with wounds, blood spurted in the air. My dear ones, there is peace in following the Will of the Father, always obedient. 

2. Jesus: I have given you My Church. Obey the Holy Father. My dear ones, I work in My Church. I complied to the Will of the Father all through My Passion. You too must comply to His Will. Obey the commandments, your Superiors, the rules of those over you in the Church, in good religious orders.

3. Jesus: Many are willful in their ways, and do what they want to do. I am calling you to obedience to follow the laws of the Church. I am Jesus. Spend time with Me each day. It is only in these silent moments that you will hear My voice speaking in your heart. Satan will create much division and confusion in your lives. Respond with love and obedience to the Church. 

4. Jesus: Pray the prayers I gave Fr. Carter in the prayer manual for the priests, the Church and the world. Spread these prayers.

July 31, 1994

Words of Jesus to Members of Shepherds of Christ Associates:

"My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.

"I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.

"I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."

- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)

   

5. Jesus: I stood at the Pillar, My hands tied, My body beaten and wounded. I did not argue back; always in compliance to His Will, always surrendering in lack of resistance. I knew always the Father's love. There was not fear or anxiousness for I knew His Will and I complied always to His Will. In deepest suffering, I complied to the Will of the Father. You will struggle much in your life. You must comply to His Will even in the deepest suffering you must comply to the Will of the Father. I was beaten and crowned with thorns, but I complied always to the Will of the Father. 

6. Jesus: Satan will create confusion and doubt in your lives. You will find steadfastness in My way when you come and spend time alone with Me. Spend your days in union with Me. Satan will press harder and harder as time is drawing neigh, My dear ones, and the work you do is so important to the work of salvation. Release yourselves and realize that second by second you must come and dwell in My Heart. 

7. Jesus: My Mother stood by and she watched, she was so weak. My dear ones, if you saw the torture at the Pillar, you too would know My love. You are being persecuted this day. Satan is pressing down with many problems at hand, in your minds. Release yourself and totally surrender to the Father's Will. I am Jesus. It is in complying to His Will that you will do the work that is necessary to help lead souls to Me. 

8.  Jesus: Do not be willful; be yielding. Give to the Father's Will. Pray to the Spirit to know His Will. The plan of the Father is unfolding. Each person has their part to play. It is only in surrender that you will accomplish the task at hand. No person needs to bump heads with another person. Come to Me and let Me fill you with the strength and the grace that you need to accomplish this task at hand. 

9. Jesus: Always love. As I was scourged at the Pillar I responded with love. Let your ways be sweet. Let your tongue be kind. Let your heart be filled with love of God. Focus on God's will.

1 Corinthians 2: 9

"What no eye has seen and no ear has heard, what the mind of man cannot visualise; all that God has prepared for those who love him;"
 

Jesus: My dear ones, be humble and kind and sweet to one another. I am Jesus, your beloved. I love each person. 

10. Jesus: This is a special time. This is a special place. This is a special day. This is First Friday. This is the hour between twelve and three o'clock. My dear ones, this time is so special to Me. Let go and come to My Heart and experience the love that I want to give you. 

Song: A Song from Jesus (song to be sung after each decade.) 

 

Jesus is Crowned with a Crown of Thorns

1. Jesus: Do you feel the pressure of this day? Do you know what it is to suffer so intently that the pain does not stop? My dear ones, I ask you to come to My Heart and rest securely in My Heart, for there is love and peace in the Heart of Jesus. Many graces I give to you on the First Friday of every month. Make reparation to the Heart of Jesus for all of the sinfulness and neglect and indifference in this world this day. Look at this world My dear ones, so many have gone astray and do not even think one thought of God. You must pray as you have never prayed before for many will lose their souls and be condemned to the fires of hell. Let not your hearts be haughty, let not you be filled with pride. Come with a heart that is soft and supple, sweet and kind. A heart that will unite in deepest union with the Heart of Jesus. 

2. Jesus: Worry not for the sins of your brother. Come to Me and focus on My love. Surrender and I will tend to your every need. 

3. Jesus: You are a pillar of strength in this world that is crumbling. Come to Me and I will fill you with the cement that you need to set you firmly on this ground. Many will crumble and fall by the wayside but you will remain strong and steadfast in My love. This world is undergoing tremendous sufferings. Many do not even know that their hearts have turned cold and black. I ask you My beloved ones, to come to My Heart and let Me fill your hearts with My immense love. 

4. Jesus: You see before you the crown of thorns surrounding My Heart. The prickling to My gentle Heart of love for all of those who have forgotten God, who treat Me with such indifference and hatred. My dear ones, your heart too, will be pricked by many but I am Jesus and in this suffering you are drawn closer and closer to My Heart. 

5. Jesus: Harken to Me!  Come and sit with Me on the mock throne they gave to Me. Feel the crown on your head and the spit as it settles on your face. My dear ones, hear the angry words of those I loved and gave My life for. I ask you to suffer the persecution you are suffering this day and to keep your hearts soft and supple and kind. A heart that is joined to Jesus is not proud. A heart that is joined to Jesus is filled with love and yielding, caring for others and giving.

My dear ones, come and let Me unite so close to your heart. I long and thirst to be in such union with you. To have union with the Almighty God, an espousal union between you and God, My dear ones. If you realized the immensity of My love for you, you would not fear and be in such anguish. You would come to Me and let Me minister to you in your needs. I am Jesus, ever attentive, at every second, with every breath you take, and you fret and fume and worry. Release, surrender and I will give to you all that you need. 

6. Jesus: Burning with love for Me, do you come to Me and profess your love that you scarce can breathe and tell Me of your love? I am waiting My dear ones. You worry for such needless things and the Almighty God is waiting for you to come. I am Jesus. I love you!  I love you! I love you. Come to My Heart. Let go and surrender. Do not be prideful. Do not be anxious. Come with a heart that is gentle and filled with love. 

7. Jesus: I give to you great gifts in this rosary. I am telling you My dear ones, the messages of My Heart. Meditate on the mysteries of My great love for you. I have chosen you and called you here to give you knowledge and insight into the hidden mysteries of My love. Release and let go.  Make your hearts soft and supple, kind and yielding, not prideful, but filled with genuine love for one another. I ask you to love, as I have loved you. To My death on the cross, I gave My all for love of you. I ask you to love God above everything with your whole heart, your whole soul and your whole being and to love one another as you love yourself. Love! Love! Love! To unite with your heart - you must be soft and supple in heart, not hard of heart.

8. Jesus: Sweetness, My dear ones. How is the tone of your voice? How are you giving My love to this world? Are you the lights that are shining in the darkness or are you anxious and worried and projecting many seeds of hatred? My dear ones, you must come to My Heart and dwell in My Heart. For Satan is pressing down on you at every moment trying to stop you. You, I have called. You, I will nourish. You, I will send as warriors into this world to give love, to be lights that shine in the dark night. Come  to Me. Come and spend time with Me and let Me fill you with My love. I am Jesus. I am giving to you great gifts. I am sharing with you the mysteries of My Heart on this First Friday between twelve and one o'clock. I am giving you insight into the hidden mysteries that will remain in your heart for years to come. I love you! I love you! I love you! Come and dwell within My Heart. 
 

2 Thessalonians 1: 1-5, 11-12

    Paul, Silvanus and Timothy, to the Church in Thessalonica which is in God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ Grace to you and peace from God the Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

    We must always thank God for you, brothers; quite rightly, because your faith is growing so wonderfully and the mutual love that each one of you has for all never stops increasing. Among the churches of God we take special pride in you for your perseverance and faith under all the persecutions and hardships you have to bear. It all shows that God’s judgement is just, so that you may be found worthy of the kingdom of God; it is for the sake of this that you are suffering now.

    In view of this we also pray continually that our God will make you worthy of his call, and by his power fulfil all your desires for goodness, and complete all that you have been doing through faith so that the name of our Lord Jesus Christ may be glorified in you and you in him, by the grace of our God and the Lord Jesus Christ.
 

9. Jesus: And He filled them with abundant grace as they sat before Him. Jesus Christ, the Son of God outpouring His life into their souls and they felt this light with such vibrancy within their being. And they were filled, with hearts that were filled to the brim with His love and He came and gave them peace, love and joy. I am Jesus. I give to you, My beloved ones, great gifts. I reveal to you the mysteries of My heart on fire for love of man. 

10. Song: A Song from Jesus

Jesus: Do you feel pressed on My beloved ones? Do you feel that you have been abandoned? And that your life is very hard? Come and walk with Me; My Passion. Come as I go forward and carry My cross on your back, for I am Jesus and I am giving to you great gifts of My love. 
 

John 10: 2-4

He who enters through the gate is the shepherd of the flock; the gate-keeper lets him in, the sheep hear his voice, one by one he calls his own sheep and leads them out. When he has brought out all those that are his, he goes ahead of them, and the sheep follow because they know his voice.

Song: A Song from Jesus (song to be sung after each decade.) 

 

Jesus Carries His Cross to Calvary 

1. Jesus: I carried the cross on My back, stooped over, the weight of the sins of the world and I look at you this day as I carry this cross. I look into your eyes. Do you see, My dear ones, eyes that are filled with pride or eyes that are filled with tenderness and love? My Way always is to love. 

2. Jesus: Do not be prideful, do not be anxious. Come with your hearts supple and soft and let Me penetrate your soul with My Life and My Love. See before you the Son of man with the cross on His back covered with blood, His head crowned. My dear ones, have before your eyes the suffering face of the Lord Jesus Christ and in your suffering they will seem so small as compared to the sufferings of My Passion. 

3. R. A Heart that is haughty will not unite with the Heart of the Savior. God loves us and wants us to love Him. He is telling us about His love, do we listen. Do we believe Him deep in our roots? Are our roots saturated with faith, hope and love - Or are our roots filled with jealousy, pride, anger? Say Lord, I give You my life, body and soul, I trust in Thee.

4. Jesus: Be surrendering as I surrendered to the Will of the Father. I carried the cross on My back, My arms in such pain, ripped and torn. I carried this cross always complying to the Father's Will for love of you, dear ones. I carried this cross. Will you not carry the crosses that I give to you this day? Will you not surrender and say yes to the life that I am giving to you as you go through sufferings? You rise to new life in Me.  Accept the cross. Do not give your crosses away. Come to Me and share deep, intimate moments with in your sufferings. I am Jesus. I am attentive to your every need. Carry your cross and you too will be raised to new life. It is a constant struggle of ups and downs of sufferings in life. I withstood all of the pain that was constant. The pain that did not stop from the Agony in the Garden until I died on the cross. There was not any relief My dear ones. You are given little crosses to carry. You are given an opportunity to come and dwell in My Heart and the Heart of My Mother. Come and take refuge in Our Hearts. Release yourselves for I will carry the load with you. I am your beloved Savior, attentive to your every need. I am your Savior. 

Song: A Song from Jesus

5. Jesus: Do you think that I would come and die on the cross and not be attentive to your needs of this moment? 

6. Jesus: I give to you My abundant life. I have outpoured My life to you in this room. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God truly present the same as the day I carried My cross on My back and I am in this room with you at this moment. Bend low and kiss the earth. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within the graced baptized soul. My sweet ones if you could see a soul that is saturated with grace, you would be in awe. 

7. Jesus: Do you count yourself blessed for all the great gifts that I am giving to you? Do you say thanks and praise your Father in Heaven? My beloved ones, you are so blessed and you go about this earth and whine and complain for your little crosses. See before you My eyes under the crown of thorns, the blood that pours down the sides of My face. Do you see this picture? Do you see the hollow cheeks and the blood that came forth from My mouth? But My greatest sufferings were not the sufferings that you see but the sufferings that I experienced to My Heart, filled with love, love for each beloved soul. 

8. Jesus: Come unto Me, My beloved one. Pray to Me, Pray to the Father. Pray to the Holy Spirit to guide you. You are surrounded by a choir of angels and the Father, Son and Holy Spirit live within your graced baptized soul. Do not let your lights dim, but shine in the darkest night for you My dear ones are filled with the Presence of the Almighty God within you. Release yourself. Say you are sorry to any that you have offended, for you My dear ones, are not perfect but I want you holy. I want you to strive to be perfect. You must forgive yourself and move on. I am Jesus. I scarcely could move with the cross on My back but My thoughts always of you and My immense love for you. I continued My way towards Calvary. My dear ones, will you not continue your way with the love that I give to you this day in your hearts. Will you be the lights that shine in the darkness, for the darkness is oh so dark in this world today and I am asking you to be a star that shines in the dark night. Be slow to anger, do not give into sin - Be a shining light.

9. Jesus: Let your hearts be brilliant and filled with My immense love. Let your hearts seek to know Me more and more. Thirst to be filled by Me. Be hearts that are beacon lights shining in this world. Be these hearts. I call you to such intimacy with Me. The more you unite to My Heart, the more you will shine and light up this earth. 

10. Jesus: Do not hold on to anger of the past. Live in the moment. Be what the Father wants you to be. Do not worry for the future. Live minute by minute, second by second saturated with My Life and My Love in you. Accept all that is given and strive to please your Heavenly Father who loves you with the deepest love.

Song: A Song from Jesus (song to be sung after each decade.) 

 

Jesus Dies on the Cross 

1. Jesus: Do not make being right your god. Tell the truth - Seek truth. Try to solve all the problems that you are given with love. I am Jesus Christ and My Heart is a Heart that is filled with love. 

2. Jesus: I hung for three agonizing hours on the cross. I died a brutal death for you on the cross. Study My crucifix and My love.

3. Jesus: I give to you, My dear ones My beloved Mother. Mary guards you, and protects you and holds you under Her mantle. Come to the Heart of My Mother ever pure and dwelling in My Heart. As you dwell in My Mother's Heart, you will dwell in My Heart for My Mother dwells most perfectly in My Heart. Mary is pure and kind and loving. Come and dwell in the Heart of the Virgin Mary. 

4. Jesus: Love and hatred are not co-existent. You must release all feelings of hatred toward any person and approach that person with love. I am Jesus and the Plan of the Father is unfolding. Be yielding and loving, not prideful, not angry; kind and submissive, but firm in My ways of love. Come with love, My dear one. I am Jesus and I love you. 

5. Jesus: You do not need to bump heads. Each person is a thread in the tapestry and you My dear ones, are called especially by Me. Great gifts I am giving to you and instructing you on the ways of My life. 

6. Jesus: See the crucifix always before your eyes. My dear ones, see My body battered, bloodied and bruised. See the body of a man, the Son of God. This is the love, My dear one that I have for you. 

7. Jesus: I love! I love! I love! You are called to many sufferings, many mental torments, many pains within your body. I am Jesus and in these sufferings you are given new life. Accept all that I give you and love My dear ones. I call you to love, love of God with your whole heart, your whole soul and your whole being and love of each other. Love as I have loved you to My death. I died for you. 

8. Jesus: And My Heart was pierced with a lance and what came forth was blood and water. Blood for the Eucharist. Water for Baptism. I give to you Myself, My dear ones. I nourish you with My body and My blood. I give to you My dear ones, a sharing in My Life in baptism. Come and let Me saturate you with this life. I gave Myself on the cross, and I give Myself to you this day. I am Jesus, the Son of God, attentive to all your needs. 

9. Jesus: My Mother held Me at birth and She held Me under the cross. Go to the arms of My beloved Mother and she will hold you in her arms and protect you from the evils of this world. Satan has no power over you. I am the Almighty God. I have all the power and My power is endless. Come and dwell in Our Hearts. I give to you Myself dear ones. 

10. Jesus: Make Spiritual Communions all through the day and be united so deeply to Me, the Almighty God. Know the constant dwelling of the Almighty God within you: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God and I live within your heart. My dear one, you are so blessed and favored. Open wide your hearts and let Me unite in deepest love with you.

 

 

July 25, 1995

Joyful Mysteries

The Annunciation

1. Mary: My dear little children, come to the heart of your Mother. Satan is pressing down on all of you. My beloved children. It is only when you take refuge in my heart that you will be able to withstand the sufferings, persecutions and the trials that you will experience daily. I am Mary, your Mother and I ask you now to come to my heart, to lay yourself in my heart, to be rocked and loved within my tender heart.

