Shepherds of Christ 
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April 30, 2012

May 1st Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is Day 8 Period II.

The Novena Rosary Mysteries 
for May 1st are Sorrowful.

Sidney Rosary

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

at 6:20 p.m.

 

Florida Retreat
April 2nd - 5th
1:30pm and 6:20pm
Please tune in!


Please pray for some special intentions.

Through the intercession of Fr. Carter
and Our Lady of Clearwater
please pray for Dan's healing.

Please pray for Betty, Jimmy &Adeline.

Pray for Hal Wittrock & family

   
   

March 22, 2012

Jesus: My dear people,

    Today March 22, 2012, I want you to make available the statues: Our Lady of Fatima and Our Lady of Guadalupe with the glass, so people will honor Mary and pray the prayers as I have requested before the statue praying for the priests, the Church and the world.

    Pray the prayers before the statues with glass for healings and blessings for your family, for your country, for the Church and the world. I promise special graces to those praying these prayers, and graces drawing them closer to My Heart and My Mother's heart. I want all to know My Mother's love as their mother. Put the statues with the glass in your homes and Churches, your schools and places of businesses and pray these prayers given to Fr. Carter, S.J., founder of Shepherds of Christ, in the prayer manual for the priests, the Church and the world. I am Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the Flock.

 

 

                Given March 23, 2012

Mary by day
July 5, 2000

by night
July 5, 2000

 

Mary: I am the Queen of Peace. In these troubled times of
your country I am begging you give my message of
peace and holiness to your troubled country. I desire
my statue with the glass in your homes, schools,
Churches and businesses and pray the prayers Jesus
gave Fr. Carter 18 years ago.

   

Novena al Espiritu Santo  English

Novena al Espiritu Santo  Español

Novena al Espiritu Santo  Français

Novena al Espiritu Santo  Português

Novena al Espiritu Santo  Italiano

Novena al Espiritu Santo  Polska

 

Mary: My children,

    You need to make Jesus, the King and Center of
your homes, schools, Churches, businesses,
all places on the earth —

    Satan is waging a war. Pray the prayers as Jesus told
Fr. Carter before the statue.

Let this be a time of bringing the love of Our 2 Hearts to
    your world —

Please as your heavenly Mother, I tell you to do as Jesus
said 18 years ago, spread these prayers and see they are
prayed all over the earth.

I am Our Lady of Clearwater for all these years, I have appeared
to tell you, as the Mother of All and Queen of Peace that God
the Father wants this devotion to Our 2 Hearts —

Listen to Him and pray these prayers —
Begin them in the Churches —
Look at the threats you are suffering —
Pray as Jesus told Fr. Carter

    

July 31, 1994

Words of Jesus to Members of
Shepherds of Christ Associates:

"My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.

"I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.

"I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."

- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)

 

          
Mary:
You are being threatened more than you know with the
     religious freedom issues. My children abortion is
     wrong. Now this — pray these prayers before My statue
     with the glass, pray fervently — God will help you —
     I am Mary, Queen of Peace, Our Lady of Clearwater
     I crush the head of satan with my heal.

 

   

 

                April 21, 2012

                Message from Jesus!

                R. Jesus appeared in the most
                    beauteous light — radiant
                    faces — I cannot explain —

                Jesus speaks:

                    I wish the Sacred Heart Statues
                with the glass in all homes
                and My Mother's statue with
                glass. She is the Queen of Peace.

                    I am faithful to My Promises.

                    I promise to bring down great
                graces for all praying the
                prayers before the statue —
                Healing graces —
                graces in abundance for families —
                I want this devotion to the Sacred Heart
                and Immaculate Heart in homes.

                May is the month of Mary
                June the month of the Sacred Heart —

                I wish Blue Book 7 printed immediately —
                Now that Fr. Joe's homilies have
                gone to about 30,000 priests
                and 28 states in the United States it is
                necessary to reprint the book
                for the remaining states right
                away —

                Begin praying for donations and soliciting
                funds for this and reaching the remaining
                states in these troubled times —

                    Do you not see with the Acts of
                the Apostles that God is faithful
                to His promise —

                    Have you understood this —
                    Have you understood the
                        fulfillment of the prophesies?
                    Have you understood this in
                        these days in the scriptures?
                    God is faithful to His Promise!!


                Blue Book 7

                Introduction from the Author

                    Jesus wants us to grow in the
                mystical life.

                    The Father, Son and Holy Spirit live
                in the graced baptized soul.

                    Jesus wants us to be united to the Mass
                all day in the Morning Offering.

                    The Mass is the Sacrifice of Calvary,
                sacramentally made present —

                    We pray united to the sacrifice of
                Jesus in the Mass, to the Father, in the
                Holy Spirit, through the powerful intercession
                of Mary, with the angels and saints and
                the souls in purgatory, united to
                the other members in the Church.
                We pray to love God and all others, including
                ourselves as God wants. We pray
                for the priests, the Church and the world —

                We beg for grace —
                We adore God —
                We love God
                We thank God and
                We want to help make reparation for our
                    sins —
               
                   

 

God's Blue Book 7

Intimacy with God

 

Jesus: "This is the picture I want in My messages. When you read these messages, look at My picture and know I love you. These messages are My words of love for each of you."

- Jesus to Rita Ring
 

 

 

The Seventh Book

 

Introduction from the Author

    Jesus wants us to grow in the mystical life. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit live in the graced baptized soul. Jesus wants us to be united to the Mass all day in the Morning Offering. The Mass is the Sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally made present —

    We pray united to the sacrifice of Jesus in the Mass, to the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the powerful intercession of Mary, with the angels and saints and the souls in purgatory, united to the other members in the Church. We pray to love God and all others, including ourselves as God wants. We pray for the priests, the Church and the world —

                    We beg for grace —
                    We adore God — We love God. We thank God and we want to help make reparation for our sins. 
   

                From the Mass Book

December 15, 1995

HE WRAPPED ME IN HIS DIVINE EMBRACE

Written at 12:30 p.m., in Holy Cross-Immaculata Church:

I wanted to love Him so much. I realized God's magnificence and goodness, and I wanted to give Him such great love, but I realize my incapacity to love Him more in my human form.

I realize how God is so worthy of all my love. My intellectual realization of how worthy He is, does not match with my attempt to love Him. It hurts to want to love Him so much. He gives me an insight, a light into His magnificence, and I realize my littleness.

So overwhelmed with the desire to give Him love, no thought of myself - my whole being wants to love Him with this immense love.

The world is non-existent. It is I and Him, and my whole being merges with Him and this one desire to unite endlessly, forever in the deepest union. Time stands still, and it is the meeting of our hearts, this oneness with Him. I slip into His Heart and nothing here matters, as if I have embraced such depth of union with Him. I want only Him. I see only Him, and I am one in this deep, deep embrace with Him. I lost myself in Him.

My existence is existence only in Him. It is being wrapped in love's embrace with Divinity.

The world existed around me, and all I knew was the embrace of the Almighty God. My heart sunk into His Heart, and I existed only in Him, my whole being seeing myself existing only in Him.

I saw His body as I stood beneath the cross at Holy Cross-Immaculata Catholic Church. I wanted to unite with Him eternally in this great depth of love I felt. I wanted to be totally lost in Him forever. By being merged with Him, I existed in Him, knowing only Him and loosing myself. I saw the Child Jesus statue, and I was lost in God. I begged the Father through the tears of tender, loving Mary, in the Holy Spirit, to help me to make His love known to this world, to use me, use my life as He willed to make this love of God known. Then, coming back to myself, I begged the Father, through the tears of the tender, loving Mary, in the name of the Christ Child, in the Holy Spirit, to help me to make His love known to this world, to use me, my life as He willed to make this love of God known.

 

 

 

Dedication

To Fr. Carter my spiritual director who aided me continually while receiving these messages and discerning them.

To Fr. Joe my great brother.

To Fr. Mike P.

To Fr. John J. Pasquini.

To all the priests who help us.

To all our priests and hierarchy.

To John our beloved president of Shepherds of Christ.

To Mike our Treasurer.

To Doris Jones for her help with all the messages.

To Sheila W. for her help.

To Joe Lee for his help with the music.

To all our devoted handmaids, Rosie, Regina, Betty and Sophie.

To Servant Jerry.

To Annette.

To our donors.

To Cathy for the cover and helping me.

To Joe and Cathy for being there when Mary appeared and I received these messages.

To my husband and children.

To Jesus and Mary and St. Michael — I pray.

Special thanks to Dan and Melanie Noe and Sanja Cosic.

To Don and Patti.

 

    

   

 

Table of Contents

        March 30, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass
            Resurrection
        April 1, 1995
            Such Oneness       
       
April 2, 1995
            I Stand by Your Heart
       
April 2, 1995
            My Mother Comes on the Fifths
       
April 2, 1995 - After Mass Fr. Carters - 9:00a.m.          
            Shows His Power Over Life and Death
        April 2, 1995 - Fifth Sunday of Lent
            The Sorrowful Mysteries
       
April 3, 1995 - 6:00a.m.
            My Love is Deep    

        April 5, 1995
            Pray on the 5ths
       
April 5, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass
            Overwhelmed with the Father's Love
        April 5, 1995
            Come Deep in My Heart
        April 6, 1995 - Blue Book Meeting

        April 6, 1995
            Oh Death Where is your Sting?

        April 6, 1995
            Gifts I Give
        April 6, 1995
            Joyful Mystery Meditations
        April 6, 1995
           
Letter to Fr. Carter
        April 6, 1995
            Beyond Signs and Wonder
        April 8, 1995 - Saturday
            When I Worry, I Have Taken my Focus off of Him
        April 8, 1995
            Our Mission Given by the Father, we live under Mary's Mantle
        April 8, 1995
            The Holy Family
        April 8, 1995
            Joyful Mystery Meditations
        April 8, 1995
            My Religious Need Adoration
        April 8, 1995
            Love - Depth

        April 9, 1995
            Priests Would Lead the Rosary
        April 9, 1995

        April 11, 1995
            Love Your Brothers
        April 11, 1995 - All Saints - 8:15a.m.
           
Love God, Love Others, Unity
        April 11, 1995
            A Priest is a Gift from God
        April 11, 1995 -
1:45p.m. after Mass
            Deep in His Heart
        April 11, 1995
            Tunnel Vision
        April 12, 1995 - St. Gertrude's - 8:20a.m.
            Overwhelming Union with Jesus after Communion
        April 12, 1995

            Insight into the Hidden Mysteries
        April 12, 1995 - 9:20p.m.
            Love Among One Another
        April 12, 1995 - 11:34p.m.
            Wisdom
        April 13, 1995
            Union with the Trinity
        April 13, 1995 - 5:30a.m.
            To Want Oneness for All
        April 14, 1995 - Good Friday
            Jesus Waits
       
April 14, 1995 - Good Friday

April 14, 1995 - Good Friday 11:30a.m.
    Patience
April 14, 1995 - Good Friday 12:00

April 14, 1995 - Good Friday 1:25p.m. - on Holy Hill

April 14, 1995 - Good Friday
    Pray for the Priests
April 14, 1995 - Good Friday
   
Call Your Children Together
April 15, 1995 - Holy Saturday -
    Glorious Mysteries -
A Rosary for Children
April 15, 1995 - Feast of St. Isidore
    Message Received from Our Blessed Mother after the Evening Rosary
April 16, 1995 - Easter
   
Easter Message for Members
April 16, 1995 - Easter
   
Easter Message for Fr. Carter
April 16, 1995 - Easter
    Intimacy
April 16, 1995
    Glorious Mysteries
April 16, 1995 - Easter
    Easter: Pascal Joy
April 16, 1995 - Short Joyful Mysteries

April 16, 1995 - Short Sorrowful Mysteries

April 16, 1995 - Short Glorious Mysteries
   
April 16, 1995 - Short Joyful Mysteries
    Mysteries of the Rosary
April 16, 1995 - Short Sorrowful Mysteries
    The Rosary is Their Lives
April 16, 1995 - Short Glorious Mysteries
    Mysteries of the Rosary

                        April 17, 1995 - 6:45a.m.
                            Wrapped in Love
                        April 17, 1995
                            Short Glorious Mysteries
                        April 17, 1995
                            Short Glorious Mysteries
                        April 18, 1995
                            These are the Lives of Jesus and Mary lived in the Rosary
                        April 19, 1995 - 6:15a.m.
                            Be One with All
                        April 19, 1995  - Easter Wednesday - Before the Blessed Sacrament
                            Glorious Mysteries
                        April 20, 1995
                            Trinity - Love
                        April 20, 1995 - 6:20a.m. -
Sorrowful Mother Chapel
                            Knowing and Loving
                        April 20, 1995 - 7:30a.m. - Nursing Home Message

        April 20, 1995 - Joyful Mysteries - For Parents and Children
            My Children are Dear, Dear Little Ones
        April 20, 1995
            Fear to Fearlessness
        April 21, 1995 - 3:00a.m. Friday
            Pray at 3:00
        April 21, 1995 - A Message to Fr. Carter
            Emotion
        April 21, 1995 -
For Parents and Children
           
Sorrowful Mysteries
        April 21, 1995
            Sufferings of Mary and Jesus
        April 22, 1995
            I Love You, My Friend

April 23, 1995 - at about 10:30a.m. - went to Delphos
    Divine Mercy Sunday
April 23, 1995 - Divine Mercy Sunday - Sorrowful Mysteries
    Ask for Mercy - I Will Outpour Mercy
April 25, 1995
    Intimate Moments with Jesus

        April 26, 1995
            Love Jesus Through Mary's Heart
        April 26, 1995 - Mass 1:30p.m.

            Mary and Jesus love the Children
        April 26, 1995 -
For Parents and Children
            Glorious
Mysteries
        April 26, 1995
            Pray the Rosary
        April 27, 1995
            Refuge in Him
        April 27, 1995 - Mass 2:00
            Immense Love
        April 28,1995
            Songs from Jesus
        May 1, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass
            Precious Love
        May 1, 1995 - Monday Feast of St. Joseph
            Joyful Mysteries
        May 2, 1995 - Tuesday Feast of St. Athanasius
            Shepherds of Christ Meeting - Joyful Mysteries - A Rosary of Love from Jesus
        May 2, 1995
            Indifference Wounded Jesus
        May 3, 1995 - 5:30a.m.
            Real Love
        May 3, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass
            The Father's Love
        May 4, 1995
            Mary Appeared July 5, 1994
        May 4, 1995
            Circulate These Messages on the Farm
        May 5, 1995
            Reflections of Jesus
        May 5, 1995
            Passion of Jesus
        May 5, 1995 - First Friday
            Enthrone the Sacred Heart
        May 5, 1995
           
Consecrate Your Churches, Home, and Workplace to Our Hearts
        May 5, 1995
            God's Presence
        May 5, 1995
            Jesus Wants On-Fire Love
        May 6, 1995
            Jesus Loves Me
        May 6, 1995 - To Fr. Carter
            Fr. Carter at Mass
        May 6, 1995 - First Saturday
            Mary's Sorrows
        May 6, 1995
            Faith
        May 7, 1995
            Pray for First Communicants
        May 8, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass
            I See the Host
        May 8, 1995 - Nursing Home Message
            I Wait by Your Bed
        May 9, 1995 - 8:30 - Rosary about hell
           
Fr. Carter's Mass
        May 10, 1995
            Life In Jesus
        May 10, 1995
            This is My Blood
        May 12, 1995
            We Are Unique
        May 13, 1995 - Olivia's Store
            Rosary excerpt
        May 13, 1995
            Sing Love to God
        May 14, 1995
           
Mother's Day
        May 14, 1995
            Love Women
        May 14, 1995
            My Heart Aches for Blindness
        May 14, 1995
            My Army of Love
        May 14, 1995
            The 13ths
        May 14, 1995
            Jesus' Birth
        May 15, 1995
            Being One with Christ
        May 16, 1995
            Spread My Blue Books
        May 16, 1995 - 1:50p.m. after Mass
            Fr. Carter, Looked to the Father 
        May 17, 1995 - 9:00a.m.
            Forgive Me
        May 17, 1995
            My Sacred Heart
        May 17, 1995
            I Will Continue to Speak to You
        May 18, 1995 - 9:15a.m.
            Interior Place
        May 18, 1995 - 10:00p.m.
            God Dwells in Me
        May 19, 1995
            Priests Sing Mass from the Heart
        May 20, 1995
            The Trinity
        May 20, 1995
            Dwelling in the Sacred Heart
        May 20, 1995
            Dwelling in You
        May 21, 1995 - 9:00p.m.
            Adorable Heart of Jesus
        May 22, 1995
            I see Jesus' Wounds
        May 22, 1995
            Darkness to Light
        May 23, 1995
            Heart on Fire
        May 25, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass at 8:30
            The Presence of the Trinity
        May 25, 1995 - Ascension Thursday
            The Christ Event

        May 25, 1995
           
I Am Alive!
        May 26, 1995
            Ingratitude from Us
        May 26, 1995
            Love, Love, Love
        May 26, 1995 - After Mass
            Speak of Me
        May 26, 1995
            God's Life in Us
        May 26, 1995
            Do God's Will
        May 26, 1995
            Read the Messages
        May 27, 1995
            My Son Suffered
        May 28, 1995
            Mary Cried Under the Cross
        May 28, 1995
            Let Me Fill You
        May 31, 1995
            Pray the Infant of Prague Novena
        June 1, 1995
            You Are Unique
        June 3, 1995
            History - His Story, Our Story       
        June 3, 1995
            Lady of the Holy Spirit Windows       
        June 3, 1995 - Pentecost
           
        June 3, 1995 - After Communion
            Pentecost
        June 4, 1995 - Sunday 1:00p.m.
            I Allowed You to Suffer

        June 5, 1995 - 1:30 Communion
            Overwhelmed

        June 5, 1995 - 8:30 After Communion
            Unite to Jesus in the Presence of Others
        June 5, 1995
            When Jesus Walked the Earth
        June 6, 1995
            Satan is Crafty
        June 7, 1995
            The Little Baby is Surrounded by Sheep
        June 7, 1995
            Jesus Cries: "Priests are to Love Me"

        June 7, 1995
            Live Your Shepherds of Christ Vocation- Called by Jesus
        June 8, 1995
            Morning Offering
        June 8, 1995
            Jesus I Love You
        June 9, 1995
            Let My Actions be a Sign of My Great Love for Jesus
        June 9, 1995
            Read My Letters from Your Heart
        June 9, 1995
            Each Person is Unique
        June 9, 1995
            Two Falmouth Visions
        June 9, 1995 - After Mass 9:00a.m.
            One Body in Him
        June 10, 1995
            Satan Wants to Tear Apart
        June 12, 1995
            Go to Him
        June 12, 1995
            They Stoned the Prophets

        June 12, 1995 - Nursing Home Message
            God Takes Care of Us
        June 12, 1995
            Be a Team
        June 12, 1995
            Open My Eyes Lord

        June 14, 1995 - What no eye has seen and no ear has heard... 1 Corinthians 2:9

            Glorious Mysteries
        June 15, 1995
            Jesus Loves the Sinner
        June 16, 1995 - 7:00a.m.
            Jesus Loves Each Soul
        June 16, 1995
            God Forgives the Most Wretched Sins 
        June 17, 1995
            Be Pure Like Mary
        June 17, 1995
            Jesus: This is My Plan
        June 18, 1995
            Jesus Wants to Dwell in Our Hearts
        June 19, 1995
            God Allows Us to Suffer
        June 21, 1995 - 5:45 or 6:00a.m.
            God Loves Us Unconditionally
        June 21, 1995 - Wednesday 6:35a.m. -
While praying the rosary in Holy Spirit Chapel before the Tabernacle
            A Message for Harold and Diane
        June 21, 1995 - After Communion
            Bathed in the Blood of the Lamb
        June 23, 1995 - Feast of the Sacred Heart
            A Message on the Feast of the Sacred Heart
        June 23, 1995
            The Good Shepherd
        June 23, 1995 - Before the Blessed Sacrament
            Sorrowful Rosary on the Feast of the Sacred Heart
        June 24, 1995
           
The Feast of the Immaculate Heart of Mary
        June 24, 1995
            The Tabernacle in the Big Chapel
        June 25, 1995
            I Give You Insight into My Life

       
June 26, 1995
            Our Lady of Clearwater

        June 26, 1995
            The Pain - Naples, Florida
        June 28, 1995
            The Mysteries
        June 29, 1995 - Boca Rotan, FL
            Joyful Mysteries

 

 

To The Reader

    Jesus wants to share His love with you. He comes in these letters to tell you how you can be in intimate union with Him.

    All of us possess everything we need to have an intimate union with Him. He has been giving me messages since October of 1991. For at least a year I sat in front of the tabernacle and begged him to talk to me. I wanted words. I prayed to the Holy Spirit and begged and begged Him to baptize me. After a long and seemingly endless search, trying to hear God, He told me to “feed the hungry.” For six weeks this was all I heard. I thought maybe I wasn’t feeding my children well or eating well enough myself. What a long wait for three words! At long last one day, as I was writing to Jesus, I received a letter back. He told me, “I am Jesus, Son of the Living God.” I did not want to write this but it kept coming—and so did many other messages. I knew nothing of anyone getting messages. I wrote them, reluctantly, and hid my notebooks. The letters kept coming, many during the night. I would be awakened, then given long letters which I felt compelled to get up and write down. I read these letters privately and my life began to change. I felt a new life within me.

    He taught me of His fervent love and how truly present He was. He taught me how precious I was to Him. Over and over again He would call me His precious child and tell me how He loved me, how He clothed me with dignity and honor. He told me over and over how He was right by my side always. He is teaching me to give up all fear and to trust in Him. He is teaching me to let go of myself and let Him run my life. I am trying every day to do His will.

    He is also telling you in your heart all you need to know. He has all the answers for you there in your heart. You must be silent and go to Him so you can hear His words for you.

    Sit in front of the tabernacle and be with Him. Do not pray prayers. Sit and be open and just be with Him. Read these letters there. These are Jesus’ love letters to you. Sit in front of the tabernacle and let Him talk to you. Sit silent awhile. Read these letters part of the time. Open any page and He will talk to you. Do not read this like a book, cover to cover. Just open to a page and read that page. That is the way He speaks to you.

 

Introduction

    Note: Read before the Tabernacle.

    Jesus: How, child, do I, Jesus, tell you I love you? You hold on to silly things when God is in your midst and is ardently loving you. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God. I am writing to each precious child this day. I am on fire for love of you. I remain in the Eucharist to be with you with My ardent love. I did not want to leave My beloved ones at the Last Supper. I love you so, My dear and ardently loved children. I remain with you this day in the Blessed Sacrament, the same Jesus Who died a brutal death on the Cross.

    Do you know I am truly present there? Do you know that God waits every day for you in the tabernacle? Do you comprehend even a minute amount of My love? You will never know of how I love you on earth.

    I, Jesus, truly the Son of God, came to earth a man and suffered a brutal death for love of you. I love you so much! I remain with you this day. I long for your love. I want you to come and be with Me in front of the tabernacle. I wait, I yearn for you to come and whisper your love to Me. I am a person and I love you this day, with such an ardent on-fire love! No human could ever compare a speck to My love for you.

    I wait, little ones, in the tabernacle. I wait for you to come and receive Me in Communion. I want you to want Me so much you cannot wait to come and receive Me. I want to be the love, the center of your life!

    I am Jesus. I am the Son of God. I am writing to you this day. I want to possess your very soul and live in you. I have all you need, sweet ones.

    Oh, you are so blind! I long for your union with Me. I wrote the book of love. I instituted it, yet you go to the world for your love and do not even come to Me! Oh, I love you, little ones. Little ones, beloved of the Father, loved by the Holy Spirit, mothered by My very own mother! What more can I say? The rest is up to you!

    I give you your will with such love and I want your love freely given. I am God. What do you think you could ever need that I do not give you? I am the Savior of this world. I am Jesus, the Son of God. I am waiting for you. I am longing for you. I am yearning for you. I am God. I have all you ever will need!

    Surrender this life to Me. Pray My Prayer for Union with Me. I want to possess your soul and operate from your very being. I am Jesus. I am the Son of God. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I am Who am. I died and rose on the third day.

    Harken to My call, harken to My pleading. Spend your days in love with Me. Nothing matters unless it is rooted in Me and rooted in My love. I am the Son of God. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I love you with the tenderest love. I am waiting this day for just you, My beloved one. Come to Me for I am the tenderest of all hearts. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

God’s Blue Book, Volume 2, April 13, 1994

 

  

 

March 30, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass

Resurrection

R. I was so overwhelmed at my unworthiness
and what was going on at Mass. I cried because
I am so unworthy to receive God.

   

Mark 16: 8

And the women came out and ran away from the tomb because they were frightened out of their wits; and they said nothing to anyone, for they were afraid.

 

R. They said nothing to anyone, for they
were afraid. They fled, trembling and bewildered.
They knew Jesus. They were taught
by Him, but they were filled with fear.

    The enemies had placed
a heavy stone there to seal the tomb. They were
afraid and filled with hatred.

 

John 7: 19

Did not Moses give you the Law?
And yet not one of you keeps the Law!

 

R. His body springs forth glorious and
Jesus is joyous, triumphant, radiant.
His Body is glorified.

   

Luke 24: 26

  Was it not necessary that the Christ should suffer before entering into his glory?’

   

R. He did not take the pathway of joy and pleasure, but
    of sorrow and pain.

The cross He bore and carried. He opened the gates of heaven.

Mortal sin is death, it is a Tomb in which the
    captive soul sleeps a fatal sleep.

The devil guards to keep it locked. He tries to keep
    the soul blinded.

Christ says arise from the dead.
    Christ will enlighten thee.

For us He died, for us He rose.

How does the soul, put aside their sinful
    ways?

   

1 Corinthians 15: 39-44

    Not all flesh is the same flesh: there is human flesh; animals have another kind of flesh, birds another and fish yet another. Then there are heavenly bodies and earthly bodies; the heavenly have a splendour of their own, and the earthly a different splendour. The sun has its own splendour, the moon another splendour, and the stars yet another splendour; and the stars differ among themselves in splendour. It is the same too with the resurrection of the dead: what is sown is perishable, but what is raised is imperishable; what is sown is contemptible but what is raised is glorious; what is sown is weak, but what is raised is powerful; what is sown is a natural body, and what is raised is a spiritual body. 

   

R. Walk in the newness of life with the
    resurrected Lord.

Rise from the tomb of my failings.
Oh God create in me a new spirit
Penetrate me with Your light
To live for Thee.

    

Luke 24: 26

  Was it not necessary that the Christ should suffer before entering into his glory?’

   

R. Were not our hearts burning within us,
    while He spoke to us on the way and
    opened the scripture to us.

"Peace be with you"
They thought they were seeing a ghost.

 

Luke 24: 39

    ...Touch me and see for yourselves; a ghost has no flesh and bones as you can see I have.’

 

R. He ate some fish.

He opened their minds to understand the
    scriptures. Our minds are closed, we
    need God's grace. 

Ascension

He goes to prepare a place for us.

Love is in the mystery.

Not seeing - intensely joined in such interior union
with Jesus and Mary, crying over Pieta, felt
wrapped in Their embrace. Crying -
wanted to kiss so tenderly His wounds,
crying about His wounds.

My great rapture of intimacy is inside,
    it doesn't have to do with seeing
    and feeling, it brought me out of
    that deep rapture I had with
    Them.

Hard to explain - such union inside
    before, my intimacy is interiorly,
    it was so intense because of the
    mystery, the depth of the inner awareness
    and oneness inside, not in what is visible,
    in what is invisible. Such intense
    connection and emotion, so closely joined —
    so one with God.

Realize more and more oneness of us all, oneness
    with angels and saints and souls in
    purgatory. I know this oneness in my
    realization of deep oneness I have with
    Father, Son and Holy Spirit. This intensifies
    the emotion and experience of intimacy
    with God.

Oneness between one another, such love —
    loved a chosen priest last night, where
    before I felt conflict because of his
    lack of support for me, saw
    how special he is to God. He is the
    special creation of God the Father.
    He has been given a great gift. He was
    chosen by Them to do His work.

Oh how I intently love You, my beloved Jesus,
     - my Spouse the bridegroom of my soul.

Wounds take me deeper and deeper
    into Him - deeper into His love.

I see myself penetrating the wounds, going
    deeper into His Heart - with Mary.

Wrapped so intensely in His love — almost
    like a power driving us together —
    oneness, such oneness
    seeing that was a gift.

Pull - power, intenseness —

    Wrap - wrapped in
        rapture

Wrapped in - rapture is
    as a pull, so intense, such a presence,
    such a oneness, burning union.

I think of the power and pull of electricity —
But His power never runs out.

To be lost in Your loving embrace, my Lord.
The embrace of my Lord is rapture whether
sorrow or joy. I share with Him. It
is joy because I share it with Him.
Gripped into this union with
    Him — awareness of the other side.

Song: Your presence pervades my Soul

 

April 1, 1995

Such Oneness

R. To be united in prayer with Father, Son,
Holy Spirit, Mary, all angels and saints and
souls in purgatory. Such oneness. When I pray,
I unite myself with God.
Jesus and Mary and all angels and saints,
and souls in purgatory pray with me.
Such power.

Fr. Carter's Mass

R. Yesterday, I had such a realization
of the oneness of Jesus and the Father.
Such immense love for the Father. I can
see myself being led to the bosom of
the Father. I want to be as a little child and
He is my loving Father and loves me so
much and cares for me.

Cried at Mass, realizing the state the
world is in and how simple it
would be and how wonderful, if
all did the will of the Father.
I want to give myself totally to the
Father and unite so deeply with Jesus
in the Mass. Jesus, I am Yours.

 

 

April 2, 1995

I Stand by Your Heart

Jesus: I ponder the ways of your heart. I know far
better than you, your every intention. If
no one wants to read these messages, they
are missing My words of wisdom given as
a gift for all.

    You will talk, My beloved one, continue
to write and stay so connected to the sound
of My voice talking within you My precious
child.

    I do not go from you, I am so attentive to
your needs. Second by second, minute by
minute, I ponder your heart. I know your
fear and I comfort you in darkness.

    I never, ever go from you. I am wed to
your soul. So attentive to the beating of
your heart within your breast.

    Stay totally focused on Me for satan
will taunt you and try to talk in your
head. Silence him little one.

    As they poke at your eyes to make you cry,
I stand by your heart with burning love. I
am God, nothing can knock you if you
realize My love for you.

 

April 2, 1995

My Mother Comes on the Fifths

Jesus: I will tend to the priest, I am attentive
to your needs. These are My letters.
My Mother is coming on Wednesday, April 5, 1995.
(the first public 5th.) Trust in Me and do not fear.

    I have sent to you apostles to go
out to the world to spread these
messages. 12 - you are giving
them My messages. If I thought
only of Myself, I would not have left
the Apostles behind. You are teaching
My messages to them.

    They will carry this message
to the world. Do not be short,
rely totally on Me. You are leaving
behind My teachers.

    Get all your affairs in order.
You are teaching My emotion.
Be prepared as if you may die
tomorrow. Always live each
day to the fullest. Live each
hour, every minute to do
exactly as I have planned.

    No time to think of petty things. Your
days are at hand. I will mold you and
shape you and you will mold and shape
others through Me. I am leading _____ as
an apostle to do this work. ____, ____,
____, all will listen and watch you and be
taught, ____ and ____, as you watch
Fr. Carter and they watch you. You are a pillar
of strength rooted in Me. All who watch
will learn from Me for I am molding and
teaching you My ways. Be an example
of My teaching. You cannot be bowed
down, ever, you cannot complain, as
you are, so do you teach. You must
teach My ways, you are resisting to be
more and more one in Me. Read this letter
over and over. Every thing you do, do with
great love. People are watching you.

R. Thank God, He ponders the ways of our heart
    for the devil is trying to tell us how
    awful we are. Jesus knows and sees us
    in our best light. He knows our
    faults and still loves us. The devil
    tells us we are all bad. Jesus says,
    you are not perfect, I love you, but
    I want you holy like saints.
    To be totally focused in our faults is
    to lose our light. We must always
    be lights and act with love.

Saw a statue come up - saw a vision
    like heaven

then people I think, but after a while
    bright statue came up to the
    right - so white —

It could have been Falmouth Statue,
    but I think it was daintier —
    bright white

Saw from the waist up.

 

April 2, 1995 - After Mass Fr. Carters - 9:00a.m.

Shows His Power Over Life and Death

R. He showed them, He had the power to
    raise Lazarus from the dead.
    He called on His Father.

Death has no power over Him, as
    Lazarus was raised from the dead,
    He too was raised up and we
    will be raised up on the
    last day.

Why do we not trust for He truly
    has all the power, over life and
    death.

   

John 11: 25-26

   I am the resurrection.
   Anyone who believes in me,
      even though that person dies, will live,
   and whoever lives and believes in me
      will never die.
   Do you believe this?

   

R. They saw with human minds, they said
    Lazarus would smell, he was
    dead four days. We see with human
    minds.

He has the power, He called on His
    Father.

When He rose from the dead - they were
    afraid. Even though He had told them He would
    rise from the dead.

He explained to the disciples on the way to Emmaus
    the scriptures that pertained to Him from the
    time of Moses and the early prophets.

An insight into our blindness, we need
    His grace to interpret the scriptures.

We see with human minds - word of
    God is living in Him.

Just words if taken literally.

Words are Life!!

Words are vibrant when He
    applies His grace, they come
    alive.

There are all different levels of the Word living in us,
    being enacted in us.

As there is depth to loving Him, there is depth in living in His Word.
It depends on our relationship with Him.

Each Word is so important.

 

April 2, 1995
Fifth Sunday of Lent


The Sorrowful Mysteries

The Agony in the Garden

1. Jesus: Quiet your hearts and put yourselves in My presence. Let go of all the distractions of your day and all of the things in your mind and focus totally on Me and My Passion.

2. R. See Jesus in the Garden. See as He kneels, He is in such agony. The Apostles are off to the side sleeping.

3. R. Put yourself there and experience as He experienced the sufferings in His Heart, the knowing, to know all that He was about to undergo and to see clearly that He could have, if He wanted to, stop all of it because He was God! But in compliance to the Father's Will and for greatest love of us, He went through this terrible persecution, passion, and death that He was about to undergo.

4. Jesus: Let go to Me, My child! Whatever is in your mind, you must put out of your mind and come to Me. All those with whom you are angry, all those you are feeling upset with, turn them over to Me and meditate now on Me. You must learn to focus on Me and to put other things out of your mind. Say you are sorry if you have offended your brother and totally turn your mind over to Me, for satan is constantly trying to taunt you. I ponder the ways of your heart. I know how you perform your deeds and the love that is in your heart. Let go of everything and focus totally on Me. Be with Me! Be there!

5. R. An angel appeared to Jesus to comfort Him and held the cup before Him. Jesus said to the Father: "Not My will, but Thine be done"!

6. R. Can you imagine what it would be like if you were in the Garden and would see all the events that were about to happen. Think of how we are anxious when we have such small things to do. Then think of what Jesus went through as He knelt in the Garden knowing that His time was near for Him to be handed over to His betrayers.

7. R. The natural fear of death came into play and Jesus saw before Him all of the persecution, all of the wounds, all that they would do to Him, and He said "yes" because He loves us so much!

8. R. Do we know how His Heart was in such agony for the world as it is today for the children that are murdered, for the people that have forgotten God and have turned vile and unkind in their hearts, for all the sins of sex that are happening, and the perverted deeds that are in men's minds? Do we know how Jesus suffered? Think of how we feel when we look at the world the way that it is and we know His immense love and we suffer inside to know this and to know that people are blind and they do not even come to Jesus. But think of how He suffered! He was about to go and die on the cross for love of us. He saw before Him all the souls that would ignore Him and not ever come for the great graces that He could give them.

9. R. His time was at hand! He came to this earth a baby! He came to die, to shed His blood for each and every soul. Jesus saw before Him the souls that would be condemned to the damning fires of hell despite His sufferings.

10. R. Think of how it is to see your children, those you love so much, and watch them make mistakes. Then think of how it is for Jesus who loved each soul dearly and know that they would sin mortally and condemn themselves to hell forever.

Song: I come to you with greatest love etc.

   

Jesus is Scourged at the Pillar

1. R. Think of the pain of Jesus' Heart. Jesus loved these men who whipped Him.

2. R. We want to be at peace and united to Jesus. Jesus' way is love. Jesus was scourged at the pillar and beaten, Jesus loved those who persecuted Him. Jesus asks us to love all even those who are angry with us. We are to love all men.

3. R. See Jesus as He was beaten, as He was wounded, the wounds that covered His body, the deep wounds! Think of going up to Jesus and seeing the wounds and being so close that you could actually touch Jesus.

4. R. If we were there and we actually saw the wounds so closely that we could touch Jesus, we would realize more what He truly went through because of His great love for us. Visualize as clearly as possible Jesus right before your eyes. See Him covered from the top of His head to His feet with wounds.

5. R. Jesus truly suffered because He loves us so much.

6. R. Jesus and Mary, we love You.

7. R. God can, in one second, give us a grace that will help us to understand and to know Him more deeply. We long to know deeper and deeper and deeper the Mystery of God's love. We want to be one with God more and more, so united that we can say as St. Paul:

Galatians 2: 19-20  ...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me.

8. R. Ponder deeply the wounds that Jesus suffered. See the wounds covering His flesh, look at His pierced side! This is the love that He has for us this day. Souls this day will be lost to the fire of eternal damnation because of their sins, because of their willfulness and sinful lives. Pray, unite to the Mass through the intercession of Mary, so that these prayers are more powerful to help the souls that are hurting now, that will be condemned to death if they do not turn from their mortal sins. Outpour Your mercy, Oh God, upon us and hear our prayers.

9. R. Think of being so one in Jesus. Pray to the Father, united to Jesus in the Mass, in the Holy Spirit, through the powerful intercession of Mary and the angels and saints and the souls in purgatory. Pray for the souls.

Song: O Burning Heart, O love Divine, how sweet you are to me. I see the host, I know You are here to love and care for me.

10. R. What have we to fear if we realize even a minute amount, the great and ardent love that Jesus has for each one of us?

Song: I come to you with greatest love etc.

 

Jesus is Crowned with a Crown of Thorns

1. R. You are being instructed by Jesus! You are being taught so that you may go out to this world and spread His love with conviction and be so deeply one in Him.

2. R. See Jesus stand in this room with us right now, with a crown of thorns on His head, dripping in blood! See Him stand here and look at us! His head, dripping in blood! See Him stand here and look at us!

3. R. Would we worry about the little incidental things that are parading in our minds, or would we realize how urgent His call is because this world is in such suffering and pain. See Jesus stand before us! What would our next action be?

4. R. How He loves us! They pounded into His head a sharp crown of piercing thorns! The blood ran down His face! The blood ran from His mouth from the blows that they gave to His most precious head! Can we see this clearly? See His face! Picture Him here with us! He loves us so much and He is coming to ask us to answer His call for this world is in such pain. They are so blind! Jesus calls out to us to pray fervently from the deepest recesses of our heart, to be one in Him, so as St. Paul says

Galatians 2: 19-20   ...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me.

5. Jesus: Does My call fall on deaf ears? I am truly in your midst this day and I am speaking to you, My beloved ones! How can you not answer My call when you see Me covered and dripping with blood?

6. Jesus: You will be the lights that shine in the dark night! You will be the soldiers that go out to the world! I am teaching you lessons now. I am readying you for the days that are ahead. I am truly calling upon you to go out and to speak for Me to spread My messages here, My letters in the Blue Books, these Rosary Meditations.

7. Jesus: Who will do this work if you do not do the work? You - the ones that I am speaking to!

8. Jesus: And they spit on Me and they tore My clothing! They mocked Me and they called Me King! I Am Who Am!

9. Jesus: I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God! I call to you to answer and to go into this world and to spread My love to all.

10. Jesus: You must unite with Me! Let Me operate in you. I want to live in you and operate through you, let go.

Sing: Little Child

Song: I come to you with greatest love etc.

 
 

Jesus Carries His Cross up Calvary

1. Jesus: Stand with Mary on the way to Calvary. I look in Mary's eyes. See as I look into your eyes!

2. Jesus: Let go to Me — I am in you — I dwell in your graced, baptized soul.

3. Jesus: You must let go, surrender, consecrate your hearts to My Heart. Pray the Prayer for Union with Jesus.

4. Jesus: I carried the heavy cross on My back on the way to My death! Think of carrying the cross and knowing that you would soon die!

5. Jesus: Be so fixed on My Passion! Pray to the Spirit to lead you deeper and deeper into an understanding of these events that occurred as I made this walk on My way to My death.

6. R. Spirit, outpour Your gifts upon us, so that we may be more open, so that we will know deeper insights into the mysteries of your love.

7. R. Dear God, we want Your Word deep in us.

8. R. Outpour to us Your grace that we may more deeply understand the Word of God!

Jesus: Listen and be taught — open your hearts and let Me fill you.

9. R. Deeply hear everything God is telling us when we read the Word of God! Deep! Deep! Deep! Everything is deep! Our love becomes deeper! Deeper and Deeper and Deeper we want to penetrate deeper into the mysteries of His life and His Mother's life. Focus on His life in us. As we go about our day, we perform every action as we live in Him.

10. R. Some of His wounds went all the way through (His hands and feet.) Let our love for Jesus be so deep. Let His Word live in us as a two-edged sword.

Song: I come to you with greatest love etc.

 

Jesus is Crucified and Dies on the Cross

1. Jesus: See Me dying on the cross! See as I hung for three agonizing hours to My death! What do you see? How deep is your insight into this death? I am love! How deeply do you love one another? You must let go. You must come to Me and let Me operate from your being. To be deeper in love with Me, you must learn how to love one another. I want you to love one another in deep loving relationships. The world has put up walls. They keep themselves from one another. I came and spread My arms wide open. I gave My all. I did not hold anything back. I ask you to open your arms widely and to give your all to Me, to let Me operate from you, to let Me lead you into deep loving relationships with Me and My Father, the Holy Spirit, My Mother, and with one another.

2. Jesus: How is your heart? Is your heart open or is your heart closed? Pray to the Spirit to open your heart! Think of the words that I speak to you. Pray for a greater life in Me. The more I outpour My grace to you, the more you will respond to My love and to My Word.

3. Jesus: Ask to receive abundant graces. Pray every day for grace to be more deeply in love with Me.

4. Jesus: Do you see the world today — I am giving you the Mighty Medicine. I am telling you to spread My letters of love in God's Blue Book and these rosary Meditations to the hurting souls, to the hungry souls. I love you - I am Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the Flock.

5. Jesus: I tell you of My immense love because I love you so much. I tell you of this immense love and teach you so that you will go into this world and carry My message to all those that you come in contact with. You will speak in front of groups for Me, My beloved ones, use My messages I give here and give My rosary meditations. Listen to My words. Open your hearts wide for you need these teachings to do the work that I am giving you to do.

6. Jesus: You are being taught from Jesus! Will you answer the call and go into this world and spread this love? Look at your Church! Look at those who speak! Do you hear Me speak to you? You can carry this message of My love to this world. Will you answer this call?

7. Jesus: You must come to Me and listen! Listen to every word that I give to you so that every word is intense in its meaning in your heart.

8. Jesus: It is depth, My little ones! See My wounds! Some are shallow, some are a little deeper, some go all the way through! How deep is the love relationship that you want to have with Me? I give you My Divine Love! See the wound in My side. This is the love that I have for you!

9. Jesus: Each person is at a different place on their spiritual journey to Me. It is up to you to open your hearts and let Me penetrate you deeper, deeper, let Me fill you with My life in you. I long to be closer to you and I am calling you to such a union with Me so that you are motivated by My love to go out to this world and be My missionaries.

10. R. See the side of Jesus with the wound that is open! Through that wound, is the beating Heart of God-made-Man, who came to this earth a baby, who lived and died for love of us, and now remains with us this day in the Eucharist. Truly present, no less present than the day He walked on the earth! He calls out to go into the world, to give light to the world through us. Jesus wants to operate and be one in us!

Song: I come to you with greatest love etc.

 

Seven Sorrows of the Blessed Virgin Mary

1. The Prophecy of SimeonR. Mary went to the Temple. Simeon met Mary and Joseph. Simeon told Mary of the sufferings, she and Jesus would undergo. Mary held Jesus, Jesus so beautiful. Simeon told Mary of these deep sufferings! And a sword, too, shall pierce your Heart, O Mary!

2. The Flight into EgyptR. Mary and Joseph had to flee to Egypt with the baby Jesus, in the middle of the night because of Herod. They prepared for the journey. They had to stay away for a while until it was safe to come back. Such a hardship to get up in the night and to pack and leave.

3. Loss of Jesus in the TempleR. The child Jesus was lost in the temple, and Mary and Joseph were looking for Him. Help us, Mary, so that we never go from Jesus, but become more and more united to Him. Please outpour Your grace in abundance and help us to cooperate with these graces.

4. The Eyes of Jesus and Mary meet on the Way to CalvaryR. Look at Their eyes, the oneness between Jesus and Mary! Such union! The summation of a whole life in that peering look!

5. Jesus died on the Cross!  Sing: A Song from Jesus Refrain

6. Mary held Jesus in her Arms under the CrossR. See the lifeless body of Jesus as Mary held Jesus, in the arms of His loving Mother! See the horror in her face to behold her beloved Son. Mary holds Him now, His lifeless body! Mary once held His little body in her arms filled with life, now she holds His body in her arms. Look at her face and look at her eyes. This is the final curtain! He came to bring us new life.

7.  Jesus is Locked in the TombR. Fear and anger were outside the tomb in the guard's hearts that guarded Jesus. They locked Jesus in the tomb and they were happy that they had locked Jesus in. All Jesus did was love. But they locked Him in the tomb!

 

R. This rosary was prayed before the Pieta statue in back of the Holy Rosary Chapel at the Holy Spirit Center. Jesus was present in the Tabernacle in that Chapel. Rita, Cathy, Joe, Gerald and Donna Schlautman, and Marty were present.

Rita stated that she saw a light all around and within the Pieta statue during the rosary.

 

 

April 3, 1995 - 6:00a.m.

My Love is Deep

Jesus: As I was wounded with many different wounds,
    little wounds, deeper wounds and
    wounds that went entirely through
    My hands and feet, people love Me in
    all different levels. Some love Me
    on the surface, some love Me deeply.
    My love is endless, only in heaven
    will your desire for love be satisfied.

People are on all different levels. My Church
    has barely scratched the surface of
    My deep love. They are going through
    the motions. My love is endless,
    My love is penetrating. You can
    go ever deeper into the abyss of
    My love.

You see with human minds. An ocean of
    love I have to give you. You stand
    by the shore and put your toes in.

My beloved, immerse yourself deeply into
    My Heart.

