Shepherds of Christ Daily Writing

July 1, 2013

May 14, 1996

Jesus: My dear chosen ones,

    I am calling you to come to the Holy Spirit Center, May 21, 1996 for a special rosary and to pray for the renewal of the Church and the world.

    I am calling you to join the Apostles of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus. It is only in prayer and sacrifice that many will turn from their evil ways to God. I am calling you to prayer and sacrifice for your brothers.

    I am giving great graces to My chosen ones to join and be an active member in the Shepherds of Christ Movement. I want to be so close to you. I will live in you in this world and light many hearts with My love alive in you.

    Please come – you will be given a special grace to join deeper in My Heart. Beginning June 4th, all Tuesday Shepherds of Christ Meetings will be held at Our Lady of the Holy Spirit Center. The meeting begins with prayer to the Holy Spirit at 6:45, the Rosary at 7:00 p.m.

    Please come and pray with us in this special movement. I have given this Movement to help in the renewal of the Church and the world.

    I love you. I am Jesus, your Savior.

 

Through Him, With Him, In Him

 

 

May 11, 1996

R. Jesus wrapped me in His arms and gave me such a grace. I felt Lucia's vision as if I saw the flow of grace from the Father, in the Holy Spirit, in the pierced Heart of Jesus, in Mary, to me and to others.

    I saw all this, locked in my vision, seeing clearly that indescribable light – the light as it fell on the altar and the flowers from the cross and the Eucharist.

    Then, I realized a soul, at that moment, on the edge of death, and the power of the grace given to that soul that they might be changed if they cooperate with that grace. The Mass is the greatest prayer.

    I felt Christ one in me in every prayer. I felt the presence of the Father and the Holy Spirit. Never before did I understand the words, "Through Him, With Him, and In Him" as today. There is a soul on the edge of death.

    I could see Fr. Carter's heart, bigger than mine, in Mary's heart and in the Heart of Jesus - one with the presence of God, and I realized our hearts united to others which made my heart burn and then united to all hearts as one body in Him, which made the love so intensified – I love God and all others – the Mass is unifying.

Read message of May 7th.

    The message given from Mary, on April 27, 1996 p.m. was a very strong message: "See your writings as one for the renewal of the Church and the world. Your writings and Fr. Carter's writings will merge as information given from heaven to draw hearts closer to Our Hearts."

May 13, 1996

R. I realized at Mass that Jesus wants my all. He doesn't want me consumed with fear. Jesus wants me. I gave Him myself, all my faults, my mess at home, my insecurities when I try to deeply love someone – I laid myself bare before Him, holding nothing back, all the problems in my life, and I felt as if I slipped deeper and deeper into His Heart as I gave Him all the things that were faults.

    Love is the gift of self to the other. He showed us how He gave His all to us. We must give our all to Him to deeply love Him.

    I cannot deeply spiritually, love all because they do not take me as I am - they want me as they want me to be.

    To deeply love someone, we take them as they are. We love them.

    If love is to be deep we open wide our soul and reveal ourselves to significant others. We do not have to tell everything, but we do not hold back that which we truly want to share.

    We cannot have a deep love relationship with someone if we cannot share ourselves freely when we so choose.

    Love does not restrict, it unifies - love in one body.

Two visions I had:

December 15, 1995 – going to the center of His Heart, through Mary's heart, with permeating action of the Holy Spirit, united in the center of His Heart - the deepest, whitest chamber of His Heart - to the Father.

March 26, 1996 – The altar of sacrifice - with the Eucharist and the cross - are the key of the Fatima Message.

Deepest Chamber
December 15th - Hearts one in Their Hearts and
Grace outpoured on March 26th – united in every act as a sacrifice to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

Fires of Hell –  
Grace - Fire of His Love and Mercy

 

 

May 12, 1996

My Mother's Day Gift to My Mother

R. When I am in a mystical experience, I am in an ecstatic state. I am unaware of time. Time is nonexistent. To make me aware of time all through the rosaries is to keep me from being in this state, to keep me focused on the exterior.

    When I am receiving an apparition or a rosary I am deeply interior. I do not remember most of the time the words of the rosary. He uses me as His instrument, my voice, my emotions. I totally put myself in the hands of the Almighty God. He uses me. Time is as one. To tell me to be aware of time during an apparition is the opposite of what happens in a rosary. I am in a mystical state. I surrender to God in a rosary.

    If you tell me to be aware of time, I am not in a mystical state. I am in this world, talking from Rita's head.

    There is no control in a mystical experience. When I suffer pain, I receive it when it comes and it is lifted when God takes it away.

    When I am given a grace and taken into this state, God is operating in me. I am removed from the world. Time is as one.

    A man changed the words in the July 28th rosary. This was discerned and on tape and published. There are whole sections, all through the rosary, that were removed.

    When speaking of the Mass, This man took out (twice) "being one in Him". He does not understand the depth of oneness God wants.

    I ask you to please listen to the rosary from yesterday. I received the messages as words flying out of my mouth – it was the greatest experience - they were flowing at such a speed I could not say them fast enough! This is how I have received the rosaries in the Blue Books.

    There was no formulation of thoughts. I was being used by God as He spoke through me. Please listen to the emotions, the variances in the tone of voice from a whisper to a loud cry.

    I am totally yielding to God, using me and speaking through me. I surrender myself entirely and He speaks from my mouth. To tell me to control the time is to tell me to be in control. I am not in any way in control. I am not in control during the rosary. If I were in control, it would be Rita thinking and saying the words. To deliver a rosary, I totally surrender myself and He speaks through me. This man removed parts when Jesus was speaking so strong, and when Jesus is so tender.

    These rosaries are given from my mouth and I do not even remember, many times, what is said. The rosaries flow from my mouth - the words are not mine. The key words, like "oneness" are removed from the writings because this man does not understand that oneness that God wants during the Mass. He said that it is redundant the way God talks and there were too many words expressing oneness and how He loves us. To somebody you love, how many times is too many to tell them you love them.

    When Jesus talks about His tender love and this man takes it out, this man does not understand the tender love of Jesus or He would not do this.

    The words of Jesus in the rosary are very direct and flowing from My mouth very quickly.

Speaking to Fr. Carter: You discerned the July 28th rosary and you were there when we taped it. This man removed three full lines that proceeded a discussion of going into the red room. This man does not understand this or he would not remove these things. These are the words of our beloved Lord. They are for the world and future generations.

    I see now how important each word is in Mary's message at Fatima. The structure of some of the sentences would be considered clumsy by this man. How would it be if a man in 1917 was so strong that he felt he could remove the emphasis on the Two Hearts and he got away with it.

(Note: Jesus then removed this situation after Blue Book 3 was blocked for several years and the rest of the Blue Books indefinitely.)

    The oneness in the Mass is the crucial part of this message God is giving to me. The oneness is the key, as we are one, more and more, in Christ - grace is released!

Galatians 2: 19-20

    ...I have been crucified with Christ and yet I am alive; yet it is no longer I, but Christ living in me.
 