    I know all of the struggles in your mind and in your hearts. I am the most loving Mother and I am with you. I give to you, my dear ones, love. I lead you to my Son and my Son Jesus outpours His love! As it flows through His Heart, it flows from my heart to you and you are filled with such vibrancy and love. I am Mary, your Mother. Put yourself, my dear ones, in my care. As you go through these mysteries of the rosary, meditate with your whole heart, your whole mind and your whole soul. Put yourself in the presence of the Almighty God and realize that He lives within you. When you are in the state of grace, the Father, Son and Holy Spirit is within you.

    Satan will test you, he will try you, he will try to trip you up. I am Mary, your Mother. I crush satan's head. Come to the Heart of Jesus. Come to my heart. This is the Mighty Medicine — Our love — the Love of Jesus. Come dwell in Our Hearts. You will be strengthened to fight the battle against satan. Come now, my beloved children, and meditate on our lives with your whole heart. Release yourself of all anxieties, all the tightness, all the fears, all of the problems with everyone in your life and let go, and surrender to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary as We carry you through Our lives.

2. Mary: Satan will get you focused on problems, my dear ones. You must pray for the grace to be able to fight the temptation and come and dwell in my loving heart. I caress you and hold you tenderly to my breast. I am Mary, your Mother and I am mothering you in my arms.

3. R. The angel Gabriel appeared to the Virgin Mary and asked her to be the Mother of God.

4. R. The most highly favored daughter of the Father was chosen by God, Mother of His Son. This tells us of the immense love that the Father had for the Virgin Mary and how He loves women that His Son Jesus came into this world in the womb of the Virgin Mary.

5. Hail Mary

6. Hail Mary

7. R. The seeds of time move exceedingly slow and satan gets you focused on problems, my dear ones and you see the details in front of your lives. You do not see the big picture — the picture of the plan of salvation. As you meditate on this rosary, see the plan as it unfolds:

    The Son of God enters this earth in the womb of the Virgin Mary. He lived His life. He walked all through the Passion, He died. He rose and ascended into Heaven and we live His life, death and resurrection in our lives. Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist, today.

8. Mary: It is in the constancy, to stay fixed forever in the love of Jesus, that you will have peace and joy in your heart to know the presence of the Almighty God within you at every single second to be focusing on your union with Him and to tell Him of your moments of struggle and of your deep love for Him. To share these moments with Him and to put aside the distractions, my dear, dear, sweet little children. Please listen, I beg you to listen and to come to my heart and I will join your heart in such union with the Heart of my Son. You, my beloved ones, were created with a soul to know, love and serve God. Nothing will feed the soul but the love of God.

9. Mary: You may be satisfied for a short time by little whims here, but you must be focused on your union with Jesus. I am Mary, your Mother. The only thing that feeds the soul is the love of God. No matter how hard you try to make other things work in your life, they do not work if they are not rooted in His love. I am asking you this evening to come and picture yourself cradled and caressed in my heart. As I dwell in the Heart of my Son, you too will dwell in Him, in His Sacred Heart in such deep, deep love if you go to His Heart.

10. Mary: My dear ones, the world is very sick. In the hospital many people are not cared for spiritually. They are cared for physically but their souls are left to wither and die in pain. The soul must be fed by the love of God. In the nursing homes many patients are cared for physically and they sit and stare at the walls with hearts that are aching. My Son Jesus loves each and every soul. I call out to you to spread these messages of His love to the world. The souls are starved and aching and crying out and they are being fed by things of the world and their hearts cry out for more and more and more. The world is suffering and in pain and they are sick in their hearts. Many of my little children have a disease far worse than any physical disease. Many are withered in their hearts and in their soul and are dying from lack of nutrition. You contain, my sweet children, the mighty medicine to feed the sick children of the world. The medicine is the love of my Son Jesus.

 

The Visitation

1. R. Mary made haste to the hill country to visit her cousin Elizabeth. Her cousin Elizabeth had conceived a child in her old age and when Mary arrived at Elizabeth's home, with the Child Jesus within her womb, the child in Elizabeth's womb leapt with joy and Elizabeth cried out,

Luke 2: 42-45 ...‘Of all women you are the most blessed, and blessed is the fruit of your womb. Why should I be honoured with a visit from the mother of my Lord? Look, the moment your greeting reached my ears, the child in my womb leapt for joy. Yes, blessed is she who believed that the promise made her by the Lord would be fulfilled.’

2. R. How is it that the Mother of our God should come and speak to us? How is it that Jesus Christ, the Son of God, in His Divinity and humanity, remains with us this day in the Blessed Sacrament, longing and searching and waiting for us to come and to be with Him. How is it that the Father loved us so much that He sent His only begotten Son into the world, incarnate in the womb of the Virgin Mary, and He is neglected and treated with indifference and ingratitude. How is this that we can be so cold and callous in our hearts when Jesus is so tender, so gentle, and so loving and He waits and thirsts for us to come and be with Him. I hear the constant lamenting from the tabernacle. How He is waiting and thirsting for His precious little ones to come and be with Him. Many times these words fall on deaf ears — man has turned his back on Jesus.

3. R. We receive the Word of God! He is talking to us, today in His Word. Let His Word live in us!! This day when He calls out in the Scriptures how He loves with the dearest love that He would not forsake us or forget us (should a mother forsake her child, I will never forget you), do we hear the Word — His Word of deepest love from the burning Heart of Jesus, our Savior?

4. R. Mary visited hr cousin Elizabeth. Jesus comes to us this day in the Holy Eucharist. Jesus comes inside of us and unites with us in deepest love and He calls out over and over again and He asks me to tell all of His deep and burning love. I hear Him speak of His Heart, gentle and kind. Jesus is with us. He is waiting for our love affair with Him. He is alive.

5. R. Let your heart be open. Let your soul be filled with love, make it shine as light in the darkest night. May your face show love of Almighty God that lives within your being. Make all those you touch know His presence in you. Tell them of the Might of the Almighty God, a power too mighty to be contained.

Jesus: I want to fill your heart and permeate your soul with My light and My love.

6. Song: On This Day, O Beautiful Mother

7. Mary: Let not your hearts be hard but soft and supple. Do not speak against your brother. Do not speak unkindly at all about your brothers. If you are to unite to the Heart of my Son, you must put aside all those things. My Son is burning and on fire with love for each one of you and wants to be so close to you. Only a heart that is pure will unite in deepest love with my Son. I am Mary, your Mother. I am present and with you. I appear to you, my beloved ones, in such light for as you learn my ways and the ways of my Son, you will light up the darkness. (I am the Lady of Light. I appear to you this day as the Lady of Light, to shed the light of my Son into your hearts.)

8. Mary: The way to my Son is many times filled with bumps and hard times. My dear children, you must come to my heart and rest in my heart and dwell in the Heart of my Son for the road ahead will be bumpy and hard and you will suffer very much persecution. It is only in dwelling in Our Hearts you will have peace and joy. Where can you go — there is not a place to go. The times will move ahead, they will be hard. You must come to my heart and dwell in my heart and the Heart of my Son. As the light flows around me, His light too will radiate from your eyes and your face, for in joining to Our Hearts you will show the love of God to a world that is suffering and in pain. I am Mary, your Mother, Our Lady of Light. I have come to deliver this message of my love to you this day. My sweet and dear children, I have come to deliver this message to you.

9. Mary: If you could see the rays of the Holy Eucharist, my sweet little children, you would fall to the floor. You do not know the great gift that you are given. My Son Jesus is received so lightly and with such ingratitude. I ask you to make reparation to His Heart for all the injustices and for the indifference and the neglect that He suffers. In the Sacrament of His greatest love, the Holy Eucharist, you receive a visit from Jesus my sweet children. Go to the Eucharist. It is there that He pours out His abundant grace and you will know, more and more, His love when you go to the Eucharist.

10. Mary: I am Mary, your Mother, Mother of the Eucharist. I am united with the Heart of my Son. Go to His Heart, my dear ones. Your souls are thirsting for His love and nothing, nothing, nothing on the face of this earth will feed the starved soul but the love of God.

 

The Birth of Jesus

1. R. A little love of a child born in a stable, in the town of Bethlehem, Jesus Christ, the Son of God, is born in such poverty and rejected by men. He comes to this earth to give His love to each and every soul. He is not adored in glory, He comes in such humbleness and the stars shine over Him and proclaim the greatness of the Almighty God!

2. R. The little shepherd, born in the manger, surrounded by sheep and shepherds.

3. R. Jesus Christ, Chief Shepherd of the Flock, comes to this earth. The Son of God comes to lead all men to their real home, in heaven. Each little lamb He holds so close to His Heart and comforts them and gives them His tender love.

4. Jesus: I am Jesus, My beloved ones. Many of My flock have strayed and have lost their way and I am calling out to you to pray, pray, pray, as you go into this world with hearts that are filled with My love. I am calling you to unite in the deepest union with My Heart, for I long and thirst and wait for you. It is in this union that I can operate from your soul and minister to My little stray sheep in this world. I call out to you - do you hear? Will you answer the call? You are My shepherds that I am sending into this world to bring My flock home. I operate in you, through you, and with you. Come to Me and unite with Me, in deepest love. I am gentle and kind of Heart. I love you, My dear one.

5. Song: As a Shepherd, he Leads His Flock

6: Jesus: How the flock has strayed and look at the lives of the little, innocent children. How many are lost and many cannot find their way! It is only in spreading My love across the world that children and adults will be led back and on their way to their true home in heaven. I am calling out to you to send messages of My love into this world. To do this you must be filled with fire for love of God within your hearts. I am burning with love for you. Will you come to Me and let Me fill you with love? Will you spend time with Me in front of the tabernacle and receive My grace and light? I am fortifying you with My supplies and sending you out into the world.

7. Jesus: It is in suffering that you are joined closer to My Heart. My dear ones, many things will happen to lead you to My Heart and many will still refuse the signs that are given to them. You must pray to the Father at the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass being offered throughout the world in the Holy Spirit, through the intercession of the Blessed Virgin Mary. All through the day offer up all of your prayers, works, joys and sufferings for the souls of My beloved ones, for many are very sick in the world and have lost their way. I am Jesus. I am sending you, My chosen ones, on a journey to lead the little sheep home.

8. R. Jesus came as a helpless little baby, born in a manger, in Bethlehem.

John 3: 16

For this is how God loved the world:
he gave his only Son,
so that everyone who believes in him 
    may not perish
but may have eternal life.

R. God is calling out to us to spread His love through the world.

9. R. Jesus calls out to us to feed the hungry. The souls are hungry and are starving for the love of God. It is only in the love of God that is rooted deeply within your heart that you will feed the starved souls.

Jesus: I want to be one in you, that you feel My presence so connected to you and that your hearts are joined in deepest intimacy with Me and I will minister to the starved souls through you and they will see the light of the Almighty God that from your eyes and this world will know that I live in you.

10. Jesus: Many in Medjugorje lost their homes. They did not have water, they did not have food, they lost everything they had. You, America, are given such great blessings and you do not even say thanks for the gifts that you are given. There is always a cry for more, more and more — to feed the starved soul, only the love of God will feed the starved souls! Many hearts have turned cold as stone. I am Jesus and you are My soldiers, you are going into battle to fight a battle in a godless world. It is through your love, through your days united with Our Hearts, that you will light up the darkness.

 

The Presentation in the Temple

1. R. Jesus was taken to the Temple to be presented to His Father and they offered a pair of turtle doves. In His Divine knowing, He knew of the sacrifice that would come someday.

2. R. The prophet Simeon told Mary of the sufferings of Mary and Jesus to come and he says to her, "a sword too shall pierce your soul, O Mary."

3. R. Mary knew of the sufferings the Child Jesus would suffer whenever she looked at Him. Jesus in His Divine knowing knew of the sufferings to come. There is such intimacy between the Hearts of Jesus and Mary all through the Joyful Mysteries. We see the connection between the two Hearts that beat in the same body. Jesus was carried in the womb of His Mother. The child received the milk of His Mother after His birth. Mary was the life support of her Son. Mary is our Mother. Mary mothers us this day, Mary leads us to Jesus. Jesus outpour Your grace to us. We are thirsty for You, oh God!!

4. R. It is through the pierced Heart of Jesus that the sacramental life of the Church was born. Mary is the Mediatrix of all grace. Mary stands at the foot of the cross and she stands by the altar.

5. R. God outpour Your grace to us!!

6. R. Simeon says to Mary, "A sword too shall pierce your soul, O Mary" we remember the 7 Dolors —

The Seven Sorrows of Mary

(1) The prophecy of Simeon
(2) The flight into Egypt
(3) The loss of the Child Jesus in the temple
(4) Jesus and Mary meet on the way to the cross
(5) Jesus dies on the cross
(6) Jesus is taken down from the cross and laid in Mary's arms
(7) The burial of Jesus

7. Luke 2: 25-34

Now in Jerusalem there was a man named Simeon. He was an upright and devout man; he looked forward to the restoration of Israel and the Holy Spirit rested on him. It had been revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he would not see death until he had set eyes on the Christ of the Lord. Prompted by the Spirit he came to the Temple; and when the parents brought in the child Jesus to do for him what the Law required, he took him into his arms and blessed God; and he said:

    Now, Master, you are letting 
        your servant go in peace 
    as you promised; 
    for my eyes have seen the salvation 
    which you have made ready 
        in the sight of the nations; 
    a light of revelation for the gentiles 
    and glory for your people Israel.

As the child’s father and mother were wondering at the things that were being said about him, Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, ‘Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed—so that the secret thoughts of many may be laid bare.'

8. R. Let us go and cradle in the heart of our beloved Mother, with all of her motherly tenderness, we dwell in her heart, we dwell in the Heart of her Son. We want His abundant love. We want to be saturated with His grace. We understand more the mystery. We meditate on the mystery of Their lives. We understand more the mystery of God's love. We seek greater life in Him. We seek His love!!

9. R. We thirst and long and beg to receive more grace, more and more life, to know more fully for it is in this life, this saturation of grace, that feeds the starved soul and as we are fed more and more, you want more and more, for it is an endless source. We can always grow deeper and deeper in this life and be saturated more and more, so as we are saturated more and more with His life today, we are more holy.

10. Song: I Love You Jesus

 

The Finding of Jesus in the Temple

1. Song: Amazing Grace

2. Song: A Song from Jesus

3. Jesus: Many little lambs this day are lost and cannot find their way. Pray that they may receive this grace so that where they are blind that they will see. I fill you with My life where you were blind before - you now see so clearly. My dear ones, pray, pray, pray to receive grace to know and love God more and more. Pray for your brothers.

4. Jesus: In one second you can see so clearly the mysteries when you are given My grace. My dear ones, pray for grace to see more and more and pray to the Holy Spirit for His gifts.

5. R. Wisdom, Counsel, Understanding, Fear of God, and Fortitude, these are gifts of the Holy Spirit.

Mary: My dear ones, go to my heart. Go to the Holy Spirit, pray to Him all through the day to fill you with the vibrancy of the fire of God's love. Allow the Spirit to move within you, to operate you and to lead you on your way. It is in my heart that you are formed more and more in the image of Jesus, My Son, through the Holy Spirit. I am Mary, your Mother. Come to my heart.
 

From the Priestly Newsletter Book III by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

The Holy Spirit And Mary

The late Archbishop Luis M. Martinez of Mexico strikingly speaks of the ongoing cooperation of Mary with the Holy Spirit regarding the reproduction of Jesus within us: "Christian life is the reproduction of Jesus in souls…

"Now, how will this mystical reproduction be brought about in souls? In the same way in which Jesus was brought into the world, for God gives a wonderful mark of unity to all His works. Divine acts have a wealth of variety because they are the work of omnipotence; nevertheless, a most perfect unity always shines forth from them because they are the fruit of wisdom; and this divine contrast of unity and variety stamps the works of God with sublime and unutterable beauty.

"In His miraculous birth, Jesus was the fruit of heaven and earth…The Holy Spirit conveyed the divine fruitfulness of the Father to Mary, and the virginal soil brought forth in an ineffable manner our most loving Savior, the divine Seed, as the prophets called Him…

"That is the way He is reproduced in souls. He is always the fruit of heaven and earth.

