Shepherds of Christ 
       Daily Writing         

May 31, 2012

June 1st Holy Spirit Novena
Scripture selection is Day 3 Period I.

The Novena Rosary Mysteries 
for June 1st are Luminous.

 
We need funds to print Blue Book 7.

It is ready to go.

 

Please pray for Amanda.
 

Jesus speaks: I want Blue Book 7 printed and distributed.
Ask for help with publishing and
distributing the rest of
the states with Fr. Joe's homily book —
Right away

R. We have distributed 30,000 books to 30 states
    to priests in the United States for their
    weekly use in homilies focused on the
    Word and the Eucharist —

Help us get out the remaining
    states and books to the priests
    in the United States —

Pray for the pope, cardinals and bishops and
    priests in these 8 days of
    prayer in May
    May 2nd - May 5th
    May 10th - May 13th

 

I would like to take this opportunity to thank you for the useful book "Guiding Light, Homilies by Fr. Joe Robinson." I can use all the help I can get to prepare my Sunday Homilies. Count on my prayers for you and for your Spiritual family. At the same time, I beg for your prayers on my behalf, asking Our Lord for the holy grace of perseverance in my vocation all the days of my life.

 

  There will be a special procession
on June 13th.

Fr. Don will say Mass at 12:30pm
for the Feast of St. Anthony.
 


 

We pray for you from our church
in China, Indiana.
 

 

 

March 22, 2012

Jesus: My dear people,

    Today March 22, 2012, I want you to make available the statues: Our Lady of Fatima and Our Lady of Guadalupe with the glass, so people will honor Mary and pray the prayers as I have requested before the statue praying for the priests, the Church and the world.

    Pray the prayers before the statues with glass for healings and blessings for your family, for your country, for the Church and the world. I promise special graces to those praying these prayers, and graces drawing them closer to My Heart and My Mother's heart. I want all to know My Mother's love as their mother. Put the statues with the glass in your homes and Churches, your schools and places of businesses and pray these prayers given to Fr. Carter, S.J., founder of Shepherds of Christ, in the prayer manual for the priests, the Church and the world. I am Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the Flock.

 

 

June Sale

June 1st with a limited quantity
of the 12" Sacred Heart &
12" Infant of Prague statues
with glass - on sale for $100
Holy Family statue is $125
 

Sale continues until June 30, 2012

Special sale statue with glass
$50 plus shipping
11" Our Lady of Fatima
15" Pilgrim Virgin Fatima
 

24" Pilgrim Virgin Fatima
w/crown - $300
 

Call Rosie
1-888-211-3041

  

Please pray for some special intentions.

Through the intercession of Fr. Carter
and Our Lady of Clearwater
please pray for Dan's healing.

Please pray for Betty, Jimmy &Adeline.

Pray for Hal Wittrock & family

 

 

 

May 31, 2012

 

We need funds to print Blue Book 7.

It is ready to go.

Please Call Rose

1-888-211-3041


 

Excerpt from Blue Book 7

                May 14, 1995

My Heart Aches for Blindness

                R. Today I am experiencing pain in my heart,
                as I did one day at Mass when I heard the
                yelling under the cross. Realizing the loss,
                the terrible loss that souls would go to hell despite
                Mary and Jesus' sufferings.

                    My heart aches for the blindness, so
                connected to His and Mary's heart ache during
                the meditation on the Crucifixion, of the neglect
                and indifference of souls.

                    He allows me to experience these emotions
                on Saturday and Sunday for the million of souls
                that attend Mass and give Him such disrespect.

                Jesus: My Heart was in such agony for the
                million souls who attend Sunday Mass,
                and treat Me so cold. For the million souls
                who give lip service to My love. I ache
                especially for the children today who
                will receive the Holy Eucharist for the
                first time and were not taught My great
                love. I long for the pure little children
                to know of My immense love. Will you
                not tell the children of My love. I give
                My messages for children. If parents read
                My letters they would encourage the
                young to read My letters. I love My
                sweet little children. How I am offended by
                children receiving the Eucharist without
                realizing what is going on. Little
                ones who do not know what they are
                receiving. Sometimes, some people tell
                children that I am a symbol, that communion
                is incidental. My beloved little ones are
                not being told of My immense love for them.

                Tell the children how I and My Mother
                love them. They do not know the love of
                My beloved Mother.

                I am Jesus, I am allowing you to suffer
                    for the pain I experienced in My passion
                    My beloved, Rita, My Heart bled more
                    than My body for the neglect and
                    indifference shown to Me in the
                    Eucharist, the Sacrament of My
                    greatest love.

                Who listens to Me, no one knows what I
                    am saying. What you experienced last
                    night is a show of My Might. Sufferings
                    are coming to this earth. Men are not
                    listening. Tape My messages, circulate
                    the books, speak, I will send you a
                    secretary. Do not worry for incidental things,
                    I will tend to your every need.

                R. I experience such burning in my heart from His
                    great love, such elation, so overwhelmed with
                    His love. This is from the burning flames of
                    His Heart, burning love.

                Burning souls, such sorrow in My Heart,
                    knowing and pain for the souls that neglect
                    Him and treat Him indifferently around
                    His sacrament of greatest love the Holy
                    Eucharist.

                Pain for the souls that are burning in the fires
                    of hell, who chose to sin and give
                    up this great love.

                This is pain, to know the absence of the love of
                    God, wounding pain, the absence of God's
                    love in so many lives. People walking around
                    today, dead in sin, locked in a tomb.

                Jesus is life, He gives His life in abundance and He
                    laments the loss of love of His precious
                    souls.

                Jesus: I long, I thirst, I wait for souls to come to Me.

                Hearts filled with pride cannot unite with
                    My Heart. I am loving, only contrite hearts
                    can unite to Mine.

 

                May 14, 1995

My Army of Love

                R. The 6th is a day He allows me to experience
                    His agonies in the heart.

                I was in agony from May 12th in the evening,
                    all day Saturday, May 13th and the 14th today.

                He is wounded for the children who do not
                    know His love.

                From the Shepherds of Christ, Associates we
                    can go into the schools and tell
                    them of His immense love.

                Jesus: The Shepherds of Christ Associates must
                    read the Blue Book messages and know
                    My ardent on fire love.

                I am using the Shepherds of Christ Associates
                    to go into the world and spread the love
                    of My Sacred Heart and Mary's Immaculate
                    Heart.

                This is a present for all mothers, that I send
                    to their children My love. I am
                    forming My soldiers of love in
                    the Shepherds of Christ Associates
                    Meetings.

                I beg you to circulate the 1st and 2nd
                    Blue Book to all members and encourage
                    their daily use of these messages.
                    Also encourage their use at the
                    meetings and rosary meditation used at
                    the meetings.

                    My army will be fortified with My love.
                The members of the Chapters need to read
                these letters of My love.

                    They will turn their hearts to deep
                love of Me. Their hearts will burn
                with the fire of My love when you
                circulate these messages.

                    The power is in My Eucharistic Heart.
                Members will go to schools and nursing
                homes, prisons and tell all of My
                burning love.

                    I beg you to not hold back. Sufferings
                are at hand, you must spread My love.

                    I am Jesus, My Heart is on fire
                for love of My children. This is
                My gift to all mothers of this world.
                Spread My love letters to your chapters.

                Circulate the rosary meditations from the
                Hearts of Jesus and Mary and publish
                a book. A small book will spread
                them faster. Put together all you
                have received and the children's
                rosary and a few others. Do not
                delay. The rosary is a strong tool
                to fight off satan's attacks.

                    I beg you to publish the tapes
                of songs, of rosary meditations, the
                stations, messages and songs
                recorded by Rita and others.

                    You will receive funds when you
                begin circulating these messages. You
                receive such support from the
                Chapter Members at the Center. They
                are being fed with My love.

                    Feed the hungry souls. I beg you.
                Feed My Lambs, Feed My Sheep,
                Feed the hungry with these letters.
                I am Jesus, on fire for love of souls.

 

                May 14, 1995

The 13ths

                R. 5 First Saturdays - experiences on First Saturday
                5 Wounds of Christ

                May 13, 1917 - 1st Fatima apparition
                May 13, 1993 - First Message in 1st Blue Book
                May 13, 1995 - Suffering yesterday

                Chalice - Vision November 13th
                              Vision May 10th

                The 5th is for the
                    5 Blasphemies of Mary
                    5 Wounds of Christ
                    5 1st Saturdays


                Rosaries on the 13th in 1995

                January 13, 1995 - Many people present before Friday Prayer Service at Holy Spirit Center.
                February 13, 1995 - Prayed in Holy Spirit Chapel - Marie was present.
                March 13, 1995 - Mary of Woods.
                April 13, 1995 - Holy Thursday - Unscheduled Holy Spirit Monastery Conyers
                                        on Good Friday bought Fatima Statue
                May 13, 1995 - Olivia's
                June 13, 1995 - Shepherds of Christ Meeting
                July 13, 1995 - Mary scheduled Special Rosary Holy Spirit Chapel
                                        Melanie was there.
                August 13, 1995 - Elaine's house in Kentucky.


                   

                May 14, 1995

Jesus' Birth

                Jesus: There is a soul at this moment on the edge of
                    death, will you offer this suffering
                    up for them?

                R. Jesus came into this world a helpless infant,
                    in all His power and glory, God is born
                    an infant.

                    Simplicity, Hidden life

                    Cold night

                Nothing extraordinary is seen to other eyes

                Knew as a little child His sufferings

                Birth of Our Lord — no room for Him in the
                    Inn, Humans refuse Him.

                Fear not for I bring you good tidings.

                Luke 2: 11  Today in the town of David a Saviour has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord.

                

Luke 2: 6-14

Now it happened that, while they were there, the time came for her to have her child, and she gave birth to a son, her first–born. She wrapped him in swaddling clothes and laid him in a manger because there was no room for them in the living–space. In the countryside close by there were shepherds out in the fields keeping guard over their sheep during the watches of the night. An angel of the Lord stood over them and the glory of the Lord shone round them. They were terrified, but the angel said, ‘Do not be afraid. Look, I bring you news of great joy, a joy to be shared by the whole people. Today in the town of David a Saviour has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord. And here is a sign for you: you will find a baby wrapped in swaddling clothes and lying in a manger.’ And all at once with the angel there was a great throng of the hosts of heaven, praising God with the words: 

    Glory to God in the highest heaven, 
    and on earth peace for those he favours. 

      

                R. Humans refuse Him, Jesus came amongst the
                    beasts of the earth.

                We are brothers in Christ.
                God is our Father.
                We are elevated to such high levels in Him.
                Such dignity and honor for man.

                Let us be sensitive to the touch of His grace.

                Jesus was in Mary's womb.
                Jesus now is in the tabernacle.
                Stands at the door of our hearts knocking.

                Every grace is a visit from Jesus.
                Let us clothe our souls in virtue for Him.

                Adore Thy holy presence under the veil of the
                    Blessed Sacrament.

                Make our souls sensitive to the touch of Your grace.

                Faith

                Oh God, Thou hast visited the earth and have plentifully watered it.

 

May 15, 1995

Being One With Christ

                R. When we are one with Christ
                    we experience great freedom from
                    bondage.

                    It is in being one with Christ
                    that true freedom lies.
                    We can go into this life
                    powered by the hand of
                    God. We need to let go
                    of the attachments of
                    the world.

                We talk about such incidental
                    things —
                    Why do we not talk
                        so much about pure
                        love — love like Jesus!

                Pray for the fearlessness of the
                    Apostles —

                God gives married couples such
                    a great gift to help
                    bring children into the
                    world.

                To be rooted deeply in Him —
                    to have a deep oneness
                    with God — depth in
                    the interior life
                    we must let go of the
                    debris in our hearts —

                We have to rid ourselves of
                    clutter and dirt in our hearts
                    to let Jesus fill us —

                Vision

                I saw 2 angels kneeling around
                    the tabernacle —

                We should see Jesus in our
                    priests — especially at Mass.
                    Why do we not show
                    others how we love Jesus.

                JESUS — Say it with
                    emotion and love —

                Sing: Bread of Life

                Dear Rita:
                    You are playing the Song
                    of My Love for the world.
                    (He referred to A Song from Jesus)

 

                May 16, 1995

Spread My Blue Books

                Jesus: This is the suffering I have let you experience
                    for the indifferences, neglect and sacrileges
                    against Me in the Blessed Sacrament. I
                    want you to spread the 2nd Blue Book,
                    the Eucharist is being attacked and
                    dishonored. I will continue to allow
                    you to suffer, in this suffering you
                    will experience immense joy for you
                    will see before you all your faults
                    and how afraid you truly are without
                    Me.
   

 

                Jesus: You will suffer persecution, jealousy,
                    indifferences, much will be given
                    to you.

                You will know My grace and My love, you
                    must forever meditate on My
                    wounds.

                See My wounds and focus on the crucifix.

                Satan wants the rosary stopped. Allow
                    Marty to sing from The Day You Were
                    Born, to stop her would be to stop
                    the rosary.

                You must yield for I am truly guarding
                    you, with My beloved love, I give
                    you My life. I live in you. Say
                    you are sorry to all, you are
                    not perfect.

                Do not belabor what you have done and
                    what you have not done, go to confession.

                You will be pressed on by satan, he wants
                    you stopped. Singing from The Day
                    You were Born would stop the
                    rosary.

                Rita satan is cunning and deceiving, these messages
                    are My messages and I will carry out this
                    mission through you.

                Be at peace and suffer the persecution.

                Sufferings are about to befall the earth,
                    great sufferings, every day and one
                    after another. Men are willful
                    and sinful.

                You are pressed on by satan, I am allowing
                    this for greater union with Me.

                I guard you, I protect you, I forgive you
                    I am an endless source of mercy.

                Come unto Me — I will give you all
                    you need.

                I will do all 15 decades of the rosary, you
                    will be used for this mission, let go to Me.

 

                May 16, 1995 - 1:50p.m. after Mass

Fr. Carter, Looked to the Father

                R. I have felt so isolated, being so close to Jesus and
                knowing Him so intently. Feeling the emotions
                He lets me experience, pain, joy, love.
                So isolated. I have been in great sufferings
                since Friday night at the Center. Saturday
                was May 13th, the day the Lady appeared
                at Fatima. Jesus told me how He has
                given me great experiences on the last
                7 First Saturdays. How my writings
                from Him were part of the plan
                given at Fatima. I have suffered
                so intently since Friday.

                I saw Fr. Carter say through Him,
                with Him and In Him in the Mass,
                such love and oneness with God. It
                gave me such strength to see Fr. Carter
                profess His love for God. To see
                Fr. Carter so connected to Jesus.
                Fr. Carter looked up as he celebrated Mass.

                It is in discussing our love of Jesus
                    that our strength lies. I love Jesus
                    so much. The world is different
                    than this. This gives Me strength.

 

                May 17, 1995 - 9:00a.m.

Forgive Me

                R. Forgive me oh Lord in my wretchedness, for my sins
                are many, to be before the Almighty God as He
                sits on His throne and in my sinfulness and
                imperfections, I call out to You to help me to
                come to you in the highest humility to be
                in Your presence with a heart that is docile
                and pure.

                I see before me, my sin, my example given to others
                    and I beg You to lavish me in Your love that I may
                    never stoop to behavior before others that is
                    not likened to Yours.

                I beg to trust You, to let myself go and to constantly
                    be aware of my dwelling within Your Heart.

                The devil taunts my soul and fills my heart with
                    doubt and fear, if I but learn to trust You
                    my all loving and merciful God, if I but
                    come to You in all my trials.

                I need Your grace, bathe me and wash me and fill me
                    with more and more grace so I may be saturated
                    with Your deep, deep life.

                I love You, I adore You, I worship You, I bow
                    before You, my beloved, almighty ever
                    loving God, I implore You to come and
                    reign forever in my heart. I am consumed
                    with love for Thee.

                Jesus: Rita you must let go now and come to Me. I am
                talking to you. I am writing letters for My most precious
                souls through you. Do not be discouraged for every
                moment, I am guarding your way. I have allowed
                you to suffer to show you your own frailties.
                How frail you are, you are totally dependent
                on Me and My love. You must let go now and
                come into My Heart. I long to unite with you in
                deepest love. Will you remove from your mind
                the thoughts of this world, that keep you from Me,
                your trials, your struggles and go to My Heart. Let
                go and be lost in the abyss of My ever loving,
                longing love. I long to be united in deepest
                love with each soul.

                R. I cannot exist without a solid hour of time
                alone with Him, it is in this hour I receive
                my strength to handle my problems. This
                week, I have not faithfully done this. I cannot
                operate without this. I have fallen so low
                into problems. My lack of trust and faith has
                reached a low ebb all because I did not
                spend this time with Him.

                Sing: Little Child

 

 

 

                May 17, 1995

My Sacred Heart

                R. I see His hands opening to show me His chest —
                    He did this on October 21st.

                I was professing my immense love for Him and
                    I saw His hand opening to expose
                    His Heart.

                His hands opening wide to expose His Heart on
                    Fire for love of men.

                He wants our love, He wants us to profess our
                    love. To tell Him of our love.

                He loves so much and wants to forgive all our sins.
                    He loves us the same, it is we who
                    go from His adorable Heart.

                Jesus: I am your beloved Jesus, My dear heart, I
                    show to you My chest and expose
                    My Heart filled and burning for love
                    of men, how few come to Me
                    and know the immensity of My
                    great love.

                My love is consistent, ever burning
                    for the hearts of all men.

                Sing: I Am Your Sacred Heart

 

 

                May 17, 1995

I Will Continue to Speak to You

                Mary: I am Mary your Mother and I will continue
                    to speak to you when I have ceased to
                    talk to other visionaries. I will
                    speak in the rosary.

                Many will flock to this rosary and hear
                    the words of Jesus and Mary.

                It is through the rosary that satan will
                    be bound and cast into hell.

                It is through the Eucharist that Jesus
                    will become one in His precious
                    souls and reign in this world.

                Jesus: My Heart will reign and the heart of
                    My Mother will triumph. I am
                    Jesus on fire for love of souls.

                I will change the hearts of many,
                    pray, pray for their conversion.

                Satan is pressing hard on all workers
                    involved in the Center and
                    the Shepherds of Christ Movement.

                Satan intends to try to wipe out these messages
                    especially the rosary.

                You must Trust in Me. I am
                    Jesus, your Savior.

                Mary: You must stand firm to listen in
                    your heart to what I am telling
                    you.

 

                May 18, 1995 - 9:15a.m.

Interior Place

                R. The Kingdom of God is within. I go to
                    the interior room inside of myself
                    and there is the presence of the
                    Almighty God: Father, Son and Holy
                    Spirit. If I am burned at the stake, if
                    they hand me over, I have peace,
                    love and joy within for inside
                    of me, I have the presence of
                    the Almighty God.

                I may be moved to compassion, sadness
                    and tears, but within my heart is
                    always peace, love and joy.

                For the Almighty God dwells within me,
                    it is in this my peace lies.

                I am at joy in suffering for it is there
                    I am closest to the Almighty God.

                I see before me my whole life and the greatest
                    sufferings were great gifts of His
                    immense love.

                The sufferings that taught me what I need
                    to know to be strong in His love.
                    What a gift.

                Every second, every hair of our head is
                    numbered. How personal He is with
                    us, every second attentive to all our needs.

                I praise the Almighty God for the great gift
                    of His love and His presence within me.

                I have the presence of God within me.
                    I can truly say, I am one in
                    Him, thru Him, with Him, in Him.

                That God unites to my imperfect self. I am
                    overwhelmed by the goodness of the
                    Almighty God.

                And He reached down and turned my sufferings
                    into immense joy, for I was
                    joined in such depth to Him in
                    the suffering.

                Alleluia, God has visited His people,
                    He is almighty, all loving and
                    all caring, ever attentive to
                    our every need.

                Alleluia.

                It is in my sufferings I am strengthened
                    and brought to deeper life in Him.

                It is in sufferings that I am given His
                    immense joy. Alleluia, praise
                    Him.

                I will go to my interior dwelling and be
                    bathed in His abundant love.

                For He is mighty - worthy of all praise, Alleluia.

 

                May 18, 1995 - 10:00p.m.

God Dwells in Me

                R. Today during the Mass - Father talked about
                    peace inside. I talked to someone
                    this morning and was crying for the
                    division between people.

                I hear Jesus say, I love this person, I love
                    that person and they are hating one
                    another. He laments His loved ones
                    being angry at one another. He loves
                    each soul so much. It makes me
                    cry because I hear what He says.

                It hurts my heart when people talk about
                    each other.

                Then I was filled with such peace, I was so
                    aware of the indwelling of the Trinity
                    within me.

                I have gotten letters before about the interior
                    life, but today as never before it was as
                    though I could go within to that deep,
                    deep peace inside.

                The heart inside, union with God. God, looks
                    at our heart! We are one with God
                    interiorly. Deep inside, Depth!!

                Once I had an experience, last August 1994, so
                    filled with the presence of the Trinity. It was
                    in the wee hours of the morning in the study.
                    I think it was light out. After He was talking
                    to me, giving me meditations on the Glorious
                    Mysteries, I realized the presence of the
                    Trinity and felt as if anything that ever
                    happened would not bother me. I felt as if
                    they stuck pins in me or the earth
                    crumbled around me, I would hold tight
                    in this presence. I was absorbed with Their
                    presence, within me in union with the Trinity.

                Today as never before I realized my interior life and
                    God's presence within me, as if a room, warm and secure
                    existed within me. A light was on, but it became
                    apparent how pure I must be to be united to
                    God this closely. I was so aware of God:
                    Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwelling in my
                    graced baptized soul. I was filled with
                    immense peace and love and felt as if Nothing
                    could ever harm me for I have found my
                    place of deepest refuge.

                Today I focused on dwelling in His Heart. I want to
                meditate on His wounds. I adore Him, I love Him.
                I cannot say how I feel for Him and how I love
                His precious wounds, to meditate on His wounds.
                When I think of His wounds this makes me so close
                to Him. I find refuge in
                His Heart. This is my interior world. When I think
                of entering His Heart and the Love I have for the
                Father, my beloved one, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit,
                my friend, I feel a flutter in my chest, such a feeling
                of love within me for all Three Persons.

                    What a gift to go to my interior world
                the Heart of my Beloved one. Jesus dwells in
                my graced baptized soul. I know something
                happened today to realize this place within, sheltered
                from the world outside. Such protection, what a gift,
                yesterday, I had a vision of His chest with the
                Heart and His hands on the side, today I am
                made so aware of the presence of Jesus
                dwelling in me.

                Song: I come to you with greatest love. I am your
                loving Savior. I am your God, I died for you
                I come to you today.

                R. Today is Thursday. I am at Charleston. I called
                Thursday night and the church I will go to Mass
                tomorrow is Sacred Heart Church. Such joy I have
                in my heart.

                I want to go into His Heart and be in this inner
                    sanctuary of His Heart. I feel the presence
                    of Mary and the Holy Spirit. I do not have to
                    see the Holy Spirit I know Him in my heart.
                    He is such a good, good friend to me. If I am
                    sad, I can always go to Him without any fear.
                    He is such a good friend to me and I know He
                    loves me, I know His love. He is such a
                    good friend. I know my Father and love
                    Him so much, to say the word 'Father',
                    'Father', my heavenly Father. I absolutely
                    do not need to see the Holy Spirit. I know
                    Him in my heart - He dwells in me.

                I know more the presence of God; Mary,
                    so close to me, my beautiful Mother.

                I want to profess my love for Jesus within me,
                    knowing Him present so, so intimately.
                    He is not far off, I do not need a picture,
                    God dwells in me: Father, Son and Holy Spirit.

   

                May 19, 1995

Priests Sing Mass from the Heart

                R. Went to Church at Charleston, a Father
                Walter said the Mass for children. His love
                for Jesus radiated out of him all through
                Mass.

                    He was vibrant with the love of God. His
                body movements declared his enthusiasm and
                love of God. The life of Jesus radiated
                from his being as he said Mass.

                    The priest alive with the love of Jesus will
                sing the Mass in his heart. His body
                movements will be alive with the
                life of the Almighty God within.

                    I was fed when he consecrated the
                host, I saw Jesus in him as the priest. Do
                we see Jesus in the priest consecrating the
                host?

                Sing: A Priest Is a Gift from God

                    Does the priest realize that Jesus is the
                chief priest? What an honor. Jesus is there.

                    Are you dead inside or alive with
                the Love, the Burning Love of Jesus?

                Jesus: My priest, My priests, I love you, so
                many are going through motions. I gave My
                life for love of My beloved souls, I give
                to you the power to change bread and
                wine into My body and blood.

                    Does your heart sing, My beloved,
                chosen priest to celebrate the Mass?
                You will feed the flock with your love
                when you celebrate the Mass with
                the love of Jesus alive in your hearts.

                I am Jesus, oh My priests, How I Love
                You.

                R. When the priest said the Our Father, I
                    saw the Father on a throne above the
                    priest and behind him.

                I saw two angels kneeling around a
                    tabernacle off to the side, after
                    Mass.

                The priest makes such a difference in
                    loving to say the Mass. To see a priest
                    show His love and reverence for Jesus at
                    Mass is so good. We do not show each
                    other how much we love Jesus, many times.

                I still see Fr. Carter say, through Him,
                    with Him and in Him.  

 

                R. He was looking up to the Father, there
                    was such oneness with Jesus and the
                    Father, he looked like Jesus talking
                    to His Father. My heart was elated to
                    see this.

                How does the priest celebrate the Mass?
                    The priest in Charleston had such
                    life, when he said Jesus, I heard
                    His love in His voice.

                    JESUS - oh Jesus when I hear Your
                    name said with such love, gives me
                    such joy.

                I am fed at the Mass. The priest who loves
                    Jesus so much touches me.

                How can a priest not celebrate the Mass
                    with such great joy and love —

                What a gift he is given. How Jesus
                    loves His beloved priests.

                Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, oh how I love You.
                    Thank You for the Mass and the priest.
                    Thank You for Yourself in the Eucharist.

                Thank You, I adore You, I love You, I
                    worship You.

                The whole body of the priest declares his
                    oneness with Jesus during the Mass.
 

Luke 1: 46-47

And Mary said:

My soul proclaims
    the greatness of the Lord
and my spirit rejoices
    in God my Saviour;

 

                May 20, 1995

The Trinity

                R. Went to the Church St. Charles in West Virginia.
                I was overwhelmed with my love of the
                Trinity, I love the Father with the deepest
                    love, I love Jesus so deeply I am filled
                    with such oneness in Him, I love Him, I
                    cannot even say in words. My whole
                    being cries out - my deep, deep love for
                    God. I love the Holy Spirit so much,
                    He is my best friend, He is always there.
                    To have the Holy Spirit, my friend —
                    God is my best friend, God: Father, Son
                    and Holy Spirit, my best friend. I
                    know the Persons of the Trinity. My
                    whole being cries out my love for the
                    Persons of the Trinity: Father, Son and
                    Holy Spirit — 3 Persons in one God.
                    AWESOME.

                All day yesterday I had the presence of the
                    Persons of the Trinity with me all day in me.
                    I kept going to the Heart of Jesus in the
                    Holy Spirit to the Father, in me, dwelling in me
                    and I was elated as if in love. If the earth
                    shatters about me, my interior union with
                    the Father, Son and Holy Spirit sustains me.

                The world stands still, I know such joy and deep
                    intimacy with God: Father, Son and Holy
                    Spirit.

                I know more the presence of God.

                Mary is so close to me, my beautiful Mother.

                To profess my love for Jesus within me,
                    knowing God present so, so intimate.
                    He is not far off, I do not need a picture.
                    He is in me.

                I long to be alone with my God, although
                    I experience this deep presence, now where
                    ever I am. I am in love and I feel this
                    love to be with my beloved at every moment.
                    I feel flutters in my chest to realize God's
                    presence when I am with others. I can talk
                    to them and know His presence and feel these
                    flutters at the same time. I long to do the
                    will of the Father. My greatest joy is to be
                    here in front of the tabernacle with my
                    beloved, My beloved Jesus, my precious one,
                    but my Father and my beloved Holy Spirit is
                    one with Jesus and I know Their presence.
                    I am filled inside my heart with
                    this presence, I know it in my chest and I
                    know God with me. I am saturated
                    sometimes to tears at the Divine Presence,
                    Jesus truly present in the tabernacle and
                    this intense union I am experiencing with
                    the Trinity since the 18th at Father Carter's Mass.
                    Thorns and roses. It is in the thorns, He
                    opens up His arms and pours out His roses.
                    His presence - nothing, nothing can compare
                    to this gift. I keep thinking of Father calling
                    this a mystical marriage. This is as it is. I am
                    here on a honeymoon with the Trinity. At
                    every moment I am in such intense union
                    with Them. God dwells in the graced, baptized
                    soul.

                I had gone to bed resting so deeply in the Hearts
                    of Jesus and Mary and I was wrapped in
                    Their love.

                    Jesus is speaking all through the day and I feel
                His presence within me. I have a love affair
                with God, my beautiful God. If the earth be
                shaken, my light within, my love with
                God will be my guiding light.

                I want to sing from the roof tops and dance
                    in the street for I know Him within
                    my soul. I am saturated with His presence
                    and permeated with His light. The Lord
                    reigns in my heart, ever present,
                    He is my rock, my fortress, my all,
                    the almighty God within my being.

                    I go to my room and I know the love of
                the Heart of Jesus, I enter through His wounded
                side. He outpours His life to us. He feeds us
                with Himself. He gives us His Body and Blood.
                Thinking of His most precious wounds
                give me a knowing of His love for me.
                I long to unite with Him deeper and deeper
                    and deeper, my heart cries out in greatest
                    joy to God, my Savior, my beloved,
                    my one, my all, my being, my heart
                    sings as I sit here with Him in this Church.

                Abba, Father, I love you, I love you, I love
                    you, to love Jesus is to love the Father, to
                    love the Father and Jesus is to love the
                    Holy Spirit, I love, I love, I love, my
                    beautiful God.

                I sing a song from my heart to praise and
                    honor this Divine Being. I am but a
                    drop in the ocean. I am immersed in
                    the presence of the Almighty God, to
                    live and die in this moment, I love, I
                    love, I love the Almighty God.

                Jesus told me to record this for all that reads this.
                    He loves, loves, loves each soul with this
                    undying love.

                    The brightness of His love burns within
                the cup filled with His blood. 

 

                This is love, that He shed His blood and gives
                    us His blood to drink this day.

                Song: "Look beyond the bread you eat,
                            see your Savior and your Lord.

                        Look beyond the cup you drink, see His
                            love poured out as blood."

                The embers of His love burn brightly in
                    the cup of blood. He is truly present
                    on FIRE for love of us.

                Saw tabernacle
                    flame flickering
                    at the bottom
                    of the cup.

 

 

                Sing: Oh burning Heart, oh love Divine, How sweet you
                    are to me, I see the cup, I know you're here
                    to love and care for me.

 

                May 20, 1995

Dwelling in the Sacred Heart

                R. A gigantic Heart of Jesus within me — I go
                    through His pierced side to dwell within —
                    This is my interior life, within His
                    Most Sacred Heart, one with the Father,
                    one with the Holy Spirit.

                I shall not die but live declaring the works of
                    the Lord. How can I fear for to know God
                    is to know that if I live in Him, I
                    shall never die. This gives me great joy
                    and peace, for if I stay in Him I will
                    never die.

                    The only thing to fear is the loss of my
                life in Him. I surrender totally to Him
                my whole being. I am one in Him as He,
                dwells within my very being. Through Him
                with Him and in Him. I am one in
                Him, what have I to fear for He dwells
                within me.

 

                May 20, 1995

Dwelling in You

                Jesus: Do not worry, tell all involved to read the third
                    Blue Book, these messages need to circulate.
                    I will wake them to their stiff-necked
                    ways. I want you at peace, your way is
                    peace and love.

                Come to the center of your heart, I am
                    dwelling in you. When you feel the
                    power in your hands, I want you to
                    write or speak. I speak through
                    you when you feel this power.

                I am attentive to your needs, I am God, these
                    are My letters. When others begin to listen
                    to Me here their problems will be
                    resolved. I am being ignored, their
                    answers are found in these letters.

                Do not worry, I will tend to My letters.

 

                May 21, 1995 - 9:00p.m.

Adorable Heart of Jesus

                R. I went to St. Gertrude's at 6:00 last night. I smelled
                    Mary really long after communion. So strong
                    I smelled the roses.

                Oh adorable Heart of Jesus wounded for the
                sins of men, crowned with thorns
                about Your Heart, pierced with a lance,
                have mercy on this world. In the abyss
                of Your great mercy please grant pardon to us,
                the souls who come to You with contrite
                hearts.

 

                    God You are just. Father You gave
                Your Beloved Son Jesus, I kiss the
                wounds in His beloved
                hands and kiss His punctured skull,
                I see the blood covered face, the Holy
                face of Your Son Jesus, I ask pardon
                for all those who have sinned and I
                beg You to pour out Your grace upon
                those in greatest need.

                    Oh adorable Heart, I see You clothed
                in white, victorious after the slaughter of
                Your beautiful body. I adore You, I
                worship You, I love You, I love You,
                I love You.

                    I feel so intensely connected to Jesus'
                wounds and His suffering to know all the
                souls that have rejected Him and turned to
                sin. Sin is sin.

 

                May 22, 1995

I see Jesus' Wounds

                R. I see a little human baby. I see Jesus'
                human body with all our
                physical appearances and I cry to
                know how Jesus loved us so much
                that He humbled Himself to take on
                a human nature.

                Oh my adorable Jesus, I love You with my
                whole heart, my whole soul and my whole
                being, that I may never offend You my
                beloved loved one.

                I feel this deep union with the Father, Son
                and Holy Spirit. My interior life with
                God. I want to be joined ever closer, I am
                at peace for I have within me my God.
                I can unite to Jesus' Heart,
                His Mother's heart and the Father and Holy Spirit.

                If the whole world falls about me and crumbles
                at my feet, my God lives within my heart.
                He is alive in my soul.

                Every time I think of Jesus putting on a human
                body and coming to earth I cry.
                That God so loved this world
                to send Jesus, that Jesus so loved us. I am so
                connected to His human body and how amazing
                it is He loved us so much. I love Him so much,
                I cannot express my deep and burning love
                for Him. I cannot profess its depths, my heart
                burns for Him, my beloved, adorable, precious
                Savior.

                Sing: Oh Burning Heart

                R. I see His naked shoulder and it is so real to me
                how He gave Himself, He took on the
                human body and gave it over to be beaten
                and wounded to death.

                Sing: The Song from Jesus

                    Let me be in this experience and realize so deeply
                this mystery that You God out of greatest
                love for me took on flesh and lived as a
                man on this earth.

                R. I cannot stop crying for to
                realize this is to realize His immense
                love for me and for mankind more and more.
                I know this immense joy within me
                and awe of His love and sorrow to know we,
                man, are so ungrateful for this love He has for us.

                    Let me never stoop to offend You my beloved,
                I am so sorry, I offend You and are not even
                aware of myself. I love You so much. I see
                His bare shoulder and it makes me cry because
                it makes it so real how He took a human
                nature for love of us.

                    His bare back creates emotion in me
                from another experience I had last summer, when
                I saw His back unmarred and then I saw it
                covered with deep wounds.