    These messages are God's messages for the world and for future generations - to remove the content, the content of these rosaries, given orally, because they are too wordy or a lay man doesn't like it, is to alter the word I received. This man argued with Fr. Carter.

Jesus: No one realizes the great gifts you are being given in these rosaries. I hand-delivered these rosaries to you and My mother has appeared to you over and over again for a period of 14 months daily.

    Rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary are given to you, Fr. Carter, as a key to help in the completion of the Fatima message, to move hearts to the burning love I have for souls.

    The funds will come when these message are considered with great importance.

    The leaders in the Shepherds of Christ Movement must spend time before the tabernacle. Daily Mass is a must and time spent after Communion.

    It wounds My aching Heart that My beloved priests are too busy for Me.

    I have called each person in the Movement and I am giving them great graces to be one with Me. I am not pleased when the messages given in the rosaries are altered. I cry out to My beloved ones with My tender love. I lament with such emotion in these rosaries. I am speaking through Rita delivering My messages of love to this world.

    This is a great and unique gift I have given to you. You do not realize the importance of this gift.

    The Third Blue Book was altered many times. This stopped the publication of all future Blue Books. I have asked you to handle the situation. To remove words to please the readers is very displeasing to Me.

    I gave to Fr. Carter the authority to alter these messages. I am very displeased with the editing of these messages by any other man, arguing with a big dictionary. My words are not to be removed or edited in the fashion that is being allowed. I am very displeased that such freedom has been given.

    These words are My words for generations to come. They are not given as thoughts that can be altered, they are given as My message for this world.

    The rosary given on May 11th on the Feast of Mary Queen of the Apostles, is a special rosary for the Shepherds of Christ Movement.

    I am asking that you publish and circulate this rosary to all Chapter members.

    When these rosaries are circulated you will receive the funds to finance the Movement. These messages - the Blue Books, the Mass Book, the rosary books, are keys to the Shepherds of Christ Movement.   

    This is a main source of communication for the world. My love will spread with fire when you circulate these messages.

    I am encouraging you to help with the Mass Book. When this is published with the Imprimatur many hearts will unite with such oneness to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. This is the Mighty Medicine. Hearts need to be consecrated to the Immaculate Heart of Mary and the Sacred Heart of Jesus and united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

    Fr. Carter's writings and Rita's writings are interlocked. These writings are key to spreading the devotion to the Sacred Heart of Jesus and the Immaculate Heart of Mary.

    This is a Divine Plan. Hearts filled with My burning love will carry out this plan. Those I have called in key positions in this movement must spend time in prayer each day before the tabernacle and stay after communion.

    I have spoken to you since June, 1993 about the tabernacle. If people continue to make decisions without this commitment to their union with Me, you will continue to have serious problems.

    I have spoken over and over again and I am ignored by the leaders of the Movement.

    I am Jesus. I am the Almighty God. Human minds get human answers. Unless a soul is filled with My life they can continue to be willful and in control. You, I have chosen to help in the renewal of the Church and the world. Every decision is so important now and for future generations.

    This is My Movement for renewal of the Church and the world. It is centered in holiness and consecration to the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. Until these messages are taken seriously you will continue to have trouble.

    I love you all with such love and thank you for your endless hours of service. The words in these messages are not to be altered, except by Fr. Carter. Grammatical errors can be corrected - choice of words and phrases are not up to you.

    I beg you to listen to the rosaries that have been recorded on tape and to publish the May 11th rosary live. Please circulate the video for many are dropping into hell like rain.

    You miss the message and focus on the words and the English. Souls are being lost at every moment. You hold a key to help many souls.

    The Shepherds of Christ Movement is to help in the renewal of the Church and the world. Father Carter's messages and writings are not to be separated from Rita's messages and writings. All are to be published by the Shepherds of Christ Ministries - they are interlocked in the Father's Plan.

    The devil has created this confusion to stop these messages. I beg you to heed My words here. Many souls need these writings. I am Jesus. I have spoken to the Shepherds of Christ leaders. This message is to be discerned and given to those involved in this Movement.

    All should be made aware of the experiences and visions concerning heaven and hell. You are so favored by Me, My chosen ones - so blessed and given such a gift. You were called and chosen as My leaders to help renew the Church and the world. You are My leaders that will help many souls to get to heaven. The youth involved are the leaders to spread My love to the new era. Pray fervently for them. Satan has targeted them and aims to stop them.

    All must spend time daily before the tabernacle and after Communion. All youth must spend this time each day.

    This is a message for all in the Shepherds of Christ Movement. If this message is ignored you will have many very complicated problems. You do not know how hard satan will attempt to divide you and persecute you. Your armor is praying before the Blessed Sacrament. Pray to St. Michael. You will need him now.

    This message is given to you on Mother's Day. This message is a gift to My Mother. The rosary is so dear to My Mother. I beg you to listen on this Mother's Day and to take My plea as an urgent plea to help in the distribution and publication of these rosaries.

    Please, I have provided you with the funds on Mother's Day to publish the Children's Rosary Book with the Imprimatur. Please - please, during the month of May, circulate the rosary aves and consecrations to children. Please do not spare the funds. The rosary must reach the youth. This is a gift for My Mother on Mother's Day - a gift you can give, that you will help distribute and publish these rosaries. I have provided $20,000 to publish the first rosary book and children's rosary book. I will continue to supply you with money to publish future volumes of God's Blue Book and Rosary Books. These books and the Mass books need to circulate to the Chapters. The Mass Book needs to reach the priests and the Sisters.

    Your movement will flourish with these teaching aids that I give to you. Give to My Mother a gift of helping with the rosary distribution and publication.

    I am Jesus. Happy Mother's Day to Mary, Our Mother.

 

 

May 14, 1996

R. I prayed really hard before Mass for grace and I received such grace - such a realization of the gift of God's grace being outpoured from the Mass.

    I know the Trinity: Father, Son and Holy Spirit in the Mass, the presence of God. The sacrifice offered to God the Father in the Holy Spirit. I was praying at the Holy Spirit Center and a rat ran on my things. I could see Jesus watching me before the rat walked on my notebooks and see Jesus watching me run! I could see Jesus knowing before anything happened - and then watching me when it happened.

    I could see Jesus watch me before the Mass and then see me and know the great gift I am given.

    Jesus knows beforehand that I think I am alone. Jesus is probing my heart, attentive to my every thought and providing for my needs.

    I felt such unworthiness to receive Him, wanted to be held in Mary's heart and to receive Him so I wouldn't offend Him with my sinfulness.

    I see the grace outpoured, just outpoured, coming from the Father and the Holy Spirit, through Jesus as I am united in this deep, deep union with God – united to the Mass, the sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally made present. We receive the Holy Eucharist. Also, God gives us each other. It is hard for me to let go and see Jesus in others. This is what it is all about - to find Jesus in our brothers, all our brothers.

    Every moment Jesus gives me all I need.