"Two artisans must concur in the work that is at once God’s masterpiece and humanity’s supreme product: the Holy Spirit and the most holy Virgin Mary. Two sanctifiers are necessary to souls, the Holy Spirit and the Virgin Mary, for they are the only ones who can reproduce Christ.

"Undoubtedly, the Holy Spirit and the Virgin Mary sanctify us in different ways. The first is the Sanctifier by essence; because He is God, who is infinite sanctity; because He is the personal Love that completes, so to speak, the sanctity of God, consummating His life and His unity, and it belongs to Him to communicate to souls the mystery of that sanctity. The Virgin Mary, for her part, is the co-operator, the indispensable instrument in and by God’s design. From Mary’s maternal relation to the human body of Christ is derived her relation to His Mystical Body which is being formed through all the centuries until the end of time, when it will be lifted up to the heavens, beautiful, splendid, complete, and glorious.

"These two, then, the Holy Spirit and Mary, are the indispensable artificers of Jesus, the indispensable sanctifiers of souls. Any saint in heaven can co-operate in the sanctification of a soul, but his co-operation is not necessary, not profound, not constant: while the co-operation of these two artisans of Jesus of whom we have just been speaking is so necessary that without it souls are not sanctified (and this by the actual design of Providence), and so intimate that it reaches to the very depths of our soul. For the Holy Spirit pours charity into our heart, makes a habitation of our soul, and directs our spiritual life by means of His gifts. The Virgin Mary has the efficacious influence of Mediatrix in the most profound and delicate operations of grace in our souls. And, finally, the action of the Holy Spirit and the co-operation of the most holy Virgin Mary are constant; without them, not one single character of Jesus would be traced on our souls, no virtue grow, no gift be developed, no grace increased, no bond of union with God be strengthened in the rich flowering of the spiritual life.

"Such is the place that the Holy Spirit and the Virgin Mary have in the order of sanctification. Therefore, Christian piety should put these two artisans of Christ in their true place, making devotion to them something necessary, profound, and constant." 18

18. Archbishop Luis M. Martinez, The Sanctifier, op. cit. pp. 5-7.
 

6. R. I was blind, but now I see...

7. Mary: Many of my little ones are lost and wandering far from the Heart of my Son. It is through your prayers that many will be led home. Pray for my beloved priests, pray for the priests to lead the flock to the Heart of my Son. Many priests have wandered and are not filled with deep love of Jesus within their hearts. You must pray for your priests to return to the Heart of my Son, Jesus, to come to the Eucharist and to sit in front of the tabernacle to come with love and be filled within their hearts and souls with the love of God, to know Jesus as a Person and be intimately in love with Jesus. When the priests love Jesus with their whole hearts, their whole soul and their whole being, they will know more and more the love of Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the Flock.

    I am Mary, your Mother. I am asking you to pray for the priests and the religious of the world. For many have turned worldly and they need your prayers. Satan is pressing down on the Church. He wants to stop the Eucharist. He wants to stop the priests. It is through your prayers that many will be helped. My little children, I am asking you to spend your days in pleasing the Father, in doing His will, and offering everything that you do as a prayer for the suffering souls of my little, lost children of the world. My Son was lost in the Temple but my heart is sorrowing for my little, lost children — lost in this world this day. I am Mary, your Mother and I am asking you to unite with the Heart of my Son. It is in this deep union that your prayers will become very strong for the suffering souls in this world.

8. Mary: Come to the Heart of my Son. Come to the Heart of my Son. Come to the Heart of my Son. Your souls are starved and craving for love and the gifts that you receive when you unite with Him. They are far beyond your comprehension. You do not understand the great gifts that you are given. You must reach to understand more — pray for grace. You have a human mind. You stay so close to the earth, when Jesus, my Son, is outpouring His Divine love to you and wants to fill you more and more with His grace.

    I am Mary, your Mother. I am guarding you and protecting you with my mantle every second of your lives. You are my apostles that I have called to go into this world to spread the love of my Son. Come and dwell in my heart and I will form you more and more in the image of Jesus. My dear, dear, little children, I am crying out to you. I see before me the sufferings of my little children of this world - the children, the little children, that are being killed by abortion, and persecuted and taught such vileness in the schools. Do you see the sick ones? Do you see the sickness? They are being fed things of this world, the bloodshed will continue and hearts will remain cold unless you obey my message. I am Mary, your Mother and I am asking you to pray as you have never prayed before and to spread the messages of my Son's love into this world, to spread these rosaries across the country. I am begging you to turn your hearts to love — love of God — love of your brother.

9. Mary: I give to you mighty medicine for this world, for this world is suffering and in pain and the medicine is the love of my Son, Jesus. Will you spread this love through the world? Will you carry these love letters to those that are hurting? Will you come and spend time with Him? Will you surrender and offer up the day to comply in the Father's will for the suffering souls? What you do with every minute of your day will make a difference. You will be taunted and satan will try to stop you in your path — he will try to tell you that what you do is not going to make very much difference.

    I am Mary, your Mother. With all of your efforts, my Son cries out to you this night. The love of God will flow throughout this land as you live in love as God wants. My Immaculate Heart will triumph and the Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and there will be an era of peace with all, and a spirit in their heart of the deepest love, all united in Our Hearts. This love begins with love in your hearts. Let your heart be filled with the love of Our Hearts.

10: Song: Let There be Peace on Earth

 

 

July 27, 1995

Death Resurrection

R. My life - a constant dying and rising, as I live the Pascal mystery!

    I unite in my every moment with the Mass. My whole life is united in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. I see myself, the nails piercing my hands and feet, my head is punctured and my side lanced. I want to be one in Him, to die with Him and to rise with Him.

Jesus: You live the mystery of My life, death and resurrection in your life.

Galatians 2: 19-20

...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me.

R. I see myself on the cross with Him. This gives me great joy for it is in sharing in His cross I am brought to new life. My whole goal is to partake more and more fully in the life of Christ, to be more deeply one in Him. To live, through Him, With Him and In Him. As I walked from my door this morning, after experiencing such oneness with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit, and Mary, I walked into a world that is not anxious but tranquil for as I walk, He walks with me, as I breathe, He breathes with me, as I am, He is in me and I have nothing to fear for I am joined to the Almighty God. Life is not life if it is not rooted in Him. To live is to live in Him!

    I live in Jesus. He lives in me. Mary is with me. I am one in Their 2 Hearts, I live and dwell in Them. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit live in my graced baptized soul. I am saturated more and more in this life, I partake more fully in the Divine mystery of His love. I partake more fully in the Pascal Mystery of Death-Resurrection, a constant dying and rising in Him.

   

 

July 28, 1995

Sorrowful Mysteries
 

The Agony in the Garden

  1. Jesus: My dear ones, I am Jesus and you must listen to the words that I am speaking to you, for I am telling you that sufferings at this time are befalling this earth and that Satan is pressing down. He is pressing down so hard on all My beloved, faithful ones! As you see the confusion, the doubt, and the troubles mount in your life at this moment, you will know that Satan is busy and his work is at hand. I am molding you as special soldiers to go into this world to spread My love. How dearly I love each of you. I have called you here to pray this rosary with all your heart. Let your heart be open; let your heart be soft.

    Let Me fill you with My love so you feel within you My burning love. Although the earth be shaken and not give its light, you will know that the Almighty God dwells within your heart and that you have nothing to fear, for a graced soul is constantly filled with the presence of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior. You do not know the tricks and the handiwork that Satan has planned to stop My faithful ones from spreading My love. It is in focusing on My burning Heart, My Heart of deepest love, that you will withstand all the trials with joy in your heart for, minute by minute, second by second, I am present with you. I am with you at this very moment. You are telling every person you meet about the God who lives within you. Let your hearts be filled with joy for I am truly present and in your midst. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God, in this room with you in the tabernacle, the same as the day I walked the earth and died on the cross. Let your hearts be joyous. Rejoice and give thanks to the Almighty God and praise His name, for you are called, you are favored, you are chosen and you are loved with My deepest, burning love.
  2. Jesus: In the garden I knelt with such agony in My Heart, for in My divine knowing I saw before Me all of the events about to happen. I knew of every beating, all of the blood that I would shed, but, more than anything, I knew the rejection and pain in My Heart for the love I had for My beloved ones and how they would reject Me. Look at your world this day. It was in the garden that I suffered for all of the souls that have forgotten God. I cry out to you from the tabernacle to realize My presence with you. You are given great gifts in this room. I want you to unite closely to My Heart, for I am longing and thirsting and waiting for this love affair with you. This rosary will be a time when you will share My deepest love. I am giving you great graces when you come before Me in the tabernacle. I will draw you more and more closely to My Heart. As I suffered in the garden for the souls that beat Me and treated Me with indifference, I was comforted by the acts of love that you are giving to Me this day.
  3. R. The eyes of Jesus that cried bloody tears for all of the souls that have forgotten Him! Jesus calls from the tabernacle. Constantly I hear His lamenting cry of how He longs and thirsts to be ever closer to the hearts of men. Many men have turned their backs and do not realize the gentleness and sweetness of His love.
  4. Jesus: Love is giving, My dear ones, giving of yourself for the sake of others. Many this day do not know the meaning of love. To love means to give of yourself, to give for the other. Many times it is hard to love and keep giving love for, as you are self-giving, the other continues to be selfish, but I am calling you to love. As you meditate on this passion, focus on My love, given for all, how I was persecuted and suffered and still loved. My way is love. Focus on the meaning of the word love and what it means to you.
  5. Jesus: I am vigilant and forever by your side. Unconditionally I love you. No matter what you have done in your life, I love you.
  6. Jesus: It is this love that I want you to give to this world. Love is giving.
  7. Jesus: My love is gentle. My love is sweet. My love is kind.
  8. Jesus: I give to you great graces to help you to love in this world that is hurting and in pain. Satan will cause confusion and division in your lives. He will tempt and tempt you to try to justify your actions. You must be silent many times, and yield and pray, for he is trying to create great division in your lives. You must go to My Heart and take refuge there and focus on My love for you. You are My soldiers that I am sending into this world to spread My love. Will you answer this call? Will you pray for more and more grace to spread this love to a world that is hurting and in pain?
  9. Jesus: Think of how it is when you love someone so much and that person walks by and ignores you. Your heart is crying out for union with that person but in his coldness he does not see you and goes his way. My dear ones, his heart is in pain and hurting. I came to show you the way of love. My way is love. When your brother mistreats you, you must realize that within he is hurting and in pain.
  10. Jesus: I come to give you peace, peace in your hearts and in your souls. Do not argue with your brothers. When you argue, Satan is there trying to cause division. I am asking you to focus always on the love in My Heart. I am giving you messages of My love. Do you realize the great gifts that you are given, that you are in this room, in this chapel, in the presence of the Almighty God? Focus on the great gifts given to you this day from the Almighty God.

    How can you be glum and sad in your ways when you realize that the Almighty God loves you with the deepest love and that He is present. Pray for the grace to see more and more, for many are blind and do not see the great gifts given to them. I am giving to you, My faithful ones, great gifts and the graces to see with much clarity. Open your heart and pray for the grace to love your brothers as I have loved you.

    Satan wants you focused on yourself so you will not spread the light to this world that is hurting and in pain. Satan wants souls for hell-souls for hell! Do you realize that? Let go of any kind of selfishness that you feel within yourself and vow to love and to give. Let go, release. If you let go you will feel tremendous freedom and My grace will pour into your heart and you will be filled with My burning love.

Jesus Is Scourged at the Pillar

  1. Jesus: You do not know the extent to which Satan will go to keep you focused on yourselves. He is busy and working hard to keep your hearts set on problems. I am Jesus and I am giving you My abundant love. Focus on My love for you.
  2. Jesus: You are My lights that I am sending into this world to spread My love. It is the smile on your face, the look in your eye, the gentleness in your voice, the love that you give to this world in all the little actions that will send My message of love to those you touch. Let go and surrender and pray for grace. Whatever is bothering you, let go and you will feel an outpouring of My grace as it rushes into your heart and you are set free, for minute by minute, second by second, Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within you and you are never alone. If the earth is shaken and the sun ceases to shine, you will have this presence of the Almighty God firmly fixed within your heart.
  3. Jesus: They tore My flesh; they beat My body. See My body, dear ones, covered with wounds and bleeding. See the wounds, deep wounds, My flesh torn open by the angry hearts of these men! I came to show you the way. In all of this torture I loved those who tore open My flesh. I came to show you the way to love. I ask you this day to release anything that is hurting inside of you, and you will feel joy in your heart, for to know Me is to have joy in your heart. Amidst all the sufferings that you are going through, keep your focus on Me.
  4. Jesus: Your life is a constant reliving of death-resurrection. My dear ones, as you suffer this day, as you stay rooted in Me, you are brought to deeper and deeper life in Me. You live this paschal mystery of death-resurrection in your daily lives. I came to show you the way. I came to show you the way to love. Love is gentle, love is kind. It is caring for the other. In this world today many hearts have turned cold.
  5. Jesus: In the intensity of My deepest love I want you to feel the vibrancy of this love within your heart. At this moment, focus on the presence of the Father, your loving Father who created you with such preciousness and such beauty. He created you, a very unique part of His plan, a plan for the salvation of the world. There is not another person who is like you, and He dwells within your heart. When you are in the state of grace, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit live within you.
  6. Jesus: Come to the Heart of My Mother. Lay yourself down in her Heart and be cradled by her love. As you dwell in her Heart, so too will you dwell in My Heart. Feel this presence, of dwelling within the Heart of your loving Mother and dwelling within My Heart, on fire for love of you!
  7. Jesus: The Holy Spirit, who proceeds from the mutual love of the Father and of the Son, is present within you, My dear ones. Do you feel His fire and His vibrancy as He leads you more and more on your way, on this journey to eternity?
  8. Jesus: My dear ones, focus now on the presence of the Almighty God within you, of the Father, and His love for you, of the Son and Holy Spirit. Feel the security. You have nothing to fear. The only fear that you should have is for the loss of the life in your soul. Let go, surrender, and feel the freedom of knowing the presence of the Almighty God that lives in a graced soul.
  9. Jesus: Tremendous gifts you are given, My beloved ones. Pray for the grace to realize the gifts that you are given. I stood at the pillar and they tore My flesh. The men, with their angry hearts and ugly faces, with hatred deep-rooted in their hearts. I shed My blood for them. I loved these men, these men that put me to My death. See Me wounded, with deep wounds that ripped My flesh. I am with you at every second. You receive abundant graces for loving when others are cold to you. I am with you every second. Let go and surrender. The time is at hand. Many souls will be lost and I am calling you to go into this world to spread My message of love. I am Jesus. I love you, I love you, I love you. From the tabernacle I call out to you with My Heart, yearning with deepest love, wounded for all the souls that have forgotten and treat Me with such indifference. Think of someone you love walking by and ignoring you. I am ignored and forgotten, treated with disrespect. I am, My dear ones, the Son of God! I wait, I wait, I wait for My beloved ones to come and, from their lips, to whisper their words of love. I am a Person and I am longing and thirsting for your love. Open your hearts and come to Me.
  10. Hail Mary…

Jesus is Crowned with Thorns

  1. Jesus: The words that wound! Words from your beloved brother! Do you see My body, covered with wounds, wounds all over My body? When your brother treats you with ugliness, My dear ones, focus on the wounds covering My body and pray for the grace to act as I would want you to act.
  2. Jesus: My dear ones, let your hearts be in joy as you realize My presence continually within you. During all of your sufferings, I am with you.
  3. R. They pounded into His head a sharp crown of piercing thorns. Look at the head of Jesus, punctured by the thorns, the deep holes around His forehead. Focus on these wounds and then think of the little wounds that we receive, the words spoken, the problems that we let press on our minds. Look at Jesus and think of the crown of thorns pressing on His head. He allows us to suffer and in this suffering we are brought to greater and greater life in Him. Do we feel this divine life within us?
  4. R. Look at the crowned head of Jesus and see the blood that comes down His face and goes into His eyes and into His ears. His hands were tied. He could not even try to wipe the blood from His brow. He loved those men that crowned Him with thorns.
  5. Jesus: You will suffer much mental persecution this day, a pressing down of problems and things in your life that will irritate you. You must focus on My love for you. Come and dwell in the Heart of My Mother and, when you dwell in her Heart, you will dwell deeply in My Heart. You must come for our love. Things will be very hard and you will not be able to withstand the trials without Our love.
  6. Jesus: Why do you go it alone when I am here, I am present, and I am outpouring My life, My grace, to you this day. Let go, surrender. When you are backed up against a wall, let go. I am here. Trust. (R. Jesus, I trust in You.) Forever on your lips say, "Dear Sacred Heart of Jesus, I trust in You!"
  7. Jesus: Accept all that is going on in your life this day for I am allowing these trials to strengthen you for the days ahead. The trials you are experiencing will strengthen you.
  8. Jesus: Praise the Almighty God for the great gifts that you are given in these sufferings for you are growing more and more in My life. They pounded into My head a sharp crown of piercing thorns and in all of this I remained at peace, for I knew that it was the Father's Will. Surrender and let go. I am with you, second by second, minute by minute. I ponder the way of your heart and I am with you.
  9. Jesus: You too can have joy in suffering if you realize the presence of the Almighty God. I am allowing this suffering to help you grow in your graced life.
  10. Jesus: I love you, I love you, I love you. Surrender and let go, for I am truly with you.