Come through My pierced side. This is
    My deepest wound for it goes into
    the deepest recesses of My Heart. Deep, deep,
    deep is My love for you. Focus on the wound
    in My side. What flowed out was Blood and
    water. I immerse you in the vat of My
    love. Water washes you clean. Come to
    My Heart ever pure. Only a pure heart
    can unite deeply with My Heart.
    My ways are difficult. I am a fountain of
    mercy and love. Come to My Heart
    through My pierced side.

    Water I give to you to wash you, My
babies, My loved ones, My beloved, Oh
how I want to be ever joined to you in
such oneness. I give to you My body and
blood to eat. Such closeness. You scratch
the surface and settle for so little. You
measure everything you do. My love is
immeasurable. You do not know even
a little the depths of My love.

    Quiet your fears. I am ever attentive to
your every need. Let go, surrender and you
will have peace. You are fighting My
infinite love. You stand on the shore and
stick in your toe, immerse yourself in
the pool of My love. You will never doubt again.

 

 

April 5, 1995

Pray on the 5ths

Mary: On April 5, 1995, I called the first public gatherings of rosaries given on the 5th to the public.

R. She said it is 5 because of the 5 wounds of Jesus and the 5 blasphemies against her.

Jesus: My Mother called April 5, 1995 and asked for public gatherings on the 5ths to help make reparation to Our Hearts for the offenses against Them. 

 

March 5, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass

Overwhelmed with the Father's love

R. God loves us no matter how I am. He loves
us unconditionally. In all of our faults
and all of our failings in His great
goodness Jesus loves us.

Jesus: I give to you My child, My abundant
life. I outpour to you My abundant
grace. I draw you ever closer to My
beating Heart. Do not ever be bowed
down. Know the immensity of the
Father's love for you. He so loved this
world that He gave His only Son for
love of you.

R. To realize that the Father loved
me so much He sent His only Son
into this world to free me from
my Sins, so I would be with Him
forever in heaven.

    The Father loved me so much
He sent His Son as a Sacrifice and
Jesus took on human form.

    I realize so immensely the love
of the Father, manifest in His
Son, Jesus Christ.

    If we realize our oneness with God and
His great love, we cannot help but realize
our oneness with one another. If I am
one with Him, if I realize His immense
love, I don't have to worry what others think,
I am to love them. I see them
as my brother who I love and want
to give love to. I see more with the eyes
of God, with kindness and compassion and
love, of being united out of love.

    Bathe me in Your love; fill me and saturate
me so I am bursting with Your light — Your life
in me. Let this love of God radiate to all and
unite us forever deeply in the love of our
beloved Father. For we truly are little
children, we are brothers and sisters
and He is our Father, Mary is our most
loving Mother, Jesus is my most
intimate Spouse and the Holy Spirit
my dearest friend.

    Realizing the love of the Father creates
such oneness with one another. We are filled
with His love. He loves us unconditionally.
I am one with everyone in the room.
My Father created each soul, Jesus
redeemed each soul. I am one with
them. As members of the Body of Christ
we are one.

I am one in Him, I cannot have division
    with one man and be united to Him.
    To unite to Him more deeply I must
    be one with them.

The Father so loved me He gave His only
    Son. If I realize this, I want to love
    everyone.

The more I become one in Him, I love
    every man.

 

April 5, 1995

Come Deep in My Heart

Jesus: My dearly beloved,

    As you live and breathe, I live and breathe
in you.

    Come so close to Me, deeply into My Heart. You
child have been touched by God, write of your experiences.

R. It is now the 5th and Mary has called a special
rosary. I opened this book and what I saw was
Mary has called a special rosary.

I am overwhelmed by the presence of the Father,
Son and Holy Spirit in this moment I touch eternity for
the exposed Eucharist is here and He is in this
room.

Jesus: See My blood, red thick, it is through the blood
pouring from My wounds that you are saved. I
bathe you in the waters of salvation, I wash
you in My Blood. I am Jesus, the Son of God,
I speak to you here.

R. A weight has been lifted and I behold the face of
God in our midst. This face is seen through
the eyes of Faith.

Jesus: Faith My child, you can move a mountain
with faith in Me.

I wash you, I clean you, I care for you. Come
and enter through My wounded side.

R. Jesus in the tomb and on the third day
He rises from the dead, His body is glorified,
He drops the wrappings, the earth quakes
and Jesus comes forth from the tomb.

Death has no power over Him.

They had locked Him away in a tomb and
    He came forth triumphant from
    the dead.

He has risen, we are His faithful witnesses.

He has shed the bonds of this earth and
    risen triumphant to His glory.

Song: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord

 

    

 

April 6, 1995 - Blue Book Meeting

Jesus: If a person is dying then you think
they should be praying.

    If you are reading this letter, you
should be praying as if today might
be your last day.

    The day is promised to no man, souls
will be condemned to eternal damnation.
You delay no longer.

    I have called, I am ignored. I will
not give you any signs, read these
letters My beloved ones. You want
signs and wonders, My word is
enough.

    To have union with Me you must
be rooted in faith.

    You look for signs and wonders, you
want Me to tell you everything
clearly.

    Blessed are they who have not seen
and have believed. When you want
more signs, you are weakening your faith.
A relationship with Me is based on
a deep faith. Spend time alone with Me
in front of the tabernacle, time
alone at home. You are looking for
your answers in the world.

    I speak to you in your hearts in
the silent moments you spend with
Me. I cannot speak if you do not
take time to listen.

    Every person involved in this
renewal needs to spend one hour of
silent prayer with Me each day,
preferably in front of the tabernacle.
How satan will busy your minds to
distract you and you go without
your supplies.

    Children, read My messages in
the Blue Books. I am talking
to you. You say you do not have time for
My messages. You are missing My
letters given to you. Open the
book anywhere and you will be given
your answers. I love you, so much,
I am Jesus your ardent lover and
friend. Come and I will comfort thee.

R. If we do not go to Him to find the answers
we sometimes find the wrong answers.

 

 

April 6, 1995

Oh Death Where is your Sting?

R. See His glorified body, glistening, oh death where
    is your sting.

Why do you look for the living among the dead?
He has risen as prophets foretold.

Sing: I Am the Bread of Life

Sing: New Life

R. Think of the mystery that Christ rose triumphant from
    death.

sufferings
mystery
Emmaus
power to forgive sins and baptize
immortal

Not a Prisoner — He Rises from the Dead
'Thou Hast Broken My Bonds'

Physical Life Lazarus — raised from the dead

Joy has been purchased through deepest suffering

   

Luke 24: 26

Was it not necessary that the Christ should suffer before entering into his glory?’

  

R. Through sorrow and pain — we trace His bloody footprints.

Mortal sin is death — it is a fatal tomb — the enemy does all he can
    to keep the soul locked in the tomb.

At the sound of His voice let us rise from sin.

Dying and Rising in Him —

Ascension

Mission — by the Father — uniquely created
goes to prepare a place for us; This is His promise
opens the gates of heaven, souls held in captivity are released.

Mission

Peace

Jesus remains with us
Mary is the Mother of the Church
We are on a spiritual journey

Jesus opened the gates of heaven
Mystery
Why do you look for the living among the dead?

 

 

April 6, 1995

Gifts I Give

Jesus: My dear child,

    Listen and you will be taught. I am
using you for a great mission to teach
My apostles. Great gifts I am giving
to you, My dear heart. As you are in
your heart, you will be to others.
Purity is the key, I will see to the
third Blue Book, I will see to all
that is happening to you. You must
surrender totally and let Me work
in you.

    Pray to the Spirit to sanctify your
heart. Your heart needs to be so pure.
I am Jesus, I will mold you and shape
you into My special saint.

    I love you so dearly, My Rita,
I love you, I love you, I love you.
Remember, the Father loved you so
much He gave His only Son so you
would have life.

    I love you, My beloved.

 

 

April 6, 1995

Joyful Mystery Meditations

Annunciation

    Each pregnant woman has such a glow.
Think of the life of Jesus growing in Mary's
womb. God's presence within Mary as she
carried the child. Mary is the Mother of God.

Jesus: Are you willing to suffer what they did
to Me for love of Me? You offer yourself —
see Me fall under My cross, see Me
hang to My death, see Me, My hands
nailed to the cross, this is what the
world will do to you for loving
God. Are you willing to walk the
walk of ridicule and persecution
for My Name's sake?

R. Lord, I will do as the Father desires
me to do. I want only to be united closer
to Thee.

Last night saw a
    ball around the moon, I cried.
    Felt the great love of my Father, as
    a little, little child. I am His.
    This is my family: Father, Mother,
    Jesus and Holy Spirit.

 

Visitation

    Think of Mary so beautiful to carry
the child Jesus in her womb.

    See John in Elizabeth's womb.
Jesus grew inside Mary. John was
born.

    Prepare you a way for the coming
of the Savior, for He has come to
this world to shed His light.

    You are the light of the world, a city
set on a hill will shine to the world.

 

Birth of Jesus

Luke 2: 4-7

So Joseph set out from the town of Nazareth in Galilee for Judaea ... in order to be registered together with Mary, his betrothed, who was with child. Now it happened that, while they were there, the time came for her to have her child, and she gave birth to a son, her first–born. She wrapped him in swaddling clothes and laid him in a manger because there was no room for them in the living–space.

Sing: Silent Night

 

Presentation

 Luke 2: 33-34

As the child’s father and mother were wondering at the things that were being said about him, Simeon blessed them and said to Mary his mother, ‘Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed—

Sing: Little Baby Hands and Feet

 

Finding in the Temple

Excerpt from Mother at Our Side - God's Will—Our Guiding Principle

The scene reminds us of the guiding principle of Jesus' life—loving conformity to His Father's will. Although Mary and Joseph were returning home, in some way Jesus knew He was supposed to remain in the temple at this particular time. His course of action was no different in this instance than it had been in the past and would be in the future. His Father's will was made manifest, and He obeyed; His Father showed the way, and He followed. The Father's will was always Jesus' way, every day, in all matters. As followers of Jesus, His guiding principle must also be ours.

 

 

 

April 6, 1995 - Letter to Fr. Carter

Jesus: Dear Fr. Carter,

    My dear priest-son, you need to
help her circulate these letters on the
Eucharist to the priest. I am writing
letters to My beloved priest-sons of
My great love for them. Priests
need to know how I love them. When
they are filled with My love they
will preach about My love to others.

Please read the message January 22, 1995.

R. Jesus withstood the Passion, Jesus knew
    always the Father's love.

God so loved this world, He sent His only
    Son into this world for love of
    me so I would be with Him
    forever in heaven.

 

April 6, 1995

Beyond Signs and Wonders

Jesus: I am drawing souls to Me that will love Me deeply
    in their hearts, not the sign and wonder people.

This is your suffering to be neglected, ignored,
    to know God deeply in your heart. Remember how
    I have tested you and tried you in the past.

These messages are not for the signs and wonder,
    they are for My apostles that will spread
    My love deep in their hearts.

Interior union, I crave deep union, to be
    so one with each person, so they can
    say as St. Paul

 

Galatians 2: 19-20

...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me.

 

Jesus: Stop what you are doing in your busy lives,
    be alone with Me.

I am truly present.

 

April 8, 1995 - Saturday

When I Worry, I have taken my Focus off of Him

Jesus: Do not worry what others think, live only to please Me.

R. Last night the organ would not work, there were about 1000 people
at the Center, the mike didn't work, when I played from the
Day you Were Born, it sounded as if I had my hands on the
wrong keys. What lengths I feel I have to explain myself.
All I have to do is to try to please Him, to act in the Father's
will with love. He is teaching me to not worry what others
think, just live to please Him. I would rather do anything
then offend Him.

    I am not perfect, others are not perfect, always love.
Model your life after Him. I must try to imitate Him in
my actions. I see more and more that I must live to please
Him and not worry what others think. When I am worrying
about what they think, I have taken my focus off of Him.

 

April 8, 1995

Our Mission Given by the Father, we live under Mary's Mantle

R. Mary is the new Eve, Mary is our model.

Mary cooperates with the Holy Spirit in forming Christ in us.

We live our life of Baptism, our life of grace
    by continually dying and rising in Jesus,
    rising to a greater share in Christ's
    resurrection.

Mission - sent here by God the Father.

Mary cooperates with the Holy Spirit in forming
    Christ in us.

Mary is all pure, all holy, the new Eve.
Mary keeps us under her mantle to help us to accomplish our mission.
We accomplish our mission under her mantle.

Acting under Mary's mantle as the Father wills

Our mission: to help renew the priests, the Church and the world.

My Mission given by the Father
    my gifts, my talents —
    Judged on how I did my mission with love —
        not on what I lacked.

Mary cooperates with the Holy Spirit to make us more
    like Christ. She protects us under her
    mantle.

 

April 8, 1995

The Holy Family

R. Joseph - humility and reverence

Simple, fervent, adoration

Lay at your feet, charity, love.
live to have a pure heart.

At Jesus' birth the
beasts adored Him - warmed by their breath
unite my poor love with Thy infinite love.

 

Nativity - put aside pride and haughtiness.

Goods are not the most important.

Tame my rebellion flesh.

Simplicity - Hidden Life

 

Love

 

} Cold Night - deep December
Poverty
Hidden
Simplicity

My impure eyes could never have born the brightness of
    His glory.

Be there at the stable - breathe the cold air — touch
    the baby, hear the angels sing.

No Lights - No Heat, No Frills, No House,
    Bare Essentials

Jesus is Master of All the World!

    My heart is charmed by earthly things.

Jesus suffered from the beginning.

 

April 8, 1995

Joyful Mystery Meditations

Annunciation

Hypostatic union

    Adam sinned — Jesus comes to redeem
        us. He is the new Adam.
        He is our Savior.

Sing: A Song from Jesus

 

Visitation

Manifest Himself in the womb.
    goes to His precursor
    John is touched in the womb by the grace of God.

    Even in the womb, John declares the glory of
        Jesus.

    See Mary go to Elizabeth — John jumps in
        Elizabeth's womb.

    Call to purification.

    We are given a sharing in His life at baptism.

Dear God help us to be sensitive to the touch of Your grace.

Jesus at the Visitation was hidden in mother's womb — Now Jesus is
hidden in the tabernacle, under the appearance of bread and wine.

He stands at the door of our hearts and knocks
'Behold I stand at the door and knock'
    Every grace a visit from Jesus.

Dear God,
    Clothe our souls in virtue for You, our Bridegroom, the Bridegroom of our soul.
    John jumped in the womb of Elizabeth - hidden!!

    Many treat Jesus with indifference and coldness.

Dear God we adore
    Thy holy presence under the veil.
 

Nativity

    The angel appeared to the shepherds — they were filled with
    fear. And there was brightness all around them.

        For this day is born to you a Savior,
            who is Christ the Lord.
        And suddenly there was with the Angel
            a multitude of the heavenly host,
            praising God and saying.   (Luke 2:11,13 )

        Glory to God in the highest, and on
            earth peace to men of good will.   (Luke 2:14)

        This day is born to you a Savior.    (Luke 2:11)

    Jesus shared with the animals in a cave.

        'You shall find an infant wrapped in swaddling
            clothes and laid in a manger'   (Luke 2:12)

        An infant is helpless, little weak cries,
            softens our hearts
        not as of a royal house, not clothed in gold.

    Jesus is approachable - with confidence and love.

    

Presentation

The Seven Sorrows of the Blessed Virgin Mary

1.  The Prophecy of Simeon.   And a sword, too, shall pierce your Heart O Mary!

2.  The Flight into Egypt.   And a sword, too, shall pierce your Heart O Mary!

3.  The Loss of the Child Jesus in the Temple.   And a sword, too, shall pierce your Heart O Mary!

4.  Jesus and Mary Meet on the Way to the Cross.   And a sword, too, shall pierce your Heart O Mary!

5.  Jesus Dies on the Cross.   Jesus:  Spread My Love throughout this world. As I watch you each day, I watch you this second. I am watching you this very minute. I am asking you to spread My love throughout this world to the hurting souls that need to know this love. Souls will be lost because they did not know My love. Souls will be lost. And a sword, too, shall pierce your Heart O Mary!

6.  Mary receives the lifeless body of her Beloved Son in her arms.  R. After He was taken down from the cross. This is the call - dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

  

R. The love that They have for each one of us - that Jesus truly died and gave the last drop of His Blood and that Mary His Loving Mother, suffered such immense suffering. Our hearts will never know how her heart was torn in her chest. She bore no wounds, but her heart, how it suffered! And a sword, too, shall pierce your Heart O Mary!

7.  The Burial of Jesus.   And a sword, too, shall pierce your Heart O Mary!

   

Finding in the Temple

Excerpt from Mother at Our Side - God's Will—Our Guiding Principle

This event in Christ's life also demonstrates that conformity to God's will sometimes brings hurt or sorrow to loved ones. Jesus knew that His remaining behind would cause suffering for Mary and Joseph—we can well imagine their anxiety. Jesus was sorry this had to be. He certainly was not insensitive to His parent's feelings, yet He had to do what He did. There can be similar situations in our own lives. Precisely because we are striving to seek out and do God's will, we may be causing hurt to loved ones. We know, however, there is no other course of action if we are to be open to God's designs for us.

   
 

R. In baptism we receive a sharing in His life —
    we become children of God and heirs of heaven.


Resurrection

Jesus is the new Adam
We want to be one with Him.
In baptism we share in His life —
We want to remain in the state of grace —

 

Through Him, With Him, In Him

  

R. We want to be purified — transformed more and more into His
    image and likeness.

Recognize the dignity — that God gives
    us a sharing in His life in baptism.


 

April 8, 1995

My Religious Need Adoration

Jesus: Pray to be intimately joined to Me. Be about our love affair.
Seek to have great union with Me — oneness — I will minister
to My people through you My religious. I
want to be one with My priests and
to lead the suffering souls back
to My Heart. Priests need one hour
of adoration daily. Sisters have forgotten
their hearts. They have turned
hard and forgotten how I love them.
I want to live in such union with them.

    My answers are given in your heart.
My answers are given when you spend
time alone with Me. Open your hearts
and pray to the Spirit. Surrender your
lives to Me, My beloved religious.
You have forgotten your reason
for becoming a religious.
You are My special spouse, My
special ones, those I have
called. You were called
by Me to do this work.

You have answered the call and forgotten
our love affair. I am in love with you.
I want to be one in you.
My wounds were deep — Through My hands and feet —
without bounds — So is My love for you —
My love is without bounds.
Your love is so weak. It is barely
on the surface. Come deeply into My
Heart. I penetrate your heart and
ponder your heart and your ways.
Such indifference. My Heart bleeds
for your indifference My religious.
I am Jesus and you have
forgotten Me, but I have not
forgotten you.

R. Such knowledge is acquired
in intimate union with Jesus. No
human can tell us what He
communicates to us in this
loving, intimate union.

    What are we doing? We can be looking
for our answers about God in
the world. We can forget how uniquely
created each person is, how uniquely
we can love God and others. He wants to
communicate uniquely to each of us
in a love relationship. Closer
than any husband or wife, closer
than any human can communicate.
He communicates to us His
Wisdom. He gives to us His
Knowledge, it is a knowing in our
being. A oneness that only I can have
with Him.

    Where are we going in our busy
lives that we are overlooking such
great gifts of His sharing His life
with us. How He loves us.
He is outpouring these to us. We need
this intimacy to acquire this intimate
knowledge with Jesus.

Jesus: The priests need to come to My Heart!
You can forget about the gift you receive
in an intimate love affair with Me —
You can miss the mystery —

These writings are a gift to give you insight
    into the hidden mysteries —

You miss the gift of My beautiful letters of love to
    you — I love you, I love you, I love you.

R. Jesus said, the priests need to become one in Him.
They need one hour in adoration. What is Jesus
saying. If we go to the world, if we
go to our books, we get knowledge.

But Jesus communicates
to each soul in their hearts. He ponders
the way of our heart. He knows
the Father's plan for us. He writes His
plan on our heart. His door is open
to speak to us in our heart.

 

 

April 8, 1995

Love - Depth

R. We are bringing back people to His
    love.

We can acquire knowledge from an intimate relationship with Jesus.

Love is in depth not surface.

Love — depth

Immeasurable — try to measure this.

Jesus says bring back
    My priests to My love.

     

 

April 9, 1995

Priests Would Lead the Rosary

Jesus: I want My beloved priests to pray the rosary and use these meditations. The peoples’ hearts will be brought back to My Heart and My Mother’s Heart. These are rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. This is a powerful tool to spread the devotion to the rosary across this land. People can lead the rosary in prayer groups. Make the shorter meditations into large print for Nursing Homes. Make some meditations into large print for the sick who have all day to pray. It is only through the power of prayer that Satan will be stopped. Praying the rosary will crush the head of Satan. You are given these rosary meditations as a powerful tool to crush the head of Satan and to bring the hearts of all to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. They are focused on the Eucharist and the Mass and will lead many to the Catholic Church.

I am giving all who promote the spread of these messages great graces and guiding them as they do. Teams can be started to go out and pray the rosary this way. Make recordings for the blind and the old.

I am Jesus. Please comply to My request.

 

 

April 9, 1995

Glorious Meditations

R. He is the head of the body, the Church.

This world is not our resting place.

Resurrection   

John 2: 19-22

Jesus answered, ‘Destroy this Temple, and in three days I will raise it up.’ The Jews replied, ‘It has taken forty-six years to build this Temple: are you going to raise it up again in three days?’ But he was speaking of the Temple that was his body, and when Jesus rose from the dead, his disciples remembered that he had said this, and they believed the scripture and what he had said.

 

R. Fear and hatred watch around His tomb.

Jesus rose from the dead.
He was no longer held captive.

Free, Joyous, Triumphant, Radiant.
His Glorified Body.

1 Corinthians 15: 55

Death, where is your victory? Death, where is your sting?

     

Death has no power over Jesus!

The ineffable joy and glory of the Resurrection has been
    purchased at the price of the most horrible
    sufferings.

Ought not Christ to have suffered these things, so to
    have entered into His glory.

It is in the road of sorrow and pain that we trace
    His bloody footprints.

We see His Glory.

Sing: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord

R. See His glorified body, glistening!!

Oh Death, where is your sting?
Why do you look for the living among the dead?
He has risen as the prophets foretold.
He lives in us.

 

Ascension

    

Luke 24: 50-51

Then he took them out as far as the outskirts of Bethany, and raising his hands he blessed them. Now as he blessed them, he withdrew from them and was carried up to heaven. 

   

R. He promised to send the Holy Spirit.
He tells us our Mission given to us from Him.
He blesses us.

The Apostles were filled with grief and wonder at the Ascension.

They continue to see Him go upward and a cloud
    takes Him out of sight — Let us always
    look upward.

He never leaves us.
He goes to prepare a place for us. This is His promise.

This world is not our true home.
Jesus is perfect love —
This is the place we should direct our thoughts to —
"He goes to prepare a place for us"
He enters into the bosom of the Father.

Mortal sin is death.
The enemy does not want the soul to see the truth.
Arise those who sleep, arise from the dead.

How do I break the cords that tie me down?
How do I roll away the stone that keeps
    me tied down?
How do I break the habits that keep me tied down,
    that stop me from life?

For us Christ died and He rose again. 

 

1 Corinthians 15: 39-44

    Not all flesh is the same flesh: there is human flesh; animals have another kind of flesh, birds another and fish yet another. Then there are heavenly bodies and earthly bodies; the heavenly have a splendour of their own, and the earthly a different splendour. The sun has its own splendour, the moon another splendour, and the stars yet another splendour; and the stars differ among themselves in splendour. It is the same too with the resurrection of the dead: what is sown is perishable, but what is raised is imperishable; what is sown is contemptible but what is raised is glorious; what is sown is weak, but what is raised is powerful; what is sown is a natural body, and what is raised is a spiritual body. 

     

R. Our bodies will be glorified.

Help me to rise from the tomb of my failings to live
    in, through, and with Thee.

 

Descent of the Holy Spirit

Acts 2: 1-4

"When Pentecost day came round, they had all met together, when suddenly there came from heaven a sound as of a violent wind which filled the entire house in which they were sitting; and there appeared to them tongues as of fire; these separated and came to rest on the head of each of them. They were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak different languages as the Spirit gave them power to express themselves.
 

 

The Assumption

Sing: Hail Mary Gentle Woman

Sing: Immaculate Mary

 

Mary is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

Revelation 12: 1-2

Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars. She was pregnant, and in labour, crying aloud in the pangs of childbirth.
 

Sing: Hail Holy Queen

Revelation 21: 1-4

Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth; the first heaven and the first earth had disappeared now, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the holy city, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride dressed for her husband. Then I heard a loud voice call from the throne, ‘Look, here God lives among human beings. He will make his home among them; they will be his people, and he will be their God, God–with–them. He will wipe away all tears from their eyes; there will be no more death, and no more mourning or sadness or pain. The world of the past has gone.’ 

   

Intense love of Father.

Cried at doing His will.
Give yourself to the Father with Jesus.

March 30 - Cried at my unworthiness.

Satan wants this stopped — go to these groups and
    bring the rosary meditations.

Intentions

Spread of the Devotion to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.
Pray for priests the world over.
Pray for the success of the Priestly Newsletter, Chapters and Finances.
Spread and publication of the Blue Books, Rosary Books, tapes etc.
Fr. Carter and Fr. Smith
Nursing Home Ministry
Children the world over
Souls in purgatory
Intentions deep in our hearts - family friends, those who asked us to pray for them.

 

See through the eyes of others yourself!
Are you like Christ?

   

Jeremiah 7: 23-28

My one command to them was this: Listen to my voice, then I will be your God and you shall be my people. In everything, follow the way that I mark out for you, and you shall prosper. But they did not listen, they did not pay attention; they followed their own devices, their own stubborn and wicked inclinations, and got worse rather than better. From the day your ancestors left Egypt until today, I have sent you all my servants the prophets, persistently sending them day after day. But they have not listened to me, have not paid attention; they have deliberately resisted, behaving worse than their ancestors. So you will tell them all this, but they will not listen to you; you will call them, but they will not answer you." Then you are to say to them, "This is the nation that will neither listen to the voice of Yahweh its God nor take correction. Sincerity is no more, it has vanished from their mouths.

   

R. Be humble and peaceful.

It would be better to have the whole world turn
    against you than offend Jesus.
Love all others for Jesus' sake, love Him for Him alone. 

 

April 11, 1995

Love Your Brothers

Jesus: Do not listen to the devil talking in your head.
You must know the great love I have for
you. Your Father loves you with the
deepest love. Let go and know His love.
My child, I love you so much.
Come to My Heart, come and be with
Me in perfect peace. I am Jesus, the
Son of God.

 

April 11, 1995 - All Saints - 8:15am

Love God, Love Others, Unity

R. How do I unite with a person? If all were
living in the Father's will, what a wonderful
world this would be, such harmony, such
love, love creates a bond; hatred is division.

    The more I am saturated with His love, the
more I am one with everyone. I cannot be
united to Him and separate from anyone
else.

    We are one in the body of Christ. Jesus is
the head, we are the members, if one member
of the body is in pain the whole body suffers.
If my toe hurts, I do not cut it off, but
I try to heal it.

Jesus: Pray little ones for your brothers that are
suffering and in pain. As you would nurture your
sore toe, pray for your suffering brothers.
This is the healing balm for their soul. As you
apply ointment on your wounded toe, apply
this healing balm to your brother. (your
prayers for them) Love one another and
be kind, the more you unite with Me the
more you unite with one another.

    Love generates love. As ripples on a
pond, your love is a healing balm to those
around you. Radiate the fire of My love.
Love is healing. Do you think only of
yourselves or are you focused on the needs
of your brothers, also. You radiate My love
to all.

    Oh little ones, if you only knew, how
very simple it all is. You in your feeble
minds think things are so complicated.
I call you to love of God and love of one
another.

    There were two men. One filled and
saturated with the love of God, one void
of His love. How do you unite with
these two men? It is easy to unite to one
fixed on God, one who is acting according
to the Father's will. There is such unity
when men are joined in the deep love
of God. But I say to you, you cannot
love Me and be divided with your brothers.
To love Me is to love all God's creatures, to see
the creation of the Father, to see the image
of God in them, to know that I gave My
life for them.

    If you love Me, you are united with your
brothers, love generates love. How can you love
Me and be divided? How can you harbor hatred
in your hearts for your brothers and love Me?

    It is easy to unite with those who are
filled with love, the bond is strengthened
in My love, I call you to love all men, to see
with compassion, to see beyond to the beautiful
creation of the Father.

    Many of your brothers are hurting and in pain.
Some have turned their hearts to hearts of
stone. They are cold and in darkness. I call you
to radiate the fire of My love to this world. I
call you to be My light in the dark night.
I call you to put on Christ. I call you to
follow the call to go into the world and
preach the Gospel message of the Lord
Jesus Christ. The message of love. The
love He had that He gave His life for
each and every soul, that He rose to
new life and He will come again.

I am Jesus, you are My hands, you are My Heart, you
are My instruments to spread My love to your brothers. I call
you My brother, oh My beloved, time is short, go into this
world and give all you meet the love of Jesus
living within you. I call you to love,
I call you to service. I call you. How
favored you are that you are called by
God. I Love You, My beloved, will
you answer the call.

The  time is set, you will know sufferings as
men go about this earth, they are willful
and disobedient, I am calling you to
love. You will be the light in the darkness,
My power and My might will radiate from
you. You will be My pillar of strength.
You must stay forever rooted in My love.
Love radiates energy. What could be
better than being in love with God?
What a power, what a might. Union
with God is the most powerful union.

    I call you to the tenderest, deepest
loving union. I wait for you My beloved
spouse. I want to be one with you.
Come to My altar, receive My body
and blood. I give you Myself in the
Holy Eucharist. I give you My very body
and blood to nourish you. I become one
with you in the deepest union. Oh how
I long for you to come. How I want to
share My love with you. How I long for your love
in return. My beloved, My beloved, I gave
My Flesh and Blood for you on Calvary, now I
give Myself to you today. I am truly present in
the Eucharist. I am as present as when I walked the earth.

    Come to My tabernacle and sit with Me.
I am God and I am waiting for you My
precious children. I am waiting for our
love affair. I am waiting to give you
abundant graces, to share My life with
you. I am your friend and I am waiting
with My grace, My Divine love. I
want to give you these gifts. I want to
be your best friend. I love you, I love you,
I love you. Let go of your world and focus totally
on Me. Pray the Prayer for Union with Me.

 

April 11, 1995

A Priest is a Gift from God

R. We are blind men, we do not see that we are
    offending God. They beat Him at the
    pillar, they beat the God-made-man.
    You can say how blind are they, how
    blind you are today.

We do not see Jesus in our midst, we
    do not see how we offend Him, we
    do not see God in one another,
    we do not see what we do to
    others we do to Him.

Union, Oneness, we are one in Him.
    Be united in His love for He is truly here
    and in our midst.

God gives us His special priests.

I feel a presence of God in a deep way when a
    priest is present.

What a calling to be a precious priest.
    The priest was chosen by God.
    The priest has the power
    to baptize and forgive sins.

He gives to the priest the power to change
    bread and wine into His body and blood.

Wow —

His way is unity, His way is love, His way is harmony.
His way is the way, to be one in Him and live as
He lives in us in this world.
 

Jesus: I am the way, I am the truth, I am the life.
He who abides in Me will have the light of life.
R. The Father gave His only Son that we might have
life in Him.

Who are we that He loves us so much.

 

April 11, 1995 - 1:45p.m. after Mass

Deep in His Heart

Speaking to Jesus

R. I want to be so wrapped in You that
I exist so deeply in You, in the great abyss of Your
Heart, lost so deeply in Him.
But there is always more depth for
there is no limit to the depth that I can
penetrate Your heart. To penetrate it deeply
is to realize that I can penetrate it even
deeper.

Jesus: As My Heart beats in endless love for you,
I am so present to you. I am God and I am present,
you worry and you fume and I am in you.

R. Hear the roaring flames burning in
His Heart, feel the warmth the security for
He is our all. As we live and breathe our peace is
in Him and in His burning love.

 

April 11, 1995

Tunnel Vision

R. Whacking Jesus on His Head. Pains in the Head.

    The things the people want to hear are not the
things He says, deep, deep love, we do not understand,
don't be too gory, too emotional, too . . .

    He is depth — He is love, He
is a Burning Furnace of love.

    He gives us little glimpses of Himself. He gives us
a grace and we think, oh it can't be like this because
we think in human terms. We must rid ourselves
of our preconceived ideas and experience Him,
in the insight He is giving us — delving
deeply into His love.

    We must surrender our human minds to be
transformed by His light. See insight into the mystery.
Pray for this insight. It is as He allows
us to experience in our heart.

We have tunnel vision, we look with human minds.

Jesus: Reach out to Me and do not fear.

R. Jesus wants unity. Jesus wants oneness.
We put up walls and block the intimacy we could have.
Unity — Reach out and do not fear.

 

April 12, 1995 - St. Gertrude's - 8:20a.m.

Overwhelming Union with Jesus after Communion

Jesus: This is My gift given to you My precious
and most loved child. I give to you these
memories of Our love spent together.
Touching moments in deepest union. Oh how
I love you and I give to you this great gift
of oneness with you. You
cannot express the depth your soul
feels when We unite in deepest union.
Oh, My beloved, such intense love this
merging of My Divine love with
your soul.

Come and be lost with Me, let Me
carry you away and be off, removed
from this world.

R. Deepest union with Him, remembering
my intense love with Him in this Church,
when He touched my soul in this deep
union. Wanted to permeate my soul and
penetrate my being around November
of 1993 — such oneness — first time He
talked about this union. Just want such
oneness — So joined. Being absorbed in His love.

Let me be immersed in the Vat of Your love
Dropped deeply into the deep abyss of
Your Heart. I am totally penetrated with
Your light and Your love.

My whole body is bathed in His light. Weakness
to experience this unity, in deeper and deeper,
deeper and deeper in Him, I am One
In Him.

Depth and immeasurability is His love.

Let me be so saturated with Your light, Your
life, so deep, deep in union with Thee,
so deep in union with the Almighty
God, so as I breathe, my every breath
becomes joined with Him, my every heart
beat, beats as one in Him. I am
existent in Him, joined in deepest love. 

 

Prayer for Union with Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

   

April 12, 1995

Insight into the Hidden Mysteries

R. Had such a presence at St. Gertrude's —
such oneness, next to my daughter,
remembered all the intense love experiences
I had with Him in that Church, cried harder,
knew His intense love, remembered
November when He said be one with Him —
such oneness, so beautiful, words cannot
explain.

 

April 12, 1995 - 9:20p.m.

Love Among One Another

R. To be one in Jesus in deepest love is to
be one with you because I realize how
much He loves you that He gave His
life for you and would die for you this
day. He is one with the Father, to know
His love is to know the Father's love and
love of the Holy Spirit. The Father
loves you so much that He gave
His Son as a sacrifice for you that
you might be with Him forever
in heaven. How can I not love you
with deepest love if I am joined in such
union with Him. Oh how I love you
my dear sweet brothers. I see in you the
reflection of the God who created
you. You who are so valued and
precious to Him are so valued by me.

Come Holy Spirit fill us and enkindle
in us the fire of Your love. Come Holy
Spirit fill our hearts and enkindle in us
the fire of Your love. Fill us,
fill us, oh Holy Spirit with the fire
of God's love.

Dear Holy Spirit, fill us full with the fire of God's love.

Dear Holy Spirit, You are one with the Father
and the Son. Transform us more in the
heart of the Virgin Mary into the
image of Jesus, we who were created
in Your image and likeness. Help us to
model ourselves more and more after God.
We yearn to model ourselves after Jesus
and Mary. Help us to be joined in
such union with our brothers so that
we too can model our love relationships
after the greatest love relationship
that exist among the Persons of the
Trinity. Let us be joined in such union
with one another in deepest love.
Such oneness among men — Oh God
to know You is to know more of Your
goodness, You who are all good.

Jesus: I am He who came to this earth in
greatest love for you My beloved ones.
I came to show you how to love. It
is in uniting yourselves closer and
closer to My Heart through My Most
Sacred Heart that you will unite in deepest
love with all your brothers. Be joined
in such union with Me. Let Me
permeate your being and penetrate
your soul for I thirst for love of you.
Say the Prayer for Union with Me all through
the day. I come to you with greatest
love. I am your loving Savior
I am your God I died for you I
come to you this day.

 

April 12, 1995 - 11:34p.m.

Wisdom

R. He gives all we need to be made clean.
He gives us the sacrament of confession.
He gives the priest the power to forgive our
sins through Him. He gives us new life in
baptism. He outpours His grace to us.
And we fume and fret and holler for our
ills and He gives to us the remedies to cure
our ills. We are as blind men. We do not
see. We hurt but we turn away from
Him who can cure us, minute by
minute, second by second, He provides for
all our needs and we scoff at Him and
in our willfulness we walk a barren
desert wounded and alone.

    Oh Holy Spirit impart to us the gift of
wisdom and knowledge and understanding
to see the perishable things of this
world in their contexts and to see more
with the vision of God, the great gifts He
imparts to us. Vision beyond our
comprehension. Vision into the mystery
of God to see beyond what is visible and
comprehend more these mysteries with great
faith. They have turned their heads. They
have become stiff-necked, they are willful and
base, they have lost their way. And the
Holy Spirit with His life imparts to them
great gifts of Godly wisdom, knowledge
and understanding and gives to them the
vibrancy, the force, the fire of His love.
Alleluia. Praise God in His great goodness.
Alleluia.

                 

April 13, 1995

Union with the Trinity

R. We see the profound mystery of
the Trinity. We see that there are
3 Persons in one God.

    God has communicated to
us in Salvation History. He
has communicated Himself
within the framework of
community. Also God communicates
Himself to individuals in a
most intimate relationship,
but He communicates to a
person in their totality.

God has called men together in
religious communities to
realize the truth, to help
strengthen with devoted
consecrated people His
Church.

    The Christian community
is a terrestrial reflection
of the ultimate and absolute
community — namely the
Trinity.

   

Chapter 6 - The Christian and Church (excerpt)

Grace, or the Christ-life, is a created participation in Trinitarian life. This Christ-life, consequently, calls us to a special existence of knowing and loving. Christian faith and love, which are created participations in the Trinity's knowing and loving, allow us to know and love God in a special manner. Faith and love also give us a new capacity to relate to both our fellow Christians and to all others as well.

       Because the life of the Trinity is person-centered, so must the life of the Christian community be person-centered. For many years, it seems, we were not sufficiently person-conscious; however, the theology that has emanated from Vatican II is helping to rectify this situation. In the pre-Vatican II Church, structures in the Church were occasionally treated as ends in themselves rather than as the means of serving the persons in the Church. Slowly but surely, structures in the Church are being renewed so that they might better serve their true purpose, which is to aid in the ongoing development of her members.

       The Christian community, in turn, develops when those who make up that community develop as authentic Christians. Just as each divine person contributes perfectly to the community life of the Trinity according to the perfect fullness of his personhood, so each Christian contributes to community life in proportion to the degree of his or her personal development.

       Authentic interpersonal relationships help to develop community. The Trinitarian community is a community of profound relationships. Because we reflect Trinitarian community, we are intended to have relationships not only with the persons of the Trinity, but likewise with one another. Authentic interpersonal relationships not only unite in a deeper knowledge and love the persons directly involved, they also make a person more capable of loving others more deeply and, therefore, more capable of deepening the bonds of total community. If a person is growing in the capacity to love his or her friends, for example, that person is concurrently growing in the capacity to also love others—both those who are members of the Church and those who are not.

       The concept of the Church as Body of Christ certainly emphasizes the sense of corporateness that should permeate the consciousness of the Church's members. We must think in terms of both what is good for the entire Church and, through this Church, what is good for the total human community. Even when we disagree among ourselves, we do so not because we want to glory in having the upper hand, but because we believe that to disagree here and now is necessary so that the truth might better emerge for the good of the community. St. Paul speaks to us about this sense of corporateness: "In the name of the encouragement you owe me in Christ, in the name of the solace that love can give, of fellowship in spirit, compassion, and pity, I beg you: make my joy complete by your unanimity, possessing the one love, united in spirit and ideals. Never act out of rivalry or conceit; rather, let all parties think humbly of others as superior to themselves, each of you looking to others' interests rather than his own" (Phil 2:1-4).

       In our sense of corporateness, that is, motivated by a common purpose and a common good, we should learn to rejoice in the gifts and the achievements of others. These are not isolated gifts and achievements; rather, they redound to the good of the whole body. We all probably know of numerous instances of jealousy and a false sense of competition that have hindered the work of Christ. In the long run, however, if the work of Christ is being accomplished, and if I am making an effort to do my part, does it really matter whether I or someone else is responsible for this or that particular accomplishment? Does it matter whether this or that group or organization receives credit? St. Paul again has words for us: "After all, who is Apollos? And who is Paul? Simply ministers through whom you became believers, each of them doing only what the Lord assigned him. I planted the seed and Apollos watered it, but God made it grow. This means that neither he who plants nor he who waters is of any special account, only God, who gives the growth. He who plants and he who waters work to the same end" (1 Cor 3:5-8).

end of excerpt

    

R. We are to live united to others
    in a bond of love —
    Serving God as one and
    doing His will —

We see that God wants union
    for us — working together —
    oneness in our hearts
    in prayer —

A strong spirituality as members
    of the Father's family.

Divisions of jealousy, competition
    for dominance, envy,
    anger, seeking dominance
    for dominance sake —
    tear us apart —

We are to seek to be dressed in
    virtue and die to vices.

Relationships in love —
In helping others to be
    in their vocation
    what God wants them to be,
    with their talents, serving God
    their Father in love.

    We in our intimate love union
with the Trinity can grow deeply
in our love union with the
Persons of the Trinity as we
are becoming more one in
Them, understanding
the oneness of God and
love Father, Son and Holy Spirit
as the Persons of the Trinity.
We can be unique in developing
in our talents, contributing
to the community and deeply
united in furthering the
building of the Kingdom
of God — helping to bear
fruit for the Kingdom —

   

John 15: 1-8

I am the true vine,
and my Father is the vinedresser.
Every branch in me that bears no fruit
he cuts away,
and every branch that does bear fruit
     he prunes
to make it bear even more.
You are clean already,
by means of the word
     that I have spoken to you.
Remain in me, as I in you.
As a branch cannot bear fruit all by itself,
unless it remains part of the vine,
neither can you unless you remain in me.
I am the vine,
you are the branches.
Whoever remains in me, with me in him,
bears fruit in plenty;
for cut off from me you can do nothing.
Anyone who does not remain in me
is thrown away like a branch
—and withers;
these branches are collected
     and thrown on the fire
and are burnt.
If you remain in me
and my words remain in you,
you may ask for whatever you please
and you will get it.
It is to the glory of my Father
      that you should bear much fruit
and be my disciples.

 

R. We are not in competition with
our brothers' talents or
God's call to them — we do
not try to raise above those
over us —

We are realizing what gifts we
have — have been given to
us and we are to use them
as God wishes us to, to help
build His Kingdom.

    In growing in that deep
intimacy with the Trinity
we are preparing ourselves
for everlasting union with
God in heaven — We become
more and more absorbed in
that unity of the Trinity as
we dwell deeply in Them —
Realizing Father, Son and Holy Spirit
dwell within our graced baptized
soul —

    We know unity, oneness —
love — We are enveloped in
that vat of love of Father, Son and
Holy Spirit — We know more deeply
that special presence of 'God'
in us —

The indwelling of the Trinity
in us —

We are saturated more with
Their life in us.

We understand profound unity
in God's Plan for the earth,
for man —

We see the unity of heaven
and earth in His Plan
with the rule of love and
harmony —

Peace to the earth —

Love to His creatures —

We understand more the
mystery of love and the
mystery of God's love for us,
the mystery of the Incarnation
and the Immaculate Conception.
Oh God, help us to unite and be
one with all our brothers —
Help us to live by Your Plan
for us and not be rebellious
children —

Help us to seek Your will and
    be so one with the Trinity —

    We are in our vocation in Shepherds of
Christ praying for the priests, the Church
and the world. We see ourselves as united
with the souls Jesus died for —

We want to spread this devotion
to the Two Hearts to help bring
this purity to the world.

 

April 13, 1995 - 5:30a.m.

To Want Oneness for All

R. We are so immersed in the love of
the Trinity. Help us to unite and
be one with all of our brothers. Help
us to see the oneness in it all. The
oneness with all others living, the one-
ness with the angels and saints, the
oneness with the souls in purgatory,
most of all our oneness with God. To be
one in Him is to be one with the souls
of the earth. To see the harmony,
the beauty of this great oneness
between all things. I am one in Him,
He is one in me, to be so united to Him
is to love His creation, to love His
creatures, to love all that He has
created. To want oneness for all —
To see everything in this
immense scope of intense unity.
I cannot love Him and not love
what He creates. He is God.
How can I love Him and not love
His Plan for us creatures, the world.
I love His creation.

Jesus: My beloved one, I truly write to you,
to know Me is to love. I created all
things out of love.
I give to you the world, the sunlit
mornings and the moonlit nights, I give
to you all the beauty in the creation
of water and land. I give to you the
beauty in the flowers and the budding
trees, each tree created for you My
beloved, a gift for you from God. I give
to you from My abundance. I am God.

I am all good!! I give you the earth!
There are so many blades of grass, so
many petals in the flower, My infinitude
My greatness is seen in the vastness
of the ocean.

Jesus: My beloved, how blind
are the eyes of men. They live here and
they do not see the God above who watches
over all the earth. Each bug, so unique,
so detailed, to the smallest ant, the
smallest fly, do you My beloved, see
the infinitude of God? Do you see
the details in a human body? And many
men in their pride have forgotten God. I
give to you the sunlit morning, the moonlit night,
the stars in the sky, the flowers of the
earth, I am God. My Father, out of
His great goodness, gives these creations
to man and man in his willfulness
rebels against God.

    Man is a human creature. I give you baptism.
In baptism you receive a sharing in My life.
Your knowing and loving capacity is elevated.
Man has spit on God and chosen
the man-made things of this world as
his gods. Time alone with Me, Rita, throw your
clutter out, give your things away to those
who can use them. Why do you hold on
to so many created things of this earth? The
beauty is in God. I am life! I give to
you My life, I give to you a blade of grass,
a beautiful flower, you are shuffling
around unneeded debris. Let go to Me,
My beloved, I will help you sort your clutter
and simplify your life. I will give you
great gifts gently. My letters I will protect,
My rosary is the gift My Mother and I
give specially to all on this earth.
You will see as the plan of the Father unfolds.
Your worry was in vain. As you worried
with each child you carried in your
womb and longed for the pregnancy
when it was over, you longed for the gift of
life growing inside.

    I give to you, My beloved, the gift of
life on this earth, created in all its
beauty by the Father, I give you great
gifts, reflections of the Father's love and
you do not have time to smell the roses.
I call you to peace and harmony.
Harmony, oneness, My way works
in peace. Man has forgotten God
and made his life here his end. He has
worshipped false gods, many are dead in
their minds and their heart is empty of love —
empty — To be without God is to
be locked in a dark tomb. Come out of
your tombs, open your eyes to
the things of God. The T.V. has become
the great god to man, oh My children,
My children, you have traded love and
kindness for sterile things. You give up
My gift of grace in you for your inanimate
objects, you are hard and cold in
your hearts, you operate on dead
cells in your batteries.