                I saw His hand yesterday and am so aware of it
                with the hole from the nail. I see it in the palm,
                of His Hand - the wound, I see it on the other
                side and it makes me cry.

                    Love — this is love, I love Him so much.
                His wounds, I love His wounds, I can see His
                foot, front and back and the holes around
                His head.

                    But most of all His pierced Heart. The Heart
                of my beloved that beats in endless love for
                me and all men, my beautiful Sacred Heart,
                how I love You.

                Jesus is a Divine Person.

 

                May 22, 1995

Darkness to Light

                R. The heavens declare the wonders of God and all creation
                    shall call out with such joy, the birds chirp
                    and the miracle comes again this day. Night
                    turns into light. So too with our lives, our
                    darkness is turned into light as we become
                    more and more saturated with His life. My
                    eyes are opened and my heart sings for God
                    lives and He is among us this day. Harken to
                    the sound of the birds and the light steeling
                    across the sky, jump for joy for the Lord
                    is risen. He will call and all will hear His voice.
                    Christ has come to spread His light to all
                    the nations. Men who open to Him will
                    be saved and those who remain closed
                    and in mortal sin will be condemned
                    to the everlasting fires of hell. For God
                    is just and He reigns with a just arm,
                    He has come, He lives among His people, many
                    have closed their eyes and turned away, many
                    will be saved for He called and they heard
                    the sound of His voice.

                        Alleluia, God is mighty, worthy of
                            all honor and praise.

                Plunge me oh God into the depth of the sea and
                    I will come forth victorious in Your
                    love. Though I be deep in darkness,
                    it is You who lead me to the light,
                    it is You who sustain my life.
                    Anything that is not rooted
                    in You, is not worthy of pursuing.
                    Only in You my Lord will I find
                    rest.

                Singing: In Him I find freedom from all fears.

 

 

                May 23, 1995

Heart on Fire

                R. The heart of love pierced with a lance,
                    see the Heart, swelled up with love
                    for all and pierced.

                We give Him indifference and
                    ingratitude.

 

Picture of Jesus' Heart on fire.

 

                R. On December 17, 1991
                    I had a vision of His Heart.

    

December 17, 1991

Jesus: I am Jesus. I have spoken as never before, you will spread My love to all souls on this earth.

His Burning Heart

R. I was alone in All Saints Church after Mass and Communion, in front of the tabernacle, when I saw the Sacred Heart. It was red around the outside, then a layer of yellow and then the brightest light in the center. I felt heat and it looked like an open furnace.

    I thought about it all day and it instantly gave me peace and warmth in my heart. This is the purpose of these letters—to draw hearts to the ardent on-fire love of Jesus. I received the following message that day:

    "Open your heart to the fire of God's love. He is ablaze in your heart. He wants to dwell in you and love you and others through you. Love God, yourself and one another and experience the fire set aglow in your heart and experience the warmth of His love."

end of writing

   

                Sing song: In My Heart 

    

                May 25, 1995 - Fr. Carter's Mass at 8:30

The Presence of the Trinity

                Jesus: My beloved what you have experienced is
                    deep union with Me. Maybe
                    now you will believe the great
                    intensity of My love for you.
                    I am one with you!!

                I give you a special presence of the Trinity.

                You see before you your littleness and all
                    your faults. I give Myself to you
                    in this depth.

                You must speak and lead the rosary
                    I am speaking through you, I am
                    giving to you great union. I am operating
                    from you and speaking through your
                    mouth.

                Great gifts of My immense love I have
                    given to you.

                Your exhaustion is from the great gift I
                    am giving to you. Rest in Me.

                You have been taken to such ecstasy in
                    My love.

                I give to you such oneness with Me.

                I love you with the deepest love.

                From this point on you will not doubt My
                    constant presence with you.

                I am giving you great gifts when Fr.
                    Carter is speaking, I am speaking
                    to you from Fr. Carter.

                You are My apostles to spread the love
                    of My Heart throughout this world.

                Great gifts you are given for much will be
                    required of you.

                You must forever rest in My Heart and My
                    deep love for you.

                You will have the awareness of constantly
                    resting in My Heart in greatest
                    peace.

                You will not doubt for you will know
                    a constant presence of the
                    Trinity.

                Great gifts I give for much will be
                    asked of you.

                You are My apostles to spread this deep,
                    deep love I have for all.

                My Heart will reign and My Mother's
                    Heart will triumph.

                Rest securely in our hearts.

                R. When Father gave the homily, I was filled with
                    such a presence of the Trinity, overwhelming
                    and a realization of every word he said
                    in my whole being as if I felt
                    the truth resound in my soul.

                The WORD moved me to such emotion.

                From then on it was fuzzy.

                I saw the life of Jesus — such unity of the Mysteries —
                    His infancy at Bethlehem, all the big
                    events of His life as if I was so one in knowing them.

                So overwhelmed with joy and love of Jesus, such
                    oneness united to His whole life, to Him,
                    I knew the presence of the Almighty God so deeply.

                I kept seeing Him ascend into heaven as if
                    I felt it in my whole being. I was so one
                    in the mystery. I felt so connected to
                    His infancy, His death, His resurrection
                    and Ascension all at once, such oneness
                    with Him in these mysteries. With all
                    this having an immense presence of
                    God all three Persons, as if my
                    body could not take it, it was so
                    overwhelming. I knew God — I knew
                    Jesus and His life in a profound way.

                After Mass I wanted to crawl up in a ball and
                    bend low, low to the earth for I felt
                    His greatness and my littleness and my heart
                    was in great suffering and joy all at the
                    same time, to know Him, but not
                    to be completely one in Him.

                I love Him so much, I want to go there and forever
                    rest in this celestial bliss, be
                    one with the Trinity and Mary and the
                    angels and saints, one with the world,
                    one.

                I rest in you my beloved and thank and praise You
                    unceasingly for You are Mighty, far
                    beyond my body's comprehension and to
                    experience You a little is to leave me
                    totally wiped out.

                You have saturated my soul and permeated my being and
                    I unceasingly will sing Your praise and
                    wait on the Lord. For He has imparted to me great
                    gifts of His abundant love and I am laid
                    waste in His abundant might. He is
                    indeed all powerful and almighty and to know
                    Him a little is to leave me wasted and
                    in a state of sheer exhaustion.

                Jesus: I am the Almighty God, you are My chosen one,
                    I give to you these gifts. I give to you and
                    Fr. Carter abundant gifts of My great
                    love to spread My love throughout this
                    world. You will speak to all of My abundant
                    love and through these experiences your
                    being will be saturated with such
                    a presence of the Almighty God.

                You have been laid waste in My
                    love and you know the touch of the
                    Almighty God. It is as grabbing
                    a hot wire, your body feels as if it
                    cannot take My presence within you.

                I am giving you great gifts and insights into
                    My deep LOVE.

                R. It is as if my body cannot take the presence
                    I was given, I feel laid waste and
                    exhausted by His touch and elated in
                    the experience.

                Jesus: I am the Almighty God.
                    I have touched your soul, be filled with
                    My immense love and My life filling
                    you abundantly — saturated in My love!

                Sing: Your Presence Pervades My Soul

 

 

May 25, 1995 - Ascension Thursday

The Christ Event

R. At Mass that day, I had a revelation of Jesus in so many mysteries, His Ascension, His birth, and so forth, and how I know Him now. It was as if my whole relationship was one with His whole life, I knew Jesus. In that I knew Him in His birth, the Eucharist, as my Bridegroom. In such experiences it is the fullness of His life I experience, the depth of the mystery.

R. On Ascension Thursday 1995, I had such a deep experience at Mass. I saw Him ascending into heaven. I saw before me Jesus. I had deep insight into the Mystery of Christ. I knew Him in my deep intimate union I experience in the Eucharist, I knew Him so deeply in the Divine Mysteries. I knew Him so deep in my soul.

I will never forget the deep and vivid vision I had of Him ascending into heaven, it is planted most deeply on my soul. He was clothed in a red tunic and a white gown. His hands were extended upward and there were rays of light coming down from above in the form of an upside down funnel (little end up). He was up a little from the bottom wide side, then I saw Him going upward. He ascended upward. The rays of light were bright and beautiful.

I was in a very deep state of ecstasy. When I left Fr. Carter's Jesuit house I could hardly walk. The mud looked so dirty and the trees so plain. It was hard to go from this experience to the world outside. I saw this vision and was taken so deeply into this experience and then I saw the world as it was. It was such a let down.

This was May 25, 1995, but I remember it all so vividly and I see the vision clearly as I saw it that day. Whenever I meditate on the ascension I can see this vision. It fills my heart with joy.

May 25, 1995—I left Church and was in such a weakened state. When I got home I experienced deeper and deeper revelations. I was made so aware that the Father would answer my prayers. Here is the writing I received.

Then I went into an ecstatic experience and terrible suffering and I heard Jesus call out. I am alive, I am alive, I am alive. Here is the message I received that day It was very strong and for days afterwards I just wanted to cry from the experience of hearing Him shout this out.

 

 

May 25, 1995

I Am Alive!

R. Prayer is a lifting up of our minds and hearts to God. Who am I that I can change any event that is occurring in the lives of another, that I can affect the outcome of any event? I am a child of my Father. My Father is the Almighty God. How I love my dear Father. He is God and He has created me in His own image and likeness. My beloved, dear Father, how I love You that You give me such gifts - that You allow me to share in Your life!

You are the Father of Jesus and You are My Father. Thank You, My Father, for all Your gifts and for Your life. Who am I that I can affect the life of any person?

I am a child of God. I call on my dear Father and He loves me so, He listens to me. I lift my heart to You, my dear beloved Father and You listen to little me and You care for me so much. I call upon God and the Almighty God cares for me with such love that He listens.

Jesus: Such truths have been given to you from My Father because of His great love for you. You are far more precious than the finest pearls, My beloved child. The Father so loved you He gave His Son so that you would have life. He gave His Son as a sacrifice for you. The Father gives to you His life through Jesus, His Son. You partake in His divine life.

I am Jesus, Son of the Living God. My life I give to you, I live in your being, My beloved, I impart to you My divine life.

How many turn their backs on the great gift of this life given from the Father. To know this life and to know all those who have rejected this great gift!

I am the Almighty God, My power is endless. The power and might you felt within yourself is only a small sampling of My immense power.

I am God and I am allowing you to experience what you are experiencing to spread My love to others. Your immense understanding into these mysteries will help you speak and write them for others.

I have chosen you as an instrument to touch many hearts and bring them to My divine love. Great gifts and understandings into these mysteries I am giving to you. You will lead many priests to the love of God.

I am alive. I am God. I long to be loved by man and many have turned their backs on Me and forgotten Me. You must tell them all I am allowing you to experience, these sufferings and understandings into My deep love.

This is the beginning of many days when I will allow you to experience the rejection I felt from those I loved. Your heart is in immense pain for the souls who reject Me despite My love for them.

I beg you to speak and write. Make reparation for souls that have forgotten My love. Spread the love of My Sacred Heart and My Mother's heart, throughout the world.

I love, I love, I love My beloved souls. I beg you to tell them. I beg Fr. Carter to tell every soul on this earth of My love. You will continue to suffer such pain and anguish in your heart. Suffer in silence for souls. I love so deeply and am so gravelly offended!

I am Jesus, My dear, little child. I am alive and in this world. I live in the hearts of men, I live in the consecrated Host, I am forgotten and ignored and treated with such dishonor.

Speak for Me, I beg you to spread this love throughout this earth. I am sending you as missionaries into this world.

On this Ascension Thursday, I have given you great sufferings and great joy. I have allowed you to experience the highest ecstasies in My love and plunge you into deep pain in your heart for those who reject Me.

You, I send as missionaries to carry out the work I have begun. Be fearless and pray to the Spirit. This day I am giving you abundant graces to speak, and through this speaking, others are sent into this world as My apostles.

It is through the Shepherds of Christ Movement My love will be spread. Circulate My messages and rosary meditations. The love of the two Hearts will be known throughout this world through these messages and rosary meditations.

You will be fearless, everyone I send to you is a messenger to carry out My love. Circulate these letters with FIRE for I am delivering them to you in FIRE.

I am Jesus Christ, the Living God. I am allowing you to experience My life, alive in you and giving you these emotions to spread My love.

On this Ascension Thursday, I beg you to carry out the message to this world. Live My life in your life, every moment My life living within you.

I am the Way, I am the Truth, I am the Life. I have commissioned you to go out and to carry this message - the message of My immense love for ALL mankind, including My burning love for My priests and religious. Souls will turn their hearts to Me from these letters. This is the mighty medicine to turn a sick, cold world to hearts filled with the love of God.

Prayer, My beloved ones, is the lifting up of your minds and hearts to God. When you intercede to Me through My Mother's heart, I will pour out My greatest mercy.

I will not refuse hearts begging for grace for their loved ones. Pray from your whole being. Let My life live in you.

You can pray and ask God to send help. You do not know the power of a heartfelt prayer. I listen to your prayers. The Father and Holy Spirit are listening to your prayers. The more you unite with God, the greater you intercessory prayer. I am Jesus. I am alive this day. I ask you to spread My messages to the world. I am crying out in your heart on this Ascension Thursday. I ascended into heaven and I have left behind you to carry out what I began. I am with you. I am alive this day. I will unite with you and the earth will know the power of the Almighty God. I am Jesus Christ, Chief Shepherd of the flock. Lead My little ones home - home to the burning members of My Most Sacred Heart, through My Mother's heart.

R. I cried so hard, I have never been so immersed in heartache. I heard Him shout, "I Am Alive, I Am Alive." I cried so hard, I could hardly write.

I know Him. He is alive in my being. My soul is filled with His love. I live the life of Jesus and Mary in my life. I love His life, her life - their presence forever with me. From this great gift, these rosary meditations, His life has become one with mine. I feel His life in the Mass. I hear Mary under the cross. I hear the cries for the souls going to hell for their willfulness and sins. I hear the laments of Jesus in the tabernacle - how He longs and thirsts for souls and is neglected and ignored. I hear Him tell of the sacrileges committed against the Holy Eucharist.

I heard Him this day. I felt His presence and the presence of the Almighty God as He cries out, "I am alive, I am alive, I am alive."

He is alive. We have the Mass. He gives us Himself in the Eucharist. Mary is appearing, we are given this rosary. We are sent as soldiers by Him in the Shepherds of Christ. We are thirsting for union with Him, sent by Him, apostles to go out to this world and spread His love, one with the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus, one with the Trinity. He will light this earth with hearts on fire for love of Him.

I come to you with greatest love, I am your loving Savior, I am your God, I died for you, I come to you this day.

The earth shakes and the Son of Man appears. He lives in the hearts of all. I want hearts on FIRE for love of Me. I want vibrancy and love from My beloved ones. Hold not back My love from this world.

I adore you, Oh Lord, I praise you, I worship you, I bless Him with my whole soul. My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord and holy, holy is His name! Jesus wants souls that are holy, on fire with the love of Jesus. Make novenas to the Holy Spirit to have hearts on FIRE with the love of God. Sound the trumpet, sound the gong - Jesus LIVES - He lives this day! Alleluia.

Sunday is a special day to praise Him, to love Him, to pray to Him - His day to be honored and worshipped in a special way. Pray from a pure and holy heart, a heart that sings for love of the Lord. Pray from your whole being.

   

                May 26, 1995

Ingratitude from Us

                R. To know the love that the Savior has for
                men and to see how He is treated with
                such ingratitude and negligence makes my
                insides cry out in deep pain.

                    The great gifts given to man to be
                ignored and rejected. I know a little
                the rejection of His adorable Heart
                of love.

                    To see Him covered with blood, His
                beautiful face, marred and wounded, His
                hands pierced with nails and His feet,
                His adorable feet punctured all the
                way through, to see Him with a
                Heart, swelled up in deepest love
                and pierced with a lance, to know
                these things makes my heart cry.

                Oh beloved souls of this earth, open your
                eyes and see the love of your Savior
                hanging on the cross, shedding His
                precious blood, each drop of blood
                given for your salvation.

                Oh adorable Heart of Jesus. I want to help
                make reparation to You. Your Heart was
                pierced and surrounded with thorns
                for the sins and ignominies of men.
                Their hearts have turned cold, their gaze
                is steady and hollow and the life You
                gave for them has gone from them.
                I want to help make reparation to Your adorable
                Heart. Savior beloved of mine, I give You my
                heart beating in deepest love for You, my
                Savior, my beloved, my Jesus, at Thy
                precious name, all knees must bow to
                Your holiness.

                    The sufferings I experience I give to You
                in reparation for the injustices committed
                by men. Oh adorable Heart of Jesus, I
                place my trust in Thee. You are my beloved,
                Savior of the world.

                Sing: I Love You, Jesus

                Oh burning heart, oh love divine, how
                sweet you are to me, I see the host
                I know you're here to love and care for me.

   

May 26, 1995

Love, Love, Love

                Jesus: I want hearts on Fire for love of God. Hearts
                burning with love will light the city and the world.
                The love of God will renew the Church.

                    To spread the love of God you must
                first Love God with your whole heart,
                your whole soul, your whole being.

                    Love of God is not a little lip service
                love. How you control your life, how you are
                so blind and bolted to the earth, your
                minds do not comprehend, your eyes do not
                see.

                    You need to go to God to know
                your answers about God. I give you a new
                commandment, Love one another as I have
                loved you. Love, Love, Love, love your
                neighbor as yourself. Love God above all
                things.

                R. I want to spread what Jesus and Mary are saying,
                all focused on the spreading, what about the
                message.

                Jesus says
                    I Love, I Love, I Love.

                R. To His death He loved.

 

                May 26, 1995 - After Mass

Speak of Me

                R. How can we say we love Him with our
                    whole being when we do not speak of
                    Him.

                We must operate from the force of love within,
                    we become one, in that we are jointly
                    connected to spread His love.

                The message is His love, let our tongues
                    with which we receive Him be the
                    same tongues that proclaim His
                    message to the world.

                He gives us His life, His Word alive in us
                    coming forth from the mouth as we
                    speak and we receive Him truly
                    present in the Eucharist.

                He feeds us with Himself, He outpours
                    His life in us, we preach His
                    Gospel that His love will live
                    in the hearts of all.

                Let our hearts sing and declare His wondrous
                    deeds, for He is King of all nations,
                    let our hearts declare the wonders
                    of our marvelous King. Let us
                    worship Him and give Him homage
                    and sing His praises for He is King of
                    all Kings.

                We worship our football stars. Who is your God,
                    do you love God with your whole heart,
                    your whole soul, your whole being?

               

                May 26, 1995

God's Life in Us

                R. The key is Living within us — Jesus is alive!
                    He wants to saturate us with His life. Fill
                    our graced baptized soul. The Gospel is
                    the Word. He fills us with His life
                    when we go to the Eucharist.

                Declare a day of the Lord, to pay Him
                    homage and praise His precious name
                    for He is King over all the earth.

                Let our tongues sing His praise, for He God
                    enters our bodies on this tongue.

                    He gives to us such honor and love, ought
                    we not sing out our joy to this world.

                The apostles went out to preach the Gospel
                    and many were converted.

                We cannot hold back the love of our God. This
                    is our mission to spread His love in
                    our speech and in our example.

                What is within will come forth from the
                    mouth of a man. Let our hearts be
                    filled with His love that we may
                    declare the Gospel. Let His Word
                    Live in us, be alive in our
                    souls. Penetrated with His
                    Divine Presence that we sing
                    of His love for all.

                Jesus: Hold not back, for I came to earth and
                    gave My life for you, live My life in your
                    life — I live in you.

                R. Declare a day of the Lord
                    for He is coming and in our midst. Shout it
                    from the rooftops and sound the gong, declare
                    a day for the Lord.

    

May 26, 1995

Do God's Will

                Jesus: The Holy Spirit will descend upon the minds of those
                    involved in the Shepherds of Christ and the Center —
                    you are reaching with the thoughts of earthly men,
                    you are willful in your ways to control
                    what is happening. Until you surrender
                    and release yourself to the Plan of the
                    Father you will bump heads.

 

                May 26, 1995

Read the Messages

                R. Each person has a part to play. To
                decide how it will be played is not up to you.

                Validation — reading messages for validation
                    or not reading at all —
                    nobody is studying them for content

                    Mary and Jesus said the Shepherds of
                    Christ Movement is major to the
                    Fatima mission.

 

                Satan wants to stamp out the Eucharist
                    wipe out the priest — he has an
                    attack out on the priests

                December 22, 1994

                March 20, 1994

                May 22, 1995  at end click

 

                May 27, 1995

My Son Suffered

                Mary: I stood under the cross and I suffered so
                    for the souls that would go to hell
                    despite my Son's sufferings and death.

                I am Mary your Mother, I beg you to
                    hold on my child. How Jesus loves you
                    that He has chosen you for this work.
                    He will never abandon you.

                R. Immense sorrow all day, worst day.

                I hear Him cry out, I am alive, I am
                    alive.

 

                May 28, 1995

Mary Cried Under the Cross

                R. I know this blind world. My sufferings are so
                great for the souls that will be lost despite Jesus'
                death and resurrection. I feel sorrow, I know
                Mary's sorrow under the cross. I hear
                her cries from under the cross and see
                the crimes that souls are so blind and do this
                day and Jesus loves, loves, loves, His precious
                souls so much. I understand more the sufferings
                of these two Hearts. His Heart to love so and be
                forgotten by man, her heart under the cross
                to see Him and know her beloved children
                that will be lost.

                    I rest in His Heart, I go through His
                pierced side; I find peace and
                comfort in the side of my Savior, I
                lay my head on His chest and rest in peace.
                My heart in sorrow for these souls. Such
                sorrow I feel. So connected to the love of
                these Two Hearts. She holds Him in her
                arms and looks with horror at her Son,
                her beloved and her heart the anguish of
                her beloved children this day that have
                turned their backs on her Son.     

                R. Mary suffered so for the children of
                the world. I understand her plaintiff cries.
                I see her during the rosary and hear
                her calling out to pray for the children
                of this world. I experience a little the deep
                sorrow in her heart.

                Mary: My beloved children, the children
                of this world, I lament my little beloved
                children that have turned from my Son, Jesus.
                I know the dark hearts of many of my little ones,
                pray, pray, pray, some hearts have turned to stone.

                My heart is so heavy and I suffered for these
                    souls.

                R. I am so one with the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

                    I rest in the Two Hearts, I take all my
                burdens to Them. I feel peace as I share in
                Their love and Their cries for the lost
                children of this world.

                    I offer myself united to Jesus in the Mass,
                as a sacrifice to the Father, I want to
                spread the love of these Two Hearts across
                the world. My life is His!

 

 

                May 28, 1995

Let Me Fill You

                Jesus: Let Me saturate you with My life, I am
                alive, I want to live in you, My beloved,
                beg to be filled with My life. Let the Word
                live in you. Let the words of the Mass come
                alive in your life.

                I am alive, I am alive, I am alive and
                I live in you. Preach My love. Let Me
                live deeply in you.

                R. Holy Spirit come, come fill us with
                the Fire of God's love.

                Jesus: To know Me is to love, to be one
                in Me is to be loving.

                    They will know you are Christians
                by your love. Does the love of your God
                radiate from your being?

                    I am life. I give you a sharing in My life.
                I impart My life to you in Baptism. You can
                be filled more and more in this life all
                through your life. Life is not life if it is not
                rooted in Me.

                R. We call this life. Are we alive or are we
                sterile, dry and inactive. Hearts that are
                burning with His love, His life is in us.
                Fill us with your life in us.

                Jesus: I live in your graced baptized soul!
                Let go of your petty foolishness, be filled
                with My treasures. I gave My life for you.

               R. I shall not die but live declaring the
                works of the Lord.

                I want to live in Him.

                Jesus: I give you Myself - I love you so much.

                Come unto Me all who are weary and have
                    rest for your soul.

                Life is in Me —

                Life is not life if it is not rooted in Me —

                Come unto Me all who are weary and
                    find rest for your soul —  

                R. Mary was conceived without sin.

 

The Holy Spirit

Jesus: "My beloved friend, tell My people to pray daily to the Holy Spirit. They are to pray for an increase in His gifts. My people must realize that the Holy Spirit comes to transform them. The Spirit desires to transform you more and more according to My image. Those who are docile to His touch become increasingly shaped in My likeness. He performs this marvel within Mary's Immaculate Heart. The more one dwells in My Mother's Heart, the more active are the workings of the Spirit. The Spirit leads Mary to place you within My own Heart. In both Our Hearts, then, your transformation continues. The more you are formed after My own Heart, the more I lead you to the bosom of My Father. Tell My people all this. Tell them to pray daily for a greater appreciation of these wondrous gifts. I am Lord and Master. All who come to My Heart will be on fire to receive the gifts of the Spirit in ever greater measure! I love and bless My people!"

Reflection: The Holy Spirit is given to us to fashion us ever more according to the likeness of Jesus. And the more we are like Jesus, the more Jesus leads us to the Father. Do we, each day, pray to the Holy Spirit to be more open to His transforming influence? Do we strive each day to grow in union with Mary? The greater our union with our Mother, the spouse of the Holy Spirit, the greater is the transforming action of the Holy Spirit within us.

end of excerpt from Tell My People

 

                R. We are formed in the spiritual womb of
                our mother, her Immaculate Heart. We are
                formed more and more in the image of
                Jesus, through the power of the Holy Spirit.
                Jesus was formed in the womb of Mary,
                we are formed in her spiritual womb, her
                Immaculate Heart.

                Think of the beauty of our soul in the state
                    of grace. What a beautiful sight.

                Jesus, I have my life in you. You are my life.
                In You I breathe and live and exist.

                In the deepest recesses of the Heart of Jesus I
                    take refuge from this world and its errors.
                    I find my truth, my light, my way in
                    His Heart.

                Sing: I Am Your Sacred Heart

 

 

                May 31, 1995

Pray the Infant of Prague Novena

                Jesus: Dear child,
                    You know how you love your children,
                My Father hears your prayer. Come as a
                little child to your beloved Heavenly Father
                and ask Him and He will give to you.

                Pray the Infant of Prague Novena.

Novena to the Infant of Prague
(to be prayed hourly if possible)

 
          O Jesus, who said, "Ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be opened to you," through the intercession of Mary, Your most holy Mother, I knock, I seek, I ask that my prayer be granted. 

          O Jesus, who said, "All that you ask of the Father in My Name He will grant you," through the intercession of Mary, Your most holy Mother, I humbly and urgently ask Your Father in Your Name that my prayer be granted. 

          O Jesus, who said, "Heaven and earth shall pass away, but My word shall not pass," through the intercession of Mary, Your most holy Mother, I feel confident that my prayer will be granted.


                 
 

Picture of the Sacred Heart of Jesus

Use Your Talents

October 3, 1993 Chicago Marian Conference 11:30a.m.

Jesus: I am your Savior, Son of the Living God. I come to you that you might have life, not as the world gives you life, but My life which is life eternal. I carved you from My special carving and made you little less than an angel. I love you and cherish all the moments when you, My special child, come to sit with Me. I wait here and I hope you will choose to come, but I never force you. Your will is totally free and I give it to you because of My love and the will of the Father. I inform you in numerous ways. You do not have to guess and wonder. Come be with Me in this silence and all you need to know will be told to you. Your life is unfolding as a beautiful rose. Each petal falls and you plant My odors about as I so desire. I make your life full and sure as you trust in Me. No need for worrying, My little flower. My ways give you freedom if you listen to your heart. I am a personal God and you know Me as giving you fullness and life. You know there is some magnetism to Me and the way you crave to be part of Me. This is the work of the one, true God Who created you with a thirst that can only be quenched by Me. All roads that lead to Me give you fullness, worth, peace and joy, not as the world thinks, but as you yourself know true peace and joy. When I really touch you, you do not remain the same. I shed My Blood for you that you will have the life only I can give. What friend in this world would die for you? You, My child, were worth My dying for. I came that you will have life eternal and the gift I give is My Precious Blood for your sins. Come to Me in trouble and when you are bowed down. Come to Me in joy. Come to Me every day that you live and I will give you all you need. Seek to know Me more and more. Knowledge of Me, being with Me, are the only way to perfect peace. They lead to eternal life.

I have a divine plan for you. I created you with special gifts and talents to be used to do My work. They are not for your own self-promotion. You, My child, are nothing except as I created you. Why try to promote yourself? It is none of your own doing. I gave you the talents you are using. You had nothing to do with it. These talents were given to you to do My work. To use these talents to make yourself feel better than your brother is indeed a sin. You must realize they are loaned to you to work for Me. As you give someone a car, or loan them a place to stay, I loan you your talents to use to work for Me. If you do not work for Me and use them to make yourself better than your brother, you are offending Me. Likewise, if I give you talents and you do not use them because you think you are not as good as your brother, you are not being thankful to Me for My gifts to you. You are not using My gifts and that offends Me greatly. Each person was created by Me to do My work. Each person has all he needs to do My work. To be envious of others is fruitless. They have their job. You have yours. You are not supposed to do their work. That is why you were not given their talents.

Do your own work. Don't be envious of your brothers. Don't hide your talents. You did not earn them. I gave you your talents. You must sing because I will it. Others must do as I will them to do. It displeases Me to give you a gift and watch you hide it and make light of it. I give the gift. You must use all your gifts. They were given to you to do My work. Your brother has his gifts. Be grateful for your brother and he should be for you. You are all chosen by Me for a special mission. You know what to do. It feels right. I plant little seeds in your heart and all you do that is for you in the end feels right. You are not to be doing your brother's work or he yours. Talk to Me that you might know just what your work is and do it.

Do not hide your talents. Praise your God Who gave you these talents. Embrace and use them. This is not pride. This is My plan. I love you. I give to each of you, My precious children, as a mother who buys special Christmas gifts for each child. To buy gifts all the same for all your children is not to respect their specialness, their individuality.

Oh, I love you, little ones, so much. Please come to Me. I am so good and I wait to be with you and share My love with you. Come now. This is your top priority. All else will work when you come to Me first. I love you. You are My chosen children. Come and be filled and I make your loads light and I fill you with the Spirit of Salvation.

All roads that lead to Me are the right roads. Praise Me for I am good and I love you, little dear ones.

end of October 3, 1993

    

                June 1, 1995

You Are Unique

                R. To know God is to know the uniqueness
                with which He loves me. To see My
                individual role in the plan of salvation.

                I know too well how personally loved I am by
                God, I know my specialness and the uniqueness
                in which He created me.

                In looking for the sameness in messages, the
                role of the uniqueness is being overlooked.
                Padre Pio was not the same as St. Dominic
                although they both focused on the Divine
                Mysteries.

                In the Plan of Salvation History, each person
                is uniquely created by God to carry out
                their role in the plan.

                In over emphasizing the sameness of this great
                gift, given to man from God, we are
                missing the uniqueness.

                I see before me, the Plan of the Father unfold,
                reach to comprehend through the eyes of God.
                No one - no one needs to bump heads.
                From the beginning of time His plan has unfolded,
                each saint and messenger having unique gifts
                to give. He has given great gifts to us because of
                the time at hand. To compare the mystical
                experiences as the same, is to miss the uniqueness.

                God can give a mystical experience which is an
                insight from God, to help one know deeper
                insight into a mystery about God.
                I am open and ready for His favors —  

 

A Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb, the Bridegroom of the Soul

     Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.

  

                R. To understand the mysteries He is given to
                me I must be open, not focused on worldly
                things, but on Him — loving Him — We are
                players in His plan in the plan of salvation,
                We are to want to spread His love to souls.

                Being filled with His love within, I from
                burning love of Him am compelled to spread
                it with you, my beloved brothers, we are
                part of the plan for the salvation of souls.

                He has given us great gifts. To be part of this
                plan to spread His love, our hearts must
                sing with His love. We must love Him with
                our whole heart, our whole soul, our whole
                being. Each person has been called by God in
                the Plan of Salvation with a purpose, to be
                envious of another's job is not to do ours as
                God wants.

                    We are not the same, every priest has
                his role, the role to spread the love of God.
                Every person loves uniquely — we are called to
                love as God intends us to love.

   

    From the Priestly Newsletter

    Cardinal Newman said

                    "... everyone who breathes, high and low,
                    educated and ignorant, young and old, man and woman,
                    has a mission, has a work. We are not sent
                    into this world for nothing; we are not born at
                    random. . . God sees every one of us;
                    He creates every soul, He lodges it in
                    a body, one by one, for a purpose. He needs,
                    He deigns to need, every one of us.
                    He has an end for each of us... we are
                    placed in our different ranks and stations, not to
                    get what we can out of them for ourselves, but to
                    labor in them for Him, as He rejoiced to do His work,
                    we must rejoice in ours also.
"
                                       
(Discourses addressed to mixed congregations)

    

                Jesus: I am Jesus, the Plan of the Father is
                unfolding, human minds get human answers.
                I want to shower you with My gifts. I give you
                the sacraments. I want to fill you with My life.

                    Come to Me all who are weary, I will refresh you.
                I give you a sharing in My life in baptism.
                Love God. Know this deep love, on-fire-
                love of God. Please your Father. Follow God's
                Plan and spread this love.

                    I am using the Shepherds of Christ movement
                to spread My love throughout this world.
                I am giving you messages to the hearts to
                know My love. This is the Mighty Medicine
                to turn men's hearts to My Sacred Heart.

                    I beg you to listen and to read the messages
                and rosary meditations. Let My life live in you.

                    I am Alive, I am Alive, I am Alive. I
                have given you great gifts to know
                the love of My Heart and My Mother's
                heart in these meditations. The experiences
                into My Heart and My Mother's heart are
                unique experiences for Rita to speak My
                messages. The emotions and experiences
                are to tell others of My deep burning love.

                    I am God, there is such uniqueness
                in each blade of grass, in each flower, do
                you not see the uniqueness in My specially
                chosen messengers.

                    You are looking with human minds. Pray
                for grace to see this plan in its entirety,
                to be open to the whole picture and the
                great gifts given here.

                    As long as men are limited in their thinking
                they can miss the big picture — Surrender
                Let God open up the Plan to you — Be open —
                like clay to be molded.

                    Hearts must be filled with the love of God,
                do not seek vain glory - do all you do to please
                your heavenly Father.

                    The apostles taught and converted so many
                in one day, they were filled with the Holy Spirit,
                they were surrendering and selfless, their main
                goal was to spread the love of God.

                    Their hearts burned within with the love
                of God.

Luke 24: 32

Then they said to each other, "Did not our hearts burn within us as he talked to us on the road and explained the scriptures to us?"

   

                Jesus: I am teaching you this day in My rosary about
                    My deep burning love, you refuse to see
                    the significance of these letters and the
                    rosary.

                I give you these messages so your hearts will be
                    burning with My love.

                I am giving you these letters as a medicine for
                    this sick world.

                I am God, these are My messages of love for
                    this world. You do not know the great
                    gift I am giving you here. Satan will
                    try everything to cause confusion and doubt
                    to keep you focused on the events at hand.

                    I am showering the Center with My deep
                and burning love. I am alive, I want to fill
                you with My life, I want you to come to Me
                with hearts burning and on fire for love of Me.

                This burning love will compel you to
                    preach the Gospel to all.

                Willfulness, these letters are to circulate in
                    the Church and the world. You will have
                    trouble in the Church and the world.