Jesus Carries His Cross Up Calvary

  1. Jesus: I ask you to carry the cross that you are given this day and to carry this cross with joy in your heart.
  2. Song: See the eyes that look at Mary…
  3. R. Jesus' and Mary's eyes met on the way to Calvary. Jesus looked into the face of His beloved Mother and He saw the tender love, and the hurt in her face. Mary looked into the eyes of Her Son and she knew of the suffering that He was undergoing. She saw His physical strain. She saw Him fall under the cross. She saw His blood and His wounds. She saw, in the meeting of their eyes, the immense love that He has for us this day.
  4. R. It is in Mary that we will reach this deep intimacy with the Heart of Jesus. It is in going to Mary's Heart, in being rocked in her arms and held close to her breast, that she gives to us the milk of salvation. She gives to us life from her Son Jesus.
  5. R. It is in knowing the tender love of our beloved Mother that we will join more deeply to the love of Father, Son and Holy Spirit. It is through Mary's Heart that we are carried to this love of God.
  6. Jesus: Release yourself and let go for I am truly present in this room with you at this very moment. Put off all distractions. Focus more and more on My presence with you. All through your day, all through your encounters with others, I want you to be aware of My presence with you, not just when you pray, but all through the day-when you are talking to others, when you are walking, whatever you are doing.
  7. R. Be alone in a room and be aware of the immense love within your being of Father, Son and the Holy Spirit. You are touched so deeply within your soul! In this time you sit with the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit and you soak in this presence. Time passes by, but you are unaware, for you are lost in this experience with the presence of God. Time stands still.

    At this point you rise and walk from the room. As you walk from the room, you know that your heart has been touched deeply by the presence of the Almighty God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit. You walk into a new world, for you are free of anxiety. You have been touched in such a way that you know that the Almighty God is truly present and living within you. You know that you do not have to fear, for the power and might of God are truly within you. You walk from this room and you carry this special touch of grace with you throughout the day. And, although the earth is shaken and the sun ceases to shine, you are steadfast in His love and His presence.

    Jesus: My dear ones, things will begin to happen. So much confusion and doubt now in your life! Sufferings are coming. You must know this presence within you. It is in this presence, with the Almighty God within you, that you will have deep joy within your heart at all times for you know what God is telling you. You know that He is inside of you. You can watch things fall down around you, and people stumble in your midst, but you know that, if you stay steadfastly fixed in the love of Almighty God, you do not fear for He is truly present. You walk from this room and, as you walk, you carry this presence with you. Wherever you go, know that you have been touched by a special grace and that the presence of the Almighty God-Father, Son, and Holy Spirit-truly dwells within you. Your greatest fear is to lose the life of God by sin. Everything else will work according to the plan of the Father if you surrender and carry this presence within you. Do His Will.
  8. R. And the earth was shaken, and trees fell, and many catastrophes hit the land, but within their hearts there was an inner peace and tranquillity as they walked from the room, for they were touched by Almighty God. Nothing can shake the presence of God within their hearts.
  9. R. And He carried the cross on His back. His body was stooped over, and His face was covered with blood, and His head crowned with thorns, and He could hardly move. He fell three times under the weight of the cross but within His Heart was peace for He knew the love of His Father. He knew the Father's Will. You, too, will go about your life and have peace and joy within your heart, for you will know that as you walk the Almighty God dwells within you.

    Jesus: Be one with Me, My precious ones, one with Me. Unite more and more to Me. Say the Prayer for Union with Me. Every day pray this prayer. Let go, surrender and feel the freedom of knowing the indwelling of the Trinity.
  10. Jesus: As you see My face covered with blood, see My body stooped down and the cross on My back. I could hardly move. As you look into My eyes, tender, loving eyes, My dear ones, I want you to hear three words from My lips as I look back at you with My tender loving eyes. I love you!

Jesus is Crucified and Dies on the Cross

  1. R. Jesus was raised high on the cross on Calvary. See Him on the hill and see Mary under the cross and hear the wind blow. See the cross against the darkened sky. This is the greatest sacrifice: the Son of God gave His all to the Father for love of us. His hands were pierced, His feet were pierced, His head was crowned with thorns. He surrendered and gave His life that we might have life forever with Him in heaven.
  2. R. As you go to each Mass, unite in oneness with the priest, the priest who is Christ present at the Mass. Unite in this oneness and offer yourself in this act of self-giving to the Father. See Jesus at the Last Supper as He offered the bread and hear His words, "…this is my body" (Mk 14:22), for He knew He would give His flesh and His blood for the love of His precious souls. At Mass we offer ourselves, through and with Christ, to the Father, in the Holy Spirit.
  3. R. It is in uniting ourselves to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass being offered all through the world at every moment, offering ourselves with this sacrifice to the Father, that this is our most powerful prayer and that our prayers are magnified to such an extent. All through the day offer, with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, to the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the intercession of the Virgin Mary. Offer up, My dear ones, your prayers-for the souls suffering in this world this day, for the souls in Purgatory that need your prayers-all of your petitions. Unite them to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass going on constantly, the greatest prayer that you can give to the Father.
  4. Jesus: This is My Body. This is My Blood.
  5. Jesus: My dear ones, I give you Myself this day in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, and you take this so lightly. As I gave Myself as a sacrifice on Calvary, so I give Myself to you this day. Deeper and deeper My union with you grows as you receive Me in the Eucharist. I am crying out to you to realize the great gifts that you are given, for, when you receive Me in the Eucharist, you become so united in such oneness with Me.
  6. Jesus: Prepare yourself for this event. Prepare to receive the Almighty God in deepest union in your heart and pray for the grace that this Mass will be filled with meaning for you and that you will unite in such oneness with Me. You pray at the Offertory to the Father that He accept this Sacrifice. Offer your lives to the Father with Me. Put your life in His hands. Let Him run your life and you will be free and good will happen for you, as you grow more and more in your life and unite more and more closely to Him.
  7. Jesus: As you unite in such oneness with Me, you unite also with all those present in Me.
    R. Let the world unite in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, and all become one in Christ, for we are one body in Him and He is the head.
  8. R. Let us all pray in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass throughout the world and offer ourselves up continually in this Sacrifice with Jesus to the Father. As we all do this there will be unity in this offering, for we are all one in Him. As we unite in Him, we unite in each other.
  9. R. Ave Maria! It is through the pierced Heart of Jesus that the sacramental life of the Church was born. Blood and water flowed forth from His Heart-water, the symbol of baptism, our rebirth in Him, and blood, the symbol of the Eucharist, whereby we are fed by his Body. As the life flows through His pierced Heart, so it flows through His beloved Mother, for her Heart was invisibly pierced with a sword and she is the Mediatrix of all grace. As she nourished the Christ Child within her womb, so she provides the life to us from her Son Jesus through her spiritual womb.
  10. R. I see the life flow from His pierced Heart, through the Heart of the Virgin Mary, and into our hearts. We are saturated with this divine life and divine love. It is from His Heart that all mercy and love flow.

 

  

July 30, 1995

The Fountain of His Life

R. I wanted the love of my Father as all little children need this love of their Father.

Jesus says: I am Who Am.

R. Jesus tells us to move steadfastly ahead. In all the distractions satan is creating, we must move steadfastly ahead. Yesterday I saw, in a vision how we are all in this to spread the love of Jesus.

Life flows from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, through the heart of Mary, to us.

We are one body. The life flows through us. It feeds us and makes us whole.

His life flows in His Church through the Mass and the Sacraments. Oh, God, protect what your right hand has planted.

Ps. 80:14-18:

God Sabaoth, come back, we pray,
look down from heaven and see,
visit this vine;
protect what your own hand has planted.
They have thrown it on the fire like dung,
the frown of your rebuke will destroy them.
May your hand protect those at your side,
the child of Adam you have strengthened for yourself!
Never again will we turn away from you,
give us life and we will call upon your name.

Jn. 15:5-6:

I am the vine,
you are the branches.
Whoever remains in me, with me in him,
bears fruit in plenty;
for cut off from me you can do nothing.
Anyone who does not remain in me
is thrown away like a branch
-and withers;
these branches are collected
and thrown on the fire
and are burnt.

R. God is the vine, we are the branches. We need His life or we wither and die.

The people feast copiously on His divine life abundantly flowing through the hands of the holy priest in the Mass.

His life flows as a fountain on His holy people.

The priest is like the opening through which this spring pours forth.

When a priest has given his heart to Mary, this divine life flows as a shower through her Immaculate Heart, watering the earth with His glistening grace.

Oh, how abundantly doth your grace flow, Lord.

It will flow in proportion to our giving ourselves to Jesus and Mary.

At Fatima Mary told Jacinta: "Tell everybody that God gives graces through the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Tell them to ask grace from her, and that the Heart of Jesus wishes to be venerated together with the Immaculate Heart of Mary."   Fatima

 

 

September l3, l995

Sorrowful Mysteries

The Agony in the Garden 

l. R. I consecrate myself to You, my Jesus, my whole heart, my whole soul and my whole being, to be ever joined in closer union with you. Dear Father, I unite to Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, in the Holy Spirit, through the powerful intercession of Mary, with all the angels and saints. Help us to be joined in deep union with You and to feel Your presence within us. 

2. R. Dear God I want this oneness with You: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. I consecrate myself to You! Just take a moment and focus on the presence of the Almighty within your heart, within your graced baptized soul. That God loves us so much that He dwells within our heart.  

3. R. See yourself kneeling next to Jesus as He is kneeling in the Garden. Know the presence of God. You are there and you are kneeling next to Him in the garden. How would this feel, to know that you are kneeling right there with Him in the garden?

4. R. We do not realize the great gifts that we are given in the Eucharist, that Jesus Christ, the Son of God, the same Jesus that knelt in the garden comes inside of our heart in His Divinity and humanity. If I can meditate on this and then think of the great gift that God comes to us in the Eucharist and gives to us Himself - He gives to us His Body and His Blood and He unites with us in the deepest oneness in the Eucharist! 

5. R. I love to be one with my dear Jesus, I want Your presence within me. I want to block out this busy world, the noise and the bustle, and all of the distractions, and to be close to You. Know that quietness, that realization that He, the Almighty God, is so present and outpouring His abundant love to me! 

6. R. Let us lift high our hearts and praise the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit for the great gifts that we are given. The Almighty God is so close to us and loves us so much. Pray for the grace to realize more and more these great gifts. Do not treat Him, ever, with indifference or with negligence, but reverence the Blessed Sacrament always. As we go to the church, be so reverent. Realize that Jesus, that walked the earth is truly present in the Blessed Sacrament.

7. R. If I think of how it would be to not be able to go to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, to not be able to go and to receive this great gift of the Eucharist - If I think of how it would be, to not be able to go to the tabernacle, to not be able to go, maybe, then, I would treasure more this great gift, that the Almighty God is truly present there, the same as the day He knelt in the Garden, He is present in the tabernacles of the world and He cries out and He longs and He waits and He thirsts for His beloved souls to come and to be with Him. I hear the cries, I hear Him call out in the night, the cries that He is longing and thirsting for His beloved souls, that He, God, truly came to this earth, a helpless baby, suffered and died for us! 

8. Jesus: Come to Me, My beloved ones, for I am calling out, endlessly calling, and people do not pay Me heed. I wait for endless hours in the tabernacle for you, My precious ones, to come to Me and I am there waiting for you to come. My dear ones, how I love you, and I wait for you - wait for these precious moments to be joined in such union with you. 

9. R. We do not realize that the greatest pains that Jesus suffered were not the pains that we see on the outside of His body when we gaze upon His body on the crucifix - His wounded hands, all the wounds on His body - but the greatest pains were the pains that He suffered in His Heart for the indifference, the neglect and for the way that He was treated and is treated this day by the souls that He loves so dearly. 

l0. Jesus: Can you not watch one hour with Me? 

R. The apostles slept. Jesus knelt in the Garden, seeing before Him all that He was about to experience, knowing every detail, knowing all the sins of all men from all times, and His anguish was so great that His sweat became great drops of blood on the ground and He says to us this day, “Can you not watch one hour with Me?” He gives to us twenty-four hours of the day and He waits, He waits for us to come and to help make reparation to His Most Sacred Heart for the indifference, the neglect, and for the offenses against His Most Sacred Heart.

 

Jesus is Scourged at The Pillar 

l. Jesus: As you pray, let your prayer be so united with Me, be one with Me. My dear ones, pray with your whole heart. Pray with your whole mind, with your whole soul. Lift up your heart to the Almighty God. Let your hearts be full of love for the God that loves you. So pleasing to Me is a prayer that is delivered with your whole being. Pray with your whole heart. 

2. R. The Rosary is the story of the lives of Jesus and Mary. Let us meditate on Their lives and pray for the grace that, as we meditate, that we  will live more and more Their lives in our lives. 

3. Jesus: The rain comes and the rain goes. The wind blows and the wind goes. So are the days of your lives. They are here today and gone tomorrow and what lives on is the love that is in your heart. I call out to you to be focused on My love, My dear ones, love given to all those that you touch. The moments are so fleeting and they are gone as quickly as they arise. They are gone and you hold on to the small details of your lives, hold on so tightly and know I am here, minute by minute, second by second, calling out to you and you are so focused on such incidental matters. Release yourselves and let go. Let Me penetrate your heart and take care of you. You are so bound up in your heads. Go to your heart and release your hearts, and let Me live in your heart and operate from your heart. Let go, let go, let go. I call out to you - let go! 

4. Jesus: You are like blind men, you do not see. I set before you My heart, filled with love. I spread My hands and show you My Heart and you do not see. You are focused in your mind, you do not pray with your heart, you pray with your lips, you pray prayers. Let your prayers be from your heart, not rattled words, heartless. I am calling you to love Me with your whole heart, your whole soul and your whole being, to let go and realize the most important thing in your whole life is your relationship with Me. Surrender and let go to the little details of your lives, those that keep you so fixed and bound. Pray for vision to see more and more the big picture before you. I am Jesus, I am attentive to your every need.  Surrender and let go. Do not let Satan taunt you and keep you bound in your minds! 

5. R. Jesus was bound to the pillar - the Son of God was tied to the pillar. At any moment Jesus could have released Himself, but Jesus always complied to the Will of the Father. It is in living every moment the best way that we can, in accordance to God's Will, that we will have peace and joy in our lives. 

6. R. If we stood at the pillar and we were tied and we were beaten and covered with blood and wounds, would we comply to the Will of the Father?

7. R. Jesus was beaten, Jesus withstood all of this treatment. Jesus did not fight back. Jesus did not argue. Jesus did not get angry. Jesus loved those who beat Him and made Him bleed. 