Jesus says: I am using you to write about this deep love for the world.

R. I am His hand to write about His burning love. When He has a special love for someone I feel it. I know His love inside me and I love them a lot, through His Heart. I see as He sees in me, the good deeds of others. I see them through His Heart. I know His love for them.

    I know He wants to saturate the priests with His love, His life in them. I unite to the Heart of Jesus, deeply - I am filled abundantly with His grace.

  

  

May 15, 1996

Song: Teach Me to Love With Your Heart

R. That my heart may be likened to Thine, that I unite in such oneness that as I live in this world, You live in me. Oh, my God, this is my most fervent prayer. Holy God, I give myself entirely to You that as I live and breathe, You live in me.

    I had such love of the Father. I felt so united to Him as His dependent little child. I knew His grace outpoured to me. I had so much love for the Father, I was so one with the Father.

    I cry out from the depth of my soul for grace to be released on the earth for my sins and the sins of all men.

    I realize how, in my oneness at this Mass, this reign of glistening grace is rained on the souls on the earth. I see the light from the visions and see the grace falling on the souls, as we pray for them. God outpours His grace.

    I felt Christ celebrating the Mass through Fr. Carter. I could see Jesus celebrating the Mass - giving Himself, offering the sacrifice and it made my heart burn.

    Oh, Heart of Jesus, such grace flows from You, the fountain of all grace and mercy. The grace reigns on the earth and men are changed more and more as You pour out Your grace and they co-operate with this grace.

    Oh how sacred is this Mass - how holy it is to unite in this Holy Sacrifice. It is no longer I who live but He who lives in me. In my every thought and action, sweet Jesus is so one in me and so too is the Father, my beloved Father and the Holy Spirit.

 

  

May 18, 1996

God Sees Time as One

R. God sees time as one. I see one incident - I live in time, I experience the moment - the suffering and the joy.

    I see this problem as so horrendous, not knowing the future, not even living connected to it. The future is a mystery, the present is happening.

    When a disaster occurs, I see the problem now and experience the ache with the future as a portion of time that is a mystery.

    God sees time as one. He knows from whence I come and where I am going. On September 1, 1995 I sat in the Rosary Chapel at the Center – so many were there and the Blessed Sacrament was exposed. I know where I sat and the intensity of the lights in the room. I can recall it in full detail now. I remember this now in this vivid detail to understand the lesson now - that He is teaching me about time. I cried soft tears of agony, deep in my heart. I reviewed all of the intimate experiences with Jesus at the Holy Spirit Center and as a person deeply in love with another, realizing that now I could not come to the place of our love rendezvous. I did not understand why – I experienced the pain of leaving the Center, and remembering all my mystical experiences there. I saw only that moment in grave detail. The moment was experienced with the deepest love for my lover and how I had rendezvoused there with Him. How I had experienced the sufferings and joys of both Hearts, here at the Center. My life and my most intense experiences flashed before my eyes. I remembered and knew the swords that pierced my heart for Jesus and Mary's sufferings - these experiences gave me such depth into understand Their Hearts. Now my heart was in great pain to leave this place where I had connected so deeply with Divinity.

    Jesus knows all things. He sees time as one. He sees me today writing - May 18, 1996. He knew that day, of this day and the days of future rosaries at the Center. I saw an end - I experienced the torment. He knows my whole life. He sees me in heaven – He sees my whole life!

    I live intently in the moment and I suffer all the anguish that went before this moment. I experience all the joy that went before. The partial bit that is omitted from this picture is what follows – this is like a dark hole, a mystery, a part I may fear in my heart. I am present in the intensity of the moment.

    If I had, had a small insight into what was to come, I would not have been anxious or remorseful. I see the moment as final. Jesus sees us on the beginning of a new era. He said, "You see the world as ending," I "sort of" die in the moment – it is in the deepest trust that the moment is seen as part of eternity. Read Blue Book II, February 17th message.

 

 

May 18, 1996

A Priest is Another Christ

R. A Priest

    A priest is another Christ, not by his own merit, but by the love and power of Christ. Through the sacrament of holy orders, Christ lives in him and acts through him, for the salvation of men for building up the Church – the mystical Body of Christ. The dignity and power of the priesthood are derived from the dignity and power of Christ Himself.

    When a man becomes a priest, he is another Christ. He is the active, human instrument through which the grace of Christ passes to men. This makes him a gift. He can communicate holiness to others. Christ no longer walks the earth – Christ gives us the priest. The priest is another Christ – a man of power and authority – Only God can make a man a priest.

    We pray for the souls on the edge of death.

Jesus: There will be one flock and one Shepherd and My staff will rule over all.

R. Hope - pursuit of God Himself –
Fear of God: Fear of hell - condemned to hell, fear of offending God - filial ...
God gives to us the priest –

    Happiness in the mind - faith possessing more - the vision of God.
Gives more the beginning of happiness in the heart.
It is possible to attain the vision of God through God's assistance.
My heart is happy for I can possess the object I love.
Faith opens the door. His heart is the gate – Mary is the keeper of the gate.
There will be one flock and one Shepherd, when we unite to Mary - enters the gate (His pierced Heart) - unite to the I AM

    Shepherds of Christ – we are one – united in such oneness with all members – all over the world. One in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass.

    Grace flows through us all – we have joined ourselves.
In hell there is no love – only hate for all eternity.
Absence of love – total tragedy of hell. Each person alone! Loss of vision of God.
Suffer, in hell, they suffer and they suffer forever.

  

   

May 18, 1996

My Heart is Restless Until I Rest in Him

R. I love God so much. I long for Him – I get some satisfaction by seeking Him in others, I know Him in them. I know His good in the person – I love Him in them – I love God's Plan unfolding in them –

    I seek the Christ in others, it is there. I help others to be what God wants them to be. Evocative –

    I am imperfect in all my actions because I have not reached perfection. I long to be perfect and likened to God but I fall short in all my actions because of my fallen human nature. It is through the Holy Spirit I am made holy. I want to be filled with the Holy Spirit that permeates my soul.

    All of us are different. I am open. How did the Father want me to be? Am I as He intended me to be?

    We cannot talk about the love of God unless we love Him. If you love someone, you will do your all for them, you think of them and you want to be with them. God wants us to love Him, live our lives trying to please Him – be all He wants us to be.

    God calls us in the Shepherds of Christ Movement to spend time before Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament. We don't want to be human minds getting human answers. We want to do the Father's Plan.

    To talk about the love of God, our hearts must burn within with love for God. If I love Him, I want to be with Him, I seek Him in others.

Notes: Vision of God: The body is not your own, it was purchased at a high price.

    The vision of God will give them the happiness they have always sought.

    We cannot be happy until we see God face to face. If we go to hell, we will never see God because of our own free will, we will have rejected Him. We were made for God - our hearts are restless until we rest in Him. Without God there is no happiness for us. If we die in sin, we die without love and we shall spend eternity without love.