                To compare these letters to others is to miss
                    the uniqueness. I have given to you
                    the Mighty Medicine to turn hearts
                    to the burning love of My Heart and
                    My Mother's heart.

                Each person has a place in the Plan of
                    Salvation, I beg you to circulate
                    these letters.

                These letters are not the same as My Mother's
                    messages given to many visionaries.

                Each messenger has a role to play.

                Unless the 3rd Book is circulated and
                    supported you will continue to have
                    trouble at the Center.

                    I am appearing in the picture and My
                Mother is appearing.

                    For union with God, you must look
                beyond the signs and have a deep
                interior love. People must be led to
                the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus. The power
                is in the Eucharist and the Mass.
                I am Jesus, I lead you to My Heart.
                I am alive, I am alive, I am alive. I give
                you the scriptures. I give you the Mass.
                I am God truly present in the Eucharist.

                In your business you fail to listen to the
                    messages I am giving here. I will renew
                    the religious greatly through these
                    messages.

                I want hearts on fire for love of Me. Hearts
                    that are filled with My life in them.
                    Come and be filled by Me.

                Pray for the Holy Spirit to fill your Hearts
                    with the fire of the love of God.

                I will make known to all there My power,
                    you want signs, I want faith, I will
                    show you the way, not the way you
                    want, I am Jesus, I have begged
                    I have pleaded, I am put off and ignored.
                    How do I get your attention? Your
                    minds are closed. You will not listen
                    to the urgency of this message. You have
                    decided how you will weigh the
                    importance of these messages in
                    comparison to others.

                This is a main source of communication
                    for Me to this world.

                I beg you to listen for souls are being lost
                    every day and will continue to be lost.
                    You are willful.

                I want you to sing these songs of My love
                    in your hearts. (Songs from Jesus)

                I am Jesus, I give to you the antidote
                    for the poison in the Church and
                    the world.

                This is the Mighty Medicine, I beg you to
                    listen, I will get the attention of
                    those involved. The Farm continues
                    to be in a state of urgency, the
                    Center is divided and dwindling.

                People at the Center have ignored
                    these messages. The devil has created
                    such confusion and doubt. You focus
                    on the confusion, the division, the
                    anger. Satan has created your
                    lack of insight to see this medicine
                    given to you from the Hearts of Jesus
                    and Mary.

                I beg you to listen, I beg you to
                    support and circulate all messages, I
                    beg you to support the Rosary on
                    the 5th to support the Shepherds
                    of Christ Movement.

                Your Center will continue to dwindle and
                    your Farm will remain in a
                    state of urgent response.

                I have been ignored, I beg you Fr. _____ to
                    listen to these messages and read them.
                    I beg all involved to help Me to
                    circulate the Blue Book messages
                    and Rosary Books.

                Souls are hungry, feed the souls with
                    My love. I am calling all to a state
                    of urgency to listen to Me here.
                    I am Jesus and I am speaking. I will
                    not be ignored any longer.

                R. The most important thing I do is love,
                    love of God, love of one another,
                    no matter what you do I must love
                    you. I should not be so focused on
                    incidentals. I need to Love.

                Love first, Love last, Love always.

                Vision — I saw a truck with a big
                    bunch of things under a brown
                    tarp — pull out of a drive
                    and drove down the street.
                    Watched it go out of sight.

                Jesus: My way is love.

                R. Saw woman with glasses,
                    backing up, thought of Earl's wife.

                It is His plan.

                How many Sr. Faustina's and St. Margaret Mary's

                Competition going on — control

                July 31st Feast of St. Ignatius, Mass St. Gertrude's

                    The Realization of the presence of the Trinity: Father, Son
                and Holy Spirit within me after communion. Such
                warmth and feeling of such a presence as if I
                do not want to move. I receive His Body and Blood.
                God make me holy.

                    I am surrounded not by a crowd, but by those
                who want to preach the Gospel message
                in their whole heart and soul.

                    Let go surrender to God — all that matters is
                the love of God is spread.

                Jesus: Do you feel the rejection I felt to want to be
                    loved so much by My precious souls?

                Do you know what it is to love, so deeply, to
                    give so much and be rejected by those
                    you love?

                I will continue to make clear to you great
                    lessons of My love as you struggle.

                Great gifts I give to you, great sufferings
                    you experience.

                R. I know the blood of Jesus that ran down
                    the side of His face. I know His crown
                    of thorns pressing deeply into His head.

                To know the pain, the pounding, I know
                    the thorns pressed into His Head.

                Jesus: Feel the pressing down, the digging
                    in of the crown of thorns. Think of the
                    deeds done to you that dig in to
                    your mind, think of the thorns
                    pressing in My Head and digging into
                    My skull.

                Satan digs into your mind, when you feel
                    pressed on and wounded by others, think
                    of the depth of the wounds in My head.

                I allow you to suffer mental persecution, a
                    pressing down, a digging in all your wounds
                    must have reference in My wounds.

                Sufferings. How I suffered to My body. My
                    wounds show you the deeper sufferings
                    of My Spirit.

                I suffered much greater mental torture
                    than My physical sufferings, shown
                    by the crown of thorns.

                I love My precious ones so deeply, how
                    deep are the wounds in My Heart
                    and My soul, much deeper than
                    the physical wounds.

                The key to suffering because of others is
                    to unite your sufferings to Mine.
                    You must have a constant awareness
                    of My physical wounds and be
                    joyous, constantly aware of My
                    wounds. This will make your
                    sufferings meaningful.

                I am Jesus, I suffered far worse wounds to
                    My Heart for the love of My
                    precious souls who abandoned Me, who
                    blaspheme Me and treat Me cruel.

                You will know rejection, you will know
                    more My love for all men.

                I love all, all, continually, unconditionally,
                    no matter what their sin or
                    what the condition of their soul.

                You must love all despite what they do.

                Identify your suffering with Mine. Meditate
                    on My Passion. Know the piercing thorns,
                    the neglect to communicate and to love
                    as the person was commanded.

               

                Rejection of one's vocation and jealousy of another's
                    calling - leaves your job not done —
                    a hole in the Plan of the Father because He called you  —
                    A man can do God's will or rebel against it —
                    A stubborn man rejecting God on earth out
                        of anger, rejecting God's will for him
                        is a fool.

                   

                        Mary Said Yes               

                    R. The angel appeared to Mary. She is the Mother
                        of God!

                See Mary crowned Queen of heaven and earth.
                The will of the Father — Mary did the Father's will.
                Mary said yes!!

                All in the plan of the Father — surrender to His will,
                    not rebellion to your vocation. When you
                    are backed up against a wall surrender.
                    He has the whole world in His hands.
                    The way to Him is the way of the cross.

                I see before me now how the Father's hand is
                    in everything here, as it was in the lives
                    of Jesus and Mary.

                Mary greeted her cousin Elizabeth — one person —
                    with such jubilation — Mary, Elizabeth
                    different roles. They said "yes" to God —
                    His will — they live their vocation. Mary
                    was taken body and soul into heaven.
                    She did the Father's will. Mary was filled
                    with joy to go to Elizabeth's house. Mary
                    went to heaven — She obeyed the Father's will.

                A little baby is born in Bethlehem, Mary is
                    Mother of Jesus.

                Mary is made Mother of us all. The Holy Spirit
                    came upon her. Mary is Mother of God.
                    Mary is Mother of the Church. And Mary is
                    Mother of each of us.

                All in the plan, the plan of salvation history.

  

                June 3, 1995

History — His Story, Our Story.

                R. History — His story, our story.

                I see His life as one from the incarnation to
                    His dying to His rising and ascending
                    into heaven. I see my beloved Savior
                    baby, man, God, Redeemer,
                    King, Savior, Teacher, Prophet,
                    Priest, I see Jesus, my
                    beloved Glorified! I see Jesus!

                I know Him, I am one in Him, in sufferings
                    I go to His wounds my wounded
                    soul is comforted by His
                    physical wounds.

                He knows wounds, shown on the outside,
                    by His lacerations, deeply felt inside
                    in His Divine Heart.

                    (Agonies of the mind, mental torture)

                    He wore a crown of thorns, within
                        the agonies of a mind that knew
                        it all, all the vileness in some
                        men despite His great mercy
                        and love.

                At birth He is not surrounded by a
                    court of well dressed men, He is
                    surrounded by sheep and shepherds.

                He guards His flock, even at birth, He is
                    the Good Shepherd, surrounded by His
                    flock. We see His Might. The heavens
                    declare His glory.

                He raises up the lowly, He is the
                    Almighty God, He comes to save the
                    sinners. He is King of heaven and earth.

                Mary: Wait my children, wait on the Lord and you
                    will be given gifts, far more precious
                    than any gold and silver, you will
                    be given the gift of Divine Life and
                    Divine Love.

                All in the Father's Plan, surrender and let
                    it unfold, there is not a need to
                    be anxious, surrender to the Plan,
                    when you are backed up against a
                    wall, surrender to the plan.

                Jesus was born in Bethlehem among the
                    beasts of the earth. Surrender, there
                    was not a place for Him (GOD) to
                    lay His head.

                Rejected by mankind at birth — He comes
                    in poverty.

                He ascends into His glory. He comes a
                    baby, He ascends a glorified
                    Christ to open the portals of heaven.

                R. Oh blessed Lord, open the portals of my heart as
                    You opened the portals of heaven, the
                    gates opened wide through Your blood.

                Bathe my soul in Your blood, open
                    my heart to Your word, let it
                    penetrate my being, let me be
                    a believer of all You impart to
                    me.

                How closed I am, body, mind and soul,
                    I think, I believe, My faith
                    is so weak, strengthen my faith,
                    help me to see all You are
                    showing me.

                Jesus is presented as a baby in the temple,
                    He ascended into heaven.

                We can no longer touch Him, He does not
                    walk the earth, we have a
                    greater relationship with Him —
                    He gives us a sharing in His life in baptism.
                    He gives us the Eucharist.
                    He lives in us. He becomes one in
                    us. We receive His Body and Blood
                    and He is taken into our body. Such
                    oneness, such intimacy.

                After the child is lost for three days, His
                    Mother finds Him and He says He
                    was about His Father's business.

                    Mary was forced to let go of Him in
                        the tomb for three days and on
                        the third day He rose victorious.

                    He was about His Father's business.

                Jesus: Always surrendered to the Father's Plan.

                R: Do we see our whole life as part of the
                    Father's Plan?

                Jesus: From the day you were
                    born, I have been with you and
                    you will rise in me — I give you
                    the Church, the sacraments, I
                    give you Myself.

                The Plan of the Father is unfolding, why be
                    you anxious, do you not know I have
                    gone before you to prepare a place
                    for you.

                R. This is what Mary talked about at Fatima.

                The Immaculate Heart of Mary will
                    triumph, the Sacred Heart of Jesus will
                    reign and we are in the middle of it.
                    What a gift God gives us to live in this
                    time and to help lead souls to God. To
                    pray for the Church and the world.

                Jesus: From the day you were born I guarded
                    you and watched you. You are called by
                    My Father. This is His Plan for you to pray
                    for the priests, the Church and the world.

                You are the child of My Father, you are
                    My beloved spouse, My brother,
                    My child, the Spirit comes to you and
                    fills you with the fire of God's love.

                Fire, Fire, Fire, the mystery of a Fire,
                    a power, a burning, God's love is
                    beyond your comprehension now.
                    Meditate on God's love.

                Fire is good,                     Fire is bad

                Life                                 Death
                warmth                            destruction

                Sing: Choose Life

                Song: I have set before you life and death, a blessing
                            or a curse, choose life that you might live

                R. Agony in the garden, He looked to the Father and
                    He said: if you can take it away,
                    He carried the cross, He looked up
                    to the heavens, He endured.

                Jesus had endurance in the greatest sufferings.
                    Sufferings are shown on the outside,
                    Sufferings that go on inside are
                        somewhat greater.

                Pain and Torment — Torment in the mind

                Bearing down on the person — Most
                    Adorable Heart of Jesus I trust in Thee.

                This child is destined for a rise and a fall
                    in Israel

                The angel said at Fatima —

   

Excerpt from The Spirituality of Fatima

by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

Before receiving the six apparitions of Our Lady, May through October of 1917, the three Fatima visionaries were visited by an angel on three different occasions during the preceding year. He appeared to them in the spring, summer, and fall. Lucia (now Sr. Lucia) describes the springtime apparition of the angel:

"My God, I believe, I adore, I hope and I love You! I ask pardon of You for those who do not believe, do not adore, do not hope and do not love You."

Then, rising he said: "Pray thus. The Hearts of Jesus and Mary are attentive to the voice of your supplications."

His words engraved themselves so deeply on our minds that we could never forget them (3)

During the summer of 1916, the angel again appeared to the three visionaries. He said to them:

Pray! Pray a great deal. The Hearts of Jesus and Mary have merciful designs on you. Offer prayers and sacrifices continually to the Most High. Make everything you do a sacrifice, and offer it as an act of reparation for the sins by which God is offended, and as a petition for the conversion of sinners. Bring peace to our country in this way.... I am the Guardian Angel of Portugal Accept and bear with submission all the sufferings the Lord will send you. (4)

In the fall of the same year, the angel visited the visionaries a final time:

The angel came...bearing a golden chalice in one hand and a Host above it in the other. The amazed children noticed that drops of blood were falling from the Host into the chalice. Presently, the angel left both suspended in mid-air and prostrated himself on the ground, saying this beautiful prayer: "Most Holy Trinity, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, I adore You profoundly. I offer You the most precious Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity of Jesus Christ, present in all tabernacles of the world, in reparation for the outrages, sacrileges, and indifference by which He is offended. By the infinite merits of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and [the intercession of] the Immaculate Heart of Mary, I beg of Thee the conversion of poor sinners." (5)

Sr. Lucia relates how the angel gave them Communion:

Then, rising, he took the chalice and the Host in his hand. He gave the Sacred Host to me and shared the Blood from the chalice between Jacinta and Francisco, saying as he did so:

"Take and drink the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ, horribly outraged by ungrateful men! Make reparation for their crimes and console your God." (6)

Reflecting upon these messages of the angel, we see how much they contain for our spiritual instruction.


NOTES:

3. Louis Kondar, SVD, editor, Fatima in Lucia's Own Words (Fatima: Postulation Center, 1976), p.62. Distributed in the U.S.A. by the Ravengate Press, Cambridge, MA.
4. Our Lady's Peace Plan, op cit., pp.1-2.
5. Ibid., p.2 (The words in brackets are my own-added for clarification).
6. Fatima in Lucia's Own Words, op cit., pp.64-65.

 

                R. Mary appeared at Fatima — Mary told us —

 

Excerpts from The Spirituality of Fatima

by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

   

May 13, 1917 

    "Do not be afraid, I will do you no harm..... I am from Heaven.

    "I have come to ask you to come here for six months in succession, on the 13th day, at the same hour. Later on, I will tell you who I am and what I want

    "Are you willing to offer yourselves to God and bear all the sufferings He wills to send you, as an act of reparation for the sins by which He is offended, and in supplication for the conversion of sinners?

    "Pray the Rosary every day in order to obtain peace for the world, and the end of the war." (8)

  

June 13, 1917

    "God wishes you to remain in the world for some time because He wants to use you to establish in the world the devotion to my Immaculate Heart. I promise salvation to those who embrace it, and their souls will be loved by God as flowers placed by myself to adorn His throne." (10)

  

July 13, 1917

    "During her appearance in July, Our Lady, in answer to Lucia's plea, promised that in October she would work a great miracle so that all might believe and know who she was. Again, the Mother of God told the children to sacrifice themselves for sinners and to say many times, especially when making a sacrifice, this prayer: "O my Jesus, I offer this for love of Thee, for the conversion of poor sinners, and in reparation for all the sins committed against the Immaculate Heart of Mary." (11)

    "During this same July apparition, Mary showed the three children a vision of Hell. She told them:

    "You have seen Hell, where the souls of poor sinners go. To save them, God wishes to establish, in the world, devotion to my Immaculate Heart. If people do what I tell you, many souls will be saved and there will be peace.

    "The war (World War I, then raging) is going to end. But if people do not stop offending God, another and worse one will begin in the reign of Pius XI. When you shall see a night illuminated by an unknown light [January 2, 1938], know that this is the great sign that God gives you that He is going to punish the world for its many crimes by means of war, hunger, and persecution of the Church and the Holy Father. (12)

    "To prevent this, I shall come to ask for the consecration of Russia to my Immaculate Heart and the Communion of Reparation on the five first Saturdays. If my requests are granted, Russia will be converted and there will be peace. If not, she will scatter her errors throughout the world, provoking wars and persecutions of the Church. The good will be martyred, the Holy Father will have much to suffer, and various nations will be destroyed....

    "But in the end, my Immaculate Heart will triumph, the Holy Father will consecrate Russia to me, Russia will be converted, and a certain period of peace will be granted to the world." (13)

  

August 19, 1917

    She told them she was greatly displeased by the action of the mayor. As a result, the miracle promised for October would not be as impressive as originally planned. (15)

 

September 13, 1917

    More than 30,000 people were present in September, and saw a shower of mysterious white petals fall to within 10 feet of the ground before dissolving into the air. Many also saw the globe of light bearing the Lady come to rest atop the tree, and the branches bend as though someone were standing on them. Later, they saw the cloud depart into the east, from whence it had come.(16)

  

October 13, 1917

    I am the Lady of the Rosary. I have come to warn the faithful to amend their lives and to ask pardon for their sins. They must not offend Our Lord any more, for He is already too grievously offended by the sins of men. People must say the Rosary. Let them continue saying it every day.(17)

    While the people in attendance were beholding the great Miracle of the Sun, the three young visionaries, and they alone, were privileged to see striking visions in the heavens:

    As Our Lady had promised, St. Joseph had come with the Holy Family and had blessed the world. Then, Our Lady appeared as the Mother of Sorrows, accompanied by her Divine Son, Who also blessed the world. Finally, Lucy had seen the Blessed Virgin, dressed in the brown robes of Our Lady of Mount Carmel, crowned as Queen of Heaven and Earth, holding a brown Scapular in her hand, with her infant Son upon her knee. However, in none of these visions had any of the figures spoken to the children. (18)

    Besides the messages associated with the major Fatima apparitions, there were other revelations given by Our Lady. Before Jacinta died, she told of other messages given her (during her illness) by Mary:

    More souls go to Hell because of sins of the flesh than for any other reason.

    Certain fashions will be introduced that will offend Our Lord very much.

    Many marriages are not good; they do not please Our Lord and are not of God.

    Priests must be pure, very pure. They should not busy themselves with anything except what concerns the Church and souls. The disobedience of priests, to their superiors and to the Holy Father, is very displeasing to Our Lord.

    I can no longer restrain the hand of my Divine Son from striking the world with just punishments for its many crimes.

    If the government of a country leaves the Church in peace and gives liberty to our Holy Religion, it will be blessed by God.

    Tell everybody that God gives graces through the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Tell them to ask grace from her, and that the Heart of Jesus wishes to be venerated together with the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Ask them to plead for peace from the Immaculate Heart of Mary, for the Lord has confided the peace of the world to her. (19)


NOTES:

8. Frere Michael de la Trinite', The Whole Truth about Fatima 
   
(Buffalo: Immaculate Heart Publications, 1989), pp.112-114.
9. For background material on Fatima, I am particularly indebted to 
    Our Lady of Fatima's Peace Plan from Heaven
(Rockford: TAN 
    Books and Publishers, Inc., 1983). p.30.
10. Ibid., p.3.
11. Ibid., pp.3-4.
12. Ibid., pp.4-5.
13. Ibid., p.5.
14. Rev. Edward Carter, S.J., Mother at Our Side: Mary's Role in 
        the Spiritual Life
(1993: Faith Publishing Co., Milford, Ohio), p.21.
15. Our Lady's Peace Plan, op cit., p.6.
16. Ibid., p.6.
17. Ibid., p.7.
18. Ibid., p.8.
19. Ibid., pp.9-10.

   

                R. Jesus in the Eucharist
                    Jesus is the center

                These message will lead hearts to the on
                    fire love of Jesus through
                    Mary's heart.

                The Rosary is a gift from the Hearts of
                    Jesus and Mary to man.

                Jesus and Mary no longer walk the earth,
                    Jesus gives us His body.

                Jesus is God, Jesus gives us Himself.
                Jesus will reign in the hearts of all.

                These letters are written for me, I do not see
                    my own unique role in this plan.
                    I do not see Fr. Carter's role.

                When I truly believe the content of
                    these letters is coming from God,
                    I will quit reading them for
                    validation and read them for
                    wisdom.

                This day June 3, I see before me
                    that Jesus is speaking and I am
                    bolted to the earth.   

                 

                June 3, 1995

Lady of the Holy Spirit Windows

                R. Intellectual vision

                Jesus started telling me about the rosary,
                    at the Holy Spirit Center - about the windows.

                The angel tells Mary she will be the Mother of God,
                    then the window opposite, the Assumption.

 

  
  

                R. All in the plan of the Father!
 


 

                R. Mary bears the child Jesus in a stable, Jesus is chief
                    Shepherd of the Flock at birth, surrounded
                    by sheep and other shepherds, in poverty,
                    not adorned in gold and silver. 
 

 
 

                R. Mary is Mother of the Church, apostles are beneath
                    her, opposite window the Descent of the
                    Holy Spirit — they go out to preach so
                    many were converted.

                All in the plan of the Father!
                He is the Almighty God.
                Even the windows in the Church were put there.
                His hand is in everything.

                This is the Center to send the messages out to the
                    world, through the Shepherds of Christ
                    Movement.

                March 13, 1994 "I am bleeding from the neglect"
                    talking about the precious souls.
                    "ready yourself for a big boom, no one is
                    listening"

                May 13th - such suffering —
                    pressing down persecution in the mind

                Jesus has been giving me great sufferings or
                    experiences on the last 7 First Saturday's
                    on this First Saturday I was given this revelation.

 

 

                June 3, 1995 - Pentecost

 Acts 2: 1-4

When Pentecost day came round, they had all met together, when suddenly there came from heaven a sound as of a violent wind which filled the entire house in which they were sitting; and there appeared to them tongues as of fire; these separated and came to rest on the head of each of them. They were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak different languages as the Spirit gave them power to express themselves.

 

                From the Red Rosary Book

ROSARY CHAPEL WINDOWS

Importance of the Windows

The Father has a plan for each one of us. He intends us to love God with our whole heart, our whole soul, our whole being. Each person is an important thread in the tapestry in the work of the salvation of mankind.

The Father gives us special gifts and talents and loves us, His precious creations. Jesus loves us so much He gave His life for us!

The Rosary is the lives of Jesus and Mary, their love for us.

The Rosary Chapel at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Chapel in Norwood, Ohio is part of His plan for the salvation of mankind. I received most of the rosaries at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. Jesus told me the windows were part of His plan. As I sat in the Rosary Chapel, Jesus revealed many insights into the mysteries of His life and His Mother's life. These mysteries will be revealed in more detail in future volumes. As requested by Jesus, pictures of these windows are included here. As you meditate on the mysteries of the Rosary, the lives of Jesus and Mary will come alive in your hearts.

The Rosary Chapel and the windows give me such joy. I see their lives, alive, in these windows. Jesus said many miracles will happen in this chapel when he is in the tabernacle and we pray the rosary there. I love the rosary so much. I love Jesus and Mary, and I thank them for this great gift from their hearts.
 

November 5, 1996
Before the Exposed Eucharist

Jesus told me He wanted this explanation in the Rosary Book.

The Father has told me that His plan will unfold despite all resistance. We are to carry out the life, death and resurrection of Jesus in our lives. We must meditate on the lives of Jesus and Mary to live His life.

It will become so difficult before the era of peace. One way that we will stay focused on Him is to meditate on His life as we pray the rosary.

Mary told St. Dominic that the rosary and the scapular will be great instruments in the salvation of the world.

Satan presses on our minds. We must discipline our thoughts. We must focus on God and not give into Satan who is constantly trying to torment our minds.

This is why Mary has asked us to pray three rosaries a day. We are constantly, all through the day, turning our thoughts to the mysteries of their lives. It is hard to get the three rosaries in, but by praying them, we are meditating on Christ's life. We cannot pray three rosaries fervently and not stay focused on Christ.
 

About the Windows

The windows are very important to this plan of the Father. He wants people to go from window to window and pray at each window the mysteries of the rosary.

The Annunciation is across from the Assumption. We see the plan of the Father unfold in the life of Mary from the greeting of the angel Gabriel until she is taken up, body and soul, into heaven.

Do we not see that this is the same plan of the Father unfolding in our life? We struggle, we are joyful, we do ordinary things. We sometimes feel as if we are carrying a cross and falling to the ground. We are persecuted and we feel we are being crowned with thorns, but there is always the resurrection when we experience His life deeper and deeper and we know He lives.

The windows show the lives of Jesus and Mary. As we walk from window to window we watch our spiritual life unfold in Him. Each window and its location are part of the Father's Plan. He wants people to pray the rosary and walk, as Christ walked, and live His life in our life.

The Annunciation is opposite the Assumption and so the Father's plan unfolds in our lives from our conception in our mother's womb to our death when we too, hopefully, will be taken into heaven.

We see the Visitation. Mary goes to share the good news with one person, her cousin Elizabeth.

The window opposite shows the Descent of the Holy Spirit on the Apostles. The Apostles are sent out to share the good news to the world. We are His modern-day apostles, sharing the good news, the message of His love and His life to the world. We too are sent by the Holy Spirit and Mary our Mother is forever with us.

We see Jesus, the little Shepherd, born, surrounded by little sheep. Even as a little child, He is the Chief Shepherd of the Flock.

Across from this window is the Ascension into Heaven. We see Jesus going into heaven and leaving His shepherds behind to carry out His work. He came to show us the way. He came as a baby to give love and He ascends into heaven, leaving us to give His love to others.

We see the Presentation in the Temple. Simeon blessed them and said to Mary, His mother: 'Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed- and a sword will pierce your soul too.' (Lk 2:34-35). This window is opposite the Resurrection. Once we encounter Christ we are never the same. We can choose life or death.

The Resurrection window is right next to the Crucifixion. I love these two windows. I see Jesus, battered and bruised, bloodied and dead for love of me and I see Him at the next window, radiant and glistening in glory, victorious. Oh, how I love these two windows! Our whole life, a constant dying and rising in Him.

We see the joy of young Mary as she brings her Son to present Him to the Father. The news of Simeon is a sword in her heart. He tells her of the sufferings to come. We see the death and resurrection in the windows across the Chapel. We see a baby-in-arms. We know the prophesy given; the prophesy is fulfilled. We see the crucified and resurrected Christ in the windows opposite the Presentation.

We see the Child Jesus in the temple. We know of the separation between Jesus and Mary. Across from this window we see the Crucifixion. From the prophecy of Simeon Mary knew of the sufferings to come. She had a constant ache in her heart. Jesus and Mary both shared this secret deep in their hearts. Her heart was so joined to His from the first moment of conception. This separation between Jesus and Mary was a foreshadowing of the separation to come. We see the loss of the Child Jesus in the temple and the window opposite is that separation between Jesus and Mary by His death on the cross. Next to His death is the Resurrection. He was lost for three days in the temple, He was locked in the tomb for three days, but He rose on the third day.

Mary's heart is so closely connected to the Heart of Christ. His Heart was formed in her body through the power of the Holy Spirit. It is through this pierced heart the life in the Church flows.  Mary gave Him His life through her body. He gives us His Divine Life through this Heart, formed in her body. Divine Life flows from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the pierced Heart of Jesus, through Mary's heart to us.

If we walk these windows we see the close connection between Jesus and Mary. His Heart is within her body for the first two mysteries. Although she is a separate body, when He is born, He receives His food from Mary's breast. In the fourth window, she is still providing Him with His food.

It is through Mary we receive His life.

In the back of the Chapel are the Sorrowful Mysteries. It is through His immense suffering that we realize more fully His overwhelming love for us. In His Divine Knowing, He knew all the anguish and suffering that He would undergo. Because of His great love for us He accepted the Will of the Father and suffered immense torture to His death on the cross. It is a great experience to view all five mysteries together for we see His willingness to suffer for love of us.

In praying the rosary, all through our walk we are seeing the compliance of Jesus and Mary to the Will of the Father. He is bound in a baby body. He is tied at the pillar. He is nailed on a cross. He always complied to the Father's Will.

We see how Mary complies to the Will of the Father. She says "yes" in every window. She says "yes" to the angel. She says "yes" to His birth. He was born in such poverty. She says "yes" to the prophecy of Simeon, carrying the great suffering within her pure heart. She says "yes" when she stands beneath the cross and watches Jesus die. She says "yes" at the Resurrection, at the Ascension, and at the Descent of the Holy Spirit. Her reward is that she is taken into heaven, body and soul, and in the final window, which is separate, she is crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth.

Oh, the beatific vision when we are wrapped with Love itself, we will exist completely in Him, when there is no time, no fear. Oh, the glory that awaits us for serving the Lord, we will be united with God Himself and completely satisfied! In praying the rosary, His life lives in our life. He no longer walks the earth; He lives in us. As we walk, as we talk, as we love, we carry Christ alive within us in this world today. Mary carried the Child Jesus in her womb. We carry His life within us. Oh, that we would walk as He wills us to walk!

The Incarnation goes on. We are constantly being formed within the womb of Mary through the Holy Spirit to be more and more like Christ. This is our spiritual journey to our glory!

The first ten windows show Jesus and Mary as they walked the earth. His divinity is hidden all through His Passion, but the glory shines forth in the Glorious Mysteries. Christ rises from the dead and ascends into heaven. The Holy Spirit comes and sends His apostles out with the good news. Mary is taken into heaven and crowned Queen.

We walk the earth. We do not see the glory. Heaven and hell are realities. I cry when I meditate on the Resurrection. No matter how hard it seems here, I know that He is risen. He is alive and the victory is won.

Mary appeared almost every day for fourteen months at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. God has chosen Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center as a special place. It is Mary's house. Divinity has contacted man there with these revelations. Many of my experiences, visions and messages were received there. God's Blue Books and Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary are important messages from God to help bring about the reign of the Sacred Heart and the triumph of the Immaculate Heart of Mary. Jesus and Mary wish all to pray and walk the rosary in the Rosary Chapel.

Jesus is using the Shepherds of Christ Movement in a powerful way to renew the Church and the world. This chosen instrument of Our Lord will greatly bring about the completion of the Fatima message. He has called His special apostles in the Shepherds of Christ Movement, under the direction of Fr. Edward Carter, S.J., spiritual director and founder of the Shepherds of Christ Movement, to go into the churches, schools and families to spread the consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

Available are all of the materials that He has given to help bring about this renewal. By contacting Shepherds of Christ Ministries, you can receive information that will help you to carry out their request. Jesus is encouraging His special apostles to contact priests and ask them if they are receiving the priestly newsletter Shepherds of Christ. He is asking His apostles to set up prayer chapters, centered in consecration, in churches, schools, meeting places and homes. It is in consecration that we will comply with Our Lady's request made at Fatima.

May the Sacred Heart of Jesus reign and the Immaculate Heart of Mary triumph!

Mary said until a sufficient number have consecrated their hearts to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, we will not have peace in the world. She now appears to me as Our Lady of the Holy Rosary. She appeared first as Our Lady of Light, then as Our Lady of Sorrows, and lastly, as Our Lady of the Holy Rosary. It is through Shepherds of Christ Ministries that we are complying to Our Lady's request and spreading the Consecration to the Two Hearts and the Rosary to the world. On the feast of the Sorrowful Mother, September l5, l995, Mary told me that I would continue to suffer until I spread the Rosary to the world.

From these teachings, I love the Rosary with all my heart. I hope that these meditations and messages from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary will lead you to the deepest union with Their Hearts. I love you and ask you to follow Our Lady's request and pray the Rosary and to help spread the Rosary to the world. Our Lady told St. Dominic that the Rosary and the Scapular will be great instruments in the salvation of the world. Please write to Shepherds of Christ Ministries and help Jesus and Mary, for the time is urgent.

end of excerpt

 

                From Holy Spirit Center
 

Joyful Mysteries of the Rosary

The
Annunciation

The
Visitation

The
Nativity

The
Presentation

Finding in
the Temple

Sorrowful Mysteries of the Rosary

Agony in the
garden

Scouring
at the pillar

Crowning
with thorns

Carrying
of Cross

The
Crucifixion

Glorious Mysteries of the Rosary

The
Resurrection

The
Ascension

Descent of the
Holy Spirit

The
Assumption

The
Coronation

 

                June 3, 1995 - Pentecost - After Communion

                R. I was overwhelmed with the presence of the
                    Holy Spirit
                    The Holy Spirit loves us so much —

                Realizing the goodness of God so overwhelming.

                Then went to the other room, such an
                    intense ache in my heart, no crying
                    could ever express the heartache.

                    So weakened, wanted to roll up in a
                    ball, heartache so bad, intense heart
                    ache.

                    Jesus suffered so much agony to His heart.

                    It felt as if a sword was piercing
                        my heart.

                    I know more and more the sufferings of Mary's heart.
                    A sword invisibly piercing her heart,
                        pain, constant ache, like
                        a sword is in it. No pushing,
                        bending will take it away.

                Jesus: Suffer with joy My beloved one, this is
                    a constant reminder of Our deep love
                    for you. The deep love of the two
                    Hearts.

                R. And a sword too will pierce your
                        soul, O Mary.

                I feel so weak. 

 

                Mary: As my heart was invisibly pierced with a sword
                    at the loss of my Son in the temple,
                    my heart is pierced by the loss of
                    my beautiful children who have
                    strayed from my Son.

                All through my life I had a constant
                    aching heart, always in my heart
                    the prophesy of Simeon.

                My heart aches for the indifference given
                    to my Son in the Sacrament of
                    His great love the Holy Eucharist.

                R. Jesus is forgotten, Jesus is ignored by so many today.
                    Jesus is God and He is waiting for His beloved
                    souls.

                Had this experience of Mary's suffering to her heart —

                This lasted about 1 1/2 hours on Pentecost.

                Behold, this child is destined for the
                    fall and rise of many in Israel.

 


                June 4, 1995 - Sunday 1:00pm

I Allowed You to Suffer

                R. We have been persecuted and scourged for
                    Jesus' sake, but we have been raised
                    to new life in Him. Jesus raises us up,
                    we are saturated with His life and
                    made more likened to Him.

                Jesus: Though you walk in the valley of darkness
                    you shall fear no evil for I am your rod and
                    your staff protecting you and guarding
                    you and keeping you from harm.

                Do you see My little child how I have allowed
                    you to suffer greatly. It is in this
                    suffering you have been taken so
                    deeply in My Heart on fire for
                    love of you. My grace I have
                    imparted to you in such abundance
                    and you live in Me. Through Me, in
                    Me, with Me, you will perform all
                    tasks given to you by My Father.

                Satan will press down, you will know My
                    life. Through the intercession of
                    My Mother pray for all your needs.

                You will know a deepening in her
                    motherly love. Through her heart
                    you will enter the door of My
                    Heart. You will penetrate My
                    Heart and be forever comforted and
                    dwell there in My Heart — Your
                    little heaven on earth — dwelling
                    in Our Hearts.

                Fear not for I am Jesus and I strengthen you.

                R. Born — Jesus died - to give us life.
                In baptism we are born, as we die to the
                    things of this world, we grow in
                    His life.