8. Jesus: I come to give you life. Release yourself of all those things that hold you bound. You must discipline your thoughts and focus on My love for you. Satan is pressing down on you at this moment, creating distractions and confusion in your minds and I am ever attentive and present. As you hear the rain, if you hear the thunder, you know that I am here and tomorrow it will pass and so, too, the struggles in your life that last but a fleeting moment and tomorrow they are gone, and you cannot even remember what your mind labored over the day before. I am calling you to surrender, to free yourself, to reach out for the real treasure, the treasure that is My love. It is there and it is waiting for you. Discipline your thoughts and come and take refuge in My Heart. 

9. Hail Mary
l0. Hail Mary

 

Jesus is Crowned With Thorns 

l. Jesus: You hold on to such incidentals in your life and in one moment it can go up in smoke before your eyes. Think of a fire and how fast something you love could be destroyed. I am calling on you to focus on My love for you and not the little incidentals in your world. Do not be attached, but surrender, to see the big picture, to pray with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your being, and to unite in deepest union with Me. 

2. Jesus: Such intimacy I want with you, My dear ones. Come to My altar, come to the Eucharist and in those precious moments when you are so closely united to Me let Me teach you the intimate secrets of My precious Heart. 

3. Jesus: I appear and show My Heart. I spread My hands and I show you My Heart, and many do not see. I am pointing to My Heart of love.  You see My Heart, crowned with thorns - My head was crowned with thorns. My dear ones, this is the love that I have for you! 

4. Jesus: Come to My Heart, release yourself of all of the anxiety that you now feel and feel a freedom as you surrender and let go. 

5. Song: A Song from Jesus

 6. R. We see His Sacred Heart surrounded by the burning fire. We see the Sacred Heart before us and all of the pictures and we do not realize the immensity of the great gifts that are given to us, that the Almighty God loves us and is so attentive to our every need. We see the universe and how big it is and we see ourselves so small, but God wants us to unite in such oneness with us, to share Himself with us in this intimacy and to live in us and operate and minister to the hurting world through us. Who are we that God, in His greatness, unites with us! 

7. Song: Give Me Your Heart O Jesus

8. R. Do we hear the cries, the cries of Jesus, to be so close to us? 

9. R. Do we see the Heart of Jesus before us with the flames and do we really reflect what He is doing when He is showing us His Heart? Do we see His Heart or are we the cold heart that He refers to over and over again? In the messages, He says, “The cold hearts of this world and I long for such an on-fire love with My beloved ones. I long for those who come to Me and tell Me of their love. I long for them. So few souls come to My tabernacle and outpour their love for Me!” 

l0. R. Jesus is the King. We see before us His face, covered with blood and His head crowned with thorns. If we constantly see before us His beloved, holy face, covered with blood and crowned with thorns, we will realize more the immensity of His love for us.

 

Jesus Carries His Cross 

l. R. I see Jesus as He stands with His hands tied and He is condemned to death. Jesus came to this earth, the Son of God, out of greatest love, and Jesus gave love and He stood around so many men that condemned Him to death and I think of myself and how I can focus on what one person said that hurt my feelings! 

2. R. Dear Jesus, give us the grace to know more and more Your magnificent love for us, to realize more and more Your ways, to follow You in all of our actions and help us to meditate on Your Passion every day, to learn how You loved even when You were persecuted and condemned to death. 

3. Jesus: My heart cries out to you, My faithful ones, to come closer and closer to My Heart, for it is in this union that I will operate through you and that I will minister to this world that is hurting and in pain.

4. R. I saw Jesus as He carried the cross on His back and He struggled with the weight and He fell to the ground and His chin touched the earth. I saw His eyes and His pain and sufferings. He is gentle and loving. Jesus always loved all through all of His sufferings. There was always love and peace in Jesus' Heart. 

5. Song: Teach Me to Love with Your Heart 

6. R. Let us accept all of the things that we are given this day, that we cannot change and pray and thank and praise the Lord for all He gives us, even the sufferings, for it is in our sufferings that we are brought more and more to life in Him. 

7. R. Let us know Him and love Him and reverence Him. Let us serve Him in all of our actions, being rooted so firmly in His ardent love for us. 

8. R. Jesus fell three times and He got up. Each time the cross was heavier as He went along and He was weaker and weaker after each fall. This is the love that He has for us, but He walked the way to Calvary, He hung on the cross for three hours. He gave His all and He asked us to accept the little crosses, the little trials that we are given today. It is in this acceptance that we grow more and more in our life in Him.

9. R. Jesus calls us to the light that will shine in the dark world and I see myself and how I complain and resist the great gifts that I am given. Dear Jesus, we pray for the grace to be more and more like you!

l0. R. Dear Holy Spirit, work in us, transform us more in the most pure and tender heart of our Beloved Mother, to be more and more like You.

 

Jesus Dies on the Cross 

l. R. Jesus spread His arms and they pounded into His hands, big nails - all the way through His hands, to the wood of the cross. 

2. R. The Lamb of God - Jesus hung on the cross, His hands with the huge nails through them! 

3. R. They nailed Jesus' feet to the cross.

4. R. And, Jesus asks little things of us! We see how He gave His all. Let us meditate more and more on the cross. See Jesus before us, Jesus' arms outstretched, Jesus' hands nailed and His feet nailed, His withered body, all He suffered - His way is the way of the cross. Jesus came and He was born a helpless baby in such poverty in the town of Bethlehem. Jesus was laid in a manger and Jesus hung to His death on the bare wood, on the cross, always complying to the Will of His Father, to His death. 

5. R. Let us offer ourselves to the Father more and more. Unite to the sacrifice of Jesus on the cross, in the Holy Spirit - the most pleasing sacrifice to the Father, His beloved Son. 

6. R. At every Mass, let us unite in such union with Jesus and offer ourselves. Give ourselves to God.

7. R. Let us say the Morning Offering and offer ourselves all through the day, united to the Masses going on around the world. 

8. R. And I hear Him call out in a loud voice: “This is My Body, This is My Blood.” Jesus gives us Himself at every Mass. Jesus gives us His Body, His body to eat and His Blood to drink - This is the love that He has for us, that He unites with us in the deepest intimacy, that He gives us Himself.

9. R. And in these precious moments, we unite in deepest intimacy with Him. We receive Him in the Eucharist. He imprints on us special knowledge of Himself. 

l0. R. I hear Him call out, “I give Myself to you and so many of My faithful souls run from the church. I give you Myself - I love you so much. I want these special moments of intimacy with you. I love you, I love you, I love you - I wait for you.

Sing: A Song from Jesus

Sing: I Love You Jesus

Sing: Give Me Your Heart O Jesus

 

 

September 15, 1995 - Feast of Our Sorrowful Mother

You Will Suffer Until You Carry the Rosary to the World

R. I went to Holy Cross-Immaculata Church. I wanted to scream. I cried so hard but couldn't get it out, such intense feeling of His sorrow - Her sorrow!

    After Mass I wanted to get down on the floor, roll up in a ball. Worst of all I couldn't scream nor cry. I felt intense pain, especially on my left side, wanted to hold on to my heart, but nothing, nothing relieves the pain.

    The night before last Wednesday I cried so hard, felt all the sorrowful experiences Mary has let me suffer and Jesus has let me suffer - the pain of both Hearts. Nothing, nothing will relieve this pain.

    I opened up the book to four places the day before yesterday - she was crying for her little, lost children that would go to hell.

    If I open my arms I get a terrible pain. My heart hurts so badly, not a real pain, nothing I can touch. Nothing relieves it. I want to roll up as tight as possible. I know Him so well in my heart. I love Him so much in my heart. I am one in Him in my heart. My heart hurts so badly - such pain in my heart, and in my side.

 

 

September 16, 1995

Feel His Presence in the Tabernacle

R. I remember those precious moments with my beloved Jesus as so sacred to me. I reminisce on all the times He touched me and the times I speak with Him and I cry because I love Him so much.

    How precious indeed is the time I get to spend alone with Him in front of the tabernacle. I wrote my first love letter to Him on November 13, 1994, not knowing what to say. With His grace He has taught me to love Him more and more. I love Him so much. With my every breath, I give myself to Him in complete surrender. He is all I want.

    I feel His presence so strong in the tabernacle. I missed these quiet morning times alone with Him.

    I had many visions of doors. They were not the doors I thought I would go through. I thought I would have a better life on earth, peace in the middle of all my worldly affairs. Jesus gave me His life. I have found peace in Him, life in Him. I would not have had the peace that I craved with the desires of my heart. It is only in Him I found peace, only in Him I found joy in the midst of struggle. I am at peace in Him.

    The tabernacle is so dear to me. He is so dear to me. The Father is so dear to me. The Holy Spirit is so dear to me!

  

   

September 16, 1995 - 8:30am After Mass

I Am in Their Hearts

R. In the inner sanctuary of His Heart, I am enveloped by His beating Heart and that of His Mother's. It is as if I see red inside and can go within, I am given great grace and strengthened. I can be beaten, scourged, or wounded, pressed on and in this inner sanctuary of His Heart (red and dark), I am engulfed by His love. So secure, so close, I could be knocked on, hit, rained on, blown, insulted, spit on, and yet within this red-dark secure room I will feel no attack from the outside.

    I hold myself close and cherish the presence of the Almighty God within me with such reverence and sacredness. I see a red disk, dark inner chamber. I hold myself tightly enclosed about this chamber. The focus is within, for within He strengthens me, this is my refuge, I know the light and peace and love and warmth, the state of being one in Him. As I feel at this moment united to my precious bridegroom, I want to forever remain united and enveloped around this inner chamber of His love.

    I see clearly this red-dark place, its warmth within me. My life, spent in service to others to tell about the inner sanctuary of His Heart, I am joined in such oneness with Mary's heart.

    The heart being the center of His burning love, so red and slightly lighted now as I speak about this chamber - it glows ever so brightly with His burning love. The chamber of His Heart is within, where I dwell in Him, and am engulfed in His burning love.

    I love, I love, I love Jesus. How precious to me is the gift of my God. How precious His burning Heart of His love! I feel this grabbing in my heart, pulling me in. After yesterday I have an awareness of feeling in my heart area - it is a grabbing feeling, a closing in, an embrace, the deep embrace of His burning love.

    If I never go anywhere, if I can just lay waste in His precious love - this burning, grabbing in my chest. yesterday after the pain I had a burning feeling, then it went away and I prayed the rosary with my children.

    My heart area hurt so badly on my left side, I wanted to close in and buckle over. This is like a stigmata. I could not take my focus off of Him, a constant awareness of His presence.

    This is the feast of two martyrs - this is how they withstood pain, they had His presence within.

    Intense pain within my chest. He could withstand the beatings, the pain within was His main focus. Not a physical pain, a gripping, aching, pulling pain. He gave me a writing this morning on enduring the sufferings. The pain is not going away.

  

  

September 16, 1995

The Agony of the Heart

R. I am crying out. I know more His life, death and resurrection in my life this day. I feel the struggle. I feel the pain. I must learn to go to the interior room, the sanctuary of my heart. Deeper and deeper, I go into my interior life.

    The pain is experienced inside, the joy is experienced inside. So as I am in the heart, I am to the world. He wore the marks of bloodshed. His heart knew the real pain. The agony of the heart, the real pain in both the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, the buckling over with the pain of the heart.

    Mary appears with a sword in her heart. Jesus appears with a lance in His. Jesus shows us the Heart. Jesus shows us the wounds, but we try to relieve our pain and get rid of our discomfort. Jesus and Mary come with Hearts filled with deepest love, but the wounds are present, the sword is still in the heart of Mary.

    Why do They come and show us the blood in Their eyes, the bloodied face? Can we rise to new life without the suffering? Why do we try to eliminate the struggle? Jesus carried the cross. Jesus showed us His endurance. We are given crosses - we say, Lord, take them away, not realizing that in the cross comes the life. I feel many times I am down and I wait anxiously for the lifting of my cross. I look for relief, for a momentary pleasure such as food, ice cream, etc. But, Jesus allows the suffering. It comes when it comes. It is lifted when Jesus lifts it. I see the endurance of Jesus when Jesus carried His cross. I see His endurance during the Passion. I see them spit on Him, tear His flesh, crown Him, whip Him and He endured all to His death. He died on the cross. See the glory of the Resurrection - the light of day! It was followed by the Ascension. We are given the Eucharist. Jesus gives, Jesus takes, Jesus knows all things. I want to relieve the suffering many times.

    What of endurance? Do I model my life after Christ? Do I realize Jesus allows us to suffer, that in His permissive will He allows suffering. My every breath and my every heartbeat I surrender to Him. I give myself to Him. The very hairs of my head are numbered.

    Jesus gives me life. Jesus allows me to struggle. It takes as long as it takes. Why do I, in my willfulness, try to relieve that which Jesus is allowing me to experience many times.

    I feel the pain, it lasts so long. Jesus gave to me suffering of His Heart, His Mother's heart. It comes unannounced. The deep ache lasts for as long as He decides. He takes it away when I have experienced what He wants me to learn.

    I cannot, at any time, stop it. It is His decision to take it away. I want to live according to the Father's will. If I know it is His will to wait and suffer I should do it His way. This can be a great gift given to me to give me insight into His pain, suffered during the Passion. It is in meditating, and knowing more about this, that I know more of His life. So why do I want to give up the pain? The pain leads to the glory. The pain leads to identifying in His suffering.    Death/Resurrection

    Surrender, He says to me. Surrender. When will I learn to let go? Jesus, I want to receive the grace to accept all You send me. For I know, dear Jesus, how You love me. You are giving to me a sharing in Your life.

    At this moment He chooses to give me insight into His suffering and so then the light steals across the sky and I see the beauty of the new day. In the death is the resurrection. In the pain is the joy. In His life I understand deeper the mystery of His love. He gives to me as I need. I carry within my heart His life, death and resurrection in my life. I live the Scriptures in my life. I live by His Word. I spread the Gospel message. I live the Gospel message.

    Prepare in the wilderness a highway for the Lord. Jesus is God. God chose Mary.  

John 1: 14  The Word became flesh, he lived among us..."  

R. John the Baptist prepared the way of the Lord. He ate locust and labored for love of His beloved God. He was given a special calling, a special mission, a special grace to carry out that mission.

    We are called His apostles, we have been chosen as shepherds to lead the flock back to His burning love. As John the Baptist was called, we are called. We are commissioned by Baptism to carry out His life, death and resurrection in our lives. To try to eliminate the cross is to miss the resurrection. We are given the graces we need to carry out this mission. Our true home is heaven. We were made to go to heaven. We are made to live the Christ-life in our lives on earth and go to heaven and be forever united with our beloved God for all eternity. God calls us to service. God calls us to praise Him and worship Him. God calls us to union with Him. Jesus calls us to live in His Heart, to live in the Father's will. Jesus came - Jesus showed us the way. So many this day dress the body, adorn the flesh, go from pleasure to pleasure, trying to ease the pain, trying to avoid the struggle, trying to make this earthly life the end.

    The struggle is with ourselves. He plainly comes and shows us the cross. He shows us His body, arms outstretched, hands and feet nailed, head crowned with thorns, blood-covered, withered, body. We watch the world that takes its pain pills and powders its face, that lifts its face and forgets to lift their hearts. We see the world that dresses its body and allows its soul to wither inside. Jesus shows us the outside of His body covered with wounds and death. Jesus shows us His Sacred Heart on fire for love of us. His Heart was pierced. Death has no power over Jesus. Many of us have our priorities inside out. We adorn the body, making it soft and filled with light on the outside and inside our hearts are withered, cold and filled with darkness.

    The light of Christ shown from the inside!

 

 

September 17, 1995

Focus Entirely on My Burning Love for You

                “O burning heart, O love divine, how sweet you are to me, I see the Host, I know you are here, to love and care for me.”

R. Be with Jesus in the Garden of Getsemane, kneel beside Him, see the rocks, see His brown hair and His beautiful face. This is Jesus Christ, the Son of God. Be there and feel His presence and as you feel His presence, realize the presence of the Almighty God within your hearts: Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwelling in our graced baptized soul. At this moment you are surrounded by Their Divine Love and your heart is burning within you, as you kneel beside the Almighty God.