    October 4, 1991: For He is the living God – Give your all to the Lord and He will grant your heart's request.
   

1 Corinthians 6: 13-15, 17-20

Foods are for the stomach, and the stomach is for foods; and God will destroy them both. But the body is not for sexual immorality; it is for the Lord, and the Lord is for the body. God raised up the Lord and he will raise us up too by his power. Do you not realise that your bodies are members of Christ’s body; do you think one can take parts of Christ’s body and join them to the body of a prostitute? Out of the question!

But anyone who attaches himself to the Lord is one spirit with him.

    Keep away from sexual immorality. All other sins that people may commit are done outside the body; but the sexually immoral person sins against his own body. Do you not realise that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, who is in you and whom you received from God? You are not your own property, then; you have been bought at a price. So use your body for the glory of God.
 

R. The grace spills on this earth.
I see as in a box – He says to pray for wider vision. With His vision in us things are put in perspective.

Diagram: Life of Christ.
Death - Resurrection - Ascension – Heaven
Sacrifice of Calvary – Sacramentally made present - the Mass
Christ gives us Himself in the Eucharist
Christ gives us the priest –

See Diagram May 18th - Immaculata

I travel - tunnel of light –

God sees all this. I keep growing in His life and it gets better and better and better. He gives me such gifts. He knows me – I love Him deeper with each gift. He wants me closer to Him. I have only a tunnel of light to travel.

He sees time as one. I live in the moment.

The more He gives me grace, the more He widens my vision – the more I see the moment as it actually is, as a part of eternity.

The more I receive the vision from Him, the less this partiality of time – the time in the future is as a black hole. It becomes a tunnel of light – a tunnel whereby I will travel to the greatest light ever at the end – the eternal light, the light I saw through the cracks on the three visions.

Vision: Early life - I am here – Unknown

I travel –
    As I am filled with His vision
    As I am filled with His light
    As I am filled with His life

  

  

May 22, 1996 - 5:00 a.m.

Before the Tabernacle (and Mary's statue)

A Message to Fr. Carter concerning Publication

R. Dear Father:

    I have been told by you that we are the key apostles to spread the burning love of Jesus to this world.

    This is a most important task for the renewal of the Church and the world. It is a responsibility given to us from the Almighty God. We can reach with God's grace and help, many, many millions of souls. This is indeed a great gift from God and we have been chosen.

    God said, in the message of May 12th, you miss the message and focus on the English. Jesus spoke on March 1st and said the same thing and on November 15, 1995 with the same thing. He speaks of the criticism in these messages and lack of recognition to the gifts given, lack of gratitude. He calls us to listen and live the messages.

    I am not respected as a chosen, anointed one by the leaders of this Movement. A man putting the books together told me he would not put the introduction in the Second Blue Book. He was willful and proceeded ahead without showing me or telling me what he would do after he promised he would not. He put on the computer for the world a biography of me. He had my nationality wrong. He said "there were several priests in my family - no big deal." He said the Blessed Mother appeared to me a few times, this was incorrect. We write a book to tell the truth and these things he did were untruths.

    These rosaries from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary are a great gift for this world and for the completion of the Fatima message. Mary appeared every day for 14 months, and Jesus and Mary delivered these rosaries to help turn hearts to Their Hearts. This is not even recognized by the executive director of the Movement. He put information that was very wrong on the computer and I was not even told or shown my own biography. He does not know Mary appeared every day, but he counts every "so" and changes Jesus' personal messages in the rosary to a general comment and calls the messages "bad English."

    The rosaries were discerned by you and taped by you. Jesus says in the May 12th message: "These are My words for generations to come. They are not given as thoughts that can be altered, they are given as My messages for the world."

Jesus: The Third Blue Book was altered many times. This stopped the publication of all future Blue Books. I have asked you to handle this situation - to remove words to please the readers is very displeasing to Me.

    I give to Fr. Carter the authority to alter these messages. I am very displeased with the editing of these messages.

R. I asked that man not to put the introduction in the Blue Book II. He agreed and said he would not. When the book came out it was in. He willfully changed words in Blue Book III two years ago which stopped all publication of the Blue Books. Fr. Carter had to discern it several times after every time he changed it, holding up further publication.

    We discussed the words and the English. We do not even discuss the great vision of March 26th, Holy Saturday and the following week concerning the spill of grace on this earth. The man did not even say accurately how Mary appeared every day at the Holy Spirit Center for 14 months - he said she appeared a few times. How do you think God likes this? How do you think this makes Jesus and Mary feel – to be given such a great gift and revelations and to be ignored. Jesus said in at least three messages – one message when I experienced hell, "You worry with the words and the English and miss the message."

    Another man treated me with the greatest disrespect for months. This was my cross. This has helped me in growing in my union with Jesus. When Jesus told this man and Fr. S_____ for one solid month how important these messages are, they ignored it. The corner fell off the Holy Spirit Center on Lucia's birthday. See how pointed our Lord was in the message He delivered and how He was ignored!

    When the message was to go out on the farm on May 4th, which began the division, the second man willfully held the message back. He told me Jesus wanted to see if I would obey. Jesus didn't really want the message out. It was with this insolence that the split began between the Farm and the Center and Jesus told the man and the priest they disobeyed.

    Jesus has told us over and over again in such lamenting how souls will be lost because of these delays.

    These messages are a main communication for the world, for the Shepherds of Christ Movement, for the Center, and for the completion of the Fatima message. The man then went from visionary to visionary and ignored the messages and Jesus told me how He would get his attention.

    The first man wrote 250 reasons why I was not allowed to use "peering eyes". He didn't like Mary "illuminating", "glowing". He didn't like Mary pondered the way of Jesus' Heart, he took out "pondered".

    He has removed the oneness - this has been the message given to me by Jesus for five years! He said I said it too many times and it was redundant. He is the executive director of the Shepherds of Christ Movement and he removes "oneness" whenever we are talking about the Mass and says it is redundant, he does not comprehend the whole spiritual life.

    He hopes I did not give him a lecture on spirituality – I am delivering very important messages for the renewal of the Church and the world and future generations. To remove this is to remove the message of the Two Hearts from the Fatima message.

Jesus: The great gift given to this world and to the Shepherds of Christ Movement is not recognized by the leaders of this movement because of their pride. I am Jesus. I am displeased with the disrespect given Rita and these messages. I have joined the writings of Fr. Carter and the Blue Book messages, and Rosary and Mass messages, as major gifts to help in the renewal of the Church and the world. This is the mighty medicine for the sick world.

    This Movement will only proceed ahead in love, rooted in deep love. There is so much negativism among the leaders of this movement. There is criticism and lack of encouragement among the leaders. All of these factors are influencing the spread of the movement.

    Are the matters being handled, handled as I would handle them? Are the actions of the leaders Christ-like? Is the speech condemning and criticizing or encouraging and in love?

    Love is within the heart, Hearts of love are formed through a deep union with God. Until the leaders in this movement spend an hour daily before the Blessed Sacrament and read My messages you will continue to have horrendous problems.