    Let the Spirit penetrate your hearts,
fill your souls with the fire of God's
love. May your eyes be opened and
your ears hear what I am telling you
here. You in your willfulness have
plugged up your ears and covered your
eyes.

    Rita, you stand on the edge of these
great unfoldings into the Mysteries
of God. The Spirit will come and saturate
this earth with the love of God and all
that are open will receive such an outpouring
of His life.

    I am Jesus and I have delivered this letter
to you for this world. These letters of My
love will open many cold hearts. I give
to you the Mighty Medicine for this world.
My beloved, men will know My Might and
My power, many will still reject Me and
choose the false gods they have made.
They will be condemned to the fires of
hell for their own willfulness and mortal
sins they cling to. They chose to live this
way. They chose to die this way.
They condemn themselves. I give in My
abundance good things to you. Man has a
free will to love God or to reject Him.

Remember the life you carried in your
womb, did one of your worries make
any difference at the birth. The earth
is about to be purified and brought
to abundant life in Me. Not one
worry will help in the birth. My life I
give to you, I am attentive to your every
need, let go and trust, every moment I
am present to you, I love you so! Worry
is from satan. Trust in God at every second.

R. Eve wanted to be equal to God —
Many men raise themselves up today to see
themselves as gods.

 

    John 17: 20-23

I pray not only for these
but also for those
who through their teaching
will come to believe in me.
May they all be one,
just as, Father, you are in me
   and I am in you,
so that they also may be in us,
so that the world may believe
it was you who sent me.
I have given them the glory
   you gave to me,
that they may be one as we are one.
With me in them and you in me,
may they be so perfected in unity
that the world will recognise
   that it was you who sent me
and that you have loved them
as you have loved me.

   

R. That is what I am seeing when I go to communion,
    saw all my special moments with Him
    to tears.

 

April 14, 1995 - Good Friday

Jesus Waits

R. God Friday, the Friday God gave
Himself for us. Who are we that God loves
us so much.

Jesus: I am Jesus your beloved one. Do you
understand how I loved you to My death?
Do you understand, now, Rita, how I am
always there waiting for you. I wait for
you at every moment, I never ever leave
you.

R. Jesus is always waiting with His love,
no matter where I go or how long I stay
away, or what I do.

    Think of someone, a person you love
and waits and waits for you, even when
you have hurt them, in your darkest
sin they still would love you with the
deepest love. He spread His arms, He
gave His all. All that we had done, He is
still there with His arms open and embraces
us in endless love. Deep love.

    Jesus is love. He knows how to love,
love is giving, Jesus gave His all. We go
away and He is waiting and embraces us with
the deepest love.

    How His Heart is wounded by our
indifference, our neglect, but it does not
change His love, His love is the same.
He loves us despite all that we do with
the same enduring love. He is close
to us in our deep suffering, in our sin
and He longs to comfort us and to be
there when we return with a warm
embrace.

    As the man who had two sons, he loved
his son, on his return he held not hatred
for his son, he had true love. He celebrated
when his son returned.

    Jesus waits and longs for us. We do not
see Him, but He silently waits for us
by the door of our heart and when we
open the door He comes in with His
over abundant love.

    It is ourselves that keeps us from
this great love. We do not trust that He
really loves us this way. We are fearful
little children, we do not know the Father's
love. The Father loved us so much that He
gave His only begotten Son for love of us.
We should have no fear at all. If we knew
the tiniest amount of the love of God we
would never fear. How He loves us.

    Jesus waits at the door of our hearts for a
deep, deep love affair with us.

 

April 14, 1995 - Good Friday

R. I see Mary stand under the cross watching
her beloved Son hang to His death. I am there
with them, I hear the sound of the wind, the
people in the background, the crying of
Mary and Mary Magdalene and John,
I hear others weeping. Jesus Christ, the Son of
God, gave Himself to the Father for love of us.
He gives us the Mass, the sacrifice of Calvary
sacramentally made present.

Jesus: "I give Myself to you, no less present
than the day I died on the cross." I give
Myself to you and you run from My altar
to be about your busy lives. I AM who
AM, I am God. I am your best
friend, I never leave you, the friend you
seek, you were created to love
Me. No human person can satisfy your soul,
I am He who loves you with unfathomable
love. I am the Almighty God, born of Mary,
a spotless virgin in the town of Bethlehem.
I give you Myself truly present
in the Eucharist. I am truly present, My
dear ones, do you not comprehend, this. Oh
what a gift I bestow on you. I am with you
in My Divinity and humanity in the Eucharist.
I dwell in your graced baptized soul. I give you
My life.

 R.  Mary stood under the cross supported by
her beloved John. How Jesus loves us and she
appears this day to tell us to return to
the love of Jesus. He is in our midst and
longing for our love. He waits with an
open Heart. He is Jesus Christ,
the Son of God and He waits to love and
embrace us.

    There is such a connection between Their
eyes on the way to Calvary. Jesus is so close
to His Mother. She was there for Him.
They are there for us always, They never leave.
Are we there for those we love? Jesus shows
us the way to love. It is in modeling ourselves
after Jesus and Mary that we become more
like God.

Jesus: Do you have a model? Do you have one
you want to imitate? I came to show you
the way. I put on human flesh to show
you the way. Do you imitate? or Do you
do your own thing?

R. In being one with Jesus, we strive
to imitate Him. God created us
unique, to love Him in this special way.

Jesus: I am the way, I am the truth, I
am the life. I am Jesus Christ the Son
of God. I AM who AM. I love you with
the deepest love. Let Me hold you and show
you My burning love. I came to give you
life.

I give you a sharing in My life in baptism.

What a gift you receive!!

 

April 14, 1995 - Good Friday 11:30a.m.

Patience

R. Dear Jesus,

    I don't know why I left you, I just did,
I wanted You my way and I wanted You now.
You were always there loving me so silently,
so sweetly and I in my impatience wanted
You to come and be with me the way
I wanted.

    Teach me oh Lord, the gift of patience,
teach me to love as You loved, all
through Your life You showed Your
peace. You were not anxious, You
were always at perfect peace, always
loving.

    Thank You for coming to this earth, for
taking on a human nature, for
being My model that I can follow
to learn to be more like You. Thank
You for the Blessed Virgin Mary, our
Mother, that You give to us to model our
lives after her. Thank You for the saints,
thank You, thank You, thank You, for
Your gentle, silent ways that teach
me such great lessons.

    In my willfulness, in my impatience,
I want things my way, You taught us
patience all through Your life. You knew
that You would suffer and die and You
were patient, kind and loving always
complying to the will of the Father.

    You taught us Your patience in
the garden, in Your great suffering to
know in such detail all You would
experience and you could have stopped
it all. You taught us patience to endure
for the will of the Father. You taught
us to trust in the Father's love.

    You taught us patience at the pillar,
as they beat You and You humbly endured
all the violence for love of us. You
taught us patience as You sat and were
spit on and crowned with thorns and
persecuted, patience, patience, patience
and You could have stopped it all.
You taught us patience as You carried the
heavy cross on Your back, patience as
You fell and got up, patience, patience,
patience until you finally hung for
three agonizing hours to Your death on
the cross.

    I do not want to wait. Give me the gift of
patience and teach me to comply always to
the Father's will.

 

April 14, 1995 - Good Friday 12:00

R. He calls and we tell Him to wait, as
the foolish virgins, we tell Him to
wait while we collect our belongings,
while we fix up our house, while we
tend to all our earthly affairs.

    He patiently waits for us and is attentive
to our every need and we do what we want,
many times. It is only in living in His will,
as a little child, living in harmony, obeying our
Heavenly Father, that we will be happy. Happiness
is found in living in His will.

Jesus: My beloved ones, your lives are not always
in harmony with the will of the Father. If
you do your own wills you will not have
peace, only in doing His will do you find
peace and joy.

    You are on this earth to know, love
and serve God. How do you do this
in your life? You cannot serve two
Masters. Your Master must be
the Heavenly Father. He created you
to know, love and serve God, to do your
own will, when it conflicts with His will,
is to serve other gods and is to your own
detriment. I AM the WAY, the Truth
and the Life — he who abides in Me will
have the light of life.

R. He waits for us and holds us ever so tenderly
    in a lasting embrace in His arms.

This is the love He has.

  

April 14, 1995 - Good Friday 1:25p.m. - on Holy Hill

Jesus: See the world My beloved one and each
person in harmony with the Father's will. What
love would resound throughout this earth.

R. Souls deviate from His will, this is
evil in this world. His plan works
in greatest love when men are in harmony
with Him.

Jesus: Such love, I outpour to you, you are
so richly loved by God who created you, you
are unaware of the great gifts you are given, My
precious beloved souls.

 

April 14, 1995 - Good Friday

Pray for the Priests

Jesus: My priest-sons, many that I have chosen
are not holy. I give the priest a special gift, they
are to be likened to Me in this world. How can
the lay people model themselves after
the priests if they are not showing holiness to
the lay people?

    My children, My children, live My life,
death and resurrection in your lives. Meditate
on the rosary.

    I give you Myself —
    I give you the Church —

I want you to pray in the Shepherds of Christ
    as I have instructed Fr. Carter. Pray
    for the priests, the Church and
    the world.

Begin Prayer Chapters — Call the people
    and stay connected with the prayer
    chapters. A unity among the members —
    a network of prayer and support for
    this priestly writing and My Blue Books.

I am Jesus.

I call — You are to respond —

I want a network of prayer chapters in
    different languages around the
    world — praying as I told Fr. Carter.

Please spread this Movement, Spread
    the Priestly Writing, spread the
    Blue Books, begin prayer chapters
    praying for the priests, the Church
    and the world —
    Spread the Ministries — Please
    hear Me — This will lead to greater
    holiness in the Church —
    Please harken to Me —

I am Jesus — please spread
    My Movement to help in the renewal
    of the Church and the world.

 

April 14, 1995 - Good Friday

Call Your Children Together

Mary: Call your children together, go to
    a room and pray in front of the Sacred
    Heart of Jesus and Immaculate Heart
    of Mary images. Pray before candles in
    a dark room, use a flashlight
    to use the rosary meditations. The
    darkness creates an atmosphere
    and there is little distractions.
    In the messy room there is
    peace and concentration. Sufferings
    are about to befall this earth.
    Publish all rosary meditations
    possible. Families need to be praying
    the rosary together.

    We have given you, Rosaries from
the Hearts of Jesus and Mary
as a tool
to fight off satan's attacks. He will
attack you and try to lead you astray.
You must stay focused on the Hearts
of Jesus and Mary. This is my Christmas
gift to this world.

    I am your Mother and thank you
for responding to this call.  
 

R. Resurrection

    Always giving as peace, love and joy.

 

  John 20: 26-29

Eight days later the disciples were in the house again and Thomas was with them. The doors were closed, but Jesus came in and stood among them. ‘Peace be with you,’ he said. Then he spoke to Thomas, ‘Put your finger here; look, here are my hands. Give me your hand; put it into my side. Do not be unbelieving any more but believe.’ Thomas replied, ‘My Lord and my God!’ Jesus said to him: 

    You believe because you can see me. 
    Blessed are those who have not seen 
        and yet believe.

 

1. Jesus asked for Spanish translation by Ellen's son.

2. Talks - give talks, pray the rosary
    Spread the message on audio, video.

3. Give Pilgrim Fatima Statues to Prayer groups —
    Pray with pictures of Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart
        and Pilgrim statue.
    Use the rosary meditations in prayer groups
        also tapes from special rosaries —
    Mary said she is giving me more
        meditations for children —
    Mary said some shorter meditations

4. Get the Books Out.

5. Ask Sharon to play.

 

April 15, 1995 - Holy Saturday

Glorious Mysteries
A Rosary for Children

Sing: Come Holy Spirit

1. R. On the third day Jesus rose from the dead, death has no power over Jesus.

2. R. He came to this earth, He suffered and died that we would have new life.

3. Jesus: I am the way, I am the truth, I am the life, he who abides in Me will live forever.

4. Jesus: The gift, I give is Myself — I give you the sacraments. I give you the Church.

5. R. The tomb was empty, in the place where Jesus was laid was an angel who said, why do you look for the living amongst the dead.

6. Hail Mary

7. R. See Jesus, His body glistening, all in white as He appears to the Apostles in the upper room.

8. R. Thomas had to put his hands into Jesus' wounds. Jesus said, Blessed are they who have not seen and have believed.

9. R. He gave to the Apostles the power to baptize and forgive sins.

10. R. He went about appearing to them and giving them His peace.

 

Ascension

1. R. He took them out to the town of Bethany and gave them His final blessing.

2. R. He raised His arms and ascended into heaven.

3. R. These are truly the Glorious Mysteries. Think of the mystery that Jesus rose from the dead and ascended into heaven, body and soul.

4. R. The gates of heaven were opened.

5. R. Jesus wants to give us a heavenly reward, if we love and serve Him as God wants.

6. R. Jesus is the new Adam, Mary is the new Eve.

7. R. Jesus paid such a dear price for our salvation. Do we realize this great gift He gives to us?

8. R. Jesus is with us this day. Why do we look for the living among the dead?

9. R. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell in the graced baptized soul. Jesus, then, is in our hearts. Jesus wants to talk to us in our hearts.

10. R. Jesus is there saying at every second, I love, I love, I love.

 

Descent of the Holy Spirit

1. R. Jesus promised to send the Holy Spirit to the Apostles to baptize them.

2. R. There was a gigantic-like wind and over them appeared parted-tongues of fire.

3. R. The Holy Spirit transforms us to be more like Jesus.

4. R. Jesus is on fire for love of us. Jesus' Heart is on fire for us.

5. R. Jesus can give us grace to help us to know and love God more.

6. R. Jesus is our very dear friend. Jesus loves us so much.

7. R. Jesus gives us the courage to stand up for our love of God.

8. R. Dear Holy Spirit, help us to love God first and not worry what others think of us.

9. R. Holy Spirit give us Your life inside of us, so we can live more deeply in the Spirit.

10. R. Holy Spirit lead us to greater intimacy with Jesus.

 

Assumption

1. R. Mary was taken body and soul into heaven.

2. R. Mary wanted to be united forever and ever with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

3. R. We will be satisfied in heaven. All our desires for love will be satisfied.

4. R. Heaven is our true home.

5. R. We will know the deep love of the Trinity in heaven.

6. R. We will be united in such joy with the angels and saints in heaven.

7. R. We will go to heaven if we love God and love each other.

8. R. Jesus gave His life so that we would be with Him forever in heaven.

9. R. Mary is our Mother, she mothers us, as she mothered Jesus.

10. R. Mary wants us to talk to her as our most loving Mother.

  

Coronation of Mary

1. R. Mary, our Mother, is crowned Queen of heaven and earth.

2. R. Mary is protecting us all during our life. Mary puts her mantle over us.

3. R. Mary always is by our side.

4. R. Heaven is a reward promised to those who love and serve the Lord.

5. R. Do you feel your Mother Mary, so close to you now? How she loves you.

6. R. Mary loves you to pray the rosary.

7. R. Mary gives us the rosary to crush the head of satan.

8. R. Every little child is Mary's precious little child.

9. R. Mary loves us so personally.

10. R. Mary wants to lead us to the burning love of Jesus.

    

April 15, 1995 - Feast of St. Isidore

Message Received from Our Blessed Mother after Evening Rosary

Mary: I call each of you to this Center to be the lights that shine in the dark world. Each one of my beloved children, I lead on your way. Each child is given a special task from the Father, each one given the talents to carry out this task. You have been called to this point in your life and given all you need to accomplish the work that the Father has called you to do.

Let go and let the plan of the Father unfold. Do not be anxious. Stay fixed on the Heart of my Son. Satan will come to you in the night and fill your hearts with fear. You must surrender always to the Heart of Jesus. Fear is from the evil one.

My dear children, the way of my Son is peace! God is running the world! Let go and surrender! Every event that is happening in your life, is being allowed by Him to strengthen you for what is to come. You are learning lessons for the task that is at hand. You will march on the world and carry the love of my Son in all places. Think of the size of the world. You do not have to bump heads with one another.

You are chosen by my Son as apostles to spread His love to the dark world. Carry the light of His love within your hearts and know that He is forever with you, that your name is written in the palm of His hand.

Song: I have called you by Name

Walk as soldiers of the light and carry the love of my Son embedded deeply in your hearts into the world that is walking in darkness. You are the City set on a Hill that will shine and show the love of Jesus to the world.

I am appearing as Our Lady of Light to lead you, my sweet ones, into the world under my protective mantle. You are my little children. How I love you. Be little children of the Father, always obedient, not willful, always complying to His will.

Remember always to be at peace for the devil is a raging lion that aims to trip you on your way. Do not be hasty and anxious. Release your anxieties and come to the Heart of my Son.

Pray, my little ones, for your journey is rough, but the rewards are so great. You will experience great gifts from God.

I am Mary, and thank you for answering my call to come to this Center.

 

 

April 16, 1995 - Easter

Easter Message for Members

Jesus: My dear beloved ones,

    Many of My people have turned their backs and
are looking the other way. Their hearts
are hard, their ways are not My ways.
You must pray My beloved ones for I am
truly watching over these troubled
souls. Many men are so willful, they have
made themselves their own god, they
are hard in their faces, selfish
in their ways and blind in their eyes.

    Satan is running rampant. My
beloved ones, pray as you have never
prayed before. Sacrifice, pray the
rosary and keep your heart ever closer
to Mine. This world is sick, My dear
hearts. Pray, pray, pray, for sufferings
are about to befall the earth. Many
will lose their souls to the fires of
hell. I am Jesus, I have spoken, please
circulate these messages, please talk,
do not worry what others think, I am God
and I speak to you. Oh My beloved, what
a sad message to deliver on Easter. Turn
your hearts to God! Pray, Sacrifice and
let Me work to change this world as I work
in you. You must be about your
union with Me. Please tell
all about this prayer. I will lead
others through you, you must
liken your heart to Mine. Come
to the Heart of My Mother. Model
yourselves after Our lives.
Daily Mass, Daily Communion,
Pray the Morning Offering, offer
up your day in union with the Mass
for the suffering world. Pray the
Rosary, the rosary will lead
many hearts to Our Hearts.
Do not sit back, Rita, I beg you
to push onward. These letters
need to circulate. Give all
priests, sisters, brothers the second
volume of God's Blue Book.

    Speak with Fr. Carter, I am
speaking to you both. While you wait
others are speaking lies that
are poisoning many souls. I beg
you, beg you to speak, to spread
My love, to tell all how I talk
to you. I will tend to all other earthly
cares. If you and all involved focus on spreading
this message, if your main concern is to
help the hurting souls, to forget other
distractions satan is making, confusion, and
Focus on spreading My messages to all,
many will be brought to My Heart.
Do not worry what others think, you
are living to please Me, you are living
to love God. If you live to love God
all else will work out. Your main
concern is uniting ever closer to God,
in living every moment in the Father's
will, to realize I am working in
you at every moment, you must stay
so united to Me and My Mother. The plan
of the Father is unfolding. I am begging
you to speak, do not hold back, I will
provide the places. I am sending
those to you that will be very
important to promoting this plan.

I love you so dearly. I want you to pray
the rosary. All you need is before
you. Satan is raging a war against
the priesthood. I beg you to be My
missionaries in this world. I am giving you
the fearlessness that the Apostles had when
they began to speak. Be open to the Spirit,
He is coming to you in a special way.
I Love You Jesus.

 

April 16, 1995 - Easter

Easter Message for Fr. Carter

Jesus: My dear beloved priest-son,

    I love you so dearly, My chosen, special
one. I am operating from you.
Open your heart more and more and I
will go deeper and deeper into your
heart.

    You will lead so many souls to the
Heart of Jesus and Mary. I am Jesus, your
beloved one, I unite in deepest union
with you. As I penetrate your soul you
are so saturated by the love of God,
so aware of the presence of My Father
and Holy Spirit within you.

    I infiltrate your heart and you are
saturated deeply by the presence of the
Trinity, you feel the over abounding
love of God.

    I am Jesus, your beloved, be one with
Me, be wrapped in the embrace of
God, all three Persons in union
with Mary, My Mother and all the
angels and saints.

    Such love I have for you. I love
you, Jesus.

 

April 16, 1995 - Easter

Intimacy

Jesus: So many are going through motions,
    they do not have the depth of union I want.
    I want an intimate union with you.

Draw people in!! Tell them of My love.
    Many are doing their own things.

They will know My Power when they let
    go and are doing God's will. When they are
    about our love affair.

R. Jesus tells me - His deep love in these writings.

Jesus is speaking to us in the Blue Books —
    Mary is appearing.

Come to me Lord and possess my soul.

Jesus: I have given eight books and My Songs to you.

I want intimacy with you - Union.

    

Prayer for Union with Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

 

 

April 16, 1995

Glorious Mysteries
 

This rosary was delivered on Easter Sunday in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel. Jesus came alive in the large Sacred Heart picture. He came out of the picture. Marty saw clusters of angels around the Sorrowful Mother statue. Mary and Jesus moved their eyes.

The Resurrection

  1. Jesus: It is in your suffering that you will have immense union with Me.

  2. Jesus: As I died and rose on the third day, you, in your suffering, will rise to new life in Me.

  3. Jesus: You have come to Me and I am here waiting for you to share this time alone with you. Put your minds at rest and unite ever so closely to My Most Sacred Heart.

  4. R. Death has no power over Jesus! On the third day He rose victorious from the tomb, His body glistening in white. He truly rose to bring us new life. We are partakers in His divine life. The gift that we receive is far beyond our comprehension.

  5. Jesus: You are as the Easter lily. You come from a narrow place and you grow more and more in this life with Me. You will bud and blossom forth and My life will radiate to this world as you become absorbed and saturated with the divine life that I impart to you.

  6. Jesus: My power is endless for I am truly here and present in this room with you. Feel the vibrancy of My presence with you. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of the Living God, the resurrected Lord. I live and am present with you this very day.

  7. Jesus: The world has closed off their hearts. They have come, their hearts are hardened, their faces are hard. I am life! You must go out to this world and give the message of My immense love. Tell this world that I am alive and I have risen, that I am in your midst this day, that I live in such an abundant fashion in the hearts of men who are in the state of grace. You, My children, are so blind! I am so present to you! God lives and is in your midst and you do not see. You run down useless roads and look for such foolish things. Oh, how I love you, My beloved. I call you to a state of urgency to spread My message to this world.

  8. Jesus: As you are in your hearts, so shall you be in this world. I am Jesus, the risen Lord. I live on in the hearts of men this day. What you do here will affect the lives of so many souls. I beg you to preach the Gospel, to pray for fearlessness to carry this message to the hearts of all men.

  9. Jesus: I am totally with you in this room. You do not realize the immense gifts that I give to you.

  10. Jesus: In Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity, I am present! The risen Lord is with you, My beloved souls, this very day!

Song between decades: Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts. Enkindle in us the fire of Your love. Come Holy Spirit, fill our hearts. Enkindle in us the fire of Your love.

The Ascension

  1. Jesus: Before I ascended into heaven, I gave to the apostles the power to baptize and forgive sins. I give to My beloved priests this day this power through the Church. I give to each priest the power to change bread and wine into My most precious Body and Blood. How I love My Church and love My beloved priests-sons, for they are truly called. I live in this world today through My anointed ones.

  2. R. See Jesus as He raises His arms and ascends into heaven and a cloud takes Him from our sight. We live on faith. We see the consecrated Host but we do not comprehend the great gift we have that He truly remains with us this day in the consecrated Host. God gives Himself to us! We become one in Him when we receive Him in the Eucharist. He gives us His Body.

  3. Jesus: Do you see these mysteries, how glorious they truly are that I died and rose on the third day and then ascended into heaven?

  4. Jesus: I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God, come to this earth in such great love to save souls, to lead souls to heaven to be with Me forever and ever. How many souls will be lost because of their willfulness and their ways? Pray, My children, for the souls that are in darkness. They hold on to their foolish ways. They turn their backs and go their own way.

  5. R. He went to heaven to prepare a place for us. Heaven is our true home!

  6. R. He ascended into heaven and the gates of heaven were opened!

  7. Jesus: I send you as missionaries into this world to spread the Gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ.

  8. Jesus: You say: "For You, Lord, anything! For You, Lord, I will do anything!" And I call you to speak out in front of people and you say, "I can't do that, Lord!" I call you to pray to the Spirit for the courage to preach the Gospel for there are many who are suffering and in pain. Hear their words: "You helped me get to heaven"!

  9. R. See the souls as they ascend into Heaven behind Jesus. See the souls as they are released from purgatory because of our prayers. See the great mercy of God that He loves souls. God the Father loves us so much that He sent His Son into this world so that we might be in heaven some day.

  10. Jesus: See the souls of those living this day, and see them, as they die, being condemned to eternal damnation for their willfulness. For sin is sin and I came to give you life!

Song between decades: Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts…

The Descent of the Holy Spirit on the Apostles

  1. R. Jesus promised before He left the earth that He would send the Holy Spirit to baptize the apostles. Please, dear Holy Spirit, descend upon us so that we have the courage to do all that You are asking us to do. We are fearful and weak and we need Your grace. We need You to live in us, to operate in us, to help us be more and more like Jesus.

  2. R. Who is our model? Whom do we model ourselves after?

  3. R. Mary was joined in the Upper Room with the apostles and a gigantic wind came and there appeared over their heads parted tongues of fire.

  4. R. They were filled with the Holy Spirit and transformed from fear to fearlessness. They went out to preach the Gospel and all understood!

  5. R. Holy Spirit, descend upon us! Outpour all of your gifts and please give to us the courage to be able to carry out the mission that the Father has intended for us.

  6. R. Where we are, as humans, weak and afraid, saturate us with the fire of God's love so that as we operate, we operate enlightened by You. We receive Your wisdom, Your understanding and Your knowledge to know exactly what the Father is calling us to do.

  7. R. Mary, our Mother, help us to unite ever closer to the Holy Spirit that He can work and be active in our being, that we might feel this saturation and penetration of the presence of the Almighty God within our souls.

  8. R. Holy Spirit, impart to us Your life so that we may be enlightened to do all that God is asking us to do. Fill us with such a brilliant light that we know the light of the Almighty God.

  9. Jesus: I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life! He who abides in Me will have the light of life!

  10. R. May we be transformed more and more into the image of Jesus in the Heart of the Virgin Mary and led to the bosom of our Father.

Song between decades: Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts…

The Assumption of Mary Into Heaven

  1. Jesus: Model yourselves after Mary, My Mother. She was taken body and soul into heaven. You, too, some day will be taken into My kingdom.

  2. Jesus: You must come to our Hearts. Pray from the heart, My beloved ones. As Mary was so united to My Heart, pray to Mary to unite yourselves closer and closer to My Heart.

  3. Jesus: The more you live this rosary in your daily lives, the more you will pray from your heart. It is in understanding Our lives that you will be joined closer to Us.

  4. Jesus: Our Hearts are a great symbol of Our love for you.

  5. Jesus: How is your heart? Is your heart free of all debris to unite with My immense love? Purify your hearts and come ever closer to Me for a heart that is full of sin cannot unite with My Heart. My Heart is pure and filled with love. To unite closely with Me, your hearts must be forever pure.

  6. Jesus: How I want to unite with each one of you in deepest love, to unite more deeply with you. The love that I have is immeasurable and the longings of your hearts are the longings to unite ever closer to My Heart. You will be satisfied in heaven, My beloved ones, for your hearts will be filled with My love.

  7. R. Mary went to heaven and united closely with the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit in a most intense union.

  8. Jesus: Your hearts crave this love that only I can give. Search you this barren desert and you will never satisfy the cravings in your hearts.

  9. R. Mary mothers us as she mothered Jesus. Mary is the Mother of the Church. We pray to Mary to lead us to an ever deeper union with God.

  10. R. We pray to Mary to lead this Church into deeper union with Her Son, to help the priests and the religious who are our ministers in this Church, to lead the souls to deep and longing love with Jesus Christ, the Son of God.

Song between decades: Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts…

Mary Is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

  1. R. Mary reigns with her Son in the courts of heaven! The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign on this earth! The Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph! There will be an era of peace, but many will suffer the loss of their souls for their own willfulness.
    Jesus: You are a big part of the Father's plan to help souls to know of the love of God. I beg you to pray fervently from the heart and to lead others to the love of My Heart.

  2. R. How the Heart of Mary knows the Heart of Jesus. How she stands by our side and mothers with the most maternal love. How do we turn to Mary? Do we realize that she is here at every second waiting to take us to the Heart of her Son? She reigns in heaven with her Son Jesus. He loves His Mother so much. Ought we not put our faith and trust and love in His Mother so that she might lead us closer to His Sacred Heart?

  3. R. We are the children of God. God is our Father. Let us realize how we must live in connection with the Father, that our every action is to please Him and to do His Will, that Mary is our Mother and by our side with love to lead us to greatest union with God.

  4. Jesus: Do you want peace, joy and happiness, or do you want your own wills? Only in submitting to the Will of My Father will you have peace, joy and happiness.

  5. R. Mary is there to lead us to the Heart of her Son.

  6. R. The Heart of Jesus is waiting to be united with us in such deep love. Help us, Jesus, as little children being held by our loving mother, to realize the immense love that the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit outpour to us. Help us to realize how Mary is our Mother who guards us and protects us under her mantle, how she watches over us and leads us ever closer to the Heart of her Son.

  7. Jesus: The glory is in the resurrection! The glory is in the new life! I lead you into glory but you must submit your wills to the Will of the Father.

  8. Jesus: This intense union that I want with each one of you far surpasses anything you could find on this earth. Come to Me and sit with Me in front of My tabernacle. Be joined in oneness as I give you My very Body and Blood as your food to eat. I nourish you with My own Flesh and Blood. I become one with you and you become one with Me. As we are united, you become united to the Father, for I am one with the Father and He is one with Me. My beloved ones, the great gifts that I give to you and you are so blind!

  9. Jesus: Consecrate your lives to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary and pray fervently for your priests, for I live this day in the Church. Pray for the priests and the Church. I love you, My beloved ones, and I love My Church.

  10. Jesus: Feed the hungry! My love is enough! People do not realize the immensity of My love. They scratch only the surface and I have such deep love to give. If you focus always on My love, you will be fed. You will know struggles and trials, but in all of these struggles, you will be brought to deeper life with Me. As you experience thorns, I give to you a bed of roses. I am Jesus, My beloved ones, and I have spoken directly to you of those things that I hold in My Heart and wish to share with you. Open up your hearts and your souls and ponder the words that I have spoken here. I truly long to be closely united to you, My precious chosen ones. Pray, pray, pray! Men have turned their backs. They have walked away and in their willfulness, they have forgotten God. I come to bring you new life that you might have it to the full.

Song: I am the Bread of Life. He who comes to Me shall not hunger and who believes in Me shall not thirst. No one can come to Me unless the Father beckons. And I will raise you up. And I will raise you up. And I will raise you up on the last day.

Jesus: Pray for My beloved priests and for the Church, My dear ones. Pray for the courage to go out into this world and be a witness of the love of God that you have within your hearts. It is fear that stops you from spreading this message. You, too, will be joined with Me forever and ever in heaven. I ask you to go out into the world and tell all you meet of My great love for them.

Locution Received After
Recitation of the Seven Sorrows

Jesus: I stand at the door of the hearts of mankind and knock. Many close their hearts and walk away. My beloved ones, pray for the souls of your brothers that they will open their hearts and let Me enter. Your prayers are so important for the salvation of many souls. Pray, My beloved ones! Pray as you have never prayed before. Unite ever more closely to My Most Sacred Heart. Pray always in union with Me and My Mother, the angels and saints, and the souls in purgatory. Pray to the Father, in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, in the Spirit. Your prayers are so valuable to many souls. Do not underestimate the power of prayer. I call out to you this day to go as soldiers into this world.

- During Easter Sunday (April 16, 1995) Rosary
Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center, Norwood, Ohio

 

 

 

April 16, 1995, Easter

Easter: Pascal Joy

R. The Jews celebrated Passover with a lamb
    in memory of their release from bondage in Egypt.

Jesus was the Pascal lamb — He gave Himself
    as a sacrifice to lead us out of the
    bondage of sin.

Jesus paid the price with His blood.
The Mass is the Sacrifice of Calvary, Sacramentally made present. 

 

Look at the gift Jesus gave to the Apostles —

   

Luke 22: 19

    Then he took bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and gave it to them, saying, ‘This is my body given for you; do this in remembrance of me.’ 

   

Slavery from Evil

 

Christ is Truly Present
in the Eucharist today in His Divinity and humanity.

Jesus offered Himself on Calvary to
    the Father —

He was the innocent Lamb led
    to the Slaughter —

Jesus — the Pascal Lamb —

Christ's body was broken for our
    sins —

We are, today, fed by His Body and
    Blood through the hands
    of the priest —

Jesus is Chief Priest and celebrant —

Jesus shed His precious blood on
    Calvary to set us free from
    our sins — slavery to sin —

The Jews celebrated passover as a
    memory of their redemption
    from bondage in Egypt —

The Mass is the sacrifice of Calvary
    sacramentally made present.

Jesus really died on the cross
    on Calvary —

Jesus rose on the third day to
    bring us new life —

Jesus' sacrifice was His offering
    to the Father —

There was the interior offering
    of Jesus Christ —

The priest offers himself to the
    Father in love for the purpose
        of . adoration
            . thanksgiving
            . petition
            . satisfaction for sin

 

Fr. Carter says in his book Response to God's Love

Liturgical Participation (excerpt)

       In Jesus' sacrifice, the same five elements occur, although not exactly in the same order. There is the interior offering; Christ as priest offers himself to the Father in love for the purpose of adoration, thanksgiving, petition, and satisfaction for sin. This interior offering is then externalized at the ritual of the Last Supper. The victim, Jesus himself, is immolated upon Calvary. The Father gives a miraculous sign that he accepts Jesus' sacrifice through the resurrection. Finally, there is the sacrificial meal at the Last Supper.

 

 

April 16, 1995

Short Joyful Mysteries

Joyful — Jesus came to the earth.

1. Annunciation

    The Incarnation - Awesome

   

John 1: 14

                    The Word became flesh,
                    he lived among us,

  

2. Visitation

     Mary goes to Elizabeth —
                    She tells somebody —
                    John will go before Jesus!

 

3. Birth of Jesus

     Birth, poverty, on the earth

 

4. Presentation

      Joy and Sorrow
          Rise and Fall
          Jesus is truly God; Mary and Jesus will suffer.

 

5. Finding of Jesus in the Temple

      Jesus shows His wisdom as a child
            in the temple —

 

We keep seeing the Father's Plan

The Chosen people — People of God
    were formed.
    They believed in the one true God.
    They had faith.
    They grew —

Time is ready as prophets foretold.

 

Jesus comes quiet —
Jesus on the earth —

We keep seeing people added to the
    picture of the Father's Plan

We are players now - on the earth
    God created —

We have a place in salvation history.

  

Jesus always accepted the Father's Plan
Jesus always accepted the Father's will
Mary and Jesus knew - we are part
    of His Plan

 

April 16, 1995

Short Sorrowful Mysteries

1. The Agony in the garden —

    "Thy will be done"

    The angel appears to Jesus.
    Jesus says, if it is possible please
            remove this cup from Me.

 

2. Scourging

    "Thy will be done"

     Jesus was whipped at the pillar for our
              sins

 

3.  Crowning with thorns

     See Him crowned
     See the King of Kings
 

4.  Carrying the cross

     See Him carry the cross

     See the Lamb of God

 

5.  Crucifixion

      The Lamb is slain for our sins.

 

April 16, 1995

Short Glorious Mysteries

Resurrection

Jesus rose from the dead

 

Ascension

Jesus ascended into heaven and leaves the Apostles behind.

 

Descent of the Holy Spirit

The Father sent the Holy Spirit and they were filled with the Holy Spirit.

 

Assumption

Mary was taken body and soul into Heaven - but Mary is still our Mother of love.

 

Coronation

Mary is crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

   

April 16, 1995

Mysteries of the Rosary

Short Joyful Mysteries

Mysteries of God

1. Annunciation

The Father has a Plan, the Plan of salvation
for men. The angel announces the plan to Mary,
she complies to the Father's will, her life
is in harmony with the Father, a deep
awareness of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
How all revolves around His Plan.
Living in His will.

   

Luke 1: 38

Mary said, ‘You see before you the Lord’s servant, let it happen to me as you have said.’

 

Mary is filled with the Holy Spirit.

If we all live in this plan we live in harmony,
    love and peace. He is our loving Father who
    created us.

 

2.  Visitation

Mary goes to Her cousin Elizabeth. She is filled
    with the Holy Spirit, "My soul doth magnify
    the Lord, My Spirit rejoices in God my Savior"
    Elizabeth carries the child that will
    go before Christ to prepare the way for Jesus.

 

3.  Nativity

In the Nativity: All is quiet, Jesus is born in poverty —
    God is on the earth — the plan is
    unfolding - with the power of God
    there is no need to fear only to live
    according to the plan. The plan is for the
    salvation of the world.

 

4. Presentation

Mary takes Jesus to the temple, she is told of
    the suffering to come, the joy of
    the salvation of many souls.

 

5. Finding in the Temple

Jesus is found in the temple. He tells all, the
    most important thing, is to follow in
    the Father's will. He shows His
    Divinity in His wisdom and answers.
    For 12 years He has lived on the earth and
    has been quiet, He is God in His Majesty.
    He has been quiet - only following the
    Plan, the will of the Father.

See the quietness the surrender, the willingness
    to live by the Plan.

 

April 16, 1995

The Rosary Is Their Lives

These are the mysteries of the lives of Jesus
    and Mary. They followed the plan. They were
    not boastful, they quietly complied to the
    will of the Father.

His plan is unfolding for us. How are we
    living in His will?

 

Short Sorrowful Mysteries

1. Agony in the Garden

The plan in the Garden
Jesus sees everything He will suffer.
Jesus sees all the sins of men.
Jesus says: Thy will be done

The plan, we must look at Him in the garden.
We have a free will. This is so hard.
He sees how He will suffer, He also
sees how souls will be condemned to
the fires of hell despite His sufferings.
He sees all the souls He loves and How some
will reject Him and He knows His
sufferings to come, but for love of us
and to please His Father - He complied
to His will.

 

2. Scourging at the Pillar

Jesus is the lamb, led to the slaughter, the
plan of salvation is at hand. Always the
Father's will.

 

3. Crowning with Thorns

Jesus is crowned not with a crown of glory.
He is crowned with a crown of thorns,
pounded into His head, always, quiet
surrender, beaten, bloodied, bruised,
spit on — Always the will of the Father.

 

4. Carrying of the Cross

Jesus carries the cross, the cross that He will be
slain on. He carries His cross. He
came to serve, to give His blood for the
salvation of many, always compliance
to the will of the Father.

Jesus gives to the Apostles the power to change
bread and wine into His body and blood.
The descendants of the Apostles,
the Bishops and the priests they ordain
celebrate Mass, the sacrifice
of Calvary, sacramentally made present.
Jesus was slain, He gave His life, He says, It
is finished — He gave to us His Mother,
She mother's us. She is Mother of the Church.
Mary brought Jesus into the world, Jesus was
born in her womb. The Church
was formed from Jesus pierced side. The
blood and water flowed from the
lamb, His pierced side,
who died on the cross for our sins.

 

5.  Crucifixion

     Jesus is the Lamb that was
              slain.

     The Mass is the sacrifice of
            Calvary, sacramentally
            made present.

 

April 16, 1995

Short Glorious Mysteries

1. Resurrection

Jesus is truly present in His Divinity and humanity
in the Eucharist through the hands of the priests.

Death has no power over Jesus.
Jesus rose from the tomb — Jesus came to give us a
sharing in His life. Jesus is the resurrection and the life.
We are given baptism
and nourished in the Eucharist.

 

2.  Ascension

Jesus ascended into heaven, Jesus gave to the Apostles
the mission to carry on His work. They are
awestruck and fearful. God the Father has a Plan.

The Apostles continue Jesus' work.
We are given the Church. Peter is the pope.

Jesus is the New Adam, Mary is the New Eve.

    

3. The Descent of the Holy Spirit on Mary and the Apostles

    The Holy Spirit descends on them and transforms
        them from fear to fearlessness.

    They go out now to carry out the mission,
        the plan of the Father, to spread
        the Good News.

    The Church is the bride of Christ. Jesus is with us.
        Mary is our Mother, Mary forms us in
        Her spiritual womb through the power of the Holy Spirit
          more and more into the image of Jesus

    The Church carries out the mystery of Christ today.

 

4. The Assumption

    Mary is taken Body and Soul into Heaven.
        The Apostles are now on their own.
        Jesus and Mary are still with us.

 

5.  Coronation

      Mary is crowned Queen
      of heaven and earth.

    

     

1 Corinthians 2: 9

"What no eye has seen and no ear has heard, what the mind of man cannot visualise; all that God has prepared for those who love him;"

  

 

     

Excerpt from Response to God's Love by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

Chapter 7 - Liturgical Participation

                                                                           The Church's existence centers in her liturgy: "The liturgy is the summit toward which the activity of the Church is directed; at the same time it is the fount from which all her power flows" (Vatican II, Constitution on the Sacred Liturgy, no. 10). Furthermore, the Church's liturgical life is centered in the sacraments and, most especially, in the eucharistic sacrifice. We will briefly consider the sacraments in general, and then more extensively develop ideas about the Mass.

       In the previous chapter, we stated that the Church, in union with Christ, her head, helps continue the work of Jesus according to the pattern of Jesus. One aspect of Christ's existence, we stated, was that he was the primordial sacrament of God. We concluded, therefore, that the Church is also sacrament. The Church's sacramentality is then actualized in a special manner through the seven sacraments. In the same way that the Church in general is the visible continuation of Christ's Incarnation, so also can her individual sacraments be considered particular, visible extensions of Jesus.

       It is evident, therefore, why the sacraments are special encounters with Christ. Jesus unites himself with the sacramental sign as he offers his grace to the recipient. In this sense, Christ and his sacraments become one; the sacrament and its minister are merely instruments that Christ employs to give himself anew. The primary sacramental encounter is between Jesus and the recipient.

       Christ offers himself through the Church and her sacraments so that we might become ever more united to him. This incorporation into Christ begins at baptism, through which the Christian becomes a member of both Christ and the Church. What is more, this incorporation into the life of Christ means being incorporated into his paschal mystery because death-resurrection was the summary mystery of Christ's existence. Death-resurrection was the central mystery whereby Christ gave us life, and it is the central mystery that the Christian must relive in Christ.

       Each one of the sacraments deepens our incorporation into Jesus' death-resurrection; each one achieves this in a somewhat different manner according to its primary purpose; finally, and very importantly, each of the sacraments deepens this incorporation within an ecclesial framework. The sacraments, because they are realities of both Christ and his Church, intensify the Christian's relationship not only with Jesus, but also with the members of the Church and, ultimately, with all others.

       The death-resurrection of Jesus, which is encountered in a special way through the sacraments, is most especially renewed in the eucharistic sacrifice. Consequently, we can see the logical connection between the sacraments and the Mass. Indeed, all of the sacraments point to the Mass.

       The eucharistic sacrifice renews and summarizes the Christ-event, and likewise summarizes our participation in this mystery of Jesus. Obviously, then, the Eucharist is a multisplendored reality. All dimensions of the Eucharist are profoundly interlinked with one another; as a matter of fact, all are dimensions of the Eucharist as sacrifice because the sacrificial note is the fundamental characteristic. We say fundamental because we presuppose the idea of Christ's real presence in the Eucharist. These two aspects have always been stressed in Church teaching, as Richard McBrien has pointed out: "Catholic eucharistic doctrine has been focused on two issues: the sacrificial nature of the Mass and the real presence of Christ in the consecrated elements of bread and wine. It is official Catholic teaching . . . that the Mass is a true sacrifice . . . without diminishing the value of the sacrifice of Calvary. Christ is the same victim and priest in the Eucharist as he was on the cross, although the mode of offering is different at Mass. The sacrifice of the cross was a bloody sacrifice; the sacrifice of the Mass is unbloody" (Catholicism, vol. 2, p. 763). Because the idea of sacrifice is so fundamental to the understanding of the Mass, we will begin our discussion of the Eucharist from this perspective.

end of excerpt

 

 

Ephesians 4: 14-16

Then we shall no longer be children, or tossed one way and another, and carried hither and thither by every new gust of teaching, at the mercy of all the tricks people play and their unscrupulousness in deliberate deception. If we live by the truth and in love, we shall grow completely into Christ, who is the head by whom the whole Body is fitted and joined together, every joint adding its own strength, for each individual part to work according to its function. So the body grows until it has built itself up in love.

     

The Mass is the sacrifice of Calvary,
    sacramentally made present.

We live in faith.

 

Chapter 6 - The Christian and Church (excerpt)

                                  God calls us to live the Christian existence, the spiritual life, within the framework of the Church that Jesus has established. This Church is a many-splendored reality; it has many different names, images, and dimensions that variously attest to and manifest this multifaceted richness. All of them, however, speak of one and the same reality; each in its own way emphasizes now this, now that, particular truth or truths of the Church's existence. Each of these dimensions or concepts of the Church has something to say to the individual Christian about his or her spiritual life. Let us briefly consider some of these facets.

       The Church is the Body of Christ. One of the truths that is emphasized by this concept is the idea of community. The communion that binds the members of the Church together is, in turn, connected with that wider idea of community that embraces the whole of mankind.

 

               

April 17, 1995 - 6:45a.m.

Wrapped in Love

R. I am wrapped by the warm arms of Mary, my
Mother, deep in my heart. Also I know the presence of
God within me. So deep is my rapture to be joined
in such a union with God.

No words can explain
Such peace and elation, joy, intensity,
    in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel.
   

 

R. My gift from Him on the 17th's, Oh
    my God, how I love you, I love
    you, I love you.

   

April 17, 1995

Short Glorious Mysteries

1. Resurrection

Dear God outpour your life to us.

 

2. Ascension

Jesus has commissioned us to help in the renewal of the Church and the world and pray for the priests.
Priests can baptize and forgive sins, say
       the Mass and administer the sacraments.

 

3. Descent of Holy Spirit on Apostles and the Blessed Virgin Mary

Dear Holy Spirit come and fill us. Come Holy Spirit fill our hearts
enkindle in us the fire of your love.

 

4. Assumption

Mary went up to heaven.

 

5. Mary is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

May the saints and angels lead us into paradise.

Jesus gives us the Church -
God calls us to live the Christian existence,
the spiritual life, within the framework of
the Church, that Jesus has established.

 

April 17, 1995

Short Glorious Mysteries

1. Resurrection

Jesus came forth from the tomb

Sing: Glory, Glory, Glory Lord.