    We do not realize how close He truly is to us, that He wants to be one with us, through Him, with him, and in Him, that He calls us for this union He wants, to this oneness with Him. As we mediate on the mysteries of this rosary, let us unite in this oneness with the Almighty God who cries out from every tabernacle in this world - cries out deep cries of His burning love and they fall on deaf ears, who comes to us and gives Himself to us in the Holy Eucharist and is ignored and forgotten and treated with such indifference.

    Jesus Christ, the Son of God, waits in all the tabernacles of the world in the Sacrament of greatest love, waiting a prisoner for His beloved souls to come and to be with Him. As present as the day that He knelt in the garden, in His Divinity and humanity, Jesus waits in the tabernacle, and we kneel before Him in front of the tabernacle, as we imagine that we knelt next to Him in the garden. This is the love that the Almighty God has for us. He remains with us this day and is forgotten and ignored. He calls out to His beloved souls, "Come to Me, you are blind and you are deaf, you do not know the great gifts that you are given. I am waiting and waiting for you to come. Come to Me, My beloved souls. I long and thirst to unite in deepest union with you."

    We search this barren desert for things to fill our starved soul, when nothing on the face of the earth will fill the starved soul but the love of God and He is waiting and longing and thirsting for us to come and be with Him.

    O, beloved Jesus, truly present in the tabernacle, give us the grace to realize this great gift we are given, to cherish every single moment that we are in the presence of the Almighty God, to never take this for granted, to thank You endlessly for the great gift You have given to us, the gift of Yourself, that You are truly present, the gift that You give us in the Holy Eucharist, and Your Heart was in such anguish in the garden, Your Heart of deepest love for all the souls that would treat You with such indifference and neglect. Your Heart of burning love is so often ignored and forgotten. My precious One, let me help make reparation to Your adorable Heart for all that You suffered in the garden for Your beloved souls who have forgotten You.

“O Burning heart, O love divine, how dear you are to me. I see the host, I know you are here to love and care for me.”

 

 

September 18, 1995 - After Mass - 1:30pm

R. I saw the flicker after Communion as if I were in a red room, but more intense, with yellow light.

All trust in Him - I gave Him myself, whatever it takes to be closer to Him. One moment in the red room - the intensity of the heat, the glow of the room, as it went in and out from His beating, burning love.

    I love the Eucharist, reminiscing on all the special moments I have had with my lover, my beloved, moments in front of the tabernacle, drawing closer and closer to Him.

    I live my life. I am waiting daily Mass. At Communion I saw a halo - kept coming and going on the consecrated host on the paten. I feel the intense glow of His love, warm - such joy. Through Him, With Him and in Him.

    I am laid waste in His precious love. Like glowing embers, on and off - I love the Eucharist with my deepest love! Let me put my head on Your chest. My heart is burning for love of You. My heart is burning now from the Holy Eucharist one hour ago.

    I come and sit with Him in front of the tabernacle and tell Him all my problems and He talks to me. I love Him so much!

 

 

September 19, 1995

THIS IS AN URGENT CALL

R. I learn about myself from dealing with someone who loves me. God overwhelmingly loves me and I am uniquely precious to Him.

The great tragedy concerning human suffering is not that there is so much of it. The real tragedy is that apparently so much of it is wasted. So much of it apparently is not coped with according to God's will.24

God has a unique purpose for us in the building of the Kingdom. We are to realize how much God loves us. We are responding by loving God first, our neighbor as ourselves as God intended.

"Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars." (Rv. 12:1)

We are walking in darkness. The moon is under her feet. The light inside does not flicker, or fade, it forever remains burning bright. She has conquered the dark night, and her head is adorned with a crown of glory. The stars show about her head, crowning her in celestial light.

Mary is the Mediatrix of all graces. We receive His life through her heart.

She is the lamp that lights the way. We are her children of light. We go to Christ through her. She is adorned in light, she is full of grace. We go through her to her Son.

Ps. 23:1-3

Yahweh is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
In grassy meadows he lets me lie.
By tranquil streams he leads me
to restore my spirit.
He guides me in paths of saving justice
as befits his name.

R. Immediately after hearing this, I looked up and saw "the Lord is My Shepherd" on a cloth in my room.

He is here. He is shepherding us in the darkness. It is through Our Lady of Light we are led through the darkness.

We must keep praying the rosary and spreading the consecration.

She will light up the earth with her children of light, set ablaze by the burning embers of His love within.

I see the red room. I see the glow of His love.

We are the children of the light. Mary is our mother. Our Father is forever with us and dwelling in our hearts. Who are we to fear? Led by the Holy Spirit in the heart of our Mother, we are called to shepherd the flock.

He is the Chief Shepherd of the flock, leading our actions. His burning love is deep in our hearts.

Through Him, with Him, and in Him, in the unity of the Holy Spirit!

  

   

September 20, 1995

HE GIVES US GREAT GIFTS

R. My heart was hurting on the way down, after Communion. It hurts now. I realize how much I want to be loved and told that I am loved.

My heart hurts. Jesus, too, wants so deeply to be loved by us. He wants us to tell Him of our love.

He gives to us such great gifts. He gives us the gift of Himself, and we are so ungrateful. He wants us to be thankful, to love Him.

Jesus: You will continue to suffer My Heartache. I am giving to you My pain in your heart to have My constant presence with you. As you ache in your heart, you will know My heartache for souls.

    I am calling you to circulate these tapes and the Second Blue Book. Satan will do everything to stop the tapes. Tell Cathy to help you with the rosary tapes.

    I am Jesus. These tapes will turn many hearts to My infinite love. You will suffer a constant aching in your heart. I want you to pray the rosary.

R. There is such intimacy between Him and me. (to try to share this heartache with the world is to be laughed at and scorned, but I see Him laying on the ground and His hands nailed to the cross. I see Him, His hand on the cross. I see Him placed in the arms of His Mother, dead. I see Him laid in the tomb. I feel this ache in my heart now - it feels as if it will not go away.

I love Him so much. I am so connected to His pain and her pain. I have felt His overwhelming love.

I understand the death-resurrection. I understand and have experienced the heartache, the pain so deep and unexplainable in words or actions. I understand the ecstasy to feel the overwhelming love of God the Father and to know His love, to know how He has taught me so much and He created me.

I know the love of the Son, my beloved Bridegroom, the tenderness, the intimacy, the knowing, deep within me, indescribable by any words or actions. By being in such oneness with Him, I love Him so deeply.

I know the love of the Holy Spirit. I love Him so much. He is my best Friend. He moves in me and gives me His love, His wisdom, His knowledge. I feel His presence forever with me, a vibrating force within me.

I feel, I feel, I feel - I know, I know, I know, it is not words spoken, it is oneness to unite with the Almighty God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. My God, my beloved God, my sweet God, God is in my whole heart, my whole soul, and my whole being.

I know God. I love God. I seek God. God, God, God - my All! My delight to exist in Him!

Oh burning Heart, oh love Divine, how sweet You are to me.

No one to hear. He is revealing such truths to me, but the world is willful and centered on self.

I am a messenger, a messenger to deliver His revelations on His burning love for mankind. Jesus is alive and with us.

Many men have made this world their end. They are dying inside from the lack of real life, life rooted in Him.

I cry out from my aching heart. I love my God, I surrender, I sacrifice myself to You. I want to tell all the Good News. I am backed against a wall and I surrender. I endure all You send me and love You more for this suffering. It is in suffering I am so close to Thee. I love You, I love You, I love You.

On Pentecost, my heart ached for about one and a half hours. It felt as if there was a sword in it. On Pentecost, I suffered this ache in my heart, for her heart ached constantly from the time of the prophesy of Simeon. I understand some of her pain in my heart.

He opened Himself up to us.

Do you know what it is to love and be rejected?

He gave Himself. His Heart was pierced with a lance and what flowed out was blood and water, His blood pointing to the Eucharist, the water pointing to Baptism! His Heart poured out His great mercy and love. He opened Himself. He gave Himself. He knows our heart far better than we know our own heart, yet we remain so closed to Him.

How can we hide from God? God, who knows and loves us? We are given a free will. We can chose to love Him, or not. Many times in our arrogance and pride we shut ourselves off from Him.

Jesus: I am the way, the truth and the life, what flowed forth from My Heart was blood and water. Do you see how I opened Myself for you, yet you remain so closed, you lack trust, you lack faith.

    I am on fire for love of you this day, Rita. Do not give into the devil that tempts you to feel so bad. I love you so much. You must have faith in this love I have for you.

R. He is on fire for love of us. We must not give into the devil who tempts us to give into negative thinking. Jesus loves us so much. We should take our precious moments to tell Him how much we love Him. We must have faith in His love for us.

I just want to be in the red room - it was so real!

Jesus: It was real, My sweet one, My Heart is on fire and glowing for you. You will experience sorrow, pain and hardship and you will grow closer to Me. You will feel My pain in the Passion. You will be connected to My sufferings and My life. Meditate all through the day on My life, given for you. I am alive. I am alive. I am alive.

R. He is alive in our lives. We must meditate on His life. We want to live in Him. We want to identify all of our actions with His actions. We identify our sufferings with His. We live His life in our lives. We carry out His life, death, and Resurrection in our lives.

My Heart hurt before Mass tonight at Holy Cross-Immaculata.

 

 

September 20, 1995

THROUGH HIM, WITH HIM AND IN HIM

R. Through Him, with Him, in Him, let us share in His Divinity, He Who humbled Himself to share in our humanity. Let us feel each word in our hearts. Let the Spirit move within us at Mass. Let us come to Mass with a humble heart. Let us hear the Living Word of God delivered from the lips of His holy chosen priests. Let us give ourselves to the Father as a sacrifice united to Jesus. Let us hear the words of Jesus spoken through His holy priests, "This is My Body. This is My Blood."

I was overwhelmed by the love of the Father. I saw all of my faults. I felt so small compared to the magnitude of God. He comes to us on our tongue in the Eucharist. How holy is our tongue? Please sanctify my heart, oh Holy Spirit, that I may love God more. At the Consecration, let me die to all the things that are not of God that I may be saturated more and more with Your life. Let me love all and remove the debris in my heart.

I see the priest merge with Jesus at Mass. I see Him offering Himself to the Father. I see Jesus at the last supper.

I felt the oneness between the Father and the Son in a special way. I love each word spoken in the Mass. I feel it inside of me. I love the Mass so much. Pray for grace to know, love, and serve God more. I pray for grace to celebrate the Mass with the priest, with greater depths of union with God. The Mass is the greatest source of oneness with God and with each other. The priest merges with Jesus in a special way when celebrating the Mass. Heaven and earth unite at the Consecration. We are one body in Him, all of us joined in deepest love with God. He gives Himself to us, and we give ourselves to Him. As we become one in Him, as we unite deeper in Him, we unite with one another.

 

 

September 21, 1995

HOT AND COLD SOULS

R. The hot and cold souls. He has allowed me to suffer much since the feast of the Sorrowful Mother and two or three days before. My heart aches so intently now, but I feel relief that He has talked to me. 

I understand more and more the anguish Their Hearts suffered.

I see Jesus as He kneels in the garden, the darkness of the night, such pain beyond belief to know in His knowing all the sins, all the rejection of all of the hearts of all time, His personal love for each and experience the pain.

I want to roll up in a ball and scream or do something but nothing, nothing will relieve this pain so deep within.

Then the angel appeared to Him in the garden to comfort Him. He comforted me in my suffering and I feel relief, but the pain in my chest, the ache continues.

How He suffered for those souls who love Him, and then in their busyness forget about Him and fill their hearts with the pleasures of the world. How He intently loves His beloved religious. They were called by Him to unite in a special espousal relationship with Him. How He suffered in the garden for the religious, His chosen ones who go to the world for their love. A holy priest, sister, and brother gave Him such comfort with their love. As He suffered so much agony to His Heart all through His bitter passion, the acts of great love were such sweetness to His wounded Heart.

Yesterday, I had the ache most of the day. I felt as if I had swords in my heart for one and a half hours. Mary had a constant ache in her heart since the time of the prophecy of Simeon.

I prayed to my Father as a little child, and He gave me relief. This happened on the day after I led the rosary and Fr. Carter consecrated Ellen's house to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary. I opened up my notebook and read, "If you then, evil as you are, know how to give your children what is good, how much more will the heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!" (Lk. 11:13)

Personal Vision: Vision of a face - mostly one eye
Head on - looking straight
One eye really pronounced
One side of nose a little faint
wanted to know if it was God the Father or God.

I had a second Vision:
I saw two people carrying a brown square box. One of those cardboard storage boxes. I think it was Mary. It was in the driveway at home. The box turned into a white coffin-like -- two people came out.

A Dream:

Dreamt of babies in the sky last night - blue sky, but kids were taking a baby (2 kids). Baby started to drown, I pulled it out of the water... it had water in the throat - my family was there --

From the time of Adam to the Resurrection and Ascension of Jesus into heaven, how were the lives of the people of the human family? It is through Him that we are restored to new life. His way is the way. He takes on a human nature. He is the New Adam and Mary is the New Eve. Mary and Jesus both suffered such agony to Their Hearts. Think of the swords invisible piercing the heart of Mary. His Heart suffered such anguish, His Heart was pierced with a lance. Jesus and Mary appear and show us Their Hearts. Their Hearts are surrounded by thorns. In love there is suffering.

It is in suffering, we go more deeply into His life. Jesus was taken to the temple. "Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, 'Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed-and a sword will pierce your soul too-so that the secret thoughts of many may be laid bare.'" (Lk. 2:34-35)

Mary pondered all these things in her heart.

Mary had an ache in her heart since the prophecy of Simeon.

She knew many souls would be lost.

The Christ Child lived in the womb of the Virgin Mary. How blessed this womb to hold the Son of God. Think of the inner dwelling of Mary's body holding the Son of God.

She is our Mother, so graced is she, the Mediatrix of all graces. We go to her heart which dwells in the Heart of Jesus. We are bathed by this life.

Oh Holy dwelling place of God! How holy we should be to hold Him in us after Communion. How holy we are that He gives us His divine life and He lives in us, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. He lives in us; we carry out His life, death, and Resurrection in our lives. Through the struggle - we are brought to a deeper life in Him. There would not be the resurrection without the death.

Mary is contemplative in action. She went to Elizabeth's house. The Source of life is in Him. We must go to Him for our life. We must not look other places for the Source of life. We must have this interior connection to Him or the outside world will press in on us. The real Source is within us. We must go to our hearts. When we are baptized and in the state of grace the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit dwell in us in a special way. We must see Him in others. We must see Him in the world.

He is my center. It is in Him I have peace, love and joy.

 

 

September 23, 1995

HE GAVE HIMSELF; LET US GIVE OURSELVES

R. Depth, deeper and deeper in Him. Through Him, with Him, and in Him. In the red room, in the pierced Heart, I envision the pulsating embers. I feel the pain in my foot, I feel the ache deep in my chest. It is a pain I cannot touch, I cannot express it, I feel this in this deep oneness with Him.

I see His wounds; it is the depth of the wounds. He was pierced all the way through. He shows us that despite all of His suffering and death, they pierced His precious Heart. And from His pierced Heart the Church was born.

The pain in the Church is deep. We must spread the message of His burning love. His love is penetrating, His love is so deep. Do we see His pierced Heart? Do we see the wounds that go all the way through. His love is infinite.

Jesus' love is so deep. I see the red room, the sanctuary of His Heart. I feel pain within, not a surface love.

He shows us the Hearts, pierced. We see the body wounded, but the hands and feet were pierced all the way through.

We eat His Body. How more intimate is this - we drink His Blood. We are blind. We do not see. We do not feel.

We go through motions, when He wants oneness. Open our eyes. As we look at the sun, we see such power. Let us unite deeply in our hearts and in this oneness realize the power of the Almighty God living within us. Let us realize the blinding light of His presence within us.

Let us give ourselves. He gave Himself. Let us hold nothing back. Let our every breath and heartbeat be taken only to unite deeper and deeper to the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, living within us. The power is in this union. He will light this world through us, for we are among the children of the light.

Jesus and Mary want to be with us! They want to be so close to us!

Our union with each other is in uniting in such oneness to Him.