                Unless a grain of wheat shall fall upon the
                    ground and die it remains a grain of
                    wheat.

                Baptism                          
                Birth               Growth             Life
                                    Sufferings

                Jesus: The way to Me is the Way of the Cross.
                Follow Me and you will have eternal life.

 

                June 5, 1995 - 1:30 Communion

Overwhelmed

                R. Such an experience (writing this the next day)

                So filled to tears after communion, overwhelmed
                    with my love for Him.

                Could not say it enough or express it enough.

                Such an experience, overwhelmed with the love
                    of Father and Holy Spirit and Mary

 

                June 5, 1995 - 8:30 After Communion

Unite to Jesus in the Presence of Others

                R. So filled with the presence of God, lady
                put her hands on my ears, like a grip.

                    I was so deep in ecstasy. I flip between
                celestial bless and the reality of this world.

                I have to learn to be united to Him at all
                    times, satan sends others to take us
                    away from Him.

                8:30 after the rosary on the 5th, Jesus
                    comforted me, He talked to me. I
                    felt so close to Him even with others.
                    I was so wiped out, there was not
                    any place to go but to Him. Such an
                    awareness of Him. Jesus and me alone
                    even with others. Nothing could rock me.

                  

                June 5, 1995

When Jesus walked the Earth

                R. Jesus felt alone, Jesus felt rejected, Jesus
                felt pain, Jesus felt suffering, He was
                human in every way except for sin.

                Jesus: I am the way, the truth and the life, as you
                feel rejection and pain, as I allow you
                to suffer more and more, you will understand
                I suffered rejection and pain for those
                I loved when I was on earth.

                As you suffer, I suffered, such deep pain to
                    My Mind and Heart. All the emotions
                    I felt, but I did not give into the
                    temptation.

                You must go to My Father and know His love,
                    the more you know His love the stronger
                    you will be.

                In your oneness with Me, you are led to the Father,
                    I am one in you, you are one in Me.

                Rita always, though you suffer rejection and pain,
                    I suffered rejection and pain. You do not
                    comprehend this fully. I am allowing you
                    to suffer rejection, as I was rejected
                    by those I loved, you suffer rejection
                    from those who should support you. I
                    am allowing this for you to grow. You see
                    the evil in the world, you suffer pain. I
                    suffered such rejection in the garden, such
                    agony, such mental torment and pain. 

 

                All people want to be loved, as you want
                    love and understanding, they want love and
                    understanding.

                You are not aware of the needs inside your
                    children, you are staying too focused on
                    yourself, your needs.

                Let go to the Father's plan, be loving.

 

                June 6, 1995

Satan is Crafty

                R. I see Fr. Carter merge with Jesus all through the
                    Mass, I love the Mass so much,

                The persecution becomes a joy, but in the
                    company of others I complain.

                I just want to be with Jesus. People
                    are people.

                When I am with others, I need to have a
                    constant presence of Christ in my heart — see
                    Jesus in them — love them as called by Him.

                Jesus be in me. Through Him, with Him, and In Him —

                R. I want God's grace to help me to be holier.

                I want His life more, I want Him more, I love
                    Him so much.

                I am so filled with such love, I scarce to stand
                    it at times, I cry.

                Jesus: There will be much grace given to
                    this Center through your
                    prayers and sufferings through
                    the intercession of our
                    Blessed Lady.

                Mary: I am using the Shepherds of
                    Christ Movement to light
                    this Center. I am behind this
                    Movement, I am calling out
                    Apostles to lead souls back to
                    the love of my Son.

                You will see an opening in the sky and
                    many will flock to the meeting and
                    read these messages and rosary
                    meditations.

                Trust in me your loving Mother.

                R. In my notebook —

                    I was told to time the apparitions while
                        Mary appeared —

                Jesus says:

                    My messages in God's Blue Book were
                not given out at Falmouth.

                Your answers are in the Blue Book.

                The December 20, 1993  messages was
                    stopped by those asked to help Rita.

                The May 4, 1994  message was not put out on
                    the Farm until the division was
                    so bad at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center,
                    and Falmouth, they finally put it out in
                    November, 1994.

                I warned them of the division.
                They would not listen.

                Where is the message of My Tabernacle?

                You are holding back what I asked for and
                    it will hurt My beloved souls
                    I died for.

                I see division, hatred engineered by some
                    who are letting satan run My messages.
                    Satan wants My Blue Books stopped —
                    I beg you to publish this Book —
                        I want My Blue Books published.

                You have not listened to Me and you will
                    suffer for I am telling you what you
                    must do to withstand how satan
                    will try to tear you apart.

                Talk about My love —               
                Talk about Our lives in the Rosary —

                Be Apostles of My Sacred Heart —
                    Not instruments of satan blocking —
                        My Movement — My love letters —

                I want you to pray to the Holy Spirit —
                    You have a free will, to choose God's will to
                        help renew the Church and the
                        world —

                    Or you can rebel against God's will, enslaved by
                        satan, and blocking My letters of love.

                    I am alive, I am alive, I am alive —
                        I am on fire with love for
                        My souls I died for.

                I want you to read My messages —
                    You ignore Me and My messages
                        and do it your way —

                How will these places pan out
                    after you do it your way
                    and block the reason why you
                    exist.

                Satan will cause division and those
                    selfish ones seeking power will
                    operate for satan to try to control
                    and they will forget the mission and
                    their distorted vision becomes
                    their power.

                Satan is crafty — He wants the Shepherds of
                    Christ stopped and he doesn't want
                    them at the Holy Spirit Center or
                    Falmouth Farm —

                I give these messages so people know
                    how much I love them —
                    I tell you about the love of the
                    Trinity —
                    I tell people about baptism and the
                        Eucharist and Confession —
                    I have taught you how to pray —
                    I am sending My Newsletter to priests
                        in the United States and all over
                        the world to grow in holiness and
                        to pray the prayers I gave Fr. Carter
                        and to spread the devotion to Our
                            Two Hearts —

                You can focus on your control and
                    that is how satan can
                    close you down.

                I am Jesus — you will flourish when you
                    obey and live this mission as I direct.
                   
                The Blue Books are the Mighty Medicine —

                Look at Padre Pio and what happened
                    to him?
                    Why do you block My messages?

                Look what they did to St. Peter —

                I want Eucharistic Adoration!!

                The devil wants Rita stopped —
                The devil wants My Blue Books stopped —

                Please help spread these messages to
                    My hurting souls —

                They will try to stop the daily rosary —
                Mary is appearing delivering the
                    rosaries in Blue Book 6 —

                I appeared delivering these rosaries at
                    Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center —

                Pray to the Holy Spirit to rock the Center —

                Get the Rosary messages out —
    

 

            R. Mary appeared to me at Our Lady of Clearwater

                    16 years later

                    after this message

                Still pleading

shipped from the printers
December 17, 1996

Mary appeared
December 17, 1996

 

Mary's Message
from the Rosary of August 27, 1996

Mary:  I stood beneath the cross of my Son, and my Heart was in such pain for I saw Him before my eyes. I saw Him covered with blood. I saw Him die. My Heart, my children, my Heart to watch my Son, but my Heart, my Heart, how I suffered for my little children of the world that give in to this world and give up the love of my Son. O my little children of light, I give you this message. Carry this light into the darkness for your Mother Mary, for I stood beneath the cross and I cried. I cried for the little ones. I cried for the young ones, the ones that do not care and will lose their souls. How do I make you see for you will not listen to me? What can I do? I come. I appear. I beg. I plead. I give you these gifts from my Son, and you reject me. I do not deliver messages very often anymore for I have been ignored. The message is the same. You do not read the messages I have given to you. Please help me. Help the little children. I appear. I appear. I appear, and I am ignored. I stood beneath the cross, and I cried. I cried, and my Heart was in such anguish for my little children, for I am searching for them this day as I searched for the Child Jesus. Please, please help me. I cannot hold back the hand of my Son any longer. I am Mary, your Mother. I ask you to help my children. You are my children of light.

end of Mary's Message

 

                June 7, 1995

The Little Baby is Surrounded by Sheep

                R. To carry on the work He had begun.

 

                R. The little baby is chief shepherd of the flock
                    surrounded by His sheep and shepherds.

                These truths are revealed to me in my being.
                My whole insides experience the truth He is
                revealing to me. It may be an immense suffering
                to tears, I cannot even express the suffering
                I know Jesus gives me an outpouring of His
                love. I know the love of the Trinity: Father,
                Son and Holy Spirit. I know each Person so
                deeply. I know the goodness of God, I see
                insight into my littleness and His omnipotence.
                I know God in me, in such an intensity to tears —
                I experience this love deep within me.

 

                He is locked in the tomb for 3 days
                Mother and Son is separated 3 days when
                    He is lost.

                We are lost
                Sin is a locking in a tomb.

                He raised Lazarus from the tomb
                He gives new life to us from the tomb.

                Death — Life            3 days
                Lost — Found
                Jesus lived 33 years!

                Locked in a Tomb of Death or Life.

                Interior life can be a tomb of life or death.
                Stay rooted in Him. We remain in a tomb
                    of life, saturated with the life of God —
                    Meditate on the Divine life of the Trinity.

                 

                June 7, 1995

Jesus Cries: "Priests are to Love Me"

                R. The relationship between the priest and Jesus
                is to be an espousal relationship to God —
                A relationship of deepest love.

                    If a priest or religious are not faithful
                to Jesus in this espousal relationship with
                God, they are not faithful to their beloved
                Spouse.

                    Jesus is crying out for men, priests, to
                show the world, the Church, about
                intimacy with God — deep love of God —

                    A religious can answer the call in
                their vocation and show it as a burden
                to them — rather than be an example of
                love of God and others, of obedience to
                their superiors and faithful to the order —

                    Jesus is crying out to religious to
                follow Him in their vocation, being
                faithful in loving God and others,
                being an example before all and
                with their holy lives, pray for the
                priests, the Church and the world —
                God calls religious to help
                strengthen the Church and the world,
                by living their lives — giving
                to God in their vocation — what
                He wants of them —

                    Jesus calls out, many of My priests
                and religious are unfaithful lovers-

                    Jesus says: I give them a title, I
                give priests the power they have, the power
                to change bread and wine into My Body
                and Blood and to forgive sins and they continue
                their priestly duties and are unfaithful to Our
                love union — searching for love in
                the world, and in others —
                I want My priests to spend an hour
                a day in adoration —
                I want an on-fire love relationship
                with My priests.

                    I do not want My priests to
                fill their hearts with the world and
                talk about their Love for Me
                with cold hearts.

                    Who would enter the priesthood
                if priests are cold hearted. My priest,
                be about our love affair —
                I want you to give a good example
                how you love your priesthood —
                Tell the people of your love of Jesus.

                If you are to continue to have holy
                    priests entering the seminaries, you
                    must be holy priests modeling
                    the love of Jesus, your beloved
                    spouse.

                I am Jesus and I am crying out, but
                    no one hears My cry, which I give
                    through My messenger Rita Ring.

 

                June 7, 1995

Live Your Shepherds of Christ Vocation - Called by Jesus

                R. There is such union between me and
                the priests and my religious friends, deep
                union in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. We
                are to share our love for Jesus in prayer —
                talking about these messages to God
                and to others. This is our vocation
                    I want to know Jesus more and more.
                    I want insight into the hidden mysteries.

                I want to share my deep love for Jesus
                    with you.

                This is our vocation to communicate
                    these messages on the love of
                    Jesus and others to the world.

                To let others know how deeply we love
                    Jesus. To witness to this Movement and
                    the Blue Books and what they have done
                    for you — to draw you closer to Jesus
                    and the Eucharist and the Trinity —
                    to love to pray, to love the Church,

                To realize how one Blue Book message — letter of
                    love from Jesus can change a heart.

                Love is not love if it is not rooted in Him.

                God wants unity —
                God wants unity in this mission — serving Him, for the
                    renewal of the Church and the world.

                Jesus wants obedience to His direction, and following the
                    rules He set through Fr. Carter and me as co-founder.

                Jesus is truly trying to reach the world now with
                    this Movement.

                Jesus has all the power.

                He calls us to spread the Priestly Writing, the Prayer
                    Chapters, the Blue Book messages, the Ministries,
                    the Rosary Meditations.

                Jesus calls us to reach the Priests, the Families and the
                    Schools with the Consecration to the 2 Hearts.

                This is our vocation —

                We are to help strengthen the Church and the world
                    in this Movement — to take this calling
                    seriously.

                Jesus: Satan's grip is paralyzing and crippling —
                    Satan has waged a war against the publication
                    of My Blue Books, My letters of love.

                With these messages I give great graces to
                    those who use them and go to the tabernacle.

                I want My Priests to come back to the tabernacle,
                I want deep union with you My Beloved Priests.

                I want holiness of those I have called in this vocation
                    in the Shepherds of Christ Movement. Faithfulness
                    to My Calling, Loyalty to the Mission. Support
                    of the Founder and co-founder — Respect and love.

 

        June 8, 1995

Morning Offering (for Shepherds of Christ Members)

My dear Father, I offer You this day all my prayers, works, joys and sufferings, my every breath, my every heartbeat, my every thought, all my actions, in union with Jesus in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass throughout the world, in the Holy Spirit. I pray the Holy Spirit is with me every second today, enlightening me to do the will of the Father and filling me with the fire of God's love.

I ask Jesus and Mary to be one in me in all that I do and I unite with all the angels and saints and souls in purgatory to pray continually to the Father for these intercessions, in this prayer, for this day.

For myself, I pray for grace-abundant grace, to know and love God more and more and to follow the will of the Father. I pray to the Holy Spirit to transform me in the heart of Mary to be more and more like Jesus. I pray that I can forever dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. I pray for conversion of all those I hold dear who need conversion. I pray for each member of my family that they will be filled with Your abundant grace to grow in their knowledge and love of God.

I pray for all my friends that they will receive abundant grace to carry out the great plan of the Father, that they will grow forever closer to Jesus' Heart through Mary's heart, that we will all be led by the Holy Spirit to do His work, that we will, together, carry out the plan of the Father as He intends us to, to spread the love of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and Mary's heart to this world.

Jesus, I pray for myself so the Holy Spirit descends upon me and opens my heart to Your love so I will grow more and more deeply in union with You. I pray that I do not worry what other people think but try always to please the Father and do His will. I pray that I may help lead many to Your burning love.

I pray for the following people in particular that they will be filled with the Spirit and grow deeply in their union with You, that they will receive abundant graces to know, love and serve You more. (Include special friends by name...)

I pray for priests the world over, for the success of the Priestly Newsletter, the Chapters and for the finances needed for the Newsletter. I pray for the circulation of the Blue Book messages, rosary meditations and tapes. I pray for all those involved in the publication of these messages.

I pray that You will shower Your abundant graces onto the priests reading the Newsletter the people reading and hearing the Blue Book messages and Rosary Meditations and all of Fr. Carter's publications.

We pray for the intentions we hold deep within our hearts, for our families and friends, for those requesting our prayers. We pray for children the world over and for the souls in purgatory. We ask God to shower His abundant grace on us and the members of our Shepherds of Christ chapter so that we may grow more and more in our knowledge and love of God.

We consecrate ourselves to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. We pray for Father Carter, for Father Smith, for Rita Ring, and for John Weickert, for all leaders and helpers in the Shepherds of Christ Movement, for Shepherds of Christ Ministries, and Our Lady of Light Ministry. We pray for all those who are working in these ministries.

We bind ourselves and our children and our friends to the Immaculate Heart of Mary. We place the precious blood of Jesus on ourselves, and all we touch, so that we will be protected from the evil one. We pray to St. Michael to cast the devil into hell.

We love You, God, we love You, we love You. We beg that we may receive the grace to love You more and more deeply. We adore You, we praise You, our beloved Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

  

June 8, 1995

Song: Jesus I Love You

 

June 9, 1995

Let My Actions be a Sign of My Great Love for Jesus

R. Every action I perform I want to be a
sign of my great love for Him. I am
telling the world I know Jesus,
He is alive and I love Him.

Every action is an opportunity to declare my
great love for Him.
I want to be one in Him, I want Him
alive in me. I want to be one in Him.
I dwell in Him. God dwells in me.

In all things, a declaration of the oneness
    I have with Him.

In all things His living in me, showing
    this world, Christ lives in me.

I live to love the Lord, to love Him
    with my whole soul, my whole
    being, my whole self.

I live to carry this love to others. My
    very being declares the works of our
    good God. The God who lives within
    me.

Jesus: I am alive, I am alive, I am alive and
    I live in you. The Almighty God
    lives in you.

R. I will live my whole life declaring the works
    of the Lord. Alleluia.

  

                June 9, 1995

Read My Letters from Your Heart

                Jesus: You can read these letters in many different
                    ways.

                I am Jesus, I am telling you how to read My
                    letters of love.

                Come with a heart that is open and ready to
                    love.

                Do not come to question, come to hear My
                    words I am speaking to you.

                In each word, I tell you My burning love
                    for you.

                I have given you in these love letters a
                    prescription for living, living in Me.

                As you read these letters and rosary meditations,
                    I come alive in your being.

                I am alive, I am alive, I am alive and
                    I live in the hearts of men.
                    I remain in the tabernacle, no less
                    present than the day I walked this earth.

                I am alive, I am in you. I want to be
                    one in you and love this hurting world
                    through you.

                I am alive!

 

                June 9, 1995

Each Person is Unique

                R. Each person is unique. I see more and more
                    each person as so precious to Him. I see
                    how beautiful they are, how sweet their
                    precious ways.

                Look for the uniqueness with which the
                    Father created each person.

                The more I see them as unique as reflections
                    of the Father, the more I individually
                    love them.

                I see each moment unfolding in this day as
                    a petal in the flower I give to the
                    Father. Each day of my life a petal for
                    the bouquet He receives at the
                    end of my life. Each moment and second
                    made as beautiful splendid parts of
                    each flower. So many days, so many
                    flowers. Each moment designed with
                    such care and love for Him.

 

June 9, 1995

Two Falmouth Visions

R. I had two visions yesterday at Falmouth.

    Saw flame as bright brilliant, heard it go puff then it came out of a square box sitting on a hardwood floor that looked like the floor in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel. The Chapel was empty, some things on the floor in the distance. Room was bright. Floor was the center.

 

Notes: R. On June 8, 1995, I had two visions at the Falmouth farm in Kentucky. This excerpt is directly from my notebook as I wrote June 9, 1995, the day after the two visions at Falmouth, Kentucky.

I had received the morning offering for the Shepherds of Christ Movement earlier that morning. From the praying of this prayer by many in the Movement, great grace could be released to our Church and our world.

On the day June 8, 1995, I had the following vision. I saw a river and the riverbanks on both sides were lined with trees. Slowly the water began to rise in the river and the banks were flooded. And then I saw the water was pouring over the treetops (like a waterfall) into the river. The rough sketch enclosed is from my notebook on June 8, 1995.

R. This date June 8, 1995, was the one-year anniversary of the message being blocked from circulation on the Falmouth Farm.

Mary appeared there to lead men deeply into the Heart of Jesus through the messages in God’s Blue Book and the prayers given by Jesus in the Shepherds of Christ Prayer Manual. We were to support the Shepherds of Christ priestly newsletter, and circulate it to priests all over the world so that they would consecrate their hearts to Jesus and Mary.

R. Jesus gave tender love letters in God’s Blue Book to lead the people to Him in adoration before the tabernacle and to Holy Communion. He wants people to stay 20 minutes after Communion to be with Him.

I always wondered what the two visions I received at Falmouth, Kentucky, meant. After the flooding at Falmouth, Kentucky, I thought the vision was linked to this.

One day after Mass at the Cathedral in the afternoon as I was leaving, I noticed the chapel had burned on June 8, 1999, and I remembered the vision I had at Falmouth, Kentucky.

The vision I see now resembles the flood at Falmouth (a terrible thing) but also it reminds me of something I recently read in Revelation 22:1-2.

Revelation 22:1-2

Then the angel showed me the river of life, rising from the throne of God and of the Lamb and flowing crystal-clear. Down the middle of the city street, on either bank of the river were the trees of life, which bear twelve crops of fruit in a year, one in each month, and the leaves of which are the cure for the nations.

R. Approximately twelve times a year we honor God in a special way on the 13th of the month as requested by Jesus at our Center in China, Indiana. In China, Indiana, is our church which is our Center for Eucharistic Adoration. The 13th of every month is usually held in China. A street goes down the middle of our property in China. There are banks with water around the property. One can hear the flowing streams sometimes from the church. Once a month we usually meet there at 12:00 noon for the Shepherds of Christ Prayers and the rosary with messages from Jesus and Mary.

R. I remember the vision June 8, 1995. I saw the waterway and then the water began to rise and rise and then it was pouring from above the trees.

I thought after Falmouth flooded, that this happened because of His displeasure that His Blue Book messages were not made available at the Falmouth farm.

The Blue Books lead people to Him in the Eucharist. He promises great grace to those who go to the Eucharist in love and stay after Communion.  He promises those life-giving waters granted to the soul. I feel He uses life-giving waters many times as a symbol of His flowing grace.

      

       

Blue Book 7 continues

Jesus: You know not the day nor the hour, do not worry
    for the things of this world, your very
    hairs have been numbered.

I Love you this day!
    You are My ardent Love!

 

                June 9, 1995 - After Mass 9:00am

One Body in Him

                R. I like more than anything to be united with
                Jesus after communion to be one in Him.
                I like to be before Him in the church when
                He is in the tabernacle, but He lives in me.

                Jesus is in me, I am one in Him. I am one
                with you in Him.

                The more we are saturated with His life in
                us, the more we are one in Him, we are
                one with each other.

                The Church is to help us be one
                The Church is to help us be holy —
                The Church is One, Holy, Catholic and Apostolic —

                We are all one body in Him. I unite ever
                    so closely to my brothers who are
                    rooted in Him. Our oneness with
                    Him becomes a oneness with
                    each other.

                If I go to Him, I am one with you
                    I cannot be one in Him and not
                    be one with you.

                Holiness is oneness in Him. This is how we
                unite with one another. I cannot be one in Him
                and not be one with you. The two ideas are
                opposing ideas.

                The Eucharist and the Mass is a great
                    way in which we share our oneness
                    with each other.

                Jesus comes to us, Jesus is one in us,
                    we become one with each other in the
                    strongest sense.

                We help the world to be one — when we are
                    one with each other
                    We are to be in union with each other,
                    In being one in the Masses going on
                    all over the world.

                It is in the Mass, we are one, we receive the
                    Eucharist. We are members of the body
                    of Christ in Baptism. We unite with one
                    another in deepest union in the Mass.

                We are one body in Him through baptism.
                    We are in union with all the Masses
                    going on around this world.

                Song: One Bread, one body, one Lord of all

                Let us unite as a body in Him as we unite
                    in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. We unite
                    in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass to the Father in union with all
                    the Masses being celebrated in this world,
                    united to Jesus, in the Holy Spirit, with
                    all the angels and saints and the
                    souls in purgatory, through
                    the powerful intercession of
                    Mary our Mother.

 

                June 10, 1995

Satan wants to Tear Apart

                Jesus: Your hearts have turned to stone, you have
                    given into the temptations of satan.
                    Oh My beloved world, I come with a Heart
                    of love, satan aims to divide this Center
                    and tear it apart. You are so weak in your
                    ways, for you do not go to the tabernacle.

                I am Jesus your beloved, come to Me and I
                    will give you rest.

                Satan wants you to tear apart
                    what others have built
                    before you.

                I have given My Blue Books as the
                    Mighty Medicine for the Church and
                    the world. They are My gifts to My
                    beloved souls —
                    from Me, through Rita, My messenger.
                    She is the co-founder of the Shepherds
                    of Christ. The vision I have given for the
                    Shepherds of Christ is to Fr. Carter and Rita.
                    They are to give this gift to the world.
                    I have appointed Rita to see to the
                    publication of My letters, I have called her.

                     

                June 12, 1995

Go to Him

                R. Look at the wounds. They hide the sufferings
                    within.

                I am cradled in the hands of God.
                Call on the Holy Spirit.

                I take it, I give it to Jesus, I am one with
                    the Trinity. That makes everything in
                    union with God.

                    Why do I fear when He is one in Me.
                    Oh God, my God, how sweet is Your
                    presence, I am no longer alone, but
                    accompanied by You.

                I have nothing to fear, I am free, I live in
                    Him.

                As a baby, He provides for all my needs, if
                    I do not complain to others, if I go to
                    Him, that is when the intimacy with
                    Him is so great. Go to Him.

                Come unto Me all who are weary and find
                    rest for your soul.            

 
                June 12, 1995

They Stoned the Prophets

 
                Jesus: These are My messages —
                    stopping Rita is stopping
                    My messages.
 
                Help spread the Blue Books to
                    the hungry souls on the
                    Eucharist, My love for My
                    precious souls —
 
                Pray before the tabernacle.
 
                I am giving this great gift to the
                    world. Help spread My Blue Books —
                    I call you to give them to the hungry
                    souls
 
                Listen to Me here.
 
                They stoned the prophets.
 
                Don't worry for paper and ink —
 
                Pray for those getting My messages — 
 

 
               

June 12, 1995 - Nursing Home Message

God Takes Care of Us

Jesus: Come unto Me all who are weary and find rest for your souls. I never abandon you. When you are in the state of grace, the Trinity lives within you in a most special way.

R. In each suffering, feel His presence inside of you. We become one in Him, He is one in us. How can I fear when I am one with the Almighty God? In You, Lord, I have found my peace. In You Lord, I have joy. To suffer means to have the opportunity to unite more closely to Him. We go to Him inside ourselves. He is the Almighty God. He can make a difference. God listens to us. He is God and He is listening to us and helping us. He truly listens. He is present. He takes care of our every need. He wants us with Him forever in heaven. He is constantly leading us to our goal, everlasting happiness in heaven.

In You Lord, I find peace. You are an infinite ocean of mercy and love. You are attentive to our every need. Second by second, minute by minute You sustain me.

What we should fear is separation from God. He is present. He lives as one with us. When I take my thoughts away from Him, I feel I am alone. I must go to Him and let go. I must put all my trust in Him.

Jesus: I am your God, the Almighty God. I beckon you to come to My Heart. I am attentive to your cries. I listen. I love you. I protect you. It is in suffering that you are joined more closely to My Heart. It is in suffering you come and rest in My arms. I comfort you. I love you. You, My beloved ones, will be with Me in such bliss in heaven some day. Offer up your sufferings to help obtain graces to make you holy, graces for the world, graces for the priests, help for the souls in purgatory.

R. Offer up your suffering. The God Who loves you listens to your every prayer. How attentive God is to a heartfelt prayer.

    

June 12, 1995

Be a Team

 
                Jesus: I am God, I give you this because I love you.
 
                Souls are hungry —
                    Feed the children with My love.
 
                Satan is working to divide you and
                    you focus on the confusion, anger,
                    jealousy and pride of those giving in.
 
                I want hearts on fire with My love —
 
                Listen to Me —
 
                Study My messages —
 
                You ignore Me and listen to yourselves
                    and satan directs you —
 
                I am pouring out My abundant grace
                    to you.
 
                I give you each other to grow in
                    unity and support this mission
                    in the world — to draw others
                    I have called —
 
                You listen to satan and seek, power,
                    control, isolation and division
                    with your brothers —
 
                All six Blue Books need to be published
                    now for the souls and the daily
                    rosaries in these books —
                    Do not ignore Me and listen to satan
                        to divide you and hold up My work.
 
                I am Jesus, I am God, These are My
                    messages to light the Center.
 
                You want Me to do it your way —
                    This is My Movement for you to
                        follow My way, the Father's will.
                    This is the Mighty Medicine.
 
                R. You aren't hearing what Jesus is saying.
                    The Apparitions for Blue Book 6 are ignored
                        except by Fr. Carter and Shepherds of
                        Christ Members.
 
                Jesus: Help Me publish all 7 Blue Books
                    Give the support to these messages
                        as I have directed through
                        Fr. Carter and Rita.
 
                    The Eucharist is the answer —
                    Pray, Babies are being murdered and
                        it will get worse —
 
                    Listen to Me —
 
                    I want Hearts on fire.
 
                    Your interior room must be free of clutter —
                        hatred, unforgiveness, jealousy —
                        like a clogged toilet doesn't work
                        neither does a heart filled with debris!
 
                R. I saw God the Father on His throne when they
                    prayed the Our Father —
 
                I saw 2 angels kneeling around the tabernacle.
 
                Jesus: Priests can make the difference —
 
                You need to pray the prayers I gave to Fr. Carter for
                    their holiness.
                    Begin prayer chapters as I told him.
 
  

July 31, 1994

Words of Jesus to Members of
Shepherds of Christ Associates:

"My beloved priest-companion, I intend to use the priestly newsletter, Shepherds of Christ, and the movement, Shepherds of Christ Associates, in a powerful way for the renewal of My Church and the world.

"I will use the newsletter and the chapters of Shepherds of Christ Associates as a powerful instrument for spreading devotion to My Heart and My Mother's Heart.

"I am calling many to become members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. To all of them I will give great blessings. I will use them as instruments to help bring about the triumph of the Immaculate Heart and the reign of My Sacred Heart. I will give great graces to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates. I will call them to be deeply united to My Heart and to Mary's Heart as I lead them ever closer to My Father in the Holy Spirit."

- Message from Jesus to Father Edward J. Carter, S.J., Founder, as given on July 31, 1994,
feast of Saint Ignatius Loyola, Founder of the Society of Jesus (The Jesuits)

 

  A message for the Earth from Jesus

January 22, 1998

    I am the Good Shepherd, these are My prayers, the prayers I give to help renew the Church and the world, all prayer chapters are asked to include these prayers (found in the Shepherds of Christ Prayer Manual). As My Apostles and Shepherds I ask you to encourage all existing Chapters to try to encourage all existing prayer groups to pray the Shepherds of Christ prayers. Encourage all Churches to pray these prayers. It is most urgent that the people of this earth concur with the Father's wishes to begin Prayer Chapters. This is an urgent request from the Good Shepherd. The flock will become one when they have given their hearts to Jesus and Mary. Encourage all priests to pray the Shepherds of Christ prayers. Your world will be lighted with great light as the people of this earth pray these prayers.

    My promise is this to you My beloved earth: When you give your heart to Me and spread the devotion to My Sacred Heart, I will write your name In My Heart. I promise to give the greatest graces when you pray these prayers for renewal of the Church and the world and take all who pray them deeply into My Heart. The prayers I give will bring about the reign of My Sacred Heart and the triumph of Mary's Immaculate Heart. I am Jesus Christ, this is My message of January 22, 1998, Please circulate this message to your world. I am the Good Shepherd, I know Mine and Mine know Me and they follow Me. Grace My Shepherds, I will give you the greatest graces for spreading these words to this earth and to your Church. I love you, I am Jesus Christ, the Son of Man, it is the Plan of the Father that Prayer Chapters are begun immediately and the Priestly Newsletter is given to all priests. The Voice of the Good Shepherd speaks through it.

end of January 22, 1998

   
 
                R. We do not show each other how much
                    we love Jesus.
 
                Say Jesus with such love.
 
                Attend Mass — free to be united with all
                    your heart and all your soul and all your
                    being —
 
                Jesus: I give you a sharing in My life in
                    baptism —
 
                You grow in the graced life here below.
 
                You should live playing My Song of love
                    to the world.
 
                Love with deep emotion in your heart!!

   

 

                June 12, 1995

Open My Eyes Lord

                R. I love my dear brother in you, my beloved
                Jesus, I see before me the suffering in this
                world and I see as never before their eyes and into
                their souls. For You my beloved live in us.
                You died for us, You shed Your
                Blood for us, oh we are children
                of God the Father.

                    Help me to see with Your eyes, to
                touch with Your hands, flow through
                me, be one in me so it is no longer I who
                live, but You who live in me and ministers
                to this sick world in pain.

                    I see before me the children of Mary.
                The children which I hear Mary speak
                of and I love those I see and suffer with their
                pain.

                    Help me to be so one in You Jesus, so
                You will minister to this world through me.
                I love You, I seek You, I want to be one
                in You, sensitive to all the graces You are
                giving to me and acting as being one in You.            

     
                     

         June 14, 1995

What no eye has seen and no ear has heard... 1 Corinthians 2:9

                Glorious Mysteries

This rosary was prayed in the Sorrowful Mother Chapel at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center, Norwood, Ohio.

The Resurrection of Jesus

  1. Song: This is the day the Lord has made. Let us rejoice and be glad. This is the day the Lord has made. Let us rejoice and be glad.

  2. Jesus: Let go and surrender. Come to Me. I rose on the third day. So, too, you shall rise from all your difficulties and trials. I am Jesus Christ, Son of God. I am present to you, My beloved ones, and I speak to you through this rosary.

  3. Jesus: Tied to the pillar! Bound to the cross! Are you bound to the difficulties of this life? Let go! Come to Me! Let Me saturate you with My life and you will be raised to such heights as you are lifted high through My life, through My grace. Let go! Surrender and trust! I am the Almighty God. I am within you. Your every thought, your every action you do with Me, My beloved ones, joined in union with Me so that your every thought is a thought you share with the Almighty God. Do not fear, do not fret. I was victorious and rose from the dead and you, too, if you are joined in union with Me, shall rise victorious from your struggles.

  4. Jesus: Satan presses down on each one. Each soul he wants to devour, to torment. I am the Almighty God. It is through the Holy Spirit that you are lifted high. Let Me fill your hearts, My beloved ones. Let the Holy Spirit infiltrate your being and you, too, will be raised to such heights, for the Almighty God is a power that cannot be contained. You will feel a releasing of this vibrancy within your being and you will know life as you have never known life before. I am Jesus and I fill you with My life within your very being.

  5. Jesus: You will experience freedom, for to know Me is to be free of fear. If you realized that the Almighty God lives within you and performs each and every action with you, you are freed from fear.

  6. Jesus: Great insights into My mysteries I give to you. Many live but are dead in spirit. I impart to you the gifts of the Spirit, the vibrancy of His life radiating within you, filling you and carrying you on your way. You will radiate to all those with whom you come in contact for I am the Almighty God and I live within you and I operate through you to those you touch. Let go! Surrender! Let go of anything that holds you bound. Do not be held bound to your thoughts. Focus on Me.

  7. Jesus: Do you feel My life as it fills your soul, My dear ones? Let go! Experience My life within. You share in My divine life. Your human nature is elevated to higher levels as you partake more fully in My life. I am the Almighty God, a force too mighty to be contained, and I speak to you and give you My abundant grace. Open wide and absorb all that I am giving you. Do not fret or fear for I am God!

  8. Jesus: My plan will unfold at this Center despite all those involved and how they resist and are willful in their ways. It is not up to them to operate this plan. This is the plan of the Father. Only in compliance with His Will will His plan work smoothly. It is their own willfulness that is causing this confusion and doubt. I cry out to you to come to Me and be filled with My life for you will be a pillar of strength. As others fumble about you, you will be steadfast in My love and My strength. I am the Almighty God. You I have chosen to hear these words. You are being guarded. Release yourself. Comply with the Will of the Father. The plan will unfold and you are a big part of this plan.

  9. Jesus: Come unto Me, you who are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Release yourselves. The anxiety that you feel within is quieted and you rest quietly and securely in the arms of the Almighty God.