 

2. Ascension

Christ ascended into heaven —
the apostles were full of  fear.

 

3. The Descent of the Holy Spirit on the Apostles and the Virgin Mary

There appeared over their heads tongues
          of fire.

The apostles were transformed from fear to
           to fearlessness

 

4. Assumption

Mary was taken into heaven body and soul.

Mary is still with us.
 

5. Mary is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

We are preparing ourselves here for
         heaven.

 

April 18, 1995  

These are the Lives of Jesus and Mary lived in the Rosary

R.  It is the story of our
    redemption of the great love of
    the Father to send His only begotten
    Son, Jesus, into this world. It is the great
    love that Jesus and Mary, His mother, have for
    us this day.

    The Symbol of this love is Their Two Hearts.
    Jesus' Heart was pierced with a lance,
    Mary's heart was pierced with a sword.

In modeling our lives after Their lives,
    in realizing the Father's Plan and
    living as little children pleasing
    always our beloved Father, we
    will have peace and joy.

Mary is our Mother, she was a human
person, the Father is our Father, He
is a Divine Person. Who are we that
He loves us so much that He created us
and that Jesus redeemed us with His
blood.

 

April 19, 1995 - 6:15a.m.

Be One with All

R. I offer myself as a little warm child wrapped
in a blanket on a platter to my Father.
I am your little baby Father, mold me, shape
me into the image of Your Son.

Song: Jesus I Love You

R. I long to be so united with You, Jesus, and be one with the
Holy Spirit and Mother Mary. To
be so immersed in this union, to know
the immensity of Your love deep, deep
immersion. Constancy, rapture,
depth, forever. My heart
pants for You, oh Lord. How I long and thirst
after Your love. To be wrapped in the
embrace of Your infinite love, a touching
of our hearts.

    I feel the oneness of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit
and Mary, the angels and saints, souls in purgatory and
my brothers. Intense unity, rooted in Jesus
my beloved.
 

            

        from Tell My People

The Holy Spirit

Jesus: "My beloved friend, tell My people to pray daily to the Holy Spirit. They are to pray for an increase in His gifts. My people must realize that the Holy Spirit comes to transform them. The Spirit desires to transform you more and more according to My image. Those who are docile to His touch become increasingly shaped in My likeness. He performs this marvel within Mary's Immaculate Heart. The more one dwells in My Mother's Heart, the more active are the workings of the Spirit. The Spirit leads Mary to place you within My own Heart. In both Our Hearts, then, your transformation continues. The more you are formed after My own Heart, the more I lead you to the bosom of My Father. Tell My people all this. Tell them to pray daily for a greater appreciation of these wondrous gifts. I am Lord and Master. All who come to My Heart will be on fire to receive the gifts of the Spirit in ever greater measure! I love and bless My people!"

Reflection: The Holy Spirit is given to us to fashion us ever more according to the likeness of Jesus. And the more we are like Jesus, the more Jesus leads us to the Father. Do we, each day, pray to the Holy Spirit to be more open to His transforming influence? Do we strive each day to grow in union with Mary? The greater our union with our Mother, the spouse of the Holy Spirit, the greater is the transforming action of the Holy Spirit within us.

 

April 19, 1995
The Glorious Mysteries

Easter Wednesday
Before the Blessed Sacrament

The Resurrection

1. R. On the third day Jesus rose victorious from the tomb!

2. R. Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and the stone had been rolled back. She was weeping and Jesus appeared to her.

3. R. Jesus appeared to the other apostles several times. Jesus broke bread with them.

4. R. Jesus died on the cross and rose from the dead. Jesus is alive this day. Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist. Jesus is present in this room in His Divinity and humanity. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit live in the graced, baptized soul.

5. R. Do we see a blade of grass? Do we see a tree? Do we see all God has created? Oh Thank You God.

6. R. We are blind. We do not see. Outpour to us Your grace, dear Holy Spirit. Fill us and give us clearer vision so that we may see more and more with the vision of God.

7. R. This is reality. God has all the power. God loves every soul so dearly.

8. R. Give us an increase in faith.

9. R. These are truly the Glorious Mysteries for Jesus died a brutal death and He rose on the third day. Think of the mystery that He rose from the dead!

10. R. The disciples that went with Him to Emmaus said:  

Luke 24: 32  ...‘Did not our hearts burn within us as he talked to us on the road and explained the scriptures to us?’

Open up our hearts and minds to hear the Word of God so that our hearts are burning within us every time we hear Your precious Word.

Song: Come Holy Spirit

   

The Ascension

1. R. Jesus gave the apostles the power to baptize and to forgive sins. The bishops in the Church today are the descendants of the Apostles.

2. R. From His wounded side, the sacramental life of the Church was born, water for Baptism, Blood for the Eucharist.

3. R. Jesus ascended into Heaven.

4. R. Picture Jesus as He goes into the sky and the Apostles are left behind. They are amazed and fearful.

5. R. Jesus is with us this day.

6. R. The Church is the Body of Christ. Jesus is the Head of the Church. When we are baptized we are members of the mystical body of Christ.

7. R. The Apostles, in fear, locked themselves in a room.

8. R. Jesus promised before He left that He would send the Holy Spirit.

9. R. Are not our hearts burning within us as we realize more and more His gift given to us in baptism.

10. R. It is in Baptism that we receive a sharing in His Divine Life. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit remain in our graced baptized soul. Help us to be saturated with this life within our very souls.

Song: Come Holy Spirit

 

The Descent of the Holy Spirit upon the Apostles

1. Acts 2: 1-4

"When Pentecost day came round, they had all met together, when suddenly there came from heaven a sound as of a violent wind which filled the entire house in which they were sitting; and there appeared to them tongues as of fire; these separated and came to rest on the head of each of them. They were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak different languages as the Spirit gave them power to express themselves.

2. R. The apostles were transformed from fear to fearlessness.

3. R. They went out to preach the Gospel and all understood.

4. R. Jesus gave to us His very own Mother. She mothers us. Mary is Mother of the Church.

5. R. Holy Spirit, transform us more and more in the heart of Mary to be more like Jesus, our love.

6. R. The more we grow in the image and likeness of Jesus, the more we are one with the Father.

7. R. Mary, our Beloved Mother, mother us. Lead us closer and closer to the Heart of your Beloved Son.

8. R. Mary is here, she is our Mother at our side, she is in our heart. Who are we that Jesus and Mary and God the Father and the Holy Spirit love us and are so good to us?

9. Song: Ave, ave, ave Maria, Ave, ave, ave Maria

10. Song: Come Holy Ghost

Song: Come Holy Spirit

 

The Assumption of Mary into Heaven

1. R. Mary was taken into Heaven, body and soul.

2. R. Heaven is our true home.

3. R. Jesus ascended into Heaven. Jesus loves us so much, He wants us to go to heaven.

4. R. The Church is the Body of Christ.

5. R. Jesus ascended into Heaven and Mary was taken body and soul to heaven. We are to live the Gospel message.

6. R. Mary is Our Lady of Grace.

7. R. Mary is the Mediatrix of All Grace!

8. R. The Lady is calling us now to go out into this world and to preach about the love of her Son, to spread the Good News!

9. R. Mary is our Mother forever by our side. Jesus was in the womb of Mary, Mary forms us more and more to be like her Son through the Holy Spirit in her Immaculate Heart, our spiritual womb.

10. R. Help us to see more and more dear Holy Spirit.

Song: Come Holy Spirit

 

The Coronation of Mary as Queen of Heaven and Earth

1. R. Mary is crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth!

2. R. We, too, will be taken into Heaven if we love and serve God as He desires. We are to do God's will in love.

3. R. Jesus is with us second by second. He loves us so much. He provides for our needs when we ask Him.

4. R. Jesus walked the earth. He lived! God, the Son of Man, came to this earth that we might be with Him forever and ever in Heaven.

5. R. We will live in such union with the Father, Son and Holy Spirit, united to the angels and saints in such celestial bliss forever and ever and ever.

6. R. How is it that we are so favored that we receive this sharing in His Life through baptism.

7. R. O Sweet Jesus! How we long and thirst for the courts of the Lord, to be forever united in deepest union with You forever in Heaven.

8. R. How our feeble mind cannot comprehend the infinitude of Your immense love for us.

9. R. Praise You: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. You are great indeed. Thanks for Your love. Thank You for all Your gifts to us.

10. R. And their hearts were filled with the Holy Spirit. They knew the love of their Mother who forever remains with them by their side.

Song: Come Holy Spirit

 

R. Mary said that this is a rosary from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. This rosary is to be used for children - to give to children the love that she and her Son have for them. It is in reciting the rosary that we will crush the head of satan. She loves us with the deepest, motherly love and is present here with us as a sign of the love that she has for us. Mary beckons us to go forward through the power of the Holy Spirit as fearless soldiers into the world that has forgotten God, to stand strong and stay focused on her Son for He is our strength. We will be led by the Holy Spirit to do the task that is at hand for our work is so important to so many souls that are hurting and in pain. Mary thanks us for our response to her call.

This rosary was prayed before Jesus in the Tabernacle and Mary appeared in the statue of Our Mother of Sorrows in Our Mother of Sorrows Chapel in the Holy Spirit Center. Rita, Cathy, Joe, Marty and two other people were present.

Rita was overwhelmed with the beauty of Mary as she appeared lifelike and was white and glistening. Marty saw angels surrounded Mary throughout the entire rosary. Mary was brilliantly illuminated - at times the whole corner was bathed in light. Mary moved her mouth and moved her head.

 

 

April 20, 1995

Trinity - Love

R. God is love, Love is a virtue.
Love is a driving force. It propels
one to act with a heart on fire —
the heart of Jesus.

    Love is not sterile, dry and
inactive. Love is how Jesus
lived His life — Giving to the Apostles,
giving to the people —
giving to us.

We see the love of the Holy Spirit —
Love on fire —

We know love in how we live
in the truth.

The more one grows in
humility — the more one
is living in the truth.

To live falsely about oneself
is being unloving to God,
others and oneself.

To deceive, with the intent to
deceive another, when one has
hurt the body of Christ, one
should be sorry and work
to build up where their
actions, have torn down
what the Father wants of
us, in being creatures living
by the law of love.

   The more one knows the
Trinity dwelling in them, the
more they exist in love and truth.
In heaven there is only purity
and holiness.

We in preparing
ourselves for heaven, should want
to wipe out the stain of sin
on our soul — to repent of
sin and make amends for
our sin and to God and others.
God intended us to love
truthfully — to be true in
our presentation of ourselves
to others — not deceptive —
Love is truth and Jesus who
is love is the way, the truth
and the life —

The one more dwells in the Heart
of Jesus and knows the Trinity
in them — the more one is
loving in their ways, for they
dwell in the source of love — God.
One's face is what is true in
their heart. They are authentically
living in love according to the
Father's will.

    If I am one with Jesus,
then I am one in love, I
know what God is calling me
to, in living according to His will
the more intimately one, I am with
Jesus.

Jesus is the Divine Lover.

I cannot unite in deep oneness to God —
Really be one in Him and not
be loving.

 

April 20, 1995  6:20 a.m. - Sorrowful Mother Chapel

Knowing and Loving

R.  I, of myself am impure in some of my actions
because of my fallen human nature from
original sin, but I was created in His
image and likeness. I have been baptized.
He elevates me to such levels,
the more I am penetrated
with His life. My actions become
more likened to His depending on
the more I am saturated with His life.

He has elevated our knowing and loving
    capacity in Baptism and has given
    us a sharing in His life.
He has raised us to such heights.

Oh my God, You have given me out of
    Your great goodness, You have
    lavished my soul with Your divine
    life, my heart sings to know
    You, I adore You, I worship
    You, I love You and in so
    loving You and being united to You
    my being longs to love, to give,
    to be Your instrument to spread
    Your love to others.

    Penetrate my being and saturate my
soul with your life and be patient
with my sinful ways, I Love, I
Love, I Love for You have given
me a sharing in Your life. It is this life I sing
about my God for my being proclaims
Your greatness and my heart is full
of Your goodness. I am alive as I
exist in, through and with You. You
are life and my life exists in You.

Love is not physical, I do not hug Jesus,
    I know Him in my heart, I exist in His love.
    Love is kindness,
    love is caring, love is giving, love
    is rooted in Him, love is Jesus living
    in me. We become one
    with Him, His ways become our ways.
    He is love, we are loving
    more and more because we are united to
    Him.

    We are unique individuals as the
Father created. We want to be saturated with
His life. We want to be all God wants us to be.
   

 

April 20, 1995 - 7:30a.m. - Nursing Home Message

Jesus: My dear beloved ones,

How quickly the years pass on this earth. The days go by with such swiftness and your life on this earth has ended.

My beloved ones, true life is life only as it exists in Me. The victory of My Resurrection is here this day. You are called to live forever and ever with Me in heaven.

Realize that life on earth is a preparation for the life to come. What glory awaits those who love and serve the Lord.

My beloved ones, I am Love. I came to show you My way. My way is love. You will be filled with every bliss in heaven.

Time here is so short. Many of My beloved souls, your brothers, will lose their souls. They will go to the fires of hell. They have sinned and turned against God. Your prayers, your sufferings, your daily activities offered up to the Father in union with My Body and My Blood can help many souls to turn from their sinful ways. Pray for grace for your brothers.

Your life is so important to Me. Your life, your sufferings are great prayers for this world. Pray, beloved ones, for the priests and ministers. They can lead so many souls to My love. Offer up your sufferings for them. Please, I beg you.

I love you, I love you, I love you. I am with you every second of your day, as you breathe, as your heart beats. I am in your heart, waiting for you to be with Me and talk to Me. I love you. The very hairs of your head are numbered. Tell Me of your pain. Tell Me of your sadness. Tell Me when you are cold and lonely. I want to comfort you and be with you in such love.

I long to be so close to you. I am here, the resurrected Jesus is with you and in your heart. Turn your hearts to joy. The victory has been won through My Resurrection. You have been given new life. You are the rightful heirs of the Kingdom of heaven.

Song: Eye Has Not Seen

Song: May the Angels Lead You Into Paradise

Jesus: You are My missionaries. Through your prayers for the priests, you will help many souls. I love you, My special ones. I have chosen you, special, to pray. Pray for the priests and the ministers and the world.

 

 

April 20, 1995

Joyful Mysteries
For Parents and Children

My Children are Dear, Dear Little Ones
 

The Annunciation

  1. R. The Angel Gabriel appeared to Mary and asked her to be the Mother of God.

  2. R. I see all through Mary's and Jesus' lives how they complied with the Will of the Father.

  3. R. The Father has a plan. Jesus was incarnate in the womb of the Virgin Mary. Jesus came to this earth in quietness. This was part of the Father's plan. Mary always complied with the Father's Will. When she said, "…let it happen to me as you have said" (Lk 1:38), she was showing her willingness to do whatever the Father was asking her to do.

  4. R. Jesus came to this earth to show us the way, to teach us the way to get to Heaven.

  5. R. Each beautiful soul is a creation of the Father. How He loves each person He creates!

  6. R. The Father loves us so much that He sent His only Son into this world as a sacrifice, to pay for the sins of mankind.

  7. R. Mary was a virgin and she said to the angel: "But how can this come about…?" (Lk 1:34) And the Holy Spirit came upon her and she conceived the Child Jesus through the power of the Holy Spirit.

  8. Mary: How I love little children to pray My rosary. Teach your children about the lives of Jesus and Mary.

  9. Mary: Pray the rosary with your children.

  10. Mary: It is in living as a little child of the Father that you will be the happiest, that you will go to heaven some day.

Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave Maria. Ave, ave, ave Maria.

Mary Visits Her Cousin Elizabeth

  1. Mary: Jesus said, "Let the little children come to Me." Teach your children how to pray. Teach them when they are young. Your children need to know about God.

  2. Mary: Children are so precious to Jesus! My dear little ones, teach your children to pray the rosary.

  3. R. Mary went with haste to visit her cousin Elizabeth, who had conceived a child in her old age.

  4. R. The child in Elizabeth's womb was John, who would prepare the way for the coming of Jesus.

  5. R. When Mary arrived at Elizabeth's house, with Jesus in her womb, the babe in Elizabeth's womb leapt for joy.

  6. Mary: I call out to the children of this world to come and pray. Prepare ye the way, for my Son is truly coming and you will know the immensity of His love. My children, you will be the leaders of this world!

  7. Mary: Model your families after the Holy Family.

  8. Mary: What a price my Son paid for your salvation. He came to show you the way.

  9. Mary: Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist, the same as when I carried Him in my womb, the same as the day He walked on the earth! Should you not jump for joy as the babe in Elizabeth's womb jumped?

  10. Mary: My dear little children, I am Mary, your Mother. How dearly I press you to my Heart. I am forever with you!

Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave Maria. Ave, ave, ave Maria.

Jesus Is Born in Bethlehem

  1. Mary: My dear little children, my Son was born in a stable in the town of Bethlehem in such poverty. He was God and He came to this earth in such poverty for greatest love of you! Can you not turn your minds and hearts to Jesus? Jesus truly died for love of you. My dear little children, you are missing the greatest treasure of all. Jesus loves you so much!

  2. Mary: How your Father cares for you! He created you so specially, with such special gifts. My little children, turn to Jesus, my Son. He came to this earth a helpless baby. This, the Son of God!

  3. Mary: Jesus wants you to come and make your home in His Heart.

  4. Mary: Jesus loves you so much. His Heart is on fire for you, His precious little children.

  5. Mary: How this world has turned away from God! My dear little children, God created you. God loves you!

  6. Mary: He is in your world this day. My dear little children, how can this world deny God? He is in your every breath, in your every heartbeat. You are dependent on Him for your life!

  7. Mary: In such simplicity my Son was born in the town of Bethlehem. The animals were there to give Him warmth.

  8. Mary: This is God's world and you are chosen as His special children. You are part of His plan. You must stay rooted in God.

  9. Mary: My Son was born in the town of Bethlehem and the stars shone brightly above where He lay. My little children, the Almighty God was born a helpless baby for love of you.

  10. Hail Mary…

Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave Maria. Ave, ave, ave Maria.

The Presentation of Jesus in the Temple

  1. Mary: Your hearts were made for God. You will not be happy, my dear little children, if you turn away from Him. It is only in turning your hearts to God that you will know true love and happiness.

  2. Mary: We took my Son to the Temple, and Simeon the prophet told me of the sufferings of my Son. He died on the cross so that you would get to heaven. My dear little children, I am your Mother. I guard and protect you. Jesus gave His life so you would be with Him forever and ever.

  3. Mary: He knocks on the door of your heart and only you can let Him in.

  4. Mary: I knew from the prophecy of Simeon how my Son Jesus would suffer. My Heart was in such sorrow to know of the sufferings to come!

  5. Mary: But, my dear little children, how my Heart is in such deep sorrow to see the children of this world and watch them suffer. Little innocent ones murdered as babies! Little children taught about sex in schools! My precious children, pray for your world, for your prayers as children are so powerful. How Jesus loves children to pray!

  6. Mary: This rosary is for my beloved children of this world. It is sent to you from my Immaculate Heart. My beloved children, will you answer your Mother's call to come and pray the rosary with me every day? Pray with one another, for your earth will suffer for its sinfulness and willful ways. I am calling you, children of America, to unite and pray. Pray the rosary every day.

  7. Mary: My beloved children, pray to the Child Jesus. He will answer your prayers.

  8. Mary: My Heart was pierced with a sword. His Heart was pierced with a lance. Sufferings will befall this earth! Children of America, unite and pray!

  9. Mary: Know how my Son loves you, that He gave His life for love of you.

  10. Mary: What a great gift you received when you were baptized, for you were given a share in His divine life. My beautiful children, how I love you!

Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave Maria. Ave, ave, ave Maria.

Mary and Joseph Find Jesus in the Temple

  1. R. The Child Jesus, when He was twelve years old, was taken to Jerusalem to celebrate the feast of Passover.

  2. R. When the Passover celebration was over, Joseph and Mary left with the caravan and the Child Jesus was left behind.

  3. R. When they realized that Jesus had been left behind, they went back to Jerusalem, their hearts in such sorrow in search of the Child Jesus.

  4. R. Jesus was talking to the doctors in the Temple.

  5. Mary: Jesus wants to fill your hearts and your souls with His life. The Holy Spirit wants to release in you the gift of His wisdom. Open up your hearts, my beloved children. Pray to the Spirit to lead you into closer union with my Son. Pray to the Child Jesus!

  6. Mary: Jesus lived on this earth as a little child. He lived as you live on this earth. This was God, the Son of Man! Out of greatest love for you, my little children, my Son came and lived on this earth.

  7. Mary: Think, my little children, how close you are to your mother. Stay close to me. Stay rooted in my Immaculate Heart. Know that I am forever by your side, guarding and protecting you. I place my mantle securely around your shoulders. Do you feel the protection that I give you? You are children living in a troubled world. How you are wounded by the sin in this world! I am your Mother and I will protect you. You must turn to me. You must pray to me. Pray the rosary, my children. This is your weapon against Satan, for the world is evil. Satan wants to trip you up, my children. Children, listen to your heavenly Mother, for I love you with the deepest love.

  8. Mary: This rosary I have given especially to you, my children. Pray this rosary with your friends for it truly comes from my tender Heart to your heart.

  9. Mary: If you ever wander from Jesus, turn to me! As I searched for the Child Jesus, know that I am here and I will lead you back to the Heart of my Son.

  10. Mary: My dear little children, pray to me and to the child Jesus for your friends that are lost. I truly love each and every precious one of my little children. Turn your lives to my Son, Jesus. He waits and longs for you. He loves you. When this world is cold, turn to the child Jesus.

Song after the last decade: Ave, ave, ave Maria. Ave, ave, ave Maria.

Mary: This is a rosary from my Most Immaculate Heart for my beloved children. I ask you to circulate this rosary to my dear children, for they are being taught lies in this world. If they are being taught lies, is it not your duty to teach them the truth? If you have received this rosary, I ask you to spread it to the children. For my little children are my dear, dear little ones. They need to pray. Children are not praying. Please, I beg you. Spread this rosary to all little children for I love them so much. How powerful are the prayers of little children! I am Mary, your Mother. Thank you for responding to my call.

 

 

                April 20, 1995

Fear to Fearlessness

                R. I see the fear in the Apostles. Peter
                denied Jesus 3 times. Now the Apostles
                are fearless — Peter stands up for
                Jesus. Peter cures the cripple
                in the name of Jesus.

                    The Spirit is upon us, let us rejoice.
                Let us beg Him to transform us from
                fear to fearlessness. Alleluia, we
                are His witnesses, Jesus has died, He
                has risen and He will come again.

                Jesus raised Lazarus from the dead. He leaves
                the Apostles behind to carry out His
                work. To carry on what He started. Living
                the mystery of His life, death and
                resurrection in their lives, in the Church.
                They killed Jesus, He rose from the dead,
                now Peter and John heal the crippled
                man in the name of Jesus.

                We too can do wonders in the name of
                Jesus. He is calling us to spread His
                love, we are fearful as the Apostles,
                we need the Holy Spirit to transform
                us from fear to fearlessness. Alleluia.
                Praise God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit Alleluia.

 

                April 21, 1995 - 3:00a.m. Friday

Pray at 3:00

                R. Waken with terrible cramps in my feet and legs, especially left leg, pulling up from my feet.

                Jesus: Pray for souls, My beloved at this 3 o'clock
                hour, I beg you from My pierced and
                wounded Heart to pray for the souls.

                Pray for the souls in purgatory. I
                beg you My beloved, souls will be lost
                and condemned to hell. Pray at 3 o'clock,
                this is the hour of My greatest mercy.
                How I suffered for My dear ones and
                they were rebellious and willful
                sinning mortally and not repenting.
                I call you at the 3 o'clock hour to pray
                the Divine Mercy, morning and night
                whenever possible, to stop what you
                are doing and call on My Father to
                pour out His mercy at this hour. Meditate
                on My Passion. Blood and Water poured
                fourth from My side, I give to you My
                Church, pray for the priest and all
                those who minister in the Church,
                pray at the 3 o'clock hour, pray the
                Divine Mercy Chaplet, beg the Father
                for Mercy, this is the hour of My greatest mercy,
                pray for mercy for the souls of your
                brothers, those that are lukewarm, those
                that are suffering and in pain for their own
                willfulness, those who resist the light
                I give to them. Pray My beloved ones for it
                is at 3 o'clock I pour out My great
                mercy to souls.

                "For the sake of His sorrowful passion have
                    mercy on us and on the whole world."

                Read December 18, 1993 explain it and
                Say the Divine Mercy.

 

Picture of the Sacred Heart of JesusTake Up Your Cross

December 18, 1993

Jesus: Pain? Oh, how I suffered! The pain was so intense, I could hardly bear it. I was so wounded and so covered with blood. Think of a little gash and how it hurts when it begins to bleed. I bled and I bled all over. Such intense pain. Every time you experience pain, think of Me and how minute your little pain is. There was not a place on My body that was not covered with blood. There were deep wounds all over Me. My head throbbed from the crown they had placed on Me and I was forced to carry a big cross so heavy, I scarce could move it on My shoulder. My shoulder ached so badly I felt as if it was constantly breaking by the weight of the cross. But I carried it and pushed on My way. If I stopped, I was poked and pushed and hit. The crowd jeered and they forced Me on My way. What crime had I committed? Why was I forced to endure such torture? It was out of love of you that I continued that journey. I was God. I could have stopped at any moment. I was obedient to death to the demands of My Father.

Pain, child? I suffered so much for love of you! This is how I love you at this moment. In all that befalls you you must know at every moment that I know exactly what you are suffering. There is nothing that happens in your life without My consent and it comes from Him Who loves you.

Take your crosses and truly endure them. Accept them. Know that everything that happens in your life I have allowed. Accept it with the love with which I give it. You are being taught in that pain. You are suffering for yourselves and others. I endured all that pain. Did I once say, "Father, take it away?" I am your model. I showed you the way. I took it all, every last wound, every kick and smack and vileness. I took My cross and I carried it without a word. This is what I ask of you. Know that when you are experiencing pain or suffering, or being taunted by those around you, look to the Master for your course of action. I took it all, every last wound, and accepted it to My death. I did not say, "Oh, how awful." I did not complain. I walked in silence that bumpy road with a heavy cross, with My mother suffering by My side and I never complained. I accepted it all for love of you.

Carry your crosses, little ones. They are gifts from Me. Do not look for an explanation or a way to get rid of them. I will take them when I think you have had enough. It is in suffering that you experience My life more fully. It is in suffering that I speak to you in a special way. Endure it. I know every ache and pain you are experiencing. I am this close to you! Your pain may save a soul dead in sin or get a soul from purgatory. Accept all I send you and don't complain. A lot of the pain is enhanced by your rejection. A lot of your lessons are lost by your refusal to see that crosses come from Me. I give you crosses to share in My suffering. I love you so much, little ones. Know how personal I am with you: the very hairs of your head are numbered. Come close to Me and look into My eyes. I am truly here with you at every single moment. Think of Me as a person, but I am closer than any person could ever be! I am there and I know your every breath and I care about your every breath. Who could even do this for another? Others would have to sometimes think of themselves.

I am God and I can think of you at every instant. I am so close to you you do not have any comprehension. It is not a myth. I am truly present to you at every instant. Feel My presence. Make Me alive to you. Experience all I have to give you. You will know Me as your personal Jesus the more you read and re-read these letters. I write them to each of you. Only God could love you each this way. Focus on Me and you and how close I am to you. I love you so, little one. Whence you go you never walk alone. I walked a road of torture that led to My death for love of you! When will you realize what I say is true? When will you know how close I am to you and embrace Me as I so desire? You hold yourself back because you do not focus on My love for you. I would walk that path this day for you. I love you the same this moment as I did then. Oh, little one, you want to put your little crosses down so fast. Hold them and walk awhile with Me down the road to Calvary. Be by My side and share a little in how intently I trod out of love of you.

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. I am alive in this room with you. I am by your side. A toothache, you say-what pain! Accept your pain. I want you to feel that pain now. It will go away.* It is so little. Heartache I know, heartache to love each of My children so much and be ignored or put at arm's length! Do you know how it is to love another and not have their love? I long for your love with Me, but you are busy. You do not have the time to be with Me while I await thee. I am an ardent lover Who waits for each of My children to come and experience this great love. You stay away from Me Who is always waiting and you search this barren desert for that which I have to give you. I watch you in this search and want you to come home to My heart. I am waiting for you, little one. Don't keep yourself from Me. Remember how I suffered for love of you. When you feel a pain, remember the pain I suffered for love of you. That is how I love you this very day. Take your cross and walk with Me. Come and be with Me. I have that which your hungry soul craves.

I am your loving Jesus. I love you, child. You do not know. I wait to be closer to you. You must see Me as this personal and this alive in your life! Oh, sweet one, I love you to My death and I love you this way today. I lament My children lost in darkness. I want to be united to you. Come and make Me the center of your life. I wait for you!

R. *My toothache is gone!

end of December 18, 1993

 

                Jesus: Meditate on My passion if only for a few moments
                during this hour. Meditations on the Rosary from
                Ash Wednesday


                February 16th last year
                March 14p. 160-161
                February 23, 1994  I Died for You.
 

Picture of the Sacred Heart of Jesus

I Died For You

 February 23, 1994

Jesus: I want this emotion in the letter I told you to write. I, Jesus, Son of God, talk to you with such emotion! I am He Who died a brutal death for love of you. I died for you! I love you this much, to give My Life! Yet you couldn't even write when I asked you. You must do exactly as I say. I do not want you ever to say no to Me!

I have such emotion! I am telling you how I died a brutal death and you, My child, did not write for Me! What more can I do? What more do they want? You put others before Me or you would do as I command. I want you to do as I tell you every moment.

I am the Lord. I am the Son of God. Such emotion I let you feel for My death. I died. I am a person. I was human and I died for you. Think of yourself giving your life for someone and they do not care. What can I do to shake you? What more can I say? I am here and I am loving you and pleading with you to listen to Me with this emotion that God is telling you. I am Jesus. I died for you. I gave My life for you and do you even listen, My little sweet one? You didn't want to write it for My children. When I give you a command, you write. When I say do, you do. Selflessness! I am pushing you because I need your total surrender. Do not ever deny My writing to My loved ones. You have a responsibility. I don't care where you are when I talk. I am God and I talk to you. I am so present to you.

Listen. I need your selflessness. I need your surrender. I need your life, given for love of Me and Me alone. I need you to be the light that shines on the hill, that does not go in and out but is constant in My love. I need your commitment. I need your attention at every moment. I am feeding you My words every moment on paper and in your hand. You must obey Me exactly as I command. No questions, only action. I want action. Now! You write when I say write. I don't care where you are. You worry not for others. I am giving you the mighty medicine. Would you tell the doctor to wait? I am God and I do not ever want to wait while you play a safe game with Me. When I say do something, I want you to do it. You are My beloved and I am filling you with fire.

I am pushing you to do that which I need done. Do not ever stop to look around. Keep your focus on Me and My commands for you. I am using you every moment. I must be able to count on your constant consent to do My will immediately! I am calling you to this work and I want you to comply. I love you ardently. I am so full of love for you. Focus on this and this alone. I am Who am. I am God, child. Do not ever hesitate. Do not doubt or think. You must act as I act in you or My work will not be done.

Be selfless about My commands. You will do My work. You will spread My words of love and create emotion with My songs and I will use you to bring My flock to My love. I love every soul! You must spread My love.

Note: (Meditating on the Crucifixion) Going to Mass at the seminary at 8:00 a.m. was rushed. He said to me, "Where are you going, child. Do you not feel My presence with you?" A calm came over me. Then He started lamenting how He died for us, how He is a true person and He loves us so much. He said, "I died for you."

R. He gave His life for us. He is the little lamb led to the slaughter out of love for us. He said, "I need you to do this work now and I am pushing you." He was so upset! He died for us. He loves us so much as to give His life.

He begged me to spread His love, to tell others how He, bloodied, bruised and beaten, gave us His life.

Jesus: I am God. I am God. I died. Spread My love now! Now! Now! Now! Now! I am begging you not to hold back! Read these letters now, read and learn about My love. I beckon you to speak of My love. Shout it from the high roof. Proclaim it in the cities. Jesus Christ died for love of you and He is risen! I am He Who is God and I died for you!

Listen and preach My love and emotion here. Priests will create little cities, little cities in each church to spread the light of Christ to this sick world. Each priest can create his own little city, a powerhouse of God's love. God has all the power. His power is endless. It never runs out. It is might. You have no power except through Him. Churches filled with the intimate love of Jesus will be powerhouses.

I am God, My little ones. God can do all things. I can make your cities light up the darkness. I am the Way, the Truth, the Life. I am the light of life. I am God! I can do all things. I want to act in you. You need to be in constant union with Me. My priests, you need to be selfless. My soul and yours are one. I want to act in you.

Hold not back. Pray the Prayer for Union with Me.

 

                R. Jesus died, He has risen, He sends us now into
                    the world to be His Apostles to spread
                    the Good News. Pray to the Spirit to Sanctify
                    us and transform us from fear to fearlessness,
                    this is our mission. He ascended into heaven
                    He has given us His life, we carry out His
                    life, death and resurrection this
                    day in our lives and in the Church. Mary
                    is our Mother, she mothers us and
                    mothers the Church.

 

                April 21, 1995 - A Message to Fr. Carter

Emotion

                Lock between 2 Hearts. How we are being called.

                R. I'll talk about His death, you talk about His
                life and resurrection, how we carry out
                our mission in the Church, in Shepherds
                of Christ — all is rooted in the lives
                of Jesus and Mary, the Incarnation, the life,
                death and resurrection of Jesus.

                How we are being called to go into the world and
                    spread the Gospel Message, we are His
                    Apostles through our prayers we are
                    praying for the priests, the Church and the
                    world.

                Look at the big picture - look at our books
                    as interlocked (Mine and Fr. Carter's).

                The Peace of Christ   Tell My People
                    to have peace, they must know
                    the burning love of Jesus' Heart —
                    Mary leads us to the Heart of Jesus!

                Father's Will - all through the rosary — I was
                    meditating on Their lives, meditating
                    on the Father's will

                Trust in Jesus p.5

                We are selling the love of the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Amen

 

                The one thing I know was His will, was
                    that I had these children.

                Jesus sent these people to me out of all
                    the people in this world and we are
                    going to go up there and worry about
                    the time.

                I saw Mary, last night, the night before,
                    so beautiful, who cares and
                    who listens, people want things their
                    own way, is that a display
                    of willfulness.

                I See Mary! Marty sees
                    Mary, she gives messages
                    and people say it is too long —

                    the people who come do not care, they
                    want more.

                The people who are watching the clock are
                    not realizing the great gift they
                    are getting.

                The priest here is taking 40 people to Medjugore
                    to see Mary and she is appearing
                    right here and they move the statue and
                    tell me it is too long. He says maybe they
                    should go to another church, that
                    is what they were doing to another
                    Visionary.

                Jesus isn't giving more signs because He
                    is drawing His soldiers that are
                    looking for union with Him in
                    their hearts.

                These are the ones that He will act out of.
                He can only act in them if people surrender and
                    become one in Him.

                These messages and rosaries are leading
                    men to be one in Him, to spend
                    time with Him.

                All these people taking pilgrimages and they
                    won't even let me in a room for too long.


                Only three people were here the night Mary talked
                    for 1 1/2 hours.

                Now Jesus sends me someone on Divine Mercy
                    Sunday at 3 and Jerry says spend 15 minutes.

                Do you want to sell books and get the
                    messages out, then follow Jesus.

                I have Blue Book Meetings planned
                    by Jesus, 8 books, I got in
                    1 1/2 years, songs and no
                    one has time to read the lessons.

                Why should He keep giving us more?

                Call in Visionaries that can't talk in English and
                    Mary is appearing right here and
                    everyone acts as if I am
                    taking too long.

                How Blind!!

                We are given such gifts — No one could
                    write 8 books in 1 1/2 years and songs.

                I am a Math professor

                He has chosen me as His instrument
                    to give to all these great gifts.

                Jesus: The gifts are given to you, My dear
                    ones, you are receiving gifts
                    from Me. If you continue to ignore
                    these gifts you will struggle.

                This is the Father's Plan, the Blue Book
                    is the Mighty Medicine, medicine for the sick world.

 

 

                Jesus: No one has gotten so many books of
                    messages. I am giving you these
                    books to spread the love of the
                    Two Hearts.

                You do not listen to My pleadings.
                    Do you not care souls
                    will be lost.

                You will receive the income when you
                    spread the tapes and videos.
                    To keep Rita quiet is to block My
                    messages here. I am speaking in
                    these messages.

                I will not give more signs, I want hearts
                    rooted in deep love. Signs are external.
                    I want deep, deep, deep union to operate
                    from My beloved people's souls. When
                    souls become one in Me, I can work to
                    set the world on fire with My love.
                    Pray the Prayer for Union.

                That was a gift Fr. Carter said
                    that, so you can tell them
                    My wishes.

                Each Soul there will spread your
                    message and your books and tapes.

                Each Soul there is a Hungry
                    Soul.

                I am sending you workers to go out
                    into the vineyard and do My
                    work.

                You must feed the hungry with the
                    Fire of My Love!

                Fire will set their hearts ablaze with
                    My love. Zeal for their calling, not
                    lethargy, slothfulness.

                Do not hold back, I send you into the
                    world, armed with love from
                    the pierced Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

                Go - Go - Go and I will give the grace
                    to those attending to carry out
                    this message.

                The things, the intimate things, the crying, the
                emotion, the experiences with Mary's
                suffering, the deep connection with the
                other side, the presence, the overwhelming
                awareness of things to tears, all sound
                silly and I was afraid to share to some degree.

                Jesus forced me to share these experiences this
                summer, each time we would be going
                somewhere (to pray and have a good time)
                I got an intense insight and experience
                into Mary's sufferings.

                This is what it is all about, union, such
                a oneness with Them that I am sensitive
                to every grace He is giving me. Such
                immense joy to be this immersed
                in Their suffering.

                I see more and more, suffering as a joy to embrace
                the Heart of Christ, the crown of thorns
                Margaret Mary saw around Jesus' Heart
                say this.

                The joy is in the thorns we are given that are
                really great gifts given to those Jesus loves
                very much.

                The thorns take us to the deepest recesses of
                Jesus' Heart for they are indeed insights
                into Jesus' immense love and Jesus'
                suffering.

                As blood and water poured forth from Jesus' Heart
                as a sign of His great mercy for all His
                precious souls, the crown of thorns leads
                to the crown of victory, the thorns leads
                to the resurrection, Mary's heart was
                pierced with a sword, but crowned
                with a gold crown in heaven.
                The way to follow in His footprints
                is to accept all the great gifts we
                are given. Suffering brings us closer
                to Him, it is in suffering we are
                given a great sharing in His life if
                we stay rooted in Him.

                Jesus: There are My children all different levels
                of experiencing My life. The Spirit transforms
                you in the heart of My Dear Mother and
                leads you to deep, deep union with Me and I
                take you to the Father. Pray to the Spirit
                to permeate your soul, pray to
                be ever united to My Mother. I am
                Jesus, your beloved one.

                R. Jesus remains with us, truly present in the
                Blessed Sacrament —

                From the pierced side of Jesus flowed Blood and
                    water, Blood as a symbol of the Eucharist and
                    water a symbol for baptism.

                Rays coming out of the tabernacle.

                He pours Himself out to us in the Eucharist.

                Eucharist a fountain of His grace and mercy.

                His grace to us especially when we go to
                    the Eucharist and do adoration.

                Are you a dedicated Shepherds of Christ member?

                Jesus: "I am the Bread of Life"

                Jesus' body was broken so we might have new life.
                They break the Holy Eucharist at Mass.

                Battered Back — once unblemished
                He was willing to die for us to give us a sharing in His life.

                Help men to open their hearts to be brought
                    back to the fold so we can
                    be united more deeply as a body.

                The Church is the Body of Christ. Jesus
                    is the Head we are the members.

                Help us to realize our mission to go into
                    this world to spread the Good
                    News.

                To answer the commission given in
                    baptism to be His Apostles of the
                    Sacred Heart to do this work.

                To Carry out in our words and our
                    actions what God wants of us
                    dying and rising in Jesus.

                For they will see Christ in us as we put on
                    Christ and witness to Christ in our
                    lives, as we live out His life, death and
                    resurrection in our lives.

                Yes they will know we are Christians by our
                    Love — He is love, to know Him is to
                    be love, to live and act in love.
                    God dwells in us.
                    In our being we are likened to Him.

                Jesus: I am the way, the truth, the life, I am
                    the bread of life, I give to you My
                    Body, My Blood, You are My chosen ones.

                I am present to you, I am forever with you.
                    I live in a special way in those who are
                    in the state of grace and baptized.

                R. Love is a bond, I live in Him,
                    you live in Him, even though we
                    are physically separated we are
                    still united in Love, in Oneness in Him.

                I am united to all men. All men are my brothers.
                    Let us unite for He comes to show us
                    the way. His way is the way of Love.

 

 

April 21, 1995

Sorrowful Mysteries
For Parents and Children
 

The Agony in the Garden

  1. Jesus: Agony of agonies! How I suffered, My dear ones, in the Garden. I saw before Me all the sins of all men from all time. I knew the souls that would be condemned to eternal damnation despite My suffering.

  2. Jesus: People do not want to hear this day. They plug up their ears and close their eyes. Children are being murdered in their mother's wombs!

  3. Jesus: I saw before Me all the vileness in men's hearts, the cruelty they do to one another. How My Heart was wounded, for I love souls so dearly.

  4. Jesus: You were created by the Father. You are His precious creation.

  5. Jesus: How He loves the little children of this world! They are so precious to Him!

  6. Jesus: I saw before Me all the suffering I was about to experience.

  7. Jesus: I asked My Father that, if it were possible, this cup be removed from Me, but, not My Will, but His Will be done.

  8. Jesus: My apostles-those that I loved-they slept!

  9. Jesus: My little ones, can you not come and pray with Me? I asked My apostles to spend one hour with Me and they slept! Those that I loved and wanted to be close to slept!

  10. Jesus: I am your best friend Jesus. I gave My life for you that you could be with Me in heaven. My little ones, how I love you and want to be so close to you.

Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love, I am your loving Savior. I am your God, I died for you. I come to you this day.

Jesus Is Scourged at the Pillar

  1. R. Jesus was led away. They pulled His hair! They poked Him and hit Him! They took Him away and tied Him to a pillar!

  2. R. What did Jesus do that these men felt they could put Him to death?

  3. R. How hard it is sometimes to walk in this world today, to stand up for God when others have forgotten Him.

  4. R. They took Jesus, tied Him to a pillar and whipped Him with harsh instruments that tore His skin and made Him bleed.

  5. R. This is your best friend, Jesus. He is God! He came to earth so that we might be with Him forever in heaven. See Him covered with wounds, deep wounds, His marks of love covering His entire body!

  6. Mary: Tell your children to pray the rosary. I am Mary, your mother. I give to you this rosary to spread to the children of this world. It is the rosary that will draw their hearts closer to my Son, Jesus.

  7. Mary: They untied my Son and led Him away, covered with wounds, whipped and beaten.

  8. Mary: Your friends may persecute you, my little children. They are cruel sometimes. Know that Jesus is your best friend. He loves you so much that He suffered the scourging at the pillar.

  9. R. Do you know how it is to love someone and have them treat you cruelly. Jesus loves each and every soul so much that He suffered and died for them. How He is treated cruelly by those souls He loves so dearly!

  10. R. He asks you to love all men! There is not one soul that He would not give His life for. He asks you to love those that are cruel to you, to be kind to all men, to follow in His ways. His ways are always gentle. His ways are kind. His way is the way of love.

Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love…

Jesus Is Crowned with a Crown of Thorns

  1. Jesus: They took Me and gave Me a throne. They covered My bloodied wounds with a dirty robe and then pounded sharp thorns into My head.

  2. Jesus: They laughed-a cruel, hateful laugh! They laughed and spit in My face and called Me a king! These were the souls that I gave My life for.

  3. Jesus: You will be persecuted for My sake. The world has turned away from God. They have made other things their gods. They want themselves to be supreme. My children, pray for your world, for your prayers so please the Heavenly Father.

  4. Jesus: Your friends are cruel to you. Love those who are cruel! People that are cruel are hurting inside.

  5. Jesus: You must forgive. Pray for grace from the Spirit to transform you to be more like Jesus.

  6. Jesus: Mary walked by My side all through My life. She is your mother. She walks by your side. Every minute of the day, your mother is with you.

  7. Jesus: You are My little saints in this world. I love you so dearly and want to be so close to you. I never leave you. I am your beloved Jesus, Savior of the world.

  8. Jesus: You will suffer from those who you wish would love you. But look how I suffered, My little ones! See Me as they spit in My face and hit Me on the head. The blood ran from My mouth from the blows they gave to My head. This is the love that I have for you.

  9. Jesus: Do always the Will of the Father. He loves you, My dear, little children. Listen in your heart and you will hear Him speak to you.

  10. Jesus: Children need to pray to the Holy Spirit. Ask the Holy Spirit to be your friend, to be with you and to guide you on your way.

Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love…

Jesus Carries His Cross Up Calvary

  1. R. Jesus carried a heavy cross laden with the sins of the world.

  2. R. He did not give up His cross. He carried His cross. He did not complain. Covered with wounds and covered with blood, He carried the cross on His back.

  3. Jesus: I ask you to carry the little crosses I give you this day. It is in carrying these crosses that you will grow closer to Me.

  4. Jesus: Satan wants you to be willful. He wants you to demand your own way. The way to Me, to the Father, to heaven, is to do the Will of the Father.

  5. R. Covered with blood, He could scarcely go on. He fell under the cross three times. He did not give the cross up. He collapsed from the weight of it.

  6. R. How closely united Jesus is to His mother. His mother was with Him in such close union His whole life. Now their eyes meet on the way to Calvary. In that meeting of the eyes there is such joy to see each other but such sorrow to watch each other suffer.

  7. Jesus: My dear, little ones, I call out to you and ask you to pray for your friends in school.

  8. Jesus: When you see people who are mean, pray for them. They are hurting in their hearts.

  9. R. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit live inside of you every minute when you are in the state of grace. They live in such a special way within your very heart.

  10. R. Make your hearts pure and model your lives after the lives of Jesus and Mary.

Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love…

Jesus Dies on the Cross

  1. R. The greatest of all agonies, the agony of the Heart! How Jesus loves each and every special child!

  2. R. He loves them so much that He gave His flesh and blood for each and every soul.

  3. Jesus: The Father, out of greatest love, gave you a free will. I died on the cross. It was My Father's Will. But I remained at peace for I knew the Father's love. The Father loves you, My beloved children. Go to Him, talk to Him. Know that He loves you deeply.

  4. R. Jesus has not gone. As He gave His life on the cross, He gives His life this day. He is here in His humanity and His divinity in the consecrated host, longing and waiting for you to come and be alone with Him.