Agony in the Garden:
Jesus spoke clearly to them. They did not understand the things He said. Many He spoke to were stiff-necked, they were closed in their hearts. They didn't want the message. He knelt in the garden. In His knowing, He knew all things. He was ignored. They put Him to death! He knew all the sins of all men for all time. He saw all of His sufferings. He suffered such agony that we can not even comprehend in our minds. Feel the pain as they pound the nails into His hands and feet. Several men working on Him at once, we cannot even stand one person who treats us nasty!

He had many people persecuting Him.

When we pray, feel His pain, feel His joy. Meditate on the mysteries of the rosary.

Do I experience Jesus within me, alive in me - alive in me? Do I control my life or do I surrender to the will of God? I see Him hanging on the cross. He gave His all willingly. At the Consecration of the Mass I give myself as a sacrifice united to Jesus, to the Father. This is freedom, to give myself to my Father, to turn my life over to Him, to obey Him, to surrender myself to Him. This is what God wants. This gives us real freedom, total dependency on God as I unite to Jesus in all my actions. He lives in me. I must identify with Him in every action. I offer myself totally to the Father. All my actions united to Jesus become my sacrifice given to the Father. When I offer my actions united to Jesus, my offering is a most pleasing offering given to the Father. What a gift to be able to unite with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass in all of our offerings all through the day. Dear Father, I offer you all my prayers, works, joys, and sufferings in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass throughout the world, in the Holy Spirit, with all the angels and saints and the souls in purgatory.

Let Him live in you. Experience Him alive in you. Unite in Him, with Him, and through Him. Experience the words of the Mass - it is the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass!

Do I come and ask to be made holy to unite more deeply in Him? Do I offer myself as a sacrifice with Him to the Father?

Do I see the whole heavenly court praising God? Unite and praise God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit with the priest as we partake in Christ's priesthood and victimhood in this Holy Sacrifice. Do I unite to Him? Do I allow Him to live in me? My every action should be an action of Christ living within me. If I am praying at church, if I am at work, if I am talking to my family, if I am talking to friends, I am united to Jesus, and He lives in me. It is His light that shines from my eyes. Others see Jesus alive in me. I said to my 16 year old daughter, "Jesus' love is so gentle and kind." She was so beautiful laying in bed next to her Jesus pillow. I gave her a kiss. In all of our actions with others, Jesus unites with us and gives His love to others through us. We must pray for the grace to be more deeply united to Him.

The love Jesus wants to share with us is so much more than words, than kisses, than hugs. Jesus wants to unite in oneness with us. His love is penetrating. It is being in Him. I live in Him. He lives in me. Far deeper than a kiss or any means of human expression, there is such a depth to the oneness I experience with Him.

The sun always shines after the night. The sun is such a joy - it is so bright and beautiful. If I look to the sky, I see beauty beyond all beauty. I see the sunset with such glory over the vast ocean. I see the sky adorned with the deepest hues. I see the woodland forest covered in such splendor with the new fallen snow. Only the might of the Almighty God could create such beauty. In contrast, I look at the man-made objects of this world. It is so simple. We are so blind. The Almighty God is alive in this world today. Let us unite with Him and realize the great gifts that He gives to us and thank Him and let Him unite in deepest union with us.

 

 

September 24, 1995

EXPERIENCE HIS PRESENCE WITHIN YOU

R. Think of the sun and its awesomeness. Think of the sun looking like the Eucharist.

If we could see the Almighty God in the Eucharist, with all His might, it would blind us so much more than the sun. Yet, so nonchalantly we receive Jesus in the Eucharist. He is God. He is almighty. He has all the power, and He comes to us!

Let us bend and bow low for we are given God. Let us kiss the floor. Let us pray for the grace to know His constant presence within us to keep us focused on Him. Let us see with eyes that are filled with love, powered by the Spirit within.

Let us see God in one another, the reflection of their Creator. See God in our world and experience His presence within us.

 

 

September 25, 1995

TO LIVE WITHOUT HIM IS MERE EXISTENCE

R. The more deeply we are one in Him, the more deeply we unite to others. How we unite to others is directly correlated to how one we are in Him. I realized my union with the Trinity. I realized my oneness with the Father. I realized my oneness with the Holy Spirit.

Since September 14, I have been developing a deeper union with the Father. I read, "If you then, evil as you are, know how to give your children what is good, how much more will the heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!" (Lk. 11:13)

I am knowing the Father more; being one with Jesus is being one with the Father.
Knowing the Father - being one in Him.
Knowing the Holy Spirit - being one in Him.
Knowing Jesus - being one in Him.

I realized the presence of all three Persons at Mass. It is such joy for all eternity to know that we will unite with the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit if we love and serve God now!

My heart burns to know You, my Beloved, to see the blue sky and the sunlit day, to see You alive in others, to see Your life in a flower, but most of all, to unite more and more deeply in my whole being with You. As I breathe, I know that the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit live and dwell in me. Life is life in Him. He is life; to live in Him is to live. To live without loving Him is mere existence.

I see the trees against the blue sky. They are in beautiful fall foliage but are withering and dying. As I die to myself, I will be cut back and new growth will come - growth saturated deeply with His life.

It is painful to be cut back - it is in this that you will be filled with a vibrant life. If the old leaves do not fall and die, the new leaves will not sprout.

I long for the outside and the glory in His world, the beauty of the sky, the life in the world - it means so much to me. To go to the cemetery and sit, I realized how this world is so temporary. The trees continue to live-I see His life in the trees and grass. I see His reflection in the world, the beautiful sky, the sun. It is only in being rooted in Him that we have what really counts.

There are some bodies of saints in the cemetery. The souls of these saints are in heaven. Some of the souls of these bodies in the cemetery are now in purgatory. Some of the souls of these bodies in the cemetery are in hell. The body is not as important as the soul. In Him we find Life! I love You! I love You! I love You!

 

 

September 28, 1995

BEHOLD THE FACE

R. I saw the face of Mary on July 5, 1994, so sorrowful - words cannot express what I saw. Jesus saw the face on the way to Calvary. How could anyone describe the face Christ saw as Mary walked this nightmare path!

I feel I am suffering, and I want relief. Behold the face of Mary on the way to Calvary. Behold the face of Christ as Mary looked at Him. Endurance! His face was covered with blood and wounds and His head crowned with thorns. This was the face of Mary - this was the face of Jesus. Behold the face. His way is the way of the cross. In all the suffering, Jesus and Mary were comforted as They peered into each others eyes. Let us be wrapped in the love of these two Hearts. Pure love unites with pure love and we are caught in this embrace. This love is found in dwelling in Their Hearts. We are comforted by Their love despite great suffering.

I think, oh Lord, it is so hard this day, so hard - how much must I endure? Then I looked at the third station in Holy Cross-Immaculata Catholic Church and saw Him spread out on the ground, His chin pasted to the ground, His eyes looking out to the world. He was persecuted, rejected, scorned. He was put to death!

See the holy face of Jesus. Behold the face of Mary on the way to Calvary. Mary's cry - the same cry for the little, lost children of this world.

Behold the Lamb of God Who takes away the sins of the world, Who carries our burdens. How do I carry mine? His way is the cross. I see more and more the purpose of praying the Stations. It is through these Stations, the Sorrowful mysteries and the Seven Sorrows, that I find strength to carry the little crosses.

I am so blind. I do not even know the great gifts I am given. I am given the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. Jesus gives Himself to me in the Holy Eucharist. Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within me. I have a sharing in His divine life. He gives me a car and a license. He gives me my home, gas, and food. I am so ungrateful thinking how hard it is! There are so many gifts given to me that I do not even consider.

Behold the Lamb of God and the face of Mary. Behold Jesus Who carries our burdens. To unite to Him is to follow His bloody footprints. I am so weak - such little crosses I endure and I complain profusely.

Lamb of God! Help me to be like You more and more and to unite with You in deepest union!

He looked from the cross and saw His beloved Mother. What of the Heart of Jesus on the cross to see Mary and John at the foot of His cross? He carries our burdens, and we complain. What about the gift of life we are given daily? Who are we that the Almighty God unites to us?

 

September 29, 1995

R. Today, I didn't get to go in front of the tabernacle and how I suffered! After supper I felt the greatest sufferings ever, and I knew how He sweat blood.

 

September 30, 1995

IN BAPTISM, HE LIVES IN US

R. I have been suffering since September 13th, yesterday was the worst ever. Last night, coming home from dinner, I knew why He sweat blood. I know His pain. Today, Saturday afternoon, I have pain in my left side of my heart all the time.

I went to Communion at St. Boniface Catholic Church, Fr. Joe's Church. I begged Him to give me a sign that He wanted me to continue what I am doing. Immediately I smelled roses -- Such a gift!

St. Paul: "You cannot have forgotten that all of us, when we were baptized into Christ Jesus, were baptized into his death. So by our baptism into his death we were buried with him, so that as Christ was raised from the dead by the Father's glorious power, we too should begin living a new life." (Rm. 6:3-4)

We are incorporated into Him in Baptism. He lives in us. We carry out His life, death, and Resurrection in our lives, as He is alive in us this day.

We die with Him. We rise in Him.

Death - Resurrection

Dying in Him, living in Him, as He lives in us.

 

  

  

 

We are sending the first Cycle C Book to Deacons.
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Andrew & Monsignor & all the people.

 

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For a $500 donation we will give you the gift of the 12" Guadalupe Statue with glass from Mary's image face and you will help 500 priests in the United States get Fr. Joe's homily book.

In these trying times in the United States preceding the election, Jesus has asked us to circulate the Priestly Writing, Fr. Joe's homily book focusing on the Word and the Eucharist with the Shepherds of Christ prayers in the back of the book. The only thing that will help to renew the Church and the world is following the commandments and the Father's Plan. Please help us send this book to the United States priests.

     

 

 

 

Rita Ring

Books written by the cofounder of Shepherds of Christ Ministries

Mass Book
A Journey Into the Heart of Jesus - Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 12.00 plus postage

  Mass Book, by Rita Ring: Many of the entries in the Priestly Newsletter Volume II from a spiritual journal came from this book. These entries
  are to help people to be more deeply united to God in the Mass. This book is available in English and Spanish with the Church’s
Imprimatur.

  $12

Rosary Meditations for Parents and Children
From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 10.00  plus postage

 

  Rosary Meditations for Parents and Children, by Rita Ring, Short Meditations for both parents and children to be used when praying the
  rosary. These meditations will help all to know the lives of Jesus and Mary alive in their Hearts. Available in both English and Spanish with
  the Church’s
Imprimatur.
$10

God's Blue Book I
Teachings to Lift You Up. Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book I by Rita Ring. Open Anywhere    This book will change your life. These are beautiful love letters to us from Jesus. A million books have been printed and circulated. Jesus loves us so much    He wants a personal relationship with us    He wants us to go to the Eucharist and be with Him before the tabernacle. $10

God's Blue Book II
The Fire of His Love. Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by Fr. Edward J. Carter S. J.
$ 10.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book II by Rita Ring. Letters from Jesus about His on fire love    Jesus wants this great intimacy with us    On fire love    Personal love letters from Jesus about the love of His Heart    A book on surrender Fr. Carter said! $10

God's Blue Book III
Love God, Love One Another. Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book III by Rita Ring. Fr. Carter's favorite book    It is about loving and forgiving each other    Being pure in heart    A book for unity in family, community, in life!! $10

God's Blue Book 4
The Love of the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Author: Rita Ring
$ 5.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book IV by Rita Ring. This book is about the love Jesus has for Mary and Mary has for Jesus and Jesus and Mary have for us    It is truly the Love of the Two Hearts. Mary appeared every day at the Holy Spirit Center    Fr. Carter was there. Mary's first apparition July 5, 1994. $5

God's Blue Book 5
So Deep Is the Love of His Heart. Author: Rita Ring.
$ 5.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book V by Rita Ring. Jesus wants to be the bridegroom of our soul    He is our beloved    Jesus tells us about pure love    how we are to be pure of heart and love God and love others. It is a must, to hear about love from Jesus    Jesus is love    $5

God's Blue Book 6A
He Calls Us to Action Author: Rita Ring.
$ 10.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book 6A by Rita Ring. Rosaries from Their Hearts during apparitions. Jesus and Mary appeared every day and I received rosaries from Them and They were transcribed from a tape. Also messages of love from Jesus on days of January, 1995    About Baptism     writings from Fr. Carter and the Scriptures. $10

God's Blue Book 6B
He Calls Us to Action Author: Rita Ring.
$ 10.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book 6B by Rita Ring. Jesus and Mary appeared every day in February, 1995    So beautiful transcribed from a tape    the Stations, 7 Sorrows, prayers in the Prayer Manual, the Holy Spirit Novena Book and the Song Book. Pure love    loving and forgiving a book about Jesus' love, baptism, grace and Fr. Carter's Newsletter. $10

God's Blue Book 6C
He Calls Us to Action Author: Rita Ring.
$ 10.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book 6C by Rita Ring. Jesus and Mary appeared every day in March, 1995 — So beautiful — transcribed from a tape — He talks about the Church, the Priests, and how we are His apostles to spread His love into this world — how we must pray for our priests and one another, pray for the souls in purgatory, pray for the whole Church in union with the Masses being offered throughout the world. A book about Jesus' love, baptism, grace and Fr. Carter's Newsletter. $10

God's Blue Book 7
Intimacy With God Author: Rita Ring.
$ 10.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book 7 by Rita Ring.  $10

Rosaries From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary — Volume I
Red Rosary Book — Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage

Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Book 1. Mary appeared in Clearwater December 17, 1996 in rainbow color and these rosaries left the printer the same day from Apparitions of Jesus and Mary    transcribed from a tape. $10

Blue Rosary Book
Rosaries From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary — Volume II
$ 12.00  plus postage

Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Book 2. This is a book of so many rosaries — transcribed from a tape. So many beautiful rosaries.   pages  $12

Short Rosary Meditations for the Ederly, Ill, and Homebound
From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary: Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
This book is 8 1/2" by 11" and you can open it up and sit it on your lap.
$ 10.00  plus postage

Short Rosary Meditations for the Elderly, Ill and Homebound. This book is so important with pictures they can open it and lay it on their laps and pray the rosary. $10

  Messages From Jesus
  Given by Jesus to His Messenger Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
  This book is 8 1/2" by 11" and you can open it up and sit it on your lap.

  $ 10.00  plus postage

Messages for the Elderly, Ill and Homebound. This is a big book of loving messages for nursing home people and homebound from Jesus and Mary    Their lives are so important    united to the Mass offering up their suffering, their lives for the souls of this earth. $10

Daily Messages From Heaven 1
From the Florida Apparition Site Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage

Daily Messages From Heaven Volumes 2 thru 5 (Spiral bound)
From the Florida Apparition Site Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.

$25.00 each plus postage

Daily Messages from Heaven. First book of Daily Messages. $10

Rosary Meditations for Little People and Elderly
Short Meditations for the Rosary
$ 3.00  plus postage

Color the Lives of Jesus and Mary, Books 1 thru 5
A Coloring Book with Short Meditations on the 15 mysteries of the rosary. Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 5.00 each plus postage

Color the Lives of Jesus and Mary. Volumes 1 through 7. Coloring books and meditations for grade school children and others on the mysteries of the rosary — really good. $5 each.

  Coloring the Lives of Jesus and Mary Books 6 and 7
  Mysteries of Light
  $ 5.00 each plus postage

  Color the Lives of Jesus and Mary. Volumes 6 through 7. Coloring books and meditations for grade school children and others on the mysteries of the rosary — really good. $5 each.