  10. Song: New life! New life! You came to bring us new life!

    Song between decades:
    Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts. Enkindle in us the fire of Your love. Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts. Enkindle in us, the fire of Your love.

The Ascension

  1. Jesus: I am the Bread of Life. I give you My life. You are filled, My dear ones, with the life of the Almighty God. Come to Me in the Eucharist for I give you Myself. You will be with all mankind when you unite with Me in the Eucharist. It is through the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass that men will be united in this world. Pray always in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass and feel this union in your spirit with all in the world. To unite with Me is to unite with one another. You cannot be one in Me and be at odds with your brother. To be one in Me is to be in union with all others.

  2. R. He ascended into heaven! If we envision this sight, the Almighty God going into the sky, we can realize a little of His might.

  3. R. We see with limited vision. We do not see as we should see. Only through the Holy Spirit, when He opens up our eyes and our ears and our hearts and imparts to us His gifts, will we see more clearly.
    Jesus: I give to you, My dear, sweet ones, such insights into the problems in this world. Come to Me and I will fill you with My life and you will understand and comprehend mysteries that others do not see. I am the Almighty God. It is through Me that you will understand more fully this divine plan as it unfolds right before your eyes, for it is My might living in you that will help this plan to unfold as it should. You must come to Me and unite closely. I will operate through you and work in you and minister to all those you touch. I am Jesus, the Almighty God, one, true, magnificent! I am God!

  4. Jesus: Come unto Me, all who are weary, and you will be lifted to heights you would not dream possible. I apply My grace and you feel the freedom, the freedom of flying. I give to you, My beloved ones, My life within you. You are powered to such heights. Let go of those things that keep you bolted to the ground. Let go of all! Surrender and let Me run your life. Have no judgments toward any man. See him as a creation of the Father, uniquely created with specialness and dignity. Love all. Look at each person in that person's uniqueness. Look at each person with eyes to see the beauty with which the Father created him or her. Even when a soul is in apparent wretchedness, the beauty of the Almighty Creator shines through each soul. It is not up to you to judge, but to love. I give to you this commandment: love God and love one another. In all things love and live according to the Father's Will. It is this by which you will be judged: how you complied with His Will, how you loved one another, all acts performed in greatest love. I am the Almighty God and I give to you this commandment: love God and love your neighbor as yourself.

  5. Jesus: In the Eucharist, My dear ones, I give you Myself! Do you see that the Almighty God comes to you, inside of you, with such great love? Why do you worry what others say and think? You must love them. Many are hurting this day. Have you loved? Will you love for Me? Will you unite with Me and become one in Me and let Me love from your being? I call you to love. Love, love, love! Always love! Do not let Satan talk in your heads, My dear ones. Do not listen to words that cause division with any man. Come to Me and I will fill you with My divine love.

  6. Jesus: I will be with you forever and ever and ever. What have you to fear? Your job is to stay focused on Me, to remain in Me and with Me, to live as one in Me. My dear ones, do not be caught up in Satan's crafts, for he is the great deceiver. I give you this commandment: love God and love one another.

  7. Jesus: I want this rosary to be in the third Blue Book.

  8. Jesus: I give you, My dear ones, twenty-four hours in each day. Do you have time, time for the Almighty God Who remains on earth with you, no less present than the day that I walked on this earth? Are you too busy for God when I command you to love Me with your whole heart, your whole soul and your whole being? Do you, in your willfulness, go about your way and say, "I am too busy. I will give to you, God, as I feel I can?" I tell you, you are to love God with your whole heart, your whole soul and your whole being and give to Him first. Then all else will work. Man has made other things his gods. I am the Almighty God! There is one God! It is only in living according to the Father's Will that you will have peace and joy in your hearts. Let go, surrender, and you will be raised to such heights in My love.

  9. Jesus: I fill your souls with My life when you come to Me in the Eucharist and sit in front of the tabernacle. You are raised and elevated to wondrous heights in this life. As the hot air balloon is lifted high above the houses, you, too, will be lifted above the confusion, the deception and the anger that is now pressing down on this earth. It is only in your total surrender that you will receive this freedom.
    Song: Come unto Me, all who are weary, and find rest for your soul. Come unto Me, all who are burdened. I will comfort you.

  10. Jesus: I give to you this mission to carry out My love to this world. I ascended into Heaven. I left My apostles behind. I give to you this mission to go out to the world and, in your being, in your speech, in your lives, to relive My life, death and resurrection. I came, I showed you the way. I am the Way, the Truth and the Life, My dear ones. It is in following My Will that you will have peace, joy and love in your hearts.
    Song: I give you a new commandment, love one another as I have loved you.
    Song between decades: Come, Holy Spirit, fill our hearts…

The Descent of the Holy Spirit on the Apostles and Mary

  1. Jesus: I give to you the fire of My love, this burning Heart filled with My love for the souls for whom I gave My life. The Father so loved this world that He sent His only begotten Son into this world that men would be saved. I am Jesus and I speak to you in this rosary and all the rosaries that I have given to you at this Center. My Heart is on fire and burning for the love of My souls in this world this day. I beg you to spread this message to a world that is suffering and in pain. I give to you this day My love on fire for all souls.

  2. R. Before Jesus ascended into heaven, He said that John had baptized with water, but that not many days from now He would send the Spirit to baptize them. He ascended into heaven and He left the apostles behind to carry out His work. Peter He made head of the Church. Peter, who denied Him, was made head of His Church! Now the apostles and the Blessed Virgin gathered in the Upper Room, praying and awaiting the promised Holy Spirit.

  3. R. There occurred a roar like an enormous wind and there appeared over their heads parted tongues of fire. The Holy Spirit descended upon them and they were filled with the Holy Spirit. They went out to preach the Gospel.

  4. R. Their hearts were transformed from fear to fearlessness for they knew that the Almighty God was alive, alive in their hearts, alive in the Eucharist! Jesus ascended into heaven but He gave us the great gift of the Holy Eucharist, where He remains in His divinity and His humanity. He sent the Holy Spirit upon the apostles, and they went into the world and preached the Gospel, healing the sick. They were not afraid.

  5. R. They traveled from town to town preaching the Good News. Many were converted.

  6. Song: I come to you with greatest love, I am your loving Savior. I am your God, I died for you. I come to you this day.
    R. He gives to us His life in baptism and He feeds this life this day with His very flesh and blood and He nurtures us with His Word.

  7. John 6: 51-58 ‘I am the living bread which has come down from heaven. Anyone who eats this bread will live for ever; and the bread that I shall give is my flesh, for the life of the world.’ Then the Jews started arguing among themselves, ‘How can this man give us his flesh to eat?’ Jesus replied to them: In all truth I tell you, if you do not eat the flesh of the Son of man and drink his blood, you have no life in you. Anyone who does eat my flesh and drink my blood has eternal life, and I shall raise that person up on the last day. For my flesh is real food and my blood is real drink. Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood lives in me and I live in that person. As the living Father sent me and I draw life from the Father, so whoever eats me will also draw life from me. This is the bread which has come down from heaven; it is not like the bread our ancestors ate: they are dead, but anyone who eats this bread will live for ever.

  8. Song: Come, Holy Ghost, Creator blest, and in our hearts take up Thy rest. Come with Thy grace and heavenly aid, to fill the hearts which Thou hast made, to fill the hearts which Thou hast made.

  9. R. He gives to us His life and we are filled with this vibrancy and force within us. His love is an active force. It is not inactive, dry or sterile. His life, saturating our being, is a force too mighty to be contained. His love will radiate from our whole being as we partake in this Sacrifice.

  10. R. Let us offer ourselves in the Mass united to Jesus Christ, to the Father, in the Holy Spirit, with Mary our Mother at our side, and with all the angels and saints and souls in purgatory.
    Song between decades: Praise God, from Whom all blessings flow. Praise Him, all creatures here below. Praise Him above ye Heavenly Hosts. Praise Father, Son and Holy Ghost. Amen.

The Assumption of Mary Into Heaven

  1. R. Mary is taken, body and soul, into heaven. Mary, our model! These rosaries are the lives of Jesus and Mary. It is in meditating on these rosaries that we will know more of the mysteries of their lives.

  2. From Tell My People — The Holy Spirit

    Jesus: "My beloved friend, tell My people to pray daily to the Holy Spirit. They are to pray for an increase in His gifts. My people must realize that the Holy Spirit comes to transform them. The Spirit desires to transform you more and more according to My image. Those who are docile to His touch become increasingly shaped in My likeness. He performs this marvel within Mary's Immaculate Heart. The more one dwells in My Mother's Heart, the more active are the workings of the Spirit. The Spirit leads Mary to place you within My own Heart. In both Our Hearts, then, your transformation continues. The more you are formed after My own Heart, the more I lead you to the bosom of My Father. Tell My people all this. Tell them to pray daily for a greater appreciation of these wondrous gifts. I am Lord and Master. All who come to My Heart will be on fire to receive the gifts of the Spirit in ever greater measure! I love and bless My people!"

  3. R. Oneness in our being with the Almighty God! Let our goal be to become saints of God. Let us strive for highest holiness but realize our imperfections, not dwell on these but strive ever harder to be more perfect as our Heavenly Father is perfect.

  4. R. O blessed and beautiful Virgin Mary, Heart most tender and pure, I see surrounding you the celestial light adorned with a pink hue. You, my beloved Mother, mother each one of us so that we may be more and more like your most precious Son, Jesus Christ.

  5. R. It is Mary who places us in the innermost sanctuary of the Heart of Jesus.

  6. R. O Virgin Mary, adorned in a pinkish celestial light, surround us with the light of the Almighty God. Dear Jesus, penetrate our souls with Your light so that we may feel this light radiating from our being and raising us to such heights, that we may realize the great gifts that we are given on this earth, that we may realize that these are not gifts primarily focused on this world, that we may realize that the gifts to be treasured most dearly are the gifts pertaining to the Almighty God.

  7. R. As Jesus ascended into heaven to prepare a place for us He left behind the Virgin Mary. She remains with us this day as our spiritual Mother, mothering us and leading us on our journey to our true home in heaven.

  8. R. Holy Spirit, Holy Spirit, transform our hearts and fill us with the fire of God's love. Work in the Heart of Your spouse, the Virgin Mary, that we may be more like Jesus and ever closer to the Father.

  9. R. How perfectly Mary dwells in the Heart of her Son!

  10. R. She spreads her protective mantle over her dear children and they are filled with her motherly love.

    Mother of Christ, Mother of the Church, Mother of divine grace, Mother most pure, Mother most chaste, Mother inviolate, Mother undefiled, Mother most amiable, Mother most admirable, Mother of good counsel, Mother of our Creator, Mother of our Savior.
    Mother us and lead us closer to our eternal life through your Son, Jesus, our beloved Savior.

    Song between decades: Ave, ave, ave, Maria. Ave, ave, ave, Maria.

Mary Is Crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth

  1. R. See our hearts adorned with white eyelet ribbon, tied and secured, placed entirely within the Heart of the Virgin Mary. See her Heart resting and dwelling in the Heart of her Son. Such security to feel our hearts closed with ribbon and resting in her Heart, and hers in His.

  2. R. The gift we give is the gift of our hearts, adorned with this beautiful ribbon and consecrated to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. This is the package of our love. We give to you, wholly and completely, our hearts to dwell within your Heart and the Heart of your Son.

  3. R. We consecrate ourselves, our whole beings, to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

  4. Act of consecration to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary

  5. "Lord Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the flock, I consecrate myself to Your most Sacred Heart. From Your pierced Heart the Church was born, the Church You have called me, as a member of Shepherds of Christ Associates, to serve in a most special way. You reveal Your Heart as a symbol of Your love in all its aspects, including Your most special love for me, whom You have chosen as Your companion in this most important work. Help me to always love You in return. Help me to give myself entirely to You. Help me always to pour out my life in love of God and neighbor! Heart of Jesus, I place my trust in You!

    "Dear Blessed Virgin Mary, I consecrate myself to your maternal and Immaculate Heart, this Heart which is symbol of your life of love. You are the Mother of my Savior. You are also my Mother. You love me with a most special love as a member of Shepherds of Christ Associates, a movement created by your Son as a powerful instrument for the renewal of the Church and the world. In a return of love, I give myself entirely to your motherly love and protection. You followed Jesus perfectly. You are His first and perfect disciple. Teach me to imitate you in the putting on of Christ. Be my motherly intercessor so that, through your Immaculate Heart, I may be guided to an ever closer union with the pierced Heart of Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the flock."

  6. Sing: Hail Holy Queen

  7. Song: Eye has not seen, ear has not heard, what God has ready for those who love Him. Spirit of love, come give us the mind of Jesus. Teach us the wisdom of God.
    Jesus: I give you a new commandment: love one another as I have loved you.

  8. R. The heavens are opened and man goes to his final destination, all of the tears and worries of this earth left behind.
    Jesus: My dear ones, open wide your hearts and let Me penetrate deeply. Let Me fill you with My love and you will know that I want to dwell deeply in you.

  9. Jesus: I give you the beautiful trees, the birds of the air. I give you far greater gifts, My dear ones. Many look at this world with dark colored glasses. I give you My life! Open up your eyes and pray for vision to see those gifts I am giving to you this day. Let your hearts be filled with joy, for I live! I live in this world this day! I never abandon you! Father, Son and Holy Spirit live within your heart when you are in the state of grace. What have you to fear when the Almighty God dwells within you. Alleluia. Alleluia. Alleluia. Their eyes were opened and their tongues were loosed and they proceeded throughout their lives, forever declaring the works of the Lord. Alleluia.

  10. Jesus: I give to you the gift of your tongue, the tongue upon which you receive the Almighty God. My dear ones, use your tongue to sing the praise of the Almighty God Who comes and is received on this tongue. If I come to you on your tongue, how can you with your tongue, sin? My dear ones, guard your tongue as the entryway to your soul. As a man is in his heart, so shall he be to this world. I give you a new commandment: love God with your whole heart, your whole soul and your whole being, and love your neighbor as yourself. Do not speak harshly against your brother. Do not talk about your brothers for they were created by My Father and redeemed by My Blood. They are precious to Me. Who are you that you can judge these little ones? Judging is not up to you. Loving is what you are commanded to do.

  11. Jesus: I am the Sacred Heart, on fire for love of men. I came to this earth, suffered, died and rose on the third day to bring you life. The kingdom of God is within you, My dear ones. Guard your tongue. May your hearts be ever pure. May your hearts be filled with love. May you silence Satan in your heads for he aims to trip you and rob you of your joy. Satan wants to take the life from within you. Let go, surrender and trust for you are guarded far more than the finest pearls. You are watched and protected by the Almighty God Who lives in this world this day.

    Song: Come unto Me, all who are weary, and find rest in your soul. Come unto Me, all who are burdened. I will comfort thee.


    Jesus: Love one another as I have loved you.

    Song after the last decade:
    Praise God from Whom all blessings flow. Praise Him all creatures here below. Praise Him above ye Heavenly Hosts. Praise Father, Son and Holy Ghost. Amen.

   

                June 15, 1995

Jesus Loves the Sinner

                R. The sufferings I am experiencing to my head
                    over on the right side is like a pin
                    prick compared to His sufferings.

                He did not see Himself too mighty to be born
                    among the lambs
                He was born among lambs in Bethlehem.
                He was the innocent lamb led to the
                    slaughter.

                He loves all His lowly creatures —
                    He doesn't come for the high and
                    mighty —
                    Jesus comes for sinners —
                    Jesus loves the sinners so much
                        He died for us.
                    Jesus wants us to love Him —

                    Jesus remains with us this day and
                        gives us Himself in the
                        Eucharist - truly present in
                        His Divinity and humanity.

                Jesus longs for us to come to Him in communion.

 

 

                June 16, 1995 - 7:00a.m.

Jesus Loves Each Soul

                R. I see before me many suffering souls
                and I feel their pain and I love them so.
                I am filled with such emotion to know God
                and how He loves each soul so dearly.

                Oh endless ocean of mercy and love for men.

                Oh endless Heart of Divine love, oh my
                beautiful Savior, Redeemer, my beloved,
                I give to You my entire being, all that I
                am and I lay prostrate before Your throne
                the tabernacle.

                    My heart sings to be in the presence of the
                Almighty God and I want to love You with the
                tenderest and deepest love my beloved Savior.

                    I see before me the sins of mankind that
                tore Your flesh and made You bleed, that
                led You to a brutal death on Calvary and
                I cry to see Your ripped flesh, bloodied
                and open wide with gashing wounds, I see
                clearly the wounds of Your body,
                torn open by the sins of men and I cry
                my Savior, my beloved one. I see the
                endless font of water and blood that
                rushed forth from Your adorable
                Heart and I am filled with such emotion
                to realize a little this stream of Divine
                Love and Divine grace. Oh the goodness
                of the Almighty God and the littlest
                of His creatures, the sins of mankind.

                    Oh adorable Heart of Jesus be attentive
                to the voice of our supplication and outpour
                Your grace and mercy on mankind.

                    I see clearly as never before Your great
                mercy and I cry to know deeper my
                adorable Lord.

                    Oh Lord, thank You for the gift of yourself,
                given for me, Your love, Your compassion,
                Your gentleness given to us your wretched
                creatures. That man be given such gifts of Your
                endless mercy and love is beyond my human
                comprehension.

                    Wrap me in Your adorable arms and saturate
                me with Your life, unworthy as I am of Your
                Divine life, I want You so much, I scarce
                can stand to offend Thee. I want to be
                bathed and saturated with Your radiant
                light, my being penetrated with the
                depth of Your mercy and love, my whole
                self to live bathed in You, being so
                closely joined that my every breath is a
                symphony, my heart sings to be united to
                You, my adorable, glorious, loving Lord.
               
                    To write to You my Savior the song of my
                soul, the endless praise and worship, I want
                to give to You is an impossibility. Words
                are so feeble to express any of the desires
                of my heart, but I endlessly yearn to
                communicate my heartfelt inexpressible
                love I have for Thee.

                    Oh beloved Savior, oh love Divine, this
                is my cross to love Thee so deeply and be
                unable in any sense of the word to give to
                You love like You deserve, I want to love Thee.
                I am so unworthy of Thee, so unworthy of
                Your Divine presence, but You in Your
                goodness and love, bother with me Your
                lowly servant and want this deep loving
                union with me. This alone is more than
                my human mind can comprehend. Oh
                my adorable Savior, I love You to
                this inexpressible point and realize a little
                Your great love for man and I am speechless
                and overwhelmed by it all. I am speechless
                the more I know about You, that in Your
                great goodness You love Your creatures so
                much that You gave Your life for us and
                give of Yourself this day.

                    What is in my being I cannot express. I
                know and comprehend such things in my
                soul and my eyes cry, for the more I know
                of it all, the less I can express. To
                know You is to know You in my soul
                and it is inexpressible in words.

                    I am in awe and wonder to know You a
                little my beloved, loving, Divine Lord and I
                want to behold You more and more and more
                and more and be lost in the endless abyss of
                Your Heart, soak in Your Divine Life and
                laid waste in Your Divine Love. This is the
                song of my soul, so weak it is in human words.
                So real it is in my heart.

                This is life, fill me more and more with Your
                life and Divine love, I am but a speck in
                Your infinite, boundless love.

                    My Divine Lord, I give my whole self to You
                and my heart cries to be ever united to you.
                Who am I that You care for me and bother with
                me. I am Your most grateful and loving creature.
                Give to me the grace never, never to offend Thee
                by any serious sin or vileness for I love Thee
                with the most adoring love and I know my
                whole being depends on Your grace given to
                me. Outpour Your grace that I may give to
                You love and praise and honor. My God I long
                to love Thee more and more, only with Your
                grace can I give to You. Give me Your grace
                that I may give more to You. I long and thirst to
                return love to You my adorable Lord, I am
                so unworthy of Thee.

                    The little here I write with paper and pen seems
                so useless, for words cannot even express such
                things, how the soul communicates with God,
                but I try with His grace because it pleases
                Him for me to do so.

                Song: I Love You Jesus

                Oh burning Heart, how dear you are to me, I see
                the host, I know you're here to Love and care for me.

 
               

                June 16, 1995

God Forgives the Most Wretched Sins

                R. At the beginning of Mass I see a white
                    figure stand by the alter at most
                    Masses, it then disappears as Fr. Carter
                    says the Mass.

                I realized at consecration the wretchedness
                    of man and God's immense mercy and love.

                How Jesus forgives the ugliest sins of
                    men and paid for these sins with
                    His precious blood.

                I see so clearly the wound I saw before
                    Mass at 7:00 as if it is permanently
                    imprinted in me, gapping open,
                    a big gigantic wound.

                Someone shared deep, deep sins with me
                    last night and I have been saddened
                    in my soul, so sad to know the
                    sufferings of Jesus for the love of
                    His precious souls.

                I have a keen realization of His immense
                    mercy and love, His forgiveness for the
                    most wretched sins and reflection on
                    God's mercy. I see the beauty in each
                    soul despite their sins, the beauty of
                    God's creation, each individual. They
                    can repent and be forgiven for
                    their sin by God. We have Confession -
                    we have the Mass.

                    I see deeply His immense love and forgiveness,
                His mercy, I see how He suffered so for each
                soul that we could be forgiven and filled
                with His life, after serious sin.

                    I love each soul, to know Him is to see
                Him in the soul and to love them, to love them
                deeply because I see Him in them when
                they are holy. In a soul in serious sin, they
                are so precious to Jesus that He suffered for them.

                    I see His love and goodness and mercy and
                I love Him more and more.

                    I am so attached to things, it is so hard
                to give up my butter on my rolls and ice
                cream, I want so much. I keep seeing
                this gapping wound - so big right
                before my eyes.

                    I realize His immense mercy and love
                flowing from His Heart. We are cleaned by
                His blood, shed for us, those He loves
                so dearly.

                    I am in awe of His love for us His lowly
                creature.

                    The more I love others the more I love
                His precious souls. Being in relationships rooted
                in His deep love helps me, to love all others that
                way, despite who they are to know God, to know
                you, my friend, is to love you more because
                of my love for God.

                My love for Him is so very deep.
                I love my friends and I love Jesus so much.

                In this love I have for Jesus and
                    others I want to give love —
                    I want to go to heaven, I want
                    His precious souls to go to heaven,
                    I love His precious souls —
                    He loves them, He died for them —
                    I love Jesus so much —
                    As I give to others, I give to Jesus,
                    As we do the Father's will
                        in love we are blessed by
                        God — God is blessing us
                        for putting out these messages of love.
                        Our families are blessed by
                        the loving work we do for God.

 

                June 17, 1995

Be Pure Like Mary

                R. The interior life is a tomb of life or death,
                    the more we are saturated with His life
                    the easier it is to go inside and find
                    refuge.

                I want my heart filled with the Holy Spirit in me,
                    His Spirit within. I want to be saturated with His life.
                    I want to be one in Him.

                What is in a man is on his face.
                Life is seen in a person's actions —
                We don't want to wear a mask —
                We don't want to be two-faced.

                Satan drags us down, Jesus allows us to
                    suffer for different reasons, it is in
                    this suffering He lifts us up and
                    gives us greater life in Him.

                How sweet Mary is to all who seek her aid
                She grew in holiness while on the earth

                She went to Holy Communion

                Instructing the apostles

                Mary wants us to go to Jesus in the Eucharist
                    to nourish and be fed by Jesus.
                    Heavenly food - Jesus Himself.

                Pure heart - Pure intention is
                    secured by the Holy Eucharist.

                Imitate Mary in her love for Jesus

                Mary wishes her children to sanctify themselves
                    by prayer before Jesus in the Blessed
                    Sacrament.

                Our Lady of the Blessed Sacrament help us to
                    be holy.

                Life
                    Eucharist - Life
                    His Plan
                    Life is Life in Him
                    Not doing His will blocks us

                Light — darkness

                Love
                Peace
                Shepherd concept

                Shepherd
                    Chief Shepherd of the Flock
                        surrounded by His flock

                    Come to the lowly - to save all —
                        surrounded by sheep — He is a little
                        innocent lamb led to the slaughter

 

                June 17, 1995

Jesus: This is My Plan

                Jesus: Amen, Amen I say unto you, let go to Me
                    for this is My work, this is My plan and
                    I will conduct this meeting. All I have
                    called here for a special mission, to
                    spread the love of Jesus Christ to
                    the world, through the Immaculate
                    Heart of Mary.

                Amen, Amen I say to you harken to the
                    sound of My voice, make ready a way
                    for the Lord, for He comes to you this
                    day. Open your heart and be attentive
                    to the message, the message of My love.

                   

                June 18, 1995

Jesus Wants to Dwell in Our Hearts

                R. Corpus Christi, I feel laid waste and so
                    weak after Communion, I want to go
                    and lay down somewhere.

                God came to this world, Mary and Joseph went
                    from door to door, they were rejected.

                We go from door to door knocking on the
                    door of hearts, speaking of Jesus
                    of Nazareth, we are rejected
                    by many.

                He records our humiliation — we receive great
                    graces.

                Find a cave

                At birth the world rejected Jesus

                Mary and Joseph - link between heaven and earth

                Mary - angel appeared to Mary, Mary visited Elizabeth

                UP — Glorious

                Saints are not popular in the world
                    Rejected by the world

                Mary Mother of the poor and afflicted

                Jesus comes to the lowly
                Today so few have time in their busy lives.
                Only Shepherds have time.

                Ever since beginning at birth the world has
                    not had time for Mary and Jesus.

                Mary gives to the Shepherds her Son —
                    Mary shows her Son to the Shepherds

                God's dearest friends are the humble and poor

                One of the greatest losses is that so much
                    sufferings are lost —

                 Jesus wants a home in our hearts — not only
                    in big buildings and churches

                So many give their hearts to worldly goods —

                Oh God I want to be holy I want to do Your will

Prayer for Union with Jesus

Come to me, Lord, and possess my soul. Come into my heart and permeate my soul. Help me to sit in silence with You and let You work in my heart.

    I am Yours to possess. I am Yours to use. I want to be selfless and only exist in You. Help me to spoon out all that is me and be an empty vessel ready to be filled by You. Help me to die to myself and live only for You. Use me as You will. Let me never draw my attention back to myself. I only want to operate as You do, dwelling within me.

    I am Yours, Lord. I want to have my life in You. I want to do the will of the Father. Give me the strength to put aside the world and let You operate my very being. Help me to act as You desire. Strengthen me against the distractions of the devil to take me from Your work.

    When I worry, I have taken my focus off of You and placed it on myself. Help me not to give in to the promptings of others to change what in my heart You are making very clear to me. I worship You, I adore You and I love You. Come and dwell in me now.

-God's Blue Book, January 17, 1994

 

 

A Prayer for Intimacy with the Lamb, the Bridegroom of the Soul

     Oh Lamb of God, Who take away the sins of the world, come and act on my soul most intimately. I surrender myself, as I ask for the grace to let go, to just be as I exist in You and You act most intimately on my soul. You are the Initiator. I am the soul waiting Your favors as You act in me. I love You. I adore You. I worship You. Come and possess my soul with Your Divine Grace, as I experience You most intimately.

   

                R. Come into our hearts Jesus —
                Fill us with Your love —
                We are Your little ones —
                We love You.

 

 

                June 19, 1995

God Allows Us to Suffer

                R. It is in the deepest sufferings that I
                    see the great love that Jesus had
                    for me.

                It is in the deepest sufferings, the
                    crowning with thorns, He suffered
                    deep persecution, He
                    knows His Father's love.

                Those moments of deepest sufferings in
                    my life have now turned to my
                    moments most deeply treasured,
                    for it was there I knew His
                    presence.

                I look at these moments with great
                    joy.

                The rejection of the heart was far more
                    than the physical wounds for Jesus.
                    Jesus so pure and tender in His love — rejection
                    To give and give and give and be rejected
                        and wounded.

                Spit on, kicked

                Down on the ground — beating a person
                    with words — so vile — control —
                    fighting to prove what is wrong is right
                    when they are sinning

                Such strength that through the Almighty God,
                    we rise victorious in His life

                In the depth of despair I cried out and
                    He released me from my wounds and
                    gave to me a bed of roses and deep
                    deep love.

                Jesus: Should a mother forsake her child —
                    I will never abandon you.

                My precious child,
                    I am your God, I will be there for you —

                    Come to Me all who are weary and
                        find rest for your soul.

   

Soul of Christ Prayer

Soul of Christ, sanctify me
Body of Christ, save me
Blood of Christ, inebriate me
Water from the side of Christ wash me
Passion of Christ, strengthen me
O good Jesus, hear me
Within Thy wounds hide me
Permit me not to be separated from Thee
From the wicked foe defend me
at the hour of my death call me
and bid me come to Thee
That with Thy saints I may praise Thee
For ever and ever. Amen.

 

Prayer of St. Ignatius

Lord, teach me to be generous.
Teach me to serve you as you deserve;
To give and not to count the cost;
To fight and not to heed the wounds;
To toil and not to seek for rest;
To labor and not to ask for any reward,
Save that of knowing
        that I am doing your will.

 

  

                June 21, 1995 - 5:45 or 6:00a.m.

God Loves Us Unconditionally

                R. Love is love, I love you no matter what you do or
                    say, I will love you because God made
                    you and Jesus died for you.
                    I will not be divided. I go to Him, He fills
                    me with all my needs, I love you
                    regardless of how you are.

                I love as He has loved me. He loves me
                    unconditionally. He loves me when I am
                    not nice and when I am nice, when I am
                    sad, when I am joyful.

                I must learn to love this way, but loving is
                    following God's love and being obedient.
                    I do not put up walls. I have the strength
                    given from above. I love the person, I
                    hate the sin.

                I am saturated in His life I dwell forever
                    in the Heart of my beautiful Mother and
                    she places me deeply in His Heart.

                I am filled, I am secure, I am laid waste
                    in His love.

                My rock, my fortress, my strength, though
                    the earth be shaken, I am steadfast
                    in the Lord.

                I live in Him.

   

Galatians 2: 19-20

...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me.

  

                R. Through Him and with Him and in Him, minute
                    by minute, I am given all I need, I am
                    the infant of the Father.

  

                June 21, 1995 - Wednesday 6:35a.m.
                While praying the rosary in Holy Spirit Chapel before the Tabernacle

A Message for Harold and Diane

                Jesus: My dear Harold and Diane,

                    I thank you for your great generosity
                in helping with the work spreading My
                love letters and rosary meditations. I
                thank you for your generosity at the Farm,
                I thank you for using your talents, Harold,
                to promote the love of My Heart and
                My Mother's heart.

                    I am Jesus, your softness in your
                hearts is drawing you both in greater
                union with Our Hearts.

                    The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign and
                the Immaculate Heart of Mary triumph.
                I am instructing Rita to give you rosaries
                and messages with the approval of
                Fr. Carter. Please do not circulate any
                of these until they are approved.

                    I am Jesus, your beloved Savior.
                I ask you to come to Me and I will join
                ever closer to your hearts. I love you both
                with the deepest love.

                    You are given special talents for this
                work at hand. You are the special
                chosen children of My Father, it is
                through your generosity and love
                many will come back to Our Hearts of
                love.

                    I am Jesus, I love you all in the Shepherds
                of Christ with an undying
                love. I am Jesus your Savior, Chief Shepherd of the
                Flock, you are My shepherds in this world, My specially
                chosen apostles. I ask you to continue your
                support by praying daily for the spread of these
                messages and rosary meditations. You play
                a big part in this plan. Please continue to
                pray for the priests and pray for their openness
                to the Newsletters and love letters. I am
                Jesus, I love My specially anointed
                priests. Please pray they lead hearts back
                to My burning love.

                    I love you with the deepest love, I am
                your ardent lover, I am Jesus,
                Chief Shepherd of the Flock, you I
                send to carry out My work with your love
                and generosity. Thank you for answering
                this call.

                            I love you, I love you, I love you
                            I am alive and I live in your hearts.
                            I fill you with My abundant grace.

                                            Love, Jesus

 

                June 21, 1995 - After Communion

Bathed in the Blood of the Lamb

                R. I am filled knowing You my beloved have
                    filled me. You have given to me Your
                    life.

                Though the earth be shaken, I will live
                    in Your love.

                Jesus: You are part of My plan to heal this
                    world. You will operate with the
                    love of the Savior deep within
                    your soul. I am Jesus I strengthen
                    you and give you My peace.

                Harken to Me and let go totally into My
                    arms. Be submissive and not
                    willful. As babies at the breast,
                    I beckon you to come and receive
                    My beautiful graces.

                You will be purified and laid waste in
                    My love.

                Come to Me and be lost in the presence
                    of the Almighty God.

                The Spirit sanctifies you, I protect you
                    and keep you from all harm.

                I am Jesus, I am healing all there
                    this day of many of their ills.

                Come unto Me and you will know rest,
                    You will be washed in My Blood and
                    comforted deep in your soul.

                I am Jesus, I am the Son of God, I
                    am attentive to all your needs and
                    I hear the voice of your supplication.

                I am God, I am all powerful, I am
                    Mighty, I wash you and fill you
                    with My life.

                R. Alleluia and He gave them new life, they
                    were swept away in His love and
                    bathed in the Blood of the Lamb,
                    Jesus, the Son of God, lives in
                        the hearts of men.

                    Alleluia, Alleluia, praise the Lord
                        Alleluia

 

                June 23, 1995 - Feast of the Sacred Heart

A Message on the Feast of the Sacred Heart

                Jesus: My dear ones wherever a picture of My
                    Heart is exposed and honored I will
                    pour out My abundance graces.

                I communicate to you in your heart My
                    beloved one, as you become one in Me,
                    I become one in you. I live and dwell
                    within you. I give to you these emotions
                    you share My immense love and heart
                    ache for those who have forgotten. A
                    blind world goes by and you touch Me,
                    you know God most intimately. I have
                    lifted the veil and poured upon you My
                    richest blessings - giving you insight
                    into the hidden mysteries.

                R. I feel as if I have been touched so deeply
                    in His adorable loving Heart, I know He
                    lives in me. I don't feel like moving
                    because I am so intimately united to Him.
                    God is to be adored and honored.

                I know what He is saying, realized so
                    much in Mass how every word He writes
                    is His. How blessed we are. Oh Sacred
                    Heart of Jesus I place my trust in You.

 

                June 23, 1995

The Good Shepherd

                R. I could see Jesus say the Mass as,
                Fr. Carter said the Mass all through
                the Mass. I know Jesus' presence standing
                by the lake when I read the Psalm of
                the Good Shepherd.

                    I am filled with such joy to know Jesus
                I love Him so much.

                    Cried all through Mass (inside). Jesus
                told me to tell Fr. Carter my experiences.

                Jesus told Fr. Carter He is Chief Shepherd of the
                    Flock —
                    Jesus wants His sheep united —
                    Not scattered —
                    The devil scatters the flock —
                    The devil comes to tear apart and divide.
   

John 10: 11-15

I am the good shepherd:
the good shepherd lays down his life
   for his sheep.
The hired man,
   since he is not the shepherd
and the sheep do not belong to him,
abandons the sheep
as soon as he sees a wolf coming,
   and runs away,
and then the wolf attacks
   and scatters the sheep;
he runs away
   because he is only a hired man
and has no concern for the sheep.
I am the good shepherd;
I know my own
and my own know me,
just as the Father knows me
and I know the Father;
and I lay down my life for my sheep.