    Satan will attempt to tear the Shepherds of Christ Movement apart. The roots of this movement are in fervent prayer and oneness with Jesus.

    I have spoken to you about this issue: until the messages is heeded, you will continue to suffer. So as you are in your hearts, will you be in this world.

    Criticism divides the hearts. I am giving to you a great gift for this world. Until you recognize these messages as a main source of communication for this world, many souls will be lost.

    I am begging you to listen to the messages and study the content. You study the words with such perfection, without considering the messages given. All emphasis is being places on the words and English, the thoughts of the readers, the reaction of the readers. I am truly communicating to you in these messages. These are messages from Me to this world. This is the Father's Plan.

    If you divide, Fr. Carter and Rita, the movement will not proceed ahead in one heart. I have given to you the mission to jointly spread My burning love to this world. Satan will try to divide you. The more you are divided, the more the movement will suffer.

    Souls are dropping into hell like rain. These messages must be recognized for their importance to the world. To proceed ahead with such negativism and criticism is not being rooted in love.

    I beg you to study the messages of May 12th, March 1st, and November 15th. Until you recognize the joint mission I have given to you, you will not proceed ahead with strength.

    The leaders in this movement are not even aware of the importance of these messages. They discourage and ignore the messages that are given, primarily to the Shepherds of Christ movement.

    The first and second Blue Books state specifically that you are to pray before the tabernacle. If I am ignored, you will have such difficulty, for satan will attempt to tear the Shepherds of Christ movement apart.

    If Fr. Carter and Rita divide the movement will disintegrate. This is the Plan of the Father - that you unite and all the members be in one mind and one heart.

    This is a movement centered in the spiritual renewal of its members. The leaders are not spending time alone with Me. You will have very many tough days if you ignore Me.

    The Center proceeded ahead. The spirituality was left to people who did not heed My words. The Center divided and dwindled. Human minds get human answers. The devil will work in pride and control. Your movement will not proceed ahead as long as men are making the decisions and ignore My directions. I am asking all leaders in this movement to come for one hour before the Blessed Sacrament each day and to pray to the Holy Spirit. To pray to God, to always do God's will in love. The time you spend talking and making decisions can be shortened by taking your problems to Me. You will continue to have serious problems if I am ignored. (Read message of March 26, 1996).

    I am God, I am love!
 

Excerpt from Response to God's Love by Fr. Edward Carter, S.J.

... In reference to Christianity, God himself is the ultimate mystery. Radically, God is completely other and transcendent, hidden from man in his inner life, unless he chooses to reveal himself. Let us briefly look at this inner life of God.

    The Father, in a perfect act of self-expression, in a perfect act of knowing, generates his son. The Son, the Word, is, then, the immanent expression of God's fullness, the reflection of the Father. Likewise, from all eternity, the Father and the Son bring forth the Holy Spirit in a perfect act of loving.

    At the destined moment in human history, God's self-expression, the Word, immersed himself into man's world. God's inner self-expression now had also become God's outer self-expression. Consequently, the mystery of God becomes the mystery of Christ. In Christ, God tells us about himself, about his inner life, about his plan of creation and redemption. He tells us how Father, Son, and Holy Spirit desire to dwell within us in the most intimate fashion, how they wish to share with us their own life through grace. All this he has accomplished and does accomplish through Christ.

R. In God's great goodness and kindness, God created man; God gave to man great gifts and man sinned. Man was sent from the garden of Eden. Man disobeyed God. Jesus came the Savior – God gives to us the Church - we are given the sacraments, we receive a sharing in His life in baptism.

    All through the years men have rebelled against God. God sends a saint with a medicine to heal the illness. If the world is sinful, the Church can help the sinful world. If the Church needs help, St. Thomas says: God steps in by sending messages to combat the poison.

 

   
 

May 26, 1996

Pentecost Sunday - Jesus' Directions for Apostles
Message given through Rita Ring
Pentecost Sunday 7:45 a.m.

Jesus: I am writing to each member in the Shepherds of Christ chapters, each member in the movement, each apostle in the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus Movement.

On this great feast of Pentecost, I have chosen to deliver the following message to each of you: The Apostles proceeded fearlessly ahead in one mind, in one heart, and thousands were converted. The Church has grown to its size this day from the love and the fervor of the apostles, led by the Holy Spirit.

You are My apostles for the renewal of the Church and the world and for future generations to come. This is not a little task. I am giving to you abundant graces that you will proceed fearlessly ahead.

The Holy Spirit will descend upon you. You must pray fervently for His grace and direction. Before every gathering, business meeting, any time that you are called to meet, I am asking you to pray the following prayers from the Handbook:

Pray always the Holy Spirit Prayer,

Pray always the consecration prayers,

To be joined in one mind and one heart, you must take the consecration to your heart. Praying the consecration prayers together will bind you in one mind and one heart, in Our Hearts.

Pray the consecration prayers as a family. Pray the consecration prayers before the Mass. I am asking that prayer cards be published with the consecration prayers. I am asking that some laminated prayer cards be made available.

The Movement will proceed in one mind, in one heart, led by the Holy Spirit as the plan of the Father unfolds.

I am asking that you circulate the Morning Offering, in which all members offer every prayer, work, joy, and suffering to the Father in union with Me in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, in the Holy Spirit.

You will unite in one mind and one heart in this offering of your lives to the Father, united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, in the Holy Spirit. You will be one in all the Masses offered around the world. The graces will flow and many souls will be saved through this offering.

I am asking you to continue fervently to publish the Mass Book.

I am asking that you pray the rosary fervently, and from the heart, that you circulate the rosary meditations given to you from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. You will be joined in one mind and one heart, in Our Hearts. Our lives will live in your lives from praying the rosary.

I am asking you to publish the Rosary Book and the Children's Rosary Book as soon as possible. I am asking you to publish the Children's Rosary Book with meditations and to receive an imprimatur. The book should not be referred to as children's rosaries only, it is rosaries for children and their parents, given through the Junior Shepherds of Christ's meetings. In the beginning of this book, the messages of Fatima from Fr. Carter's book on Fatima, are to be included.

It is through the Shepherds of Christ Movement that I will greatly renew the Church and the world. You, the members. must unite in one mind and one heart and offer your lives, united to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. Then, grace will speedily spread across the earth and souls will be saved through your prayers. You are My apostles this day. I am sending you into the darkness to light the world with the fire of My love.

All members in the Movement are encouraged to read the Blue Books. These are messages of My on-fire love for you. This Movement will flourish with burning hearts filled with My love when you circulate these messages. All members should read the second Blue Book, if possible before the tabernacle. I am talking to you and giving you My tender love letters.

The earth will be lighted and hearts, filled with My love, will sing the Song of Jesus across the land. I beg you to sing to Me the song, I Love You, Jesus. I long to hear you tell Me of your love for Me.