  5. R. We want God to be more like us, but God is as He is. God is a mystery! Give us the grace to know more and more the mystery of God.

  6. R. When we are persecuted, help us to see before our eyes the crucified Jesus, to know that He was persecuted.

  7. R. Mary is calling you to holiness. Will you turn your hearts to God?

  8. R. Souls that are holy are at peace.

  9. R. When you have love, you have joy!

  10. R. The way to God is to love.

Song after the last decade: I come to you with greatest love…

       

  

April 21, 1995

Sufferings of Mary and Jesus

R. Mary suffered, Jesus suffered.

I was crying before tabernacle on Sunday between
    5 and 6 as I had on Sundays.

Sufferings of Mary — so intense my heart felt
    as if it would break inside — no yelling
    and calling out could see Mary's pain. 

  

R. The eyes — holding a baby — seeing His blood
    covered face.

For the sake of His sorrowful passion have
    mercy on us and the whole world.

Souls.

Jesus: As My Heart was wounded I was
    comforted by My Beloved ones who
    loved Me so much.

R. We pray for the souls.
Children in the world today.
Schismatic's
Priests and Sisters
Those who do not believe in God
Devout and Faithful souls
Victim souls and contemplatives
Souls in purgatory
Lukewarm - Proud

December 18, 1993 - Blue Book I

December 25, 1993 - Christmas Pain - Such Pain Blue Book I

January 6, 1994 - Blue Book II

 

Jesus: I give you Myself, what more do
    you want.

R. Bare Back
Jesus is the Bread of Life.
Jesus' body was broken.
He gives us Himself in the Eucharist.

     

 

                April 22, 1995

I Love You, My Friend

                R. Why do I love you my dear friend
                I love everyone because they are a
                creation of the Father and I know that
                Jesus loved them so much that He
                suffered and shed His blood for them.
                There is such a deep love that I feel for
                certain persons, those that are so close
                united to Him, for how can I not love
                you when you reflect His love within you.
                It is so easy to love those that are
                rooted in Him. I see His life alive in
                you. I feel his presence when I am
                near to you. I can share His love with
                you. We are so blessed to love Him, to
                know His love, and to love each other.

 

 

April 23, 1995 - at about 10:30a.m. - went to Delphos

Divine Mercy Sunday
 

How to pray the Divine Mercy Chaplet

  Begin with:

  Our Father..., Hail Mary..., The Creed.

  On the five large beads:

  Eternal Father, I offer You the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity
  of Your dearly beloved Son, Our Lord Jesus Christ in atonement
  for our sins and those of the whole world.

  On the ten small beads:

  For the sake of His sorrowful Passion have mercy on us
  and on the whole world.

  Conclude with repeating three times:

  Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One,
  have mercy on us and on the whole world.

   

Vision: Jesus statue changed, holding a Lamb.
    His mouth moved.

Jesus: Go into the world and spread the love of
    the Lord Jesus Christ.

Each soul I love so dearly, My beloved ones.
    As I walked this earth, I now send
    you out as My apostles to carry on
    the work I have began —

Go into the highways and byways and tell all
    of My immense love and My
    immense mercy. I am a fountain
    of mercy for My precious souls.

Reference: October 31, 1993

When we meditate on the crown of thorns
    this leads to His deep love.

His Heart had a crown of thorns around it —
    Jesus showed St. Margaret Mary His Heart.

We will have thorns and then a bed of roses!

 

John 6: 1-15

    After this, Jesus crossed the Sea of Galilee—or of Tiberias—and a large crowd followed him, impressed by the signs he had done in curing the sick. Jesus climbed the hillside and sat down there with his disciples. The time of the Jewish Passover was near. 
    Looking up, Jesus saw the crowds approaching and said to Philip, ‘Where can we buy some bread for these people to eat?’ He said this only to put Philip to the test; he himself knew exactly what he was going to do. Philip answered, ‘Two hundred denarii would not buy enough to give them a little piece each.’ One of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, said, ‘Here is a small boy with five barley loaves and two fish; but what is that among so many?’ Jesus said to them, ‘Make the people sit down.’ There was plenty of grass there, and as many as five thousand men sat down. Then Jesus took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed them to those who were sitting there; he then did the same with the fish, distributing as much as they wanted. When they had eaten enough he said to the disciples, ‘Pick up the pieces left over, so that nothing is wasted.’ So they picked them up and filled twelve large baskets with scraps left over from the meal of five barley loaves. Seeing the sign that he had done, the people said, ‘This is indeed the prophet who is to come into the world.’ Jesus, as he realised they were about to come and take him by force and make him king, fled back to the hills alone.

 

R. We are to be one. One bread one body.

Jesus comes to each of us at the Mass.
One bread, one body.

One plan — see it from the beginning to end
    living in the Father's will.

Oneness - all living in His Plan in harmony and peace.

That is why you would not reject one person
    Why would you reject your own toe?

    

 

April 23, 1995
Sorrowful Mysteries
Divine Mercy Sunday

Ask for Mercy - I Will Outpour Mercy 

                The Agony in the Garden

1. Jesus: Be alone with Me in the Garden on this special feast, My Mercy Sunday. I call each of you here to be ever closer to My Heart, to know more the love and mercy that I have for you. Open your hearts wide. Put aside any distractions that are within your being and focus totally on Me and My immense love I have for each one of you.

2. Jesus: I knelt in the Garden and saw before Me all the suffering I was about to undergo. My dear ones, how I love each one of you this day. I saw before Me all souls from all time, the souls that would go about their busy lives and totally forget, forget about God entirely. My dear ones, you do not know the immensity of the love I have for you. Put yourself in the Garden and focus on Me as I knelt there.

3. Jesus: I saw before Me all the souls and all the sins of all men from all time. My beloved ones, how I love each and every precious soul. I gave My life for love of these souls and how many close their eyes and their hearts and go about their busy lives and do not have a thought for God.

4. Jesus: I am with you, My dear ones, minute by minute, second by second. You do not know how close I am. I am with you. Constantly I watch you, guard you, The very hairs of your head are numbered.

5. Jesus: You go about your busy lives. I knelt in the Garden and saw all the souls that give such disrespect to Me in My sacrament of greatest love that I give to you. In the Holy Eucharist I give Myself to you. I am there in My Divinity and My humanity, truly present. Yet so many souls treat Me coldly who habitually receive Me and do not realize that they are receiving the Son of God, that I come to you out of greatest love for you.

6. Jesus: I ask you, can you not watch one hour with Me? Oh you are so busy, I give to you twenty-four hours a day. I went to My apostles, My faithful ones, and they slept! The agonies in My Heart for the endless hours that I wait in the Tabernacle for My beloved souls that I love to come. In their busy lives, they do not come to be with Me.

7. R. Always compliance to the Father's will. In the lives of Jesus and Mary, as we meditate on this rosary, we see how they followed the will of the Father perfectly. Jesus cried out to His Father and asked Him if it be possible for Him to take this cup from Him. But He said "Not My Will, but Thine be done". He came to show us the way. The way to peace and happiness is to follow the Father's will and to do it with love. He asks us for two things: love of God and love of one another.

8. R. His way is love! To know Him is to love. We "are" loving. Our hearts are loving — We are loving. The more we unite and become one with Him, the more that our ways are the ways of Jesus - we are likened to Him.

9. R. Jesus is love! He came and He shed His blood so that we could be with Him forever and ever in Heaven. He asks us to love one another. The greatest agonies He suffered during His Passion were not the brutal beatings, the blood that He shed, but the agonies that He experienced to His most tender Heart for He longs and thirsts for the love of His precious souls. Jesus came to this earth. The Son of God came to this earth a human baby, a helpless baby, for love of us. He gave His life so that we might be with Him forever and ever in Heaven.

10. Jesus: How I love My precious souls. Pray for the souls of your brothers. I ask you, this day, to listen to My pleading cry, for souls will be lost and condemned to hell for they were rebellious and sinning mortally and would not repent. I ask you to take Me seriously. I am Jesus Christ, and I beg you to listen to My pleading.

(Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love ...)

 

Jesus is Scourged at the Pillar

1. R. They seized Jesus and led Him away as a common criminal. They treated Him cruelly. They hit Him on His face and led Him to the pillar.

2. R. Jesus' Heart, an endless abyss of love and mercy for His precious souls for whom He came to this earth. Jesus shed His blood for each and every precious soul.

3. R. They beat Jesus' body and tore His flesh with harsh instruments. Jesus was wounded from His head to His feet. This is the love that He has for each one of us, that He shed His blood. Today, this His Mercy Sunday, a special feast, Jesus outpours His mercy to precious souls that come to Him and ask Him for mercy.

4. Jesus: My greatest agonies were not the agonies that I experienced to My body, but the agonies that I suffered to My Most Sacred Heart.

5. R. For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

6. R. We close our ears. We cover our eyes. Jesus Christ, the Son of God, remains with us this day. He is truly here in the Eucharist. He remains with us because He loves us so much. He outpours His grace and mercy in the Eucharist. When we sit in front of the Tabernacle, He outpours His grace to us

7. R. He wants to saturate us with His life and we go after foolish things when He is here with wanting to shower us with His grace, His Divine Love, waiting and longing to give us these great gifts.

8. R. We do not comprehend how Jesus loves us. If we knew even a minute amount of His love, we would not fear. The Father created us out of such love. God the Father has a plan for each one of us to carry on His work here on this earth today.

9. R. Jesus came to this earth to show us the way, He shed His blood so that we could be saved. Jesus gives us a sharing in His life. Jesus nourishes us with Himself in the Eucharist. Jesus gives us the Sacrament of Baptism whereby we become children of God and heirs of Heaven. Jesus longs to be so close to us.

Song: I Am the Bread of Life

10. Jesus: I come to you with greatest love, I am your loving Savior.

(Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love ...)

  

Jesus is Crowned with a Crown of Thorns

1. R. As we meditate on the mysteries of the rosary, we see all through the rosary the lives of Jesus and Mary. This rosary is a Rosary from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. We see how They complied to the Will of the Father. Our true happiness and joy lie in complying to His Will and to living in that Will and to living in love.

2. R. Jesus sat. They had clothed Him in a dirty purple robe they had put over the wounds that were on His body. They covered His body. How His body burned from the wounds as they covered Him. They sat Him on a chair and they crowned Him with a sharp crown of piercing thorns.

3. R. They spit on Jesus and they mocked Him. This is the love that He has for each and every one of us this day. The reality is that this is God's world and we are living in His world. Our every breath and heartbeat depend on Him. He is crying out. He is talking to you. He is talking to you to deliver this message of His love. Jesus has called you here to hear the message of His great love for you. Jesus asks you to listen and draw your hearts ever closer to Him for He longs and thirsts for your love.

4. R. I am the messenger. Jesus is talking to you and telling you of His love.

5. R. Jesus complied always to the will of the Father. Jesus sat in total surrender, the little lamb led to the slaughter, in total surrender as they spit on Him and mocked Him. He is the Son of God! At any moment He could have stopped what they were doing. Jesus came and was born in a stable at Bethlehem in poverty and Jesus died hanging on a cross. On the third day, Jesus rose triumphant and victorious to give us new life. Jesus ascended into Heaven. Jesus loves us. The Church continues the work Jesus had begun. Jesus wants us to go into this world to the highways and byways and tell of His immense love. I hear Jesus in His plaintive cry and He calls out to you and He asks you to listen. Jesus begs us to draw ourselves closer to His Heart. We are His special loved one, His spouse. He wants close union with you.

6. R. See Jesus crowned with thorns, the blood on His face. See Him! Visualize this as distinctly as you can. Visualize Jesus sitting on a chair in perfect compliance with the Father's will with a Heart burning with love for us. We are His precious ones.

7. Song: Crown Him With Many Crowns

8. Jesus: My dear, beloved ones: My Heart is an endless abyss of burning love for you and I outpour abundant mercy for My dear souls who ask for mercy and are contrite in their hearts. You have the greatest message to preach. Pray to the Holy Spirit to fill your hearts with the fearlessness to go out into this world and deliver the message of My love. Souls will suffer and be condemned to the fires of hell because of their sins. You are My chosen ones. These are your brothers. God is your Father.

9. Jesus: Do you hear the souls, the souls as they call out to you from Purgatory that are burning? My dear ones, you must pray. Pray for all the members of the Mystical Body of Christ. Pray for the souls in Purgatory. Your prayers this day are so important. Pray the rosary. I call you to prayer.

10. R. Look how they treated Jesus! They took off His clothes, they whipped Him, then they put the dirty cloak on His wounds. He was the little, innocent lamb led to the slaughter. It is in meditating on Jesus' wounds, and His deep, deep love that He has for each one of us, that we will realize more the immensity of the great gift that God gives to us, that we will know His great love, that we know He is with us this day.

(Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love ...)

 

Jesus Carries His Cross Up Calvary

1. R. See Jesus, His hands tied, surrounded by men with angry faces, hatred in their hearts and they poke at Jesus and then condemn Jesus to death! See the look of peace on Jesus' face. Peace. He always complied to the Father's will. Jesus is one with the Father. Jesus knew the Father's love. The Father loves us so much that He created us. God the Father sent His only Son into this world so that we might be with Him forever and ever in Heaven. How lightly we take this great gift that we are given, the gift of God's love.

2. R. They gave Jesus a heavy cross that they put on His shoulder. Jesus carried the cross on His back. How His shoulder ached! It felt as if His shoulder would break. Jesus did not give up His cross. In compliance to the Father's will and in greatest love for us. Jesus carried His cross. It is in carrying our cross and in our sufferings that he allows us to experience, that we know Him more. The way to Jesus is to take up our cross and follow Him.

3. R. Jesus gives to us abundantly. To know Jesus is to have joy in our hearts for He is truly a treasure far beyond any treasure we could have in this world. Jesus gives to us Himself, in the Eucharist. Jesus gives us such love. Jesus loves each one of us. See Jesus with His head crowned with thorns and His face bloodied. See Him carry the cross on His back. This is the love He has for each one of us.

4. R. Jesus is talking to us. Jesus tells us of His immense love. Let us open our hearts.

Jesus: My dear children, for I tell you this day that I am here and I am in your midst. I love you with the deepest love. Let go of all bitterness and anger toward any person and turn your hearts to love. Make your hearts ever pure for a pure heart can unite closely with Mine. I love you. I give to you Divine Love. I want to shower you with My life. Let go! Let go! Let go! Surrender, for I am in your midst. The very hairs of your head are numbered. Your every breath depends on Me. Let go and I will hold you up, My dear ones.

5. R. Jesus' eyes met the eyes of His Beloved Mother. Mary stood by Him, His entire life. Mary cared for Him as a child. Mary took care of Him and watched Him and then she stood by and watched her Son covered with blood.

Mary appears this day to tell you, my beloved ones, to look through her eyes and see the love that her Son has for you, for He truly loves you.

6. Song: I Rocked Him as a Baby

Song: See the Eyes that Look at Mary

R. See through the eyes of Mary as she watched her Son all through the Passion. Feel with a Mother's heart. Mary comes to us, our loving Mother, always by our side with a personal love relationship for each one of us. Mary wants to lead us to the Heart of her Son. It is through Mary's Immaculate Heart that we will know more and more the deep love of Jesus.

7. R. They stripped Jesus of His garments. How we hold on to the things of this world. We are so attached to all of our belongings. Jesus calls us to surrender and to let go and to let Him run our lives. Jesus gives us great gifts. God gives us a sharing in His life through baptism - God wants us to come to the Eucharist and Confession and beg for more and more abundant life.

8. Song: Lord Let Me Walk that Last Mile

9. R. Surrender! Surrender! Surrender to the God. Jesus came to this earth. Jesus took up the cross. Jesus walked to Calvary. Jesus shed His blood and marked the earth with His bloody footprints because He loves us and wants us to be with Him forever and ever in Heaven.

Jesus: I am the Way. I am the Truth. I am the Life. You, My beloved ones, are My chosen ones that I have called here this day to hear My message.

10. Jesus: How the hungry soul searches for something to fill it. You were created by God, only God can satisfy you and fill you as you desire to be filled.

(Song between decades: I come to you with greatest love ...)

 

Jesus Dies on the Cross

1. R. Jesus loved us so much that He gave His all. Jesus gave Himself. Jesus spread His arms on the cross. Jesus took His last breath. Jesus gave the last beat of His Heart. Jesus gave His flesh and His blood so that we could live.

2. R. Jesus calls out:

Jesus: What more do you want? I gave My life for you. But this day, I give My life to you in the Eucharist! My beloved ones, I give you My very self and you take it so lightly! How it wounds My aching Heart! Come to Me and open your hearts. Remain with Me after communion for I am truly present. I outpour to you My grace. I grant mercy to those who come and ask with a contrite heart. This great gift I give to you.

3. R. Jesus hung for three agonizing hours on the cross! Meditate on Jesus as He hung there, a weakened body, crowned with thorns. See Jesus hanging. The more we meditate on this, the more we will realize the immensity of the love Jesus has for each one of us. Jesus has called us here to hear the message of His love in a special way. We are to go out to this world and imitate Him through our example to show others how He lives in us.

4. R. Jesus suffered in His passion for the sins of men. Jesus suffered for the souls He loved that would neglect Him and treat Him indifferently. Jesus was comforted by the acts of love that we give to Him this day. Jesus wants us to love Him and be close to Him.

5. Jesus: I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. I have called you here, My chosen ones, to hear this message. As I hung on the cross, My thoughts were of you for I personally love each and every one of you. Will you carry My message to this world? Will you turn your hearts to love? Will you purify your hearts, remove the debris? Forgive all those you have any anger toward and pray for the grace to be drawn ever closer to My Heart.

6. R. Dear Spirit of God, transform us more and more in the heart of the Virgin Mary so that we may be ever more like Jesus, our Beloved Savior, so that we may be led closer to the Father, so that we may know His love. Jesus hung on the cross in perfect peace. As we go through our daily struggles, we go through in this world trying to live as He wants us to live, carrying our cross in this godless society, may we be more like Him. Jesus is in our midst this day. The Risen Lord is with us. God dwells in our graced baptized soul. We are brothers. We are to be one in Him.

7. R. We are brothers. Our brothers are hurting and in pain. Souls will be condemned to everlasting damnation because of their sins. We are asked to pray. Pray for souls. Jesus comes to us with a Heart that is open and filled with burning love. Oh Mary lead us closer to His Heart. Help us more and more to be drawn ever closer to the Heart of Jesus Christ.

8. R. Jesus gave us His Mother. Mary is our Mother, the Mother of the Church. The Holy Spirit molds us more and more in the heart of Mary, into the image of Jesus. Mary, help us to be ever closer to you, to realize you are with us and help lead us on our way.

9. R. Mary walked by Christ's side. Mary walks by our side.

Song: At the Cross Her Station Keeping

R. Let Mary spread her mantle over us and lead us so that we may be able to be in Heaven someday. Jesus paid the price with His blood that we could be saved.

10. R. See Mary under the cross. They gave her the lifeless body of her Son, the baby she once held in her arms when Simeon told her of the prophecy that Jesus would suffer. Now Mary receives the lifeless body of Jesus in her arms. In total compliance to the Father's will, He gave His life. Jesus came to show us the way. Jesus tells us this day to live in the Father's will, to surrender, to love. See Mary. See Mary hold His lifeless, battered, bruised and bloodied body in her arms. This is how Jesus complied to His Father's will. In perfect peace, Jesus died on the cross. The Father loves us. The Father created us. The Father sent His only Son into this world for love of us. The Spirit is here to lead us closer to the love of the Father and the Son. Let us grow more and more in our union with God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit. God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within our graced baptized soul. Who are we that God loves us so much?

Jesus: My dear ones, I am in your heart. I remain inside of each one of you. Minute by minute and second by second, I provide you with such love. All through the day hear My soft voice say to you: I love you, I love you, I love you. When you are persecuted and treated cruelly, listen. Spend time alone with Me. I am forever there. I never abandon you. I love you with the deepest love. As you go about this world, and men are cruel, pray for them. Men that are cruel are hurting inside. They are your brothers. You know that I am within your heart and calling out to you minute by minute, second by second. I love you. I love you. I love you. I gave My life for you.

Song: I come to you with greatest love etc.

Jesus: I send you out into this world to carry the message of My love. I am with you and My Mother walks by your side. Pray for the fearlessness of the Holy Spirit to go out as the Apostles went out to carry out the message of this love.
 


R. This rosary was prayed on Divine Mercy Sunday in the Knights of Columbus Hall in Delphos, Ohio. Rita, Fr. Carter, Gerry, Jack and Marty were present. Approximately 125-130 people were in attendance. Rita's eyes were closed during the entire rosary. One of the candles beside the statue of the Sacred Heart of Jesus, shot up into an elongated flame several times during the rosary. This was seen by several people present. The statue of the Sacred Heart of Jesus became so illuminated, at times the light was blinding, several times the light pulsated somewhat like a strobe light. When Jesus stated through the meditation that He was outpouring His mercy on those who asked for His mercy, the area surrounding the statue became a sheet of deep purple - all that could be seen was the illuminated statue and the purple background. Later in the rosary, the same vision occurred. Later again, it occurred except that this time there was red tinged with the purple. Toward the end of the rosary, the same vision occurred except that the background was whitish. Once, only the face of Jesus on the statue was visible. For a split second, it "appeared to be the living face of Jesus". It was bigger than the statue. Praise God!

 

 

                April 25, 1995

Intimate Moments With Jesus

                R. I remember the touching moments with my
                Savior in certain Churches. I came to All
                Saints this day and I wept to see the Eucharist
                exposed. I know how these letters from
                Jesus have touched many hearts and brought
                about their union with Him — I Love you
                my dear sweet heart, my dear Jesus.

                    I remember my moments with Him in
                this Church, when I surrendered my will
                to Him and wept and when I saw His
                Heart and was so awed by its vision.
                His hand moving in men's lives — promoting
                the Kingdom. This is the plan of the Father,
                we need only be patient and let it unfold.

                    To surrender and be totally selfless,
                a total yielding to His ways even when
                they do not seem to be our ways.

                    Impart to me oh Holy Spirit the gift
                of wisdom to know what God is telling
                me.

                    I am so touched by my loving experiences
                with Jesus in this Church. It is as if I am
                reminiscing my love experiences with someone,
                as you would say, "do you remember when
                we went to the zoo." But oh so touching with
                my intimate love, I do remember well so many
                deep special touches of His Divine love and
                graces given to me in this church, when I cried
                and knew His presence, so deep in my soul.

                And He touched me, nothing on the face of this
                earth is as the touch of the Almighty God.
                He touched me and there was a communication
                deep inside between His Divinity and my
                humanity and He shared with me deep in
                my soul His touch. I was filled with His
                Presence. The presence of the Father, Son and
                Holy Spirit in my graced baptized soul.
                I love You, I adore You, I worship You,
                and He touched me. How great are His
                precious gifts to us to allow us to receive a
                sharing in, His life in baptism. He gives me His
                Divine love and He touched me.

                    Jesus is love. We live in Him, to
                know Him is to love, to unite with Him, to be
                saturated, filled with His love. Jesus
                doesn't unite with a stiff and hard heart,
                He unites with a heart that is pure and soft
                and open. We become love, our state is a
                loving state. Unite with me oh risen Lord, let
                me feel Your touch deep in my soul. Permeate
                my soul and penetrate my being. I want to be
                filled by You. I want to give love.
                Oh God come and dwell in me.

                    You are love, You are Divine, I thirst to
                be one in You to be so saturated, fill me with
                Your life in my being. I Thirst after You, I seek
                You. I see you in Your creatures. I see
                Your goodness in men. I am deeply
                Yours. I live in You. I am filled by You.
                Come dwell in me abundantly.
                My life is Yours — Come and possess my soul.

                Oh Bread of Life, I thirst after Your
                Eucharistic Presence, You are God, one
                true, Omnipotent, You are my
                all — this is the song of my soul. IN
                You I experience life.

                    You are life, you are love, in You I
                want to be, Holy, True, One, Omnipotent.

                    There cannot be division in You, for You
                are one with all creatures. You gave Your
                life for all souls. To love You is to love
                all of God's creation for it reflects the
                Creator.

                To love God is to see the reflection of His
                    creation in what He creates and love
                    because God wants us to.

                We are all one body in Him, He is the Head,
                we are the members. I love myself, my life is
                rooted in Him. He is the Vine, we are the branches.
                In Him, with Him, through Him I live.
                To cut myself off from the source of life
                is to wither up and die. A branch cannot
                live on its own.

 

Galatians 2: 19-20

...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me.

   

                    In You Lord, I find my life.

                Jesus: I am the way, I am the truth, I am the life, you
                are one in Me, in Me you have life, without
                Me you wither and die. I am the vine, you
                are the branches, you live as you stay
                rooted in Me.

                    My beloved ones, sell what you have and give
                to the poor and come and follow Me, for My
                yoke is easy and My burden light. A man
                attached to this world cannot follow Me, he
                is held down by all His possessions. Rid
                yourself of unneeded earthly goods. Give to
                the poor, let go, reduce your load, My burden
                is light.

                You need not extras to teach My word. Rita,
                Rita, you need Me, your words are enough.
                You have complicated your life, now you
                must simplify it and come to Me.

                    Your rest is found in Me. Give your
                things away. Your life will be spent in
                doing My work, you do not have time
                for your debris. I will help you simplify,
                you need to do it today, get rid of all
                your extras.

                    You are holding on to clutter. You are
                willful about many things, let go into
                My arms. You hold on where you need
                to let go.

                    Let go and simplify, for my life. I will
                unite ever closer to you. Let go, I will
                teach you. You need your letters, notebooks,
                religious things, the rest is extra. You
                can let go of some music.

                    Give your tapes to the center.
                Ask them to begin a video rental,
                You must simplify your life.
                I am all you need. I am talking through you,
                you do not need props and tapes and books,
                keep your bible and Fr. Carter's books, I
                will help you simplify, you best do it
                on your own. I want you free of debris.
                Give all that pertains to your past life
                away. You are My empty vessel. How
                can I operate out of you when you are
                anchored to the ground. Let go, let others
                spread My word, your job is to be totally
                free.

                    How would you go up in your hot air
                balloon? Your purse alone would weigh
                it down. Let go of your things, Rita, I
                want you free to do My work.

                    This is not My way to lug things around.
                My burden is light. I go with you in your
                heart.

                Ask Loretta and Ken to start a video rental
                    at the center.

 

                April 26, 1995

Love Jesus Through Mary's Heart

                R. Thank you for caring for Jesus - Mary, His
                    tiny hands and feet, my beautiful Jesus,
                    how important you were in being
                    with Him all His young life.

                Thank you Joseph for caring for Mary and
                    Jesus.

                Mary, Mary, how I love you, how I see
                    you as my Mother standing by
                    my side and protecting me.

                How knowing you makes my love with
                    Jesus so more intimate, I know
                    His whole family, I know His
                    Mother, I know more about Him.
                    You who are so closely connected
                    to Him.

 

                  R. And I see Mary stand at the foot
                    of His cross. His loving Mother
                    always there in adorable love
                    of her precious Son and
                    she stands by us in this maternal
                    love - loving us. I feel her presence
                    forever by my side, with me and it
                    warms my heart.

 

                April 26, 1995 - Mass 1:30p.m.

Mary and Jesus love the Children

                R. Such joy Marty and I went to Nursing Home
                at Seasons and no one was there, prayed the
                rosary at center. Filled with such
                a realization of Him and His
                awesomeness.

                    During Mass, such a presence of Father,
                Son and Holy Spirit did not want to move. Such
                a realization after consecration.

 

Excerpt from Response in Christ by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

e) Relationship with Members of the Church

There is but one true Church of Christ. Yet this one Church has three different states of existence. There is the pilgrim Church, the Church of this world, composed of members who have received the grace of Christ and strive for its development. They have not yet obtained the goal of their efforts, as have the members of the heavenly Church, who enjoy God in eternal happiness. The Church suffering is an intermediate state of existence necessary for those who had not achieved the required purification as members of the pilgrim Church. Although there are these three phases of the Church’s existence, there is a profound union existing between all the members. All these members possess the same basic life of grace in Christ, and this common life establishes the most intimate bonds of love. In our preceding chapter, we discussed the pilgrim Church. Let us now consider the Church suffering and the heavenly Church.

The members of the Church suffering are those who have departed from this life in an incomplete state of Christian development. Their development is incomplete in the sense that grace has not fully taken possession of them, and, as a result, they are yet closed in upon themselves to a greater or lesser degree. They as yet cannot open themselves out in complete love to the Triune God in the beatific vision. They must undergo a further purification, a purification which could have been achieved upon earth with merit. Now the purification must be achieved with no merit attached. The pain of this purification is mixed with the certain expectation of achieving the vision of God. We can hasten the advent of this vision for this people by the offering of prayers and other good works. Scripture itself refers to our action on behalf of those in purgatory in Chapter 12 of the Second Book of Maccabees beginning with verse 38.

The members of the heavenly Church are those in whom the life of grace has taken full possession and has reached its completion in the life of glory. Faith now is unnecessary, as the light of glory gives the human intellect a new strength and capacity for seeing God face-to-face. While the Christian was a wayfarer, he received the imprint of the indwelling Trinity as he shared in God’s own life. Now in heaven that grace-life and possession of God reaches its completion—the absolute completion is not achieved, however, until the resurrection of the body. The divine persons give Themselves to the beatified in a profound union far surpassing that of the indwelling of the Trinity experienced here below.

This life of heaven is still the Christ-life, for just as we possess a share in Trinitarian life here below as mediated by Christ, and exercise this grace-life as structured by Him, so also in heaven is the mediation of Christ present. In the words of Rahner, "One always sees the Father through Jesus. Just as immediately as this, for the directness of the vision of God is not a denial of the mediatorship of Christ as man."14 And not only does the humanity of Christ unite the blessed to God, but also, in some way, to the whole of creation. This is merely a completion of what is begun here below, namely, the union with Christ in His humanity establishing the Christian in a special relationship with God, with other men, and with the whole of creation. We have a glimpse, therefore, of the fullness of life which members of the heavenly Church possess.

The heavenly Church, as St. Thomas says, is the true Church.15 The Church of this earth and the Church of purgatory are, each in its own way, reaching out in loving hope for the heavenly Jerusalem. Vatican II puts it very simply: "The Church, to which we are called in Christ Jesus, and in which we acquire sanctity through the grace of God, will attain her full perfection only in the glory of heaven."16

The members of the heavenly Church can help us in living our life of grace until we too share its fullness with them. Their power of intercession on our behalf is but another ramification of the communal aspect of Christianity. We are meant to help others grow in Christ. We, in turn, are intended by God to receive aid from others—yes, from members of the heavenly Church, as well as from those with whom we dwell here below.

Not only can we be aided by the saints’ intercession, but the example of the canonized saints can also be of great value to us. They have concretely proved that full holiness is possible. Such an inspiration is of real worth when we are tempted to think that Christian sanctity in its higher degrees is impossible of attainment. Moreover, the canonized saints, in their diversity, teach us that there are many authentic versions of Christian holiness. They can be innovators in showing us that there are numerous possibilities in assimilating the mystery of Christ, although the basic assimilation remains the same for all Christians of all times. In the opinion of Rahner this is one of the chief roles the canonized saints exert in the life of the Church.17

 


NOTES:

 14Karl Rahner, Theological Investigations, Vol. III (Baltimore: Helicon, 1967), p. 44.
 15
Cf. St. Thomas Aquinas, In Ad Ephes., c. 3, Lect. 3.
 16Second Vatican Council, Constitution on the Church, No. 48.
 17Cf. Karl Rahner, Op. cit., pp. 100-101.

   

                R. Such a presence of all three persons.
                Went off after communion, bright
                light, did not want to move.

                Everything is centered around the response
                    to His love. In response to His love
                    we love one another.

                Giving things away, gives me freedom, those
                    things are holding me tied to things.
                    The more I let go of, the more I can be
                    free just for Him.

                You may be poor and cold on the outside but
                    the fire of the love of God burns
                    bright forever in your heart.

                Jesus: Strip yourself of what is worldly and focus
                    only on Me. Thorns and Roses,
                    a crown of thorns I give to you a
                    bed of roses for your bed.
           
                R. Joy is in Him. Immense joy over His
                    resurrection, realizing His presence
                    with us and our mission to carry
                    out His work.

                I see so clear how we operate in His
                    Church guided by Our Lady. I love the
                    Church, I love the sacraments. They are
                    the outward sign of an invisible
                    reality, the sign of His Divine life.

 

 

April 26, 1995

Glorious Mysteries
For Parents and Children

The Resurrection of Jesus

  1. R. Jesus died and, as had been foretold, He rose on the third day. Death has no power over Jesus!

  2. R. They had rolled a gigantic stone up to the tomb where Jesus had been buried. The stone was rolled away. Mary Magdalene and some of the other women came to put spices on Jesus.

  3. R. There were two men and they said to the women at the tomb, "Why look among the dead for someone who is alive?" (Lk 24:5)

  4. R. Mary was weeping and she saw a man she thought was the gardener and it was Jesus.

  5. R. Jesus appeared to His beloved apostles and they did not recognize Him at first.

  6. R. The apostles did not understand all that Jesus had told them.

  7. R. We must pray to God to open up our minds and hearts so that we may understand Him more, for He is a mystery!

  8. R. He gave to the apostles the power to baptize and to forgive sins. It is through Baptism that we are reborn into new life.

  9. Jesus: My dear little children, you are chosen by Me to be My special, anointed ones. In Baptism, you were made children of God and heirs of heaven.

  10. Jesus: My dear little children, how dearly I press each one of you close to My Heart.

Song between decades: Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts. Enkindle in us the fire of Your love. Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts. Enkindle in us the fire of Your love.

The Ascension of Jesus into Heaven

  1. R. See Jesus as He extends His arms and goes up to heaven. See the apostles below. They are filled with fear and confusion to see their beloved Jesus leave.

  2. R. These are the Glorious Mysteries. Our hearts are filled with such immense joy to see Jesus rise from the dead and go up into the sky! Think of this!

  3. R. God is a mystery! We can meditate on this mystery of Jesus rising from the dead, of His going up to heaven. He wants us to meditate on the mysteries of His life and His mother's life.

  4. R. He wants us to live His life, death and resurrection in our lives this day.

  5. R. God the Father loved us so much that He created us in His own image and likeness. It is in meditating on the mysteries of Jesus' and Mary's lives that we can model the way we live after Jesus and Mary.

  6. R. Jesus gives us a special calling at baptism to go out and show others His immense love, to tell others about our good God Whom we love so much.

  7. R. Jesus has not left. He remains with us, truly present, the same as the day He walked the earth. He remains in the Eucharist in His divinity and His humanity .

  8. Jesus: My dear little ones, how I love you. When you are baptized, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit dwell inside of your Heart in a very, very special way. I am Jesus. I never leave you. I love you and remain with you in your heart.

  9. Jesus: How I love my dear, little children. Bring the children to Me! Bring the children and sit in front of the tabernacle. Tell them that I am Jesus and how I love them.

  10. Jesus: I wait for you, My little children, to come and tell Me that you love Me, too. I wait for you to come and to talk to Me, to share all those things that are in your heart with Me.

Song between decades: Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts…

The Descent of the Holy Spirit on the Apostles and Mary

  1. Jesus: I sent to the apostles the Holy Spirit to dwell within them. The Holy Spirit transforms you, My little children. so that you are not afraid. Pray to the Holy Spirit. Ask Him to help you to have the courage to talk about God in front of your friends.

  2. Jesus: As you love your mother, your father and your friends, I love you and Mary loves you so much more than any earthly person could ever love you.

  3. Jesus: The Father created each one of you so specially! He loves you so much!

  4. Jesus: He gives you the special talents that you have this day. He loves you so much and wants you to use your talents to do the work of God.

  5. Jesus: The Holy Spirit is such a dear friend! Pray to the Holy Spirit every day for He loves you so much.

  6. Jesus: The Holy Spirit lifts your spirits. Satan is in this world and wants to keep you depressed. Pray to the Holy Spirit to lift your hearts high and to be filled with God's love.

  7. Jesus: Let the little children come to Me! Bring them to Church and pray with your children. My dear, little children, pray the rosary.

  8. R. Think about the stories of the lives of Jesus and Mary. Think about how Jesus died on the cross for love of you.

  9. Song: Come Holy Ghost, Creator blest, and in our hearts take up Thy rest. Come with Thy grace and heavenly aid, to fill the hearts which Thou hast made, to fill the hearts which Thou hast made.

  10. R. Holy Spirit, set our hearts on fire with the fire of God's love!

Song between decades: Come Holy Spirit, fill our hearts…

Mary Is Taken Up Into Heaven, Body and Soul

  1. R. Mary is our beloved mother. She loves us so much! Jesus gave to us His very own mother!

  2. R. She loves us far more than any earthly mother could ever love us.

  3. R. Her love is a personal love.

  4. R. The more we realize how close our mother really is to us, the more we will feel secure as she wraps her mantle about us and leads us ever closer to her beloved son, Jesus.

  5. Mary: I wrap you, my beloved, dear, sweet children, in my arms. I hold you close to my Heart. I protect you from this world as any mother would protect her little child. You are my little child, my dear one. I am forever with you.

  6. Song: Immaculate Mary, your praises we sing. You reign now in splendor with Jesus, our King. Ave, ave, ave, Maria. Ave, ave, Maria.

  7. R. Jesus, when He ascended into Heaven, went to prepare a place for us. The gates of heaven were opened!

  8. R. Now Mary, some twenty years after Jesus' death, was taken into heaven. But Jesus and Mary are here with us this day! Jesus dwells within us and remains in the tabernacle, truly present.

  9. R. We, too, will be taken up into heaven. These are the Glorious Mysteries. If we love and serve the Lord, we will be given such glory in Heaven.

  10. R. My dear, little ones, let the lives of Jesus and Mary grow in your hearts. Meditate on these mysteries and learn more about their lives. Always pray to the Spirit to lead you into deep meditation.

Song between decades: Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts…

Mary Is Crowned Queen of Heaven

  1. R. The Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph! The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign! There will be an era of peace!

  2. Mary: My beloved ones, you will have a period of struggle. Stay close to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

  3. Mary: Our Hearts are a symbol of greatest love for you.

  4. Mary: In your wildest imagination, you cannot image the deep and most tender love that my Son has for you. Pray to the Spirit to open your heart so you may feel more and more the great love that Jesus, my Son, has for you.

  5. Mary: God wants you to be joined with Him forever and ever in the courts of heaven. You must, every minute of your life, seek after holiness. The devil goes about this earth prowling and aiming to trip men in their paths. My dear, little ones, Jesus, my Son, loves you with the deepest love. Focus on the love of Jesus.

  6. Mary: I call to you! I call to you! I call to you! I am Mary, the mother of God, and I am your mother. My dear little ones, harken to my call, for you are my chosen ones.

  7. Mary: You are commissioned through baptism to go out into this world and spread the Gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ. Do not hold back but let your hearts be forever open and the love of God will flow from you and radiate from your very being.

  8. Mary: I am Mary, your mother! My beloved children, how I love you with the most maternal love. I love you! I love you! I am waiting for you to come closer to my Heart.

  9. R. Help us to be more aware of the great gifts that you are giving to us this very day. Help us to be sensitive to the grace of the Lord, our God.

  10. Song: Hail Holy Queen, enthroned above, O Maria. Hail Mother of Mercy and of Love, O Maria. Triumph all ye cherubim. Sing with us ye seraphim. Heaven and earth resound the hymn: Salve, salve, salve, Regina!

Song after last decade: Come Holy Spirit, fill our hearts…

 

               

                April 26, 1995

Pray the Rosary

                R. Prayed the rosary with the children at
                6:30 in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel.
                Prayed Glorious Mysteries for children.
                I was in an ecstatic state. I gave meditations,
                two from Mary at the end, very slow and
                pretty.

 

 April 27, 1995

Refuge in Him

                R. With the way this world is, I find refuge
                in Him. We need to turn to Jesus
                our best friend, without a relationship
                with Jesus you cannot stand the
                pressure the world is putting on us.

 

                April 27, 1995 - Mass 2:00

Immense Love

                R. Filled up with the immense realization
                of the goodness of God. How I am such a
                little speck and He infinitely loves us,
                a little drop in the ocean. Oh my God,
                how I want to just be swallowed up
                by You, lost in the infinitude of
                Your immense love. I don't like
                the word speck because it does
                not denote the specialness with which He
                loves us. Words are non-existence for His
                great, big infinite love. Omnipotent,
                what does this mean, I am so little, He is
                so big, but big is not the word either for
                He is Mighty and big and, I just realize my
                smallness and Him how He is, all loving,
                all mighty, all knowing, from all time and
                He loves me. It makes me cry with such
                great joy, He is my beloved lover.

                The more I let go of things, the more I am
                totally His.

                It is in my being I experience Him in His
                magnificence, it is inside, I know my
                littleness, I know my preciousness
                to Him, I do not want to describe myself
                less than I am because of His great love,
                but I feel the magnitude of Him in which
                I know Him and know
                myself in comparison to Him. Words
                do not express what I feel, an awareness
                of Him and me, I want to be tucked in
                a little cell in His magnificent Heart.

                To have you account such things to
                    me would make my heart swell
                    with joy.

 

                April 28, 1995

Songs From Jesus

                R. Prayed the rosary at noon — said
                    2 memorares.

                I was in an ecstatic state.

 

                        A Song from Jesus

                Refrain
                I come to you with greatest love
                I am your loving Savior
                I am your God, I died for you,
                I come to you this day.

                (1) You are my precious little one
                    I love you oh so dearly
                    Come close to me my little one
                    I love you to my death.

                (2) Reach out to me and do not fear
                    I want to be so close to you,
                    You are my child
                    My precious one
                    I love you tenderly

 

                May 1, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass

Precious Love

                R. Read the words from a Song from Jesus,
                how beautiful He loves us, He wrote this
                song for us to sing.

                Jesus: Every word My child I write to you My
                precious love, I pour out to you.

                    Every word in My letters are My love
                for you. I truly love you far beyond your
                comprehension.

                R. I realized His deep love more, more and more
                    how deep it is.

                We are taking what He says and does for us
                    too lightly.

                He truly gave His flesh for us.

                Jesus: My dear sweet beloved child, how I love you,
                    I Love You Child!!

                Ponder this deep love that I have for you My
                    dear beloved one, My child, so much tender
                    love for you from My burning Heart for you.
                    Be alone with Me, totally wrapped in
                        this embrace of My love, for you.

                This is My love for you, that I give to you Myself.
                In such union your human mind cannot even
                comprehend the intensity of My love for
                you.

                R. Jesus I am one in You no matter where
                    I am, I am totally wrapped in the
                    embrace of Your endless, boundless
                    love.

                    Constant union in me with You.
                Always before me this intense
                joining to You my precious love.

                    I am joined, to the Father and
                Holy Spirit. Are not our hearts burning
                within us? How can we not
                shout with joy to be joined
                with the Almighty God.

                    Such jubilation radiating from
                our very being for we are joined
                to God.

 

May 1, 1995
Monday, Feast of St. Joseph
 

The Joyful Mysteries
(Rosary Before the Tabernacle)

The Annunciation

1. Jesus: I am with you, My dear ones. Put aside all the thoughts in your mind and focus entirely on Me.

2. Jesus: These are Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. This is an instrument that We will use to spread to this world the love of Our Hearts. Put yourself in the presence of God, truly present here in the Blessed Sacrament, in His Divinity and His humanity. I am here, My dear ones, with you the same as the day I walked on this earth and I speak to you. Open your hearts and listen to My words for I pour out to you My abundant love. Over and over again, I tell you how I truly love you. Listen to every word and hear the words that I speak that you may be so one in Me and I may operate from you. Give love to this world that is hurting, tell them of My abundant love. Focus on Me and meditate on each mystery. Pray to the Spirit to open your minds to lead you deeper and deeper into My Heart and the heart of My Mother. I am Jesus and I am here with you, My beloved ones. How it pleases My Heart that you have come to pray with Me.

3. R. The angel Gabriel appeared to the Virgin Mary and asked her to be the Mother of God.

4. Jesus: Do you see the great gift, My beloved ones, that the Father so loved the world that He sent His only begotten Son into the world for love of you?

5. Jesus: The Father has a plan for each and every soul. You were uniquely created by God with such specialness, such preciousness, such dignity, created in the image and likeness of God. You have a purpose. You are called to carry the Gospel message into this world. Meditate on the Annunciation. The angel appeared to Mary. Mary complied to the will of the Father, always complying to the Father's will, always living according to His plan. For it is in living according to the Father's will, living, in His plan, that you will have peace and joy.

6. Jesus: Let not your hearts be troubled. The Father says let not your hearts be troubled. His plan is unfolding. Every soul is called to this plan. You have answered the call to come to this Center to be part of this plan to help renew the Church and the world. You are chosen, My special soldiers. Each one of you I have called here. My beloved ones, how I am so pleased that you have answered My call.

7. Luke 1: 38 Mary said, ‘You see before you the Lord’s servant, let it happen to me as you have said.’...

R. Look at the simplicity in the lives of Jesus and Mary in the Joyful Mysteries, the peace, compliance always to the Father's will. God gave to this world His only begotten Son. Jesus put on a little baby body.

8. Jesus: My ways are simple, My dear ones. Man makes things complicated. Man, in his willfulness, has made complicated things. Turn to Me. Focus on Me. Come to My Heart. Let Me speak to you and lead you ever closer to your home in Heaven.

9. Song: I come to you with greatest love. I am your loving Savior. I am your God, I died for you. I come to you this day.

10. R. The Most Sacred Heart of Jesus was formed in the womb of His Mother.

Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave, Maria. Ave, ave, ave, Maria.

 

The Visitation

1. R. The angel appeared to Mary and told Mary that she was to be the Mother of God. Mary made haste to her cousin Elizabeth to tell her of the Good News. Think of the mystery that God is about to be born on this earth and the simplicity and the quietness with which their lives go on. It was in the Father's plan that the angel would come and tell Mary the Good News and that she would conceive through the power of the Holy Spirit. The Father has a plan for our lives.

2. R. Do they sound the trumpets and roll the drums? Jesus came to this earth. Such quietness and peace! Mary visited Elizabeth.

3. R. Always in compliance to the Father's plan. We are part of this plan. It is through the lives of Jesus and Mary in meditating on Their lives that we see the peace with which They lived Their lives for They lived in accordance to the Father's will.

4. R. Man in his willfulness has turned away from God. Your every breath and heartbeat depend upon the Almighty God. Many men have tried to make themselves equal to God. This is the sin of Adam. God gave Adam and Eve so many gifts and they wanted to be equal to God. Look at the world this day.

Jesus: My children, my children, I call out to you this day to be fearless, to go into this world and carry out the Father's plan for you are part of this plan. You are being called to go into the world and spread the Gospel. I am Jesus, your Beloved Savior. How I dearly love each one of you. Listen to My words to you. My Heart is an endless furnace of love, beating for My precious souls. Will you not carry this message into this world for Me?