 

  God's Blue Book I on CD, Disk #1
  God's Blue Book I, Disk #1 Read by author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
  $ 10.00 plus postage

 

  Mysteries of Light Rosary Book
  Rosaries From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary — Volume I
  $ 5.00
  plus postage 

 

  Mysteries of Light Rosary Book
  Rosaries From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary — Volume II
  $ 5.00
 
plus postage 

 

  Apostle's Manual
  Shepherds of Christ Overview: Very carefully discerned by Fr. Edward J. Carter S. J.
  $ 20.00 

 Apostles Manual. About the Movement — the structure of the Movement    All Ministries — from the time 3 months before Mary appeared in Clearwater and 3 months after. Rosaries of the 13ths, Fr. Carter's Newsletters. Messages from God the Father    Reaching the priests, the Church, the schools and the world. $20

 Songs From Jesus
  Given by Jesus to His Messenger Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
  $ 3.00 

Songs from Jesus Songbook. These loving songs were given from Jesus. So beautiful    Love Songs from Jesus of His love — helping us have pure and loving hearts. $3

 

   

Shepherds of Christ Holy Spirit Novena
  Holy Spirit Novena by: Rita Ring
  $ 1.00
  plus postage

 Holy Spirit Novena Booklet. In four languages with the Imprimatur with 18 scripture readings for two complete novenas – this very powerful Holy Spirit Novena has prayers for prayers for Protection by the Blood of Jesus, Healing, Strength and Light, To Be One with God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, One with Jesus, To Dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, Prayer for the Holy Spirit and His Gifts, and the Word Alive in Our Hearts. All these prayers take about 10 minutes daily recited out loud. $1

 

  Shepherds of Christ Holy Spirit Novena CD
  Holy Spirit Novena Read by: Rita Ring
  $ 10.00 
plus postage


  Holy Spirit Novena CD. Prayers and scripture readings from the Holy Spirit Novena Booklet read by Rita Ring. $10

  Colorea 1 thru 5
  las vidas de Jesús y María (recibido el Imprimátur)
  $ 5.00 each plus postage 

 

  Para Comprender Mejor La Santa Misa
  Una Jornada Hacia el Corazón de Jesús
  $ 10.00 

 

  Meditaciones del Rosario
  para Pequenos y Ancianos
  $ 10.00 

 

Fr. Joe Robinson

Guiding Light — Reflect on the Word
Inspiring Homilies Covering Cycle B of the Liturgical Year
$ 15.00 plus postage

Guiding Light homily series — Reflect on the Word — Cycle B     The Word leaves an impression on our souls. In my thoughts and reflections are born a more tangible understanding of these eternal concepts presented in the Gospels and the readings. Anyone can read a sentence, but not anyone can absorb it's true meaning. Truth, in this day and age, is almost a matter of opinion or individual entitlement. We believe that Christ's truth is our Roman Catholic Church. We, as priests, champion it's teachings; we are ambassadors for the Pope and Christ to those faces looking at us. We are the light by which our congregation reads to reflect upon real truth and we do it hand in hand. $15

Guiding Light — Steadfast to the Son
Inspiring Homilies Covering Cycle A of the Liturgical Year
$ 15.00 plus postage

Guiding Light homily series — Steadfast to the Son — Cycle A    The sunflower is a great example of how we should be steadfastly guided by light. What a powerful thought that this exceptional plant is not stuck in one pose day in and day out, yet adaptable and magnetized to the sun. We feel the same about our Son. Our heads turns to face Christ as each day presents its challenges to find light. We join together like plants in a field and soak up the Son through the pulpit. We are a warm circle of strength using the wind of our breath to carry our priests' words, Christ's words, to new rich soil. $15

Guiding Light — Feed My Soul
Inspiring Homilies Covering Cycle C of the Liturgical Year
$ 10.00 plus postage

Guiding Light — Feed My Soul
Inspiring Homilies Covering Cycle C of the Liturgical Year
$ 15.00 plus postage

Guiding Light — Feed My Soul — Cycle C    In a world rapidly advancing and encouraging personal gain, we are faced with modern problems. There is a challenge to find time in our busy schedules for Sunday Mass or a family meal. We are able to research, shop, bank and even work without hearing one human voice. It is no wonder that we may often feel disconnected and famished at our week's end. In Fr. Joe's third book of homilies from Cycle C, we are reminded of the charity that Christ intended us to show each other. We have a calling to turn the other cheek and be the Good Samaritan to others. We are rewarded with the Father's kingdom and love when we are not worthy. We are not left alone or hungry. $15

Guiding Light — Focusing on the Word
Inspiring Homilies Covering Cycle B of the Liturgical Year
$ 15.00 plus postage

Guiding Light — Focusing on the Word — Cycle B    At times we may feel that our path to Christ is a bit "out of focus". Like the disciples in the Book of Mark, this ordinary life clouds our vision of Christ's Divinity. We may doubt the practicality or possibility of applying His teachings and example to our modern life. Cycle B's homilies are a "guiding light" to help us realize Jesus' Messianic greatness and His promise of better things to come. $15

Guiding Light — The Word Alive in Our Hearts
Inspiring Homilies covering partial year of Cycle A by Fr. Joe Robinson
$ 10.00 plus postage

Guiding Light The Word Alive in Our Hearts. Cycle A (partial)    Homilies by the Reverend Joe Robinson given at St. Boniface Church in Cincinnati, Ohio. It is a tremendous honor Fr. Joe has allowed us to share these great gifts with you – for greater holiness and knowing more and more about God. $10

Fr. Edward J. Carter

Books written by the founder of Shepherds of Christ Ministries

Response to God's Love
...God Himself is the Ultimate Mystery
$ 10.00  plus postage

Response to God’s Love by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. In this book Fr. Carter speaks of God as the ultimate mystery. We can meditate on the interior life of the Trinity. Fr. Carter tells us about our uniqueness in the Father's Plan for us, how the individual Christian, the Church and the world are in the state of becoming. Imprimatur. $10

Response in Christ

$ 10.00  plus postage

Response in Christ by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. Imprimatur. $10

Shepherds of Christ Spirituality Newsletters 1
Selected Writings on Spirituality  for All People Editor: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 10.00  plus postage

Shepherds of Christ — Selected Writings on Spirituality for all People as Published in Shepherds of Christ Newsletter for Priests. Contains 12 issues of the newsletter from July/August 1994 to May/June 1996. $15

Shepherds of Christ Spirituality Newsletters 2
Selected Writings on Spirituality    for All People Editor: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 12.00  plus postage

Shepherds of Christ — Volume 2: by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. Contains issues 13—29 of the newsletter (September/October 1996 — Issue 5, 1999) $15

Shepherds of Christ Spirituality Newsletters 3
Selected Writings on Spirituality    for All People Editor: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage

Shepherds of Christ — Volume 3 by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. Contains Newsletter Issues 1 through 4 of 2000 including Fr. Carter’s tremendous Overview of the Spiritual Life $10

Tell My People
Messages from Jesus and Mary Author: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimi Potest 
$ 10.00  plus postage

Tell My People. Messages from Jesus and Mary (As given to Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.)    One of Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.'s Synopsis of the Spiritual Life    From Jesus to Fr. Carter "On Holy Saturday, 1994, Jesus told me that on the following day, Easter, I would also begin to receive messages for others. Our Lord also told me that some of these were eventually to be published in a book  and here is that book." $10

Spirituality Handbook
Shepherds of Christ Associates Spirituality Handbook — A Way of Spiritual Life
Author: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimi Potest

$ 3.00  plus postage

Spirituality Handbook. Fr. Edward Carter, S.J. did 3 synopsis of the spiritual life. The Spirituality Handbook, the Priestly Newsletter 20he Tell My People book. The way of spiritual life proposed to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates is centered in consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. All aspects of the spiritual life discussed below should be viewed as means to help members develop their lives in consecration to Christ, the Sacred Heart, and to Mary, the Immaculate Heart. $3

The Spirituality of Fatima
Fatima: The Setting, The Message, The Spirituality of Consecration
$ 5.00  plus postage

The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. The Fatima apparitions and messages received official Church approval in 1930. In giving her official approval to the Fatima event, the Church tells us that what took place at Fatima involving the three young visionaries is worthy of our belief. $5

  Shepherds of Christ Prayer Manual
  Shepherds of Christ Associates Prayers
  Author: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.

  $ .50 
plus postage

Shepherds of Christ Prayer Manual. The Shepherds of Christ has prayer chapters all over the world praying for the priests, the Church and the world. These prayers that Father Carter compiled in the summer of 1994 began this worldwide network of prayer. Currently the prayers are in eight languages with the Church’s Imprimatur. We have prayed daily for the priests, the Church, and the world since 1994. Associates are called to join prayer Chapters and help us circulate the newsletter centered on spreading devotion to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart and helping to renew the Church through greater holiness. Please form a Prayer Chapter & order a Prayer Manual.

 

 

Shepherds of Christ 6:20 Prayers CD
Holy Spirit Novena, Associates Prayer Manual and the Rosary Led by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage

 

Priestly Newsletter 2000 Issue 1
Audio CD — Read by Father Edward J. Carter
$ 10.00  plus postage

Priestly Newsletter — 2000 #1 — CD.Christ is Our Strength — Fr. Edward Carter, S.J. read it the year he died. It is so beautiful. "This brief passage contains one of the greatest lessons of the spiritual life. As we progress along our spiritual journey, we become increasingly aware of how weak we are in our—selves, but how strong we are in Christ. To experience our weakness involves suffering. The degree and kind of suffering can vary. The suffering can include the experience of the classical dark night of the spirit as described by St. John of the Cross. One of the main purposes of the dark night is to make a person keenly aware of his or her helplessness without God." quote by Fr. Carter from the newsletter $10

Priestly Newsletter 2000 Issue 2
Audio CD — Read by Father Edward J. Carter
$ 10.00 
plus postage

Priestly Newsletter — 2000 #2 — CD. — Suffering: A Source of Life — Fr. Edward Carter, S.J. read it the year he died. Fr. Carter knew suffering that year. His voice is so powerful as he read each Newsletter from his heart and soul. "Every man has his own share in the redemption. Each one is also called to share in that suffering through which the redemption was accomplished. He is called to share in that suffering through which all human suffering has also been redeemed. In bringing about the redemption through suffering, Christ has also raised human suffering to the level of the redemption. Thus each man in his suffering can also become a sharer in the redemptive suffering of Christ..." quote by Fr. Carter from the newsletter $10

Special 27" Pilgrim Virgin of Fatima/Clearwater Statue with Glass
27" Statue with crown
$ 450.00 plus shipping

Special 18" Pilgrim Virgin of Fatima/Clearwater Statue with Glass 
$ 250.00 plus shipping

Special 15" Pilgrim Virgin of Fatima/Clearwater Statue with Glass
White gown with gold trim around mantel
$ 200.00 plus shipping

Special 12" Pilgrim Virgin of Fatima/Clearwater Statue with Glass
White gown with gold trim around mantel
$ 160.00 plus shipping

Special 18" Our Lady of Fatima/Clearwater Statue with Glass 
Blue and Pink gown with a rosary over her hand.
$ 250.00 plus shipping

Special 11" Our Lady of Fatima/Clearwater Statue with Glass
Blue and Pink gown.
$ 150.00 plus shipping

Crucifix by Felix — Hand Carved
Crucifix with incredible detail!
$ 750.00 plus shipping

Imitation of Two Hearts
Giclee Art Print on Canvas
$ 150.00 plus shipping

Lucia's Vision
Giclee Art Print on Canvas by Harold Kellner
$ 150.00 plus shipping

 
  Mary's Image
   12 x 16
  Giclee Art Print on Canvas
of Mary's image with a sliver of glass and a little bottle of Jesus and Mary water. The glass will be fixed behind the back of the picture.
  $ 200.00
plus shipping

 

 

 
 
Blue Crystal Rosary
  Rosary with the Image of Our Lady of Clearwater
  6mm — $ 30.00 plus shipping
 
8mm — $ 40.00 plus shipping

 

  Red Crystal Rosary
  Rosary with the Image of Our Lady of Clearwater
  6mm — $ 30.00 plus shipping
  8mm — $ 40.00
plus shipping

 

 

  Clear Crystal Rosary
  Rosary with the Image of Our Lady of Clearwater
  6mm — $ 30.00 plus shipping
  8mm — $ 40.00
plus shipping

 

 

 

  Mug
  Mug with the Image of Our Lady of Clearwater
  $ 15.00
plus shipping
 

 

 

 

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or
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Statues  

OL-Guadalupe
w/glass - 28

OL-Grace
w/glass - 24

OL-Mt. Carmel
w/glass - 24

OL-Lourdes
w/glass - 24
 

IH-Mary
w/glass - 24

IH-Ivory
w/glass - 24

SH-Jesus
w/glass - 24

SH-Blessing
w/glass  24

Sorrow M
w/glass - 24

Inf.-Prague
w/glass - 24

OL-Lourdes
w/glass - 18

OL-Mt. Carmel
w/glass - 18

I Heart w/glass - 18

I Heart - Ivory
w/glass - 18

OL-Grace
w/glass - 18

SH-Jesus
w/glass- 18

OL-Guadalupe
w/glass - 12

 

PV-Fatima
w/glass - 27

PV-Fatima
w/glass - 18

PV-Fatima
w/glass - 15

OL-Fatima
w/glass - 18

PV-Fatima
w/glass - 12

OL-Fatima
w/glass - 11

St. Padre Pio

St. Joseph

St. Therese

St. Francis

St. Anthony

St. Claire

Limpias

St. Jude
 

Divine Mercy

Holy Family

Angel

St. Philomena

Pieta - Marble

Pieta - Color

Holy Family 12

St. Anthony - 18

St. Francis - 18

St. Joseph - 18

St. Therese - 18

St. Rita - 18

St. Clare - 12
 

St. Rita - 12

St. Padre Pio - 12

Divine Mercy - 12

St. Michael — 11

Limpias — 8

       
           
           
           
           

 


Shepherds of Christ Ministries
P. O. Box 627
China, IN  47250

 

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Price

Quantity   

 Holy Family

 24"

$180

 

 Limpias

 24"

$125

 

 St. Anthony

 24"

$125

 

 St. Claire

 24"

$125

 

 St. Francis

 24"

$125

 

 St. Joseph

 24"

$125

 

 St. Jude

 24"

$125

 

 St. Padre Pio

 24"

$125

 

 St. Therese

 24"

$125

 
 Divine Mercy 22"

$125

 
 Angel 22"

$100

 
 St. Philomena 20"

$100

 
 St. Philomena 16"

$65

 
 St. Joseph 18"

$65

 
 St. Francis 18"

$65

 
 St. Anthony 18"

$65

 
 St. Rita 18"

$65

 
 St. Therese 18"

$65

 
 Pieta - Color

15"

$125

 
 Pieta - Marble

15"

$125

 
 Holy Family 12"

$75

 
 St. Padre Pio - standing 12"

$100

 
 St. Padre Pio - sitting 9"

$100

 
 St. Michael 11"

$40

 
 St. Rita 12"

$40

 

 Divine Mercy

12"

$50

 
 St. Claire 12"

$40

 
 Pieta - Color

8"

$75

 
 Pieta - Marble

8"

$75

 
 Limpias 8"

$25

 
 Our Lady of Guadalupe w/glass 28"

$500

 
 Our Lady of Mt. Carmel w/glass 24"

$500

 

 Immaculate Heart of Mary w/glass

 24"

$500

 

 Immaculate Heart - Ivory w/glass

 24"

$500

 

 Infant of Prague w/glass

 24"

$500

 

 Our Lady of Grace w/glass

 24"

$500

 

 Our Lady of Lourdes w/glass 

 24"

$500

 
 Sacred Heart of Jesus w/glass

 24"

$500

 
 Sacred Heart -Blessing w/glass

 24"

$500

 

 Sorrowful Mother w/glass

 24"

$500

 
 Immaculate Heart of Mary w/glass 18"

$300

 
 Immaculate Heart - Ivory w/glass 18"

$300

 
 Sacred Heart of Jesus w/glass 18"

$300

 
 Our Lady of Lourdes w/glass  18"

$300

 
 Our Lady of Grace w/glass 18"

$300

 

 Our Lady of Mt. Carmel w/glass

18"

$300

 
 Our Lady of Guadalupe w/glass 12"

$200

 

 Fatima w/glass

11"

$150

 

 Fatima w/glass

18"

$250

 
 Pilgrim Virgin w/glass

12"

$160

 
 Pilgrim Virgin w/glass

15"

$200

 
 Pilgrim Virgin w/glass

18"

$250

 
 Pilgrim Virgin w/glass 27"

$450

 


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