I am waiting for you to unite in deeper and deeper union with Me. There will be one flock and one Shepherd. Hearts united as one in the Shepherds of Christ Movement will spread the fire of My love on this earth.

I am Jesus. I am begging you to publish sheets with the Handbook prayers, to make available the red prayer books with the imprimatur, to circulate tapes with the prayers on them.

The prayers in the Handbook are a key to spreading the Movement. All must have access to these prayers. The prayers should be recited daily by the members.

Encourage apostles in the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus to continue their commitment to pray before the tabernacle twice a week.

When the apostles proceeded fervently ahead in one mind and one heart there was no bumping of heads and many were converted because of the burning love of God in their hearts. Millions and millions of souls are at stake. Millions and millions of souls will fervently love Me and adore My Heart with greatest love because of the work you do.

You are the apostles this day. This is the feast of Pentecost. This is My message for each one of you.

You do not know how I suffered for the loss of one precious soul. Your Mother is calling you in a special way on this feast of Pentecost to help to save her children from going into hell. As you join in one mind and one heart and unite every action to the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, many souls will be converted–many souls will be saved and many souls will fervently love Me.

I am Jesus. Please publish the message of March 26 (1996) to Father Carter telling him how the fire of My love will spread across the earth when hearts fervently love Me.

I love you, I love you, I love you. I show you My Heart - My Mother shows you her heart–this is a symbol of Our love for you. I gave My life that you would have life. I want to live in you. Many will be converted as I become one in you. I no longer walk this earth-you are My apostles that I am sending into the world to spread the fire of My love.

 

May 29, 1996 - Immaculata Church

Jesus Is the Gate, Mary Is the Gate Keeper

(Jesus appeared in the Sacred Heart statue and gave me this understanding)

R. God has chosen to reveal all this to me, I am a woman. Mary is our spiritual Mother. Mary needs to be recognized as our spiritual Mother and loved. Many women have not been respected in the Church.

    God chose Mary from all women to be the Mother of God. God chose a woman to bring His Son into the world. God did not choose a man. He came as a baby in the womb of a woman.

    Mary gives Him His physical life. A woman gives Jesus life through her milk.

    Jesus shows His dependence on a woman. He is held in Her arms, He is fed with her milk. He is cared for with His physical needs by a woman.

    Many men in the Church have become prideful, when they leave out Our Lady.

    God comes in such humility. Mary is the Queen of humility. St. Joseph is so humble, so pious. Look at the leaders of the Church. Many do not have room for Mary - she is a woman; men can try to be over God, over Mary – Mary is our spiritual Mother.

Jesus: As long as hearts are proud and filled with control they cannot unite in love to Mine. My Heart is a humble Heart. My Heart is a Heart of love.

    I came to you in the womb of a woman. In the Eucharist, I come to you in the hands of the priest. I am humble of Heart. I am meek and mild, gentle and serene. I am the light. There is no light in the proud heart. There is not light in those who seek control for power. I came a helpless baby in a stable, in the womb of Mary.

    Many of My priests have hardened their hearts. Their jaws are stiff. Many men are hard in their hearts. I am Jesus. I am your all. I am perfect. My ways are gentle and loving. I show you a gentle, loving Heart.

    Are My priests gentle and loving? They do not have room in their hearts for My love. Many do not speak of Mary. Some seek for male dominance. They do not comply with the Father's will.

    Mary is Mother of the Church. Mary is Mother of their Christ-life. Unless they become as children, little and dependent on their Mother and Father, they will not enter the Kingdom of heaven.

    So many men's hearts are filled with such pride. Their hearts are seeking power and control.

    I ask you to come to Me. You cannot come with pride and a need for control in your hearts. You must surrender to Me. You must be the holy, little children of My Mother. I showed you the way. I came into this world, the Almighty God, in the womb of a woman. I suckled at the breast of My Mother. She gave to Me My life.

    The priests must lead the way. They must proclaim Mary as their spiritual Mother. They must declare Mary, the Mediatrix of all graces. They must surrender themselves to their Mother. There is such male dominance among so many priests. They cannot surrender to a woman. They will not give their heart to Mary. Consecrating your heart to Mary means giving Mary your whole self, your life, being as a  baby in the womb, a baby depending on your Mother for the milk that will nourish you and give you life. Hearts that are haughty are not hearts of love.

    The devil has waged a war against Mary in the Church. Many priests have wiped the words of Mary from their lips. Many priests do not want to say the name of Mary in the Mass, they say the name of My Mother with such coldness in their hearts. They would like to wipe her name out of the prayers. This, My sweet, loving children, is the crafty work of the devil. How this offends the gentle and pure heart of My Mother - to be rejected by the prideful hearts of many priests. She wears the thorns around her heart for she is rejected by many of My chosen priest sons.

    Mary: I am Mary. I am Mother of the Church and Mother of all My beloved priest sons. My heart suffers for the pride and arrogance in many of the hearts of my beloved priests. The devil has attacked the hearts of many priests with pride and male dominance.

     I am Mary, Mother of all my beloved priests. Holiness is rooted in humility. I am the Queen of Heaven and Earth. I am the Mother of the human race. I am the Mother of God. With such pride in the hearts of so many, if they sin mortally and do not repent, they will not enter into the Kingdom prepared for them.

    I have been chosen by the Father to be the Mother of His Son, Jesus. I am espoused to the Holy Spirit. The pride in the hearts of many arrogant men have led them away from my Motherhood.

    If I am chosen by the Father as Mother of God, how arrogant are the hearts that refuse my Motherhood and make themselves supreme, not needing a spiritual Mother.

    It is pride that will be the downfall of many cold hearts.

    Jesus came into this world in my womb. He is the brightest light. He showed His might and His humility at His birth.

    If God was born a helpless baby of a woman, who are men that they think they do not need a Mother – that they are supreme.

R. There is one way to enter into the Kingdom of heaven – it is through the pierced Heart of Jesus. He is the gate. Mary is the gatekeeper. We enter through her pure and tender heart. This gives our sinful souls entry into deepest chamber of His heart.

   

John 10: 1-10

'In all truth I tell you, anyone who does not enter the sheepfold through the gate, but climbs in some other way, is a thief and a bandit. He who enters through the gate is the shepherd of the flock; the gate-keeper lets him in, the sheep hear his voice, one by one he calls his own sheep and leads them out. When he has brought out all those that are his, he goes ahead of them, and the sheep follow him because they know his voice. They will never follow a stranger, but will run away from him because they do not recognise the voice of strangers.'

Jesus told them this parable but they failed to understand what he was saying to them.

So Jesus spoke to them again:

In all truth I tell you,
I am the gate of the sheepfold.
All who have come before me
are thieves and bandits,
but the sheep took no notice of them.
I am the gate.
Anyone who enters through me
   will be safe:
such a one will go in and out
and will find pasture.
The thief comes
only to steal and kill and destroy.
I have come
so that they may have life
and have it to the full.