5. R. Mary went to visit her cousin Elizabeth. Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit and said to Mary:

Luke 1: 42-43 ... ‘Of all women you are the most blessed, and blessed is the fruit of your womb. Why should I be honoured with a visit from the mother of my Lord?

6. R. How lightly we take the great gifts that we are given this day; that Jesus remains with us in this room the same as the day as He walked this earth! He laments those He loves who ignore Him, the souls that have forgotten Him and treat Him so coldly. His Heart is burning with endless love for each soul so much that He, God, came to this earth born of the Virgin Mary and gave His flesh and blood for love of each and every soul. How can we not answer this call to spread His love to a world that is hurting and in pain, the world that is suffering. Jesus calls to each one of us to be His special apostles, to spread His love to a sick world.

7. R. If we saw Mary this day with Jesus in her womb, we would bow to see her carry the child Jesus within her. But Jesus comes to us in the Holy Eucharist and gives us Himself, no less present than the day that Mary carried Him in her womb. He cries out so tenderly and with such love for each and every soul. How He longs and thirsts for their love.

8. R. Mary was filled with the Holy Spirit and cried out in a loud voice the Magnificat.

9. Song: My soul rejoices in God, my Savior.

Luke 1: 47  and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior; 

10. R. Even in the womb of his mother, John the Baptist leapt for joy to know how near Jesus was to him. Do we leap for joy that we receive the Son of God within us when we go to the Holy Eucharist? Who are we that God gives Himself to us?

Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave, Maria. Ave, ave, ave, Maria.

 

The Birth of Jesus

1. R. Jesus came to show us the way. He was born in such poverty, not a place for Jesus to lay His Head.

2. R. Jesus was laid in a manger at birth; Jesus died on the cross - both bare wood. Always before His eyes the thought of His upcoming suffering. Jesus is God. He knew of what was to come. But His greatest sufferings were not the sufferings that He would experience to His body. For He is love. He came to this earth for love of us. He would gladly suffer for each one of us. His greatest sufferings were the sufferings to His Heart for Jesus knew of His mission, He knew sufferings.

3. R. Jesus was born in a manger in such poverty and He died hanging on a cross. He rose from the dead and ascended into Heaven. Our true home is not in this world. He came to show us the way. He came to show us love. He is God.        

John 3: 16  For this is how God loved the world: he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but may have eternal life.

R. Jesus loved us so much that He gave Himself, His flesh and blood on the cross. Jesus' birth shows us of the great love that God has for us. Conceived in the womb of the Virgin Mary through the power of the Holy Spirit, Jesus, the Son of Man, God made man.

4. R. In baptism we receive a sharing in His life.

5. R. Jesus died on the cross; He rose and ascended into Heaven, but He remains with us this day in greatest love, truly present in the Eucharist. We are to carry out His life, death, and resurrection in our lives.

6. R. It is through the Holy Spirit that we are formed in the Heart of the Virgin Mary more and more into the image and likeness of God. As Jesus was formed in your womb, Dear Mary, through the Holy Spirit, form us more and more to be likened to your Son, Jesus, so that we may carry out the mission that the Father had intended for us; to live in this world and to spread the love of God.

7. R. Look at the birth of Jesus. In such poverty, He is born. But there is such joy!

8. R. May we model our lives more and more after the lives of Jesus and Mary so that in this world the life of Christ will radiate from our being.

9. R. Jesus came to this earth a helpless baby. We can approach a baby so loving, so tender, so innocent. Jesus came to us with this love. Jesus longs and thirsts and waits for us to come and join our hearts in union with His Heart in the Blessed Sacrament. How Jesus longs and thirsts for our love. He asks for one thing: not gold palaces and temples, not wealth and riches; He asks for our love. Give us the grace, Jesus to love You more and more. Mary, as you held the child Jesus in your arms at His birth, hold us tenderly close to your heart and lead us to His infinite love.

10. R. Always peace! Look at the Joyful Mysteries — how Mary and Jesus and Joseph complied always with the Father's plan. The Father has a plan for each one of us and it is unfolding. It is only in living according to that plan that we will have peace and joy.

Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave, Maria. Ave, ave, ave, Maria.

 

The Presentation of Jesus

1. R. Mary and Joseph took the child Jesus to the Temple and Simeon, filled with the Holy Spirit, was led to the temple. He told Mary and Joseph of the sufferings that Jesus and Mary would undergo.

2. R. From that point on, Mary always had before her eyes the sufferings of Jesus. As she beheld the tender child, she knew of the sufferings to come. Simeon had told her: a sword, too, shall pierce your soul, O Mary. Mary knew from this point on, every time she looked at her little child, that He would undergo great sufferings. Always before Jesus was the cross.

3. R. Mary complied always to the Will of the Father. Look at the peace as you see Jesus and Mary. Jesus knew the love of the Father. The Father and Jesus and the Holy Spirit are one! Help us, O Spirit, to know the Father's will, to live as little children in the Father's will; so that we, too, may have peace deep in our hearts and experience more and more the love of our Heavenly Father.

4. R. The Hearts of Jesus and Mary, so joined from the moment of conception! The Hearts of Jesus and Mary that lead us closer and closer into deep union with God!

5. R. Look at the beauty of the tender child. Jesus is the Son of God, but Jesus comes into this world a helpless baby. Jesus teaches us in His life. Jesus taught us to do the Father's will. Look at Jesus as the Virgin Mary holds Him in her arms. Jesus meek and tender in Heart. So tenderly does she behold the child of God. So tenderly does she hold His lifeless body under the cross, battered, bruised and bloodied. This is the love of the Two Hearts. A sword, too, shall pierce your heart, O Mary.

6. Jesus: There are so many souls that are walking in darkness that have turned from God. There is only one way: it is to follow My way. My beloved ones, I call out to you this day to heed My words for sufferings will befall this earth. Man in his willfulness has turned from God. Children are suffering and being persecuted. I beg you from My Most Sacred Heart, to draw yourselves ever closer to Me, for I will lead you into this world as strong soldiers to minister to the hurting souls. What you do will make the difference in this world, for I am calling out to you. Can you not answer My plea? I am Jesus. I love you so dearly that I gave My flesh and My blood for you. My beloved souls that I love so dearly will be condemned and sent forever to hell! Pray, My dear ones, pray to the Spirit for fearlessness to go out and spread this message for so many souls will drop into hell like rain. What you do each minute of your lives is so important to the suffering souls. I am Jesus and I call out to you this day to come and to spread My love to this hurting world. I call to you. Will you answer? Listen to each word that I say to you. I am Jesus. I call you. Will you answer?

7. Song: I come to you with greatest love. I am your loving Savior. I am your God, I died for you. I come to you this day.

Jesus: Please answer My call here! Souls will be lost. My beloved souls that I love so dearly. I speak and do you hear? Listen! Don't close your ears and your eyes. I beg you, open up your heart. Purify your heart for what I give to you is a sharing in My life, in baptism and I give you My Divine Love abundantly. I outpour to you such riches.

8. R. And a sword, too, shall pierce your heart, O Mary. She stood beneath the cross and watched her Son as He hung for three agonizing hours, covered with blood, wounded, His hands pierced all the way through with nails. This is the love that He has for His precious souls: souls that have forgotten Him, that have turned to sin, that persecute children and murder babies. This is the love that God has for man that He sent into this world His Son Who died a brutal death. Mary stood beneath the cross watching her Son die. Jesus comes to us this day and calls us to spread this love to the world that is hurting and in pain. Mary, the lady is calling. She is calling each one of us from her Motherly heart. Our dear Mother calls and asks us to spread the love of her Son, Jesus, to the hurting world

9. Song: From the Day You Were Born

10. R. See Mary as she peered into the bloodied face of Jesus on the way to Calvary, with the cross heaped on His back laden with the sins of the world. See Mary, as she sees her Son. Once the baby she held so tenderly in her arms, now she sees Him covered with blood and wounded. She comes to us this day and asks us to be fearless soldiers to go into this world and to preach the Gospel for Jesus has died, He has risen and He will come again!

Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave, Maria. Ave, ave, ave, Maria.

 

The Finding of Jesus in the Temple

1. Mary: My beloved children, I am Mary, your Mother. There will be great gifts given in this room as you pray this rosary. Please answer this call to go into this world and be fearless. Pray for the grace to be fearless. You are my beloved ones that I have chosen, that I have called from my Motherly heart to spread the love of my Son to the hurting souls. I am appearing in great light for you, my precious ones. You, I will send into this world. Let your hearts be opened. Focus only on the love of my Son for He loves you with such deep, burning love. Listen to every word that He tells you from His burning Heart. You will know more and more the immensity of His deep love for you. You are His special ones. How I love each one of you present here this day. As the Child Jesus was lost in the temple, many of my children are lost in this world. Will you not help to lead them back to the love of my Son? I call to you. I am Mary, your Mother.

2. Mary: Gifts of healing will happen to your hearts for many children will be lead back through your efforts to spread His love. I am Mary, your Mother, and I thank you for responding to my call.

3. R. For all the souls that are hurting and in pain, we pray. For those suffering at this moment, the lost souls, we pray that they will cooperate with the grace that Jesus is pouring out to lead them back to the Heart of Jesus.

4. Mary: How my Motherly heart was pierced invisibly with a sword for all my little children that have gone astray. My Son, Jesus, loves each soul dearly. Many have chosen false gods when God is so good and so loving. Pray my little ones for your brothers in darkness. It is through your prayers that many will be led back to the Heart of my Son. My heart will triumph and the Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign but many souls will be lost. Will you not answer this call to help the souls to return to the love of my Son, Jesus?

5. Mary: Jesus is the Teacher! Come to the Eucharist, my children. How He feeds you with His own body and blood. How He outpours to you His abundant graces when you sit in front of the tabernacle. I am Mary, your Mother. Tell your friends to come to the Eucharist and to come to adoration before the Blessed Sacrament. In front of the tabernacle, Jesus outpours His grace to you in such abundance. I love you so dearly, my precious ones, my little children. You are my sweet, little children.

6. R. Always compliance to the Father's will! As we meditate on the mysteries of the rosary from the Annunciation to the Coronation of the Virgin Mary, we see before us that peace and joy lie in living in the Father's will, as little children complying to the Father's will, little children living to please their Father. God the Father so loved each one of us that He gave His only begotten Son as a sacrifice so that we might be with Him forever and ever in Heaven.

7. R. The message is love. How can we say that we love God and not love one another?

8. Mary: Focus on the love that Jesus has for you. Pray to the Child Jesus. This is very powerful, my little ones. Pray to the precious Child.

9. Mary: Spread these rosary meditations to all, also to my beloved little ones. Children need to pray the rosary. This is the weapon that will crush the head of satan. My dear ones, I am Mary, your Mother. Will you answer my call?

10. Mary: I send you out into this world among the wolves. You must stay focused on my Son, Jesus.

Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave, Maria. Ave, ave, ave, Maria.

 

Jesus: I am Jesus, your Beloved Savior, and I call each one of you to closer union with Me - I give you My Sacred Heart. Come to My Heart and know the immensity of My love. For every word that I speak to you comes from the tender love within My Heart. As you read each letter, read each word as My love given to you, My precious ones. You take My letters so lightly when they are proclamations of the immensity of the love that I have for you. I ask you this day to begin reading your letters with such openness in your heart that you hear every word that I speak to you, for I am a person, and I am one with you, My little ones. My love I pour out and you do not hear. You do not take me seriously. Each word, I, Jesus Christ, say to you. My sweet, loved ones, tender love I have for you. You keep us apart by the way you read My letters. Read them as letters of My burning love. Each word I say to you.

R. This rosary was prayed before Jesus in the Tabernacle and Mary in Our Mother of Sorrows statue in Our Mother of Sorrows Chapel. Rita, Cathy, Joe, Margaret Mary, the Dodds, Marty and one other person were present.

 

May 2, 1995
Tuesday, Feast of St. Athanasius
Shepherds of Christ Meeting

The Joyful Mysteries
(Rosary Before the Tabernacle)

A Rosary of Love from Jesus 

The Annunciation

1. R. Mary says that she is so pleased that everyone has come to pray, pray for the beloved priests that she holds so tenderly to her heart. Let us meditate on these mysteries and open up our hearts and hear all the messages that Jesus and Mary want to give to our hearts.

2. R. The angel Gabriel came to Mary and asked Mary to be the Mother of God!

3. R. May complied always to the will of the Father. Mary always followed the Father's plan.

Luke 1: 38 Mary said, ‘You see before you the Lord’s servant, let it happen to me as you have said.’...

4. Luke 1: 35  The angel answered, ‘The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will cover you with its shadow. And so the child will be holy and will be called Son of God.

5. John 3: 16  For this is how God loved the world: he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but may have eternal life.

6. R. The child Jesus was formed in the womb of the Virgin Mary.

7. R. As we meditate on these Joyful Mysteries, look at the quietness of their lives. The angel came to Mary and announced the Plan. Mary complied to the will of the Father. All through the lives of Jesus and Mary, through all fifteen decades of the rosary, we see how Jesus and Mary complied always to the Will of the Father.

8. R. Jesus came to this earth to show us the way. We are part of this plan today. As we live the life, death, resurrection in our lives today, we carry out the plan of the Father. We, too, should comply always to His will, for it is in complying with His will that we will have peace and joy in our lives.

9. R. There is such oneness between Jesus and Mary. See this oneness in Their lives. Mary carried the child Jesus in her womb. Such union between Mary and her Son! Such union between these Two Hearts. Jesus came into this world in the womb of His Mother. He loved His Mother. We can be deeply united to Jesus, the more we go through the Heart of Mary.

10. R. If the Father loved Mary so that He sent His only Son into this world in the womb of the Virgin Mary, through the power of the Holy Spirit, ought we not realize how we should pray to Mary to be led ever closer to our Beloved Father, to Jesus and to the Holy Spirit, her beloved Spouse?

Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave, Maria. Ave, ave, ave, Maria.

 

The Visitation of Mary to her Cousin Elizabeth

1. R. Look at the quietness of Their lives! The angel came and announced to Mary the plan of the Father. The angel does not come and blare trumpets and roll drums. The angel came quietly. The child Jesus was conceived in the womb of the Virgin Mary. The angel told Mary that her cousin Elizabeth, in her old age, had conceived a child. Mary made haste to go and be with her cousin Elizabeth and share the Good News - the news that she was carrying God in her womb! Bubbling over with immense joy, she went to her cousin Elizabeth.

2. R. Elizabeth, filled with the Holy Spirit, cried out in a loud voice:

Luke 1: 42-43 ... ‘Of all women you are the most blessed, and blessed is the fruit of your womb. Why should I be honoured with a visit from the mother of my Lord?

3. R. Mary was filled with the Holy Spirit and cried out in a loud voice the Magnificat!

Song: My soul rejoices in God my Savior. My spirit finds its joy in God, the living God.

4. Hail Mary

5. R. The child in Elizabeth's womb leapt for joy when Mary and Jesus came. John the Baptist, even in the womb of his mother, jumped for joy at Mary and Jesus, in her womb.

6. R. Usually the servant goes to the Master. But Jesus went in the womb of His Mother, to her cousin Elizabeth. Jesus came to Elizabeth. Jesus remains with us this day. Jesus came to the earth, out of greatest love for men. The Son of God, came to this earth a baby! Jesus remains today, in the Eucharist.

7. R. I hear so plainly the voice of Jesus from the Tabernacle as He laments the love of His precious souls: each soul that He so dearly loves, each soul that is so busy in their lives that they have forgotten Him. Jesus loves us, with a burning Heart of endless love. Jesus calls us.

Jesus: Where are the souls that I love so dearly? My dear ones, what can I say to you? I tell you over and over again of My immense love for you but you do not hear. I am God and I love you with the deepest burning love. My letters I write to you, Letter after letter of My immense love. Do you know that every word that I say to you is from My burning Heart on fire for love of you? My beloved ones, My Heart burns for love of you. Do you hear Me calling? I call you to come. I stand at the door of your heart and I knock. I want. As the most ardent lover, I wait and wait patiently by your heart for you to open to Me. How I love you. I profess My immense love for you this day, but you do not hear. What more can I say to you, My dear ones? I am truly present in the consecrated host - in the Eucharist. Come to My Burning Heart! How I love you, My dear, dear, dear beloved souls! I love you! I love you! I love you! I am Jesus, your Savior, I love you.

8. Song: I come to you with greatest love. I am your loving Savior. I am your God, I died for you. I come to you this day.

9. Jesus: I was carried in the womb of My Mother and now I am a prisoner, locked in the Tabernacle and remain there in greatest love for you, My dear ones. Do you hear Me call? Do you read My letters from My burning Heart to you? Do you know that every word that I write is My letter of love to you? Do you know that I love you so that I came to this earth a helpless baby in the womb of the Virgin Mary and I shed My flesh and My Blood for love of you? I love you, My dear souls, I call to you.

10. Song: O Burning Heart, O love Divine, how sweet you are to me. I see the host, I know You are here to love and care for me.

Jesus: Come to Me, My beloved souls, for My Heart is warm and burning for love of you.

Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave, Maria. Ave, ave, ave, Maria.

 

The Birth of Jesus

1. Jesus: This is My rosary of love for each one of you.

2. John 3: 16  For this is how God loved the world: he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but may have eternal life.

3. Jesus: Ponder deeply in your heart the love of the Father to send His Son. I am your Savior - I want you to go to heaven.

Before the Blessed Sacrament

4. Jesus: You take My love so lightly! My dear ones, My dear ones, how do I make you understand how I am present with you this day in the Holy Eucharist. I am in this room with you truly present in the Tabernacle as the day I was born in a stable in Bethlehem. How favored you would feel to be in Bethlehem the night of My birth. But My dear ones, you do not see that I am as present with you this day in this room. I remain with you in greatest love. My dear ones, open wide your hearts to let Me penetrate your souls. Let Me send to you such graces that you will have the opportunity for closer and closer union with Me as you give yourself more and more to Me in love.

5. Jesus: My Heart is burning and on fire for you, My chosen ones.

6. R. See the Child Jesus laying in a manger in Bethlehem. There was not room for Jesus in the Inn. He was born in a stable among the beasts. How is it this day that the Son of God remains here truly present in the Tabernacles in this world? Is He received in the world today as He should be? There was not room for Him by those in the town of Bethlehem, but how His Heart is offended by the indifference for the souls that do not even recognize, Jesus, truly present here in the consecrated host. How I hear Him lament on Sunday for people who laugh and talk right here in front of the Tabernacle in the Church. We need to spread the message that Jesus Christ, the Son of God, is truly present in His Divinity and humanity in the consecrated host. Jesus is in our midst in the Tabernacles in this world. We should bend our knees and bow and kiss the ground and adore the Almighty God for He remains with us out of His great love for us.

7. Song: Oh Little Town of Bethlehem

R. Jesus was born in the town of Bethlehem. God was born a helpless baby on earth! Jesus remains with us this day and gives to us Himself, when we go to communion. Do we realize the great gift that God gives Himself to us?

8. R. Blare the trumpets! Sound the gong! The Almighty God lives and is present this day and in our midst and He gives Himself to us in the Sacrament of the Holy Eucharist! Dear Spirit, open up our eyes and our hearts to more and more realize the great gifts we are given. Outpour to us Your grace, Your life, so that we may have a greater outpouring of Your life in us - Your grace abundantly filling us. We praise You! We worship You! We adore You and thank You, Jesus Christ, for coming to this earth a baby, so approachable. A baby! God came to this earth a baby!

9. R. And many men, busy about their lives, do not have time or a place for God. Jesus was born in a manger, laid on bare wood and He died on a cross. He came to show us the way. This is love! God gave Himself on the cross and He gives Himself to us this day in the Holy Eucharist.

10. Song: O Holy Dwelling Place of God. O Holy Temple of the Word. O Holy, Holy Mary. Holy Mother of God!

Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave, Maria. Ave, ave, ave, Maria.

R. At every Mass, the priest raises the consecrated host and we behold the Son of God before our eyes, feel His presence, know Jesus truly present in the Holy Eucharist.

 

The Presentation of Jesus

1. R. Joseph and Mary took the Child Jesus to the Temple. The prophet Simeon was there and he told Mary of the sufferings of Jesus that are to come. He said to Mary: A sword, too, shall pierce your Heart, O Mary!

2. R. Mary held the words of Simeon deeply in her heart and every time she watched her beloved Son at play, she remembered the words of Simeon, said that Jesus and Mary would suffer.

3. R. How the heart of Mary knows the Heart of Jesus. His Most Sacred Heart was born in her womb through the power of the Holy Spirit. How close Mary is to Jesus. Look at Their lives! Always through the rosary, we see Mary close to Jesus. It is through her tender and pure Heart that we will be led to the deepest recesses of Jesus' Most Sacred Heart.

4. R. See Mary clearly holding the beautiful baby child while receiving Simeon's prophecy. See Mary and the tender baby in her arms. See Mary as she held His lifeless body under the cross. This is the same tender baby that she held in her arms. She held Him in her arms under the cross, the look of horror was on her face to see Him covered with blood and wounds, dead and cold in her arms, the life was gone in His body. And a sword, too, shall pierce your heart, O Mary.

5. R. See Mary as she held this tender, beautiful baby in her arms and think of the words of Simeon and meditate on the gazing look between the Two on the way to Calvary - deep and penetrating. Jesus peers into Mary's eyes. Jesus saw her face reddened and covered with tears and Mary looked into His face. His face covered with blood. Jesus' head was crowned with thorns. And a sword, too, shall pierce your heart, O Mary.

6. R. How much Mary likes for us to say the Seven Sorrows.

(1) The prophecy of Simeon
(2) The flight into Egypt
(3) The loss of the Child Jesus in the temple
(4) Jesus and Mary meet on the way to the cross
(5) Jesus dies on the cross
(6) Jesus is taken down from the cross and laid in Mary's arms
(7) The burial of Jesus

7. R. And a sword, too, shall pierce your heart, O Mary. The union, the oneness between Jesus and Mary! This is our Beloved Mother! Mary loves us more than any earthly mother. Mary is so close to us, forever there ready to lead us closer and closer to the love of her Son. Mary calls out to each one of us here to come ever closer to Jesus' Heart, an endless abyss of burning love. Jesus gave His Flesh and His Blood for love of us! Mary knows the love that Jesus has for us. Mary calls us to come for His burning love. Jesus' love can light the darkened world for we are children of God sent into this world to carry the Gospel message to the world. Jesus Christ Died! Jesus is Risen! Jesus will come again!

8. Song: Mary's Song

9. R. Mary, leads us ever closer to the burning love of your Son, Jesus.

10. R. And a sword, too, shall pierce your heart, O Mary!

Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave, Maria. Ave, ave, ave, Maria.

 

The Finding of Jesus in the Temple

1. R. This is a rosary from the Heart of Jesus and from the heart of Mary. Mary asks us to spread these rosaries to all of her children in this world so they may know more and more the burning love of her Son. Jesus was lost in the temple. How many of her beloved children are lost. Mary comes to us today and asks us to lead the children home, home to the Heart of her Son, Jesus.

2. Mary: Do you not know that I am your Heavenly Mother and I love each child so dearly? So many souls will be condemned to the fires of Hell for their sinfulness. My beloved ones, my chosen ones, my children that I have called to you at the Center this night to hear my call. You are special ones so close to the Heart of my Son. Jesus' love is deep within your breast. The more you grow in your union with Him, the more His love reflects from your being. Little children of mine, one soul close to my Son, Jesus, can spread such light to the darkened world. You are chosen. You are special. You are being called by your Heavenly Mother to go into this world and spread the light of Jesus. To cover this earth with light, your hearts must be ever joined to Jesus' Heart.

3. Mary: Look at the lost children in this world. It is your light that will show them the way home.

4. Mary: Do not underestimate what one soul, powered by the love of Jesus Christ, can do for this hurting world. Each child here is so precious, so favored, so loved, so needed for this work. I am Mary, your Mother.

5. Mary: Your petitions I take to your Heavenly Father for I know the struggles that you go through, my dear, sweet ones. I am protecting you with my mantle. May your hearts ever join closer and closer to the Heart of my Son.

6. Mary: Satan stalks this earth as a prowling lion wanting souls to devour. Little ones, keep your hearts fixed on the love of Jesus. Pray to the Spirit to fill you with the fire of His love. Pray to the Spirit for fearlessness to carry out the message of God's love for you will be met with greatest resistance. My heart was in sorrow at the loss of my Son. How my heart is sorrowing this day at the loss of my beloved children. Will you light the way? Will you show them the path home, the path that leads to the Heart of my Son, Jesus? I cry to you from my Motherly heart. In all your struggles, follow Jesus, follow Jesus, follow Jesus, and ignite the dark world with the fire of Jesus' love!

7. Song: Immaculate Mary

8. Mary: You are a city set on a hill that will shine its light to the darkened world, the light of Jesus. Priests will create little cities that will shine as beacon lights to light up the darkness. Do as Jesus asked Fr. Carter to do. It is through your prayers, your life lived in obedience to the Father's will in love, and your hearts fixed closely to the Heart of my Son, that the plan of the Father will unfold. You are my special ones I have called, you who are so fervent in your hearts and filled with such love. Pray to the Holy Spirit for the strength to answer this call.

9. Song: O Burning Heart, O love Divine, how sweet you are to me. I see the host, I know You are here to love and care for me.

10. Song: Like a Shepherd

Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave, Maria. Ave, ave, ave, Maria.

 

R. This rosary was prayed before Jesus in the Tabernacle and Mary in Our Mother of Sorrows statue in Our Mother of Sorrows Chapel during the Shepherds of Christ Meeting. Rita said Jesus appeared and Mary appeared.

 

                May 2, 1995

Indifference Wounded Jesus

                R. In front of Exposed Eucharist after they delivered
                    my organ, every time I think of Him
                    I cry because He is so good and I love
                    Him so much and I realize His love —
                    cried —

                In Mass - realized, His presence
                    and that I am receiving God.

                Realize this is really God.
                    Cried!!

                Such a promise of Him and realization
                    of His love at every second.

                Can stay in a state of intense
                    union and get there real
                    quick when I am
                    with others.

                How I adore Him. He is God.

 

                The Birth of Our Lord

                Humans refuse Him — there is not room
                    for Him in the Inn, He is born
                    among the beasts of the earth.

                Is not this what man does today, God is so
                    good to us, He remains with us
                    and man refuses Him and treats Him
                    with such indifference.

                How His Heart was wounded for the indifference
                    of His precious souls.

                Hear His cries to me, how He pours out
                    His love endlessly and I don't even
                    realize it.

                How much do I give of myself?
                How open am I?

                I see Jesus — they punctured His body
                He gave His Blood in His veins.

                He spread His arms and gave
                His all. His all was Divine Love.
                I give to this world, how much I
                    choose of what is in me.

                What is in my inner world?
                If I am saturated with Christ within,
                    if He permeates my being, what
                    comes forth from me is Christ that
                    lives within me to the world.

                    I fill myself with spiritual food,
                the Eucharist, the Word, Spiritual things.
                If I feed myself violence (from T.V.
                and a sick world that is what is in me —
                sickness from this violence can occur
                in my heart.

                    How deep is my world within rooted in
                Him? I will give accordingly to how He dwells
                in Me. Let go and experience Divine Love.

                Love your enemies
                    Love those who persecute you.

                To be like Him is to
                    Love every man.

                    Love is action, unconditional
                        love, see the Creation of the
                        Father.
                        Jesus shed His Blood for us.

                Love to be the light that shines in
                    the darkness, to bear His love
                    to this world.

                Jesus says: Let your light shine, for you are My
                    chosen ones.

                Jesus: Love all men, you cannot harbor
                    any ill will toward any man —
                    Always Love.

                I call you to a pure heart, a heart
                    deep in such love.

                I am Jesus, the Son of God, I call you
                    to hearts that are clean and pure.

                We can be not truly realizing the great gift
                    God is to us.

 

                May 3, 1995 - 5:30a.m.

Real Love

                R. He told me to get up and write this letter.

                Jesus: This world does not know about love. This
                world does not know how tender and kind
                love truly is. Oh My dear ones, I love you,
                love is giving, love is kind, love is
                sharing, love is oneness with each other,
                love is being deeply involved with
                each other.

                    Love has been turned into sex in many
                minds, love has been treated as an
                exchange of time and acts given
                to each other. Love is sung about, it
                is sought after, it is that which propels
                a person to action.

                    But My dear ones, many of you do not seek
                after real love. What is the meaning of
                love? Love is genuine caring for one
                another.

                    You love, you think you love,
                and stay focused on yourself. Love is
                about union, it is seeing the others'
                needs before you. So many love without
                a thought of the others' needs. This is
                not love. Love gives to the other, love
                gives unselfishly of yourself for the
                sake of another. Love sees the
                other first. Love sees God in the other.

                How can you in your godless hearts, love?
                Love involves God. I am the author
                of love, I am love, love is reflected
                in a person rooted deeply in God.

                    You do not know how to love and
                you do not care to learn about real
                love.

                    I am love, My love is a ball of fire,
                My love is burning for you, for men.

                    Love radiates from My very being.
                To see Me is to feel this penetrating
                love embody you. What you feel when
                you experience My presence is the
                burning love given to you. You
                feel My love penetrate your being.
                As a hot wire that you might touch,
                you feel a mighty surge go through your
                body and experience an overwhelming
                presence. I am God, one, true,
                omnipotent, almighty, you cannot
                be touched deeply by My grace and
                not experience this surge of burning love.
                I touch you with My grace, I give you My
                life. The more you are one in Me, the
                more sensitive you are to this touch.

                    I give such graces to My beloved souls,
                they do not reach and they do not
                comprehend about God.

                    I am alive, I am in your midst,
                I am giving to you great graces
                of My burning love.

                    I am the Alpha, I am the Omega, I am
                God, one living and true.

                    Love is a powerful force that insights
                a soul to action. You are missing the
                power that propels you into action.
                There is energy created in a soul that
                is filled with love. The Spirit fills
                the soul, it is energized and emits
                a powerful force. The devil drags a
                body down and the body emits
                a negative force. You must stay forever
                rooted in the Spirit. The Spirit is
                the Fire of God's love.

                    Love is energy, love is vibrancy,
                love is active, love propels a
                being into a state of action. Do you
                love Me that it creates an energy in
                your soul? Oh you tap so lightly at the
                door of My Heart, you scratch and
                stay outside. You do not come to the
                source of the power, you do not
                enter in, you stand on the sea
                shore throwing in little rocks,
                you may occasionally immerse a
                toe. My children, My children, jump
                into the water. I am the source of life
                and love. Come into the burning abyss
                of My love, penetrate My Heart, be
                one with Me.

                    Then you will sing from your souls
                Come Holy Spirit, fill our hearts enkindle
                in them the fire of Your love.

                    Fire, Burning Fire, Vibrancy,
                Life, this is My love for you. It is
                an energy that propels you to action.
                I am Love, it is a mighty force. It is
                being plugged into a burning bulb.
                I am the light to this world.
                You must come and unite with
                Me. I will operate from you and You will
                Love because you will be in a state of
                Love.

                    You are missing the immense power
                behind My love.

                    Touched by My grace, you experienced
                the Almighty God, your state was that of
                ecstasy, your being transformed to
                burning love.

                    To unite to Me, you become love, you
                are love, you see the others with love,
                your heart is filled with love from
                God and your actions are giving
                actions. To be in this state of
                giving you must be filled by My love.

                    How can you give to others when
                you are empty? Many want to love
                their brothers, but they do not come
                to the source.

                    You cannot give what you do not
                have. Give away your attachments
                and come and be filled with My love. My
                burning love, you will be propelled
                into action. Love is Action
                from the Heart, Fire, Power,
                Vibrancy, Life, Divine Love
                is a power, I impart to you a sharing
                in My life in baptism. You are
                set afire and given a new life.
                Come to the Fountain of life
                and love, come to My Heart.
                Come to the pierced Heart of Jesus
                Christ, what flowed from this Heart on
                Calvary was water and blood, water for
                Baptism and blood for the Eucharist.

                R. Jesus' Heart is an endless source
                of love and mercy. Come to the
                pierced Heart of Jesus the source
                of Divine life and Divine love,
                the source of His great mercy for His
                precious souls He loves.

                R. Blood dripping down inside of His mouth.

                Jesus: I tasted the blood in My mouth as it dripped
                down, My blood given for love of My precious
                souls. Red is the color of My blood, red is
                the color of My Heart. I shed this blood for My
                deep love of you. From My pierced Heart
                there flowed blood and water. My Heart a
                symbol of My great love for you. My Heart
                is an endless fountain of love, man
                in his ignorance does not comprehend the
                great gifts I give to him. I am Jesus, I
                am the Son of God, I give to you My life,
                My Divine life, I shed My blood for you.

                My mouth was dry and coated, all the fluid
                had gone from My body, the blood dried
                up and matted in My hair, ran in My
                mouth, in the intense dryness of
                My mouth I tasted My own blood.

                I give you My blood to drink, do you taste My
                love I outpour to you? My mouth was dry,
                but the taste of My own blood was sweetness
                to My Heart for it was this blood that
                would pay the price for My beloved souls.

                Sing: To Jesus' Heart All Burning

                Jesus: I am the way, the truth, and the life,
                I will touch the hardened hearts with the
                Fire of My love, you must obey Me,
                you are My beloved one to spread this
                love of My Heart across this world.
                Satan will try to divide you and Fr. Carter,
                you will know the love of this Heart
                burning with love for My precious
                souls. Each soul I died for, each
                soul I love this much, each soul I
                thirst after, I thirst, I thirst for the
                love of My precious souls. This world is
                in darkness, as My mouth was dry
                on the way to Calvary, the taste of My
                own blood was sweetness to My
                Heart. I came to this earth to die that
                you would have a new life.
                I shed My blood for love of you. My body,
                My blood received at Mass are the
                gifts I give to you. I give you this
                My sweet love. I am Love, My love
                is power and vibrancy in your heart,
                My love I give to you.

                My sweet, adorable, love, I give to you, My
                    precious child, how I love you. I watch
                    your every move, I know far better than yourself
                    the desires of your heart. I want you to desire
                    Me for I desire your love so deeply given to Me.

                I thirst for the love of My precious souls. I
                    thirst, I thirst, I thirst, I am an endless
                    fountain of love and life and mercy. This
                    I give to My beloved souls.

                R. I feel His love, it is as a hot wire, a wire
                    full of power. He gives me an experience
                    and it releases me and I am
                    saturated and bathed in His love. I let
                    go of all the walls and protections and His
                    love permeates me and saturates me.

                It is as if I let down the gates and His love
                    flows in and it knocks me over, I cry
                    from its magnitude.

 

                May 3, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass

The Father's Love

                R. Immense love of the Father. Realization
                of Him and how I love Him.

                said:
                    "This is My beloved Son in whom I
                        am well pleased."

                 Father: I created you My daughter.

                R. At the sound of His name
                    Father, such emotion
                    Father, Father, Father, I
                        love You so much.

                    Saw light after communion
                    immense lightness, just want
                    to sit here and not write.

                Father — Father — Father
                    immense love, such emotion

                Realize the presence of God in the Eucharist                  

               

 

                May 4, 1995

Mary Appeared July 5, 1994

                R. I must take time here to speak about my
                    experiences with an agonizing heart.

                    Jesus and Mary give me little insights into the
                Father's Plan, little pieces of the puzzle, they
                do not tell you everything that will happen.
                In order to understand the plan we need to study all the
                messages and see how the Father's plan is
                unfolding. We are all threads of this great tapestry,
                all little puzzle pieces to the big picture, all
                so important to His plan.

                    We are being called to spread His love to this
                world, each soul so important to His plan. I
                see now so many events as they unfold. I see where
                Jesus and Mary told me many things and I
                at the time did not understand.

                On June 16, 1994 at 3:15a.m. Jesus said to me

                "Soon your burdens will be lifted and you will feel
                some relief. You must be in constant
                prayer. Being with your children is a prayer
                for you. Come to the Center. You feel My
                Real Presence there. I will give you
                miracles there. Pray in the chapel with
                your children."

                (I see little white lights on my notebook.)
                This is the only letter that I received that I saw
                little white lights on the notebook.               

                I was told in June that I would see as never
                before.

                On July 4 I prayed with the children in
                    front of Our Lady of Grace, statue on the altar.

                On July 5 I have accounted our experiences.

                The statue of Mary continued
                    to illuminate and came alive. Jesus
                    and Mary told Fr. Carter to pray with
                    the children and myself on July 10th.

                I would say Mary is "lighting up".
                Several weeks later I realized she was appearing
                    in the statue as "Our Lady of Light."

                She then began to say she was appearing
                    as "Our Lady of Light". She would show
                    me a parade of faces, her clothes would
                    all turn glistening white and her attire
                    would change. She would appear as a
                    parade of different Ladies. Her
                    veils and head covering would change.
                    She has appeared as many different
                    Mary's. Her emotions were varied, her
                    age varied and her clothing varied.
                    She showed me her life in the rosary.
                    The rosary is the mysteries of the Lives of
                    Jesus and Mary from Their young life
                    to their older life, from their sorrows
                    to joys and she takes on many
                    roles as our Mother. Her mantle forever
                    covering and protecting us.

 

                May 4, 1995

Circulate These Messages on the Farm

                Jesus: The rosary books need to go out on or
                near the Farm. This is the year anniversary
                of the message I wanted out on the
                Farm.

                    The books need to be distributed on or
                near the Farm. The souls at the Farm
                are hungry for this message. You are
                feeding the hungry souls. The people
                coming to the Farm will act as a
                network to carry these messages to
                the world.

                    Satan has attempted to stop all
                My messages going out at the Farm.

                    The plan of the Father is unfolding,
                My dear children, each messenger has
                a mission, each message fits together
                to make the whole picture.

                    Satan has divided your workers,
                your visionaries, satan has divided
                the Farm from the Center, from the
                Shepherds of Christ.

                    You are willful in your ways. The
                Blue Books need to circulate. My Mother
                is appearing and we are giving you
                Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.
                Mary will give a special rosary on the
                5th of each month at the Center.

                    The answers to the problems at the
                Center are in the second and third
                Blue Books. I beg you to listen to
                Me for souls need the messages I
                am giving to you.

                    So much filth in this world,
                so many children being taught
                filth on television, in schools.
                I love My dear little children with
                a burning love. I want all to read
                My love letters. Every letter I
                write from My Most Sacred Heart.
                Every word My burning love given
                to all. Please, please, please.
                I have given you 8 books, 6 books
                of messages, two books of Rosary
                Meditations, 15 Songs, I want
                these songs recorded, I want
                the music published. I am
                giving you the Mighty Medicine
                for this sick world.

                You will light up this dark world when
                    the love of My Sacred Heart is
                    alive in your hearts.

                Come to the Eucharist, you will light
                    up this world with the love of
                    God alive in your hearts.

                I am truly present in the tabernacle.

                I am making an urgent call for all to
                    come to the rosary. I am giving
                    messages to all who attend.

                I am Jesus, I beg all involved to help
                    to circulate these messages.
                    Please, please, circulate the
                    rosary meditations.

                I want the rosary books published. A
                    small book of rosary meditations
                    will get them into circulation.
                    I want the pictures in the book
                    to be pictures of the windows in
                    the Rosary chapel.

                Publish the rosary meditations already
                    discerned in a book. Include the first
                    rosary meditations, the short meditations,
                    include the children's meditations,
                    include the meditations I tell Rita,
                    include A Song from Jesus,
                    I Love You Jesus,
                    Come Holy Ghost, a few other songs.

                This book should be published as soon as
                    possible. The youth need to pray the
                    rosary.

                These are Rosaries from the Hearts of
                    Jesus and Mary.

                I want the message recorded on tapes
                    with singing in between. I want Rita
                    to read her messages and sing them.

                I want tapes with Fr. Carter reading
                    messages also.

                I am giving you so much to spread. I
                have given 8 books in 1 1/2 years. This is
                your sign that I am truly speaking
                here. Your brothers need these messages.

                All of the messages need to circulate. This
                is for this world. you must pray to
                the Spirit to give you the fearlessness
                to spread the messages and be open to
                Him working to help you.

                    All involved must spend time in
                silence praying every day, preferably
                in front of the tabernacle.

                    I am Jesus. Please publicize the
                rosaries that will be said in special
                places during May. You are not realizing
                the great gifts I am giving to you.

                    I long, I thirst, I want to be
                so close to you. How I love My
                precious souls. Please help Me
                spread My messages. The Lady
                is Calling you, now. My dear
                ones, please answer this
                call. Pray for an outpouring
                of the Spirit upon the Center.

                My Blue Books I want distributed in
                    the Shepherds of Christ Chapters.
                    I want Rita to speak and to lead the
                    rosary whenever possible.
                    Fr. Carter and Rita need to speak
                    to spread My message. Delphos
                    was the beginning of spreading this
                    message to the hungry souls. I
                    will help you schedule events by
                    sending you people to carry out
                    the Movement.

                    I am Jesus, I am speaking. Please
                I beg you, be open to all I am
                sending you, be open to the Spirit,
                be open to the Rosary, this is a
                great gift given from the Hearts of
                Jesus and Mary.

                    When you pray the rosary, I am
                there in a special way and My
                Mother is present. We speak
                to those present in the rosary.

                    I am Jesus and I have spoken,
                I send you as My Apostles into this
                world to spread the love of Our
                Hearts.

                                        Love,
                                            Jesus

 

                May 5, 1995

Reflections of Jesus

                R. Did not sleep most of the night. Jesus was
                talking to me. I had a dream.

                    I love Him so much, I would not want to
                ever offend Him.

                    I see Jesus in the priest.
                Seeing the priest consecrate the host
                and change bread and wine into the body and blood
                of Christ. I see Jesus all through the Mass.
                I love Jesus so much. To His death on the cross
                He loved me.

                I come to you with greatest love, I am
                your loving Savior, I am your God, I died
                for you, I come to you this day.

                    Reflections of Jesus, my beloved, the
                kindness, the peace, the joy, goodness.

     

                May 5, 1995

Passion of Jesus

                R. We all bring to His supper ourselves. All
                unique all loved. He gives us Himself,
                how do we receive Him, He calls out for
                our love.

                  
                Take and Eat Take and Eat, this is my body
                given up for you!

 

                Notes Matthew 26

                Father if it be possible let this cup pass from
                    me, yet not as I will, but as You will.

                Second time

                Father, if it is not possible that this cup pass
                    without my drinking it, Your will be done.

                Said the same thing again

                3 times He prayed.

                Then He told them the hour is at hand when the Son of Man
                    is handed over to sinners.

                They came with swords and clubs
                    Sweet Jesus, they came with swords and clubs
                        to apprehend Him.

                Betrayed by a kiss.

                Jesus: I spit you out, you who have betrayed your
                    brothers with false sweetness and fake love.

                All who take up the sword will perish by the
                    sword.

 

Matthew 26: 53-54, 56

Or do you think that I cannot appeal to my Father, who would promptly send more than twelve legions of angels to my defence? But then, how would the scriptures be fulfilled that say this is the way it must be?

I sat teaching in the Temple day after day and you never laid a hand on me. Now all this happened to fulfil the prophecies in scripture...

 

John 2: 19-22

Jesus answered, ‘Destroy this Temple, and in three days I will raise it up.’ The Jews replied, ‘It has taken forty-six years to build this Temple: are you going to raise it up again in three days?’ But he was speaking of the Temple that was his body, and when Jesus rose from the dead, his disciples remembered that he had said this, and they believed the scripture and what he had said.

 

                R: Jesus was silent.

                Jesus is the Messiah — the Son of God —

                Tore His robe.

                Spit in His face and struck Him, slapped Him.

                Peter, I do not know what you are talking about
                    I do not know the man.
                    I do not know the man.

                Shows the humanness of Peter — Peter repented,
                    he was sorry. Jesus forgave
                    him made him head of the Church.

                They bound Jesus. Led Him away and handed
                    Him over to Pilate.

                They released Barabbas.

                Stripped off Jesus' clothes.
                    They said, "Hail King of the Jews"
                    Spat on Jesus took a reed and kept
                         hitting Him on the head.

                They stripped Jesus of His cloak, dressed Him
                    in His own clothes and led Him
                    away to be crucified.

                Humiliation, stripping Him, dressing
                    Him, bounding Him, hitting Him on the
                    Head.

                They divided His garments by casting lots.

                This is Jesus, the King of the Jews.

Matthew 27: 39-40

The passers–by jeered at him; they shook their heads and said, ‘So you would destroy the Temple and in three days rebuild it! Then save yourself if you are God’s son and come down from the cross!’

                Darkness over the land for 3 hours

               

Matthew 27: 46

And about the ninth hour, Jesus cried out in a loud voice, ‘Eli, eli, lama sabachthani?’ that is, ‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?

 

                    Jesus cried out in a loud voice and gave up His
                    Spirit.

                    The veil of the sanctuary was ripped in two.

                    The Earth Quaked, rocks were split.

                Truly this was the Son of God.

 

May 5th, 1995, First Friday

Enthrone the Sacred Heart

                R. Consecrate the human race to the Sacred Heart of
                    Jesus

                Jesus wants to be enthroned in all hearts, in
                    all homes, in all Churches, as King and Center of our Hearts,
                    to reign and be King of all
                    men's hearts.

 

 

May 5, 1995 - First Friday

Consecrate Your Churches, Home, and Workplace to Our Hearts

Jesus: I want you to consecrate the human race to Sacred Heart of Jesus. I want to be enthroned in all homes, churches, and businesses.

June is the month of the Sacred Heart. I want to be king and center of all hearts. I will keep My promises given to St. Margaret Mary of Alacoque. I promise all this from My most Sacred Heart. Consecrate your chapter to the Sacred Heart of Jesus. Consecrate the church or room in which you hold your meeting.

Today is First Friday. I want you to circulate the message I gave to you on consecrating your homes to My Sacred Heart. Make booklets available for people to be able to consecrate their homes and businesses easily. Use the message I gave to you when you consecrated your home.

The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph. Consecrate all homes and businesses to Our Two Hearts. Tell all to have displayed and honored, pictures of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary. May and June are the months of Mary and the Sacred Heart of Jesus. Tell all to consecrate their homes to Our Two Hearts. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus. On this day, the 5th of May, 1995, First Friday, I request that you spend the next two months encouraging all to do this consecration.

Gather your friends and say the prayers I have instructed you to say. Sing "To Jesus Heart All Burning" and "Immaculate Mary." May these Two Hearts of love give all members of the human race peace, joy and love in their hearts.

R. Jesus said He desires to be honored by men in the Blessed Sacrament.

Jesus: Circulate the Blue Book messages. They promote this devotion. How My Heart is filled with happiness by the souls who come to the tabernacle and sit with Me. I am Jesus Christ, I wait and long and thirst for My precious souls to come. The souls of men have turned cold. I want souls to come to daily communion and be with Me in front of the tabernacle.