   

                R. The hired man sees the wolf coming and abandons
                    the sheep because he is a hired man.

                    Jesus is the Good Shepherd — Jesus says
                    "I know Mine and Mine know Me and
                    they follow Me."

  

June 23, 1995

Sorrowful Rosary on Feast of the Sacred Heart

Before the Blessed Sacrament

The Sorrowful Mysteries

 

The Agony in the Garden

1. Jesus: I knock at the door of your heart, and I bid you to let Me come in.

R. Put yourself in the presence of the Almighty God and feel this presence so deep within your soul. Make a spiritual communion.

Jesus: Focus on My presence with you at this moment.

R. Deeply, the presence of the Almighty God is here and in this room before the exposed Eucharist. The same Jesus that walked the earth, the same Jesus that hung on the cross, the same Jesus that was carried in the womb of His Mother, is in this room, truly present in the consecrated host. The busy world goes on around us as we hear the rumble of the cars, and within this church, the Son of God is present no less present than the day He walked on the earth two thousand years ago. And we sit here and we soak in the rays, the rays of His life that He is imparting to us. Special gifts given to us for coming and being with Him. The Almighty God, how can we be in the presence of the Almighty God in His Divinity and humanity and not receive special gifts, special graces, a saturation in our soul of His life in us and the gift of His Divine Love. Let our hearts burn within us as we realize more and more through this rosary that God is here and giving us great gifts.

2. R. Put aside all of the distractions in your world. As if He has lifted the veil and you are on the other side, there is only a conscientiousness of those things of God. The world ceases to be around you and you are taken into the sanctuaries of His Heart and there He will speak to you and tell you of His immense love poured out through His Most Sacred Heart, poured out into your heart and into your soul.

Jesus: I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God and I am giving to you abundant graces to grow more and more in your life with Me. Release yourself and come away with Me. Let go of any distraction that is in your mind and listen to My words of love that I am speaking to you.

3. Jesus: Be alone with Me in the garden. Kneel there next to Me. Do you hear the sounds of the night? Do you think of the coldness? My apostles, they slept. My dear one, will you comfort My Heart this day for all those who have forgotten, who treat Me indifferently in the sacrament of the Holy Eucharist, My sacrament of greatest love. On this, My feast, the Feast of the Sacred Heart will you open wide your heart and pour out your love to Me. I long and thirst for this love. I knelt all alone in the garden and My Heart was in such anguish for all the souls that would reject Me and forget Me.

4. Jesus: My greatest agonies were not the agonies that I suffered to My body, My dear ones, but they were the agonies that I felt to My Heart. My Heart longing and thirsting for the love of My precious souls, these were the greatest agonies. I would have suffered more, more wounds, more bleeding for love of you.

5. Jesus: You My faithful ones, you have answered the call, the call that I have made to come and to be with Me. I am truly the Son of God present here the same as I was two thousand years ago. You have come and answered this call.

6. Jesus: I allow you My dear ones to hear My voice and to hear My pleading, for I am God and I wait behind the tabernacle doors in the churches of this world, waiting and longing and thirsting for My precious ones to come and they have forgotten.

7. Jesus: The sacrament of the Holy Eucharist, the sacrament of My greatest love for men, I remain with you this day. I remain in the consecrated Host, no less present than the day I walked this earth. My agony so great in the garden that My sweat became as great drops of blood on the ground, to see before Me all the souls that would be condemned to the fires of hell, despite My suffering and My death. My dear ones, it is your love that you give to Me today that comforted My Heart in the Garden. As I suffered such agony I was comforted by your acts of love given to Me this very night.

8. Jesus: Make reparation to My Heart My dear ones. Come and be alone with Me, I am a God with such love.

9. Jesus: I love, I love, I love. I bid you to open the door to your heart and come away with Me My beloved one. Release yourselves and pray for a special grace to be taken deeper and deeper into My Heart.

10. Song: O Burning Heart, O love Divine, how sweet you are to me. I see the host, I know You are here to love and care for me.

 

The Scourging at the Pillar

1. R. They seized Jesus, and they led Him away and tied Him bound to the pillar. See Jesus as He surrenders and gives so willingly. Think of how we are today, how we are given crosses to draw us closer to Him and how we fight these crosses. Jesus came to show us the way. I see all through His passion the lack of resistance. He knew it was the Father's will that He be taken and scourged at the pillar, that He was crowned with thorns, that He died on the cross. There was not resistance in His actions. He complied willingly. Think of ourselves, how we resist even things that we know that will bring us to greater life with God. We fight. It is only in complying to the will of the Father, in following His plan that we will have peace and joy in our hearts.

2. Jesus: My Heart is burning and on fire for love of you, burning My dear one. What can I say? How can I tell you, more of My infinite love? You in your feeble mind can not comprehend even the smallest amount of this infinite love. Yet through the grace that I give to you, you delve deeper and deeper into the immenseness of the love I have for you. Release yourselves. Take all of the walls down from around your heart. I truly died and gave My life for you. Can you not trust Me, your God, who went to the slaughter, the little lamb led to the slaughter, covered with Blood, and He gave His last breath. Will you not surrender and let Me fill you with My grace. Come deeply into My Heart. I am Jesus. It is in your surrender that you will know more and more the mystery of My love for you.

3. R. I meditate being with Jesus, seeing Him scourged. They took their instruments and beat Him and tore His flesh. I want to be beside Jesus and comfort His Heart for all the souls that have forgotten, when He suffered so much for love of us. I want to be with Jesus for all the times that I have chosen others things before Him and He waited patiently and lovingly and unconditionally for me to return to Him. Jesus, Jesus, my love, help me to love You more and more.

4. R. Meditation: I see before me a man tied to the pillar, His body unmarred, and I see men striking Him with instruments that tore deeply into His flesh, and made Him bleed. The wounds, the wounds that are so wide and open, wounds far beyond our comprehension, so deep. So vile the deeds of these men. I meditate on this, being there with Jesus, I envision Jesus this way. How could I help but love Him deeply for He suffered for me, He suffered for my sins. He suffered and He died that I might share in His life today. He gives me an abundant sharing in His life. I sit before the exposed Eucharist. I know His love so deeply. The Almighty God is here in this room. If He removed the veil we could scarcely see. The world is blind, the world does not see. The ball games are packed and everyone is attentive to all of the functions of this world, and the Son of God waits and waits out of greatest love in an empty church. The same Jesus that was scourged at the pillar is here present in the consecrated Host and we do not see.

5. Jesus: My Heart, My dear one, is an endless abyss of burning love. Do you see My Heart? Do you see it open and on fire for love of you? Picture in your mind, My hand to the side of My heart as I expose to you, My Sacred Heart, on fire for love of you.

6. Jesus: Carry this picture with you in your mind. My hands on either side of My Heart and My Heart ablaze, surrounded by burning, beaming light of white and yellow hues...on fire for you.

7. Jesus: It is this burning love, this is the reason I surrendered without resistance as they tore My flesh and beat Me. This is burning love, for when you love, truly love, you give. You do not count the cost, you give. I love you My dear one, with the most perfect love. I am love. I gave My all for love of you.

8. R. Think of the little wounds you receive on your body, and think of the gaping wounds on Jesus' body.

9. R. He came to show us the way. He came, He gave His all. He died on the cross that we would have life abundantly. He imparts to us this sharing in His life. He gives us a sharing in His life in baptism. He feeds this life with Himself in the Eucharist, as we sit here in front of the exposed Eucharist. The more we are saturated in this life, the more deeply we know Him. God feeds us with the Bread of Life, the Eucharist and His Word.

Jesus says: I am alive, I am alive, I am alive.

10. R. His love is not a lip-service love, it is the love that He gave His Flesh and His Blood, that He was scourged mercilessly at the pillar. This is the love that He has and the love He wants from us, our hearts that are on fire for love of Him. So that when we hear the Word of God we are filled. The love of which He speaks is beyond our comprehension. It is an inexhaustible source. He wants deeper and deeper and deeper love, so that when we receive Him in the Eucharist we scarce can breath to receive the Almighty God within our being.

Song: Come give us life abundant life, I thirst to be with Thee.

 

The Crowning with Thorns

1. R. Meditation: Envision the thorns pounded into Jesus' precious head. You see Jesus sit there. Jesus does not resist what they are doing to Him. They spit on Him and holler at Him and He accepts all that they give to Him.

2. R. He shed His Blood for us.

3. R. The thorns pressed deeply into His skull. Think of this, think of what a pin prick feels like. Can you imagine what it is like to have thorns pounded into your skull around your entire head? Jesus, thank You for wearing this crown for love of me.

4. Song: Crown Him with Many Crowns

5. R. Crown of thorns.

6. Jesus: My dear one, if you follow Me you will walk the road of persecution and ridicule. I am Jesus, the Almighty God, they crowned Me with thorns and beat My body.

7. Jesus: Think of the pressing down of the thorns on My head. Think of the wounds in My body, wide, open, deep wounds. They covered Me with a purple robe and the wounds burned under the cloak. My greatest agonies were not the agonies I suffered to My body, you look at My body and you see My wounds, and you know a little of the suffering and pain but how do you measure the wounds of the heart? My Heart, an endless fountain of burning love for My precious souls. Look at your world this day, see the sin and the violence. See the mothers that kill the baby within their womb, the precious life created by My Father and they take into their own hands the life of this child. My dear one, I suffered for the sin of men and I ask you this day in this world that is filled with sin to pray the prayers I gave Fr. Carter in the prayer manual to take this vocation seriously. Many have turned their hearts away from God. I ask you to be the light that shines in the dark night, for I am giving to you great graces. I am outpouring My life in your graced baptized soul. I am, My dear ones, giving you the courage to go into this world and to spread the Gospel, to stand firm for souls are at stake. See a soul, at the point of death, about to be in heaven, purgatory or hell. My dear one, you are preaching My love to this world by how you are in your heart. Let Me be one in you, let your every action be one in which you live in Me and through Me and with Me. I will touch this hurting world through you. Life is so short, the dropping of a pin and the batting of an eye and I call out to you this day. If you hear the sound of My voice, you know that I, God am speaking to you. I am telling you, this is a state of urgency. Look at the little children that are being taught such vileness. Will you not come to My Heart this day and give Me great love on this My feast? This is a gift of your heart. Surrender, go out and carry My love into this world. You are My light that will shine in the darkest night for you are powered by the Almighty God and filled with His life. You are My soldiers, soldiers I send into this world fortified with hearts filled with My love.

8. Song: Come give us life abundant life, I thirst to be with Thee.

9. Excerpt from Response to God's Love by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

    ... In reference to Christianity, God himself is the ultimate mystery. Radically, God is completely other and transcendent, hidden from man in his inner life, unless he chooses to reveal himself. Let us briefly look at this inner life of God.

    The Father, in a perfect act of self-expression, in a perfect act of knowing, generates his son. The Son, the Word, is, then, the immanent expression of God's fullness, the reflection of the Father. Likewise, from all eternity, the Father and the Son bring forth the Holy Spirit in a perfect act of loving.

     At the destined moment in human history, God's self-expression, the Word, immersed himself into man's world. God's inner self-expression now had also become God's outer self-expression. Consequently, the mystery of God becomes the mystery of Christ. In Christ, God tells us about himself, about his inner life, about his plan of creation and redemption. He tells us how Father, Son, and Holy Spirit desire to dwell within us in the most intimate fashion, how they wish to share with us their own life through grace. All this he has accomplished and does accomplish through Christ.

10. Hail Mary

 
 

The Carrying of the Cross

1. R. We know the presence of the Almighty God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, in our graced baptized soul. Where Jesus is so are the Father and Holy Spirit. The Trinity is 3 Persons in one God, a mystery. Know the presence of God here with each of us in our graced baptized soul. Let go and let Him work within your heart.

2. R. Satan has created so much confusion and doubt in this world. He is dividing families, dividing churches, dividing prayer groups. He aims at the priesthood in the Catholic Church. The more that we work to spread the love of God, the more satan is there to create division, confusion, doubt, hatred and anger between people that are to love God. If satan presses on people to cause confusion then we can not focus as well on the job at hand, which is to spread the burning love of the Heart of Jesus. Come to the tabernacle and be saturated with His life and His love. Pray to the Spirit to fill us with the courage to go out as the apostles did and to spread this love. This is our cross this day, to know the love of Jesus and to see the world that is suffering and in pain. The more we work, the more we are met with road blocks, but the more we come to the tabernacle we are lifted high up and He helps us. We are saturated with His life, and it is His life operating within us that helps us do His work and solve difficulties.

3. Jesus: To spread the love of God to this world My dear ones, you must be filled with the love of God in your hearts. The crosses that you carry this day, as you work may make it seem hard to spread this love, I am leading you to greater life in Me. Carry your cross without resistance. Carry your cross and know that at every second I am with you and I am guarding you and leading you on your way. I will never abandon you. I am Jesus Christ, the Son of God and you My dear ones, are doing My work.

4. Jesus: I am Jesus. I am Jesus. I am Jesus. I am alive. I live in your heart. I am truly present in the Eucharist no less present than the day I walked this earth and you are given great gifts at this very moment. Surrender and know the presence of the Almighty God.

5. Jesus: You can deeply experience Me in the interior union, in your heart. Let go and let Me fill you with My grace. It is in a oneness that you know within you. Reach with your heart and your soul. Come to the Eucharist and be joined deeply in this oneness with Me.

6. Jesus: Come to the Mass. Unite in the celebration the Mass with your whole heart, with fervor, with devotion. Meditate My dear ones, on My life. Know that I am present. Focus on My presence with you at every moment.

R. See in the Mass, see Jesus in the priest, the priest who is celebrating the Mass, as he changes bread and wine into the Body and Blood, of Christ.

7. Jesus: I carried the cross on My back. My whole body was wounded and bleeding. My head was crowned with thorns. This is the love, I have for you. Can you not come to the Mass and pray so deeply in purity and love. Every minute that you are there pray from deep within your heart and pray for grace to unite more fully in the sacrifice of the Mass. It is there My dear ones, that I am giving you great graces, this abundant outpouring of My life.

8. Jesus: Veronica wiped My face with a cloth and it was covered with sweat and blood. I gave Myself for love of you. Will you pray with your whole heart, your whole soul and your whole mind? I do not call you to a conversation about love. I call you to love from your whole heart, your whole soul, and your whole being.

9. Jesus: I am Jesus, the Son of God. I want hearts that are on fire for love of Me.

10. R. From this relationship with Me you will know a life that you never deemed possible, I will live abundantly in you. Your life is a journey at Baptism until you, My beloved ones, are taken into heaven.

 

The Crucifixion

1. Jesus: Read the scriptures My dear ones. Read the scriptures with your whole heart, your whole soul, and your whole being.

2. Jesus: It is there I speak to you. The Word and the Eucharist is the Bread of Life. If you read one passage from one of the Gospels, you will be brought back to your focus of Me.

3. Jesus: I hung on the cross for three agonizing hours. My Mother stood beneath the cross. This is the love that I have for you, that I gave My life, I gave My Flesh and My Blood. I want hearts that are on fire for love of Me.

4. Jesus: Will you help make reparation to My Heart for the souls that have forgotten God?

5. Jesus: Will you help make reparation to My Heart for the indifferences, negligences, and sacrileges committed against Me in the Blessed Sacrament?

6. Jesus: Will you let go each day and consecrate your heart to My Heart and My Mother's heart? It is through her Immaculate Heart that you are lead deeper and deeper into My Heart.

7. Jesus: As I was formed in the womb of the Virgin Mary through the power of the Holy Spirit, you are formed in the spiritual womb, the Immaculate Heart of the Virgin Mary through the Holy Spirit to be more and more in the image of God as the Father intended you to be. It is through Mary's Immaculate Heart that you will be led to deeper and deeper union and love with Me.

8. Jesus: My dear ones, consecrate your hearts each day to My Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart of My Mother. Make this a consecration to Our Two Hearts this day, every day of your life. As you eat and as you sleep that you will give your hearts to My Sacred Heart through the Immaculate Heart of Mary.

9. Song: I Love You Jesus

10. Jesus: The plan of the Father is unfolding. This is to help in the completion of Fatima message. My dear ones, My Sacred Heart will Reign and My Mother's Immaculate Heart will triumph and there will be this great era of peace Mary promised at Fatima, but many souls will be lost to the fires of hell. I call you to go out into this world to be an example, to spread the love of God that is deep within your hearts. It will radiate from your being. You must come to Me and be joined in deepest union with My Heart. Put yourself in the Heart of My Mother and rest as a little child in her Heart. Ask her to take you into My Heart. There you will dwell and feel secure against the wind and the storm. I am Jesus, I call out to you this day. You are so important to the Father's plan. Each one of you uniquely created by the Father. Will you answer the call of God the Father? Will you open your heart and join in deepest union with My Heart? All will work if you busy yourself about our love affair. I am the Sacred Heart of Jesus on fire for love of you.

 

                June 24, 1995

The Feast of the Immaculate Heart of Mary

                R. Last night was the Feast of the Sacred Heart. I
                was so close to the Child Jesus, I love Jesus
                so much. I cried so hard because I love
                Him so much. Cried in my bedroom.
                Prayed a rosary at St. Ignatius, I felt so weak
                afterward.

 

                R. Came to the center and they have the life size
                crucifix on the altar, I cried so hard, I
                love Jesus so much, I cannot even express
                my feelings inside myself. Such deep, deep,
                deep love for Him, love for His beaten
                body, last night prayed the rosary at 6:30 at
                the Center, I was so one with Jesus in the
                scourging at the pillar, could see them hit Him
                and felt it so strong, I was so connected to Him,
                as if I was there while they crowned Him with
                thorns, I could hardly take it.
   

 

                R. I love this chapel, I know the plan of the
                Father is unfolding, each window a gift from
                Him, each window is so touching to me, as if I
                can be with Jesus in that mystery. From
                the rosary, my whole being is so
                connected to Him. This is such a special place,
                we are so gifted to be here and be part of this plan.

                    I love Jesus so much, my insides hurt to express it
                more. I just want to stay here and never leave.

                    They ought to put the sorrowful Mother under
                this cross.

                    That is where it is at. I am so connected to heaven
                and the mysteries in the rosary of the lives of Jesus
                and Mary.

 
                   R. Power — emotion, tears
    at my heart

Agony in Garden — He should be
     alone to denote His loneliness

Scourging — I want to be there with
     Him, Mary with Him,
     She could hardly stand it.

 

                  Suffering is doubled when Mary enters the picture.
                    I see Mary alive, Jesus dead!

                What of the heart of Mary to stand by and watch
                    her beloved Son. There is a whole new
                    dimension to the depth of the mystery
                    when I see Them both in the picture.
   

 

                R. They are together in all the mysteries
   

 

                R. expect agony, maybe scourging,
                        she I do not see in the crowning
                        with thorns, she may be there.

                He is not there in
                    the Descent of the Holy Spirit
                        Assumption

                I think she is not there in agony and
                    crowning with thorns.

                The inner play always between these
                    two Hearts of love.

                To see myself dwelling in her heart and taken to
                    His Heart adds this whole dimension of this
                    oneness between Them.

                For two mysteries — He and she are in the same
                    body. Annunciation and Visitation.

                Connection between the two Hearts. Heart-felt,
                    my heart bleeds with Their Hearts, my
                    heart is pierced with Their Hearts. My
                    heart loves with Their Hearts. I cannot
                    stand to see a soul in pain, I want to
                    help them.

                I see before me the Divine Plan, the Plan
                    of Salvation History, centered around
                    the two Hearts.

                I see the Living Word of God, His word
                    lives in my every cell, deep and penetrating.
                    I see the Mass and every word in the Mass,
                    every word in scripture, every word, I
                    experience in such depth, to dig into
                    my soul, to try to express any of what
                    I know in words. I cannot express here
                    with pen and paper.

                In this infinitude of God, in my understanding
                    of Him, in this depth of love I feel
                    for Jesus and Mary, the child, the man,
                    the glorified Christ,
                No words can dig in me and produce,
                    what is there. The mystery is beyond words.

                That is why it is not expressed in books, it
                    is beyond the books and the paper and the ink, to
                    be so immersed in these mysteries is indeed a deep
                    sense of pain today. For I feel in each mystery and
                    this feeling far surpasses my human faculties.
                    the depth I feel is deep, deep in my soul,
                    a knowing of so many things. For days before the
                    Feast of the Sacred Heart I was dry and I knew
                    that He was allowing me to be this way. My whole
                    insides are so connected to Him since last night,
                    centered deeply around her and Him and Their lives.
                    It is depth, so deep, but so real, more real
                    then anything here. I know Him, I know and love Him
                    from the deepest recesses of my soul. This is the
                    gift to be wrapped in this moment, as long as
                    He allows it to last. To see more as He lifts the
                    veil. The rosary is this deep, deep link to connection
                    with Them.

 

                June 24, 1995

The Tabernacle in the Big Chapel

                R. Every time Jesus is in the tabernacle in this
                    big chapel, I get experiences and gifts.
                    I know His presence. I love Jesus so much,
                    I love to go before the tabernacle in the big chapel.

                It is as if my heart is burning up for
                    love of Him. I just feel such union to God.
                    I do not want to leave.
                    Through Him, with Him, in Him, I
                    remain united to Him through the heart of Mary.

                    A soul can operate from darkness and be unhappy.
                The devil wants to rule dark hearts —

                    A soul can be elevated to such heights,
                being penetrated deeply from His grace and
                act in the brightest light.

                The way I feel this day is a great gift, given,
                    from Him, I am so one in this ecstatic
                    experience. I have been dry as the Feast
                    of the Sacred Heart approached. All the
                    days of dryness were in preparation
                    for this great grace.

                Lord You take me from such heights and
                    plunge me into sufferings, my whole
                    being is sensitive to Your grace.
                    I live for moments when you touch me
                    deeply, I recount these memories and cry
                    from Your goodness and love. I am immersed
                    in You and Mary's heart, the heart of love,
                    pierced and wounded.

                To have a mystical experience and then for it to
                    end is suffering sometimes, but the joy to be
                    forever more deeply one with you is indeed a great joy.
                    Our lives a mixture of sufferings and joy,
                    of rising to such heights when I am
                    penetrated by Your grace, when you take me
                    under the veil and that reality is
                    more real than anything I experience
                    here.

                It is hard to have a mystical revelation and be
                    touched so deeply, then have it end or be dry as
                    I was the days before the Feast of the Sacred Heart.
                    But in these experiences He touches me permanently.
                    I know so much of what is really real, but
                    to know so much is to realize how little
                    I really know. God is the ultimate mystery.

                This is so hard to explain, maybe Fr. Carter can
                    explain it better. It is ineffable. I am unable to
                    express here what I am experiencing, this
                    alone is frustrating because it is so real
                    to me and I want to tell the world with
                    shouts and jubilation. My soul sings with
                    the love of God, 'sing' is a weak word.
                    I am immersed in His deep love. I love
                    Him so much, I cannot express it in words
                    it is in my being.

                After Mass Feast of the Sacred Heart

                Greatest Mass ever, I just want to tell Him my
                    great love for Him. So deep within,
                    I just love Him so much.

                I do not thank Him for the great gifts enough,
                    I do not praise and honor Him as I should,
                    I want to give so much to Him.

                The Mass was the greatest ever, I experienced every
                    single word of the Mass so deep in my being.
                    I so deeply knew the presence of the Almighty
                    God.

                Sing: His Presence Pervades My Soul

                R. Here I am Lord, I hasten to go into this world and
                    declare Your works and Your love for all
                    men, to know You a little has
                    left me wasted, my whole being
                    declares Your goodness and to know
                    You is to go forth and share Your
                    love with all men.

                I am Your servant, Lord, I give to You
                    my whole soul, my whole heart, my
                    whole being without reserve offered to
                    You Father united to Your precious Son
                    in the Mass. Look
                    favorably on me — I love You so much..

 

                June 25, 1995

I Give You Insight into My Life

                Jesus: Oh death where is thy sting, though
                you walk in the dark valley, I am
                with you and by your side.

                    Fear not for I am your rear guard
                and your fore guard, I am Jesus your
                beloved Savior.

                    I lift you high and give to you the great
                mysteries contained in My Heart.
                I give you such insights into My life.

                    I am present, I am here, I am
                with you, be not afraid for I harken
                to help you and lead you on your way.

                    You are My chosen ones, I listen to
                the voice of your supplication.

                    You feel that you have been
                abandoned by Me. You have not been
                abandoned, I am preparing a way for
                you to spread My words to all.

                    Fear of others causing confusion and
                doubt is useless. Surrender to the
                plan as it unfolds before you. I am
                Jesus, Chief Shepherd of the Flock
                attentive to all your needs.

                I go before you and prepare the way. Harken
                to Me and hear the sound of My voice.
                I am Jesus your Savior attentive
                to every detail. Satan will try to
                divide, you work hard to ward him off.
                Do the third Blue Book, all can profit
                from these messages. I am Jesus
                your beloved, be not fearful, I go
                with you. I love you, Jesus.

 

 

June 26, 1995 - Note about Florida

Our Lady of Clearwater

Jesus: My apostles first began to travel to Florida. I sent them to Florida to deliver messages from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary in the rosary. I began then to pave the way for the Lady's visit in Florida, for connections were made from this visit to Florida.

R. Our first apostle trip took us to Florida first Naples, then Delray Beach and Boca Raton — this was at the end of the month of the Sacred Heart June 1995. When I got to Naples June 26, 1995 — Jesus gave me this message — I called Fr. Carter and read it to him. From Naples, Florida — my first live rosary in Florida June 26, 1995 before a houseful of guests.

We were called to Florida to begin our apostle work in late June, 1995. On June 26, 1995, we arrived at Naples, Florida, went to early Mass, and then slept after a long journey. At 12:00, I was awakened to deliver a very timely message of June 26, 1995, that appears in the Apostles' Manual. The timing was crucial, and I made connections there that would help to spread Mary's message to the world from her site in Florida after she appeared on the building almost 1 1/2 years later.

 

        June 26, 1995

The Pain - Naples, Florida

R. He spread His arms, He gave His all, Jesus, the Son of God, the greatest sacrifice, He gave Himself entirely for the good of all men. He opened His arms, He died on the cross.

His arms were covered with blood, His arms so weak and filled with pain, wounded. His arms, the pain shot up His arms and the final blow to each arm a nail through each precious hand.

All the agony He experienced, all the pain, and the crown, to each arm, a nail hammered into the hand.

All the nerves cut and severed by the nail, the pain shooting up His precious arms, the final blow given to His most precious members.

The legs that carried Him, that carried the heavy cross, the legs that were forced and cajoled, that continues to Calvary - the legs weakened, skinned, bleeding, beaten, burned, the legs that knew patience and perseverance, the legs connected to a sore foot that was rubbed and gashed and bleeding, the members of Jesus, filled with such pain and exhaustion, now is crowned with the final glory. The nail that was driven into the foot, the pain shot up this already weakened leg, covered with blood and wounds and pain, the final blow, the nerves severed by the hammered nail.

A blow to each hand, a blow to each foot, a blow to the head, a stamping that pressed down and continued in excruciating pain.

Jesus: They numbered all My bones. They gave Me vinegar and gall to drink. They gave Me a cloth to wipe My blood-covered flesh.

What did they give to Me? Love is giving, My dear ones. How many of you are wounded when you are not given things by your brothers you love?

My members were in such pain, the pain shot up My arms. My legs were so weak I could scarce move them. I was filled with pain within them.

To all who watched, they saw a man, weakened and covered with blood and wounds. They did not see the pain inside that shot up My legs and arms, the nerves inside My body that sent signals of deep pain to My central nervous system. They did not see the nerves inside sending pain signals everywhere.

The final blow being to each hand and foot, the severing of My nerves by the blunt and rusted nails.

An arm extended. A final blow. I beheld a nail pounded into My hand and the pain shot up My arms, unbearable to a human mind.

Do you know of the pain within My body? Signals sending messages of deep pain everywhere. I knew all of these sufferings in the garden. So great were the sufferings to My mind, I sweat blood.

My flesh was covered with wounds. My arms were stretched from their sockets. My body was beaten and bleeding, every inch of My body covered with deep wounds. But, My loved ones, you miss the depth of My love. My wounds were so deep, but the final wound, the pounding of the nails in My hands and feet, a severing of the nerves, an ending of the deepest pain, to experience even deeper pain, beyond your human comprehension, it was done to the Almighty God, a Divine Person, I suffered the final blow to each member.

The pounding in the hands and feet, the crown to each member, and they numbered all My bones. My nerves a network of pain running throughout My entire body.

The pain within the body, the pain recorded in My loving head, the pain sent by a network of nerves in My body, now records the final blows, the nails in the hands and feet, the pain being recorded from every thorn that pierced My skull, every gash to My body, the pain, the pain, the pain - a network of signals and pain, running through My body and the final hour, the pains recorded on the cross, arms outstretched - a surrendering to all pain. I surrendered to a body laden with pain.

You focus on your little problems, your little aches and pains. You discuss them and show the world your pin pricks and sufferings.

Do you want to know holiness and love? They gave Me vinegar mixed with gall. This was their offering. They gave Me a cross. They crowned My head with a crown of thorns.

This, My dear ones, is suffering, My beloved souls, I gave My life for and this is their return.

A severing of My nerves, the final blows to all the aches and pains recorded in My nervous system. This was one of the final blows - the rusted nails pounded into My hands.

You will feel little aches and pains in your hands and feet to remind you of this message. Your understanding of the immense pain within will deepen. What was visible to the eye on My battered body was nothing compared to the pains within. I gave My all. I gave My insides, My mind, My Heart, wounded for the love of men.

All functions in the body were stopped.

The final curtain, blood and water pouring out from My Heart, show that all functions of the body had ended.

R. All signals that carried messages of immense pain had ended, the final act of surrender for God to die to this human body and surrender His flesh.

Jesus: And end, a beginning, the water and blood flowed from My Heart, the beginning of My life in the Church, life flowing into your spirit.

R. Come give me life, abundant life. I thirst to be with Thee.

Jesus: My blood was spent. My human flesh and blood offered as the sacrifice, the sacrifice of Calvary is now made present at every Mass.

An end, a beginning, and the grace and life flow through the sacraments in the Church. My life flows to you in the Mass. Mary, the Mediatrix of all grace, stands by the side of the altar and the grace flows from the Father, through My body offered up as a sacrifice in the Holy Spirit, given through the Mothership of Mary to you in the Church.

You stand under the cross with My Mother and you receive the gift given, My Body, My Blood.

R. Man is reconciled with the Father through the Divine Person, Jesus Christ, and you receive His life poured out to you as Calvary is made present in the unbloody sacrifice of Jesus Christ.

Do you feel the graces poured out to you at this sacrifice of the Son of God at every Mass? Do you feel the presence of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit and Mary, all the angels and saints, and the souls in purgatory? Do you feel united as one at the sacrifice of Calvary sacramentally made present upon the altar through the priest? The priest who now puts on Christ and through Him the dispenser of this life given to man.

Jesus: Oh, My beloved ones, love so dearly your priest. Give him such reverence. He is the chosen instrument of God and you treat him with such ordinariness. You are so blind and so dumb in your ways.

And they numbered all My bones. Each nerve carrying a message of My love of mankind, each member in My Church carrying a special message, all united as one working in harmony according to the Father's will, each carrying a message of love to one another.

The body is many members, you are the messengers of My love. Christ is the head. The message does not flow as it should when some are cut off from the Head.

They nailed My hands and feet and My nerves were severed by the nails, such pain, undescribable in words, the severing of My nerves from the body, the severing of many members from the body of Christ.

My Body given for all on the cross, the network of nerves within carrying the messages of My love to all mankind. My body covered on the outside with blood and wounded, the pain recorded within.

Your Church, covered with blood on the outside, the slaughter of innocent babies, the homosexuality, the sins of the flesh, the members that have severed themselves from the source by their sins, but the pain is carried in the nerves inside. The blood of the Lamb shed for each and every soul, the real pain carried within. The life is weakened in your Church because the love of God is so weak in many members. The messages of love are not being transmitted as they should be. Your body shows the wounds, but your pain within is the root of the problems. The pain is from the messages of love that are not being transmitted.

Unless you seek to fill your priests and sisters with the fire of God's love, fill their hearts with burning love for God, your Church will continue to show the marks of the blood shed without. I give to you these letters as a mighty medicine for this world, directed to make men's hearts burn with love of God and love of one another. The rosaries are meditations and messages given from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

These messages will make men's hearts burn with fire for love of God.

You have ignored the importance of these letters.

I send to you the mighty medicine to heal a hurting world.

My priests and religious need these messages. The love of God will be transmitted to the Church from these messages when you circulate these letters.

The devil has blocked the minds of men involved in these messages because of their importance to the world and the Church.

I am speaking to you Fr. Carter to help to get these messages published and circulated as soon as possible. I give to you a mighty medicine for a sick world.

Read St. Thomas Aquinas about the medicine for the sick Church.

You know what these messages have done for you. I am Jesus. I give to you the mighty medicine for a sick world, for a sick Church, rosaries and letters from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary.

Your Church shows the wounds of bloodshed, abortion, homosexuality, sins of the flesh, murder of little children's minds with sex education in Catholic schools and you hold back the gifts of God's love I am giving to the Church and this world.

My arms were weak and wounded but the final blow as the nail put in My hand. It severed the nerves.

The final blow is the bloodshed in the Church, the slaughtering of children's minds in Catholic schools. My children are pure and innocent. They are not being taught messages of God's love, they are being taught messages of sick sex and coldness.

Men's hearts have turned cold. They have been severed from the life of the body. The body is decaying from within. Only with the love of God enkindled in men's hearts will this bloodshed stop.

I beg you to publish and circulate these messages in the Church. I am Jesus. I am giving you the mighty medicine for the world. Your body wears the marks of the bloodshed, only with messages of My on-fire love will it stop.

Mary leads you to Jesus. Never is she the end. The Father has a plan. Mary's messages have led men and will lead men to Jesus. Satan has tried to stop all efforts to publish and circulate these messages. I am the Almighty God. The funds will come when you circulate and publish these messages and rosaries under the Shepherds of Christ Publishing. I am working with Fr. Carter and Rita as messenger to renew the Church and the world. Each messenger has a very vital role in the Father's plan. The significance of these messages are being overlooked. You are not studying the messages as a whole and their content. There are five unpublished Blue Books and more than four Rosary Books which I and My Mother have given to this world in the last 14 months. I have also given 15 songs of My love. I am begging you to see to the recording and publishing of this music. I beg you to listen. This is the mighty medicine for the Church and the world to draw men to the burning love of Jesus. Please harken to My call. I will send you the money. You must study and read these messages. This is a fulfillment of Fatima - these messages were given to bring priests to the burning love of Jesus. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior.

 

June 28, 1995

The Mysteries

                Presentation in the Temple

Luke 2: 23-24

observing what is written in the Law of the Lord: Every first–born male must be consecrated to the Lord—and also to offer in sacrifice, in accordance with what is prescribed in the Law of the Lord, a pair of turtledoves or two young pigeons.

 

                 R. Jesus is the Lamb of God.

                They go to the temple, she holds the baby.

                Such intimacy is shared between Jesus
                    and Mary.

                A bond between Them, yet a little child
                    and His loving Mother who was told by
                    Simeon of the sufferings to come.