 

John 10: 11-21

I am the good shepherd:
the good shepherd lays down his life
   for his sheep.
The hired man,
   since he is not the shepherd
and the sheep do not belong to him,
abandons the sheep
as soon as he sees a wolf coming,
   and runs away,
and then the wolf attacks
   and scatters the sheep;
he runs away
  because he is only a hired man
and has no concern for the sheep.
I am the good shepherd;
I know my own
and my own know me,
just as the Father knows me
and I know the Father;
and I lay down my life for my sheep.
And there are other sheep I have
that are not of this fold,
and I must lead these too.
They too will listen to my voice,
and there will be only one flock,
one shepherd.
The Father loves me,
because I lay down my life
in order to take it up again.
No one takes it from me;
I lay it down of my own free will,
and as I have power to lay it down,
so I have power to take it up again;
and this is the command
   I have received from my Father.

    These words caused a fresh division among the Jews. Many said, ‘He is possessed, he is raving; why do you listen to him?’ Others said, ‘These are not the words of a man possessed by a devil: could a devil open the eyes of the blind?’

   

R. Mary is the singular vessel. Mary is Mother most pure.

    We go to her sinless heart. We are cushioned by her heart and she takes us in her heart to the Heart of her Son.

    How could we then go to the deepest center of His Heart and unite to the Father, who is all perfect all holy, unless we first go through the purity of Mary's sinless heart? We are sinners, she is sinless.

Jesus: Oh, pride of men, pride to want to do it all alone. Pride of arrogant men, led by the devil away from their heavenly Mother.

    Heaven is as it is. All of the human minds together cannot change God to their liking. When will you learn to surrender to Me? When will you learn to come with an open heart instead of a closed and arrogant heart?

    A heart that is closed is closed. Mary opens the heart with her love. It is through the action of the Spirit the heart is sanctified.

    Anyone who closes their heart to Mary, closes their heart to deeper, deeper union with God.

R. We are human persons. Mary is the highest human person. She is the gatekeeper to the Heart of Jesus.

Jesus: There will be one flock and one Shepherd. There is only one way to enter the fold. You must come first through the heart of My Mother to come into My Heart.

R. Jesus is our Savior.

Sing: A Song form Jesus

R. Mary stood beneath the cross and Jesus gave us Mary as our Mother. We cannot look at the scene of the Crucifixion and leave out Mary.

    Mary is the Singular Vessel. Mary is Mother of our Christ-life. I see the cross, but the warmth in my heart is magnified by His Mother beneath the cross. There is relationship between Jesus and Mary. To understand this relationship, I understand more the relationship between Jesus and me.

    My heart is His, but my heart is only His through Mary's Heart.

    God picked me to receive these messages. The Father picked Mary to be the Mother of all men. I have been rejected by men, male priests – they do not like to think of a woman knowing more than they do, or a woman getting a gift they did not get. They do not see that, by the fact they are receiving these messages, God has given to them a great gift. They have a problem receiving the gift through me, a woman.

    Jesus came in the womb of His Mother. Jesus is the greatest gift. Only God can really satisfy us. If we reject Mary, we miss the deep love that He gives us through Mary. We suffer because of our pride in not accepting the Father's will.

    It is the will of the Father to give this gift to this world. He has chosen many men as His chosen ones to receive the gift. Because of their pride they have minimized the importance of this gift to this world. They do not see that God is truly communicating in these rosaries and messages and they are a major part of His plan. Instead, they see a little girl or woman and they minimize the importance because it cannot come through a woman, they think.

Jesus: This is the Father's Plan for this world. Mary came to three children at Fatima. These writings are a major form of communication from Me to this world. I have revealed secrets from My Heart and My Mother's heart through the visionary and mystic, Rita. To continue to minimize the importance of these writings is to cause many souls to suffer. The words may not be altered except by Fr. Carter. These writings are for future generations. The content of these messages is far beyond your understanding. I come as I come. I give to you a great gift. The writings of Fr. Carter and Rita will greatly help in the renewal of the Church and the world. You focus on the negative aspects because the devil is blocking the publication of these messages. You are being tricked by His handiwork. If you want the funds for the Movement you must circulate these messages and aid in their publication. Millions and millions of souls read these messages to change their hearts. You are called and chosen. You are blessed. You are gifted. There is great cause for rejoicing for God has visited His people. I have revealed to you such great revelations and you fight over the words and miss the messages given.

    Your hearts must be filled with love, only in LOVE, only in oneness, only in holiness, will you move across the world.

    Every tendency to criticize and to be negative is a step backward. The lessons I teach are My lessons of love. My love is burning and on fire. My love is strength, My love is the force that will move the hearts. Hearts rooted in criticism will tear the movement apart. You are ungrateful for this gift given to you. All must learn to love. All must pray to the Holy Spirit to fill hearts with My love.

June 19, 1996

R. We must operate with hearts. Hearts must be the reason for the way we act, not power, not control. Decisions must be made because they are the Father's Plan. If men decide to do the things to get the job done, against God's will, then we will not be pleasing God.

    He will give us all we need. When a man wanted a person for the Nursing Homes and the rosary, he was upset and wanted the job done, so he could act in haste and put somebody in there that wasn't supposed to be there. BUT, the person Jesus wanted for the Nursing Homes is called by God, they are answering a call. God sends the people in His way, His timing. This is God's Plan. This is God's work. We do not want to act in force to get the job done.

    The attitude of "get the job done" is not right. If we act against God's will, if the job isn't done, we get angry – we must do as God wants. If we proceed in power and in force, we will not be doing what God wills! We are afraid so we will force the issue to get the job done.

    Jesus has said all through the messages, I want this book out – this tape – when you circulate My messages and tapes the funds will come. This is what Jesus has said, this is His plan. If we have money problems we should listen to what Jesus has said instead of ignoring Him and doing it our way.

    Jesus said, about the Center what would happen and it happened exactly as He said it would because willful men ignored Him. Mary tells us at Fatima, "Do this or this will happen." People ignored her – bodies were thrown on a heap and millions and millions of lives are lost through bloodshed in World War II.

    Jesus said, "If these messages of His burning love are not circulated, the bloodshed in the Church will continue."

Examples: There are millions and millions of babies being killed every year because of abortion. There are many priests who have sexually abused children and scandalized the Church. The messages Jesus has told me to use in the Blue Book Meetings are a key to the problems we need to deal with. The messages in the Blue Book Meetings are very important ones, as I was told to make the books for the members involved, God has given His direction in these messages. In these message is His Plan for the renewal of the Church and the world.

    The world is in the shape it is because people have ignored God and are trying to fill the hunger in their souls to be fed, but only God can satisfy us, really satisfy us.

    Only the love of God will feed the starved soul. Jesus cries out over and over again: This is the mighty medicine for the sickness in the Church and the world.

    On December 20, 1993 I was awaken with a loud knocking and lights in my room and heard, "The angels will read the message." I went downstairs and my heart was beating and I was scared to death. I received the message and stayed up the whole night in such fear. I finally called the priest Jesus told me to, and he sent me to another man instead of helping me. I told him and the man said, "From all time God knew you would get that message - it will go out when it goes out - it is too strong."