Men's hearts have turned cold. They do not know what love really means. I want hearts that are filled with fire for love of God. Men's hearts have turned to stone.

You are to promote devotion to My most Sacred Heart. I want hearts that burn with love for My Heart. It is through Me that you will know the Father's love. I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life.

Offer a holy hour for the indifference, ingratitude, and sacrileges committed against Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament, the Sacrament of His greatest love.

R. He promises great graces to those who give reparation to His Sacred Heart and who tell others about offering reparation to Him.

                 

 

                May 5, 1995

God's Presence

                R. I have been feeling totally penetrated with
                    the His Presence, so many times, given
                    such an overwhelming presence.

                I have been given such great gifts and I am
                    so unworthy of His great love and He
                    is so good to me.

                I love you so much, my Sacred Heart.

                Christmas before I had intense pain.

                    It was Christmas, 1994 He just let me slip
                in His Heart and rest in there for a
                long time. At least an hour, maybe an
                hour and half.

                I have experienced such union with Him.
                   

                While reading I smelled roses so strong. So strong right now,
                    Mary let me spread this devotion to your Son's adorable Heart.

                Jesus has allowed me to suffer such emotion so
                    many times in front of the tabernacle for
                    the souls He loves so dearly and they
                    do not even realize His presence and
                    treat Him with disrespect. Let us make
                    reparation to His adorable Heart for all
                    the souls for whom He suffered so much
                    agony all through His passion.

                Are not our acts of love great sweetness
                    to His Heart during His passion
                    in which He suffered such horrible
                    anguish to His Heart.

                He has allowed me in the most suffering times
                    of my life to experience such pain in
                    my heart, I could hardly bear it.
                    I now understand those sufferings.
                    It was as if I had a knife in me, but
                    this is weak to describe the pain.

                Jesus loved each soul so much
                    He died for them and He is ignored
                   

                The sufferings I experienced were the great
                    gifts of His love and experiences to
                    help me understand His deep love for souls. No matter
                    what a soul has done, Jesus loves them with
                    burning love, His mercy is beyond all
                    comprehension, His deep love of each soul.

                He watches us at every minute, every second.
                    His eyes that peered into His loving mother's
                    on the way to Calvary are the eyes of
                    deepest love, How His Heart was torn to
                    see His Mother, His beloved Mother suffer
                    and we take His love so lightly.

                In deepest love of You, Jesus, I vow to lead all souls
                    possible to You in the Blessed Sacrament,
                    to help make reparation to You for souls that
                    have wounded Your Heart with ingratitude,
                    indifferences and sacrileges against
                    your Sacrament of greatest love and to
                    spread the devotion of Your Sacred Heart
                    and that of Your Mother's heart.

                I have discovered the specialness of this
                    Blessed Sacrament. He is with us at
                    every second, but His true presence is here
                    in the Blessed Sacrament.

               I smelled roses all morning.

               The Sacred Heart is the  inexhaustible treasure of graces and blessings.

                Jesus: Console Me, make reparation, I
                    gladly suffered for souls, but they repay
                    Me with their coldness and ingratitude.

 

                May 5, 1995

Jesus Wants On-Fire Love

                R. First Friday such experiences sitting here
                    in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel in
                    front of the Jesus' statue.
                    I saw Christ look into Mary's eyes.
                    I knew of the suffering He went through
                    to see His Mother suffer.

                Immense realization of His suffering
                    around the Blessed Sacrament.
                    How He longs for the deep 'On-Fire'
                    love of souls.

                Such a morning here, so close, crying.

                Prayed two rosaries, it was the May 5, 1995.
                    Such experiences.

 

                May 6, 1995

Jesus Loves Me

                R. Such a realization of my life and how He
                    has brought me to this. I came into
                    a family of great suffering, always
                    fear, learned to live in fear and
                    to be obedient.
                    Mary my Mother, was there in the
                    funeral parlor when my mother died
                    when I was five. Strong smell of roses.

                All the times I thought I was alone, I know
                    Jesus and Mary were there so close --
                    Mary in the funeral parlor when
                    I was five.

                My first communion with Jesus.

                I am realizing how They were there in
                    such love.

                I am so favored to be getting these gifts
                    from Him. I know when I was
                    blind and He was so close.

                Jesus is so close to me. I feel one with
                    the angels and saints and souls in purgatory.
                    Such immense love of the Trinity.

                I love You Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament
                    with my whole heart, my whole soul,
                    my whole being, every cell in my
                    body cries out from the depth, this
                    immense love for You.

                I know God living in me,
                    in my being, in my heart. I am
                    touched to elation at His presence
                    within me.

                Sing: Your Presence Pervades My Soul

                R. The birds declare the glory of God, how
                sweetly they chirp, what is wrong
                with man that he sees not, that
                he hears not, he has lost his way, his heart
                can wither inside and not respond to God.

               

                May 6, 1995 - To Fr. Carter

Fr. Carter at Mass

                R. I see Jesus so one with Fr. Carter at Mass
                    I know Jesus, celebrating the Mass.
                    I see Jesus in a vision at the Last
                    Supper. The Mass is the sacrifice
                    of Calvary sacramentally made present.

                I see Jesus in Fr. Carter
                A Priest is a gift from God.

                I am filled with the deepest emotions
                    at the consecration of the Mass.

                I feel the love of the Father poured out in the
                    Mass. The Father gave His
                    Son for love of us, the Mass makes me cry
                     — I am filled up with such
                    emotion for I realize the Father's
                    love.

                It is in the Mass when it is celebrated that
                    I am becoming so joined to
                    my heavenly Father.

                Every word I feel deep in my insides.

                 

John 3: 16

For this is how God loved the world:
he gave his only Son,
so that everyone who believes in him 
    may not perish
but may have eternal life.

 

                I realize the oneness between the Father and
                    Son and how much I love the
                    Father because I love Jesus and
                    how much the Father loves me.

                I love the Father so much.
                I love the Holy Spirit.

                I realize the interior oneness with God, I
                    am joined in such unity with God.
                    God dwells in my graced baptized soul.

                Some days the word 'union' makes me cry.

                So much is going on in the Mass.

                I am filled with such Love, deep Love of the
                    Word of God and such emotion.

                I want to dwell on each word of the Mass,
                    the word Father, Son and Holy Spirit,
                    each word of the Mass, I want to
                    be so close to God in the Mass.

                I want oneness with Jesus, I want more and
                    more and deeper and deeper union with Him
                    — so I am forever
                    expounding on the same mysteries with such
                    depth.

                I am filled with such joy and love to know God.
                I am one with God — It is as if I can't stand
                    it sometimes it is so powerful.
                I love the water and wine at the offertory.
                This is so awesome.

                I know how He is worthy, Jesus loves
                    me, I see my relation to Jesus, in all His
                    magnitude and it fills me to tears to see
                    the goodness of God.

                    I realize His great love for me.
                    I realize my preciousness to Jesus and I
                        love Jesus, I adore Him and I thank
                        Him and I praise Him.

                    I want to give to Him all my love.

 

Revelation 5: 12

loudly chanting: Worthy is the Lamb that was sacrificed to receive power, riches, wisdom, strength, honour, glory and blessing.

 

By the mystery of this water and wine may we come to share in the divinity
of Christ, who humbled himself to share in our humanity. 
From the words of the Mass
 

                "Take and eat This is my Body, this is my Blood." 
 

John 3: 16

For this is how God loved the world:
he gave his only Son,
so that everyone who believes in him 
    may not perish
but may have eternal life.

 

                Father (this word makes me so happy)
                Holy Spirit (I love Him)

                I love to hear the priest at the Consecration
                    of the Mass.

                I hear Jesus say
                    This is My Body
                    This is My Blood

                I hear Him say with such emotion. I have
                    known Him in my soul.

                I feel the words, I experience His letters, they
                    are in my being.

                I have heard and felt Him say "I gave Myself on
                    the cross
                    I give Myself to you" - so strong I have
                        heard it — I feel it in the lining of
                        my stomach, it resounds in my being.

                Jesus truly is giving Himself to me in the Eucharist.

 

                May 6, 1995 - First Saturday

Mary's Sorrows

                R. I have had such presences of the Almighty God.
                He penetrates my soul and permeates my
                being. I am filled with such a
                presence and then He allows me to
                experience insight into some deep mystery.

                There is so many special presences and
                mysteries I have experienced. Jesus laments
                the loss of His beloved souls, those who
                treat Him with such neglect and
                indifference.

                Jesus wants souls to spread these
                    letters and His love.

                I have experienced the sufferings of Jesus and
                    Mary.

                So much in this book is centered around
                    her deep sorrow during the passion.

                Both Jesus and Mary speak of the
                    ingratitude and sinfulness of man.

                I am praying and then I am given so many deep
                    emotions, I cannot explain them in words.
                    He is so present that I am enveloped
                    in ecstasy.

                It is at these times I hear Jesus talk loud and
                    clear, the earth will know His Might
                    and souls will be lost.

                I am so joined to the other side, someone
                    could come and stick me with a pin
                    and I wouldn't care.

                I am so joined to the other side and I know
                    so many things in the experience.

 

                May 6, 1995

Faith

                R. Faith! The whole Gospel was about Faith,
                so aware of faith — Jesus is showing me how
                my whole life He was there. How every second
                He was present, I was aware in little glimpses
                of His presence in my life. The depth to which He
                lets me experience His presence now. Such a gift.

                Jesus present celebrating the Mass, I see the Last
                Supper, I know this deep love of the Father, I
                have this deep presence of Father and Holy Spirit.

                I know the presence of God after communion —

                I don't want it to leave.

 

                May 7, 1995

Pray for First Communicants

                R. Really early morning like 5:00a.m. in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel.

                Jesus: I have called you here to make
                reparation to My Most Sacred
                Heart for all the abuses,
                sacrileges, indifference and ingratitude
                I experience in the sacrament
                of My greatest love.

                Pray for the children making first
                    communion, how this wounds
                    My Heart that others do not tell
                    them of My great love for them.

                Tell little ones of My love for them.

                My rosaries are rosaries of My
                    immense love meant for
                    children.

                My rosaries for children need to be
                    published, give them to Father
                    _____.

                You must promote this rosary,
                My Mother is appearing to you
                    and Marty. Tell all to come to the
                    rosary at the Center.

                Men are blind and have lost their
                    way, I reach out to all.

                These rosaries are from Our
                    Hearts to all.

                Circulate the messages,
                    sufferings are at hand. 

 

                R. I want you to ask Fr. Carter to
                    listen to the video.

                Record your songs in the chapel
                    on Monday. Ask Rich to make
                    copies of the tapes. Begin taping
                    your messages and songs on tapes.
                    Cathy can use the camera to tape
                    and you can put them on audio
                    cassette. Sell all the tapes at a
                    very cheap price. This is to
                    circulate the message.

                Sell them at the Shepherds of Christ
                    Meetings, ask them to help you
                    circulate these tapes.

                You should make a tape of the
                    Eucharistic messages, of
                    messages on the passion,
                    messages for a lonely heart,
                    messages on the passion.

                I will assist you in this effort.

                In the future you should have a
                    high speed dubber machine,
                    ask Don to make tapes for you
                    and bind the books for the
                    consecration. I am sending
                    you workers to help you.
                    You need a full time secretary.
                    Someone who can handle
                    everyday appointments. I will
                    send you help.


                   

                May 8, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass

I See the Host

                R. Jesus comes to us in the Eucharist.
                I behold the host, Awesome —

                Sing: I Love You Jesus

                R. Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist
                        in His Divinity and humanity.

                It is the way He unites with us, interiorly,
                    in great oneness.

                I see so clearly how God communicates to us.
                    Jesus is a Divine Person with two natures,
                        human and Divine.

                Sing: I see the host I know you're here to love
                        and care for me.

                R. I see the consecrated host. Jesus is truly
                    present.

                He communicates to us. Jesus lets us
                    see the consecrated host.

                Faith can move mountains. Staying connected to
                    Jesus who is truly present we tap into
                    His power.

                We receive Him, I know His presence. Jesus
                remains with us. His presence is in the room.
                Jesus is truly present in His Divinity and
                    humanity in the Eucharist.

 

May 8, 1995 - Nursing Home Message

I Wait By Your Bed

Jesus: My dear beloved ones in the nursing homes,

Do you know how much I love you? Oh, oh, My beloved ones, I hold you close to My Heart. I wait to talk to you and share your thoughts with you. I wait for you. I wait by your bed. I wait by your table when you eat. I wait and I long to be with you every moment of your day. Will you talk to Me this day? Will you realize that every second I am with you waiting to share each breath with you? You are never alone. As the most attentive lover, I am waiting patiently by you. Everything you do all day, no matter how small, I want to share with you. My Heart is beating in deepest love for you. Look at My Sacred Heart, carry a picture of My Sacred Heart with you. Look at the Heart and know it is on fire for you this very day.

Oh, dear, dear, sweet ones. I am the most ardent Lover. I wait to be so close to you. I wait with burning love. I am your beloved Spouse, I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God, I am the Bridegroom of your soul.

My Father loves you so dearly. His beloved creation, how precious you are to Him.

The Spirit is with you at every second. Pray for the Spirit to fill your heart with the fire of God’s love.

Pray, My beloved ones. How valuable your life is to Me. Pray for the priests. I am Jesus, My Heart is on fire for My beloved priests. Will you pray for them?

Offer up your sufferings and activities all through the day for priests the world over. Offer up your sufferings for the spread of the love of My Heart and My Mother’s Heart throughout this world.

Our Hearts are filled with love for you. I am Jesus, how I love you, and I ask you to pray for all souls. You are My special apostles, My apostles of prayer. Pray for all involved in spreading these letters of love. I love you, you are Mine. I never abandon you. I am with you this moment.

 

                May 9, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass - 8:30 - Rosary about hell

                R. Fire is an energy, it gives light, it insights emotions
                    gives warmth, or destruction.

                    I heard screaming under the cross at the
                consecration. So connected to those under
                the cross, hearing the yells, weeping is
                a weak word. Connected to Mary I feel
                her in my heart, I know it is her, but
                it is so connected to Him, as if the pain
                is one with her and Him. It is a pain and a
                presence together, a joy of connection
                of union with Them, a suffering in the
                pain with Them.

                    I feel a constant ache in my heart for
                the souls that will be lost and a
                constant urge to pursue every second —
                this mission to spread His love. I feel
                an awareness of all souls, souls in
                purgatory, souls living, souls, souls
                He suffered for an awareness of His
                great love to know the loss of souls and such
                urgency and intenseness to spread
                His love.

                    I feel an intense gnawing in
                my heart with this picture and the sounds
                I heard at Mass. The love of the two Hearts
                connected with the loss of the souls to
                hell.

                This is the biggest disaster that souls are lost.
                Mary and Jesus outpour Their abundant love
                to souls and souls reject this love and will be
                condemned to hell for their unrepented mortal sins.

                Mary's pain to see her children in mortal sin paraded into
                    hell despite Jesus' suffering and death and
                    Jesus' love for souls.

                This is the greatest loss, He paid the
                    price with His blood for love of
                    all mankind and it is rejected
                    by the men who choose to live in
                    mortal sin and choose to go to hell, despite
                    His sufferings.

                Song: I come to you with greatest love I am
                    your loving Savior, I am your God, I died
                    for you, I come to you this day.

 

Fire
Death                                 Life
Destruction                         Warmth
Too hot                              Light
Hell                                    Love

Curse                                 Blessing

Screams of                        Screams of sorrow
   despair
Destruction                        Energy
Devil                                 Spirit

Pain from                           Pain
   sin                                  Suffering

 

 

                May 10, 1995

Life in Jesus

                R. Born in a town in Bethlehem.
                Locked in a tomb. Jesus, the Son of God, comes a baby and takes flesh.
                His will, the will of the Father, He willed
                to come to this earth and give Himself for
                men.

                    God wants to outpour His grace to us.

                    Jesus rose triumphant on the third day.
                Death has no power over Jesus.

                    He is God, one, true, omnipotent,
                mighty, all powerful, God, He humbled
                Himself to share in our humanity. He allowed
                Himself to be led to the slaughter, the Lamb
                of God. He hung bound to a cross to
                His death. They rolled up the stone to the
                tomb, thinking they would lock Him in.

                    The power of the Almighty God will never be contained.
                It is a force, vibrant, that is not held bound.
                To be rooted in Him is to have a glow about us.

                Jesus: My life I give to you, My chosen ones,
                you trod this barren dessert in search of life.
                I am the way, the truth, the life. I am
                the light to this world. I am the almighty
                God. I cannot be contained, I came to give
                you life, that you might have it to the full.
                Let not your hearts be glum, come to the
                source of all life, I am the Almighty God.
                To know me is to live.

                    I came as a little baby, I was locked in
                a tomb, but I rose victorious on the third
                day. You must love and serve the Lord for
                heaven is a reward promised to those
                who love and serve the Lord.  

 

                R. How silly to see the men that tied Jesus.
                They tied Him to the pillar, they nailed Him
                on the cross, they locked Him in a tomb,
                He came as a helpless baby.

                God cannot be contained!

                Oh death where is thy sting?

                His life in us is a vibrant force within us. 

 

                God is Almighty, all powerful. Not contained.
                Jesus is truly present in the Eucharist.

                Jesus is truly present in His Divinity and
                humanity in the Eucharist, no less present
                than the day He hung on the cross. 

 

                R. We must focus on Him, let go of those things
                that hold you bound.

                Jesus: You will grow more and more in
                your life with Me as you die to the things
                of this world.

                "Unless a grain of wheat shall fall upon
                the ground and die, it remains, but
                a single grain, a grain with no life."

                Jesus: Do not be overly focused on the things of this earth,
                I provide for you.

                R. Look to Him for our needs.

                Jesus is the new Adam, Mary the new Eve.

                Jesus ascended into heaven —
                He sent the Holy Spirit who descended on
                    the Apostles and Mary.

                Jesus told Mary Magdalene not to touch
                    Him, but later He told
                    Thomas to touch Him, when
                    Thomas doubted.

 

                May 10, 1995

This is My Blood

                R. Saw a vision of the chalice, it was a heart
                    filled with His blood.

                Behold the Lamb of God, Behold the Lamb of God.

 

                R. A crown of thorns around His Heart is the
                    pain that man causes Him.

                The burning fire from above the Heart
                    Fire, warmth, love, heat

                    In the Mass I realize more and more how the
                Father sent His only Son.

                    Father's great love - He so loved the world.

                The Mass is the sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally
                    made present.

                We unite with Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the
                    Mass, praying to the Father, in the Holy
                    Spirit, through the intercession of Mary,
                    with the angels and saints and the souls
                    in purgatory.

                Hear the priest breaking bread — Christ's body
                    was broken to bring us life.

                God wants to be loved and not feared — He
                    was born a helpless little infant,
                    not a rich man.

                Jesus wished to be loved, born a little baby (not an
                    adult, not a king)

                It is not a surface love for God I feel, I
                    feel the love deep, deep within.

                I am one with God: Father, Son and Holy Spirit —
                    He lives in my graced, baptized soul.

                I feel the love of the Father in the Mass to
                    give His only begotten Son for love of us.

                Let us offer ourselves with Jesus to the
                    Father.

                He is the little lamb led to the slaughter
                I heard the priest break the bread at the
                    Lamb of God and realized how His
                    body was broken for love of us.

                Jesus: This is My Body, I gave Myself

                R. Jesus gives Himself to us this day.

                Jesus: I give Myself to you.

                You run from My altar. I am truly present in
                    the Eucharist no less present than the
                    day I carried My cross on My back.

                R. Every word in the Mass is so beautiful.
                He feeds the life He gave us in baptism
                    with Himself, He feeds us with His Word.

                Worthy is the Lamb that was slain.
                Jesus' Heart is to be loved.
                His heart is a sign of His love.
                Let us adore His Heart.

                Make reparation to His Heart for the
                    indifferences, neglect, sacrileges
                    against Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament.

               

                May 12, 1995

We Are Unique

                R. So unique are each of God's creatures.
                Every person was uniquely created by God
                for a purpose. To love uniquely. We were
                created in the image and likeness of God.

                    I see all my beautiful friends in Jesus,
                each one so special, each one so unique.
                I love each one for themselves. So beautiful
                each one as I ponder their special gifts
                given by God. What great gifts He has
                given to us.

 

Excerpt from May 13, 1995 Rosary

Olivia's Store

6. Jesus: Do you know My beloved ones, how I love you and long for you. I am waiting, waiting, waiting for you. I stand at the door of your heart and knock. I knock so gently. But in your busy lives you do not hear. I pursue you gently, waiting, constantly at the door of your heart. I love you with the deepest love. Will you not open up your heart and let Me come in.

7. Jesus: My churches are filled with souls that give lip service to My burning love. I cry from the tabernacle for souls to come to Me with hearts that are filled with fire for love of Me. And how few come and hear My cry. I cry constantly from the tabernacle, I tell you of My immense love. (Rita said, "He is appearing in light")

I tell you of My immense love. Do you hear? My cry falls on deaf ears. My beloved ones, I wait, I long, I thirst. Will you carry this message to this world? Look at your world. Do you see? You turn your backs to Me and you turn your backs on this calling to help this world. You see what you want to see. I beg you to carry the message of My love into this world. To go out, to show your love to the children. Look at the children of America. Do you see them suffering? Do you see what they are fed? Why do you hold back when I give you My love? My burning love.

(Jesus was appearing.)

Jesus: I cry out to you, and My cry falls on deaf ears for man has turned his back and looks the other way. My dear ones, I am calling out to you this day. I call and I call. I am truly present in the tabernacle. I love each and every soul with the deepest love. How My Heart is wounded for the souls that have forgotten Me, that treat Me with such indifference and neglect. Many souls will be lost to eternal damnation. I call out to you to carry this message to this world. You are My apostles to spread this message to the world.

 

                                

                May 13, 1995

Sing Love to God

                R. We did a rosary at Olivia's Bookstore.

                "My God, My God why have you forsaken Me?"

                Mary: The Father's Plan is unfolding.
                    Olivia's bookstore is an important
                    part of this plan.

                She will circulate books to this world.
                All there need to pray fervently for the
                    distribution of these messages and
                    tapes.

                God's Blue Books and Rosaries from the
                    Hearts of Jesus and Mary are key
                    to spreading the love of the
                    Two Hearts.

                The fourth book is about the Two Hearts,
                    you must see to getting it together.

                The Rosary meditations are from Our Hearts
                    burning with love for men.

                How We love you our beloved ones,
                    pray for courage to focus on Jesus.

                Pray to not worry about what people
                    are thinking and focus on the
                    love of my Son.

                Live to do the Father's will — His plan is
                    unfolding and you are all part of this plan.
                    Pray to the Holy Spirit. Pray for His gifts.

                    The Shepherds of Christ Movement is
                the main instrument My Son is
                using to spread the devotion to the
                Two Hearts. Please circulate the
                handbook and the Book Tell My People
                received by Fr. Carter.

                    I am Mary your Mother and
                thank you for responding to this call.

                Jesus: I am life, they are going through the motions.

                Men's hearts have turned cold, their eyes are
                    on a steady gaze, the light of My life
                    is missing from their faces.

                I am Jesus, let your hearts not be glum, I come
                    to you sweet one, this is My work, I
                    am tending to My love letters, you
                    must trust in Me.

                I am Jesus, let your hearts sing and shout
                    for joy, I am mighty. I will raise
                    you to such heights on the third
                    day, I rose from the dead. You too
                    will come shining from the fire.
                    I impart to you My Divine Life,
                    My Divine Love.

                Sing from your heart, your day is
                    at hand, you will sing joyfully for
                    your heart is filled with My life.

                  

Deuteronomy 30: 19-20

Today, I call heaven and earth to witness against you: I am offering you life or death, blessing or curse. Choose life, then, so that you and your descendants may live, in the love of Yahweh your God, obeying his voice, holding fast to him; for in this your life consists, and on this depends the length of time that you stay in the country which Yahweh swore to your ancestors Abraham, Isaac and Jacob that he would give them.’

 

                Jesus: There is a soul this moment on the edge of
                    death, will you not offer this suffering
                    for them.

                The devil wants you to give in to him and not
                    do work for the spreading of My Kingdom.

                Rosary is a tool against satan.

 

 

May 14, 1995 - Mother's Day

R. On Mother's Day 1995, she told me to buy a portable camera and take her picture when she appeared. This picture can be found on the front of this card.

As I began the rosary, I began to see Mary covered with a mist. Then I saw light around her. She got bigger than the statue. Her face softened to that of the most beautiful woman-the same as the picture I took on Mother's Day 1995 when she told me to buy film and take her picture."

 

 

 

                May 14, 1995

Love Women

                Jesus: Do you My sweet one see the tenderness with
                which I treated My Mother. How I loved
                women. How I loved Mary Magdalene,
                My way is love. The Father chose Mary
                from among all women to be My Mother.
                The Father chose that I enter this
                world in the womb of the woman, Mary.

                    My way is tenderness and love for women.
                I made My Mother, Mother of the Church,
                Mother of you. How I love My Mother,
                How the Father loved Mary to pick
                her as My Mother. I am tenderness and love.
                I love women, I respect women.
                Mary was crowned Queen of heaven and
                earth. This shows the dignity of all
                women.

                    Mary was chosen as My Mother, the
                way I came to this earth, Mary was
                so united to Me. How I love and respect
                her and all women. A mother has such
                honor and dignity, My Mother is
                so dear to Me. Motherhood is to be
                raised to such heights, I raised Mary
                to such honor, I crowned her Queen of
                Heaven and Earth.

                    Respect your women, women respect
                yourselves, you are so honored by the Father.
                He chose a woman to be the way that
                the Son of God came into this world through
                the power of the Holy Spirit.

                    Men should respect and love women,
                I came to show you the way, My way is
                love and respect.

                    All women should be loved and honored.
                Motherhood should be such a high honor
                given to a woman. The almighty God brings
                babies into the world in the womb of a woman.
                What an honor this is.

                    God so loved the world He sent His
                only begotten Son into this world born
                of the Virgin Mary. Motherhood is
                such an honor that God Himself
                bestows on a woman.

  

Revelation 12: 1

    Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars.

 

                Jesus: The Father raised womanhood to such honor.
                The Father chose Mary to be the Mother
                of God.

                Motherhood is such a great honor bestowed
                on women.

                The Father chose Mary from all women.
                Mary was taken into heaven body and
                soul. Jesus and Mary are the only two
                bodies in heaven.

                    You must respect women. It is a
                key to understanding the dignity of
                all men. All men are born of a woman.
                Motherhood must be honored and respected.

                Mary: I am Mary your Mother, I love each
                    of my children with such maternal
                    love. You are My beautiful children.

                The Father raised me to such heights by
                    choosing me as the Mother of God.
                    Women respect yourselves.


 

                May 14, 1995

My Heart Aches for Blindness

                R. Today I am experiencing pain in my heart,
                as I did one day at Mass when I heard the
                yelling under the cross. Realizing the loss,
                the terrible loss that souls would go to hell despite
                Mary and Jesus' sufferings.

                    My heart aches for the blindness, so
                connected to His and Mary's heart ache during
                the meditation on the Crucifixion, of the neglect
                and indifference of souls.

                    He allows me to experience these emotions
                on Saturday and Sunday for the million of souls
                that attend Mass and give Him such disrespect.

                Jesus: My Heart was in such agony for the
                million souls who attend Sunday Mass,
                and treat Me so cold. For the million souls
                who give lip service to My love. I ache
                especially for the children today who
                will receive the Holy Eucharist for the
                first time and were not taught My great
                love. I long for the pure little children
                to know of My immense love. Will you
                not tell the children of My love. I give
                My messages for children. If parents read
                My letters they would encourage the
                young to read My letters. I love My
                sweet little children. How I am offended by
                children receiving the Eucharist without
                realizing what is going on. Little
                ones who do not know what they are
                receiving. Sometimes, some people tell
                children that I am a symbol, that communion
                is incidental. My beloved little ones are
                not being told of My immense love for them.

                Tell the children how I and My Mother
                love them. They do not know the love of
                My beloved Mother.

                I am Jesus, I am allowing you to suffer
                    for the pain I experienced in My passion
                    My beloved, Rita, My Heart bled more
                    than My body for the neglect and
                    indifference shown to Me in the
                    Eucharist, the Sacrament of My
                    greatest love.

                Who listens to Me, no one knows what I
                    am saying. What you experienced last
                    night is a show of My Might. Sufferings
                    are coming to this earth. Men are not
                    listening. Tape My messages, circulate
                    the books, speak, I will send you a
                    secretary. Do not worry for incidental things,
                    I will tend to your every need.

                R. I experience such burning in my heart from His
                    great love, such elation, so overwhelmed with
                    His love. This is from the burning flames of
                    His Heart, burning love.

                Burning souls, such sorrow in My Heart,
                    knowing and pain for the souls that neglect
                    Him and treat Him indifferently around
                    His sacrament of greatest love the Holy
                    Eucharist.

                Pain for the souls that are burning in the fires
                    of hell, who chose to sin and give
                    up this great love.

                This is pain, to know the absence of the love of
                    God, wounding pain, the absence of God's
                    love in so many lives. People walking around
                    today, dead in sin, locked in a tomb.

                Jesus is life, He gives His life in abundance and He
                    laments the loss of love of His precious
                    souls.

                Jesus: I long, I thirst, I wait for souls to come to Me.

                Hearts filled with pride cannot unite with
                    My Heart. I am loving, only contrite hearts
                    can unite to Mine.

 

                May 14, 1995

My Army of Love

                R. The 6th is a day He allows me to experience
                    His agonies in the heart.

                I was in agony from May 12th in the evening,
                    all day Saturday, May 13th and the 14th today.

                He is wounded for the children who do not
                    know His love.

                From the Shepherds of Christ, Associates we
                    can go into the schools and tell
                    them of His immense love.

                Jesus: The Shepherds of Christ Associates must
                    read the Blue Book messages and know
                    My ardent on fire love.

                I am using the Shepherds of Christ Associates
                    to go into the world and spread the love
                    of My Sacred Heart and Mary's Immaculate
                    Heart.

                This is a present for all mothers, that I send
                    to their children My love. I am
                    forming My soldiers of love in
                    the Shepherds of Christ Associates
                    Meetings.

                I beg you to circulate the 1st and 2nd
                    Blue Book to all members and encourage
                    their daily use of these messages.
                    Also encourage their use at the
                    meetings and rosary meditation used at
                    the meetings.

                    My army will be fortified with My love.
                The members of the Chapters need to read
                these letters of My love.

                    They will turn their hearts to deep
                love of Me. Their hearts will burn
                with the fire of My love when you
                circulate these messages.

                    The power is in My Eucharistic Heart.
                Members will go to schools and nursing
                homes, prisons and tell all of My
                burning love.

                    I beg you to not hold back. Sufferings
                are at hand, you must spread My love.

                    I am Jesus, My Heart is on fire
                for love of My children. This is
                My gift to all mothers of this world.
                Spread My love letters to your chapters.

                Circulate the rosary meditations from the
                Hearts of Jesus and Mary and publish
                a book. A small book will spread
                them faster. Put together all you
                have received and the children's
                rosary and a few others. Do not
                delay. The rosary is a strong tool
                to fight off satan's attacks.

                    I beg you to publish the tapes
                of songs, of rosary meditations, the
                stations, messages and songs
                recorded by Rita and others.

                    You will receive funds when you
                begin circulating these messages. You
                receive such support from the
                Chapter Members at the Center. They
                are being fed with My love.

                    Feed the hungry souls. I beg you.
                Feed My Lambs, Feed My Sheep,
                Feed the hungry with these letters.
                I am Jesus, on fire for love of souls.

 

                May 14, 1995

The 13ths

                R. 5 First Saturdays - experiences on First Saturday
                5 Wounds of Christ

                May 13, 1917 - 1st Fatima apparition
                May 13, 1993 - First Message in 1st Blue Book
                May 13, 1995 - Suffering yesterday

                Chalice - Vision November 13th
                              Vision May 10th

                The 5th is for the
                    5 Blasphemies of Mary
                    5 Wounds of Christ
                    5 1st Saturdays


                Rosaries on the 13th in 1995

                January 13, 1995 - Many people present before Friday Prayer Service at Holy Spirit Center.
                February 13, 1995 - Prayed in Holy Spirit Chapel - Marie was present.
                March 13, 1995 - Mary of Woods.
                April 13, 1995 - Holy Thursday - Unscheduled Holy Spirit Monastery Conyers
                                        on Good Friday bought Fatima Statue
                May 13, 1995 - Olivia's
                June 13, 1995 - Shepherds of Christ Meeting
                July 13, 1995 - Mary scheduled Special Rosary Holy Spirit Chapel
                                        Melanie was there.
                August 13, 1995 - Elaine's house in Kentucky.


                   

                May 14, 1995

Jesus' Birth

                Jesus: There is a soul at this moment on the edge of
                    death, will you offer this suffering
                    up for them?

                R. Jesus came into this world a helpless infant,
                    in all His power and glory, God is born
                    an infant.

                    Simplicity, Hidden life

                    Cold night

                Nothing extraordinary is seen to other eyes

                Knew as a little child His sufferings

                Birth of Our Lord — no room for Him in the
                    Inn, Humans refuse Him.

                Fear not for I bring you good tidings.

                Luke 2: 11  Today in the town of David a Saviour has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord.

                

Luke 2: 6-14

Now it happened that, while they were there, the time came for her to have her child, and she gave birth to a son, her first–born. She wrapped him in swaddling clothes and laid him in a manger because there was no room for them in the living–space. In the countryside close by there were shepherds out in the fields keeping guard over their sheep during the watches of the night. An angel of the Lord stood over them and the glory of the Lord shone round them. They were terrified, but the angel said, ‘Do not be afraid. Look, I bring you news of great joy, a joy to be shared by the whole people. Today in the town of David a Saviour has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord. And here is a sign for you: you will find a baby wrapped in swaddling clothes and lying in a manger.’ And all at once with the angel there was a great throng of the hosts of heaven, praising God with the words: 

    Glory to God in the highest heaven, 
    and on earth peace for those he favours. 

      

                R. Humans refuse Him, Jesus came amongst the
                    beasts of the earth.

                We are brothers in Christ.
                God is our Father.
                We are elevated to such high levels in Him.
                Such dignity and honor for man.

                Let us be sensitive to the touch of His grace.

                Jesus was in Mary's womb.
                Jesus now is in the tabernacle.
                Stands at the door of our hearts knocking.

                Every grace is a visit from Jesus.
                Let us clothe our souls in virtue for Him.

                Adore Thy holy presence under the veil of the
                    Blessed Sacrament.

                Make our souls sensitive to the touch of Your grace.

                Faith

                Oh God, Thou hast visited the earth and have plentifully watered it.

 

May 15, 1995

Being One With Christ

                R. When we are one with Christ
                    we experience great freedom from
                    bondage.

                    It is in being one with Christ
                    that true freedom lies.
                    We can go into this life
                    powered by the hand of
                    God. We need to let go
                    of the attachments of
                    the world.

                We talk about such incidental
                    things —
                    Why do we not talk
                        so much about pure
                        love — love like Jesus!

                Pray for the fearlessness of the
                    Apostles —

                God gives married couples such
                    a great gift to help
                    bring children into the
                    world.

                To be rooted deeply in Him —
                    to have a deep oneness
                    with God — depth in
                    the interior life
                    we must let go of the
                    debris in our hearts —

                We have to rid ourselves of
                    clutter and dirt in our hearts
                    to let Jesus fill us —

                Vision

                I saw 2 angels kneeling around
                    the tabernacle —

                We should see Jesus in our
                    priests — especially at Mass.
                    Why do we not show
                    others how we love Jesus.

                JESUS — Say it with
                    emotion and love —

                Sing: Bread of Life

                Dear Rita:
                    You are playing the Song
                    of My Love for the world.
                    (He referred to A Song from Jesus)

 

                May 16, 1995

Spread My Blue Books

                Jesus: This is the suffering I have let you experience
                    for the indifferences, neglect and sacrileges
                    against Me in the Blessed Sacrament. I
                    want you to spread the 2nd Blue Book,
                    the Eucharist is being attacked and
                    dishonored. I will continue to allow
                    you to suffer, in this suffering you
                    will experience immense joy for you
                    will see before you all your faults
                    and how afraid you truly are without
                    Me.
   

 

                Jesus: You will suffer persecution, jealousy,
                    indifferences, much will be given
                    to you.

                You will know My grace and My love, you
                    must forever meditate on My
                    wounds.

                See My wounds and focus on the crucifix.

                Satan wants the rosary stopped. Allow
                    Marty to sing from The Day You Were
                    Born, to stop her would be to stop
                    the rosary.

                You must yield for I am truly guarding
                    you, with My beloved love, I give
                    you My life. I live in you. Say
                    you are sorry to all, you are
                    not perfect.

                Do not belabor what you have done and
                    what you have not done, go to confession.

                You will be pressed on by satan, he wants
                    you stopped. Singing from The Day
                    You were Born would stop the
                    rosary.

                Rita satan is cunning and deceiving, these messages
                    are My messages and I will carry out this
                    mission through you.

                Be at peace and suffer the persecution.

                Sufferings are about to befall the earth,
                    great sufferings, every day and one
                    after another. Men are willful
                    and sinful.

                You are pressed on by satan, I am allowing
                    this for greater union with Me.

                I guard you, I protect you, I forgive you
                    I am an endless source of mercy.

                Come unto Me — I will give you all
                    you need.

                I will do all 15 decades of the rosary, you
                    will be used for this mission, let go to Me.

 

                May 16, 1995 - 1:50p.m. after Mass

Fr. Carter, Looked to the Father

                R. I have felt so isolated, being so close to Jesus and
                knowing Him so intently. Feeling the emotions
                He lets me experience, pain, joy, love.
                So isolated. I have been in great sufferings
                since Friday night at the Center. Saturday
                was May 13th, the day the Lady appeared
                at Fatima. Jesus told me how He has
                given me great experiences on the last
                7 First Saturdays. How my writings
                from Him were part of the plan
                given at Fatima. I have suffered
                so intently since Friday.

                I saw Fr. Carter say through Him,
                with Him and In Him in the Mass,
                such love and oneness with God. It
                gave me such strength to see Fr. Carter
                profess His love for God. To see
                Fr. Carter so connected to Jesus.
                Fr. Carter looked up as he celebrated Mass.

                It is in discussing our love of Jesus
                    that our strength lies. I love Jesus
                    so much. The world is different
                    than this. This gives Me strength.

 

                May 17, 1995 - 9:00a.m.

Forgive Me

                R. Forgive me oh Lord in my wretchedness, for my sins
                are many, to be before the Almighty God as He
                sits on His throne and in my sinfulness and
                imperfections, I call out to You to help me to
                come to you in the highest humility to be
                in Your presence with a heart that is docile
                and pure.

                I see before me, my sin, my example given to others
                    and I beg You to lavish me in Your love that I may
                    never stoop to behavior before others that is
                    not likened to Yours.

                I beg to trust You, to let myself go and to constantly
                    be aware of my dwelling within Your Heart.

                The devil taunts my soul and fills my heart with
                    doubt and fear, if I but learn to trust You
                    my all loving and merciful God, if I but
                    come to You in all my trials.

                I need Your grace, bathe me and wash me and fill me
                    with more and more grace so I may be saturated
                    with Your deep, deep life.

                I love You, I adore You, I worship You, I bow
                    before You, my beloved, almighty ever
                    loving God, I implore You to come and
                    reign forever in my heart. I am consumed
                    with love for Thee.

                Jesus: Rita you must let go now and come to Me. I am
                talking to you. I am writing letters for My most precious
                souls through you. Do not be discouraged for every
                moment, I am guarding your way. I have allowed
                you to suffer to show you your own frailties.
                How frail you are, you are totally dependent
                on Me and My love. You must let go now and
                come into My Heart. I long to unite with you in
                deepest love. Will you remove from your mind
                the thoughts of this world, that keep you from Me,
                your trials, your struggles and go to My Heart. Let
                go and be lost in the abyss of My ever loving,
                longing love. I long to be united in deepest
                love with each soul.

                R. I cannot exist without a solid hour of time
                alone with Him, it is in this hour I receive
                my strength to handle my problems. This
                week, I have not faithfully done this. I cannot
                operate without this. I have fallen so low
                into problems. My lack of trust and faith has
                reach a low ebb all because I did not
                spend this time with Him.

                Sing: Little Child

 

 

 

                May 17, 1995

My Sacred Heart

                R. I see His hands opening to show me His chest —
                    He did this on October 21st.

                I was professing my immense love for Him and
                    I saw His hand opening to expose
                    His Heart.

                His hands opening wide to expose His Heart on
                    Fire for love of men.

                He wants our love, He wants us to profess our
                    love. To tell Him of our love.

                He loves so much and wants to forgive all our sins.
                    He loves us the same, it is we who
                    go from His adorable Heart.

                Jesus: I am your beloved Jesus, My dear heart, I
                    show to you My chest and expose
                    My Heart filled and burning for love
                    of men, how few come to Me
                    and know the immensity of My
                    great love.

                My love is consistent, ever burning
                    for the hearts of all men.

                Sing: I Am Your Sacred Heart

 

 

                May 17, 1995

I Will Continue to Speak to You

                Mary: I am Mary your Mother and I will continue
                    to speak to you when I have ceased to
                    talk to other visionaries. I will
                    speak in the rosary.

                Many will flock to this rosary and hear
                    the words of Jesus and Mary.

                It is through the rosary that satan will
                    be bound and cast into hell.

                It is through the Eucharist that Jesus
                    will become one in His precious
                    souls and reign in this world.

                Jesus: My Heart will reign and the heart of
                    My Mother will triumph. I am
                    Jesus on fire for love of souls.

                I will change the hearts of many,
                    pray, pray for their conversion.

                Satan is pressing hard on all workers
                    involved in the Center and
                    the Shepherds of Christ Movement.

                Satan intends to try to wipe out these messages
                    especially the rosary.

                You must Trust in Me. I am
                    Jesus, your Savior.

                Mary: You must stand firm to listen in
                    your heart to what I am telling
                    you.

 

                May 18, 1995 - 9:15a.m.

Interior Place

                R. The Kingdom of God is within. I go to
                    the interior room inside of myself
                    and there is the presence of the
                    Almighty God: Father, Son and Holy
                    Spirit. If I am burned at the stake, if
                    they hand me over, I have peace,
                    love and joy within for inside
                    of me, I have the presence of
                    the Almighty God.

                I may be moved to compassion, sadness
                    and tears, but within my heart is
                    always peace, love and joy.

                For the Almighty God dwells within me,
                    it is in this my peace lies.

                I am at joy in suffering for it is there
                    I am closest to the Almighty God.

                I see before me my whole life and the greatest
                    sufferings were great gifts of His
                    immense love.

                The sufferings that taught me what I need
                    to know to be strong in His love.
                    What a gift.

                Every second, every hair of our head is
                    numbered. How personal He is with
                    us, every second attentive to all our needs.

                I praise the Almighty God for the great gift
                    of His love and His presence within me.

                I have the presence of God within me.
                    I can truly say, I am one in
                    Him, thru Him, with Him, in Him.

                That God unites to my imperfect self. I am
                    overwhelmed by the goodness of the
                    Almighty God.

                And He reached down and turned my sufferings
                    into immense joy, for I was
                    joined in such depth to Him in
                    the suffering.

                Alleluia, God has visited His people,
                    He is almighty, all loving and
                    all caring, ever attentive to
                    our every need.

                Alleluia.

                It is in my sufferings I am strengthened
                    and brought to deeper life in Him.

                It is in sufferings that I am given His
                    immense joy. Alleluia, praise
                    Him.

                I will go to my interior dwelling and be
                    bathed in His abundant love.

                For He is mighty - worthy of all praise, Alleluia.

 

                May 18, 1995 - 10:00p.m.

God Dwells in Me

                R. Today during the Mass - Father talked about
                    peace inside. I talked to someone
                    this morning and was crying for the
                    division between people.

                I hear Jesus say, I love this person, I love
                    that person and they are hating one
                    another. He laments His loved ones
                    being angry at one another. He loves
                    each soul so much. It makes me
                    cry because I hear what He says.

                It hurts my heart when people talk about
                    each other.

                Then I was filled with such peace, I was so
                    aware of the indwelling of the Trinity
                    within me.

                I have gotten letters before about the interior
                    life, but today as never before it was as
                    though I could go within to that deep,
                    deep peace inside.

                The heart inside, union with God. God, looks
                    at our heart! We are one with God
                    interiorly. Deep inside, Depth!!

                Once I had an experience, last August 1994, so
                    filled with the presence of the Trinity. It was
                    in the wee hours of the morning in the study.
                    I think it was light out. After He was talking
                    to me, giving me meditations on the Glorious
                    Mysteries, I realized the presence of the
                    Trinity and felt as if anything that ever
                    happened would not bother me. I felt as if
                    they stuck pins in me or the earth
                    crumbled around me, I would hold tight
                    in this presence. I was absorbed with Their
                    presence, within me in union with the Trinity.

                Today as never before I realized my interior life and
                    God's presence within me, as if a room, warm and secure
                    existed within me. A light was on, but it became
                    apparent how pure I must be to be united to
                    God this closely. I was so aware of God:
                    Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwelling in my
                    graced baptized soul. I was filled with
                    immense peace and love and felt as if Nothing
                    could ever harm me for I have found my
                    place of deepest refuge.

                Today I focused on dwelling in His Heart. I want to
                meditate on His wounds. I adore Him, I love Him.
                I cannot say how I feel for Him and how I love
                His precious wounds, to meditate on His wounds.
                When I think of His wounds this makes me so close
                to Him. I find refuge in
                His Heart. This is my interior world. When I think
                of entering His Heart and the Love I have for the
                Father, my beloved one, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit,
                my friend, I feel a flutter in my chest, such a feeling
                of love within me for all Three Persons.

                    What a gift to go to my interior world
                the Heart of my Beloved one. Jesus dwells in
                my graced baptized soul. I know something
                happened today to realize this place within, sheltered
                from the world outside. Such protection, what a gift,
                yesterday, I had a vision of His chest with the
                Heart and His hands on the side, today I am
                made so aware of the presence of Jesus
                dwelling in me.

                Song: I come to you with greatest love. I am your
                loving Savior. I am your God, I died for you
                I come to you today.

                R. Today is Thursday. I am at Charleston. I called
                Thursday night and the church I will go to Mass
                tomorrow is Sacred Heart Church. Such joy I have
                in my heart.

                I want to go into His Heart and be in this inner
                    sanctuary of His Heart. I feel the presence
                    of Mary and the Holy Spirit. I do not have to
                    see the Holy Spirit I know Him in my heart.
                    He is such a good, good friend to me. If I am
                    sad, I can always go to Him without any fear.
                    He is such a good friend to me and I know He
                    loves me, I know His love. He is such a
                    good friend. I know my Father and love
                    Him so much, to say the word 'Father',
                    'Father', my heavenly Father. I absolutely
                    do not need to see the Holy Spirit. I know
                    Him in my heart - He dwells in me.