 

Luke 2: 30-31

    for my eyes have seen the salvation 
    which you have made ready 
        in the sight of the nations; 
 

                R. Our Lady of Perpetual Help, He saw the tools
                    used, in the passion and crucifixion,
                    Jesus jumps in the the arms of Mary.
                    We see before us the struggles to come,
                    we jump into the arms of our beloved
                    Mother. We may lose a shoe on the way.

                She will protect us with her mantle. We must pray
                    the rosary, the rosary will help us be protected.

                Jesus knew the cross, born on bare wood, died
                    on bare wood.

                Mary comes to help protect us from harm.

                    Our Lady of Perpetual Help, always
                        guarding, always with us.

                Mary and Jesus together, such tenderness, - she remained
                    on the earth, Jesus is truly present in the
                    Eucharist.

                In the Descent of the Holy Spirit we see the Holy Spirit
                    come on Mary and the Apostles.

                In the Assumption we know, Mary is taken up to heaven.

                Mary is crowned, Queen of heaven and earth,
                    she reigns with her Son in heaven.

                There will be an era of peace the
                    Immaculate Heart of Mary will
                    triumph and the Sacred Heart of
                    Jesus will reign. 


   

                R. Mary is Mother of the Church

                The child Jesus was offered to the Father in the
                    temple, Mary was there.
                    Simeon told Mary the sufferings to come.

 

                Jesus' offering of Himself on the cross.
                Jesus gives His Body and Blood.

 

                R. Sacrifice from the beginning
                    compliance to the will of God

                Quietness — Jesus leads the quiet life —
                    Jesus goes to the temple at 12 years old —

                Mother carried Jesus — They are in one body —
                So closely united as she carried Jesus —

                He is so closely united to Mary

                A Mother and a child are in one body. They are
                    so closely united.

                We come to God in Mary's Immaculate Heart, in her spiritual womb —
                    in Mary's heart — IN one body —
                    Mary, Mediatrix of ALL GRACE!!

     

From Tell My People

The Holy Spirit

Jesus: "My beloved friend, tell My people to pray daily to the Holy Spirit. They are to pray for an increase in His gifts. My people must realize that the Holy Spirit comes to transform them. The Spirit desires to transform you more and more according to My image. Those who are docile to His touch become increasingly shaped in My likeness. He performs this marvel within Mary's Immaculate Heart. The more one dwells in My Mother's Heart, the more active are the workings of the Spirit. The Spirit leads Mary to place you within My own Heart. In both Our Hearts, then, your transformation continues. The more you are formed after My own Heart, the more I lead you to the bosom of My Father. Tell My people all this. Tell them to pray daily for a greater appreciation of these wondrous gifts. I am Lord and Master. All who come to My Heart will be on fire to receive the gifts of the Spirit in ever greater measure! I love and bless My people!"

Reflection: The Holy Spirit is given to us to fashion us ever more according to the likeness of Jesus. And the more we are like Jesus, the more Jesus leads us to the Father. Do we, each day, pray to the Holy Spirit to be more open to His transforming influence? Do we strive each day to grow in union with Mary? The greater our union with our Mother, the spouse of the Holy Spirit, the greater is the transforming action of the Holy Spirit within us.

   

   

Shepherds of Christ Priestly Newsletter

  January/February 1997

The Theology of Consecration

    A. Boussard gives an extremely fine and concise sketch of the theology of consecration: "By the Incarnation, in and of itself, the Humanity of Jesus is consecrated, so that in becoming Man, Jesus is ipso facto constituted Savior. Prophet, King, Priest, and Victim of the One Sacrifice that was to save the world. He is the 'Anointed', par excellence, the 'Christ' totally belonging to God, His Humanity being that of the Word and indwelled by the Holy Spirit. When, by a free act of His human will, He accepts what He is, doing what He was sent to do, He can say that He consecrates 'Himself'. In Christ, therefore, what might be called His 'subjective' consecration is a perfect response to the 'objective' consecration produced in His Humanity through the Incarnation.

    "And what Christ does brings with it a 'consecration' for His disciples, a very special belonging to God, since He imparts to them His own life precisely by making them participate in His own consecration.

    "Through Baptism Christians also are consecrated and 'anointed' by the power of the Spirit. They share, in their measure, in the essential consecration of Christ, in His character of King, Priest, and Prophet (cf. 1 Pt 2:9; 2 Pt 1:3-4; Rv 5:9; etc.) With Christ and through Christ, they are 'ordered' to the glory of God and the salvation of the world. They do not belong to themselves. They belong to the Lord, who imparts His own life to them....

    "The vocation of those who have been baptized is to 'live' this consecration by a voluntary adherence-and one that is as perfect as possible-to what it has made of them. Living as 'children of God', they fulfill subjectively their objective consecration; like Jesus, they consecrate themselves. This is the deeper meaning of vows and baptismal promises, together with the actual way of life corresponding to them. The baptismal consecration is the fundamental one, constitutive of the Christian. All consecrations which come after it presuppose it and are rooted in it...."19

19. A. Boussard in Dictionary of Mary, Catholic Book Publishing Co., pp. 54-55.

   

                R. The Father sent Jesus, think of that, God in the womb of
                    the Virgin Mary. God the Father gave His Son
                    to us. He chose Mary from the beginning.

                After Jesus died on the cross, they took Jesus from the cross
                    and Mary held the body of Christ in her arms.

                Jesus In Mary - in Mary's womb, in Mary's
                    arms, presented to the Father in
                    the temple in Mary's arms, the offering
                    is made as Mary holds Him in
                    her arms — The Mass: the sacrifice of
                    Calvary sacramentally made present

                Finding in temple 3 days — Mary knows separation.
                    Mary stood beneath the cross
                    Mary held Jesus' body under the cross.

                Burial in tomb - Separation - Mary knew Separation —
                    Mary cried outside the tomb —
                    3 days - separation through His death

                Jesus ascended into heaven 

   

From the Priestly Newsletter January/February 19965

Mother of Our Christ-life

Mary is the Mother of our Christ-life, this life which flows to us from the bosom of the Father, through Christ, in the Holy Spirit. Pope John Paul II beautifully links Mary’s spiritual motherhood toward us with her being Mother of Christ, Mother of the Church, and Model of the Church. “Mary is present in the Church as the Mother of Christ, and at the same time as the Mother whom Christ, in the mystery of the Redemption, gave to humanity in the person of the Apostle John. Thus, in her new motherhood in the Spirit, Mary embraces each and every one in the Church, and embraces each and every one through the Church. In this sense, Mary, Mother of the Church, is also the Church’s model. Indeed, as Paul VI hopes and asks: the Church must draw ‘from the Virgin Mother of God the most authentic form of perfect imitation of Christ.’”9

  1. Pope John Paul II, The Mother of the Redeemer, United States Catholic Conference, No. 38.

   

                R. In Mary

                Only two bodies in Heaven.

                Mary is crowned Queen of Heaven and Earth.

 

                R. Mary is the Mediatrix of all graces

                The incarnation goes on in us as we are
                    being formed in the spiritual womb
                    of Jesus' Mother — Her Immaculate Heart —

                Molded - Like a Mold

                Birth

                Jesus said! "I laid down My life for My sheep" 

 

                R. I the Lord am with you, always by your side,
                    come and follow me and I will take you
                    home. Follow Me, follow Me.

                Worthy is the
                    Lamb that was slain

 

 

   

  

 

                R. At the Holy Spirit Center there are 15 windows in the Church.
                    The Birth of Jesus is across from the Descent of the Holy Spirit
                    on the Apostles and Mary.
                    I see the birth and descent of the Holy Spirit on the
                    Apostles as so connected. I see it and can explain
                    it so clear by the windows at the
                    center — They are across from each other.

                I see the mysteries as interlocked.

                We are to go out to the world and spread the Good News.

                2000 years later look what the Apostles did for us.

 

 

                R. From Blue Book 9 

 

                R. And the Mass Book I would write
                    before the year was out. 

November 30, 1995

THE INCARNATION

The Father communicates to us through His Son. The Holy Spirit unites with Mary in bringing forth the Son, Jesus. Divinity is united to humanity in her womb. Sin is not present in the Incarnation of Christ. Mary is sinless. She united with God.

Eve is the mother of the living. The sin is passed down from Adam and Eve. Jesus and Mary are the New Adam and the New Eve. Mary is the new Mother of the living. She is the Mother of the Church. We are being formed in the image and likeness of Jesus. She is our Mother. The Incarnation goes on in us.

By Baptism, we partake in His life, death, and Resurrection, dying to all that is not Him and rising to Him in new life. At every Mass, at the Consecration, we unite to Him, dying on the cross, as we die to our ways that are not like God. We offer ourselves to the Father. (At the Offertory, we offer ourselves with the bread and wine. If bread can be changed into His Body and wine can be changed into His Blood, we too can be changed from our selfish, ungodly ways. We are tainted with the results of original sin. We become more and more like Him through the Mass. We die to ourselves to become more like Him.)

Our Mother stands beneath the cross. We are molded more and more in His image and likeness in the Holy Spirit. She is the New Eve. "Now a great sign appeared in heaven: a woman, robed with the sun, standing on the moon, and on her head a crown of twelve stars." (Rv. 12:1) She is constantly forming us in her womb. She is giving birth to us, as we unite with Him in such intimacy at Communion.

I am transformed in the Holy Spirit. The more I outpour my love to the Holy Spirit, to Jesus, and to the Father, the more my insides burn.

end of excerpt

 

                R. There is much more about Mary and the Priest —
                    Mary's role in the Mass in the Mass Book,
                    In Blue Book 9

 

                From Priestly Newsletter Book II by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J., pp. 141-142
 

Mary and the Holy Spirit

The late Archbishop Luis M. Martinez of Mexico strikingly speaks of the ongoing cooperation of Mary with the Holy Spirit regarding the reproduction of Jesus within us: "Christian life is the reproduction of Jesus in souls…

"Now, how will this mystical reproduction be brought about in souls? In the same way in which Jesus was brought into the world, for God gives a wonderful mark of unity to all His works. Divine acts have a wealth of variety because they are the work of omnipotence; nevertheless, a most perfect unity always shines forth from them because they are the fruit of wisdom; and this divine contrast of unity and variety stamps the works of God with sublime and unutterable beauty.

"In His miraculous birth, Jesus was the fruit of heaven and earth…The Holy Spirit conveyed the divine fruitfulness of the Father to Mary, and the virginal soil brought forth in an ineffable manner our most loving Savior, the divine Seed, as the prophets called Him…

"That is the way He is reproduced in souls. He is always the fruit of heaven and earth.

"Two artisans must concur in the work that is at once God’s masterpiece and humanity’s supreme product: the Holy Spirit and the most holy Virgin Mary. Two sanctifiers are necessary to souls, the Holy Spirit and the Virgin Mary, for they are the only ones who can reproduce Christ.

"Undoubtedly, the Holy Spirit and the Virgin Mary sanctify us in different ways. The first is the Sanctifier by essence; because He is God, who is infinite sanctity; because He is the personal Love that completes, so to speak, the sanctity of God, consummating His life and His unity, and it belongs to Him to communicate to souls the mystery of that sanctity. The Virgin Mary, for her part, is the co-operator, the indispensable instrument in and by God’s design. From Mary’s maternal relation to the human body of Christ is derived her relation to His Mystical Body which is being formed through all the centuries until the end of time, when it will be lifted up to the heavens, beautiful, splendid, complete, and glorious.

"These two, then, the Holy Spirit and Mary, are the indispensable artificers of Jesus, the indispensable sanctifiers of souls. Any saint in heaven can co-operate in the sanctification of a soul, but his co-operation is not necessary, not profound, not constant: while the co-operation of these two artisans of Jesus of whom we have just been speaking is so necessary that without it souls are not sanctified (and this by the actual design of Providence), and so intimate that it reaches to the very depths of our soul. For the Holy Spirit pours charity into our heart, makes a habitation of our soul, and directs our spiritual life by means of His gifts. The Virgin Mary has the efficacious influence of Mediatrix in the most profound and delicate operations of grace in our souls. And, finally, the action of the Holy Spirit and the co-operation of the most holy Virgin Mary are constant; without them, not one single character of Jesus would be traced on our souls, no virtue grow, no gift be developed, no grace increased, no bond of union with God be strengthened in the rich flowering of the spiritual life.

"Such is the place that the Holy Spirit and the Virgin Mary have in the order of sanctification. Therefore, Christian piety should put these two artisans of Christ in their true place, making devotion to them something necessary, profound, and constant." 14

        14. Archbishop Luis M. Martinez, The Sanctifier, translated by Sr. M. Aquinas, O.S.U., Pauline Books and Media, pp. 5-7.

   

                R. Life —
                    God gives us the Sacred Heart —
                    God gives us Mary's Immaculate Heart
                    Jesus gives to us His Mother as our Mother.
                    As a mother gives life to a child in
                    her womb, Mary is the Mediatrix of
                    all the grace that Christ gives to us,
                    Mary is the spiritual Mother, Mary is
                    full of grace.

   

                    From the Priestly Newsletter Book II, p. 179

Speaking of Mary, Vatican II tells us: "In an utterly singular way she cooperated by her obedience, faith, hope and burning charity in the Savior's work of restoring supernatural life to souls. For this reason she is a mother to us in the order of grace." 2

2. The Documents of Vatican II, "Dogmatic Constitution on the Church", America Press edition, no. 61

 

    From the Priestly Newsletter Book II, pp. 179-181

Mother at Our Side

    I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd is one who lays down his life for his sheep. The hired man, since he is not the shepherd and the sheep do not belong to him, abandons the sheep and runs away as soon as he sees a wolf coming, and then the wolf attacks and scatters the sheep; this is because he is only a hired man and has no concern for the sheep. I am the good shepherd; I know my own and my own know me, just as the Father knows me and I know the Father; and I lay down my life for my sheep. (Jn 10:11-151)

    Yes, the Good Shepherd has laid down His life for us. As He was near death, an awesome episode in the work of redemption took place: Near the cross of Jesus stood his mother and his mother's sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary of Magdala. Seeing his mother and the disciple he loved standing near her, Jesus said to his mother, "Woman, this is your son". Then to the disciple he said, "This is your mother." And from that moment the disciple made a place for her in his home." (Jn 19:25-27).

    Speaking of Mary, Vatican II tells us: "In an utterly singular way she cooperated by her obedience, faith, hope and burning charity in the Savior's work of restoring supernatural life to souls. For this reason she is a mother to us in the order of grace." 2

    Mary is the Mother of Jesus. She is also our Mother. The above words of Scripture and of the Second Vatican Council attest to this.

    Yes, Jesus has given us Mary as our spiritual Mother. As He hung on the cross, Jesus told John to look upon Mary as his Mother, this John who represented all of us. In His moment of deepest anguish and suffering, Jesus was thinking of us. As the undescribable physical pain racked His body from head to toe, as the unfathomable spiritual anguish penetrated to the depths of His magnificent Heart, Jesus was thinking of us. If we allow this scene to penetrate into our hearts, if we take the time to contemplate the depth of Jesus' and Mary's love for us as their Hearts were pierced with grief, we are truly overwhelmed with the magnificent greatness, sorrow, and tenderness of the scene.

    The fact that Mary is our Mother, the fact that she has such a powerful role to play in our salvation in no way detracts from the mediatorship of Christ. Vatican II states: "The maternal duty of Mary toward men in no way obscures or diminishes this unique mediation of Christ, but rather shows its power. For all the saving influences of the Blessed Virgin on men originate, not from some inner necessity, but from the divine pleasure. They flow forth from the superabundance of the merits of Christ, rest on His mediation, depend entirely on it, and draw all their power from it. In no way do they impede the immediate union of the faithful with Christ. Rather, they foster this union." 3

    In her loving, maternal role, Mary cooperates with the Holy Spirit in forming Christ in us. Pope John Paul II tells us: "The Church knows that 'all the saving influences of the Blessed Virgin on mankind originate... from the divine pleasure...' This saving influence is sustained by the Holy Spirit, Who, just as He overshadowed the Virgin Mary when he began in her the divine motherhood, in a similar way constantly sustains her solicitude for the brothers and sisters of her Son." 4

    Mary, our Mother is ever with us, guiding us, teaching us, caring for us, protecting us, loving us. With her maternal assistance we go to the Father through and with Christ in the Holy Spirit.

    Mary nourishes our growth in Christ with a very tender and specialized love for each of us. She regards each of us as a precious, unique individual. John Paul II again speaks to us: "Of the essence of motherhood is the fact that it concerns the person. Motherhood always establishes a unique and unrepeatable relationship between two people: between mother and child and between child and mother. Even when the same woman is the mother of many children, her personal relationship with each one of them is of the very essence of motherhood. For each child is generated in a unique and unrepeatable way, and this is true both for the mother and for the child." 5

    The Holy Father then applies these ideas to Mary and us: "It can be said that motherhood 'in the order of grace' preserves the analogy with what 'in the order of nature' characterizes the union between mother and child. In the light of this fact it becomes easier to understand why in Christ's testament on Golgotha His Mother's new motherhood is expressed in the singular, in reference to one man." 6

    This is the awesome and consoling truth-you and I are very precious to Mary. She shows us her Heart as a symbol of her life of love, including her most special, unique love for each of us individually. Yes, she loves each of us much more than we can ever fathom. It is our great privilege and responsibility to love her in return. She asks for this love, she asks for our trust, she asks us to come to her maternal and Immaculate Heart, so that she can lead us ever closer to the Heart of her Son, Jesus.

    Are we sorrowful, anxious, troubled? Let us go to Mary our Mother and ask her to console us. Let us ask her for the grace to handle our sorrow, our anxieties, our troubles properly-according to God's will. In this way our suffering will bring us closer to Christ as it simultaneously allows us to contribute to the ongoing Christianization of the world.

    Are we especially joyful, happy, basking in the glow of a goal successfully accomplished? Let us go to Mary and ask her to help us handle our joy, our happiness, our success as God intends. Let us petition her not to allow our joy to make us forgetful of God, our God Who is the source of all true joy, success and happiness.

    Yes, Mary invites us to come to her in all circumstances-whether it be in joy or sorrow, success or failure, laughter or tears. Mary wants us to share in her maternal wisdom so that we may understand how to use our various experiences to come closer to God in Christ. Sharing our lives with Mary in this fashion, and on a consistent basis, requires that we love her, that we trust her, that we surrender ourselves to her maternal love.

    Help us, Mother Mary, to probe ever more deeply into the depths of your love for us. Help us to realize more and more that to be loved by you is to experience a sweetness, a warmth, a tenderness, a serenity, a security, which makes us cry out, "O Mother, how good and loving you are!"

  1. Scriptural quotations are taken from The Jerusalem Bible, Doubleday & Co.

  2. The Documents of Vatican II, "Dogmatic Constitution on the Church", America Press edition, no. 61

  3. Ibid., No. 45.

  4. Pope John Paul II, Encyclical Letter, The Mother of the Redeemer, United States Catholic Conference, No. 38.

  5. Ibid., No. 45.

  6. Ibid., No. 45.

 

                R. Mary under the cross — Jesus gives us Him
                    Mother to be our spiritual Mother.

                The timing is perfect.

                    On the cross, through His life
                    He gives us Him Mother.

 

From the Priestly Newsletter Book II, p. 185

The Action of the Holy Spirit

    Archbishop Luis Martinez speaks to us of the action of the Holy Spirit upon us: "Love for the Holy Spirit also has its special character, which we should study in order completely to understand devotion to Him. We have explained how the Holy Spirit loves us, how He moves us like a divine breath that draws us to the bosom of God, like a sacred fire that transforms us into fire, like a divine artist who forms Jesus in us. Surely, then, our love for the Holy Spirit should be marked by loving docility, by full surrender, and by a constant fidelity that permits us to be moved, directed, and transformed by His sanctifying action.

    "Our love for the Father tends to glorify Him; our love for the Son, to transform ourselves into Him, our love for the Holy Spirit, to let ourselves be possessed and moved by Him." 11

11. Archbishop Luis Martinez, The Sanctifier, Pauline Books and Media, p. 68.

 

                R. She gave Him His life in her womb —
                    Mary is

                Co-Redeemer

                The pictures of Mary with Christ are so powerful

                Christ on the cross

                Christ with Mary under the Cross
                Mary is Co-redeemer

 

 

                R. Christ leads man to the Father
                    through the Holy Spirit.

                It is through the heart of Mary we
                    become more like Christ through
                    the power of the Holy Spirit forming us
                    more in the image and likeness of Jesus.

                The incarnation goes on in us.

 

                From the Holy Spirit Novena

Prayer for Strength and Light

We adore You, oh Holy Spirit. Give us strength, give us light, console us. We give ourselves entirely to You. Oh Spirit of light and grace, we want to only do the will of the Father. Enlighten us that we may live always in the Father's will.

Eternal Spirit fill us with Your Divine Wisdom that we may comprehend more fully insight into Your Divine Mysteries.

Give us lights, Oh Holy Spirit that we may know God. Work within the heart, the spiritual womb of the Virgin Mary, to form us more and more into the image of Jesus.

  

Prayer to Be One with God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit

We long for You, Oh Spirit of Light, we long to know God, we want to be one with Him, our Divine God. We want to be one with the Father, know Him as a Person most intimately. We want to know the beloved One, the Sacred Heart of Jesus, and live and dwell in Him at all times, every moment of our lives. We want to be one with You, Oh Spirit of Light, that You move in us in our every breath.

   

                R. We receive a sharing in God's life in Baptism —

                This life is nourished through the Eucharist and
                    the living word of God.

    

                From the Holy Spirit Novena

Prayer for the Word Alive in Our Hearts

We know, dear Holy Spirit, the Word in His human nature was brought forth within the womb of the woman. We pray that His word will be brought forth in our hearts as He lives and dwells in us. We want the incarnation to go on in our lives. Dear Holy Spirit, work in us.

 

                Mary of the Eucharist

                R. Mary leads us to her Son.

   

 

                R. Prayer Before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass
                    would be given in Blue Book 9 and
                    Mass Book December 27, 1995.

                I include here Prayer Before the Holy Sacrifice
                    of the Mass from December 27, 1995.

   

A Prayer before the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass

    Let me be a holy sacrifice and unite with God in the sacrament of His greatest love.

    I want to be one in Him in this act of love, where He gives Himself to me and I give myself as a sacrifice to Him. Let me be a holy sacrifice as I become one with Him in this my act of greatest love to Him.

    Let me unite with Him more, that I may more deeply love Him. May I help make reparation to His adorable Heart and the heart of His Mother, Mary. With greatest love, I offer myself to You and pray that You will accept my sacrifice of greatest love. I give myself to You and unite in Your gift of Yourself to me. Come and possess my soul.

    Cleanse me, strengthen me, heal me. Dear Holy Spirit act in the heart of Mary to make me more and more like Jesus.

    Father, I offer this my sacrifice, myself united to Jesus in the Holy Spirit to You. Help me to love God more deeply in this act of my greatest love.

    Give me the grace to grow in my knowledge, love and service of You and for this to be my greatest participation in the Mass. Give me the greatest graces to love You so deeply in this Mass, You who are so worthy of my love.

-Mass Book, December 27, 1995

   

                Jesus: This is My Body.

                I died for you what more do you want.

                R. The bare back
                    the blood that beaded up on His head.

                Jesus: I stand at the door of your heart and I knock.
                    I am alive, I am alive, I am alive
                    outpouring of love - even in the poorest beggar.

 

   

June 29, 1995

Joyful Mysteries

transcribed from a live tape
This rosary was given in Boca Raton, Florida  

The Annunciation

1. R. Put yourself in the presence of God. Feel Him within your heart. Make a Spiritual Communion and feel His presence deep within your heart. Feel Him as when you receive Him in the Holy Eucharist, block out all the distractions from this day and take this time to be alone with Jesus and Mary in your heart and to hear the messages that They will tell you.

2. Jesus: My dear ones, I am so present to you. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior. Let go of all those things at this moment that hold you bound. Let go of any anger, or resentment toward any person. Forgive that person and come with a heart that is open and ready to be filled with My love. I love you My dear ones, with the deepest love. Let go. Block out all distractions. I am Jesus. I want to unite so closely to your heart. I knock at the door to your heart, will you answer?

3. R. The Father has a plan for each one of us. As we meditate on the mysteries of the rosary, we see the Father's Plan unfold in the lives of Jesus and Mary. With such peace and joy for they did always the Father's Will.

4. R. The angel Gabriel comes to the Virgin Mary and asks Mary to be the Mother of God. How Mary loved the Father. She wanted, as a daughter, to please Him with such love. And now the angel comes and asks Mary to be the Mother of God. 

5. R. Mary always complied to the Will of the Father. She said, "Be it done unto Me according to Thy Word."

6. R. She was filled with the Holy Spirit and the Word became flesh and dwelt among us. 

7. R. (with deep emotion) The mysteries of the rosary — each one of these mysteries — the mysterythink of the mystery. The angel comes to the Virgin Mary and she conceives the Child Jesus, through the power of the Holy Spirit. Meditate deeply on these mysteries. Look in the womb of the Virgin Mary; the Child Jesus is formed. His Most Sacred Heart formed within Her womb, through the Holy Spirit. Jesus and Mary living in one body. She gives to Him His life support. He's growing within Her womb. Such intimacy between the Child Jesus and the Virgin Mary, as He grows within Her womb. 

8. R. The Child Jesus within the Virgin Mary, the two Hearts beating within one body. The specialness of the Virgin Mary, that the Father chose Mary from all women to send His Son into this world, in Mary. The Child Jesus makes His entry into this world in Mary; always through Mary to Jesus. 

9. R. Such intimacy between Jesus and His Mother from the first moment of conception. 

10. Song: O Holy, Dwelling Place of God

("Ave, Ave, Ave Maria"...song to be sung after each decade)

 

The Visitation

1. R. Mary's Heart was bursting with such joy to carry the Good News to her cousin, Elizabeth. She made haste to her cousin, Elizabeth.

2. R. Do we see the plan of the Father as it unfolds in the mysteries of the rosary? The Life, Death and Resurrection of Jesus come alive to us as we meditate on these mysteries. First of all the angel comes and speaks about Mary becoming the Mother of Jesus. Such calmness, God is on the earth within the womb of the Virgin Mary and Mary goes to tell her cousin Elizabeth. At the Center, in Cincinnati, the mysteries of the rosary are pictured in the windows in the Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Chapel. Jesus said that they are part of the plan of the Father. Across from the Visitation window is Mary as she is taken body and soul into heaven. And next to that she is crowned Queen of heaven and earth. She said, "yes" to the angel, always doing the will of the Father. And she is crowned Queen of heaven and earth. The Father has a plan for each one of us. Each one of us has been uniquely created by Him. Each one of us, from the day we were born, has been guarded and watched. Each of us has special talents to carry out this plan. We are so favored and so precious to Him. The plan of the Father is unfolding for the fulfillment of the Fatima message. The Immaculate Heart of Mary will triumph. The Sacred Heart of Jesus will reign, and there will be an era of peace. The plan of the Father is unfolding. Each one of us is being called by Jesus and Mary to go into this world and to spread the love of Jesus.

3. R. Mary goes to Her cousin Elizabeth, and Elizabeth says, "Why should I be honoured with a visit from the mother of my Lord?" (Lk 1:43)

4. R. How is it that God comes to us? Jesus Christ, the Son of God, truly present in His Divinity and Humanity, no less present than He was in the womb of the Virgin Mary when she visited her cousin Elizabeth, comes to us in the Eucharist. And He also waits for each one of us to come to Him as He is present in the tabernacle. He wants us to be so close to Him. I hear His lamenting cries, His cries from the tabernacle. How He loves and thirsts and waits for His precious souls. How present He is, truly present there in His Divinity and Humanity. We think, if we were there and we saw the Virgin Mary with the Child Jesus within her womb, how we would be so blest. But we receive this same Jesus within our hearts in Communion in such intimacy. God comes to us. Are we not so blest? Should we not jump for joy, as John jumped within the womb of his mother at the presence of Almighty God? Who are we that the Father so loved this world that He sent His only begotten Son and that Jesus remains with us this day in the Eucharist?

5. R. In Jesus' love song we hear, "I come to you with greatest love. I am your loving Savior. I am your God. I died for you. I come to you this day."

6. R. Jesus in the womb of the Virgin Mary went to visit Elizabeth and John. Today we receive His Life, His grace, a visit from Jesus. We pray to be so sensitive to the touch of His grace that He imparts to us in such abundance. We pray to experience this life within our being and to realize His presence within us.

7. R. Each grace, a visit from Jesus. We are reborn in Baptism. We become partakers in His divine life and we receive an increase in this life through the reception of the Eucharist. He is giving to us His divine grace. We pray to be so sensitive to this life that He gives to us, paid for by the price of His precious Blood. We are so blest. The Mass is the most glorious event. We are given such great gifts from God, for He gives to us the gift of Himself in the Holy Eucharist. Who are we that God comes to us? As we meditate on this mystery and think of Jesus and Mary visiting Elizabeth, think of the visits that we receive from God Himself because of His love for us. He remains with us and is longing and thirsting and waiting for deeper and deeper union with us.

8. R. And as we are filled more and more with this life within us, this life is reflected from our being. A light that shines in the dark night as Jesus, Jesus Christ the Son of God, lives within us. It is in Baptism that we become partakers of His divine life and if we stay in the state of grace, the Father, Son and Holy Spirit remain within us in such a special way. Who are we that God lives within us? If the wind blows and the sun ceases to shine, the presence of the Almighty God is within our being. What have we to fear if we truly realize that God is within us?

9. Jesus: My children! My children! Come so close to My Heart. My Heart is burning and on fire for love of you. I am Jesus. I long and thirst and wait for you. By the door of your heart, I wait! I wait! I wait! Minute by minute, second by second within your breast I call out to you. I love you! I love you! I love you! Do you hear these words in your heart? Do you come in silence and spend time so you can hear Me speaking within you? I am Jesus, My beloved ones. I long to be so united to you.

10. R. A visit from Jesus. Who are we that God loves us so much?

 

The Birth of Jesus

1. R. Joseph went from door to door and tried to find a place for Jesus to be born. Jesus was born in a cave in Bethlehem. The Son of God comes to this earth. He does not come adorned in silver and gold with a court of high officials. He comes to this earth the Son of God, a helpless little baby born in such poverty. Think of the mystery that God comes to this earth and puts on a little baby body. Can we comprehend even a small amount that God came to this earth in a little baby body? 

2. R. He comes to this earth. He wants to be loved by all of His precious souls. He comes a little baby, approachable. A tender infant, so lovable and He is rejected by man. There is not room for Jesus.  Is this not how it is today? Jesus remains with us truly present in the Eucharist. The Son of God in every Tabernacle in this world. How the concert houses are packed and the ball games, and the Son of God waits in the Tabernacle for His beloved souls to come and to be with Him. And He outpours His grace and His Divine Love to His beloved ones that come. The Son of God waits for us. 

3. R. He is born in a stable surrounded by sheep and shepherds. The Son of God surrounded by His flock.  Jesus Christ, the Chief Shepherd of the flock comes a baby into the world. He came to this earth for all men. He loves each and every precious soul. He shed His blood for each soul, not just for the high and mighty. He comes for each soul that He loves so dearly. 

4. R. And He will shepherd them. 

5. R. Jesus Christ, the Son of God laying in a manger and He laid down His life for His sheep. Jesus comes into this earth born on bare wood and He goes out hanging on a cross of bare wood. He came to this earth for each one of us. How He loves us. He comes not adorned in gold and silver, but wrapped in swaddling clothes and laying in a manger.  The Son of God comes into this world in a little baby body. This is the love that God the Father has for each one of us that He sent His only begotten Son into this world. 

6. R. Jesus, rejected by the men of the earth, but the Heavens proclaimed His glory. The star shone above His bed. 

7. R. We know so little of the love of God. We meditate on this mystery how God so loved the world that He comes to this earth and puts on a human body. Would we be so fearful if we realized His presence and how close He is to us. He is with us. Second by second, minute by minute He dwells in our hearts. We are never alone. I know this interior life, I go inside of me and meditate on this presence with me. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit dwell within us in a special way when we are in the state of grace. Jesus appeared His Heart ablaze. The Heart of burning love for His precious souls. Jesus the Son of God is born a baby in the town of Bethlehem and He comes and wants us to give Him our love. 

Jesus: I want hearts that are burning and on fire for love of Me. My dear ones, I am Jesus. I wait! I wait! I wait by the door of your heart and bid you to open the door. Many have forgotten. They neglect Me. My dear ones, I am calling out to you. Come to My Heart. Find refuge from this cold world in My Heart. As I was rejected, you, too, will be rejected by this world that has turned Godless. Come to Me and I will give you rest. I am Jesus, your beloved Savior. I love you with the deepest love. I am waiting for you, My dear ones. Will you answer this call?

8. Song: I Come to You with Greatest Love

9. Song: Little Baby Hands Has He

10. Song: What Child is This

  

The Presentation of Jesus in the Temple

1. R. Joseph and Mary took the Child Jesus to the Temple and presented Him to the Father.   

2R. The old man, Simeon is there.   

‘Look, he is destined for the fall and for the rise of many in Israel, destined to be a sign that is opposed—and a sword will pierce your soul too—so that the secret thoughts of many may be laid bare.' Luke 2: 34-35

3. R. From this point on each time that Mary saw Her beloved Child, she knew of the sufferings that would come.

Jesus: I am Jesus. You do not fully know the tender love that I have for you. I am here and I am outpouring to you tender love.  

4. R. The Child Jesus comes to this earth in the womb of His Mother. He comes in Her body.  The two Hearts beating in one body. In the Temple, He is held in the arms of His Mother. And after He died on the cross, He is held in Her arms. It is in Mary, in Her most loving Heart that She places us in the deepest recesses of Her Son's Heart. We can jump to Her loving arms as the Child Jesus jumped to Her arms. In The Lady of Perpetual Help picture, Jesus lost His little shoe. If we jump to Her arms, our loving Mother will protect us. She spreads Her mantle and Her protection over us, and our weapon — the rosary. In this world that is in suffering and in pain, we pray the rosary, our weapon, against the evils of this world. 

5. R. We see the Virgin Mary as She holds the Child Jesus so tenderly in Her arms and She gazes into His eyes. And I see the Virgin Mary as She holds His lifeless body under the cross. "A sword too, shall pierce your soul, O Mary."       

6. R. Jesus was formed in the womb of the Virgin Mary. He was given His physical life in His body from Mary. Through Baptism we are reborn to new life. It is in Her spiritual womb that we are formed more and more into His image and likeness through the Holy Spirit. Jesus was formed in Her womb through the Holy Spirit. Our life is a constant journey where we are formed more and more in Her Heart through the Holy Spirit to be like Jesus. And it is in this likeness that we are led closer and closer to our beloved Father. For, to know Jesus is to know the Father. The closer we become to Jesus, the closer we become to the Father. Our Father so loved us that He sent His only begotten Son into this world. And all through the Passion, Jesus knew the Father's love. Do we know how the Father loves us? That He gave us His Son, Jesus Christ. Jesus is a Divine Person. Jesus has two natures:  Human and Divine. Jesus Christ the Son of God is truly present in the Blessed Sacrament today. 