    Jesus said: "Time is so short and you must not tarry any longer for into your hands I place My words for the world. They are mighty, little ones. Read them! What do you do with these words? Do you want proof? Look at Me hanging on the cross. It is out of this love of you I died a brutal death! Do you think I would not go to this extent to save the souls of My loved ones? Why would I come to this earth, give My life for all My beautiful creatures, and then, at this stage of the game, not send some mighty medicine to cure My sick little ones? You possess the mighty medicine. I mixed it with such love and I hand-deliver each message to shake My people to My love. The heavens will rock and the Son of Man will appear on a cloud and the glory of the Lord will be shown on high!" (December 20, 1993)

    When I had the great vision on March 26, 1996, and He delivered the message about the fire spreading on the earth, He said: "Filled with My love, you will conquer this earth, not with weapons and powder or force, but with fires of My love. The fire will wipe out the hatred in the cold hearts and the earth will be covered with My celestial light. The earth will rock and I will appear in the heavens adorned in power and glory and the contrite hearts will be saved."

June 26, 1995 - (9 months previously) Jesus said:

"Your Church, covered with blood on the outside, the slaughter of innocent babies, the homosexuality, the sins of the flesh, the members that have severed themselves from the source by their sins, but the pain is carried in the nerves inside. The blood of the Lamb shed for each and every soul, the real pain carried within. The life is weakened in your Church because the love of God is so weak in many members. The messages of love are not being transmitted as they should be.

Unless you seek to fill your priests and sisters with the fire of God’s love, fill their hearts with burning love for God, your Church will continue to show the marks of the blood shed without. I give to you these letters as a mighty medicine for this world, directed to make men’s hearts burn with love of God and love of one another. The rosaries are meditations and messages given from the Hearts of Jesus and Mary. These messages will make men’s hearts burn with fire for love of God. You have ignored the importance of these letters.

I send to you the mighty medicine to heal a hurting world. My priests and religious need these messages. The love of God will be transmitted to the Church from these messages when you circulate these letters.

The devil has blocked the minds of men involved in these messages because of their importance to the world and the Church.

I am speaking to you Fr. Carter to help to get these messages published and circulated as soon as possible. I give to you a mighty medicine for a sick world.

Read St. Thomas Aquinas about the medicine for the sick Church."
 

I am not a saint, but St. Thomas says:

    "The saint is a medicine because he is an antidote. Indeed that is why the saint is often a martyr. He is rejected by those who do not want to change, He is an antidote. He will generally be found trying to restore the world to sanity by exaggerating whatever the world neglects, which is by no means always the same element in every age.

    "Yet each generation seeks its saint by instinct; and he is not what the people want, but rather what the people need. This is surely the way much mistaken meaning of those words of the first saints: "Ye are the salt of the earth" ...But salt seasons and preserves beef, not because it is like beef, but because it is very unlike it.

    "Christ did not tell His apostles that they were only the excellent people, but that they were the exceptional people. If the salt loses its savour, wherewith shall it be salted."

    "If the world grows too worldly, it can be rebuked by the Church; but if the Church grows too worldly, it cannot be adequately rebuked for worldliness by the world."

    So God sends a messenger to help renew the Church and the world.

    My body has suffered the terrible pain God has allowed me to experience when He has given me such strong messages. I have been given great ecstasies and agonies in the same day.

   

 

May 25, 1995 - 8:30 - Ascension Thursday

The Presence of the Trinity

Fr. Carter’s Mass

Jesus: My beloved what you have experienced is deep union with Me. Maybe now you will believe the great intensity of My love for you. I am one with you!!

I give you a special presence of the Trinity.

You see before you your littleness and all your faults. I give Myself to you in this depth.

You must speak and lead the rosary I am speaking through you, I am giving to you great union. I am operating from you and speaking through your mouth.

Great gifts of My immense love I have given to you.

Your exhaustion is from the great gift I am giving to you. Rest in Me.

You have been taken to such ecstasy in My love.

I give to you such oneness with Me.

I love you with the deepest love.

From this point on you will not doubt My constant presence with you.

I am giving you great gifts when Fr. Carter is speaking, I am speaking to you from Fr. Carter.

You are My apostles to spread the love of My Heart throughout this world.

Great gifts you are given for much will be required of you.

You must forever rest in My Heart and My deep love for you.

You will have the awareness of constantly resting in My Heart in greatest peace.

You will not doubt for you will know a constant presence of the Trinity.

Great gifts I give for much will be asked of you.

You are My apostles to spread this deep, deep love I have for all.

My Heart will reign and My Mother’s Heart will triumph.

Rest securely in our hearts.

R. When Father gave the homily, I was filled with such a presence of the Trinity, overwhelming and a realization of every word he said in my whole being as if I felt the truth resound in my soul.

The WORD moved me to such emotion. From then on it was fuzzy.

I saw the life of Jesus – such unity of the Mysteries – His infancy at Bethlehem, all the big events of His life as if I was so one in knowing them.

So overwhelmed with joy and love of Jesus, such oneness united to His whole life, to Him, I knew the presence of the Almighty God so deeply.

I kept seeing Him ascend into heaven as if I felt it in my whole being.

I was so one in the mystery. I felt so connected to His infancy, His death, His resurrection and Ascension all at once, such oneness with Him in these mysteries. With all this having an immense presence of God all three Persons, as if my body could not take it, it was so overwhelming. I knew God – I knew Jesus and His life in a profound way.

After Mass I wanted to crawl up in a ball and bend low, low to the earth for I felt His greatness and my littleness and my heart was in great suffering and joy all at the same time, to know Him, but not to be completely one in Him.

I love Him so much, I want to go there and forever rest in this celestial bliss, be one with the Trinity and Mary and the angels and saints, one with the world, one.

It is as if my body cannot take the presence I was given, I feel laid waste and exhausted by His touch and elated in the experience.

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Agony – I could hardly leave the Faber House and go home. I was so weak and wiped out. Then at home I was filled with even greater agony, which I remember to this day.

 

  

June 19, 1996 continues

Jesus told me on November 15, 1995: (Talking about Fr. Carter)

Jesus: I will awake you in the early morning to write, to write children's rosaries and the Mass Book. Your deadline for this book is January 15th. This is a special date for the renewal of My Church for it is the day Fr. Carter was born.

    It is through his efforts, his writings, his aiding you spiritually and with My message and rosaries, given to you, that hearts will turn to My Heart and My Mother's heart. You must circulate the tapes published.

    You will receive much opposition from those closest to you who are seeking perfection. I am telling you that many children will go to hell. Do not tarry any longer with this medicine for My Church and the world.

    Read December 20, 1993: I am aiding you in accomplishing this task. Your opposition from this moment will battle with Me. I am writing these messages to be heard. I beg you to assist Me in this medicine for this world.