                I know more the presence of God; Mary,
                    so close to me, my beautiful Mother.

                I want to profess my love for Jesus within me,
                    knowing Him present so, so intimately.
                    He is not far off, I do not need a picture,
                    God dwells in me: Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

   

                May 19, 1995

Priests Sing Mass from the Heart

                R. Went to Church at Charleston, a Father
                Walter said the Mass for children. His love
                for Jesus radiated out of him all through
                Mass.

                    He was vibrant with the love of God. His
                body movements declared his enthusiasm and
                love of God. The life of Jesus radiated
                from his being as he said Mass.

                    The priest alive with the love of Jesus will
                sing the Mass in his heart. His body
                movements will be alive with the
                life of the Almighty God within.

                    I was fed when he consecrated the
                host, I saw Jesus in him as the priest. Do
                we see Jesus in the priest consecrating the
                host?

                Sing: A Priest Is a Gift from God

                    Does the priest realize that Jesus is the
                chief priest? What an honor. Jesus is there.

                    Are you dead inside or alive with
                the Love, the Burning Love of Jesus?

                Jesus: My priest, My priests, I love you, so
                many are going through motions. I gave My
                life for love of My beloved souls, I give
                to you the power to change bread and
                wine into My body and blood.

                    Does your heart sing, My beloved,
                chosen priest to celebrate the Mass?
                You will feed the flock with your love
                when you celebrate the Mass with
                the love of Jesus alive in your hearts.

                I am Jesus, oh My priests, How I Love
                You.

                R. When the priest said the Our Father, I
                    saw the Father on a throne above the
                    priest and behind him.

                I saw two angels kneeling around a
                    tabernacle off to the side, after
                    Mass.

                The priest makes such a difference in
                    loving to say the Mass. To see a priest
                    show His love and reverence for Jesus at
                    Mass is so good. We do not show each
                    other how much we love Jesus, many times.

                I still see Fr. Carter say, through Him,
                    with Him and in Him.  

 

                R. He was looking up to the Father, there
                    was such oneness with Jesus and the
                    Father, he looked like Jesus talking
                    to His Father. My heart was elated to
                    see this.

                How does the priest celebrate the Mass?
                    The priest in Charleston had such
                    life, when he said Jesus, I heard
                    His love in His voice.

                    JESUS - oh Jesus when I hear Your
                    name said with such love, gives me
                    such joy.

                I am fed at the Mass. The priest who loves
                    Jesus so much touches me.

                How can a priest not celebrate the Mass
                    with such great joy and love —

                What a gift he is given. How Jesus
                    loves His beloved priests.

                Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, oh how I love You.
                    Thank You for the Mass and the priest.
                    Thank You for Yourself in the Eucharist.

                Thank You, I adore You, I love You, I
                    worship You.

                The whole body of the priest declares his
                    oneness with Jesus during the Mass.
 

Luke 1: 46-47

And Mary said:

My soul proclaims
    the greatness of the Lord
and my spirit rejoices
    in God my Saviour;

 

                May 20, 1995

The Trinity

                R. Went to the Church St. Charles in West Virginia.
                I was overwhelmed with my love of the
                Trinity, I love the Father with the deepest
                    love, I love Jesus so deeply I am filled
                    with such oneness in Him, I love Him, I
                    cannot even say in words. My whole
                    being cries out - my deep, deep love for
                    God. I love the Holy Spirit so much,
                    He is my best friend, He is always there.
                    To have the Holy Spirit, my friend --
                    God is my best friend, God: Father, Son
                    and Holy Spirit, my best friend. I
                    know the Persons of the Trinity. My
                    whole being cries out my love for the
                    Persons of the Trinity: Father, Son and
                    Holy Spirit -- 3 Persons in one God.
                    AWESOME.

                All day yesterday I had the presence of the
                    Persons of the Trinity with me all day in Me.
                    I kept going to the Heart of Jesus in the
                    Holy Spirit to the Father, in me, dwelling in me
                    and I was elated as if in love. If the earth
                    shatters about me, my interior union with
                    the Father, Son and Holy Spirit sustains me.

                The world stands still, I know such joy and deep
                    intimacy with God: Father, Son and Holy
                    Spirit.

                I know more the presence of God.

                Mary is so close to me, my beautiful Mother.

                To profess my love for Jesus within me,
                    knowing God present so, so intimate.
                    He is not far off, I do not need a picture.
                    He is in me.

                I long to be alone with my God, although
                    I experience this deep presence, now where
                    ever I am. I am in love and I feel this
                    love to be with my beloved at every moment.
                    I feel flutters in my chest to realize God's
                    presence when I am with others. I can talk
                    to them and know His presence and feel these
                    flutters at the same time. I long to do the
                    will of the Father. My greatest joy is to be
                    here in front of the tabernacle with my
                    beloved, My beloved Jesus, my precious one,
                    but my Father and my beloved Holy Spirit is
                    one with Jesus and I know Their presence.
                    I am filled inside my heart with
                    this presence, I know it in my chest and I
                    know God with me. I am saturated
                    sometimes to tears at the Divine Presence,
                    Jesus truly present in the tabernacle and
                    this intense union I am experiencing with
                    the Trinity since the 18th at Father Carter's Mass.
                    Thorns and roses. It is in the thorns, He
                    opens up His arms and pours out His roses.
                    His presence - nothing, nothing can compare
                    to this gift. I keep thinking of Father calling
                    this a mystical marriage. This is as it is. I am
                    here on a honeymoon with the Trinity. At
                    every moment I am in such intense union
                    with Them. God dwells in the graced, baptized
                    soul.

                I had gone to bed resting so deeply in the Hearts
                    of Jesus and Mary and I was wrapped in
                    Their love.

                    Jesus is speaking all through the day and I feel
                His presence within me. I have a love affair
                with God, my beautiful God. If the earth be
                shaken, my light within, my love with
                God will be my guiding light.

                I want to sing from the roof tops and dance
                    in the street for I know Him within
                    my soul. I am saturated with His presence
                    and permeated with His light. The Lord
                    reigns in my heart, ever present,
                    He is my rock, my fortress, my all,
                    the almighty God within my being.

                    I go to my room and I know the love of
                the Heart of Jesus, I enter through His wounded
                side. He outpours His life to us. He feeds us
                with Himself. He gives us His Body and Blood.
                Thinking of His most precious wounds
                give me a knowing of His love for me.
                I long to unite with Him deeper and deeper
                    and deeper, my heart cries out in greatest
                    joy to God, my Savior, my beloved,
                    my one, my all, my being, my heart
                    sings as I sit here with Him in this Church.

                Abba, Father, I love you, I love you, I love
                    you, to love Jesus is to love the Father, to
                    love the Father and Jesus is to love the
                    Holy Spirit, I love, I love, I love, my
                    beautiful God.

                I sing a song from my heart to praise and
                    honor this Divine Being. I am but a
                    drop in the ocean. I am immersed in
                    the presence of the Almighty God, to
                    live and die in this moment, I love, I
                    love, I love the Almighty God.

                Jesus told me to record this for all that reads this.
                    He loves, loves, loves each soul with this
                    undying love.

                    The brightness of His love burns within
                the cup filled with His blood. 

 

                This is love, that He shed His blood and gives
                    us His blood to drink this day.

                Song: "Look beyond the bread you eat,
                            see your Savior and your Lord.

                        Look beyond the cup you drink, see His
                            love poured out as blood."

                The embers of His love burn brightly in
                    the cup of blood. He is truly present
                    on FIRE for love of us.

                Saw tabernacle
                    flame flickering
                    at the bottom
                    of the cup.

 

 

                Sing: Oh burning Heart, oh love Divine, How sweet you
                    are to me, I see the cup, I know you're here
                    to love and care for me.

 

                May 20, 1995

Dwelling in the Sacred Heart

                R. A gigantic Heart of Jesus within me — I go
                    through His pierced side to dwell within —
                    This is my interior life, within His
                    Most Sacred Heart, one with the Father,
                    one with the Holy Spirit.

                I shall not die but live declaring the works of
                    the Lord. How can I fear for to know God
                    is to know that if I live in Him, I
                    shall never die. This gives me great joy
                    and peace, for if I stay in Him I will
                    never die.

                    The only thing to fear is the loss of my
                life in Him. I surrender totally to Him
                my whole being. I am one in Him as He,
                dwells within my very being. Through Him
                with Him and in Him. I am one in
                Him, what have I to fear for He dwells
                within me.

 

                May 20, 1995

Dwelling in You

                Jesus: Do not worry, tell all involved to read the third
                    Blue Book, these messages need to circulate.
                    I will wake them to their stiff-necked
                    ways. I want you at peace, your way is
                    peace and love.

                Come to the center of your heart, I am
                    dwelling in you. When you feel the
                    power in your hands, I want you to
                    write or speak. I speak through
                    you when you feel this power.

                I am attentive to your needs, I am God, these
                    are My letters. When others begin to listen
                    to Me here their problems will be
                    resolved. I am being ignored, their
                    answers are found in these letters.

                Do not worry, I will tend to My letters.

 

                May 21, 1995 - 9:00p.m.

Adorable Heart of Jesus

                R. I went to St. Gertrude's at 6:00 last night. I smelled
                    Mary really long after communion. So strong
                    I smelled the roses.

                Oh adorable Heart of Jesus wounded for the
                sins of men, crowned with thorns
                about Your Heart, pierced with a lance,
                have mercy on this world. In the abyss
                of Your great mercy please grant pardon to us,
                the souls who come to You with contrite
                hearts.

 

                    God You are just. Father You gave
                Your Beloved Son Jesus, I kiss the
                wounds in His beloved
                hands and kiss His punctured skull,
                I see the blood covered face, the Holy
                face of Your Son Jesus, I ask pardon
                for all those who have sinned and I
                beg You to pour out Your grace upon
                those in greatest need.

                    Oh adorable Heart, I see You clothed
                in white, victorious after the slaughter of
                Your beautiful body. I adore You, I
                worship You, I love You, I love You,
                I love You.

                    I feel so intensely connected to Jesus'
                wounds and His suffering to know all the
                souls that have rejected Him and turned to
                sin. Sin is sin.

 

                May 22, 1995

I see Jesus' Wounds

                R. I see a little human baby. I see Jesus'
                human body with all our
                physical appearances and I cry to
                know how Jesus loved us so much
                that He humbled Himself to take on
                a human nature.

                Oh my adorable Jesus, I love You with my
                whole heart, my whole soul and my whole
                being, that I may never offend You my
                beloved loved one.

                I feel this deep union with the Father, Son
                and Holy Spirit. My interior life with
                God. I want to be joined ever closer, I am
                at peace for I have within me my God.
                I can unite to Jesus' Heart,
                His Mother's heart and the Father and Holy Spirit.

                If the whole world falls about me and crumbles
                at my feet, my God lives within my heart.
                He is alive in my soul.

                Every time I think of Jesus putting on a human
                body and coming to earth I cry.
                That God so loved this world
                to send Jesus, that Jesus so loved us. I am so
                connected to His human body and how amazing
                it is He loved us so much. I love Him so much,
                I cannot express my deep and burning love
                for Him. I cannot profess its depths, my heart
                burns for Him, my beloved, adorable, precious
                Savior.

                Sing: Oh Burning Heart

                R. I see His naked shoulder and it is so real to me
                how He gave Himself, He took on the
                human body and gave it over to be beaten
                and wounded to death.

                Sing: The Song from Jesus

                    Let me be in this experience and realize so deeply
                this mystery that You God out of greatest
                love for me took on flesh and lived as a
                man on this earth.

                R. I cannot stop crying for to
                realize this is to realize His immense
                love for me and for mankind more and more.
                I know this immense joy within me
                and awe of His love and sorrow to know we,
                man, are so ungrateful for this love He has for us.

                    Let me never stoop to offend You my beloved,
                I am so sorry, I offend You and are not even
                aware of myself. I love You so much. I see
                His bare shoulder and it makes me cry because
                it makes it so real how He took a human
                nature for love of us.

                    His bare back creates emotion in me
                from another experience I had last summer, when
                I saw His back unmarred and then I saw it
                covered with deep wounds.

                I saw His hand yesterday and am so aware of it
                with the hole from the nail. I see it in the palm,
                of His Hand - the wound, I see it on the other
                side and it makes me cry.

                    Love — this is love, I love Him so much.
                His wounds, I love His wounds, I can see His
                foot, front and back and the holes around
                His head.

                    But most of all His pierced Heart. The Heart
                of my beloved that beats in endless love for
                me and all men, my beautiful Sacred Heart,
                how I love You.

                Jesus is a Divine Person.

 

                May 22, 1995

Darkness to Light

                R. The heavens declare the wonders of God and all creation
                    shall call out with such joy, the birds chirp
                    and the miracle comes again this day. Night
                    turns into light. So too with our lives, our
                    darkness is turned into light as we become
                    more and more saturated with His life. My
                    eyes are opened and my heart sings for God
                    lives and He is among us this day. Harken to
                    the sound of the birds and the light steeling
                    across the sky, jump for joy for the Lord
                    is risen. He will call and all will hear His voice.
                    Christ has come to spread His light to all
                    the nations. Men who open to Him will
                    be saved and those who remain closed
                    and in mortal sin will be condemned
                    to the everlasting fires of hell. For God
                    is just and He reigns with a just arm,
                    He has come, He lives among His people, many
                    have closed their eyes and turned away, many
                    will be saved for He called and they heard
                    the sound of His voice.

                        Alleluia, God is mighty, worthy of
                            all honor and praise.

                Plunge me oh God into the depth of the sea and
                    I will come forth victorious in Your
                    love. Though I be deep in darkness,
                    it is You who lead me to the light,
                    it is You who sustain my life.
                    Anything that is not rooted
                    in You, is not worthy of pursuing.
                    Only in You my Lord will I find
                    rest.

                Singing: In Him I find freedom from all fears.

 

 

                May 23, 1995

Heart on Fire

                R. The heart of love pierced with a lance,
                    see the Heart, swelled up with love
                    for all and pierced.

                We give Him indifference and
                    ingratitude.

 

Picture of Jesus' Heart on fire.

 

                R. On December 17, 1991
                    I had a vision of His Heart.

    

December 17, 1991

Jesus: I am Jesus. I have spoken as never before, you will spread My love to all souls on this earth.

His Burning Heart

R. I was alone in All Saints Church after Mass and Communion, in front of the tabernacle, when I saw the Sacred Heart. It was red around the outside, then a layer of yellow and then the brightest light in the center. I felt heat and it looked like an open furnace.

    I thought about it all day and it instantly gave me peace and warmth in my heart. This is the purpose of these lettersto draw hearts to the ardent on-fire love of Jesus. I received the following message that day:

    "Open your heart to the fire of God's love. He is ablaze in your heart. He wants to dwell in you and love you and others through you. Love God, yourself and one another and experience the fire set aglow in your heart and experience the warmth of His love."

end of writing

   

                Sing song: In My Heart 

    

                May 25, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass at 8:30

The Presence of the Trinity

                Jesus: My beloved what you have experienced is
                    deep union with Me. Maybe
                    now you will believe the great
                    intensity of My love for you.
                    I am one with you!!

                I give you a special presence of the Trinity.

                You see before you your littleness and all
                    your faults. I give Myself to you
                    in this depth.

                You must speak and lead the rosary
                    I am speaking through you, I am
                    giving to you great union. I am operating
                    from you and speaking through your
                    mouth.

                Great gifts of My immense love I have
                    given to you.

                Your exhaustion is from the great gift I
                    am giving to you. Rest in Me.

                You have been taken to such ecstasy in
                    My love.

                I give to you such oneness with Me.

                I love you with the deepest love.

                From this point on you will not doubt My
                    constant presence with you.

                I am giving you great gifts when Fr.
                    Carter is speaking, I am speaking
                    to you from Fr. Carter.

                You are My apostles to spread the love
                    of My Heart throughout this world.

                Great gifts you are given for much will be
                    required of you.

                You must forever rest in My Heart and My
                    deep love for you.

                You will have the awareness of constantly
                    resting in My Heart in greatest
                    peace.

                You will not doubt for you will know
                    a constant presence of the
                    Trinity.

                Great gifts I give for much will be
                    asked of you.

                You are My apostles to spread this deep,
                    deep love I have for all.

                My Heart will reign and My Mother's
                    Heart will triumph.

                Rest securely in our hearts.

                R. When Father gave the homily, I was filled with
                    such a presence of the Trinity, overwhelming
                    and a realization of every word he said
                    in my whole being as if I felt
                    the truth resound in my soul.

                The WORD moved me to such emotion.

                From then on it was fuzzy.

                I saw the life of Jesus — such unity of the Mysteries —
                    His infancy at Bethlehem, all the big
                    events of His life as if I was so one in knowing them.

                So overwhelmed with joy and love of Jesus, such
                    oneness united to His whole life, to Him,
                    I knew the presence of the Almighty God so deeply.

                I kept seeing Him ascend into heaven as if
                    I felt it in my whole being. I was so one
                    in the mystery. I felt so connected to
                    His infancy, His death, His resurrection
                    and Ascension all at once, such oneness
                    with Him in these mysteries. With all
                    this having an immense presence of
                    God all three Persons, as if my
                    body could not take it, it was so
                    overwhelming. I knew God — I knew
                    Jesus and His life in a profound way.

                After Mass I wanted to crawl up in a ball and
                    bend low, low to the earth for I felt
                    His greatness and my littleness and my heart
                    was in great suffering and joy all at the
                    same time, to know Him, but not
                    to be completely one in Him.

                I love Him so much, I want to go there and forever
                    rest in this celestial bliss, be
                    one with the Trinity and Mary and the
                    angels and saints, one with the world,
                    one.

                I rest in you my beloved and thank and praise You
                    unceasingly for You are Mighty, far
                    beyond my body's comprehension and to
                    experience You a little is to leave me
                    totally wiped out.

                You have saturated my soul and permeated my being and
                    I unceasingly will sing Your praise and
                    wait on the Lord. For He has imparted to me great
                    gifts of His abundant love and I am laid
                    waste in His abundant might. He is
                    indeed all powerful and almighty and to know
                    Him a little is to leave me wasted and
                    in a state of sheer exhaustion.

                Jesus: I am the Almighty God, you are My chosen one,
                    I give to you these gifts. I give to you and
                    Fr. Carter abundant gifts of My great
                    love to spread My love throughout this
                    world. You will speak to all of My abundant
                    love and through these experiences your
                    being will be saturated with such
                    a presence of the Almighty God.

                You have been laid waste in My
                    love and you know the touch of the
                    Almighty God. It is as grabbing
                    a hot wire, your body feels as if it
                    cannot take My presence within you.

                I am giving you great gifts and insights into
                    My deep LOVE.

                R. It is as if my body cannot take the presence
                    I was given, I feel laid waste and
                    exhausted by His touch and elated in
                    the experience.

                Jesus: I am the Almighty God.
                    I have touched your soul, be filled with
                    My immense love and My life filling
                    you abundantly — saturated in My love!

                Sing: Your Presence Pervades My Soul

 

 

May 25, 1995 - Ascension Thursday

The Christ Event

R. At Mass that day, I had a revelation of Jesus in so many mysteries, His Ascension, His birth, and so forth, and how I know Him now. It was as if my whole relationship was one with His whole life, I knew Jesus. In that I knew Him in His birth, the Eucharist, as my Bridegroom. In such experiences it is the fullness of His life I experience, the depth of the mystery.

R. On Ascension Thursday 1995, I had such a deep experience at Mass. I saw Him ascending into heaven. I saw before me Jesus. I had deep insight into the Mystery of Christ. I knew Him in my deep intimate union I experience in the Eucharist, I knew Him so deeply in the Divine Mysteries. I knew Him so deep in my soul.

I will never forget the deep and vivid vision I had of Him ascending into heaven, it is planted most deeply on my soul. He was clothed in a red tunic and a white gown. His hands were extended upward and there was rays of light coming down from above in the form of an upside down funnel (little end up). He was up a little from the bottom wide side, then I saw Him going upward. He ascended upward. The rays of light were bright and beautiful.

I was in a very deep state of ecstasy. When I left Fr. Carter's Jesuit house I could hardly walk. The mud looked so dirty and the trees so plain. It was hard to go from this experience to the world outside. I saw this vision and was taken so deeply into this experience and then I saw the world as it was. It was such a let down.

This was May 25, 1995, but I remember it all so vividly and I see the vision clearly as I saw it that day. Whenever I meditate on the ascension I can see this vision. It fills my heart with joy.

May 25, 1995—I left Church and was in such a weakened state. When I got home I experienced deeper and deeper revelations. I was made so aware that the Father would answer my prayers. Here is the writing I received.

Then I went into an ecstatic experience and terrible suffering and I heard Jesus call out. I am alive, I am alive, I am alive. Here is the message I received that day It was very strong and for days afterwards I just wanted to cry from the experience of hearing Him shout this out.

 

 

May 25, 1995

I Am Alive!

R. Prayer is a lifting up of our minds and hearts to God. Who am I that I can change any event that is occurring in the lives of another, that I can affect the outcome of any event? I am a child of my Father. My Father is the Almighty God. How I love my dear Father. He is God and He has created me in His own image and likeness. My beloved, dear Father, how I love You that You give me such gifts - that You allow me to share in Your life!

You are the Father of Jesus and You are My Father. Thank You, My Father, for all Your gifts and for Your life. Who am I that I can affect the life of any person?

I am a child of God. I call on my dear Father and He loves me so, He listens to me. I lift my heart to You, my dear beloved Father and You listen to little me and You care for me so much. I call upon God and the Almighty God cares for me with such love that He listens.

Jesus: Such truths have been given to you from My Father because of His great love for you. You are far more precious than the finest pearls, My beloved child. The Father so loved you He gave His Son so that you would have life. He gave His Son as a sacrifice for you. The Father gives to you His life through Jesus, His Son. You partake in His divine life.

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. My life I give to you, I live in your being, My beloved, I impart to you My divine life.

How many turn their backs on the great gift of this life given from the Father. To know this life and to know all those who have rejected this great gift!

I am the Almighty God, My power is endless. The power and might you felt within yourself is only a small sampling of My immense power.

I am God and I am allowing you to experience what you are experiencing to spread My love to others. Your immense understanding into these mysteries will help you speak and write them for others.

I have chosen you as an instrument to touch many hearts and bring them to My divine love. Great gifts and understandings into these mysteries I am giving to you. You will lead many priests to the love of God.

I am alive. I am God. I long to be loved by man and many have turned their backs on Me and forgotten Me. You must tell them all I am allowing you to experience, these sufferings and understandings into My deep love.

This is the beginning of many days when I will allow you to experience the rejection I felt from those I loved. Your heart is in immense pain for the souls who reject Me despite My love for them.

I beg you to speak and write. Make reparation for souls that have forgotten My love. Spread the love of My Sacred Heart and My Mother's heart, throughout the world.

I love, I love, I love My beloved souls. I beg you to tell them. I beg Fr. Carter to tell every soul on this earth of My love. You will continue to suffer such pain and anguish in your heart. Suffer in silence for souls. I love so deeply and am so gravelly offended!

I am Jesus, My dear, little child. I am alive and in this world. I live in the hearts of men, I live in the consecrated Host, I am forgotten and ignored and treated with such dishonor.

Speak for Me, I beg you to spread this love throughout this earth. I am sending you as missionaries into this world.

On this Ascension Thursday, I have given you great sufferings and great joy. I have allowed you to experience the highest ecstasies in My love and plunge you into deep pain in your heart for those who reject Me.

You, I send as missionaries to carry out the work I have begun. Be fearless and pray to the Spirit. This day I am giving you abundant graces to speak, and through this speaking, others are sent into this world as My apostles.

It is through the Shepherds of Christ Movement My love will be spread. Circulate My messages and rosary meditations. The love of the two Hearts will be known throughout this world through these messages and rosary meditations.

You will be fearless, everyone I send to you is a messenger to carry out My love. Circulate these letters with FIRE for I am delivering them to you in FIRE.

I am Jesus Christ, the Living God. I am allowing you to experience My life, alive in you and giving you these emotions to spread My love.

On this Ascension Thursday, I beg you to carry out the message to this world. Live My life in your life, every moment My life living within you.

I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life. I have commissioned you to go out and to carry this message - the message of My immense love for ALL mankind, including My burning love for My priests and religious. Souls will turn their hearts to Me from these letters. This is the mighty medicine to turn a sick, cold world to hearts filled with the love of God.

Prayer, My beloved ones, is the lifting up of your minds and hearts to God. When you intercede to Me through My Mother's heart, I will pour out My greatest mercy.

I will not refuse hearts begging for grace for their loved ones. Pray from your whole being. Let My life live in you.

You can pray and ask God to send help. You do not know the power of a heartfelt prayer. I listen to your prayers. The Father and Holy Spirit are listening to your prayers. The more you unite with God, the greater you intercessory prayer. I am Jesus. I am alive this day. I ask you to spread My messages to the world. I am crying out in your heart on this Ascension Thursday. I ascended into heaven and I have left behind you to carry out what I began. I am with you. I am alive this day. I will unite with you and the earth will know the power of the Almighty God. I am Jesus Christ, Chief Shepherd of the flock. Lead My little ones home - home to the burning members of My Most Sacred Heart, through My Mother's heart.

R. I cried so hard, I have never been so immersed in heartache. I heard Him shout, "I Am Alive, I Am Alive." I cried so hard, I could hardly write.

I know Him. He is alive in my being. My soul is filled with His love. I live the life of Jesus and Mary in my life. I love His life, her life - their presence forever with me. From this great gift, these rosary meditations, His life has become one with mine. I feel His life in the Mass. I hear Mary under the cross. I hear the cries for the souls going to hell for their willfulness and sins. I hear the laments of Jesus in the tabernacle - how He longs and thirsts for souls and is neglected and ignored. I hear Him tell of the sacrileges committed against the Holy Eucharist.

I heard Him this day. I felt His presence and the presence of the Almighty God as He cries out, "I am alive, I am alive, I am alive."

He is alive. We have the Mass. He gives us Himself in the Eucharist. Mary is appearing, we are given this rosary. We are sent as soldiers by Him in the Shepherds of Christ. We are thirsting for union with Him, sent by Him, apostles to go out to this world and spread His love, one with the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus, one with the Trinity. He will light this earth with hearts on fire for love of Him.

I come to you with greatest love, I am your loving Savior, I am your God, I died for you, I come to you this day.

The earth shakes and the Son of Man appears. He lives in the hearts of all. I want hearts on FIRE for love of Me. I want vibrancy and love from My beloved ones. Hold not back My love from this world.

I adore you, Oh Lord, I praise you, I worship you, I bless Him with my whole soul. My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord and holy, holy is His name! Jesus wants souls that are holy, on fire with the love of Jesus. Make novenas to the Holy Spirit to have hearts on FIRE with the love of God. Sound the trumpet, sound the gong - Jesus LIVES - He lives this day! Alleluia.

Sunday is a special day to praise Him, to love Him, to pray to Him - His day to be honored and worshipped in a special way. Pray from a pure and holy heart, a heart that sings for love of the Lord. Pray from your whole being.

   

                May 26, 1995

Ingratitude from Us

                R. To know the love that the Savior has for
                men and to see how He is treated with
                such ingratitude and negligence makes my
                insides cry out in deep pain.

                    The great gifts given to man to be
                ignored and rejected. I know a little
                the rejection of His adorable Heart
                of love.

                    To see Him covered with blood, His
                beautiful face, marred and wounded, His
                hands pierced with nails and His feet,
                His adorable feet punctured all the
                way through, to see Him with a
                Heart, swelled up in deepest love
                and pierced with a lance, to know
                these things makes my heart cry.

                Oh beloved souls of this earth, open your
                eyes and see the love of your Savior
                hanging on the cross, shedding His
                precious blood, each drop of blood
                given for your salvation.

                Oh adorable Heart of Jesus. I want to help
                make reparation to You. Your Heart was
                pierced and surrounded with thorns
                for the sins and ignominies of men.
                Their hearts have turned cold, their gaze
                is steady and hollow and the life You
                gave for them has gone from them.
                I want to help make reparation to Your adorable
                Heart. Savior beloved of mine, I give You my
                heart beating in deepest love for You, my
                Savior, my beloved, my Jesus, at Thy
                precious name, all knees must bow to
                Your holiness.

                    The sufferings I experience I give to You
                in reparation for the injustices committed
                by men. Oh adorable Heart of Jesus, I
                place my trust in Thee. You are my beloved,
                Savior of the world.

                Sing: I Love You, Jesus

                Oh burning heart, oh love divine, how
                sweet you are to me, I see the host
                I know you're here to love and care for me.

   

May 26, 1995

Love, Love, Love

                Jesus: I want hearts on Fire for love of God. Hearts
                burning with love will light the city and the world.
                The love of God will renew the Church.

                    To spread the love of God you must
                first Love God with your whole heart,
                your whole soul, your whole being.

                    Love of God is not a little lip service
                love. How you control your life, how you are
                so blind and bolted to the earth, your
                minds do not comprehend, your eyes do not
                see.

                    You need to go to God to know
                your answers about God. I give you a new
                commandment, Love one another as I have
                loved you. Love, Love, Love, love your
                neighbor as yourself. Love God above all
                things.

                R. I want to spread what Jesus and Mary are saying,
                all focused on the spreading, what about the
                message.

                Jesus says
                    I Love, I Love, I Love.

                R. To His death He loved.

 

                May 26, 1995 - After Mass

Speak of Me

                R. How can we say we love Him with our
                    whole being when we do not speak of
                    Him.

                We must operate from the force of love within,
                    we become one, in that we are jointly
                    connected to spread His love.

                The message is His love, let our tongues
                    with which we receive Him be the
                    same tongues that proclaim His
                    message to the world.

                He gives us His life, His Word alive in us
                    coming forth from the mouth as we
                    speak and we receive Him truly
                    present in the Eucharist.

                He feeds us with Himself, He outpours
                    His life in us, we preach His
                    Gospel that His love will live
                    in the hearts of all.

                Let our hearts sing and declare His wondrous
                    deeds, for He is King of all nations,
                    let our hearts declare the wonders
                    of our marvelous King. Let us
                    worship Him and give Him homage
                    and sing His praises for He is King of
                    all Kings.

                We worship our football stars. Who is your God,
                    do you love God with your whole heart,
                    your whole soul, your whole being?

               

                May 26, 1995

God's Life in Us

                R. The key is Living within us — Jesus is alive!
                    He wants to saturate us with His life. Fill
                    our graced baptized soul. The Gospel is
                    the Word. He fills us with His life
                    when we go to the Eucharist.

                Declare a day of the Lord, to pay Him
                    homage and praise His precious name
                    for He is King over all the earth.

                Let our tongues sing His praise, for He God
                    enters our bodies on this tongue.

                    He gives to us such honor and love, ought
                    we not sing out our joy to this world.

                The apostles went out to preach the Gospel
                    and many were converted.

                We cannot hold back the love of our God. This
                    is our mission to spread His love in
                    our speech and in our example.

                What is within will come forth from the
                    mouth of a man. Let our hearts be
                    filled with His love that we may
                    declare the Gospel. Let His Word
                    Live in us, be alive in our
                    souls. Penetrated with His
                    Divine Presence that we sing
                    of His love for all.

                Jesus: Hold not back, for I came to earth and
                    gave My life for you, live My life in your
                    life — I live in you. Declare a day of the Lord
                    for He is coming and in our midst. Shout it
                    from the rooftops and sound the gong, declare
                    a day for the Lord.

    

May 26, 1995

Do God's Will

                Jesus: The Holy Spirit will descend upon the minds of those
                    involved in the Shepherds of Christ and the Center —
                    you are reaching with the thoughts of earthly men,
                    you are willful in your ways to control
                    what is happening. Until you surrender
                    and release yourself to the Plan of the
                    Father you will bump heads.

 

                May 26, 1995

Read the Messages

                R. Each person has a part to play. To
                decide how it will be played is not up to you.

                Validation — reading messages for validation
                    or not reading at all —
                    nobody is studying them for content

                    Mary and Jesus said the Shepherds of
                    Christ Movement is major to the
                    Fatima mission.

 

                Satan wants to stamp out the Eucharist
                    wipe out the priest — he has an
                    attack out on the priests

                December 22, 1994

                March 20, 1994

                May 22, 1995  at end click

 

                May 27, 1995

My Son Suffered

                Mary: I stood under the cross and I suffered so
                    for the souls that would go to hell
                    despite my Son's sufferings and death.

                I am Mary your Mother, I beg you to
                    hold on my child. How Jesus loves you
                    that He has chosen you for this work.
                    He will never abandon you.

                R. Immense sorrow all day, worst day.

                I hear Him cry out, I am alive, I am
                    alive.

 

                May 28, 1995

Mary Cried Under the Cross

                R. I know this blind world. My sufferings are so
                great for the souls that will be lost despite Jesus'
                death and resurrection. I feel sorrow, I know
                Mary's sorrow under the cross. I hear
                her cries from under the cross and see
                the crimes that souls are so blind and do this
                day and Jesus loves, loves, loves, His precious
                souls so much. I understand more the sufferings
                of these two Hearts. His Heart to love so and be
                forgotten by man, her heart under the cross
                to see Him and know her beloved children
                that will be lost.

                    I rest in His Heart, I go through His
                pierced side; I find peace and
                comfort in the side of my Savior, I
                lay my head on His chest and rest in peace.
                My heart in sorrow for these souls. Such
                sorrow I feel. So connected to the love of
                these Two Hearts. She holds Him in her
                arms and looks with horror at her Son,
                her beloved and her heart the anguish of
                her beloved children this day that have
                turned their backs on her Son.     

                R. Mary suffered so for the children of
                the world. I understand her plaintiff cries.
                I see her during the rosary and hear
                her calling out to pray for the children
                of this world. I experience a little the deep
                sorrow in her heart.

                Mary: My beloved children, the children
                of this world, I lament my little beloved
                children that have turned from my Son, Jesus.
                I know the dark hearts of many of my little ones,
                pray, pray, pray, some hearts have turned to stone.

                My heart is so heavy and I suffered for these
                    souls.

                R. I am so one with the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

                    I rest in the Two Hearts, I take all my
                burdens to Them. I feel peace as I share in
                Their love and Their cries for the lost
                children of this world.

                    I offer myself united to Jesus in the Mass,
                as a sacrifice to the Father, I want to
                spread the love of these Two Hearts across
                the world. My life is His!

 

 

                May 28, 1995

Let Me Fill You

                Jesus: Let Me saturate you with My life, I am
                alive, I want to live in you, My beloved,
                beg to be filled with My life. Let the Word
                live in you. Let the words of the Mass come
                alive in your life.

                I am alive, I am alive, I am alive and
                I live in you. Preach My love. Let Me
                live deeply in you.

                R. Holy Spirit come, come fill us with
                the Fire of God's love.

                Jesus: To know Me is to love, to be one
                in Me is to be loving.

                    They will know you are Christians
                by your love. Does the love of your God
                radiate from your being?

                    I am life. I give you a sharing in My life.
                I impart My life to you in Baptism. You can
                be filled more and more in this life all
                through your life. Life is not life if it is not
                rooted in Me.

                R. We call this life. Are we alive or are we
                sterile, dry and inactive. Hearts that are
                burning with His love, His life is in us.
                Fill us with your life in us.

                Jesus: I live in your graced baptized soul!
                Let go of your petty foolishness, be filled
                with My treasures. I gave My life for you.

               R. I shall not die but live declaring the
                works of the Lord.

                I want to live in Him.

                Jesus: I give you Myself - I love you so much.

                Come unto Me all who are weary and have
                    rest for your soul.

                Life is in Me —

                Life is not life if it is not rooted in Me —

                Come unto Me all who are weary and
                    find rest for your soul —  

                R. Mary was conceived without sin.

 

The Holy Spirit

Jesus: "My beloved friend, tell My people to pray daily to the Holy Spirit. They are to pray for an increase in His gifts. My people must realize that the Holy Spirit comes to transform them. The Spirit desires to transform you more and more according to My image. Those who are docile to His touch become increasingly shaped in My likeness. He performs this marvel within Mary's Immaculate Heart. The more one dwells in My Mother's Heart, the more active are the workings of the Spirit. The Spirit leads Mary to place you within My own Heart. In both Our Hearts, then, your transformation continues. The more you are formed after My own Heart, the more I lead you to the bosom of My Father. Tell My people all this. Tell them to pray daily for a greater appreciation of these wondrous gifts. I am Lord and Master. All who come to My Heart will be on fire to receive the gifts of the Spirit in ever greater measure! I love and bless My people!"

Reflection: The Holy Spirit is given to us to fashion us ever more according to the likeness of Jesus. And the more we are like Jesus, the more Jesus leads us to the Father. Do we, each day, pray to the Holy Spirit to be more open to His transforming influence? Do we strive each day to grow in union with Mary? The greater our union with our Mother, the spouse of the Holy Spirit, the greater is the transforming action of the Holy Spirit within us.

end of excerpt from Tell My People

 

                R. We are formed in the spiritual womb of
                our mother, her Immaculate Heart. We are
                formed more and more in the image of
                Jesus, through the power of the Holy Spirit.
                Jesus was formed in the womb of Mary,
                we are formed in her spiritual womb, her
                Immaculate Heart.

                Think of the beauty of our soul in the state
                    of grace. What a beautiful sight.

                Jesus, I have my life in you. You are my life.
                In You I breathe and live and exist.

                In the deepest recesses of the Heart of Jesus I
                    take refuge from this world and its errors.
                    I find my truth, my light, my way in
                    His Heart.

                Sing: I Am Your Sacred Heart

 

 

                May 31, 1995

Pray the Infant of Prague Novena

                Jesus: Dear child,
                    You know how you love your children,
                My Father hears your prayer. Come as a
                little child to your beloved Heavenly Father
                and ask Him and He will give to you.

                Pray the Infant of Prague Novena.

Novena to the Infant of Prague
(to be prayed hourly if possible)

 
          O Jesus, who said, "Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be opened to you," through the intercession of Mary, Your most holy Mother, I knock, I seek, I ask that my prayer be granted. 

          O Jesus, who said, "All that you ask of the Father in My Name He will grant you," through the intercession of Mary, Your most holy Mother, I humbly and urgently ask Your Father in Your Name that my prayer be granted. 

          O Jesus, who said, "Heaven and earth shall pass away, but My word shall not pass," through the intercession of Mary, Your most holy Mother, I feel confident that my prayer will be granted.


                 
 

Picture of the Sacred Heart of Jesus

Use Your Talents

October 3, 1993 Chicago Marian Conference 11:30a.m.

Jesus: I am your Savior, Son of the Living God. I come to you that you might have life, not as the world gives you life, but My life which is life eternal. I carved you from My special carving and made you little less than an angel. I love you and cherish all the moments when you, My special child, come to sit with Me. I wait here and I hope you will choose to come, but I never force you. Your will is totally free and I give it to you because of My love and the will of the Father. I inform you in numerous ways. You do not have to guess and wonder. Come be with Me in this silence and all you need to know will be told to you. Your life is unfolding as a beautiful rose. Each petal falls and you plant My odors about as I so desire. I make your life full and sure as you trust in Me. No need for worrying, My little flower. My ways give you freedom if you listen to your heart. I am a personal God and you know Me as giving you fullness and life. You know there is some magnetism to Me and the way you crave to be part of Me. This is the work of the one, true God Who created you with a thirst that can only be quenched by Me. All roads that lead to Me give you fullness, worth, peace and joy, not as the world thinks, but as you yourself know true peace and joy. When I really touch you, you do not remain the same. I shed My Blood for you that you will have the life only I can give. What friend in this world would die for you? You, My child, were worth My dying for. I came that you will have life eternal and the gift I give is My Precious Blood for your sins. Come to Me in trouble and when you are bowed down. Come to Me in joy. Come to Me every day that you live and I will give you all you need. Seek to know Me more and more. Knowledge of Me, being with Me, are the only way to perfect peace. They lead to eternal life.

I have a divine plan for you. I created you with special gifts and talents to be used to do My work. They are not for your own self-promotion. You, My child, are nothing except as I created you. Why try to promote yourself? It is none of your own doing. I gave you the talents you are using. You had nothing to do with it. These talents were given to you to do My work. To use these talents to make yourself feel better than your brother is indeed a sin. You must realize they are loaned to you to work for Me. As you give someone a car, or loan them a place to stay, I loan you your talents to use to work for Me. If you do not work for Me and use them to make yourself better than your brother, you are offending Me. Likewise, if I give you talents and you do not use them because you think you are not as good as your brother, you are not being thankful to Me for My gifts to you. You are not using My gifts and that offends Me greatly. Each person was created by Me to do My work. Each person has all he needs to do My work. To be envious of others is fruitless. They have their job. You have yours. You are not supposed to do their work. That is why you were not given their talents.

Do your own work. Don't be envious of your brothers. Don't hide your talents. You did not earn them. I gave you your talents. You must sing because I will it. Others must do as I will them to do. It displeases Me to give you a gift and watch you hide it and make light of it. I give the gift. You must use all your gifts. They were given to you to do My work. Your brother has his gifts. Be grateful for your brother and he should be for you. You are all chosen by Me for a special mission. You know what to do. It feels right. I plant little seeds in your heart and all you do that is for you in the end feels right. You are not to be doing your brother's work or he yours. Talk to Me that you might know just what your work is and do it.

Do not hide your talents. Praise your God Who gave you these talents. Embrace and use them. This is not pride. This is My plan. I love you. I give to each of you, My precious children, as a mother who buys special Christmas gifts for each child. To buy gifts all the same for all your children is not to respect their specialness, their individuality.

Oh, I love you, little ones, so much. Please come to Me. I am so good and I wait to be with you and share My love with you. Come now. This is your top priority. All else will work when you come to Me first. I love you. You are My chosen children. Come and be filled and I make your loads light and I fill you with the Spirit of Salvation.

All roads that lead to Me are the right roads. Praise Me for I am good and I love you, little dear ones.

end of October 3, 1993

    

                June 1, 1995

You Are Unique

                R. To know God is to know the uniqueness
                with which He loves me. To see My
                individual role in the plan of salvation.

                I know too well how personally loved I am by
                God, I know my specialness and the uniqueness
                in which He created me.

                In looking for the sameness in messages, the
                role of the uniqueness is being overlooked.
                Padre Pio was not the same as St. Dominic
                although they both focused on the Divine
                Mysteries.

                In the Plan of Salvation History, each person
                is uniquely created by God to carry out
                their role in the plan.

                In over emphasizing the sameness of this great
                gift, given to man from God, we are
                missing the uniqueness.

                I see before me, the Plan of the Father unfold,
                reach to comprehend through the eyes of God.
                No one - no one needs to bump heads.
                From the beginning of time His plan has unfolded,
                each saint and messenger having unique gifts
                to give. He has given great gifts to us because of
                the time at hand. To compare the mystical
                experiences as the same, is to miss the uniqueness.

                God can give a mystical experience which is an
                insight from God, to help one know deeper
                insight into a mystery about God.
                I am open and ready for His favors —  

 

A Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb, the Bridegroom of the Soul

     Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.

  

                R. To understand the mysteries He is given to
                me I must be open, not focused on worldly
                things, but on Him — loving Him — We are
                players in His plan in the plan of salvation,
                We are to want to spread His love to souls.

                Being filled with His love within, I from
                burning love of Him am compelled to spread
                it with you, my beloved brothers, we are
                part of the plan for the salvation of souls.

                He has given us great gifts. To be part of this
                plan to spread His love, our hearts must
                sing with His love. We must love Him with
                our whole heart, our whole soul, our whole
                being. Each person has been called by God in
                the Plan of Salvation with a purpose, to be
                envious of another's job is not to do ours as
                God wants.

                    We are not the same, every priest has
                his role, the role to spread the love of God.
                Every person loves uniquely — we are called to
                love as God intends us to love.

   

    From the Priestly Newsletter

    Cardinal Newman said

                    "... everyone who breathes, high and low,
                    educated and ignorant, young and old, man and woman,
                    has a mission, has a work. We are not sent
                    into this world for nothing; we are not born at
                    random. . . God sees every one of us;
                    He creates every soul, He lodges it in
                    a body, one by one, for a purpose. He needs,
                    He deigns to need, every one of us.
                    He has an end for each of us... we are
                    placed in our different ranks and stations, not to
                    get what we can out of them for ourselves, but to
                    labor in them for Him, as He rejoiced to do His work,
                    we must rejoice in ours also.
"
                                       
(Discourses addressed to mixed congregations)

    

                Jesus: I am Jesus, the Plan of the Father is
                unfolding, human minds get human answers.
                I want to shower you with My gifts. I give you
                the sacraments. I want to fill you with My life.

                    Come to Me all who are weary, I will refresh you.
                I give you a sharing in My life in baptism.
                Love God. Know this deep love, on-fire-
                love of God. Please your Father. Follow God's
                Plan and spread this love.

                    I am using the Shepherds of Christ movement
                to spread My love throughout this world.
                I am giving you messages to the hearts to
                know My love. This is the Mighty Medicine
                to turn men's hearts to My Sacred Heart.

                    I beg you to listen and to read the messages
                and rosary meditations. Let My life live in you.

                    I am Alive, I am Alive, I am Alive. I
                have given you great gifts to know
                the love of My Heart and My Mother's
                heart in these meditations. The experiences
                into My Heart and My Mother's heart are
                unique experiences for Rita to speak My
                messages. The emotions and experiences
                are to tell others of My deep burning love.

                    I am God, there is such uniqueness
                in each blade of grass, in each flower, do
                you not see the uniqueness in My specially
                chosen messengers.

                    You are looking with human minds. Pray
                for grace to see this plan in its entirety,
                to be open to the whole picture and the
                great gifts given here.

                    As long as men are limited in their thinking
                they can miss the big picture — Surrender
                Let God open up the Plan to you — Be open —
                like clay to be molded.

                    Hearts must be filled with the love of God,
                do not seek vain glory - do all you do to please
                your heavenly Father.

                    The apostles taught and converted so many
                in one day, they were filled with the Holy Spirit,
                they were surrendering and selfless, their main
                goal was to spread the love of God.

                    Their hearts burned within with the love
                of God.

Luke 24: 32

Then they said to each other, "Did not our hearts burn within us as he talked to us on the road and explained the scriptures to us?"

   

                Jesus: I am teaching you this day in My rosary about
                    My deep burning love, you refuse to see
                    the significance of these letters and the
                    rosary.

                I give you these messages so your hearts will be
                    burning with My love.

                I am giving you these letters as a medicine for
                    this sick world.

                I am God, these are My messages of love for
                    this world. You do not know the great
                    gift I am giving you here. Satan will
                    try everything to cause confusion and doubt
                    to keep you focused on the events at hand.

                    I am showering the Center with My deep
                and burning love. I am alive, I want to fill
                you with My life, I want you to come to Me
                with hearts burning and on fire for love of Me.

                This burning love will compel you to