7. R. Jesus Christ bridges the gap between humanity and divinity. Who are we that God so loved this world? 

8. "And a sword too, shall pierce your soul O Mary." 

R. We see before us the Child Jesus in the arms of His Mother. And we see Them as Their eyes meet on the way to Calvary. As She looks into the eyes of Her Son, His face covered with blood and His head crowned with thorns, and She sees the love of Her Son Jesus and She appears to us and asks us to see through Her eyes the love of Her Son Jesus this day. If we were there on Calvary, if we looked through Her eyes, would we see the love in His eyes? The love that He has for us. But He suffered and died. He was born a helpless baby. He rose and ascended into Heaven. The price of this life given to us is the price of His blood. If we look into the eyes of our beloved Savior as Mary did all through Her life from the time She held Him in Her arms in the Temple, to the time She peered into His eyes on the way to Calvary, would we see the love of Jesus? For I hear Him lament how He longs and thirsts and waits and wants such close union with each and every soul that He would give His life for us this day. His greatest agonies were not the agonies that He experienced to His body, but the agonies that He suffered to His Most Sacred Heart for the neglect, the indifference and the sacrileges that are committed against Him especially in the Blessed Sacrament, the Sacrament of His greatest love. 

9. Song: Little Baby Hands has He

10. Song: I Watched Him as a Baby

R. Can we look through the eyes of Mary and see Her beloved Son? Can we go to Her Heart and join in deeper and deeper union with Him? Her Heart is pierced with a sword. His Heart is pierced with a lance. The Hearts of deepest love beating in love for man.

Hail Mary...... 

R. And He wears around His Heart the crown of thorns for all the indifference and neglect, and sacrileges, all those who wound His Heart for He loves each soul to His death and He would die this day for each precious soul. Mary comes and calls out to us to come to the Heart of Her Son. The Heart that is burning and waiting and longing to be united so close to Him.

 

The Finding of Jesus in the Temple

1. Song: Our Lady of Fatima

2. R. The Child Jesus was taken to the Temple by Mary and Joseph for the feast of the Passover and when it was over Mary and Joseph went on their way and the Child remained behind. 

3. R. Their hearts in such sorrowing they returned to search for the Child Jesus. Think of this, separation of three days between Mary and Jesus. 

4. R. And they found Jesus in the Temple and He was talking to the doctors and they were astounded at His wisdom and knowledge. Look at the lives of Jesus and Mary in the Father's Plan. God comes to this earth in the womb of the Virgin Mary. God! And there is such quietness. This is God, Jesus born on the earth. Always peace and joy all through these mysteries. They knew the Father's Plan. The Father has this plan for each one of us and it is unfolding. It is in living according to His Will that we will have peace and joy in our lives. It is only living according to His Will that we will find this peace. His little children dependent on their most loving Father, the Father that loves us so much, that loves His creation, that has gifted us so abundantly each one of us so specially, so uniquely created to help aid in His Plan of Salvation. And Jesus and Mary are calling us this day to come to Their Hearts and to dwell in Their Hearts. To come ever closer, to follow the Will of the Father and live our lives according to this plan. 

5. Mary: I am Mary your Mother. My dear ones, so many of my little children are lost and hurting in this world and I call out to you to come to the Heart of my Son, Jesus, to pray as you have never prayed before with your whole heart, your whole soul and your whole being. So many souls will be lost for their sinfulness. I am calling you this evening to come, come to my Heart and I will place you deeply in the Heart of my Son, Jesus. I am your beloved Mother. I mother you with such tender love. I protect you. I guard you, my little children. Will you pray for the children of this world? So many souls have strayed from the Heart of my Son. Your prayers are mighty weapons in this world. Pray! Pray! Pray! These are my beloved children, some of whom are on the path to damnation. My dear, dear children, I am your Mother and I am calling you. You will be rejected, you will be persecuted. You will be treated hatefully. You are my chosen ones that I am sending into this world, a world that is suffering. My Son Jesus is persecuted and rejected. I am guarding you. I am Mary your Mother. Do not give in to Satan. He wants you stopped. You must proceed fearlessly ahead in the Holy Spirit. Pray for the fearlessness of the Apostles to go into this world and to spread the love of Our Hearts. My dear ones, I am your Mother and I am guarding you on your way.

6. Mary: Such sinfulness in this world today. Such vileness the little children are being taught. Children are being murdered. Open your eyes and see before you the sin in this world. I am your Mother and I am calling you to go out with your hearts filled with the love of my Son Jesus. Your arms, a heart on fire for love of God. I am Mary your Mother. Will you answer my call?

7. Mary: When you are persecuted, come to Our Hearts. Find refuge in the Heart of my Son. You must be strong soldiers in this war against Satan. Pray the rosary every day! Pray the rosary! Pray as you have never prayed before. Prayer is your weapon against the evils of this world. Know that I am with you, guarding you and spreading my mantle upon you.

8. R. Do we see our brothers that are lost in this world this day? Do we see that we are given great graces and Jesus and Mary are giving us Their Hearts filled with such love? Do we see these great graces that we are given and thank Them for all our gifts and praise the Father, Son and Holy Spirit for the love of God? How are we responding to God's love in this world? Are our hearts filled with the love of Jesus? 

9. Mary: You are the lights that shine in the darkest nights, the lights that shine to the world that has forgotten God and is suffering and in pain. All throughout the world are hearts that are filled with the love of God that are radiating this light. Come ever closer to the Heart of my Son and you will shine as beacon lights to light the way of many that are in pain.

10. Mary: I am Mary of the most holy rosary. Pray the rosary as your weapon against Satan. As you pray the rosary, the life of my Son will live within you and you will carry to this world this message of His love. Meditate on the mysteries of the rosary and pray to the Holy Spirit to lead you on your way. Pray for the grace to know and love God more and more, and every day pray to the Father in union with the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass in the Spirit and offer up all of your prayers, works, joys and sufferings of the day. Your prayers are so important to the plan of salvation. The plan of the Father is unfolding. Each one of you, threads in the tapestry, is so important with the special mission to go out to this world and to spread His love. Your mission may be a mission of prayer. Your mission may be one where you preach the word of my Son. My dear ones, it is in moments in front of the tabernacle that you will find your answers. Come to the Heart of my Son Jesus and He will speak in the inner promptings of your heart. Come to the tabernacle for His Life and let Him fill you more and more with His divine life and His divine love. You are far more precious than the finest pearls. I am Mary your Mother and I thank you for responding to this call. This is a rosary from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary delivered to you with greatest love.

 

R. Mary would like us to do The Seven Sorrows. 

1st Sorrow: The Prophecy of Simeon. And a sword too, shall pierce your soul O Mary.

Hail Mary..... 

2nd Sorrow: The Flight into Egypt.

Hail Mary..... 

3rd Sorrow: The Loss of the Child Jesus in the Temple.

Hail Mary... 

4th Sorrow: And Their Eyes Peered Into One Another's on the Way to Calvary.

Hail Mary..... 

5th Sorrow: Jesus dies on the Cross.

R. Before His death Jesus gave to us, His beloved Mother. She is our Spiritual Mother that leads us on our way, and each day we go closer and closer to our final end. Each day from Baptism to eternity. We become filled more and more with His life when we go to the sacraments. She stood beneath the cross and He gave to us His loving Mother. Mary mothers us. We are formed in her Immaculate Heart (her spiritual womb) through the power of the Holy Spirit. Mary is mother of the Church. We live out the life, death and resurrection of Christ in our lives. Through His pierced Heart gushed forth, blood and water. Water, a symbol for Baptism. Blood, a symbol for the Eucharist. And through His pierced Heart, the Church was born. We as members of the Church are members of His body. "And a sword too shall pierce Your Heart O Mary".  And Mary stands beneath the cross and I hear the cries for Her heart was in such sorrowing for all the souls that would be lost despite the sufferings and death of Her Son. And She calls out to us this day to be strong soldiers to go into this world. For we will make the difference. How strong we are! How fearless we are! For Jesus and Mary are calling us to live the Gospel in our lives, commissioned through Baptism to carry it out to others.

Hail Mary....                     

6th Sorrow:  Mary Receives the Lifeless Body of Her Son in Her Arms.

R. His body covered and wounded that bear the marks of His great love. He did the Father's Will to His death.  Always through the lives of Jesus and Mary perfect peace doing the Will of the Father. It is in compliance to His Will that our peace and joy lie.  "And a sword too, shall pierce Your Heart, O Mary."

Hail Mary.... 

7th Sorrow: Jesus is Locked in the Tomb.

R. And Mary weeps outside bitterly. The price paid — Jesus gave His life — His precious Body and Blood.  And He remains this day in the Eucharist and calls out, "Tell them, Rita, tell them how I am longing and waiting and thirsting for their love. And every word that I write in My letters are words of My love for them. I love you! I love you! I love you!  Minute by minute, second by second, I am attentive to all your needs. As you breathe and as your heart beats, I am with you for I will never abandon you."......

Song:  Isaiah 49  

Isaiah 49: 15

Can a woman forget her baby at the breast,
feel no pity for the child she has borne?
Even if these were to forget,
I shall not forget you.

Hail Mary..... 

Rita said:  Jesus appeared in the picture almost the whole rosary and when I sang that song at the end the lights were just flashing all around Him. I would like Marty to tell what she saw during the rosary...... 

Marty said, "Well, Mary, the statue of Our Lady of Fatima, and the picture of the Sacred Heart of Jesus were illuminated through the entire rosary. Jesus' lips were moving through most of the rosary.

Rita said:  I saw Mary, Her mouth was moving through the rosary when I would look at Her also..... 

Rita said:  This has been a very special night for us to come. And Jesus has told me for almost two months to come to Florida and I put it off and it just all worked out. It's like if I didn't listen to the promptings, because there is a lot going on in Cincinnati. It's like He just laid this plan out so that I had to go because I wasn't answering the response. So I mean it just all fell into place. And I know that you are called here to hear what He wants you to hear tonight because of the way this all came about. We just have a lot going on up there and I just didn't know how I was going to do this. So He made it available and even this meeting tonight how this happened on such short......

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Books written by the cofounder of Shepherds of Christ Ministries

Mass Book
A Journey Into the Heart of Jesus - Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 12.00 plus postage

  Mass Book, by Rita Ring: Many of the entries in the Priestly Newsletter Volume II from a spiritual journal came from this book. These entries
  are to help people to be more deeply united to God in the Mass. This book is available in English and Spanish with the Church’s
Imprimatur.

  $12

Rosary Meditations for Parents and Children
From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 10.00  plus postage

 

  Rosary Meditations for Parents and Children, by Rita Ring, Short Meditations for both parents and children to be used when praying the
  rosary. These meditations will help all to know the lives of Jesus and Mary alive in their Hearts. Available in both English and Spanish with
  the Church’s
Imprimatur.
$10

God's Blue Book I
Teachings to Lift You Up. Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book I by Rita Ring. Open Anywhere    This book will change your life. These are beautiful love letters to us from Jesus. A million books have been printed and circulated. Jesus loves us so much    He wants a personal relationship with us    He wants us to go to the Eucharist and be with Him before the tabernacle. $10

God's Blue Book II
The Fire of His Love. Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by Fr. Edward J. Carter S. J.
$ 10.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book II by Rita Ring. Letters from Jesus about His on fire love    Jesus wants this great intimacy with us    On fire love    Personal love letters from Jesus about the love of His Heart    A book on surrender Fr. Carter said! $10

God's Blue Book III
Love God, Love One Another. Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book III by Rita Ring. Fr. Carter's favorite book    It is about loving and forgiving each other    Being pure in heart    A book for unity in family, community, in life!! $10

God's Blue Book 4
The Love of the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Author: Rita Ring
$ 5.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book IV by Rita Ring. This book is about the love Jesus has for Mary and Mary has for Jesus and Jesus and Mary have for us    It is truly the Love of the Two Hearts. Mary appeared every day at the Holy Spirit Center    Fr. Carter was there. Mary's first apparition July 5, 1994. $5

God's Blue Book 5
So Deep Is the Love of His Heart. Author: Rita Ring.
$ 5.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book V by Rita Ring. Jesus wants to be the bridegroom of our soul    He is our beloved    Jesus tells us about pure love    how we are to be pure of heart and love God and love others. It is a must, to hear about love from Jesus    Jesus is love    $5

God's Blue Book 6A
He Calls Us to Action Author: Rita Ring.
$ 10.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book 6A by Rita Ring. Rosaries from Their Hearts during apparitions. Jesus and Mary appeared every day and I received rosaries from Them and They were transcribed from a tape. Also messages of love from Jesus on days of January, 1995    About Baptism    writings from Fr. Carter and the Scriptures. $10

God's Blue Book 6B
He Calls Us to Action Author: Rita Ring.
$ 10.00  plus postage

God's Blue Book 6B by Rita Ring. Jesus and Mary appeared every day in February, 1995    So beautiful    transcribed from a tape    the Stations, 7 Sorrows, prayers in the Prayer Manual, the Holy Spirit Novena Book and the Song Book. Pure love    loving and forgiving    a book about Jesus' love, baptism, grace and Fr. Carter's Newsletter. $10

Rosaries From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary - Volume I
Red Rosary Book - Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage

Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Book 1. Mary appeared in Clearwater December 17, 1996 in rainbow color and these rosaries left the printer the same day from Apparitions of Jesus and Mary    transcribed from a tape. $10

Blue Rosary Book
Rosaries From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary - Volume II
$ 12.00  plus postage

Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary Book 2. This is a book of so many rosaries - transcribed from a tape. So many beautiful rosaries.   pages  $12

Short Rosary Meditations for the Ederly, Ill, and Homebound
From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary: Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
This book is 8 1/2" by 11" and you can open it up and sit it on your lap.
$ 10.00  plus postage

Short Rosary Meditations for the Elderly, Ill and Homebound. This book is so important with pictures they can open it and lay it on their laps and pray the rosary. $10

  Messages From Jesus
  Given by Jesus to His Messenger Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
  This book is 8 1/2" by 11" and you can open it up and sit it on your lap.

  $ 10.00  plus postage

Messages for the Elderly, Ill and Homebound. This is a big book of loving messages for nursing home people and homebound from Jesus and Mary    Their lives are so important    united to the Mass offering up their suffering, their lives for the souls of this earth. $10

Daily Messages From Heaven 1
From the Florida Apparition Site Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage

Daily Messages From Heaven Volumes 2 thru 5 (Spiral bound)
From the Florida Apparition Site Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.

$25.00 each plus postage

Daily Messages from Heaven. First book of Daily Messages. $10

Rosary Meditations for Little People and Elderly
Short Meditations for the Rosary
$ 3.00  plus postage

Color the Lives of Jesus and Mary, Books 1 thru 5
A Coloring Book with Short Meditations on the 15 mysteries of the rosary. Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 5.00 each plus postage

Color the Lives of Jesus and Mary. Volumes 1 through 7. Coloring books and meditations for grade school children and others on the mysteries of the rosary - really good. $5 each.

  Coloring the Lives of Jesus and Mary Books 6 and 7
  Mysteries of Light
  $ 5.00 each plus postage

  Color the Lives of Jesus and Mary. Volumes 6 through 7. Coloring books and meditations for grade school children and others on the mysteries of the rosary - really good. $5 each.

 

  God's Blue Book I on CD, Disk #1
  God's Blue Book I, Disk #1 Read by author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
  $ 10.00 plus postage

 

  Mysteries of Light Rosary Book
  Rosaries From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary - Volume I
  $ 5.00
  plus postage 

 

  Mysteries of Light Rosary Book
  Rosaries From the Hearts of Jesus and Mary - Volume II
  $ 5.00
 
plus postage 

 

  Apostle's Manual
  Shepherds of Christ Overview: Very carefully discerned by Fr. Edward J. Carter S. J.
  $ 20.00 

 Apostles Manual. About the Movement - the structure of the Movement    All Ministries - from the time 3 months before Mary appeared in Clearwater and 3 months after. Rosaries of the 13ths, Fr. Carter's Newsletters. Messages from God the Father    Reaching the priests, the Church, the schools and the world. $20

 Songs From Jesus
  Given by Jesus to His Messenger Author: Rita Ring. Discerned by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
  $ 3.00 

Songs from Jesus Songbook. These loving songs were given from Jesus. So beautiful    Love Songs from Jesus of His love - helping us have pure and loving hearts. $3

 

   

Shepherds of Christ Holy Spirit Novena
  Holy Spirit Novena by: Rita Ring
  $ 1.00
  plus postage

 Holy Spirit Novena Booklet. In four languages with the Imprimatur with 18 scripture readings for two complete novenas – this very powerful Holy Spirit Novena has prayers for prayers for Protection by the Blood of Jesus, Healing, Strength and Light, To Be One with God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, One with Jesus, To Dwell in the Hearts of Jesus and Mary, Prayer for the Holy Spirit and His Gifts, and the Word Alive in Our Hearts. All these prayers take about 10 minutes daily recited out loud. $1

 

  Shepherds of Christ Holy Spirit Novena CD
  Holy Spirit Novena Read by: Rita Ring
  $ 10.00 
plus postage


  Holy Spirit Novena CD. Prayers and scripture readings from the Holy Spirit Novena Booklet read by Rita Ring. $10

  Colorea 1 thru 5
  las vidas de Jesϊs y Marνa (recibido el Imprimαtur)
  $ 5.00 each plus postage 

 

  Para Comprender Mejor La Santa Misa
  Una Jornada Hacia el Corazσn de Jesϊs
  $ 10.00 

 

  Meditaciones del Rosario
  para Pequenos y Ancianos
  $ 10.00 

 

Fr. Joe Robinson

Guiding Light - Reflect on the Word
Inspiring Homilies Covering Cycle B of the Liturgical Year
$ 15.00 plus postage

Guiding Light homily series - Reflect on the Word - Cycle B     The Word leaves an impression on our souls. In my thoughts and reflections are born a more tangible understanding of these eternal concepts presented in the Gospels and the readings. Anyone can read a sentence, but not anyone can absorb it's true meaning. Truth, in this day and age, is almost a matter of opinion or individual entitlement. We believe that Christ's truth is our Roman Catholic Church. We, as priests, champion it's teachings; we are ambassadors for the Pope and Christ to those faces looking at us. We are the light by which our congregation reads to reflect upon real truth and we do it hand in hand. $15

Guiding Light - Steadfast to the Son
Inspiring Homilies Covering Cycle A of the Liturgical Year
$ 15.00 plus postage

Guiding Light homily series - Steadfast to the Son - Cycle A    The sunflower is a great example of how we should be steadfastly guided by light. What a powerful thought that this exceptional plant is not stuck in one pose day in and day out, yet adaptable and magnetized to the sun. We feel the same about our Son. Our heads turns to face Christ as each day presents its challenges to find light. We join together like plants in a field and soak up the Son through the pulpit. We are a warm circle of strength using the wind of our breath to carry our priests' words, Christ's words, to new rich soil. $15

Guiding Light - Feed My Soul
Inspiring Homilies Covering Cycle C of the Liturgical Year
$ 10.00 plus postage

Guiding Light - Feed My Soul
Inspiring Homilies Covering Cycle C of the Liturgical Year
$ 15.00 plus postage

Guiding Light - Feed My Soul - Cycle C    In a world rapidly advancing and encouraging personal gain, we are faced with modern problems. There is a challenge to find time in our busy schedules for Sunday Mass or a family meal. We are able to research, shop, bank and even work without hearing one human voice. It is no wonder that we may often feel disconnected and famished at our week's end. In Fr. Joe's third book of homilies from Cycle C, we are reminded of the charity that Christ intended us to show each other. We have a calling to turn the other cheek and be the Good Samaritan to others. We are rewarded with the Father's kingdom and love when we are not worthy. We are not left alone or hungry. $15

Guiding Light - Focusing on the Word
Inspiring Homilies Covering Cycle B of the Liturgical Year
$ 15.00 plus postage

Guiding Light - Focusing on the Word - Cycle B    At times we may feel that our path to Christ is a bit "out of focus". Like the disciples in the Book of Mark, this ordinary life clouds our vision of Christ's Divinity. We may doubt the practicality or possibility of applying His teachings and example to our modern life. Cycle B's homilies are a "guiding light" to help us realize Jesus' Messianic greatness and His promise of better things to come. $15

Guiding Light - The Word Alive in Our Hearts
Inspiring Homilies covering partial year of Cycle A by Fr. Joe Robinson
$ 10.00 plus postage

Guiding Light - The Word Alive in Our Hearts. - Cycle A (partial)    Homilies by the Reverend Joe Robinson given at St. Boniface Church in Cincinnati, Ohio. It is a tremendous honor Fr. Joe has allowed us to share these great gifts with you – for greater holiness and knowing more and more about God. $10

Fr. Edward J. Carter

Books written by the founder of Shepherds of Christ Ministries

Response to God's Love
...God Himself is the Ultimate Mystery
$ 10.00  plus postage

Response to God’s Love by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. In this book Fr. Carter speaks of God as the ultimate mystery. We can meditate on the interior life of the Trinity. Fr. Carter tells us about our uniqueness in the Father's Plan for us, how the individual Christian, the Church and the world are in the state of becoming. Imprimatur. $10

Shepherds of Christ Spirituality Newsletters 1
Selected Writings on Spirituality  for All People Editor: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 10.00  plus postage

Shepherds of Christ - Selected Writings on Spirituality for all People as Published in Shepherds of Christ Newsletter for Priests. Contains 12 issues of the newsletter from July/August 1994 to May/June 1996. $15

Shepherds of Christ Spirituality Newsletters 2
Selected Writings on Spirituality    for All People Editor: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimatur
$ 12.00  plus postage

Shepherds of Christ - Volume 2: by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. Contains issues 13-29 of the newsletter (September/October 1996 - Issue 5, 1999) $15

Shepherds of Christ Spirituality Newsletters 3
Selected Writings on Spirituality    for All People Editor: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage

Shepherds of Christ - Volume 3 by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. Contains Newsletter Issues 1 through 4 of 2000 including Fr. Carter’s tremendous Overview of the Spiritual Life $10

Tell My People
Messages from Jesus and Mary Author: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimi Potest 
$ 10.00  plus postage

Tell My People. Messages from Jesus and Mary (As given to Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.)    One of Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.'s Synopsis of the Spiritual Life    From Jesus to Fr. Carter "On Holy Saturday, 1994, Jesus told me that on the following day, Easter, I would also begin to receive messages for others. Our Lord also told me that some of these were eventually to be published in a book  and here is that book." $10

Spirituality Handbook
Shepherds of Christ Associates Spirituality Handbook - A Way of Spiritual Life
Author: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J. Imprimi Potest

$ 3.00  plus postage

Spirituality Handbook. Fr. Edward Carter, S.J. did 3 synopsis of the spiritual life. The Spirituality Handbook, the Priestly Newsletter 20he Tell My People book. The way of spiritual life proposed to the members of Shepherds of Christ Associates is centered in consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. All aspects of the spiritual life discussed below should be viewed as means to help members develop their lives in consecration to Christ, the Sacred Heart, and to Mary, the Immaculate Heart. $3

The Spirituality of Fatima
Fatima: The Setting, The Message, The Spirituality of Consecration
$ 5.00  plus postage

The Spirituality of Fatima by Fr. Edward J. Carter, S.J. The Fatima apparitions and messages received official Church approval in 1930. In giving her official approval to the Fatima event, the Church tells us that what took place at Fatima involving the three young visionaries is worthy of our belief. $5

  Shepherds of Christ Prayer Manual
  Shepherds of Christ Associates Prayers
  Author: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.

  $ .50 
plus postage

Shepherds of Christ Prayer Manual. The Shepherds of Christ has prayer chapters all over the world praying for the priests, the Church and the world. These prayers that Father Carter compiled in the summer of 1994 began this worldwide network of prayer. Currently the prayers are in eight languages with the Church’s Imprimatur. We have prayed daily for the priests, the Church, and the world since 1994. Associates are called to join prayer Chapters and help us circulate the newsletter centered on spreading devotion to the Sacred Heart and Immaculate Heart and helping to renew the Church through greater holiness. Please form a Prayer Chapter & order a Prayer Manual.

 

 

Shepherds of Christ 6:20 Prayers CD
Holy Spirit Novena, Associates Prayer Manual and the Rosary Led by: Fr. Edward J. Carter S.J.
$ 10.00  plus postage

 

Priestly Newsletter 2000 Issue 1
Audio CD - Read by Father Edward J. Carter
$ 10.00  plus postage

Priestly Newsletter - 2000 #1 - CD. - Christ is Our Strength - Fr. Edward Carter, S.J. read it the year he died. It is so beautiful. "This brief passage contains one of the greatest lessons of the spiritual life. As we progress along our spiritual journey, we become increasingly aware of how weak we are in our-selves, but how strong we are in Christ. To experience our weakness involves suffering. The degree and kind of suffering can vary. The suffering can include the experience of the classical dark night of the spirit as described by St. John of the Cross. One of the main purposes of the dark night is to make a person keenly aware of his or her helplessness without God." quote by Fr. Carter from the newsletter $10

Priestly Newsletter 2000 Issue 2
Audio CD - Read by Father Edward J. Carter
$ 10.00 
plus postage

Priestly Newsletter - 2000 #2 - CD. - Suffering: A Source of Life - Fr. Edward Carter, S.J. read it the year he died. Fr. Carter knew suffering that year. His voice is so powerful as he read each Newsletter from his heart and soul. "Every man has his own share in the redemption. Each one is also called to share in that suffering through which the redemption was accomplished. He is called to share in that suffering through which all human suffering has also been redeemed. In bringing about the redemption through suffering, Christ has also raised human suffering to the level of the redemption. Thus each man in his suffering can also become a sharer in the redemptive suffering of Christ..." quote by Fr. Carter from the newsletter $10

Light, Happiness, & Peace
Journeying Through Traditional Catholic Spirituality Author: Fr. John J. Pasquini
$ 10.00 plus postage

This book Light, Happiness and Peace is a journey into the spiritual life    an awakening of deeper life IN HIM. Here are some of the comments we received from bishops and cardinals about the book. Cardinal – Pontifical Council for Culture – Vatican City “I am sure that this book, Light, Happiness and Peace through a discussion on traditional Catholic Spirituality will contribute in bringing back prayer into the mainstream of life.” $10

In Imitation of Two Hearts
Prayers for Consolation, Renewal and Peace in Times of Suffering Author: Fr. John J. Pasquini
$ 10.00  plus postage

In Imitation of Two Hearts - Prayers for Consolation, Renewal and Peace in Times of Suffering Fr. John J. Pasquini leads a suffering soul to the gentle Hearts of Jesus and Mary. In these most loving Hearts - the prayers by Fr. John Pasquini - help the person suffering to know more deeply the pascal mystery of death/resurrection. President of the Pontifical Council for Health $10

Authenticity
Authenticity - Prayers and Meditations Author: Fr. John J. Pasquini
$ 10.00  plus postage

Authenticity, the Yellow Book of prayers by Fr. John Pasquini, can lead the soul into deeper intimacy with the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, can lead to greater love of Mary which leads to the unitive life and greater holiness. The book of prayers Authenticity by Fr. John J. Pasquini is to help one grow ever deeper in the Unitive life. Apostolic Nuncio – Archbishop – Philippines “With Authenticity, much is gained in prayer, and much is accomplished through prayer. More especially if prayer is directed in behalf of the Church.” $10

Medicine of Immortality
Prayers and Meditations for Mass and Eucharistic Adoration Author: Fr. John J. Pasquini
$ 10.00  plus postage

“In Medicine of Immortality, Father John Pasquini offers his readers the richness of Catholic devotional prayer, the wisdom of the Fathers and, most of all, the fruits of his own prayer and meditation before the Blessed Sacrament. I recommend this book to all who wish to grow in their love for the Lord, who sustains the life of His Church through the precious gift of His Body and Blood.” Francis Cardinal George, O.M.I., Archbishop of Chicago $10

Ecce Fides
Pillar of Truth - Dedicated to defending Catholic beliefs through reason, Scripture, and the life of the Holy Spirit Author: Fr. John J. Pasquini
$ 10.00  plus postage

Ecce Fides is a work dedicated to defending Catholic beliefs through reason, Scripture, and the life of the Holy Spirit. "It is important that we (as people of God) return to the source of life, our faith, which is usefully exposed in this volume, and take it out to our contemporaries, evangelizing them and their cultures and inculturating the Gospel." Cardinal – Pontifical Council for Culture – Vatican City $10

 

Shepherds of Christ Spirituality Newsletters
Author: Fr. John J. Pasquini

$ 35.00  plus postage

Shepherds of Christ, a book of Spirituality Newsletters, is a compilation of the first nine newsletters from Fr. John J. Pasquini begining in August 2006. The Newsletter has been circulated to the priests and hierarchy spreading devotion to the Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart, promoting love for the Eucharist, greater love for the Church, the Priesthood, Mary and the Holy Spirit, the Mass, Prayer, and greater intimate relationship with God. $35

Authenticity Ocean DVD
The Authenticity Prayer Book is read with the Ocean as a backdrop.
$ 10.00  plus postage

DVD - Prayers from the Authenticity Book read by Rita Ring on the ocean    it is beautiful. 410

Nursing Home Mass DVD
A special mass by Fr. John J. Pasquini for those in nursing homes or homebound.
$ 10.00  plus postage

DVD - A beautiful Mass was done by Fr. John J. Pasquini for Nursing homes and assisted living. It was done at St. Joseph's magnificent chapel    St. Joseph's assisted living in Jupiter, Florida. It last about 33 minutes. We call it the golden Nursing Home Mass from St. Joseph's. $10

Consolation DVD
Give this DVD as a sympathy present.
$ 10.00  plus postage

Consolation by Fr. John J. Pasquini    upon the passing of a loved one. Fr. Pasquini has done a beautiful gift of his most wonderful homily given when someone dear has died. It can be given as a tremendous gift. $10

 

Divine Mercy Chaplet CD
Give this DVD as a gift.
$ 10.00  plus postage

Divine Mercy Chaplet CD. Prayed by Fr. John J. Pasquini $10

Special 27" Pilgrim Virgin of Fatima/Clearwater Statue with Glass
27" Statue with crown
$ 450.00 plus shipping

Special 18" Pilgrim Virgin of Fatima/Clearwater Statue with Glass 
$ 250.00 plus shipping

Special 15" Pilgrim Virgin of Fatima/Clearwater Statue with Glass
White gown with gold trim around mantel
$ 200.00 plus shipping

Special 12" Pilgrim Virgin of Fatima/Clearwater Statue with Glass
White gown with gold trim around mantel
$ 160.00 plus shipping

Special 18" Our Lady of Fatima/Clearwater Statue with Glass 
Blue and Pink gown with a rosary over her hand.
$ 250.00 plus shipping

Special 11" Our Lady of Fatima/Clearwater Statue with Glass
Blue and Pink gown.
$ 150.00 plus shipping

Crucifix by Felix - Hand Carved
Crucifix with incredible detail!
$ 750.00 plus shipping

Imitation of Two Hearts
Giclee Art Print on Canvas
$ 150.00 plus shipping

Lucia's Vision
Giclee Art Print on Canvas by Harold Kellner
$ 150.00 plus shipping

 
  Mary's Image
   12 x 16
  Giclee Art Print on Canvas
of Mary's image with a sliver of glass and a little bottle of Jesus and Mary water. The glass will be fixed behind the back of the picture.
  $ 200.00
plus shipping

 

 

 
 
Blue Crystal Rosary
  Rosary with the Image of Our Lady of Clearwater
  6mm - $ 30.00 plus shipping
 
8mm - $ 40.00 plus shipping

 

  Red Crystal Rosary
  Rosary with the Image of Our Lady of Clearwater
  6mm - $ 30.00 plus shipping
  8mm - $ 40.00
plus shipping

 

 

  Clear Crystal Rosary
  Rosary with the Image of Our Lady of Clearwater
  6mm - $ 30.00 plus shipping
  8mm - $ 40.00
plus shipping

 

 

 

  Mug
  Mug with the Image of Our Lady of Clearwater
  $ 15.00
plus shipping
 

 

 

 

Call Rosie
1-888-211-3041
or
1-727-725-9312

 

Statues  

OL-Guadalupe
w/glass - 28

OL-Grace
w/glass - 24

OL-Mt. Carmel
w/glass - 24

OL-Lourdes
w/glass - 24
 

IH-Mary
w/glass - 24

IH-Ivory
w/glass - 24

SH-Jesus
w/glass - 24

SH-Blessing
w/glass - 24

Sorrow M
w/glass - 24

Inf.-Prague
w/glass - 24

OL-Lourdes
w/glass - 18

OL-Mt. Carmel
w/glass - 18

I Heart
w/glass - 18

I Heart - Ivory
w/glass - 18

OL-Grace
w/glass - 18

SH-Jesus
w/glass - 18

OL-Guadalupe
w/glass - 12

 

PV-Fatima
w/glass - 27

PV-Fatima
w/glass - 18

PV-Fatima
w/glass - 15

OL-Fatima
w/glass - 18

PV-Fatima
w/glass - 12

OL-Fatima
w/glass - 11

St. Padre Pio

St. Joseph

St. Therese

St. Francis

St. Anthony

St. Claire

Limpias

St. Jude
 

Divine Mercy

Holy Family

Angel

St. Philomena

Pieta - Marble

Pieta - Color

Holy Family 12

St. Anthony - 18

St. Francis - 18

St. Joseph - 18

St. Therese - 18

St. Rita - 18

St. Clare - 12
 

St. Rita - 12

St. Padre Pio - 12

Divine Mercy - 12

St. Michael - 11

Limpias - 8

       
           
           
           
           

 


Shepherds of Christ Ministries
P. O. Box 627
China, IN  47250

 

Toll free - 1-888-211-3041
Local - 1-812-273-8405
fax - 1-812-273-3182
web: www.sofc.org
e-mail: info@sofc.org

 

 

Size

Price

Quantity   

 Holy Family

 24"

$180

 

 Limpias

 24"

$125

 

 St. Anthony

 24"

$125

 

 St. Claire

 24"

$125

 

 St. Francis

 24"

$125

 

 St. Joseph

 24"

$125

 

 St. Jude

 24"

$125

 

 St. Padre Pio

 24"

$125

 

 St. Therese

 24"

$125

 
 Divine Mercy 22"

$125

 
 Angel 22"

$100

 
 St. Philomena 20"

$100

 
 St. Philomena 16"

$65

 
 St. Joseph 18"

$65

 
 St. Francis 18"

$65

 
 St. Anthony 18"

$65

 
 St. Rita 18"

$65

 
 St. Therese 18"

$65

 
 Pieta - Color

15"

$125

 
 Pieta - Marble

15"

$125

 
 Holy Family 12"

$75

 
 St. Padre Pio - standing 12"

$100

 
 St. Padre Pio - sitting 9"

$100

 
 St. Michael 11"

$40

 
 St. Rita 12"

$40

 

 Divine Mercy

12"

$50

 
 St. Claire 12"

$40

 
 Pieta - Color

8"

$75

 
 Pieta - Marble

8"

$75

 
 Limpias 8"

$25

 
 Our Lady of Guadalupe w/glass 28"

$500

 
 Our Lady of Mt. Carmel w/glass 24"

$500

 

 Immaculate Heart of Mary w/glass

 24"

$500

 

 Immaculate Heart - Ivory w/glass

 24"

$500

 

 Infant of Prague w/glass

 24"